Work Text:
It was supposed to be
Just one last jump.
It wasn't supposed to end with you
Lifeless in my arms.
I should have stopped you,
Not watched as you were torn apart.
I think about that moment
every day,
replaying it over,
And over.
I remember
‘I love you’,
Were the words
you last spoke to me.
I remember
You said one last jump,
Please Paul,
You promised.
But then I also remember
How I held your body,
stroking it,
Holding back tears.
So I guess
this jump
was meant
to last
forever.
But it was supposed to be
Just one last jump.
It wasn't supposed to end with me,
Alone.
I should have stopped you,
Not watched as you were torn apart.
I'm holding back more tears
Thinking about what I
Could've done.
I miss you,
Please Paul.
These emotions:
I can't run.
I wish I told you no,
Got you out of
that glass cage.
Held you.
But you fell,
Far away from me,
And I can't reach.
I'm trying so hard find you,
I can't.
I miss you,
Paul.
Just wake up,
Please.
I love you,
I'm sorry.