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I hate me too

Summary:

Let go of my hand, so you don't have to worry anymore because at some moment you suddenly see my face on the street. The love in you, in me, in the two of us has finally ended, everything has receded into the old days, so what's the point of trying to hold on?

Notes:

Fun.

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Chapter 1: Day 1

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In the bustling city of Blackrock, nestled amongst towering skyscrapers and bustling streets, there was a scientist named Subspace. Subspace was known throughout the city for his groundbreaking work in the field of chemistry. His laboratory was a haven of bubbling beakers, sparking test tubes, and the faint hum of machinery. Subspace immersed himself in his work, day in and day out, seeking solace in the intricacies of the elements and compounds he manipulated.

 

Subspace, a solitary being who thrived in the depths of his thoughts, found solace in the world of chemistry. His laboratory was his sanctuary, a place where he could escape from the dark thoughts and painful memories that haunted him relentlessly.

 

As he mixed various chemicals and observed their reactions, Subspace felt a sense of control that was often elusive in his tumultuous mind. The bubbling beakers and swirling colors captivated him, transporting him to a realm where everything made sense, even if only for a fleeting moment.

 

Despite his passion for chemistry, Subspace could not ignore the shadows that lurked at the periphery of his consciousness. They whispered cruel words and dredged up memories he longed to forget. But in his laboratory, surrounded by the familiar hum of machinery and the smell of chemicals, Subspace found a reprieve.

“Not this again…” Subspace sigh as he try his focus on his perfect work.

The more Subspace ignored and was engrossed in a particularly intricate experiment, a vivid memory from his past surfaced. It was a painful recollection of loss and betrayal that threatened to engulf him in its darkness. The beakers in his hands trembled, and for a moment, it seemed as though the entire world was crumbling around him.

 

But then, with a steely resolve, Subspace forced himself to focus on the task at hand. He poured himself into his work, channeling his emotions into the precise movements required to complete the experiment. As the chemicals combined and reacted, a sense of calm washed over him, dispelling the shadows that had threatened to consume him.

Subspace finished his work at the laboratory and headed back to his room. The flickering fluorescent lights in the corridor cast long shadows, adding to the eerie silence that enveloped the space station.

 

As he entered his room, Subspace let out a weary sigh. It had been a long day, filled with endless calculations and experiments. He could feel the weight of exhaustion pulling at his bones. But before he could collapse onto his bed, he caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror.

 

His reflection stared back at him, revealing the scars that marred his once handsome face as he daydreamed. The scars were a reminder of the accident that had changed his life forever. His features were twisted and contorted, a grotesque sight that would send shivers down anyone's spine.

 

Despite the shocking sight, Subspace simply shrugged and turned away from the mirror. He had long since accepted his appearance, knowing that there was nothing he could do to change it. The scars were a part of him now, a constant companion in his solitary existence.

 

With a resigned sigh, Subspace got ready for bed. He slipped under the thin sheets and closed his eyes, letting the darkness of sleep envelop him. In his dreams, he was whole again, his face unmarred by the cruel hands of fate.

 

But even in his slumber, Subspace knew that the scars would always be there, a grim reminder of the past that he could never escape. And yet, he found solace in the fact that he had persevered through it all, emerging stronger and more resilient than ever before.

 

As the night stretched on, Subspace slept soundly, his dreams a refuge from the harsh reality of his waking hours. And in that quiet darkness, he found peace, knowing that he was more than the sum of his scars.

“I will never forget the way you looked at me”