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Ro's head hurt like hell, he couldn't think straight at all. All Ro could hear was multiple voices ringing around in his head.
He didn't want Mapicc to leave. Not after everything they had been through together. Ro didn't care if Mapicc killed him and left him to rot in the end and void alone. He'd give up everything he ever had for Mapicc, for the chance to be able to see him again. He really hoped that this would all just be a nightmare in the end and he could go back to everything, go back to Mapicc.
Ro didn't want to lose Mapicc, not like this, not ever. He thought they were teammates, that they trusted each other, but he was wrong in the end.
He remember trying to save Mapicc from the TNT and make sure he didn't ban himself off the server, but no matter how hard he tried, it didn't work in the end. At the moment he thought he'd never see Mapicc again, that he was really banned with no way to come back, only to end up finding out that it was all a lie when Spoke revived Mapicc right in front of him. He felt his heart start to race when Mapicc came running at him, sword in hand. He felt completely and utterly devastated when Mapicc attacked him and chased him down. He never thought that the second he turned his back and thought Mapicc was death ban, he would come back and betray him.
It all happened so fast that he couldn't stop it, he couldn't try and talk it out with Mapicc. He wished that Mapicc had given him the chance to talk, to just be able to say anything to him, but instead, Mapicc just killed him.
Ro would go anywhere and do anything with Mapicc just to be able to hear his voice and hug him one last time, but instead, he was trapped in the end with nobody. Ro was alone for the first time since season four started, he was alone with nobody by his side and nobody to call his teammate. He would give up everything to have somebody there with him, anybody at all.
Ro missed life in the overworld, the end just felt.. weird. The end was freezing cold most of the time and he had nothing but the clothes he was wearing before Mapicc killed him. He wasn't wearing much at the time, he was only wearing a short-sleeved periwinkle shirt, white sweatpants, and the normal periwinkle cloak he always wore. It wasn't much so he was basically freezing in the end, not like it mattered though; he would eventually die of starvation. Starvation wasn't the best way to go and he learned that in season two. Starvation hurt and made you feel bad.
Ro had thought for a while about his situation and at this point, it was clear that nobody was coming to save him. He couldn't blame them though, he'd hurt every person on the server so they had every right not to come and save him. He hated that he hurt everyone, he hated that by the time he noticed how bad he had hurt everyone it was too late. He hurt everyone, including Mapicc, and that's what hurt the most. He was too blind to see how much he was hurting everyone, including Mapicc. He'd do anything to take it all back, but there was nothing he could do anymore.
He was stuck in the end with nobody there; Mapicc had come 2 days ago to save everyone from the end that both of them had put in there, but Mapicc left him there to rot and die alone. He knew he deserved it in a way, but he wished that he could go some other way. He wished that he didn't have to die alone, he would take Mapicc banning him over this slow and painful death.
After a while he finally decided that he would just jump into the void instead, it wasn't like anyone cared about him anymore; if they did they would've saved him. Ro took out his communicator one last time and looked at it for a moment. After a minute of just looking at the red and purple case on it, he took it off. It was the only thing he had left that reminded him of Mapicc, but he didn't care that much anymore. Mapicc didn't care about him, and it hurt, it hurt a lot more than it should've. He just stared at the case before throwing it into the void and watching it fall until it was nothing but a small dot. He was going to die anyway so it didn't really matter anymore, nothing mattered, or at least it shouldn't have. Ro still cared about Mapicc even if Mapicc didn't care about him.
Ro stood there over the void contemplating whether or not to jump in now and not say something or say something and then jump in. In the end, Ro just decided to jump without saying anything, nobody cared enough anyway.
Ro smiled a bit, he'd spent so much time in the end at the start of the season and this is where it all ended for him too. He was used to the void and how it looked, it was dark and really cold. It wasn't like he minded though, it was peaceful, something he hadn't got since the start of the season.
He enjoyed the peace for as long as he could until the pit that had been forming in his stomach started to hurt; he knew his time on the server was coming to an end but he didn't care anymore.
Ro knew he'd see Mapicc next season, he'd see everyone next season. After a moment of finally enjoying the peace, he took a step over to the void and looked at it. "This is it for me I guess." Ro thought as he stared at the void before taking a running leap in (or as much of a running leap as he could take)
Mapicc's communicator buzzed on the table nearby. Mapicc was off doing something else around the base and Spoke who happened to be nearby heard it start to buzz. Spoke looked up from the stuff he was doing when he heard it, he got up from where he was sitting to go check to see what it was. "Probably just somebody messing around." Spoke thought as he walked over to the table.
Spoke picked up the communicator, turned it on, and opened chat. He read through the chat and the last couple of messages which were mostly just Bacon and Planet talking in chat for some reason. Spoke skipped most of the arguing and shit until he got to the last message. Once Spoke read it his eyes widened a bit before turning around and looking in the direction of where Mapicc was.
"Mapicc, you might want to see this!"