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Freedom?

Summary:

The loop has been broken:

Stanley's thought process about a future without the voice.

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

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The voice hummed in a low and questioning tone. The being was obviously surprised that this little creature was still on the same spot.

He felt the hum. He groaned quietly. He hoped that the voice didn't notice it.

If even a small noise like this could cause such a reaction, was it really the best choice?

He felt the vibrations of the deep and assertive voice in his whole body.

Should he really do it? Could he even do it? He felt a slight knot in his stomach. An invisible tug, but he wasn't sure in which direction.

It meant to be free, to think for himself. He could finally do what he wanted.
But did he even know what he wanted? Wasn't it better to be told what to do?

He thought about it.

As he thought about it, he imagined how it would be to be free from this being, from this voice. He could never listen to this voice ever again, how it speaks with its deep timbre and confidence. How it echoes in his mind and how his body reacts to it. How his body vibrates everytime it makes a sound.

There was a reaction in his mind, like a spark.
He bit his lip.
He was tempted to ignore the opportunity. But wasn't it stupid? Everybody wants to be free, to do what they want, right?

If he ignored the opportunity, it would have to be selfless and voluntary, otherwise his whole existence would be a torment that would never end.

Every time the creature spoke to him or even just made a noise, his ears automatically perked up. It just happened.

Selfless and voluntary servitude.
To others this may sounded like hell but the thought of it didn't make him feel uncomfortable. He wasn't sure if he should be glad or disappointed by himself.

Maybe he was just made to serve a dominant being.
He grinned.

He turned around on the metal footbridge, turned his back on nature and freedom.

He slowly lowered his body. Now he was kneeling on the cold and sturdy metal.
He knew what he was destined to do: To serve.

To be more precise:
To serve him.

The voice chuckled.

Notes:

I could write an essay on how that freaking voice has caused a confusing, exhausting, lust-inducing and painful journey for me, so just in short:
In the last 2 years I have learnt so much about myself, about my mental health problems, about the dynamics in my family, what I want in a relationship and what relationships could be fulfilling for me...
And all that because of this voice! And with A LOT of honest self-reflection.

How a single voice can cause a spark that sets a huge stone rolling, changing a life so radically...
How a single voice made me question almost every aspect and experience of my entire life...
How a single voice made me mature, grow spiritually and deal with all the things that have caused me problems over the last 30 years...

I am not sure if the voice actor would even care or understand that his voice and skill can have an impact like this... but goddamn! He really changed my life.
I wish him a really good and fulfilled life with all my heart. It seems like he is a kind, overall amazing guy and that he deserves it!