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The Head Lord and the Rat Thief {Kamisato Ayato FanFiction}

Summary:

Caiome was the ghost of any nation. You could never feel her presence, seeing her in a crowd was even harder, and you found out that the money from your pocket had disappeared only when you tried to look for it. She appears and disappears without leaving a trace. She steals from jewelry and valuable items to artifacts and important documents that she used only to play with the order of nations, and she watched everything from a distance, amused.

Caiome was never caught. She was nothing but a gust of wind blowing through the city in search of a new victim. She never aroused suspicions. She had a variety of masks that she wore as if they represented her genuine intentions. She speaks lies just as she speaks truth. No one posed a threat to her.

That's because, of course, she hadn't met the right adversary yet. And she didn't expect to be blackmailed with the most important thing she possessed.

Chapter 1: Chapter 1 ~ The Princess and the Lord

Notes:

Work also posted on Wattpad under the same pen name and title.

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🌸Author's Note🌸

Hello there, my little Genshin fans and Ayato fans and lovers.

Before we get to the story, I would like to give you guys a heads-up about this fanfiction.

   1. English is not my first language and I've been struggling with some of the sentences which you may find hard to understand, but I made sure those phrases are some not-so-important aspects of the story.

   2. These are some headcanons of my own that I thought it made sense for the fanfiction, and I will present some of them now so that I don't receive hate comments about them like: "This is not how it is, haven't you read the lore?!" I do read the lore, I just added some things up.

       > The Kamisato Estate is bigger: bigger mansion, a lot of gardens, stables, training grounds for the guards and the horses and so on. And the Kamisato family also has an estate in the Inazuma city, but it's smaller.

       > People with Visions (Allogenes) can teleport via the teleport waypoints (I'll just call them telepoints) and they also can teleport objects or people as long as they touch them or/and they are surrounded by the elemental power of the Vision bearer.

       > Ayato and Ayaka have other family members, although they have different family/clan names, like cousins, aunts and so on. It was typical for noble clans back in ancient Japan to have at least two or three children, either because the parents could afford it or for political relationships.

       > I added other villages and forests and so on. Since the estate is bigger, Inazuma is bigger too in my mind.

       > I made up the clans that answer to the Kamisato clan and I also divided the Yashiro Comission in cultural branches, including visual arts, crafts and different industries. There are about 20 minor clans; Ayato's mother also comes from one of these 20 families.

       > Speaking about backgrounds, I made up a historical background for the Shuumatsuban and established it's hierarchy, since we don't have many information about it in the game. I also established some details about the members following the feudal Japan ninja style, their clothes, weapons, training methods and so on.

       > It is said that Ayato is not trained in the Shuumatsuban style, but he can find Sayu with ease, compering to the other Shuumatsuban members. In this fanfiction, he was trained as a Shuumatsuban, because it makes sense to me, since he is the leader. Also, considering his protective side towards Ayaka, Ayaka didn't learn the Shuumatsuban training, since it's very difficult and Ayato doesn't want his sister to have anything to do with the games behind the scenes. That being said, she is more trained and very knowledgeable in the samurai style of wielding weapons, as well as Ayato. She is not weaker, she just has another affinity for another fighting style, she takes the path of honorable and elegant samurais.

If I left something out regarding the headcanons that seems important, I will update it later.

   3. I've tried to come up with political battles. If something doesn't make sense... please, just leave it be.

   4. I made up a lot of things. A LOT. But that's why this is a fanfiction.

   5. The first chapters might be boring.

With that being said, it's a pretty long way with this one and, honestly, I have no idea where this is going. I'm just having fun and I hope you will enjoy it.^^


 

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Chapter 1 ~ The Princess and the Lord

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       Caiome was never the type of person to not know when she needs certain resources. In all the years that she has traveled by herself from one end to another in this world she always made sure that she had everything that she needed, from warm clothes, until well-wrapped food, to not let the smell spread and to attract wild beasts.

       But the most important thing when she hits the road to another village, or harbor to go to another nation to sell these little things, was a big box of matches. Only with the help of the matches she could start a fire to cook something. It was the middle of spring, and the night was still cold. Moreover, even if she didn't need the warmth, she needed the light and a fire to cook.

       But the matches were nowhere to be found, which made her curse out loud.

       The night caught her in the middle of the Chinju forest. She could not see anything, but the trees and the peak of the mount Yougou. Moreover, here was colder than in a closed space and so dark that she couldn't even find a road to get out of the woods. 

       She sighs as if she was losing hope, feeling her stomach growl. She managed to have launch, but then she hit the road to the Narukami shrine. Then she got lost even with the map in her hands, and now it was too dark to find the road.

       She put a hand on her hip and one on her forehead, and then she traced it through her grey wavy hair. Her strands were messy, feeling them tangled, but this was the last thing that she could think of. 

       She tried to encourage herself. She has to find a cave for now, or a shelter in case it would rain, because, as much as she could see, the sky was cloudy, especially above the forest, and the moon was hidden somewhere behind the clouds. After finding a shelter, she will look closer for the matches and light up a fire. Then cook something.

       She prepared to make a step, but a short girl scream stopped her. It wasn't like a fear scream, but one provoked by a hit. Caiome looked left and right, trying to see what was surrounding her. The girl's voice was heard again, and this time Caiome didn't hesitate and went that way, now being sure from which direction was coming from.

       She ran, tripping on other roots and nearly hit a tree, but after one minute she saw some flames coming from some torches placed in a narrow valley. The girl's voice became a rather painful cough and a jerky breathing, something that, from the distance where Caiome was, you couldn't hear, but those sounds were carried by the wind to her, this being the reason for which she could find out the direction from the girl's voice was coming from.

       Caiome ran again, and a turquoise light started to glow at the waist of her trousers when she jumped and placed her hand on the hilt of her sword that she carried it at her hip. From up above, she could see all the men that were holding the torches and the girl that was attacked. The turquoise light sparkled more powerful when she curled in the air, going down with a great strength in the middle of the attackers and throwing each one of them on their backs.

       Caiome got up from her kneeling position, facing the attackers that were getting up as well, growling in pain. Almost everyone should've hit their head, considering the gravel under their feet and just the little weeds from place to place. The men were dressed casually, with large trousers and shirts, some of them with hats on their head, and most of them with a scarf covering their mouths and noses. Most of them were cursing, while others succeeded to lift their gaze toward the one that ambushed them.

       "Don't you think you are a little bit too far away from your hidden place?" Caiome asked with a smile, taking a step closer to the men, but not enough to let an opening to the girl behind her. "I thought that the treasure hoarders cherished their belongings more than assaulting a woman."

       "Do you think you can take all of us down?" the most muscular of them asked, taking a step forward as well. This one was looking just a little bit surprised by Caiome's appearance, and there was no scratch on his body. "Even though you have a Vision, while you were making your big entrance, one of my boys already went after reinforcement. You can fight, but you can't beat us all if we are bigger in number."

       Caiome sighed, then she rolled her eyes. "Can you lend me some fire?" she said instead, causing some confusing looks.

       She turned to the girl behind her and she was somehow surprised to see her. She wasn't an ordinary girl like she thought, considering that she couldn't see her very well until now, with all those men around her. She was very beautiful, with a light colored hair and some big and sparkling eyes, like silver. She was wearing blue colored clothes and somehow expensive, because Caiome ever saw this kind of clothes wearing by the girls who were coming from noble families. She was ruffled and dirty, and one of her lip was split. Although, she was trying to stand on her feet, looking at her attackers with resentful, and at Caiome like she was her savior.

       "You don't have to worry," Caiome tried to reassure her, smiling. "We will get out of here soon enough."

       "So do you intend to run away with our prey?" the big guy asked, and Caiome glared at him. "You don't look from around here, so you probably don't know who stands behind you," he laughed.

       "Does it matter?" Caiome answered. "All I know is that you don't look after your own business. So I will take this lady from you, since you don't exactly need her."

       "She is the daughter of the Kamisato Clan, Shirasagi Himegimi, Kamisato Ayaka. A diamond, indeed. We will not let you take her from us."

       "Shime - how now?" Caiome crooked.

       "Excuse me, miss," the girl behind her talked. "But you shouldn't bother with me, please. I am a Vision bearer as well, so I can handle this."

       "Really?" Caiome said sarcastically. "I guess you're right. Your wounds really show me that you can handle it."

       "I suggest you to leave this place before the reinforcements arrive. I thank you for your concern, but I created this mess, so I should get out of it by myself as well."

       Caiome blinked toward the girl and the girl's frown. She had nothing on her, really, not even a weapon. Then she sighed, spinning her sword through her fingers.

       "I don't know if I should consider you brave and altruistic, or naïve enough to not ask for help, since that you are coming from a good family and you are obviously in need for help. Stay behind me, Your Highness," Caiome mocked her. "I was actually bored and got lost on these roads. Maybe they are kind enough to help me find the way back to the village, considering they are so talkative."

       "But-"

       Caiome acted before Ayaka could finish talking. She pushed herself from the ground and she went pass the treasure hoarders in the blink of an eye, rotating her sword. She didn't wound someone enough to kill him, but that didn't mean that she didn't cut through their clothes. Caiome cut them on their thighs and abdomen, not to deep, but enough to put them down, and blood was spilled on her clothes and face. Some of them rushed toward her, so Caiome pushed herself again into the ground, going up and down again, letting behind her some trace of wind that hit the attackers.

       Before she got up, she heard other voices and she saw the hoarders' reinforcements that were rushing toward her with their weapons in their hands. Caiome heard Ayaka uttering, trying to stand on her trembling feet, but she didn't forget about the light up torches surrounding her. She didn't actually need them, but the fact that she lost her matches was making her so frustrated that she wanted to play a little bit with fire as well.

       She turned the sword in her hand and she spun, taking with her the wind and the torches fire, and then throwing it with her blade toward the other hoarders. The grass lit up, as long with their clothes, and since there wasn't any source of water, they didn't have a choice but to run away screaming in pain, searching something to help them put out the fire and their burning skin.

       Caiome laughed, then another pale of wind hit from top-down the burning grass and fire put out, leaving behind it just burned ground. She rotated her sword and put it back into its sheath. Only after that she realized that she put out the entire fire.

       "There isn't any chance to have a match on you, is it?" she asked Ayaka.

       "No," the girl answered like it was a great shame that she didn't carry such a thing. "I apologize."

      "It's fine, it's fine, there is no need anyway." She stepped closer to her but she stopped as soon as Ayaka bowed so much that Caiome thought that she will fall and hit her head.

      "I offer you my sincere thanks for helping me."

      "Uhh... Yeah... Sure."

      "If there is something I can do for you to repay your good that you did to me, something that I can offer you as well, just ask and I will give it to you if it stands in my power."

       "C'mon, don't do that," Caiome smiled, coming closer to her and putting her hands on her shoulders, getting her up. "You're from a noble family, yes? I don't think you should bow like that in front of anyone."

       "But-"

       "You're hurt," Caiome said, kneeling in front of her.

       She opened her backpack and pulled out some pieces of clean cloth made from cotton and a cream in a glass box. She opened the box, taking a little bit of cream, and applied it on Ayaka's wounds on her knees, then bandaging everything.

       "They are not exactly medicinal," Caiome said gentle, "but it's all I have. The cream cleans the wounds too, so you don't have to get scared. Can you walk?"

        Ayaka nodded, but when she stepped forward, her knee went numb and she almost fell, but Caiome caught her before she could lend on the ground. Caiome laughed a little bit.

       "Come on, I will take you to your camp. Do you know where it is?"

       "Uh... Yes."

        Caiome turned her back on Ayaka and bend, sending her a sign to climb on her back. Ayaka hesitated, and Caiome frowned and sighed.

        "I just want to know you're safe, okay? And as a reward I can accept a box of matches and maybe some soup, if it's so important for you to reward me."

       Ayaka kept quiet for a second, and then she climbed on Caiome's back. Caiome caught her thighs and got up. Ayaka was rather light, but again, Caiome was used to carry sometimes even a boar or to pull after her a deer or a stag that she would chop it into pieces and sell the meat in the squares to make some money.

       "Which way?" Caiome asked, and Ayaka pointed with her finger the opposite direction from which the hoarders came. Caiome went that way silently, trying to pay attention on her steps.

       "What's your name?" Ayaka asked out of nowhere.

       "I don't think you will remember me even if I tell you," Caiome laughed instead.

       "I think it's perfectly normal to know the name of the one who saved me, even if it's possible to not remember it after some time."

       "Thanks, princess," Caiome mumbled, and Ayaka laughed a little bit.

       "I'm just teasing you, I didn't mean to be rude. Anyway, it is rude of me to ask you about your name when I didn't introduce myself properly either. My name is Kamisato Ayaka, the daughter of the Kamisato Clan, the Head Clan of the Yashiro Commission. I thank you once again for saving me."

       "Well, if that's the case..." Caiome sigh. "My name is Caiome, I'm a sort of... adventurer."

       "You look rather mysterious," Ayaka said, and Caiome throw her the kind of look that usually make people go silent. "Rest assured, I am not going to ask you more than that," she said. "I am grateful just because you helped me."

       "Well, it wasn't like I was going to leave you there, right? I usually travel alone, but that doesn't mean I hate people."

       Ayaka laughed nervous. "It's not like I have ever said that."

       "I don't get it though," Caiome said jumping over a small hole and seeing a couple of dancing flames. "You said that you are a Vision bearer, and the way the wind moves around you, cutting through it, I presume you have a Cryo Vision, no?"

       "You're very smart."

       "Thanks," Caiome said. "Then why didn't you fight those maniacs from the beginning? It wasn't so hard to beat their asses."

       Ayaka laughed silently. "That is because I don't have my Vision right now."

       Caiome stopped. "What? How can a Vision bearer not bear his Vision?"

       Ayaka hide her gaze, looking to the right, like she didn't want to confront Caiome. "Well, I just wanted to go for a walk without it when I was assaulted by the hoarders."

       "Without the Vision," Caiome said like she didn't hear well.

       "I'm not wearing it always tied on my clothes. For example, when I change into my night gown."

       "Your clothes don't seem to me like the type of clothes to sleep in, princess."

       "Please, don't call me princess," Ayaka said. "Moreover, I just forgot it in the palanquin, that's all."

       "I thought no Vision bearer could actually live without their Vision."

       While they were speaking, the lights were becoming more intense and the voices carried by the wind were reaching Caiome's ears. All of them were desperate and were receiving orders and the only thing that Caiome could hear were strong running steps, hitting the ground.

       "I'm not so depended on it, whereas my main activity is not battle. Consider that my Vision is just another layer of protection, that is all."

       "Fine, fine, but don't you ever tell that you can handle some louts just because you have a Vision when you don't even have it on you."

       "I was just trying to save you from them," Ayaka laughed, making Caiome frown.

       "I wonder which one of us needed help?" She sighed lightly. "Even if I don't know you, I'm glad you're ok. I don't usually stand by and watch someone get hurt, so please stop being so careless and keep your Vision close, ok? That's on the reward list."

       In a couple of minutes, they arrived at the so-called camp which in fact it wasn't a camp at all. There were couple of soldiers running from side to another and a tent in the middle of them. Caiome saw a beautiful palanquin that was seated on the ground, probably Ayaka's.

       The first group of people was a group of soldiers that were screamed at. A taller and more muscle man, old enough to be Caiome's father, with dark hair bun and a full armor was standing in front of them, finishing his speech with a strict order, telling the soldiers to continue their searching. At his right was a shorter boy with blonde hair tied in a tail and dressed in mostly red clothes. At his waist, a Pyro Vision was shining.

       When Caiome stopped, thinking about if to approach them or not, Ayaka got down from her back.

       "Thoma," she said, and the blonde boy, and the soldier, returned to her and Caiome.

       Looking at them with those big green eyes, Thoma smiled and approached Ayaka instantly. He almost wanted to hug her, but he stopped. Although, Caiome couldn't ignore the boy's hidden desire and the way he felt at ease while putting his hands on Ayaka's shoulder, studying her.

       "My lady, are you alright?" he said. "Of course you are not alright, look at yourself. What happened? Where have you been and what happened to you? Please, tell me that you just fell, otherwise it will be bad for all of us."

       Ayaka laughed a little bit, putting her hand on Thoma's wrist, as a sign of reassure.

      "I'm all right, really. I wanted to take a walk while we were taking a break, but I was ambushed by some treasure hoarders. While I was running away from them, it is true, I did fell and I cannot say they were peaceful."

      Her innocent smile seemed very sweet and convincing, but that didn't stop Thoma from frowning in disbelief and the soldier in front of them to call some guardians and give them some short, concrete orders through which all the treasure hoarders were to be immediately found and captured and brought to the lord Kamisato, which had to be Ayaka's father.

      "But I was lucky," Ayaka continued. "This is Caiome," she introduced her and Thoma's and the soldier's, or rather captain's, gazes were on her, looking at her with curiosity. "She was around and she saved me from the treasure hoarders, then she brought me here. She took good care of me. She cleaned and bound my wounds."

      She pointed to her knees and Thoma sighted, still standing with her hand on her shoulders.

      "My lady, you will give me a heart attack one day. I've told you so many times to not go wandering around without the soldiers, especially if you don't have your Vision." Thoma stood back from Ayaka, looking at Caiome, and then bowed like Ayaka did before. The captain did the same. "Thank you in the name of the Kamisato family for what you did for my lady, lady Caiome. If you wouldn't have been around, lady Ayaka would've been in a greater danger. We are truly grateful. Ask for anything as a reward, and we will make everything in our power to properly reward you."

        "Uhh... Honestly, why does everyone who has affiliations with a rich family does that? It's fine, I just wanted to bring her back because she needed help. You should take care of her to not ever leave her Vision behind. And please, don't talk with me with honorifics," she laughed. "We're probably the same age."

        "Oh, uhh... alright. Got it. As you wish."

       "Moreover, Caiome asked for a box of matches and a bowl of soup, which we can offer to her once we get home," Ayaka said.

       "Home?" Caiome asked. "Speaking of which, this doesn't seem like a camp at all," she mumbled.

       "Because it isn't," Thoma said. "We were just coming back from an event hold in Konda village, when we had to stop because one of our soldiers spread his ankle. Lady Ayaka insisted to stop and wait for a doctor coming from the estate, but then she disappeared. We looked for her for some time and the evening came, and now we are late."

       "I see," said Caiome.

       "Is there something wrong?" Ayaka asked.

       "No, it's just that... I wouldn't like to accompany you. I would only mess up your business' and I'm a stranger, so I don't see any reason for you to welcome me with open arms. If you want to repay me, you can give me just a box of matches and show me where the road to the village is. I was heading for the temple initially for blessings, but it's late, so I'll just go back to the village."

       "Wait a second," Ayaka said grabbing her hand in a gentle tight. "You helped me in such a dangerous situation with no obligations. I could not let you on the roads at this hour. What kind of repayment would be to send you off with just a box of matches? Plus, I promised you a warm meal as well-"

       "A bowl of soup," Caiome said.

       "Moreover, I will offer you a place to sleep this night as well, and tomorrow you can go to the temple, considering that it is closer to my home than to the village."

       Caiome went silent in front of Ayaka insisting. Her silver eyes shined because of the determination that she had to take Caiome to her place. Maybe it was typical to the rich people to pick up homeless people off the streets to repay them if they helped them with something.

       But, in the same time, considering that Thoma said that this lady Ayaka stopped the entire group because of a single wounded soldier, she looked like she really wanted to help Caiome in her return. Besides, it really was late, she couldn't guide herself after the stars, she was hungry and even cold, now that she was not moving and didn't carry Ayaka anymore... And what would have happened if she would get lost again on the road?

       She could enjoy herself with a nice meal and a warm bed for the night, right? At least once.

       "Uhh, alright then," she finally said and Ayaka smiled happily.

       "Would you like to ride the palanquin with me?" she asked.

       "No," Caiome answered almost immediately.

       The captain of the soldiers coughed and turned to Ayaka.

       "My lady, we should set off. You need to receive medical assistance, and because of the doctor didn't arrive from the estate, we might meet him on the road. It would be much faster like this, and your ladyship wouldn't have to force yourself. Please."

       "I see," Ayaka said. "Thoma, could you keep Caiome some company, please? You could find out what kind of food she likes, and the chef can make them once we arrive at the estate."

       "But it's not necessary-"

       "Then I'll return to my palanquin."

       The soldiers immediately packed up the tent, in which Caiome learned from Thoma that Ayaka had left her Vision. Captain Hirotatsu walked ahead with two of his most trusted soldiers, presumed Caiome, and they immediately set off as the palanquin was lifted onto the shoulders of four other soldiers.

       Soon, Caiome caught a glimpse of the bright lights of the residence from the corner of her eye, she turned her gaze towards it. She didn't realize how quickly time had passed and how much distance they had covered. Or it was possible that they weren't actually that far from the Ayaka's residence as she had thought, and the journey had been a short one.

       The group of soldiers stopped as they climbed the last few steps, and they set the palanquin down. As Ayaka stepped out, Caiome stared at the size of the residence. It wasn't the largest she had seen in her life, but it seemed somehow special. It seemed warm and welcoming, as if it embraced you with open arms. Caiome thought she should feel embarrassed about entering the Ayaka's house, but she was hungry and cold. And she would probably ask Ayaka for two matchboxes just to be sure she doesn't run out.

       The entrance flanked by two bright pillars opened into a garden, and in the center was a massive platform supporting a table and a few seats where you could sit and enjoy a cup of tea. Several guards stood at their posts, while two others came out of the courtyard to welcome the group, Thoma, and Ayaka. Captain Hirotatsu immediately requested a doctor, which seemed odd to Caiome. Weren't they supposed to meet one on the way, the one called for the soldier with the broken ankle who was now being transported in a cart?

       Ayaka came towards Caiome and took her by the arm, pulling her inside the garden. "Come. You have to tell me what you want to eat, and while you take a hot bath, our chef will take care of everything."

       "Shouldn't you see a doctor?" Caiome asked her.

       "I'm fine, really. I don't even feel the wounds anymore, probably thanks to the ointment you applied and the bandages."

       "Still, you should sit down."

       "And you should just enjoy the bath," Ayaka said, calling a maid.

       She was young and pretty, with beautiful brown hair tied up in a bun so as not to interfere with her household chores. She wore a cute uniform typical of a young girl, with light-colored pants and a short shirt, and she wore traditional sandals. In her hair, she had a simple wooden hairpin with a lilac flower. When she reached Ayaka, she made a short bow.

       "This is Chizuru," Ayaka said. "She is my personal maid, and she will be yours as long as you stay here. Chizuru, this is lady Caiome, a special guest who saved me from an unfavorable situation. Treat her exactly as you treat me."

       "I'm glad to meet you, my lady," Chizuru said, bowing towards her.

       "Call me Caiome, it's fine," she said, waving her hand in front of the girl who couldn't be more than sixteen. She seemed close in age to Ayaka, perhaps one of the reasons why she was her personal servant.

       "As you wish," Chizuru said, but as she bowed, her black eyes fell on Ayaka's knees. "My lady, by all the gods, what happened to your knees?"

       "Uh, the unfavorable situation," Ayaka replied.

       "You went off on your own again, who knows where?" Chizuru sighed. "I've asked you so many times not to do that. One day, you will cause my death, my lady."

       "Don't speak like an old woman, Chizuru," Ayaka said affectionately, "and prepare a bath for Caiome. She's probably cold and most likely hungry."

       "Understood, my lady," Chizuru sighed, then smiled at Caiome. "Follow me," she said, and turned back towards the entrance of the house.

      Caiome followed Chizuru without much comment. After all, what could she say? She was in Ayaka's house - if it could be called that - and she was about to receive a bath, a warm meal, and a bed to sleep in before continuing her journey to the temple. Staying quiet was probably the best thing she could do in the given situation, so she didn't say anything as Chizuru opened the doors of the residence and led her inside.

       Following a wide hallway, Chizuru turned right, and Caiome came across a straight flight of black wooden stairs. Chizuru climbed up, and Caiome followed silently.

       "This is where the guest rooms are," Chizuru said. "Do you have any preference regarding the view?"

       "No, any view is fine," she replied.

       "Very well," Chizuru said.

       If the guests rooms were here, then the family rooms should be on the other side, right? From the information Caiome managed to gather from various nations, the rooms of family members usually occupied the eastern side, although she didn't necessarily know the reason. At the same time, perhaps the customs were different.

       Chizuru stopped in front of a door, which she opened, inviting Caiome to enter. Caiome remained almost speechless. The room was quite large and pleasant, warm. It surpassed by far the jacket she was wearing, which she now noticed had a cut around the elbow area. There was a bed, a wardrobe for clothes, two low tables, pillows on the floor, two chairs in a corner, and a bookshelf with replicas of famous books from various fields, all placed on tatami mats.

       Three-quarters of the room was occupied by a four-panel folding screen depicting a budding cherry tree and some flowers about to bloom, while behind them were painted immense, green mountains. On a ripple of water, there was a simple painting of a fisherman, without many details, standing on his long boat.

       "Behind the folding screen is the bathtub," Chizuru said. "Just give me a few minutes to prepare it for you. In the meantime, make yourself comfortable."

       "Okay," Caiome said and stepped into the room, studying everything in more detail: the paintings, the books, and the woodwork.

       Chizuru prepared the bath for her in just a few minutes. Caiome thanked her and stayed in the water for almost half an hour before getting up.

       She dried herself with the towel hanging on the folding screen prepared by Chizuru, then walked towards the bed where clean clothes were laid out, seemingly in her style. A pair of dark pants, a tank top, and a short, loose shirt with lilac-colored clouds painted on a clear sky. Caiome dressed, put on her now-clean boots, and was led by Chizuru downstairs to what seemed like the place where the family members ate.

       At a long, dark-colored table, Ayaka sat on one side and Thoma on the other, while the head of the table remained empty. When Caiome appeared in front of them, Ayaka stood up and displayed a cute smile.

       "I expected you to take longer to bathe," Ayaka said, laughing, and Caiome smiled back, sitting next to Ayaka.

       "I can't say I lack hot water so much that it takes me an eternity to get out of a bathtub."

       She looked at the table, sensing the smell of food. In front of her, it was more like a feast than a meal, but looking along the table, not all the guests were present. The empty seat at the head of the table had a set of dishes in front of it.

       "Come on, eat," Ayaka urged her. "I am sure you are very hungry."

       Caiome nodded and started to eat, from chicken with rice to sushi with soy sauce, pieces of grilled salmon and crab. All the dishes were exceptionally delicious, and Caiome would have eaten them until she burst because she couldn't get enough of the taste that lingered on her tongue. Ayaka didn't eat much, probably because she was accustomed to such delicacies every day. Thoma had a bigger appetite but remained reserved. However, Caiome could tell that the absence of the person at the head of the table bothered her more.

       She occasionally noticed Ayaka glancing at the empty seat, but she didn't ask anything. For a moment, a shadow passed over her gaze, then she returned to the polite conversation between them.

       Ayaka and Thoma asked her about her travels, and Caiome focused more on stories from Natlan, as it had been an extremely challenging period for her due to the excessive heat. She then mentioned that the most interesting area in all of Teyvat for her was the chasm in Liyue, considering its geography and the secrets hidden beneath the ground, just as the ruins in Sumeru's desert area. Ayaka and Thoma were very curious, asking various questions to which Caiome tried to respond briefly and concisely, only delving into a few details that piqued their interest.

       But during the conversation, she heard footsteps on the tatami floor. Caiome was the only one who reacted, as Thoma's and Ayaka's ears probably didn't pick up any sound. She divided her attention between the two of them and the footsteps. The steps were light, quite large, but slow, as if the person wanted to make an entrance. Following the steps, it seemed to be a tall, slim man with a weight that matched his height. A faint jingling sound could be heard, similar to the sound Caiome's Vision made when it hit something. Considering the muffled sound of the steps, the man must have been wearing soft-soled, comfortable shoes.

       Caiome already looked towards the folding screen when the intruder she sensed appeared in her field of view. They made eye contact, and Caiome felt the same sensation she felt a few hours ago when she got lost in darkness with no way out-an imminent danger, but subtle, something that could easily be avoided by stepping cautiously.

       Ayaka stood up to get his attention.

       "Brother," she said as a greeting. "I'm glad you're here."

       "I'm glad I could make it," came his response.

       "This is Caiome, my guest for tonight."

       Caiome put down her chopsticks, starting to study him as the man looked at her again. Well, she would be lying if she said that in front of her wasn't one of the most handsome men she had ever met, and his stature perfectly matched the mental image she had created when she heard his footsteps: tall, well-built, comfortable shoes, and his mere presence exuded incredible elegance.

       His hair was slightly long, the color of a clear sky, somewhere between the shade of the sea on a summer day and the ice on mountain peaks. He had beautiful, defined, and elegant features. The color of his eyes seemed unusual because they were not just purple; shades of lilac covered certain areas where the light struck more intensely. His eyelashes were long and black, the kind any girl would envy, and on his lower lip, on the left side, there was a mole that didn't stand out too much.

       Even his mole was elegant.

       "Caiome, this is my brother, Kamisato Ayato, the head of the Kamisato Clan and of the Yashiro Commission."

       Caiome suddenly remembered that she was standing in front of a member of a wealthy family in Inazuma and was about to get up to greet him, but Ayato stopped her.

       "It is all right, you don't have to stand up," he said, displaying a small smile. "You must be tired."

       He had a calm and playful voice at the same time, along with his strangely scrutinizing gaze. At first, Caiome didn't dare to say anything because his attention towards her felt sharp.

       "Thank you for having me," Caiome finally said, almost humbly.

       Ayato nodded, like noble men would do to show their respect, and then he walked behind her. His light steps felt heavy this time, or maybe it was just his oppressive presence in the room, and he sat at the head of the table.

       "You don't have to mention that," he said. "I've heard about the great help you provided to my younger sister, so you are more than welcome to spend the night here. Besides, if you ever need any assistance, we would be glad to offer our support."

       Caiome did not respond, but simply nodded silently. She had nothing to say. Nevertheless, she thought about what Ayaka had just said. He was her brother and the leader of the clan. Did that mean their father was dead? Well, it was a stupid question, considering his status, so she kept quiet. She knew from experience that it was better not to bring up deceased people, especially loved ones.

       Instead, Ayaka began to tell in detail how she and Caiome had met, how Caiome had driven away the hunters with her Vision, using the fire around her, which elicited a few laughs from the two of them, but also some admonishing words that Ayaka humbly received and promised not to leave without her Vision again.

       "I believe you received your Vision at a young age to be able to use it so well," Ayato said to Caiome, adopting a polite tone. He didn't address her with honorifics, but it seemed he asn't far from it. "You are quite young, probably the type of person always on guard, considering you brought your sword to the table."

       "I could say the same about you, my lord," Caiome replied, stirring the bowl of rice and shrimp with her chopsticks. She wasn't very skilled at eating with them, so she tried to pick out only the shrimps. "You seem young, but definitely with a lot of experience. You give off the air of a perfect gentleman. I see that you also have a Vision."

       "It's not as important to me," he said.

       "Well, it is to me," Caiome retorted, briefly adopting an arrogant air. "After all, your sister was injured precisely because she didn't carry her Vision."

       Ayato didn't speak much to her afterward and responded rather curtly to his sister's storytelling, but it was clear that he listened attentively. Instead, he glanced at Caiome. Some curious, others searching, like earlier, and some simply because he seemed to enjoy catching her red ruby eyes in his. Which made Caiome wonder if there was something wrong with her eyes or her gray hair, a terribly awful shade that always drew everyone's attention.

       That's why many called her "the rat," because she looked exactly like one.

       "Well, who would have expected a traveler with just one bag to appear out of nowhere?" Thoma said.

       "I didn't exactly come out of nowhere," Caiome said, a hint of pride in her voice, as she ate some rice. "I'm not a spirit who can appear wherever I want. Although, if I had stayed in that forest longer, I probably would have become one."

       "Our spirits don't usually wander aimlessly in the forest either," Ayato said, placing some food on his plate.

       Even his movements were calculated and light, like floating feathers. He didn't make any sudden gestures or move too slowly; they were just right and pleasing to the eye. Probably, even Caiome couldn't be as delicate in her soundless shoes.

       "Most of the time, they're planned. So, as I heard, you travel?" Ayato asked.

       "Something like that," she replied. "I've been to many places, but not that many. I've been to Inazuma once before, two years ago, in a spring like this, when I managed to visit the Narukami Shrine, but I couldn't stay more than a few hours. And now I've come back with the hope of staying there for a few days before heading to Liyue to participate in an archaeological research open to the public."

       "I see," Ayato said without losing his smile. "The research must be quite interesting if it managed to catch your attention, a simple traveler, as Thoma mentioned, with just one bag and not many clothes at hand."

       Caiome frowned slightly, then controlled her expressions. His words had been simple but heavy at the same time.

       "Liyue often supports such researches. Of course, under strict leadership and based on a contract, a protocol, and a self-declaration. That's why I hope to get there in time."

       "In that case," Ayaka said, "perhaps you'll visit us again before you leave. I would be delighted to offer you a cup of tea and hear more about your travels before you leave, if possible."

       Caiome smiled at her. "Of course. I would be delighted."

       "Well then," Ayato suddenly stood up from the table, even though it hadn't been more than twenty minutes since he sat down, "I'll leave you, my ladies, to your privacy. I noticed that a friendship is forming between the two of you, and I don't want to be the one to interrupt it. Also, I need to take a bath."

       "Speaking of which," Ayaka said thoughtfully, "does anyone else smell the scent of wet leaves and grass? I could swear it was present throughout dinner."

       "Did you also notice, milady?" Thoma said. "I thought I was the only one, so I didn't say anything."

       "Well," said Ayato, "we could ask lady Caiome where she thinks the perfume is coming from."

       "It's from... the shampoo that Chizuru gave me," she quickly replied. "I had to choose between that and lavender and I couldn't resist the fresh smell of rain. I'm particularly drawn to the scent of wet earth."

       "Indeed, it's a suitable choice," Ayato responded. "Well, I'll take my leave now. Good night to you all."

       And with that, he left before the others could bid their goodnights.

       "Well," said Caiome, "your brother is very... hardworking, I suppose."

       Ayaka sighed. "Sometimes too hardworking."

       Then the conversation about Ayato ended, as Ayaka changed the subject to Caiome's travels in Sumeru. That hadn't been a great period either, apart from the profit gained through trickery.

       Afterward, Ayaka led Caiome back to her room, wished her goodnight, and Caiome responded in kind. She closed the door behind her and turned to her clean yet patched clothes. The bed seemed so comfortable, with soft pillows and sheets, as fragrant as her hair, though not as subtle. Now that she thought about it, Caiome really wondered how Ayato, who hadn't even been close to her for long, could smell the scent of her hair.

      She threw herself onto the bed, gazing at the ceiling, then closed her eyes.

 

Chapter 2: Chapter 2 ~The Jewel and the Thief

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       The silence of the forest was even more oppressive this time, but safer, and darkness enveloped her as Caiome followed her path among the trees that rose like phantoms before her. She waited for the moon to emerge from behind the clouds, and then Caiome decided to dress, to take everything of value she could find in Ayaka's room, and to run, jumping out of her room's window, which opened directly into the backyard.

       She sneaked past the guards like a deepened ghost in the darkness of the night, hiding from the moonlight among the flesh-colored shadows of the residence, then jumped over the huge fence and headed into the forest, towards the west, along the violet tree road. Her bag hung heavily on her hip, but Caiome could move as easily as always. She could hear the jingling of the jewelry, a very faint sound, all placed in a spacious wooden box that could contain them all.

       It hadn't been difficult to find them. In a way, she was even disgusted and dissatisfied with how the wealthy families guarded their precious belongings. It had been easy to find Ayaka's room and gather all the pairs of earrings, gold brooches, and hairpins made of gold, silver, adorned with precious stones, which, though small, were even more valuable. However, the most beautiful piece had been a silver hairpin encrusted with sapphire flowers, a wonderful combination of colors that together created lilac hues. The flower petals were twisted in a way that made you believe you were in a whirlwind of colors and hallucinations.

       It was such a beautiful piece, found in Ayaka's room, wrapped in a handkerchief made of silk, that Caiome wondered whether to keep it for herself or to sell it. She would have made a lot of money from it, and anyway, she wouldn't be able to take care of such a piece of jewelry in her travels, so yes, it might have been better to sell it on the Black Market. There, no one asked any questions about the objects bought or sold, and Caiome didn't get too involved in their affairs, she just went, did her job, and left. No questions, just transactions.

       And such a beautiful piece, so neglected. That's how these rich people were. They never looked twice, never cared more. They left the job to someone else, thinking that nothing bad could happen to them, that they had good protection... Sure. Caiome entered and exited the residence without any problem, taking all of Ayaka's jewelry with her. She didn't bother wasting time searching through more personal rooms, so she took a few trinkets made of gold from the living rooms and left.

       She walked for a few hours, getting closer to the edge of the forest, already dreaming of being surrounded by the money she would get from the jeweler when she saw a light in the distance. She hid behind the trunk of a tree, looking more carefully at the flickering light. They could be other bandits, other treasure hunters.

       But when the light approached, Caiome breathed a sigh of relief. It was just a middle-aged man climbing up the hill.

       Then Caiome froze.

       What the hell was a middle-aged man doing out at this late hour? It was freezing, and Caiome was sure she hadn't headed towards any village. She had studied the map very well before leaving the Kamisato family residence.

       "You seem puzzled," a voice sounded, and Caiome immediately jumped a few meters back, her hand on the sword's hilt at her side, ready to draw it for defense. "Let me help you find your way, what do you say?"

      In the moon-pierced sky, Caiome could see Kamisato Ayato leaning against the tree trunk where he had hidden. He held his arms over his chest and seemed quite relaxed, with a mischievous smile on his face. He looked as if he knew exactly where he was and that he was supposed to be here. He looked like he knew what he was doing and that he had a purpose, while Caiome had none of those: she didn't know exactly where she was, she didn't know what she was supposed to do at this moment, and she didn't know exactly what her purpose should be — considering whether to run away from Ayato or cut his throat on the spot. The second option was tempting, she couldn't deny it.

       Caiome took a few steps back, assuming a defensive and offensive position at the same time. She turned with the side where she had the backpack on her back, to protect it from the clan leader's gaze and his attempts to take it from her, while the other side faced him, ready to draw her sword if necessary. Her Anemo Vision on her belt began to glow softly.

       "Have you been following me?" she asked with a smile. "You couldn't take your eyes off me during dinner, so you couldn't resist following me either. How scandalous for a clan leader," she laughed. "How will you be seen after this?"

       Ayato also smiled and straightened up, now standing on both feet. As her Vision began to shine, so did his: a blue Vision with the emblem of waves.

       Of course, Caiome thought to herself. It couldn't be that Ayaka had a Vision and the head of the family didn't. That would have been foolish and completely unnecessary.

       "Not very well," he responded instead, and his eyelids fell like a fox's whiskers, showing not only cunning, but also great slyness. "That is, of course, if it's discovered. For that, I shouldn't let you escape, am I right?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "You're making very cliché and foolish threats," she said. "Besides, pardon me for disappointing you, but I have never been caught after stealing something."

       "And what exactly have you stolen from my house?" he asked, taking a step closer.

       Caiome took a step back, searching for a good spot to jump from. "Various things," she shrugged.

       "Marvelous," Ayato said, stopping. "Then I will catch you and take my things back, if you don't mind."

       Caiome grinned. "But for that, you'll actually have to catch me first. Don't think for a second that I don't know you came here accompanied by your little guards, hoping they'd somehow help you."

       Because, despite Ayato being in front of her and her taking small steps back, trying to move away from him while finding a strategic position, her ears were not covered. She could hear the steps of the armored guards, heavy steps sinking into the grass and crushing twigs, the clashing of steel plates, and the men's breaths holding spears.

       "You've brought quite a few puppies," Caiome commented.

       Ayato didn't seem particularly surprised, as he probably already knew about this talent from his sister. But he was impressed that Caiome managed to approximate the number of soldiers he brought with him and call them "many."

       "Of course," he replied. "After all, you've stolen things that belong to me, and unfortunately, I can't easily give them up. Probably if you had only stolen, let's say, a golden cup or a silver plate from the offering table, I would have let you go. But I'm afraid there's something more valuable than that."

       Caiome scoffed mockingly. "Your sister's jewels?"

       "Exactly," he said with a smile. "Now, if you were kind enough to give them all back to me... we wouldn't have any dispute." He tilted his head slightly. "I'm afraid I don't like to get involved in such trivial matters as theft, considering how many other things I have to deal with. In short, you're just a child play I don't have time for." He extended a gloved hand towards her. "Please," he said.

       Caiome snorted, hearing the sounds of men approaching her. "Sorry, doll, but I won't give up my backpack so easily. You can try to take it though."

       Ayato seemed to sigh, allowing a few blue strands to fall onto his forehead. "I have no choice then."

       His Vision shone brighter, but Caiome already raised her hands, and when she lowered them, two powerful gusts of wind pushed him back, as well as the soldiers emerging from between the trees. Caiome pushed off with her foot, and the wind carried her onto a tree branch, then onto many others.

       She looked back to make sure she wasn't being pursued, and there was nothing there but the darkness of the night and the shapes of the trees. However, when she turned to look ahead, Caiome narrowly dodged something that passed just an inch from her forehead. Closing her eyes, she lost her balance and couldn't find a branch under her foot, so she lost focus for a second and fell into the void.

       She managed to soften her fall, rolling twice and immediately getting back on her feet. She ran her hand over her forehead, feeling something cold tickling the curve of her nose. Looking carefully into the darkness and sensing the smell of iron, she realized she had just been cut.

       She concentrated, listening to the sounds of the forest, and dodged to the left when the same sword that grazed her forehead came toward her. Ayato followed the sword, but his gaze was locked with hers, everything moving in slow motion. Caiome stepped back and drew her own sword, as the gentleman in front of her insisted on crossing weapons.

       She jumped and climbed again towards a tree, but Ayato followed her in the same manner, spinning small whirlpools of water on the tips of his toes. Caiome jumped and twirled, and Ayato followed, dancing in the air and on the tree branches, never touching the ground. Their swords occasionally clashed, creating not only loud noises but also sparks that floated down to the earth. They approached each other, collided, and then moved apart, only to collide again.

       But everything looked much more elegant than that. The two of them, chasing each other, with Kamisato Ayato trying to catch her and Caiome trying to dodge, it was as if they were dancing. The waves of wind rustled the leaves and carried the fresh, cool scent of water, while these whirlpools of water cast blue shimmering lights in the moonlight that filtered through the branches.

       Caiome pressed her feet against the tree trunk, then pushed off and launched herself towards Ayato, who was coming up from below. Ayato dodged her sword and caught her ankle, ready to pull her towards him and strike her to the ground, but Caiome twisted in his grip and came right above him. She attempted to strike him with her heel, but Ayato evaded. However, he had to let go of Caiome.

       Caiome settled on a branch and wiped her eyes. The blood still flowing from her forehead blurred her vision, causing her to lose sight more and more. In such a moment, she let herself fall to one side, and Ayato seized the opportunity and struck her with a blade of water.

       Caiome fell backward, hitting the ground, but quickly got up just as Ayato was about to grab her bag. Caiome lowered herself down onto one hand, lifted herself up, and kicked him in the jaw, then moved away from him. She took advantage of the opportunity to escape, all the while wiping her forehead with her wet clothes from Ayato's attack.

       However, one blow was not enough to stop the clan leader, so he pursued her.

       "Oh, come on now!" Caiome shouted loudly and evaded him.

       Nevertheless, Ayato approached her with the sword forward and managed to cut a bit of the backpack Caiome was carrying. In the first instance, Caiome didn't notice this, so when Ayato sent another wave of water towards her, she turned around and struck the water wave with a gust of wind. The contact between the two forces caused the point of impact to explode. As a result, both Caiome and Ayato were pushed back.

       During the fall, Caiome saw several things from the now cut backpack starting to spill out, but none of the jewelry caught her attention, not even Ayaka's beautiful hairpin. What drew her attention the most was a gray stone placed in a golden frame, shining brightly. Looking at it and thinking of grabbing it before anyone could see, Caiome failed to pay attention when Ayato tackled her and slammed her head and stomach into the ground.

       The first thing Ayato did was snatch Caiome's Vision from her belt, while she began to struggle beneath him.

       "Let go of me!" she growled at Ayato, who was now sitting on her thighs, holding her hands behind her back.

       Ayato pulled on her hands a little, causing Caiome to wince in pain.

       "Well, well," he said as soldiers approached and formed a tight circle around Caiome, their spears pointed at her. "I caught you. To be honest, with such abilities, I'm surprised no one else has caught you by now. Or was that just another attempt to deceive me?"

       "If you don't get off—"

       "If I don't get off, what then?" Ayato laughed.

       "Next time I get rid of you, I might not leave with just a few trinkets. Maybe I'll leave with your head impaled on a stick. I'll sell it as a stuffed animal or a talisman that keeps evil spirits away."

       Ayato, on the other hand, chuckled playfully. "You're not much better than me at making threats," he said, and one of the soldiers approached Caiome and clasped handcuffs around her wrists.

       Finally, Ayato got up from her and sat on his knees in front of her, tossing and catching her Anemo Vision. He had that smile on his face that Caiome despised because it looked arrogant just because he managed to put her in handcuffs. Well, she couldn't complain that much considering she had the same kind of smile when she succeeded in stealing something. But she still hated it when she saw it on Ayato's face.

       "Now, how about we negotiate a bit?" he said. "I'll take you back to my residence, and we'll discuss more there."

       "How about you give me my Vision back?" Caiome said. "I thought it was illegal, especially lately, to steal someone else's Vision, no matter who they are."

       "Not for me," Ayato said, and Caiome lunged at him, but the captain of the guards pinned her to the ground, pressing her back. "And if you want your Vision back, you'll have to be obedient and come with us, without any tricks or escape attempts. Otherwise, you won't get this," he pointed to the Vision, "nor your precious backpack. Do we understand each other?"

       Caiome only squinted her eyes at him, fuming with anger, and Ayato got up and started making his way back to the residence.

 

Chapter 3: Chapter 3 ~ The Vision and the Vision's Shell

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       Caiome felt like the journey lasted an eternity. They only entered the courtyard of the residence and ascended to the wooden terrace in its center. Ayato went first, followed by Caiome pushed by the captain, and then the other guards who carried her belongings as best they could, considering her bag was cut and the jewelry was falling out of it between their fingers onto the ground. 

       Caiome was pushed and fell to her knees, her hands tied behind her back, disheveled and scratched on her face and forehead, where Ayato had cut her to disrupt her focus. She was dirty on her face, barely able to look ahead, keeping one eye closed and barely being able to see with the other. However, she managed to see Ayaka and Thoma kneeling on one side of the platform, and Ayato took a sit at a small, empty table placed right in the middle.

       Their expressions were, of course, rigid and unpleasant. They had a thief in front of them, whom they had taken into their home, and she had fled with their youngest daughter's valuable belongings, taking advantage of her kindness.

       Ayaka turned her face away, holding a light blue fan in her hand. She held her chin up, displaying an atrocious dignity, ready to pass judgment. Thoma, on the other hand, seemed to be facing a more personal situation. Caiome rolled her eyes. Of course he didn't back down. Someone who had such adoration for his lady rarely run away from a confrontation.

       However, he wasn't the judge here. He wasn't in a position to even utter a word.

       When Ayato sat at the table, the guard who carried her bag of goods, a young boy with trembling steps, placed the stolen items in front of him.

       "So," he said, looking towards Caiome's loot and running his fingers over them, "is this all you stole, or do you have something hidden in your pockets?"

       At Ayato's nod, the guard emptied the bag at his urging, and Ayato began placing everything on the table as if that was its purpose: to serve as a presentation platter. All those hair accessories were lined up, followed by jewelry, earrings, brooches, necklaces, all made of gold, silver, white gold, or rose gold, and precious gemstones.

       "Why don't you come looking for it?" Caiome replied with a smile, which brought a frown from Ayaka and a laugh from Ayato. "I don't bite."

       "No, you just bark," Ayato said, then turned to his sister. "Is this everything you were missing?" he asked, and Ayaka nodded.

        "It is," she spoke slowly, calculated, and coldly.

        "Was there anything else missing from the residence?" Ayato asked no one in particular, but fixing his gaze on Caiome. His eyes were dangerously sharp and deep, as if they wanted to search something within her mind.

       "No, milord," replied an older servant, probably responsible for the entire residence, compared to Chizuru. "Apparently, everything that went missing was only Miss Ayaka's belongings."

       "You should have given me more time," Caiome commented discontentedly. "I could have taken your silverware too if the kitchen wasn't so far away from my room."

       "Did you enjoy the tour of my house?" Ayato asked her.

       "Interesting, actually," she replied. "Again, maybe if I had more time, I would have found out where those hidden tunnels behind the cellars lead. Maybe they're escape routes?" She pretended not to know, adopting a thoughtful expression. "From what I've heard and seen, every wealthy house has something like that, especially when it comes to political figures. You know, for safety."

       "In that case, why didn't you use the tunnels to escape? Why did you go into the forest?"

       "The tunnels smelled of sea salt, and there was a breeze," she replied. "I would probably have ended up in an area under your control where your people were. And as it seems, I'm a stranger. Why would I come through your noble tunnels without the noble family? You can't say I wouldn't look suspicious," she laughed.

       "Probably the very reason you were caught when I saw you for the first time," Ayato said.

       "Hmph," she scoffed. "But it seems that your sister didn't. And besides," she continued playfully, "these are just half of your guards." She looked around, as if studying. "You probably sent the other half into the tunnels in case I tried to escape that way. You have to admit, maybe you realized that I didn't come to your house with good intentions," she laughed, "but you didn't realize where I was going."

       "I figured out enough to know where to meet you."

       "It was just luck," she told him. "If those on the other side of the tunnel had seen you going to them, they would have thought something bad had happened. Something that," she shrugged, sighing, "would have caused even more panic, and the word would have spread all over Inazuma. You're not a man who acts impulsively without thinking about the consequences, are you now?"

       "Something that can't be said about you."

       Caiome lowered her gaze slightly. "That's possible."

       But Caiome was right. During the time she had sat at the table with Lord Kamisato Ayato, she had been able to get a sense of him. He was a serious man, hardworking, intelligent, with an excellent sense of observation. In a way, Caiome wasn't surprised that they had ended up in this situation. On the contrary, she would have been disappointed if she could have escaped without being caught. That was the reason she couldn't take this whole trial seriously.

       "I should apologize to you, brother," Ayaka spoke, looking towards the jewelry table, her gaze lingering on the silver hairpin adorned with sapphires. "You warned me about her, that we shouldn't let her into our home, and yet I didn't listen to you."

       "Oh, please," Caiome scoffed, rolling her eyes and causing Ayaka to turn her gaze towards her almost instantly, just like everyone else. "You brought a stranger into your house, what do you think could happen? Seriously, don't you know that you shouldn't talk to strangers? You should have taught her better," she said, scolding Ayato.

       "Don't you understand the position you're in right now?" Thoma said, speaking for the first time. "How can you still have this attitude towards Lady Ayaka after stealing her most precious possessions?"

       "If her most precious possessions is a piece of jewelry," she muttered, "then you should worry about where you two stand, seriously."

       "Don't you have any shame?"

       "Do you think I do?" Caiome straightened her back. "You couldn't be more wrong, my dear infatuated one."

       Thoma opened his mouth to say something, but Ayato raised his hand, interrupting him with a gesture.

       "It's alright, Thoma," he told him. "Fine, then. You have no shame. Not even stealing..."

       "You should consider yourselves lucky that I only stopped at stealing," she rolled her eyes.

       "... not even saying that you're sorry."

       "I would have if I genuinely felt sorry," she shrugged. "And yet, here I am. The princess should keep her things closer if she doesn't want to lose them."

       "Then I suppose you wouldn't mind if we actually stripped you off of all your clothes, in case you're hiding something without us realizing it."

       Ayato reached for his coat sleeve and pulled out Caiome's Vision, which was currently emitting a very weak light, indicating that its owner was still alive, perhaps nearby, but not in possession of it, therefore unable to use its full power. He showed it to Caiome, holding it between his fingers in a somewhat reckless manner. Not that it could break if it fell from his hand, but still.

       "I have this thanks to you—"

       "Keep it," Caiome spat.

       "I'm thinking that maybe you have some other hidden surprises on you."

       Ayato signaled the guards, and two more middle-aged ones began searching Caiome, checking the pockets of her jacket and pants, removing her shoes and inspecting her boots and waist, even her hair, while she struggled.

       "I don't know what to say, maybe I could actually like it," Caiome grinned, causing one of the guards to stop.

       "She's just joking," the other one said, then continued the search. "Nothing here," he announced.

       Ayato glanced at Caiome for a moment, then rose from the table and approached her, standing three steps away. Caiome remained on her knees, without anyone offering her a cloth to wipe her face so she could look at him properly. But she had the same ridiculous smile, as if everything had been just a joke and she couldn't help but laugh to avoid spoiling the climax.

       "You're an interesting villain," he finally said. "I've encountered crazies like you before, who believed that reality is a joke."

       "Believe me, you haven't met anyone like me," Caiome replied, looking up at him. "And I have to admit, you're among the few people who truly find me fascinating. Others simply think that I'm a criminal."

       "Oh, you are," Ayato chuckled. "Just slightly dumber than the rest, so what's interesting to me is the way your brain works. Could you show us your boots?"

       "Do you want a pair too?" she joked.

       "Why not?" Ayato said as the guards took each boot in their hands and searched all over. "It's an interesting invention," he said, placing his hands behind his back. "Check the soles," he finally instructed the guards.

       "You won't find anything of yours there."

       One of the guards indeed found nothing, shrugging his shoulders. However, the other one, the one who had reservations earlier regarding Caiome, looked more closely at the sole around the heel, which was a bit peculiar. It wasn't sewn the same way as the other one; instead, it seemed to come off more easily. He pulled it a bit harder, revealing a hidden compartment, and inside the heel was a round piece of jewelry with golden edges.

       "Hey!" Caiome shouted. "It's not nice to look into a ladies' boots."

       The guard took out the object and handed it to Ayato, who held it up in the lamplight, showing it to everyone. Even Ayaka and Thoma stood up curiously to see that in Ayato's hand was the case of a Vision, and inside it was a round stone, without light, extinguished and lifeless. The case had the same shape as the Visions received in Liyue, including Caiome's.

        "Now, this is an interesting piece," Ayato murmured. "What's the point of having a Vision without a wielder if you already have a Vision bestowed by the gods? Did you steal this one as well, and now you're trying to find a purpose for it? I've heard that dead Visions are sought after on the Black Market."

       "If I told you I didn't steal it, would you believe me?" Caiome chuckled.

       "Probably not," Ayato said. "But judging by the way you look at it, I suspect it holds some importance to you. There are two options regarding this shell. Either you plan to sell it on the Black Market but have some reservations, or it holds some significance to you in one way or another."

       Ayato turned on his heels, holding the lifeless Vision in his hand. As Caiome attempted to rise, captain Hirotatsu who had brought her here pushed her to the ground, slamming her face against the terrace floor. Caiome let out a muffled groan and struggled beneath him, but the captain's muscular build, the weight of his body, and particularly the absence of her own Vision, made her somewhat helpless. She could only wriggle and inflict more bruises upon herself.

       "So, I was right," Ayato sat back at the table again. "It is important to you."

       Caiome let out a strained laugh, feeling the armored foot of the captain pressing between her shoulder blades, crushing her chest against the floor. The air grew heavier with each inhale and exhale.

       "That makes me ponder your true principles," Ayato said.

       "Principles?" Caiome sighed. "Where I come from, principles don't exist."

       "Where you come from, there might be more than just principles," Ayato countered.

       "Nor do you have any principles, my dear lord. But because of who you are," she took a deep breath, "I suppose you'll do what is moral and throw me in jail? I can't complain; I'd love to visit the Tenryou Commission's cells. I've heard they serve lavender melons there. Believe it or not, I've never eaten one."

       Ayato fell silent for a few seconds, squinting his eyes as he looked at Caiome and her attempts to free herself from under the immense body of the captain. He had to admit, he rarely saw such determination in someone to keep trying to escape. But he suspected that was inherent to any thief or rogue; they didn't want to be caught and would do everything to prevent that. Even criminals sometimes had the decency to end their own lives as a sign of escape, and in a strange way, Ayato believed that suicide was rather a sign of bravery — to give up life and plunge into the unknown required courage.

       What he saw in common thieves, however, was nothing but pathetic behavior.

       Yet, something told him that Caiome was not just an ordinary thief, and this pathos was not at all what Ayato had imagined. He felt like he was mistaken somewhere. He felt that, just as he had been right about her intentions, there were indeed many mistakes he had made regarding her.

       "How did you become a thief?" he eventually asked. He placed the lifeless Vision next to Caiome's and began tapping his gloved fingers on the wooden surface. "Were you orphaned? Did your parents abandon you? Were you caught in a vicious cycle? Blackmailed?"

       "Why does everyone think that every criminal has a dramatic backstory that would make you cry?" she laughed, and the captain loosened his grip slightly to let her speak freely. "That's just because I'm being asked by Lord Kamisato. Maybe I'm just a kleptomaniac. Maybe I find pleasure in others' suffering, or perhaps I simply want to get rich."

       Ayato didn't believe that. In a way, he knew that it was true that Caiome had traveled extensively, which wasn't possible if she were merely someone seeking wealth. Traveling came with costs. No person who merely wanted to be rich would have run from one place to another, living day by day, relying on matches in the woods with just a small bag of clothes. There were many possibilities that crossed his mind based on this theory, but he didn't share them with anyone, neither the ideas, nor the theory.

       "How old are you?" he asked instead.

       "Thousands of years. Actually, I am a goddess. You should treat me a little better; otherwise, your entire clan and all the smaller clans under your command might die," she sarcastically replied. "You wouldn't want that, would you?"

       "And I suppose there hasn't been an honest day in your entire life, has there?"

       "I haven't worked a single day in all the days I've had," Caiome admitted.

       Ayato knew it wasn't over with her.

       "Alright," he finally said. "It seems you'd like to go to the authorities and try their lavender melon. Just let me test you." He nodded to the captain, who released his grip on Caiome. "I'll offer you an advantage that could get you out of the authority cell if you wish." He pointed to the Visions on the table. "I'll give you one of these two, your choice, of course."

       "Brother..." Ayaka said, but Ayato raised his hand.

       "If you manage to escape and come back to take the other one from me, along with anything else you want from the house, I'll let you go."

       "My lord, you can't be serious," Thoma said, but Ayato paid no attention to him.

       His eyes met Caiome's reddish eyes, which, under the night lamps, resembled autumn leaves. He awaited her answer, and in a way, Caiome knew what kind of response Ayato expected from her. The question was whether to comply or not.

       It took several seconds until she gave any response, seconds in which Ayato didn't weaken his gaze, and neither did Caiome. Indeed, Ayato wasn't someone she had encountered before because no one had ever behaved like that towards her. First of all, no one had ever caught her attention like he did, but there was something about this man, something extra, that helped him capture her, understand her intentions, and figure out who she was and why she had come to his house. Had she ever met him before? Impossible, Caiome would have remembered his face. Just as she had thought when she saw him at the table that evening, Ayato was a handsome man whom you couldn't simply forget.

       But Caiome could say that she was also not someone Ayato had faced before. She didn't know in what way she was different, but she could see it in Ayato's words, in his gestures. He had been confident until Caiome was brought before him, and from there it was as if he was playing multiple games on different boards. Ayato expected a certain response from Caiome, but only because he suspected it could be the best option, not because he knew for sure. That's what made Caiome smile before giving her answer. She had only known him for a few hours, but it wasn't hard to realize that Ayato was a master of minds. But when you had a feeling as light as hers, you could see that sometimes even masters were at the mercy of fate when they encountered another kind of master.

       "I would like mine, please," she politely requested.

       Ayato nodded, and Caiome couldn't tell if he was playing along or not, then he took her Vision and threw it near her knees. Not close enough to touch it and use its power, but not too far either.

       "I changed my mind in the meantime," he announced. "You can keep your Vision."

       Caiome raised an inquisitive eyebrow, while Ayato took the lifeless Vision in his hand.

       "And I will keep this one for a while."

       Caiome burst into laughter. "And what will you do with a dead Vision? Are you planning to sell it on the Black Market as well? Or display it in a showcase. Do you realize that if you gave me the Vision, I could fight against you and take it back, right?"

       "You would lose," Ayato told her.

       "I wouldn't lose," she replied, this time sharper. "I don't have to worry about the bag anymore. The three of you may have Visions, and I know there are two other Vision bearers somewhere around here, but that doesn't mean you can beat me."

       "Perhaps," Ayato said, "but the dead Vision is still with me."

       "You can't destroy it."

       "I have no intention of trying, I know that." Ayato stood up from the table, still standing behind it. "But I intend to make it disappear if you don't listen carefully. From now on, you will work for me."

       Caiome frowned. "Excuse me?"

       Murmurs began to arise among the guards and the maids, and even Ayaka and Thoma had an almost shocked expression on their faces. Caiome had to admit, she didn't expect this.

       "You will work for me as a housekeeper, under Thoma's guidance and the other maids, and in your free time, you will assist the guards with whatever they need. You will be, in a way, the servant of the servants and the guards. You will keep your Vision—"

       "With which I could escape from everyone," Caiome told him.

       "And if you do that, I'll make sure you never get this back," he pointed to the dead Vision.

       "And what if I don't want it back? What if I simply leave without it? You're not even sure it's an object you can blackmail me with."

       That was true, Ayato didn't know for sure.

       "And after all, isn't blackmail illegal?" she asked playfully.

       "Do you really think it matters when it's about another criminal?" he chuckled, a chilling and malicious laughter. "And if you want to leave without it, you're my guest. Take her to one of the empty rooms of the servants," he told the guard, then looked at her again, playing with the dead Vision in his hand. "Tomorrow, she will wake up early so that Thoma can present the estate to her and help her assume her new position."

       The guard grabbed her by the elbow and pushed her towards the entrance of the residence, leading her through the corridors to the back rooms near the kitchen. There were three rooms, and they weren't exactly the servants' rooms as they didn't sleep there but only changed or placed personal belongings like spare shoes, dresses, and others. In one of them, the farthest from the kitchen, the guard  untied Caiome and threw the Vision into her arms.

       Once the Vision made contact with her palms, it emitted a slightly stronger light, illuminating the room alongside a few candles placed in metal holders. The guard didn't say anything more as he left and closed the door behind him. Caiome immediately walked towards the door and tried it, and it opened. The guard had already taken a few steps down the long corridor and didn't stop even when he heard the door opening, then closing after Caiome made sure it was indeed open.

       She looked behind, and the window was slightly open, letting in a gentle breeze into the room. Caiome closed the window and sighed heavily. The door was open, the window was open, leading somewhere behind the mansion. She could actually leave. Ayato could actually let her leave if she wanted to.

       She looked around, trying to find something suspicious. There was a long cabinet with smaller compartments, each with a plaque bearing the names of the maids inserted into glass holders. There were two tables placed in each corner and three wooden chairs. Although it was just the maids' room, the wood was of good quality, and the floor was covered with a bamboo mat. There was no smell of mold, and there was not a speck of dust inside, not even on the cabinet.

       Caiome searched through each compartment, but they were all empty. She opened the door again... No one was there. She opened the window... No one. She climbed out the window and used the Vision now attached to her belt to reach the lowest rooftop, in case there was a spy there, but there was nothing. She climbed up to the top of the rooftop in steps, looking down at the empty wooden terrace, with only the night guards wandering around, but no one else near her so-called room.

       She went back into the room. Did Ayato really give her the option to leave? That easily?

       She closed the window forcefully, almost slamming it. But what was the point of leaving? The case of the dead Vision was with him. She approached the cabinets, looking at each name separately. She had nowhere to go without the case. She couldn't leave without the case. And she didn't want to. It was her case; she had to take it back. Yes, Ayato was right, it was an important shell for various reasons known only to her.

       She opened the cabinet doors again and slammed them shut, and the sound of wood hitting wood made her curse and her nerves flare up, causing her to forcefully hit one of the cabinet doors. Her Vision released a particle of Anemo power, causing the wood to crack and shatter in the middle, creating a hole in the door.

       "Go to hell!" she shouted in the room, even though she knew no one could hear her. There was no one around the room, not even the maids, not even a miserable guard.

       She had to find the Vision. She had to leave here with the dead Vision, with or without the bag. She tried to move, but her body felt heavy, so she only managed to fall down on the floor. Her muscles ached, and her chest stung. The captain had pressed her vital points, and the overwhelming nerves couldn't calm her state.

       "If he thinks I'm going to sleep in this cursed house," she shouted as if Ayato could hear her, "he's wrong. I don't intend to sleep for even a second!"

 

Chapter 4: Chapter 4 ~ The Loyal Servant and the Mansion

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       Thoma put his hands over his chest, a frown forming between his blonde eyebrows, lookinf at Caiome, who not only slept soundly with her limbs stretched out and legs apart but also snored gently through slightly parted lips, while her face was pressed against the mattress. The snoring stopped for a moment, then resumed, and Thoma finally rolled his eyes.

       He lifted his foot and gave Caiome a strong hit in the ribs, making her startle and jump on all fours in the middle of the bed. One of her hands instinctively went to her sword, grabbing the unprotected hilt and pulling it a few inches from its sheath.

       "Who goes there?" she asked, only to see Thoma standing in front of her, ready to defend himself. "Oh," she said when she saw Thoma through the strands of her hair strewn over her forehead, eyes, and cheeks. "It's just you." She put the sword back in its sheath, turning her back to him and closing her eyes.

       "What are you doing?" Thoma asked.

       "Can't you see?" Caiome mumbled disdainfully. "I'm trying to go back to sleep."

       Thoma resumed his initial position, looking at her with displeasure. "Unfortunately," he said with a particular sarcasm, "I can't let you do that. It's morning, and you have work to do."

       Caiome didn't respond.

       "Work that requires you to wake up, and I'm responsible for your probationary period."

       This time, Caiome snorted, adjusting herself better with her head on the pillow and covering her eyes, where the light was coming through the window.

       "Probationary period? And what happens if I don't obey you or your master's orders? Or what if I don't pass the probationary period? Will Ayato kick me out?" she laughed.

       Thoma blinked in confusion. It was impossible for this... creature to be so stubborn, indifferent, and disobedient, especially considering that Lord Kamisato held something over her, not the other way around. In fact, Lord Kamisato had control over more than just a shell with a dead Vision; however, this girl seemed oblivious to that fact.

       "Maybe then you won't get your shell back," Thoma suggested.

       Caiome waved her hand dismissively, as if she didn't care at all.

       "And also," Thoma continued, "he might hand you over to the police for theft."

       This time, Caiome laughed even louder, mocking him and his master, turning onto her back. She finally opened her eyes, putting her arms under her head, and looked at Thoma with that intense, slightly bloody red iris' that formed a strange contrast—dangerous and sickly—with her hair, which was neither gray, nor silver, but somewhere in between.

       Thoma had to admit, he had been warned about her personality. He had witnessed her madness the previous evening, and after Lord Kamisato appointed him as her caretaker, he pulled him aside to warn him about how Caiome might present herself.

       "If she refuses, just insist,"  Lord Kamisato had said. "That girl won't give up on the Vision's shell."

       And perhaps that was true; maybe she wouldn't give up on it. But judging by her current behavior, it seemed like she didn't even care either. That's why Thoma had asked Lord Kamisato the night before why he didn't simply hand her over to the authorities, why he decided to keep her as a servant in his house, and especially why he left the Anemo Vision with Caiome when she could very well harm someone.

       "Don't question my decisions," Lord Kamisato said, shaking his head gently. 

       His tone was calm, but his words were cutting. Thoma did it anyway, as it had become a habit for him to question the strange decisions Lord Kamisato made, and not just him. Often, both Thoma and Ayaka tried to understand the reasons behind Lord Kamisato's actions. Yet, none of them could find a suitable answer.

       "She's just interesting, don't you think?" Lord Kamisato continued.

       Thoma had said nothing then, but no, Caiome didn't seem interesting to him. In fact, he didn't want her here, she was the reason Lady Ayaka had been so desperate the night before and he didn't like seeing her this way. He hated it. Very much. Caiome had stolen valuable items that mattered to Lady Ayaka, and she took them from the house without caring, just as she was doing now. Thoma especially regretted thanking her, bowing to her, inviting her to dine with them, and Caiome repaid everything by trying to steal from them.

       Thoma understood that thieves, bandits, treasure hoarders were greedy. If Caiome wanted money as a reward for saving Ayaka, she could have asked; Ayaka would have given it to her. Before this thief ran off with precious items, Ayaka spent time with her, enchanted by the stories Caiome told about her travels. Ayaka, especially because of the responsibilities she had taken on to help her brother, who was already working too hard, could never leave Inazuma just because she wanted to. But probably those journeys weren't true; they were lies that Caiome used because Ayaka seemed drawn to them.

       Thoma regretted being so kind to Caiome, and inside him, a strong sense of contempt revolted because she deceived Lady Ayaka with her venomous words, only to betray her afterward. How could there be souls so wicked that they wanted to manipulate and harm such pure souls?

       "Hand me over to the authorities?" Caiome said. "You clearly aren't as smart as your master, seriously. Ayato would never put me in jail. If he wanted to, he would have done it last night."

       Thoma frowned. "And how do you know what Lord Kamisato would or wouldn't do? How could you possibly know better than me?"

       "Thoma," she said, standing up, letting herself lean on her elbows, "how close do you think you are to your master?"

       Thoma clenched his teeth. 

       "You talk about him as if you know everything that goes on in his head," she continued, getting out of bed, with a smile that clearly showed superiority over Thoma. She turned to him, seemingly relaxed. "Given your reactions last night, and his sister's too, I'd say neither of you really understands what he does and doesn't do. Therefore, you see, I doubt any of us has the right to speak about Ayato, but at least I know he won't hand me over to the police."

       "Why do you think he wouldn't?" Thoma asked because, no, he really didn't know why Lord Kamisato wouldn't do that and why he did many other things instead.

       Caiome finally got out of bed abruptly, passing by Thoma and hitting his shoulder, heading towards the room's door.

       "Because he wants to keep an eye on me," she shrugged. "Because if he hands me over to the police, and they put me in a cell, Ayato knows I'd escape in less than ten minutes if I wanted to. Coming?" she asked, leaving the room, and Thoma followed her.

       Just a few minutes ago, she didn't want to hear him talking about getting to work, and now she was the one hurrying him. He didn't like it at all, especially her tone and her strange, fox-like smile. He followed her, and Caiome was already taking one of the hallways.

       "He still has your Vision," Thoma said, "the empty shell. If you would have escaped from the police, you should've come back for it if you want it back. If you didn't want to retrieve it, you wouldn't have been here; you would have left; you had every opportunity. Lord Kamisato knows it's important to you."

       "Maybe," Caiome said. "I would have come for the shell. But, given how your master is, so calculated and... strategic, I guess he doesn't like to be uncertain about my presence on his property. As I said, I could escape from the cell in ten minutes, but that doesn't mean I'd come immediately to retrieve my shell," she shrugged with a smirk. "I could do it right after those ten minutes, after a few hours, days, or even weeks. Tell me, little beggar, do you think Ayato could keep an eye on his estate all the time? Let's assume he always carries the shell with him," she said quickly when Thoma opened his mouth to respond. "Do you think he wouldn't have enough problems without always being attentive to me, continuously in danger that I might rob him? Ayato brought me back last night because I had obstacles. The fact that he has my shell means I could even kill him, and his annoying sister too."

       Thoma grabbed Caiome's arm and pulled her back, forcibly turning her towards him. His eyes seemed to ignite, his lips pressed together, and his eyebrows lowered into a dark expression. Even his Pyro Vision started to sparkle in little flames, which Caiome saw and she rather grinned, while Thoma's skin was rather hot than warm. The thought that this guy was about to burn her to ashes right there, in the middle of the mansion, made Caiome rather excited. She had been frustrated the whole night, she wanted to relieve herself, and a fight was even better.

       "You should be careful with those words," he warned.

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, matching it with her smile. "Do you know what will always set you apart from your master? Your expressions and reactions," she shook her head. "You don't know how to hide your weaknesses, and that could cost you."

       She grabbed his arm, clenched it, and released her wrist, turning her back on him.

       "Where are we going first?" she asked.

       Thoma almost felt like giving up on his role as her guide, but he couldn't. He had received an order from Lord Kamisato as the head of the house.

       As they left the room, they turned left, mainly because Caiome had taken the lead without giving Thoma a chance to say anything, considering her talkative nature.

       "Considering you complained so vehemently about not knowing the house well enough to steal anything," he said, looking at her with disdain, "Lord Kamisato asked me to give you a complete tour since you'll be working as a servant here."

       "'Servant' is a bit harsh of a term," she muttered.

       "Servant," Thoma insisted, "just as Lord Kamisato instructed me to refer to you. These are the servant quarters for those who need to stay overnight," he said, pointing to three doors at the end of the hallway that turned right.

       "Servant quarters? Then where was I taken to sleep?"

       "A storage room," Thoma replied with a smirk.

       "A storage room with a bed?" Caiome rolled her eyes. "And a wardrobe?"

       "That's not a bed; it's a box with a mattress for servants to sit on when putting on their shoes."

       Caiome expected that. She had slept in worse places; she couldn't complain about the conditions, given the situation. She might have stowed herself in a storage room too if she were in Ayato's shoes. She would have taken her Vision too. 

       "The next two smaller rooms are the maids' storage and the cleaning supplies room. I don't think I need to explain what and how. That door leads to the north courtyard, and here is the door to the pantry and the food storage room. Logically, the next door is the kitchen."

       "Ah, so this is the corner of the slaves, understood," Caiome said.

       "We're not slaves," Thoma muttered back, turning his back to her. "We're not lowly beings, especially compared to a thief."

       "Really?" Caiome said. "Because a few minutes ago, you insisted quite strongly that I'm just a simple servant. Especially given your tone."

       "In any case," he tried to ignore her, "this way is the dojo. It has three entrances. It needs to be cleaned every day, the floor and windows scrubbed along with the weapons."

       "Dojo?" Caiome looked at the closed doors.

       "The dojo is a room where you trai—"

       "I know what a dojo is," she interrupted with a frown, then opened the doors.

       She was greeted by a platform spanning a large garden, along with two others from the right and left, all three leading to another hall in the middle of the garden. In the gardens, the grass was neatly trimmed, flower shrubs were styled, butterflies flew among the wooden arches, and a twenty meters ahead there was another pair of doors. Caiome headed towards them, with Thoma following, and opened them.

       The dojo hall was large, almost the length of six servant rooms and three or four in width, which was surprising. It was relatively empty, surrounded by windows overlooking the gardens, and the only wall without entry had a pair of wide-open doors to allow for ventilation. At the end, there was another terrace parallel to the hall, connecting two wings of the mansion from left to right. On stands and shelves were wooden swords and long sticks with names unknown to Caiome, a few spare uniforms, and clean white towels that spread a pleasant fragrance around the room.

       "It's... big," Caiome said.

       "Just right, as the dojo will be one of the rooms you have to take care of," Thoma told her.

       "No, thanks," she said and closed the dojo doors, turning back towards the terrace she crossed to return to the mansion.

       "I don't think you have a choice."

       "We'll see," Caiome shrugged.

       They turned right again and exited through a door leading to the main building, where Caiome had already been, as Ayaka had received her here. Thoma showed her the dining hall where they all had dinner the night before and the living room, looking at her quite disdainfully, considering she had been properly received here.

       They crossed the main building, and Caiome saw three doors on the right side— two leading to long terraces extending to the back building, while one, serving the same purpose as the small terraces, led to a corridor connecting the two buildings. Thoma led her through it, showing her  Ayato's office, then a room with collectible weapons and other valuable items—a big mistake to tell Caiome this— some other rooms with different purposes; and at the end of the mansion, the most faraway room from the main entrance and secluded, after they turn on many halls that made the room to seem abandoned, was the funeral room.

       "Funeral room?" she said, but Thoma turned his back instead of opening the doors.

       "I told you what's in that room, but you won't be in charge of it. I informed you about all of this only because of Lord Kamisato's order; you won't be dealing with any of them."

       It was strange that Thoma mentioned that she wouldn't be dealing with any of these rooms only after she curiously asked about the funeral room.

       "And will I not be dealing with the funeral room based on his order?"

       "No," Thoma said. "That was at Lady Ayaka's order."

       "Aha," Caiome said, but she didn't ask any questions.

       To be honest, she wouldn't let anyone get close to an important room either, and she didn't mean Ayato's office—which was a good option to find that shell—nor the other rooms, but because of the funeral room. As soon as Caiome saw Ayato coming to dinner the night before, she realized that only the son and daughter were left in their family, so there must be some kind of shrine made for their parents and their ancestors. And since Caiome did what she did, trying to steal from them, it's no wonder Ayaka opposed letting her into that room.

       Who knows what she could have stolen from the dead.

       Finally, Thoma led her to the first floor, where Ayato's room, Ayaka's room—whom she already knew—their parents' room, the library and archives, and some balconies were located. The second floor housed guest rooms, where Chizuru had taken Caiome before, along with a library for guests, a relaxation lounge, and Lady Kamisato's lounge, whoever she was or was going to be. However, given that Ayato didn't wear a wedding ring, he probably wasn't married.

       In the end, Thoma led her outside to show her the gardens and the courtyard. As soon as they stepped outside, Caiome came face to face with all the staff missing from the house. She had heard voices throughout the tour, and as it was early in the morning, the kitchen staff was already busy preparing breakfast for the Kamisato family. Other maids who had started cleaning didn't pay much attention to her, probably because they hadn't been on the night shift, so none of them knew who Caiome was. They would find out soon enough.

       But when they stepped into the courtyard, things had changed, as many of the guards present now had been there the previous night, as well as many of the maids. The gardener, as indicated by the one staring at her while raking, seemed to know her too. Caiome probably hadn't faced so many hostile glances all at once ever in her life, but what could she do? She had been caught, and she knew she would receive this kind of attention.

       Thoma showed her the front courtyard, where Caiome's judgment had taken place, then turned left, leading them to the east courtyard and then the narrower but longer north courtyard, all interconnected. Finally, they reached the west courtyard, the largest of all, with stables at one end and an opposite storage room containing the guards' armours, clothes, and weapons. Everything was clean, well-maintained, surrounded by thick, old shady trees, small pavilions, koi fish ponds, and stone pathways, resembling a randomly splashed painting but still impressive. Behind were the training grounds for horses and for the guards.

       Overall, the estate looked like a typical home of a wealthy family. A very, very, very wealthy family.

       "As Lord Kamisato mentioned," Thoma continued while Caiome attracted more curious looks, "you'll be doing the tasks any servant does, all under my supervision. And after you are done with the task I give you, you will be assisting the other servants. Some sort of a servant to the servants."

       "You must be thrilled that you're stuck with me," she said with a sly smile. Or rather, an arrogant one.

       "I cannot oppose my master's orders."

       "Gods forbid," she rolled her eyes.

       Thoma raised his voice, signalling the end of unnecessary banter.

       "Since we take care of the house maintenance, we won't approach Lord Kamisato's and Lady Ayaka's rooms; they have personal attendants for that. And as you've already seen, the maids who started their work when we began the tour will focus mainly indoors. Well, your work will be primarily outdoors. We'll start with cleaning the front terrace, a place so dear to you." Caiome shot him a scowl, following him from behind, "then dusting the wooden scaffolding. We'll continue with the platforms around the house and garden. We'll trim the bushes, weed the gardens, and then I'll show you the guards' clothes and boots that need washing. As for the salary, servants are normally paid every two weeks, with the monthly income divided in half. However, considering the circumstances of how you ended up working here, you won't work for money; you'll work for meals. For now, we'll skip the breakfast since I replaced it with the residence tour. But at 1 PM and 7 PM, you'll have lunch and dinner. Personally, I wouldn't have let you work for even that much, but Lord Kamisato is not a cruel person. Now, let's return to the front courtyard, and then you'll have to bring me a bucket of water and two mops, along with rags and—"

       But when Thoma looked back, Caiome was no longer there.

 

Chapter 5: Chapter 5 ~ The Rumors and the Deal

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       Caiome rolled her eyes, watching Thoma from the highest roof of the house as he looked left and right, then began running around the courtyard like a headless chicken, asking everyone if they had seen a girl with strange clothes, gray hair, and red eyes. Caiome rested her cheek in her palm and her elbow on her knee, looking at the show for another two minutes before she decided to act. Probably Thoma would search the entire residence and then go to Ayato to report her disappearance.

       Let him. If they didn't find her in a few hours, everyone would think she had left the estate. This would mean she had truly left her Vision's shell behind, and everything Ayato believed would prove false. If she could find the shell without being caught or seen, she wouldn't have a problem. The issue was where to find it.

       She finally stood up and jumped, grabbing the edge of the roof and passing through an open window, landing on the top floor corridor just as the maid attending the guest room disappeared from view. She made a rough plan of some more significant and potentially hiding-worthy rooms, but that didn't mean she should ignore the other rooms. The shell could just as easily be hidden in the stables or the guards' storage room; you never knew.

       So she began searching in guest rooms, the library, Lady Kamisato's lounge. It was relatively easy to avoid the maids, given there was only one on the entire floor, which she found excessive for a single maid, but what did she know? Maybe this middle-aged woman had enough stamina to handle the cleaning on her own. Since these were guest rooms, they weren't used very often. All were empty.

       The only problem was that Caiome wasn't about to clean up after herself once she found the shell, so she needed to get rid of the maids before one could raise the alarm to the guards, claiming someone tried to rob the residence. If someone found the unconscious maid before, Caiome would be the obvious suspect. Her plan was a bit more delicate than that. Where to hide the maid? She looked left and right and eventually decided to leave her on the bed. The dusting powder didn't have a strong effect, so if someone threw a bit of water on her face and shook her a few times, she'd probably wake up. 

       With a bit of luck, if someone found her, they'd assume she had fallen asleep on the job. The powders weren't meant to confuse or make someone lose their memory, only to make them very tired. Instantly tired. Too instantly.

       She didn't have to rush, Caiome told herself. After all, Ayato wanted to keep her here for a longer time, so the shell wouldn't go anywhere. She went out again through the window and jumped into the backyard, settling on the highest branch of the oldest, thickest tree in the middle. Hidden among the leaves and branches, people walked beneath her, but no one could see her, and no one thought to look up. So, Caiome made herself comfortable. Even though a few hours had passed since she woke up, she wasn't particularly hungry, as she was used to skipping meals and only eating in the evening.

       "Do you really think you're so funny and clever?" she heard a voice probably an hour later when her body began to stiffen, sitting with her eyes closed, relaxing this time in the shade.

       She smiled without looking at Ayato, who stood at the base of the tree, gazing up at her. 

       "Don't you have anything else to do, like keeping the Vision's shell away from me?" she retorted, then glanced down through the multitude of leaves and branches. Ayato stood with his hand behind his back, as a true gentleman, smiling at her in a somewhat mocking way, as if he were making fun of her. On one side of his jaw he had a black bruise covered as much as possible with makeup, the bruise that Caiome made for him last night, when she kicked him in the face with her foot. "Or maybe managing the responsibilities of a lord with such a reputation and influence as you?"

       "We all should fulfill our duties," he replied.

       "I told you," she leaned, resting her elbow on one knee, "I don't work."

       "Not even for the Vision's shell? Have you searched for it?"

       "Not at all," Caiome shrugged, then laid down again. "It's a big house with many people wandering around. I'll wait until nightfall so I can slip away easily after finding it. I don't know why you doubt me so much. I know you were looking for me. I watched your staff running around here like headless chickens, even though I'm sure they saw the things I left in my lovely room this morning. Where do you think I would have gone without them? Your staff isn't too bright," she scoffed, hearing Ayato chuckle.

       "In that case, consider that the reason I had you work for me is precisely to have an intelligent person by my side, like you."

       "Your flattery won't help," she muttered, looking down at him. The daylight offered Ayato a strange image. Until that moment, Caiome had seen him only in the candlelight of the house, in the dining room, then in the forest, in almost total darkness. In all those places, there hadn't been a hint of sunlight resembling the light of the sun, and now, seeing him in the courtyard, Ayato seemed much... brighter – that was probably the right word.

       He had fair skin, sparkling eyes, and strands of hair of a blue similar to the clear sky, flowing down his shoulder, covered by a light-colored jacket, very elegant, even though he, from what she saw, had stayed inside the house. He was probably getting ready to go somewhere.

       "Maybe not," he said. "But not you either, to get what you want faster."

       Caiome rolled her eyes.

       "You can do as you please," he shrugged finally, turning on his heels. "You can hide in this tree all day if you want. I just need to warn you that if you try to secretly steal food, you won't succeed since everything is locked. And if you force a door, I'll know. Once I find out, your Vision's shell will be thrown away and lost forever. Any harm done to my employees will have the same consequence, just like any other action of yours that brings disadvantages to any object in my house. You wouldn't want to play with that, right? So you have a choice. Leave without your case or stay and do as you're told."

       Caiome stuck out her tongue, letting Ayato leave without giving him any response.

       She had understood the rules of this game from the beginning. The shell would stay hidden until Ayato decided to give it back. If Caiome managed to find it and leave, well then, good. If not, Ayato wouldn't give it back. He had let her keep her Anemo Vision, but there were conditions. Violating them would lead to the permanent loss of the case. If she vandalized or hurt someone, caused any loss to the Kamisato family, their residence, or any object belonging to them, or if she sabotaged something out of pure revenge, the consequences would be the same. It wasn't difficult to figure all this out.

       And yes, she truly believed that if she made a wrong move against Ayato, her shell would be lost. Why? Because the case wasn't important to Ayato at all; it was just an object for blackmailing. He had no reason to sell it since this man had more money than anyone could dream of. He was among the most influential personalities in the entire nation, popular enough not to boast about something as lowly as a dead Vision that only meant someone had a Vision at some point, and that person had died. People die every day. So, no, the shell wasn't important enough for him. This meant there was another reason he wanted to keep Caiome here, but she couldn't figure out what it might be.

       Anyway, it's not like he could force her to stay here and do whatever he wanted.

       So, she stayed in the tree for a few more minutes, and when the backyard cleared up a bit, Caiome took her leave. She didn't feel like sitting on a branch all day. Ayato's employees were starting to bore her, and even Thoma's infuriated expression had become a thing of the past. With so many people wandering around the house trying to find her, Caiome couldn't search for the case in peace. Especially considering that Ayato, according to her investigation, had indeed left the residence and likely took the shell with him to be sure. But if Caiome had really killed him, as she had told Thoma she could, and the shell wasn't with him, she might not find it.

       She didn't go into the city; instead, she went to Ritou Harbor. She still had money on her, enough for a few days of food if she got hungry and couldn't rely on the Kamisato family's kitchen. Because she had no intention of playing a servant for them just for some bread and a bowl of soup or whatever the servants ate during meal breaks. And if she ran out of money, it wasn't a big deal to start stealing from the wealthier people's pockets. She had done that her whole life, and doing it now, especially with her own Vision, was so easy.

       So she went, strolled around the port, ate at a small restaurant, and spent her afternoon at the docks. She had been to Inazuma once before, but only for a short time, and she left just before the borders closed. And everything had been in a rush; she didn't have time to see anything that the nation of eternity, or whatever the locals called it, had to offer.

       And, to be honest, nothing seemed impressive. It looked like any other new place Caiome saw until she got used to it. People with new faces, new clothing styles, new dishes at restaurants, and new drinks. Because she couldn't resist ordering a bottle of sake just for herself. And it wasn't strong at all; it was even sweet and went very well with grilled meat.

       But it hadn't been an unproductive day because it was so easy to sneak aboard cargo ships and take something. In general, it was textiles, materials for crafting, wood, construction tools, and similar items. But Caiome hit the jackpot when a shipment of papyrus scrolls from Sumeru docked in the port. They weren't exceptionally expensive, but they were definitely of high quality, so she took some for herself. She planned to sell them later that week.

       Then she gathered some information. She took another bottle of sake, sat at different tables, and, using one of her many approaches, listened to as many rumors as possible about Lord Kamisato Ayato.

       "A prominent figure," some said.

       "Extraordinarily talented," others said.

       "An impressive leader."

       "Have you seen what he did last month?"

       "Impeccable thinking."

       "Nothing escapes him."

       "Of course," someone replied. "And so knowledgeable."

       She returned quite late to the Kamisato family residence after promising the group of men that they would meet for a glass of sake – something Caiome might have considered, because, leaving aside discussions about the lordly families, the people were actually amusing. She had managed to sneak through the backyard garden quite well, but the interior of the residence was full of guards.

       Of course, Caiome sighed to herself. She had been untraceable, and now Ayato probably thought she would indeed search for the shell tonight... or any night. Which had been her intention. But there were probably guards everywhere. Sneaking around, she discovered that the residence was indeed swarming with employees. But at least maybe the shell was really inside the residence, given how guarded it was, right?

       Nevertheless, Caiome managed to make her presence felt, even though she had no intention of searching for the shell that night. She stealthily obtained some pieces of paper and charcoal from the kitchen, taken from the barely used fireplace. She also moved quietly enough to leave the same message wherever she could with simple words: I'm going to bed, you can stay awake all night if you want.

       Then she went to her small storage room and lay down after making sure that at least some ground-floor guards found the pieces of paper, utterly confused about what to do next. But that brought satisfaction to her.

       The next morning, Caiome was awakened by the same poke in the ribs as the day before, grabbing the sword handle again, almost jumping at Thoma's throat before realizing. Then she let herself fall back into bed.

       "No," she said, wrapping herself in the blanket she had taken from the servants' rooms at the end of the hallway.

       "Yes," Thoma said, tugging at it.

       "No," Caiome said, pulling the blanket back.

       "Setting aside your little escape yesterday, this time I'll keep an eye only on you. You don't have the right to run away anymore."

       "Uh, correction," Caiome said lifting a finger of hers. "Your master gave me permission that, as long as I don't harm anyone or anything that belongs to him, I can do whatever I want." She pulled the blanket until Thoma let go, turning her back to him. "You can ask him yourself if you want."

       Thoma, on the other hand, frowned, looking at her as if he couldn't believe it. "When did you talk to Lord Kamisato?"

       "While you, brainless birds, were looking for me everywhere except in the only tree in the middle of the garden that could hide someone. You were pathetic, seriously. Now, if you have nothing else to say, I suggest you go complain to your master, not to me."

        Thoma took a deep breath, then turned and left the room. Caiome slept a few more hours, then did exactly what she did yesterday: she went to the port. She met the group from the night before and gathered a few more gossips about the Kamisato family, as much as was brought up in conversation because she didn't want to mention them again to avoid suspicion. Then she slipped her hand into their pockets, took the few coins they had, and, after paying for her drinks and food, withdrew before the group realized they were out of money. Caiome left them just enough to pay for their consumables. They wouldn't be suspected of anything; people usually paid attention to how much they had to pay, not how much they had or didn't remember at least. If they cared so much about money, they wouldn't come here every night to spend it, right?

       She heard a few things about events organized by the Commission Ayato led and some dramas between the families also led by Ayato's family. Apparently, the Yamamoto family opposed some high taxes after the war, and Ayato had to take action. The group didn't go into many details, considering it was already a old and known topic. But from what Caiome managed to put together, the Yamamoto family decided to gain independence from Ayato, which almost brought them to the brink of bankruptcy. Ayato's Commission dealt with the culture that shaped the nation, and if the branches of culture were divided, a single type of culture couldn't exist individually. Yamamoto, along with two other families, dealt with papermaking. It was a popular industry, considering everyone needed paper, but who would leave two families and the entire Commission just to buy from a simple family without much influence and which, to ensure profit, had to raise its prices? Caiome might be a thief, but she knew how the market worked, and the Yamamoto family had made a big mistake.

       Now, the family head had begged Ayato to take the family back into the Commission, but only in exchange for the entire business he had tried to build on his own. This led the Yamamoto family to bankruptcy, and all its members now worked as employees for the Commission and the other two families, no longer having their own business within the Yashiro Commission. So, there were now only two families that made paper, not very obedient ones, but at least not foolish.

       Then she heard about some relationships being built between the three existing Commissions, but each kept its secrets, and the one trying to lead these relationships wasn't only Ayato but also Ayaka. But apart from Ayaka being like a princess to everyone, Caiome couldn't gather much useful information about her. And even if she had cared, Ayaka wasn't the one keeping the shell hidden from her; it was Ayato. Ayato was the ultimate monster here. So, Caiome tried to gather something, anything, with which she could blackmail Ayato back into giving her the shell.

       But, whether it was for good or bad, everyone already knew everything there was to know about him. Because Ayato, as much as he hid, also let things be seen. And due to some past events through which he found the criminals and punished them himself, mercilessly, no matter how much she looked, Caiome couldn't do anything against him. There could have been the solution of rumors, but rumors about big families, whether good or bad, always popped up out of nowhere and quickly faded precisely because of the family's influence. And regardless of whether Ayato had clean methods or not, nothing was heard on the streets about him, even though Caiome had spent eight days in both the port and the city, walking the streets and trying to listen to any information.

       But after eight long days, she had already grown bored of this whole charade. So, she only resorted to walking, eating sweets, and talking to people who, although trying to be polite, couldn't help but give her strange looks when they accidentally met her gaze. Their reaction was at first to stare at her hair, then at the contrasting eyes. Caiome usually ignored it because she had learned a long time ago not to fight those who gave her ugly looks because of her rat-like hair and rabid animal eyes.

       Ten days had passed when Caiome woke up one morning. She dressed in her day clothes and walked through the hallway, passing by servants, chefs, and guards. At first, everyone stared at her and whispered, and Caiome usually avoided them. But over time, she didn't bother, and the servants didn't bother to talk to her either. From a jewel thief, she had become just a useless girl who slept in the residence's storage room but didn't touch anything else, neither objects nor food. Some saw her when she left the residence, and almost no one saw her when she returned, and it was the same every day. No one spoke to her, which was all the better, although Caiome could have adopted another strategy.

       She could have tried to gather information about Ayato; maybe she would have found a clue about where the case could be hidden. But most of them didn't even respond when she said "good morning," which was fair, considering these people probably didn't know anything about it anyway. Why? Because Caiome didn't see Ayato either. The last time she saw him was three days ago when he went out the gate at the same time as her... only Ayato actually went out the gate, flanked by guards and mounted on a white horse, while Caiome jumped over the walls. Since then, he hadn't returned, and she hadn't heard anything about him.

       The only ones close to Ayato would be Thoma and Ayaka, but they were out of the discussion from the start. Thoma came in the morning, woke her up, Caiome refused to go with him, then he left. She sometimes saw him washing floors or arranging flowers in bright colors, but she didn't talk to him. She teased him from time to time, then they passed each other. As long as Caiome didn't break anything in the house, no one cared where she went. Some guards followed her from time to time, but nothing spectacular. And Ayaka didn't even look in her direction if they accidentally bumped into each other in the hallway. She kept her head high and her back straight, coming and going or taking care of household chores when a guest had to visit the residence.

       Although Caiome liked the way Ayaka sometimes sat on her toes, as if even the esteemed guest who visited her and brought gifts could leave with some of her hairpins.

       Another close person to Ayato was his personal servant... who was mute and, every time she saw Caiome, she lowered her head with a fierce look and left. So, Caiome didn't have too many options. 

       Instead, she spent her day in the forest. She brought her sword and began to train. She had learned from a young age to use a weapon, considering she needed it, and an hour a day was dedicated to exercises. When she wasn't in the market stealing or selling, when she wasn't at bars having fun, and when she wasn't involved in illegal activities with gangs full of other thieves or treasure hoarders, she devoted a few hours to her sword. And since there was an entire dojo in the residence where she slept, and since she didn't cause havoc anyway and didn't damage anything, her sword enjoyed some extra care when she used the Kamisato family's blade cleaning products. The sword now gleamed and reflected the sunlight in the small stream where she trained, performing balancing exercises on the stones placed in its center.

       Next to any running water, the air became different. Colder, sharper, and keener. There was something in the water droplets that touched her skin and something in the way the small waves broke the air that made her muscles tremble. Caiome had been at sea during storms, but a storm was always chaos. The wind was strong but vulgar. By the river, the wind was elegant, and the air was cold, fresh, embedded in a forest of pines and firs that covered the sky.

       And her blade, her sword, fit perfectly in her hand as she swung it through the drops hitting the stones and cutting through the air. The handle was black and had no guard, it was square and thin, too thin to even be called a handle. It was as if the sword's blade was wrapped in a sheet of black wood. And maybe that's exactly what it was.

       She rose gently on the tip of one foot and turned, spinning slowly. She didn't use a Vision, aiming to maintain her balance without the help of the air. And in fact, balance didn't need to be maintained with the air, but against it. The wind helped her reach where she wanted, but it depended on her body how to position itself and how to maintain itself. So yes, balance exercises were crucial for her, just like posture, just like what she wore. Tight-fitting clothes that wouldn't drag her down when the wind blew, usually a tank top and a pair of pants she pulled up to her knees when near water or in a meadow with healthy green grass.

       She heard footsteps approaching. Even in the rush of the stream touching her bare feet, the wind still carried the sounds to her—footsteps, breathing, and the heartbeat sounds from a living chest. She extended the blade, having a perfect arm position towards the direction of the river's flow, then cut through the air and water droplets in the opposite direction.

       And even more, her eyes were closed. Because sight played a role in balance, and for Caiome to maintain her balance without seeing meant she could keep it in total darkness as well. It meant she could fight without seeing, and you never knew when a person might go blind.

       "You have a very interesting technique," a voice chuckled, and Caiome laughed to herself when she heard Ayato speaking to her.

       Still with her arm extended, Caiome turned again, stretching her leg, and then stepped on another boulder with an uncommon ease and elegance for someone wielding a sword.

       "Are you admiring me now?" she asked with a smile on her lips. "You should be careful, my lord, your passionate fans might see you and develop a terrible jealousy against me. I wouldn't want to be killed in your house with a kitchen knife by a madwoman who constantly stalks you."

       "I don't think that will be the case. And yes, I do admire your technique."

       "I learned it in Liyue," she said, making another turn on the wet stones. "In the mountains, where the adepti live, from a group of bandits who used only swords."

       "And which is truth and which is a lie?" Ayato asked in return.

       Caiome opened her eyes, looking at him from the corners of them, without a smile and without amusement in her gaze. Ayato really seemed like the type of person to wear light-colored clothes, and now he wore a suit as elegant as the others, but instead of the palette of colors formed by white and lilac, this time there was a light green in his accessories and shirt, while his Hydro Vision pulsed slowly at his hip. And from his look, he knew there was a lie somewhere.

       "I learned it in Liyue," she said again, lowering her leg and placing the sword next to her hip. "In the mountains, where adepti live, from a sword dancer."

       "As I said, I admire an interesting and wonderful technique. Not used for battle, but for elegance and balance," he continued.

       "I don't get it, are you supposed to be here and praise me?" she twirled her sword in the air, and with a sharp move that cut through the air, she placed the sword back in the thin sheath at her hip.

       "I am supposed to be here, but not to praise you."

       His tone now had a sly touch, and Caiome smiled to herself as she stood up, picking up her leather jacket from the ground to put it on.

       "Do you have nothing else to do? I'm sure more renegade families need to beg at your feet."

       "I see you've been busy in the city," he said, and Caiome shrugged.

       "You have no idea how bored I can get. And I like to hear the suffering of others, whether it's theirs or yours. Preferably yours," she smiled broadly, and Ayato straightened his voice a bit, placing his hands behind his back.

       "I came because I have something to discuss with you, and Captain Hirotatsu told me I could find you here, where you've been for the past ten days as well."

       "Your captain is very perceptive," she said sarcastically, tying her boot laces. "If you try a little harder, you can see me from the gates of your estate. So," jumping to her feet, picking up her leather jacket from the ground to put it on, she asked, "what do you want to discuss with me? Have you decided to finally give me back my Vision case, considering my stubbornness to submit to you and wipe the shoes of everyone in that house?"

       "Don't overestimate yourself," Ayato said. "I can be as persistent as you."

       Caiome sat with her arms over her chest in front of him, smiling and frowning at the same time. "I doubt it," she said.

       Ayato turned to the side, then made a hand gesture and half-bowed, inviting Caiome to walk with him. Caiome listened, following him, but Ayato didn't lead her towards the residence; they crossed the road and headed towards the edge of the cliff, towards the sea.

       "From what my employees told me," Ayato began, "you haven't stayed in the residence too much. In fact, you woke up whenever you wanted, left, and returned too late and too discreetly for anyone to see you. Which means, not only did you neglect your duties, but you also tried to entertain yourself, playing pranks on my guards."

        Caiome shook her head amused as Ayato pulled several rolled-up papers from his wide sleeve, which he unfolded and handed to Caiome. There were the papers she wrote with charcoal on the first night, then got so bored that she started leaving improvised maps with "real" clues, and the guards sometimes roamed around the gardens. Or she took chicken legs from the trash bins and, before leaving, left traces in sand patterns made in the courtyard, only to later watch all the maids chase after chickens that weren't actually in the front yard.

       "Classic," she said. "You should let your employees out more into the world; they might learn something. All of them look like thoughtless ghosts within those walls."

       Ayato took the papers back, rolling them up and hiding them in his sleeve. He didn't look very pleased; his eyes had a more malevolent glint than an empathetic one, and his words were certainly more than just words. Step by step, they got closer and closer to the edge of the rock.

       "Do you know how you break a wild horse, Lady Caiome?" he asked.

        It was somewhat mocking in the way he addressed her with honorifics, and Caiome couldn't tell if he did it because good manners required it in that rich household or if he was just making fun of her. Maybe both, but his voice wasn't made for mocking while using honorifics. From him, those honorifics sounded too sincere, too polite, so Caiome couldn't feel offended by the way he addressed her.

       "Unfortunately for you," she said, inhaling the wind coming from the sea and the waves crashing against the edge of the cliff, "I like horses too much to try to break them."

       And she genuinely loved horses. They seemed like powerful, majestic beings to her. She hadn't ridden many times in her life because she usually preferred holding horses rather than riding them, but she was impressed by how much she loved horses, creatures more magnificent than dogs, cats, or any fluffy animal. While others found comfort in small animals that could sit on their chests, Caiome found strength in the presence of horses.

        Ayato showed a rather indifferent smile.

       "You tame them. Next question," he said, and Caiome frowned. "How do you tame a wild horse?"

        Ayato stopped at the edge of the cliff, and Caiome placed her hands over her chest, turning towards him. She knew she would regret it.

        "How?" she asked.

       Ayato took a square-shaped jewel from the inner pocket of his coat. Caiome raised an eyebrow when Ayato presented the empty case with a dead Vision in its center. Then she laughed.

        "So, in the end, you give me the shell just for me to leave?"

        "No," he said. "I'm just showing you that I don't like someone playing with me."

        Caiome frowned even more and reached for the shell. However, Ayato let it slip from his hand. Over the edge of the cliff. Hitting the rocks, the empty shell sank into the water.

        "Ups," he said.

       "You idiot!" she shouted, looking at the waves crashing against the rocks, trying to figure out exactly where the casing had fallen. "You mother fucking idiot!"

       She quickly took off her boots, jacket, and the sword at her hip, but just as she was about to jump into the sea, Ayato grabbed her wrist, lifting her arm, and pulled her back with a force that Caiome wouldn't have believed possible for him. He pulled her abruptly close to him, just to hold her firmly in place, because Caiome was trying to pull away, but no matter how muscular her body was, and no matter how elegant and light she seemed in her sword movements, Ayato was taller, more muscular, stronger, and certainly had a stronger grip than her attempts to free herself. In the end, how many times had she had the chance to try to escape if no one had caught her until now? And Ayato used that information; otherwise, he wouldn't have come alone.

       "Let me go," she said, pulling again, looking towards the overwhelming waves.

       "I have more reasons to advise you not to throw yourself headfirst from a cliff," he said with a calm totally contrary to the way he held Caiome, forcing her to occasionally hit her shoulder against his torso or her hip against his hip. "Firstly, although you can't see, there are more rocks there than you can count on all your fingers. You'd hit your head directly on one of them if the impact between you and the water from this height doesn't crush your chest first. Secondly," he said when Caiome tried to pull away again, but she ended up just giving him a terrifying look that even surprised herself, "even if the rocks or the impact don't kill you, the lack of air would. And if that doesn't, the place where that shell ended up has too much pressure for your brain to withstand it."

        Caiome snorted. "So what? Have you seen that I'm making too much fun of you, so you've decided to throw away the only thing that, besides keeping me here, was also the reason your precious employees didn't end up split in half with their heads at their feet?"

       He just smiled, using the same calmness contrary to his strength, although Caiome began to understand that she would die for one reason or another if she jumped into the water from that height.

       "I may not control the entire ocean," he said, "but I can create small bubbles of water that contain something and remain at the bottom of it. As long as I live," he added with a smile, "your case is safe... in the sea, at far too many fathoms for you to find or even see it. And since you've been so stubborn these ten days, I had no choice but to force your hand. So, the rules change, milady. You work for me for as long as I require, without neglecting your duties, keeping things as quiet as possible within my estate, and I will return the case to you when I see fit."

       "Bullshit!" she yelled at him and pulled her hand away again, but Ayato pulled her back, chest hitting chest. Their expressions were scowling, furious, but Ayato hid it better under a mask of strategic calmness he displayed, compared to Caiome, who, by her nature, was more impulsive, more fiery. "You'd keep me here for a lifetime without giving me back my Vision shell."

       "Do you want to leave and never come back for it? That can be one of the options if you wish."

       "I could hire divers to find it," she countered.

       "I could bring it to the surface, and you wouldn't even know," Ayato replied.

       Caiome took a deep breath, and her breath collided with his. From up close, the shade of his eyes wasn't just a lavender hue. It also had a hint of blue and deep purple. And a touch of silvery, a light shade, like light reflected in a diamond. That glimmer was almost deadly, certainly dangerous. His lashes were long, casting shadows on his cheekbones. And his smile was ridiculously annoying.

       "Therefore, you can't find the shell on your own, and you can't kill me either. So how about you accept my terms without creating a scene too humiliating even for you?" he said.

       Caiome gritted her teeth. She knew she couldn't leave, she knew she couldn't kill him, she knew she couldn't do anything but accept his conditions. One wrong move, and her case would be lost. She couldn't afford to lose it. She didn't want to lose it. That case was too important for her, far too important to let it remain at the bottom of the sea forever. But if she killed Ayato, would she then go after the shell? It would take some time, but she could retrieve it. The only problem was she didn't know where the shell was right now. If Ayato kept it among rocks and she killed him, the shell would stay among the rocks forever. And the rocks and sea currents were too dangerous even for divers to reach.

       "Give me a period of time, then," she said. "A period after which you promise to give me back the shell if... if..."

       Damn, it was so hard to get those words out. Ayato smiled when he saw the difficulty she faced due to her pride, the freedom she had to give up for what? For an empty shell.

       He leaned in more, as if he wanted to whisper something, as if he wanted to offer her a secret, and the same smile declaring his victory over her stayed on his lips. Caiome was an unbeatable loser who put herself in this situation due to her own foolishness. Ayato took a deep breath.

       "I must admit, I enjoy seeing people struggling too. Especially if it's you."

       Caiome almost snapped at him when he heard him sing her own words against her.

       "So, Lady Caiome, I ask again. How do you tame a wild horse?"

       He slowly let go of her hand, but Caiome didn't move immediately. She was too infuriated, too frustrated, with Ayato, with the situation, with herself, with the present and past and future, and that cursed shell now at the bottom of the sea, and all of Ayato's crappy rules and conditions.

       She grabbed him by the collar, clenching the shirt in her fist, gritting her teeth, but she knew she couldn't do anything now.

       "You have no idea what you've done," she said.

       "Oh, but I do," he whispered to her. "I always do. But rest assured, I won't keep you with me for a lifetime."

       He took a deep breath, and the scent of rain and wet earth came from her hair again. Caiome slowly let him go, and Ayato walked past her, leaving her alone to curse the day she decided to steal from his house, thinking that Lord Kamisato Ayato wouldn't retaliate against the one who tried to defile his home.

       "I'll kill him," Caiome whispered, collapsing onto her knees, clenching her fists. "I swear I'll kill him."

 

Chapter 6: Chapter 6 ~The Head Servant and the Armory Boy

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       Caiome couldn't manage to fall asleep that night until the early morning. The situation had changed drastically, following the same rules as before, yet they were now enhanced rules. In short, she was not allowed to deviate from Ayato's word in any way; otherwise, she could bid farewell to the case now lying somewhere at the bottom of the ocean, with no chance of even being brought ashore. And if she did indeed kill Ayato, she really could say goodbye forever to the case. She pondered for hours on whether it was really worth staying here, working as a servant in this immense house for an undetermined period, all for the sake of that absurd case. However, each time Caiome returned to the same answer – yes, it was worth it, despite her reluctance to admit it, no matter how much she wished to let it rot there and leave, letting Ayato be surprised to find her gone.

       She had fallen asleep on her back, so when Thoma struck her, she sat up instantly, drew her sword from its sheath, and placed it as a barrier between them. It was then that Caiome realized Thoma had stepped back, just as he did every morning, to avoid getting hit. Caiome grumbled irritably. She had just managed to put an end to her thoughts, only to be confronted shortly after with a new problem.

       She sheathed her sword again before Thoma could rush to Ayato, accusing her of drawing a weapon on him.

        "Can't you drop the attitude?" Thoma teased, putting his hands on his hips.

        "Go to hell," she muttered, rubbing her eyes.

        Thoma's smile disappeared, replaced by a serious expression. It was then that Caiome felt something placed at her feet, on the box covered with a mattress and a blanket taken from the other rooms. Thoma had placed some packed clothes on the mattress along with a pair of leather shoes or whatever they were.

       "Change, and then we can leave. I'll wait for you outside," he said.

       However, Caiome had already picked up the clothes, studying them. They were maid's clothes, with long robes tight at the waist, and the shoes looked like they could slip off if she moved too much in them.

       "No, thanks," she said. "I prefer to stay in my own clothes."

       "Your clothes stink," Thoma commented. "Just like you."

       Caiome shot him a furious look, then got up from the bed. She rolled up the clothes Thoma had brought, tossed them at him, and he barely caught them. Caiome took satisfaction in seeing the shoes fall through his fingers and hit the floor.

        "I agreed to be a servant in this house, not to wear... those," she said.

        "We need to maintain an image," Thoma replied, extending the clothes back to her.

        "Ayato didn't mention anything about me dressing like a doll."

        "Not to you," he said, "but to me. He told me to make you blend in with the others, and that's exactly what I intend to do."

        "I'd rather lose a hand than wear those," she muttered, pushing the clothes back, and walked past him. "I'll do a great job as I am. And if your master doesn't like it, he can get me other clothes, but not those," she pointed at the pile in Thoma's arms. "Besides, you don't dress like the other men working here, so why should I?"

        Thoma clenched his teeth, and his green eyes seemed to darken. "Because you're a wretch."

       "Maybe," Caiome shrugged. "It's still a better option than those shoes."

       "Do you know what happens if you don't follow orders?" he suddenly grinned, a somewhat malevolent expression, like a fox-faced dog.

        "Orders given by Ayato, not you. My order was for you to be my guide and help me with anything related to work in this house, not to dress me as you please. Now put them down; we'll finish our work, and then let me wash my clothes so they don't stink anymore," she smiled, patting his arm. "Alright?"

       Thoma had to take a deep breath, then he put the clothes back on the bed and followed a confused Caiome, who had no idea what to do or where to go. So Thoma led her outside, and they started with the first task that Caiome had to do with Thoma from the very first day – cleaning the terrace in the front yard.

        They carried buckets of water, knelt down, and wiped the terrace and small bridges until they sparkled. Thoma had made her clean them three times because, as he claimed, Caiome didn't seem to put in enough effort. But Caiome did her best, that's how she cleaned things. Anyway, no one should expect too much from someone who had spent more time in nature, wearing clothes caked with dust.

       And once she managed to clean the floors as required, so Thoma wouldn't comment, standing with his hands on his hips and glaring at her, there was always someone passing right through the middle of the terrace, even though there was enough space to walk around. Even if only two or three people from the staff crossed the terrace in the center of the courtyard, there were others patrolling every two minutes on the small bridges. And because the floor got dirty, Thoma made her clean it again. It was worse when the guards did it, dragging their muddy boots through the garden dust and leaving mud stains on the terrace.

        "Hey!" Caiome exclaimed when a shoe passed in front of her, right over the spot she had cleaned not even ten seconds ago. "I just washed there."

        She looked up, and the guard, a relatively young man with a silly face, accompanied by his slightly older friend who patrolled with him, started laughing.

        "You missed a spot," he mocked, then walked away along the residence walls.

        Caiome clenched the cloth in her fist, ready to throw it directly at the guard's head, but Thoma stopped her.

        "I should inform you of the new conditions Lord Kamisato has imposed," he said. "They're not orders, so you might want to consider these. With each violation, you lose a bit of your right to one meal a day. Three deviations, and you lose an entire meal. If you miss a third meal, you'll lose your case. Of course, violations also depend on the severity of the situation. The first violation was the clothes. If you throw that cloth, considering it incites violence, let's say it's worth two violations. I'm sure you wouldn't want to lose a meal already, right?"

        Caiome frowned. She was pretty sure Thoma came up with all these on the spot. She could risk getting those nine violations and disappearing, but if Thoma wasn't lying and all these were indeed imposed by Ayato, her case would be gone forever.

        "You didn't tell me this when you came to my room this morning," she said, and Thoma shrugged.

        "You said you'd rather lose a hand than wear them," he made himself innocent. "I thought it couldn't compare to a small violation, so there was no need to tell you anything. And if you don't believe me, you can ask Lord Kamisato yourself."

        Caiome pulled her hand away from his grip. "Go back to staring at me if that's all you can do."

       Because Thoma wouldn't turn his back on her, knowing she could easily disappear. However, disappearing would also mean a violation. Caiome didn't want to accumulate violations just for the sake of disappearing. If she was going to lose meals, she might as well make it more interesting, like sticking that wet cloth down the throat of the guards. And the servants.

        Because everyone was now staring at her, openly or discreetly, laughing with the other servants. Caiome had been the thief who dared to try to steal from the Kamisato family, then she was just a ghost who came and went as she pleased, and now she was kneeling in front of Thoma and the others, scrubbing the floors until her hands turned red, nearly stepped on by the guards passing by just when she thought she had finished cleaning the floor. And Caiome, for once in her life, wished not to hear the voices carrying by the wind and the laughter of the others.

       She sighed for herself, starting to scrub the floor again. Well, she didn't care. She had done more humiliating things in her life that were supposed to elicit the same reactions from people, only no one had seen her then, and now they did. She didn't like to be in everyone's sight; that's why she ran and hid wherever she could, away from people. A few nights out partying in bars didn't determine her entire life. She went to have fun, relax, then returned to her solitary life where she was just a ghost among others. Now she felt like she was wearing lights on her head in the middle of the night.

        Whatever, she thought when two more girls about her age started laughing, passing by her in a hurry. Caiome gave them a furious look, and their smiles disappeared, hurrying their pace.

        "No nasty looks," Thoma told her, hitting her shoulder with the toe of his boot.

       "I didn't do anything," Caiome replied. "I just looked at them. It's their fault for being scaredy-cats who get intimidated so easily."

         By lunchtime, Caiome couldn't feel her hands from all the floor scrubbing, not only on the terraces in the front yard, but also in the other courtyards. This included the little bridges that crossed over ponds with koi fish and ducks happily paddling their tails. Caiome looked at them several times as if she intended to turn them into a roast. The ducks seemed to understand her thoughts, fleeing in the opposite direction of the pond, until they completely emerged from the water and started strolling among the bushes, peacefully eating and standing with their tails up, as if even they were teasing Caiome.

        Somewhere around one o'clock, a gong resounded throughout the courtyard, taking Caiome by surprise. All the servants started retreating towards the mansion. Only then did she realize that it was the gong calling everyone to the meal for half an hour before they returned to their tasks. But Caiome didn't get up from her knees, still standing on the bridge while guards passed by her, and others stayed behind to ensure the courtyard wasn't left unguarded.

        "Come on," Thoma said, pushing her with his knee in the back. "It's time to eat."

        "I'm not hungry," she muttered, starting to pack the wet cloth.

        "Well, I am, so come on. I don't feel like waiting for you just because you're being picky. If you don't want to eat, fine, but I do."

       Caiome didn't even look at him, seeming to completely ignore him.

       Thoma grabbed her arm and pulled her up, but Caiome quickly pulled back, standing on the edge of the bridge. One more step, and she would have fallen into the pond.

       "Don't touch me," she said, raising her arm as if Thoma was trying to hit her, and she was just defending herself. "I'm not hungry, I'm not coming," she insisted. "You don't have to follow me around; I'm not going anywhere. I don't want to waste my breaks on this. Besides, there are guards in the courtyard. I'll clean this bridge again, just leave me alone."

        Thoma looked at her crossly as she sat back on the wooden pieces, put the cloth in the bucket, squeezed it, and then began to clean the plank right in front of his feet. He almost burst into laughter, but he just shrugged his shoulders and hands.

        "Do as you wish," he said, turned around, and walked towards the mansion.

        Caiome wiped the wooden planks for a few more seconds, looked after Thoma, who had just disappeared around the corner of the building, then leaned to the side, sitting on her haunches. She ran her hand over her forehead, with the cold skin from the water, then took a long breath. Finally, after a whole morning where all she had in her head was his breathing and the voices of others, she had some peace. Certainly, she didn't want to go into a room where others would stare at her and hear their comments and whispers.

        She tied her hair in a ponytail and wiped her neck with a dry cloth. She took off her own boots, pulled up the cuffs of her pants to her knees, then sat on the edge of the small bridge, high enough not to wet her soles, but just to touch the water's surface with the tips of her fingers, creating small ripples in the water, making the koi fish swim away. Theoretically, she wasn't doing anything wrong. After all, except for the guards patrolling the courtyard, and they were only three or four, everyone else had a break. And if she preferred not to eat but just sit on the small bridge, it was perfectly fine. She didn't deviate from any rules.

       She tilted her head back, taking a deep breath, and the Anemo Vision at her waist pulsed. She closed her eyes, listening. Somewhere behind her, the waves crashed against the cliffs, then the foam rolled back and went out to sea, along with the furious currents. The breeze passed through the trees with reddish and dark green leaves, rustling, branches bending and stretching back toward the sky. With each touch of the pond water, the fish swam, and even their small fins against the water made a sound, subtle but present, when they moved through the greenery caught between rocks and boulders. Somewhere in front of her, she could hear the hustle of the mountains and pebbles hitting other rocks as they fell into the valleys. She tried to block out the sounds coming from the mansion, from the servants' table, focusing only on what was around her.

       Why did it have to be so quiet here, considering how many people were in the mansion, probably gossiping about her? If she had to play the servant, at least to do it in peace. Anyway, all of this would eventually fade away. People wouldn't spend the whole day staring at her and whispering unless they start spreading rumors.

       Some time later, Caiome heard the gong again, and Thoma returned a few minutes after that. Caiome washed what was left of the bridge, and then Thoma led her to the dojo, one of the rooms she had to take care of. Although, with so many responsibilities, she doubted she could do them all daily. Thoma showed her where the cleaning supplies for the room were, the mop, cleaning solutions, the clean cloths used only in the dojo. Then he showed her how to wipe not only the floor but also the walls, to ventilate properly, how to gather the tatami mats and lay them outside until the floor dried, and then how to clean the swords and long wooden staffs.

       "I guess this means that at some point, you'll leave me alone, right?" she asked, putting a staff back in its stand. "Admit it, you can't spend the whole day after me; you have other things to do. So either Ayato hired a nanny for me," she shrugged with a laugh, "or I'll have to be left to my own pace."

       "You're not the center of the world, sorry to tell you," Thoma said sarcastically.

       "If I really believed I was the center of the world, believe me, I wouldn't be here right now. I wouldn't have met you at all."

       "Where would our luck have been?" he muttered, grabbing the cleaning solutions and taking them back to the storage room, with Caiome following him. 

       They laid the tatami mats back on the edges of the walls, the resting place for those who were just spectators, then they went to the living room where they were greeted by a middle-aged lady, hair tied in a bun, dressed in those ugly clothes Caiome ran away from that morning.

       "This is Lady Nakamura Satomi," Thoma introduced, bowing his head towards the lady, and Lady Nakamura bowing in return. "She is the head servant. She has been working for the Kamisato family for over twenty years. She's not the oldest employee, but certainly very talented in what she does."

       Caiome looked at her strangely. For a mere servant, she held her back straight and her chin up, hands clasped in front of her abdomen, looking down at Caiome as if she were a bug that needed to be crushed.

       "As you said yourself, if I can't watch over you, she will. And since I do have other things to do, she will accompany you daily to the second floor. You'll have two guest rooms to clean and the guest lounge."

       "Sure," Caiome grimaced.

       "Well, Lady Nakamura, I'll leave you now. Are you sure you can handle it?" Thoma asked politely, displaying a smile that Caiome only saw on the first night when she met Ayaka in the forest.

        "Go, young man," she said in a calm, stern tone, not necessarily malicious, maintaining eye contact with Caiome, who was about the same height. "It's not like something bad will happen right now, and especially because of her."

       Thoma threw skeptical glances from Lady Nakamura to Caiome and back, then sighed.  "Whatever happens, call a guard if needed."

       "Mind your own business and take care of Lady Ayaka."

       Thoma bowed, gave one last glance to Caiome, and then disappeared from the living room.

       Caiome clasped her hands and displayed a mischievous smile, while Lady Nakamura maintained her cold expression, looking directly into her eyes. She had wrinkles around her dark-colored eyes, and her ash-brown hair was tied in a bun fixed with a wooden and silver hairpin, probably the most precious thing she owned.

       "How do you know I couldn't harm you in any way?" Caiome asked, but Lady Nakamura just turned towards the stairs leading to the upper floor.

       "I am quite aware, like everyone else here, of the limits Lord Kamisato has imposed on you," she spoke calmly, as if she were too old to even try to be arrogant. "And everyone knows the reason why you suddenly became so obedient."

       Caiome jumped beside her, climbing the stairs shoulder to shoulder, trying to look at her face, even if it had any expression, but her face remained impassive.

       "Probably someone else in your place would have already started making fun of me and laughing," she said.

       Lady Nakamura just threw a sidelong glance, a serious look, not playful at all, which Caiome found boring. What was the point of being around someone who didn't even allow herself to be provoked? Maybe she would have liked to spend more time with Thoma.

       "Or throwing me nasty looks and words. After all," she said with a smile on her face, shrugging her shoulders and hands, more like laughing, "I tried to steal from the precious Kamisato family, important things for Lady Ayaka, right?"

       "And just because we know that, and we also know what Lord Kamisato does with you, most of the people here will try to provoke you. Everyone wants you thrown out."

       "Believe me, if it were that simple, I would leave willingly."

       Reaching the second floor, Lady Nakamura showed her the two rooms Caiome had to clean: sweep, dust, arrange the bedding, and ventilate. It wasn't necessarily a tiring job, considering that no one had been there, so she actually finished quite quickly. But it was boring, as Lady Nakamura didn't speak to her even once except to give her instructions on what and how to do everything perfectly, even though Caiome tried to provoke her. Lady Nakamura just looked down at her handwork hidden in her sleeve, crocheting with a very thin silk thread.

       The guest lounge was a bit harder to clean, considering there were many more items Caiome had to take care of, but she gathered her courage and did everything as dictated.

       "You don't have very skillful hands for this," commented Lady Nakamura at one point when it seemed she had finished her crocheted embroidery. "I think you're more suited to be a thief than a servant."

       "That's what I've been telling myself all day," Caiome laughed because finally Lady Nakamura uttered a few words other than cleaning instructions. "What makes you say that?" she asked, but Caiome didn't receive any more answers, which made her click her tongue and roll her eyes.

        Being only five in the afternoon, two hours before dinner, Lady Nakamura led Caiome to the backyard where, as she said, she would pass her on to someone else. Her duty was limited to sweeping the terrace floors, cleaning the dojo, the two guest rooms, and the lounge, occasionally joining other servants if they had nothing else to do. And after finishing the household chores, she had to take care of the equipment of the guards.

        The armory and other equipment storage were on a side of the building where no one ever reached, and rightly so. Crossing the garden, Lady Nakamura stopped by a small storage room, signaling Caiome to go ahead through the slightly open door. But instead, Caiome stepped back as the door suddenly opened, and a boy dressed half in armor with about five or six swords in his arms and two spears under his armpits came out.

       "Lady Nakamura," he said, seeing the old lady first, even though Caiome was the one who was almost hit and even stabbed by those spears if she hadn't dodged.

       Only then did the boy see Caiome, who put her arms over her chest.

       "Can't you look where you're going?" she yelled. She was tired, and she really didn't feel like dealing with kids.

       The boy looked confused at her, a bit taken aback by her tone, then realized who was in front of him. He raised his chin and gave her an arrogant look, trying to mimic the attitude that Lady Nakamura had given her, but it was clear from a mile away that this boy was just making a fool of himself.

       "I don't have to apologize to a thief," he said. "I guess you're here for armor cleaning instructions, aren't you? Well, I have to take these back to their place, and then I'll be back."

       "Just hurry up, Mizuki," Lady Nakamura told him.

       Mizuki tightened his grip on the swords and spears, then took his leave. He returned a few minutes later with half of the armor worn a bit awkwardly. Maybe Caiome wasn't from Inazuma, and maybe she had never worn Inazuma-specific armor, but she was sure that the shirt or pants shouldn't be tied that way.

       Mizuki straightened up, and his sharp features became even more pronounced. He was young, perhaps even younger than Caiome. He was just a little bit taller than her, and his dark hair fell in a few arched curls. His blue eyes sparkled as he lifted his gaze, trying to appear superior to Caiome, but her reaction was just a grimace when the boy pushed his chest forward.

        "This way," he said.

       Caiome exchanged some glances with Lady Nakamura before the latter sighed, turned around, and left without saying a word. Caiome shook her head and entered the storage room, greeted by a very well-organized space despite the chaotic sounds from earlier.

       "Just so you know," he turned towards her, making Caiome look at him suddenly, as if Mizuki wanted to throw himself at her, "I'm not afraid of you, and I don't intend to treat you any differently than you deserve."

       "Aha," Caiome said skeptically, raising an eyebrow and standing with her hands on her hips. "And what is that, exactly?" she teased.

       "A thief," he said. "Thieves must be punished, and this is your punishment, so I won't be nice to you. I'll show you what to do, and I expect you to complete everything properly."

       Caiome pressed her lips against eachother, then burst into laughter. Mizuki blinked at her, confused. "Of course, of course," she waved her hand.

       "I'm serious," he insisted.

       "I didn't say anything," she shrugged, turning her back to him.

       Mizuki stood in front of her, blocking her way. Then, as if it was something he remember to do, he put his hands on his hips, trying to appear authoritative. Caiome, on the other hand, felt like she was looking at a child.

       "I won't allow you to take me lightly, miss— I mean, thief."

       "How old are you?" Caiome asked, starting to inspect the room.

       The reserve armors were arranged on mannequins, some of which were empty as they were already worn by the guards on duty. Spears were positioned standing on one side, leaning on wooden supports with holes made precisely to keep them straight, only slightly inclined towards a horizontal wooden bar. Long swords were placed horizontally in dozens of holders, including those for reserves. In the center was a long table, and behind it, on shelves that extended from top to bottom, were pairs of clean or less clean boots. Some short daggers were placed on tables in front of the room's window, and tall candle holders were placed along the walls, ready to be lit at night.

       "Uhh," Mizuki exclaimed, then seemed to snap back to reality. "I have no reason to offer you personal information."

        Caiome looked at him and rolled her eyes, starting to run her hand over the still uncleaned daggers, probably kept for herself to learn how to clean them.

       "So you might be younger than me," she concluded. "I won't give you more than eighteen years; you look like a ragged chicken."

       "Eighteen?" Mizuki said as if he had just been offended. "I'm almost twenty."

       "So you are indeed younger than me."

       Mizuki almost fumed.

       "Don't touch anything," he said and pushed Caiome's hands away from the daggers.

       "Don't touch anything?" she said. "But that's what I'm supposed to do here, right? Clean all of this?"

       Mizuki grimaced. "Of course," he immediately said. "But not... the daggers, come here," he quickly said, barely breathing, took Caiome by the arms and pushed her to the other side of the room, to some closed cabinets. "Here are all the cleaning products, from cotton and solutions to brushes that need to be used with great care, got it?"

       Was it a good time to tell Mizuki that she already knew all this since she had come here to clean her sword with these products? Although she had never seen Mizuki around. Maybe she just got lucky.

       "The spears will be my responsibility," Mizuki said. "The same goes for daggers."

       "Then what do I do?" Caiome asked, not that she necessarily wanted to receive something to do.

       "You'll clean the swords," he said with his chin up. "Then the armors and boots."

       Mizuki opened the cabinet with products, starting to show each one separately and explaining what they were for. Caiome only half-listened to him, or not even that, starting to clean her nails. At every "do you understand?" question Mizuki asked, Caiome just mumbled an "uh-huh," then moved on.

       Mizuki took a bottle of cleaning solution and some cotton balls, then placed them on the table. He took a sword and handed it to Caiome, who found herself with it in front of her out of nowhere. She had no idea what was happening or why Mizuki handed her a sword until she saw that he had one too. Maybe he wanted to fight. But Mizuki sat at the table and unsheathed the sword. He looked up at it, admiring it, then sighed.

        "What a beauty," he said, placing it on a vertical stand that held the sword by the handle and tip of the blade. "What do you know about caring for swords?" he asked Caiome, who also sat in a chair.

       "Just enough," she said. "But I guess you have your maintenance techniques."

       "The best," he said. "This is a recently developed solution," he said almost proudly, as if he had invented it. "It cleans the blade without leaving traces, strengthens the steel, and leaves the surface shiny. A wonder indeed," he said excitedly, and Caiome tilted her head, watching him.

       Mizuki took two chopsticks, grabbed a cotton ball, dipped it only very slightly in the solution placed in a porcelain bowl, then began to gently tap one of the sides of the sword blade.

       "With slow and careful movements," he said, very focused on the sword and the movements, starting from the handle, going down to the tip. "Don't press too hard, but not too soft, don't stretch, just dab. And if you feel like you've put too much pressure, turn the cotton ball and dab gently, from top to bottom and back, understand?"

      Mizuki stammered a bit when Caiome raised her eyebrows at him, seeming amused.

       "Uhh...," he said. "I don't accept mistakes," he said as if trying to imitate someone intimidating.

       "Okay," Caiome said with a mockery smile. "Calm down before you send me to the wolves," she teased him, and Mizuki just made a "hmph," turning back to his sword. When he finished, he put it back in the sheath.

       "Let me see yours now."

        Caiome took the sword out of the sheath and placed it on the stand.

       "Higher," Mizuki immediately said as the sword made contact with the stand. "Higher," he said after Caiome actually placed it higher. "Higher."

       "What's with these demands?" she suddenly said. "The sword stays on the stand; it doesn't have to be higher or lower."

       "It must have the perfect balance."

       "Sure," she said, rolling her eyes, "because the cleanliness of a sword depends on the balance it has on a wooden stand."

       Mizuki glanced at her, and Caiome sighed and moved the sword slightly higher. After Mizuki reluctantly gave his approval, Caiome took the chopsticks, wrapped a piece of cotton around them, dipped it gently in the solution, and began to dab the sword. Mizuki approached her, leaning over her shoulder to see the work better. She leaned in so much that Caiome couldn't even move her left hand, her dominant hand.

       "Do you mind giving me some space?" she almost shouted at him, and Mizuki straightened up, taking a step back, visibly startled.

       "Sorry," he said, then moved to the other side, to her right hand. Caiome resumed her work, and the more she worked, the more Mizuki leaned in, until his breath touched the skin of her hand.

        "Seriously, I'll smack you if you continue to stay so close," she turned abruptly towards him.

        "I'm just trying to point out your mistakes," he defended himself.

        "And are there any mistakes?" she asked mockingly

        "Well... you're holding your elbow too high," Mizuki muttered as if he knew he might get hit if he raised his voice too much. "And your fingers are too close to the cotton, see..."

       He slowly approached Caiome's hand holding the cotton balls, then pulled back slightly when she looked at him like a furious dragon. Then he approached again, shifting her fingers a bit higher on the two chopsticks. It was harder for her to hold them that way, but not impossible.

        "Anything else?" she asked, seeming patient, but with the sweet smile of a woman before turning into a spider and biting your entire head off.

        "No," Mizuki quickly stepped back, rubbing his neck. "Just—"

        "What now?" Caiome, who was about to clean the sword again, interrupted.

        "Nothing," he said quickly, sitting back in his chair and placing another sword in its stand. They stood in silence for a few seconds, then he looked at Caiome's hand again. "Slower," he said, and Caiome grumbled.

        "You have no idea how hard I'm trying not to strangle you right now," she said with an unusual calm, whether she deviated or not. "And I'll do it slowly, very slowly."

        "It's my duty to teach you," Mizuki said, gathering some courage.

       "And my duty to myself is to ignore you. Or throw you into the pond if you annoy me again. I'm not having the best day."

        "You'll get a violation," he proudly declared.

        "Do you want to see if I care?" she said, looking at him through her lashes.

        Mizuki lowered his head, starting to clean the sword further. When he finished, he placed it back in the sheath, as did Caiome. They both took another sword each. Mizuki didn't correct her much after that, and two hours later, when the gong signaled mealtime, they had finished all the swords. Caiome didn't move from her seat, waiting for Mizuki to be the one to leave. However, he remained on his chair, taking a spear to start cleaning it.

        "Are you not going to eat?" she asked.

        "I was about to ask you the same thing," he muttered a bit uncertain, paying attention to the spear with three blades.

       "I'm not hungry," she said.

       "Neither am I," he replied.

       Caiome frowned, starting to sway in her chair. Mizuki didn't tell her to stop or to start cleaning the used boots and armor. And Caiome didn't ask him why he wasn't going to eat. Probably, anyway, he was going to leave soon, considering that after meals, besides the guards, the maids began to withdraw, except for the personal ones of the family members, who either had additional tasks to do or had not finished their previous chores. Nevertheless, when the gong rang again, Caiome stuck her head out the door. Only the guards had returned; everyone else had left. There was no hustle and bustle in the house.

         Caiome went back into the room, grabbing two boots and a sponge, starting to clean them while standing. Soon, Thoma would probably come to check on her, of course. It was spring, and at seven in the evening, the sun had just set, and some guards gathered in the courtyard, alongside Captain Hirotatsu. They lined up and began to do some exercises, catching Caiome's eye.

         "What are they doing?" she asked. Mizuki didn't even look up.

        "They always train after the evening meal," he said. "Well, especially the beginners, but the older guards join in from time to time, just like that, to teach them a lesson. Sometimes they even have duels."

        "Ah," said Caiome. "Why don't you go?" she asked, and Mizuki gave her a glance, starting to laugh nervously, as if he were hiding something.

        "Why would I do that?"

        "Aren't you a beginner guard?"

       "Uh... not really. I mean, yes, I am, but..."

       "Ah," Caiome said. "Let me guess. You're terrible, so you prefer to stay here and clean all the equipment."

       Mizuki lowered his face, his cheeks turning red. He got up from the chair and began to light the candles to provide more light than they already had from the setting sun. Then he sat back down and quietly continued cleaning his spears. When he finished, the guards had already finished their training long ago, and the beginners, who never stood guard at night being inexperienced, had gone home. Caiome also finished cleaning the dirty boots, then polished the others and cleaned the armor used by the guards who started laughing when they not only saw her, but also Mizuki.

       They left the armor randomly and left. It was probably around eleven o'clock when she finished cleaning the armor, and Mizuki almost fell asleep with his head on the table, holding a dagger in his hand. Caiome stretched, yawning tiredly, then handed Mizuki a push, causing him to fall off the chair, narrowly avoiding poking his eye with the blade purely by luck.

       "What? What's happening?"

       "The guard of the year," mumbled Caiome sarcastically. "I finished the armor. Can I go now?"

       "Huh? Uh... yes, sure," he said, waking up. "I should leave too."

        He put the dagger back on the table, then extinguished all the candles, bumping into Caiome on the way out when he suddenly turned into complete darkness. Both of them headed towards the front courtyard, and Mizuki half-heartedly wished her a good night, heading towards the residence gates.

       Caiome entered the mansion, and her feet hurt from sitting too long, as did her back, arms, fingers, and hands from rubbing, cleaning, arranging, and holding those stupid sticks for so many hours. She crawled on the floor to the living room until she mustered the courage to stand up, only to drag her boots on the floor that she wasn't supposed to clean anyway. She rubbed her eyes, turning the corner of the entrance, only to come face to face with an Ayato who stood very nicely leaning against the wall, hands on his chest, with a sly smile on his face.

       "How was your first day of work?" he said.

       But Caiome just raised her hand, showed him the middle finger, which seemed to make him laugh given the mocking chuckle, and passed by him without saying anything else. Only later did she realize that Ayato was still dressed in day clothes, elegant clothes for going out even, but she didn't bother too much with that. Her stomach started making noises, but she didn't have the energy to go to the kitchen. Besides, she had no idea if, in case she took at least a piece of bread, itwould be seen as a violation.

       She stopped in the middle of the hallway. Go to the kitchen? Go to bed? She didn't even do her daily exercises that day, just stood and stared at the guards moving like bears, so sluggish. There was a long list of reasons why Caiome didn't go to challenge them to a duel, at least to get them moving. But the safest option was to clean those boots, sitting on a chair or on the floor, lying on her stomach or on her back. That way, she avoided a few boots in her face, and Mizuki chuckled. And Caiome sent a gust of wind towards the chair, making him fall to the floor, hitting his butt on the ground.

       They hadn't spoken much, but Mizuki certainly talked quite a bit to himself, or well... with the weapons he was cleaning.

       The stomach growled again, and Caiome groaned. She entered the kitchen, found a piece of bread hidden under a piece of cotton fabric, tore it into two pieces, and began to chew on the way to her room. She collapsed on the bed and fell asleep still wearing the boots and with a half a bread in her hand.

 

Chapter 7: Chapter 7 ~The Handkerchief and the Linens

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       The next day was identical to the first. Thoma woke her up, threw some clothes at her, which Caiome threw back, refusing to change into them. Although Thoma was right in a way. The clothes she wore did smell, no matter how much she tried to air them out, standing with the other pair of clothes she had. Caiome never had to think about such things. She had a change of clothes, and that was it. When she didn't need them anymore or they were too torn or smelly, she just stole others, and the worn ones were thrown away. But now she had nowhere to steal from, and the way things were going, she couldn't even go to the city or the Konda village.

       Because someone always had an eye on her, whether it was Thoma, Mrs. Nakamura, or Mizuki. She was left alone only when everyone withdrew to eat, and then Caiome tried to relax on her own, standing on her little bridge in the garden, under the watchful eyes of the guards who either looked at her from a distance or ignored her. 

       Every day, at the same time, Caiome sat on her little bridge, touching the water of the pond with the tips of her toes, listening to the wind rustling through the leaves of the trees and over the expanse of water, and the waves crashing against the rocks in the distance and gently touching the sandy shore. She sat back, swinging her legs, scaring the koi fish. Then she started cleaning the dojo, tidying up the two rooms and the salon supervised by Mrs. Nakamura, who was crocheting her wor quickly and steadily, becoming larger and larger until Caiome wondered what was supposed to become. She asked, but Mrs. Nakamura didn't answer. She never answered and never spoke more than necessary.

       Then she met Mizuki, who was somewhat more flexible. Every day, at five in the afternoon, Mizuki raised his chin and puffed out his chest, trying to treat Caiome as if she were a criminal of the lowest kind, but the attitude was gone a few minutes later when Mizuki either jumped back frightened by her or started talking about weapon cleaning techniques until her head hurt. When the gong sounded, Mizuki went to the have something to eat or sometimes ate outside on the terrace, opening a small package. Then the free guards gathered in the backyard and did their exercises, while Caiome cleaned dirty boots, and Mizuki cleaned daggers, looking occasionally out of the window or, if the weather was nice, both sat on the terrace and minded their own business.

       But he never joined them, and the others didn't invite him to train with them either. And Caiome didn't even ask why he didn't go.

       Every night she finished around the same time, eleven or twelve o'clock. And from her first night on, she didn't see Ayato standing in the halls like a ghost. She went once out of curiosity to the end of the mansion, but the light in his office was off, so Caiome thought he had gone to bed. Not that she had anything to tell him, and Ayato didn't seem to seek her out to tease her about something, like he did after her first day of work.

        Five days had passed.

       Since then, Caiome hadn't seen Ayato anywhere. She sometimes roamed the mansion, and when she cleaned the terraces, she could look into the courtyard. She occasionally saw Ayaka walking around at noon when she cleaned the dojo or saw her from the guest lounge upstairs, but they completely ignored each other. The most polite thing Ayaka did to her was to make eye contact. And the most polite thing Caiome did was to smirk at her.

       And the servants treated her the same way. They laughed at her, gossiped about her, standing close enough to be heard, walked where she had cleaned, and she had to clean again. And the most delightful thing was that they came straight from the gardens, bringing mud on their shoes. Caiome could only grit her teeth.

       "That's what she deserves," she heard them say.

       "Who does she think she is coming into this house?"

       "I can't believe people like that exist, taking advantage of Lady Ayaka's kindness and then..."

       Caiome sent a gust of wind towards the gossipers, making their washed clothes jump out of their hands and spread on the ground, getting dirty again. Let them see how it feels. Thoma looked at her with a disapproving look, and Caiome innocently smiled at him.

       "What?" she asked.

       "No powers."

       "But I didn't do anything," she said. "It's not my fault that they can't hold onto some clothes." She rolled her eyes, and Thoma couldn't comment since there was no evidence that she had sent the gust of wind, although Thoma was sure of it, and Caiome didn't hide the sarcasm in her words.

       As for meals, Caiome didn't gather with the others. She preferred to sit alone, and in the evening, before bed, she took a few pieces of bread and cheese, some dried meat, sat at the kitchen table, and ate alone in the light of a candle, chewing quietly, then threw herself into bed and fell asleep in the next second.

       "Why don't you want to tell me what should come out of your crochet?" Caiome asked at some point while cleaning the wooden tables in the living room, and Mrs. Nakamura sat in a chair with her handiwork in her lap, paying close attention to the patterns she was sewing.

       They were like flower petals, leaves, and branches all twisted and curled, a pattern that began to resemble the paintings Caiome saw around the house while cleaning. The embroidery was mainly white, and the only colors were a pale pink for the flower petals and black for the branches, all connected by white thread. Caiome occasionally looked at it, trying to figure out how those patterns came out, but she never caught on.

       "Because it's none of your business," came Mrs. Nakamura's stern but honest reply.

       "Should it be some kind of curtain?"

       "No," she said. "Have you finished dusting?"

       Caiome nodded, placing her hands on her chest and leaning against the table. "Should it be some kind of bedsheet? You know, the one used as decoration."

       "No."

       "Decoration for furniture?"

       "No."

       "Decoration for pillows?"

       "No."

       "Then what is it?" she asked, clapping her hands in frustration, and a nearly mocking smile appeared on Mrs. Nakamura's thin lips.

       "You'd like to know, wouldn't you?"

       "A cape," Caiome said as if she didn't hear Mrs. Nakamura speaking.

       The latter stood up, gathering her handiwork and putting it into a wide sleeve.

       "If you're done with your complaints, go clean the armor."

       Caiome huffed, pushing some strands of hair away from her face, while Mrs. Nakamura left the living room, returning to her own tasks, such as checking if the other servants had fulfilled their duties.

       It was already the sixth day Caiome took refuge with Mizuki. She took some of the swords and went outside, sitting on the small porch. Leaving the swords beside her, she took one of them, drew it from its sheath, took the chopsticks and the piece of cotton and began to clean it using the solution. Probably, that was the most enjoyable part of the day. The gossiping maids didn't work in the backyard. Usually, there were only gardeners checking the flower bushes and watering the pond, feeding the fish, guards standing too far from Caiome to even try to gossip about her, and only a few women who didn't feel like talking would hang out clothes, beat carpets. Stablemen took care of the neighing horses. So many times Caiome wanted to go and see them, but the guards always stopped her from entering, and when one of the horses was led outside, and Caiome stared at it too much, a few maids pushed her on the shoulder.

       But the horses were so magnificent. Large, powerful, perfect for someone with power like theirs to ride them. Many of them were dark-colored. There was only one pure white that she saw twice, once four days ago and once when Ayato came out of the courtyard.

       Caiome didn't even hope to get close to the stallion; the guards wouldn't let her, and she would create a scene... Maybe she was the one who chose not to eat with the others, but violations were violations. She couldn't lose the Vision shell just because she wanted to see a horse up close.

       So she sat quietly on the bridge, looking at the sky in the reflection of the blade she was cleaning until the gong sounded, and until the gong sounded again.

       "I thought you'd be done by now," Mizuki said approaching her.

       Caiome was still focused on the last sword she had to clean. Holding a sword in her hand felt like she was holding her own sword, moving it between her fingers felt like she was moving her own. She sighed inwardly. She missed going to the river, although she didn't think she would miss it so much after ten days spent there.

       "I did for as long as I could," she said. "I don't feel like cleaning sweaty boots and armor."

       "You should try the chef's food, though; it's brilliant. He makes the best dishes even for us, no matter how simple they may seem."

       Caiome looked at him through her upper eyelashes, then turned to the sword. It was already getting dark, and soon the guards would have to gather for the evening training. From what Caiome understood, there was also one in the morning, but she couldn't see it because, before cleaning the back terraces, she had to clean the front ones. Not that she was curious necessarily.

       "No, thanks," Caiome said shortly.

       "Sometimes, I don't get you," he murmured, taking a triangle and biting it eagerly.

       "I don't need you to get me, whatever it is."

       "You play with fire most of the time, smile with that smile of yours, play with words, then turn into a stone. It seems to me that you're quite capricious."

       Caiome showed him a smile, fluttering her lashes. "Would you prefer me to try to manipulate you or lie to you and run away?"

       "Uh..." he hesitated.

       "Exactly," Caiome threw at him, then turned back to her sword, cleaning the other side of the blade.

       Mizuki ate the rice triangle in silence, then took another one from the box and handed it to Caiome. "They're really good," he said.

       "Why don't you behave like the others?" she asked instead.

       "Like others?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "Do I really have to describe it to you?"

       "No," he said, choosing his words carefully. "But, well, do you regret trying to steal from Lord Kamisato and Lady Ayaka?"

       Caiome put the sword back in its sheath, passing the blade over its edge and letting it fall into the sheath. "The only thing I regret is letting Ayato find my case," she said.

       "You should really address him as Lord Kamisato, you know."

       "He's not my lord. I'm not from here, I won't ever be, and you should mind your own rice."

       Caiome stood up at the same time as Mizuki, only for the latter to accidentally bump into a passing guard behind them at that moment.

       "Watch where you're going," said the taller and more muscular guard than Mizuki, in any case.

       "Yes, sir," Mizuki quickly said, bowed, and Caiome frowned.

       She took the swords and returned them to the storage. Then she took off her dirty boots, sat on the storageroom's terrace, and began cleaning them while the guards gathered with Captain Hirotatsu for the evening training.

       Mizuki was still eating.

       "Why don't you go train with them?" Caiome asked.

       Mizuki handed her the rice box and gave her a look, standing with slightly swollen cheeks, full of food. Caiome understood his intention from his gesture: take a rice triangle, and I'll tell you why I don't stay with the other guards.

       Sighing, she took a rice triangle, holding it in her hand. "So?"

       "Not many people like me," he said.

       "And that's a reason? No one likes me either."

       "It's different. They have a reason not to like you. And maybe the same goes for me, but I don't know it. Well, not like I willingly stay around people too much. I was hired here because I need money."

       "At least you're a guard?" Caiome asked. "You don't really look like one."

       "That's what my contract says," he nervously chuckled. "But I started helping various employees here, and eventually, no one saw me as someone who had to guard the mansion but as someone who helps stablemen, gardeners, and maids to carry, move, dig, pull, and so on. Eventually, even the guards asked me to carry things from the storage and back. It's not like I'm particularly good at fighting with a spear or a sword."

       "But you said you like swords," Caiome frowned, sniffing the rice. It smelled slightly sweet. She took a bite, and her stomach growled with hunger.

       "Yes, but I'm not skilled with them. Even more so to do it in front of so many people who already look at me as if I were an insect about to be crushed. But it doesn't necessarily bother me. I prefer cleaning weapons and armor than wearing them. It's a reward when I hear every time from a guest of Lord Kamisato how impeccable the guards look and how well-maintained their weapons are."

       Caiome took another bite of the triangle, chewing and feeling her hunger grow in her stomach. "Why don't you get a job at a blacksmith then?" she asked.

        "It doesn't pay that well."

       "But you don't even do the work of a guard here. Does Ayato know that?"

       "I think he does," he chuckled. "Well, it's not like Lord Kamisato keeps track of everyone. Captain Hirotatsu does that when it comes to defense personnel. Either it's not that important, or he doesn't care, or he prefers me to be the one taking care of cleaning the equipment precisely because of the praises."

       Caiome nodded. After all, why would you want to get rid of something that does something so well, even though that wasn't its original purpose?

       "But you could make a career or something," she shrugged. "You always talk as if you know everything about these weapons, have the knowledge to make them with your hands. You just need some muscles."

       Mizuki chuckled.  "Again, the pay is better here as a guard."

       "Because you work for the prestigious Kamisato family? Is that it?" She rolled her eyes, raising her tone as if joking.

       "Actually, I think that's the reason indeed."

        "Why do you need so much money anyway? What for?" she asked, finishing the rice triangle. Mizuki handed her the box again, and Caiome took another one. She didn't really want to touch the chicken; the rice was too good.

       "When I started working here, things weren't going well with money at home. My father had just gone through an accident with the plow in the field, and my sister needed medication. She doesn't have very good eyesight. The doctor said she sees everything distorted. Her visual field is somehow... in waves."

       Caiome looked at the scarf, at the twisted petals. "She did this?" she pointed to the scarf.

       "Yes," Mizuki said, almost proudly. "Well, I think she knows that nothing can turn out right for her, but at least she tries. That and because she's only twelve. She needs ongoing treatment; Mother has to stay with her to prevent anything from happening. Father can't use his leg anymore, so..." he shrugged. "But I can't complain."

       Caiome couldn't say that wasn't exactly what he was doing.

       "I have a good salary, and I do what I love."

       Caiome quietly ate the rice triangle.

       "Do you like it?" Mizuki asked, and Caiome rolled her eyes. He laughed. "I knew it. My mother's food is the best."

       "Don't get too proud," she said. "I'm just hungry."

       For the next three days, Mizuki always brought more food in his small packed box, which he shared with Caiome. Although she refused at first, Mizuki insisted until they both managed to eat. While everyone gathered at the table, Caiome and Mizuki had their little picnic.

       "And that's not the only thing my sister made," Mizuki said one day and pulled a yellow handkerchief with sunflower petals from his pocket.

       Caiome took it in her hand, examining it. The petals were as twisted as those on the scarf in which the food box was packed, but they didn't stand out as much because of the color.

       "If you were to sell it at the market, you wouldn't get more than ten-fifteen mora for it," Caiome said.

       "You don't have to criticize it so much. When it comes to simple fabrics, she does quite well. Embroidery is more complicated."

       "Usually, you find a woven fabric for about twelve mora, depending on the material and how it's woven. Silk is the most precious, the finest, but very difficult to work with. I don't think your sister could use it."

       "You're not usually very trusting of people, are you?" Mizuki asked, putting the handkerchief in his pants pocket, and Caiome shrugged. "Well, I'm sure my sister could work with silk. Only if I could buy her a roll."

       "A roll won't be enough even for a handkerchief," Caiome scoffed.

       "Then two? Three? Four? How many does she need for a scarf?"

       "Probably at least five," Caiome estimated. "And if she breaks a thread, she can't reuse it, so she'd need at least two more as reserves. In total, at the normal market price, it would be around... almost a thousand mora. And if she doesn't work in a store or a company, she won't make any profit on it. No one would pay more than a thousand mora for a scarf not crafted by experts, let alone crafted by a child. It would be a waste of time and money, and she wouldn't make a profit anyway."

       Mizuki seemed to sigh defeated, closing his bright blue eyes. "A thousand mora is quite a lot."

       Caiome frowned. "How much does Ayato pay you?"

       "A hundred thousand," he said.

       "And a thousand is expensive compared to a hundred thousand?" Caiome asked.

       "Fifty thousand go just for Uta's medicines. And the rest is for food and the house. Hmm," he said. "Maybe I can save some money for her birthday," he said thoughtfully. "Anyway, it seems like you know a lot about the market."

       "Of course," she said, lying back on the bridge, running her toes over the surface of the lake. "I practically grew up in markets."

       The next day, Mrs. Nakamura handed Caiome a basket of laundry. More precisely, with the used bedsheets in the guest room that Caiome had to clean and apparently had been used the previous evening for a delegation that came to discuss something with Lady Ayaka.

        "They need to be washed and dried. Go to the riverbed with the other girls and wash them," Mrs. Nakamura said.

        "What?" Caiome exclaimed. "Why me? No one told me I had to wash things."

        "I'm doing you a favor, child," Mrs. Nakamura said. "You could also wash your pair of clothes while you're at it."

         Caiome rolled her eyes. "I already clean the floors until I feel sick, and then more floors to wash, and then more things to wash. I'm done."

       "You should have thought about that before you started stealing," Mrs. Nakamura said.

       But Caiome had already gotten used to her style. Mrs. Nakamura didn't throw words like that in her face, not like the other women when they gossiped about her. Mrs. Nakamura said everything as if she wanted to put just a little salt on the wound, not to make fun of her. The others made it sound like she was making fun of her and sought any reason to throw their dirty slippers where Caiome was washing. Mrs. Nakamura made it sound just like an action that had consequences, as all things were.

       And somehow, when Mrs. Nakamura said "theft," it seemed that she didn't refer to the theft of Ayaka's jewelry. Or at least, that's how it seemed. Caiome was never sure.

        So she took the basket of bedsheets and went to the backyard. Luckily, there weren't many girls washing clothes in the hidden riverbed behind the screens adorned with paintings representing cranes flying over mountains hidden among the clouds. But even those who were there, both young girls and older women, looked at her with disdain.

       Caiome headed for an empty space near the riverbed, but just as she was about to kneel down, a girl of her age sat in front her, smiling at her.

       "Sorry, it's taken," she said.

       Caiome just threw her a smile, then turned and headed to another spot. But in the place where she wanted to sit, a basket of men's clothes was thrown in front of her.

       "Sorry," the woman who began to laugh said, "but I have nowhere to put them."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, and the woman took a pair of pants from the basket. She placed them on a large stone, preparing to wash them, but when she leaned forward on the stone, Caiome let a gust of wind pass under her hand, guiding the bridge of her palm to sit on the edge of the stone. Thus, the woman slipped and landed face first in the riverbed, splashing water everywhere.

        Caiome turned and finally sat in an empty spot, while the younger girls tried to help the older one to get up. And no one could prove anything. Everyone saw very clearly how the servant slipped on her own hand. And anyway, those who didn't wear a Vision weren't as if they knew how the power of one worked. And how subtle it could be. Or how it could be used.

       She washed the linens as well as she could, wrung them out, and placed them back in the basket. She didn't know if she did a very good job. She just looked at the other girls, that sometimes just looked at her, throwing a "What are you looking at?", then Caiome turned to her own work. She took the basket heading towards the tree that was her refuge sometimes. Only to lift her gaze, hearing a familiar voice.

       Ayato stood in the middle of her little bridge, dressed in elegant city clothes, as he always seemed to be dressed, discussing with an older man. Both had serious expressions, and the older man, with a mustache and glasses, handed Ayato a file. Ayato opened it and read it, his bright purple eyes scanning the sheets of paper, then nodded briefly.

       Caiome hid behind the tree when he lifted his gaze from the file. She really didn't want to see him. It was so much better without his presence at the residence. Encountering Ayaka from time to time was enough; she didn't need her older brother, who represented the source of her problems.

      She listened. She couldn't hear exactly what they were saying, but she could hear both of their voices. Then there was silence, so quiet that she couldn't even hear footsteps or the wind. She counted to ten, closed her eyes, took a breath, and opened them, ready to check if Ayato had indeed left.

       "What are you doing?"

       "Oh my gods!" she exclaimed, taking a step back.

       Caiome let go of the basket handle, and it tipped to one side. The linens spilled out onto the ground, and Caiome immediately picked it up, checked it, and saw that it was dirty, of course, with mud, so she had to wash it again. She cursed under her breath and then turned to Ayato, holding the basket.

        Ayato stood undisturbed in front of her, blinking like an innocent child. His hands were behind his back, in that elegant, almost courtly manner. Noble, of course. Truly regal. He had a childish smile on his lips, maintaining his mask in front of her and the guards in the courtyard. A few maids passed behind Ayato, peering curiously.

       "What are you doing, scaring me like that?" she yelled. "Look what you made me do!" She waved the wet bedding in frustration, now dirtied again.

       "Do you get so easily scared?"

       "The only thing that scares me about you is how easily you can breathe," she said. "You should be dead already."

       Because she couldn't hear him approaching. Or maybe she had been too deep in thought to notice his approaching presence.

        "I'll take that as a compliment," he smiled.

        "You shouldn't."

        "You stared at me quite a lot earlier," he said.

        Caiome rolled her eyes at his smile. "That's because I didn't expect to see you. You've been a ghost all week, not even here."

        "I had tasks to fulfill."

        "I don't care," she said. "What I care about is when you'll return my case."

        Ayato chuckled amusedly. "Do you think if you worked almost ten days, you would get your case back? That case, in terms of buying and selling, probably costs at least two years of work here. Furthermore," he said with a calmness that infuriated Caiome, "there's also the payment for what you tried to steal. Ayaka's jewelry that you attempted to steal is worth another five years. So, seven in total. That means two thousand five hundred forty-eight days. Of which you've only worked ten. You have a long way to go, my dear Caiome."

       "Ugh," she grimaced, looking anywhere but at him. "Stop looking at me; your face makes me nauseous."

       Ayato laughed again. "Don't you have some linens to wash?"

       "If it weren't for you," she retorted, "I wouldn't have anymore. And I have so much to do today..."

       "Then I think you should get to work. And remember, you need to fulfill all your tasks if you don't want any penalties."

       "Oh, yes, your smart system," she mumbled, rolling her eyes. "Very amusing, I must say. Admit it, you're doing all of this just to see me suffer because I can't even open my mouth." She gestured like a bird fluttering out of her lips, extending her hand so far forward that she almost slapped Ayato over his cheek.

       "To open your mouth," Ayato mimicked the gesture, but much more gallant and secure, "means trouble. So, no, you're not allowed to open your mouth."

       "Has anyone told you how annoying you are?" Caiome grumbled.

       "Should I take that as a compliment too?" he smiled.

        Caiome simply turned on her heel and headed back to do the laundry. Ayato just watched her until Caiome disappeared behind the screens of the riverbed, then stood still for a few seconds, chin up, back straight, and a proud look in his eyes, without a smile. He gazed at the screens as if they could disappear from his sight just by commanding them mentally, but of course, that didn't happen. He took a deep breath, then turned towards the mansion and found his way to his own responsibilities, such as the report on an ambush.

       Of course, Caiome couldn't escape the laughter of the girls left behind, making fun of how, as clumsy as she was, she had already dirtied something freshly washed, so she had to wash it again. She washed the linens, this time handling it with care. She spread them all on wooden sticks, then put her hands on her hips.

       She looked left and right, as if she needed to be alone. Then she reached for the linens and let the wind pass through the fabric. And let it pass and pass until the linens were almost completely dry. She gathered them, packed them, and put them in the basket, ready to take them for ironing, something that was no longer her concern.

       "You know you're not supposed to use your Vision, right?" she heard Thoma from behind when she picked up the basket.

       "I didn't do anything bad to anyone," she rolled her eyes. "Actually, you should praise me for ingenuity. You should even use me for my skills. You would just set them on fire, Ayato would make them wetter than they already are, and Ayaka would freeze them as soon as she laid her hands on them."

       "Speak with respect," was all Thoma said, standing with his hands on his chest.

      "But it seems so tiresome," she sarcastically complained, like a child. "Now, if you excuse me, I have to get back to my duties," she said with false enthusiasm, moving away from him.

 

Chapter 8: Chapter 8 ~ The Jewel Teller and the Lord's Judgement

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Chapter 8 ~ The Jewel Teller and the Lord's Judgement 

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        Two more days passed without Caiome seeing Ayato, and she saw Thoma from time to time, busy with his own tasks, while Caiome was supervised by anyone who could. Not that the eyes of the world had moved away from her, anyway. Especially the guards who seemed to have to protect the house from her, not from other dangers.

        Caiome didn't know what came over her that day, but she quickly cleaned the terraces and rooms, and then the dojo. She didn't even take her well-deserved little break to sit in the garden. Everything was done on autopilot, and even Mizuki was surprised when Caiome joined him in the storage room earlier than usual. Caiome then grabbed a handful of swords and went outside to clean them. She took a deep breath, prepared her solution and cotton balls, and then quietly started cleaning.

        Mizuki joined her a little later with a few pairs of boots.

        "What are you going to do with those?" Caiome asked.

        "I'll do them tonight," was his only response. "Oh, by the way, do you think you could look at these?" he asked, pulling a small black wooden box from his pocket and handing it to her.

        Caiome frowned at the box, took it, and opened it. Inside were a necklace, a ring, and a pair of earrings, all made of something that looked like silver, and each had a dark blue stone on it.

       "What are these?" she asked.

       "My mother received them as a gift from a rich woman who didn't want them anymore, but she doesn't wear jewelry, so she wanted to sell them to a pawnshop. But she doesn't know how much they might be worth, so she doesn't get less money than they deserve."

       "And why are you showing them to me?"

       "You know about jewelry, right?" he said. "Or, at least, about quality things."

       His blue eyes sparkled when he spoke, chuckling slightly.

       "You could go to a jeweler," she suggested. "I'm sure if they're of quality, they would be willing to buy them from you."

       "Again," he said, starting to rub one of the boots, "I don't know how much they might be worth. Every little bit counts."

        "Hmm," she murmured, then took the jewelry out of the box, first the hoop earrings, then the ring, and finally the necklace, which she studied most closely. She put them back in the box a few seconds later.

        She had experience with jewelry, of course. Jewelry was the main thing she stole when she felt like it. Money was just pocket change if she needed a quick meal or a bottle to drink. But the real challenge was jewelry. They were easier to steal than clothes or fabrics from the market, that was true, but they were more attractive and equally valuable.

       In addition, Caiome found incredible satisfaction in looking at precious or semi-precious stones, observing the undulations in the stone and their sparkle in the sunlight. And it was amusing for her to cut them with wind blades, giving them funny shapes like birds or trees or different animals. She wasn't a great artist, but she did what she could. However, sculptures in precious stones were more expensive than the stones themselves, so the satisfaction increased with each sale. And the ones she liked the most, she had them hidden... somewhere no one could find, and she returned there from time to time to check on her hiding place.

       "They are made of silver, true, but these are not sapphires. They are something called lapis lazuli, a blue stone. They come in different shades, and when they are of such a dark blue, they replace sapphires to fool people, or women wear them to deceive others into thinking they have a better financial status than they actually do. They are usually found in Sumeru or Snezhnaya."

       "How can you tell?" Mizuki asked, more amazed by her prompt response than curious to learn the trick himself.

       Caiome pointed to the stone on the necklace.

       "If you look closely on the lower right side, there is a spot of almost the same shade, but it tends towards purple. Sapphire is entirely blue and doesn't show other shades during processing."

       Mizuki looked, stared, took the necklace, examined it almost to the point of poking the stone into his eye, and still saw nothing. He turned it around, but still, he saw nothing. Caiome sighed, taking the necklace from his hand and putting it back in the box.

       "If you don't believe me, go to a jeweler."

       "It's not that I don't trust you..."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow.

       "I just wanted your opinion," he said.

       "As I said, go to a jeweler. If you find a talented one, you might get at most 5,000 mora for them. If you find a lousy one, he might think they are sapphires and give you at least 10,000 for them. If you go to an even worse pawnshop, you might get around 15,000."

       Mizuki took the box, making a face. "I wouldn't want them to think they are sapphires," he said. "It wouldn't be fair."

       "Are you stupid?" Caiome said. "That rich woman probably gave your mother the jewelry, making her believe they were sapphires. They can easily be confused. If she didn't want your mother to think they were sapphires, she would have told her from the beginning that they were just semi-precious stones. See? The world isn't fair. Besides, didn't you say you wanted to save some money? You could triple it if you play your cards right."

       Mizuki clenched the box in his fist, then put it in his pants pocket. "I would feel like a thief," he mumbled, then realized what he said. "I mean, uh..."

      Caiome, on the other hand, burst into laughter. A genuine laugh, not mocking, a kind of ironic laughter, and she liked to laugh like that. Because she liked to be what people tried to avoid becoming, ruthless thieves. Moreover, Mizuki was amusing, with his face turning red from embarrassment and anger at the same time. And at the same time, he was strange. It's not like Caiome hadn't met people who were morally too upright to steal, but Mizuki seemed to have an extraordinary loyalty to himself.

        "Sorry," he said.

        "Don't apologize," she waved it off. "After all, it's true. However, for someone with a father who doesn't work and a mother who takes care of a younger sister, and you being the only one bringing income, I don't blame you if you cheat people from time to time. I don't have the right to judge anyone, actually, but I think that wouldn't help you."

        "Uh... no, it wouldn't."

        Caiome leaned back, supporting herself on her hands, sitting with a sword in its sheath on her knee. "Still, I'm curious. Doesn't it scare you that I could steal your jewelry and go sell them myself?"

        "Hmm," Mizuki said, "no, not really."

        "Why?"

        "Because it would go against the rules Lord Kamisato imposed on you."

        Caiome looked at him with a mischievous smile, then raised an eyebrow. Mizuki lost his smile, paled a bit, and before putting his hand in his pocket, Caiome lifted the small box.

        "How did you do that?" he asked, almost shocked. "There was no way..."

        "A few tricks learned over the years," she said, throwing the box into his arms. "See? You shouldn't trust me. I don't have any moral conduct, and I'm not afraid of Ayato's stupid rules either."

       Mizuki shook his head, putting the box back in his pocket.

      "You really don't care about anything, do you?"

       Caiome lowered her gaze, running her bare fingers over the water of the lake, standing silent.

       "Just about that shell," Mizuki added.

      Caiome laughed. "Maybe just a little."

       Mizuki put the food box on his knee and unwrapped the purple scarf. He opened the box, then took out a paper package and handed it to Caiome. She looked at the package strangely, then took it and unwrapped it. Inside were, besides rice triangles, a few honey biscuits, looking soft and sweet.

       "A kind of thank you," Mizuki said.

       "You didn't know I was going to help you," Caiome said.

       "You're not that hard to read," he said with an innocent smile. "Whether you do it out of curiosity or boredom, you seek to talk to people. Regardless of what it is about."

       Maybe, Caiome thought. Okay, she had to admit, she was often bored. And since Thoma didn't talk to her at all, except to nag her, and Mrs. Nakamura was like a statue most of the time, Mizuki was her only option to have a bit of fun without being punished. For example, she had stolen the jewelry box before he even mentioned Ayato's stupid rules, but he didn't rush to him or Thoma to leave her.

       They began to eat just as the gong sounded for the guards to return to their posts, so Mizuki and Caiome had to endure all the footsteps echoing on the small bridge and a few remarks that were meant to be stinging, just like all the others before.

       "Look at the little thief, cleaning shoes and swords that others use."

      "We should count the swords, or daggers, who knows what she might steal. Who knows what he could do with them at night."

       "True, true. It's just a step from theft to robbery, then to crime."

       "That's right, wash them properly," they laughed, pointing at the swords and boots.

       "You missed a part."

       "Kiss them since you're holding them so close."

       "Ignore them," Mizuki said when a group passed by them, and another approached.

       But Caiome hardly heard them, to be honest, cleaning one of the swords after eating a triangle of rice and a biskuit.

       Yes, Mizuki was indeed peculiar. He shared his food with her, food that his mother made, a mother who didn't work, and neither did his father. She took care of a sick sister who couldn't see properly, valuable food that should not be given to a thief. And he joked with her. He presented her with jewelry without fearing that they might be stolen. He asked for her opinion about what was on the market. Then he told her not to pay attention to the gossip and laughter of the others.

      "You pay more attention to them than I do, believe me," she said. "As far as I remember, you're the one who doesn't train with them and doesn't want to be a real guard because you're ashamed that you'll trip and they'll laugh at you."

       Mizuki blushed. But it was true. Since he met Caiome, he never saw her paying attention to the others. She did her job contentedly, though with a frown between her eyebrows. And even though the guardians laughed at her for wiping their boots and armor, she never let the cloth down, never hesitated to wipe the blade of the sword with the cotton balls, giving it the utmost attention. She never hesitated to sit on the small bridge, with everyone looking in her direction and talking about her, calling her weird, ungrateful, a criminal, and other things that Mizuki heard through the residence when Caiome wasn't with him. Especially in the last few days since Caiome started working there when everyone gathered at the table in the servants' lounge, and all the noise was made up only of these insults until Mizuki got tired of it even before meeting Caiome.

       He tried to treat her the same way as the others did. But Caiome, besides attempting to steal from the Kamisato family... what harm had she done? Probably that was the thought that made Mizuki change his behavior.

        Standing with the food box right under his chin, so as not to stain his clothes with rice or honey from the cookies, a strong gust of wind took his lilac scarf, throwing it right in front of the group of guards passing by. Caiome saw very well how one of them noticed the scarf, stepping on it with his whole sole.

       Then he looked at it when Mizuki stood up to go after his precious scarf.

       "Oh, what's this?" the guard said, lifting his foot. "A dusting cloth? How ugly it is." He turned to Mizuki, who had just stood up. "Hey, Mizuki, is this yours?" The guard picked up the scarf from the ground, clenching it in his fist and approaching Mizuki. "Do you want it back? I think it's a bit dusty, though."

       The other guards started laughing behind him.

       Mizuki reached out. "I would appreciate it if you return it."

        The guard pulled the scarf back. "Do you want to wipe the boots with it? Or the armor? It seems that's the only thing you're good at. You better take your scarf and piss out before you make even more of a fool of yourself."

        "Again," Mizuki said, "I would appreciate it if you returned the scarf. We need to get back to work without wasting time."

        "But it's still my break, considering I went to lunch ten minutes later. I have the right to do whatever I want during my break. You better go back to mud-washing my feet after you actually do something productive."

        Caiome sighed, holding the sword by the handle, wiping the steel with the cotton ball. It was incredible how things were going on behind her.

       "You should apologize," she said without looking at him.

       "What did you say?" the guard turned to her.

       "I said," she repeated calmly, then gave him a stern look out of the corner of her eye, her red eyes gleaming in the sunset shadow behind the mountains, "that you should apologize. Have you gone deaf once you've raised your nose above the others?" she laughed.

      "How dare you speak like that to a guard, you wretch, a scrupulous, disrespectful, principledless, and moral-less being."

      "Moral?" she scoffed, standing up, holding the sword in her hand. "Since when is laughing at your colleague moral? Or respect? You're no better than me, judging by your actions."

       "At least I'm not a criminal," he said. "You know too well how to hold a sword, don't you? I don't think you wouldn't be a murderer. After all, theft and robbery are not far from each other."

       "Maybe," she said. "Now, how about you apologize, go clean the scarf, and then return it to him?"

       The guard frowned, almost knitting his thick eyebrows together. His cheeks turned red because Caiome's gaze should not have been even close to what it was now. She shouldn't hold her head high, looking into his eyes with that tone of voice. Not her, a thief and a criminal, trying to confront a guard whose role was to protect.

       "How dare you, scum, speak like this to me? Me, who should actually get rid of you?"

       "Let's calm down, everybody," Mizuki tried to say, but the guard's anger seemed unstoppable.

       "The only thing keeping you away from my sword are Lord Kamisato's rules."

       "Likewise," Caiome snorted with a laugh.

       "Do you think you can take us on? All of us? We have the right to execute you if you make a suspicious move, you know that, right?"

       "I know," she said.

       "And do you really want to fight against the authorities?"

       Caiome burst into laughter. This time she was really laughing, and the guards scowled even more at her, so much so that you couldn't distinguish anything in their gaze other than anger.

       "From what I know, the authorities represent correctness and this morality you spoke of. This respect. You have principles to follow, at least that's what I've been told, ideals that you swear to respect once you put on your armor. I don't have such things, but you do. And yet, not only do you want to lord over anyone you want, but even your colleague, trying to make fun of something as small as a scarf, just do you could appear strong. But you depend on others, and you're not superior here. You are employed by your oh-so-great Lord Kamisato. Without him, you wouldn't have a job, or a path to follow. You answer to him and your captain; you can't do anything without their orders. Therefore, you're the ones acting like dogs. I, on the other hand, could behave as I wish, do what I want, and I would only pay the price of losing an empty shell. You, in turn, would lose your job, money, reputation, pride, and everything that comes with them. And do something productive? You just stand with a spear in your hand, in an upright position, nudging each other when a beautiful servant passes by or when you want to bark the same repetitive things about me, just like dogs. So, yes, I could fight against you if I wanted."

       The guard snorted. Then he laughed a bit. Then he started laughing heartily until he held his stomach, still clutching the lilac scarf in his fist.

      "Fine," he said, taking another step towards Caiome. "Let it be as you say."

       Then he raised his hands and pushed Caiome in the chest. She could have dodged. She could have found her balance. But she chose not to, so Caiome just fell backward into the pond, making the ducks take flight and the fish swim away from her before being crushed under her. Caiome rose, leaning on her hands and looking at them from under her wet hair as the guards began to laugh at her.

       Then she tightened the sword handle she held in her hand and slowly stood up, standing in the middle of the water. It was cold, and the breeze passing by her ears bit into her skin like thousands of needles all at once.

      "What are you going to do now?" the guard holding the scarf asked, leaning towards her. "Will you fight us?"

       Caiome smiled at the corner of her lips, as if in the next moment, a strong gust of wind hit them from the front, and the three guards fell on the other side of the bridge, right into the fish pond. The guards quickly stood up, with shocked and furious faces, grabbing their spears and pointing them towards Caiome, whose Vision flickered, waiting for the imminent fight.

       "What can I say," she said, "I was really craving for a fight."

       The guards took a step forward, and Caiome confronted them, not only striking her sword against their spears, but also drawing her own sword from its sheath, stopping an attack that was more aimed at Mizuki than her. Placing herself between him and the guards, Caiome held her ground.

       The guard still holding the scarf quickly withdrew, raised his spear, and prepared to advance, while Caiome gathered strands of wind between her fingers that could cut through flesh in an instant.

       "Can someone explain to me what is happening here?"

       Caiome gritted her teeth. Ayato's tone, too calm, which seemed rather frightening, or maybe just his presence, had this effect, making the three guards immediately withdraw their spears, supporting them on the ground and straightening their backs. Caiome, standing only halfway towards Ayato, let her hand down, looking at him from the corner of her eye.

       He no longer wore his smile on his face, and his eyes seemed dark, even empty. He had a fixed, serious expression, standing with his back straight and his hands behind him, dressed in his suit that seemed too elegant, not even fitting into the scenery: four people wet to the skin, with their weapons drawn. Or at least only Caiome still held the two swords in her hand, as if the guards were going to attack her again by any chance.

       Ayato seemed to be looking down at all of them, exercising his authority. After all, he had every right to be here and hold everyone accountable. And strangely, having this different aura than how Caiome had seen him until now, he seemed to have both a different kind of attraction and a different kind of beauty at the same time. Seriously, Caiome was really frustrated with his appearance.

       Behind him stood Captain Hirotatsu, with an equally stern gaze, studying his guards who were supposed to be under his command. Most likely, he had come for the evening training, and Ayato happened to accompany him for a walk in the courtyard.

        "My lord," said the guard holding the scarf, bowing along with the others, including Mizuki, who took a few steps forward, standing in line with the rest.

       "I apologize, my lord," Mizuki said, taking a step forward and bowing until his body formed a 90-degree angle. Caiome rolled her eyes and sighed. "I caused only a misunderstanding between the guards and miss Caiome. I will take responsibility."

       Ayato closed his eyes for a moment, nodding. "I understand. What exactly is the misunderstanding?"

       Mizuki remained silent, and even the guards seemed frozen.

       "A misunderstanding caused by the fact that you don't know how to educate your guards," Caiome spoke instead, and all eyes turned to her, including Ayato, who lifted his eyes from a humble Mizuki.

       Caiome twirled her sword in her hand with a sharp sound, then sheathed it at her back, around the hips. She bent down, took the sheath of the other sword and put it back in its place.

       "Please, choose your words carefully, miss Caiome," Hirotatsu said with a low voice. "You are addressing Lord Kamisato, after all."

       "I've heard that too many times before to care anymore," she said, waving her hand.

       "My lord, if I may speak," said the guard with the scarf clenched in his fist. Ayato nodded, maintaining eye contact with Caiome, both seemingly engaged in a telepathic struggle. "This... thief," he said, "tried to provoke a conflict between her and your guards. She used her Vision's power to push us, and you must have seen how she was about to launch another attack."

       Caiome just rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest. Of course, she expected this from them.

       "She is a danger and can no longer be kept here," the guard continued. "She won't follow the rules and can hurt someone at any time just to get back at you, damaging your reputation in society."

       Ayato closed his eyes for a moment.

       "It's not true." Caiome raised both eyebrows when Mizuki spoke, but it wasn't something particularly impressive.

       Ayato looked at him, waiting.

       "You pushed her first, letting her fall into the water," Mizuki accused the three guards.

       "We... How dare you?" another one said.

       "My lord, this thief incited conflict," repeated the one with bushy eyebrows who started the whole commotion. "She threatened the guards. She had a sword in her hand, so I assumed that, following the verbal conflict, she might jump on us. We must always be on guard. That's what Captain Hirotatsu taught us, and that's what we want to be able to protect your residence. We're just trying to do our duty; we must be cautious when dealing with people like her."

       "Don't try to teach me what caution is and against whom we have to use it," came Ayato's simple and cold response, causing the guard to shut his mouth. "So, from what I understand, miss Caiome provoked you, you pushed her into the pond, she pushed you back, and then you started fighting in the middle of my garden?"

       "We..." the guard said.

       "Just answer the question, Shikaku," the captain said.

       "Yes, sir," Shikaku replied. "As I said, we did it because of the duty we owe to you."

       "I understand that," Ayato said, then looked at Caiome. He tilted his head slightly to one side, and a small smirk appeared on his lips, a smile that disappeared, as if he just wanted to laugh at her. "Caiome, can you tell me what happened as well? I want to hear all possible versions, if you please."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow at him, then shrugged. "We started arguing. They pushed me, I pushed them back. They drew their weapons, I drew mine. They attacked, I defended myself, and then I wanted to cut their throats. The end," she concluded shortly, and the guards clenched their jaws.

       Caiome practically admitted that she wanted to harm them, even kill them if Ayato hadn't intervened.

       "I don't doubt that you could have done that even after I arrived if you truly wanted to," Ayato said in return. "So, it all started with you?"

       Caiome clicked her tongue, then started tapping her foot. "I thought I made that clear already. Do I need to translate?" she laughed.

       "Of course not," Ayato said. "The conclusion is equally clear, then. But I have another question." He looked at the three guards who were already about to flee. "What is that scarf you're holding in your hand?" he asked the bushy-eyebrowed one.

       The guard opened his mouth slightly, unsure of what to say, then opened the fist containing the crumpled and dirty scarf.

       "That's...," Mizuki said, gaining some sudden courage. "It's mine. Mr. Shikaku was about to return it after the wind stole it and carried it through the garden."

       "Right under his foot, accidentally," commented Caiome sarcastically.

       Ayato reached out to Shikaku, silently asking for the scarf. He handed it over, hesitatingly, and Ayato resumed his upright position, while he unfolded the scarf and began to study it.

       "A bit too dirty for a scarf that just touched the ground," he said. Mizuki was about to say something, but Ayato tightly held the scarf in his hand and put it down. "I will take care of it to be cleaned and returned. As for the situation itself, all of you, go dry yourselves," he told the guards. "And miss Caiome will follow me for a private discussion."

       Caiome rolled her eyes and walked past Mizuki and the three guards. She stood in front of Ayato, straightening her back and lifting her chin, only for Ayato to look down at her as if he had already won the battle. Finally, he turned halfway, gesturing for her to go ahead.

       "My lord," Mizuki said quickly when Caiome took the first step between Ayato and the captain. All eyes were on him. "Actually, miss Caiome is not guilty of anything. She just tried to defend me, so I suppose it's actually my fault for everything that happened."

       Mizuki looked at the three guards who seemed to promise him death if he uttered another word. But he ignored them.

       "I don't want miss Caiome to be punished for something she didn't do, despite her... history so far. It's true, the scarf was taken by the wind, and it was supposed to be returned to me by mr. Shikaku and the other two, but not in a civilized manner. I doubt you haven't heard how miss Caiome is treated inside the residence, but she just tried to recover my scarf and said some things that I consider true. A soldier shouldn't look down on others. In fact, in my opinion, a soldier should feel pity for someone who has made a mistake and try to guide them on the right path. I believe that punishment is not meant to be just a punishment, but to correct the person for the future. And Mr. Shikaku and his companions haven't done that; on the contrary. So, in exchange for the truth, Miss Caiome was rewarded only with violence. And as anyone defends themselves in the face of danger, that was her response to attackers."

       Ayato remained silent for a few seconds, then smiled in a somewhat proud way.

       "I understand," he said, looking at the guards. "Do you have anything to add? And please, for the sake of your position here, don't lie to me. Especially since I saw everything from the window of my office. And the wind easily carries indifferent words. That and the fact that some maids have already told me about the whole discussion."

       They all remained silent, for various reasons. The guards because they had just been caught without finding a way to escape; Mizuki because he was very confused: if Lord Kamisato saw everything, why bother with the inquisition and why did he want to find Caiome guilty? And Caiome... Ayato had a window overlooking the garden? She looked back, examining the mansion, fixing on a single wide window that was open somewhere on the right side of the mansion. Then she remembered that during the tour of the house, Thoma told her which door led to Ayato's office.

       "So?" Ayato asked again.

       "I...," Shikaku mumbled, and the next moment, he threw himself on his knees, making Caiome take a surprised step back, as the guard put his hands in front, pressing his forehead to the ground. Then the other two followed his example.

       "I was wrong. I apologize to my lord for my mistake. I didn't think before speaking and before acting, I didn't think about consequences, and this is not allowed for a soldier who should be in your possession. No. This behavior is entirely inappropriate and disgusting. I deserve to be dismissed from your service," Shikaku said, trembling.

       "Bleah," Caiome made a face. "Some dignity you have," she mumbled.

       Ayato chuckled slightly and gave her a quick glance as the guard kept his forehead on the ground. Caiome waved her hand, turning away from him and his glowing eyes.

        "I see," he said. "Well, if this is your wish, I could dismiss you for good. After all, it is precisely as you said, this type of behaviour is not suitable for my soldiers and could stain the Kamisato family's reputation and image. And, again, just as you said, this type of people should not stay around me."

       Shikaku hold silence for some seconds. "I understand, my lord," he said, shaking.

       "But let's say I won't be the judge," Ayato continued. "Since the one who was wronged the most is Mizuki, what if we let him decide your punishment?"

       "Me?" Mizuki said quickly. "But I wasn't the victim; Miss Caiome was."

       "Miss Caiome has her share of guilt for responding to the soldiers' actions, for which she will have two violations following these events," Ayato calmly said, and Caiome grimaced. "And as for you, considering that you were the one injured," he said showing the scarf, "and mistreated, but ambitious enough to keep your calm, I believe you are the most entitled to decide the fate of those who harmed you."

       "What? But they hurt me too," Caiome said. "Look at me. I look like a drowned chicken, and I smell like one too."

       "Well, actually," Ayato said, "I believe that water did you some good."

       "Hey!" she shouted, and Ayato just threw her a smile, turning back to Mizuki.

       "Your answer?"

       Mizuki looked at the three guards who were still glued to the ground and began to be aware of all the stares that had gathered in the garden – maids and other soldiers alike, all staring at him, waiting silently, as if no one could see them. Mizuki thought, for a split second that determined everything, how he would have felt if he were in Shikaku's and the others' place. But how would he have felt if he were in Caiome's place at the same time? She was the one thrown into the water, attacked, and threatened by the guards' spears, and all for him, because she tried to make them to apologize.

       "Well," he said, "if it's okay with Miss Caiome, I think first and foremost we should get some apologies."

       "We apologize!" all three said in unison, turning and bowing, this time towards Mizuki.

       "I was wrong towards you," Shikaku continued. "My behavior was deplorable towards one of my fellow soldiers, and my words were venomous."

       Mizuki sighed. He wasn't so naive as to believe that they were sincerely apologizing as long as their jobs were threatened.

       "And, if it's okay with Miss Caiome," Mizuki said, "as it's said that a mistake is paid doubly, I think it would be appropriate for the three of them to take over, one by one, the duties that Miss Caiome had to perform when the whole conflict started. Every day, one of them should take care of cleaning the equipment, and each of them should do a hundred such days."

       "Don't give them my swords," Caiome said abruptly. She really didn't want to let anyone near the only thing she liked to clean.

       "Fine, not the swords," Mizuki said. "Then, um," he looked around, and his gaze fell on the boots. "How about cleaning the boots and armor?" he finally proposed with a smile. "If milord agrees, of course."

       "I think it's a very good idea," Ayato said. "Do you understand what your punishment consists of?" he asked the three who had turned to him again.

       "Yes, milord."

       "Good. As for you," he said to Caiome, who waved her hand.

       "I know, I know, two violations. Can we skip the morality part? I get it already."

       Ayato gave her a smile. "As you wish. As for the others... The punishments for Miss Caiome regarding what she is or what she did will come only from me. I hope this is understood. Everyone can go back to work now," he said to the entire group of employees who had been just spectators for the last twenty minutes, and the maids and other guards dispersed everywhere, emptying the entire garden. "And you, go dry yourselves, then you can start your punishments. You choose who goes first."

      Shikaku quickly stood up together with the other two and retreated with bowed heads. Not before throwing Caiome a dirty look that they tried to hide from Ayato. Mizuki also bowed, then retreated. Hirotatsu gathered the others and moved to the end of the garden to start their training, leaving Caiome and Ayato alone at the end of the bridge.

       "Why do I feel like they're going to hate me for the rest of their lives, and they'll probably try to sabotage me a few times?" she said when Shikaku and the other two disappeared from view.

       "Because you're unbearable most of the time," Ayato said.

       "I wasn't looking for an answer," Caiome retorted, turning towards him only to be greeted by a clean towel that Ayato handed her. His personal servant, Lady Mitsuko, made a silent bow, then retreated a few steps backward, turned around, and left.

       Caiome looked from the towel to Ayato and back, then grabbed it, wiping her face and hair.

       "Then don't ask any questions," he said.

       "Or stop paying attention when I say something," she replied.

       "It's kind of hard to do that, considering that lately you're the one causing all the disasters in my residence."

       "Me? Were you really not paying attention in the last twenty minutes? I was the victim when I just tried to play the hero."

       "I don't think the role of a hero suits you, Caiome."

       "At least I'm not hypocritical enough to hide the truth. Seriously, you should find new guards or at least teach them a lesson," she said, waving the towel in the direction where Shikaku and the others disappeared.

       "I'll consider your proposal."

       "Oh, please. You won't consider shit," she muttered. "Your existence was made just to annoy me."

       "I think it's actually the other way around, considering you're younger than me."

       "I'm pretty sure I'm not even close to the things you've had to face in the past," she smiled, raising her eyebrows. "An ambush set up for a Fatui delegation?"

       The gleam disappeared from his eyes, and Caiome smiled with satisfaction.

       "The wind carries words, as you yourself said," she continued. "So you should be more careful about what you say around whom. Rest assured," she added when his amusement faded. "I haven't heard more than that, not enough to run off to the delegation and tell them that the wonderful Lord Kamisato is trying to set them up. It's not in my nature to get involved in such boring things as politics, though..."

       "Though?" Ayato asked.

       "It would be amusing to see you wracking your brain with it. You enjoy seeing me suffer; I enjoy seeing you." She handed him the now crumpled towel, letting it fall into his arms, then took Mizuki's scarf. "Give me this. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to change into some dry clothes."
 
       Caiome took a few steps past him.

       "First, gather the swords from the water, please," he said, and Caiome turned, rushing past him toward the pond.

        "After I gather the swords from the water," she muttered.

        Ayato shook his head, then headed back towards the front entrance of the mansion.

       Caiome shot him a brief glance, and only then did she notice the shoes he was wearing. Those weren't outdoor shoes; they were indoor slippers. Which meant that Ayato didn't just come here; rather, he rushed so much that he didn't even bother to put on his shoes. Well, he wouldn't have wanted to wait to see three of his guards beheaded right in his backyard, would he? The fish would die from the salty blood that would spread in the pond.

 

Chapter 9: Chapter 9 ~ The Logs and the Duels 

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Chapter 9 ~ The Logs and the Duels  

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       Caiome slammed a log into a vertical position in the middle of the patch of land, alongside five others. They were not necessarily at a great distance, but varied. And even more, the logs were of different sizes, in thickness and height.

       "I don't understand," Mizuki said, standing on a boulder under the tree where Caiome had hidden from all of Ayato's employees on the first day, which, as seen after it started blooming, was a cherry tree about to lose its petals. "What are we doing? Or, well, what do you want to do?"

       "Well, after your friend opened my eyes yesterday," she said, releasing her hair from its tie, letting it flow in silver waves to the middle of her back, "break time is break time, and we can do whatever we want during break time, whether we eat or just relax, right?"

        "Uhh, yeah?" Mizuki said. "And?"

       Caiome shrugged. "I claim my right," she said. "My feet are numb, and since I'm not allowed to leave this residence's courtyard prison-style," she said, being fussy, drawing her sword from its sheath, and looking along its length, pointing it towards the sky, "I'll do my exercises here." She looked down at Mizuki. "And you, along with me."

       "Excuse me?" he said.

       "I know you like cleaning armor and swords and... feel a strange satisfaction for that job, but weren't you hired as a guard first? That's what your contract says, right?"

       "Well, yes, but I don't mind just being the armor guy."

       "On the contrary, it bothers me. Let's be serious," she twisted her sword in her hand as a kind of wrist warm-up, "given that Ayato paid you the same salary as any other guard when he could fire you and hire you as an 'armor guy,' it means that the salary doesn't differ much. How much? Five thousand mora less to clean that entire warehouse all day? Therefore, I thought and concluded that, given your words yesterday, you wanted and want to be a guard, just that the skills and ability don't help you much. Not to mention the way you stare at the guards during training as if they were stealing your great love. You might pass the entry exam, but you are way behind the rest. Am I wrong?"

       Mizuki kept quiet. "Did you know that your habit of observing things is frightening?"

       "I've been told," she shrugged amused. "Now comes the interesting part where I propose a deal. You spared me from three hundred days of cleaning boots until I get sick. In return, I'll help you become a guard on par. Or at least enough not to be pushed aside to wash the guards' dirty spears. "

       "That... doesn't sound like a deal. It rather seems like a kind of favor or gratitude, which should be the opposite. I should thank you for what you did yesterday, defending me like that. And especially for the fact that Lord Kamisato punished you for it."

       "What your lord did was because I wanted to cut your colleagues' throats. Furthermore, he has his share of justice, and Shikaku as well; I really wanted to fight them. Don't think I did it just for you, so no need for gratitude. As for my deal, it's just starting now. In exchange for my help – and that's because no one would want to waste time with you...

       "Thanks," Mizuki muttered.

       "... I will advance you in rank, one way or another."

       "That sounds impossible," Mizuki shook his head.

       "The highest in rank here is Captain Hirotatsu, right?"

       "Yes...?"

       "And the next ones after him are three lieutenants who take care of specific areas of the residence. While the captain keeps track of everything, the lieutenants handle these guards in the south, north, and center zones. I plan to make you one of them."

       "Caiome, I appreciate it, but..." He stopped. "How do you know so much about this house?"

       "Have you ever been around noisy and gossiping maids?" she asked, seeming tired, rotating and stretching her arm, pointing the sword towards the hidden riverbed behind the screens, as if declaring war on the maids responsible for washing.

       "Usually, no," Mizuki said.

       "I recommend it," she said. "You learn a lot from them. Anyway, I'm going to make you a respectable guard in this part of the residence, the northern part."

       "Why specifically in this part of the estate?" Mizuki asked.

       "Because this is where my benefits come in. You become a lieutenant here, you can put in a good word for me with your captain so I never have to clean anything from that warehouse ever again. I don't mind the swords, but the terror you put me through to clean the spears and daggers and the armour... I'm not very pleased."

       "Do you know how long it will take to become a lieutenant?"

       Caiome straightened her back, placing her sword alongside her body, holding it in her left hand.

        "Ayato plans to keep me here as a servant for over two thousand five hundred days. Will it take you longer than that?" she smirked.

        "Well... I don't think so," Mizuki shrugged. "Lieutenant Noyuki advanced in rank in less than two years since he started working here."

        "See? So it's possible," she said.

        "But even so, if I become a lieutenant, but Captain Hirotatsu opposes any of my requests, I can't help you with anything. You need to get on good terms with him first."

        "I'm working on it," Caiome shrugged. "I still don't know how, but I'm working on it."

        Mizuki sighed. "I'm really not going to find an end with you, am I?" Caiome just smiled, and Mizuki got up from the boulder. "Fine. What do I have to do?"

         "Considering that I've never seen you fight," she said, putting her sword back in its sheath, "we'll start with that. And, so that no one, including you, thinks that I'm trying to kill you, we will use wooden swords," she said as she took the wooden swords which were placed against the cherry tree trunk.

         "Where did you get these?"

         "From the dojo," she muttered.

         "You're not supposed to take them out of there. We have wooden swords in the storage room."

         "Relax," she dismissed, positioning herself three meters in front of him. "No one will miss them. No one goes in there to check anything except me. The maids are already used to me being the only one who cleans the dojo."

         "I don't want any trouble."

         "And you won't have any. As far as I know, Ayato isn't even home today. The swords will be back before anyone realizes, especially since we have about... twenty minutes of this break left before someone sees us using them. Plus, they are identical to the ones in the storage room."

         "That's why we could use those," Mizuki sighed.

         "But these are prettier. Enough talk. Let me see what you can do."

          Well, Mizuki was terrible. First of all, he had no idea how to hold the sword properly. Then, his reflexes were terrible. Caiome managed to hit him so many times on the hands that Mizuki, with his thin skin, ended up with bruises. And they only fought for five minutes. His steps were uncoordinated, and he tripped at least three times.

          "See? I'm not good at this."

          Caiome took the sword from his hand. "That's because you have issues. From tomorrow, every afternoon, we'll focus on your training. And when I say so, you'll start training with the others."

          Mizuki made a face as if he were about to cry, leaning on the wooden sword. "Everything hurts already."

          "We'll start with balance, considering that's what I'm best at when it comes to basic skills."

          "Balance?" Mizuki asked, sitting on the boulder he was on before.

          Caiome left the wooden sword next to his, leaning against the cherry tree trunk, then took out her own sword.

          Using a fragment of her Vision's power, she gracefully danced on one of the chosen logs as steps for her exercises. Mizuki blinked at how Caiome stood on the tips of her boots with such ease, looking as if she were floating. Her Vision no longer flickered, so Mizuki knew that the perfect balance was just Caiome. Caiome and nothing else.

           Extending her sword, Caiome twisted, and with a jump and a lift of her leg, she stepped on another log that didn't even budge at the ease with which she stepped on it. She made an arc, then stretched the sword back and leaned slightly forward on one leg before moving to another. She closed her eyes slightly, feeling where the next log was, and jumped lightly in the air onto it.

            "Incredible," Mizuki said when Caiome completed the third round of logs, and the employees began to retreat to their duties, not before seeing Caiome floating in the air like some kind of ghost, attracting attention with her movements and the sunlight that touched the blade of her sword.

            "It's the art of tranquility," she said. "That's how I manage to steal everything I steal."

            "I don't trust you to come near me anymore."

            "Good," she said.

            The gong sounded, and Caiome lowered her head. "Break's over, I guess."

            She sheathed her sword, then took the wooden swords ready to return to the dojo, clean them, and put them back in place, only to come across Ayato waiting behind Mizuki.

            "Shit," she muttered.

            Ayato smiled at her as if greeting her.

           Mizuki turned around, then jumped to his feet as if from a fire and made a bow.

           "Are we stealing wooden weapons from the dojo now?" Ayato said.

           "We didn't steal them," she grimaced, passing by him. "I was going to return them right now," she lifted her chin, and Ayato chuckled. "What are you doing here anyway? I thought you left this morning."

            "I just got back. I wanted to take a walk in the garden before getting back to work, but it seems that in exchange for relaxation, I encountered only a stick thief who wouldn't have been satisfied to fight with the branches nearby."

            "Well, I didn't do anything wrong. The swords are still here; Mizuki can confirm that I had no intention of keeping them for myself, so you have no right to reprimand me."

           "Indeed," he said.

           "Hmph," she frowned. "If that's all you have to say, I'll leave now. I have work to do."

           "Shall I accompany you back?" he asked, but Caiome was already five steps away from him.

           "Stay away from me, you creep. I'm serious."

           Caiome quickly cleaned the dojo, the guests' bedrooms, and the lounge. Then she met with Mizuki, who had already started cleaning the daggers. Caiome took some swords, as she always did, and went to the platform. She cleaned the swords until the gong rang, and the employees withdrew to their meals. She arranged the logs, unsheathed her sword, and floated, gliding over them and twisting. Her only witnesses were the guards in the courtyard, while Mizuki was in the storage room, continuing his chores.

          The guards began to gather before the gong sounded again, so all of them surprised Caiome doing her set of exercises, starting to gossip, but no one had the courage to say anything out loud since the yesterday event when three of them almost lost their jobs. And not after Ayato had made it clear that he was the only one to offer certain punishments to her.

          "Ignore her," the captain's voice was heard to the others who lined up for the beginning of training.

          When the gong sounded, Caiome stepped down from the logs and continued her work. Since Mizuki took care of spears and daggers, which were fewer in number and he cleaned them quickly due to his dexterity, and since boots and armor already had another person in charge, Caiome finished with swords faster. Quickly enough not to feel as exhausted as she could die. So, in the light of the lamps in the courtyard, she climbed back onto the logs. Day or night, it meant the same thing to her, given the training style she had.

           The next afternoon, Mizuki's training began. He couldn't even stand on a log with both feet without falling. Of course, Caiome didn't have high expectations for him on the first day, but at least he shouldn't fall to the ground every time she blew towards him or sent a small gust of wind that was no stronger than a breath. So, for half an hour, he struggled only with logs that were too thin for his foot but logs that were just as thin for Caiome's foot as well, which had perfect balance.

            In the evening, because Caiome began to learn to clean the swords much faster and used the break to finish her work, by the time the guards returned from their meal, she had already finished what she had to do, so she used the rest of the time climbing on the logs while the guards were training. And, of course, she attracted a few looks, but no one said anything, considering that Caiome had finished all her chores. The terraces were clean, the rooms and lounge were cleaned under the supervision of Lady Nakamura, the dojo was checked by Thoma every day when he went to report that she had finished, and the swords were cleaned in front of Mizuki. So, the rest of the time, she could do whatever she wanted, and no one had the right to say anything to her.

            "All that balance, and for nothing," some voices were heard at one point.

           "She waves that sword as if it belongs to her and as if she really knows how to use it."

           "But doesn't she?" younger and thinner voices were heard. "I mean, didn't she fight Lord Kamisato that night in the forest?"

          "Shut up, brat," the younger voices were scolded by those that seemed harsher and older.

           "Still, she has an admirable balance."

           "With that balance and dexterity, she could knock you down too."

           "We shouldn't praise her."

           "Some skills have nothing to do with stealing and thievery."

           "Would you like to have a duel with her?"

           "Hmph, I would win in the first ten seconds."

           Caiome chuckled, extending the sword toward them, standing in balance on the thinnest log. She opened her eyes, tilted her head slightly, and looked at the one expressing victory that he hadn't even won.

           "Do you want to try?" she asked, and her voice reached the back of the courtyard, where all the guards froze and looked at her. "Seriously," she looked over them, then stepped down from the small log. "I have too much free time and too much energy as well. I could use some movement, and you are in the middle of training."

           "I apologize, Miss Caiome," Captain Hirotatsu said, standing in front of all the guards, "but we have a strict schedule. Moreover, I don't have Lord Kamisato's permission to let you use a weapon near my guards, not after what happened the past few days."

           Caiome wrinkled her nose a bit. "That's kind of pathetic, actually." She took a few steps toward the captain, sheathing her sword before anyone could think she intended to attack Hirotatsu in front of everyone. "Are you afraid that I might hurt one of the guards? Do you have so little trust in me?" She leaned on his shoulder. "What did I do to deserve this? I thought my sins were washed away after the Shikaku event when I was wrongly accused."

          Hirotatsu grabbed her wrist and lowered her arm off his shoulder, which Caiome could barely reach anyway.

         "It has nothing to do with my trust in you, Miss. It's just protocol. If I don't have permission, I won't allow you to do as you please with my guards."

        "Are you sure about that?" she asked. "You already let me wave my sword near that cherry tree, and I don't know if you noticed, but Mizuki has been training with me since then."

        "Oh, yes, that's right," said a younger guard, a little older than Caiome. "I saw them this afternoon."

        "Me too," said another. "I was on duty here in the afternoon break. They really fight well. Well, not that Mizuki is any great duel partner."

        "And it seems neither are you, considering your captain won't even let you try your luck with me, " Caiome said.

        "Miss, please refrain from provoking them. It's against the rules," said Hirotatsu.

        "It's not," she said. "The rules say I'm not allowed to cause any harm through this challenge. As long as it's a duel where both parties consent, I wouldn't be penalized in any way."

        "You have objects on you that violate the duel rules and can cause major injuries or even death. Let's remember your confession about Shikaku, Yoshi, and Isamu."

        "Who?" Caiome asked, and Hirotatsu gave her a look as if saying, "are you trying to fool me?". "I'm kidding, I'm kidding," she said. "But that was a different situation. They asked for it. Here, everything is with the will of both parties, right?"

        No one said anything, neither Hirotatsu, nor the guards who until then had created a great fuss about her and her balance. And some of them even saw her when she fought Mizuki that afternoon.

        "I repeat," said Hirotatsu, "I don't have permission to do such a thing, so I will refuse."

        "Hmph," Caiome said. "Boring, as usual. You'd think in such a big estate, more interesting things would happen, but I see they don't. Well, if that's your decision..." She turned her back to all the guards, assuming there was nothing she could do. "You can continue to look at me until your eyes fall out and fantasize that you could defeat me in a duel, but no one will ever know because you're too afraid to even raise your weapons. And I thought I could solve everything if I left my Vision aside and even the sword, if you're afraid of a fight with steel weapons. We could have fought with wooden ones. But I understand," she sighed. "You're too embarrassed that you might be defeated by a thief who got here only out of mercy, and at the same time, the cruelty of your precious lord, Kamisato Ayato. But as you wish. Seriously, I thought such guards belonging to such a big family would represent a challenge, but you're all just cowards. Nothing valuable about you, just like the other three."

        She waved her hand, moving away from them when someone raised their voice, and Caiome stopped.

        "Captain," said one slightly older, "but what if there were certain conditions? If, let's say, Miss Caiome leaves her Vision aside, and we fight, in a fair duel, with both parties consenting, with wooden swords to avoid injuring anyone?"

         "Wow, I wonder why didn't I think of that," said Caiome. "Of course!" she added a bit louder. "I could do that. And if you still don't trust me, we can raise the stakes for me. Ayato said that after nine violations, my Vision shell is lost forever, right? My important and dear Vision shell, for which I agreed to work for your master for at least a few years just to recover it. I already have three violations. I won't use my Vision at all. And if I do—something that can be easily seen, considering that it shines when its power is used—I will instantly receive the other six violations, and my Vision will be lost forever. How does that sound?"

        Hirotatsu didn't change his expression, keeping his arms crossed over his chest. It seemed like he was going to refuse, which both Caiome and the guards who were eagerly waiting could see. Because everyone was proud, and no one dared to be left in a ridiculous situation if they could fight. Moreover, Caiome was really trying to make the Kamisato family name a joke with her accusations, and the only thing that would make her eat her words up was to take a beating herself.

        "Captain," said a guard in his early thirties, "did you hear how she spoke?" he continued. "Do you think we can allow her to speak like that about the Kamisato family? Sooner or later, Lord Kamisato must let her out of the courtyard, even if only to the Chinju Forest. We can't let her speak like this to strangers about us; otherwise, the family's image would be ruined."

        "Moreover," said another one of similar age, "it humiliates us as well. Every soldier has an honor for which they would die. Personally, I refuse to have someone talk about me like that. And if it's about her violations or the conditions set by Lord Kamisato, then I will challenge her to a duel outside the residence. I will resign and defend my honor against that rogue, returning even more gloriously than before."

       Other guards agreed. Why did Caiome feel like these people just wanted to fight her?

       "We beg you, Captain, let us defend our name and the Kamisato family."

       "A strange request; I don't even know your names," Caiome said, but that didn't make them withdraw their pleas.

       While she appreciated that the guards were in her favor, Caiome couldn't help but feel pathetic for them. Did it only take a few words to rile them up? Or was this honor thing genuinely so important to them? Well, Caiome had heard at some point about a kind of suicide technique instead of execution called seppuku, which was the ultimate way to show one's honor—a method of taking one's own life rather than letting someone else do it. Was this their version of seppuku?

       Five minutes passed with the guards bowing to the captain until he sighed.

       "You will take full responsibility for this," Hirotatsu said to her. "You will use wooden swords, and you won't use your Vision. I will hold it, and I will supervise it."

        Caiome smiled and took her Vision from her waist, then the sword still in its sheath, and handed them both to the captain. She fluttered her eyelashes innocently, then extended her hand.

         "A wooden sword, please."

         Hirotatsu nodded, and from behind him, Mizuki came with two swords.

         "Are you sure about this?" he asked when he handed her one of them.

         "Pretty sure," she said. "See? I told you the ones from the dojo are prettier," she gestured toward the sword. "Who wants to be the first?" she asked the crowd of guards. "Maybe the one who said he would defeat me in ten seconds at most?"

         "Fugiki!" Hirotatsu called, and from the crowd came a guard who was no more than thirty-five years old.

          He had dark hair, a kind of brownish-black, brown eyes, and a smile. He was tall and broader than Caiome twice. He definitely had an impressive muscle mass, but he also seemed agile. Mizuki handed him the sword, and he spun it a few times, beginning to circle the improvised ring created by the other guards who had gathered in circles to get a better view of the duel.

          Hirotatsu sat in the middle, between them, with Caiome's vision and sword, ready to start.

         "Left-handed?" Fugiki asked, and Caiome shrugged, holding the sword with her left hand, which could be a disadvantage. Swords were usually made for right-handed people, given the majority.

         "I can fight with my right if I try hard enough."

        "No," said Fugiki. "Let's give our best, so you won't talk inappropriate things about Lord Kamisato's guards again."

        "You talk about him as if he were a god," she chuckled.

        "Take your positions," Hirotatsu said loudly, interrupting the exchange of remarks between the two. The two positioned themselves three meters apart, and Fugiki bowed in front of her, waiting. Just a few seconds later, given the way everyone stared at her, Caiome realized that she, too, had to bow. She quickly bent, feeling awkward.

         Fugiki took the attacking position, while Caiome studied him quickly. He put more weight on the pushing leg; the elbow was a bit higher than the shoulder; the grip was light and flexible; the gaze was fleeting.

        "Bring her down, Fugiki-senpai," someone from the crowd shouted.

        "Make her bite the ground."

        "She won't even know what hit her."

        "The duel ends when one of the participants puts the other in a position to receive a mortal blow, or if one of the two gives up at any time during the fight," Hirotatsu said. "Considering the weapons used, I don't think I need to mention that lethal injuries to the body are not accepted. However, external forces are not allowed. The fight will only be with wooden swords and through physical contact. No tricks," he looked at Caiome. "Ready? The duel can begin."

         Fugiki came quickly towards Caiome, attacking from top to bottom. Caiome, on the other hand, crouched down and moved forward. Before the other guards could blink, Fugiki was hit over the legs, falling backward, and above him, at his neck, was the tip of the wooden sword held by Caiome with her left hand. A deep silence fell over everyone.

         "Oh, look," Caiome said. "It's been less than ten seconds."

        Fugiki grimaced, reddening with anger and embarrassment.

        Caiome withdrew her sword, letting him stand up on his own, then turned to Hirotatsu.

        "I think you'll have to give me a better challenge than that if you want me to use my Vision and see me kicked out of here without hesitation."

         Hirotatsu sighed. "Who's next?"

         Immediately, five guards emerged from the ranks at once, looking at each other and proclaiming themselves the next in line to participate in the duel. It seemed that everyone wanted to try to crush the little rogue like a bug.

          "Alright, alright, form a line," said Caiome. "You'll all have a chance to make me kiss your feet and apologize."

         The next contender was a young man of about the same age as her who, though less experienced, seemed to be a greater challenge than Fugiki. This time, Caiome didn't try to take him down so quickly. She genuinely attempted to fight, focusing more on clashing swords than bodies. She needed to consume her energy; she couldn't do that if she achieved victory too quickly. Besides, it was fun to learn each person's fighting style.

        The guards cheered around the two as they clashed and exchanged swordplay. For Caiome, it was more challenging to fight with a sword that wasn't hers because even wooden swords had handles designed to fit the right hand, not the left. However, her opponents weren't used to fighting against someone who was left-handed, so it could be said that the odds were even between the two, and that's probably why no one commented.

         Caiome managed to engage in duels with seven of them until Hirotatsu interrupted the series of duels because, at this hour, training would normally end. Nevertheless, the guards began to complain as if they all wanted to fight Caiome, either for personal success or for the honor of lord Kamisato and themselves. But Caiome promised them that they would fight tomorrow, if it pleased the captain, of course, now that she saw they held her to her word.

         The guards returned to work, and Caiome, taking her sword and Vision from Hirotatsu, who didn't even wish her good night, headed towards the warehouse to help Mizuki do the inventory, then she spent another half an hour doing her exercises, then she headed for the mansion. She couldn't sleep because she still had too much energy in her body, but at least she could quickly eat something from the kitchen and wash her other pair of clothes that she would wear tomorrow.

 

Chapter 10: Chapter 10 ~ The Writing Brush and the Ancient Characters

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Chapter 10 ~ The Writing Brush and the Ancient Characters

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       Entering the mansion, Caiome looked at the clean floor and felt sorry to step in with her boots and walk to her small storage room and her small mattress with her small blanket. So she took off her boots at the entrance, took them in her arms, and tiptoed, looking left and right so as not to bump into any maids. She hid behind a screen with paintings of mountains among clouds covered by cherry tree branches, flowers that, like those in the garden, would soon begin to fall. She studied the terrain and took a few steps behind the screen.

       "Do you enjoy sneaking around so much?"

       "Oh my gods!" she startled, putting a hand on her chest and looking behind the screen.

       Ayato started to laugh, letting his elbow rest on the small table in front of which he was kneeling, holding a brush between his fingers. He wasn't wearing his gloves, but he was wearing light-colored clothes, not for home, but not for going out in the city either, and even less for a political meeting. The brush was finely crafted, and on its tail, characters were inlaid alongside a few symbols that Caiome couldn't see very well.

       On the table were an open, very old book of poems and an empty notebook in which Ayato seemed to write. Or rather, copy what was already written in the book in front of him.

       His laugh sounded different from all the others Caiome heard from him, as if he were genuinely amused.

       "Are you even alive, man?" she said, holding her boots in her arms. "You gotta stop doing that. Seriously, you breathe too easily, as if you are already dead."

       "Exercise," was all he said. "So, where are you sneaking around like this, trying to avoid everyone's gaze, and I guess especially mine? To your room? Or to the kitchen to nibble on bread and cheese like a mouse, thinking no one will find out?"

       "How many eyes do you have in this mansion?" Caiome muttered. "You seem to know everything I do and where I am."

       "Hmm," Ayato turned the brush lightly on his fingers. "It seems that this is one of my duties since I decided to let you work for me."

       "You mean you forced me," she muttered.

       Ayato turned away from her, passing the brush through the ink poured into a piece of black stone, carved in the middle. He ran it over the higher edge of it, and then, with his hand in the air and surprising delicacy, Ayato began to write the few characters from the book in front of him. His wrist barely moved, only in certain short moments that were almost unnoticed, passing the thin tip of the brush with incredible finesse over the surface of the paper. It looked as if the brush's hair didn't even touch the sheet, but it left spectacular lines behind.

       "Take it however you want," Ayato said, giving special attention to his work.

       Caiome curiously looked at the strange letters, raising her head to see better, but she didn't want to get too close.

       "Curious?" Ayato asked without looking at her.

       "Not at all," she said quickly. "It's just that... I've never seen this before."

       "Have you never seen anyone write before?"

       "Don't mock me," she retorted. "I've seen people write with a brush. I see Mizuki doing it every day when he takes inventory of the armory. It's just not the same type of writing as yours. They teach you how to write in the air at the school for noble children?"

       "Of course," he said very sarcastically, without hiding his intention of mocking her in the tone of his voice. "They also teach us some magic, how to read the stars from the mountain's summit, and how to interpret tea leaves or read chicken bones thrown on silver trays."

       "... goodbye," she said, turning on her heels.

       "It's calligraphy," Ayato said before she took a step. "Just... calligraphy."

       "Which," she said, turning back to him, "you learn at the school for noble children."

       "Which," he repeated gently with a small sigh, "you learn at the school for noble children."

       A silence fell between them, and Caiome had no choice but to gather her boots again, approaching Ayato and his small table. Outside, the sun had already set, and Ayato already had two candles lit beside his left hand.

      She looked down at the characters as Ayato dipped the brush into the ink again, shaking off the excess black liquid to avoid staining the paper.

      "Why copy these? Isn't there already a book with... whatever these poems are?" she asked.

      "It's a hobby of mine. It relaxes me."

      "Haven't you ever heard of 'going for a walk outdoors'?" she said.

      "The last time I did that, I almost gave you a heart attack," he replied.

      "That's because you're half dead," she said.

      Ayato chuckled. "Take a seat," he invited her.

      Caiome took a step back. "No, thanks. I don't trust you."

       "It's not like I'm trying to blackmail you with something again," he promised.

       "The last time you invited me for a discussion, it happened exactly that. So forgive my skepticism."

       "Very well," he sighed. "Do as you wish. Then, could you stand there, and tell me how you enjoyed yourself today? The guards seemed to have as much fun as you did."

       Caiome pursed her lips, suddenly feeling scolded, as if she was reporting something. Only subordinates stood in front of their superior while the superior sat comfortably. So she sat down on the floor, in front of the table, leaving her boots beside her, leaning back and supporting herself on her hands, crossing her legs.

        "I didn't hurt anyone, in case you were worried. Everything was done with everyone's consent; I didn't have my Vision with me either."

        "I know," Ayato said. "Hirotatsu gave me a complete report."

        "Of course he did," she muttered. "But when greet him in the morning, he doesn't even mumble in my direction. For someone who addresses me as 'miss,' he certainly doesn't know that greeting someone is a polite gesture."

        "He addresses you as 'miss' because I do it in public too. It's to maintain the image," Ayato replied, moving on to copy the next verse of the poem.

        "I don't quite understand why," she shrugged. "Everyone hates me anyway."

        "It's just about appearances."

        "Oh, yes. A noble can't behave indecently, even though on the first night in your house, you let the same captain who addresses me as 'miss' slam my head against the floor until I saw green stars."

       Ayato chuckled. "We had to immobilize you somehow. You have too much energy."

      "I've been told so," she muttered, and silence fell over them again.

      Caiome began to look around, although she had seen this room at least twenty or thirty times before, ever since she first came to Ayato's house. She widened her eyes, just realizing. It had been four weeks since she met this man in front of her, since she lived in his house? Ugh, days passed so quickly when she worked all day and then threw herself into bed and fell asleep.

       However, she realized that she hadn't seen Ayato many times in these weeks. She saw Ayaka almost always, but nothing forced them to look at each other or talk. Ayaka was staying in the front gardens or moving around the house while Caiome was washing the floors. And Caiome often saw her leaving in the morning, but returning around noon, before lunch, where she usually ate alone or with Thoma, because Ayato was not at home.

        Setting aside the first night, Caiome saw Ayato when he threw the case into the sea, when he left on his white horse from the residence, at the quarrel with the guards a few days ago, near the cherry blossom tree twice, and on the first night after her first day of work, when she came across him in the halls of the mansion, and then they didn't even talk.

        A whole month... meeting him six times. She suspected it was normal, considering that others didn't get to see him much either.

       She finally looked at him. There was something in the way the golden light came from his left, merging with his fair skin. Even more, there was something in the peaceful expression she hadn't seen on him until now... but it didn't seem entirely sincere. It seemed like a fragment of something, not a whole. Ayato himself seemed to be made up of pieces. And there was something elegant in the brush's movements, but only if you looked at the brush and the hand that guided it. But if you looked at his expression, so fixed, it was somewhat mechanical.

       "How did you know what I wanted to do?" she asked, breaking the silence.

       "Do what?" he asked lightly, continuing to write.

       "When we first met. When I wanted to steal your sister's jewelry and run away. Ayaka said you warned her about me, but she didn't want to listen to you. How did you figure out my intentions?"

       Ayato showed a small smile. "Well, for starters, you lied. You said you had been to Inazuma only once before, last year, in a spring like this, to visit the temple of Miss Guuji Yae Miko. The borders were open, all right, but the temple was closed last spring due to renovations following some... less fortunate events."

       Dipping the brush again into the ink, Ayato went on.

        "And what I said then still applies. You were preparing to leave for an archaeological study in Liyue, but there was no passenger transport scheduled to depart for Liyue the next day, as you mentioned. And who would let someone without identity documents participate in such a study? I mean, you had identity documents, but they were fake."

        "And how do you know they're fake?"

        Ayato finally looked up at her. 

        "Because you don't look like you're twenty-six. You're a few years younger, in any case. About... twenty-two?"

        Caiome rolled her eyes. "Did you read it in your tea leaves?"

        "It was just a guess. Considering that the stories of your adventures are true, many of them should have happened when you were legally an adult. Taking into account the journey by ship, every year you should have spent at least five months at sea. The other seven months would have been for exploring or for your... activities. But you never mentioned a job, so the answer was simple for your occupation. You haven't had so many travels, but enough to reach this age. Furthermore, you can tell someone's age by studying their body."

        "Isn't that supposed to go against your courtesy and image-keeping rules, staring at someone's body, especially a woman's?" she scoffed.

        "Don't flatter yourself," he said with a smirk. "You're not that attractive. The thumb from your right hand was broken some time ago; it just healed, but you had a wound that takes years to heal. You move your right shoulder more than the left, meaning you had an injury some time ago, and the effects lingered. You tend to look to one side and the other, as much as you look forward, when you enter a new room or area, making sure no one would attack you, which means years of experience, but not so many to know when you're in danger and when you're not, or if it is the case. Considering these three things, in your teenage years, you must have tangled with some treasure hoarders who, as far as I know, accept children for training, but don't break their fingers and traumatize their shoulders if they are too young, so you should have been between fifteen and seventeen. Punishments are usually given to newcomers or those without experience to teach them a lesson or to accommodate them with the life style. Adding up the years of healing, you couldn't be more than twenty-three. Considering your shoulder, you must be over twenty-one. On top of that, you prefer fresh perfumes. At the dinner a few weeks ago, maybe your hair smelled the same way it does now, but your skin had the scent of aloe. Women up to twenty-five tend to prefer fresh scents over sweet ones, though that's subjective. And they become more attracted to fashion than comfort when it comes to clothes."

        "And the world told me my sense of observation is frightening," Caiome mumbled.

        She didn't like the way Ayato had studied her so far, and these were just the arguments Caiome asked for. Who knows what other conclusions about her he had drawn because, yes, Caiome was fifteen when her right hand's thumb was broke by some idiots, because she was left-handed, and when her shoulder snapped, and yes, she liked fresh scents, although the smell of her hair had nothing to do with it, and yes, Caiome preferred comfort over fashion when it came to clothes.

       "Well, at least I don't look as old as others. How old are you?" she said.

       "It would be fair to let you guess too," he said in return. "Study me and see what you can find."

        Caiome straightened her back, crossed her arms on the table's surface, then looked at him. She looked at him seriously. She looked at him until her eyes began to hurt, trying to find something about him. But it wasn't fair. He had studied her like that without her knowing, and she had to be given the chance to do the same. But she wouldn't say that out loud; it would just mean complaining to him and begging for time, which Caiome wasn't going to do.

       So she tried to rely on memory.

       "You have meetings every morning. Absolutely every morning. Whether you're here or not. Based on what I found out from the city, it's about a situation that arose six years ago when you were the Clan Head and Commissioner. The accessory you wear on your shoulder... is given at the age of eighteen, but, no matter how well maintained, due to the ways of maintaining it, the color begins to fade. Judging by that, the accessory should be at least eight years old. The brush in your hand is given at the coming-of-age ceremony when boys are considered fit to begin studying to take over the clan, or at least that's what I heard, and since you are part of a noble family, you must have received it around eleven or twelve years old. The wood starts to have holes from how much you hold it; a few strands of hair are matted, not because you don't take care of it, but because of time. They start to curl, so they need to be trimmed from time to time on the outside. The brush is thin, so it should have been cut at least six times by now. That means at least twelve years since you received it. And I heard about an event you organized fifteen years ago, your first event organized only by you, but I heard that before that, you had to fight for a few years to restore the clan, and since the legal age to take over the clan is eighteen in normal circumstances... I would say you're about... thirty-three."

        Ayato laughed. "Is that all?" he said.

       "And your eyes look tired. And you have wrinkles," she added quickly, then her voice began to fade step-by-step, "at the corner of your eyes... when you smile..."

       Ayato began to write again. "You're close. I just turned twenty-nine this spring."

       Caiome raised her eyebrows. "Twenty-nine? Man, you should take care of your health. I gave you thirty-three with indulgence. Your attitude and face certainly exceed thirty-five."

       Ayato laughed again. Only then did Caiome realize.

      "But... if you just turned twenty-nine, it means you were..."

      "Thirteen when I became the Clan Head and Yashiro Commissioner, indeed. You would have found out sooner or later; it's not a big deal."

      "Hmm," she said. "And in all these years since you became the Clan Head, you haven't learned to hire better guards or to protect your house better? If I hadn't given so many details at that dinner, you wouldn't have caught me trying to steal."

       "I would have caught you anyway."

       "No, you wouldn't."

       "Yes, I would've."

        Caiome threw herself back. "You really like to act as the smartest person in the room, don't you?" she snorted.

        "It's not a pretense if it's true, Caiome."

        "You're terrible." She crossed her arms on the small table again, looking at his calligraphy. "What do all these mean? Somehow, I can't read them."

        "That's because they are ancient characters, used at a time for understanding between those from Liyue and those from Inazuma, before everything reached a common language, that of Teyvat, which is written in the present characters. They are old poems, preserved over thousands of years, in volumes that are reprinted at least every five years to be kept in good condition."

        "But you write them by hand," Caiome said.

        "It's just a hobby," he said.

        "Cool. So, what does this poem say?"

        Ayato moved the brush slightly above the paper, rereading the verses he had just written.

        "The earth and the sky, which thousands of years ago were one, are now separated. It says that through their center descended a dragon shining like the sun, who saw how people struggled to live between the two, crushed by the weight of the sky, so he separated them for them to breathe. Then he told them that the land would remain theirs to do as they pleased with it, and the sky would remain for the gods, from where they would watch over them."

        "I've heard this legend," she frowned. "But it was more than that. Do you mean that was the original text?"

        Ayato nodded. "People like to exaggerate and add things that didn't happen."

       "But what is written in the poem happened?"

       "They are legends," Ayato said. "You are free to believe them or not."

       "And do you believe them?"

        Ayato remained silent for a few seconds, thinking about his answer. "I think each of us has stories that, even if people only know lies from those stories, leave them as they are known by others. It makes everything easier."

         Caiome nodded. "Well," she said, finally getting up, taking her boots and sword, "I'm going to eat something from the kitchen, then I'm going to sleep. I'm exhausted. Good luck with... your boring activity."

         "Good night, Caiome."

         And so, Caiome disappeared behind the screen, and Ayato remained alone in front of the table, in front of the poem, in front of the candle, and in front of the brush, while the scent of rain hung in the damp meadow air.

 

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         Mizuki's afternoon training went exactly like yesterday's, and it didn't seem to be improving at all. Then Caiome took the wooden swords from the dojo again, just because they were cuter, and fought with Mizuki for a few minutes, accidentally hitting him twice between the legs before he said he was done for the day and didn't want any more training.

         "Did you eventually sell those jewels?" Caiome asked as Mizuki huddled to one side, trying to ward off the pain.

         "I went to a jeweler, but he said he couldn't give us more than 2,500 Mora for them. He said the workmanship doesn't meet his standards or something."

         "I told you," she said, starting to push him with the wooden sword. "Do you still have them with you?"

         Mizuki nodded.

        "Well, you could try selling them separately. A lower price is always requested when sold as a set, so you probably won't find anyone who will give you a better price. If you sell it separately, you make them believe it's a unique piece, and they'll buy it regardless of value."

          "But that means letting them believe they're sapphires."

          "Oh, please," Caiome snorted. "You need money. And there are so many people in this world who cheat and don't even need them; they just want to be richer today than yesterday."

         "But..."

         "Give them to me," she said, reaching out her hand.

         "Excuse me?"

         "I'll sell them for you if your conscience bothers you."

         "If I do that, it will mean I am an accomplice. I can't do such a thing," he shook his head.

         "Ugh, your righteousness disgusts me, to be honest. But what if, let's say, something happens, and Ayato fires you, and you need that money for your sister right now?"

         "But that's not the case," Mizuki said. "And even if it were, I'd quickly find some work to get through the crisis. That's what any decent person would do."

         "Boring and unnecessary," Caiome said.

         Mizuki grimaced and jerked as if someone pinched him from behind. "Who hurt you?" he asked.

         "Reality and human stupidity around me," Caiome said quickly, then raised her chin. "Anyway, I have to go back to the dojo. See you later."

         As usual, Caiome cleaned the dojo; Mrs. Nakamura didn't answer any questions, just gave her orders and watched over her; Thoma checked her work, then she was sent to clean the swords. When she got there, Caiome found out that Mizuki had already cleaned everything except the swords, which he left only for her because he had to go to the city to find another jeweler who might buy the lapis lazuli set at a better price.

         Caiome cleaned the swords as usual, sitting on the bridge, and was at least satisfied that she was no longer pushed into the pond as if she were a boulder. When the gong struck for the break, she arranged her logs, took her sword, untied her hair, and started her balance exercises. When the gong struck again, the guards gathered for the evening training.

         "Can we fight again?" was the first question from the guards to Captain Hirotatsu, who seemed to have a pulsing vein on the top of his head, making Caiome look satisfied towards the crowd of soldiers.

         All stood around the captain, with fixed gazes, shining eyes, and tight lips, waiting for the verdict.

         "You had your fun last night," he said. "We will return to the usual training."

         "But not all of us have had a chance to defend our names," some said.

         "And the reputation of the Kamisato family."

         "She's just a simple woman," the captain said, standing with his arms crossed over his chest and seeming unmoved, "who can't even leave the estate. Don't get so worked up. Besides, no one will believe one person if she is to spout nonsense about the Kamisato clan."

          "But," one of them said, "they really won't believe her? I mean, until a few years ago, everyone believed these rumors about the Kamisato clan, right? If they believe her now and release something bigger than that?"

          "Enough!" the captain shouted, clenching his jaw slightly, which made Caiome raise her eyebrows.

          His reaction had been stronger than she thought it would be, but it probably made sense. Hirotatsu seemed old enough to have been around the Kamisato family when Ayato hadn't yet become the head of the clan, so he had witnessed his father's death and the family's crisis period. And he probably didn't like to be reminded of that time.

          "We're just trying to be cautious," another, slightly older one said. "Most of us agree with this danger."

         "Don't use such excuses just because you want to fight a girl to show your superiority."

         The guards began to look from one to another, pushing each other to speak.

         "Well," said a younger one, "I think we actually want to fight her as a kind of training too."

         Caiome nodded silently. Did they really consider her that good? Caiome always saw her fighting abilities as normal. The only thing that favored her was speed and balance, and the fact she can merge between the shadows.

         "That's right," another one chimed in, and soon they all expressed the same desire.

         Therefore, the sparkle returned to their eyes, resembling stars, the crowd of soldiers, including Caiome, standing with clenched fists and excitement. Because she couldn't lie, she did want to fight someone. She enjoyed her training routine, but compared to a real fight... it was a bit boring.

          "Lord Kamisato—"

          "You have no right to say anything!" Caiome quickly interrupted. She put her hand on her hip and raised her chin, theatrically snapping her fingers. "I happened to come across your Lord Kamisato last night. He is well aware of our duels, given that you reported to him." She shrugged, smiling. "He didn't forbid me, and neither did the other guards. Training is training, whether it's a duel or not, even if the duel is against someone outside the guard ranks. And if you don't believe me, you can talk to him directly."

           Hirotatsu stared at her, frowning and squinting, while Caiome stood in front of him with her hands over her chest, just like him, and a battle was reflected in their eyes. Caiome knew she had already won, practically obtaining the approval Hirotatsu had mentioned so many times the night before. And since the other guards had witnessed her arguments, Hirotatsu couldn't refuse anymore.

          "Fine," he sighed at last.

          "Yes!" Caiome exclaimed excitedly, then composed herself. "See? I can get permission if I ask nicely and behave respectfully."

          "I see," Hirotatsu said. "You could have done that from the beginning."

          "But if I had been respectful from the start, your guards wouldn't have had a chance to fight me," she said proudly.

          Hirotatsu looked at her, as if his mind began to process certain things, and finally sighed defeated. "As you say, miss."

          "Oh, you can just call me Caiome. Ayato told me you only call me 'miss' to maintain appearances in public, but here it's just us and those who talk behind my back anyway, so there's no need to pretend," she waved her hand. "It's actually pretty cringe too."

         The guards started to shift uncomfortably.

         "Anyway," she rolled her eyes, "who's first?"

         Caiome handed her Vision and the steel sword to Hirotatsu, and the guards formed another circle. Since she didn't struggle much with convincing them, especially after Caiome pulled out Ayato's permission card, they managed to have more duels. Caiome really believed that her fighting abilities were normal in face-to-face combat. Throughout her life, she had to do everything more discreetly, from the shadows, not in such a direct confrontation. Therefore, setting aside her first duel from the day before when she just wanted to prove she could fight against them, Caiome tried to learn.

       She really tried to learn. It was never bad to know how to fight in a duel. Maybe in the future, when she would get rid of Ayato and this prison, she would need to know such techniques. Although she had her Vision, considering her profession, she had to make plans and backup plans, and backup plans for backup plans, so she put herself in a position where she wouldn't have her Vision with her or someone would steal it. Just as she had told Mizuki earlier, what if Ayato fired him and he needed money right then?

       Of course, these assumptions and extreme cases applied to her as well.

       "Okay, that's enough," Hirotatsu said when the ninth duel ended with Caiome's victory. "You can continue in two days because tomorrow we have the standard training."

       "Why?" they all complained like children, including Caiome.

       "Because while only seven or eight soldiers fight, no one else does anything the rest of the time. And Caiome can't fight every day with almost ten of you."

        "I could try," she shrugged. "I'm testing my limits."

        "No," Hirotatsu said. "You have many other responsibilities to fulfill. Forcing your body means hurting yourself." He looked at the others. "And I don't want to hear any attempt to convince me. I've already decided this. If you want to continue dueling, you can do it outside working hours, which would be impossible anyway since you won't use the estate courtyard, and Miss Caiome is not allowed to step outside of it. The only option would be to establish that these duels take place every three days, in which only seven of you can duel. You decide the order."

         The guards had no choice but to comply, which was quite unpleasant for them. Especially since among those who wanted to duel with her were those who had lost and wanted to get their revenge. They started whispering and discussing among themselves, and in front of everyone, Caiome and Hirotatsu stood with the same crossed arms position and the same confused look.

        "I have no idea what you did to them that they're so excited to fight you," Hirotatsu said.

        "They probably saw me fighting Ayato. Or they heard rumors from others," she shrugged. "Or they're just curious or, as you said, they just want to feel stronger by beating a girl as small as me."

        Hirotatsu gave her a skeptical look.

        Caiome wasn't really small. In fact, she was a bit taller than the other maids. There was still a considerable difference between him and her, or between her and Lord Kamisato, but that didn't mean Caiome was short. And certainly, she wasn't helpless or ignorant when it came to handling a sword. She had a different fighting style than the Inazuma-specific fighting style, but she could still pose a challenge for the rest.

         And that's why Hirotatsu didn't quite understand why Caiome chose to be a thief instead of pursuing a path where she could use her talents. And if fighting didn't attract her that much, although Hirotatsu doubted that, Caiome had a perfect balance. She could perform and be very successful. But she chose a less honest path.

        Well, as Lord Kamisato advised, Hirotatsu didn't have to ask too many questions about her for now, because otherwise, he would end up with a headache. Caiome, even though she seemed extroverted, was actually someone who held a lot inside without explaining it to others, Lord Kamisato had said. And from what Hirotatsu had seen so far, Lord Kamisato was right. Lord Kamisato was generally right too many times for Hirotatsu to doubt his words.

         But if he were to put it in simple terms, Caiome was probably just the kind of person who made others as excited as she was. Or at least intrigued them in one way or another. The second possibility was much more logical.

         "Let's stick with that then," Hirotatsu said, only to be assaulted by the guards who began talking over each other with the two of them.

         Or rather with Caiome, asking her to choose who she wanted to fight next time. Some even began to pose to look more attractive.

        "Good luck," Hirotatsu muttered, and Caiome felt all her energy draining instantly.

        "Okay, okay," she said, trying to calm the rest down. "We'll do it like this. We'll draw lots. Each of you writes their name on a piece of paper, we put them in a... helmet or something, and whoever is chosen, fights. But only those who haven't fought before will put their names," she emphasized. "When everybody gets to fight once, we'll start over again."

        And that was the decision made without anyone commenting, relying on luck.

       However, the next day, while cleaning the swords on the bridge with Mizuki, who was cleaning his daggers, Caiome was approached by one of the guards. He was young, with light-colored hair, a kind of sandy blond, and his eyes were a strange, light brown.

        "Is there a problem?" she asked when the young man approached, more pushed by an older friend of his.

        The young man began to laugh nervously, searching for his words. His personality reminded her of Mizuki, to be honest. Or maybe he was just nervous.

        "Hello," he said. "Um, I have a question."

        Caiome blinked, waiting.

        "Captain Hirotatsu said we can duel with you as long as it's outside our working hours and as long as you are outside the courtyard. And since everyone else assumes that Lord Kamisato will eventually let you out..." He suddenly clapped his hands in front of him, lowering his head slightly. "I would like to ask you to duel with me when you can."

          Caiome exchanged glances with a swollen-lipped Mizuki from a stone punch during his training that afternoon. Mizuki shrugged, and Caiome sighed, turning back to the guard.

          "Your name is Kouta, right?"

          The young man looked at her, unsure what to say. "Yes, that's right. How did you—"

          "What's your work schedule?"

          "I usually start my shift right after lunch break."

          "Good," she said. "Wait for me at the back gate tomorrow when the lunch break starts."

          Kouta looked at her, a bit confused, but eventually complied.

          "That was a bit strange," Mizuki said, but Caiome didn't respond.

 

Chapter 11: Chapter 11 ~ The Rules and the Truce

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Chapter 11 ~ The Rules and the Truce

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       The next day, when the lunch break gong rang, Caiome, along with Mizuki, whose presence was requested by Caiome herself, headed towards the back gate where employees, maids, and guards usually entered. Kouta was already there with his friend, a serious-faced boy with dark eyes, probably speculating about what was about to happen.

       As Caiome approached, Kouta greeted her. "So what exactly are we doing here?" he asked.

       "We're dueling," Caiome said, taking her Vision and sword down from her waist and handing them both to Mizuki, who carried two wooden swords from the storage room. "The same rules apply, and these two are our witnesses." Caiome handed Kouta a wooden sword in exchange for the spear and steel sword, which Mizuki took.

       "But you're not allowed to leave the courtyard, and I'm not allowed to duel without permission within the residence."

       Caiome went to one of the edges of the gate, leaving the tip of the wooden sword in the ground, then drew a line to the other end.

       "And that's exactly what we'll do. We'll duel, but I'll stay here, and you'll stay there," she said.

       Kouta and his friend blinked frequently.

       "Is this even possible?" his companion, whose name Caiome believed was Daisuke, asked. "What if you step out or he steps in during the duel? And how will you be able to touch each other if your swords go in or out of the residence?"

       "Our swords are not us," Caiome said. "As long as we don't step out or in, everything is allowed."

       Kouta and Daisuke looked at each other, unsure.

        "I'll take responsibility if something happens," Caiome continued. "Shall we begin?"

       Although hesitating, Kouta nodded and assumed a fighting stance. Unlike the others, Kouta, despite being less experienced and younger, had a determined look. He had to take it as training for restricted conditions. He had to imagine that in front of them was a huge gap they couldn't cross, and the only things that could touch were the swords. Or he had to imagine that Caiome was a forest spirit floating above the abyss, and he was at the edge of the cliffs. He couldn't go too far, but he had to fight the phantom.

        They both started when Mizuki gave the signal, and the swords clashed. Kouta realized at that moment, as he looked into Caiome's eyes shimmering like gemstones in the sunlight, that this wasn't a duel to showcase soldier or samurai skills. It was about strength and intimidation in the attacks. It was a strength exercise. And the way Caiome held her ground against Kouta's attacks made him believe that she, too, wanted to give her best. And that she was not an opponent to underestimate.

        Sometimes the attacks came from above, sometimes from below, and when they couldn't hit each other, they dodged. Both Mizuki and Daisuke were attentive to their feet. They weren't allowed to go in or out, to cross the imaginary line that Caiome drew with her wooden sword. The attacks were powerful. Kouta wanted to win, as much as Caiome wanted to. The difference between them was that Caiome was more agile on her feet and in arm extension, but Kouta hit harder.

         When they clashed again, almost ten minutes into the duel, and when Caiome seemed bored with these strength tests, she actually resorted to a trick. Hitting Kouta, Caiome lowered herself and struck him over the legs with her own leg. Kouta fell backward, half in the courtyard, half outside, and Caiome put her sword at his throat, breathing heavily.

         She smiled at Kouta, and he blinked at her, as if not understanding what had happened. "You focused so much on sword strikes that you forgot we're actually dueling, trying to 'kill' each other, if I may say so," Caiome teased.

         Kouta sat up when Caiome withdrew her wooden sword. With the lower part of his body inside the courtyard.

         "I violated the rules," he muttered.

         "Don't worry," Caiome said. "No one saw us. And as long as no one says anything, you won't have problems."

         Suddenly, a few claps were heard, and Caiome turned towards outside the courtyard entrance, where Ayato was coming from. Or rather, he stood on his horse, looking towards the four of them.

         "You found quite the solution to the problem," he said. Pulling on the reins, he turned the steed toward the gate, flanked from behind by a few guards on duty. He stopped the steed in front of them, then dismounted, while Kouta stood up and, alongside Mizuki and Daisuke, lined up on one side, bowing at a 45-degree angle.

         "My lord," they all said.

         Ayato put his clasped hands behind his back.

        "How long have you been watching us?" Caiome asked in return, this time without her usual smile.

         "Not long, but the guards outside who heard the whole discussion informed me. However, I should congratulate Mr. Kouta," he said, turning to the guardian who startled and blushed.

        "My lord?" he asked, confused.

        "For the victory."

        "But I lost. Miss Caiome was the one who delivered the final blow."

        "That is true," Ayato said with a fierce calmness, then turned to Caiome. "But she broke the rules."

         Caiome and Ayato stared at each other for just a second, a second that lasted too long. His eyes were deceptive and filled with a satisfaction he had when he threw her case into the sea and when he caught her with stolen goods in the middle of the forest.

         Ayato pointed twice downward, between them. Caiome looked in the indicated direction. And looked at her right foot whose tip was beyond the line. She gritted her teeth, then raised her gaze to Ayato, who now smiled in an even more arrogant way, but probably only amused for the others.

        "You stepped out of the courtyard when the conditions between us clearly state that you're not allowed to."

        "Ah," Caiome said, tilting her head slightly. "Of course, such a small thing couldn't escape you and your vulture eyes, my lord," she retorted.

        "Not when it comes to correctness. You said everyone should stay on their side. Mr. Kouta may have fallen half in the courtyard, but he didn't step into the courtyard. His sole didn't touch the ground. While yours did."

        Caiome gritted her teeth and then exhaled abruptly. She knew there was no way to argue with such arguments. And in the end, she had told Kouta and Daisuke that she would take responsibility if something like this happened.

        "Fine," she said. "How many violations does this count as? One, two, all of them?"

        "I need to think," he said, staring directly into her uncharacteristic expression. Caiome rarely admitted fault or submitted, so the fact that he managed to see such an expression from her was truly a one-in-a-million chance.

        "My lord," Kouta intervened, choosing his words carefully. Ayato looked down at him, withdrawing his smile and putting on the lord's mask on his face.

        "If you allow me... The line that Miss Caiome drew is not straight."

        He quickly picked up a spear and laid it on the ground, from one edge of the gate to Caiome's foot, but without touching its tip.

        "See?" he said. "The line is not straight; it curves inward. Therefore, theoretically, Miss Caiome did not step outside the courtyard."

        "I appreciate your correctness and honesty, but a line that is determined from the beginning, straight or curved, is the official line that determines the rules," Ayato replied. "As the rule was not to cross to the other side of the line, Miss Caiome broke the rule once she stepped over the line, whatever type it may be."

        "But..." Kouta picked up his spear, stood up, and bowed again. "Miss Caiome just tried to help me. I wanted to duel her, and she tried to find a solution in my favor. Therefore, I believe I should be the one to get punished."

        Caiome blinked several times, not saying anything, looking at Kouta. Ayato noticed her expression again, then chuckled softly toward the young guard.

        "Again, I appreciate your way of thinking and the courage to take responsibility, but that doesn't excuse what happened. Caiome could have waited to duel with you during the usual training, but instead, she came up with this method and the rules herself, which she violated. She wasn't compelled by you or anyone else, so the attempt to take the punishment upon yourself is unfounded. If she wanted to help you or not, it was her decision, and she complied the consequences from the beginning." He looked at Caiome. "Isn't that right?"

       Kouta said nothing, still standing bent over. He clenched his fists slightly, knowing he had no way out. And not just because Lord Kamisato had already rejected him twice, but anyone who looked at the situation objectively would agree with him.

       "It is," she said. "It's okay, Kouta," she added, trying to shake off that look from his eyes. "It's not as bad as when I attacked your colleagues a few days ago. At least now I didn't use my Vision or the sword. I'll manage. Moreover, it's your master's fault for always being where and when he's not needed."

       "I'll take that as a compliment," said Ayato, extending his hand toward Daisuke, silently asking for the Vision and the sword. Daisuke complied immediately, while Caiome handed to Mizuki the wooden sword. Pointing towards the back courtyard, Ayato invited Caiome to leave with him. "Shall we discuss your punishment?"

        "As the lord wishes," Caiome muttered, turning on her heels.

        Ayato stood next to her, and both started walking slowly along the courtyard towards the mansion. At first, neither of them said anything. Caiome looked towards the garden, towards the sky, towards the blooming trees, towards the direction where the waves of the sea broke against the rocks and touched the beach, wondering if her case was safe. She would have killed Ayato the next second if he would've lost it, even though she trusted him to keep her case safe.

        And Ayato looked at her. It was rare to see someone with her features. Someone with such an abnormal silver color that seemed almost black in the dark and shone in white reflections in the sunlight, undulating like the gentle waves of the sea in the shadows of the tree leaves. Even rarer was to see, surrounded by that silver hue, a pair of eyes that stood out more than anything else. And it was rare to see a sparkle like diamonds in them when she smiled and tried to sweet-talk you. Her self-confidence was truly spectacular, especially because Ayato usually didn't see such things in the people he encountered.

       He wasn't a fool; he knew that the only reason Caiome seemed different from the rest was that she didn't look threatened by him, while everyone else did. Caiome was just trying to hide the fact that she listened to his rules and submitted, or at least tried, all for the empty case of a dead Vision that surely meant more to her than she let it appear. In the end, she had agreed to work for him for couple of ages in exchange for that case.

       "Why are you looking at me like that?" she suddenly asked, and Ayato seemed to snap out of a daydream.

        He blinked, then tried to smile. "No reason."

       Approaching the area where the guards usually trained and where duels with Caiome were held every three days, as reported, Ayato saw the logs under the cherry tree, logs that no one bothered to put back, everyone being used to Caiome and her set of exercises that no one interrupted.

       "What do you say?" he asked her. "Would you like to show me your balance?"

       Caiome frowned. "Where did this request come from so suddenly?" she said.

       "As I said, I admire your talent, as I did by the stream. I just wanted to see it again, given that I don't have many such chances."

      Caiome raised an eyebrow. "Fine," she said. "But I'll consider it a favor, so I'll need something in return."

      "Such as?" he asked.

      "You'll reduce the number of days I have to spend here," she said, reaching her hand towards him. "Let's say around... fifty."

       Ayato laughed. "For someone who's not in a position to bargain with me, you have quite a lot of courage," he said. "Fine, I'll bargain with you. But not for fifty days. I think such a short moment until the end of the break is worth about... five days at most."

       "Five days?" she scoffed. "Five days won't even be enough to climb that log just because you want it, milord. But let's say I could cut the price to forty days," she said while extending her hand to close the trade.

       "Ten," Ayato said.

       "Thirty-five," Caiome frowned.

       "Twenty."

       "Thirty," she said.

       Ayato grabbed her hand. "Agreed."

       Caiome displayed a smile, pulling Ayato closer to her in a somewhat abrupt manner. "I would have done it even for five days."

       Ayato smiled back. "I would have agreed on fifty."

      Caiome rolled her eyes. She should have expected that.

      Shaking hands, she then withdrew her hand as if someone had burned her, and turned her palm upwards.

      "My sword," she requested.

      Ayato hesitated, then gave her sword to her. Caiome placed it at her side, only for her hand to be taken by Ayato in the next moment and turned with the palm facing up. Ayato looked at her, then at her hand. It was almost unbelievable how delicate her hand looked in his, and the difference in finger length and palm size.

       Caiome said nothing as Ayato placed the Vision in her hand.

       "Use this too," he said. "As you know best," he added in a whisper that made Caiome clench her jaw and swallow dryly, studying his face.

        Ayato looked at her hand and the pulsating Vision in contact with its bearer. His expression was no longer the one from earlier, the one that smiled superiorly, the one that intended to enchant her with words, the one that tried to manipulate her.

        Caiome took her Vision and hung it at her waist, then turned towards the standing logs when her hand was taken again, but not grabbed as before. No. Standing on one of the logs, Ayato looked up to her, and his hand held hers. Caiome didn't need help climbing the logs, whether she used the Vision or not. Yet, Ayato held her hand courteously, as if he were a gentleman helping a lady into a carriage. Even through the material of the glove, Caiome could feel the warmth of his skin, something unlike the touches she had experienced until then. His thumb rested lightly over her fingers, as if afraid Caiome would let go, and Ayato would lose her.

        "Thirty-five days in total for this," she said.

        Ayato smiled, but in a subtle way, and his eyes shone in a way Caiome hadn't seen before. "I submit," he said, then gently released her hand. "As long as you dance for me."

       Caiome found her balance on the log, then drew her sword. She extended her arm gracefully, rotating it in a circular motion, and the sword left behind a silver trail as she moved from one log to another, twisting.

        She felt watched. She felt studied from every angle. And it was different from the guards or servants who stared at her insistently when she was nearby. Trying to convince herself that she had done this a thousand times before, hundreds of thousands of times, spending hours and hours on rocks, logs, fences, and rooftops in search of this balance, dancing, as she liked to call it. Dancing with her own feet, with the wind that passed by her body, touching her, with the water droplets that touched her sole, and the rustling of the leaves that clothed her in shades of green, the murmur of the flowing water.

         She took a gust of wind on her fingers and passed it above her head towards the blooming cherry tree. The breeze hit the cherry blossoms, and they fell, floating in a pink rain towards her, enveloping her in a cool air and soft touches on her shoulders and the arm holding the sword, the blade catching and releasing the petals as they fell at her feet.

         And among the petals, because she couldn't help it, Caiome looked at Ayato. She could have closed her eyes, offered an even more amazing spectacle than before, dancing blindly among the cherry blossoms, but she couldn't help it. Since she first met him, Ayato attracted attention. Good or bad, always, wherever he was, all eyes were on him. Of course, because he was the lord, because he was the master of all these people, because everyone had immense respect for him.

        But Caiome didn't feel that. The petals covered her sight, and beyond them was Ayato looking at her. His purple eyes were only on her. Not around her, not beyond her, not towards the cherry trees shaking around her, not towards how her foot moved from one log to another, not towards her sword extending like an extension of her arm. Just... in her gaze.

         Her heart beat, and her lungs began to breathe in a way she didn't know she could breathe, as if a void formed throughout her body. Turning on her toes, she let herself step on a gust of wind, then on the ground, in an almost mocking bow, extending the hand holding the sword, and the right one placed in front of her heart. She straightened up, looking at Ayato.

         "I hope it lived up to your expectations."

        "It did," he said with a small nod of his head. "Which makes me more certain of my proposal."

        Caiome had the impulse to take a step back, as if that would escape her from Ayato's plans.

        "I propose a deal with the same exchange you proposed just a few minutes ago," he continued. "At the end of the week, in three days, I will hold a banquet in the inner garden, where the cherry trees are, on the occasion of the Sakura festival. In exchange for a hundred days I'll substract from your sentence, you'll have to dance for a few minutes. The servants will provide you with a costume, they'll do your hair and makeup for the occasion, and all you have to do is what you did for me just now. There will be music too, so if you could synchronize your steps with the rhythm of the music, it would be even better. The orchestra will have a few rehearsals starting tomorrow in the inner garden, you're free to go and listen to them as much as you want."

        Caiome raised her eyebrows, listening silently. "So, dance for your guests. In exchange for a hundred days."

        "That's exactly what I said," he said.

        "What kind of clothes?" she asked.

        "Ceremonial robes."

        "I've never danced in them before, it won't be the same, so it'll be a disaster," she laughed. "So I'll refuse."

        "You wear tight clothes so as not to weigh you down, don't you?" he said. "But if you use your Vision to make them float, not only will it look much more spectacular, but you'll be able to dance and maintain your balance."

        Caiome rolled her eyes. "And you're acting smart again," she muttered.

        "So?"

        She remained silent for a few seconds, looking at him. "Am I to understand that from now on, when you ask or propose services in your favor that are beyond my responsibilities or the activities I want to do on my initiative, I can propose a reduction in the number of days?"

         "In short, yes," Ayato said.

         "One hundred fifty," she said, extending the fingers of one hand. "One hundred fifty days, and I dance for your snobby guests."

         "Agreed," he said. "One hundred fifty days."

         "And I'll be able to eat from your expensive delicacies without being bothered. Your servants and guards are a pain, and not very pleasant of a company, so I prefer not to eat with them."

         "Fine. You'll be there as my guest. In that case, since Lady Nakamura has too much to do to organize the banquet, Ayaka will teach you some etiquette."

         Caiome puffed slightly. "Sure," she said. "As if your sister would want to do that. Rest assured," she added, shaking her hand, "I won't draw my sword on anyone if that's what you're afraid of. I'll just sit quietly and eat."

         "Correction," Ayato said. "Ayaka will help you with etiquette, and you will help her with the final preparations."

         Caiome frowned. "Why me?"

         "Because," he said, picking up a cherry blossom that fell on top of her head, "aside from the banquet, there's another entire festival to prepare in the city, so I need all available staff, excluding you, since you're not allowed to leave the estate."

          "Of course," she muttered.

          "Ayaka will take care of the banquet, and you'll assist her along with Mrs. Nakamura and Thoma."

          "Another hundred days," she asked.

          "Another fifty," Ayato said, "and I'll forget about you stepping outside the courtyard today."

          Caiome crossed her ams over her chest, raising her chin. "That could suit me just fine," she sighed. "So that's why you wanted to see me dancing now? To test if I'm capable of being a cute spectacle for your rich banquet?"

          Ayato put his hands behind his back, then made a bow with his head.

          "You're too clever for your own good," she said.

          "Nothing I haven't heard before," he replied. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I'll get back to my own business. Have a good day, Caiome."

 

Chapter 12: Chapter 12 ~ The Red and the White

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Chapter 12 ~ The Red and the White

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       While asleep, Caiome felt something pushing her, but she didn't wake up. She just mumbled, turned to the other side, facing the wall, hugged the blanket tightly, and pushed her butt to the edge of the crate. She was pushed again, but still didn't wake up. The third time, she mumbled a "Five more minutes." Finally, Thoma grabbed the mattress on which Caiome was sleeping and pulled it with astonishing force. Caiome rolled off the mattress and hit her head on the wooden edge of the crate.

       "What the fuck?" she yelled at a laughing Thoma with an air of superiority. "Do you think you're funny?" she said, grabbing a pillow and throwing it at him, making him take a step back.

       She quickly shook her head, blinked slowly, trying to restore the image in front of her eyes. The hit with the wooden edge made her a bit dizzy.

       "No," Thoma said, placing the pillow back on the box, "but I think you should get to work, considering you have some changes in your schedule today."

       "Ugh," Caiome groaned, throwing herself back on the crate, covering her face with the pillow. "I'd rather suffocate on my own than get up."

       "Normally, I wouldn't object," he said, "but Lord Kamisato gave me clear instructions to convey to you regarding your duties for the banquet."

       Caiome left her hands near her head, with the pillow on her face, trying to breathe slowly.

       "You'll clean the terraces and the dojo," Thoma continued, unaware that Caiome wasn't really listening to him. "But after that, instead of the rooms and the lounge, you'll meet Lady Ayaka and a seamstress who will give you a costume for fitting adjustments until the banquet. Then Lady Ayaka will teach you some etiquette you need to follow at the banquet, considering you asked Lord Kamisato for this privilege in exchange for the performance. After that, you'll help with the final preparations, both me and Mrs. Nakamura. Then, if you have time left, you'll return to cleaning the swords, as you would normally do."

       "Ihim," Caiome half-asleep mumbled under the pillow.

       Thoma raised an eyebrow, grabbed the pillow, and hit her in the face.

       "All right, all right, I'm awake!" Caiome jumped up, bumping into a Thoma who seemed more irritated than usual.

       "I don't know what you did to Lord Kamisato to convince him to let you sit at the table with him and the others, or at least let you dance for the guests, but I won't let you fool me too. You have the chance to spend time with Lady Ayaka, although, if it were up to me, I would have forbidden you even to look in her direction. You don't deserve even a glance from her, let alone exchanging words or Lady Ayaka wasting her time teaching you manners. And I really don't understand your desire to attend the banquet as a guest, but at the slightest mistake, I'll personally kick you out. Understand?"

       Caiome blinked unimpressed at him. "Among all the threats I've received in my life, this was the cringiest and most... polite. And, by the way," she flashed a smile, batting her eyelashes, "you just said I fooled Ayato?"

       Thoma frowned. "What?" he said.

       "You said you won't let yourself be fooled by me too. That means you think I fooled Ayato. It means you consider Ayato a fool." Caiome jumped off the bed. "You think Ayato is a fool."

       She burst through the door, starting to run through the halls of the residence, and Thoma chased after her still holding the pillow.

       "Lord Kamisato~o!" she shouted loudly throughout the residence, holding her hands to her mouth like a megaphone. "Lord Kamisato~o! Thoma thinks you're a fo~ol!"

       "Shut up!" he began shouting at her, but Caiome didn't stop.

       They passed through the halls, past maids who stared wide-eyed at the two fleeing figures, Thoma trying to catch Caiome, and Caiome teasing him, letting him get close, then agilely dodging, pushing herself to the floor and jumping lightly over him, using the power of her Vision. She dodged, spun around, jumped over his arms, letting her bare feet lightly touch his arms, then pushed herself into the floor, jumping over him again, leaving him to fall forward, then stepping on his back and letting him fall to the floor.

      Arriving in the living room, Caiome hid behind a screen, still shouting in play. "Lord Kamisato~o! Your precious servant says you're a fool and naive!"

       "Caiome, I swear to all the gods, if you don't shut up—"

       "What are you going to do to me?" she said, jumping onto one of the small tables, the one on which Ayato had written his poems a few nights ago. "Are you going to kick me out with your own hands? Stop me from being here? Lord Kamisato~o, where are yo~u?" she laughed. "Why don't you come out and see how your servants behave?"

       Thoma jumped towards her, and Caiome avoided in time, spinning on the edge of the table, standing with her hands slightly behind her back, while Thoma was like a pancake on the table's surface. When Thoma tried to rise, Caiome put her foot on his back, pressing him down on the table again.

       "Ten push-ups," she said, standing with her chin up, as if she were a personal trainer.

       "What is the meaning of this?" a feminine voice was heard, and both Thoma, who was about to push himself up from the table, and Caiome, who still stood with her foot between his shoulder blades, looked up.

        Ayaka, already dressed with her hair neatly tied and lightly adorned with makeup, stood staring at the two with a fan in her hand. She blinked in confusion, and then Thoma jumped up, emerging from under Caiome's foot who still sat on the table.

       "My lady," Thoma said, approaching her. Then he realized he still had Caiome's pillow in his arms, so he threw it towards Caiome, who barely caught it. "Nothing happened," he said.

       Ayaka looked at him skeptically, then turned her gaze to Caiome, who just waved at her.

       "I don't believe that nothing happened," she said. "What were all those screams in the halls about?"

       "You should ask Thoma," Caiome said.

       "But I prefer to ask you, Miss Caiome."

       "Hmph," she made a sound and got off the table.

       She approached Ayaka, and a small smile appeared on her lips as she looked at her. Ayaka was slightly shorter than Caiome, even though Ayaka was on the wooden heels of her shoes. But even though Caiome threw the pillow back at Thoma, standing with hands on her hips and chest forward, chin up, looking at Ayaka from up there, it was clear who was the princess and who was the beast.

       Ayaka, dressed in her embroidered silk clothes with the family symbol, a camellia flower, hair neatly combed, with a small elegant fan, with an elegant and delicate posture, looked like a prestigious member of an important family who knew how to handle the power that came with influence. On the other hand, Caiome had messy hair, a wild look, her clothes were disheveled, not very clean, of dark colors, and an arrogant smile, along with a look that told you she didn't care about princes and princesses, lords, and the wealthy, as if she could cut a throat just because it looked nice to her.

        "It happened that Thoma didn't choose the right words," Caiome shrugged, crossing her arms over her chest. "I, being a good servant, decided that Lord Kamisato should know about it."

       "Please, don't speak of my brother in jest," came Ayaka's stern response.

       Her steel gaze was fixed, intriguing, powerful, standing with her feet firmly on the ground.

       "Yes, yes," Caiome said nonchalantly, waving her hand as if it were unimportant. "I've heard that too many times. Anyway, how did ya like the idea of our meeting today? You should teach me etiquette, right?"

       "Indeed," Ayaka said. "We should start with the fact that you shouldn't put your feet on the table, run through the residence, or scream at the top of your lungs. And, I should remind you that this behavior is not acceptable, in which case you should receive at least one violation."

       Caiome burst into laughter. "You can't do shit. Haven't you heard your brother? He is the only one who can decide my punishments and the consequences of my actions, and violations represent an ongoing punishment. You can't decide anything," she said to both Ayaka and Thoma.

       "But that doesn't mean we can't report to Lord Kamisato," Ayaka said. "Anyway, don't you have other tasks to do until then?"

       Caiome smiled at the corner of her mouth, then made a half-bow.

       "As the princess wishes," she said, then turned on her heels, leaving Thoma with her pillow in his arms.

       Once Caiome went out through the front doors, only then did she remember that she was barefoot, but she didn't turn back for her boots. Ayaka sighed, suddenly closing her fan and putting it in her hand.

       "My lady?" Thoma asked, and his worried tone echoed throughout the living room.

       "What's on Ayato's mind?" she murmured slowly, like a whisper. "First, he forces her to be a servant, then he proposes that she take part in the banquet events and sit with others at the table as a guest. He knows very well that diplomats from Snezhnaya are important, especially during this time."

       Thoma remained silent for a few seconds, unsure of what to say. He had been present when Lord Kamisato detailed to Ayaka what she needed to do to help Caiome integrate into the banquet, how to wear the robes, how to carry herself, how to smile beautifully like a true guest and a real dancer there only for the pleasure of the other guests. He mentioned that her seat at the table was a kind of reward that was part of the deal. Ayato had far too many deals with her, so many that Ayaka began to lose count, meaning, sense, and purpose. It was like a play between headless chickens, and both of them, he and Caiome, seemed to find pleasure in all this teasing.

       It was no longer about any punishment or consequences, but a pure challenge between the two. Sometimes it wasn't clear who had the advantage, although anyone would say that Lord Kamisato was at least two steps ahead of Caiome.

       "There must be something hidden," Thoma said. "He couldn't have just proposed to Caiome to dance for us out of nowhere."

       And Caiome was thinking the same. Since yesterday when Ayato proposed this deal, she knew that something fishy was going on, but she couldn't exactly say what. She stayed awake until late last night, which is why she was now asleep, to guard Ayato's office. She stood outside, at the open window letting the spring breeze sneak in, and waited for Ayato to leave for his room. But it didn't happen. He worked all night. Caiome occasionally glanced at the window, but Ayato just wrote and wrote, taking papers after papers and folders after folders. She caught him yawning a few times, but he never let his head rest on the table to take a nap; he didn't get up from his seat, didn't take a break, and didn't go to his room until sunrise, when Caiome had already fallen asleep under the window, and Hirotatsu had to shake her and send her to her room.

       Maybe she would have more luck tonight, considering that, from what Caiome knew, until the day of the banquet, Ayato wouldn't be home because of the festival to be held in the city and in the Ritou port.

       She washed the terraces with Thoma, trained with Mizuki at lunchtime, then cleaned the dojo. When they finished, and after Thoma inspected that everything was in order, he led her to one of the ground floor lounges whose windows faced the side garden. Ayaka was sitting at one of the small tables, as elegant as Caiome knew her and as she had seen her before: with a straight back, politely laughing at the words of the woman in front of her, both with a cup of tea in front of them, along with snacks, a few fruit tarts, honey cookies that looked very much like the ones Mizuki's mother made, and chocolate cookies that seemed warm. Under the table was a moderately-sized wooden box.

       The two focused their attention on her and Thoma when they entered, and the seamstress, a medium-height woman with short black hair, bangs, and a bit plump, stood up and made a short bow to Thoma, but not to Caiome. She probably had already been informed about what task she had to do. Ayaka did not rise.

       "Caiome, this is Mrs. Sayumi. Mrs. Sayumi, this is Caiome," Thoma introduced them.

       "The robes Lord Kamisato asked me to sew are here," the seamstress said, picking up and placing on another table a box wrapped in a very beautiful scarf, certainly of quality.

       Opening it, Caiome looked curiously inside at the clothes neatly packed on top of each other. Most of them seemed white, but they clearly had vibrant patterns, warm colors, and pleasing to the eye.

       "He specified that this year should be something a bit different for the main dancer, something less common but still respecting the norms of tradition at the same time. He gave me some approximate measurements, but looking at Miss Caiome, the costume will probably fit her perfectly," said Sayumi.

       Measurements? What measurements could Ayato have given the seamstress if he didn't even know she would need this costume?

       Caiome sighed defeated. Did Ayato really expect her to accept his offer, considering he had already placed the order?

       "I understand," said Ayaka with perfect calm, with an exceptionally fake smile, for she certainly couldn't be pleased that Caiome was receiving a quality costume for doing something for which Ayaka hadn't given her consent. But against her brother, who ordered everything, what could she do except offer her advice? "Thoma, could you give us a little privacy?"

       "Of course," he said, then withdrew, leaving only the three women in the salon.

       "So, where do I change?" asked Caiome.

       The seamstress didn't answer but just took the robes out of the box. The pieces consisted of an extremely, extremely, extremely wide pair of pants, two shirts of different colors, and several cords of various thicknesses. Then another sleeveless robe and the robe that should go over all the others.

       "They are exquisite," said Ayaka towards Sayumi. "I expected nothing less from you, Mrs. Sayumi."

       "Your words bring me great honor," said the seamstress, and Caiome frowned, almost knitting her eyebrows.

       Then she composed herself.

       "I apologize for disturbing you," she said, trying to imitate the behavior of the other two, "but I would prefer to quickly get through this meeting as I have many other things to do."

       Sayumi remained slightly open-mouthed, not knowing what to say, exchanging a few glances with Ayaka.

       "What?" Caiome said. "You're supposed to teach me etiquette. Isn't that how it's done?"

       Ayaka seemed ready to give up on everything that meant her encounters with Caiome, from that day and any day to come.

       "Let's begin," she told the seamstress, who bowed and invited Caiome behind one of the folding screens.

       Caiome took off her clothes and could see Sayumi's confused look as she set her clothes aside. And more than that, Sayumi was looking curiously at the trembling lines as lighting that was traversing her left leg, then her abdomen, surrounding it all, and stopped right on her chest bone. 

       "It's not nice to gaze like that at someone," Caiome said.

       Then she started to dress with the help of the seamstress because she had no idea how to put on those clothes.

        Instead, the seamstress took a sash out of the box and wrapped it around Caiome's waist, and after that, she pulled it, and Caiome took a deep breath, almost coughing because of the way the air was squeezed out of her lungs.

       "This is to give you a more delicate waist shape," said the seamstress.

       "I'm not fat," said Caiome.

       "I didn't say that," said Sayumi. "It's just that you have the outline of a woman who fights with a sword. The sash will only give you more curves. Don't worry; your curves won't be visible under the robe."

       "Then why do I have to wear it?" she complained, pulling the sash slightly.

       Sayumi just smiled. First, they started with one of the shirts, a very intense red color that reached just above the hips. Then came the second shirt, white, followed by pants that, although following the same red color, were not as simple as the shirt. Sometimes, the shade of red faded, turning into a muted orange, and in the center of the colors were flowers in a yellowish-white or pinkish-red that got lost among equally colorful petals. Sayumi fastened the pants at the waist with one of the belts, a kind of red, floral scarf, neatly placed among the folds of the pants and tied in a bow at the front.

       Next was the sleeveless robe. This one was all red, without flowers, but crossed on the edges in a noble gold, not the kind of gold that shines on jewelry in the sun, but a molten gold in the fires of volcanoes, applications that stretched across the entire robe in various circles and undulations, as if following the pattern of a snake. Sayumi placed a slightly thicker belt at the waist, following the pattern of the robe, and over it, a braided golden thread.

       Over all these came the robe, which was completely white at the top, and from the thighs down and from the elbows of the sleeves, followed the pattern of the pants: an intense shade of red at the very bottom, a shade that faded into that muted orange and pale yellow, among spring flowers.

       Finally, Sayumi combed Caiome's hair and tied the top part into a bun with a hairpin so that she could see her face's contour next to the costume, while Caiome sat and analyzed the outfit. She couldn't see a single misplaced thread. The material was soft and even lighter than she expected, and her body seemed to breathe, although her chest and waist were constricted by the sash she was starting to get used to, focusing on breathing.

       Of course, Caiome thought. How could a costume made by probably the main seamstress of the family have mistakes? It wouldn't make sense.

       Moreover, she wondered, how much did this costume cost?

       Caiome stepped out from behind the screen to present herself to Ayaka, but her gaze was still on the patterns that stretched to the ground, touching the floor. Well, during her performance, given that she stood at a considerable distance from the ground, the robes wouldn't touch the earth.

       "What do you think, lady Ayaka?" said Sayumi.

        "As I said, it looks gourgeous, truly stunning. Thank you, Mrs. Sayumi."

        "It's my pleasure, Lady Ayaka."

        "Well," Ayaka said to Caiome, who began to study her sleeves this time, "give it a try."

        Caiome blinked, looking at her. "A try?" she repeated. "Oh."

       She gathered some wind threads between her fingers, spun in a light pirouette on both feet, and the robes floated gently upward. Suddenly, Caiome felt as if she were naked. Using her Vision, the robes didn't weigh anything. Yes, she could definitely maintain her balance in these clothes.

        "I'll tighten the robe a bit at the top so that it doesn't fall off your shoulders. Are the sleeves alright?" asked Sayumi.

        Caiome wondered if she could wield the sword.

        "A little shorter," she replied. "Otherwise, only the blade would be visible," she told Ayaka, who just nodded.

        "I'll note that down," said Sayumi, taking out a notebook from her sleeve, while Ayaka took out the box from under the table.

        "And here are your shoes."

        Caiome looked confused at the box placed in front of her by Ayaka, rolled up her sleeves, and bent down, opening the box. Inside was a gorgeous pair of slippers with a tip, of the same red color as the entire costume, embroidered with thread in the same small flowers.

         Caiome put them on her bare feet, starting to walk around the room to try them on.

         "They're so comfortable," she said excitedly, starting to jump on them to flex the sole. She made another pirouette, letting the wind pass through her clothes. "Oh, I can't wait to climb the logs in those shoes. I'll keep them until the banquet," she told Ayaka. "I have to make them more flexible so I can stay on the tip." Ayaka just nodded reservedly, and in her gaze, Caiome noticed a question being played.

       Probably the same one spinning in her own head.

       Caiome undressed from the costume, put on her own clothes again, and then Sayumi took her leave while Caiome sat where the seamstress had been earlier, taking a honey biscuit and throwing it into her mouth.

       "Before we begin," Caiome said as the seamstress left, and Ayaka opened her mouth to say something. "I'll tell you what I told Ayato. I don't need etiquette lessons. I'll sit at the table with you just to eat, then I'll take off. Nothing more. And I promise I have at least that many manners."

       "Well, I've seen," Ayaka said, "on the evening we welcomed you into my house and laid out an entire feast for you. You seemed to know very well how to behave appropriately."

       "See?" Caiome said. "Your brother didn't want to understand that."

       Ayaka gave her a frosty look. "Nevertheless," she added, "Ayato asked me to do this for you—"

       "You're doing it for him, not for me," Caiome said.

       "And we could start with not interrupting another conversation partner when they are speaking."

       Caiome rolled her eyes, resting her cheek in her palm.

       "Now," Ayaka said, "let's talk about what you need to do. You won't sit at the table with us initially. My brother will introduce you to the guests, you'll dance, and then he'll escort you to the table. Before that, you'll bow deeply in front of the guests, then kneel with your back straight and quietly wait for the meal to be served. Let me see you," she requested.

        "To see me?" she said. "Understood. Bow, on your knees, back straight. Anything else?"

        Ayaka tapped lightly with her fan in her palm. "I need to check the position of your back."

        Caiome sighed. "Will it be considered a violation if my natural back is hunched?"

       "It will be considered a violation if you don't try," Ayaka said.

       Caiome scoffed and then straightened her back.

       Ayaka stood up, then sat on her side, pressing her back with the fan, more like poking her with the sharp edge until Caiome straightened her back even more, grimacing in pain. Ayaka pressed the fan on her shoulders.

        "Shoulders down, neck raised, chin forward."
 
        "I feel like you're trying to bend me the other way," commented Caiome.

        "You asked to be seated at the table," she said with an unusual calm, as if she really had patience for Caiome and her complaints.

        Of course, she was the one who asked to be seated at the table with them. Because Caiome immediately wondered why Ayato would propose her to be there? And how else to find out if, apart from the investigation in his office, which wasn't even certain to succeed, she wouldn't be there. If Ayato had a plan, Caiome wanted to be in the front row because she didn't trust him, nor Ayaka or Thoma. She didn't trust anyone there, for that matter.

        So, Caiome lifted her chin and lowered her shoulders. Then Ayaka began to tell her everything she needed to know, not starting to eat until everyone else had their food in front of them, and especially not before Ayato did. She shouldn't leave food on the plate; she should only put on the plate from the platters as much as she would eat, not more. Always maintain her posture and not ask to take the leftovers from her own plate or from platters to eat later. It was inappropriate. She wouldn't speak unless asked – considering her situation, she wouldn't make any comments, only respond if the guests asked her something specific, and do everything as briefly as possible with a smile on her face.

       "You should be good at coming up with stories," Ayaka said with coldness.

       So, they spent about an hour, Ayaka repeating the information until Caiome retained it and creating small scenarios where Ayaka pretended to be any guest, and Caiome had to respond politely.

       It was a disaster the first few times because Caiome felt weird, and Ayaka insisted. In the end, Caiome agreed, just to get rid of her and her insistence.

       Then Ayaka led her to the inner garden where the orchestra was rehearsing, and she asked them to play the piece they were going to perform during Caiome's dance.

       "So," she turned to Caiome, "have you envisioned what you need to do?"

       Caiome shrugged. "Probably. I'll see in the moment."

       Ayaka closed her eyes, gathering her patience.

       "Caiome," she began, turning to her, making Caiome put her hands on her chest, "you accepted my brother's proposal. If you did, I would like you to give it your utmost attention because you also have something to gain from this deal. In case it turns into a disaster, I don't think my brother will offer you those two hundred days he said he would deduct from the two thousand five hundred, so you need to take this seriously, both for your own good and for the Kamisato family."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow. "I understand," she said. "Well, I will decide that at the end. I need to go clean the swords."

       "I'll accompany you," Ayaka said. "We need to practice the walk. Ayato will escort you to the table; you can't walk the way you usually do or jump or run."

        They both turned, heading towards the back courtyard, and Ayaka began to correct her posture and shoulders again. Steps had to be small, equal, slow, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

        "No one will see my steps under all those clothes."

        "A trained eye can easily tell the difference between the walk of a respectable person and... however you would like to call yourself," Ayaka said.

       "Ah," Caiome said when they reached the back garden, in front of the door to the storage, just as the door opened, and Mizuki came out.

       "Oh, my lady," he said, but no one seemed to notice him when Caiome started talking.

        "Meaning a thief?" she said with a smile, crossing her arms over her chest. "I could accept any term at this point, considering that your servants have accustomed me."

       "You can't blame them for their cautious behavior," said Ayaka. "They don't do it because of unfounded rumors, but because of facts they witnessed."

       "More or less," said Caiome. "Many of them have only heard stories."

       "Miss Caiome, please, don't try to find an excuse for yourself. The truth is that everyone is cautious, including my brother and me. Even if Lord Kamisato offers you certain advantages, he does it for a greater good, not just because you're a special case treated differently from others. Moreover, you're the disadvantaged one here, considering what others can do and what you can't. They have freedom; you don't, so please don't force things."

       She bowed only with her eyes, and Caiome immediately noticed that she did it only because Mizuki was present, then turned and left in the same small and elegant steps that Caiome was forced to take here.

       "What's her problem?" mumbled Caiome.

       "Well, you kind of stole her jewelry," Mizuki said.

       "Yes, which I gave back." She put her hands on her hips, still looking after Ayaka. "Not even her brother behaves like that. At least he's more fun."

       "Can you blame her?" Mizuki said, grabbing her arm and leading her to the storage. "You didn't take anything from Lord Kamisato, but you took everything you could find among Lady Ayaka's jewelry, including the most important for her."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, sitting on her chair. "The most important?"

       "The silver hairpin with sapphires?" Mizuki said, and Caiome instantly remembered that beautiful piece of jewelry that she was undecided whether to sell or keep to add to her collection. "It's a kind of family heirloom.

       "A kind of?"

       "It was her mother's. Lady Ayaka received it from her just before she died."

       Caiome was silent for a few seconds. "And how do you know that?"

       "Where do you think?" he said. "That was the main subject about the stolen things. No one mentioned the other jewelry, only the silver hairpin with sapphires."

        Caiome slumped back, putting her hands on her chest. There had to be more to Ayaka than that. And she knew what it was.

        That night, Caiome entered Ayato's office without much complication. She simply opened the door, walked in quietly, and closed it behind her. She lit a candle, looked around the room, and let out a light whistle. Ayato's office was... an office. Full. A full office. The only empty portion was the center of the room and the desk placed in front of the window where Ayato spent most of his time. Otherwise, the walls were flanked by shelves and cabinets containing papers, books, and files, all arranged in a well-determined order by various subjects: expenses for festivals, banquets, treasury records, reports from each cultural branch of the Yashiro Commission, each material situation of the other clans, and many similar items, all written in detail, with beautiful calligraphy. Caiome realized it was Ayato's handwriting, considering the flowing letters resembled those she had seen him write.

       She sat at the desk and began to search for the file on the expenses for the banquet that was gonna take place in two days. She found the file and started reading, surprised at how effortlessly she could read the words. This man had a golden touch when it came to moving a brush on paper. Probably the years had molded him.

        She read the entire file but found nothing related to her or anything suspicious. A banquet in honor of a delegation from Snezhnaya. Caiome briefly wondered if it was connected to the incident with the Fatui group that she heared Ayato talking about with the man with the glasses, but it seemed this delegation had no relation to their activities, rather focusing on the cultural exchange she heard about in the city, as Inazuma started forming international connections now that the borders were open again. The project began with Fontaine, continued with Sumeru, and now Snezhnaya submitted its proposal. That's why they were coming around the Sakura festival, attending Ayato's banquet, and then touring the city. It was like a kind of exchange of experience.

       Well, that was boring. If Caiome were caught up in a situation to fight the Fatui if needed, which wasn't the first time she had done it, it would be more than fun, rather than just sitting to eat and smile politely, with a straight back and small steps.

       She hoped for something interesting or that she had found the reason Ayato told her to dance for the guests because she found nothing in his papers.

       She opened the desk drawer to put the file back, but her eyes fell on the old characters she couldn't read. She left the file on the table, then took out the notebook and placed it on the desk over the file. She grabbed it, and it instantly opened to the last poem written. Caiome didn't know if it was the same poem Ayato had written when she accompanied him, although the characters seemed familiar, but between the pages was a cherry blossom with its five petals, pressed by the poem.

       This man was really strange.

       She closed the notebook and put it back, then placed the file over it and closed the drawer. She extinguished the candle, replacing it with a new one to make everything look identical to before entering the office. She made sure nothing was out of place, then left and went to her room.

       She found nothing.

 

Chapter 13: Chapter 13 ~ The Bet and the Sakura Story

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Chapter 13 ~ The Bet and the Sakura Story

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       The next day, Caiome cleaned the terraces, practiced with Mizuki, cleaned the dojo, then went alone to Ayaka's salon to repeat the same etiquette rules as yesterday, using the same method: Ayaka pretending to be a guest whom Caiome had to enchant with words and smiles. Ayaka even promised Caiome that until she did everything perfectly, she wouldn't let her leave. This would delay her responsibilities, and they might even stay until midnight if needed, just so Caiome wouldn't make any mistakes during the banquet.

       All right, Caiome probably understood the importance of the banquet. After all, that was the purpose of the Yashiro Commission, to preserve and evolve culture. And cultural exchange was crucial for promoting their own culture, which could mean closing international industrial deals. Maybe Caiome also understood the importance of the delegation from Snezhnaya, given that Snezhnaya was renowned for the furs they made, their quality and beauty that could be used by the people of Inazuma through the winter.

       "You're anxious, aren't you?" Caiome said, resting her cheek in her palm, interrupting Ayaka's discourse on femininity in lifting the tea cup from the table. By doing so, Caiome had already violated some of Ayaka's rules—she didn't have a straight back, her shoulders weren't pulled back, her chin wasn't lifted, and she didn't smile. She interrupted Ayaka and spoke without being asked.

       "About what?" Ayaka asked, curious nevertheless.

       "About everything," Caiome said.

       Ayaka opened her fan suddenly, starting to flutter it very slowly under her nose. "I'm sorry, I have no idea what you could be referring to, Miss."

       "That's why I always said your brother is more fun. At least he tries."

       "I don't wish to address topics unrelated to the banquet the day after tomorrow. Now, let's return to the tea ceremony tradition."

       "I don't care," Caiome said.

       "Miss Caiome—"

       "The banquet. Important. Don't mess it up. I get it," she said quickly. "You can drop all your scenarios. I don't care about them now, and probably not then. My role is to dance and eat nicely."

        "In that case," Ayaka said coldly, raising her chin, "I think you should assist the orchestra."

        Caiome frowned at her. "That's not what you want me to do," she said.

        "In fact, that is the only thing I would like you to do right now."

        "No, it's not. You want me to apologize. You want me to apologize for stealing from you, for taking your jewelry, and for taking advantage of your kindness and naivety. You want me to bow before you, just like everyone else does."

       Ayaka stopped her fan abruptly, closing it and adopting that serious expression that Caiome wanted to see.

       Finally.

       "I don't desire that," Ayaka said. "I am perfectly aware that you have regret regarding your actions. So I won't ask the impossible from someone who doesn't know this morality. Let's let things go as Ayato decided, and after the banquet is over, we can go our separate ways, even though we live in the same residence for now."

       Caiome leaned back in her palms.

       "So you're anxious. And you think too much. And you're trying to avoid talking about it for fear of what you might say."

       "I didn't ask for an analysis."

       She was about to get up, but Caiome's words stopped her.

       "Your hatred for me is because I stole the jewelry given to you by your mother," she concluded. "And you want me to realize that, unlike the other jewelry you probably don't care about, I stole something that has sentimental value to you."

        Ayaka lifted her chin. "What happened that night doesn't matter anymore," Ayaka said, keeping her calm, although Caiome saw how she subtly clenched her fist and hid her hand under the table, out of sight. "We need to learn to look forward because life waits for no one."

        Caiome studied Ayaka as she stood up, ready to leave her own salon, when Caiome should have been the one kicked out. Since this wasn't her cleaning area and was a room designated for Ayaka's status in that house, Ayaka had every right to kick Caiome out. But Ayaka would rather run away from this discussion than try to make Caiome leave, because she knew she wouldn't succeed.

       "Let's make a deal," she said suddenly.

       "And why would I do that?" Ayaka asked.

       "Because you want me to apologize. Because you want to get a sincere feeling from me at least once to feed your illusions that you had until now," Caiome continued, standing up.

       "I'm not going to make any deals with you, Miss Caiome. Have a good day."

       "Because it's about your jewelry, not Ayato's, and even though your brother took responsibility for me, you know damn well that you deserve a share of those rights too, right?"

        Ayaka shot her a look. "Do you think I'll trust your words?"

       "You don't have to," Caiome said, waving her hand. "I understand your skepticism. I wouldn't trust myself either. But it's not about trust; it's about being right, isn't it?" Ayaka seemed surprised. "Here's the deal. If I don't behave properly at the banquet, if I make even the slightest mistake in... all these good manners, I'll sincerely apologize. I understand your feeling."

        Ayaka raised her chin.

       "But," Caiome continued, "if I make no mistake, neither in dance nor in behavior, then you have to acknowledge that I'm right."

       "Right about what, exactly?" Ayaka asked.

       "You feel like a failure," Caiome said a bit too directly, making Ayaka tremble inwardly. "You trusted me because I saved you, guaranteed to Ayato that I'm a good person who wouldn't do anything wrong. You didn't listen to him, and I tried to run away with your things. If it wasn't for Ayato and his skeptical nature and keen observation, you wouldn't have gotten your mother's jewelry back. And if you could make such a mistake, that you could lose something so small, you could make a mistake about bigger things, like... well, the Kamisato family. You're anxious about the banquet, everyone knows it. Plus, preparations that started three days after Ayato forced me to stay here? Preparations that began three weeks ago, your insistence not to make any mistakes. Practically, you begged me. You're the face of every festival, princess, because you can't be the puppet behind the event, and you're afraid you couldn't be like your brother, that he should be the only one. So you try, and when you fail, you demoralize yourself, hide your emotions, try to strengthen yourself, and do everything right. Am I wrong?"

       Ayaka kept silent for several whole seconds.

       "We didn't attend the banquet yet to prove you right or wrong," she said as she exited the salon, and Caiome smiled to herself.

       Oh, she loved challenges. But to truly love them, she had to put in all her effort to win. That's why Caiome took the deer leather shoes that Ayato had ordered for her, went to the inner garden where the orchestra had already started their rehearsals, and asked them to play the piece of music she would be dancing to. The orchestra played. And played. And played, while Caiome didn't dance but performed exercises to break in the shoes, staring blankly at the trees around her.

 

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       On the morning of the banquet, Thoma didn't insist on banging her head against the crate, so as not to leave any bruises that the maids would have to cover with makeup, as he put it. Caiome just rolled her eyes when she was informed that she would be exempt from activities that day, especially since most of the servants had something a little different to do than usual to prepare for the afternoon banquet.

       Caiome reluctantly let Thoma take her sword, as he insisted that he would take it to Mizuki to clean the blade and sheath, preparing it for the performance, while she would be taken care of by the maids.

       First and foremost, Caiome was taken for a bath. A bath in the true sense of the word. The maids greeted her with a nose wrinkle, especially when Caiome noticed that two of them were the older woman and the younger girl from the riverbed who didn't let her wash the sheets. She smiled at them. For a day, Caiome would be pampered and served as if she were indeed a guest of Lord Kamisato, just as Chizuru had served her when she came here for the first time.

       But the maids didn't take her easy. They practically threw her into one of the huge bath basins, starting to rub her skin until Caiome felt like a scrub, and washing her hair, combing it, applying oils and shampoos, and pulling with the brush so hard that Caiome thought she would end up bald.

       "Ouch! Slow down!" she yelled a few times, but the maids didn't pay attention, standing with their noses in the air, ignoring her.

       Not to mention the cruelty and ruthlessness when they waxed her with hot sugar, seeming not to care that they burned her skin or how hard they pulled, making Caiome think she would end up both bald and skinless.

       Two hundred days, she told herself in her mind. Two hundred days closer to her shell. Two hundred days and a delicious meal without nasty looks and stray thoughts, just relaxation. And the chance to get to know Ayato better, to discover his secrets, a chance that could bring her even more reduced days from the two thousand five hundred. Maybe she would find something so crucial that she could blackmail him back in exchange for the shell.

       But for that, she had to endure the wrath of the maids.

       The one who did her makeup, surprisingly, was Chizuru, who approached her with her chin raised and nose high, just as Mizuki tried to do at first but failed.

       "I agreed to do this only because of Lady Ayaka and Lord Kamisato," she said without Caiome asking anything. "Don't let it get to your head."

       Caiome smiled sweetly. "I didn't expect anyone else for this role. You seem the most suitable, considering you also do your mistress's makeup."

       Chizuru blushed, leaving the products on the table next to the chair where Caiome was seated.

       "I will accept your compliment, but don't think for a second that I will be fooled by your words."

       "I've heard that before," Caiome said. "What are these?" she asked, pointing to open porcelain jars containing various powders.

       "This is for the skin," Chizuru said, "and this for the eyes."

       "I see," Caiome said curiously. "I haven't worn anything like this before."

       Chizuru widened her eyes. "You've never worn make-up before?"

       Caiome laughed a little nervously. "Weird, isn't it? I mean, I have, but with strange paints or juice from fruits. Or at children's stalls, painters drawing faces for free with festival paint," she said.

       "Those are nonsense," Chizuru said, outraged. "I mean, not for children, but that is the art of painting. The art of makeup is a separate art," she said with a proud air, which made Caiome shake her head. They were all the same. "I will transform even you, a stranger to this art, into a goddess. Well, no," she quickly added, "because the only goddess here is Lady Ayaka. But you'll be beautiful enough to not turn heads around in disgust."

       "Thank you," she muttered.

       "Now, let's think. Considering the color palette of the costume, the festival theme, and your features... Ugh, here's where the problem lies."

       "Why?" Caiome became curious, although she knew what Chizuru was about to say.

       "Your hair messes up the whole story. It's not silver; it's more like..."

       "Gray?" Caiome rolled her eyes.

       "Exactly!" Chizuru exclaimed. "That's why I need to think carefully about how to do your makeup. Hmm..."

       Chizuru started her work. First, she applied some creams to her face, saying that she had dry and cracked skin, so she needed to cover such imperfections, to not make the makeup looks like it's about to fall off her face. Then she gave her a kind of slimy and sticky gel, crystal green. Later, Caiome learned that it was made from snail secretion. Then she started applying powders. White powder, combined with a skin-colored one, considering that Caiome didn't have such a light complexion as the others, applied with a light brush that caressed her skin. Then a pink powder to give her cheeks a bit of color. With a smaller brush, Chizuru chose a few shades of pink for her eyes and a pale shade of the same pink for her lips. Then she took black paint, like ink, and with a brush so thin that Caiome couldn't even see the strands at the end, Chizuru drew something on her face, around her eyes. Then she came with the same type of paint, but this time red, then golden.

       "Are you sure it will look somewhat good on me?" Caiome asked. "I feel like there's too... much."

       "Have you seen your costume?" Chizuru said. "It looks simple, but it's not. Mrs. Sayumi only brought you the clothing the other day, not the accessories."

       "So, you want me to be even more overloaded?" Caiome retorted.

       "I've been told you'll use your Vision to help," she blinked, pausing for a second in her painting.

       "Yes, but—"

       "I think you'll manage," Chizuru continued with her drawing, which Caiome felt reaching her nose and the center of her forehead, between her eyebrows. "I've seen you so many times on those logs, and I've seen you fight, and even though I don't have much contact with the other servants, I've heard rumors. Don't think I say this for you," she added quickly. "I say it for Lady Ayaka and Lord Kamisato. Everything has to be perfect; we've all worked too hard for this. Especially Lady Ayaka and the lord. You have no idea about the nights he spends in his office, trying to get everything perfect. If you knew, you would appreciate even more what he does for you. You should thank him for letting you work for him instead of staying constantly locked in a cell with special surveillance. He's kind enough to do that even for thieves who stole his sister's precious things, so don't dare to do something wrong just for revenge."

       Caiome blinked a few times.

       "Are you in love with him or something?" she asked, and Chizuru's brush slipped.

       "What nonsense are you talking about?!" she said quickly, agitated. "Look what I've done; I made a mistake. Now I have to erase it carefully. Don't say such words!"

       "Don't you think he's a bit too old for you, though? He's almost double your age."

       "I'm not in love with him! I could never be," Chizuru defended herself.

       "Sure," Caiome shrugged, seemingly unimpressed as her nose seemed to grow from the way she teased Chizuru. "Judging by the way you act, breathe, talk about him, and the way your heart beats, I definitely can't think you have a secret crush on him. You surely don't look at him with big eyes, hanging on to every word and movement of his. Surely you don't study his face as if it's the first and last time you see it, enjoying the feeling of being infatuated," she began to laugh, producing sounds that resembled more of a sinister "ha ha ha" than a usual laughter.

       "Caiome!" Chizuru complained, and Caiome laughed even harder. "Don't move, be quiet, and let me do your makeup."

       An hour later, Caiome not only had her makeup done but also her hair. However, Chizuru didn't let her look in the mirror until she finished everything. After pulling her hair and securing it with golden diamond-studded hairpins and ornaments that already made Caiome wonder if she could dance on logs or not, Chizuru finally agreed to give her a mirror.

        Caiome gasped when she saw herself in the glassy surface. The face in the mirror was anyone but her. Certainly not her. And not because she was be more beautiful, but because her hair never stayed arranged like that, caught in a long tail with three golden diamond-studded hairpins and necklaces that surrounded her head. And not because she had never been wearing makeup before, but because that makeup was too much. Her skin seemed shinier, eyebrows were thinner, lips appeared fuller and not as cracked, but the cherry on top was not all that or the pink eyeshadow that seemed to deepen her eyes.

       But the paints Chizuru used on her. Her eyes were framed by black paint that extended both inside and outside in long tails reaching the base of the nose and the middle of the temple, respectively. Red paint outlined the black one at the bottom of the eye, climbing towards the nose in two thin lines up to its tip without touching each other. The same thin red lines were on her cheeks, one on each sharp cheekbone, and an elongated rhomb sat between her eyebrows. The golden paint, on the other hand, outlined the red paint, but only the lines on the cheekbones and the elongated rhomb.

        "I look like..." she began, frowning at herself in the mirror, unable to find the right word.

        "Youkai," Chizuru said, taking the mirror from her. She twirled, proud of her work, placing the mirror on the table, then started gathering all her things. "A kind of ghost with unusual features. You're playing the role of a youkai."

        Caiome was about to ask "what do you mean by role?" when the salon door opened, and Sayumi entered not only with her costume and shoes, but also with a separate box of golden and red accessories and warm pastel colors that made Caiome frown.

        "Let's get to work," she said. "Lady Ayaka will come to check how you look and if you are ready to present yourself to the banquet. It's already past noon, and the guests are starting to arrive. Lord Kamisato is already in the garden, and now he's just waiting for Lady Ayaka, so let's get started."

       Caiome didn't even know when she had been dressed in the costume and when the shoes were put on her, or when Sayumi, without notifying her beforehand, placed all the accessories on her: a golden braided thread that, passing over the chest in a rather casual way, caught the two parts of the robe; gold earrings and a few necklaces - a sign of abundance, said the seamstress; bracelets on her feet and hands; nails painted black, with paint extended on her fingers to give the appearance of claws; drawings made by Chizuru on her hands and the top of her foot, although Caiome doubted anyone would see them.

       Caiome was no longer some kind of dancer or entertainer or whatever Ayato had in mind for her.

       She was a doll with no say in this.

       Then Thoma brought the sword, looking at her for a long time before starting to laugh, holding his stomach. Caiome hit him with the sleeve of her robe, and when she saw that didn't calm him down, she took a pillow from one of the tea tables and hit him right in the face.

       "Hey! That's not nice," Thoma said, pointing a finger at her, then pursed his lips and started laughing again. "Oh, if you could see how you look."

      "Hey!" Caiome retorted. "It's your culture, right? Youkai," she puffed.

      "More like Oni."

      "More like you should see what I would do to you."

       Caiome took one of Chizuru's powders, the pink one specifically, and blew it towards Thoma, coloring his face in shades of pink.

       "Hmph," she said, "present yourself at the banquet if you can. You look like a cherry blossom, I'm sure you'll fit into the scenery."

       "I see you're having fun," Ayaka's voice was heard, who had just arrived at the door, but early enough to see the show between Caiome and Thoma.

       Caiome saw Ayaka and remembered seeing her a day ago in their etiquette lesson, where she was determined to show that she would keep her word and win the challenge proposed by her, but Ayaka seemed not to know what she was talking about or what was happening.

       And sooner rather than later, Caiome even felt again that just by looking at them, you could tell who played the role of the goddess and who played the role of the beast. Or, in short, a Youkai role.

       Ayaka wore pastel blue tones that matched her light blue hair and eyes. A robe made of the finest material, almost transparent, with flowers of a similarly pale pink and simple but charming makeup. Her hair was left down, raised only halfway up, in a tail, and caught with her mother's sapphire hairpin, which Caiome noticed immediately.

        Seated side by side, Caiome and Ayaka couldn't be more different: one wearing blue, the other wearing red; one a representation of elegance and beauty, the other of wild forest spirits; one being the serene morning, the other the sunset and the fall of darkness. Both the moon and the sun. They were like two twin sisters of different nature.

        Ayaka quickly studied Caiome, who was made to turn around a few times for a complete inspection. Then she gave her approval with a nod.

        "You will be brought by a maid to the garden, then my brother will announce you," she added before leaving with Thoma, who still had pink cheeks because of the powder.

        Caiome concluded that the powder didn't disappear so easily. And if the powder was hard to wipe off... would she be stuck with that paint on her face forever?

        She stood in the salon with Chizuru and Sayumi for about half an hour, trying to find a suitable place for the sword sheath, which, in turn, was adorned with two intertwined cords, one red and one, of course, golden. Eventually, they found a solution, hiding the sheath between the robe and the long vest that played a similar role.

        Then a maid came and informed them that they needed to get ready, and she was led to the inner gardens, where Caiome stood for hours, improperly speaking, listening to the orchestra play and watching the cherry blossoms shake.

       She was guided directly behind some screens without seeing the guests' table, but she could hear their voices. Several male voices, a few female ones. Ayato's guards surrounded the area, while elegantly dressed maids in white, red, and pink carried drinks, passing by her. In the center of the garden, where Caiome could see, there were already some dancers dressed in simpler costumes than hers but richer in colors—yellow, red, green, and purple—wearing wooden shoes and with their hair styled in buns and braids, decorated with large flowers like roses.

        Around the garden, there were trees with pink crowns moving gently in the light breeze, letting rosy petals slide, making the entire garden look like a sky during sunset.

        Caiome seized the perfect moment when Chizuru wasn't looking her way to sneak a glance behind the screen towards the guests' table. She was curious about the kind of food on the tables and, at the same time, tried to spot the delegation from Snezhnaya. Perhaps she would manage to distinguish some dishes, but the conversations were overlapping. Ayato had his discussions, Ayaka had hers, and many others were happening simultaneously.She was led directly behind some screens without seeing the guests' table, but she could hear their voices. Several male voices, a few female ones. Ayato was engaged in his own conversation, Ayaka had hers, and many others alongside them.

       The tables were arranged in a U shape, long low tables decorated with flowers and the Kamisato family emblem, alongside that of the Shogun on whose behalf they conducted all these affairs. On one side were the Inazuma people. Clan heads, Caiome instantly realized, those under Ayato's command and part of the Yashiro Commission, the men and their wives. On the other side were those from Snezhnaya, dressed rather militarily. Which, according to Caiome, didn't fit the men's style. She had been to Snezhnaya and come across authorities many times who usually, despite the cold, kept their hair shorter, either to not obstruct their view or to avoid staying wet for too long in bad weather. And they seemed a bit rosy in the cheeks. Well, it wasn't that cold, and it certainly wasn't that hot either.

       Caiome glanced around. Ayaka was standing next to Ayato, engaged in a conversation with one of the women among the clan heads. She stood straight, shoulders pulled back, smiled politely, waiting for the other person to stop talking, although she seemed a bit bored. Then she looked at Ayato, who seemed a bit different. It could be seen from there that he wore shades of purple on his clothes, pale shades to match the atmosphere. They were different, but Caiome couldn't see them entirely, focusing more on what he was discussing with his Snezhnayan guest, probably the most important among all considering he stood right next to him and had a different costume from the others, more elaborate, more relaxed, and at least had shorter hair.

       Caiome had probably lingered too long staring, as in the next moment, Ayato caught her gaze, looking at her from the corner of his eye, adding his characteristic smile. Caiome quickly retreated behind the screen, trying to count the seconds until the dancers finished, and it would be her turn. It seemed to be taking too long.

       She tried to occupy her mind, thinking about the orchestra's melody for her, counting the steps, or wondering how much power from her hidden Vision she had to use to make the clothes and accessories lighter. She leaned again, but Ayato was no longer at the table, and Ayaka was holding his place, talking to the Snezhnayan delegate.

       Just as she wondered where he disappeared, she felt her pinkie finger caught between two other fingers, so she jumped to the side, but her finger remained captive.

       "Look," Ayato said with a smile, holding her finger between the tips of his, "I've caught a Youkai lurking in my garden."

       Caiome pulled her pinky from between his fingers.

       "I hate you," she said, probably referring to his habit of having steps too light and too quiet of a breath.

       "That should be the point, right?" he laughed, withdrawing his hand and placing it behind his back.

       Now that Caiome looked better at him, she realized what was different about him. His hair was a bit more wavy, pulled into a low ponytail over his shoulder and chest, with a braided strand of light purple; in his left ear, he had a long earring with hanging white silk threads, and his entire outfit was composed of short robes over which symbols in dark shades of purple were traced. Only the pants were black, and the sleeves of the robe above were wide, although the robe itself was a bit tight.

       This man had so many quality and beautiful costumes that it was hard to distinguish between everyday ones and those he kept for events like this.

       "I don't see food on the table," Caiome said.

       Ayato hid his hands in the robe's sleeves. "That's because they will be served after you finish your dance. I promised our guests that you would be the highlight of the event. I couldn't distract their attention with food."

       "Of course," Caiome said. "Gods forbid everyone to not have their eyes on me; it would be a loss."

       "It would be," Ayato said with a small smile.

       Caiome huffed. "So... a Youkai role, huh?"

       "It suits you, don't you think?" he laughed.

       "Don't play dumb with me; it's not in your character," she blew a strand of her hair, then put it behind her ear. "How did you know I would agree to dance for you? How did you even come up with that idea? Such a costume can't be made perfectly for me in less than a week, and surely I don't think Sayumi had it randomly around the shop. You didn't'simply pointed at it and said, 'This is perfect.'"

       "When you frown at me," Ayato said instead, "the role suits you even better."

       Caiome sighed in frustration.

      "And if you hadn't accepted as you did, I would have found another way to convince you," he added. "Whether using your Vision's shell or not as blackmailing, you would have ended up here, so you should be glad we resolved it in a civilized manner."

        "Tell me honestly," Caiome said, "do you even see me as the thief who entered your house? Because I, for one, feel like your personal toy. Even if, logically, it would be in your nature to treat people like this."

       Ayato smiled faintly. "You really are like a Youkai," came his late response, looking at her and examining her face and expression.

       Caiome squinted her eyes. "Why did you want me to dance for you?" she asked, putting her hands over her chest.

       "As I've told you, your balance fascinated me, and I believe it should be shown to others. Especially dressed like this and in this kind of scenario."

       Caiome shrugged. "Believe it or not, I have no idea what I'm doing here."

       "Let me show you then," he said, then pulled one of his hands out of the robe's sleeves.

       He took one of Caiome's hands and turned it with the palm up, holding it gently, so the palm was stretched. Leaving one gloved finger on her skin, he began to draw imaginary lines, as if holding his fancy brush, looking only at her palm and the traces he left behind.

        "Cherry blossoms have been admired, and the Sakura festival has been held since ancient characters existed," he began. "As a meaning, because of the short life of the flowers, sakura was seen as 'life is fleeting', meaning in flight. So the people of Inazuma wrote it like this." He showed her her own palm where nothing was drawn, but somehow Caiome remembered the sign. Ayato moved lower on her palm towards the center. "Therefore, sakura represented both life and what was at its end, meaning death. It was beauty," he drew another character, "but it was also violence."

       He looked at her for a second through his long eyelashes, then turned back to her palm.

       "Sakura was the symbol of the most beautiful and honorable death and still is a symbol of the samurai. And around sakura, the Hanami ritual was born," he drew another character. "It means admiration," he said in a whisper.

       He traced with the tip of his finger through the center of her palm, and Caiome tried to remember the shape of all the characters, but everything began to fade once Ayato looked at her again, and his eyes sparkled. Behind the screen, no one could see him except her, and he seemed to know that.

       "This is all that you represent now. Beauty and violence under the guise of an immortal Youkai gazing towards the end of a life that it finds only in the falling cherry blossoms. Your sword, a guide for samurais, wielded with honor."

       Caiome clenched her jaw slightly, looking at her palm, then back up at Ayato. Suddenly, she became aware of the proximity between them. And the fact that Ayato had not touched her for so long before. Short touches, yes. And very rarely at that. But not touches that were lingering for so long between them two. Probably he was taking advantage of the fact that they were alone, considering that in public it probably wasn't allowed by the etiquette of noble men. His touch was gentle, warm, and tender. He didn't touch her whole palm, only his fingers holding hers.

       "And the ritual?" she asked. "Where does it fit into all of this?"

       "In us," he said in a whisper. "Those around you... Admiring you."

       Caiome took a short breath, then looked at her hand again, thinking that she might find the drawn characters there, but there was nothing, and Ayato didn't release her hand. She could have taken a step back, distanced herself from him, but her feet wouldn't let her, and the feeling was nauseating. Eventually, she pulled her hand back, hiding it under the sleeves of her robe. However, Ayato didn't lower his hand, as if waiting for her to offer it again.

       "What is it?" he asked in the same light tone, almost whispering secrets to her, leaning a bit closer, and Caiome looked more towards his chest.

        "The music," she finally said. "It's about to stop."

        Which was true because five seconds later, the orchestra ceased its melody, and applauses could be heard from the tables, although Caiome knew that no one was actually watching the dancers. They had retreated to the side screens, all passing by Ayato and Caiome as if they hadn't seen them, with lowered gazes, ready to go home.

       "You should introduce me now, right?" Caiome said.

       Ayato looked at her, then nodded slightly. He passed by her, heading to the center of everyone. Caiome shook her hands and feet, rotated her neck, gathering strands of wind on her fingers, looking beyond the screen. Ayato politely presented the scenario she was about to play, a Youkai under cherry blossoms. The tree trunks were taller than the ones she had chosen for herself in the backyard gardens, but they were suitable.

       When Ayato settled in his place behind the table, the orchestra began to play. She was supposed to play the role of a Youkai, right? Youkai didn't wear leather shoes. 

 

Chapter 14: Chapter 14 ~ The Immortal Youkai and the Mortal Lover

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Chapter 14 ~ The Immortal Youkai and the Mortal Lover

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       Taking off her shoes and standing barefoot, Caiome gathered the wind and jumped on a log, and her robes fluttered around her. The bracelets jingled, and in a pirouette, she drew her sword and extended it to the left. The light fell on it, reflecting the colors of the trees and flowers, and the wind went towards the branches above her. Petals began to fall like raindrops, and Caiome stepped onto another log as the instruments touched certain strings, making everything sound like wind chimes. With each chime, Caiome stepped on another log. The sun shone on her jewels, accessories, and the embroideries of her clothes, making her look like the sun itself. She spun and floated, stretched the sword and caught cherry blossoms, then cut them with a sudden movement, letting them fall lifelessly around her.

       She was beauty and violence.

       She jumped and floated in the air, and the bracelets collided with each other. She rotated several times on the same log, closing her eyes, living. She was a Youkai. She was immortal. And when she opened her eyes, she looked at the life that was ending in front of her.

        Her sword was sharp. It was beautiful and honorable. It had served her for years. Throughout the years, Caiome had never been separated from it, just like a Youkai never separated from its nature and what made it a Youkai.

       And everyone, in the company of music, looked at her; at her steps; at the way the robes floated around her as if she were flying. She flew. They looked at her bare feet; at the way the petals touched her shoulders, hair, and clothes; at her eyes resembling beasts, shining in the shadows of the flowers caressing her cheeks and lashes. The robes covered her feet, making it seem like she was floating towards the cherry blossoms, rather than falling with them.

       The melody was nearing its end. She had to make one more pirouette, step on the wind, let the robes fly, and the jewels shine, the bracelets jingle, and the sword cut around her.

       But there he was. With his hands outstretched towards her, with a small smile, with a glow as intense as hers, bathed in cherry petals and the white light of the sun. Making everything around him disappear, Ayato reached out to the Youkai, and she, putting her sword back in its sheath, caught his fingers between hers, and the robes flew around them, along with the cherry blossoms. Her life was breaking in front of him. The life of a Youkai was breaking in front of a mortal. Until now, she looked at pale light, but now she had turned towards a stronger, more pleasant light.

       She stepped on the wind and then on the ground, and his gaze was almost... cheerful. Leaning slightly towards her, Ayato kissed the fingers of one hand, and Caiome straightened up, looking for his gaze at the same time, just like a forest spirit curiously looks for something that only a mortal could have, namely the anticipated glow of death. The kiss was light, barely felt. It wasn't even a touch, but the ghost of one, as if spirits couldn't feel what mortals could.

       Then Ayato stood up, looked into her eyes, and turned towards the crowd that began to applaud, smiling at them. Only then did Caiome realize that she had just danced. She had danced for these people who had been watching her all this time.

       Ayato gently pulled her towards him, and they began to walk. Caiome immediately forgot how she was supposed to step, but she looked at his steps: small, elegant, calculated. So she tried to follow him, to mimic what he was doing. She looked at Ayaka, but couldn't discern her expression. There were several possibilities. If she was satisfied, she would be pleased that Caiome was acting as a true dancer - because that's what she had to be in front of others - managing to maintain the second role that Ayaka imposed on her, inventing stories. She would be pleased that the banquet was going as it should. But if that were the case, Ayaka would have lost the bet.

       Ayato let her sit at the end of the table, next to an old woman, but beautiful, holding her hand until she sat on her knees, with a straight back and pulled shoulders, looking dignified. Ayato made another bow, then retreated to his place. The woman on her right smiled at Caiome, and she politely nodded, without saying anything.

       Soon, the servants began to bring the food, and now Caiome was even closer to Ayato so she could hear him. Although she didn't quite succeed, considering that the woman beside her kept asking her questions, to which Caiome, instead of telling her to shut up and leave her alone, smiled and answered the questions, sometimes giving her opinion. About perfumes, about make-up - although she wasn't very good at it - and she was asked where she had learned to dance like that.

       "In Liyue," she told the truth. "From a sword dancer."

       "You are very beautiful," the woman said, and her blue eyes sparkled.

       Caiome nodded slightly. "Thank you. But I dare say I don't compare to you. You have a natural beauty compared to my face hidden under this makeup."

       "Well, it suits you extraordinarily well. The shape of your eyes, their color, your hair... the radiance... you truly seem like a Youkai."

       Caiome didn't say anything, just smiled.

       She started to eat quietly, sushi, chicken, rice triangles - which had become her favorites -, a bit of fish, then desserts: honey biscuits, pastries, tarts, dango, all while listening. Ayato and the delegate from Snezhnaya were discussing typical business matters, while other entertainers began to perform dances, games, and theater in front of them. However, some were paying attention, while the rest engaged in conversations.

       Caiome looked bored towards the Snezhnaya delegates, who were talking among themselves, but very, very slowly, and some were looking quite insistently towards their leader.

       Then she frowned slightly when she saw behind the screens a figure that had no business being there. A girl, probably up to one and a half meters tall, with blond curly hair tied in a thin ponytail at the back and bangs reaching down to her jaw, stared with her brown eyes directly at Caiome. She took a step back, hiding behind the screen, but Caiome leaned to the side, managing to catch her gaze again, before the girl either completely hid or even fled behind the screens.

       It was strange. The girl was wearing servant's clothes, but Caiome hadn't seen her in the residence before, and she knew everyone at least by face if not by name. After all, she worked from morning until night, so she saw all the employees during shift changes.

      "Are you sure?" Caiome heard at one point from her right, while eating a piece of sushi, drawing her attention away from the girl who fled through the gardens.

       She looked over there, and two men, one with glasses and older, the other middle-aged, with a pair of light blue eyes, were talking slowly to each other.

      "I'm sure," the one with glasses replied. "The expenses for this year..."

      "... must have been..." The man nodded. "...impossible."

      "I'll talk to him."

      "... quickly."

      Caiome became frustrated with the music and others talking over the two.

      "... weeks later."

      "... the supplements..."

      "... the clans... for a long time."

     "I have a gift for you," Ayato's voice suddenly sounded in her ears, and Caiome turned abruptly towards him.

      From the sleeve of his robe, Ayato pulled out a small package, like a box, tied in a scarf, and all fell silent when he placed the box on the table. The leader of the delegation, smiling shyly, accepted it with a sincere "thank you."

      "Please," Ayato said, making a hand gesture, "open it. I would like to hear your opinion. Of course, it will be a bit outside Inazuma's specific culture, but it is a world culture, and we wanted to share it with you, especially now."

       Caiome squinted her eyes.

       "Of course," the leader said.

       He unwrapped the scarf, and from inside he took out a black box with a sculpted cherry blossom flower. He opened it and smiled broadly, and his joy seemed sincere to Caiome.

       Only when he turned the box, Caiome opened her mouth in shock. Her shell. The shell with the dead Vision was in the box.

       Her gaze darkened, and her breath caught in her throat. The laughs around her at something the leader of the delegation had said seemed muffled. The wind was muffled.

       In his hands, the case seemed strange.

       Caiome frowned.

       Now she understood.

       The uniforms. The leader with a crooked smile who had no idea what he was talking about. The long hair of the others. The whispers and insistent looks. And Ayato was smiling. Smiling like a fool. If her case remained in their hands, she would lose it forever.

        She flew to them.

       The tip of the sword pierced between the fingers of the delegation leader. The wind scattered not only the screens and decorations and the few plates of too-light food, but also the cherry blossom petals that swirled in a tornado. The bracelets clashed again, and the robes flew. Her gaze became wild, and the radiance was just a blade of light as she looked at the leader.

        "Touch it," Caiome said in a deep voice, "and I will cut your fingers one by one, then I will suffocate you with them."

       The leader frowned, leaving the box on the table and standing up. "What is the meaning of this?"

       Caiome also stood up, grabbing her sword and looking at him. "You are not a delegation," she snorted. "You are a mercenary. For the Fatui."

       "Are you crazy?"

       Now everyone was standing, both Snezhnaya mercenaries and clan leaders.

      "Lord Kamisato, explain yourself!" he yelled at Ayato, who, taking a calm sip of tea, put the cup down and also stood up beside Ayaka, who didn't know whom to look at with a confused gaze.

       "It means your position has been compromised," he said. "Did you really think you could come to Inazuma, come into my house, and consider yourself the one who knows the most here? That your plans would work?"

       Ayato looked at him, and Caiome saw in his eyes exactly what she had seen on the terrace in the front yard, darkness engulfing him from the inside out.

       "I found out your plans weeks ago." Ayato leaned over and took the Vision case in his hand. "At this moment, Captain Hirotatsu is escorting your accomplices to the Tenryou Commission, although I would have liked to deal with them myself, but my hands are tied in certain aspects. The Fatui is currently focused on finding something like this, right?" he said, pointing at the empty shell. "To reactivate them if you find someone with enough determination, as you heard happened in Inazuma, although it was a one-in-a-million case. I'm sorry, Mr. Aliosa, but you won't proceed with these intentions as long as you have Inazuma in your sights."

       In the next second, the guards surrounded the mercenaries who reached for their weapons. Caiome just raised her hand, and they all flew away, with no chance of reaching them. The leader looked from side to side, at the mercenaries and at Ayato, then at Caiome and Ayaka. He turned to run, but Caiome was faster. Pushing herself into the ground, she slammed his body onto the ground, and her sword pierced his costume right at the clavicle, near the throat.

       "I suggest you don't move," she said, and her fingers started to move, and a strand of wind pinched the skin of his neck, from which blood began to flow, "otherwise your head will be separated from your body."

       "I'll take it from here."

       Caiome looked up at Captain Hirotatsu.

       "Captain!" she said with fake enthusiasm. "Right on time. I swear I wasn't about to kill this criminal who laid hands on my case."

       The captain sighed as if he were defeated. "Please, get off him."

       Caiome listened to him and stood up. Hirotatsu lifted Aliosa from the ground, tied his hands, and began pushing him out of the residence courtyard, which started to empty after Ayato promised to tell everything to the others at the next meeting... which wouldn't be delayed for long.

        Caiome looked at Ayato from that distance, while he explained to Ayaka everything that had actually happened, and Ayaka sighed in relief.

        Ayato barely managed to draw his sword from his sheath, hitting it against the steel blade. He wasn't fast enough to avoid the scratch on his face, though, from which blood began to flow, staining his hair, chin, and clothing collar. He laughed, taking the sword in his hand more firmly, closing his eyes as if enjoying the blood running down his face, then opened them and looked at Caiome. A furious Caiome, holding the sword with its blade stained with his blood.

       "Well," he said, "I have already assumed you would try to kill me for this."

        Caiome didn't say anything, just approached him again, raising her sword. Ayato defended himself, and the swords, Caiome's steel silver one, and Ayato's with a blade that mimicked the color of the sky and water, sparked with each strike. Their movements were fast because now nothing was stopping Caiome from killing. Her case was with him. She no longer had a backpack to worry about, and no deceptive surroundings. It was just the fury in her eyes... and the feeling that she had been foolish to believe that Ayato would keep her shell away from this place.

       In the end, the two became a hurricane of bright colors, of wind and water clashing, breaking against each other, starting to provoke a storm that was both purple and red. The impact hit each of them repeatedly, and soon, in the madness of striking, taking, defending, striking back, and standing on their own feet, they inflicted wounds on eachother, cutting through the beautiful silk costumes, leaving drops of blood on their faces.

       Ayato laughed, taking a few steps back.

       "Well, at least it's enough for me to know that you could kill for this."

       "Give me back my case," she demanded. "It seems I'm not the only one who lies and steals," she accused.

       "Steal?" Ayato said. "I haven't stolen anything. This one here," he said, pointing at the Vision, "is not your case. It's a replica."

       Caiome frowned.

       Ayato's hand began to be surrounded by water, and the next moment, the case shattered into dozens of pieces that fell at his feet stained with the blood that flowed from his thigh.

        "You see? An empty shell, even dead, cannot be destroyed."

        "I want my case back," she insisted.

        "Didn't you pay attention?" Ayato said. "That wasn't—"

        "I want my real case!" Caiome interrupted, and her voice cracked as sparks of anger and frustration came out of her eyes.

        Because she had been foolish. She had been foolish to trust his words, foolish to believe that she could get away with favors in exchange for a few days deducted from the total she had to pay. She had been foolish to think she could even stay near some of these people. She no longer wanted to stay here for another second; she just wanted to take her case and never come back to Inazuma. It was as if the gods knew why they shouldn't bring her here. Maybe all this time spent away from Inazuma had a reason.

       She had never trusted Ayato, that was clear, but she believed that, at least when it came to the honor of the people of Inazuma that was talked about everywhere in Teyvat, Ayato would give her case back. She had been betrayed many times in her life, and she had learned her lesson. But here, everything was too risky; she could lose her case forever at any time. Little betrayal games had never bothered her until now, but this delicate situation tied her hands. And she returned to the same thought she had had a million times before: righteousness was for losers.

       Ayato almost jumped when he heard her tone.

       He twirled the sword in his hand and put it back in its sheath.

       "No," he said. "Your case is still in the ocean, as I promised from the beginning. I haven't taken it out even once, not even to make a replica. So, I haven't lied," he said. "I kept my word and kept the honor I presented to you, Caiome. Instead, after so many weeks, I gained other kinds of information."

       He approached her slowly, and Caiome tightened the grip on her sword handle.

       "If you're kind enough to accompany me," he said.

       "Give. Me. The case," she said.

       "As long as I haven't broken my promise, the agreement between us remains."

       Caiome gritted her teeth. Okay, that wasn't her case. She had seen it explode because of the pressure Ayato had put on it. But that didn't mean she wanted to go with him or stay here.

       "Now," he said again, "come with me."

       Caiome snorted. "Do you think that anything you have to say can interest me more than my case?"

       "More than the case? No," he said. "But maybe as much."

       "Such as?" she said, raising her gaze to him.

       "You," Ayato replied shortly.

       Caiome frowned, tightened the sword handle, then sighed. She twisted it in her hand and put it back in the sheath, then followed Ayato to his office, where he sat comfortably, while she remained standing. Ayato took out from the same drawer where the poetry notebook was a file that Caiome didn't see there when she rummaged through his things.

       "Please don't tell me you actually thought I didn't know you were under my window the other night, waiting for me to leave so that you can conduct your searches."

        Caiome was about to snatch the lie, but Ayato just threw it on the table.

        "I was surprised to find out that your name is indeed Caiome. Or rather, that's the name you use everywhere you go without trying to hide yourself."

        "What can I say," she said, putting her hands over her chest. "I'm an honorable thief. I don't lie too often," she shrugged.

       "Caiome," Ayato said. "Known only as Caiome. You received your Vision at eleven years old. Your first theft was at seven, in Mondstadt, in the house of a wealthy man while pretending to work for him during a party. You stole his daughter's diamond necklace. You had a sister, Kandra. She died overnight when you were twelve. She was a disciple of Doctor Baizhu until she died at eighteen without anyone knowing why. The Vision case was hers. That's why you want it back, right?"

        Caiome looked into his eyes, and her gaze was empty.

       "Sweet," she said in return. "Where did you get all this information? Thanks to your secret ninja organization? What was its name? Shuumatsuban?"

       "You were affiliated with treasure hoarders, mercenaries, people from the Black Market. You have a total of three hundred seventy-three people killed."

       Caiome wrinkled her nose a bit. "That's all of them?"

       "Your list of crimes: murder, theft, robbery, infiltration into state and political institutions, theft of top-secret items, breaking and entering, assault, arson, first-degree murder, second-degree murder, framing, conspiracy, torture, blackmail, breach of authority."

       "Oh damn," she said. "This list seemed longer in my mind. Have I lost my touch in the last few years?" she murmured to herself. "And so what? Your list isn't shorter, my lord," she teased. "Maybe you didn't have your hand on the sword, but that doesn't exempt you from sins."

       Ayato laughed to himself. "I had my expectations from you, I can't lie," he said.

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, smiling. "Youkai," she said, almost seductively. "So what are you planning to do with all this information about me? Hand me over to the police? You already know I can escape from there whenever I want."

       "Don't you want to taste their lavender-melons anymore?"

       "I can live without it," she scoffed. "Give me the case and let me leave," she said. "You lied to me, fooled me, had your fun for more than a month. How about we go back to our everyday lives as if we never met, hmm? Doesn't that sound mesmerizing?"

       Ayato rested his elbows on the table and intertwined his fingers. A smile as dark as the one in the garden still lingered on his lips, and Caiome straightened her back even more, looking down at him through the wavy lashes due to the makeup still on her face.

       "No," he said. "Technically, you still have to pay for the damages you've caused me, as I've mentioned many times before."

       "Then what was the purpose of telling me all this?" she pointed to the folder.

       "Because it sounds mesmerizing," he replied. "And because I wanted you to know that I know who you are and what you've done, so you don't think you can hide from me with something."

       Caiome laughed. "So, you let me sit at the table with you for that? That's why you made me dance for you? 'I'm content knowing that you could kill for this'?" she remembered his words. "You wanted to test me. You gathered all this information about me just to try and test me."

       "I wanted to test you before this file was brought to me," Ayato said with a strange sincerity in his eyes. "I wanted to test you the first time I saw you, to be honest. Not many people can lie like you do, and not many people can have a tongue as sharp as yours. Your manipulation cases?" He pointed to the file. "Infiltrations? These weren't just done by breaking and entering. You speak sweetly, Caiome, when you want, and you grasp people's personalities on the fly. You know what to expect. Just that, apparently, not with everyone," he gestured towards himself.

       "Don't flatter yourself," she threw him a smile. "I knew you had this mastermind reputation."

       "Then you're aware that you have no more pawns to move now, aren't you?"

       Caiome looked at him in silence. The paint began to tighten her skin on her face, and her arms itched under those shirts and robe and loose pants, and her toes were cold. She felt bloodstains on her chest, arm, and leg, blood that still flowed and stained the room floor.

        "In fact, I do," she finally said. "I still have a debt to pay, don't I?"

       Ayato raised an eyebrow. "True," he said.

       "Sure, why not?" she shrugged. "But not as a servant in this house anymore. I'm tired of mopping floors. I want that," she said, pointing to the file. "I want to be part of the Shuumatsuban. You've seen my impressive crime list, my lord, and you can't say you don't know details about some of them. So, you know I could be an important asset for you."

       "The Shuumatsuban is made up of loyal people," Ayato said.

       "As long as my case is safe at the bottom of the ocean, and you won't take it out without me knowing, I'll be loyal to you. Trust my words, my lord. I deserve at least that."

       Ayato gave her that smile of his. "As I said, sweet-talker." He stood up. "Then we'll have to establish some new rules. The Shuumatsuban consists of people who have been trained in certain techniques from a young age, which I doubt you know. You've developed some of them on your own, but not in the Shuumatsuban ninja style. And you don't know much about Inazuma, or the operations they've been involved in. Furthermore, to enter the Shuumatsuban, like any organization or authority, you need to take an exam. Unfortunately, these are given every autumn, so you'll have to work a few more months for me as a servant."

       "Two weeks," she said abruptly.

       Ayato blinked. "Excuse me?" he laughed.

       "Give me two weeks, and I'll learn everything I need to know to be part of the Shuumatsuban and participate in your operations. I don't need a teacher; I just need materials to help me—reports, theoretical books on these ninja techniques, this sort of things."

       "Do you really think you can learn them all in just two weeks?"

       "As long as for two weeks I don't do anything I used to do, like mopping floors and dusting and so on, of course. I learn fast," she waved her hand. "Spare me all that for two weeks, and I'll manage to get into Shuumatsuban. You owe me too. I pay for trying to steal from you. You pay just for wanting to take me for a fool, hiding the truth from me. And honestly, my requests are far easier to honor than yours."

       Ayato raised his chin, and a long silence settled between them. It was as if they had returned to where they started, two people trying to play with each other. Ayato wondered if this is what he would always find when Caiome looked at him, just scrutinizing looks, just deals and debts paid, and business to conclude, and sweet words meant to play with each other's minds.

       Caiome reached out her hand.

       Ayato did the same, and the agreement was sealed.

       "Very well, Caiome," he said. "Show me what you can do best."

 

Chapter 15: Chapter 15 ~ The Way of Learning and the Way of Remembering

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Chapter 15 ~ The Way of Learning and the Way of Remembering

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       "Here," said Captain Hirotatsu, handing a whole stack of files and books, among other things, to Caiome. "Lord Kamisato asked me to give these to you, although I wouldn't have done it myself."

       Caiome flashed him a smile. "Why?" she asked. "Do I seem that untrustworthy?"

       Hirotatsu could only sigh, placing his hands on his chest. "Has anyone ever told you that you're too reckless in your actions, especially for your age?"

       Caiome pursed her lips. She had heard this too many times in her twenty-two years of life to bother responding, even though it was amusing to see different reactions. But usually, people just left her alone without bothering to argue.

       "For example, Lord Kamisato is now caught up in a very important meeting, and everyone is criticizing him for his plan regarding the Snezhnayan mercenaries, as well as for the dancer who almost caused a scene and then attacked her superior."

       "Hey, it was Ayato's idea to let me participate in the banquet," she said. "You should bother him, not me."

       "With all he has to deal with in the Great Hall, I don't intend to upset him even more. So I kindly request that you don't either. You have two weeks to learn all this," he pointed to the stack of history and technical books. "Do it quietly and don't create any more problems."

       Then the captain turned on his heel, half-heartedly wishing her good luck, and left the living room where Caiome had just finished putting on her shoes to go out and find him, considering that Ayato had told her she would receive all the necessary materials from him. Caiome thought it made sense. He was the captain of the guards here, but he couldn't have no connection with the members of the Shuumatsuban, given that the ones who had arrested the mercenaries yesterday were the residence guards, not the hidden ninja in the trees.

       Don't create problems? But what was she? A thoughtless child?

       She turned on her heel, walking with large strides through the residence, looking for a large and impressive door. Well, she was frustrated anyway. Frustrated with the clan heads who had sat yesterday like puppets without moving. People without character. Except for the woman she spoke to, they all had unpleasant faces. Especially the two, the old man and the man with glasses who whispered between them.

       Caiome quickly found the door leading to the Great Hall, opening it, or rather slamming it. All eyes turned to her, and silence fell over all the men in the room, a huge, relatively empty room where everyone stood in lines in front of Ayato, who stood in at the back wall, face to face with the door. Each had a small table with certain files, but they all seemed to ignore them when Caiome slammed the door against the wall. They had wide eyes, looked confused, and didn't know how to react. Even Ayato seemed to be asking himself the same question, what she was doing there that morning, standing slightly with his lips parted and holding a sheet of paper that remained in the air.

      "I heard you have a problem with me!" Caiome said over everyone. She bowed deeply, a bow that was not at all Inazuma style, rather Fontaine style, placing a hand on her heart and bending her knees. "My name is Caiome," she introduced herself. "Future member of the Yashiro Commission. Pleased to meet you." She straightened up, looking over the sea of men who this time frowned towards her. Oh, Caiome could see that displeasure in their eyes, and it pleased her immensely. "And if anyone has an issue to settle with me, don't spin around your tails near your lord Kamisato and come directly to me. I am available for any type of confrontation, as you wish. Have a good day." Then she withdrew and closed the door, leaving everyone with the question "what the hell just happened?"

       The rules Ayato imposed yesterday after their little deal were as follows: Caiome was not to be restricted from certain areas of the house, only the important ones, like the family's headquarters. And this was at Caiome's request when she expressed her desire to enter the stables. Then, no one was to disturb her from her studies for two weeks, she would not be given responsibilities, and she would not be required to participate in daily tasks. Of course, there was a disadvantage. If Caiome failed the tests - the TESTS - she would have twice as much work for two weeks to make up for the lost time. But she accepted it, being very confident in herself.

       She would receive lunch as usual; the rule of violations still applied, and she was not allowed to leave the residence courtyard without Ayato's permission. But that satisfied her somewhat. It meant that she could leave the residence if Ayato deemed it necessary.

       So, Caiome found a secluded place away from everyone to go through everything she had to study, with the goal of making a plan. She could stay in her little room, but it was too dark even during the day. And she needed paper and a pen. And where to find that other than the library, a room that had been recommended by Ayato in case she wanted to look for something to help her study. After all, she had to enjoy all the benefits, like any person who wanted to join the organization. And since Caiome still insisted that Ayato had to pay his debt because he fooled her like that just for a test, Ayato promised to provide her with everything she needed to pass the exams. Although he still doubted that she would manage to learn everything in two weeks, as he expressed himself.

       Caiome retreated to the library, a very well-lit and beautifully arranged room, more like the kind of libraries you admired rather than to sat down to study. There was no one in the library except, of course, the librarian, an old man of around seventy years old who was organizing books on some shelves. He looked at Caiome for a long moment, and Caiome looked at him. She had only seen the old man once when he headed towards the lunch table, but she never interacted with him or heard him speak.

       The old man greeted her with a "good morning," but Caiome just nodded, carrying her books to the back wall, settling in front of a table by the window that overlooked the side courtyard. Ayaka's salon was probably right next door, but nothing could be heard, except for the chirping of birds and the wind rustling through the leaves as the trees shook their pink petals. There weren't as many flowers as yesterday, as Caiome had used them for her performance and in her battle with Ayato, but it was still a beautiful sight.

       She shook off the image from her mind, took out some papers, and, unfortunately, a brush instead of a pen, ink, and arranged her books in front of her, organized in stacks: techniques on one side, history on the other, strategies in the middle, and she tried to go through them one by one. Since she needed practice for techniques as well, all she could do with the books was read them, but she wouldn't learn anything that way. She was the kind of person who learned better by observing. So she decided to start with history.

       She opened the first book. Read the first sentences. Then closed it again...

       She didn't understand anything that was happening there.

       Shuumatsuban? First of all, what was Shuumatsuban? A secret organization formed out of ninjas or members with special abilities whose loyalty was solely to Lord Kamisato, and only to him, like... they weren't loyal to the Shogun as much as they were loyal to their lord, to whom they directly responded. And it seemed they gathered information in the shortest time possible. They managed to compile Caiome's entire history in a few weeks, from her childhood until now. It seemed like an impressive organization.

       History, history, history... Caiome opened the book again. The text began with the founders, the first commander of the organization, whose role was only to train the members and give them orders only regarding their training, and the Kamisato Lord at that time, Kamisato Haruki, who was actually giving them orders and only him regarding their activity; then with the idea that gave birth to this organization and where they got the money to invest in their members. At first, it was a small organization, consisting of no more than fifteen people, including the commander and the Kamisato Lord, performing minor tasks compared to what Caiome knew they did now. Some information about rival clans here and there, some necessary sabotage of other Commission's inappropriate plans, some diversions into the hands of authorities of other people involved in politics, and so on, all detailed occurrences with numbers, calculations, and names that made no sense to Caiome.

       Caiome rested her head on the table. She felt like her brain could explode already. She looked at the technique books, then picked one up and opened it. Even from the first words, she was much more drawn to this then to all the political occurrences in the history book. Here was the action! Here was the interesting part.

       She quickly flipped through the chapters, just to find out which ones were the most interesting. There were chapters divided into camouflage and espionage techniques - Caiome was already an expert at this; survival techniques - again, she was an expert; physical training - Caiome had enough physical training; martial arts - Caiome wasn't sure what that was, then moved on to chapters about equipment. In short, the Shuumatsuban members had to have the talent to disguise themselves and take on certain roles for investigation purposes. But it would have been difficult for Caiome, considering she had features so different from ordinary people in Inazuma. So that probably wouldn't have been a suitable branch for her.

       Basically, they wore black clothes, as operations usually took place at night, clothes called shinobi shozoku or kuro shozoku, and each had a tenugui, a kind of black scarf with which they covered their faces or used as a belt to hide various equipment. Things like gappa, a kind of travel cloak, a hood called zukin, and a kind of light steel armor called kusari were also used.

       All these names overwhelmed Caiome. How was she supposed to remember them? Ayato had told her that she would have some tests consisting of questions about the organization's history, techniques, equipment - names and uses - then some practical tests, using techniques, camouflage, and physical combat, although that was the least addressed method. Although Caiome had to admit, the jackets worn by the Shuumatsuban members, apparently called katabira, seemed interesting.

       Okay, maybe she could have overlooked the weird names if she had asked Mizuki for help. But what about history?

       She put down some names on paper, but these were from centuries ago! It couldn't be that they all remained within the Commission, especially considering that the Kamisato family had fallen for a period of time before being brought back on its feet by Ayato.

       Caiome hit her head against the table.

       If a thirteen-year-old like Ayato could learn and become the leader not only of the clan, but also of the Yashiro Commission and the Shuumatsuban, why couldn't she?

       So she started using the papers and that horrible brush. She went through the important names and started making diagrams until she got bored. She went through the names of the organization's commanders and the Kamisato leader at that time. Many of the names were reapeting themselves, but because of that, it was even harder for her to remember them because they were too similar. Especially if she started associating certain events with the leader because she always confused them.

       "Ugh, couldn't they be more original with the names, like all of them being different?" she said frustrated.

       "Can I help you with something, miss?" the librarian appeared out of nowhere.

       Caiome sighed, crumpling a piece of paper and throwing it near the table. "Only if you have a magical potion to make me remember all of this," she pointed to the history book. "It's horrible."

       The old man laughed and approached her and the table. He looked over her shoulder, then laughed lightly again, briefly, weakly.

       "I don't think you should be showing me all of this, miss. Information about the Shuumatsuban is strictly confidential; no one should know about it."

       Caiome looked confused at the old man who withdrew as if his eyes might accidentally fall on some specific information from the history book.

       "But these are general details; I don't think the policy is that strict. Everyone could know which Lord Kamisato led the organization at a certain time."

       "That's true," the old man said, "but they do not know the commander. The members' identities must remain a secret to others."

       "Those names weren't like a namecode or something? And what if someone asked them about their profession?" Caiome asked.

       "The Shuumatsuban members must adapt to societal demands; they need to create personalities and identities separate from their duties within the organization. During the night or operations, they are loyal ninjas to Lord Kamisato, but the rest of the time, they can be fishermen, tailors, hunters, merchants, and so on. Even the commanders had such lives. For example, it's said about Commander Ginjiro that he was a commander, but also a barber."

       Caiome chuckled. "Who would have suspected he held the highest rank in a secret organization like the Shuumatsuban? Especially since the name didn't even exist back then, let alone be known among ordinary people," the old man added.

       "The name didn't exist?"

       The old man shook his head. "The Shuumatsuban has a hierarchy, but it's not a well-established place. There are masters and teachers, but you can't know them. You might have passed by at least ten of them just by going to the Ritou port, and you wouldn't know anything. Ultimately, that's the organization's purpose."

       Caiome crossed her legs, starting to sway, while the librarian arranged books on shelves, half-turned toward her. "You seem to know quite a lot for someone not allowed to read top-secret information about the Shuumatsuban."

       The old man smiled faintly. "I believe I can help you with your issue," he said. "Each Shuumatsuban member has a specific symbol that others must learn to communicate without anyone knowing. You'll find the chapter about it in the techniques book," he handed it to her. "These symbols should also belong to the Kamisato lords, in case they need to be involved in any operation. Take each lord separately and learn their symbols. You should be able to identify them more easily this way. There's no point in learning the symbols of the members who haven't stood out in any way. They probably aren't even recorded in the archives."

       Caiome narrowed her eyes at him, and the old man just smiled before turning away, getting back to his work. Caiome turned to her techniques book and found the chapter on symbols. There were so many, and they were so different. But if she had visual memory, which she did, much more powerful than reading anyway, she could learn them.

       She redrew the diagrams, and next to each lord, she drew their specific symbol. Although it was a bit challenging, considering Caiome rarely used writing brushes, so the drawings were almost indecipherable but coherent enough for her to figure out which lord had a particular symbol.

       She read from the history book until noon, becoming tired of the library, then went out to practice her techniques. Since the inner garden was the least used, she went there. The techniques weren't very difficult for her, considering climbing was a breeze. She didn't need any equipment, just her Vision. Also, thanks to the Vision, her steps didn't actually touch the surface of certain branches, because she was actually stepping on the air around it, so there was no noise.

       Although martial arts were still a mystery to her. The book had black-and-white images, painted with ink brushes, and people seemed to be just fighting. Well, Caiome could do that too.

       Now there was the issue of using weapons. Caiome could use a sword and daggers. She found a weapon called ninjato, which probably functioned like a sword, and other strange ones resembling straight sickles, called kusarigama. There were also objects like makibishishikomizue - which was practically just a very long needle with a handle, fukia, and a blindness powder called metsubushi. There were also some objects like claws, designed to help people climb, but she didn't need that. However, Caiome had never seen these weapons in real life, let alone used them.

       So she took her books and went to the front courtyard, looking for Hirotatsu.

       "No," came his prompt response.

       "But why?" Caiome complained, standing in front of him with clasped hands.

       "Lord Kamisato didn't tell me that I should be your tutor. Furthermore, I thought these two weeks you requested to be left alone by everyone to concentrate on your studies."

       "But I have no way to learn how to use those weapons if I don't even have them in front of me," she said again, starting to blink rapidly, and her lower lip bent, making her eyes wide like a puppy's. "And you're the only one I know who could show them to me, at least let me touch them."

       "No," Hirotatsu said again, hands over his chest. "Now, if you'll excuse me..."

       Hirotatsu turned around, managing only two steps toward the main gate, and Caiome threw herself at his feet, grabbing both of them in her arms, stopping the captain from moving even an inch.

       "Ple~ease" she said in a childish whine. "You're my only hope."

       "Miss Caiome, please release me," he said, trying to pull his legs away, while the residence's employees began to look at the two as if they were a show. "This is embarrassing."

       "I be~eg you" she said again, as Hirotatsu pulled her to free himself, dragging Caiome with her knees across the stone alleys. "Ayato said I would have all the materials I need to pass the exams. If you don't show me those weapons, it means my rights will be violated. I be~eg you!"

       "Sometimes, I don't even know why Lord Kamisato allowed you such freedom, considering you behave like a spoiled child."

       Caiome lay back, pulling at his knees. "I'm begging you! If you don't show me, I'll start crying," she added. "You wouldn't want me to start crying, would you? In front of everyone, blaming you, then go and tell Ayato that you're refusing my requests. And in the end, I didn't ask you to teach me how to use them; I just need to have access to them."

       The captain sighed heavily again, looking into her large eyes, the way she blinked her ruby eyes, and the way her lip was twisted, trying to adopt the pitiful look of a soaked puppy that should evoke pity and give her what she wanted, including soul and heart.

       "All right, all right, just get up. Everyone's watching," he said, and Caiome jumped to her feet in an instant.

       Hirotatsu had no choice but to lead her to the armory, where they found Mizuki. Hirotatsu exchanged a few words with him, then Mizuki bowed and left the storage room, while Hirotatsu opened, surprisingly, a secret passage behind the shelves. They went down some stairs and reached a dark basement, and the captain lit a candle. In the small room, where Hirotatsu had to bend to move along it, there were various showcases with weapons from the pictures Caiome saw in books.

       Hirotatsu gave her a brief presentation of each, then took them out of the showcase and left them at Caiome's disposal to try to use them, but she was not allowed to leave the basement room, considering it had to be some kind of secret place.

       "Of which apparently you know," she said, throwing him a smile. "So, did you use shurikens while you were a Shuumatsuban before becoming the captain of the guards?"

       Hirotatsu suddenly looked at her, and Caiome adopted the fox-like smile that the captain was already accustomed to.

       "You have steps too light for a person of your stature, dressed in so many layers of armor. I saw you in training with the guards; you have very fluid movements when fighting with a sword or a spear, which should have made it even more difficult. I heard you became a guard twenty years ago, and before that, you were a fisherman. But something seemed odd to me," she said, as Hirotatsu stood and received the information. "Usually, during the night ebb, fishermen stand by for the best catches, but you never joined to practice your craft, which means you had more important occupations. And being affiliated with Ayato and his father for so long, the answer can't be that difficult."

       She put her hands over her chest, bumping her shoulder against his, pushing him to speak.

       "So, what made you withdraw from the Shuumatsuban? A wound? Were you discovered? A woman?" she batted her eyelashes, and Hirotatsu turned his gaze away from her. "So it's a woman? Your wife? Weird. You don't wear a wedding ring."

       "You're prying too much into people's personal lives," he said instead.

       "Well, if I become a member of the Shuumatsuban, that's my business, right? To gather information."

       Hirotatsu put his entire palm on her face, pushing her away from him, heading for the wooden stairs.

       "Just do your job here. And be careful not to set anything on fire."

       Caiome rolled her eyes, letting him leave, then began to study each weapon individually. Some of them were easy to use, hitting the targets in the basement, but the others... let's just say that Caiome wasn't used to such things.

       She then did her evening exercises and dueled with some of the guards, then went to sleep. She was surprised to see a plate with warm cookies on her bed, so she ate some. The cookies were in her room, so they were probably meant for her anyway.

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       The next day, Caiome yawned, heading towards the library, almost bumping into Ayaka, who came out of the dojo down the corridor leading to the kitchen. Her hair was in a ponytail, and she wore wide pants and a shirt with sleeves tied by thin cotton strings. The outfit was extraordinarily simple compared to what she usually wore, and her cheeks were slightly red from the effort.

       Ayaka quickly stepped back as Caiome murmured a "good morning" and passed by her. She didn't have the necessary motivation to read about the history of secret organizations that morning, but she had no choice. There was too much material to memorize, too much important information.

       "Caiome," Ayaka said, and she turned back as if in slow motion. Caiome's hair was messy, and her eyes half-closed, rubbing one of them with her finger.

       "Hm?" she said. "I didn't steal the leather clogs, it's just that no one came to take them back," she muttered.

       "Uhh, I didn't want to talk about that," Ayaka said, slightly unsure if she should address the issue of the clogs that, indeed, no one asked for back or the costume destroyed in the battle between Caiome and Ayato. "I just wanted to tell you that..."

       Ayaka bowed quickly to her, gently clenching her fists by her body. She was so grateful that no one was around at that moment because she felt embarrassed. And not for what she was about to say but because everything Caiome had told her a few days ago really was true. Completely true. And she felt pathetic for sure.

        "You were right," she continued. "About what you told me in the salon. I might... be anxious. It's a feeling I can't escape, to be honest. I have to be always on guard, and sometimes I might fail. Especially since the borders of Inazuma have been opened, and the Yashiro Commission had to take a much harder and more complicated path than before, addressing all these international relations. I'm not sure if I've been in this position before, and what happened at the banquet showed me that. I had no idea about mercenaries or their plans, not even about my brother's intentions regarding everything happening, which just proves that I am incapable of certain duties. Therefore, I admit you were right."

      Caiome gave her a smile and then laughed. But it wasn't the type of laughter she usually had when she tried to play with words, Ayaka noticed as she looked at her. It was a normal laugh derived from pure amusement.

       "And why do you seem so tense about it?" she asked.

       "I'm not tense," she said. "Just... I feel a bit weird that someone other than Thoma knows all this. Not even Ayato is fully aware of all of this."

       Caiome approached her, raised her hand, and placed it on her head, starting to gently ruffle her hair tied into a ponytail, while embracing her own books. Ayaka jumped surprised, looking at Caiome, who had a strange, cheerful, and sad expression at the same time.

       "I should apologize as well," she said.

       "For what?" Ayaka asked.

       "Because I took your mother's silver hairpin. I didn't lie; I really understand the feeling. After all, your brother took my case, and now I'm looking for ways to get back at him. I don't blame you for anything."

       "But you said you regret nothing."

       "Oh, I don't regret it," she said, gently pressing her head with the palm of her hand, rather in a cheerful matter. "My older sister once told me that there's a difference between apologizing and truly regretting something. Regret is something you feel towards yourself. I apologize to you, not to myself." She eventually lowered her hand from her head. "And you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. In the end, you're the person Ayato trusts the most."

       Ayaka remained speechless for a few seconds, unsure whether to believe her or not. The last time Caiome spoke to her like this was on the first day they met, and everyone knew what had happened then. But at the same time, Caiome had no obligation to apologize to her, considering her behavior, until the exposure of the mercenaries, had been perfect. In short, Ayaka had lost the bet, which was also the reason she admitted to Caiome that she was right about her. How Caiome came to that conclusion, Ayaka didn't know, but after all, who really knew anything about Caiome and her methods? And how did she know that Ayato had so much trust in her?

       "I understand. Thank you," she finally said.

       Thoma had just entered the hallway when he noticed Ayato leaning against the corner edge facing the corridor leading to the kitchen. He had his arms crossed over his chest and a pleasant expression, listening to the two female voices, and Ayaka started laughing at something Caiome had told her.

       "My lord?" Thoma said, approaching him, but Ayato put a gloved finger to his lips, leaning slightly around the corner of the hall, watching the two girls still in front of the dojo doors.

       "Don't disturb them," Ayato said.

       Thoma also leaned around the corner of the hall, looking towards Ayaka, who had healthier cheeks compared to the paleness she couldn't shake off in the past few days. Thoma didn't exactly know what the problem was, and Ayaka hadn't told him the complete truth, so he thought she had some issues that only she could solve. But now that he saw her being a bit more relaxed, especially in Caiome's presence, regaining the sparkle in her eyes, Thoma could breathe a sigh of relief.

       "How did it come to this?" he rubbed the back of his head.

       Ayato smiled slightly. "Caiome really has some strange ways of getting close to people, doesn't she?"

       He pushed off against the wall slightly, heading towards his office.

       "Let us go," he said, "and leave the ladies to solve their problems themselves, if they still have any, of course."

 

Chapter 16: Chapter 16 ~ The Lord and the Lady

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Chapter 16 ~ The Lord and the Lady 

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        After Ayaka said her goodbyes, Caiome went to the library, where she tried to learn even more history and symbols, but every time she returned to what she had already read, it felt like she was reading it for the first time. She hit her head on the table so many times that she felt like she was going to get a bump in the middle of her forehead.

        The librarian, Mr. Yoshiaki, sometimes passed by her and gave her some tips, such as dividing the type of operations into groups, depending on their nature. At first, it was a good idea, but then Caiome got lost in dates, numbers, and figures. And, as usual, the librarian refused to answer some additional questions she asked.

        She managed to learn the techniques and methods quickly. Too quickly for her, which left her with extra hours for history, which was a pain. How she would pass that test, she didn't know. She tried to reconcile with the thought that she still had twelve days, but they were twelve days full of information that seemed useless to her. What did she need to know about the theft of rice from two nobles who had been dead for over four hundred years? Or about the theft of an artifact that turned to dust in the end because the paper wasn't preserved properly? At least if they had given her something about current affairs.

        But no~o. She had to learn and curse some dead people whose names had started to be lost over time anyway. They were kept for a few years just because they were "former lords," and as soon as a new one, better, or maybe more problematic, appeared, the others disappeared from the scene. But probably this wasn't about issues between nobles, but about how Lord Kamisato from that time did things. After all, if it was about the operation's strategies, Caiome had another book on that. Oh, Ayato was so careful to select them for her, practically telling her that the motives and approach were as important as the operation itself.

       As if those ninjas had to know the lord's motivation. They just obeyed. Didn't Ayato say that the Shuumatsuban members had supreme loyalty to the lord? If you told a dog to fetch the stick, the dog asked why? No.

       But even so, Caiome tried, creating a table on a sheet of paper with the pages and chapter numbers to find them more easily. And when she felt like the library walls were closing in on her and the books seemed to come to life, she took her history book, put the others in her room, and went outside for a short walk, for some fresh air and a change of scenery.

       Reaching the cherry tree so dear to her, she used her Vision to sit on one of the branches. Sitting comfortably, she opened the book and left it on one knee, starting to read again and again and again. But as much as she read, she understood even less. She hit the book a few times.

       Then she heard a branch rustling more than the others.

      Caiome turned around, just to see, among the leaves and pink flowers, the blonde girl she saw hiding from her during the banquet. She was hiding behind the tree trunk, a bit higher, towards the top. As soon as she made eye contact with Caiome, she hid among the branches and flowers, at least not looking into each other's eyes. Caiome frowned at the girl, who was probably around twelve years old.

      "I know you," she said, but the girl didn't respond. "But I haven't seen you until the banquet. Where did you come from?"

      The girl remained silent, hiding behind the branches. Caiome sighed.

      "Are you following me, perhaps?"

       Once again, no response.

       "Well, if you have something to ask, now is the time. I'm quite busy with these, so~o..."

        But instead of getting an answer, the girl jumped from branch to branch, then down to the ground, and ran towards the back gardens. Caiome frowned, opened her book, left it on her knee, and began reading again.

        What was with that girl? She never saw her until the banquet, when everything was turned upside down. Probably she was also a servant, or at least some kind of servant. Caiome knew that in many places in Teyvat, girls were trained from a young age in the houses of nobles to become reliable servants for the family members. For example, Chizuru. Chizuru could do makeup, style hair, wash, iron, and knew all the etiquette rules, but she was only sixteen. A girl of this age couldn't know everything her mistress needed unless she was trained for a few years before.

        And surely, Chizuru wasn't the type of servant who had just become a personal servant. So maybe the blonde-haired girl was in the same position, and maybe she had specific areas where she needed to be present. But the banquet from the other day, considering that all the servants had other duties that day, probably assigned her such a duty.

       But if that was the case, what was she doing here now? Caiome never saw her in this tree, let alone running through the garden, passing by everyone.

      When she went to bed that day, she found the cookies again. And the next evening again. And again.

       It was already the fifth day, and Caiome was on the terrace in front of the doors, reading from the history book, when Ayaka approached her and greeted her politely. Caiome rubbed her eyes and forehead before lifting her gaze from the book to Ayaka, who stood quietly in front of her, smiling.

      "Wassup?" she murmured back, and Ayaka frowned slightly.

      "Is something wrong?" she asked.

      "This book," Caiome said, bored. Then she got an idea. She looked left and right, then leaned towards Ayaka. "You must know something about the Shuumatsuban, right?"

       Ayaka laughed nervously. "Of course, just not as much as my brother."

       "Well, duh," Caiome said, clapping her hand beside her. However, Ayaka hesitated to sit next to her, so she remained standing. Perhaps girls from noble families were not allowed to sit where there was no cushion, Caiome thought. "Anyway," she said, "you must have some influence there, right? I mean, you're Lord Kamisato's sister."

       "Hmm," Ayaka said, unfolding her fan and then closing it again. "Well, not really. Ayato is the only one in command, considering he is the Clan Head. Only sometimes, when I make contact with them, members of the Shuumatsuban do me a favor, but they are not explicit orders," she shook her head. "And, furthermore, even if I ask them for something, they first need to get Ayato's approval."

        Caiome pouted. "I see. I just thought that, you know, considering you're the only Lady Kamisato, you would have a say in all this leadership."

        "My title is not Lady Kamisato," Ayaka said. "The only one who can have that title is the Clan Head's wife, like my mother or Ayato's future wife. I am seen only as Lady Ayaka, a member of the family, but not one of the two heads."

       "Mmm," Caiome said, then frowned. "Wait. Are you saying that Lady Kamisato can also coordinate the Shuumatsuban?"

       "In a way?" she said uncertainly. "I was too young to understand certain things, and my parents never told me important things either, especially after Ayato took his role as the heir very seriously. But sometimes I think my mother also coordinated such orders, at least in my father's absence. But it's not an official thing," she added quickly. "Even if Lady Kamisato is the only one who can give orders alongside Lord Kamisato, she must have some kind of authorization from the lord regarding the specific situation."

       "So a different authorization for each operation?"

       "Something like that," Ayaka said. "I was present when my mother gave some orders, but they didn't seem that important; they were just routine reports. She began to take over more after my father fell ill, then she got sick too."

        Caiome frowned. "Is that why your clan is said to have declined? Because of your parents' illness?"

        Only when she saw Ayaka's expression, Caiome realized that maybe she shouldn't have brought it up. After all, Ayaka could still be considered a child. As far as she knew, Ayaka was currently nineteen, so she should have been around four when her father died and almost six when her mother passed away too. But the thing with empathy was a bit challenging for Caiome since she lived in circles that didn't know what empathy was, so she couldn't learn how to behave in such situations.

       Maybe she should apologize, but she saw nothing wrong with her question. They were just facts she was curious about, and the facts remained the same even if she kept silent. Her parents wouldn't come back to life if Ayaka hesitated to talk about it.

       "You could say that," Ayaka said, adopting a warm smile again, making Caiome feel even more uncomfortable. "Our reputation began to decline with my father's illness and the fact that he could no longer take care of the clan and the Yashiro Commission as before. However, he vehemently refused to step down. He believed that once Ayato grew up enough, everything would be fine. If he had given the position to another clan, we would have to give up our leadership over the others too, and the situation is not that rosy when it comes to clan struggles. If Ayato wanted to take back the commissioner title, he would have had to fight a lot, and my father didn't want to create more problems for him."

        "Hmm," Caiome said. "Good father."

        "He just thought a few steps ahead," Ayaka said.

        Just like Ayato, Caiome thought.

         "So, you can't help me with these," Caiome said, changing the subject, pointing to the book, and Ayaka laughed slightly.

         "I'm sorry, but I don't know much about my brother's activities outside the Commission or the clan. Basically, I help him with festivals or cultural events. For example, I didn't even know about his entire plan related to the mercenaries from Snezhnaya or that he would have the final battle right in the inner courtyard of the residence. So, I don't think he has as much trust in me as you said," she laughed a bit nervously.

         "I said that because I really believe it," Caiome said. "I mean, the main occupation of the Yashiro Commission is the cultural value of the nation, right? Apart from political games, that's what the Commission and society support, the things you do every day, the people's lives and their unique, original style expressed through all of these. In short, you represent the beautiful face of the Commission, and Ayato the ugly one. I don't see what's wrong with that."

         Ayaka blinked a few times at Caiome, and she frowned.

         "What?" Caiome asked.

         "Nothing," Ayaka said, "just that... it's a bit like what Ayato told me many years ago."

         "Geniuses think alike," Caiome shrugged. "Wait, no," she quickly added. "Your brother is anything but a genius. Because he thought it would be wonderful to throw a history book at me that I don't understand anyway."

          Ayaka laughed behind her fan, and Caiome understood why Ayaka was the face of the Commission. Because through her personality, people were attracted to her, through her smile and the innocent way she approached them, with gentle, light words that had nothing evil in them. And maybe, precisely because of that, Caiome understood why Ayato kept her only as this face of the Commission. Caiome wasn't stupid; she understood very well, even if not entirely, the battles Ayato had to fight alone, without involving his younger sister. Battles he wanted to fight without her, so that the bad world wouldn't touch Ayaka.

         Caiome suddenly felt almost protective towards Ayaka, so she raised her hand and ruffled her hair slightly.

         On the sixth day, the residence was in total chaos. It seemed that, four times a year, a general cleaning was done, turning the entire mansion into an avalanche of maids running from one side to the other, creating a lively commotion. Not only did everyone move as if there were no tomorrow, but they also enjoyed doing it while singing together or spinning around, greeting and talking, creating a hellish noise.

         Caiome tried to find a quiet place to study, considering it had been almost a week, and she was still in the stage of reading and understanding the text from the history book. Especially memorizing all those dates written on thin sheets of paper with brushes that left stains behind.

         The library was in disarray, the garden was full of guards and maids cleaning, people were repairing the stone paths, all the armors were taken out to be inspected for damages, and so were the weapons. The inner garden was filled with maids beating rugs and beddings, while the back fields were occupied by horses being shoed. Although Caiome wanted so much to see them, she had to return to the history book that was starting to consume her days and soul. So she gave up on the idea.

         The front courtyard was equally noisy, so she looked for a place inside the house. Every room was thoroughly cleaned, polished, and scented, as if a lady needed such quality care. The halls, bedrooms, and archives, all turned upside down as if a hurricane had passed through, which Caiome didn't see coming. Ayaka was nowhere to be found, Thoma was running at the same pace as the others, and Caiome didn't know where to hide. Even Ayato's office was in the cleaning process, and he was nowhere to be found either, just like Ayaka. It would have been amusing for Caiome to see the great Lord Kamisato supervising the spring cleaning, but she had to give up the thought immediately as, on one of the corridors of the residence, Lady Nakamura saw Caiome.

         "I can't believe I don't know where to go, and you're wandering around with no purpose," she said, and Caiome frowned. Lady Nakamura suddenly became much more talkative than she had been before. "If you have nothing to do, you can help us."

         Caiome raised the book and added a smile. "I have to study," she said. She never thought she would use that sentence as an excuse, but it was true. She didn't want to stay and scrub floors or furniture, or wash beddings and mattresses, and who knows what else.

         The kitchen was even worse, and nothing seemed to be in its place in that house. Even Chizuru started begging her to help her carry some baskets with beddings, take out boxes from the storage with new ones to wash and dry, so Caiome had no other solution but to run away from the maids who wanted to take advantage of her Vision's power to dry the sheets faster so they could be ironed and laid out.

         In her haste, Caiome opened the only doors that were not wide open in that house, then closed them behind her with a huff, took a deep breath, and breathed deeply. Only then did she smell the koboku scent, incense sticks, an aromatic, pleasant, and subtle smell swirling in the air.

         Caiome looked back and instantly realized where she was, not only because of the portraits hanging on the canvas on the wall, above tables with offerings. She had entered directly into the funerary room where she was told she wasn't allowed to. But in the end, Caiome requested comfort for her studies, and if Ayato didn't designate a room for her, Caiome would find one on her own. And after all, with how busy everyone was, who would enter there on that day at least? This room was untouched, and the doors were closed. Not even the windows were open, as probably this was done early in the morning, not past noon – because, yes, that's how long it took Caiome to try every space in that residence to find a quiet place.

         Caiome tightened the history book to her chest with both hands, then approached the small altars. There were a few portraits on the side walls, but only two on the one facing the door. Stopping in the middle of the room - which blocked any sound coming from outside, the walls were probably made that way – and in front of the tables with flowers, fruits, and a bottle of sake, along with ornaments adorning the rest of the wooden surface, Caiome looked towards the portraits as the smoke from the koboku sticks rose to the ceiling.

         She looked at the woman first. A representation of elegance, a delicate image with a pale, beautiful face, with a pair of silver eyes and a gentle smile, looking directly at the admirer. In light-colored clothes, in shades of blue, sitting on a chair that was not entirely painted, with her hair arranged in a braided bun with a silver pin with sapphires, Lady Kamisato had a loving gaze, looking down at whoever was looking at her. She had slightly sharp, pleasant, elegant features, and her hands had long, white fingers that seemed delicate, protected from all evil, truly a lady who had grown up in large houses and had a good heart.

         Underneath her portrait was her name, and below it were the ancient characters whose form was very familiar to Caiome.

        Kamisato Yuna.

       On the right, there was the portrait of the man. A very handsome man, dressed in purple and white robes, with shoulders pulled forward and long, thick hair tied in a ponytail over his shoulder. He had sharp lines, a strong jaw, but a complexion so white and sickly, as if the portrait was made in his last days of life. Although he had a small smile on his pale lips, his eyes looked tired. He didn't have dark circles, but he looked as if he hadn't slept for days and as if a weight was pressing on his back. He held his hands on his knees, clenched slightly in fists, also sitting on a chair. He seemed more fragile than strong, but no less beautiful, like a forget-me-not flower.

        "Gods, you really have the same color of your eyes, but..." she mumbled to herself, looking into the man's eyes. Below his portrait was his name, and below that were the flowing characters.

        Kamisato Kazashi.

       She looked around at the other portraits that seemed to be of their ancestors, various relatives who also bore the name Kamisato. Grandparents, aunts and uncles, and probably some cousins, if the portrait image also represented the age at which they died. In that case, Ayato's and Ayaka's parents must have been quite young.

       Caiome sighed heavily. "You all come from a descendant of the god of beauty or something? You almost make me frustrated because of your looks."

       Advancing, she sat, or rather slumped, between the two tables under the portraits of the parents and leaned against the wall, leaving the history book on the crossed legs under her.

      "At least it's quiet here."

      She opened her book and spread all the papers she had written with her hand and that infernal brush she wanted to throw against the walls but refrained. She was about the only one who could write somewhat neatly. She tried to take it chronologically and tried to organize all the information into categories, which was a good idea, but she still couldn't memorize certain things. So she approached the matter with the symbols. Having better visual memory than... reading, Caiome began slowly but surely to learn what methods to use. But that was clearly a job for someone willing to spend days studying.

       Surrounded by slightly beige papers, flanked on either side by the portraits of the two, Caiome began to read and write again. Slowly. Very slowly. And she wasn't even halfway through the book. The Shuumatsuban organization had been established more than eight hundred years ago, and the Kamisato lords, although their lifespan was long, didn't wait to die to let their children take their place as the Clan Heads and the organization's leaders, so there were probably four different leaders per century, some problematic, some less problematic.

       What was even harder to understand was how things worked back then. They had a different system of measuring wealth and resources; the number of clans under the Kamisato clan jurisdiction seemed to change from century to century, or sometimes even once every sixty years, and so did the approach to leading the Yashiro Commission. Not to mention that it wasn't only about the Yashiro Commission, but also about the other two, which seemed to juggle responsibilities.

       The Tenryou Commission was actually very easy to follow, considering that they represented the authoritative and judicial force of Inazuma. And so it had always been.

       The more complicated part was the other Commission.

       The Kanjou Commission dealt with the state finances and everything related to it. They collected funds, allocated them, considered labor force, taxes, duties, and so on. They dealt with land distribution and handled contracts such as buying and selling, income, loans, fines, social insurance. In short, everything related to professions was in the Kanjou Commission's archives. Additionally, it managed the state's monetary circulation, taking care of national and international transportation, overseeing Inazuma's borders, and the nation's economy. But it didn't stop there, as the Kanjou Commission and the Yashiro Commission had some commonalities.

       Since the Yashiro Commission dealt with the nation's culture, various branches of art were present here: painting, drawing, dance, music, fashion, tailoring, stone and wood sculpture, the art of writing, theater, storytelling, accessories and jewelry, makeup. Apart from the arts, culture permeated everyday life, including the housing of the people of Inazuma and their professions in industries such as textiles, paper, and resource-related activities like horticulture, agriculture, viticulture, and so on. The way houses were constructed, instruments were crafted, and weapons were designed and made were all part of it. Considering all this, the Yashiro Commission also engaged in trade, had control over national and international transport, and managed the economy in branches that were of interest to clan leaders. Therefore, even though people were registered in the Kanjou Commission to pay imposed taxes, they also worked and paid taxes under the name and towards the Yashiro Commission.

       This revelation left Caiome feeling like the sky was falling.

       "Hold on a second," she muttered, trying to recall the reports she found in Ayato's office a few nights ago regarding the treasury, revenues, receipts, and expenses. "Are you telling me that... practically... the Yashiro Commission is like... the wealthiest?!" she exclaimed, looking towards the portrait of Kamisato Kazashi. "No wonder everyone wants your son's head, including the clans answering to him. The man is like rich rich."

       Setting aside the Shogun, who gets whatever she desires, he'd probably be the richest person in this country. And truth be told, due to these shared responsibilities of the two Commissions, over time, it was normal to talk about certain subjects that could easily be confused. If something was mentioned about agriculture, it didn't necessarily mean it was about the Kanjou Commission, but also about the Yashiro Commission. And if taxes were discussed, even though the information on paper was recorded in the Kanjou Commission and paid through the Kanjou Commission, it didn't mean the Yashiro Commission didn't have a role in it.

       Caiome pinched the bridge of her nose, holding her other hand to her chest. "Wonderful. After getting all tangled up in dates and analyses, now I have to differentiate between the separate activities of the two Commissions that function differently depending on the period of time." She leaned back, hitting her head against the wall, looking up towards the portraits, seeking guidance from Kamisato Kazashi, since he was mentioned in that book. "Only if I had a massive brain," she sighed.

       She looked deeply at the portrait that didn't respond. "You can't help me, can you? What am I talking about? You'd probably laugh at me anyway because, with or without help, I feel like I'd understand everything upside down." Then another idea struck her like lightning. "Father, you're a genius!" she said to the portrait.

      She took the book and opened it to the last chapter, where Kamisato Kazashi's name first appeared. "If it's so hard to understand how the world worked back then because it was so different, I'll start from what I know about the world now and bring changes to it, rather than imagining a completely new one."

      So she began to read the facts and orders of Lord Kamisato Kazashi, and even though there were things she sometimes didn't fully understand or couldn't remember, it was easier to relate all the events to the current reality.

      But she also found records of operations that caught her attention like none of the others. Most of them involved ambushes or attacks and the like, or even undercover delegations. Twenty years ago, in the year 2712 a.A.W. (after the Archon War), Kamisato Kazashi had arrested two clan heads who were not part of the Yashiro Commission, but the Tenryou Commission. These two clans had hired mercenaries to assassinate not only their competition within their own Commission, but also to try to overthrow the Kujou family from leadership. They were also attempting to assassinate as many clan heads from the Yashiro Commission as possible, given their increasing influence. 

       Kamisato Kazashi used the Shuumatsuban to gather information, a process that took quite some time, then slowly intercepted their activities, disrupting their plans one by one until the two head clans of the Tenryou Commission couldn't fund the hired mercenaries, their equipment, and food. Not that they didn't have the money, but Kamisato Kazashi used the deployment of soldiers at the borders against pirates who had mushroomed after the rain, effectively forcing the clan heads to fight on two fronts. And since the employers of the assassins had to be far away from the mercenaries, they couldn't receive orders or be funded in secret. When the two returned to the city, Kamisato Kazashi awaited them with considerable debts and Shogun-loyal authorities.

       And Caiome discovered even one of the scenarios which had been led by Kamisato Yuna around the same time she was pregnant with Ayaka. Kamisato Kazashi had left on an international delegation to Liyue himself, leaving his pregnant wife in order for him to attend international meetings between the Yashiro Commission and the Minister of Civil Affairs in Liyue. With the authority in her hands, Kamisato Yuna could give orders to the Shuumatsuban as she pleased. Apparently, Lord Kamisato left because he was forced to, as there was another situation at home: the Kanjou and Tenryou Commissions had started to revolt against the Yashiro Commission activities, thinking they were taking too many liberties with the nation's economic state.

       They hastily organized a meeting, so Kamisato Kazashi couldn't be present, leaving his wife, who was close to her due date, to be forced to participate in his absence. She started being attacked from all sides, of course, and the two Commissions had their own concerns about their activities. Kamisato Yuna listened in silence, more concerned about the state of her unborn child than the leaders of the Commissions. In the end, when everyone calmed down and asked her to speak, Kamisato Yuna simply stood up and began telling the truth about the negligence of the other two Commissions regarding the state. The Yashiro Commission's activities and decisions were not made on a whim, but out of the need to take care of the population, and nothing else was behind it. So Yuna turned and left.

       That night, the Commissions sent assassins who ended up in the her room, but stabbing nothing more than pillows and blankets arranged to make it look like someone was sleeping there. The next morning, following Lady Kamisato's orders to the Shuumatsuban members, the heads of the assassins were sent in black wooden boxes marked with the symbols of the Kanjou and Tenryou Commissions to the clan leaders.

       And due to stress, Ayaka was born that morning.

       "Mother, you are such a badass," Caiome said, almost proud, as if she were talking about her own mother or even herself.

       And when Lord Kamisato returned and found out what had happened, that someone dared to attack not only his wife and unborn child, but also his son, who was nine and a half... Well, let's just say that the reports considered more heads falling, subtly impacting the two Commissions but quite problematic.

       But one of the shorter stories wasn't even related to the bad state between the three Commissions and clans or any possible coup. Investing in a special transport, a ship owned by Lord Kamisato was assaulted by pirates roaming the nation-island's borders thirty-one years ago. The goods were stolen, so Kamisato Kazashi sent his organization to find them. Eliminating not only the pirates, but also any other witnesses, the Shuumatsuban assassins returned with the stolen goods. However, Kamisato Kazashi inquired about a single thin and long box, being the only thing he cared about. A gift for his newlywed wife: a silver pin with sapphires as powerful as her gaze and as his love for her.

       "Aw~w," Caiome exclaimed when she finished reading, looking at Kamisato Kazashi's portrait. "Killing for the sake of something you wanted to give to your new wife? And such a piece of jewel? Like... marry me, Father," she mumbled to herself. "You are so husband material. Trusting your wife with your duties? Trusting herself enough to let her kill people? Killing because people tried to touch her? It's official," she yelled for herself. "You two are my favorite couple in the whole world, and I've seen some love stories pretty darn cute and awesome, facing danger and shit."

       Resuming her reading position, she held the book on her knees, while the brush's tail went between her lips, murmuring as she read.

 

Chapter 17: Chapter 17 ~ The White Flower and the Liar

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Chapter 17 ~ The White Flower and the Liar

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       Caiome heard the door opening, so she raised her eyes only to see Ayato entering with his head down, so he didn't even notice her. He closed the door behind him, and only when he turned back to her, Ayato stopped in the middle of the room, making eye contact with Caiome.

       "What are you doing here?" he asked somehow surprised.

       "Chit-chatting with Mother and Father," she said, shrugging, playing with the brush.

       "What?" Ayato said confused, as in a whisper.

       Caiome pursed her lips, while Ayato approached her with small and calculated steps. Although he wore his fancy clothes, he had removed his coat, remaining only in shirts with cuffs at the wrists.

       "I'm studying," she said. "And your parents help me from time to time. Your dad gave me a brilliant idea about how to approach all these useless history lessons. Or at least keeps me company. And it's quiet here. The only quiet place."

       Ayato sighed briefly, stopping in the middle of the room. He sat down slowly on his knees, and Caiome frowned when he placed his hands in front of him and bowed down to the ground, touching the floor with his forehead. Caiome almost stood up at how strange it felt to watch him do this to her, although she was aware that he wasn't bowing to her, but to his parents.

       Then Ayato stood up, approached the tables, and lit a koboku stick at each one, placing them in their holders.

       "You are right," he said, placing the incense stick on the table under his father's portrait.

       Looking at them standing side by side, Caiome really saw no difference between their auras. It was clear that they were father and son, but there was also a big difference between them. Kamisato Kazashi didn't have the same expression as Kamisato Ayato had. And Kamisato Ayato didn't have the same intent in his eyes as Kamisato Kazashi, even though they had almost the same eye color. They were father and son, but the son couldn't be more different from the father.

       "It is really chaos in the entire house," he continued.

       "Then why didn't you leave?" Caiome said. "Unlike me, you're allowed to leave the courtyard. I'm sure you could find something to do in the city," she muttered, looking back at her book, trying to find the sentence where she left off when Ayato entered the room.

        "I could," he said. "Usually it is like this."

       "So why didn't you?" she repeated.

       Ayato didn't answer, seemingly thinking about his response or rather considering whether to say it or not. Eventually, when Caiome looked at him again, Ayato decided not to tell her anything.

       Instead, sat between Caiome and the table with offerings. Tapping his shoulder slightly against hers, she no longer felt the scent of the freshly lit incense sticks, but a light, fresh, and clean fragrance. It didn't take her long to realize that Ayato probably just washed his hair or wore freshly washed, dried, and ironed clothes. But no, this scent clearly came from his hair or from a perfume applied to his skin.

       "How is the studying going?" he asked.

       "Pretty well," she raised her chin. "I've already reached the recordings about your dad. Lord Kamisato Kazashi caused headaches for the Commissions, right? A little bit more, and I'll finish this book. You see, it didn't even take me a whole week."

       "Really?" Ayato said. "Then what is with all these papers?"

       He grabbed one at random, trying to read it, but he couldn't mumble more than a few words, and those were a bit smeared.

       "Who wrote these hazards?"

       Caiome snatched the paper from his hand, almost throwing it on the floor beneath her.

       "You shouldn't stick your nose into other people's business," she said frustrated.

       Ayato, on the other hand, took another, even uglier sheet of paper, with ink spots all over it.

       "You have a horrible handwriting," he laughed.

       Caiome snatched it from him too. "It's because of your brushes," she almost shouted. "Seriously, I couldn't find a quill or even a feather to write with in any corner of this huge mansion. You write only with brushes that are an abomination for those who are not used to them. We, ordinary people who don't live in big houses, don't write with brushes with hair from...," Caiome looked at the brush. "What hair is this?"

       "Sable."

       "Sable- sable hair?" She looked at him, and Ayato nodded. "Isn't that from the expensive category of brushes?"

       "Indeed."

       "Hmm," Caiome said, looking at the brush.

       Sure, it was used, but a good brush was a good brush, and it was almost new. If she had taken it to the Black Market, she would have gotten a very good price for it, considering that collectors came there, but not all-knowing ones.

       "Do not steal it," Ayato said in a sigh, and Caiome rolled her eyes, then laughed slightly.

       "I wasn't planning to."

       "And do not have illusions about the price."

       "Ugh," she said, grabbing her calves with her hands, starting to sway from side to side. "It's your fault, you know that, right?"

       "According to you, everything that happens to you in life is my fault," he replied with a smile.

       "Because you are the source of my current problems," she retorted.

       "Am I really?"

       "Is there anyone else here who messed up my life and plans besides you?" she said sarcastically. "I don't see anyone."

       "You are the only one who created problems for yourself."

       "Yes, because I know how to steal," she murmured. "Well, you can forbid my actions, but not my mind. And if I want to think about how much this brush is worth on the Black Market, I will. And it's useless to me anyway," she added frustrated.

       Ayato shook his head, then took a quill pen from the lilac inner pocket of his shirt. It was a real quill pen, caught in a round wooden case that looked a lot like the style of brushes. But at the end, there wasn't hair from any animal in the world, but a real metal nib.

       "I think this is what you were looking for," he said, and Caiome blinked.

       She almost snatched the pen from his hand.

       "You knew I wouldn't manage with the brushes," she accused him. "You heartless man. You let me struggle when you promised me the best conditions for these two weeks."

       Ayato let his hands rest in his lap, smiling at her, almost innocently, as if this time he wasn't going to confess anything, not like he usually did just to amuse himself and for her desperation.

       "I don't even know why I tell you things," Caiome murmured, putting the pen in the inkwell, then started making some notes on one of the papers scattered in front of her.

       "So," Ayato said, looking over the notes on the floor. "Are you trying to learn the symbols?"

       "A better method than learning names," Caiome muttered. "They're a pain, and some had the same ones. Why couldn't your family be more original than that? I doubt there aren't that many traditional male and female names in this nation. Even your father had a different avatar about three hundred years ago or something," she threw it away.

       "Names are usually passed down because the one before us did remarkable deeds while being the Head of the Clan. My father's ancestor who had the same name initiated a reform regarding the economy and agriculture, which not only strengthened Inazuma's national and international relations, but also earned a better position and influence in society. He was a bridge between the past and the present."

       Caiome frowned.

       "You haven't learned that, have you?" he sighed. "You haven't even read about it."

       Of course, Caiome hadn't reached that part. All she had done with the names was to jot them down on paper when she drew the symbols for each one-mostly ancient characters that were supposed to mean something, but Caiome didn't understand or even remember them. But she hadn't read about them.

       "I thought you said you were almost done, and it hasn't even been a week," he teased.

       Caiome placed her hands over her chest, turning away from him. "I'm trying my best," she said.

       "And how is that working for you?" he asked.

       Caiome handed him the brush, waving it as if she were about to hit him with it. "Take your torture tools and leave if you don't intend to help me and just want to annoy me. Your parents are a much better company than your nagging tongue. At least they helped me, and they're dead."

       Ayato burst into laughter.

       "What?" Caiome said.

       "Nothing," he said between laughs. "It is just fun to see you so frustrated."

       "I bet," she said. "Do you want to see me angry too?"

       "Are you going to strangle me?"

       "I have a lot of reasons to."

       Ayato leaned towards her. "No chance."

       "Then you should be careful when you leave this room," she said, leaning against the wall.

       She pouted, turned her gaze towards Yuna's portrait, and stayed there, without the strength for something to move her from there. She didn't want to look at Ayato or talk to him.

       Ayato, on the other hand, rested his elbow on one knee and put his cheek in his fist, holding the brush between his fingers so as not to stain it, not like Caiome who stained her face from all that waving, and she didn't even realize. A smile spread across his lips because it was strange to see Caiome in such a formal scenario. In the funeral room, there was always silence; no one spoke, and no one even sighed. Instead, Ayato was now having a conversation with her while Caiome almost screamed, being as noisy as always.

       This was inappropriate behavior, he told himself since he laid eyes on the room. The fact that she stood between his parents, studying things she theoretically shouldn't even touch, let alone read and learn. Since he was little, Ayato had always been taught to show immense respect to his deceased ancestors, especially his parents after their deaths. He wasn't even allowed to speak, and he didn't have to sigh, even if he wanted to.

       But now he stood with her with his back towards them, teasing a person who let herself be provoked too easily, and maybe that's where his satisfaction came from when he saw her frowning eyes, the frown between her eyebrows, and her pursed lips. He tried to convince himself to stand up, but the truth was that... he felt comfortable.

       Caiome made herself comfortable in the place between the tables, and once Ayato sat there too, engulfed by the scent of the koboku sticks, looking to his right at his mother and to his left at his father, he relaxed as well. Well, that's what he had been looking for since he set his mind to come here, hidden from all the madness led by Ayaka in the house. No one entered here except Mrs. Nakamura to clean, and at the moment, Mrs. Nakamura was taking care of another part of the house. Moreover, usually, cleaning was done separately in the funeral room than in the rest of the house, so Ayato shouldn't have found anyone here.

       He didn't know how he had overlooked that Caiome could be here. He should have already gotten used to the fact that he could come across her anywhere in the residence.

       She had burst into the Grand Hall, in the middle of the meeting, leaving everyone with wide eyes and open mouths, and Ayato couldn't help but enjoy the shock Caiome gave everyone. In the last hour, Ayato had to endure only accusations and shouts, and once Caiome slammed the doors against the wall, perhaps the clan heads didn't calm down, but on the contrary, they became more revolted by Caiome's impolite way of bursting in, yet Ayato was amused enough to bring the meeting to a successful end.

       It wasn't as if he hadn't been surprised by her coming and the way she entered the room too, announcing her presence in the house... and her evil intentions.

       Ayato closed his eyes for a few seconds, enjoying the silence, then looked at Caiome again.

       "I will help you," he said.

       "No, thanks," Caiome said. "You could take credit after that and not let me pass the exams because of your help."

       "I am not going to do that," he defended himself.

       "I don't believe you," Caiome said. "The last time I did it, I danced in vain, and I was also fooled. It won't happen again," she raised her palm towards him.

       Ayato grabbed the tips of her fingers, lowering her hand, so he could look her in the eyes, leaning slightly towards her.

       "But you trust me enough to be convinced that you will pass those exams, don't you?" he smiled, and Caiome displayed the same smile.

       "That's because you would never have shown me the Shuumatsuban documents if you hadn't told the truth."

       "Maybe they are fake documents," Ayato said.

       "Forging an eight-hundred-year history in less than twenty-four hours? I don't believe tha~at," she sang. "Admit it, you trust me enough not to go out tonight and throw these pages all over Inazuma."

       "You will not do that because your shell is still in my possesion," Ayato said.

       "You don't know what I could do in a moment of wanting revenge," Caiome said. "You said I'm impulsive. So watch me," she tilted her head. "And even without the shell," she pulled herself back as Ayato let go of her hand, her palm brushing against his unclenched hand, then falling altogether, "you still need me. You don't have to hide anymore; I know you appreciate my skills enough to think I'd be an important member for your organization. With my techniques and my Vision, your information network could become more stable and powerful than it already is. Do you think I don't know why you insisted on talking about my list of crimes? It shows you that I could do anything and reach any level without regrets, especially when you mentioned breaking and entering into institutions. You need something from me, but you can't do it as long as I'm not part of the Shuumatsuban. My hypothesis is that you wanted to make me a member, only that I beat you to the proposal. That's why I'm sure that, despite my skills of memorizing this nonsense," she closed the history book, "you'll accept me at the end of these two weeks no matter what."

       "Maybe," Ayato said. "But there is also the Shuumatsuban's grunt work."

       "Like what?" she said. "I haven't read anything about 'grunt work'."

       "I guess you will have to find out for yourself."

       "Funny," she mumbled.

       Then silence fell again, while Ayato still held his cheek in his fist, looking towards the windows and towards Caiome, but with a lost look, without looking at anything in particular. Maybe it was just his thoughts that were starting to overwhelm him again, considering that there was no way out or relief from everything happening around him.

       "What's your symbol?" Caiome suddenly heard herself asking him, and Ayato seemed to wake up from his daydream.

       "Hm?" he asked.

       "Your symbol?" Caiome said again. "That little image all Kamisato lords have in order to communicate-"

       "Please, be quiet," Ayato said, and Caiome smiled self-satisfied. "Why so curious?"

       "Because, for one, genius," she said to him, "if I enter the Shuumatsuban, well, actually, I shouldn't say 'if'... When I enter the Shuumatsuban, I'll need to know it. And because, for two, if you haven't noticed, you haven't given me any book that records your activities within the Shuumatsuban. You've been leading the organization for sixteen years, but there's nothing in the book about you."

       "That is because, smart-pants," he said in a long tone, then came back to his usual one, "despite your current beliefs, I do not intend to accept you into the organization no matter what, so I can not let you know current information about me so you do not spread it around the city in a moment of revengeful impulsiveness."

       Caiome blew a wavy strand of hers that hit Ayato over the nose. "As I said, I don't believe the words that come out of your mouth," she murmured. "But seriously, what is it?"

       Ayato gave her a simple glance, then took one of the papers spread on the floor, precisely the one with his name which was staying in front of her, considering that she made a column from the first Kamisato lord who founded the Shuumatsuban organization to the current one. He dipped the brush into the ink from the waken, gently wiped its tip to get rid of the excess ink, and then placed it on the paper.

       With light, delicate, and well-calculated movements, he drew a character. Caiome looked, or rather stared, at the way his hand moved and the traces were left by the brush on paper. She tried to read the character, but it was obviously that it was as ancient as the others, which didn't help her at all.

       "What does it mean?" she asked.

       "They are ancient characters for white flower," he pointed to a part of the symbol, then moved to the other. "This means flight. And this," pointing to the bottom, "is for the boundary between life and death, often seen as a cliff."

       Caiome narrowed her eyes at him. Mr. Yoshiaki had already translated some symbols for her in the library in the past few days, and Caiome had learned that, although it was a single symbol, it had a much larger meaning. Many of them were even whole phrases from poems or something similar.

       "Which translates to...?"

       "White flower floating beyond the edge of the cliff."

       "I saw that in one of the books Yoshiaki gave me," she immediately jumped. "You basically say peace and harmony. Sometimes referred to as peace and harmony in the near future."

       "What to see," Ayato said laughing, "you are not as dumb as I thought you were."

       "Next time, I'd prefer a real compliment," she said. "Hmm, in that case, I have to find the right symbol for myself once I join the Shuumatsuban."

       "You should not be so sure about that," he commented.

       "Shh," she said, covering his mouth with her whole hand, looking towards the history book. "I have to think carefully. I have an idea, but hmm..."

       "What is it?" he asked. "I can help you write it," Ayato said behind her hand.

       "No," she said quickly. "I can't let you know things about me. What if you tell anyone? I'll tell you after you say that yes, I can be part of your secret organization. Yoshiaki will help me. He has old hands and trembles, but he still knows how to write with your brushes."

       Ayato quickly drew something on the paper, then turned it towards Caiome.

       "What about this?" he said and she frowned at the character.

       "What does that mean?"

       "Liar."

       "Maybe yours should be bad humor," she replied. "And just so you know, the most advantageous thing for you is to put me in infiltration and information gathering, but I think you've already thought of that," she patted his chest, which immediately made her feel that, despite the fact that Ayato looked quite delicate and thin in those fancy clothes, he actually had muscles. "Do you work out?" she asked.

       Ayato didn't know if he could keep up any longer with the way Caiome changed the subject so lightly and fast, going from one stage to another and from one speaking style to another.

       "I train too, you know," he said.

       "Do you even have the time?" she asked, almost shocked. "I've never seen you draw your sword except for our two encounters."

       "I am trying to make time," he confessed.

       "Hmm," she mustached. "Well, you can come sometimes to the duels between me and the guards if you want. You saw us, right?"

       Ayato just smiled sweetly.

       "I have seen you," he said slowly. "Anyway," he quickly added so that Caiome wouldn't take his words away again, "what is that you do not understand?" He pointed to the history book. "I am not playing with you; I can really help you if you need it, and no, I will not use it against you."

       Caiome looked skeptical at him, then extended her pinky towards him. Ayato looked as if he didn't know what he was supposed to do.

       "Do you swear on your pinky?" she asked.

       "Uhh," he said.

       Caiome grabbed his pinky and entwined it with hers, then leaned towards him. Ayato took a short breath because of the reduced distance in a way so abrupt, and Caiome fixed her eyes on his, and it never seemed to him that Caiome had a more determined or darker shining look. Not even when she pointed her sword at him a week ago, on the banquet day.

       "If you lie, your pinky has to fall," she said. "Rest assured, I'll cut it for you if it comes to that. I've done it a few times before for people who tried to deceive me."

       Ayato squeezed her pinky harder. "I know, right?" he said. "So far, it has worked out pretty well for me."

       "So far are the key words." She straightened up, took the history book, and opened it to the first pages, then raised her voice. "Now, what does 'economic character relations' mean?"

       Ayato blinked a few times, as if he couldn't believe his ears. "Oh, gods, you have so much to catch up on..."

 

Chapter 18: Chapter 18 ~ The Lord's Leg and the Lapis Lazuli

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Chapter 18 ~ The Lord's Leg and the Lapis Lazuli

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       "I can't take it anymore," said Caiome, barging into the armory, making Mizuki jump so hard that he dropped the few daggers, slipping through his fingers and clattering to the ground. Caiome threw the history book on the table among other things, while Mizuki struggled to pick up the dropped daggers. "It's nonsense," she complained. "This whole book is nonsense."

       Mizuki smiled faintly, placing the daggers on the table in front of him. "Isn't studying going well?" he asked, sitting down with the daggers before him.

      "I'd rather polish swords for the rest of my life," Caiome replied, also throwing herself into her chair at the table, staring at the terrible history book. "I'd rather scrub floors with everyone watching me than read another word from this book."

       "You only have... five days left, right?" he asked.

       There were only a few people who knew that Caiome was preparing for the exams to become a member of the Shuumatsuban. Ayato, of course, Ayaka and Thoma, his closest subordinates, if Caiome could call them that, Captain Hirotatsu, and Mizuki. And Mizuki knew because Caiome had bragged to him without realizing that he would soon be trained by a member of the Shuumatsuban. Fortunately, Ayato didn't know that Mizuki knew, as everything had to be kept secret. Oh, yes, and mr. Yoshiaki, the librarian, but that wasn't Caiome's fault. The old man had figured it out himself, looking into the books that Caiome hadn't bothered to keep somewhat hidden, wandering with them throughout the residence.

       "I'd rather spend my time doing anything else. Even polishing armor. Anything," she exclaimed, to which Mizuki just lazily smiled, making Caiome frown, looking at him again.

       Mizuki was usually very expressive, whether it was smiles or frowns, whether he blushed like a crab or turned pale like a ghost, there was always some expression that amused Caiome. That's why Mizuki, so far, was her favorite person to be around. Not that she had many options.

       He was very open to conversations. And they trained every afternoon for at least half an hour during lunch break. Mizuki had enough confidence in her to show her that set of jewelry... which Caiome hadn't heard anything about lately, so she assumed Mizuki had eventually sold it at a fair price.

       But now, Mizuki seemed thoughtful. He wiped the daggers silently, focusing on his hands, which made Caiome tilt her head slightly, watching him closely. He had drawn cheeks, slightly tired eyes, and dark circles. His lips were a bit cracked, not that didn't necessarily indicated tiredness, but he was hunched over. After their training sessions, Caiome had taught him to keep his posture as upright as possible, and Mizuki was trying. But now, it seemed like he had forgotten everything.

       "Are you okay?" she asked curiously.

       "Hm?" Mizuki looked at her, then displayed a smile that should have been typical. "Of course, I'm fine. What a question. I'm just doing my job," he pointed to the daggers.

       Caiome raised her chin. Mizuki was too easy to read; that was clear from the start. Especially with his always polite personality, always saying something nice, or if not nice, at least decent, so as not to offend anyone.

       "Mizuki, you've been wiping the same piece of metal since I sat down," Caiome said. "Tell me," she requested.

       "Are you asking out of curiosity or because you really care?" he asked, turning the dagger to the other side. It was clear that he did it just because Caiome told him to.

       "There's a difference?" she shrugged.

       "Of course there's a difference. Curiosity means you don't care about the other person's well-being, you just want to know what's happening. Caring means you want to help. Or at least confort someone."

       Caiome frowned, then grimaced. "I see them the same way," she shrugged.

       "Caiome, you're amazing, seriously," said Mizuki, adopting a somewhat serious tone, "but sometimes, for you, curiosity means more than anything else."

       "That's not true," she almost instantly replied.

       "Yes, it is. You have a too adventurous and curious spirit, and there's nothing wrong with that, but I don't think it suits you anything more. You've been alone for a long time, wandering in your vicious circles, so I don't judge you, but you shouldn't force yourself to be something else."

       Caiome frowned even more. She had never heard Mizuki speak to her like this, not even when he tried to behave like everyone else and marginalize her, or even to act exactly as an authority figure should behave with a criminal. And even more, Mizuki didn't look at her like that, but as a perfectly normal being who just happened to become friends with him.

       But she wasn't a fool either. She knew that people's states and words were often influenced by something happening outside the conversation. Which meant Mizuki had run into trouble. But why would a person with his personality and moral code cause trouble? He hadn't even wanted to...

       Oh...

       "Is something wrong with your sister?" she asked.

       Mizuki's hand stopped, and his gaze froze on the dagger, and Caiome instantly understood that it had to be about that.

       "No," he finally said half-heartedly.

       "Mizuki..."

       "Not something I want to talk about."

       Caiome shouldn't have expectations. She hadn't made too many friends throughout her life, and if someone existed with the title of friend in her life, they either left as soon as they found out she was a thief and got into all sorts of trouble, or they went on their own way without even saying goodbye - in cases like those, Caiome concluded that she was the only one considering them friends. So no, she didn't usually make too many friends, just acquaintances.

       So, she didn't know if Mizuki was her friend or not. But she had gotten used to him smiling all day and talking about his sister or his wonderful parents, making an effort to become a good guardian and promote, also as a way to earn a higher salary. Therefore, Caiome didn't know whether to insist or not. Usually, when someone said they didn't want to talk, Caiome would insist for a while, then give up and discover on her own. But she didn't have much information about Mizuki. Unable to leave the residence grounds, she had never seen his family, so she couldn't go to their house to find out the situation.

       She could only speculate.

       "Did she get sicker?" she asked.

       "Caiome..."

       "The medications are not working for her anymore?"

       "Of course they are, just..."

       "Did she go completely blind?"

       "No, Caiome..."

       "Then something must have happened."

       "It's not related to my sister," Mizuki said, ending the discussion. "So, please, don't ask anymore."

       Caiome frowned even more. If it wasn't about his sister, then...

       "Did something happen to your father?"

       Mizuki moved his hand along the dagger too abruptly, dropping the small cotton ball he wasn't holding with chopsticks but with his hand, cutting his index finger along its length.

       "So something did happen," Caiome concluded.

       Mizuki sighed deeply, straightened up as Caiome always told him to do, closed his eyes, then looked at her. The blue color became darker, indicating fatigue and thoughts that didn't stop comeing to his mind. But he didn't say anything, just wiped his bloody finger, then washed it with a little water from a wooden cup, tying it with a handkerchief so that the blood wouldn't stain the blades.

       "Okay," Caiome said and got up from her chair. "If you don't want to talk, don't talk. Did you at least manage to sell that set of jewelry?"

       "Ihim," Mizuki said, but he didn't say anything more.

       Which meant no, he didn't sell it. Caiome patted him on the shoulder a few times because honestly, she had no idea what else to do in this situation, then went out of the storeroom. If Mizuki didn't want to talk to her, fine, she wasn't going to push him. She didn't want like the one person with whom she got along well enough to have a conversation that wasn't about serious matters and her messed-up life wouldn't answer her because she was too insistent.

       Caiome went outside, closed the armory door, starting to juggle the small box in which the jewels started jingleing.

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       "But ple~ease!" Caiome said, jumping in front of Ayato when he tried to pass her to reach the Great Hall.

       She hadn't seen him since they bumped into each other in the funeral room, and from what Caiome heard throughout the residence, he had been away for the last three days in the city on important business and a meeting of the Commissions. Wasn't he always away on important matters anyway?

       "And my answer was no," he said, trying to pass her again, but she stood like a barrier between him and the rest of the hallway.

       "I haven't left the courtyard for almost two months," she complained with pleading eyes. "I want to get some air; I feel like I'm suffocating here."

       "Then get some fresh air," she said with a smile, probably referring to the wind power Caiome had from her Vision, a joke she didn't appreciate when Ayato passed by her. "And by the way, you haven not been confined here for two months."

       Caiome knew he had a meeting with the other clan heads, which this time was not related to her, or at least she was not the main topic, considering rumors had spread that all the clan leaders wanted Ayato to get rid of her as soon as possible. However, Ayato replied that it was his residence, and it had nothing to do with anyone else in that room. That seemed to calm them down a bit. But this was one of the monthly meetings that everyone had to attend, usually held at Ayato's estate.

       Caiome tried to take advantage of the fact that he was in a hurry to get him to give her the permission to go outside the courtyard, presenting very good arguments. First of all, she couldn't run away, considering that her shell was still with him; if she wanted to do that, abandoning her shell, she would have done it long ago. Secondly, she really wanted to see other scenarios besides Captain Hirotatsu sitting serious all day and Thoma running around cleaning the residence. Thirdly, if Ayato wanted her to learn about all the important personalities, she had to know them; and if not to meet them, at least to see their faces to get used to them... To which Ayato said that she would only waste her time if she didn't take the exams, so she had no reason to go outside.

       So Caiome approached the only solution she thought would work, because Ayato wasn't as easy to convince as others, considering that he knew her personality a bit too well... or at least knew that everything she said could be just a lie, and he didn't trust her, just as she didn't trust him.

       Throwing herself at him, Caiome clung to his leg with her arms, making Ayato stumble and almost fall to the ground.

       "Ple~ease!" she said, and her voice echoed throughout the hall. They were just around the corner from the Great Hall, so if some clan heads were there - they should all be there, actually, waiting for their leader - they would have definitely heard her. "I'll die if I stay much longer within these walls."

       "Caiome, you are free to stay in the gardens anytime if you do not like the walls of my mansion," Ayato said with a forced smile that only showed how much he probably wanted to kick her in the mouth just to get rid of her. It's not like he hadn't attacked her with a sword before, throwing her to the ground or using the powers of his Hydro Vision on her.

       "I've been in those gardens so much that I've learned them by heart," she said with a child's voice. "Seriously, if your estate ever catches fire, I'd know how to rebuild the gardens all by myself, considering how much I've stared at them. I need other trees, other flowers, other people's faces. I feel like I'm going crazy here."

       Despite the smile, Caiome could see a vein pulsating on Ayato's forehead as she tightened even more around his leg, holding onto the cuffs of his precious light blue suit that brought out his eyes. And Ayato couldn't pull her away because, due to the way she held onto his clothes, not his leg, she might even pull down his pants.

       "Because you can only breathe if you change the trees from time to time," he said sarcastically.

       "I'm a free spirit," she said, "of course I change the trees from time to time."

       Ayato tried to pull his leg, but Caiome clung even tighter with her fingers to the fabric of his pants.

       "Caiome, please, let go. I have a meeting I need to attend; we can talk afterward."

       "I've seen the list of topics you need to address today," she said, stretching out with her abdomen on the floor. "You'll be there for an eternity! I can't wait that long. I'll disintegrate and die."

       "Then try to die quietly because you are not leaving the residence," he said, shaking his leg. "Now get off me."

       Ayato tried to pull his leg, but Caiome clung to the fabric of his pants even tighter, sticking her cheek to his shin. Ayato started pulling his leg, dragging Caiome after him and taking care at the same time to keep his pants on, because it seemed that Caiome really didn't care if Lord Kamisato ended up in his underwear in front of everyone in the Great Hall. In five whole minutes, Ayato managed to move only two meters. Not necessarily because Caiome was heavy, but she let all her weight on his leg, damn this girl.

       Before reaching the doors, Ayato was already panting, leaning his forehead against the wooden wall, and his face was slightly red.

       "Would you like me to consider this persistence as violations?" he said with a smile, thinking that it might persuade her to let him go.

       "What's the point of considering them violations when I'm going to die in this house anyway?" Caiome said, sulking.

       "If you do not care, then you would leave without my permission, and we would reach the same conclusion."

       Male voices, and a few female ones, began to be heard from the other side, voices gaining momentum. Ayato could hear their words, wondering why Lord Kamisato wasn't in the Hall yet and why he was late. He never arrived late for meetings, certainly not for ten whole minutes; on the contrary, he was the one waiting for the clan leaders in the Great Hall, making them feel uncomfortable even if they arrived exactly on time.

       "I just want to stretch my legs a bit," she said, looking at him, adopting the puppy-like gaze she used on Captain Hirotatsu. But she instantly knew, judging by Ayato's frowning look, that he won't be fooled so easily.

       "Caiome, I have a younger sister who used the same tactics on me when she was younger; you are not fooling me with that face," he said and pushed her with the other foot's toe in the forehead. "Let me go back to my business."

       "No~o," she said just as two younger maids passed in front of the Hall, looking wide-eyed at the two.

       Ayato smiled at them and waved a hand for them to retreat, and they did so, starting to whisper to each other as soon as they turned their backs, as if Ayato couldn't hear them.

       "Caiome," he turned to her, "servants can see us. Stop and get up."

       "No," she said again. "If you go in there, you'll never come out," she said.

       "Well, even if I go in there or not, and even if I ever come out of there or not, you will get the same answer, so it is your decision: either you let me go, or you come with me, and you will lose study time, which, believe me, you really need it."

       "Fine," she said, grabbing his leg even tighter. "I'll come with you. I'll stick to you until the end of your life or until you let me go for a walk. All I asked for was sixty minutes, not an entire day."

       "All right," he said. "But once you enter that Hall, you are not allowed to leave."

       Caiome shrugged, being stubborn. "That's fine by me."

       "Good," Ayato said again, then opened the doors of the Hall, and everyone turned and stood up from the ground to greet him...

       Him and the parasite clinging to his leg, which didn't let go for fear that Ayato would push her out and close the doors behind her, sealing them or something. But no one said anything except to stare at the girl holding onto Lord Kamisato's pants, who was pulling her through the corridor formed by the clan leaders and to his place at the end of the room. He knelt on a dark lilac pillow, straightened his back as his secretary, Mr. Hanako, left a few files in front of him.

       "Thank you," Ayato said, adopting a position as straight as possible and an expression as serious as he could, while Caiome sat sprawled on the floor, holding onto his leg with her hands. Ayato smiled at the clan leaders. "Please take your seats so we can start the meeting."

       "Uhh," the others made, looking from Ayato to a Caiome who resembled a dropped pie. "My lord..."

       "Oh, do not mind her," Ayato said, waving his hand lightly. "A leech caught my leg, and now she does not want to let go," he looked at Caiome, trying for one last time to make her leave, but Caiome only threw him a glance through her eyelashes and didn't move. "Let us begin," he announced, and the others just had to listen and sit back on their pillows, at the tables with their own reports and a steaming cup of tea in front of them.

       The first subject on that day was the expenses for the early summer festival, on textiles, food, and festival carts, then on fireworks and other specific attractions.

       "How big will the carts and fireworks be?" Caiome asked, lifting her head to look at Ayato's papers, blocking Lord Kamisato's view. But he just put a hand on her head, pushing her back down until she stuck her face to his knee.

       Then came the report on the profit for that month for each of the clans dealing with a specific branch of the population's culture. Caiome frowned when she heard how little they had made from selling jewelry, even though the gemstone mining industry was so significant.

         "You're definitely doing something wrong," she said from the floor, almost sticking her lips to the wooden table, her voice sounding a bit harsh. "Only fools ignore the market like this."

       Although she spoke loud enough, no one saw her moving her lips, so everyone started looking around to find the source of their criticism. Ayato quickly covered her mouth with his free hand, and Caiome began to mutter until she bit his hand. Surprised, Ayato not only pulled his hand from her mouth but also raised his knee, making Caiome hit her head on the table, letting out a quite strong "Ouch."

       "My lord?"

       "It is nothing; let us continue," he quickly said with a smile.

       Caiome had to comment on each point to be discussed on the list. And even though no one saw what was happening behind the table, Ayato's secretary saw enough, considering that his table was placed next to Ayato's, facing him: Caiome behaved like a restless cat while clinging to Lord Kamisato's leg, trying to open her mouth and say words, always being interrupted by an Ayato trying to keep his polite smile but who was burning with frustration inside, while holding her nose, pinching her cheek, and catching her lips between his fingers, squeezing them to silence her. All that was left was for Caiome to lie on her back and start playing with the wide sleeves of his coat. It was as if Lord Kamisato brought a wild animal into the Great Hall that sizzled at the hand that fed it.

       Because of Caiome's behavior, the meeting ended three hours later, because Ayato, although trying to speak as coherently as possible, was always interrupted by something. Only in the last half-hour did the caught thief calm down, resting her head on his thigh and seeming to fall asleep. The secretary even heard her snoring slightly through her slightly open lips, but at least Lord Kamisato was able to finish the meeting peacefully, saying goodbye to the clan leaders as they did the same, trying not to stare too much at the wild creature sleeping on his leg, with her arms around his shoe.

       In the end, the secretary also got up from the table, making a deep bow to his lord.

       "I don't think I should ask, should I?" he said, referring to a Caiome who began to mumble in her sleep.

       Ayato just leaned into his hand, sighing heavily, hiding his face in his own palm. "I would really ask you not to, Mr. Hanako. Thank you for your work today," he said, and the secretary just made another bow.

       "I think you should wake her up, though," he added, then retreated through the open doors, greeting Lady Ayaka and her attendant, Mr. Thoma, and then left the residence with the other clan heads.

       Ayaka and Thoma politely greeted him in turn, then entered the Great Hall. Or rather, Ayaka did, while Thoma stepped aside near the door, considering that he wasn't supposed to be there unless he was cleaning in his lord's absence. Ayaka approached Ayato, and her eyes immediately fell on the stretched-out body lying on the floor, whose head was hidden behind the table.

       "I heard some clan leaders talking about... an intruder in the Great Hall?" Ayaka tried her luck, and Ayato took a deep breath, looking at her as if every drop of energy had been forcibly extracted from his body. "We came to see what's going on, although I can say that we already figured out from the courtyard what's going on," Ayaka said.

       "Are you still going to the city today?" Ayato asked in return.

       "Yes," said Ayaka a bit confused. "Why?"

       Ayato pushed the table aside, allowing the two to see Caiome sleeping with her mouth slightly open.

       "Take her away with you," he said. "Please."

       The image was actually quite funny, despite the way Ayaka and Thoma raised their eyebrows at a carefree Caiome sleeping on Lord Kamisato's leg as if it were a very normal thing to do. However, Ayato didn't pull his leg from under her either.

       "Why did you let her..." Ayaka began.

       "Because I thought she would sleep through the whole thing," Ayato said. "At least it would have spared me some trouble. But she kept talking until she got bored, attracting so many stares."

       "My lord," said Thoma, "no offense, but you were the one who entered with a person stuck to your leg. How was that supposed to go unnoticed?"

       "Trying to humiliate her?" he said a bit uncertain this time. "But it seems Miss Caiome really does not know what shame is. And here I thought she did not like people in such large numbers staring at her. It seemed more like she enjoyed it."

       Ayaka and Thoma looked at each other, then Ayaka giggled lightly like a bell, making both men look at her.

       "Let me guess," she said, "Miss Caiome asked you to let her go to the city, you said no, she started behaving... well, like herself, so you forced her to stay with you during the meeting, thinking things would go differently."

       "And I was terribly wrong."

       "And what made you agree only now to let her out?" Ayaka asked. "Why not earlier?"

       "Maybe because she became annoying," Thoma said.

       Ayato just rested his elbow on the table, his cheek in his palm, looking at the two, and didn't answer, finally turning his gaze to the windows, where Caiome was also occasionally looking during the meeting, in the rare moments of quiet, with a sparkle in her eyes and a terrible boredom, as if she prayed in her head to get out of those walls faster. Perhaps she even had a small hope that Ayato would actually let her leave the courtyard eventually, so she endured the great ordeal of the meeting in the Great Hall, listening to discussions that were not at all suitable for her, not at all interesting.

       "Can you just take her away?" he finally said, looking even more tired than usual. Probably because of the struggle he had to endure with Caiome while having to be equally attentive to the discussions in the Hall.

       "I'll take care of it," Thoma said, approaching the two.

       Putting his hands on his hips, looking at Caiome with a raised eyebrow, seeming to have a pleasant expression on her face, deepened in sleep... Thoma kicked her in the ribs with his boot. Caiome jumped up, but the fact that her arm was still caught around Ayato's shin made her fall back down, hitting her chin on the floor, standing there for a few seconds, dazed from sleep and dizzy from the blow.

       "I knew it would be you," Caiome told Thoma. "You've become the nightmare of my life."

       "It's your fault for falling asleep in the wrong place."

       Caiome raised her middle finger, still with her arm trapped under Ayato's foot, who finally got up, releasing her from his weight.

       "Come on," Thoma pushed her again. "You're coming with me and Lady Ayaka to the city today."

       Caiome stayed on all fours for a few seconds, then jumped up, looking up at Thoma, who was slightly skeptical, a tired Ayato, and an Ayaka who... didn't seem pleased, but not displeased either, she was just the same polite and pleasant Ayaka as always.

       "Going to the city?" she said with a smile on her face, a smile that shouldn't be on a person's face, because no one should be kept within the same perimeter for weeks, but she was a special case, so her expression was just as special.

        "That is because later I have to meet someone important," Ayato said. "You can not cling to my leg then."

       Only then did Caiome realize that they were still in the Great Hall and that there was no longer anyone from the clan heads, only the four of them.

       "Not to mention that your little show today will be considered a violation of the rules," he continued. "You are not usually allowed in here."

       "You grabbed me," Caiome said.

       "You wanted to come in," Ayato turned it back on her. "You should have thought about it before clinging so insistently to my shoes."

       "What does it matter?" she said, jumping to her feet. "Give me two violations if you want, I don't care, I just want to get out of here faster."

       "Just be careful..." Ayato began, but Caiome already left the Great Hall without hearing his last words.

      She was late anyway.

 

Chapter 19: Chapter 19 ~ The Romance Novels and the Girl Who Can't See

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Chapter 19 ~ The Romance Novels and the Girl Who Can't See

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       Considering that those who were Vision bearers could use the telepoints, Thoma, Ayaka, and Caiome arrived in the heart of the city of Inazuma in a matter of seconds. Caiome immediately felt the freedom of fresh air as she stepped beyond the gate and to the telepoint near the entrance to the residence. Telepointers always existed in Teyvat, and probably when the first Lord Kamisato decided where to make his main residence, he chose this specific location for easier transportation. He probably was a Vision bearer from the beginning, so everything was in his favor.

       And when she found herself in the city, after the teleportation avalanche and the whirlwind that made her feel dizzy for a second, Caiome suddenly heard all the loud voices that echoed in her ears. She looked around as if she had entered another world, although she had been in this city a few times before Ayato practically put her under house-arrest.

       "Now, let's go through the rules Lord Kamisato imposed on you," Thoma said, standing in front of her with a stern look. "You're not allowed to stray even two meters away from us, you'll always be in our sight, and if we lose sight of you even once, we'll return to the estate and report to Lord Kamisato. And no cheap tricks, understood?"

       Caiome brought the edge of her hand to her temple. "Understood, sir."

       They started walking, and with each step, someone had to respectfully salute Ayaka and bow, while others invited her to taste the sweets from the street stalls. Ayaka politely smiled, greeted them, asked about their health and family, then moved on. Only sometimes did she stop at the street vendors, tasting and inviting both Thoma and Caiome to try. Thoma politely refused, saying he couldn't fill his stomach that much, considering he had many other tasks to do when he returned home. But Caiome never refused, although the vendors looked at her a bit strangely. Understandable. Her hair and eyes. Only Thoma managed to stop her, pulling her t-shirt collar. Caiome managed to shove three pieces of samples into her mouth before returning to the main road.

       Ayaka also stopped at a bookstore, and Caiome saw a bunch of long and cheezy titles that weren't to her liking. She picked up a book, looked at it, put it back uninterested. Only for some, she read the first few sentences of the story description, then put it back down.

       "Don't you like romance novels?" Ayaka said at one point, standing with a book in her hand for more than five minutes.

       It had a pink cover and a picture of a couple holding hands, standing on a meadow with white flowers. The girl seemed to have a pair of ears, small fangs, and claws, while the man looked as normal as possible. Too ordinary, really.

       "I'm not an avid reader," Caiome said. "Believe it or not, I rarely read books... of any kind," she added, grimacing.

       "You're not the type of person to throw yourself into the arms of fiction, are you?" she asked, handing the book with the pink cover to the saleswoman who began to wrap it in colored paper.

       "I have too many things happening in the real world to want to live in an imaginary one," she sighed, putting her hands on her chest. "I don't want more problems than I already have."

       "I think that's exactly the purpose for which novels exist," Ayaka said, taking the colorful bag from the saleswoman's hand. "To detach yourself from reality."

       Caiome looked at Ayaka for a long moment, then raised an eyebrow.

       "Do you want to escape from reality, princess?" she asked, starting to walk again after Ayaka paid a few mora for the freshly bought book.

       "Sometimes we all need that," she shrugged gallantly.

       Caiome began to circle her, jumping lightly on her tiptoes and twirling around her, or rather in front of her, blocking her view and path, walking backward while Ayaka followed her.

       "Do you want to escape from reality through romance novels?" she said. "I've heard many times that people usually read about what they can't have or something they desire and daydream about. Do you have many romance novels at home?"

       Ayaka blushed slightly, hiding behind her fan. "Your teasing is a bit much," she said, and Caiome chuckled.

       "I thought you'd have enough romance, given your status. I thought boys lined up in front of you like at a market."

       "That's a very rude way to put it," said Ayaka slightly annoyed. "And it's not that simple anyway. It's not like I lack... attention, sometimes it's even too much, but just that..."

       "Ah, I think I can imagine," she said, continuing to walk backward, dancing on her tiptoes in front of her. "Boys approaching you are from large families wanting to make an alliance with the Kamisato family, right? Don't look at me like that, I didn't stick my nose into anything this time. It just seems normal to me that alliances should be made through marriage in cases of noble families leading entire organizations, industries, and businesses. It's like that everywhere, whether it's Inazuma, Sumeru, Liyue, or any other nation. I've encountered such cases everywhere. I even had to kidnap such a princess once."

       Ayaka suddenly looked at her.

       "I didn't kidnap her against her will," Caiome quickly said, waving her hand. "On the contrary, she hired me to get her out of Fontaine because her parents forced her into an arranged marriage she didn't want or something like that, so she better ran away with her true love. I didn't quite understand why, though; the girl would have had jewelry for the rest of her life if she wanted, but oh well. Arranged marriages can be a pain. Isn't that what Ayato is supposed to do at some point? Or even you?"

       "My brother has never discussed the possibility of my marriage with someone from an influential family for a potential alliance," Ayaka said, starting to move calmly her fan. "He probably considers it unnecessary for the time being. When the time comes for such a discussion, I will be prepared."

       Caiome frowned. Didn't Ayaka see that Ayato probably would never put her in a situation where she would have to marry for the good of the family? Ayato barely let her help with anything related to festivals and just that, but especially to throw at her, "My dear sister, you're twenty years old, you should take the big step and marry a stranger." Caiome didn't really get involved in such situations unless she had a profit from it, but even she saw that certain people from certain families were too protected to be given away like that to anyone.

       "You know," Caiome said, "I once met this old man from Mondstadt who told all the rich boys that they weren't good enough for his daughter, who was about your age. She was the youngest among all his daughters, very beautiful and charming, so I've heard, and he didn't let anyone get close to her."

       "And then?" Ayaka asked, her eyes sparkling. "What happened? Did someone dare to ask for her hand? A brave man who didn't care about the father's stubbornness?"

       Caiome chuckled. "It seems that you really are a fan of love stories."

       Ayaka laughed softly, red in the cheeks with embarrassment.

       "But I don't know," Caiome finally shrugged. "I left before seeing how the story ended, but probably the girl is still unmarried, and she can barely speak to a male person before her father throws his cane after him. And anyway, I think I know what kind of love stories you're a fan of."

       Ayaka looked up at her, while Caiome twirled on her toes. "What do you mean?" she asked.

       "True love destined by fate," Caiome shrugged, suddenly stepping aside from her.

        Ayaka watched her, and that made her not look at the road in front of her and collide with Thoma, who was carrying a box with some items. Probably Thoma was also watching Caiome, so as not to try any of her tricks, because he wasn't looking where he was going either, so the two bumped into each other. Thoma dropped the box from his hands, and all the items, which were a few brushes and some new notebooks with beautiful covers, fell at their feet.

       "I apologize, my lady," Thoma said quickly, bending down to pick up the items and put them back in the box.

       Ayaka also bent down to help him.

       "No need to be sorry," Ayaka said quickly, picking up the notebooks and putting them back in the box. "I wasn't paying attention to where I was going either."

       Thoma chuckled slightly. "I doubt you would be so inattentive on your own," he said.

        "I've been losing focus lately, you've seen it yourself in the dojo training these past days," she said, looking at each other, smiling almost cutely.

       When they stood up, they looked around, but...

       Caiome was no longer there.

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       Caiome knew only one thing about Mizuki's family, and that was that they lived in the Konda village, so she immediately teleported there after wandering through the city for about twenty minutes, looking for a jeweler who was nice enough to give her about 20,000 mora for the set of silver and sapphire jewelry. Caiome was pretty sure that Mizuki's problem was related to money, so she did what needed to be done. She just had to find his house because she couldn't give him the money directly. He would have figured out what Caiome did and would have refused.

       The Konda village was small, so the stares were very intense as Caiome entered the village. It wasn't difficult for her to find Mizuki's house, especially since there was a woman in front of the house, a twelve-year-old girl trying to weave, and a man... with a missing leg. The last time Mizuki talked about his father, he had said that he had just injured his leg. He had never mentioned that it was something more serious, something that would lead to amputation from the knee down.

       Caiome looked at the pouch of money she held at her side, next to her Vision. So that was it. Mizuki worked for the entire family by himself following his father's injury, but he hadn't mentioned needing medication after the blow. But now that the leg had to be amputated, problems were arising. Firstly, the cost of the surgery. Then the recoveries. Then pain medications. Eventually, he wouldn't need them, but at first, the pain was intense, especially if the amputation was due to an infection, which was very possible. After all, why would a leg need amputation after such a long time if it would have healed after the accident?

       Caiome let the wind pass through the three of them so that their voices reached her ears.

       "How does it look?" Uta asked, approaching her father, who sat on the wooden porch of the house.

       "Truly beautiful," the girl's father said, taking the piece of fabric and admiring it. Then he began to stroke her head, with the black hair identical to Mizuki's and their father's. "My daughter will become the most talented weaver in all of Teyvat."

       "I think you're exaggerating," Uta replied.

       "With a bit more practice," her mother said, leaving a kiss on the girl's forehead, "and maybe a few lessons as you grow up, you'll be amazing, dear."

       "Of course," her father said, picking her up and placing her on the still intact leg, kissing her cheek. "We'll do everything we can to make our talented daughter an apprentice to the most famous seamstress. Maybe even to Lady Sayumi, right?"

       "I like Lady Sayumi," Uta said.

       "And Lady Sayumi likes you," the father said. "Now, let's finish the scarf, and then we can take it to Lady Sayumi to see what she thinks about it, okay?"

       Yes, as if the father would move anywhere in his current state, Caiome thought, rolling her eyes. Although the little girl might not notice, her mother had to be aware of the way the missing leg pained him, the pale, sickly tone of the skin, the eyes sunken in the head, and the weak body that was not the result of a healthy diet at all. He sweated cold, and Caiome could see him grimacing in pain when he placed the little one on his still healthy knee.

       "Can we help you with something?" a feminine voice was heard, and Caiome looked at the woman approaching her. Perhaps Mizuki and Uta had black hair from their father, but the blue eyes were inherited from their mother. She looked as tired as Mizuki and his father, burdened by worries and seemingly unsolvable problems.

       "No," Caiome said. "Actually, I came to drop this off," she said, extending to Mizuki's mother the scarf with which Mizuki wrapped his bento wooden box.

       The woman took the scarf, looking at it curiously, and her eyes seemed to start turning red.

       "Mizuki forgot it at the Kamisato estate," Caiome quickly said before her mother could start crying. "It got dirty, so I offered to clean it a while ago, but later we both forgot about it. I'm a colleague of his."

       "Ah," the blue-eyed woman said, seeming to calm her soul. "Thank you," she added. "That child is very forgetful most of the time. Every day I have to chase aftwe him with the lunchbox before he goes to work. But I guess you know that too, being colleagues."

       Caiome didn't see this side of Mizuki, considering how responsible he was with cleaning the weapons from the storage room, but sometimes, during training, every time Caiome told him to do several things at once, Mizuki would forget them all.

       "A bit," she said. "We haven't been colleagues for long."

       "I understand," the woman said. "I prepared some tea. Would you like to come in as a thank you for the scarf?"

       "No, you really shouldn't. I came with... some official business, so I need to get back to work," she said, already taking a step back.

        "At least one biscuit," the woman insisted. "They're with honey; I made them today, they're fresh."

       Caiome froze. She couldn't, really couldn't, refuse the tasty cookies of Mizuki's mother, so she accepted, and the next moment, Uta jumped with a plate of biscuits in front of her. Caiome thanked her half-heartedly.

       "It's my scarf!" Uta said, looking into her mother's hand, holding the little girl's now wrapped scarf.

       "Miss... Oh," the woman said, looking at Caiome. "I forgot to ask your name."

       "Caiome," she said.

       "Caiome?" Uta began to think in her mind. "K-A-Y-O-M-E? Like in dream?

       "That's Yume, dear," her mother corrected.

       "And it's spelled differently," Caiome said. "C-A-I-O-M-E. C and I, not K and Y. And certainly not U."

       "Hmm," Uta made. "Well, that makes it quite a weird name."

       "Uta, that's not very polite," her mother scolded.

        Instead, Caiome laughed. "It's okay. I hear it quite often. I'll leave you now," she said.

        "Thank you for the scarf again."

       Caiome waved to them and took the path to the exit of the village, then slipped through the back and placed the bag of mora on the window that she thought was Mizuki's room, one of the three rooms, probably one for the parents, one for the two siblings, and finally the living room. She left a note as well, then left, returning to the Inazuma city, looking for Thoma and Ayaka on the main road, wearing a new black leather jacket that winked at her from a store mannequin.

       She finally found them near the food stalls. Adopting the attitude of a lost child, she began to shout above the crowd.

       "At last!" she said, running to the two.

       Thoma put his hands on his hips, frowning. "I told you clearly not to stray too far from us."

       "I didn't! I was at the drink stand behind the tree when you two bumpt into eachother like two idiots. Then when I turned my back, no one was there anymore, so I started looking for you. I stopped at the bathroom in the tea house after this row of houses, but you weren't there either. So it's not my fault, but yours for not knowing how to look properly around you."

       "Aha," Thoma said. "And where did you get that jacket?"

       "What do you mean, where? I bought it. I wasn't planning to pass on the opportunity to buy a beautiful jacket just because you have eyes placed at the back of your head."

       "Caiome, you don't have money," Thoma said.

       "Excuse me?" she widened her eyes. "You know, even if Ayato doesn't pay me, I have my savings. What do you think I lived on for the first ten days after I arrived at your house?"

       Thoma extended his hand. "The purchase receipt," he said.

       "What?"

       "The receipt," Thoma requested again. "If you bought it legally, without stealing the jacket, the seller should have given you a receipt or an invoice. I want to see it."

       Caiome narrowed her eyes, then took off her jacket, throwing it into his arms. "I hope you're happy."

       "I really am," he said. "Especially after I tell Lord Kamisato about your slip-ups today. It seems you're not as good a liar as you think."

       "Because usually there's no one to hold me accountable, like a dog sniffing me."

       Thoma nodded and headed towards the shop with a missing mannequin. He displayed his cutest smile to the middle-aged saleswoman, who began to laugh as she took the jacket from him, placing it back on the mannequin. Thoma bowed as if apologizing.

       "Why do you feel the need to steal?" Ayaka asked with a sigh. "Or deceive people?"

       Caiome smirked slightly. "In this case?" she said. "Out of necessity. I have the same two undershirts, two pairs of pants, and a pair of boots. Since your brother doesn't let me leave the courtyard and doesn't pay me either, how else am I supposed to get new clothes? Besides, this is already normal for me; I do it without realizing."

       "You should have just asked then," Ayaka said, turning towards her, and Caiome gave her a skeptical look.

       "The only clothes your brother would have given me would be the ones all maids wear. I don't wear those."

       "Don't you think you're in a rather difficult situation to have preferences?" Thoma said, approaching the two. "You don't seem to learn your lesson, do you? That's why Lord Kamisato didn't want to let you come to the city, because things like this could happen." He grabbed her shoulder, turning her towards the telepoint. "Let's go home before you steal something else."

       "But I liked that jacket," she complained. "It was le~eather"

       "I don't care. And just so you know, this will reach Lord Kamisato's ears directly."

       Well, at least Thoma wasn't aware of the undershirt in her bag that looked exactly like the one she was wearing now but was freshly taken from the same store.

 

Chapter 20: Chapter 20 ~ The Righteous and the Wrong

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Chapter 20 ~ The Righteous and the Wrong

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       Caiome was not summoned to Ayato's office that evening, probably because the lord was either unreachable or decided to discuss it another time. Instead, the next morning, when Caiome was on her little bridge reading from her history book, a bag of money rattled near her thighs. Caiome frowned, looking up to see a disappointed Mizuki.

       "Seriously?" he said.

       "What?" Caiome replied.

       "Did you steal my jewelry?" he crossed his arms over his chest.

       "What?!" she said again. "I have no idea what you're talking about."

       "Caiome, yesterday I had the box with me before you came to the armory. When I got home, I didn't have it anymore, but guess what I found in my room." He kicked the bag, and the coins jingled inside. "A bag with 20,000 mora. I wonder who could throw through my window the equivalent presumably by the same person who happens to be a born thief, the bag thrown thorough the window on the same day my jewelry disappeared."

       Caiome wrinkled her nose slightly, then shrugged. "I have no idea," she said.

       "Stop it," Mizuki said, then sighed and slumped next to her on the bridge. "Look, I appreciate... whatever you tried to do."

       Caiome raised her gaze, looking at him, but his eyes clearly expressed anything but appreciation.

       "But this is not my money," he said, pushing the bag back toward Caiome. "These are not the ways I make money. It's not honest, and it certainly won't bring me any satisfaction if I use them. This is your way of making money. As I said, I don't judge you; you probably lived your whole life like this..." He sighed, looking at the ducks swimming in the small pond. "But I can't take them. Take them back or, I don't know, use them for yourself, but don't try to make me use them."

       "How is that in any way wrong?" Caiome said. "It's not like you were an accomplice; you didn't give me the jewelry. I stole them from you, sold them, took the money, and did what I wanted with them." She patted his shoulder. "Think of it as a kind of gift or loan, whatever makes you feel better."

       "To borrow money that comes from deception?" Mizuki said, shaking his head.

       "For all I know," Caiome said, "every salary can be paid from deception. You work for an aristocrat. Do you think every mora is made honestly?"

       "That is not the point. I work for that money. For this," he said pushing the bag of mora, "I didn't do anything. As I said, Caiome, you're amazing, but I would never do business with you. As you said on the first night, you've never worked a day in your life, at least not until now, so you can't say your money was honest even once. And even more so, I told you clearly that I don't intend to sell the jewelry for more than is necessary."

       Mizuki stood up, seemingly ending the discussion, and Caiome jumped after him, grabbing the bag of money and leaving her history book on the edge of the bridge.

       "Mizuki, I saw your family. Your father probably had his leg amputated due to an infection; he needs pills, and you need money." She pushed the money bag towards him. "I gave it to you; you should take it. You didn't do anything wrong."

       Mizuki avoided her.

       "But I know where it comes from. My father would never take pills bought with dishonest money. He would rather die."

       "This is so stupid," she exclaimed. "To die for something like this?" she shook the little bag with money. "These are money, not your soul, and not his."

       "This is your life, Caiome, not ours. So either you go and buy back the jewelry and return them to me, or sell them at the right price, then bring me the money."

       With that, he turned on his heels and walked back to his weapon storage. Caiome sighed, running her hand through her hair and turning halfway, checking if anyone had seen or heard their dispute. In doing so, she accidentally hit her history book, and it fell into the water.

       "Fuck!" Caiome said and quickly took the book out of the water, scaring the ducks to whom Caiome stuck her tongue out, then began to dry the book's pages with the power of her Vision, but they remained crinkled in the end.

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       Caiome tapped the pen's nib on the crinkled book, looking superficially over the spread sheets in front of her. She had four days until the exams. Four days, and she felt like she knew nothing, and she would rather bash her head against the walls of the funeral room in the presence of all the Kamisato ancestors who probably laughed at her and pointed with their ghostly fingers.

       She leaned back against the wall with the portraits of Kamisato Yuna and Kamisato Kazashi, looking at the two, then slumping back to her initial position.

       And it's not like she could concentrate, considering that the argument between her and Mizuki was pointless for her. She had given him a bag full of money. Twenty thousand mora that could easily cover the first three weeks of medication for his father, if not more, which was more than necessary because the pains wouldn't last nearly a month anyway, not as long as he had good remedies. And he could get them. But Mizuki kicked everything away. He didn't even take a coin from the pouch, a pouch that now sat near Caiome's knee, seemingly laughing at her along with those dead ancestors and their evil looks.

       "Just so you know, the only ones who still looked beautiful here are Mother and Father. The rest of you are ugly beasts," Caiome argued with them, gesturing towards the portraits with the pen's nib, and the portraits seemed to roll their eyes.

       "I do not think you should upset the dead," Ayato's voice was heard entering through the sliding door, closing it behind him without taking his eyes off her, and Caiome rolled her eyes when she saw his smile. She didn't need it now.

       Ayato approached, and she was about to get up, but Ayato gently extended his palm towards her, as if asking her to stop and sit back down. And she had nothing to do but listen to him because she shouldn't have gathered her things faster than Ayato could tackle her if he really wanted to keep her in the funeral room. She sat back on the floor, and Ayato approached her. Caiome shifted slightly to the side, and Ayato, pulling up the legs of his pants slightly, sat down next to her, just as he stood four days ago.

       As then, Ayato didn't wear his fancy coat and accessories that made him scream 'I'm a lord'. Not that he needed it. Caiome had to admit to herself; the beauty of the Kamisato family was impressive, a face like theirs didn't need any improvements. Ayato could be dressed like a beggar, dirty from head to toe, still, he would be the most beautiful in a room where princes, kings, and other rich kids would be.

       There was silence for a few long seconds, seconds that turned into a long minute, then two, and eventually three. Neither seemed to want to speak. It was already past dinner time, but servants and guards were still wandering around the house. It was getting dark, but the golden lights of the setting sun still slipped through the closed windows, while the scent of koboku subtly floated in the air.

       "For how long have you been looking for me?" Caiome asked, hugging her knees and the book to her chest, resting her arms on them and playing with the quill between her fingers.

       "Not for too long," he replied nonchalantly without looking at her, only then turning his eyes towards her. "Once I saw you were not in the garden on the bridge, I came here."

       Caiome nodded. It was impossible for the staff not to have found out by now that, out of the entire backyard, Caiome felt most comfortable on her small bridge, which she had scrubbed countless times and where she had spent endless hours cleaning swords, boots, and armor pieces until her fingers turned red. And if you didn't find her there when you wanted to look for her... well, you had to search the entire house because that was her only usual place. That one and, recently, the funeral room.

       "And there was too much noise everywhere, so I assumed you might be here where it is quieter," Ayato added.

       "Busted," she muttered.

       "So," Ayato began, "you made quite a few mistakes yesterday."

       "I didn't make any mistakes," Caiome retorted quickly, shooting him with a furious look, then turned her head in the other direction. She really couldn't look into his purple eyes while she had other problems on her mind, problems she didn't know if they could be solved or if she should even try to solve them.

       "You ran away from Ayaka and Thoma when the rules were clear..."

       "Fuck your rules," Caiome mumbled.

       "...you deceived a jeweler about the authenticity of some jewelry..."

       Caiome abruptly turned her head towards him, looking at him with a frown and slightly parted lips. How did he know...?

       "...you stole a jacket from a clothing store and lied to my sister and a faithful man of mine. Then you gave the money to Mizuki's family, who recently suffered a quite drastic blow."

       "Stop it!" Caiome said, revolted.

       Ayato smiled at her. "What should I stop?"

       "Stop following me with your professional spies."

       "I have to do it," he said. "Otherwise, I have no idea what you are up to. If I were to believe your words, I would only know lies, and this kind of misinformation can not be in my inventory, not as long as I am fighting against you. Considering how your personality has developed, we all have to be on guard... from different points of view."

       Caiome didn't like the look in his eyes.

       "So," he said, "why did you argue with Mizuki earlier?"

       Caiome was surprised, looking at him again. Out of all the things he could have asked... Why did she run away from Ayaka and Thoma? Why did she deceive a jeweler? What did she actually do with the money? Why did she steal again from some random store in the city when she was supposed to not do it because it was against the rules, specifically not to steal anymore? But he asked her why she argued with Mizuki that morning instead?

       "What do you mean?"

       "I saw both of you," he said. "From my office. You didn not seem to have a very peaceful discussion, so I thought you had a fight. Does it have to do with the money you took for the jewelry, which were also stolen from him?"

       "I don't like you," Caiome said, and Ayato laughed.

       "I know. And yet, I am curious."

       "Mizuki told me there's a difference between being curious and caring. Which one applies to you, my lord?"

       "I would say both."

       Caiome tilted her head slightly to the side, examining him and telling him silently that no, she didn't intend to believe him, just as she hadn't done so far.

       "Or you could let me guess," Ayato continued. "The jewelry you sold were supposed to be worth much less, but you sold them at a higher price, trying to make Mizuki use the money, even though he did not want to. Even if it is for his family, he would not take dirty money. Not as long as he can earn money honestly, working day and night. So, he refused your gift, and now you do not understand what is happening."

       Caiome inhaled and exhaled deeply. "If you know Mizuki's home situation, why didn't you offer to give him money in advance or... I don't know, anything else?" she said, outraged.

       "I tried," came his soft reply. "He did not accept. From what I know, after he finishes his shift here, he works at the port loading and unloading heavy goods. He is paid for both work hours and the risk of injury."

       That sounded like something Mizuki would do. And it also sounded like something Ayato would do, having his ninja members gather information about everyone and everything, as he would say, just to be informed when it came to each of his employees. He had to know each one's activity, material situation, home situation, and any other situation; he had to be well-informed, everything kept in archives or in his office documents.

       "But," Ayato said, "as much as I can imagine why you are lost in thought, I do not know what to believe. Although, at the same time, I believe that the answer was given to you from the beginning."

       It's possible, Caiome thought. The truth was that she and Mizuki were from completely different worlds, with completely different morals and principles, following completely different life codes. It was normal for Mizuki not to accept her help, and it was normal for her not to understand Mizuki's logic regarding money. She could have money whenever she wanted, just pickpocking someone and move on, without looking back. She didn't feel guilt or remorse. Unlike Mizuki.

       "But here is what I know," Ayato said. "I do not think you look at money in the same way other greedy people do."

       "And where did you get this brilliant idea?" she mocked him.

       Because she hated the way Ayato had spoken so far without her being able to add anything, because he had said everything there was to say, even what was on her mind. And Caiome knew Ayato had referred precisely to those things; she didn't need to say them out loud for them to understand each other through looks or simple allusions. Which made her even a little bit... scared.

       "If that were the case, you would have already run away with a good part of my treasury, and you would not have looked back," Ayato said, smiling.

       "I tried to run away with Ayaka's precious jewels," Caiome said. "Jewels mean wealth and money."

       "You did not steal them because they are valuable in terms of money," Ayato said. "You stole them because you liked them, they attracted you, you know precious and semi-precious materials and stones. That is why you stole the diamond necklace from Mondstadt, those pair of ruby earrings from Sumeru, the jade hairpins from Liyue, and the emerald-encrusted tiara from Fontaine, and all the others. And you do not steal because they are expensive items that would sell well on the Black Market; you steal because they are valuable in terms of... your satisfaction, the pleasure of studying them, holding them in your hand, and admiring them. Then, after you get bored with them, you give them to others for money."

       "And did you find out all this from your spies' reports?" Caiome said, doing nothing in the last few seconds but look at him as he spoke, listening not only to his words, but also his voice.

       There was something different when Ayato was speaking about anything else, but his meetings and responsabilities, as Caiome heard him doing it with a lot of official personalities in the past, spying on him just as he was spying on her. He had a soft voice, almost pleasant, even melodic. And she didn't like it.

       "No," he said with a slight laugh. "At first, I only had a small theory," he said, sighing and looking up at the ceiling. "Then you came to the meeting in the Great Hall, and I heard your comments about gemstones and the mining industry, thinking no one could hear you. You have to admit, you have an area of interest, like all other people, no matter how different you think you are."

       "Oh, please, don't start the 'Do something with your life' discussion," she complained.

       "I will not do that," Ayato said. "I have other plans for you, and anyway, it seems you like the way of life you have led so far too much. Maybe your satisfaction comes from jewelry, metals, and gemstones, but it also comes from this continuous adrenaline that you can not give up on."

       Caiome blinked at him. Never had anyone said so many words about her. Most of them were limited to some simple ones, without going to great lengths. Mainly she was a thiefshamelesscrazyrat, and useless, until Caiome realized that she couldn't be part of a collective, because her mind thinks and approches things in ways other people don't. Even her vicious groups, with high-profile thieves and treasure hoarders, seemed to want to disown her. So no, her place was nowhere, and no one stood to talk so much about her because no one bothered with her so much, not enough to study her.

       Certainly, for Ayato, it must be different, considering that she represented a current danger to him because she was the criminal between the two of them, even if Ayato had the upper hand when it came to blackmail. But the difference between them was that Ayato could only harm her, while Caiome could harm anyone. Hence the extra surveillance, in addition to Thoma, Ayaka, and the scattered guards everywhere.

       "Well, you had your fun," Caiome commented.

       "Not yet," Ayato said and reached out his hand towards her. "As I said, I am curious and, at the same time, I am trying to solve the problem. The pouch, please."

       "Why do you want it?"

       "Because, one, you deceived a jeweler for that jewelry set, which, by the way, brings you a violation of the rules. So, his money needs to be returned, and also the jewelry, which I am sure we will recover once the jeweler knows the truth."

       Caiome grumbled, took the pouch, and handed it to him.

       "And secondly?" she asked.

       "We make a trade," Ayato said. "If you ask me nicely, of course."

       "Oh, no," Caiome said, "I don't intend to do that. I don't plan to ask you for money for Mizuki. If Mizuki doesn't want to accept money from me, fine, let him manage it on his own. I don't care anymore."

       Maybe it was true. Maybe she was just curious about his problems without caring. Maybe all she wanted to do regarding his family was to show that she could solve any problem, whether it was hers or someone else's, just to show what a skilled person she was in deceit, lies, and theft. That's it. Nothing more.

       "Caiome, someone who does not care would not accept to do certain things that bring them closer to losing something important to them. You have three violations for yesterday's events, six in total. On the next three, which you have shown you can obtain in less than an hour, you will lose your Vision shell, and it is only been two months since you started working for me, in any form."

       Caiome felt deceived again by the man in front of her, by the man with bright eyes who seemed to enjoy himself too much for her taste. She always felt deceived by him, as if she lived in an endless and repetitive circle where she did something, then fell for it, because Ayato seemed to know every move of hers, and later he boasted in front of her, making her feel as if she were surpassed in everything. And that made her stomach turn and have an emptiness in her chest, as if the title was stolen from her. At least she wasn't bored, to be honest.

       "But," Ayato said, "if you ask me for help with this, I can forget about the three violations."

       Caiome laughed. "Don't you think you're violating your own principles of fairness?"

       "Not at all," he said. "I am just making a beneficial exchange."

       "I'm so close to losing my shell and being chased away from here and from your lives, and you're stepping back. You're missing many chances, man," she shook her head.

       "Or just gaining additional ones," he said, playing with the pouch of money. "So what's it going to be?"

       Caiome thought. If she asked for his help on behalf of Mizuki, she would end up with three fewer violations and the problem solved. But if she asked for money in Mizuki's name, her pride would be hurt. She doesn't ask for money; she takes money.

       And at the same time... Uta was half-blind, her mother had to take care of her constantly and now of her husband with one amputated leg and in pain, and Mizuki was the only one who worked excessively to support them all. Yes, life wasn't fair to anyone, not even to her. Because if it had been fair, she wouldn't have ended up with a case taken into custody and wouldn't be working for the great Lord Kamisato in his grand estate, holding a history book in her arms just to make her life a little more interesting.

       "Fine," she said finally. "But just so you know, this only shows me how much you care about Mizuki."

       "Me?" Ayato said.

       "You said you've already tried to help him, and he didn't want it. You know his home situation and the fact that he works more than he should. I don't think you would have remembered all this if you didn't care. Besides, you're a mastermind, not a brute. At least with me, and probably that's why you're asking me to bow to you. You'll help Mizuki anyway; you just want me to ask you to do it, to see me asking nicely, instead of clinging to your leg during meetings."

       "It is one of the reasons," he said.

       "See?" she burst out. "So how do I do this? How do I ask you?"

       Ayato jingled the pouch with mora, talking just softly, almost whispering to her. "You can just say, 'Ayato, let's make a trade.'"

       Caiome frowned slightly. It sounded very much like what she had told him as in "let's make a deal."

       "Ayato," she said, repeating the words, "let's make a trade."

       Ayato smiled at her, and his eyes sparkled.

       "Of course, my dearest."

 

Chapter 21: Chapter 21 ~ A Way of Helping and a Way of Accepting

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       Mizuki cleared his throat, then spoke from the hallway of the closed door that led to Ayato's office. It was evening, and Mizuki should have already been on his way to his part-time job at the Ritou port before heading home. However, the fact that Thoma informed Mizuki that Lord Kamisato wanted to see him after his shift ended took him by surprise, making him wonder constantly what he had done wrong, what Lord Kamisato wanted to tell him, and what he could do if it came to the point where Mizuki had to plead for his job.

      Although it probably wouldn't come to that. Mizuki did a good job when it came to his work, cleaning the armor and weapons of the guards, and even Lord Kamisato complimented him a few times. They had enough contact for Lord Kamisato to remember his name and politely smile, greeting him when they were in the same area of the garden. Mizuki didn't spend much time in the front yard of the residence, and he never entered the house unless he went to eat with the other employees. Considering how noisy everything was, he preferred to eat outside. The meal became even more enjoyable after Caiome appeared out of nowhere, sharing the food with her.

       He shook off the thoughts from his head. Surely everything would be fine; perhaps Lord Kamisato wanted to inform him about important guests who were coming in a few days, and he needed to ensure that everything was in order. No. It didn't make sense. Lord Kamisato wouldn't have summoned him to his office for such a simple matter that could be conveyed by anyone else—Thoma, the captain, or even Mrs. Nakamura.

       "My lord?" he said from behind the door. The candlelight illuminated the paper covering the door, and playful shadows danced on its surface. "It's Mizuki."

       "Come in," Ayato's voice came from the other side.

       Mizuki opened the sliding door slowly, as quietly and as little as possible, then slipped inside, brushing against the door's edges. He closed the door quickly, straightened his back, and emotions overwhelmed him, his heart beating fast.

        Lord Kamisato sat in front of his cluttered desk full of papers, with a screen behind him blocking the evening air. He wasn't wearing his coat, but he was still dressed in his elegant clothes, pastel-colored shirts giving him a pleasant, approachable, and understanding aura all at once. Around his waist, he wore a black corset, as required for nobles to showcase their status. In his gloved hands—Mizuki never saw Lord Kamisato without gloves—he held a brush with which he was writing in a file containing several papersheets.

       Mizuki didn't pay much attention to the papers; it wasn't his concern. But he knew someone else who would do the exact opposite... He tried to push Caiome out of his mind. It's not like he wasn't bothered by their argument from that morning, but Caiome had been too much. Probably... Mizuki spent the whole day thinking about their little dispute, because it couldn't be called a fight, and how he didn't see Caiome at all after that.

       He repeatedly wondered if he had said something wrong, besides not intending to use her money, but nothing came to his mind. And Caiome wasn't the type to get offended easily, considering how she had reacted to the mockery of others all these weeks. The only scene she created was when Shikaku pushed her, and then it wasn't even her fault. Even a dog you hit will bite back, so in Mizuki's opinion, Shikaku and his friends got what they deserved. That's why he saw at least one of them every evening, struggling to clean the boots and armor of the guards.

       Mizuki bowed deeply in front of Lord Kamisato, who finally raised his gaze from his papers, displaying a pleasant expression that encouraged everyone to greet him with more than just respect on the rare occasions when Lord Kamisato went out to the gardens to relax. The truth was that Lord Kamisato was often away from home for days, staying overnight at his villa in the city. When he was at home, he rarely left the mansion. If he wanted some fresh air, you could catch him standing by the office's window. If you really saw him outside, strolling through the gardens, it was a rare occasion and one had to take advantage of it.

       "Tell me," Lord Kamisato said, "how is work these days?"

       Mizuki only lifted his head. "My lord?"

       "I heard that with Caiome withdrawing to fulfill her other responsibilities, you had to take over her duties again, didn't you?"

       Lord Kamisato returned his purple eyes to his file, continuing to write, focusing both on the conversation and on the important reports.

       "So?" he urged.

       "Not at all," Mizuki said. "It's the same as before, my lord."

       "I understand," he said. "You seem a bit tired. Is something wrong?"

       "No, my lord. Everything is fine."

       "Hmm," Lord Kamisato made, scrutinizing him, seeming extraordinarily peaceful in the evening light.

       A strange and even oppressive silence fell on Mizuki when Lord Kamisato decided to return to writing with the brush on paper without speaking, as if he was waiting. What was he waiting for? Did Lord Kamisato expect Mizuki to give him a report on the armory? If it was about repairs or replacements, Mizuki would have already informed Captain Hirotatsu, and the captain would have conveyed it to his lord, or he would have taken care of the issue himself.

       "My lord?" Mizuki asked after almost twenty seconds of prolonged silence. Lord Kamisato looked at him. "May I ask why you summoned me? What do you want to talk to me about?"

        Lord Kamisato didn't answer the question but opened the left drawer of his desk, then placed a box in front of him—no larger than his palm, a black box that Mizuki knew too well.

        "I believe this belongs to you," Lord Kamisato said, then pulled out of the same drawer a pouch that jingled when it was placed next to the box—the same small bag that Mizuki found in his room a day ago and gave to Caiome that morning. Now it was certainly lighter, as it was less bulky. "The cost of the silver and lapis lazuli jewelry. You can choose which one to keep and which one to return to the jeweler from whom we took them."

        Mizuki's brain seemed to stop, standing with his lips slightly parted, staring at the two objects on the table, not knowing what to do. Take the box? Take the money? Count it all? The whole situation caught him off guard, especially because... His jewelry and Caiome's pouch were there. They weren't supposed to be there. One should be with the jeweler, the other, with more money, should be with Caiome. Certainly not in Lord Kamisato's possession.

       "But how..." he began.

       "Caiome was kind enough to seek my help regarding the issue between you two."

       Mizuki frowned a bit, almost knitting his black eyebrows. Lord Kamisato chuckled lightly, looking at him.

       "It doesn't sound like something she would do willingly, does it?"

       Mizuki shook his head slightly. "Not at all, my lord."

       "That is indeed true, because that's not how it happened if we're going to tell the whole story. But let's say that was the summary of my conversation with her. In the pouch, there are 2,500 mora, exactly as Caiome predicted you would receive for the jewelry set. Even the jeweler guaranteed, besides Caiome, that, although it's a wonderfully crafted set, you wouldn't get more than that for it, considering the weight of the silver and the volume of the lapis lazuli stones."

       Mizuki bowed. "Then..."

       He approached and took the money pouch, subtly weighing it in his hand as much as possible. He would count them all later when he got home.

       He didn't know if he should ask Lord Kamisato what actually happened between him and Caiome, as Caiome gave him the money and told him the whole situation with the jewelry. He will ask Caiome directly tomorrow morning.

       Lord Kamisato took the box and placed it back in the drawer. Instead of closing the drawer, he pulled out another pouch similar to the one Mizuki was holding now and placed it exactly where the box had been.

       "And these are all yours too," said the lord.

       "Excuse me?" Mizuki asked, and Ayato smiled, looking at him.

       Caiome was right about him. And it's not like Ayato hadn't figured him out from the beginning, but the psychological description he had in his head and what Caiome had said about him, simpler but much more direct, were quite different. Mizuki was of a respect and correctness almost foreign to this world, and Ayato could only think that this might not bring an end to his family, as Mizuki was also very dedicated, but most likely it would bring his own end. No one could be so upright in that world and lead a good life, without worries and problems. Not even those with wealth could live such a life because life throws problems at you regardless of who you are, and problems are proportional to your material or emotional status.

       And Ayato knew Mizuki's family situation too well. Many people would do anything for their families, even the darkest and most evil things, falling into disgrace. And Mizuki would do the same, but rather at the cost of his life than his honor.

       "In that pouch, there are 17,500 mora," Ayato said, "for the medicines your father needs."

       Mizuki quickly did the math. "But—"

        "You don't have to think about anything unnecessary," Ayato told him. "Let's just say it's a loan from a friend."

        Exactly what Caiome had told Mizuki that morning when she almost forced the money down his throat.

        "Or if you don't want to think of it as a loan, think of it as a bonus for your work and loyalty. So now you can stop going to the port, putting your life in danger with things that can hurt you."

        "I'm sorry," Mizuki said, "but I can't accept."

       Ayato sighed. "Caiome told me that's what you would say. Then I have no choice but to implement her proposal since she likes to play with people's minds so much."

       Mizuki looked a bit puzzled.

       "Caiome told me that you being in my service is what helps your family, right?"

       "Yes, but—"

       "If you don't accept the money, I'll fire you," said Ayato. "Without a letter of recommendation and probably no chance of getting hired anywhere with an income even close to this."

       Mizuki slowly tightened his grip around the money pouch. This certainly came from Caiome. Lord Kamisato had never threatened anyone with being fired, not even Shikaku; he only resorted to a fair punishment. At Mizuki's suggestion, but surely he wouldn't have fired him. And Mizuki knew that perhaps Lord Kamisato did it only out of concern for him, but employees had been put in such situations before. If someone needed help, even if they refused Lord Kamisato's outstretched hand, he would put his plans into action anyway... Just like Caiome did... But he had never said such words, putting the person in front of him in a difficult position.

       Because Mizuki had a choice. The money or his job, which was thousands of times more advantageous.

       These were definitely Caiome's words.

       "Don't worry," Ayato added after the long seconds in which he analyzed him: his expression, the tightness of his fingers around the pouch, his pale lips, confused eyes, and the way his cheeks reddened. "The money taken from the jewelry is those and only those," he said pointing to the pouch Mizuki was holding. "These," pointing to the pouch on the table, "are my money that I encourage you to take. You don't stain your honor with anything." He rested his elbows on the table, still holding the brush between his fingers, crossing all ten fingers in front of his chin, standing with a straight posture and raised chin.

       There was nothing in this man that spoke less than royalty.

       "I give you my word."

       Mizuki sighed and reached for the pouch. He didn't want to do it, really didn't. But last night, his father's pains were terrible as he tried to keep quiet so as not to wake Uta up. Mizuki had come back home after midnight only to find his desperate parents because they didn't know what to do to ease the pain.

       "I'll give it back with the first opportunity," Mizuki said. "Not all at once, but I promise to give you all the money, my lord."

       "What money?" Ayato said, keeping his smile, but his words made Mizuki even more confused.

       "Excuse me?"

       "What money do you have to pay me back? As far as I remember, I haven't given anyone any money."

       "My lord," Mizuki said, unsure if he was being set up to test his loyalty. Shouldn't he had taken the money? Was Lord Kamisato trying to test whether he would take money from him or not, if he showed signs that he could have taken much more from him in secret? Oh, gods, what had he done?

       "Look," Ayato said, turning one of the pages in front of him.

       Mizuki looked. It was a report on loans from the past year.

       "This is all I've loaned and to whom so far, but you're not on the list. It means I haven't given you any money, so I have no money to recieve back," Ayato said.

       "My lord, please, don't play with me," Mizuki said.

       "But I'm not playing?" Ayato said, this time trying to look somewhat confused. "Many things happen both within my residence and outside it, so I note everything so as not to forget. If I had lent you money, I would have noted as soon as you took the money from me. But since you're not on the list, it means you haven't taken any money from me."

       Mizuki finally understood, but what more could he say? He had already tried. And even if he insisted, Lord Kamisato would still pretend not to know anything about the little money pouch he had just given him. Now he understood why sometimes Lady Ayaka seemed so thoughtful about her brother's actions. Lord Kamisato really was a trickster sometimes, especially when he displayed that polite smile as if he hadn't actually done anything and didn't know what was being talked about.

       "I understand," he said. "Then..."

       "Are you good friends, you and Caiome?" Ayato asked before Mizuki could leave, and it seemed to him that Lord Kamisato straightened up more than he was a second ago.

       "Uhh, I don't know what to say," he said.

       "I thought friendships could be established more easily than that. You've worked together for some time, and Captain Hirotatsu and Thoma told me that you train together during lunch breaks, that you intend to resume your duties as a guard, and that Caiome is helping you. I thought a significant friendship had already formed between you two. Or is your avoidance of the answer caused by the little argument you had with her this morning regarding that?" he asked, pointing a finger at the smaller pouch.

       "Nothing like that," Mizuki said almost with a sigh. "Just that I don't know what I could answer, considering I don't know her opinion. I don't think in her eyes we are really friends, more like people who were forced to spend time together and don't have any other company, so we take advantage of each other's presence."

       "I understand," Ayato said. "But what is your opinion?"

       Mizuki remained silent for a few seconds, then shrugged. "I think we are... friends. I mean, aside from the jewelry theft—"

       "I've already made her pay for that," Ayato said.

       "... I think we get along well. I promised her once that I would take her to taste my mother's desserts."

       "I see," Ayato said.

       "But, with all due respect, my lord, why do you ask?"

       "Curiosity," he replied almost immediately. "Especially because, given Caiome's current position, I need to know what kind of relationships are being formed within the residence, so as not to be taken by surprise later regarding her."

        It seemed logical to Mizuki.

       "That and the fact that, in my opinion, even if some people don't want to accept it and even if they are guided by correctness and honor, others are not, and they would do anything to help their friends."

       To Mizuki, it seemed like Lord Kamisato hesitated for a second before displaying his calm and scrutinizing gaze again. "My lord?"

       "You've come to know Caiome somewhat, enough to realize that this is how she solves her problems. And even if you don't want to accept it, that's the only way she can do it given her mentality... and her thoughts about you. You saw her as a stain that would be placed on your honor and your family's, when perhaps you should have seen it as a gesture of a friend."

       Mizuki tried to say something but couldn't find the words. He stopped, lowered his gaze to the ground, and thought. He had told Caiome that he didn't judge her for the way she lived, but perhaps he had done just that. By telling her that that money was dirty and he could never accept it from her, that he would never make any deals with her... he wasn't any better than the others. Maybe Caiome didn't mind, maybe she didn't even realize, but Mizuki practically told her that he would never take the money of a thief because those was dirty money obtained by a criminal.

       And Mizuki never managed to think of her as just that. Until now when he demonstrated that he didn't think at Caiome as being just a thief. He thought of Caiome as being more than a thief, but still a thief. He was just like the others who now talked to her, but were cautious, only Mizuki had been that way from the beginning. That was the only difference. He couldn't see beyond that.

        "I think you know what you have to do," Lord Kamisato said, and Mizuki nodded.

       "Thank you," he said. "Good evening, my lord."

       "Good night," Ayato wished him, lips slightly pursed until the door closed behind Mizuki. "All right, you can stop pinching me now."

        Caiome just pinched him even harder on the hip until Ayato bent backward, considering Caiome grabbed the most sensitive part of his skin. Finally, Caiome withdrew her hand from under the screen, crossing her legs under her, standing with her hands over her chest, embracing her sheathed sword.

       "You didn't have to question him more than necessary," she muttered.

       "You were the one who wanted to hear the whole conversation," Ayato replied, starting to write again with the brush, moving the papers on the table from side to side, tending to his tasks.

       "Because I wanted to say 'I told you so' right in the next moment, but you decided to make it a cheezy discussion about the power of friendship and other such crap. I didn't need help, thank you very much," she rolled her eyes sarcastically, even if Ayato couldn't see her.

       Ayato, on the other hand, just chuckled, leaving the brush in the wakan, stretching his back and neck, groaning slightly in mild pain.

       "If I hadn't done it, I'm not sure you two would have," he said, looking at the pile of files on the corner of the table that he had to read all that night.

       "And since when do you meddle in the interpersonal relationships of people who have nothing to do with politics?" Caiome laughed. "Do you like gossiping that much? Is that your secret pleasure?"

       "As I told Mizuki, I do it out of pure curiosity."

       Ayato gathered all the papers, put them in the file, closed it, and placed it on the opposite edge of the table, then took another one. Thank the gods, this one was just to read. With a little luck, all of them would only be for reading, and then he could go to bed peacefully. He hadn't even had a chance to eat that evening.

       "Both," Caiome said from behind the screen. "Curiosity and because you care about him and his problems. You're really not hard to read."

       Caiome expected a comment full of superiority, but it didn't come.

       "Ayato?" she asked.

       No response. So she frowned, crawling on all fours behind the screen, looking over its edge at Ayato's back, who suddenly became thoughtful. He didn't have that manipulative seriousness when talking to her, nor the ridiculous smile when teasing her, not even that extraordinary calm that sometimes made Caiome tremble because she couldn't anticipate what was coming.

       "Hey," she said. "Am I talking just to myself?"

       Ayato lifted his gaze, but didn't look at her; he simply closed the file and set it aside. He grabbed another one and opened it quickly.

       "Now that I've sorted things out with Mizuki, I need to get back to work," he said a bit curtly, causing Caiome to frown. "And you should go back to your studies. Theoretically, you have three days left to take your exams."

       Caiome finally stood up from the floor, placing her sword at her side, next to her Vision. She looked down at Ayato, who suddenly became contemplative. Anyway, it wasn't her business to get involved in anything happening in his Commission or with the other clan leaders. It wasn't her area of interest, but yes, she could say she was curious about why Ayato suddenly became silent, which rarely happened around her. Usually, the two of them engaged in conversation... which most of the time was just their own crazy game, trying to outwit each other, but at least they were talking.

      It was strange, though. Looking down from above, Caiome couldn't help but notice how different Ayato was when found in the solitude of his office, where he became the true Lord Kamisato, handling everything that came with his position. Here, where no one saw him, he takes off his mask, but put on his leader's robe. His gaze read swiftly, his hand rested on the tail of the brush ready to write if needed, he was so attentive that Caiome thought his eyes might pop out, and his posture was so upright, as if he never tired of sitting with such a straight back.

       "Shouldn't you be sleeping?" she asked eventually. "You have dark bags under your eyes."

       "Later," he replied a bit dryly, and his tone was too different from what Caiome knew.

       But she couldn't ask questions like "why?" In the end, she didn't know Ayato too well, aside from a few discussions they had. She knew a part of him, but a part didn't mean a whole. Maybe she knew the way he walked and the tone he used depending on the topic of conversation and the person he was talking to. Maybe she could already tell what would persuade him in certain situations or not, depending on what it was about. And maybe sometimes Caiome could have gotten what she wanted, playing the cards carefully. But she didn't know anything else about him or his thoughts, and she didn't expect Ayato to tell her.

       "Okay then."

       "Tomorrow, I will go to the city," Ayato said when Caiome was ready to live the office, already placing her hand on the door, ready to open it. Looking back, Ayato glanced at her with an equally serious expression, but a bit softer. The candlelight deepened his cheeks and sharpened his cheekbones, seeming to both darken and illuminate his gaze. "I'll be back in three days for your exams. The written ones first, then the physical ones, in the Chinju Forest, away from prying eyes, so wait for me in the Grand Hall in the morning."

       Caiome kept silent for a few seconds, trying to decipher his gaze.

       "Okay," she finally said, then exited and closed the door behind her.

       Returning to her tiny room, she found the same cookies on the bed, from which she took and ate a few. Whoever brought her these treats must have been blessed by the gods because it replenished her energy almost instantly. Caiome would have used them as her morning coffee the next day, but they were so good that she didn't leave any until morning. Then the plate disappeared and reappeared again with cookies in the evening when Caiome went to bed.

       She couldn't sleep well, and somewhere around midnight, she took a short walk in the backyard, going out the window. Just to see that the candlelight in Ayato's office was still on. She approached just to see if Ayato had accidentally left it on when he went to bed. However, the wind passing through his room and the open window carried his heartbeat, and Caiome recognized it immediately, given how cautious she had to be in his presence, trying to train her hearing so as not to be taken by surprise by him anymore.

       The heartbeats of different people, although sounding roughly the same, were still different, depending on the force with which they beat and their tone and size. Caiome could discern all of these, and now that she spent more time with Ayato nearby, she managed to learn his as well. They were calm, rhythmic, yet powerful. They were deep, grave, and profound. Rarely had Caiome heard this kind of heartbeat.

       But Caiome didn't go to him; she sat on the terrace, looking at the moon slipping through the clouds until she fell asleep leaning against the wall of the mansion.

 

Chapter 22: Chapter 22 ~ The Bodyguard and the Jacket 

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Chapter 22 ~ The Bodyguard and the Jacket 

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       Caiome stiffened when she saw all the subjects spread out on the sheets in front of her. Standing in the Grand Hall, with a Hirotatsu watching her and Ayato at the end of the Hall, doing his own work, Caiome faced the first written exam, which, shocking, was on the subject of history. She thought there would be multiple-choice questions. No. There were question-answer types. She had two hours to answer them all, but by the end, Caiome had only written half of them in the first hour, then gave up altogether, starting to draw all the symbols she knew with a pen on the paper with the subjects.

        She always had a much better visual memory. Especially the way she felt when Hirotatsu kept an eye on her so she wouldn't cheat. Although Caiome tried, writing some things on her leg, under her pants, taking some answers stealthily when Hirotatsu looked away even for a second.

       Then came the theoretical part of the techniques, so another two hours of staying in the Grand Hall in the presence of the two, but this time, Caiome actually wrote something. Not what was in the books, but what she had observed herself during her practices and things she considered important to know.

       And after the four hours spent in the Grand Hall, hours that took Ayato longer to finish his work than for Caiome to finish her exam, all three went to the Chinju Forest, somewhere far from the estate. Caiome was satisfied with the thought that she was leaving that courtyard she had seen too much in front of her eyes, so much that in the last few days, she walked around it, counting the steps from point A to the same point after circling the entire residence. She ended up counting into the thousands.

         Hirotatsu brought the weapons that Caiome had to use to pass certain stages he had prepared for her, target shooting, climbing – where she also used the power of her Vision, which Ayato hadn't agreed with at first, but Caiome shrugged, indifferent – camouflage, and similar.

      Only the hand-to-hand combat remained, where she had to fight against Hirotatsu with Ayato as the referee. The duel didn't end with a specific winner or loser, not like in the duels with the guards held once every three days, but Ayato said it was all over. Hirotatsu put his sword back into the sheath without any comments, but Caiome complained and insisted on continuing the fight. Still, Ayato ignored her completely, returning to the estate with total calmness, as usual. But Caiome didn't really trust his expressions since last evening when he talked to Mizuki, and Ayato became a stone statue when Caiome tried to talk to him.

       Only she and Ayato retreated to his office where Ayato began reading her exam answers. He quickly went over the one about the theoretical techniques, but when it came to the history one, Ayato seemed to lose all interest in reading them. The page was half empty, and the written answers were quite odd. There were many deletions, mostly written with lines, with information that Caiome vaguely remembered from what she had read, sentences written on the edge of the paper with arrows pointing to the specific question, and with a strange, cramped writing, with letters smaller or larger. It took Ayato longer to read and understand the sentences than to determine if it was a correct answer or not – which was still up for debate.

       The only thing almost correct on her sheet was the symbols drawn, along with the initials of the Kamisato lords and the commanders.

       "So?" Caiome said after more than half an hour of a boring lecture where Ayato told her to shut up at least three times.

       "Congratulations," Ayato said, leaving the sheets in front of him and smiling at her. "You failed."

       "What?!" she exclaimed, jumping to her feet, while Ayato still sat behind the desk. "What do you mean, I failed? You can't declare me rejected. I did so well in the practical exams and the theory about techniques."

        "Caiome, you are really bad at history," Ayato replied.

        Caiome groaned, covering her face with her hands. "Who cares about history? They're dead. They're literally dead. They don't exist in this world anymore."

       "It seems you do not understand the purpose of history," Ayato said. "Certain things and situations and circumstances are still valid because of those who are now dead. And whom you seem to hate so much. Many operations rely on this history, including information gathering, a position you wanted very much. If you do not understand the context, you cannot understand the information."

       "Why can't I simply search for information on the spot? Do the dead leave their graves or what? Because otherwise, I don't understand."

       "The history exam aimed to measure your ability to memorize things, a capacity that does not seem to be going well," Ayato said, and Caiome almost banged her head against the wall. "However, you have an advantage," Ayato said with a smile when he saw Caiome ready to throw her hands around. "A perfect position for you and the only one I will offer you, by the way."

       "And what is that? The lowly job you mentioned a few days ago?"

       "You can say that," Ayato said, resting his chin in his hand and the elbow on the table, looking at her playfully. "You will be my bodyguard."

        Caiome frowned, twisted her face, and raised her eyebrows at the same time. "Yeah, sure," she said, crossing her arms over her chest. "Not in a million years. To stay all day after you while you do your political chores? No, thanks. I'm not a dog."

        "All right," Ayato said, taking the sheets and getting up from the table, approaching with the intention of passing by her and leaving the office. "Then I assume you will return to floor scrubbing."

       "Wait," Caiome said quickly, stopping him with her hands on his chest. She had to admit, she didn't want to scrub any floors anymore. 

       And besides, if she had to be Ayato's bodyguard, it meant she had to follow him almost everywhere he went. That meant outside the estate and out of that courtyard she was tired of, and she would spend more time in nature and see more of the city.

      "Fine," she said. "Bodyguard it is. But I have a few conditions."

      "I am listening," Ayato said, taking a step forward, and Caiome withdrew her hands.

      "Don't treat me like a pet," she said. "Meaning, if I leave your side, even just to go to the bathroom, you won't penalize me for it. And if I want to leave the residence, you'll let me leave. You know I'm not going anywhere; my shell is still with you."

       "Very well," he said, making a short bow. "Let's just say that I would give me more freedom with your trips to the city. But you also have some... duties that you must fulfill as my bodyguard."

       "It will be better than scrubbing floors, for sure. So," she said, lifting her chin, "what are they?"

       "You will have to stay with me all the time, especially when we are not in the residence. And you will have some orders to receive from me that you must follow; otherwise, they will be considered violations, of course. Moreover, you are not allowed to steal."

       Caiome rolled her eyes.

       "Not unless I ask you to," he added.

       "Oh, so it's fine if you demand it," Caiome said rolling her eyes.

       "Your role will be primarily to protect me," Ayato said like he didn't even listen to her, "if you want to put it that way, but you will also have to listen to my requests."

        "Fine, fine," Caiome said. "What else?"

        Ayato suddenly approached her, so suddenly that Caiome instinctively lowered her hands, and his chest gently pressed against hers. Looking down at her, Ayato displayed a mischievous smile, the same one from the banquet day, but which, later, looking into her eyes, became... gentle. His breath was warm, and his gaze was deep. It was a way Caiome had never been looked at by anyone, no hidden superiority and yet with clear intentions, even... good.

       "Nothing," he said.

       Caiome didn't expect Ayato to raise his hand and, with his intertwined fingers, touch her cheek. It was just the tips of his fingers, nothing more, but precisely because of that, Caiome almost pulled back. And she did move an inch, and Ayato broke the contact between his fingers and her cheek. But that didn't stop him, as, after a second in which both were locked in each other's eyes, he approached her again and touched her cheek again, as if telling her that there was no escape in that regard.

       And probably that was the case, Caiome thought, because Ayato had her shell, and as long as he was in the possession of the shell, Caiome couldn't run away from him, and she couldn't even try to escape. That shell was too important for a reason Ayato didn't know and would never know.

       His fingers didn't press her. It could barely be called a touch, while Ayato, looking at his own hand and the skin of her cheek, caressed her as if caressing a piece of broken porcelain whose pieces had barely been put back without any glue; as if it was so fragile that it could collapse under his touch.

       And Caiome didn't dare to pull back again. Maybe because Ayato would follow her anyway, maybe because, as Ayato examined her face, she did the same, because this man was mysterious in so many ways, and Caiome, being as curious as the world had told her she was since she arrived here, was trying to find out what was on his mind and what was with that look. His eyes sparkled but also somehow looked sad. Caiome didn't think Ayato could adopt that expression with her. Or if they weren't sad, at least thoughtful.

        "All you have to do," he spoke slowly, "is to think of me as your precious case."

        He turned his fingers, and this time he traced her cheek with the knots of his fingers, as slowly as he did with their tips.

        Finally, he raised his gaze and looked into her eyes, and Caiome was already looking at him, so she breathed shortly when his eyes found hers. The words stuck in her throat. Or rather in her mouth because she had been so close to retorting Ayato's words, but everything stopped abruptly, as if she hadn't even intended it.

       "Let nothing touch me, and do what I ask of you. Without complaining," he added, although he was sure Caiome wouldn't stay silent if something didn't suit her.

       Caiome smiled in a laugh, and his fingers slowly descended, and Caiome couldn't lie that she didn't feel the traces left by his hand. "Why would you want me to be your bodyguard in the first place?" she asked. "I think you have better candidates for that, people who know you better, who understand your personality much better, and who know how to behave in the society you frequent. Aren't you afraid that I might do something inappropriate?"

       "I will decide that myself when the time comes," was his response.

       Caiome didn't know how to interpret this. 

       "Don't you think it will be too late by then?"

       Ayato just flashed a smile and didn't answer, which Caiome didn't expect him to do. Usually, Ayato would have told her that her shell was still in his hands, that if Caiome did something wrong, he could always take the shell in the deep of the ocean and leave it there, lost forever. Instead, Ayato just looked at her with shining eyes and that stupid smile that made her stomach roll because she couldn't tell what was behind it, whether good intentions or bad.

       "I will take the risk," he said instead, raising his hand, standing with his palm up and fingers slightly bent, waiting. "So, do we conclude this deal as well? You will be my loyal bodyguard, and I... I will try to be myself."

        Caiome raised an eyebrow and hesitated for a moment.

        Oh, what the hell? She was already neck-deep in the problems Ayato had caused her. It's not like Ayato would take her life, considering his biggest threat was the loss of the shell and that was about it. Wait...

        "You're not planning to cut my throat, are you?" she asked skeptically.

        Ayato took another step closer to her, and now the only thing keeping the two from touching was Ayato's hand still waiting. He leaned in until his lips were near her ear, breathing warm air, and Caiome felt her heart beating with danger. She hadn't stood so close to Ayato too many times, at least not in that way, but the thought immediately arose: this man was a danger to her, just as she was a danger to him, and staying close to each other more than necessary would result in a disaster because both were trying to pull the other's strings. Caiome was being shown that.

       Ayato inhaled, and the scent of rain and wet earth once again filled his senses. How could her hair constantly smell the same, such a fresh perfume?

       "As I said," he whispered, "I will decide that at the right moment."

       Ayato only turned his face slightly towards her, expecting to see her eyes studying the office. But he couldn't lie about how surprised he was when he saw Caiome looking at him in a challenging way, somehow trying to convince herself that she should submit to him. The look in her eyes was more of a challenge. "Try," she seemed to say, "and you'll see what I'm capable of."

       So all the feeling of the game disappeared from his being when in front of him stood again the immortal youkai holding her sword, ready to kill, which meant only one thing: Caiome valued her life and wanted to live as much as she valued her case, enough to put her life at risk to get it back.

       Ayato raised his hand a little more, and his fingers almost touched her collarbone. "Your answer?"

       Caiome snorted, without smiling, then raised her hand ready to end a strong salute. But Ayato only took her fingers over his and squeezed them gently, and her hand tensed.

        "Have a good day, Caiome," he wished her, then led her hand fall until he let go of it like a caress. "I will wait for you tomorrow morning because we have a lot of work to do and many places to visit."

       Ayato turned on his heels and sat at his desk. When he looked up towards the door, Caiome wasn't there anymore, leaving only a gentle breeze to slip through the open window of the office. He stared at the door without thinking, as if he was looking into nothingness, and his mind was blank. Then he returned back to his work.

       Caiome closed the door of her room, leaning against it with her back and taking a deep breath. She had to plan her strategy very well from now on. She had to be more careful with him than ever.

       She encouraged herself. Tomorrow would be the first day. She had to walk on eggshells, as she had learned to do her whole life. Even if she was good at stealing, and even if she could disappear as easily as she could appear, she had to be attentive to her surroundings.

       She needed a good night's sleep. She threw herself on the bed, only to feel something poking her in the back.

       She grabbed the pile of rags and pulled it from under her, only to feel the rough texture of the material and some buttons that suddenly seemed very familiar. She rose in the next second and studied in the afternoon light that barely crept through the small window the fabric in her hands. Unraveling it, Caiome almost hit her head against the wall, thinking she was dreaming.

       In her hands was the black leather jacket that Thoma confiscated from her and took back to the vendor. It was short and a bit tight, with a few accessories, such as buttons and a zipper, that didn't have the capacity to shine in the light. Otherwise, it was quite simple because Caiome didn't like anything to drag her down just for the sake of appearance.

        But what was this jacket doing... specially this jacket... in her room? The only ones who knew about it were Thoma and Ayaka. And since Thoma was so mad about the jacket, he couldn't have bought it for her, which meant there was only Ayaka left, who had even told her that if she wanted something, she should have asked. Was there any chance that Ayaka bought her the jacket? She had to look for her and ask because Caiome didn't want to have more debts to any of the Kamisato family's siblings or their employees.

       But not now, she thought, and slammed back into bed with the jacket that smelled new. Now she wanted to sleep.

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       Caiome had a feeling that Thoma didn't like her – no, shit - , and the fact that he could hit her every morning actually brought him satisfaction. She had heard around the residence that he was a very sweet person – yeah, right – but when someone committed a wrongdoing against the Kamisato family, he turned into a completely different person. He became irritable, grumpy, and punished people as much as allowed by Lord Kamisato and Lady Ayaka – or Miss Kamisato, as they called her on the city streets. And Thoma seemed to have not forgotten her attempt to steal Ayaka's precious jewelry. Or rather, the hairpin left by her mother, although Caiome had somehow apologized for it.

       Even though Ayaka had softened a bit towards her, Thoma hadn't. He always looked at her with a scowl, waiting for her to do something that could lead to another offense or something so bad that Lord Kamisato would completely disapprove and force her to leave. Not that Caiome cared much about convicing him to like her. The man had taken the stolen jacket from her and returned it to the store, leaving her without it. The same jacket that had served as an extra layer to hug during last night and that was now in her arms.

       So, Thoma woke her up that morning, but this time not by hitting her to the point of breaking her ribs, but by repeatedly pushing her in the shoulder, hip, and ribs – at least, he only jostled her a bit. Only when he saw that Caiome wasn't waking up, Thoma resorted to other methods. He took a glass of cold water, took two steps back, and then threw the water on her face.

       Caiome jumped instantly out of bed, which made Thoma think he did well by stepping back; otherwise, he would have been hit directly in the face.

       Caiome coughed a few times because the water had entered her nose, and now her nasal passages hurt horribly.

       "Did you change your mind about using your foot?" she yelled at Thoma. "Getting creative, huh?"

       "Well," he said in the same tone he always used on her, "since I'm not allowed to hit you, I thought this would be a better option." He put the empty glass on one of the cupboards in the room."I tried to wake you up gently, but you sleep like a bear in winter."

       Caiome wiped her face with a thin blanket and threw herself back on the pillow.

       "What time is it?" she mumbled.

       "Five in the morning."

       "Five in the morning?!" she exclaimed, sitting up. "Man, chickens wake up at this hour, give me a break."

       "I'd love to," he grumbled. "Waking you up earlier means I have to wake up earlier too, and that means seeing you earlier than I should. Now get out of bed before I throw another glass of water on you," he said, turning towards the door and opening it halfway. "Get dressed; Lord Kamisato is waiting for you in the backyard."

       "Only if Lord Kamisato could put a stick up his ass, then I would understand the expectations," she muttered.

       Caiome stayed in bed for five more minutes – and somehow managed not to fall asleep, probably out of fear that Thoma would come back and soak her from head to toe with a bucket of water this time, not just a cup – then got up and dressed... Well, it's not like she had much to wear exactly. Her wardrobe consisted of two pairs of casual pants, three tank tops, and a blouse, a pair of boots, and now she had a jacket too.

       Which, of course, she put on, took her sword and Vision, then walked out of her storage-chamber with a smile on her face that widened when she saw Thoma waiting in the hallway with his arms crossed. Caiome spun in front of him, tossing her hair back to let him see the jacket better.

       "Do you like my new jacket?" she asked, batting her eyelashes.

       Thoma studied the piece of clothing, recognized it, but didn't say anything when he sighed.

       "Did you steal it again?" he grumbled, turning towards the hall and starting to walk.

       "Possibly," she shrugged, running her hand through her hair, then skipped past him, heading to the backyard. His disappointed expression suddenly made her feel better and more lively.

       When she reached the backyard, Caiome slowed her pace when she saw everyone in front of the stables – servants, stablemen, and guards alike, four of them already on horses and lined up at the stable entrance, creating a clear path, as if they were welcoming someone. And in line with everyone else was Ayato's white steed, already equipped but without a rider.

       Caiome took a quick step forward, but Thoma grabbed the collar of her jacket, catching both the jacket and the tank top, and pulled her back.

       "Oh, come on," she complained. "You didn't let me into the stables for two months; at least let me touch a horse." She began to struggle slightly, then to pull forward, but Thoma still held onto her clothes.

       "You'll strangle yourself if you keep pulling on like that," his comment came. "Stay still."

       Caiome threw him a side-eye. "You just want to make me unhappy. I touch a horse; I don't kill anyone," she pouted.

       "I'm afraid you'll steal the horse's harnesses and use them as whips," he muttered, and Caiome shrugged, wearing that 'I've done it before' expression. Thoma instantly regretted saying that. "And just so you know, I was totally against it," he said in her ear, letting go of her clothes suddenly.

       "Against what?" Caiome frowned when they reached the large group, massaging her neck, which turned red.

       "Coming with me to the city on your first day," Ayato's voice was heard, barely coming out of the stables and positioning himself at the entrance.

       Caiome could already tell it was going to be a warm day today. She had put on her jacket just to spite Thoma, rolling up her sleeves to her elbows, but Ayato had no reason to wear so many layers of shirts, and the coat on top. It was mid-May, for the gods' sake, and this guy seemed to want to sauna in his own clothes.

       However, Caiome couldn't lie that pastel colors really suited him, making him look almost divine. All the costumes seemed tailored to the sharp features of his face, body shape, and muscles, making him appear more delicate than he actually was and giving him an elegance that Caiome had never seen even in the people of Liyue... or any person in Teyvat, which was outrageous to her. He wore a relatively white and pale blue costume, like ice, with accessories in a slightly darker blue, and his eyelashes seemed longer this morning, and the line above them was a very light beige. Caiome stood on tiptoes, inspecting his face, and Ayato pulled back a bit, taken aback by the sudden closeness.

       And if you looked closely, there was a bit of foundation and a little powder under his eyes, but it was so well blended that you couldn't see anything unless you were close enough, as Caiome was now.

       "Are you wearing makeup?" she asked.

       Ayato straightened up, cleared his throat, and Caiome sat back on her heels, as if Ayato making sounds was a signal for her to step back a bit.

       "This is the first lesson in what it means to be part of my society that you were so curious about," he said. "Men occasionally wear makeup, especially when it comes to an official visit, like today. Certain appearances must be maintained, and through makeup, you show your status," he continued, turning half towards the stable entrance.

       "Do you need to show your status?" Caiome asked. "Man, I've seen your treasury records and read from your history book enough to know you're probably the richest man in this nation, and everyone knows that. I don't think you need to show your status with anything."

       Ayato chuckled slightly, and a pleasant perfume wafted towards Caiome, as if she were in a garden of wildflowers. "That is because you do not know what it's like to live in such a society. I have no doubt you will get used to it eventually. Come this way, please," he invited her into the stables, extending his hand in an unnecessary courtesy, as he always did. 

       Caiome still wasn't sure if he did it to maintain appearances – although everyone here knew she was a thief and she didn't deserve to be treated kindly –, or because that's what he is used to do because of his etiquette lessons when he was younger, or just because he wanted to tease her.

       But Caiome listened, entering the stables and seeing all the boxes where a multitude of horses were kept. Caiome couldn't lie; she had intended to come here at least in secret in the two weeks she had had the freedom to go anywhere, as long as she didn't leave the residence's courtyard. But the stables were still off-limits, and Ayato hadn't given her permission to enter for reasons he didn't tell her. And back then, Caiome hadn't found a way to cling to his leg to persuade him.

       Caiome knew that Ayato's stallion was the only white horse among all, and the only other light-colored horse was a mare with very light beige hair, which leaned heavily towards gold. Caiome couldn't explain the wonderful color that seemed to shine in the light coming through the stable windows, but it was wonderful, as if she were looking at molten brass that was still in a liquid state. From the shape of the muzzle, it seemed to be a mare, and in her box, there was a woman with rolled-up sleeves brushing her beige hair. On her forehead, she had a white star, and her eyes seemed slightly almond-shaped, giving her elegance and beauty.

       It had to be Ayaka's mare. It couldn't belong to anyone else, not when it exuded the same elegance as its mistress. Caiome reached out to her, but the mare backed away slightly.

       "Do not take it personally," Ayato chuckled beside her. "It does not let anyone touch her except Ayaka and Misaki, who takes care of her hygiene and training. Not even me."

       "Hmph," Caiome sighed, putting her hands on her hips and raising her chin. "I don't care," she said, turning on her heels and proceeding along one of the three paths of the stables – oh, gods, how many horses had to be housed here – just to cry inwardly. How could a horse not let her put her hand on it? She felt as if her soul had just been crushed.

       She heard Ayato amusing himself with her with a single sound from his throat, as if he couldn't believe it at the same time, then followed her.

 

Chapter 23: Chapter 23 ~ The Steed and the Crazy 

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A/N: Kind of boring chapter, you can skim through it 

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Chapter 23 ~ The Steed and the Crazy 

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       Ayaka's and Ayato's horses were the only white ones or at least resembling white, and Caiome understood why. As the owners of this residence, like any other lord or lady, the horses had to be light-colored, showing purity, power, elegance, and high status.

       But that didn't mean the rest of the horses were less impressive. They were arranged in a certain order, depending on the breed, implicitly sorted by size and color, from horses with completely black bodies, horses with reddish hair to those with a simple brown color. Many of them also had distinctive features, such as different colors on their legs or white with black spots... or vice versa. In short, Caiome knew that there was an entire history behind the horses, and often pairings were made between horse breeds. In general, each nation had its own main horse breed, but over thousands of years, they had interbred, leading to various other varieties with different physical traits or regarding speed and power. And even personality.

       Oh, Caiome loved horses. And they were all wonderful, and Caiome felt like a plague among them. She didn't dare try to touch one, considering Ayato was here.

       "What are we doing here anyway?" she finally asked, looking at each horse individually. "Shouldn't we go to the city for your errands and... your important visit?" She rolled her eyes in the end, more frustrated that she was here and still couldn't touch anything.

       "Since we will not go there via a telepoint, we have to go on horseback," was his answer.

       Caiome stopped in place, blinked a few times, then suddenly looked at him. Ayato had a cute smile on his face, as if he was finally thinking that the person on his left had caught on. Caiome started gesturing with her finger around her and towards herself, without finding her words.

       "So... I'm going to... Um..."

       "All my companions must have a horse to ride to the destination when accompanying me," he said. "And since you are officially my bodyguard accompanying me everywhere, just as I have a personal horse, you must have one too."

       "Really?" she said, jumping towards him, clenching her fists, and her eyes seemed to have taken the shape of stars. Her smile was too wide, and her expression was full of delight.

        Ayato couldn't answer her for some time, which in his head seemed like hours. He expected such a reaction from her. In fact, he wanted to see this reaction because it would mean he could see more emotions on her face, thus getting to know her easier. He had seen Caiome smiling before. He had seen her jumping of joy or laughing around him. But her current smile and delight weren't anything like that excitement when he let her go to the city; or when she managed to provoke him and get what she wanted; or when she proudly told him she was going to join the Shuumatsuban and even came up with an idea for her personal symbol. It wasn't that expression when she did her balancing exercises on logs or when she won a duel against one of his guards or when she amused herself at Mizuki falling face-first to the ground, amusing her.

       Ayato was aware that Caiome liked horses, but her reaction to the news was a bit beyond what he imagined. He had never seen her so happy...

       And he never imagined that this happiness suited her so well.

       "Of course," he finally said.

       "Which one?" she asked immediately, as if she already had the questions on the tip of her tongue.

       She immediately flew away from him, pointing to different stallions, as the mares were housed separately.

       "This?" she said, pointing to one completely black with a white star on its forehead. "Or this?" pointing to a chestnut one. "Oh, this one is wonderful," she said, as if she was about to jump from box to box. "Thin but powerful legs, medium waist but agile, quite impressive muscles, specialized for speed, right? Hmm," she said, "it must have a very balanced diet if it has these proportions."

      Ayato sighed in a whisper. Caiome probably really loved horses as much as she seemed to at the moment, because this girl wasn't the same girl who had entered the stables just a few minutes ago.

      "Well, the guards do not have a designated horse," he said. "Except for those belonging to certain officials, like me, Ayaka and Captain Hirotatsu, you can choose any of them, considering that you are now an official under me."

      "Any I want?" she almost shouted.

      Ayato could swear even the horses wanted to cover their ears. Some of them even took a few steps back and lowered their heads. Now he couldn't back out from what he had promised, so Ayato just nodded, and Caiome began her inspection.

      One of the stable workers even offered to help her choose based on her requirements, but Caiome just gave a "thanks" and waved him off. She moved from one horse to another, starting to study them, while Ayato had to follow closely. He wasn't sure why, but he stood beside her, just in case something happened.

       And Caiome probably wasn't saying anything out loud, thinking to herself, but Ayato could see her expressions when something didn't meet her approval, and she moved on. Most of the time, she reached out to touch a horse, and if it didn't want to be touched, she moved on. But there were cases where the horses allowed her touch, yet for some reason, Caiome moved on to the next one in silence.

       "Considering your reaction, I did not think it would take you so long to choose one of them," Ayato commented at one point when Caiome once again caressed the muzzle of a chestnut horse and stepped back, leaving her hand lingering on its muzzle. She looked into its moist eyes and sighed lightly.

       "I can't just take any horse," she said. "Although I have to admit, a bit arrogantly, I could probably have any horse, and you have quite an impressive variety here, hmph."

       "Why not?" Ayato asked.

       "Horses have different personalities, just like people," she began explaining, inspecting the boxes and touching as many horses as she could. "You can tell that from the shape of their legs, the amount of muscle, how they hold their ears, and how they sniff the hay before eating it. Or how they respond to touches and how hesitant they are. Or from the way they swish their tail in someone's presence or how they raise their head and move."

       Her tone was totally opposite to the ecstatic one she had earlier, which caught Ayato off guard again. This seemed to be Caiome's way of speaking seriously about something. Something that didn't involve her limited freedom or the confiscation of her case, but still... This was Caiome talking about her knowledge, having the same way of speaking as when she talked about jewelry, commenting in the Grand Hall during the meeting.

       "Like people, indeed," she continued. "You can't force two people with different personalities to work together and expect them to do a good job, just as you can't force a horse with a different personality on a person. They need to match," she spoke like a know-it-all, raising a finger and having a mischievous smile on her face.

       "So, are you trying to find a steed with the same personality as yours?" Ayato finally asked.

       "Exactly," she said.

       "I do not think I have a steed like that," he mumbled.

       "Unique?" Caiome tried her luck.

       "No. Stupid, impulsive, and with a terrible pleasure for inappropriate comments that have no place in the discussion," he smiled suddenly, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

       "I should have expected that," she muttered. "Anyway," she shrugged, regaining her cheerful state and inspecting the horses again. "There must be a suitable one here."

       "I could help you, miss," the stable worker came forward again, making a short bow to both of them. He was middle-aged, with an infectious smile that showed he had a very good social life and was happy with the way his life was going. "I couldn't help but overhear. If it's about personality, I know them all. So, if you tell me exactly what you're looking for, I can help you."

       Caiome thought for a moment, then looked at Ayato.

       "Mr. Toshirou is the best stable worker here," Ayato introduced him.

       "Please, my lord, don't praise me when I don't deserve it. I'm just doing my job," Toshirou quickly said.

       "Even so, if you need advice on anything, you can ask Mr. Toshirou, Caiome," Ayato said.

       "I promise to help you with everything I can," Toshirou said to Caiome and made another short bow, this time directed at her. She frowned, looking back at Ayato, seemingly asking for explanations, but Ayato didn't respond.

       "Uh, sure," she said. "In that case, show me some horses specialized in speed and power, but not easily burdened. With quick reflexes, too. And a broad field of vision."

       "Of course," Toshirou's response came immediately, and his dark eyes sparkled.

       He turned his back to them, and Caiome now noticed that his hair was slightly tied in a short ponytail. He was tall, muscular, with a nicely shaved beard and a gleam in his eyes. He was quite handsome and probably had been the very popular with the women when he was younger. She glanced at his finger with a golden ring, but Caiome wasn't sure if it was made of gold entirely. Usually, people who couldn't afford gold made their jewelry from iron and gold leaf to give the impression of precious metal, which was much cheaper.

       "A horse brought from the northern Natlan," Toshirou said, pointing to a reddish one at the end of the first row of boxes. Caiome gently touched its muzzle, and the horse was very receptive. "Slim but powerful legs, very agile, and a very fine smell."

       "Hmm," she said, then turned and moved on.

       "Then, what about this one?" Toshirou continued. "A Desert Brown from the southern Sumeru. Wide field of vision, can carry three people at once, suitable for any type of environment."

       Caiome examined it, and although a bit more hesitant than the red one, the steed received its touch. But Caiome seemed not to want it, so she moved on to the last boxes she could inspect.

       "A Black Spirit from the northern Snezhnaya," Toshirou continued, presenting a completely black horse. "Can hide very easily in shadows, especially in the forest, but also in open fields. Not very big, has thin but strong legs, narrow at the body, suitable for any rider stature. And also, the only one I can present to you that you haven't considered yet."

       Caiome touched it, and the horse came almost immediately towards her hand, which was very good. It was receptive and seemed to get along well with different types of people.

       "Hmm," she said.

       "Not that I want to rush you, miss," Ayato said from behind her in a tone that clearly meant 'hurry up, woman,' but you need to choose one. We are already running late."

       "Fine, fine," she waved her hand. "I'll take this one."

       "Great," Toshirou said, who probably had been a bit demoralized considering how many times Caiome had rejected horses today. "As each horse has its documentation, you'll need to sign a few ownership declarations at the residence."

       "Fine," she said.

       Toshirou brought some papers almost immediately, starting to discuss certain conditions with Ayato that Caiome didn't understand. But her eyes somehow wandered to the box at the end of the row that seemed to be empty, which wasn't possible. I mean, sure, a few horses were outside, just like Ayato's steed, five in total, but that was the sixth box that seemed empty.

       Taking advantage of the fact that neither of the two was paying attention to her but to what they called ownership discussion, Caiome headed towards the empty box. She looked inside and was surprised to be face-to-face – which was much to say – with a horse different from the others. It was of a strange yellow, while its legs, tail, and mane were completely black. Turning its head towards her, the steed had a slightly trapezoidal muzzle with sharp features. Once they made eye contact, the horse took a step back, as if scared. Even more so, it didn't come towards Caiome. She called it a few times with some sounds, but the steed didn't come. Now that she looked into its shiny eyes, it didn't seem scared but rather very... picky. And arrogant.

       Caiome slyly stole some carrots from the buckets at the back entrance, tore them into pieces, and, leaning against the stable door, jumped inside just as Ayato looked up at her.

       "Caiome," he said, heading towards the stable immediately, with Toshirou following him.

       "Shut up," Caiome snapped as Ayato stood in front of the door, placing his hands on it.

       "Miss, I advise you to come out immediately," Toshirou said. "This steed is very young, it just hit maturity, and is not yet accustomed to humans; we don't know what he can do. He hasn't finished his basic training. Last week, he bit a guard," he stammered slightly, thinking it would convince her to leave.

       "Seriously?" she said, standing in the corner near the door, watching the colt seemingly fixated on her, standing with its back straight and head held high, as if looking at an ant. "Great, I'll be the first then."

       "Caiome, come out. This is a horse thrice your size that can actually kill you," Ayato said.

       Caiome, on the other hand, moved away from the stable door, walking along the edge, observing the steed, which began to do the same, walking along the edge, trying to keep its distance. When Caiome reached the opposite corner, she put her hands in front of her and began to approach it slowly. The stallion twitched and moved to the next corner, and Caiome did the same, trying to maintain the same distance before approaching again.

       Ayato sighed.

       "Miss, please — ," Toshirou said.

       "If you make noise," Caiome whispered, "I won't be able to do anything."

       Turning back to the steed, she took a step closer, and the horse moved nervously from side to side, clearly indicating it didn't want to be touched. But that didn't stop Caiome from getting closer, nor Toshirou from trying to convince her to leave, stopping only when Caiome gave him a nasty look. When she reached the center of the stable, Caiome knelt down and showed the steed a piece of carrot. And she waited as the horse took small steps back, looking only at her.

       "It's okay," Caiome said, then took a bite of the carrot and chewed it. "See? It's safe."

       The stallion still pranced on its hooves, and Caiome extended her hand, taking another step. The horse snorted. Caiome chuckled, and the sound she made was exactly like a horse, making the steed startle and look at her as if it had a similar expression of 'what just happened?' Then Caiome took another step closer, taking another bite of the carrot.

       The steed also took a step forward, then lowered its head. It sniffed her hand, the carrot, and pulled back. Caiome took another step, reaching out her hand, and the steed lowered its head again. Smelling, it nudged the carrot with its muzzle, then took it directly with its teeth from her hand and began to chew. Caiome gently took another piece of carrot, broke it into smaller pieces, and extended it in her palm.

       This time, the steed took more time to eat the carrots, enough time for Caiome to touch it without it being attentive. The horse suddenly stood up, stomping its hooves on the ground, and Toshirou opened the door, ready to intervene. Caiome reached out her hand towards the steed until it calmed down, then placed more carrot pieces in her palm. The stallion sniffed them again and started eating. This time, Caiome touched it more lightly. Though the horse moved its head slightly away from her touch, soon it stopped moving altogether, from the moment it started eating until it finished, raising its head. Caiome stood up with it, still caressing its nose, and after a few seconds, the steed took a step forward, nudging her cheek with its muzzle.

       Which meant only good things, as Caiome began to laugh and playfully pet it with both hands, giving it another piece of carrot.

       "Who's a good boy?" she started cooing, rubbing her face against its soft and velvety nose. "You are, yes. What a good and obedient boy." Caiome could hear the way Toshirou let out a sigh of relief. "Tell me, have you ever been ridden before?" she asked the horse. "Have you ever worn equipment before? Hm? What a beauty you are, oh yes," she said, kissing its nose. Although the steed was still prancing on its hind legs, it didn't pull away from her hand. "Well, I thought it would be worse than this," she said to Toshirou, who looked pale, while Ayato stood with his arms crossed over his chest and looking... mad.

        "He doesn't feel very comfortable around new people; that's why I didn't introduce him to you, Miss Caiome. We don't know how he'll react in large group of people. He usually does his basic training alone as well," Toshirou said.

        "Well, it seems to me he's just a big sweetie," she said, giving him another kiss just under the eye. "Tell me, do you want to be my little horse? Yes? Wonderful. I think I'll take him," she announced with a smile.

       "But—"

       "It'll be fine," Caiome said. "I've ridden horses like this before; don't worry. I could say I'm quite an expert," she added with a hint of superiority.

       "You don't say," Ayato commented, and Caiome rolled her eyes. "Fine," he added at last. "Mr. Toshirou, if you please."

       "Of course, my lord," he said and went to fetch more papers from another file, while Ayato threw a displeased look at Caiome, who was still pampering the new horse, giving it carrots.

       "What? You wanted me to choose a horse. I've chosen."

       "Tell me honestly, what is your real level of stupidity?" he asked, still standing with his arms crossed over his chest.

       "Weirdo," Caiome replied. "I thought you had enough confidence in me to let me be your bodyguard."

       "One thing is to be a bodyguard, and another is to enter a stall with a horse that hasn't had much contact with the outside world."

       "Aww," Caiome said, leaning against the door and fluttering her lashes. "Were you worried about me?"

       "That it could split your head in two?" Ayato said. "You are still my employee, Caiome. If you die on my estate because of a horse I own, how would that sound to the other clans and Commissions?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes, puffing. "As I said, I've had contact with horses before. They're not as dangerous until you can't communicate with them in one way or another." The response didn't seem to convince Ayato, given that he didn't change the frown on his face.

       The horse approached her, nudging her in the ribs, and Caiome laughed, giving him another piece of carrot when Toshirou turned back and cleared his throat. Probably, he still didn't feel comfortable seeing Caiome so close to a horse that literally bit someone a few days ago, almost leaving them without a hand. And almost without a leg.

       "As I was telling Lord Kamisato earlier," Toshirou took a deep breath, "you have full rights over the horse as long as Lord Kamisato gives permission for certain decisions that affect its well-being, such as the horse's diet and training. You have the right to visit, ride, and take care of its hygiene whenever you want. If you can't do it personally, employees will take care of it for you."

       "You do it then," Ayato said, adding a smile, as if he didn't scold Caiome earlier with the most annoying frown on his face. "Miss Caiome will be busy enough, so she will not be able to come here every day or take care of it frequently. And since you, Mr. Toshirou, also take care of Hakumai, I hope I will not burden you too much with responsibilities if I ask you to take care of this one."

       "Of course, my lord. No problem."

       "Hakumai?" Caiome murmured.

       "My steed," Ayato said.

       "Oh, yes. That's right. Does it have a name?" she asked Toshirou, pointing to the horse who was searching her pockets for carrots.

       "Usually, we don't give real names to horses since they can be chosen by an official at any time, like in your case, miss," Toshirou said. "Most have nicknames based on a certain trait or something they did at some point. We called him Kureiji."

       "Meaning crazy?" she asked. "Wow, you're really creative," she said sarcastically and a little bit annoyed, as if Toshirou just insulted her dear horse. "Well, let me choose a suitable name for you, ok?" she cooed again, letting the horse eat the last piece of carrot. "Where do I sign?" she asked, and Toshirou handed her a thin wooden board with papers and a pen. "Oh, so you do have pens here," she murmured, looking at Ayato, who just smiled, and quickly signed where Toshirou indicated.

       "Here are all the details you need to know about him," Toshirou said. "And in the blank space above, you can write its name when you decide. It's an easier method for the vet to keep track when a check-up is needed, necessary or just periodic. I'll ask Thoma to leave it in your room, or," he hesitated a bit, "in Lord Kamisato's office."

       "That would be wonderful," Ayato said. "What about we gear up and then go? We are still running late."

       "If Mr. Toshirou can bring me the equipment, I'll do it myself," Caiome said.

       "Are you sure you don't want help?" Mr. Toshirou asked, handing the horse's file to one of his subordinates.

       "Not at all. I still have to spend time with him," Caiome said, and Toshirou complied quietly, raising questions again for Caiome.

       Caiome quickly equipped the horse, and now she understood what Toshirou meant when he talked about the horse's being agitated. It wasn't that he didn't like wearing equipment, but he got agitated during the gearing-up process. It was like a baby feeling tortured when its mother wanted to change him from dirty clothes to clean ones. As soon as she tied the last strap, the horse calmed down.

       "I'm out of carrots," Caiome said when the horse hit her jacket pockets. "You're such a greedy one," she said, kissing him on the nose.

       "You are right, he does have your personality. Can we go now?" Ayato asked a bit impatiently.

       "Yes, yes," she said, grabbing the horse's harness and leading him out of the stables, where the guards began to stare, including Thoma.

       Ayato didn't waste any time and got on his horse, and Caiome got on the back of her horse, who started moving from one leg to another. Caiome grabbed the harness and pulled it gently towards her, holding it tightly and controlling his steps.

        "Easy," she whispered. "Easy."

        Finally, the stallion stood on its feet, moving its head only slightly. It was clear that he was not accustomed to the harness and the bit in his mouth, probably because he was so stubborn when it came to his training.

       Ayato sat in front of everyone, and the guards stood two by two behind him, leaving space for another horse between them and Lord Kamisato. Caiome looked a bit odd, then positioned her horse next to Ayato's when they started to walk slowly towards the back gate, leaving the residence courtyard.

       But Caiome managed to find, hidden among branches and falling flowers and green leaves, a very familiar face staring at her intently, that of the girl who seemed to be following her. She was only half-hidden behind the tree trunk, and as soon as Caiome made eye contact with her, as it happened every time, the girl hid. That girl was too strange, like a ghost, seeming like no one knew about her. Caiome asked Mizuki after finding her hidden in a tree next to her, but Mizuki shrugged, saying he never saw a child frequenting the residence. The only children passing through were those of officials if they had an unplanned meeting with Lord Kamisato, but it was extremely rare for children to visit the estate, let alone to frequent it.

       "You are supposed to stay behind me," Ayato said to Caiome.

        "Why?" she mumbled.

       "That is what protocol demands," he replied.

       "No way," said Caiome, slightly revolted. "Toshirou said he's not used to different landscapes and groups of people," she pointed to the stallion she was riding. "If I stay behind you, your horse's hooves might scare him. Or worse, throw a stone in his eye."

       Ayato could already tell that Caiome's horse was going to be very pampered from now on, which wouldn't have been a good idea at all, but what could you do when its mistress was as stubborn as a mule? So no, Ayato couldn't convince her to stay at least a bit further back, if not entirely, and her response was that if Hakumai got scared and suddenly came closer to him? Ayato felt a little offended because his horse had very good manners; it was a horse bred for any circumstances. Caiome just raised her chin in an arrogant way, and Ayato gave up saying anything else.

       "So, who are we visiting?" she finally asked, descending the mountain towards Chinju forest.

       "I am not obligated to answer," said Ayato, and Caiome felt like he had just chopped her head off.

       "Well, if you want me to be your bodyguard, you should give me some details about who we're meeting and for what purpose, right?"

       "If I do that," said Ayato, "it would mean I have to trust you. Which I do not."

       "You don't trust me to know whose house we're going to, but you trust me to defend you if it comes to a fight?" She frowned. "That doesn't make sense, don't you think? I could let you be shot, for all I care."

       "In which case," Ayato turned to her, "it will be marked as a violation of the rules, one step closer to not retrieving your shell. As I said, you have to think of me as your precious object, while I do not have to think of you as anything, so no, I am not obligated to give you all the details about what I do. You just have to follow me and my orders."

       "Ugh," Caiome sighed, "and I thought you'd be a bit more fun."

       "I would not categorize my responsibilities as fun," he said in a tone a bit too serious for Caiome's taste.

       "Really?" she said. "Intrigue between clans? Secret wars? Investigations? Gathering information? Deception? Those are the best parts when it comes to people with power and wealth like you."

       "Sometimes I wonder in what circumstances you have been put against officials of nations," he muttered as if he couldn't believe it.

       "They're long stories," she waved her hand as if only when she thought about those times she would laugh and enjoy herself in a selfish and adrenaline-filled way.

       "Tell me then," Ayato suddenly said, and Caiome looked at him abruptly.

       It wasn't exactly a smile, but probably something driven more by curiosity than anything else. Caiome could understand the feeling because she too became curious about many things, only she called it gathering information about one subject or another. That was her nature, which brought her a lot of knowledge about different fields that eventually opened many doors for her, using everything to her advantage. So Ayato had to do the same. Although it was strange at the same time.

       "Haven't your spies given you a complete report about me?" she flapped her hand. "I don't need to tell you anything."

       "I am drawn to details as well," he said with exceptional calm. "And the information I received from my spies is merely objective evidence. It is a different thing when you hear the stories from someone who has committed them."

       "Like some sort of interrogation or trial?"

       "Something like that."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, studying him, and his eyelashes stood out again, the way they curved more than usual and seemed longer, darker, and more elegant.

       "It doesn't seem fair to me," she suddenly said. "You know a lot about me because of your spies, and you want to know more, but you don't give anything in return. If you want me to tell you things about me that satisfy your curiosity and help you train me better for your hidden purposes, then you'll have to offer something in return, just as I see fit."

       "As you see fit?" Ayato repeated.

       "Only I know how valuable the information I offer you about myself is," she shrugged, raising her chin in an arrogant manner, "so you'll have to pay a price every time I'm available to share something with you. A penny for your thoughts, as they say." She turned to him with a grin that clearly showed that all this bargaining was going to be to her advantage. "So, do we conclude this deal, Ayato?"

        Ayato suddenly felt perplexed because he knew what Caiome was doing. Just as he had coerced, or rather instigated her, in the funeral chamber to ask her to make a deal with him, she was now doing the same, paraphrasing his words. However, as her expression indicated, there was surely something more in her mind than just exchanging information about each other, and she wasn't driven solely by her typical curiosity. Caiome had asked him to give something in return, which meant he didn't have to provide information about himself, but Caiome could ask for anything else, like material things or favors, which was a dangerous ground because she was unpredictable and didn't back down even when it came to bigger things; like holding onto his leg in the Great Hall or drawing her sword and fighting him in front of all the minor clans; or barging in just to challenge them face to face in any kind of battle.

       "I will think about it," was his only response, which came out rather monotonous for Caiome's taste.

       Usually, when she instigated someone to make a deal with her, the other person would try their best to show that they knew what they were doing and that there was no need to be cautious because they could outsmart the chest-puffed girl with that grin on her face.

 

Chapter 24: Chapter 24 ~ The Shuumatsuban Guards and the Ramad aleizam

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Chapter 24 ~ The  Shuumatsuban Guards and the  Ramad aleizam

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       When they approached the Konda village, Ayato gave an order to bypass it. Caiome didn't ask questions because she wasn't particularly curious, but she could see Mizuki's house from a distance. Uta and her mother were in the backyard, gathering weeds that grew among the vegetables, while the girl's father stood in the wooden prism of the house, holding something handmade in his arms, but Caiome couldn't see what it was.

       They all seemed to be smiling, and Mizuki's father seemed to be no longer in pain, but sadness could be read on his face. She lingered her gaze on them, then turned back to their path. Her horse had been doing well so far. It had not hesitated to start the journey or to descend the mountain or to pass through the forest, so she didn't understand why Toshirou and the other guards had called it crazy. She stroked its strong neck and mane, letting herself get lost in thoughts.

        She hadn't been able to talk to Mizuki even once since the discussion between him and Ayato where she had hidden behind a screen to avoid being seen and to hear everything, from words to tone of voice and hesitations in Mizuki's answears. She had opportunities to approach him, but she tried to occupy her mind with something else, and maybe leaving the estate with Ayato was a better option as for now.

       "Usually, I tend to avoid villages leading to the city," Ayato suddenly spoke.

       "Hm?" Caiome raised her gaze to him, looking as if she hadn't heard him. "What?" she asked again.

       "I said that villagers get very agitated when it comes to a company passing through their village, so I prefer to bypass," he repeated.

        Caiome gently spurred her horse, reaching Ayato's side, as if she could hide from him that way.

        "I see," was all she said, passing by him.

       When they got near the city, Ayato gave the same order to bypass it and enter on horseback a shorter route that wasn't accessible to as many civilians, so the guards promptly nodded in agreement with a "yes, my lord", being led by Lord Kamisato himself. They climbed a side hill and, entering a somewhat lonely but very elegantly paved stone path, Caiome soon found herself in front of immense walls rising above them, and behind them was the mansion. Slowly but surely, they reached the gates of the front courtyard, a gate on which Caiome recognized a symbol belonging to a clan that was part of the Kanjou Commission and one of the sub-clans that answered to the Hiiragi family, the clan that led the Commission.

       Well, Caiome expected this whole visit to be about business. In fact, she didn't think there would be another motive involved, but she didn't expect it to be about the Kanjou Commission either.

       One of the residence guards greeted them just before they reached the gates entirely, nodding his head, holding his spear close. He had harsh features and an oddly fixed expression.

       "Welcome, my lord," he said, as Ayato dismounted from Hakumai, followed by his guards. Caiome followed them and dismounted, while other employees approached and took hold of the horses' harnesses to lead them to the stables during the visit. "Lord and Lady Kashiro await for you in the backyard garden."

       "Of course," Ayato said with a very approachable smile. "My guards will stay nearby, while Miss Caiome here will accompany me during the meeting," he added, gesturing towards Caiome, and the guard nodded again just as a rather young employee suddenly grabbed the reins of her horse.

       The stallion took a few steps back, pulling its head up and neighing, at which point Caiome pulled back on them, and everyone quickly turned their gaze towards them.

       "What do you think you're doing?" she asked, frowning at the boy who almost hid behind a guard from his own residence in fear, while Caiome grabbed the horse's muzzle, trying to calm it.

       "I just... wanted to..."

       "Don't grab him like that," she said harshly, her eyes darting for a second to Ayato, who no longer had the polite expression he had shown earlier, but instead fixed her with his gaze as if trying to convey orders telepathically.

       Well, if he wanted her to behave nicely, he should have told her beforehand. But Caiome caught on to what he wanted to say, so she sighed.

       "He's young," she said to the frightened boy. "And he's not used to different people, I'm trying to teach him, so don't move too abruptly around him. Give him a carrot and try to pet him. If he refuses your touch, don't touch him, just give him a carrot and lead him gently."

        "I understand," the boy said, and Caiome handed him the harnesses.

       She would have wanted to take the steed to the stables herself because she had already grown too attached to him to leave him in someone else's hands, but it seemed Ayato had been serious when he told her she needed to stay with him constantly. Not to mention... something seemed suspicious to Caiome here. Why would Ayato need her for a morning visit with a family he most likely was finalizing partnerships with? A bodyguard had its role when it was necessary to intervene in a situation that could lead to violence, not in political meetings that Caiome knew nothing about.

       This time the boy took the harnesses much more gently and began to lead the stallion very slowly along with the others, towards the back entrance that would lead to the Kashiro family's personal stables.

        "This way, please," the first guard said, showing them the way.

        "Keep your eyes open," Ayato whispered once Caiome reached him.

        Clean business, my foot.

        Although it seemed to be a well-maintained residence, it was much smaller than Ayato's. Probably because the Kashiro family didn't own as much land as he did and because it was within the city limits, which didn't allow for such a large spread.

       Finally, they reached a terrace similar to the one at the Kamisato residence, but smaller and with more decorations. At a square table in the center sat a couple probably ten to fifteen years older than Ayato who got up from the colorful cushions once they saw Caiome and Ayato. Approaching, the two of them made a short bow, and Ayato did the same.

       "We're glad you could come this morning, Lord Kamisato," the man said, a thin but tall man with a short beard and slightly thinning hair, but bright eyes. "I don't believe you've met my wife before," he gestured towards Lady Kashiro, a plump woman, but with a beautifully shaped waist due to what Caiome had to endure when wearing the Youkai costume, an elastic band that squeezed all her organs together. Except this woman seemed to breathe better.

       "Good morning, Lord Kamisato," the woman said. "My name is Hinata Kashiro."

       Caiome frowned slightly at her. Her brunette hair was tied in a braided bun that seemed to shine, and her face was too bright for that time of the morning.

       "I am pleased to meet you, Lady Kashiro," Ayato said with a smile, then turned half-way to Caiome. "Let me introduce Miss Caiome, an official who works under my name and my bodyguard."

       "Bodyguard?" Lord Kashiro asked surprised. "Has something happened recently that you need a bodyguard?"

       "Something has happened," Ayato said without hesitation. "But do not worry, it has nothing to do with the Kashiro family or the Kanjou Commission."

       "I see," Fuji Kashiro said. "It's nice to meet you then, Miss Caiome."

       "Same," Caiome said, standing with her arms crossed over her chest, and everyone stared at her, waiting. "What?" she said.

       Ayato chuckled lightly. "I apologize, my lord and lady. It's her first day of work, she is not used to courtesies or even... good manners yet," he said, glancing at her from the corner of his eye, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

       Did this man really expect her to behave like a role model in society? These people were strangers to her, she had no reason to show them respect.

       "She will learn eventually," Ayato continued, and Caiome sighed, dropping her hands by her sides, then made a short nod of her head.

       "Good day," she mumbled.

       "Let's sit down," Lord Kashiro said, inviting them to the small table which had only three cushions instead of four, so Caiome sat on the floor.

        On it were three small teacups, delicate to the touch, and a servant approached and poured each a cup of tea. Lady Kashiro requested another cup of tea for Caiome, coughing slightly, and the servant immediately complied. It hadn't been more than a minute before a cup without a handle was placed in front of Caiome, and the tea, which had a very pleasant golden color, was poured. Caiome took it in her hand and sniffed the tea before taking a tiny sip. She glanced at Ayato from the corner of her eye, a quick move but one that she noticed, and Caiome put the cup back on the table.

        While the others sat on their knees with their backs straight, Caiome crossed her legs under her, holding her sword to her chest, looking around at the flowers surrounding the terrace and the ocean visible if you looked carefully beyond the wooden walls.

       "As you know," Ayato began, "the Shakunetsu no Taiyō festival is approaching, and this year I thought we should do something different regarding the costumes of the Yashiro Commission's animators. I have heard that in two days you will need to place an order for textiles all the way from Fontaine, and since the Yashiro Commission has already finalized several contracts in the past, I want to open a route to the Ritou port for transporting large quantities of textiles during the festival."

       "Of course, my lord, but..." Kashiro began, "why did you need this meeting? The Yashiro Commission already has several transportation routes, as for any issues concerning the borders, you could have spoken directly with Lady Hiiragi or even with the Takeshi family, considering they have direct contact with transport ships and cargo registration."

       "Since you mainly deal with textile transportation, I also wanted to ask for your opinion on what materials I could procure from Fontaine. Since the borders opened, I have had very little contact with the Fontaine industry compared to you, so I came here with the purpose of exchanging information."

       "Ah, I see, I see," Lord Kashiro laughed, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

       Was this man new in business or what?

       Meanwhile, his wife looked very attentive, with a polite smile on her face that stretched her red lipstick, while servants brought tea and snacks. Lady Kashiro waved her hand slightly, signaling them to leave, but she didn't let Ayato out of her sight for even a second, fixing him with her deep and slightly darkened eyes. From her came a perfume that Caiome had only smelled once in her life, when she had almost been intoxicated, and the way the accessories reflected light was different from the usual hairpins, seeming to be made by a different technique.

       Caiome looked around. Ayato had brought guards with him, but they weren't even near their lord.

        A servant with a white, powdered face approached and poured another cup of tea for Lady Kashiro, coughing slightly, then withdrew just as quickly as she appeared, while the conversation continued further.

        More than half an hour later, when Caiome was about to fall asleep sitting on the floor, Ayato stood up, and she couldn't be more grateful. She had wished so many times to get up and leave, at least to walk through the family gardens, but Ayato seemed to read her thoughts every time, sneaking his hand under the table and grabbing her by the pants or the whole leg. Somehow he managed not to give anything away to the two hosts who were very attentive to the conversation, while Caiome struggled with him under the table to let her go, engaging in a few battles of glares with him. And when Ayato wasn't holding her leg, Caiome squirmed, straightened her back, changed the position of her legs, and ended up sitting with her arms crossed over her sword, leaning on it or with her elbow on the table.

       Many times both Lord and Lady Kashiro looked at her in an extraordinarily strange way, starting to adjust their voices, as if Caiome was supposed to understand some message from it.

       "In that case," Ayato said as Lord Kashiro made a short bow alongside his wife, "I hope we will only hear good things about the transportation."

       "Of course, my lord," Lord Kashiro said. "As soon as I find out the date the ship will arrive in the Ritou port, I will inform you."

       "Thank you, Lord Kashiro," Ayato smiled at him, then turned to Caiome, who sighed heavily as she got up from that cushion that didn't do its job properly, considering how much her bottom hurt. "Shall we go?"

       "Finally," Caiome mumbled.

       Ayato greeted the two once again, then turned, walking almost shoulder to shoulder with Caiome towards the front gate where their horses were already waiting. Ayato remained silent the entire way to the exit, then the entire way out of the city.

       "Was that the only thing you had to do here today?" Caiome asked. Her tone indicated she was nervous, tired, and irritated, especially after being forced to sit on her cushion for more than half an hour. She drank so much tea out of boredom that her bladder was about to burst, and she still had quite a long way to go back to the residence.

       "An important task," Ayato said, "that I could not afford to miss."

       "Something you couldn't afford to miss?" Caiome asked, throwing a glance back at the solemn guards walking behind them. She lifted her chin. "I don't believe you," she said. "Talking about opening transportation routes belonging to the Yashiro Commission? The man was right, you could have discussed directly with Hiiragi Chisato."

       "I preferred to speak directly with the one in charge of textile transportation," Ayato smiled at her as if he hadn't said anything wrong. "I did not want to interfere in his affairs without him knowing what it was about."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, then displayed a smile. "So, where were your precious Shuumatsuban guards until now?"

        Ayato lost his smile, turning to look at her and tilting his head slightly, as if telling her to keep her mouth shut, or at least not to speak so loudly, considering they were still near human settlements, such as the Ryoshi village not far from Inazuma, somewhere northwest, between the city and the Konda village. Not that anyone could hear them if they talked about secrets, but Ayato always liked to be cautious and keep discussions about the Shuumatsuban within his residence, only occasionally on the field when needed.

       Nevertheless, the guards behind Caiome fidgeted slightly, looking at the two with great attention and their ears perked up. Caiome let a smile cover her lips.

       "You thought I wouldn't figure it out?" she asked. "Even their horses walk as if stepping on clouds." She turned her gaze to the road. "They wear armor, but none of them makes any noise, not even when stepping on the ground, and then... A lord who takes his guards with him, but they're not around him? You didn't lie to the Kashiro family's guards that they would stay in a different location from us, but during that time, they probably rummaged through their residence. So what was the exact purpose of this visit? Because I don't think it was about transportation routes."

       Ayato turned his gaze away from her, leading Hakumai down the side road, avoiding villages and staying out of sight. Then he chuckled, the kind of laughter that made Caiome frown because it wasn't a mischievous one, as she had gotten used to so far, but one genuinely amused.

       "Well, I cannot say I'm surprised," he said. "In fact, I had my expectations regarding you. But we will talk more when we get home."

       And Ayato took it seriously when he said that because no matter what Caiome told him or asked him, Ayato wouldn't answer her. He just looked at her from time to time, but he didn't indicate much. Caiome tried to read him, listening to his heartbeat, but Ayato didn't show any signs of being agitated or even impatient. He kept his back straight, his gaze fixed, and the harnesses with a rather atrocious elegance. All Caiome could hear was the wind passing by her ears, the horses' steps, and feel the guards' gaze on her neck.

       Many times she turned to them, giving them a nasty look, and they immediately averted their eyes. It was clear as day that the four members of the Shuumatsuban were part of the information gathering branch, a branch that required subtlety, light steps, distributed attention, and a talent for disguise. And they did a wonderful job It was not the disguise that gave them away, but the habit of walking and looking around, listening, and trying to make themselves as small as possible. They weren't masters of disguise, but probably the kind of spies who crept in the night. Therefore, someone keeping such a close eye on them made them feel uncomfortable.

       Finally, Caiome gave them a smile, turning away from them for the last time before reaching back to the estate.

       She left her steed in the box to be unharnessed by Toshirou, and at the first opportunity, she went to the bathroom. She managed to meet Ayato again just as he, followed by one of the four accompanying guards, made his way to his office.

       "Maybe you would like to accompany us," the lord chuckled, and Caiome gave him a fake smile.

       "And lose the boredom? Anytime," she mumbled.

       Arriving in the office, Ayato took his seat, while Caiome stepped aside, beginning to examine the files placed on the shelves and the small decorations meant to give the room a more solemn atmosphere, but from an artistic point of view, such as paintings hung on canvas on the walls, porcelain figurines, long thin boxes in which writing instruments and similar items were placed.

       Once Ayato settled on the cushion on his knees, beginning to check the files in front of him, the spy dropped to one knee, pressing his fist to the ground, while the other hand rested on his raised knee.

       "What is the situation?" Ayato asked.

       "Yes, my lord," the spy responded. "We found nothing suspicious within the Kashiro residence that would betray their illegal dealings. We searched every corner within our reach. The residence is clean."

       Caiome suddenly became attentive, picking up a fox-shaped trinket.

       Ayato remained silent for several long seconds, then sighed, deep in thought. "I understand," he said finally. "Take the Shuumatsuban, investigate the Natlan-bound transport vessels of the Kanjou Commission again. Do not let Hiiragi Chisato learn about you, understood?"

       The guardian gave a sharp nod. "Yes, sir," he said, then stood up.

       He turned to Caiome and gave another strong, almost stern nod, then turned and left the office, only for Thoma to enter after politely greeting him, to which the guard only responded with a "good morning," not even a bow.

       "My lord," Thoma said as Ayato took the brush in his hand, ready to write, "Lady Ayaka asked me to inform you that she just met with Miss Hiratsuka regarding last month's profits."

       "Very well," Ayato said absentmindedly, flipping through the pages of the file one by one, pausing occasionally on some, checking the details.

       "Here's the report," Thoma added, placing the file on the desk, on the pile Ayato probably had to go through by the end of the day.

       "Thank you, Thoma."

       "Also," he began, casting a glance at Caiome, who waved her fingers to him, wearing her new jacket that Thoma still hated, "how did the visit to the Kashiro family go?"

       "You do not need to worry Ayaka with such details," was his only response, and Thoma nodded slightly.

       "So, it's related to the Shuumatsuban?"

       Caiome knew from Ayaka herself that Ayato usually didn't let her know anything related to the Shuumatsuban organization, let alone involve her in anything. He didn't even tell Thoma a few details, considering Thoma was closer to Lady Ayaka than to Lord Kamisato, so he would have blurted it out to her to give her the latest news. For this purpose, Ayato was smart not to say anything to anyone and keep everything within his Shuumatsuban circle.

       "Please do not insist," Ayato said a bit coldly, still seeming pensive. "Thank you for the report. I will get back to my tasks now, and you should do too."

       Thoma bowed, gave Caiome one last glance, then left the office. Once he did, Caiome threw herself on her knees in front of the table, resting her elbows on the desk, almost spilling ink from the wakan over all his papers.

       "Now are you going to tell me?" she said, smiling and even excited. "There's a conspiracy involved, isn't it? That's why you went on such a ceremonial visit."

       "You should mind your own business," Ayato told her.

       "Which just means staying around you all day? I don't think so. Especially when I can help you."

       Ayato finally lifted his gaze to her, curious.

       "Now have I caught your attention?" she said. "Hmph, but if you don't want my opinion, I'll be silent." She put her hands on her hips, turning her back to him, leaning on the table. "Even if that means you could be fooled so easily."

       Ayato sighed. "If you have something to say, just say it," he requested. "I do not have time to waste."

       "Only if you ask nicely," she said over her shoulder. Ayato wrinkled his nose at her, then focused his gaze back on the paper, as if refusing. "Fine, then!" she turned excitedly. "But you should consider that if I hadn't been so bored, I wouldn't have told you this. You're looking for Fuji Kashiro for illegal activities, right? But your spy said they found nothing. That's because they didn't look where they should have," she shrugged. "They should have looked in the most subtle possible place, one that attracts attention only to be admired, but not noticed, otherwise the purpose would be lost."

       "Such as?" Ayato asked.

       "Oh, gods," she said. "You are wearing makeup yourself, and yet you didn't think to pay attention to the servants' complexions?"

       Ayato frowned slightly.

       "Your spies shouldn't have searched the residence rooms, but the servants' houses."

       "I can already tell you could never do a report that has a beginning and an end," Ayato said.

       "What I'm trying to say is," Caiome insisted, leaning even more on the table, "the workshops in Hanamizaka are kept under observation by the Kanjou Commission because certain transports from outside are facilitated through the Commission, as they need to keep track of border records, right? As for Fuji Kashiro, who deals with textiles, they should oversee the stores with clothing, linens, and festive items. Normally, this would mean that each transport is checked at customs by the Commission, but it's so easy to hide objects under all those rolls of fabric.

       "I know," Ayato said. "That is where my premise originated."

       "But here's where I disagree," Caiome said, leaning even further on the table. "Makeup doesn't necessarily need to be hidden to pass customs without raising suspicion. Since when do customs officers know what makeup means? I think that's what you're looking for, if you ask me, a type of illegal business that doesn't involve the lord, but his wife. In short, not Fuji Kashiro is conducting illegal business, but Hinata Kashiro. Like a man who doesn't seem to follow the same rules of courtesy as you," she continued with a smile, "Fuji Kashiro doesn't have to stick his nose into his wife's shipments, who wanted to procure a powder so white to lighten her complexion. The powder she weares on her face is not makeup, and certainly not a legal substance."

       Ayato maintained his gaze on Caiome for a moment.

       "Ramad aleizam. Bone powder," he said.

       "From the desert," Caiome continued, "where bones can be found plentifully but affected by the harsh climate of Sumeru. As long as you come into contact with that powder, not only does it cause coughing, but also irritation and most often fever that can lead to infection. Swallowing it can lead to almost instant death, inhaling the particles has some milder effects, all because the marrow is not removed, because first and foremost it shouldn't be used for such purposes. It's not the first time I've seen it on the market, however, certainly not on the surface society markets."

       "Are you saying you found it on the Black Market?" Ayato asked.

       "Oh, please," Caiome said, waving her hand dismissively. "I'm the one who brought it to the Black Market. Ramad aleizam may be an illegal substance, but it's powerful. All the more reason it can cause a painful death."

       "Then why did you mention the servants?"

       "Hmm," Caiome pondered. "The servants seemed to be in worse condition than Lady Kashiro. She must have known about certain effects, so she preferred to test it first before wearing it herself. It should be noted that inhaling the powder doesn't act immediately. Swallowing it does, but not inhalation. It can take from five weeks to a few months. Even the cough was mild," she murmured, thinking again of the servant who served Lady Kashiro tea for the second time.

       "She must have heard of the effects before purchasing it," Ayato said. "She would not have exposed herself to something so harmful."

       "It's about beauty," she shrugged. "Let's face it, Hinata Kashiro is not a particularly beautiful woman. And her pale complexion, which was probably her only quality, begins to fade from days spent in the sun, from certain foods, and so on. The woman is desperate. But she's not foolish enough to keep such substances in her own home, for which she could be penalized if discovered."

       "So most likely she bribed the servants to keep the packages of ramad aleizam. If the Kashiro family were the target of investigations, the servants would not be suspected unless these substances were found in the servants' rooms within the residence. And if the officers were to question them, by the time they obtained a search warrant, the servants could easily get rid of the evidence by spreading the powder everywhere, making it impossible to find."

       "Exactly," Caiome said. "In moments like these, the servants wouldn't care about money or status anymore. And if Lady Kashiro were to dismiss them and not offer them a chance for a post at least as well-paid for another noble family, the servants could adopt the 'If I fall, you'll fall with me' principle. They would confess everything and blame it all on Lady Kashiro, accusing her that the lady blackmailed them, threatening with firing them."

       "Meaning only a few trusted servants should have such substances," Ayato continued.

       "Well, we already know of two," Caiome sighed. "The two who served us tea today. But they need to be caught off guard."

       Ayato scanned the table for a moment, then smiled slightly. "Koshi," he said softly, and through the window came a member of Shuumatsuban dressed in all black, as Caiome had wanted and dreamed once she becomes one of them. But someone... forced her to be a bodyguard.

       The spy took the same position as the earlier guard, with one knee bent and a fist on the ground. His face was half-covered, and he had a short, but fluffy, tail of dark color. He seemed young, with a slender body, tall, and fluid movements.

       "Yes, my lord."

       "The two servants from today," Ayato said, "find out their schedule for tomorrow, and when they have a... free window, bring them to me."

       Caiome had to know that there weren't only four Shuumatsuban members on their trails, playing the role of disguise and not some shadows.

       "Yes, my lord."

       "By the way," he continued before Koshi took his leave, rising only slightly, standing behind Lord Kamisato, next to the window through which he came, "I would like to make official introductions, considering you both will be in my presence quite often from now on. Caiome, this is Koshi. He—"

       "You have the oak symbol," Caiome said, resting her elbows on the table, crossing her fingers to her lips, looking at him with a smile. "The oak rising from the earth."

       Koshi made a short bow. "I am honored," he said.

       "Why?" she frowned. "Because you were put in a brooch? I was forced to learn about you, you know?"

       Koshi just nodded.

       "Koshi," Ayato continued, "this is Caiome, who, unfortunately, does not have any symbol, considering she is just my bodyguard."

       The smile on his face made Caiome want to punch him. "Because someone didn't let me. But that doesn't mean I didn't make one for myself," she lifted her chin.

       "Oh?" Ayato said. "Then, show us your symbol," he pointed to the brush and the empty papers on the table. "There you go."

       "I won't fall for your trap," she said. "I'll show it when the time is right."

       "That is because you do not know how to write it, do you?" Ayato teased.

       "And even if I did, I wouldn't show you," she crossed her arms over her chest. "It's a secret."

       "Of course," Ayato said. "And you will not need it anyway since you will not have much contact with the Shuumatsuban members. You can just call her Caiome," he told Koshi, who bowed his head, taking a step back. He wasn't sure what he had just witnessed between his lord and his right hand.

       "It's like you want to tease me," Caiome said.

       "Maybe I do," Ayato responded.

       "My lord," Koshi said softly, "what about the papyrus transport? We haven't detected it yet."

       "You mean this?" Caiome said, pulling the scroll of paper from her jacket's inner pocket, which she took a few weeks ago from Ritou's port. Both Koshi and Ayato looked and blinked at the scroll of paper. "What?" she said. "The theft rule applies since you imposed those stupid rules, not before."

       Ayato sighed, resting his forehead in his fingers. He already had a headache, and now he had to deal with the fact that a piece of the illegal paper transportation he discovered some time ago was in Caiome's hands...

       "Are you aware that you are putting us in the same position as Masaru Yamamoto?"

       "You mean the guy who said he could handle a busniess on his own and failed miserably and whom you forbade from making paper transports from outside without your knowing and, obviously, the papyrus was brought here without your knowledge?" she laughed. "Yeah, I'm aware, but you have to admit, this is a very good papyrus."

        Ayato reached for the papyrus scroll, but Caiome quickly pulled back. "Hey, it's mine."

       Ayato closed his eyes, then opened them again. "Do not make my day even harder. Papyrus has a specific smell. If hunting dogs can catch it, we can find the reserves kept by the Yamamoto family."

       "And why should I give it to you?" Caiome huffed.

       "Because otherwise, I will fire you altogether, how about that?" Ayato snapped suddenly, and Caiome realized he wasn't in the mood for games with her that day.

       She rolled her eyes, then handed it over. Ayato made a gesture with his fingers, and Koshi took the papyrus scroll. Caiome gripped it and pulled back when Koshi put his hand on it.

       "I want it back later," she said.

       "No," Ayato said immediately, and Caiome had no choice but to let go.

       "You owe me a scroll of papyrus."

       "Go," Ayato told Koshi, and he just bowed and disappeared from the office just as he came.

       Caiome waited until the wind calmed down, then moved closer to Ayato's table. "I want to go too," she said.

       "Where?" Ayato asked calmly, starting to read his papers again, holding his brush between his fingers.

       "With Koshi, to bring the servants, obivously."

       Ayato glanced at her through his long eyelashes, then returned his gaze to the papers. "No," he said.

       "Why?" she complained.

       "Because that is not your responsibility," he said. "Your responsibility is to stay by my side until I let you go or no longer need you. That is why you are my bodyguard."

       "I'm a bodyguard because you don't want to let me go on missions like those in the Shuumatsuban," she pouted. "You know I don't like to stay in one place, especially not in a room as... well, not small, but full as this, so you want to punish me and make me suffer."

       Ayato gave her a smirk. "Look how clever you are," he said. "You understood right away. By the way, these are yours," he handed her the file Toshirou left for her regarding the steed. "You should find him a name as soon as possible."

       "Hmph," she said, snatching the folder from his hand. "I've already chosen one," she began writing in the folder with her precious quill. "But I won't tell you."

      "I did not ask," Ayato said.

      Caiome looked at him and suddenly closed the folder. "You're not as smart as you think you are, you know that, right?" she asked.

       "Caiome, I am sure you have some incredibly and interesting arguments about my low intelligence, but right now I do not have the time or desire to listen to you because I have too much work to do," he murmured, looking at the papers.

       Caiome clenched her fists because no, she didn't like being ignored when she was looking for an argument. She just stood up, left the file on one of the shelves, and put her hands over her chest.

       "Status? To show how noble you are?" she began. "Oh, please. You don't sleep, that's why you are wearing makeup, to cover your eyebags and the redness surrounding your eyes. And even if you try to lie about it, covering yourself with makeup and excuses about being noble is pathetic," she finally threw herself into a corner of the room.

       Ayato didn't seem to pay attention, and Caiome felt even more frustrated. And that made her, implicitly, not to pay attention to Ayato, or at least to notice his short glances he threw her way without saying anything.

 

Chapter 25: Chapter 25 ~ The Spy and the Lord's Room

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Chapter 25 ~ The Spy and the Lord's Room

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       Caiome spent hours doing nothing in Ayato's office. And she couldn't even leave, considering Ayato strictly forbade her from exiting the room. "What's the point of having a bodyguard anyway if you're within the estate perimeter swarming with guards?" she wondered. "It is the bodyguard's responsibility to always be near the one they are supposed to protect," Ayato had said, and Caiome raised an eyebrow.

       "I don't think you've ever had a bodyguard before," she remarked.

       "Before," Ayato repeated.

       "And you managed just fine without one," she commented, but Ayato didn't say anything further, returning to his tasks.

      They were MANY, Caiome noticed. She always found it ridiculous how much time Ayato spent dealing with these matters, staying away from home for days and barely seeing him in these two months. She found it stupid what a slave to responsibilities he was. And that's precisely why Caiome disliked meddling in politics. She sometimes stumbled upon tangled situations herself that required careful handling, of course, but not situations like "festival activities," "market profit," "Commission influence," "land governance," or "staff distribution." She usually adhered to the "divide and conquer" principle, and if that didn't work, she charged straight ahead and always managed to come out unscathed.

       While Ayato sat for hours on a violet cushion, embroidered with golden threads along the edges, using at least a quarter of an inkwell. How could he still have the mood to sit and copy poems? Or read. Or whatever else he did while sitting down. Caiome would have gone mad.

       And that was precisely why she spun around like a drunk duck throughout the entire office. Occasionally, she would go to the window, stand on the terrace, and look at everything from a distance, because she couldn't stray too far from Ayato... who seemed to know what he was doing, forcing her to stay with him.

       At least when she worked as a maid, Caiome could go anywhere. Almost anywhere... But at least she wasn't stuck in a tiny square while the world opened up in front of her. She could have at least stood on her little bridge... but when she wanted to do that, Ayato would sing her name, as innocent as he could, and Caiome had no choice.

       She already had a few violations. She shouldn't be impatient. It was one matter to run off and solve certain problems in the city, and another to break the rules just because... She would have broken the rules anyway. She felt like a dog on a leash.

       "I just want to visit Seishin," she complained, pouting.

       "Who?" Ayato asked.

       "My horse?" she said as if it were obvious.

       "It's an... interesting name," Ayato said, still not looking up from his papers.

       "More interesting than yours at least," she commented, feeling slightly offended. "Who names their animal after rice?"

       Ayato sighed, letting his writing brush down, crossing his fingers, and looking at Caiome as if he, too, were offended in turn. Caiome almost laughed at how his cheeks turned slightly red, as if suddenly, from the lord who stood for hours with his back straight in front of a desk, he became a child who didn't like you teasing his pony.

       "Its name," he began with dignity, "means 'white rice,' which in turn means wealth, abundance, and prosperity, the purest form of rice through its clean color. And it suits him very well," he added with a trace of pride. "Hakumai is docile, obedient, quick, agile, elegant, and worthy of being a lord's horse. Even his gaze is cleaner and more charming than many people full of hypocrisy and false loyalty."

       "Oh, my, did I hit a nerve?" she laughed.

       Ayato looked at her for a few seconds, trying not to show any expression, then took back his brush in his hand.

       "Oh, come on," she said, crawling on all fours to the front of the desk. "I was just teasing you. Have you had Hakumai for a long time?" she asked.

       Ayato adjusted his voice slightly. "I need to get back to work and I need to concentrate. Please refrain from talking to me."

       Caiome grumbled. "I was just asking a question," she muttered. "And trying to make conversation." She retreated to her place near the shelves, leaning back on her hands. "It just seemed like you enjoy talking about him, so I was trying to take advantage of that."

       But Ayato didn't respond, although the brush hesitated slightly in the air above the sheets of paper.

       Mitsuko, Ayato's personal servant, who was also mute but not deaf, brought them lunch. Caiome had tried to seize the moment and run out the door, but Ayato almost caught her by the collar and pulled her back before she could leave, while Mitsuko set up the two tables. Caiome hadn't eaten the chef's food until then, or at least not while it was hot, and Mizuki was probably right, the food really was spectacular.

       Caiome was also surprised that she was served the same dishes as Ayato: smoked trout with spices, donburi rice, tempura shrimp, and tamagoyaki. Mitsuko then poured them some sake into small cups. While Caiome gulped hers down, Ayato took small sips, savoring the taste; and while Ayato ate the fish with an almost macabre elegance, Caiome dug her fingers directly into it, eating it with her hands and dipping it in sauce until her hands were dirty, licking her fingers. Ayato kept his back straight as if he were still reading files, while Caiome sat on her bottom, with one leg bent beside her, hunched over and as close to the food as possible, to smell it.

       "It's so good," she said at one point. "It reminds me of this guy from Sumeru who sat by the roadside and grilled fish all day, then took them and walked around the village, trying to sell them. They were pretty good, but a bit dry. Did you know Fontaine is trying to recreate the tamagoyaki from Inazuma? Of course, they didn't succeed, at least it doesn't taste the same. But they settle for it. Hey, since you've started cultural exchanges, maybe teach them some culinary dishes too. I haven't eaten so royally in a long time. I think the last time was two years ago, when I entered the house of a lord from Natlan. You should have seen their faces when they saw the pantry empty," she chuckled.

       Ayato, on the other hand, responded dryly, only with replies like "Really?" "Indeed" and "I understand," seeming not very attentive, but at least Caiome could talk without being told to shut the hell up.

      When Ayato finished eating, Mitsuko approached him and began to make some signs with her hands and fingers, and Caiome frowned. She looked at her own hands, trying to copy the movements, but she couldn't even remember what Mitsuko did. She knew that this was her way to communicate, through sign language, but it was even more impressive that Ayato understood enough to answear to her.

       "Of course," Ayato said with a smile, and Mitsuko began to gather all the half-empty plates of her lord and completely empty and licked plates of Caiome's, then withdrew from the office.

       Caiome was about to say something, but Ayato ignored her, turning back to his desk.

       Her freedom came with dinner when Mitsuko didn't come to bring her anything to eat. Instead, Ayato got up from his desk and told Caiome she could go eat with the other servants. Caiome left the office as if she had just been released from a cell she had been in for the last ten years. She wasn't exactly hungry, but she was craving and curious to see what the servants were eating if Ayato received something so tasty.

       Hurrying through the halls and turning the corner, she almost bumped into a Mizuki who had just returned from the dining hall where the servants gathered, dropping a box from which spilled several pieces of soap wrapped in smaller packages.

       "Sorry," Mizuki said quickly, making eye contact with her only for a second. He lowered his gaze, then bent down, starting to gather the soap packages, which seemed to be at least two dozen.

       Caiome looked down at him as he began to throw the little packages back into the box, therefore not all fitting, at least not enough to close the box properly and make it presentable. He seemed very rushed to gather his things and leave, and Caiome was confused about the reason. She and Mizuki hadn't spoken since they had somewhat argued on the bridge; they hadn't spoken even after Ayato made everything okay. And Mizuki didn't even want to look at her.

       Caiome sighed as Mizuki placed the last few packages back into the box, and she sat down on the floor, pulling the box towards her. She began to empty it silently, then arranged the soap packages.

       "I saw your father today as I was heading to the city," she said. "He looked... well, without pain."

       "Uh... yeah," Mizuki replied, also starting to arrange the packages, now somewhat calmer. "He's feeling better now."

       "I see," was all she said, then Mizuki took the box and they both stood up at the same time, looking at each other.

       It wasn't like her to approach things like this. Usually, she was more volcanic, even she knew that, but it wasn't like she could control herself. But looking at Mizuki, perhaps they were no longer friends, and that's probably why Caiome didn't behave... like her. She hadn't had too many friends, and when people turned their backs and left, she wasn't bothered by it, because ultimately, everyone lived for themselves. She had done that for years. That's why she tried to keep her distance from Mizuki, or at least not judge his choice to stay away from her.

       But there was still a difference. Mizuki had been her only entertainment for weeks, the only one who bothered to say a few words to her and the only one who listened when she had something to say, even responding to her. He had gotten into some trouble with her and tried to defend her in front of Ayato, making everything seem sincere. And Caiome didn't like the monotony of the past few days. Not only did she now have to constantly stay hidden in Ayato's office, but Mizuki also didn't want to talk to her. And besides... Mizuki was actually fun. If he hadn't been, and if Caiome hadn't wanted to be around him, she wouldn't have paid attention to him in the first place.

       "Thanks," Mizuki said, gripping the box better, ready to pass by her.

       Caiome clenched her teeth, then raised her fist and hit Mizuki on the forehead with the knuckles of her fingers.

       "Why are you such a scaredy-cat?" she asked, crossing her arms over her chest, while Mizuki suddenly took a step back, rubbing his forehead and looking at Caiome with watery eyes, like a deer.

       "I... uh..."

       "Do you have something to tell me?" she pressed him. "Your conversation with Ayato seemed to go quite well, but now you can't even look at me."

       Mizuki's eyes widened, and Caiome sighed.

       "Oh, that," he said, remembering that in the end, she and Lord Kamisato had conspired regarding the whole situation with the jewels and the money. And of course, she needed to know what he had discussed with Lord Kamisato too, considering he also involved her to some extent.

       "So?" she urged him. "At least if you want to avoid me from now on, tell me to my face. I prefer people to be straightforword."

       "I know," Mizuki said, trying to find his words. "It's just that I'm not sure how to say it exactly."

       "Just spit it out," she said impatiently. "That's what friends do, right? Or at least, if we're still friends. If not, I understand—"

      "It's not that!" Mizuki said quickly. "I mean, for me at least, we are friends, it's just that... I misjudged you. To be honest, I misinterpreted your actions. I thought you just wanted to show that you could do something your way, regardless of the methods, and that's why I disagreed. Of course, things could have been done differently, but I guess I didn't see that you were just trying to help me. And I probably wouldn't have seen it if Lord Kamisato hadn't helped me understand better. It also seems very stupid to me and I'm embarrassed that, even though we spent every day together, I managed to understand you so wrongly, compared to Lord Kamisato whom you barely saw in the weeks you worked as a maid. It seems that my ability to judge character is not as good as I thought. I'm sorry," he added finally.

       Caiome sighed. Suddenly, she grabbed him by the neck with an arm from behind his shoulders, pulling him down and starting to rub the top of his head with the knuckles of her fingers, while Mizuki beat her arm.

       "Ow, ow, ow!" he said, and Caiome laughed.

       "You old fox," she said, then hugged him even tighter with her other arm, swaying with him in the middle of the hallway. "I don't care how you see me," she said finally. "I know who I am and what I do, I know the reasons behind my actions, but... Hmph," she chuckled, "I have to admit, not talking to you for a few days was torture."

       "I don't think it was that bad," Mizuki said.

       "Of course it was. Do you have any idea how boring this house can be when you have no one to talk to?"

       "But you're Lord Kamisato's bodyguard."

       "Which is worse than washing bed linens and meticulously cleaning soldiers' armors," she muttered, then let him go. "What I'm trying to say is, you can interpret my actions however you want. If you want, you can even believe that I helped you with the jewels because you so nicely defended me in front of Ayato when Shikaku pushed me into the pond."

       "Well, it really wasn't your fault back then," he protested.

       "And it's not your fault for your father's or your sister's situation," she said. "And if I do something wrong, that doesn't mean they'll go after you too. My actions are just mine, okay?"

       Mizuki hesitated but nodded in the end.

       "Good. Now," said Caiome, taking the box from his arms, "what's this? Do you need to take them somewhere?"

       "To the riverbed," he said.

       "Perfect, let's go."

       "But... don't you need to be with Lord Kamisato now?"

       "I'm trying to take advantage of any opportunity not to go back there," she muttered. "If he catches me in the office, he'll never let me go. I swear he's only doing it to torture me."

       Mizuki laughed but didn't say anything else, both starting to walk towards the exit of the mansion and towards the back gardens.

       "I saw your sister today too," said Caiome, and their voices began to fade throughout the house. "She was helping your mother in the garden."

       "She likes gardening too," he said, and their words were lost amidst some laughter.

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       Ayaka closed her fan, approaching the corner of the hallway, a small smile spreading across her lips.

       "It never crossed my mind that you enjoy spying so much in your own home, brother," she said to Ayato, who leaned against the wooden edge.

       "It has become a habit lately, especially since I caught the mouse," came his response.

       Ayaka leaned slightly around the corner too, watching Caiome and Mizuki disappear into the other hallways.

       "It seems they have solved their issues," she said. "I must admit, the atmosphere among the staff had become very tense since Mizuki and Caiome argued a few days ago. They started to believe that Caiome had harmed Mizuki, and they would be next, or even one of us two. Especially considering how well they got along before, with Mizuki often defending Caiome, training with her, and spending time together. They even started to consider them close friends."

       "Is that so?" Ayato said, pushing off the wall, turning towards his office.

       Ayaka followed, walking shoulder to shoulder. "I thought so too. Lately, I have noticed that Mizuki was more withdrawn and anxious than usual. I couldn't even address him, but I heard you called him a while ago to talk. What was it about?"

       "Just a little help with his family, nothing more," Ayato replied.

       "Well, at least they both seem happier now. Oh, by the way," she said quickly as they reached the door of the office, and Ayato prepared to enter. "Have you noticed that Caiome has something new to wear? I'm sure I haven't seen that jacket in her possession before, and Caiome seems to wear it a bit proudly. Besides, it's the same jacket Caiome tried to steal from Hanamizaka, but Thoma intercepted it and returned it. How did it end up in her hands again? She asked me if I bought it for her, considering I encouraged her to speak up if she needed something crucial, but I didn't, and neither did Thoma."

       "Hmph," Ayato said thoughtfully. "Caiome hasn't had any opportunities until this morning to go into the city, let alone steal a jacket from a store. And even if she did, Koshi would have reported it to me."

       "You assigned Koshi to watch her?" Ayaka asked, slightly taken aback.

       "Caiome poses a closer danger to us than others, so I needed my best man for it, especially if I do not need him right in that moment. And if he did not see Caiome leave for the city, let alone steal a jacket, it means she got it from somewhere else."

       Ayaka looked down, equally pensive. Then she realized, suddenly looking at Ayato. If Koshi was following Caiome constantly, it means he followed her even on the day Caiome wanted to steal the jacket. So...

       "I will go back to work then," Ayato said before Ayaka could say anything, and her brother retreated and closed the door to the office.

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       Caiome decided to return to Ayato's office around nine in the evening, when Mizuki went home and after she visited Seishin, who had just been braided by Toshirou, who handed over the reins of the horse to its mistress, at her request, of course, showing a respect that felt a bit out of place. In fact, Caiome noticed this everywhere in the estate, whether they were servants, gardeners, or guards. They didn't speak to her or even greet her, and they didn't behave in any exaggerated way, but every time Caiome passed by them, they bowed their heads, whether they were acknowledged or not.

       This was probably because she was now Ayato's bodyguard, and they had to show some respect. On the day Caiome confronted Shikaku, Ayato imposed on everyone that no one was allowed to judge her and punish her except him. And probably now they were afraid that Caiome might snitch on them to Ayato one of these days.

       After visiting Seishin, Caiome trained with Hirotatsu's soldiers, after receiving a ten-minute lecture from the captain that she shouldn't leave her position next to Ayato. To which Caiome replied that Ayato allowed her to leave.

       "To sit at the table with the servants, not to roam around the house," Hirotatsu said.

       "This or that, it's all the same to me," Caiome shrugged.

       Then she wasted time in the garden, enjoying the minutes of peace with a bottle of sake she found in the cellar and took without anyone noticing. Then she climbed to the highest roof of the mansion and stood there until half the bottle was empty, then took it back to the cellar where she came out with her head held high.

       Ayato wasn't in the office when Caiome returned, so she shrugged, taking it as a sign that she could go and do as she pleased, if the lord didn't call for her until then. Only to come face to face with a bored and wrinkled-nosed Thoma.

       "Lord Kamisato asked for you."

       "Of course he did," Caiome said, beginning to walk briskly past him. "I'm his bodyguard now."

       Thoma didn't like her comments at all now that she had somewhat advanced in rank. Or that she had received another position much more important than that of a servant. It was a big deal to be named the bodyguard of Lord Kamisato, and that's why Thoma didn't understand why Caiome was named bodyguard. He had a discussion with Lady Ayaka through which they both assumed that Ayato just wanted to keep her under better observation, considering everything that happened at the banquet a few weeks ago. And since Caiome was very angry because of the fake Vision case, Ayato feared that Caiome might resort to drastic actions to get her real shell back.

       But if that was the case, why didn't Ayato get rid of her? They both knew that Ayato valued the safety of his employees more than any conflict, so why risk keeping Caiome around if he was so sure she would cause trouble that would have serious consequences? Neither of them took part in the private discussions between the two, and all they knew were Caiome's cries or Ayato's briefings. And even though they felt like they knew everything they needed to know, there was always another invisible wall they bumped into.

       And the truth was that, even though both Ayaka and Thoma would know all of Lord Kamisato's plans, they couldn't know his thoughts, or even the reasons behind those plans. And Caiome... was Caiome.

       And perhaps precisely because he didn't know anything, Thoma behaved the way he did. He always had to be on guard when it came to Caiome because everything was uncertain regarding her.

       Caiome followed Thoma to the first floor, in front of some wide doors, the only ones along the entire corridor.

       "This is Lord Kamisato's room," Thoma said.

       "I figured," Caiome muttered, and Thoma huffed and opened the door.

       Caiome entered first. "Why did you summon me at this hour?" she asked.

       The room was huge. Caiome had never seen a room so large. She had seen apartments consisting of living rooms and bedrooms and personal bathrooms, but never just rooms. Ayato stood in the center of the room, without his coat, beginning to undo his cuffs, while Thoma just wished them both goodnight and left.

       "I did not think the fed dog would come back to its master, so I sent someone to look for you," he said, flashing her a smile.

       "I should have guessed that's what you wanted. Alright," she sighed, "what do you want now? Do you want me to sit on a chair until you get into bed, then tuck you in tightly and read you a story so you can sleep?"

       "Amusing," he said, then headed towards the usual folding screens.

       As Caiome saw screens painted with traditional images, like cherry blossoms, distant mountains, black trees, bamboo forests, cranes, spirits, and so on, Ayato's screen presented a mountain with tall cypress forests covered in snow. There was nothing else there, just the cypress forest and a few leafless, black, twisted trees.

       Caiome flopped onto the huge bed. The mattress was soft, and the sheets were very fine to the touch, just like the pillow. So pleasant that Caiome instantly closed her eyes, ready to fall asleep.

       "For the sake of your Vision shell, get out of my bed," Ayato's voice came from behind the screen, and Caiome grumbled and got up, sitting instead on a tall chair against the wall, close to the screen, but not close enough. "As for your purpose here, as I said, you are my bodyguard, so you must guard me."

       Caiome snorted. "Yeah, sure. Guard an asleep man? No, thanks. I have my own sleeping hours too."

       Ayato emerged from behind the screen, but Caiome couldn't see more than his eyes. "This is an order," he said. "You know what happens if you do not follow orders."

       "You'll have nightmares?" Caiome pursed her lips, batting her lashes like a puppy. "Do you want me to hold your hand too? Oh, my, if it starts raining, thundering, and lightning tonight? Will you be alright? Will you have a panic attack? Will I have to hug you? Bring you your favorite plushie?" Caiome put her hand to her mouth. "Poor you. It's okay to be afraid, it's not like you're a grown man. Admit it, you just want to get back at me because I escaped from your suffocating office. Seriously, how do you sit there every day when you're not in the city?" she muttered to herself.

       "And even if that is the case, you still cannot oppose it," he retreated behind the screen. "But I understand if you cannot guard me. After all, your body must be so fragile that it cannot handle a sleepless night."

       "You know, even dogs are left alone to sleep overnight, rewarded for their loyalty. So what about giving me something in return for a sleepless night?"

       "Like what?"

       "You let me go with Koshi to bring the servants," her proposal came.

       "No," came his instant response.

       "Oh, come on, I don't understand why you won't agree. Koshi will be with me, so I'll be supervised, and all I have to do is bring them to you. I won't run away, and I won't do anything wrong, considering my shell is still with you."

       "No," he said again.

       "You're impossible," she grumbled.

       "Probably," he said again, and a blue belt was thrown on the screen, followed by a white shirt.

       Caiome crossed her arms over her chest, stretched her legs, and began to swing them, bored. She had to think quickly of something else then. After all, whatever she asked for was in her favour anyway. If she stayed up nights for Ayato - which wasn't going to happen; if he slept, how would he know if she was asleep or not? - she could sleep during the day in his office. This man was so absorbed in work that he barely noticed anything around him. He only spoke to her and commented if Caiome tried to sneak away, otherwise he said nothing as long as she kept quiet. And if she fell asleep with her chin on her chest, all the better: Ayato wouldn't disturb her, and neither would she disturb Ayato.

       "Fine," she finally said. "Then I'll ask for something else. If I'm supposed to stay up every night and guard you, during the day I want... two hours break," she shrugged. "In addition to meal breaks. After all, I need to rest and visit Seishin. And you have Koshi if you need... physical assistance, I suppose."

       There was a rustle from behind the screen, and another colored shirt, a light blue one, settled over the white shirt and belt. Then followed a few accessories.

       "Alright," he agreed.

       Caiome bragged to herself in her mind. She would have sleep, food, and free hours as she wished, and Ayato just agreed.

       Two more shirts made of light materials followed, then cuffs and gloves, and Caiome saw in a hurry half of a bare forearm slipping behind the screen for a split second, which made her curious. Every time she accidentally touched Ayato, either standing side by side or in a fight, she thought this man must work his body in some way, although it seemed impossible, given how little time he had. She felt his muscles, but she never saw him dressed in something tighter to realize the shape of his body. And now she was in his room, he was changing clothes, and she had to act quickly before he put on his evening clothes, so...

       Caiome leaned to one side, trying to see beyond the screen. She tried to move as little as possible, lest Ayato hear her and draw attention to her. She leaned a bit further, managing to catch a glimpse of his arms moving, then his hip still half-covered by the waistband of his pants, then his ribs, leaning more.

       The bedroom door suddenly swung open, and the sound made Caiome flinch and fall to the floor half behind the screen. The rustle and her sudden appearance out of nowhere made Ayato halt with his hand outstretched towards the small wall cabinet where his clean and folded night clothes were, looking at Caiome lying on her back, hands on her abdomen, smiling at him and batting her eyelashes, like she did nothing wrong, surely not trying to spy on him and his naked body.

       Ayato crossed his arms over his bare chest, and Caiome quickly began to study him before he acted shy and quickly pulled a shirt over himself. Well, yes, the man trained at least three or four times a week, or else he wouldn't have those muscles. But what frustrated Caiome was how, even in terms of body constitution, Ayato looked sleek, elegant, and very well-proportioned.

       "What are you doing?" Ayato asked, slightly frowning.

       "Can you move your hands? I want to see your chest," she said.

       Ayato blinked, slightly confused but not surprised. "Do you want to admire me now?" he asked.

       If Caiome had said no, Ayato would have caught her lie. Well, it couldn't exactly be called admiration, considering she was just curious, like when you look at a needle and wonder, "Hmm, what would it feel like to prick myself with it?" You wouldn't admire the needle in your finger.

       "Of course," she said. "You're Lord Kamisato. Not many girls have the chance to see you half-naked. Ooh," Caiome suddenly exclaimed, extending a finger towards him, and Ayato found it ridiculous how she looked lying on the floor and looking up at him. "Can you take your pants off too? Then I could boast to all the maids tomorrow that I could see your thighs and calves too. You're a mystery to me when it comes to this body of yours; I'm just trying to figure out how you got so good with a sword."

       Before Ayato could respond, a weak cough was heard from the other side of the screen, and both raised their eyebrows, with different expressions on their faces. Ayato seemed to say, "Seriously? Didn't you know we're not alone in the room?" while Caiome seemed to say, "Quick, take your pants off."

       Instead, Ayato shook his head. "Mitsuko, could you help Miss Caiome get up from the floor? I think she hit her head quite hard and has a concussion."

       "You're no fun at all," Caiome muttered, getting up on her own and looking at the servant who entered the room with a fairly large basin of warm water. "Is your master always this rigid?"

       Mitsuko simply went beyond the screen, left the basin of water to Ayato who thanked her, then turned to Caiome and, with her hands in front of her abdomen, made a bow. She then turned again towards an Ayato whom Caiome couldn't see anymore and began to make some hand signs.

       "No, thank you, Mitsuko. That will be all," he said, and Mitsuko made another bow to both him and Caiome before retreating.

       Shortly after, Ayato emerged from behind the screen in a very, very pale pink shirt and cotton pants.

       "Aww," said Caiome. "Aren't you adorable? Like a teddy bear."

       Ayato lifted his chin proudly. "They are very comfortable. Not that you would know how that feels," he threw her a glance and a smile that was somewhat superior, then headed to the bed, putting off all the candles except one on the nightstand opposite to where he sat, tucking his legs under the fluffy blanket. He took a book from the edge of his own nightstand, opened it, and began to read silently.

       Caiome tapped her foot, went to the other side, and sat on the bed.

       "What do you think you are doing?" Ayato asked.

       "I'm guarding you," she said.

       "Get out of my bed," he requested. "Those clothes are dusty and dirty, you have not bathed today, and you are sitting on my blanket."

       Caiome turned to him. "Very well, then. Where should I guard you from then? Heaven forbid, an assassin enters through the window and slits your throat."

       "You can admire my sleep from the chair where you were trying to admire me while I undressed, or better yet, admire me from outside. Just do not undress me while I am sleeping."

       "Don't flatter yourself," said Caiome. "I just wanted to study the lord who claims he only has time for 'political matters'," she mimicked with her fingers in the air. "Yet still finds time to train his body. You should thank the gods if that assassin isn't me."

       "Sure, you can try," he shrugged and closed the book, placing it back on the low nightstand.

       He didn't have a chance to read anything peacefully with Caiome around anyway, so he got comfortable under the blanket. He stretched his leg, pushing Caiome off the bed, and she had no choice but to stand up, but instead of sitting on the chair, she sat on the floor against the wall opposite the bed, and Ayato made no comment.

 

Chapter 26: Chapter 26 ~ The Maids and the Cookies

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Chapter 26 ~ The Maids and the Cookies

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       Ayato fell asleep fairly quickly with his back to the candle, and Caiome had no choice but to sit and look around the room. When she thought Ayato couldn't possibly wake up so easily anymore, she started going through all the stuff ine the room, examining them. She found novels, clothes, handwritten poetry notebooks, accessories, combs, a shoe cupboard, and so on. On a stand under the window was his sword placed in its sheath, shining clean, and Caiome wondered if Ayato was the one who cleans his sword, as she did, or if someone else did it for him. Mizuki never did, she had asked him before, but Caiome didn't see anyone else beside Ayato or anyone touching his sword.

       In one of the drawers of the corner table, she found a writing brush in a box with which Ayato transcribed that old poem when Caiome found him in the living room, alongside an old wakan, perfectly cleaned of ink. She put them back in place and then turned to the room. Was there really nothing about this man in this room from which she could learn the smallest detail about him? Apart from his Hydro Vision pulsing faintly on the nightstand, next to the novel, there was nothing else. And even that book didn't provide many details. It was a detective novel or something similar, short and not very intelligent. Three hours later, Caiome had already finished it and realized from the beginning who the criminal was. She wasn't an avid reader, but she would do anything out of boredom.

       She could really have slept. She looked for some linens, but of course, they were probably kept in a separate storeroom. She could go there to get them, but if she fell asleep, Caiome would miss the perfect opportunity for her plan.

       Three hours before dawn, Caiome opened the window and floated lightly to the top of the walls, looking from the darkness at the guards patrolling on the night shift. Then she jumped to the other side, outside the residence, beginning to massage her neck. She had stiffened from reading that cheap novel. She did a few squats to loosen up, and just as she was about to do the last one, standing on her toes, a figure suddenly approached her.

       Caiome jumped aside, drawing her sword and aiming it at the figure lying curled on the ground, only to realize that it was actually kneeling, and the shape of the body was very familiar. She sighed, gripping the sword tighter and putting it back in its sheath.

       "Koshi, what are you doing here? I could have killed you."

       The tall figure straightened up, and the face hidden behind a tenugui was emotionless. "I'm here to follow you, Miss Caiome."

       "Ugh," she said, putting her forehead in her palm. "Of course. On Ayato's orders, right?"

       Koshi just nodded. "Also, to escort you back into the courtyard."

       Caiome put her hands on her hips. "I refuse. I'm going to get the maids for Ayato to interrogate."

       She started to leave, but Koshi stood in front of her, extending his arm in front of her chest. Caiome gave him a nasty look, and Koshi looked down at her.

       "I apologize, miss, but on Lord Kamisato's orders, I cannot let you leave."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow. "Koshi, please tell me, what exactly was your Lord Kamisato's order?"

       "Make sure you're always following her and that she doesn't cause any trouble," was his answer.

       "Exactly," said Caiome. "He didn't tell you to keep me in the courtyard as much as possible; he told you not to let me cause any problems, and since I have to meet those maids anyway, I might as well bring them to him. Especially since I'm bored, but that doesn't matter."

       "Lord Kamisato requested to meet the maids tomorrow..."

       "It is tomorrow," said Caiome.

       "...outside their working hours, so that their disappearance doesn't seem suspicious."

       "You kidnap girls during daylight," said Caiome. "If someone looked for them at home or anywhere else, do you think it wouldn't be suspicious?" She sighed. "Let's go step by step. First of all, can you bring two girls in front of Ayato all by yourself?"

       "Not by myself, miss," said Koshi obediently, lowering his arm. "I'll have a few colleagues to help me."

       "Then think differently. Ayato mentioned outside their working hours, but that doesn't mean they would go home immediately after their shift ends. If they have plans to meet someone, but they won't make it to the meeting, and the friend in question goes and reports their disappearance to the authorities?"

       "The authorities don't record any disappearance that lasted less than twenty-four hours."

       "Yes, but it would still make someone suspicious," said Caiome quickly. "Besides, isn't it best to resolve this before the morning shift?"

       Koshi said nothing. Caiome grimaced a bit. Everyone's attitude had been strange lately. They wouldn't lose anything if they tried a different approach.

       "I think it's best, and we'll solve this before the morning shift," she said full of confidence.

       Koshi seemed to take a small step back, a very, very small one.

       "You have three options," Caiome said. "You can try to stop me, and we'll create a huge fuss around the residence; you can let me leave without following me, which would mean you disobeyed Ayato's order regarding me; or you can let me leave, follow and help me, and kill two birds with one stone."

       Caiome walked past him, and Koshi didn't try to stop her.

       The information about the maids was brought to Ayato last night by one of the Shuumatsuban members who was dressed in black, just like Koshi, and who left just as easily as Koshi did. Caiome was almost jealous of how the two could move so smoothly on their feet without needing a Vision. Caiome learned to do this first with the Vision, and then without it.

       The two maids Caiome noticed wearing ramad aleziam start their morning shift at exactly seven o'clock, and now it was four. They had enough time to bring them to the residence, Ayato to interrogate them, and then bring them back to the city to start their shift.

       "It would take us too long to get to the city and back, miss," Koshi said when Caiome stopped in front of the telepoint.

       "That's because you're not me," she gave him a smile, grabbed his arm, and then disappeared.

       Appearing at one of the telepoints in the middle of the city, Koshi wobbled slightly on his feet, leaning with one hand on the near fence.

       "Be careful," said Caiome, patting him lightly on the back, feeling even his shoulder blades and vertebrae. This man was really thin, probably one of the reasons he was an information gatherer, avoiding physical conflicts. "First time teleporting?"

       "No, miss," he said.

       "Then why do you look like you could vomit in the next second?"

       Although Caiome couldn't see his entire face, only his green eyes in the bright light of the telepoint, she could tell that Koshi was feeling a bit sick.

       "Health reasons," he said shortly, and Caiome shrugged.

       "One of their houses must be around here," she said.

       "Miss," Koshi said quickly, handing her some pieces of fabric.

       "What are these?" asked Caiome.

       "Tenugui and zukin," he said.

       A scarf to cover the face and a detachable hood to hide the features. Caiome hesitated for a second, then took both and placed them on her head and face, even though it probably went against the rules. Only the Shuumatsuban members had access to such equipment, but Koshi was probably just thinking about what was best: if someone saw them in the dark, they would need to cover their faces to avoid being recognized on the streets on ordinary days.

       Then Caiome thought... If they were supposed to hide from the maids, why would Ayato ask to see them face to face? She asked Koshi, and he immediately responded with a nod.

       "Lord Kamisato doesn't want to scare or cause problems for the maids in question," he said. "That's why he wanted the maids to be escorted to the residence during the daytime."

       "And what if the maids go to Lady Kashiro and tell her everything that happened? Wouldn't Lady Kashiro want to revange against him?"

       "Lord Kamisato is very careful about the silence of those interrogated," said Koshi.

       "Meaning he'll pay them?"

       "Yes," said Koshi very firmly, surprising Caiome.

       Who would reveal their lord's secrets to a stranger so easily?

       She sighed in the end. "I have a better idea," she said. "I'll take the maid from the city, you take the one from Komugi village, and we'll meet at the southwest telepoint. Take this," she handed him a little paper package. "It's a sleeping powder, it won't harm her, just numb her, so she won't feel when you take her out of bed."

       Koshi bowed his head, took the package, then disappeared into the deep night. Caiome stood for a few seconds, thoughtful, then quietly made her way to the maid's house. She found her sleeping, a young girl with rashes on her neck, took a pinch of powder from her own packet, and blew it towards her. Although nothing visibly happened, Caiome heard her heartbeat becoming more rhythmic and lighter. She picked her up and carried her to the telepoint, teleporting to Komugi village, a village near the city situated in a wide field where wheat was mainly cultivated, as its name suggested.

       A few minutes later, Koshi appeared near the telepoint with the sleeping maid in his arms. He laid her on the ground next to the other one, both leaning against a fallen tree trunk, and Caiome knelt in front of them, pulling out another package from the leather pouch at her waist. She took a pinch of powder and blew it towards the maids. Both woke up and started coughing, then realized they were outside. Caiome put her hand over their mouths to prevent them from screaming.

       "I won't hurt you," Caiome said quickly from behind the scarf. "I just want to talk." But her tone was no less threatening, as the maids began to struggle. "If you don't calm down, I'll tie you up," she threatened, but that didn't calm the two either.

       Koshi approached, kneeling beside Caiome and looking at the two maids.

       "We'll just ask you a few questions," he said very calmly, "then we'll personally take you back home. We don't have any weapons on us."

       Caiome had her sword at her hip, but she didn't say anything, because the maids were already starting to calm down, even though their eyes were still filled with fear. She finally took her hand off their mouths, but it seemed like she promised them she would leave them unconscious with powders if they were to scream. Anyway, no one would hear them from here.

       "Lately, you've been getting rashes on your neck and face, haven't you?" asked Caiome, and the maids looked at each other. "You don't have to hide it; I already know it is about Razmad aleizam."

       The girls still didn't say anything, and Caiome tilted her head slightly.

       "Let me tell you how we'll do this, ladies. As my colleague said, we won't hurt you... physically, but that doesn't mean I can't play with your social threads. I don't have much time. I already know the situation you're in; I just need evidence, and once I find it, you'll go down with Lady Kashiro if you refuse to answer my questions. And we all know that Lady Kashiro won't save anyone but herself and won't risk her skin for you, considering that for her, you're just rabbits to experiment with if she gave you that lethal powder. Furthermore," she stood up, crossing her arms over her chest, looking down with a dry expression in her eyes, even threatening, "if you refuse to help me, soon you'll be so intoxicated that there will be no turning back. I won't give you the medicine, and you'll die without anyone knowing why. Do you want that?"

       The maids seemed to freeze, not only out of fear but also confusion. Caiome studied them for a moment, then realized. These girls didn't know what ramad aleizam was.

       "Have you ever even heard of ramad aleizam?" she asked them.

       "No," murmured one of them, and Caiome had to pinch the bridge of her nose. She really didn't have time for this. Ayato usually woke up very early, and she still had to take these girls back home.

       "Ramad aleizam is a white powder made from the bones of corpses found in the desert. Exposed to very strong sunlight, it discolors amazingly, so a very white powder can be made from it that can be confused with face powder. It is extremely toxic, instant death if ingested and a very slow death if worn on the skin," she pointed to them. "Symptoms are, of course, irritation in the areas applied, then in random areas, productive and dry cough at the same time, chest pain, panic attacks, chills, and heart palpitations, just one step away from a heart attack leading to death."

       The maids widened their eyes.

       "Now you understand," said Caiome. "And I assume you got that powder from Lady Kashiro, but it seems you didn't know what it was."

       "Uh..." said one of them. "Three months ago, Lady Kashiro received a package of about five kilograms of makeup powder. She said it was more than she uses in a year and that it might expire by next year, so she gave each of us a half-kilogram package as a gift."

       "And you didn't ask any questions?" Caiome snapped slightly at him, and the girls huddled together, afraid that Caiome, frustrated by their stupidity, might strangle them. "You just accepted?"

       "It was a gift from Lady Kashiro, we didn't dare," said the other one, trembling.

       "And that's why you're both idiots. She gave you poison, I hope you understand that. You have the evidence on you. I want you to give me the packages you have," said Caiome. "Also, where does Lady Kashiro keep the powders?"

       "We... shouldn't..."

       "If you don't tell me, not only will you die, but Lady Kashiro will too, and if there's a chance you'll live, you'll get into even bigger trouble that will make you wish you were dead. Don't make me resort to harsher methods, I don't have the time or the patience, especially since I haven't slept at all tonight, alright?"

       "In her dressing room... bottom drawer... right..." said one of them.

       "Great," clapped Caiome, making the two of them jump. "Koshi, escort the young lady from Komugi village back home and don't forget the powder." He took the other one's hand. "I'll take her home. Do you need a ride?" she asked.

       "No, miss," said Koshi, taking the young servant's hand rather gently, probably causing jealousy to the other one for having to be stuck with the mean cop.

       "Then we'll see you at home," and they disappeared in a blue light.

       Caiome took the servant home, and the servant gave her the package. In exchange for the package, Caiome threw her a small bag of some sort of black berries.

       "I knew this would happen," she said to herself, putting the ramad aleziam package in her purse. "Take your friend tomorrow morning and go see a doctor. Eat one of these berries every morning and before you see the doctor, tell him to give you something strong for the flu and some tranquilizers. They're calf-breast. They reduce irritations and symptoms, and the treatment from there is very simple."

       "Uh... thank you," murmured the servant.

       "Yeah, yeah, whatever. I wouldn't have done this if I judged you by both of your stupidity, but since I work for a... benevolent man," she said rather disdainfully, "I guess I can't let you die or be caught with this illegal powder on you."

       Then she disappeared through the window, teleported, and met Koshi at the entrance to the mansion as dawn was beginning to break, and Koshi handed her the package of ramad aleizam.

       "Great," said Caiome, putting a hand on his shoulder, patting it twice. "And don't worry, I'll explain everything to Ayato."

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       "And you did all this behind my back?" Ayato said, standing on his cushion in his office, with his elbow resting on the table and his fingers on his temple.

       "You should thank me," said Caiome. "If those girls had been caught between the authorities and Lady Kashiro, and they knew who interrogated them, you would have been dragged along with the whole flock, and I don't think you would have liked that."

       Ayato didn't seem to be very pleased with the idea. Caiome just burst into his office, and when Ayato was about to say something about not finding her in his bedroom in the morning where she was supposed to be, Caiome just threw the packages of ramad aleizam in front of him and told him everything she had done, without hiding even the smallest detail. As if it wasn't important at all. And now Caiome was lying sprawled on the floor in front of him, looking very... relaxed, and that probably made Ayato even more frustrated.

      "You are aware that you have violated numerous orders I have given, right? First of all, you were supposed to stay by my side, but you left anyway. I specifically told you that you were not allowed to touch those girls, let alone interrogate them personally in my absence."

       "Come on, be serious," she complained. "It would have taken you the whole day to get something out of them. Besides, I've noticed something extraordinarily interesting throughout my life. People involved with people as important as you would rather be killed by bandits like me than answer to you. Your game of trust doesn't work on everyone. It didn't work last night when Koshi tried, and it never will. They're more afraid of a hard life than a quick death, believe me."

       Ayato was silent for a few seconds. "Koshi," he said, and Koshi appeared out of nowhere beside him, kneeling.

       "Yes, my lord."

       "In two days from now, send someone from the civilian disguise department to make an anonymous complaint to Lady Kashiro about a suspicious shipment, and make sure the investigation does not lead to the two interrogated maids."

       "Yes, my lord."

       He stood up, bowed to Ayato, then to Caiome, and disappeared.

       "Koshi and I make a very good team, actually," said Caiome. "I think you should make both of us your shadows and take care of... whatever you told him to do. We can be the good cop and the bad cop."

       Ayato turned to her, then gave her a smile. Then he started to laugh softly, and Caiome frowned in confusion.

       "I'm serious," she said.

       "So am I, Caiome," he said. "Two violations for your actions, which would mean a total of... five? Four more, and you can say goodbye to your Vision case. Although, I cannot necessarily complain, you do not fall below my expectations."

       "Why don't you appreciate how much I've helped you?" she exclaimed.

       "I do appreciate it," said Ayato, "that is why it's not three violations. And the problem is not that you have helped me, but that you interrogated those girls in the middle of the night after kidnapping them from their homes."

       Caiome stared at him for a long time, then scoffed, but the expression in her eyes was cold. "You still have no idea who you have around you, my little lord," she said, and her smile disappeared. "You told me before that at least I could kill for my own purpose, and you seemed very pleased with it. What's a kidnapping compared to killing someone? Furthermore," she raised her chin, leaving an elbow on the table. "I saved the girls. They didn't even know what ramad aleizam was or that they had such an illegal powder in their possession. Therefore, if you want someone as obedient as Koshi, then you shouldn't keep me around you."

       "And that is precisely why I could not let you be part of the Shuumatsuban," came the harsh response, "because you are not obedient."

       Caiome raised her eyebrows, crossed her arms over her chest, and leaned back in the farthest corner of the room to get some sleep.

       Ayato sighed. "What is this attitude now?"

       "I seem to be punished, my lord," she mumbled. "I'm not allowed to utter a word."

       She collapsed on the floor with the sword in her arms, crossing her arms over her chest and bowed her chin. A shiver made her tremble briefly, and suddenly she felt very warm, but also very cold. She raised a hand, putting her fingers on her throat, then on her cheek. Her chest tightened slightly, so she took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.

       Not again... not now...

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       Two days later, Koshi reported that Lady Kashiro was under investigation for smuggling illegal goods across the border and that she would most likely face the appropriate consequences. Neither of the two maids was involved, and Lady Kashiro did not mention anything about them, probably to avoid getting into even more trouble. However, as Ayato requested, they were involved enough to receive compensation, both for medication and for the danger they were exposed to. Lord Kashiro was devastated, but Caiome couldn't care less. Hinata Kashiro was his wife; how could he not notice that she was conducting illegal business?

       Anyway, perhaps that's how marriages in noble families were - you married for certain advantages, then each went on with their own life without much concern for the future. Not all marriages were worthy of being written about; most were mediocre. The exception was Ayato's parents, who were still favored by Caiome, even though she wasn't much of a fan of romance, or at least didn't dwell on it too much.

       "Thank you, Koshi," Ayato said, setting down his brush. "You can rest for the day."

       "Uh..." Koshi hesitated, looking from Ayato to Caiome, who was lying back on the floor with one leg over the other, gazing at the monotonous ceiling. "Are you sure, my lord?" he asked.

       "Of course it's fine," commented Caiome, closing her eyes. "He wants to keep me all day here, alone, so that I don't say 'You have Koshi nearby, what do you need me for?'."

       She felt tired, especially since she had to stay awake for Ayato the past two nights. And to prevent her from falling asleep on duty, Ayato came up with a brilliant idea: to have the night guards check on her from time to time, knocking on the bedroom door. And if Caiome didn't respond within five seconds, the guards had the right to report her. Caiome didn't want any more violations because she believed Ayato was capable of keeping his word when he said that at nine of them, she would lose her shell, and she couldn't risk another deal with him, especially if it didn't benefit her. And she already had about five violations.

       "You are getting smarter," Ayato commented, and Caiome shot him a dirty look from under her knee, making him chuckle a bit as he turned back to the papers in front of him. "And tell Thoma to come to me when he has time," he told Koshi.

       "Understood," Koshi said, then disappeared.

       Caiome returned to her dozing. Sitting with her hands behind her head and the sword beside her, she tried to sleep a bit. Staying awake the past two nights had indeed been a challenge, especially since she still felt warm, as if a fever was about to come, but it never did. It was always like this, every month, two at most, sometimes lasting a day or two, sometimes a whole week, and she just prayed for it to pass quickly, especially since now she had to stay by Ayato's side all day. Sleep was supposed to help her, along with a pill she constantly kept in the pouch tied to her waist. But she had already taken the pill, with no effect whatsoever, but if she took another one, there was a risk her heart would burst. And she didn't have the shell either...

       About twenty minutes passed when Caiome woke up from a sudden cough. She sat up, coughing into her fist a few times. Oh, this was bad.

       "Are you all right?" Ayato asked after a few seconds' pause, but his tone didn't show if he really cared or not.

       Caiome stretched back on the floor, curling up on her side, taking her sword into her arms and resting her forehead on it.

       "Yes," she said curtly. "Now let me sleep."

       She coughed lightly a few more times, then calmed down completely, but that didn't mean she was calm. She began to fidget, unable to find her place. Sleeping on the floor wasn't a challenge for her, considering she had slept in every possible place in this world, in all the necessary positions: on rocks, on the ground, in trees, on the beach in sand, on roots, on sharp rooftops, and even in poisonous plants, hiding from pursuers. And that room didn't help at all, being so full and suffocating. Everything was a mess, the shelves, the desk, even the tatami mattress.

       She tried to focus on anything else, but nothing in the office was interesting; everything was so static, there was nothing to look at, especially since she had been here for the past few days and already knew everything she needed to know at surface level. So she turned her attention to the only thing that was at least alive.

       Ayato wasn't looking at her; instead, he had an extraordinary calm on his face as he read and wrote. Caiome concentrated all her attention on studying him. It was a beautiful day outside, no wind at all, so the screen wasn't blocking the open window, letting in a pleasant light that surrounded him from behind, outlining his hair and body. His eyes had a dark shadow, but they also sparkled, and his hand moved gracefully across the page with impressive speed when he just made a signature. He wasn't wearing his coat, as it was quite warm in the office, but it was placed on a rack near the side wall. However, he wore his gloves, as if those papers represented some illness and he didn't want to touch them. He had an impassive expression, and he probably had many problems to solve, but he did it with extraordinary calm.

       And Caiome was feeling very agitated and needed to calm down, so she thought that looking at his peaceful face was a good idea, at least until she fell asleep. His lashes were long and elegant, outlining his eyes in a strong contrast. His lips were thin, but soft and pink, touching each other lightly without much effort, and the beauty mark was quite cute too. His cheekbones were sharp, beautifully defined, and his jaw, despite all the elegant features, was strong and well-defined. Even his ears were perfect, fitting into the landscape.

       Now she was starting to lose her mind.

       Eventually, Ayato slowly raised his gaze to her, feeling watched, displaying an almost childish smile.

       "Admiring me again?" he asked playfully.

       "Yes," came her whispered response, then she quickly cleared her throat, feeling another cough coming up. "I'm bored," she said. "I can't sleep."

       "In that case," Ayato said, gathering some files, brush, and inkstone, "how about we continue our activities outside? Some fresh air would do us both good."

       Yes, please, Caiome thought to herself, getting up. Ayato took the papers and handed them to her, briefly touching her hands, then placed the writing brush and inkstone over them.

       "You can carry these for me," he said, then put on his coat, turned his back, and left the office.

       Caiome muttered a few curses, then followed, feeling the clean air starting to invigorate her body. Usually, fresh air and wind were a remedy that had some effect on her. But it had never worked better than the pill... Maybe it would change her mood though.

       Caiome yawned, and Ayato glanced at her briefly from the corner of his eye. Caiome was sluggish and lacked energy, but she couldn't sleep and snore lightly as she did when she thought Ayato didn't know she was actually sleeping when she should have been paying attention to her job. Maybe if he took her outside, it would wake her up better. And it was amusing how she walked with her back hunched, dragging her legs, or how her cheeks suddenly turned red, as did her ears, and her hair was ruffled.

       "I noticed you have a new jacket," he said at one point, when they were almost in the living room.

       "It's very cute, isn't it?" she said, blinking frequently and trying to distract herself from her soft legs. "A gift," she boasted.

       "From whom?" Ayato asked, slowing down, walking shoulder to shoulder with her.

       "A secret admirer," she batted her lashes, seeming proud.

       "Oh?" Ayato said. "Any idea who your secret admirer might be?"

       "The fun is in the mystery," she replied. "Probably the same secret admirer who brings me cookies every evening," she shrugged, but with a big smile on her face.

       Well, that was good, she thought. If she could distract herself with some conversation, it would be better.

       Ayato looked at her questioningly for a few seconds, then resumed his smile. "Cookies," he said. "I am more of a person who enjoys fruit tarts."

       "No wonder," commented Caiome. "Cookies are for normal people, like us."

       "For normal people," said Ayato.

       "For people who are not afraid to get chocolate on their hands or have crumbs falling from their mouths and lick their fingers after finishing eating."

      "When did I ever say that I am afraid to get my hands dirty?"

       Caiome looked at him with raised eyebrows, then at his gloves, then back at him. "Are you kidding me?" she asked, and Ayato instantly understood what she was referring to.

       "I wear gloves to complete my attire," came his response, adopting a rather proud stance, worthy of a lord.

       "Even while indoors?"

       "You never know who might request an audience with me, and I must always be presentable."

       "Have you ever thought of a visiting schedule?" mumbled Caiome. "That way, you'll know for sure that after a certain time, no one will disturb you, and you can relax and do all these things wherever you want," she said, gesturing towards the pile of files she was carrying. "That's what I would do."

       "Ah, you see, that is the thing," said Ayato, stopping in place and turning towards her. Implicitly, Caiome did the same, meeting his gaze. "That is what you would do."

       "Because it seems like the best option," she shrugged.

       "An option that, unfortunately, I cannot afford. Problems do not wait for anyone. Although, if it is your opinion, you could keep it to yourself, so why are you telling me?"

       "Hmph," Caiome scoffed, straightening her back. "This isn't about you, it's about me," she said. "I hate seeing people as stupid as you and so altruistic. It makes me sick. That's all. Moreover, when you were writing in the living room with that old brush, you weren't wearing gloves."

       "It was late," he said. "There wouldn't have been anyone to visit me at that hour."

       "Ayato, I stayed with you in the office until past midnight the other day, and you didn't take off your gloves. And we were in a relatively private room, but in the living room, you were very relaxed without gloves."

       "Do you have to question everything I say?" said Ayato.

       "Hmm," Caiome hummed just to tease him. "Why wouldn't I question everything you say? Do you have something to hide?"

       "Don't you?"

       "This isn't about me right no~ow," she sang.

       Ayato hesitated for a few seconds. "I just like to feel the wood of the brush sometimes, that is all. It's not about political requests. Satisfied?"

       "Was that so hard? Sometimes you make a secret out of such simple things," she muttered.

       Eventually, Caiome turned on her heels and walked ahead, with Ayato following her. She exited the mansion before him, opening the doors, and Ayato sarcastically thanked her, making Caiome curse at him a few more times. She wanted to go outside faster, not to open the door for him!

       They both headed towards the central terrace, among servants and guards who respectfully greeted them with a bow, where Ayato sat on a cushion at the table, and Caiome sat on the floor next to it, leaving the files beside her and the brush and inkstone on the small table, considering it wasn't as large as his office desk. She rested her elbow on the table and leaned her head on her fist, taking a deep breath. Even though there was no wind, the fresh air helped calm her thoughts. Maybe now she could catch a nap.

       "So," Ayato began, reaching out for Caiome to hand him one of the files, "the cookies."

       Caiome felt like strangling him, but she took the file and threw it in front of him on the table "I wonder if you've ever eaten one," she mumbled, closing her eyes. "I think you should stick to your fruit tarts, Your Highness, they suit your image better with those suffocating gloves."

       "This, indeed, might be true," came his response lightly.

       Caiome remained silent for a few seconds, then opened her eyes and looked at Ayato through her lashes. And then the idea hit her like a brick in the head.

       Everything this man did was for his image. The way he stood, even alone in a room, the way he walked, the way he talked, and the way he looked at someone and smiled was all for the image of Lord Kamisato. He wrote with atrocious elegance, had gentle gestures, no sudden movements, soft touches, barely felt. He had equally elegant nightwear, and even while lying in bed, reading a novel, he was still Lord Kamisato. Even how he ate and what he ate was how and what Lord Kamisato would eat, and his approaches to all problems or situations were those of Lord Kamisato. Even the hand-kissing gesture from the banquet day wasn't his kiss, but Lord Kamisato's kiss. It weren't his lips or his hand holding hers, but Lord Kamisato's. In short, Ayato was just an illusion of what he was supposed to be in society. The man didn't even eat cookies, afraid of appearing in any way vulgar.

       Caiome tilted her head, looking at him deeper in the eyes, as if trying to find something hidden. Perhaps that was the answer to all her problems. If she could find Lord Kamisato in Ayato or vice versa, she would find a way out. She had to study him more closely, pay more attention to him.

       She didn't realize she had moved closer to him when Ayato turned his gaze towards her, ready to ask her something.

       But he stopped with the writing brush above the pages when they both caught each other's gaze. Caiome suddenly felt as if she had been caught, again, by Ayato when she was trying to steal something. And in his eyes, nothing distinct could be seen, just surprise, considering how close Caiome had approached him. Not close enough to be any danger of... whatever anyone might have thought who watched them, but Caiome didn't know if she had ever stood so close to him before... except for the moments when they fought, where she almost hit him in the mouth with her head.

       Ayato slightly parted his lips. "Do you need anything?" he asked softly.

       "No," Caiome said quickly. "You just had something on... your eyelashes," was the first thing that came to her mind.

       Ayato blinked, then smiled. "I see," he said. He leaned towards her, closing his eyes. "Would you like to take it off for me?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. She could just turn her back, but if she did that, Ayato would realize she lied, and she couldn't bear to be humiliated by him with that. So she reached out, caught a few lashes between her fingers, and pulled gently. But she couldn't help but notice his fair skin, which seemed to glow. This man had cleaner skin than a woman under beauty treatments.

       So, of course, she couldn't help but poke him in the cheek with her finger, just to feel the skin under her fingertip, which made Ayato widen his eyes in surprise again.

       "Seriously, I don't understand," said Caiome, poking him again in the cheek. "I don't want to boost your ego, so don't you dare puff up, but how can you look like this? Your entire bloodline looks as if it's descended from gods, you have a fairly attractive body, you're rich, and, even though you're unbearable and boring to me, probably another girl would find your status and... Lord Kamisato's habits very suitable for a luxurious life. How come you're not married yet? Look at your skin, it's like a baby's bottom."

       Ayato slightly parted his lips, frowning a bit. "You are very straightforward, aren't you?" he said.

       "I don't like to waste time," she said, withdrawing her hand, crossing her arms across the width of the table. "I'm surprised you're still single. Usually, attractive men always have a girlfriend."

       Ayato turned back to his file. "For now, my responsibilities do not lean towards a relationship, let alone marriage. It is a complicated matter that needs to be studied from all angles, and about which I could never afford any imperfection."

       "In short," said Caiome, "your marriage must meet the requirements of your status. Right? And not just regarding the Yashiro Commission. I had a little chat with Ayaka. You need to find someone who can coordinate the Shuumatsuban in your absence, right?" She patted him on the shoulder, causing Ayato to move the tip of his brush on the paper, and his signature to be shaky. "I wish you good luck then."

       Caiome took her hand off his shoulder, turning to Thoma, who had just climbed the terrace stairs.

       "You wanted to see me, my lord?" he asked.

       Ayato looked at Caiome for another second, then turned to Thoma. "Yes," he said, taking a large envelope from the stack of files and handing it to Thoma, who immediately took it. Caiome smiled, waving her fingers in farewell. "Please take this to Yae Publishing House for me."

       "Of course, my lord."

       Thoma turned on his heel, ready to descend the terrace stairs and head into the city, but Ayato stopped him with a few words that completely ruined Thoma's day.

       "And take Caiome with you."

       Both Thoma and Caiome turned suddenly towards him, while Ayato quickly wrote something on a small piece of paper. Caiome couldn't see the small text even when Ayato blew over the ink to dry it, then folded the paper and handed it to Thoma.

       "I'm quite sure I can handle this on my own, my lord. I don't need company," Thoma said, taking the piece of paper from Ayato's fingers.

       "I am just afraid you will feel lonely on the road," Ayato said with a smile that seemed to mean more like "listen to my orders and don't question me."

       Caiome quickly jumped to her feet, patting Thoma on the shoulder, who tensed under her touch, glaring at her. "Come on, don't be like that. We'll have fun together."

       "If I had a choice, I'd prefer not to have any kind of fun for a lifetime than with you," Thoma told her.

       "If I had a choice," Caiome said quietly, "I'd prefer to cut my own throat than to go with you into the city again, but I need to stretch my legs."

       "You—"

       "Enough, children, stop arguing," Ayato said, causing Thoma to swallow his words.

       "But last time—"

       "Caiome will refrain from stealing this time," Ayato said as if he could guarantee for Caiome's supposed proper behavior. "Lady Yae is waiting," he said more for Thoma, who had to give up resisting regarding Caiome.

       He turned on his heel, heading towards the exit, and Caiome followed him with skipping steps. She descended the terrace stairs, throwing a single glance back at an Ayato who had already returned to work.

       "Are you coming or what?" Thoma shouted at her, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

       "There are rabid dogs chasing you to the city?" she mumbled.

 

Chapter 27: Chapter 27 ~ The Shopping Session and the Ninja Dog

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Chapter 27 ~ The Shopping Session and the Ninja Dog

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       They teleported in the middle of the city, and Thoma hurried her to the bookstore Ayaka had stayed at some time ago, buying a few novels. Thoma started talking to the shopkeeper, while Caiome looked at some of the novels, especially the crime ones, considering she read one of Ayato's a few nights ago. Not that she had any interest in buying it, or even stealing it, but Ayato really needed to read something more interesting, considering he wanted to maintain this image of the Lord so much.

       "Don't you dare," Thoma said when the shopkeeper disappeared for a short while, and Caiome put the book down, rolling her eyes.

       "Joke's on you, I wasn't even thinking about it. Do you think I don't know you'd run to Ayato like last time? And yet," she grabbed the jacket, spinning around on the street, "look what I got."

       "I still don't know how you got that," Thoma said, frowning his green eyes at her.

       "And you'll never find out," she winked.

       Although she was pretty sure Ayaka had told Thoma about the mysterious appearance of the jacket, Thoma didn't have the energy to comment back or start arguing with her in front of the store. Anyway, the shopkeeper came back with another package, still an envelope with impressive calligraphy on it, which made Caiome pout. Why could others write so beautifully with a brush, and she couldn't even hold it properly?

       Caiome turned away, starting to inspect the nearby shops. Although she had done it many times before, she still couldn't help but look around. And anyway, anything was better than standing next to Thoma doing nothing or enduring his voice.

       Passing by an accessories store, a pair of black leather gloves caught her eye. She took them in her hand, and they seemed to fit her hand well, but at the same time very tight. She tried them on and discovered that the leather was actually quite elastic, made of very good quality, still tight on her hand as if it were a double layer of skin, as if the material stuck to her hand.

       She took them off and put them back on the table, although the shopkeeper caught her curiosity. Caiome raised her chin and headed towards a modern clothing and accessories store. She ran her hand over some blouses and t-shirts, some jackets and pairs of pants and high boots with short heels or flat soles. In one corner were leather bracelets, belts, cuffs and gloves, but they didn't have the same superior quality as those from the accessories store.

       Caiome felt Thoma approaching her as she fluttered her fingers over the belts. It would have been good to take a belt, considering the one she was wearing was of fake leather and was about to break anyway.

       "No, I won't steal anything," she muttered so that the middle-aged shopkeeper wouldn't hear her.

       Thoma sighed, still having an unusual expression on his face, like when Ayato told him to take Caiome with him. And Caiome was still trying to find out the reason behind his decision, because Ayato wasn't the type of person to do something without a reason, that was clear even to her, let alone to Thoma. But it seemed that he didn't know anything either, so Caiome decided to go with the flow and see where it leads.

       "What are you looking at?" he asked.

       "A belt," she said thoughtfully.

       "Take it," he said after a few seconds of silence, and Caiome looked at him as if a god had descended in front of her.

       "What?"

       "I said take it. I'll buy it for you. And you can pick out some clothes from here. Everyone noticed that you don't have many clothes, even Lady Ayaka, so it's good to change them from time to time."

       Caiome frowned and put her hands on her chest. "Okay, what's the catch?"

       "What catch?"

       "You? Offering to buy me something? There must be something behind all this, because I don't think you'd do it out of the kindness of your heart. You've had a problem with me since I got here, and even twenty minutes ago. I don't think you've had a change of heart just like that, so tell me what you're getting out of all this?"

       "If you really want to know," he said, crossing his arms over his chest, "I just feel sorry for you and your appearance. Now you work for Lord Kamisato, you're his bodyguard, you'll have to accompany him to a lot of meetings with officials, so you have to be somewhat presentable. And since you don't have money, I'll make this sacrifice for the Kamisato family's reputation. Nothing more."

       Caiome looked at him skeptically for a few seconds. "Aren't you the most loyal one in Teyvat? Or do you spend your money on the well-being of a thief?"

       "As I said," Thoma retorted, "I'm not doing it for you. Do you want it or not?" he pointed to the belt.

       Caiome weighed the situation. She would still come out on top, whether Thoma had something planned or not. And even if he did, Caiome was confident in her own abilities to get out of a problematic situation.

       "Without anything in return?" she said.

       "Just behave accordingly when necessary."

       "Fine," she said and took the belt.

       Then she spun around the store, and in less than a few minutes she had already chosen at least four blouses, five t-shirts, three tank tops, three pairs of pants, and a pajamas, all in dark colors of black and gray. Then Thoma took her to a shoe store where she got two pairs of high boots, one with heels, one without heels, and two pairs of short boots, with and without heels. She also got two belts and a new belt to hold the sword sheath and a scarf she tied around her neck.

       Although she didn't feel as bad as before, the chills still wouldn't leave her alone, so she had to cover up. She grabbed another jacket and a coat, more prompted by Thoma, saying it would be for winter, considering she would spend some time in Lord Kamisato's service. Then he also picked a pair of boots with fur on the inside and a pair of leather gloves for her, all at Caiome's request, in dark colors.

       But of course, it wasn't easy, considering Thoma made a bunch of comments about her clothing style. As if he dressed more festively or elegantly, thought Caiome.

       "Ugh," Caiome said, slumping onto a nearby stone bench, half-covered by paper bags and packages. She carried the clothes, while Thoma carried the footwear. "What a tough shopping day. Is this how it feels every time Ayaka comes to the city?" she asked.

       "Lady Ayaka orders everything, and the products are delivered to the residence."

       "Of course," muttered Caiome. "I'm hungry. Will you get me something to eat since we're already here?" she asked Thoma.

       "Buying you food doesn't contribute to your image. Besides, it's lunchtime, and we can get back to the residence in a few moments; you don't need to eat anything here."

       Caiome grimaced. "I thought that's usually what happens when people go shopping."

       "We didn't go shopping; we're just fulfilling our duty to the Kamisato family," Thoma said.

       "You're fulfilling it," said Caiome. "I'm just buying clothes. Or rather, you're buying them for me. But since we're already here, let's get some onigiri," she stood up with the bags behind her. "Or if you don't feel like moving from here, give me some money, and I'll buy them for you."

       "I'm not giving you any money," Thoma said.

       "Fine," she said. "Then I'll tell Ayato that you offered as a gentleman to do all this for me, but then you refused to buy me a small onigiri triangle, leaving me to starve and feel weak so I wouldn't be able to work."

       "And do you really think Lord Kamisato will believe you?" Thoma said, getting up from the bench.

       "Maybe not, but we've already been delayed for over almost two hours to get back to the residence because you suggested buying all of this. Besides, it's already lunchtime, which means we're late for lunch, so you've denied me the right to eat," Caiome retorted.

       Thoma sighed. "Fine, onigiri and that's it. You can eat more back at the residence if you want."

       Caiome nodded, and Thoma headed to the first food stand he found. He stood in line, and Caiome already thought she would be standing there for a while and certainly didn't intend to stay with him. Instead, she started playing with the ten coins she took from Thoma's pocket. Seriously, this guy wasn't paying attention at all when he needed to.

       She turned on her heel and headed towards a grilled meat stand, where she bought a portion, starting to chew, walking on the stone stairs in front of the tree at the city's entrance. She suddenly heard a slight whimper, and when she raised her head, Caiome saw a huge dog walking in front of the cherry tree, wagging its tail, slightly agitated. What was even stranger about this dog was that, besides its enormous stature compared to an ordinary dog... it was wearing clothes. And a bandana over its ears.

       Caiome descended the stairs, and the dog sat down when she reached it. It had moist, dark eyes, panting with its tongue out, and seemed to have no intention of moving away from the tree. Caiome placed the bags on the ground, tore off a piece of meat, and offered it to the dog. It sniffed it, licked it, and ate it eagerly, so Caiome tore off another piece. The dog happily chewed it, seeming to have a smile on its face. When it ate the third piece, Caiome managed to put her hand on its head, stroking it between its ears. The dog approached her, sniffed her, then began to lick her face.

       "Hey, hold on a sec," Caiome said before being knocked down, and the dog climbed on her shoulders, licking her ear. She had no choice but to hold the dog's body in her arms, starting to stroke its fluffy fur, and the dog finally stole a piece of meat, munching it in her lap.

       Caiome shook her head, petting the dog. "My intention was to feed you, not to be assaulted," she muttered to the dog, which let out a loud bark after eating, wagging its tail.

       Suddenly, the dog flew out of her lap, passing by her, and barking. Caiome turned to see Thoma laughing towards the dog, leaving the paper bags on the ground, starting to stroke the dog's head, to take its sharp face in his hands and to squeeze it.

       "I didn't forget about you, buddy, don't worry," he said and took a food package from his bag, placing it on a tray near the tree. The dog immediately started eating, occasionally licking Thoma's hands as he knelt beside him.

       "What's with this dog?" Caiome asked softly.

       "He's a ninja," Thoma said in a surprisingly calm tone, in a way he never spoke to Caiome, not even on the first day they met. There was something quite sad in his tone.

       "Shuumatsuban?" Caiome asked. "I read that members of the Shuumatsuban, those who can understand the language of animals, by their choice, can have an animal as a partner, a bird, a cat, or something similar, but dogs are most preferred, considering they learn the fastest."

       Thoma nodded. "Mostly, the survival rate of the Shuumatsuban's animals is higher than that of the members, so it often happens that animals are left without partners. Most are chosen by another, but some, like Inu Shoushou here, prefer to retreat and wait for their master."

       "Hmm," Caiome said. "Is his master... dead?"

       She approached the dog, starting to stroke it between its ears, while Thoma petted its snout.

       "He's been waiting for a very, very long time, but he doesn't seem to give up," he said.

       "Isn't that the loyalty you speak so highly of?" murmured Caiome.

       Now that his master was mentioned, the dog seemed to have a sad look in its eyes. It looked at Caiome once more, then tapped her hand with its paw, then turned around and disappeared behind the tree, then towards the beach. The two finally stood up.

       "I'm still surprised he accepted you so easily around him," Thoma said instead, picking up the paper bags from the ground, and Caiome did the same. "He's usually wary of other people he doesn't recognize as Shuumatsuban members."

       "What can I say," she shrugged. "I'm an animal friend; they all adore me, Shuumatsuban member or not."

       "Or just because you fed him."

       "He was looking at me," she pouted like a child. "I like animals more than people anyway. Plus, it seems he has a conscience, even though I find it stupid."

       Thoma suddenly looked at her. "Stupid?"

       Caiome started walking, leaving Thoma to follow her to the nearby telepoint. "This supreme loyalty you speak of is stupid. To depend so much on someone and wait for a long time, even though you know they couldn't possibly come back. Or to throw money at a criminal just for the image of a family, like you."

       "So, you think it would have been better not to buy you anything? That it was stupid of me?"

       "Of course," said Caiome. "Even if you do it for me or someone else, it's just stupid. To spend so much money on the clothes of a thief you don't even like. And your Lord Kamisato is the stupidest of all, holding onto me like he does. I don't even know what I did to make him so determined to keep my case."

       "It's a punishment," said Thoma.

       "And yet, here you are, buying me clothes."

       "Because sooner or later, you might end up stealing them yourself, and I prefer not to let that happen."

       Caiome glanced at him from the corner of her eye, then turned back to the road, reaching the telepoint. "Whatever," she muttered.

       But her demeanor seemed to change as soon as she stepped through the residence gate. Ayato wasn't on the terrace anymore, so there was only one place she could find him. Ayato looked up instantly as Caiome burst in, slamming the doors of the office and throwing the bags in front of him, on the floor, almost knocking over the wakan that still had ink in it.

       "Look what Thoma got me," she said energetically, starting to pull all the clothes out of the bags and packages, while Thoma barely managed to keep up with her to Lord Kamisato's office. "You have no idea how shocked I was when he said he wanted to buy me something. 'For the image and reputation of the Kamisato family,' he told me. Look at this, and this, and who would have thought I could find pants like these in an Inazuma city? It seems you've really broadened your horizons when it comes to culture. Oh, let me show you the boots."

       And so, Ayato's usually paper-strewn office was now strewn with clothes, boxes, and bags everywhere, covering the entire floor, and Caiome couldn't find anything. Luckily, Thoma was there to make sure everything was put back in place, considering they were still items bought with someone else's money.

       "You really are very reckless," Thoma commented at one point.

       "Thoma, where did you put my belt? I wanted to see how it looks with this blouse."

       "Don't change your clothes here," he said quickly, even though Caiome didn't intend to undress in front of them.

       "Don't be such a child," she said, then found the coat and put it on, twirling in front of Ayato. "How's this? It was the last one in stock. Oh, wait till you see the leather gloves. I think you'd like a pair too. They're not very... you," she twisted her hand towards him, "but they would be good for your training when you have time. They don't let the sword slip."

       Caiome put on the gloves, fluttering her fingers towards him.

       And Ayato just sat and watched. The ink on the brush had already begun to dry, the papers on the desk had long been abandoned under the accessory bags, and he even took the liberty of resting his elbow on the table, covering his little smile behind the fingers spread in front of his lips.

       The last two hours had been spent in total monotony, in a stifling silence Ayato was beginning to grow unaccustomed to, because there always had to be something happening in the residence, whether it was large-scale conflicts or just a few rumors and gossip heard in the hallways from the maids. And now the whirlwind had returned home, throwing up pieces of paper, boots, and shirts, kicking all the packages strewn across the floor. It was actually quite amusing to see her twirling in the middle of the office, constantly bickering with Thoma, crumpling up pieces of paper and throwing them at him, hitting him on the head or hands, laughing, while Thoma gathered all her things.

       Finally, Thoma managed to put all the clothes and shoes back into the bags, placing them at the entrance to the office, except for the coat and gloves Caiome was wearing.

       "There," Thoma said, sighing. "Either take them to your room, or never touch them again," he told Caiome.

       "Still, I can't believe you spent so much money on me. And not because they're for me, but because it was quite a large sum."

       "Don't worry about it," Thoma said. "My salary allows for it. You can still repay me by behaving properly from now on."

       "It depends on the situation," shrugged Caiome, and Thoma gave her a sour look, but said nothing. "But if you can afford it, it means you have a nice salary. Hey, why don't you pay me a salary?" she turned to Ayato who straightened up suddenly as if waking up from a dream.

       "Hm?" he said.

       "I'm not a servant anymore, I put my life in danger here being your bodyguard, shouldn't you pay me a salary or at least a bonus? You're rich, you have money to spare. And maybe I have needs that require money."

       Ayato opened a file, pretending not to hear anything.

       Caiome, on the other hand, took the file from him. "Oh, no," she said. "You won't ignore me this time."

       "There are no needs that the Kamisato Estate cannot fulfill for you. You have a place to sleep and food, a place where you can bathe and change clothes, and you get all of this for free. You can consider that your salary."

       "All the employees here get that besides their salary," she said indignantly. "And compared to servants, I have to endure certain dangers. What if I die trying to save you? It should be worth it."

       "As I said, there are no needs that the residence cannot fulfill for you."

       "Yes, there are," she said quickly.

       "Such as?" he smiled charmingly at her.

       "Well..."

       Damn it, she really got everything she needed in terms of food, which was delicious; the room was somewhat mediocre, but she couldn't complain, especially now that she was supposed to stay awake at night to guard Ayato from possible imaginary assassins; she could stay outside and she could stay inside, she was allowed to go anywhere in the house and if she needed peace and quiet she could retreat to the funeral room, considering that every time Ayato caught her there, he never kicked her out. And now Thoma was buying her all these clothes that were not only her style, but also of good quality.

       "Feminine problems," she said suddenly.

       "Feminine problems," Ayato repeated, ready to catch Caiome off guard.

       "What if I get a pimple on my face and want to cover it up? I don't have makeup to do that, and Thoma just said I need to look presentable for any of your guests."

       "You've had a pimple on your face before, everyone saw it, and you didn't care," Ayato said. "I doubt you care now."

       "Maybe I need a new sheath for my sword."

       "Which you can ask Captain Hirotatsu for, and if there isn't one in the armory, you can order one in the name of the Kamisato family, since, as I have provided you with many things so far, I need to provide you with appropriate equipment as well to do your job right. Especially if it needs repairing or replacement."

       "Underwear," she said.

       "Ayaka can help you with that or any other maid."

       "Pads."

       "You have been here for over two months, where have you been getting them from until now?" Ayato asked, making Caiome suddenly feel stupid.

       "That's none of your business," she said quickly.

       "Then it is none of my business where you get them from now on."

       "But what if I steal them? You have to take responsibility just like me, right?"

       "Well, if that' is what bothers you, when you need pads, you can let me know."

       Caiome tapped her foot frustratedly, because this man didn't get nervous over anything, and Ayato smiled broadly, knowing he had just won the battle. "You're getting on my nerves."

       "Likewise."

       Caiome started coughing a few times. "See? You're giving me an allergy."

       Ayato, on the other hand, just frowned curiosily, looking and studying her, while Caiome coughed a few more times into the glove-covered palm. When the coughing stopped, Caiome looked for just a millisecond at her hand, seeing a few drops of blood covering the leather material.

       "Anyway," she said quickly, clenching her fist and leaving it by her side, "I'll go put away my clothes and have the two hours of break you owe me," she threw at Ayato.

       She turned on her heels, gathering all the bags before Thoma could even grab one of them, then left the office. The bags started to feel heavy, and her lungs began to suffocate. Caiome didn't know how she managed to avoid all the servants, hiding behind the corners of the halls and behind cupboards, until she reached her small storeroom. She pushed open the door, letting the bags fall to her feet, and the next thing Caiome saw was the floor rapidly approaching her.

       She fell to her knees, starting to cough forcefully. Her body suddenly felt much hotter, sweat began to pour down her forehead, and her chest began to tighten, feeling arrows passing through her lungs, struggling to breathe. She crawled to the edge of the bed, clutching the thin mattress with her fingers, trying to get up, but the sudden cough that hit her again made her hunch over, clutching her chest.

       She tried to calm down, but felt something blocking her throat. She knew what was coming, so she let her head hang down. When she coughed again, she spat blood on her worn-out pants. Luckily, the blood didn't reach the hem of the coat she immediately took off, as well as the gloves, throwing them all into the other corner of the room.

       Her skin burned, her lungs wouldn't let her breathe, and she didn't have that stupid shell with her. She took the pouch from her waist, searching for one of the white pills and only bit off half of it. Either she was going to die on the floor of the room, or she was going to stop spitting blood, one of the two. She dragged herself to bed alone, lying down, holding onto the pillow and mattress at the same time, trying to breathe.

       She had overcome worse, she told herself to encourage herself. In the last ten years, she had gone through tougher moments regarding her pains. And even if the pill didn't work, she had the Vision shell. But now... she didn't have it anymore, and going to Ayato and asking for it back was out of the question because she would have to give him a reason. And Caiome didn't want to tell him the reason.

       Her heart began to beat harder, and the pain intensified, a sign that the pill was taking effect... whether it was good or bad, she still didn't know. She held onto her chest, whimpering softly. It was still daylight, and anyone could pass by the door or the window. She couldn't risk being heard and reported to Ayato.

       She fell asleep twenty minutes later, when her heart began to calm down. Good. With a little luck, she would get through the worst of it that afternoon, and then she just had to bring down the fever. She would have tried the onion method, but she couldn't leave Ayato's bedroom for too long, and the room would have smelled terrible. And since she doubted she could find sage in the kitchen, a cinnamon or ginger tea should do the trick.

 

Chapter 28: Chapter 28 ~ The Little Mouse and the Thief's Power

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Chapter 28 ~ The Little Mouse and the Thief's Power

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       Caiome was awakened by some knocks on the door. Groggily, she half-rose from the bed, feeling her bones rubbing against each other, and a pain in her neck hit her instantly, as if she had slept awkwardly for two nights in a row. She groaned once more, hearing the insistent knocks on the door and cursing whoever was on the other side. It certainly couldn't be Thoma, because he would have barged directly into the room, Ayaka didn't come around here, Mizuki probably had things to do, and anyone else had no business with her.

       She got out of bed and opened the door, but no one was there. She closed the door again, then turned back to the bed, thinking of sleeping a little more, but she stubbed her toe on the cabinet next to it, and a clink caught her attention. On the nightstand was a plate of the usual cookies, but they smelled slightly different, a bit bitter.

       Caiome took one, smelled it, and then took a bite. It was still sweet, but there was also a hint of bitterness, but it wasn't bad. She ate the whole cookie, then realized that her benefactor was the one who knocked on the door and then ran off.

       She suddenly realized that she had fallen asleep, so she quickly opened the window. Good. It was still noon, which meant she hadn't been late to return to Ayato's office. Then she stopped and thought. If the cookie bearer had only wanted to bring her the cookies to eat when she woke up, they wouldn't have knocked on the door, which probably meant they wanted to wake her up. So she made a plan.

       She stood quietly by the door for several minutes, ten, fifteen, until twenty minutes passed. She surely had time before Ayato called her back, if he didn't send anyone after her. Then the knocks on the door were heard again.

       Caiome quickly opened the door, only for the little blond girl to be scared, turn around, and run off. Caiome quickly grabbed her by the collar, gently pulling her back.

       "So you're the little mouse," said Caiome, holding her by the clothes, by the short pink shirt, cinched at the waist with a belt embroidered with flowers, under which she had pants. "Where do you think you're running off to so fast?"

       "P-please let me go," said the girl.

       Caiome did let her go, only to trip her, and the girl fell to the floor, hitting her chin on the ground. Caiome crouched in front of her, while the girl got up on her knees, looking down, hiding her brown eyes.

       "You've been following me for a while now," Caiome began. "And I suspect the cookies are also from you, right?"

       The girl didn't respond, and Caiome sighed, relaxing her facial expression, as it seemed that this was what made everyone misunderstand her. She sat on the floor, scratching herself. "I won't do anything to you," she finally said. "I just want to know why you keep following me without speaking to me and bringing me cookies."

       The girl began to twiddle her fingers and squirm. She didn't even intend to check her red chin or even sniffle from the fall, which wasn't an easy one, but otherwise Caiome had no way to calm her down.

       "Let's start over," said Caiome, then reached out to her. "My name is Caiome. What's yours?"

       "Himawari," she mumbled.

       "We're off to a good start," said Caiome. "What are you doing here?"

       Himawari squirmed again. "You have a two-hour break, right? I thought you would get scolded by Lord Kamisato, so I wanted to wake you up."

       "By knocking on my door and running off?" Caiome said, and Himawari seemed to retreat. "Alright, alright, sorry. I've seen you following me around the estate more than once."

       "It's just that..." she said softly, "I heard there's a thief in the residence... so I wanted to study you better."

       "And the cookies?"

       "You seemed very sad every time I saw you, so I thought if I brought you some sweets, it would make you feel better. You seemed to like it, so I brought it a few times..."

       "You bring them every evening. Where do you get them from?"

       "Uhm... I make them in the kitchen with Mr. Daiki."

       "You make them?" Caiome said surprised, and Himawari slowly nodded. "So you follow me and bring me cookies, but you don't even want to look me in the eye. I call that espionage and attempted assassination. What if you put poison in the cookies?" she threw her a smile.

       "It's not true," Himawari said quickly. "It's just that... Uhm... You're different from all the people here. And I admired your sword dancing from the beginning."

       "It's not exactly a dance," said Caiome. "It's a balance exercise."

       "Still, it looks a lot like a dance," she said a little more confidently. "I think that's why Lord Kamisato wanted you to dance at his banquet, and on the day of the banquet..."

       "What about the day of the banquet?" she urged her on, and the girl's cheeks turned pink.

       "You were very beautiful, and everyone was looking at you. So I wanted to watch you dance more, maybe I would have learned too..." The words got lost in whispers and murmurs that Caiome didn't fully understand, but somehow interpreted correctly.

       "So you're following me just to learn to sword dancing?"

       Himawari slowly nodded.

       Considering that Caiome only had two hours free per day and the two half-hours that were for her lunch break, which she usually spent with Ayato, talking to herself, and Ayato seeming either to ignore her or only half-listen to her, her schedule changed drastically. Hald an hour was dedicated to Mizuki; one hour was spent with Seishin, doing the daily exercises Toshirou had taught her; and the last half-hour was spent on balance exercises. She usually managed to sleep in Ayato's office, but if someone didn't leave her alone, pestering her and commenting on her actions, sometimes Caiome slept instead of doing her balance exercises, considering that she couldn't disappoint either Mizuki or Seishin. So Himawari didn't see her on those logs lately, logs that were left in the middle of the garden, under the old cherry tree.

       "Why didn't you come straight to me?" Caiome asked.

       "Because it's not proper," said Himawari. "You're Lord Kamisato's bodyguard, you probably have a lot to do, so I was content to watch you from a distance, especially since I'm just a servant here."

       "You're a child," said Caiome. "How are you a servant?"

       "Ugh, well, not exactly a servant. Just helping out where I can."

       "What does that rascal Ayato make you do?"

       "Please don't speak like that about Lord Kamisato," Himawari said quickly. "Actually, many children, especially girls, who want to become servants in noble houses start their training from a young age."

       Well, Caiome knew that from Chizuru's case, who, at sixteen-seventeen years old, was already a personal servant, following Ayaka everywhere with a smile on her face and understanding her mistress as if they were friends, scolding Ayaka when she needed to be scolded, and seeming to have immense respect for her at the same time.

       "But unlike others," Himawari continued, "I'm treated very well here. I don't do anything I don't want to, and usually, I'm allowed to go wherever I want in the residence, except for Lord Kamisato and Lady Ayaka's personal rooms and the funeral room. And outside the residence, I can't go without an escort."

       "Of course, you're a child, and there's probably a forest nearby full of more or less dangerous spirits," sighed Caiome, getting up from the floor. Himawari looked up at her, then got up as well. "Let's take a walk, we have some things to talk about."

       "Uh, okay, but... shouldn't you go to Lord Kamisato?"

       "Hmm," said Caiome. "Considering that he didn't send one of his men after me, I think I still have some time."

       When they reached the inner gardens, passing under the cherry trees that had finally lost all their blossoms, and the fruits were starting to ripen, Caiome turned to Himawari, who followed her silently, without making a sound, like a little mouse. That's probably why Caiome usually couldn't hear her footsteps.

       "Do you know how I learned to dance with the sword?" Caiome asked.

       Himawari shook her head.

       "I was about your age, settled in Liyue. I was alone at that time, my only sister had died not long ago, I had no one to take care of me, so all I could do was take care of myself." She lightly tapped the sheathed sword. "I stole this one from a blacksmith's workshop, it was a piece he had worked on a lot, it was beautiful, so I took it for myself. The problem was I had no idea how to use it. I could handle smaller knives or daggers, but a sword was a whole different thing. Nevertheless, I needed it because a dagger wouldn't be able to handle attackers using swords. I was walking among the mountains when I reached Juhua Pool, and there was a woman dressed in hanfu dancing on the ruins in the water.

       Like you, I watched her for a while, then, unlike you, I went to her and asked if she could teach me. I didn't know how to use a sword, and she was the best option I had come across. I had to start somewhere. She was kind enough to teach me how sword dancing, I stayed with her for a few weeks, training every day, until she had to leave Liyue for a tour, and I never saw her again after that. Then I learned to fight with the sword. But what I'm trying to say is that it's not enough just to watch someone, then copy their moves. You need technique. Do you understand?"

       Himawari nodded slowly. In short, she couldn't learn to dance with the sword if she didn't have someone to teach her.

       Caiome lightly tapped her forehead with her finger, then bent down, resting her hands on her knees. "So I'll teach you."

        "B-but..."

       "Take it as a reward for the cookies. They're delicious, and I'd really enjoy eating one or two every evening."

       "O-okay. But I don't have a sword."

       "We can talk to Mizuki about that, but let's keep it our little secret," she winked.

       "So that is the story of the mysterious sword dancer from Liyue."

       Caiome rolled her eyes when she heard Ayato's voice approaching them. She turned to him, only to feel Himawari hiding behind her completely.

       "I can't believe you're so intimidating that you scare children away," Caiome chuckled, while Ayato smiled back at her.

       He leaned to one side, trying to catch Himawari's gaze, who had her head down, fists clutching Caiome's shirt. Her cheeks were red, and her blond curls covered her cheeks and eyes.

       "Good day, Miss Himawari."

       Himawari shuffled behind Caiome. "G-good day, my lord," she mumbled.

       "It is a very pleasant afternoon, isn't it?"

       "Of course, my lord."

       Caiome blinked in surprise at Ayato. Or rather at his smile. Unlike the usual polite smiles he shared with other servants, or the outright fake smiles he showed to clan heads or other officials, or the smiles full of superiority and malice he gave her, this time Ayato seemed to smile genuinely... sincerely. It looked very much like the smile he had on his face when he was in Ayaka's presence.

       "I heard that Miss Caiome will teach you sword dancing from now on. If you need anything, you can come to me to ask, alright? You do not have to hide or involve Mizuki in your schemes."

       Himawari nodded. "Thank you, my lord."

       "By the way, your father came to visit today. He is a busy man and has a lot of work, don't you want to go and greet him while he is around? Miss Caiome and I have some things to discuss."

       Himawari stepped out from behind Caiome, releasing her shirt, then made a deep and very, very short bow. "Have a good day, my lord, Miss Caiome."

       Then she turned on her heels and fled, her blond and curly hair tied in a low ponytail fluttering behind her. She moved fast, disappearing through the doors of the mansion, and Caiome thought she might have actually become a great sword dancer.

       Caiome suddenly felt cold when she turned back to Ayato. She had forgotten to take her jacket from the room, considering she had suddenly run into Himawari. But at least the pill had some effect. Setting aside the muscle and bone pains, she only had a bit of a fever, which would pass that night, thank the gods.

       Ayato sighed suddenly. "She is always like this, no matter what I do."

       "You mean the fact that she avoids you like you could tear her head off with your teeth?" Caiome chuckled. "Well, who wouldn't?"she shrugged, teasing him. "Did you see the bags under your eyes? I think you might need a bit of makeup. Oh, wait, that's just to show your status, I forgot. Who is she, anyway?"

       "One of the servants in training," he replied. "I am more surprised that you two bumped into each other, though," he turned from Caiome, starting to walk among the tree trunks with Caiome following him.

       "Why?"

       "Because she seemed to avoid you at all costs, too, which does not make you any better than me."

       "Just because I'm more cunning. All I had to do to keep her from running away from me was not to talk nicely to her, but to trip her up beautifully."

       "Please, do not hurt my employees anymore," Ayato said.

       "But I'm not hurting them," Caiome defended herself. "The duels with the guards are duels where both parties agree to and accept the consequences on their own responsibility. Plus, they're supervised by Hirotatsu. If I did something wrong, he would have told you immediately, you know that," she smiled with a false innocence, batting her lashes, but an innocence based on real facts because she never broke anyone's word.

       "What am I going to do with you?" Ayato sighed.

       "You got yourself into this dilemma when you decided to keep me here," Caiome shrugged. "And I still don't know why you do that."

       "As I said, to punish you for trying to steal from me. You are paying for what you stole."

       "But I didn't actually manage to steal anything," she excused herself.

       "The thought matters."

       "Oh, now the thought matters, but when I tried to help Mizuki with the money for his family, you went to the jeweler and took it back."

       "But I solved the problem for you, didn't I?" he gave her a smile, and Caiome couldn't comment further. "You reconciled with Mizuki, and now you both seem a bit relieved of a burden on your shoulders. I did not believe it was so important to you or him."

       Caiome crossed her arms, puffing. "Don't puff up so much, you had only a small part in all this, the rest we solved between us like two responsible adults."

       "You hid in the funeral room because you were upset, just like a child does," Ayato chuckled.

       "That's not true!"

       "Then what were you doing there with that expression on your face?"

       "I was gathering my thoughts," she said with a superior tone. "That's what adults do when they seek solutions. You just happened to come up with one faster than me. And you said you wouldn't use that against me!" she accused him.

       "But I am not," he replied.

       "Then why are you throwing it in my face?" she huffed.

       "Because it is amusing for me to see you agitated; you have an interesting expression."

       "Has anyone ever told you that you're very sadistic when it comes to the people around you?" she grumbled.

       "Behind my back, but of course."

       "That should be written on all the walls in the city," she gestured volcanically with her hands. "So that the whole world knows."

       "That would not be good for my reputation."

       "Have some more tarts; maybe that will help," she threw at him, wrinkling her nose.

       Ayato chuckled lightly. Neither of them had realized which direction they had taken through the inner gardens, continuing forward, and when something blocked their path, they just turned and ended up walking in circles among the trees. They walked with relatively small steps, swaying, and Caiome took pleasure in hitting the ground with the soles of her old boots. A silence fell over them, and Caiome coughed lightly, trying to hide quickly. She no longer spat blood, but her throat still irritated her because of the fluids she spat out along with the blood.

       She began to look around her because she intended to look at Ayato while they both remained silent. Not that he could look at her. He studied the trees and branches and trunks and sticks that had fallen on the ground, the neatly trimmed grass, and the small beaten path flanked by colorful clumps of wildflowers. Caiome had to admit, the residence was a pleasant place if you knew where to hide when you didn't want to be with anyone, and there were plenty of people to approach if you wanted to talk to someone.

       Since the employees no longer paid any exceptional attention to her, and the gossip had dwindled, Caiome was no longer the center of everyone's attention. In the evenings, she dueled with Hirotatsu's guards, had recent meals, and spent time with Ayato, who even when he ate looked over some documents, trained with Mizuki, occasionally met with Ayaka, and they sat together for tea for a few minutes, chatting about this and that. Ayaka had asked Caiome to tell her about her travels, but without lying this time, and Caiome swore on her heart that nothing from the adventures she had told so far had been false. Whether Ayaka believed her, Caiome didn't know, but she had promised not to lie anyway.

       And when she had her free time, she still liked to sit on the little bridge in the middle of the garden, dipping her feet in the water, and now she had discovered the inner gardens. When the situation called for drastic measures, she hid in the funeral room where she didn't run into Ayato anymore. And she hadn't passed through there either lately. Maybe she should have greeted Mother and Father. Ayato had even let her stay outside the office, albeit nearby, and today he even let her go to the city when she was supposed to stay near him. It seemed he realized it was stupid to keep her constantly in the office without reason, in the middle of the residence, among so many other guards.

       "How did you get along with Thoma today?" Ayato asked, and Caiome shrugged.

       "Like always. I don't know why that's important to you," she muttered.

       "Of course, it is important to me. After all, Thoma is also my employee, and I have to take care of how your relationship with others progresses, to make sure you do not throw them into the pond."

       "It was only once, and those three idiots deserved it. You can ask Mizuki."

       "I know, I know," Ayato said in an attempt to calm her and return to the subject. "And even though I have noticed your relationship with Ayaka improving, Thoma does not seem to be as forgiving."

       "Have you ever heard the rumors about him on the streets?" Caiome asked.

       "Yes," he replied, somewhat unsure. "But I would have thought that if you worked closer to me, you could get along better with others."

       "That was the reason you made me your bodyguard? To improve my relationships with others?"

       "No," he chuckled lightly. "That was just a bonus that came with the other reasons."

       "In any case, your idea was wrong. I don't improve my relationships with anyone; others just become more cautious, and the same goes for Thoma. You let me be in the room during your conversations with the Shuumatsuban members and let me in on your plans. I don't think Thoma likes me knowing so much about what's happening in your secret circle, and I don't blame him. I wouldn't trust me either if I were in his place, which makes me think... Why do you let me be present when you talk to other members?"

       "I take back my words," Ayato said. "You are not that smart."

       "Hey! It's one thing to be stupid, and another not to understand or know something. You're not omniscient either, but unlike you, I don't have a network of spies trailing you day and night. So... is that why you sent me with Thoma to the city? To try to fix my relationship with him as you did with Mizuki?"

       "I just gave you an opportunity; the rest depended only on you," he said.

       "We both failed then," she shrugged. "Thoma can't stand me, and probably will always be that way, not that he's more bearable than me. Ayaka sometimes has to send him away from us so we can talk quietly without his interference."

       "Well, you do not take him lightly either," Ayato said.

       "Don't try to blame me," Caiome threatened him with a pointed finger, and Ayato chuckled. "I've been an exemplary model until now."

       "Except for the conflicts between you, soldiers, and maids, a few thefts here and there, sneaking through the whole house, and sneaking out the residence and interrogating some maids."

       "About which I still feel proud, if you must know. Koshi even let me keep the tenugui and zukin, so I'll take that as an approval."

       "If that is what you want," Ayato said, looking at her for a few long seconds, while Caiome went on her way.

       Something was wrong with her; he could tell. Though she had been a tornado of energy earlier in his office, it wasn't hard to see the paleness in her cheeks, the dry lips, the way her eyes flies around, or how she lost concentration for a second, trying to figure out where she actually was. Now she looked like she had just woken up, considering her tousled hair and the pillow marks on her jaw, and she probably would have slept more if she could. She walked a little more hunched over, even though she tried to show her pride as a peacock.

       "I think, however, that something has changed," Ayato continued, and Caiome looked at him questioningly. "Between you and Thoma, I mean."

       "How so?"

       "He does not seem to have the same attitude towards you as he did at the beginning. Even if it has not improved, Thoma is probably trying, as you called it, to gather his thoughts and find a solution. If it had been the Thoma you know, he would not have accepted any of your teasing from earlier, in my office. Maybe he is trying to see you in a different light, and that takes time, as it did for everyone."

       "What do you mean by that?"

       Ayato stopped in front of the cherry tree under which Caiome danced on the banquet day, looking up through its branches at the sky barely distinguishable from the dark leaves swaying gently in the light wind.

       "When you first came here, you gave everyone the impression that you were this humble heroine that saved my sister, then the image shattered. It was a major event for them, and fixing broken glass is harder than breaking it. You did not accept anyone either, and no one accepted you. Instead, you got closer to Mizuki and the other guards, built a bridge between you and Ayaka, even though I do not know what itis about and I do not intend to find out, that is just between you two, ladies. Now you have befriended Himawari, and as hard as it is to believe, you are now walking beside me in my gardens without trying to kill me."

       "That doesn't mean I wouldn't want to," she sang, mustering.

       Ayato just let a smile cover his lips, then looked at her. "You have an unusual method of getting people to approach you, without anything insincere involved and without even trying. Even if it is something you do or say, you have no idea how much you can influence the people around you, and it seems you are not even aware of your own power. I hope my honesty has not given you any ideas about how to manipulate them," he chuckled.

       Caiome tapped her foot lightly, pouting. "I didn't immediately think of that," she said.

       "I just do not think you were aware of it. You think people just come up to you, but there is much more to it."

       "Stop it," Caiome complained.

       "What?"

       "Trying to read me like this, and then giving me these lectures as if you know everything about me."

       "I do not know everything about you, Caiome," he mimicked her tone lightly. "I am just trying to get to know you better so I know who I am up against, as anyone should do when it comes to their enemy, as I have told you before." He turned towards her, taking a step closer, invading her personal space as if he wanted to intimidate her. "Besides, you study me quite a lot when you look at me and you do not even have the decency to deny it."

       "That's because it would be pathetic to deny it. And if you're so bothered that I look at you, you can look at me too if you want to get even."

       "I am," he said softly.

       Caiome parted her lips slightly, and even moved her whole body, trying to find the right words, but there was nothing more to say. Ayato seemed to know exactly when to fuel the fire and when to end a discussion, and Caiome felt frustrated because of her own personality, which betrayed her in front of him.

       "I don't like you," she said instead.

       "Yes, you have told me that before," came his response.

       "My lord," a guard appeared out of nowhere, stopping a few steps away from the two, who turned their gaze towards him. "Yamamoto Shichiro is waiting for you in the Grand Hall."

       Ayato nodded, and the guard retreated.

       "Another meeting?" Caiome asked.

       "They never end," Ayato said. "Now you see why I always wear gloves? And you will accompany me, of course."

       "Of course," she said, rolling her eyes.

 

Chapter 29: Chapter 29 ~ The Long Game and the Glove

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Chapter 29 ~ The Long Game and the Glove

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       Caiome immediately recognized the name, Yamamoto Shichiro, as belonging to the family that, a year ago, had decided to gain independence from the Kamisato family, and Ayato had given them free rein with a smile on his face. Only that a few months later, they went bankrupt due to market competition in the paper industry, and when Yamamoto Shichiro begged Ayato to take him back into the fold of subordinate clans, Ayato was not swayed by his pleas. Instead, all of Yamamoto's employees were laid off, and the members of the family, the two spouses and their three children, were to work for the Nobutoshi and Masaru families, the other two families working for Ayato in the paper industry, which included paper manufacturing, paper-derived products, and writing instruments.

       And Caiome had always liked drama and was curious about why Yamamoto Shichiro was now in Ayato's house. Although... she could guess.

       Arriving in the Great Hall, the only person there was a man of medium height, with hair half white, half black, wearing glasses, his eyes sunken in their sockets, with drawn cheeks and modestly dressed. When he saw Ayato approaching, Yamamoto Shichiro paid little attention to Caiome, instead focusing on making a deep bow as Ayato passed by with his chest held high and chin raised.

       Suddenly, the expression on Ayato's face turned to stone as he sat on the purple cushion at his usual table. Any sparkle in his eyes he had in the garden, Caiome noticed, had faded once he stepped into the Great Hall and laid eyes on Yamamoto, which probably meant that the whole situation was bad.

       "You wanted to see me, my lord?" Yamamoto asked humbly.

       "That is why you're here, isn't it?" Ayato replied curtly, causing Yamamoto to delay his bow. It seemed he didn't have the courage to lift his eyes to look at Ayato, and quite rightly so.

       For Caiome, Yamamoto was a fool. He stretched himself farther than his blanket, thinking he could fight on his own against Ayato and the two families in the paper industry, when the difference between the two sides was clear from the beginning. Yamamoto had no chance of success, neither financially nor socially. Not even Caiome did such impulsive things when she knew she couldn't succeed. When you wanted to do something on your own, you had to take all necessary measures and study the terrain well. Which Yamamoto didn't do, so he deserved to work for others instead of having others work for him. He deserved his fate because of his stupidity.

       Ayato raised his hand, pulling a scroll from the wide sleeve of his coat and placing it on the table. Caiome immediately recognized it as the scroll of papyrus that Ayato had taken from her for the investigation of a shipment of such paper. And judging by Yamamoto's reaction, it seemed he recognized the type of paper as well.

       "I was informed," Ayato began, looking down at Yamamoto, "about a suspicious shipment. I did not say anything then because the shipment disappeared subtly, and I needed all the evidence to make an accusation, but judging by your expression, it seems I could have confronted you without it. Do you acknowledge this?" he gestured towards the scroll of papyrus. "I do not need to tell you what will happen if you dare to lie to me from now on."

       Yamamoto quickly fell to his knees, pressing his forehead to the ground, trembling from head to toe. "Please, forgive me, my lord. It was a mistake, I was wrong. Please..."

       Ayato just lifted his chin. "A year ago, you declared in a rather arrogant way that you no longer wanted to depend on the Kamisato family or the Yashiro Commission. You begged for my forgivness and I gave it to you. Now you beg for my forgiveness once again after a few months, as a result. It seems I did not take enough drastic measures back then."

       "Please, I beg you, my lord."

       "Oh, stop your whining," said Caiome, and Yamamoto quickly raised his gaze to her, frowning. He didn't know her and didn't recognize her face. Then he realized he was still in Ayato's presence. "Lord Kamisato comes to the best part, don't interrupt him." She gave Ayato a smile. "My lord," she added somewhat sarcastically.

        Ayato decided not to respond. For now.

       "Thanks to Miss Caiome here," he began, looking down at Yamamoto, "we managed to detect your illegal shipment from Sumeru. The price of papyrus paper is much higher than that of local paper made in Inazuma, which you surely intended to sell to make a small fortune to get back on your own feet, isn't that right? The problem is, I made it quite clear that this would be impossible, at least as long as you stay under my name and leadership. That was your punishment, and instead of accepting it humbly and trying to take the right path, you deepened into the hole you dug for yourself. We found the box hidden in a stash in Mount Midoriyo."

       Caiome didn't need to ask how Ayato knew that the shipment belonged to Yamamoto. Ayato already had spies for everything, he certainly knew from the beginning what Yamamoto intended to do, but he let him sink deeper so he wouldn't have an escape route. And, as Ayato mentioned, he wanted to have the evidence, namely the box with the papyrus papers.

       "My lord," Yamamoto quickly said, crawling two steps on his knees in front of him, standing with his hands pressed to the ground. "You must understand, please, I beg you. I have lived my whole life as the heir of the Yamamoto clan, then I became its head. Everything started to fall apart for me even before I distanced myself from the Kamisato family, everything I did was for my family, for my wife and children, for—"

       "Do not... bring your children into this," Ayato said with a chilling calmness, but with an impressive hardness that Caiome had never seen in him before. Sure, she had seen him serious, but never angry, not in the way Ayato was looking at Yamamoto now as if he could tear him apart if given the chance. "It is not their fault for having a lowly father like you. I know about their innocence in this matter and I asked you not to lie to me. I know very well your activities from before you distanced yourself from the Kamisato family and the real reason you did it."

       Now Caiome became even more curious.

       "I would have rather accepted you losing your money gambling," Ayato continued, "than investing in the actions of the Kanjou Commission, thinking that greed would be satisfied if you were under their protection and name. You wanted to be independent of the Yashiro Commission and the Kamisato family to align yourself with them. Since I found nothing compromising, I let you work for the Nobutoshi and Masaru clans, but remember that I did this for your children who should not have to go through anything you forced them to. I even offered them special treatment, although I had to cut their ties between them, which is why one of them works for the Nobutoshi family, one for the Masaru family, and one for the Kamisato family. But trying to implement other plans behind my back after I have been generous enough to you... You should thank the gods that at least your children are not treated with cruelty by others just because they pity them," he sighed.

       Caiome immediately understood what it was about.

       "My lord, my lord, please... Please forgive me this time. I swear by the blood of my ancestors and my lineage that I will never stray again. Do not abandon me, I beg you."

       "You should pray for your children rather than yourself, considering that you claim to have done everything for them," Ayato said coldly. "As for the consequences you have to face..." he said thoughtfully.

       "Isn't clear?" Caiome chuckled. "We should just cut off a few fingers," she shrugged.

       "You..." Yamamoto started to say, looking at her, but the way Caiome smiled, leaving her hand on the sword's hilt, made him quickly look back at Ayato who was smiling in the same cunning way.

       "Could the idea appeal to me? Should it be the ones from the feet or the ones from the hands?"

       "The ones from the hands are more satisfying to cut," she replied, drawing the sword from its sheath a few centimeters, letting Yamamoto see the silver shine of the blade. "One for each child you disappointed, and the rest for your actions," she added.

       "My lord, I beg you..." he pleaded, trembling.

       "Hmph," he chuckled, then raised his hand towards Caiome, who clicked her tongue when she had to put her sword back in its sheath. "You have no dignity at all," he told Yamamoto.

       Exactly what Caiome would have liked to tell him.

       "Unfortunately for you," he continued, "I have no intention of forgiving you a second time. You will sever all contact with the Yashiro Commission and any of the families subordinate to the Kamisato family. For your own good, you will leave Inazuma with your wife as soon as possible. Every activity of yours will be monitored by my people until your departure, and, to prevent you from losing either your fingers or your head, I advise you not to try to contact the Kanjou or Tenryou Commission anymore. You have worked under my leadership for so many years, I hope you remember that nothing passes me, as nothing has passed until now. As for your children... You will sever all ties with them as well. The name Yamamoto will no longer exist in our records in any form, and the surnames of your children will be changed, as will yours and your wife's. You will have a different name from your children's, because I do not want to punish the innocent. Except for your youngest child, who will remain under my observation, the other two will sever contact with the Yashiro Commission as well, living separately. One of them will work within the temple, for Lady Gujii Yae, who has already been informed of the situation. The other is going on an expedition to Tsurumi Island, which is supposed to last at least a few years, so he will be sent there with another one of my men. I hope you understand where I am going with this."

       In short, Caiome thought, the three children will be constantly monitored, while Yamamoto Shichiro, along with his wife, will be exiled from Inazuma. She was impressed that Ayato had even such kind of power.

       "A ship will depart tomorrow morning from Inazuma to Liyue," he continued. "I will ensure that you and your wife are on that ship when it leaves the port. You may leave."

       Yamamoto hesitated to rise, but he finally did so with tears in his eyes and his head bowed. He made one final bow before Ayato, as if he could appease him in the last moments, then withdrew.

       As the door closed behind him, Yamamoto clenched his fists and gritted his teeth. He knew it was all over for him, but the thing he thought about most at that moment was not his own or his children's future, but the two who had stood before him. The smiles on their faces, which seemed carved from the same stone, and the looks that changed their entire demeanor in a second from when that woman began to speak. If until then, that woman only looked with interest, and Lord Kamisato barely looked at her, when she opened her mouth, her gaze became intense, and Lord Kamisato no longer looked at Yamamoto, but at her. Even the atmosphere of the room changed in that split second, and that shook Yamamoto more than Lord Kamisato's punishment. Especially when he thought of her bloodshot eyes, his chest filled with a feeling akin to fear.

       That woman was death itself, he knew it. He felt it.

       Caiome crouched beside Ayato once the door closed, covering her cheeks with her palms, looking like a sulking child because she hadn't been given the requested toy.

       "Why didn't you let me cut off his fingers?" she complained, as Ayato began tapping his fingers on the table. He didn't seem to want to leave that room, at least not yet. "It would have been fun, and it would have been a wonderful punishment for that lying hypocrite."

       "Look who is talking," Ayato chuckled slightly, looking at her.

       "At least I'm not so stupid or pathetic," she retorted, nudging him with her shoulder. "Let me guess... Is he Himawari's father? That's why no one makes her do anything she doesn't want to, and she can go anywhere."

       Ayato simply nodded slowly with a blink of his eyes.

       "I understand sending the other two children away from any branch of the other two commissions, but why keep Himawari here?"

       "Yamamoto's two sons are already teenagers. They had no involvement in his plan, true, and it probably would not be fair to them to suffer the consequences of a disgraceful man's actions, but I cannot risk it. I trust they can start over and manage. However, Himawari is still young and has not seen much of the world. She knows almost nothing of what her father did, she only knows that her family ran out of money and now she has to work like any ordinary person."

       "So you keep her here... to take care of her."

       "You could say that. It is not unheard of for girls from smaller noble families to work for larger ones, as personal servants or ladies-in-waiting. Although I am not confident that Himawari will achieve such a status. However, for her age, she does not need to do many tasks, so she can stay around for us to keep an eye on her."

       "Hmm," Caiome made. "I think there's another reason behind all this. I don't dispute what you said, considering how decently you treat her and no one asks her for anything impossible or treats her badly, probably all on your orders. But honestly, children are much more malleable."

       "Oh?" Ayato raised his eyebrows curiously and amused at the same time. "And what are you insinuating?"

       "Changing their names doesn't mean changing their blood," she said. "Changing their names gives them some protection from others, but you know who they are. The Yashiro Commission had three families in the paper business for a reason, the businesses will be much harder to achieve only with two of them. If Himawari is under your influence and becomes what you want her to become, nothing would stop you from giving her the name back and naming her clan head. You had your coming-of-age ceremony when you were eleven, right? When your dad got sick. Theoretically, you could call her an adult from now on, but as you said, she's still inexperienced. It's a plan that requires patience. But once you're satisfied with the statue you're molding out of her, you can place Himawari on the board, and no one would contest your choice. Yamamoto's departure had negative effects on the Yashiro Commission as well, so Himawari is your solution, but you can't rush into it."

       Ayato smiled slightly, seeming content with the thought that Caiome was thinking about all this on her own. And somehow... he wasn't bothered by it.

       "I was wrong," he said slowly. "It seems you are quite clever for someone who has not lived among noble families and politics until now."

       "I like to listen to the dramas on the streets," she confessed with a proud smile. "I've picked up a thing or two. And I needed information when I was making a hit, so don't be surprised if I know things about you that you didn't know I knew, just as you do with me."

       And even though things stood as they were, when Caiome looked at Ayato, she couldn't see a man manipulating a child. Although his kindness could be just a mask for a future strong influence on Himawari, Caiome doubted that Ayato wouldn't have cut off any contact between Himawari and her father long before, especially after Yamamoto made the papyrus shipment. Instead, Ayato offered Himawari the chance to see her father one last time before parting ways forever.

       And Himawari, although she had hidden behind Caiome the whole time when Ayato approached her, didn't seem to have done it out of fear, despite the jokes Caiome made, but rather out of embarrassment, because she at least knew that her family was no longer under Kamisato clan's influence when her family ran out of money and now she had to work in Ayato's mansion who was kind enough to accept them back in some way. And because she was a shy child. If Himawari constantly avoided Caiome, who was just a thief, and she a child of a noble family, it seemed normal to her to also avoid Ayato, who was this great lord of Inazuma.

       "He didn't seem like such a good father after all," Caiome continued. "In the end, he didn't even beg for the well-being of his children, he just got up and left. Was he abusive with them?"

       "As far as I know, only sometimes," said Ayato. "That is why his children do not seem so close to him. And Himawari is a child who still feels like she has to respect her parents no matter what. But I do not think it will have a big impact on her. Since she came here, apart from the times when Yamamoto Shichiro was called to the residence, Himawari did not mention him to the maids even once, nor her mother."

       The truth was that even to Caiome, it didn't seem like Himawari was thrilled when Ayato told her that her father had come and she should go and greet him. At first, Caiome thought it was someone who came here frequently or whom Himawari saw regularly, so she wasn't especially excited. But now that she found out that Yamamoto was actually her father, Himawari didn't seem happy at all. She did it rather out of obligation because a child always had to greet their parents, whether they loved them or not.

       "In any case," said Ayato, "she still needs an education."

       "Wouldn't it seem strange to others if you brought teachers for her, especially if you take away her Yamamoto name? What kind of servant receives superior education funded by the family they work for?"

       "That is why Ayaka will be the one to educate her, not other teachers, in terms of sciences, literature, mathematics, and economics. Ayaka is more than capable of helping her."

       "So you don't plan to hide this from Himawari," said Caiome.

       "Yes and no," said Ayato. "We will not tell her anything. And if she figures it out on her own, it will be her gain, and we will not confirm or deny it. She is a smart child, she does not resemble her father at all. If she figures it out, she can choose for herself whether to continue this charade or not. As for other activities..." Ayato looked mischievously at Caiome. "Let's just say it is a good idea to start teaching her practice activities with sword dancing. Maybe she will follow the path you had, starting from a dance, then learning to use the sword for other purposes, such as fighting."

       Caiome raised her eyebrows. "Really?" she said. "You know that would mean giving me more free time, right?"

       Ayato finally rose from the purple cushion with a smile on his face, and Caiome stood up after him.

       "I still don't understand," she said. "If you don't need Yamamoto anymore, why didn't you let me cut off his fingers?"

       "Do you really want to torture my servants by making them wash the blood off the tatami matress?" he asked, walking with his hands behind his back as Caiome hopped around him.

       "It would have been quite satisfying to see the fingers of those abusive hands fall to the ground one by one."

       "I am sure his children would have thanked you," said Ayato, "but I would not have wanted Yamamoto to enter my house intact and leave in pieces."

       "I guess you're right," mumbled Caiome. "You really have a nice house."

       "Exactly, and I intend on keeping it that way."

       When dinner time came, and Mitsuko had set the two tables in the middle of Ayato's office for him and Caiome, bringing the dishes, Caiome realized that her fever still hadn't completely subsided. She had managed to squeeze in another hour or two of sleep in Ayato's office while he worked, but the chills hadn't left her.

       "Could you bring me some ginger tea?" she asked Mitsuko.

       Mitsuko raised her hands, but then changed her mind and turned to Ayato, making a few quick gestures that Caiome didn't understand.

       "I do not think she will need it," Ayato replied, and Mitsuko bowed and left the room.

       Caiome quickly looked from Ayato to the door and back. "What did all that mean?" she asked.

       "If you want honey or sugar in your tea," he replied, starting to gently tug at the fingers of one of his gloves, a gesture that caught Caiome's attention. "Come closer," he requested.

       "Why?" she leaned back slightly, as if Ayato could strike her from that distance, about two meters between them.

       "Just come here," Ayato told her.

       "Are you going to hit me?" she frowned, and Ayato raised an eyebrow.

       Caiome sighed and knelt down in front of his table.

       "Closer," Ayato requested, and Caiome took another step. "Closer," he said again.

       Caiome sat on the width of the table, cautious.

       "Even closer."

       "Do you want me to climb on you?" Caiome said, then sighed when Ayato remained silent, touching his thighs with her knees this time.

       Ayato withdrew his hand from the glove and reached out to Caiome, placing it on her forehead, sliding his fingers under her strands of hair. Caiome stiffened, looking at him with wide eyes, leaning back slightly, but Ayato followed her. He had a serious look, a bit tired, and certainly not in the mood for her games to make everything more amusing or less boring.

       "Just as I thought," Ayato said, pulling his hand away from her forehead, looking at her slightly blushing cheeks, putting his glove back on.

       "How—"

       "For how long have you had a fever?" he interrupted her words, and Caiome pouted, crossing her arms over her chest.

       "It's none of your business."

       "Is your room too cold?"

       "I've been in your room the past few nights, how could it be from the cold?"

       "Then something you ate?"

       "I've been eating the same things as you, smarty. My body can't be weaker than yours," she said slightly offended, as if Ayato tried to mock her. "How did you know I had a fever anyway? I don't blush so much, and I don't become too pale from the cold either."

       "You asked for ginger tea, which is usually consumed for a fever," Ayato said simply, picking up the two chopsticks between his fingers. "You do not like ginger."

       "How do you know what I like to eat? Did you have spies to know that too?" she leaned her palm on his table. She didn't seem to be hungry enough to go to her own table to eat, looking at Ayato in the same way she promised: studying him.

       "I do not need spies to notice that two days ago you ate everything on your plate except the ginger salad."

       "It had carrots," Caiome grimaced.

       "And yet, you ate the carrots from yesterday's salad," he pointed out.

       "Don't stare into my mouth when I eat then," she said, getting up from beside him.

       Later on, Mitsuko brought the ginger tea, and even though Caiome barely managed to swallow it, she drank it all. In the meantime, Ayato asked Mitsuko to prepare a medicine to reduce the fever, then told Caiome to go get some rest for the night. Caiome insisted to stay, because she didn't want to give Ayato the chance to see her vulnerable because of a fever, but the lord took out the "It's an order" card, and Caiome had no choice.

       She barely reached her room and changed into the night clothes that Thoma bought her from the city, when a knock was heard on the door. Caiome thought it was Himawari bringing her more cookies, but when she opened the door, Mitsuko stood on the other side with a wooden tray with some caramels on a small plate, and next to it another cup of ginger tea.

       Caiome took the tray, looking at Mitsuko's monotone expression. "Thank you?" she mumbled, and Mitsuko just bowed, turned, and left.

       Caiome left the tray on the nightstand at the end of the bed, discovering a note halfway hidden under the cup of tea.

       Ginger tea is bitter, it read. It couldn't have been from Ayato, considering that wasn't his handwriting, and Caiome knew his handwriting too well. Besides, Ayato had already asked for medication for Caiome, so there was no reason for him to force another cup of tea on her. And the only person who knew about the ginger tea was Mitsuko...

       She drank the tea and ate the caramels one by one, then slept through the whole night like a child.

 

Chapter 30: Chapter 30 ~ The Quiet One and the Sword Dancing Lesson

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Chapter 30 ~ The Quiet One and the Sword Dancing Lesson

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       The next morning, after breakfast, Caiome accompanied Ayato to the entrance of the Great Hall where Ayato forbade her to enter.

       "What?" she exclaimed. "Why?"

       "Because last time you were inside for a meeting, you were on the verge of sabotaging everything," Ayato said with a smile that conveyed nothing but contempt for her in a subtle way. "Instead, you can look for Himawari and start your first lesson of sword dance if you think you will get bored. You should be happy that you do not have to stay next to me for a few hours, quietly, in front of everyone."

       "Who says I would have stayed quiet?" she crossed her arms over her chest.

       "Now you see why I do not want to take you inside?" Ayato said, and Caiome lifted her chin, half turning away from him.

       "Very well. Go and deal with your boring meetings."

       And with that, she left.

       Ayato shook his head slightly, watching Caiome until she disappeared down on one of the corridors, then entered the Great Hall where he was greeted by the other clan heads who had already heard about Yamamoto Shichiro's departure from Inazuma, but no one dared to ask questions.

       As she began to wander through the mansion's rooms, Caiome finally found Himawari together with Mrs. Nakamura in one of the upstairs rooms. Himawari had just tied her blooming sash around her waist, while Mrs. Nakamura tied her hair into a low, curly ponytail.

       "Hey there!" Caiome waved as she entered.

       Himawari quickly lifted her gaze to her, blushing in her cheeks. "Good morning," she murmured softly, starting to fidget with her hands.

       "Haven't you learned yet to knock?" Mrs. Nakamura asked after tying a bow with the colorful thread in the girl's hair.

       "We've known each other for so long," Caiome said, "do we still need to be so formal?"

       Mrs. Nakamura had nothing to respond but to sigh.

       "Lucky you," she said to Himawari, "Ayato has a meeting he doesn't want me at, so we can start the first lesson."

       Himawari raised her brown eyes to her. "So soon?"

       Well, Caiome couldn't tell her that these lessons were part of her entire education that Ayato wanted to provide her with so that one day she would be able to lift the Yamamoto clan once again. But if Himawari was already asking questions... she probably would put everything together soon, no matter what excuses Ayaka would have given her when the lessons were supposed to start.

       "The sooner, the better, right?" Caiome said. "What happened? Until now, you were following me everywhere, and now when you really have my attention, you don't want to be around me anymore?"

       "Uh... it's not about that," she said quickly, raising her white hands.

       Caiome took one of them, studying her fingers. Although Himawari was small in stature, her fingers were long and quite firm, so it wouldn't be a problem for her to hold a wooden sword.

       "Then what are we waiting for?" Caiome said. "Let's go."

       "Just be careful," Mrs. Nakamura managed to say as Caiome grabbed Himawari by the wrist, already leaving the room. "This girl..." she murmured to herself, then took her embroidery, starting to crochet with the thin threads.

       Caiome sneaked into the dojo and took two wooden swords, one longer for her and one shorter for Himawari, even though the girl kept holding onto her shirt, continuously saying that she shouldn't be there, but Caiome didn't listen. Then they went out into the backyard garden, standing next to the logs that Caiome had placed there a long time ago and which no one dared to move anymore.

       "The first step is how you hold the sword during the balancing exercise," Caiome said, adopting a teacher-like demeanor.

       The truth was she never had the chance to teach anyone anything, at least not in the proper style of a teacher. As in the duels with the mansion guards, she adopted a slightly tougher style, but she couldn't do that with a twelve-year-old who probably never held a sword in her life, no matter if it was made of steel or wood.

       "The hand should be as close to the end of the handle as possible, like this," Caiome showed her, holding the sword in front of her.

       Himawari tried to do the same with her own sword, but even though it was made of wood, the sword leaned forward due to its weight. She straightened it, holding it firmly, but it still swayed from side to side.

       "Hmm," Caiome said, looking at her. Maybe she was wrong about her hands. Or maybe it was just a matter of time and practice. "Now let's see how well you balance on a log," she said and urged Himawari to climb up.

       Himawari turned towards the log, but hesitated. She looked left and right, and couldn't help but notice all the servants and guards sneaking glances at her. So Himawari leaned more towards Caiome, half hiding behind her.

       "They're all looking at me," she muttered.

       "So?" Caiome said. "They have nothing better to do. That's how they looked at me too."

       "But..." Himawari started, hiding her head in the ground.

       "You can't hide forever," Caiome said, but that made Himawari hide even more, her cheeks reddening.

       She had a lot of work to do...

       "Then..."

       Caiome glanced around the garden, trying to find some sort of privacy, but the riverbed was always occupied by laundry women, the stables were already a negative response because they could scare the horses, and the horse training grounds were already occupied by the stable boys doing exercises with the guards' horses. The inner gardens were cleaned by gardeners, and the dojo was to be used by Ayaka that morning. She had nowhere to hide Himawari... which was shocking, because the estate was huge.

       Then Caiome noticed Mizuki... who was talking to Kouta and Daisuke, which was odd. Mitsuki rarely talked to the other guards, but he probably managed to make friends with the two.

       Caiome whistled loudly at them.

       "Mizuki! Kouta, Daisuke, come here!" she called out to all three, and they turned their gaze to her, hesitating, the they looked at each other, and Mizuki was the first to come to her, followed by the other two.

       "It's not time for you to make me eat dirt yet," Mizuki said, looking rather pale.

       "And we can't duel until tonight, otherwise we'll have problems with Captain Hirotatsu."

       "I didn't call you for a duel," Caiome said, then looked behind her where Himawari was clutching her shirt sleeves. "I have a little mouse here, and I'd like you to help me with her."

       Himawari glanced at the three for a second, then hid again.

       "G-good morning," she muttered.

       "Good morning, miss," Kouta greeted her in return.

       "She wants to do some balancing exercises on the logs, but she's too embarrassed with everyboy looking at her."

       "Miss Caiome, please," Himawari said quickly, but Caiome ignored her.

       "So I have a favor to ask you. How about you do the exercises together with her? That way, she won't be alone."

       "Can't you do that with her?" Daisuke said, frowning slightly, standing with his arms crossed.

       "Of course not," Caiome said. "I need to supervise her, but she wouldn't feel so embarrassed with the employees passing by if there were more of you."

       "Wouldn't she feel even more embarrassed if we did it together?" Mizuki asked.

       "Miss Caiome, it's okay, I don't need company," Himawari said.

       "Then are you going to climb the logs alone?" Caiome asked, and Himawari hesitated again.

       "I don't know," Kouta said, "we're on working hours."

       "Weren't you starting your shift in the afternoon?"

       "Sometimes we switch," Daisuke said.

       "So the problem is with Ayato?" Caiome said, then snorted. "I'll talk to him, don't worry," she waved her hand, but none of the three seemed to have enough confidence in her. Caiome sighed. "Alright, fair enough. What do you want in return?"

        "I don't think there's anything you can help us with," Daisuke said, and Caiome raised an eyebrow.

       "If you climb those logs, I'll help you with that date with that girl you like and to whom you write poems. Or did you think I didn't know you were hiding behind the house, trying to write poems?" she told Kouta, then turned to Daisuke. "And I'll teach you how to ride a horse, I know you're afraid of horses to some extent," she smirked. "And you," she turned to Mizuki, who suddenly twitched, "you're my friend, you should help me no matter what."

       All three looked at each other again, then reluctantly agreed. Not necessarily because they wanted Caiome's help, but because they were afraid that Caiome would go to all the employees and tell them how Daisuke was afraid of horses, and Kouta was writing love poems to a girl who didn't even know he liked her. And Mizuki... probably would see it as some kind of repayment after the whole situation with the jewelry.

       "Fine," Daisuke said.

       "Now people won't look at you," Caiome told Himawari, "but at these three monkeys."

       Himawari didn't seem very pleased, but at least she gathered the courage to climb on one of the logs. And, surprisingly, she held the balance better than the other three. Mizuki was somewhat used to the exercise, considering that Caiome forced him to do the same thing since he started his own training, but Kouta and Daisuke were truly funny. Caiome tried to focus on Himawari, but their attention was always drawn to Kouta, who fell to the ground head-first, or Daisuke, who struggled as much as he could to stay on the log on one leg, weighed down by all the armor. Mizuki was the only one who somewhat held his position.

       In the end, Kouta and Daisuke gave up, and Mizuki took his leave back to the armory. And that made Himawari want to end the lesson for the day as well. Probably if she had known that these lessons were requested by Ayato, she would have stayed on the log all day, but she only had the impression that Caiome was doing it as a reward for cookies.

       "I promised Mrs. Nakamura that I would help her in the salon today," she said quickly, as an excuse, then took her leave without much enthusiasm for conversation.

       Ayato hadn't finished his meeting yet, so Caiome took the opportunity to do her own exercises. After another hour, Ayaka decided to take a walk through the gardens, so they chatted for a bit, strolling through the garden paths. When Ayaka retreated for her own business, Caiome sat on the small bridge, dipping her feet in the water. It was already early June, and the sun was becoming increasingly warm, so these moments were very precious to her. She waved her hand in front of her, letting a cool breeze pass through the branches of the trees and over the surface of the pond, causing gentle ripples to touch her fingers.

       She leaned her head back, closing her eyes, listening to the silence around her. She took a deep breath, swinging her legs, while fish and ducklings passed under the bridge and back. She opened her eyes, looking at the clear sky, and sighed deeply.

       She didn't dislike Ayato's garden. She had the freedom to wander anywhere in it or in the house. It's just that she wasn't used to living in a house. Like truly living. Usually, she wandered anywhere in the world, and if she didn't sleep outside somewhere, she would find a room in an inn or in some barns. And somehow, the sky here was different from the sky she always had above her when she roamed alone through all the nations.

       But here she wasn't exactly alone. She knew almost everyone by name and by face, and she conversed with some of them. It felt strange to know that she was in a place where she actually knew someone and where, strangely, she didn't get into fights with anyone.

       She straightened up, and a blue spot caught her attention. Looking to her left, in the distance, she caught Ayato looking out the window of his office directly at her. Caiome frowned, while Ayato gave her a smile, then moved his hand slightly, as in a greeting, but not quite.

       Now that his meeting was over, Ayato probably wanted a report on Himawari's first lesson, and Caiome had to return to his office anyway. However, Caiome stood up, took her short boots in her arms, and walked barefoot to the open window of the office, while Ayato never took his eyes off her even when she sat on the engawa terrace, leaning with crossed arms over the window sill, looking bored. Ayato also stood near the window, probably taking a break before tackling the new stack of files that had been brought in this morning by his secretary, so the two ended up face to face, separated only by the low window.

       "I see you have enjoyed your break," Ayato said.

       "Don't you dare say that this was my two free hours per day," she threatened Ayato. "You told me not to enter the Great Hall, and since I didn't have anything else to do, I spent my time as I wanted, so it's your fault that you didn't want me there," she shrugged a bit arrogantly, and Ayato smiled sweetly, like a thief inexperienced in fact.

       "Alright, I will not do that. But just for today. How did the lesson go?"

       "Without any problems," she shrugged. "I thought it would be more difficult. And yet, do you have any idea how boring it is to be a teacher? I'm more of an action person."

       "I know that," Ayato agreed. "But you offered from the beginning to teach Himawari sword dancing."

       "That's because at the time I didn't know your entire plan to offer her an education," she grumbled. "Now I feel like it's a task to be completed, not a favor."

       Ayato laughed again, but more at her annoyed expression than at her words. Caiome truly became bored very quickly; she always had to be kept engaged with something, otherwise she loses interest. She wasn't the type to stay in a room with nothing to do and no purpose, probably that's why she traveled so much in her little adventures, unable to stay in one place.

       Ayato raised his arm, resting his elbow on the window sill, leaning his temple on his fist, looking at her. "It will not last long, just until she learns a few basic things. Then I will ask Ayaka to teach her how to use a sword in duels, just as she learned when she was little."

       "Why her?" Caiome frowned. "I mean, I'd probably be even worse when it comes to real duels and fighting techniques, but I also know how to fight."

       "How can I keep my bodyguard too far away from me?" he replied, and Caiome rolled her eyes. "Besides, Ayaka is gentler. I have seen how you teach Mizuki. I cannot leave a twelve-year-old girl in your hands."

       "I feel offended."

       "Good, because it was an offense."

       "You..."

       Caiome waved her hand, sending a strong gust of wind towards him, tousling his hair and causing a few papers from his desk to fly to the floor. Ayato just tried to put his hair back in place, combing it with his fingers, but a few strands still stood up.

       "I asked why Ayaka, because Himawari is shy, apparently, in front of anyone, especially you and your sister."

       "I trust that Ayaka will approach her with care."

       "Towards someone specific, I assume," said Caiome.

       "Something like that."

       "Hmm," Caiome said, crossing her arms over the window sill again, resting her chin on her forearms. "I don't know if your plan will work out."

       Ayato blinked, and his expression became serious and somewhat thoughtful. "Why do you say that?"

       "Himawari doesn't seem like the kind of person who can handle the political battles that you, the lords, raise. She will grow up, it's true, but her personality is too soft. She barely speaks to anyone she knows, let alone strangers."

       Thinking, Ayato's train of thought was interrupted when Mitsuko knocked on the door, then entered with a wooden tray in her hands containing two cups and a small porcelain teapot from which steam emerged. On the side was a saucer with honey biscuits. Mitsuko left them on Ayato's desk, then poured a cup of tea for each of them. She stood up, looking at the two and making some hand gestures towards Ayato, while Caiome looked curiously.

       "That is all, thank you," he said.

       Mitsuko looked at Caiome for a second, then made other gestures towards Ayato, and he started chuckling, while Caiome frowned. Did she just say something about her?

       "I have noticed the same thing since this morning."

       "What did she say?" Caiome asked, but Ayato ignored her. He tapped him on the shoulder. "Don't ignore me!"

       Mitsuko made a few more gestures.

       "Isn't she always like this?" Ayato said.

       Caiome felt a vein throbbing on her forehead. "Don't talk about me in your secret language," she yelled slightly, and Mitsuko made some hand gestures again.

       "She is a bit too naïve for that," Ayato said.

       "Hey!" Caiome climbed over the window sill, wrapping her arm around Ayato's neck, grabbing his other arm, pulling him back, but not hard enough to choke him. "Who do you call naive?"

       Ayato started tapping her arm lightly. "I surrender, I surrender, I apologize," he said, and Caiome let him go.

       Mitsuko started chuckling lightly, covering her lips with her fingers, making both Caiome and Ayato look at her slightly confused, while Caiome withdrew her arms, leaning back on the window sill. Instead, Mitusko just bowed, then left.

       "I think we were her show for today," said Ayato, and Caiome nudged him in the shoulder again.

       "I was her show for today because you guys are making fun of me."

       Ayato shrugged. "That is not our fault," he said.

       "But seriously, what did she say about me?"

       Ayato began to take off his glove, pulling its leather fingers. "That you look more bitter than ginger tea, but you are as energetic as a dog when it sees its master."

       "Why does no one ever say anything nice about me?" She rolled her eyes. "I haven't done anything wrong in the last few days."

       "You just threatened my subordinates to cut off their fingers," Ayato said.

       "Yamamoto is not your subordinate anym—"

       Ayato suddenly raised his hand, resting the back of it on her forehead, which made Caiome stay as still as stone for a few seconds as Ayato took her temperature, blocking her words in her throat, looking into his lilac-blue silver eyes as they looked somewhere behind her, focusing.

       "You do not have a fever anymore," he finally said, looking at her. "That is good."

       "It was just a fever," she mumbled, as Ayato took his hand off her forehead, putting his glove back on, then turned back to the table covered with papers, taking his brush between his fingers.

       "Feeling sick affects your concentration during your responsibilities," he said.

       "You know that from experience?"

       Ayato snorted lightly. "I cannot remember the last time I was sick," he said. "It does not usually happen to me."

       "Hmm," Caiome said, resting her head on her crossed arms on the window sill. "Hard to believe considering the late nights spent in this office and, you know, fulfilling all these tasks of yours."

       "I am not going to explain anything to you," he replied almost in a smile, and that seemed to end the discussion.

       However, Caiome didn't move away from the window sill, standing with her eyes inside the room. As Ayato read file after file, as he did every day, a routine that became monotonous and boring for Caiome, but so important to him, Caiome looked at his back as if she wanted to dig into him, as if she could see his facial expressions if she looked hard enough at his straight back and perfectly arranged hair, at his hands dipping the brush in ink and beginning to write and sign. Even from the window, and even through the mess on Ayato's desk, Caiome could see the subject of the documents, which today were mainly the funds provided to various institutions and a few reports on the most popular industries of the Commission, those that had very high demands, paper, wood, and textiles, which meant he was going to have a lot of work today.

       He did everything quietly, and the brush made no sound when it moved on the paper, and everything was quiet around her. It seemed that everything suddenly became static. No guards moved through the garden, no servants were seen doing their tasks, no ducklings swam through the pond, and the only thing that could be heard was the wind moving the trees' branches, rustling the leaves, and the white bedsheets hanging to dry fluttering slowly, as if the whole world was slowed down. A few small birds chirped, and the sun filtered its rays through the window, illuminating the room's floor, outlining Caiome's body which became a shadow character next to Ayato's table who could now see every movement of hers. Every movement of her hand, her fingers, every time she moved her head, passing it from one arm to the other.

       And yet, Caiome still couldn't understand what kept Ayato tied to his monotonous desk. He was a lord, he did his job, she knew that. But everything seemed senseless at the same time.

       And yet, it wasn't her job to ask questions. It was just to stay around him, protecting him from... whatever imaginary thing could attack him.

 

Chapter 31: Chapter 31 ~ The Nobel and the Common

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Chapter 31 ~ The Nobel and the Common

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       Caiome helped Himawari with her sword dance lessons the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and although she made progress, the girl never climbed the logs if she was alone, nor did she talk to Kouta, Daisuke, or Mizuki, who were rather forced by Caiome to climb those logs too.

       Himawari was the same girl with rosy cheeks whom Caiome took every morning while Ayato was in meetings or private meetings with various clan heads. She didn't speak much, as usual, and when someone other than Caiome or Mrs. Nakamura approached her, she found a place to hide... usually behind Caiome, holding onto her as if she could be kidnapped. And no matter how much Caiome told her there was no need to hide, Himawari persisted. And Caiome didn't have the patience to say the same thing a thousand times without any change. It was easier to coordinate her dance lessons, which still amounted to maintaining balance in various positions.

       Even more so when on the third day Ayato himself came to watch them, and Himawari barely wanted to pick up her sword, embarrassed and intimidated by Lord Kamisato's presence. And after the lesson ended, Himawari quickly took her leave from the garden.

       "I cannot be that scary, can I?" Ayato said.

       "You have to admit," Caiome shrugged, "you're quite intimidating for someone her age."

       "It seems to be the case for you too," Ayato told her. "At first, I thought I should get more involved in her affairs," he said thoughtfully, "but even though she always stays close to the employees, she seems scared of them too. Especially since yesterday she had her first meeting with Ayaka, and Himawari didnot know how to get away from her as fast as possible. Ayaka was quite subtle, strolling both of them around the mansion, telling stories, but Himawari seemed to only half-listen to what my sister told her."

       "Don't look at me," Caiome said. "I haven't spent much time around children in my life."

       Ayato sighed. "So what solutions do we have?"

       "Um, my lord," Mizuki said, approaching the two to take the wooden sword from Caiome. "If I may intervene, I believe there is something that might help you. I don't mean to imply anything," he quickly added, seeming slightly agitated, "but I think I could help, considering I have a younger sister the same age as Miss Himawari."

       Ayato looked at Caiome, and Caiome nodded slightly towards Mizuki, but still looking at Ayato. Ayato smiled at the guard.

       "Please, speak freely."

       "Well, it's normal for you not to realize this, considering you don't spend enough time around children," Mizuki began. "And you are terrible when it comes to little things like these," he said to Caiome, who frowned.

       "Hey!"

       "What I'm trying to say is," Mizuki continued quickly, "Miss Himawari is still a child, and around the estate, there are only adults, people who, in one way or another, are stronger than her, physically and socially. And if we consider the fact that she is also aware of the entire situation with the Yamamoto family, everyone is equally knowledgeable about her and her family, so she probably doesn't feel comfortable around the others for fear of being judged. I haven't spent much time around her either, I've only just met her, but not only is she a withdrawn child, but she's also afraid to say or do the wrong thing."

       Caiome and Ayato looked at each other, then sighed simultaneously, knowing full well that Mizuki was right, neither of them could know what a child was thinking, especially since they don't spend much time around them.

       Caiome had never been around children at all; her entire life had been solitary and without this kind of responsibility. Furthermore, since she was little, she had never sought companions her own age, but, on the contrary, adults to help her survive. And if she didn't have anyone, she still had her Vision's shell.

       And Ayato, although naturally caring for everyone, didn't know how to read a child's expressions.

       "Therefore," Ayato finally said, "are you saying that Himawari should be around someone who knows nothing about her situation at all, and a child at that?"

       "Something like that," Mizuki replied.

       Ayato pondered, and so did Caiome. Then suddenly they both had an idea, looking up at the guard.

       "Mizuki!" they both exclaimed at the same time, and Mizuki seemed to startle at the excitement both of them seemed to have in their eyes.

       "Y-yes?" he said.

       "What if Himawari befriended Uta?" Caiome said.

       "My sister?" Mizuki asked.

       "Do we all know another Uta?" Caiome asked.

       "B-but... I don't think Miss Himawari could be escorted to Konda village every day, in the middle of the day, and my mother is very busy, so busy that she can barely spend time with Uta, let alone two children. It's true that my father is home, but—"

       Ayato chuckled, making Mizuki stop talking. "I do not want to ask your parents to do anything for me," he said. "On the contrary, I would like your younger sister to be brought here for an hour or two a day to get to know Himawari, and maybe they will become friends."

       "They're the same age," Caiome quickly added, "and there's plenty of playground here if it comes to that, and apparently Uta doesn't have too many friends in the village either, right? She should always have a companion, and your mother can't always accompany her, so she can't go out of the yard much either."

       "But here..."

       "There will always be someone to keep an eye on them, whether it is Caiome or anyone else. The place is crawling with employees. In addition, you are here," Ayato said, "and you are the most suitable person to watch over them. They are both perfectly safe here, I assure you."

       "Well, it's okay if Uta comes with me in the morning, but I'll have to take her back home eventually; she can't stay here all day. And my mother can't leave the house and leave my father alone."

       "I'll take her back home myself," Caiome said. "Have you ever been teleported? It shouldn't be a big deal for Uta," she added with a mischievous smile.

       "I don't think it's such a good idea for Uta; she might refuse."

       "Why don't you let her decide that?" Caiome said. "She's a big girl. If she can decide for herself that she wants to be a seamstress, she can decide whether she wants to be teleported or not."

       "Okay, okay," Mizuki said quickly, backing off. "Actually," he said after some thinking, "it might be good for her too. As you said, she doesn't have many friends or children to play with. But... are you sure, my lord?" he asked Ayato, who displayed a pleasant smile, as if already anticipating what Mizuki was going to say. "Uta doesn't have much education, she's a child with health problems. She's a very good girl, but Miss Himawari comes from a noble family."

       "I think that is exactly what Himawari would want after what you said, right?" Ayato said. "Someone normal, without any special power and who knows nothing about her situation, like other children from other noble families would. I cannot see a better choice than your sister, who comes from a common family. I am sure they will both be delighted."

       Mizuki had no more arguments to bring, especially since Lord Kamisato had just used his own words against him, which he couldn't deny. So in the end, he gave in, agreeing that the next day, before the dance lessons that would be moved to the afternoon, Caiome would go to Konda village to pick up Mizuki and Uta.

       When Mizuki left, Ayato turned to Caiome, crossing his arms over his chest. "It seems you've found a way out to leave the mansion."

       Caiome smiled widely, raising her chin and puffing her chest. "Me?" she said with false innocence. "I didn't do anything, I just offered to escort a little girl too young for such a long journey all the way from Konda village here. Plus," she added, adopting her everyday personality, "it's just teleportation, it's not like I'm going there to have a chance to change the scenery, like you should from time to time."

       "Do not worry," Ayato said, turning around and heading towards his office. "In a few days, you and I will really change the scenery. I have some business in the city."

       "Finally," Caiome said. She jumped beside him on tiptoe. "Who else do we need to investigate? Who else from a noble family needs to be thrown in jail? Someone from the Tenryou Commision?"

       "Unfortunately for you," Ayato said, "there are just a few diplomatic meetings."

       Caiome seemed annoyed. "Boring."

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       The next morning, Caiome teleported to Konda village, rather jumping in a bouncing stride to Mizuki's home. She saw from a distance all the members of her friend's family standing in the front yard, waiting a bit agitated. Uta was all smiles, fidgeting, and having rosy cheeks, even though it was already early June, while her mother was arranging her black, curly hair tied with a bow at the back. She didn't seem calmer herself, given the way her hands trembled and how she always adjusted her long bangs.

       Mizuki was looking in a backpack, starting to count on his fingers if he had everything he needed for Uta, such as some medicines, an extra shirt if it got colder later—even though the plan was for Uta to stay for about two hours at most at the Kamisato Estate, while his father stood on the terrace, leaning on a crutch, watching the other three.

       Caiome leaned against the low fence. "We're not going on a trip across the sea, you know," she said to an agitated Mizuki, drawing everyone's attention.

       Uta smiled even wider, slipping out of her mother's hands, coming to the gate and opening it, almost jumping on Caiome.

       "You really came!" she said excitedly. "I was expecting Mizuki to tell me at the last moment that it was all a joke."

       "I would never play with a child's feelings like that," mumbled Mizuki, taking the backpack on his shoulder and leaving the small courtyard as well.

       "You can't judge me," Uta pouted, elbowing him in the ribs. "It's not normal for a child like me to be invited to Lord Kamisato's residence. Do you think I'll get to meet Lord Kamisato?" She turned to Caiome, and her blue eyes sparkled. "Or lady Ayaka. I saw her and Lord Kamisato at a festival only once, and she was so beautiful, like a princess from fairy tales. Oh, and Lord Kamisato." She put her hands on her cheeks, which became even redder, starting to fidget from side to side. "He's so handsome, like an emperor, but looks so kind."

       "Uta," her mother said, almost scolding her, putting her hand on her shoulder. "I've told you so many times not to talk like that." Uta pouted, and her mother looked at Caiome with a polite smile. "Please forgive her. She was only seven when she happened to see His Highness and lady Ayaka around the city, and now she just lives in her own fantasy."

       "No problem," Caiome waved her hand, then put her palms on her knees, leaning towards Uta. "And just so you know, Lord Kamisato is not all that great. He stays indoors so much that he's actually very pale. And tired."

       "Of course, he has a lot to do," Uta put her arms over her chest, looking a bit arrogant. "That's why when even the emperors left the palace, it was like an event, and people were satisfied with that, because he had many responsibilities to fulfill for the good of the people," she said proudly. "That's why I tell my brother he should be proud to work for Lord Kamisato."

       Caiome poked her with her finger. "Why don't you marry him, then?"

       "I couldn't!" Uta said, her cheeks even redder.

       Exactly the same reaction as Chizuru. What did they all see in him? Oh, if they only knew what was hiding behind that perfect man's mask. Although, she couldn't be totally against Uta, because Caiome, among other things, cursed his beauty too.

       "Please, don't feed her imagination," Mizuki said. "We should go, or else we'll be late."

       "Be good," Uta's mother said. "Don't go anywhere you're not allowed, listen to Mizuki and the other employees, and don't cause any trouble, understood? And if you happen to see Lady Ayaka or Lord Kamisato, remember what I taught you."

       "Of course," Uta said, grabbing Caiome's arm and pulling her along. "Can we leave now?"

       Once they reached the telepoint, Uta seemed very excited to be teleported by a Vision bearer, while Mizuki paled, looking horrified.

       "Oh, come on," Caiome urged. "Are you afraid?"

       "N-no!" Mizuki said, grabbing her arm, while Caiome put her arm around Uta's shoulders, pulling her close as if in an embrace. "Just... be gentle."

       "Gentle?" Caiome laughed. "It's not like I can control teleportation. We'll just end up there."

       "Ignore him," Uta said, holding onto her waist more firmly. "He's just a scaredy-cat."

       "Hey!" Mizuki exclaimed.

       Uta stuck her tongue out at him, then hid in Caiome's abdomen.

       "I thought the same thing from the beginning," Caiome said.

       "Whose side are you on?" Mizuki said, feeling a bit offended. "I know she's younger, but on—"

       "Yes, yes," Caiome said, then they disappeared and reappeared near the residence.

       As soon as their feet touched the ground, Mizuki let go of Caiome, swaying and clutching one of the tall courtyard walls, holding his stomach.

       "I think I'm going to be sick," he muttered, as the two girls looked at him with crossed eyes.

       Uta still held onto Caiome's arms, embracing her, but she didn't seem to be green-faced.

       "Oh, come on," Caiome said, approaching him and giving him a hearty slap on the back. "Not even your sister is like you."

       "And I thought I had balance issues because of my sight," Uta said as if disappointed in her brother.

       "You have no mercy for me," Mizuki breathed deeply. "I'll never teleport again. How come you're fine?" he asked Uta, who shrugged, making Caiome wonder the same thing. Even Koshi, who was a trained ninja, felt a bit dizzy after teleportation.

       "Anyway, let's go," Caiome said, and all three entered through the front gate.

       Mizuki gave his sister a relatively short tour, while she looked wide-eyed around the courtyard, and other employees stared at them, wondering who the girl who simply entered through the front gate was. But it wasn't hard to tell that she and Mizuki were siblings, considering their eye and hair color, and common facial features, including the shape of their chin and lips. This raised another question. Why was Mizuki's sister here?

       They didn't enter the mansion, as Mizuki insisted it wasn't necessary, and Uta was content with the gardens. Arriving in the back gardens, Caiome quickly searched for Himawari, who was waiting quietly near the garden stumps.

       "That's another kid," Uta said, approaching Himawari, who still didn't realize she was being watched.

       "Oh, yeah, that's right," Caiome said. "I almost forgot about her."

       Because the plan was for Uta to think she was going on some sort of tour of the residence without being told that her actual purpose there would be to meet Himawari and make friends.

       Only then did Himawari raise her gaze, noticing Uta for the first time. Only to quickly hide behind the tree trunk, making Uta frown slightly.

       "Uta, this is Himawari; she works here as a trainee maid," Mizuki said. "Himawari, this is my younger sister, Uta. You're about the same age, so I hope you'll get along."

       "Hello," Uta waved.

       Caiome sighed and went to Himawari, grabbing her collar and pulling her gently from behind the tree trunk. "Be polite and say hello back," she tapped her shoulder.

       "H-hi," Himawari mumbled.

       "You really work here?" Uta asked, clenching her fists and her eyes gleamed.

       Caiome kneed Himawari's leg, signaling her to speak.

       "Uh... yes."

       "Where are you from?" Uta continued. "Are you from a village? From the city? From Ritou? Or from another island?"

       Himawari blinked a few times at Uta and her huge smile. She... seemed not to know who she was talking to. The first person who had no idea who she was.

       "I live here," she mumbled later, sounding slightly more relaxed, considering she wasn't clenching her fists anymore and wasn't keeping her head down.

       "Really?" Uta burst with excitement. "It must be amazing to wake up in this mansion every day."

       "I'm just a trainee maid, though."

       "Let's leave the details aside," Uta laughed. "I came to visit. I've never been to a lord's residence, so I didn't expect to meet a kid here."

       "How did you get here?" Himawari muttered as if trying to gather all the information about this girl before saying too much, to test the waters. Of course, she was Mizuki's sister, but that didn't explain why she was here when Himawari was supposed to be the only child and kept under observation to avoid too much contact with the outside world.

       "Lord Kamisato probably wanted to do a favor for my brother, Mizuki, as a reward for his services as a guard."

       Caiome and Himawari frowned, and Mizuki suddenly seemed agitated.

       "What?" Caiome asked.

       "I think you've said enough about me," Mizuki covered his sister's mouth. "Well, since both I and Miss Caiome have a lot to do, Miss Himawari, how about you give my sister a tour and maybe spend some time together? I'm sure you'll get along just fine."

       "But... my lessons..." Himawari said to Caiome.

       "We can do them later."

       "Great!" Uta said, grabbing Himawari's arm and starting to pull her along. "I'll be accompanied by someone who lives here. Show me your favorite places."

       And off the girls went, and Mizuki sighed in relief.

       "Your services as a guard?" Caiome looked at him, standing with her arms crossed, and Mizuki realized he wasn't out of danger after all.

       "Uh, about that..."

       "Your family has no idea what you're doing here, do they?" she said. "That's why you let me train you to improve your skills. You lied to me! It seems that Mr. Mizuki is not as honorable and honest as he appears and claims to be, is he now?"

       "It wasn't intentional," he quickly apologized with his cheeks reddening. "I just—"

       Caiome suddenly put her hand on his shoulder, tapping it a few times, looking rather... pleased. "I'm proud of you," she said.

       Mizuki looked genuinely disappointed. "You shouldn't say that."

       "I'd be a hypocrite if I complained about it."

       "You're always complaining that Lord Kamisato has lied to you repeatedly and deceived you."

       "Because I expect it from him, not from you." Caiome seemed to jump slightly excited on her feet, clenching her fists. "Oh, I have to tell someone."

       And with that, she disappeared from beside Mizuki, bursting through the doors of the Great Hall.

       "Ayato, guess what!" she said excitedly, chest forward, approaching the table at the end where he was seated. "Mizuki, the benevolent Mizuki, just lied to me. Now that is what I call a good-bad influence on someone, you should be proud of me."

       Ayato displayed a strained, forced smile, holding a sheet of paper in his hand. "Miss Caiome," he said, "you chose a rather inappropriate moment for such a report, don't you think?"

       Caiome blinked curiously, then looked around at all the clan heads in the room. Oh, she thought. It was one of the days when Ayato attended a general meeting. He usually had meetings in the morning, but not with all twenty clans at once. This kind of meeting was held once every two to three weeks for a general report, and the last such large meeting was when Caiome had held onto Ayato's leg until he let her go to the city with Thoma and Ayaka.

       Caiome vaguely remembered Ayato telling her the night before that he would attend this meeting.

       But instead of backing away from everyone, Caiome just smiled and plopped down on the floor next to Ayato's table, putting her sword in her lap.

       "Great," she said. "I'll listen in, too."

       A man from the first row of tables cleared his throat. "Meetings are usually confidential, Miss... Caiome."

       "Dude, I'm his bodyguard," she said, pointing towards Ayato. "I pretty much have to be wherever he is, right?" she smiled at Lord Kamisato, who began to regret his words.

       "And at the same time," Ayato said with the same strained smile he only showed to the clan heads, "you have not been present at the morning meetings in the past few days. I could tell you to wait for me outside."

       "But, my lord," she said with a false shock on her face, putting a hand on her chest, "how could I leave you alone? What if an assassin enters through the window and threatens your life?"

       "You..." Ayato murmured, then sighed. He had no intention of having this conversation in front of the clan heads, so he turned to them. "It is all right, I trust Miss Caiome."

       "You haven't said that before," Caiome mumbled to him, leaning her elbow on her knee.

       "Do not push it," Ayato whispered back. "Just be quiet now."

 

Chapter 32: Chapter 32 ~  The Uncle and the Counterfeit Gemstones

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Chapter 32 ~  The Uncle and the Counterfeit Gemstones

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       The meeting proceeded quietly, without Caiome exhibiting any inappropriate behavior anymore—especially considering she was supposed to adopt the image of a responsible bodyguard. On the contrary, she had been very attentive, especially when the discussion turned to the gemstone industry, which, since last time, hadn't resolved its issues, and no one knew where the loophole was.

       Caiome had never seen Ayato so thoughtful before he announced his decision, and that he would investigate it himself by asking Tetsuya Shoichiro to stay after the meeting to discuss the details.

       The problem boiled down to profit. It was clear that the workers delivered a certain quantity of verified mined gemstones to their destination, but after processing and putting them on the market, there were many controversies raised by customers who refused to pay the full amount; so the industry had been paused for a few days to discover the cause, but Tetsuya Shoichiro, the head of the Tetsuya clan, hadn't found anything even until now. Nothing was wrong with the merchandise or the final products put on the market. Later, even the jewelers stopped buying gemstones.

       "In that case," Ayato sighed when only the two of them and Tetsuya Shoichiro remained in the Hall, "why did you not come to me earlier?"

       Shoichiro let his silver eyes fall to the ground for a few seconds, and a somewhat sad smile appeared on his lips. He seemed tired, and his shoulders were slumped.

       "It seems that my powers and mind are leaving me at the same time, and wisdom is deserting me," he sighed. "I admit it was a mistake not to come to you, my lord. Probably, I just wanted to prove that I'm still useful to you somehow. I didn't even rely on my son, who knows nothing about all this, although he's supposed to take my place in a few years. It seems that that time will come sooner than I thought."

       Caiome leaned her elbow on Ayato's table, looking at Shoichiro from one side to the other. Something about his figure seemed familiar, very, very familiar, and those eyes... Not to mention how strange it seemed for someone to speak so casually in front of Ayato when until now Caiome had only witnessed how his subordinates either behaved as respectfully as possible or begged and cried for mercy.

       "You know I canot deny your decisions," Ayato responded with perfect calm, almost relaxed. "But if you encountered any problem, you should have reported it to me immediately."

       "I know," Tetsuya Shoichiro said. "I apologize, my lord."

       The way he apologized, with only a half bow, kneeling on the tatami mats, seemed so sincere and effortless at the same time.

       Then it clicked to her.

       Caiome let her hand drop down, lightly hitting the table, and a smile appeared on her lips, feeling very smart inside.

       "Uncle!" she said, and the two men looked at her curiously. "You're Ayato's uncle, his mother's older brother. Of course," she scolded herself as if it were obvious. "One of the ships sent after Father's silver hairpin for his wife was yours. It makes sense, considering you work in this industry and wanted to help your brother-in-law with such a gift for his new wife."

       "Uh..." Shoichiro said, displaying a weak smile. "I'm honored that Miss Caiome recognizes me."

       "Of course I do. See?" she turned to Ayato. "I can learn from a book."

       "The only reason you could remember his name is because he has been involved in violent conflicts a few times," Ayato said with an extraordinary calm, expressionless. "If I were to ask you about a few political events he attended, you wouldn't know anything. Do not mind her," he told his uncle. "She likes to stick her nose into everything."

       "Well... it's interesting seeing a personality like her around the Kamisato Estate," Shoichiro said, then made a half bow towards her out of politeness, and Caiome frowned. "I'm glad to meet you, miss."

       "Uh... sure," Caiome said, then moved closer to Ayato, as if trying to hide behind him, whispering to him. "Did you see what I saw, or was it just my imagination? Am I going crazy? Are you going crazy like me?"

       "It is just politeness," Ayato said, raising his hand. He quickly grabbed the top of her head, pressing it down, making Caiome bend uncomfortably towards Shoichiro, almost hitting the table. "You should do the same. Come on, introduce yourself properly."

       "Hey, let go of me," Caiome said, trying to move his hand aside, while Ayato dodged and pressed her head in the same way, causing a show for his uncle.

       "There's no need, my lord," Shoichiro said, making both of them look at him. "It's clear that Miss Caiome doesn't know our culture well enough to follow each of our customs. When she learns and feels comfortable, then she can introduce herself as she wishes."

       Caiome quickly moved away from Ayato, who barely let go of her, getting closer to Shoichiro.

       "Uncle, you're an angel. Do you know how much your nephew torments me? Let me tell you, under that mask is hiding a demon who finds pleasure in my suffering."

       "That because you do not understand basic things that I have repeated to you so many times," he said, and Shoichiro couldn't help but chuckle, and at the same time, he was slightly confused.

       It was like watching two children arguing and blaming each other, victimizing themselves; but at the same time, it was strange to see Ayato like that. He couldn't remember the last time he had had such a relaxed meeting with him for several years, feeling like he was always missing something from Ayato's life, but he couldn't intervene too much. For the first time, Ayato seemed a bit... uncharacteristic.

       "I'm sure Lord Kamisato only thinks about what's best for everyone," Shoichiro told Caiome.

       "I take back my words, no one here is an angel," she said.

       "If you are done throwing a tantrum, we have more important matters to discuss," Ayato said.

       "Fine," she said and stood up, ready to leave the Great Hall. "Then I guess you don't want me to tell you how your gemstones are not actually the natural mined gemstones, right?"

       "Excuse me?" both men asked at the same time, and Caiome grinned and clicked her tongue, crossing her arms over her chest.

       "See how the tables have turned,"she smiled. "Oh, come on," she looked at Ayato. "You knew from the start that something fishy was going on, so surely you sent someone to investigate, they just didn't find anything. And I went around your market too. Do you remember when I went to the jeweler to sell Mizuki's jewelry? The jeweler was working on a set with rubies. I didn't question it too much back then, but now that I think about it, the stones were weird."

       "Weird in what way?" Shoichiro asked.

       "They shone very brightly, even though we were in a dimly lit room. In short, they weren't natural gemstones, but synthetic ones."

       "And what do you mean by that?" Ayato asked.

       "Alchemy. Counterfeit gemstones made in labs. They're very easy to mistake them, even at a much higher level than the confusion that can be made between lapis lazuli and sapphires. If you can bring me a ruby from the jeweler, I can demonstrate."

       Ayato frowned slightly. "Koshi," he said, and Koshi entered the Great Hall slowly, emerging from the shadows. Caiome waved to him, while Koshi bowed twice, once to Ayato and once to Caiome. "Bring me a ruby from the treasury and a ruby from the jeweler to whom you sold the silver set some time ago."

       "Yes, my lord, miss Caiome," he said and left.

       "Alchemy," Shoichiro murmured to himself after Koshi left the Hall. "But how is it possible? We've been extracting gemstones from the same mines for years."

       "Obviously, there is an exchange happening somewhere," Ayato said. "While the genuine gemstones are taken by the attackers, we are left with only the counterfeit ones."

       "What's even more worrying is not the recovery of the gemstones, but the appearance of the fakes on the market," Caiome said. "Or rather, the buyers' refusal to procure or pay the full price. As I said, they're extremely easy to confuse, so they couldn't raise problems, much less immediate ones that create scenes during the transaction and not afterward. My guess is they already know about them."

       "Maybe they just have a very keen eye," Shoichiro suggested.

       "But have they ever mentioned that they're counterfeit?" Caiome asked, but Shoichiro couldn't give her an answer. "Plus, uncle, you've been in the industry for as long as you can remember, and you surely have a trained eye. Have you seen any of these gemstones with your own eyes lately?"

       "Of course, every day since the case was opened."

       "And have you realized if they're real or counterfeit?"

       Shoichiro sighed, embarrassed. "I must confess that I haven't."

       "That's what I'm talking about. So, those people want to disrupt the gemstone market just to create such crises for you."

       "But we've already investigated the buyers' list," Shoichiro said. "They're the same as always, whether they come in person or send proxies to make transactions on their behalf."

       "We just need to dig deeper. In any case, we are fighting on two fronts," Ayato concluded. "The alchemists behind the theft and the strange behavior of the buyers."

       After some time, Koshi entered the Hall unnoticed, which made Shoichiro startle surprised when he saw his tall, dark figure again in such a short time. Koshi placed the two red stones on the table in front of Ayato, indicating which one was taken from the family treasury and which one from the jeweler.

       Caiome approached the stones, as did Shoichiro. Indeed, one of them seemed to shine much brighter than the other.

       "And that's not all," Caiome said, taking the natural one.

       She sat on the floor between Shoichiro and Ayato, holding it in her palm. The Anemo Vision pulsed slowly, and a small whirlwind formed in her hand, lifting the gemstone a few centimeters above her palm. In the next second, the ruby cracked and shattered into two. Caiome left the pieces on the table, then took the synthetic one. Passing it through the same process, it shattered much faster, and instead of a smooth cut, the edges of the false stone crumbled, becoming jagged.

       "No matter how advanced alchemy is in creating the same image of the gemstone, it won't be able to have the same density as a genuine stone created by nature. Alchemy can fail, but nature never does; there are no imperfections."

       "Amazing," Shoichiro said, but he didn't know what he was referring to, whether to the mastery of alchemy in copying the same image of the gemstone to the point where they were identical or to Caiome's explanation. "How do you know all this?" he asked.

       "She has an affinity for these type of domains," Ayato said instead. "As for many other things related to sales and product quality."

       "I've traveled a lot," Caiome shrugged innocently. "I know many things."

       "I see," Shoichiro said. "In that case, what will we do from now on?" he turned to Ayato.

       "I will investigate the buyers, while you will ensure security at the gemstone mines. And if alchemy can do something as impressive as copying a gemstone, I will also inform Clan Head Kazumi about the precious metals. Gold and silver must be even easier to counterfeit. Wait for my orders," Ayato told Shoichiro, who got up from the floor, then bowed to him.

       Turning to leave the room, Caiome led him to the exit, standing close to him. "Keep an eye especially on the extraction point," she advised him. "Since the mines are further from the city, the exchange is likely happening somewhere nearby."

       "Of course," Shoichiro said, then sighed, both of them leaving the Great Hall. "This has never happened before. Usually, the thefts and robberies were much simpler in the past. Now it's about alchemy. Even if we catch the culprits, we need to find the hornet's nest, as they say."

       "Not even thieves are honest anymore," Caiome said somewhat ironically.

       "It seems not," Shoichiro said with a smile. "I didn't expect to be such a problem for Lord Kamisato at this point."

       "Even you call him Lord Kamisato?!" Caiome snorted.

       "It has been too long since I last addressed my nephew informally," he chuckled, sounding almost like a father. "It has become rather a habit."

       "I know all about this respect for nobles and the honorifics especially when you're not alone in the room, but he's your nephew, your sister's son. How hard can it be?"

       "To tell you the truth, Miss Caiome," he said thoughtfully, looking towards the halls of the mansion as if reliving memories within those walls, "Ayato doesn't remind me of his mother at all. If it weren't for my memory of Yuna holding him in her arms right after giving birth and if she hadn't declared him her son, I wouldn't say that they, and implicitly we, share the same blood in any way. He's different in so many aspects from both his mother and his father. In some ways similar, but in most... it's as if the Ayato I'm looking now is the son of neither of them."

       Caiome mulled over the thoughts but didn't have much time for it.

       "Anyway, it's not good to talk so much about this," Shoichiro said, "especially in his own house with all the employees in the halls. The walls have ears, and the wind carries words far."

       "True," Caiome said.

       "I'll wait for your word," Shoichiro said finally, then left.

       Caiome watched him until he disappeared down the halls, then returned to the real problem, namely those precious stones. She entered back into the Great Hall, closing the doors behind her, leaning against them with her hands behind her back. Koshi was no longer in the room, and the stones were still on the table, while Ayato looked deeply at them.

       Caiome had seen his pensive expression so many times, for hours, staring at his boring papers, but now the atmosphere in the room was much more pressing. Because it was no longer just about a few signatures and reports and some relatively simple plans, but about the entire gemstone market, which had already been in danger for almost three weeks. If they didn't solve this problem quickly, they would suffer the consequences, and Caiome understood at least that much. After all, who wouldn't fight for the little empire they had created with so much work, sweat and sacrificies?

       "You know that just a few investigations won't be enough, right?" she said.

       "I am aware," said Ayato.

       Caiome stepped away from the doors, sitting in front of Ayato, leaning her elbows on the table, resting her cheeks in her palms. "And you know that the theft occurs right in front of the mine when the goods are transported out of the tunnels, right?"

       Ayato closed his eyes, then looked at her, indicating that yes, Ayato already knew that. He was too smart not to already know that.

       "You didn't tell Shoichiro," she continued.

       "Neither did you, for that matter."

       "How could I? Betray my lord's intentions?" she chuckled.

       Ayato raised an eyebrow. "Stop playing around," he said.

       "I was just curious about the reason. Don't you trust your own uncle?"

       "Whether I trust him or not has nothing to do with the fact that we are related," he said, beginning to poke the red stones with his fingertip. "And it is not relevant in this case anyway."

       Caiome frowned. As Ayato poked the red stones, she began to poke him in the forehead.

       "Weirdo," she said. "But let's say I believe you. So, we'll handle this in the Shuumatsuban style? It's clear that it's more important to find the thieves than to investigate these quarrelsome clients. Anyway, we could do both at the same time. So," she smiled, combing his bangs with two fingers until Ayato finally raised his gaze to her, "does this mean you're letting me be part of the operation? I might have a few ideas on how to catch the rats. It depends on how subtle you want to be."

       "I am pretty sure I could—"

       "Ah, you see, that's not going to happen," she said. "Not with the experience you have." Ayato frowned, seeming slightly offended, considering that Caiome was just trying to call him inferior to her. "Of course, in my case, you were able to catch me with lies, but that's because you're just as perfect a liar. But here it's about theft, not lying. You need a thief to catch a thief, right? You know what they say, keep your friends close, and your villains closer."

       "Enemies," said Ayato.

       "And what did I say?" she shrugged.

       "Fine," he sighed. "Let's hear it."

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       As Shoichiro promised, security was reinforced around the gemstone mines, and Kazumi Yuuji, the head of the precious metals industry from Yashiro Commision, reinforced security around the precious metal mines, but this wasn't where Caiome's plan, somehow accepted by Ayato with a few changes here and there, would focus.

       Firstly, even alchemist thieves would need a theft plan, so since the extractions had already been stopped for over a week, their plans were likely disrupted because they had nothing left to steal. And to create those fake stones, they needed funds, funds most likely coming from stealing the stones; without funds, they couldn't continue their plans.

       "We're going with the idea of a wealthy man desperate for money," she said in the presence of Ayato, Koshi, and two other Shuumatsuban members who were dressed similarly to Koshi, all of them with their faces covered, being just as silent. "When an industry starts to decline, the wealthy consider any possible solution to make some money. We'll pick one of the mines, the most valuable one possible, and on the way to the depot, we'll put up a bunch of guards as security."

       "To give the impression of fear," said Ayato.

       "Exactly," she said. "Every high-level thief, as in our case, has a pattern, they never steal randomly, because it goes against their principles. And they don't rush into things when there are risks, especially when it comes to such a big theft, like, hmm... three or four crates. Also, the stones need to be easy to replicate to attract attention. Thieves need time to decide if they want to strike and time to fabricate the stones they'll use for the exchange, so the plan will take place in about three or four days. The more of the route to the warehouse we cover, the more confident they'll be to strike right at the entrance to the mine. In short, we play the fools."

       "If we give the idea of the desperate rich person, four crates will be too few. We will make a transport of six crates of blue diamonds," Ayato said.

       "Blue diamonds?" Caiome was genuinely surprised, placing both palms on her chest, and her eyes moistened, playing theater. "I haven't seen blue diamonds very often. Are you doing this for me? I didn't think you loved me that much."

       "You said you wanted a valuable stone that is easy to replicate and attracts attention," Ayato replied instead, ignoring her obvious theatrics that made the other three look weirdly from one to another. "Do not think too much into it," he added more for the others. "Anyway, that would further reinforce the idea of desperation, fear, and risk. If we did not have a stone like the blue diamond, we wouldn't have so many guards for a transport like this."

       "True," Caiome said, putting the play aside and suddenly becoming as serious as Ayato.

       "The guards will be members of the Shuumatsuban from the Information Department," Ayato told the three. "The ambush will be carried out by members of the Shuumatsuban from the Operations Department. Now, as for the signal to start the operation..." he turned to Caiome. "I guess we will have to let the expert thief make the move."

 

Chapter 33: Chapter 33 ~ The Rain and the Blue Diamonds

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Chapter 33 ~ The Rain and the Blue Diamonds

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       Three days later, at midnight, at the entrance to the blue diamond mine in the southern head of Tatarasuna Island and along the entire road to the warehouse in the eastern head where they were to be loaded and transported by sea to Narukami Island, dozens and hundreds of soldiers with torches in their hands stood guard. The entrance to the mine was relatively empty, four soldiers – all Shuumatsuban members – and a few miners were placing the crates with the blue diamonds whose glassy surface Caiome glanced at only once before they were covered.

       The other members participating in the ambush were hidden and, of course, relied on Caiome to give the signal. But Caiome had told them from the beginning that it would be a risky operation because they only knew the thief's pattern but not the methods: how, when, and in what way they were going to make the exchange between the crates with the real diamonds and the counterfeited ones. She needed to focus as well.

       However, it was her great pleasure to wear a complete Shuumatsuban member-specific costume, a black suit, very light and pleasant to move in, elastic and with all the necessary accessories. Koshi brought her all the equipment she needed, from clothes to weapons, of which Caiome chose only a few small ones, such as shurikens and kunais, considering that she relied more on her sword, the power of her Vision, and balance, so the others were useless to her.

       Like all the others, she was hidden behind a wide tree that completely concealed her, hiding her Vision among the clothes, so as not to create unnecessary light that could attract attention. From the previous thefts investigated by the Information Department, most were done after midnight, at one or two o'clock, because that's when the precious stones came out of the mine. Although there was still time until then, Caiome wasn't one hundred percent sure it wouldn't happen sooner, considering that the alchemist thieves were going through the same level of desperation as Shoichiro. They depended on the gemstone industry if they wanted to continue their research.

       She let the breeze pass through the trunks and branches of the trees, through bushes, making them rustle, through blades of grass and over dusty roads, through the flames of the torches and through the salty smell of the sea, through the waves crashing against the rocks, bringing all the sounds to her. Birds flapped their wings, agitated by the unexpected wind, and she heard the soldiers' breaths, their steps, and the wood crackling in the campfires at the entrance of the mine.

       Suddenly, she heard some footsteps approaching her, footsteps that were foreign. She grabbed her sword and turned ready to strike, but the figure dodged inches away from the sword's edge, then grabbed her wrist. Caiome frowned, quickly studying the stranger dressed in black, in the Shuumatsuban clothes.

       Somehow, she first recognized the torso under the black clothes, and the narrow waist she had seen naked at some point, and then she saw the very faint shimmer of the Hydro Vision hidden among the clothes. Unlike his elegant clothes worn as Lord Kamisato, the Shuumatsuban clothes made his body appear thinner and more agile at the same time, outlining his muscles, shoulders, and long legs.

       Ayato took off the tenugui covering his face, but left the zukin on his head, covering his hair, which stood out very easily. Caiome smiled under her own tenugui, retracting her sword and putting it back in its sheath.

       "I could have killed you," she whispered, and Ayato covered his mouth and nose again with the tenugui.

       He moved closer to the tree trunk, standing between the roots, and Caiome followed him, to stay as covered as possible. "Are you sure they would take the bait?" he whispered back a few seconds of complete silence later.

       "The gemstones extractions stopped suddenly," said Caiome. "It certainly caught them off guard without having previously decided what they would do next. That much I'm sure of, so yes, they'll take the bait."

       Ayato turned away from the cart guarded by a few people, looking at Caiome who was still attentive to her surroundings, letting the wind gently hit her zukin, which allowed her eyes to be somewhat visible. Although they were hidden behind a tree, they were not very far from the mine entrance, so the campfires and torches cast lights that reached them and subtly touched their faces. Which, aside from the way the zukin shaded her face, her eyes shone just like the rubies Caiome had cut in front of him. During the day, they had the color of an intense sunset, but at night, her eyes took on the shade of fresh blood. It was hard not to look at her.

       Caiome was very attentive, focused. Like all the others, she didn't want to mess up, probably especially because Ayato had practically risked and bet on her ability. And although she had that amused look, like a jester making puppets dance, Caiome always tried to accomplish a task in the best way possible, as was the case with ramad aleizam. Ayato had to admit, the fact that the maids were interrogated anonymously... might have been a good idea.

       And even now, although Caiome was joking, her body said otherwise. She stood completely turned towards the mine entrance, ready to signal at the slightest movement. Her hand was on the sword handle, and the Vision subtly pulsed under her clothes, seeming impatient.

       "It's still uncertain how many of them will attack and their variety," she whispered later, leaning against a tree trunk.

       "I trust my Shuumatsuban," said Ayato.

       "It's not about that," said Caiome. "Koshi, Nami," she said into the darkness, and from among the trees came the two figures dressed in black, bowing to the two of them. "Keep an eye out for Visions. Any spots of color you see, report them to me. All units to stay close, but spread out. Take positions in tall, bushy trees, on branches facing outward. Make sure not to be seen."

       "Yes, miss," they both said, then disappeared.

       "Are you afraid of Vision bearers?" said Ayato.

       "Not for me," she replied.

       "Even if not all the Shuumatsuban members have Visions, I believe they can handle them."

       "Well," said Caiome, "I don't know them all and don't know their abilities, so it's best to be on guard, right? It would be even worse if two Vision bearers attacked one Shuumatsuban member."

       "The organization's training is specifically tailored for any situation," he whispered back. "If there really are Vision bearers among them—"

       Caiome quickly grabbed him by the nape with one hand, while covering his mouth with the other. She pushed suddenly against him, turning Ayato's back to the tree. He stumbled against the tree's large roots and relatively easily hit his back against the tree trunk, standing with his legs stretched out in front of him. Caiome pushed herself against him, slightly bent backward, pressed against his body, so Ayato, rather instinctively, caught her not by the waist, but somewhere higher, placing his fingertips on her ribs.

       "Quiet," she demanded, still covering his mouth with her hand, looking behind the tree trunk.

       But Ayato couldn't move even if he wanted to, and he couldn't turn his head in another direction as well as Caiome was holding him so well. So most likely, the way Caiome was pressed against him, she was leaning on his body.

       So Ayato could, more than see, feel the shape of her body, the muscles of her legs and abdomen, and the strength of her arms when she pushed him against the tree. And more than that, Caiome had a presence, because there was a difference between touching someone and forcing someone, when touched, to feel. Like her body, her heart beat calmly but strangely strong at the same time, and Ayato realized that this wasn't fear, but excitement.

       Caiome was entirely made of ecstasy and adrenaline.

       And although her nose was covered by the tenugui, considering that Caiome was so close to him, he could smell the fresh rain scent coming from her hair. It was an intoxicating, soothing, and even peaceful smell that sometimes Ayato wanted to feel – it didn't matter where it came from. But even so, even on rainy days in the past few weeks, every time he smelled the damp scent, he couldn't associate it with anything other than...

       He closed his eyes for a few moments, forgetting where he was and what he had to do. He forgot that behind him an ambush was about to unfold. He was back at his office window, watching Caiome who even in the rain was dancing with her sword on the logs, seeming even happier than on sunny days. She didn't seem to care that she was going to catch a cold, she didn't care about the cold biting her exposed skin, she only cared about how the sword cut through the raindrops. She even had a smile on her face, enjoying the rain.

       Ayato slowly opened his eyes, looking through his eyelashes at Caiome, who had a serious expression, with her eyes focused behind the tree.

       A sudden gust of wind hit Caiome a few seconds earlier, causing her Vision to pulse as if it were on alert, but Caiome saw nothing beyond the tree and bushes. Everything seemed just as quiet, but the atmosphere was a bit oppressive. Insisting, Caiome finally saw a streak of whitish-gray rising near the campfires.

       "There," she said.

       Ayato leaned toward the edge of the tree, standing side by side, breathing the warmth of the other. Caiome withdrew her hand from his mouth and from behind his neck, and Ayato saw what she was referring to. They looked at each other out of the corner of their eyes, and Caiome smiled under her tenugui.

       "We've got them," she said, but didn't get signal yet.

       Not yet.

       The whitish streak began to intensify and cover the mine entrance. Mist, of course, to confuse the soldiers and miners.

       Only two minutes later, when the mist covered the cart with crates, causing the two horses to move restlessly from side to side, Caiome saw an unknown movement near the cart.

       Ayato didn't realize when Caiome left him at an odd speed, stepping on air. She jumped on the stacked crates, making an arc with her arm, and a strong gust of wind dispersed the mist around the cart, revealing to everyone some strangers dressed in black, but not in ninja costumes.

       "Look what we've caught in the trap," she laughed.

       Caiome leaned her sword on one of the crates, leaning slightly forward on it and smiling. She waved her fingers at three of the thieves who looked at her wide-eyed, their faces covered with cloths made from rags.

       "Hello, boys. Have something for me?"

       The soldiers tried to approach to capture them, but the group of thieves took their positions and attacked, which didn't suit Caiome as much as she would have thought.

       She raised her hand and created another whirlwind that took the fire particles with it, raising reddish lights in the air – the signal to the others.

       The ambush began, and as the Shuumatsuban ninjas emerged from among the trees, so did the villains from a dense fog, all engaging in a battle of shadows, the stake being the cart with the blue diamonds.

       Caiome jumped off the cart, attacking one of the thieves, managing to bring him down quickly enough, just like all the others who approached the diamonds. Caiome couldn't let them lay hands on such beauties and replace them with those damn fake stones. And in her whirlwinds of wind, she felt the water droplets, which could only come from Ayato who was fighting somewhere nearby, but Caiome couldn't see him.

       She moved quickly when she felt something was wrong, just as a spear of earth suddenly rose towards her. She twisted, pirouetting, and in front of her, next to a Geo Vision hung from the waist of the thief, appeared a relatively short and thin man, playing with a dagger on his fingers. His face was covered, and his hair was tousled, but his attitude alone made Caiome smile.

       "I was wondering when you, Vision bearers, would show up," she said.

       The thief clenched his fist and raised his arm abruptly. Caiome moved quickly, jumping back as sharp earth spears emerged quickly from the ground, even from under her. After a few meters of retreat, Caiome jumped on a gust of wind and landed on the top of a spear – admiring her sturdy leather boots. She pushed against the spear, prepared her sword, and prepared to strike the thief, but he also retreated, then struck her long dagger against her sword.

       "You're not so tough," he commented amused.

       "No," she said, "but I'm faster than you."

       She pushed against the blade of the dagger, spun quickly, and struck with the sword towards his neck. The thief barely had time to parry with the dagger, so he fell to the side with a bloody wound on his arm.

       Caiome approached him and attempted to strike again, but the thief put a Geo shield between them. Caiome stopped her sword before it hit the shield that came quickly towards her. She dodged, avoiding a blow from the thief, and from there the fight became more intense. Both infused power into their weapons, turning it into more of a duel than a battle. Caiome hesitated to use her Vision's power around her because of the Shuumatsuban, and it seemed her opponent had the same reason. Neither could risk injuring their colleagues.

       But for Caiome, it became annoying to fight against a dagger. So she didn't care enough about the restraints, pushed against the cart, jumped up, and flew towords him in a whirlwind, strucking him with her sword. The power of the wind clashed with that of the earth, throwing everyone back within a five-meter radius. The thief was left unconscious due to the impact he couldn't parry fast enough, and Caiome laughed to herself. The area was secured.

       In the crowd, she recognized Ayato, and as he parried the blow of another sword, another enemy approached him from behind. Caiome pushed into the ground and clashed her own sword against the other's, pushing him back.

       "Hmph," she huffed as Ayato also escaped his opponent, "I would have thought you could concentrate better so that I don't have to save you from certain death."

       "Then what is the point of you being my bodyguard?" he replied.

       The fight ended relatively quickly after that, and all the thieves were tied up and gathered, the unconscious ones separated from the conscious ones. Caiome and Ayato didn't bother too much about finding the location of the lab – especially considering Caiome didn't refrain from threats. Koshi was sent to investigate, and when he confirmed the location, which was actually relatively close to the mine, Ayato ordered the lab to be burn to the ground. With everyone inside, if necessary.

       Also at Ayato's orders, the thieves were to be escorted to the Tenryou Commission, this time without keeping their identities as Lord Kamisato anonymous, as it wasn't another Commission's problem, but his own, and the diamond transport was to be escorted by ninjas from the Information Department, along with miners they had to ensure were not harmed in any way.

       The ninjas immediately complied, starting to clean up the place. Caiome played around with the thieves a bit, poking them or asking for more information about the counterfeit stones, just out of curiosity. Some answered, others didn't, and those who didn't...

       "Kusa," she said to a ninja, "could you make sure this thief walk on all fours to Narukami Island?"

       "Uh... of course, miss," he said.

       "Hmph,"she mumbled looking at him. "It doesn't matter, just escort him and the others," she quickly added, changing her mind.

       Then, looking for Ayato, she found him somewhere at the edge of the small camp set up by the ninjas, considering it was too late to return to Narukami Island. It was something new for Caiome, considering she hadn't slept in tents in her life, but directly under the open sky, regardless of whether it was winter or summer.

       Caiome approached him, taking off both the tenugui and the zukin. She put her hands behind her back, jumping next to Ayato, both looking towards the waves crashing in the distance on the beach and rocks. She had a big smile, nudging him with her elbow.

       "Did I do a good job or did I do a good job?" she said. "I definitely deserve to be your bodyguard for fewer days out of the two thousand and something."

       Ayato chuckled into a smile. "Is that why you got so involved in this case?" he glanced at her from the corner of his eye. He also no longer wore the zukin and the tenugui, now that the thieves had been taken out of the small camp and he didn't need to hide from the organization. "To be excused?"

       "My services are never for free," she said arrogantly.

       "Well, the case is not over yet," Ayato said. "We need to find out what is going on with those clients. The alchemists confessed they were being bribed to cause problems in the industry, but it seems to be more than that."

       "It's alchemy," Caiome shrugged, "anything can happen."

       "We will interrogate them subtly," Ayato said. "I will send the Department to ask them a few questions about the situation. Then we will start an investigation to eliminate all the fake stones," he turned to her with a smile, and Caiome understood what Ayato had in mind faster than she would have wanted.

       "Me?" she asked, with a slight hope that she wouldn't be asked to roam all over Inazuma for that.

       "I thought you were bored sitting in my office all the time and wanted a change of scenery."

       "I take back my words, I want to be locked in your office for the rest of my life."

       Ayato leaned suddenly towards her, and Caiome leaned back. "That can be arranged," he laughed.

       Caiome put her hand on his face, pushing him away. "I'll think about it, so for now, I'll say pass. By the way, Koshi has already sent a message to your uncle that everything is over. You have serious trust issues when it comes to the other clans. Lucky, you have me to help you get through this."

       "Since when did you decide that you have to gain my trust?" he laughed.

       "Well, since I'm supposed to work for you for another five or six years, I better start making allies. Plus, I have a lot of gain from your trust, I'm not that stupid to refuse it. And you have to admit, you need me more than you know, like today."

       "I am pretty sure I could have handled it on my own."

       "Lone wolf," Caiome commented, then straightened her voice. "Anyway, I'm tired, so I'm going to bed. Goodnight."

       Ayato smiled, amused. "Goodnight," he whispered softly, but Caiome was already too far away to hear him.

       Only when she reached her tent, she realized that Ayato didn't ask her to stay with him, guarding while he was asleep. Maybe he just wanted to give her a night off after the operation concluded. 

 

Chapter 34: Chapter 34 ~ The Beautiful Shuumatsuban and the Mosquito Bride

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Chapter 34 ~ The Beautiful Shuumatsuban and the Mosquito Bride

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       The next morning, when sleep was sweetest, Caiome was awakened by Koshi in a very gentle way compared to Thoma's torture methods. Still confused from drowsiness, she didn't even realize when Koshi urged her to be teleported to the city before the others left for Narukami Island. Only after they had teleported, and Caiome regained her senses, did she understand that Ayato had actually ordered Koshi to take her to the city to deal with the fake gemstones and return the money paid by the jewelers.

       "Miss, are you alright?" Koshi asked, but all the energy drained from her when she realized that, due to her drowsiness from not having slept more than three hours, Caiome had been deceived. Again.

       "No," she replied like a ghost. "I'm not okay. I want to sleep," she complained, leaning against the fence.

       "The sooner we finish, the sooner we can return to the residence," Koshi said.

       "Don't talk to me," Caiome said, raising a hand and standing quietly for a few minutes, but she couldn't sleep standing up. "Fine," she sighed. "But once we're back at the estate, no one bothers me anymore, understood?"

       "Yes, miss," Koshi replied.

       "Where to?"

       Koshi pointed her towards a teahouse that Caiome recognized as Komore Teahouse, under the jurisdiction of the Kamisato clan and receiving only certain clients. Not even members of smaller clans were automatically allowed here. However, Caiome had nothing to do there except to receive some biscuits and coffee from one of the hired waitresses. Meanwhile, Koshi disappeared for a few minutes, and when he returned, if it hadn't been for his body constitution and his intensely green eyes, Caiome wouldn't have realized it was him.

       Additionally, Caiome almost fell off her high chair when she saw him climbing down the stairs to the ground floor.

       Koshi was beautiful. He was hella beautiful. Underneath the mask he constantly wore, young, sharp, thin, elegant features, velvety skin, and full, rosy lips were hidden. Even though he was dressed in street clothes – albeit dark ones – Koshi somehow stood out.

       "It's the first time I've seen you dressed like this," Caiome said.

       "I can't wear my costume during daylight in public," he replied, and Caiome couldn't help but stare at his mouth.

       "It's the first time I see your lips moving while you speak. And the first time I see your neck; have you always had such a long neck?"

       She studied him from all angles, and Koshi took a step back, his cheeks blushing.

       "Miss, please..."

       "You can't judge me, boy," Caiome said. "It's like finding a pebble on the road, and when I cracked it open, I found diamonds inside."

       Koshi sighed, and Caiome stared at his expression, finally seeing it all. "We should get to work, Miss Caiome."

       A whole day. That's how long it took Caiome to find and check all the stones sold by the Yashiro Commission in the last few weeks and refund the money with which the stones were purchased. Koshi always stood by her side, at her disposal, bringing her coffee and snacks when she was hungry, gently patting her shoulder when Caiome sat near a tree to doze off a bit, just as she did before visiting the last jeweler who had bought a large quantity of diamonds, which meant a lot of work.

       Caiome sat curled up by the roots of a tree near the immense statue in the city, under a bush, hiding her eyes from the sun's rays, enjoying the warmth of early summer. She lay on her back, with a pleasant smile on her face, while Koshi stood beside her.

       "You don't have to watch me so obsessively," she said. "I'm not running away."

       Koshi seemed confused. "Running away, Miss?"

       "You know, Ayato's immense fear. Anyway, you should relax a bit. Those jewels aren't going anywhere."

       "Uh... thank you, Miss, but I'll stay here. I'm quite comfortable."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow. Koshi had a relatively serious expression, and apart from a few frowns, Caiome didn't see anything else on his face.

       "Oh, come on," she nudged him with her elbow. "Stay beside me. Since you see, I have no one to talk to, and now that I see you... completely, I'm curious about you."

       "About me, Miss?"

       "Well, first of all, it's going to be hard for me to get used to you looking like this."

       "It's just for today," Koshi replied.

       "Yeah, yeah," she waved her hand. "How was the teleportation? You told me a while ago that you had some health issues. What health issues?"

       "I'm anemic, Miss."

       "And yet, you don't get dizzy when you jump through the trees?" she frowned.

       "It depends on the situation," he replied. "It's late, Miss. We should finish quickly."

       "Fine," she sighed.

       It took her about two hours to check the diamonds bought by the jeweler, then they returned to the residence. Caiome went straight to bed, only to be awakened the next morning by being hit with a pillow in the face. Of course, it was Thoma.

       "What do you want?" Caiome said as Thoma held the pillow under his arm.

       "You have work today, remember? You have to check the precious stones from Ritou, then you'll go to Watatsumi Island to identify those bought by the people there."

       "What now?" Caiome said. "I'm not going to an island..."

       "You can teleport," Thoma said.

       "... or walk the entire port aimlessly."

       "Koshi knows the way."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, her hair messy. She hadn't even changed into pajamas since the day before.

       "And if you don't, at least two more violations will be added," Thoma said with a smile.

       Caiome raised an eyebrow. "I hate you."

       But she had no choice. She changed clothes and passed through the dojo, where Ayaka was doing her daily exercises, asking her for a favor that came with a price, then she met Koshi outside. He was dressed just as casually, and around him were a bunch of maids close to his age or even a little younger. This was because Chizuru was also there. They all seemed to have glassy eyes and big smiles, laughing, while Koshi didn't know what to say, and when he did, all the girls giggled and laughed.

       "Alright, alright, that's enough, girls," Caiome said, pushing through them and pushing them away. "Do you want to suffocate my companion with how close you're standing to him?"

       "Companion?" one of the girls said. "Aw, you're so lucky," she said, teasing.

       "You can flirt with him after we're done," Caiome said, grabbing Koshi by the shoulders and turning him towards the exit.

       "Thank you, Miss," Koshi said once they reached the telepoint.

       "Don't thank me," Caiome laughed, patting him on the back and holding onto his arm. "Are you ready for a longer jump?"

       But Koshi didn't get to say anything, because they teleported, arriving at Watatsumi Island. There they were greeted by a soldier who proclaimed himself their guide for the day. Fortunately, since they had more time to prepare and organize, all the jewelry was gathered in a very well-lit room, sorted into boxes. Caiome checked each box, which belonged to a buyer, and then refunded the money.

       But instead of returning to Narukami Island, Caiome went shopping, looking for someone special who had something special, which turned out to be a book. After some negotiations between Caiome and the man that she seemed to already know, she turned to Koshi.

       "Koshi, can you lend me some money?"

       "Lend?" Koshi said. "I have the money right here—"

       "Thanks," Caiome said, taking it and buying the book – because she couldn't steal it and anyway, most likely she would have been asked for the receipt.

       Then she found a shady tree and collapsed on the grass, waiting for the day to pass.

       "Shouldn't we return?" Koshi said.

       "Nah," Caiome said. "Everything will be fine."

       They returned in the evening to the residence, and Caiome hid from Ayato and Thoma wherever she could, considering she hadn't even walked through Ritou port in search of fake gemstones. Caiome was tired of sitting and studying them with attention without using the cutting method, considering that if by chance she would cut a natural gemstone, it would have destroyed its value. That's why it was such a long process. And apparently, if not even Uncle Shoichiro had been able to see the difference, Caiome seemed the most suitable for the job to avoid mistakes. And because it was the responsibility of the Yashiro Commission, as Thoma had said, they had to deal with the misunderstanding. Meaning Caiome had to deal with it.

       The next morning, during one of Ayato's private sessions – not that Caiome particularly cared to see him considering yesterday's truancy – Caiome headed briskly to one of the terraces overlooking the ocean stretching out before them and towards the distant small islands. Ayaka was already there, standing at a long table with a cup of tea in front of her and a few biscuits, ready to receive the few guests.

       Caiome plopped down beside her, handing her the square package. "Your payment."

       "Just to be clear," Ayaka said, trying to adopt a serious tone, "I didn't do this because of what's in the package."

       "Of course, of course, the secret stays between us," Caiome replied.

       Ayaka took the package and opened it, her eyes sparkling when she saw the book cover. And when she read the title, she became ecstatic.

       "The second volume of How to Steal a Rainbow? When you promised me a rare book, I didn't expect this. How did you find it? I've been looking for it for months. It's my favorite book by Yu Xi Lao, and one of the rarest books ever known."

       "I have my methods," Caiome shrugged. "I know a lot of people."

       But Ayaka seemed too engrossed in flipping through the book to listen further. Her whole face lit up, seeming to outshine even the sun. "But I kept my promise too," she finally said.

       The back gates opened, and ten men with boxes approached the terrace. They were all clients from Ritou who had purchased the gemstones. The agreement between Caiome and Ayaka was that, while Caiome was away on Watatsumi Island, Ayaka would make a list of the Ritou clients and summon them to the residence the next day, to the back terraces so as not to have too much contact with the rest of the estate, sparing Caiome the hassle of roaming the entire port. In return, Caiome promised her a very rare gift that would be bought, not stolen, considering that Koshi would be a witness to the purchase.

       Caiome got to work, quietly investigating the stones, separating the genuine ones from the fake ones, while the clients watched intently, learning. Some of them even ventured guesses. Sometimes their answer was correct, but most of the time they were confused, and Caiome scolded them.

       "And you call yourselves gemstone lovers?" she mumbled, gesturing for them to stop poking around after explaining at length why they were wrong. From there, the clients became even more anxious to open their mouths, so Ayaka engaged them in pleasant conversations, offering them tea and snacks while they waited.

       When Caiome reached the last three jewelers, Uta and Himawari appeared out of nowhere, sitting beside Caiome.

       "What are you doing?" Uta asked cheerfully, while Himawari seemed like she had been dragged here rather than coming willingly.

       It wasn't strange. Since the two had met, Uta was curious and running everywhere, trying not to interfere with the employees' affairs, playing with Himawari who, although she started to speak more than before and was a bit more open – or at least no longer hiding behind trees – became much quieter when she had to talk to someone who wasn't Uta, Caiome, or Mrs. Nakamura.

       "I'm sorting the real stones from the fake ones," Caiome said, carefully examining one of them, a beautiful emerald, then placing it to her right.

       "Is this genuine?" Uta asked, and Caiome nodded.

       "Would you like to try?" Ayaka proposed, but her gaze was more focused on Himawari.

       Perhaps this was part of her education as a future clan head. Considering that Himawari had to know more fields, including jewelry, she had to learn at some point. Moreover, maybe Caiome could teach her how to tell the difference, despite all the other clients.

       "Can we?" Uta said with flushed cheeks.

       Well, Caiome wasn't sure if Uta could study them with an eye as clear as Himawari's, but she still handed each of them an emerald.

       "Hmm," Uta hummed, examining the emerald from all angles. "Real," she said.

       "And mine," Himawari said, handing the stones to Caiome to study.

       "You're right," Caiome said a bit shocked, then handed them two more.

       "Fake," Uta said.

       "Real," Himawari said.

       Again, they were right. Caiome narrowed her eyes, then handed them two more emeralds that you could hardly differentiate, even if you looked at them closely.

       "Real," Uta said as if she had just defeated a monster.

       "Fake," Himawari said a bit reserved.

       Ayaka and Caiome looked at each other, then at the two girls, blinking.

       "Is something wrong, Lady Ayaka?" Uta asked, straightening up.

       It wasn't so shocking that Himawari could study gemstones, considering she had lived within the Commission. But Uta...

       "How do you know all this?" Caiome asked Uta. A girl with her status shouldn't have had much contact with gemstones to be able to tell if they were fake or real.

       "I did not know we were organizing a tea party this afternoon," Ayato's voice was heard, and everyone turned to him as he came from the large gardens alongside Thoma and Mitsuko who followed him from behind.

       "Lord Kamisato," Uta murmured, then quickly got to her feet, followed by Himawari. While Himawari made a calm, reserved bow, Uta made a quick, powerful one, and her face turned red. Her knees began to tremble, clutching her long shirt, tied with a belt, in her fists. "A pleasure to meet you, Lord Kamisato," she said quickly, barely breathing. "It's an honor to be in your presence. My name is Uta, I'm Mizuki's younger sister."

       Everyone looked silently at Uta, then Ayato smiled sweetly.

       "A young lady with pleasant manners," Ayato said instead, and Uta lifted her red face, raising her chin and adopting the same straight posture Himawari had. Ayato brought his hand to his chest, making a short bow in return. "The honor is mine."

       Uta trembled, full of emotions.

       "I see you get along well, you two," he added.

       "Very well," Uta said quickly. "Thank you for the ocasion, my lord."

       "No problem," he said. "You are welcome here anytime, Lady Uta."

       Uta chirped softly, hearing her name alongside a title.

       "Be careful," Caiome said to Ayato with a grin, "otherwise, she might have a panic attack. You're the prince from her dream stories, after all."

       "Caiome!" Uta exclaimed, pouting, then seemed to realize something. "Kayome! From now on, you'll be Kayome."

       Caiome frowned. "What?" she asked, because she didn't see the difference.

       Everyone laughed, even Himawari seemed to giggle, but Caiome just looked confused from one to the other.

       "What?" she insisted. "It's the same."

       "Not exactly," Ayaka said. "It's about how you write it. Ka-yo-me. K and Y."

       "I still don't get it," she said.

       "It means mosquito bride," Ayato said. "Ka from mosquito and Yome from bride."

       Caiome blinked a few times, then turned to Uta. "Mosquito bride, huh? Fine. In that case, I guess we can forget about the mosquito bride that brings you here every day and takes you back home. And since Mizuki can't take you home, it means you can't come here anymore. At all. Ever."

       "But... b-but... I'm sorry," Uta said firmly. "But now we're even. Even."

       "Hmph," Caiome said.

       "Anyway," Ayato said, looking at the three men who were left with the unchecked stones and who were still bowing to him. "What is happening here exactly?"

       Caiome turned to him, and this time she really looked at him. Maybe it was because she hadn't seen him in the last two and a half days, since the ambush night, but his eyes seemed a bit lost. Although most of the time, Ayato forced himself to have a sparkle in his eyes and a bright, pleasant face for those outside the house, this time it seemed like his acting game wasn't so perfect. His back wasn't as straight, and it seemed like he was forcing his arms to keep them behind his back, probably just to give the impression of a noble position.

       Caiome looked more carefully at his eyes. Ayato wore foundation, covering possible dark circles, and his lashes were more curled. His lips shone slightly, probably coated with lip balm to avoid looking so cracked due to dehydration.

       "I called them here," Ayaka said just as Caiome opened her mouth to give a response, considering that Ayato was practically staring at her. "Miss Caiome had two busy days, so I thought to lighten her workload and, instead of her going to Ritou port, to bring the clients here."

       Ayato remained silent for a few seconds. "I understand," he said defeated. He had nothing to comment against his sister, although, looking again at Caiome, he instantly understood that this couldn't be anyone else's plan but hers due to laziness. And it seemed he didn't have the mood to comment anyway. "In that case, I will let you continue your tasks."

       He greeted the two girls, then turned and headed back to the mansion. Caiome quickly got up, grabbing Thoma by the collar, dragging him along.

       "I'll borrow him for a bit," Caiome said, and Ayato couldn't even open his mouth before the two disappeared.

       "Hey, hey, slow down," Thoma said, trying to loosen Caiome's grip on his collar. Finally, Caiome let go. "What do you want?" Thoma asked, adjusting his jacket.

       "I want to ask you a favor," Caiome said.

       "Yeah, sure," he mumbled.

       "Just... listen to me," she said, tapping her foot.

       When she finished explaining, Thoma frowned at her. He had been frowning at her ever since she started talking, as if Caiome was spewing nonsense.

       "And why do you want this?" he asked.

       "Because I have too much time on my hands," she said sarcastically, then hit his arm. "Because I need it if I have to spend so much time around Ayato. And since he doesn't have time... And since I don't want to be anyone's joke, including and especially his..."

       Thoma raised an eyebrow. "There must be something behind this," he said, and Caiome clicked her tongue.

       "Are you going to help me or not?"

       "What do I get in return?"

       "Excuse me?"

       "Isn't that what you do?" Thoma asked. "Deals? Like you did with Lady Ayaka earlier. If I help you with this, it will consume my own free time."

       Caiome clenched her fists but couldn't retract her proposal. "Fine," she finally said. "What do you want?"

       "For you to be a decent person."

       "Excuse me?" she said, getting slightly nervous. "Haven't you seen what I've done so far? I've helped the clan and the Commission, and I've fulfilled my responsibilities quite well. You should praise me for coming to you for help, which I don't usually do. I've set aside my pride, that should be enough for you."Caiome smiled sweetly, clasping her hands behind her back, swaying. "But I could do something else for you."

       "Like what?" he asked.

       "I could put in a good word for you to Ayaka, to find out if she likes you back or not. I can be your wingman! I love being a wingman!"

       "What are you talking about?" Thoma said, instantly blushing. "You're just talking nonsense."

       "Oh, come on, it would do you good to at least not hope like a fool. That way you will know to not waste your time on her when you could be with another girl instead."

       "There is no other girl—"

       "Oh, yes," Caiome sighed theatrically, putting the back of her hand to her forehead. "There can't be anyone else for you except Ayaka, consumed by the desperate feeling of love and admiration."

       Thoma grabbed her by the nape, putting his hand over her mouth, looking around. "Fine," he said, letting her go. "I'll help you with what you want, just shut up and don't do anything stupid."

       Caiome looked cunningly at him, and Thoma understood he had lost the battle with her. If things didn't go her way, she would pave her own path, creating unpleasant situations for the other party to corner them.

       "Thank you, my dear Thoma."

       Then she turned on her heels and continued her work.

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       Caiome found it strange that even several hours after finishing her work with the gemstones, taking Uta home, having her lesson with Himawari, and then training with Mizuki, having her first session with Thoma regarding her favor, and a few duels with Hirotatsu's guards, Ayato still hadn't called her into his office. Evening fell, and the candlelight spilled from the office, yet Caiome wasn't summoned.

       Out of curiosity, she headed towards his office. She opened the door, expecting to find him sitting at the desk, with a brush in his hand, and starting to scold her for all the commotion in the backyard, calling the Commission's clients to the residence instead of going to the port herself.

       But instead, Caiome saw a different sight. Ayato stood in front of the table, one arm bent on its surface holding his head, while the other hand rested on the table with a brush between his fingers, touching a sheet of paper, staining it. He wasn't wearing his coat; it was placed on a nearby stand. It was past dinner, and most of the employees had gone home, so there was no one to disturb him.

       Caiome could tell she was still confused by the situation. She had never seen Ayato sleeping anywhere other than in his own room, dressed in pajamas, hidden under the covers. He went to bed late and woke up early, even before dawn.

       Caiome approached the table, circling to the left, the direction where Ayato had his face. She lowered herself to her knees, then onto the floor, resting her cheek in her palm, tapping her nails on the table with her other hand, waiting for Ayato to sense her presence in his sleep and wake up. But that didn't happen.

       Caiome reached out, pushing aside a few strands of his hair, tossing them aside. In the candlelight, Ayato looked even paler, and the foundation on his face had already begun to dry out, considering it hadn't been wiped and replaced. His lips were slightly parted, and his long lashes cast sharp shadows on his cheeks. He seemed relaxed in his sleep, not furrowing his eyebrows or showing any tension as he did when reading reports and signing documents. It didn't look bad on him, to be honest...

       Caiome poked his cheek with her finger. "Ayato," she said softly, then a bit louder. "Ayato."

       But Ayato didn't move.

       Caiome shook him a bit, calling his name, but Ayato didn't budge either.

       "Hmm," she hummed, studying him for a few more seconds, then grinned from ear to ear.

       She gently took the brush from his hand, dipped it in ink, and started drawing on his face, making three twisted mustaches and two circles around his eyes, then a triangle on the tip of his nose. If Ayato didn't wake up when Caiome shook him, of course he wouldn't wake up now. Caiome put the brush down and moved behind him, grabbing a few strands of hair from the front, braiding them and securing them with a desk clip. She quickly went to the garden, where she picked a few pink and white flowers, which she pinned in his hair, and even found a duck feather near the pond, which she pinned next to the flowers. She also took a bit of red ink and colored the edges of his lips with her fingertip.

       At least Caiome found it very amusing and already made a plan for the next day when Ayato would wake up.

       After fixing him up, she looked at him again, this time with a wicked smile on her face, imagining what expression he would have in the morning when he woke up. She felt quite satisfied, and revenge began to taste sweet.

       Then her eyes fell on the papers he was sleeping on, and she even managed to read Tetsuya Shoichiro's name upside down, as well as others. Caiome gently pulled the papers and files, then began to read them. It seemed that while Caiome ran from store to store, from one island to another, Ayato did his job, bringing the gemstone industry back on track. No wonder she hadn't been called into his office for three days. Ayato hadn't even been home enough to accidentally bump into her; he had been running from one clan to another to make sure there were no more unknown problems that needed his attention.

       Everything had already been turned upside down since the theft of the gemstones. For as long as she stayed in the city, Caiome heard rumors. Given that the bribed clients had caused such a stir in recent weeks in plain sight, people started talking about the Yashiro Commission and what was really happening. So Ayato not only had to make sure the clans didn't encounter any more problems, bringing in experts to check for any traces of alchemy in all industries, but also to calm the waters among the civilians, otherwise their trust towords the Commission would be lost.

       That's why Caiome didn't like getting involved in such big things like public satisfaction. No matter how much good you did, when you did something wrong, people didn't remember the good you had done in the past. And gossip was always stronger than praise. Judging by all the contents of the files and how much time it should have taken him, Ayato didn't seem to have slept in the last three days, and all of this followed right after the ambush at the blue diamond mine.

       Caiome sighed, setting the files aside, annoyed as she looked at him again, at the way the ink stained his face and the flowers in his hair.

       "You never take a break, do you?"she mumbled. "Of course not," she answered to herself after a few seconds of silence. "You're just a goody-two-shoes."

       She arranged the papers and files in one corner, then began to pick up the others. She opened them, read them, analyzed them as much as she could, then set aside the ones that were completed or signed. She also read the incomplete ones and placed them in another pile. Having spent so many days and hours here and listened to so many discussions, Caiome wasn't entirely ignorant to not know that Ayato's style was rather... messy. When she finished reviewing the papers, she gathered them all and slammed them into a file that Hanako, the secretary, would later take and distribute where needed.

       An hour later, there were two piles on either side of Caiome. She left the pile on the left near the entrance door, on the shelves, while she put the other one on the right side of the table. She took the wakan and the brush, washing them, and a cold wind blew in from the window. Caiome pulled the screen in front of the open window to let the air in nonetheless, then took the coat from the rack and put it on Ayato's back.

       "You owe me," she said proudly, raising her chin and sitting back at the table's width.

       Out of boredom, since she didn't really feel sleepy, she picked up a file from the table, opening it. It was a report about the textile materials Ayato had ordered from Fontaine a few weeks ago and was supposed to arrive in the following days.

       There was a light knock on the door, and it opened, revealing Mitsuko gazing at the whole scene: Ayato sleeping on the table while Caiome read from a file next to him. Mitsuko instinctively raised her hands, but lowered them when she realized that Caiome wouldn't understand her anyway. She searched for a brush or at least a pen, but Caiome beat her to it.

       "He won't go back to bed if you wake him up now, even if you tell him to go to his room."

       Mitsuko nodded in acknowledgment, but still entered the office, leaving the door open, meaning that she wouldn't stay long. She pointed to the file Caiome was holding, then to the others neatly arranged.

       "I was getting bored," she shrugged, lowering her eyes to the textile file.

       Mitsuko stuck her hand into the wide sleeve of her kimono, from which she pulled out a rather long, dark-colored woodstick, with a thicker end sculpted into a bird with its wings spread open and instead of eyes, it had a small stone that shone in shades of white and yellow. She went behind Caiome and knelt down. Caiome was about to turn to her, but Mitsuko grabbed her shoulders, stopping her.

       "What are you doing?" Caiome mumbled.

       Mitsuko lifted her hair, twisted it a few times, then stuck the wooden hairpin in, letting a long, wavy ponytail fall down her back, then arranged the few shorter strands left as bangs. She leaned to one side, putting her fingertips under her jaw, lifting her face, looking from side to side, then smiled at her.

       Caiome looked confused at her, while Mitsuko let her go, taking a small piece of paper and a pen from the desk drawer, writing something. Caiome looked over her hand as Mitsuko handed her the paper.

       It's hard to work with your hair loose... This one suits you.

       "Oh," Caiome said, looking up at her. "If you say so," she added mumbling.

       Mitsuko smiled at her again, then got up from the table. She bowed to her and left the office, closing the door behind her. Caiome looked at the door for a few long seconds, as if Mitsuko could come back in and kick her out, but that didn't happen. She raised her hand, feeling the wooden hairpin and the ponytail, trying to figure out what Mitsuko had done to her hair, especially since there was no mirror in this office.

       She finally gave up the idea.

       "All your employees are weird," she told Ayato.

 

Chapter 35: Chapter 35 ~ The Hair Pin and the Painted Face

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Chapter 35 ~ The Hair Pin and the Painted Face

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       Ayato mumbled, feeling something shaking his shoulder. He squinted and tried to get up, feeling his neck stiff from the uncomfortable position he fell asleep in, leaning on the table. He felt his coat fall off his shoulders, although he was pretty sure he didn't have it on when he fell asleep. He rubbed his eyes, looking at Mitsuko who was bent over next to him, with her hand extended.

       "Mitsuko..." he mumbled, shaking his head slightly, looking around. He immediately noticed it was daytime, although he remembered very well eating dinner, then returning to work. "What time is it?"

       "You slept in, Ayato," Caiome appeared out of nowhere, grabbing his arm and pulling him up as much as she could. "It's morning, and your uncle and Kazumi Yuuji are waiting for you outside, you know, to discuss what you still need to discuss."

       "Uh, wait..." Ayato, who could barely look at her, said.

       He looked over his shoulder, at Caiome who was having an impressive amount of energy for someone who had to accompany him to a meeting. But Caiome was always unpredictable, as usual. What was different about her, though, were her eyes, which suddenly seemed much bigger, and her hair in a ponytail. Ayato couldn't remember the last time Caiome had her hair tied back, probably back when she still worked as a servant, not to burden herself. Otherwise, her hair always remained loose, as the ponytail weighed her down during her balance exercises.

       Mitsuko didn't manage to say anything, and maybe Caiome took advantage of that, although it wasn't exactly polite, pushing Ayato out of the office. She arranged his cuffs and accessories with her hands, while Ayato felt dizzy by the way Caiome seemed to be everywhere. By the entrance doors, Ayato felt presentable, while Caiome tied his cuffs better.

       Caiome clicked her tongue. "This silk slips," she complained when she tried for the third time to tie a bow from the cuff ribbons.

       Ayato blinked at her, without responding.

       Where did she get that hairpin? And who fixed it like that for her? Well, it was normal for him to ask questions, considering he hadn't seen her much in the last three days, except when they met on the terrace. Who knows what she had been up to in the last few days, because Caiome always had something up her sleeve.

       She frowned, slightly wrinkling her nose and tight lips. "Done!" she finally said.

       Ayato looked at the cuff, adjusting it on his forearm, then back at her. She was strangely cheerful today.

       "Who styled your hair?" he asked, pulling up the cuff a little bit.

       "Hm?" she said, then the smile began to fade, touching her wooden hairpin with her hand, tilting it to one side. "Oh, uh... Mitsuko did it when I got to your office this morning. She said it suits me."

       Ayato raised an eyebrow slightly. Indeed, it suited her. Although Caiome didn't have a body as slim as other noble girls, she had drawn cheeks and sharp, delicate features, and big eyes with wavy lashes, thicker towards the outercorners. The fact that her hair was tied in a ponytail made her face stand out even more, her jawline more defined, and the tufts of lashes seemed to elongate her eyes now that you could see them. It made her look narrower at the waist, with bony shoulders and more pleasing proportions. Even her face seemed brighter.

       "Let's go," she said, taking his arm, "we wouldn't want to be late and upset your subordinates, would we?"

       Caiome tried to drag him, but Ayato didn't move, pulling her back slightly, and Caiome felt like she was flying on her feet, looking at him. He had a strange look in his purple eyes, something between pending and exciting in the same time. He wasn't smiling, but he wasn't upset either. He had this serious face, but he spoke like in a whisper, pulling Caiome toward him gently.

       "Turn around," he asked mildly.

       Caiome blinked a few times. "Why?"

       Ayato pulled his arm back, making Caiome turn on her tiptoes, standing with her back to him. Then she felt her hairpin touched by his hands, then being caught more securely in her hair. She couldn't look at Ayato, considering he practically forced her to stand with her back to him, but she felt the ponytail combed with his fingers. In passing, Ayato accidentally touched her bare neck and the upper vertebrae of the spine without realizing he was touching more than just her hair.

       Caiome quickly jumped forward, turning halfway to him, holding her hand over her shoulder, sticking her ponytail to her back.

       "I think that's enough," she laughed nervously. "We don't want to be late, do we?"

       Ayato still had his hand slightly raised. He blinked a few times, more surprised not only by her reaction, but also by her look, then cleared his throat.

       "Right," he added, straightening up. "Let's go."

       He was the first to go out through the mansion's doors, followed by Caiome. The morning air hit him full, heading towards the terrace, and everyone's eyes turned to him. Well, it was normal, considering he didn't leave the house often, or even the office. And even so... everyone's eyes were a bit...

       Once on the terrace, next to his uncle was a slightly shorter man, with bright chestnut hair and a short beard, a man almost forty-five years old, another of Ayato's uncles, his father's sister's husband who was also the head of the precious metals industry, Kazumi Yuuji.

       Ayato cleared his throat. "Good morning," he greeted, and the two men turned to him, first with a smile... which disappeared when they saw Ayato.

       "Good... morning... my lord?" said Kazumi Yuuji.

       "I apologize for being late," Ayato added. "I had some morning tasks to take care of."

       Kazumi Yuuji and Tetsuya Shoichiro looked at each other, then back at Lord Kamisato, whose hair was braided and decorated with flowers and duck feathers, and he had a small triangular beard, just below his colored lips, and his eyes looked as if he was trying to copy a panda bear.

       What morning tasks did face painting entail? Shoichiro couldn't help but notice Caiome standing next to him, pursing her lips, desperately trying to lift into a smile, on the verge of bursting into laughter.

       "No problem," Shoichiro said.

       "It is a beautiful day," Ayato continued, not even noticing the looks of the other two. "Mitsuko will bring us some tea. We can discuss on the back terrace," he pointed towards the way, and they followed him.

       Seated on the terrace where Caiome sat a day earlier, Mitsuko brought them each a cup of tea, including Caiome, who seemed very pleased with herself. Mitsuko was about to make a few gestures, but Caiome's pleading look stopped her, and instead, she asked if they needed honey. It was one of Caiome's little revenges for all the tasks Ayato subjected her to, and he had no right to say anything... or find out too soon. The longer it took, the better.

       The great Kamisato Ayato was painted on the face, looking like a girl with flowers in her hair, and he didn't even know he was standing in front of officials who should show the utmost respect for his position. Although... Caiome thought... the colors really suited him. Especially those flowers that made him look so... adorable.

       Kazumi Yuuji and Tetsuya Shoichiro gave reports on the current situation, which had considerably improved in the last three days, then they moved on to talk about sales during the end of June festival.

       "We could propose a face painting stand," Shoichiro said towards the end of the discussions.

       "A face painting stand?" Ayato asked. "Where did that idea come from?"

       "Well, it seems that my lord is secretly passionate about it," Kazumi Yuuji said. "I'm sure children and even young people would be delighted."

       Caiome burst into laughter, turning her gaze away from the three, clutching her own clothes. Ayato glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, then looked at the other two.

       "Passionate?" he asked with a polite smile. "How did you come to that conclusion?"

       Yuuji and Shoichiro looked confused again at each other.

       "We assumed that because of the style you adopted today," Yuuji said.

       Ayato became even more confused, and Shoichiro pointed to his own face. Ayato put his hand to his face, but felt nothing. Only then did he notice that it seemed like his hair was pulled back slightly. Touching his hair, he found the braid, then the flowers and the feather.

       "Here's a mirror," Caiome said, giving him a pocket mirror that girls usually kept in their purses.

       Ayato took the mirror, and when he looked at himself, he froze. Not only was his hair full of flowers, and his lips were red, but his face was painted in all the places the brush could reach. Caiome didn't need to laugh for Ayato to know she was the one behind it all.

       Now he understood why Caiome was so excited for the meeting earlier.

       He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath and letting the mirror down. "Miss Caiome," he said.

       "Yes?"

       "Bring me a handkerchief. Then you will do a hundred laps around the horse training field."

       "What?! Why?!"

       Ayato gave her a single look that made her frown, knowing they would discuss more later. Caiome brought him a wet handkerchief, then went to the training field. She didn't intend to do any laps, but Koshi appeared out of nowhere, reminding her that he will be counting the laps and report to Lord Kamisato. Until then, Caiome was not allowed to leave the field if she didn't want to get some violations.

       So Caiome kicked the ground with her foot and did the hundred laps... which took quite a while, considering how large the field was, and she couldn't use her Vision, because Koshi was watching her.

       Then she received orders to accompany Mrs. Nakamura into the city for some errands, which meant just following her around, always standing up, without any chance to relax. Then she had to help Hirotatsu with the monthly inventory, standing and counting every weapon piece, inspecting them with Mizuki. Then she had to carry boxes in the kitchen pantry and saddle the horses with Toshirou.

       Caiome knew too well what that meant, Ayato was getting back at her. And she couldn't refuse, considering that any refusal would bring all the violations at once, as Koshi told her.

       And now Caiome was in the middle of the office, standing up, with her arms crossed over her chest. Ayato was sitting at the table, now clean and with his hair combed as usual, lightly tapping the table surface with his fingers. They both looked at each other with frowns. The tension between them could be cut with a knife, and if you looked closely, you could feel the battle between their gazes like lightning.

       "What do you have to say for yourself?" Ayato was the first to speak.

       "That you're a child," she said.

       "I am the childish one? Are you aware that you put me in an unpleasant position in front of my two subordinates, right? They probably laughed at me once they turned their backs, but you found the whole situation very amusing," he crossed his arms over his chest.

       "It was just a joke," she rolled her eyes.

       "This joke of yours could cost me a lot."

       "It didn't cost you anything," she retorted. "You should relax more, seriously."

       "Caiome, maybe you do not care and you never will, but my image is very important to everyone, not just to minor clans, but also to the population. If anyone even catches a word of what happened, me looking like—"

       "Looking like what?" Caiome interrupted him. "You're smart, but not that smart to realize things outside your political circle. If Kazumi and Tetsuya laughed at you, they didn't laugh at you, the Lord Kamisato, they laughed at you as their nephew, and that didn't even happen. And the only reason they looked at you so strangely is because they're not used to seeing you in any other way than as the head of the clan, so serious and gloomy. Did you know that your uncle doesn't even call you by your first name anymore? You are just Lord Kamisato up, Lord Kamisato down, Lord Kamisato everywhere. It's very boring, and no one knows you any other way."

       Ayato clenched his teeth slightly. "I am not here for your, or anyone's, entertainment," he said.

       "You should take a break. Why do you think I was able to do all these things to you last night? You didn't even move when I painted your face or did your hair. Not even a mumbling. And the makeup didn't even help you much. Your dark circles are visible from a mile away."

       Ayato didn't say anything else, sighing. "I hope you have learned something from today's punishments," he said instead.

       "Yes," she replied sarcastically, "like how to carry a box and how to stand on my feet, listening to the gossips of some two middle-aged women."

       "Then here is another punishment," Ayato said, taking one of the files from the stack placed on the table by Caiome the night before. "I intended to give you a reward for your plan regarding the gemstones theft, but I do not think it is appropriate now."

       "What reward?" she said excitedly.

       "It does not matter now," he replied. "You will not receive it because of this joke."

       Caiome crossed her arms over her chest. "Very well. In that case, if you can't stand me that much, me and my jokes, I think I can leave. I've worked like a mule all day, I deserve at least a break."

       She turned on her heels, leaving the office and slamming the door.

       Ayato sighed tiredly, then opened the file, reading the report about the textile order for the costumes of the animators at the end of the month festival. All types of fabrics and their quantities were listed, along with each piece to be made from a certain quantity of the total amount. Ayato read them all, turning page after page, then signed and sent it to Takashi Kei, the head of the textile industry, and to Hideaki Yuudai, who led some of the visual arts: dance, theater, and music.

       When he reached the last page, a note fell from among the papers directly into his lap. Ayato picked it up, turned it over, and read the letters written with such messy handwriting that Ayato immediately knew who it belonged to.

       The amber stones match the red color of the fabrics. It's a summer festival, buy more warm-colored fabrics. Don't forget the accessory stands.

       In the lower right corner was drawn a very small bowl full of noodles with two chopsticks stuck in the food.

       Ayato sighed, leaving the note on the table, by his side.

       Then he resumed reading the order, adding larger quantities of pastel colors.

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       "Plea~ase!" Caiome whined.

       "No," Ayato said, ignoring her.

       "Plea~ase!"

       "No," he said again.

       "Why~y?"

       "Because, first of all, you are holding onto my leg again," Ayato said, looking down at her.

       Ayato tried to pull his leg away while Caiome held onto it, clutching his pants with her fists, lying belly-down like a pie in the middle of the hallway. Caiome found the perfect moment when Ayato left his little office even for a second, so she jumped on him directly. She thought that maybe that would convince him again to do what she wanted, but Ayato, now that he didn't have a meeting to attend, became even more stubborn.

       "Secondly, I have clearly explained to you that you will not get any reward because of your little jokes. When you will erase that image of me from everyone's memory, then I will reconsider."

        He forcefully pulled his leg, and finally, Caiome let go, landing face down on the floor. She got up and clenched her fists.

       "Fine!" she said. "Don't give me anything then. After all the trouble I've been through without knowing I could be rewarded with something. I've been doing this for free from the beginning, and now it's like you're dangling honey in front of a bear, then taking it away. I don't even understand this obsession. I've done worse things and haven't been fooled like this."

       Ayato smiled sweetly, a smile behind which lay acidic words. "You haven't done anything for free; it was your responsibility as my bodyguard," he said. "Furthermore, this reward is not exactly a reward, but a bonus that you can do without if I feel like it."

       "Fine!" said Caiome, then turned and left. She had so many other things to do that day.

       After Ayato finished his work, he retreated to his room... Only to find Caiome on his bed, not only dressed in her outdoor clothes but also wearing her dusty boots. And worse than that was the fact that the soles of the boots were stuck to his sheets, one foot on the bedsheet and one on the blanket, while the pillows were captured in her arms.

       Ayato rubbed his eyes. "What are you doing?" he said, standing in the bedroom doorway.

       Caiome looked at him intensely, threatening him telepathically. Then she began to vigorously rub her boots against his bedding. By the time Ayato reached her and stopped her, the beds were already dirty with soil. Caiome jumped out of bed on the other side, standing with her chin up.

       "The silk beddings are not a reward for you; they're just a bonus you can do without. Others sleep on rags, hmph."

        Ayato sighed deeply, putting a hand to his forehead. "You know I have others to change, don't you?"

       "You don't anymore," said Caiome, passing by him with that arrogant yet amused look. "The other bedsheets of yours were the first ones I destroyed by dirtying them. As for other beddings in this huge house... I hid them."

       Ayato glared at her then smiled, a smile as strained as the one he had the day Caiome burst into the Great Hall during the general meeting.

       "So, that's how it is?" he said.

 

Chapter 36: Chapter 36 ~ The Song and the Black Nettles

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Chapter 36 ~ The Song and the Black Nettles

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       Caiome threw the linens into the small river outside the residence, where she used to do her balance exercises, and the water splashed her clothes. She had at least six sets of linens to wash, bedsheets and pillowcases alike, although she hadn't touched the pillowcases when she enacted her little revenge.

       That was Ayato's punishment, and honestly, Caiome didn't understand it. Ayato didn't give her any violations, but if she refused to fulfill the punishment he gave her, then the violations came into play. It was probably like a second chance, but something made Caiome not believe that.

       So she had no choice, she rolled up her T-shirt sleeves over he shoulders, left her sword by the rocks, and started washing the linens. She took one at a time, submerged them in the water, and then began to scrub. Although it was warm outside, and the sun was beating down hard, the river water was as cold as ice, but she didn't mind anymore.

       "What are you doing here?"

       Caiome gently pulled the linens over the rocks, looking at Chizuru, who approached her with an empty basket in her arms.  "I'm washing your lord's stupid linens," she muttered angrily.

       "Here?" said Chizuru. "Why don't you wash them in a basin of warm water? Even the pond in the residence isn't as cold."

       "Because if I wash them in warm water, even for as much time as possible, they'll still dry out by tonight with this sun," she stubbornly said. "Cold water removes stains more slow, so I'll stay here and scrub them just so Ayato doesn't get the chance to sleep on clean linens tonight."

       Chizuru sighed. "You know you bring this upon yourself, don't you?"

       "It's his fault," commented Caiome, annoyed. "Him and his 'the world is at my feet' attitude. Such arrogance. What are you doing here anyway?"

       Caiome submerged the bedsheet in the water again, pulled them onto the rocks, and began to beat and scrub them. Chizuru looked confused at her, at the determination with which she washed that bedsheet as if it were a monster she had to kill. Her hands were red from the low temperature, so red that it hurt Chizuru just to look at them.

       "I'm going to gather some wild fruits," she gestured to her small basket.

       "There are some bushes down there," said Caiome pointing down the valley. "It's daylight, so I don't think anything will happen to you."

       "I see."

       Chizuru was about to leave, but she stopped, looking again at Caiome's hands, which were rubbing and rubbing and rubbing. If she stayed too long with them in that cold water, her fingers would fall off, but Chizuru knew that if she said something, Caiome wouldn't listen. Everyone knew about her impulsiveness and stubbornness; a few words wouldn't stop her.

       "Do you want to come with me?" Chizuru finally asked.

       Caiome looked at her, stopping her washing. "Why?"

       "Well," Chizuru hesitated, "Lady Ayaka wants them for the afternoon tea, but I don't think I could gather them all fast enough, not the quantity needed. A little help would be good."

       Caiome frowned, looking at the linens. "Are you telling me not to do the order Ayato gave me to help you?"

       "Let's be honest," said Chizuru, "you fulfill his order just as an excuse for you to get back at his lordship. The fact that I'm asking you to come with me changes nothing."

       "Probably. Fine," she said finally.

       Caiome put the bedsheet down and stood up, following Chizuru down the path, looking for wild fruit bushes. They found a few near some rocks, some blackberries, so they started picking them up. Chizuru was gentler, while Caiome was plucking and throwing them into the basket with hatred, probably thinking about her little revenge.

       "More gently," said Chizuru. "We don't want them to turn into juice before I can take them to the kitchen."

       Caiome grunted, pulling the bushes somewhat gentler. "Why do you want so many fruits anyway? Are you making a pie?" she asked.

       "Forest fruit pie is my specialty. I have a very good family recipe. Lady Ayaka keeps asking me to make it whenever she has important guests."

       "Today?" Caiome asked. That afternoon, she and Ayato were supposed to go to the city, so that's why she was trying to stall with washing the linens.

       "Yeah," said Chizuru. "Lady Guuji Yae and Lady Kokomi are visiting Lady Ayaka today, and in the evening, they'll go to the Ritou port for the opening of a local library."

       "I understand," said Caiome.

       Caiome had seen this Lady Guuji Yae once last time she was in Inazuma. She had stolen a pair of amethyst earrings from her room because the stones looked so clear that they passed as diamonds. In the end, Caiome discovered that they were just amethysts, and since she had nowhere to sell them, she returned them. She never spoke to her, nor did she even face her, but Caiome now knew that Guuji Yae was somehow involved with the Shuumatsuban organization.

       As for Kokomi... she had been to her island, but Caiome wasn't so interested in her.

       Chizuru began to hum, standing on one side of the bush, and Caiome on the other. It had been a minute or two when Caiome realized that she knew the song from somewhere, but couldn't figure out where.

       "What song is that?" she asked.

       "It's a lullaby," said Chizuru with a smile. "Mom used to sing it to me when I was little, and now she sings it to my younger brothers.

       "How many siblings do you have?"

       "Two older and three younger," she replied. "The youngest is four, but he sleeps with mom and dad because he's scared, especially on stormy days," she laughed. "Why?"

       Caiome shrugged. "Just curious. That's all."

       "Do you want to learn it? The song."

       Caiome snorted. "Why would I want that?"

       "I don't know," Chizuru shrugged. "Maybe you'd want to sing it to your children one day."

       Caiome began to laugh. "I'll never have children in this life," she said. "I don't even want to. It's not my thing, and it would be an extra problem."

       "Seriously?" Chizuru said, genuinely surprised. "I thought any woman, to some extent, wants a family."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow at her, plucking a few more blackberries from a branch and tossing them, leaves and all, into the little basket.

       "But you're right," Chizuru continued quickly before Caiome could snap at her. "I think it also depends on the lifestyle we lead. Being you, it seems natural. I just thought that one day you'd find someone to spend your life with."

       Caiome had an expression of "are you serious?"

       "You don't have to look at me like that," Chizuru said.

       "Have you read too many romance books from Ayaka or something?"

       "It's not like thieves can't fall in love. Moreover, considering how much you stick your nose into other people's relationships, I thought you might be looking for one for yourself too. That escort from a few days ago was quite cute," she teased.

       Caiome bit her lip to suppress a laugh. "I think he's too old for you," she said.

       Chizuru pouted even more. "Why is everyone too old for me?" she sighed. "How old is he?"

       "He... Actually, I have no idea how old he is."

       Because she really had no idea of Koshi's age. Considering his dark circles, tired face, and the many tasks he had to complete, Koshi seemed to be around 25. But if Caiome took all of that from him, he was left with just the image of an attractive young man. She definitely needed to ask him.

       Chizuru continued picking blackberries, this time a little upset, with red cheeks.

       "I'm sure you'll find someone eventually," Caiome said, patting her shoulder. "You're still young anyway, why rush?"

       "It's not about being young or rushing," she said. "It just seems like nothing goes right. I've liked boys too, but none of them liked me back. I was always pushed aside for a prettier girl, or smarter, or funnier," she sighed heavily, letting the blackberry bush alone. "Seriously, what am I doing with my life?" she wondered aloud.

       Caiome glanced at her, unsure of what to say. She didn't usually interfere in these critical moments when someone felt demoralized.

       "Blackberry pie?" she tried her luck, attempting to smile.

       Chizuru clicked her tounge, and Caiome sighed.

       "Boys are stupid," Caiome said. "They don't understand that 'no' means 'no,' jokes are just jokes, they don't know what flirting is even if it hits them in the face, and the only way to make them understand anything is if you tell them to their faces."

       "I thought you didn't want anything to do with boys," Chizuru said. "But you seem pretty experienced in these matters."

       "Hey, I said I didn't want kids, not that I don't talk with boys. They are a complete nonsense anyhow," Caiome clarified. "And, as you said, the lifestyle doesn't allow for just anyone to have children."

       "Yeah, but with you, it's different," she cupped her cheeks in her palms. "You're smart, you know how to fight with a sword, you're beautiful, you know how to dance, and no matter what nonsense you do or what behavior you have, you attract attention, whether for good or bad."

       "Hmm," Caiome shrugged, Chizuru's words echoing Ayato's, who had told her she had a certain power to attract people one way or another.

       "You're exactly the kind of girl boys would leave me for."

       "Hey, don't blame me," she said.

       "Sorry, sorry."

       Chizuru went back to picking blackberries, while Caiome occasionally glanced at her and her disgruntled expression. Caiome knew that this was what normal girls did, they talked about boys and frustrations, but she didn't usually do that. She barely managed to make friends enough to complain about personal stuff, let alone know what to say in return.

       Chizuru leaned further towards the edge of the bushes, picking the blackberries, and Caiome noticed other types of leaves among the blackberry ones.

       "Chizuru, don't—"

       But Chizuru already stuck her hand into a bush of stinging black nettles. She quickly pulled it back with a pained scream, and Caiome jumped next to her, grabbing her wrist and lifting her hand. White blisters were already starting to appear on her skin, and Chizuru winced, trying to pull her hand back to hide it.

       "Don't touch it," Caiome said, pulling her up. "Stupid girl..." she muttered, pulling her towards the stream.

       Caiome almost slammed Chizuru to the ground, who gritted her teeth in pain, frowning and starting to cry. It hurt a lot, and her skin felt like it was burning. Caiome plunged her hand into the cold water, and Chizuru let out a cry of pain, covering her mouth with her healthy hand.

       "How can you be so blind?" Caiome scolded her, starting to wash her hand, rubbing the blisters with her fingers, while Chizuru struggled.

       "It hurts," she cried, but Caiome held her in place with much greater force.

       "Good," said Caiome. "Maybe this will open your eyes. Black nettles are much worse than the green ones, as you can see. They're poisonous."

       She lifted her hand out of the water, looking at her hand covered in redness and white blisters. This clearly couldn't be solved with just water and cream. Caiome looked from side to side, searching for anything, anything that could help.

       "Koshi," she said, and next to the two girls appeared Koshi's tall figure, covered in black clothes. "Do you know how the Emperor's-flower looks like?"

       "Yes, miss."

       "Pick me a bunch with the roots."

       Koshi immediately disappeared, while Chizuru grabbed her wrist, squeezing it, trying not to touch her skin at the same time, but it seemed futile, considering that every movement pierced and burned her skin. Caiome stood up, grabbed a pillowcase, and tore it into narrow strips.

       "Miss Caiome!" Chizuru cried when she saw her tearing apart Lord Kamisato's bedding.

       Caiome sat down next to her again, took her hand, and put it back in the water. "Hold it there," she ordered her until Koshi appeared with a handful of small, white flowers, with long, thick roots.

       Caiome took the flowers, broke off a fistful of leaves, and put them in her mouth, starting to chew them. She took a knife from Koshi, cut off the tips of the roots, then took Chizuru's hand. She held the roots above her hand, and from them began to drip a whitish, almost transparent liquid. Chizuru tensed as the liquid made contact with her skin, feeling the blisters begin to burn, and consequently her dead skin.

       Caiome threw away the flowers, then spat out the leaf paste she had been chewing and began to spread it on her hand until no piece of skin was left visible. She took the improvised bandages and wrapped her hand and fingers.

       "Don't move it," Caiome said, taking the last, thicker strip and passing it under her arm, then over her neck, tying a knot on one of her shoulders. "This is just temporary so you won't have scars and to protect your hand," muttered Caiome, lifting Chizuru up from the ground. "Let's go back. If I'm not mistaken, Ayato had in his office a dragon-fruit paste and some eucalyptus lotion, then I'll make you some black cherry stem tea to ease the pain."

       "B-but... the fruits... and the linens..." Chizuru mumbled.

       "Really?" Caiome asked raising her eyebrows. "Is that your concern now?"

       "I have to make the pie," she said through the tears that were beginning to dry on her cheeks. Although her hand still hurt, the leaf paste was starting to calm her down.

       "I'm sure that fox and that priestess won't die if they don't eat pie today," Caiome snapped. "Koshi, can you bring the linens and that precious fruit basket?"

       "Yes, miss."

       Caiome grabbed Chizuru by the healthy elbow, both heading towards the mansion. At the entrance, Captain Hirotatsu stood vigilant, looking at the two girls as they entered his vision field.

       "Done playing the maid?" he chuckled a bit to Caiome.

       "Very funny," said Caiome, passing by him. Only then did Hirotatsu notice Chizuru's bandaged hand.

       Caiome dragged Chizuru through the halls of the mansion, telling a maid in passing to make a black cherry tea, opened the doors of Ayato's office, and almost pushed Chizuru inside when she hesitated to enter Lord Kamisato's office. Caiome let her go and began to search through drawers, while Chizuru stood like a statue by the door, ready to run away.

       When Caiome found the two jars, she sat Chizuru down at the table, left the jars on her, then took her hand. She unwrapped the bandages, and the improvised leaf paste began to fall into dry pieces. Chizuru tensed, feeling the pain piercing her hand again.

       "It will get better after I put this on," said Caiome, taking a thin cream of a light green color on her fingers, then applying it to her hand.

       Chizuru clenched her fist, but Caiome opened it, massaging her wounds. Then she took a thick and fragrant paste from the other jar, a beautiful pink, and layered it a little thicker.

       "It stings," said Chizuru.

       "That's how it's supposed to be," said Caiome, blowing over her hand as she applied the paste.

       The office door opened slowly, and the only one who raised her eyes was Chizuru. When her eyes met Ayato's confused look, she jumped up, and a few thick drops of cream fell on the floor. She quickly made a bow, and her face turned red. She felt like her whole body was now covered in black nettles.

       "My lord," she said quickly. "I apologize for my presence here, I just..."

       Ayato quickly studied her, rather surprised by how Chizuru began to speak, fast and stuttering, with her head bowed down. He looked at Caiome, who still had her hands stained with cream, and at the two jars painted with cranes and peach blossom branches on the table. He also saw the white strips with floral patterns on the floor, patterns that seemed very familiar to him. Then he looked at Chizuru's hand.

       "Did something happen?" he finally asked.

       "Chizuru stuck her hand in black nettles near the residence," Caiome said.

       Chizuru began to fiddle with her fingers, feeling guilty not only for being in Lord Kamisato's private office, but also for using his precious creams and causing Caiome to tear the pillowcases because of her.

       "I was careless, my lord," she said, bowing again, holding her hands together in front of her, although with every movement and every word, she felt the stinging sensation engulfing her hand.

       Ayato reached out his hand towards her. "May I?" he asked.

       Chizuru looked up at him, then at his hand, and extended hers. Ayato gently took her wrist, both because he couldn't touch her irritated skin and out of courtesy, studying it.

       "Does it hurt a lot?" he asked.

       "N-no, my lord," Chizuru said quickly.

       "Lies," Caiome muttered. "She even started crying. But she'll be fine, I treated her with the Emperor's-flower and your expensive creams."

       Chizuru flinched, pulling her hand away from Ayato's. "I apologize for this, my lord. I will pay for them, I promise."

       Ayato sighed lightly. "You do not have to pay for them," he said, slightly uncomfortable. He always felt that way when someone wanted to pay him back him for a sum of money that meant nothing to him, but for the other person, it meant even a small fortune. "You are my employee, I should be more careful and provide treatments for all of you anyway."

       "N-no, my lord," stammered Chizuru, "I'm fine, and you already think of us too much, I couldn't..."

       "Just be quiet and sit down," Caiome said, grabbing her healthy hand and almost slamming her back next to the table.

       Chizuru stumbled and sat down in front of her with her injured hand stretched towards her. Caiome took two more fingers of dragon fruit paste and spread it on her hand, while Ayato opened a side drawer and took out some gauze bandages, leaving them on the table.

       Caiome scoffed when she saw them. "Why do you keep gauze bandages in the office?" she laughed.

       "You never know when something might happen," came his calm response, as Chizuru squirmed.

       Chizuru had never believed that Lord Kamisato would not only inquire about her injuries, but also help her treat them – even if it only meant giving her a few creams and some bandages.

       "How did you manage to touch the black nettles?" he asked her.

       "I was picking berries for Lady Ayaka, and Miss Caiome was nearby, helping me," Chizuru replied. "She tried to warn me, but I wasn't careful enough, and ended up like this. She tried to give me first aid, but..."

       Chizuru and Ayato looked at the pile of torn material near the girls' knees.

       "I apologize, my lord," she lowered her head again. "I promise I'll do everything possible to replace them."

       "He has about a hundred of those," Caiome muttered, "I'm sure he won't break out in hives if he doesn't sleep on flower petals and violet perfume tonight. And there's a reason why it's called first aid, because you use what you have at hand until you get to a place where you can receive better treatment. Especially if it's about poisonous plants. If I hadn't torn those pillowcases, you would have been left with a red hand and no skin," she scolded her, but she didn't know if she had said that to Chizuru or to Ayato.

       "Black nettles are very dangerous," he said. "You were lucky that Caiome was around."

       "Aww," Caiome clicked her tongue in a proud and arrogant smile, "that means you finally recognize my importance and intend to give me that reward you were talking about so much?"

       "Have you finished washing my linens?" he asked, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

       "You're so obsessed."

       "It is not called obsession if I respect my own words," he said, adopting his usual noble manner. "It is called determination, honesty, and ambition."

       "It's called madness."

       "Madness is what you are doing, insisting like that with the reward, when I have clearly stated my answer," he persisted.

        Chizuru blinked silently, looking from Caiome to Lord Kamisato and back. The atmosphere was strange; if until then, Chizuru only thought about her hand and how she could explain to Lord Kamisato that she used his creams and because of her, some pillowcases were ruined, now all she could focus on was the interaction between these two in front of her.

       Caiome was massaging her hand, while Ayato stood beside her, bickering like two children. It was no longer surprising how Caiome behaved in general, but it was surprising that Lord Kamisato seemed to respond to her in the same way. He was being provoked, but... he didn't seem to realize what he was saying, doing, or reacting to.

       Chizuru burst into a soft giggle, covering her mouth with her healthy hand. However, this didn't mean that the two didn't notice her, turning towards her.

       Chizuru quickly composed herself. "I apologize, my lord," she said.

       Caiome and Ayato looked at her for a long time, then at each other, and then both sighed at the same time.

       "Just be more careful, alright, Chizuru?" he said, getting up from the floor.

       "Of course, my lord," she quickly replied, unable to get up as Lord Kamisato left the office because Caiome held her too tightly.

       "See?" Caiome said once Ayato closed the office door. "Nothing happened."

       Although Chizuru didn't exactly know what the reason behind this "nothing happened" was. Normally, no one except Lady Mitsuko entered his office in his absence, and anyhow, Lady Mitsuko didn't bring someone here who wasn't summoned by Lord Kamisato himself. Caiome was his bodyguard, it was normal for her to be here, but bringing Chizuru, an ordinary servant, into his office?

       Chizuru flinched when Caiome touched a more sensitive area of her hand, and the latter slowed down her movements.

       "I didn't think you were also skilled in medicine," said Chizuru. "Now you really have it all, Miss Caiome."

       Caiome was silent for a few long seconds, almost obsessively staring at Chizuru's hand, so deeply that Chizuru wondered if she had touched a sensitive chord.

       "I'm not that skilled," she said finally. "I learned a few things from some kind of companion, that's all, for moments like these when she's not around."

       "Are you two good friends?" Chizuru asked instead.

       "She hates my guts," Caiome spat in a smile. "If she could, she wouldn't see me ever again in her life, but she's kind of forced to."

       Chizuru frowned. "And where is this... acquaintance?"

       Caiome puffed in an almost wicked way, as if finding satisfaction in her next words. "Somewhere where I hope she suffers, to be honest."

       Chizuru blinked frequently. She didn't know exactly how to interpret Caiome's words, considering the situation seemed odd. This unknown person seemed to know a lot about medicine and seemed to have willingly taught Caiome some things as well, so their relationship couldn't be that bad, right?

       "In any case," said Chizuru, "that doesn't make you any less skilled. I can hardly feel anything now."

       "That's because your hand has numbed due to the pain," Caiome retorted. "But don't worry, by tomorrow night, most of your wounds should be gone, then they'll start healing. Avoid using this hand until then."

       "But I have to do Lady Ayaka's hair—"

       Caiome ran her fingers as if in a caress over Chizuru's fingers. Chizuru, on the other hand, gasped because of the pain that went through her muscles.

       "Good luck with that," Caiome told her. "So, you said you wanted to teach me that song from earlier?"

       Chizuru smiled at her, then started humming the song without lyrics. Caiome refused to sing along with her because she wasn't good at singing, but she could learn the song if she listened a few times, so Chizuru just hummed until Caiome finished tying the gauze bandages.

       "Thank you," Chizuru said softly, looking at her fully bandaged hand.

       "Just be more careful from now on, alright?" Caiome told her. "You should still go to Ayaka and explain the situation, though."

       "Of course." Chizuru finally got up, made a bow – which felt very strange coming from her – then left the office.

       Caiome gathered the remaining pieces of gauze and the two jars that were now half empty, putting them back in their place.

 

Chapter 37: Chapter 37 ~ The Lord who doesn't see and the Second in Command

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Chapter 37 ~ The Lord who doesn't see and the Second in Command

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       Caiome said goodbye to Thoma and headed towards the stables, but Toshirou looked very confused at her when Caiome told him she had to go to the city with Ayato.

       "I wasn't ordered to prepare the horses," he said, and Caiome frowned.

       Just then, Hirotatsu appeared and told her that Lord Kamisato was waiting for her at the front gate. Caiome frowned in confusion and went to the main gates. Ayato was standing there with Thoma, who, when he saw Caiome, bid her farewell in a more polite way than usual as he looked at her.

       "Did you see what I saw?" Caiome asked after Thoma wished them a good day and good luck in... whatever Ayato had to do in the city.

       "What did you see?" Ayato feigned ignorance, though the smile on his face said otherwise.

       "Well, whatever," she shrugged. "Why are we here? Weren't we supposed to go to the city?"

       Ayato stepped aside, gesturing for Caiome to follow him, leaving the courtyard.

       "We do not need guards today," he said. "I just need to check a few things, no need to draw attention."

       "Shocking," Caiome muttered.

       They teleported to the downtown of the city, but Ayato turned to Caiome, pulling out a rather thick scroll from the wide sleeve of his suit and handing it to her.

       "How about you check these for me until I finish my visit?" he said.

       Caiome took the scroll, unrolling it a few inches. Written with a brush were several instructions and locations noted on the paper. Alongside were some objectives, the real things that needed to be checked, such as some stands, a workshop at a school, a theater hall, a new park, and so on.

       "No chance," she quickly said, almost hitting him with the scroll over his chest. "I have no idea about any of this. That's your job, not mine. I'm your bodyguard, not your manager."

       Ayato grabbed her wrist, pushing her hand back with the scroll.

       "Unfortunately," he said with a nervous smile that was supposed to maintain public appearance, "I do not have time, Ayaka has some important guests, and Thoma has other tasks to do for my sister. Plus, I did not say you would go alone."

       "I'll go with you, miss."

       Caiome flinched, stepping aside just as Koshi stopped next to her. He was dressed in normal clothes, once again leaving his handsome face exposed.

       "How did you get here so quickly?"

       "I left the residence earlier, miss."

       "Koshi is quite capable of helping you," Ayato said.

       Caiome scowled. "Fine," she said. "I just need to make sure everything is as written here, right?" she opened the scroll again.

       "Exactly," said Ayato. "Nothing complicated, nothing extra for you to do."

       Then he turned away, taking his own path, while Caiome read through all the points they had to go through. It wasn't a difficult job per se, but she wasn't thrilled about touring the entire city for Ayato. Well, she thought, maybe if she took it as a walk and an opportunity to check out what's new on the market, it would be more exciting.

       The first point on the list was Hanamizaka, where the Yashiro Commission, on the occasion of the upcoming first major summer festival, had opened several temporary shops with limited editions of writing instruments, summer decorations, talismans, and some for personal creation, where people could buy material and learn to embroider or paint it to decorate their homes during the festival, or wooden statues carved by Kaito clan employees, or make their own dolls. These stands were to be open the following week and would remain open until after the end of the festival, which would take place in two weeks.

       Caiome, along with Koshi, checked the quantity and quality of materials at each shop. Although Caiome had no idea what she was doing. While Koshi took care of the actual check, Caiome circled the materials, studying various statues and decorations and silk canvases that, in her opinion, would be ruined by inexperienced people and their attempts at painting and embroidery.

       Not to mention that she wasn't the only one who felt out of place there. Koshi only needed to show the clan's camellia-shaped seal, and the owners became compliant, but not before casting a surreptitious glance at Caiome, probably wondering what that foreign girl was doing there.

       "Rain will come soon," Caiome said at one point while one of the owners was talking to Koshi, and the two turned to her. She didn't look at either of them, but at the pieces of material. "Wrap the canvases in paper and place them in a room that doesn't get damp quickly, and after the rain passes, put them in the sun."

      The two blinked, then looked at each other.

       "Of course, miss," said the owner. Since she had come with Koshi, and Koshi had the seal, there was no reason for the owner to think that Caiome was from outside the Commission.

       Then they visited a theater hall, and Caiome couldn't help but comment on the shining curtains.

       "Turn them inside out," she said. "The shine catches the audience's eye. The back is matte, it will look better."

       Hideaki Yuudai, who was in charge of the Commission's visual arts branch, muttered something to himself. He recognized Caiome because he had been on the banquet day when she caused a stir, and on the day she held onto Lord Kamisato's leg, and the day she simply walked into the Great Hall so enthusiastically, forgetting the presence of others, fixated only on the Lord. And now she was here to make checks?

       Although it wasn't impossible. If she was the Lord's bodyguard, it meant he trusted her enough to let her do these checks. And yet, why wasn't Miss Caiome by Lord Kamisato's side in that moment? And if he had such great trust in her, why didn't she hold the seal, but her companion, whom Hideaki Yuudai had never seen before?

       "What?" she said, shrugging.

       Hideaki Yuudai cleared his throat. "Of course, miss."

       Then they headed to the school for children up to fourteen years old, like a middleschool, to check if the workshop opened a few weeks ago had any success. Caiome and Koshi were greeted by the headmistress at the entrance, led through the building corridors to the workshop... from which came a deafening noise.

       Children of all ages were in the spacious workshop, sitting at tables or running around, and it was a mess everywhere. They were all cutting, drawing, painting, sculpting in clay and plaster, or making paper shapes, while in one corner some were even singing and weaving bamboo strips, making baskets, hats, and umbrellas. Caiome saw some kites flying through the room as gliders, while others were chasing each other with paper origami representing animals and soldiers, pretending to be in a war.

       "Although many of them have finished their classes, they prefer to stay in the workshop to have fun with their friends," said the headmistress with a pleased smile and even a proud expression. "The older ones are on break, and they prefer to come here rather than go outside."

       "Therefore," said Koshi, who always thought only about business, "the workshop was a success."

       "Of course," said the headmistress. "The children are very happy, and they haven't been bored since Lord Kamisato funded the workshop. Many of them even insist on taking their works home or materials to practice, but that's against the rules," she laughed a little anxiously.

       Then they visited the park, which, although not officially open, was already full of people, adults, children, and the elderly holding hands and admiring the surroundings. The roads were paved, spring-summer flowers had been blooming for a long time, the benches were spacious and clean, and here and there were nearly two-meter statues that brought the place to life and were also a great point of interest for children, playing around them and admiring them with wide eyes.

       Koshi and Caiome walked along the paths with the park manager, and while Koshi and the manager discussed certain things, Caiome just swung her legs forward, looking around. There were too many people, and Caiome could easily slip her hands into their pockets... but she wouldn't stand a chance with Koshi around. Which was quite sad, considering Caiome's fingers were itching.

       She had already managed to steal something resembling a miniature painting on canvas with huge waves, which she slipped into the pocket of her pants, and a small statue of a youkai from the shops in Hanamizaka. They were worthless items, but it was a habit Caiome couldn't shake off. She did it involuntarily, without much thought.

       A little later, when they reached the other side of the park, Ayato came from afar.

       "How was the walk?" he asked, as Koshi handed him the scroll and the file.

       "Everything was fine," he replied.

       "I'm glad. Then we can go back."

       Caiome frowned. "Is that all you can say?" she asked on the way to the nearest telepoint.

       Ayato blinked slightly confused at her. "What do you mean?" he asked.

       Caiome and Ayato looked at each other, and Koshi at the both of them.

       Was this guy really so clueless? Caiome wondered. Did he just need "everything is fine," and that's the end of his curiosity? It was odd coming from Ayato, considering he was the kind of person who wanted to know everything that was happening. But given that "everything was fine," he didn't need to know more than that.

       Because one thing Caiome noticed during these checks was the effect on people, which was the same: everyone seemed happy. But Ayato seemed not to know that, at least not truly. The purpose of all these projects was to make people happy... in theory. But Ayato, even though he knew people were satisfied, hadn't seen it with his own eyes. Because he didn't go out in public, avoiding as much as possible to make an appearance on the street or anywhere else, staying locked in that office of his.

       "No matter," Caiome said finally. "I just thought you'd want to see it for yourself."

       "Why would I do that?"

       Caiome opened her mouth slightly. "Are you dumb?"

       Surely Lord Kamisato didn't receive those words in the middle of the street from someone before, making a few people turn towards the three of them.

       "You've been a Head Lord for such a long time, and you're still like a kid," she sighed. "Let's go."

       Koshi and Ayato looked at each other, Ayato seeming to seek answers to a question, while Koshi just shook his head, speaking silently so Caiome couldn't hear, admitting he had no idea what was wrong with her and didn't want to guess. And Caiome didn't even insist on staying in the city longer than necessary, unlike that Caiome who had clung to Ayato's leg in the Great Hall just to get away from the residence for at least an hour.

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       Three days later, in the morning, as usual, Ayato kicked Caiome out of his office where he had a small meeting, but still a meeting. He needed to discuss the final details about the Shakunetsu no taiyō festival with some clan lords, which was less than ten days away, and everyone was always in a rush, so agitated that Caiome couldn't stand anywhere without being pushed or rushed by someone. And while Ayato was stuck in his office talking about... textiles, as if that was the big secret he had to keep from Caiome, Ayaka had just returned from the city after personally checking the ceramic workshops and tea and calligraphy rituals.

       Caiome lay sprawled over the table in one of the garden pavilions, in front of which layed the ocean and the small islands with cottages and lush fruit trees, while behind her the mountains were rising still hiding the sun, though it was light. The wind was somewhat chilly for a day like that, and Caiome rested her cheek in her palm, watching and imagining what the people on the islands were doing, how they loaded boats with goods and came to Narukami Island every day, returning home in the evening. Hmm, she thought dully, she missed being at sea. She should have left Inazuma by now. She should have been gone from here a long time ago, but somewhere at the bottom of the same ocean she was gazing at, her shell had probably started to rot.

       "Miss, it's your turn," Koshi said, and Caiome directed her attention to the shogi board in front of her and to Koshi.

       Just as Caiome accompanied Ayato almost everywhere—except his secret meetings—Koshi was in a way her companion too. Koshi's role was to make sure Caiome didn't do anything disastrous within or outside the residence, and at the same time, he kept her company when Mizuki, Kouta, or Daisuke couldn't. And occasionally they played something Caiome had heard of but never played, namely shogi.

       Caiome had played chess before, not often, but enough to know the rules. Shogi was similar to chess, and no matter how much Koshi told her it was more fun and easier to understand, Caiome seriously doubted that.

       Caiome moved a golden general, and Koshi immediately captured it. Soon he reached the first three rows of Caiome's side and promoted one of his pieces, and Caiome felt the game would be over soon.

       She was somewhat skilled at strategizing, but not this kind, which followed strict rules about moves. That's why she didn't like chess too much either. Instead, she preferred to rely on human unpredictability and the infinity of moves an opponent could make against her, where they weren't limited by 81 squares with wooden pieces that only move in certain directions.

       "I seriously think you're cheating," Caiome said.

       "I'm not cheating," Koshi said with a deadly calm behind his tenugui mask.

       It was mandatory for him to wear the dark attire. Basically, he had to stay hidden, Caiome knew that, and still wondered why Koshi appeared in front of her every time she called his name, even when she was in front of others. It was imperative to hide his face, especially since the servants had seen him before dressed in normal clothes, which was an even better reason to stay hidden behind the mask and hood.

       But no one asked questions, because every employee here was part of the Yashiro Commission, so they knew about the existence of the Shuumatsuban under the Commission's jurisdiction, therefore, members of the organization had to be at least ignored, while the employees were pretending they didn't exist and weren't here.

       "Aren't you hot in all that?" Caiome asked.

       "I'm fine," Koshi said. "It's your turn," he drew her attention back to the wooden board.

       Caiome sighed, tapping her fingers on the table. It was their fourth game, and Koshi was beating her way too quickly for her ego to endure.

       "I'm pretty sure I have no moves left from here on," she muttered.

       "You just need practice," Koshi said.

       "That doesn't make me feel better."

       "That's the last of the images I thought I'd see of you," Ayaka's voice was heard climbing the wooden steps of the terrace, and Caiome turned her gaze to her.

       She was dressed in pleasant, pastel colors, a pale pink and lilac purple, her hair was braided, and in her hands she held not only the fan she moved lightly to cool herself, but also a fairly large rectangular package wrapped in colored paper, without a bow. Behind her came Thoma who probably didn't want to be here, but had to take care of Lady Ayaka.

       Koshi stood up and sat behind Caiome, standing, while Caiome picked up the shogi pieces. Ayaka and Thoma sat on the other side, while Ayaka asked a passing servant to bring them each a cup of tea.

       "I would have thought I'd see you training instead of playing shogi," she continued, placing the rectangular package on the table, to one side.

       "I've already done that," she said, seeming even more bored than before. "Then I trained Himawari after taking Uta home, and now I'm here, and Koshi keeps me company with a game like... this. It's so boring when you're kept in a courtyard like this one," she grumbled.

       "I'm pretty sure you would have had other things to do if you were living your old life."

       "It's not the old life," Caiome said, "it's my current life, it's just that for now I'm stuck here with your brother ordering me around all the time. Anyway," she waved her hand. "Where have you two been, lovebirds, all these hours? I didn't think it took that long to check a few things."

       Ayaka adjusted her voice politly. "We did some shopping," she gestured to the package beside them, but Ayaka didn't intend to open it and show Caiome what was inside.

       "I thought you always order things and the packages come here," said Caiome.

       "If that usually happens," said Thoma, "that doesn't mean Lady Ayaka can't enjoy a few personal purchases."

       "I had a little free time, that's all."

       "And yet, you didn't want to take me with you," Caiome complained.

       "I'm pretty sure you would have found something to do that would have caused us even more troubles," Thoma commented.

       Caiome displayed a smile that made Thoma regret his last words.

       "What have you done?" he asked.

       "Nothing," Caiome quickly said.

       "Caiome..."

       "You said it," she shrugged, and Ayaka sighed lightly, seeming to not want to witness what was happening in front of her anymore. "Anyway, how's it going with Hima?" she asked Ayaka instead.

       "She's a smart girl," came her reply. "I'm pretty sure if she hasn't figured out by now what's really going on, it won't be long before she realizes there's a purpose to all this."

       "I've already told Ayato she'll notice that something's wrong, but he didn't want to listen to me."

       "And yet, she doesn't say anything," Ayaka continued.

       "Do you really think she would?" Caiome laughed. "She avoids anyone who isn't us two or Uta. She freezes every time she just feels Ayato looking at her from the office window, not to mention she runs in the other direction when he approaches."

       "I feel sorry for her, I have to admit," said Ayaka. "Not only were her parents exiled, but now she can't even contact her brothers."

       "Ayato didn't say she couldn't send or receive letters," said Caiome.

       "But that doesn't mean she can either," said Thoma. "Things are still delicate."

       With that, Caiome had to agree. And if Himawari felt sad or angry or any other negative emotion, she didn't tell anyone. She was young, but she knew how to keep quiet too well and for too long. And no one could force her. If Himawari realized why Ayato did what he did, she didn't say anything and seemed to want to remain that way. But if she still didn't realize anything, no one could tell her either.

       "By the way," said Ayaka, "thank you for the past few days."

       Caiome frowned, still with her cheek in her fist, slumped over the table. "For what?"

       "For helping Chizuru with her injuries. I don't know if you've had a chance to talk to her since then, but her hand is much better now."

       Caiome knew that. Besides having some confidence in her medical abilities, Chizuru came to her the next day and brought her an entire pie of berries. When Caiome gave her a frowning look, Chizuru quickly assured her that her mother made the pie and brought it to her as thanks. And now Caiome received gratitude from Ayaka too. In a way, it made her think of the night she saved Ayaka and had the same look in her eyes when she promised to reward her, then brought her to the residence.

       "Good," said Caiome. "Maybe that way she'll learn to be more careful."

       "You can't judge her, she's just a child," Ayaka laughed. "Especially because of the discussion you had. It's quite possible that you distracted her with something. "

       "Don't blame me," said Caiome. "And how do you know what we were talking about? Do the girls really have no shred of privacy?"

       Ayaka laughed. "It's a subject she approached with me as well."

       "You two are girls with illusions about romantic stories, no wonder you keep talking about it," she shrugged.

       "You should be grateful that someone is actually talking to you," Thoma said.

       "What's your problem?" Caiome replied. "If you think about it, you're the only one who insists on not talking to me as if I am not a human being. You should be grateful for that, and for the other thing. I get it, you hate me because I stole Ayaka's hairpin, I got over it, she got over it, and Ayato is already punishing me for it. According to your master, I should stay here for a few more years, so you better get used to me instead of having all these frowns on your face, otherwise you'll get wrinkles sooner than you should."

       "As aggressive as always."

       "You wanna see aggressive?" Caiome said.

       "Please, stop," Ayaka said, feeling caught in the middle again.

       Caiome reaffirmed once again that Ayato was a fool for trusting that if she and Thoma spent a few hours alone together, things would be fixed. There was nothing to fix between them because there was nothing.

       "But..." Thoma began.

       "Thoma," Ayaka started, "I forgave her for the theft, and now Caiome is just serving her punishment. Is she really as bad as you think she is? Didn't you have fun when you were in town just the two of you? As far as I know, you didn't even argue or anything."

       Thoma and Caiome looked at each other, but Thoma didn't say anything. Mostly because he had been saved by the bell, as one of the servants came with a wooden tray in hand containing three tea cups and a teapot of cold tea, along with a plate of kawara senbei biscuits.

       The servant placed the tray on the table and served tea to each of them, then arranged the cups. Only three, because the Shuumatsuban members were supposed to be at least ignored to the point where their existence didn't need to be acknowledged.

       For the Commission's safety, but most importantly for their own, Ayato had told Caiome one evening when Mitsuko brought dinner only to the two of them, even though Koshi was in the room with them. Caiome understood the logic: if you pretended they didn't exist, you couldn't find out their identities. And it wasn't like the employees were cruel to them; they all knew very well the important role the organization played in the Commission, but they were contractually obligated to act as if the Shuumatsuban members didn't exist.

       But Caiome also knew that rules, though unbreakable, could be easily bend.

       "Can you bring me another cup?" Caiome said to the young servant she knew by sight and had exchanged a few words with before. "This one is too colorful."

       The servant blinked a few times at her.

       "Of course," she eventually said and reached for the tea cup in front of Caiome, but Caiome covered it with her hands.

       "You can leave it here. I'll clean it later; I don't want to bother you with my whims," she huffed, and the servant, after looking at her once again for a long moment, nodded.

       A few minutes later, she returned with another cup filled with orange tea and ice, placing it in front of Caiome, while Caiome placed the earlier cup in the spot next to her. She tapped her fingers on the table after the servant left.

       Maybe the residence's employees had signed a contract regarding the Shuumatsuban, but Caiome hadn't signed any. And since she didn't tell the servant anything about a Shuumatsuban member, the servant didn't violate the contract either.

       "I'm fine, miss," Koshi said.

       Caiome glanced at him out of the corner of her eye. "It's just tea and biscuits, not the entire existence of the Commission," she said. "Now sit down."

       Koshi hesitated for a few seconds as Caiome stared at him as if she could kill him on the spot if she wanted to, then sat very quietly next to her.

       "Thank you," he said, but he didn't touch either the tea or the biscuits, as he had to take off his tenugui to taste them.

       "Good boy," Caiome said, patting him on the black hood on his head. "I didn't think everyone here was so obedient," Caiome said to Thoma. "But then again, someone at this table keeps reminding me all the time how loyal you are. But sometimes it seems like they associate loyalty with fear."

       "What are you talking about?" Thoma rolled his eyes.

       "What do you mean what am I talking about?" she said. "As soon as I became Ayato's bodyguard, everyone suddenly started acting nicer to me, or at least they don't want to throw me into the pond anymore, probably for fear that I'll go to Ayato and rat them out, considering how furious he was when someone touched his hostage and threw me into the water," she gestured to herself. "And the same goes for the Shuumatsuban members. I wouldn't have thought Koshi could be so easily... convinced by me to do something."

       Thoma and Ayaka looked at each other, and even Koshi seemed confused, although only his green eyes were visible, intense, but they said enough.

       "It's not fear," Thoma said. "People are just doing their job and respecting their duties to the hierarchy, both of the house and the organization."

       Now it was Caiome's turn to look confused along with the others. Hierarchy... What hierarchy were they talking about? She wasn't part of any—

       Oh...

       Oh.

       OH!

       Caiome quickly looked at Koshi, who was already looking at her, then at Ayaka and Thoma, and suddenly straightened up.

       "She just realized," Thoma mumbled to Ayaka.

       She felt like a fool. Of course, the others treated her differently because of her position, but not because she could rat them out to Ayato, but because now she was part of this hierarchy that the ordinary employees had to obey, because she was still Ayato's bodyguard, receiving direct orders from the master of the house. Here she was on the same level as Hirotatsu, but what differentiated them and placed Caiome one step above Hirotatsu was the fact that she literally stood next to Lord Kamisato. Which meant that, immediately below Ayato and Ayaka, was she, and the employees could receive orders from her since she was so close to the Head Lord, and practically she was supposed to know everything he does, says and hears.

       She looked at Koshi again.

       And if this logic applied within the estate, then within the organization... everything started to make sense.

       Why Koshi responded to her calls, why the other members listened to her orders when she caught the jewelry thieves, why Koshi let her interrogate Hinata Kashiro's servants that night. And more importantly, why each of them bowed to Ayato, and then to her, when normally, if Caiome wasn't part of the organization, and if she didn't have any position superior to theirs, they shouldn't do that. And there was a hierarchy in the organization as well.

       Ayato was, of course, the one giving the supreme orders; then came the Commander who dealt with training the members and passed on orders to them from Lord Kamisato; then the masters, the teachers, who occasionally participated in missions, but generally had nothing to do with them and couldn't give orders except to current students regarding their training, just like the Commander, or if they were specially designated by Ayato to lead an operation; then the ninja ranks: joninchuuningenin. Usually, once you became a jonin, the ninja member answered directly to Ayato, somewhat put on the same level as the Commander – only that they didn't have the right to train the young members - and spent much of their time with the Lord, while those of chuunin and genin ranks obeyed their superiors, such as teachers, the Commander, those of jonin rank, and when they came into contact with him, Ayato.

       And if someone of jonin rank, like Koshi, obeyed Caiome's orders...

       Seriously, where did she fit into all of this?

       "Oh, that little bitch," she mumbled to herself, looking around the garden as if Ayato was right there. "That little rascal fucking bitch."

       "Uh, Caiome..." Ayaka began, but Caiome had already gotten up from the table and left the terrace.

       "So," Thoma said, "who won the bet?" he smirked.

       "Isn't it obvious?" Ayaka sighed. "You said she'd figure it out by mid-next month, and I said a week after the fifteenth, but Ayato said she'd figure it out by the festival."

       "Actually," Koshi said, just covering his mouth again after taking a sip of tea while Ayaka and Thoma looked after Caiome, "the winner would be me. I bet with Lord Kamisato that she'd figure it out by the full moon before the festival. Tomorrow is the full moon."

       Caiome wasn't running, but she wasn't walking either, somewhere in between. She was hurrying and trying to gather all her thoughts at the same time... or rather, what words to throw at Ayato when she saw him face to face.

       "Hey, Caiome," Mizuki greeted her, holding some swords in his arms.

       "Don't talk to me!" she said, passing by him like lightning, and Mizuki looked at Kouta and Daisuke, who looked just as confused after her.

       The search didn't take long, because Ayato was right there, in the front courtyard, at the gates, with Takashi Kei and Osamu Yousuke, the two heads of the textile industry. If Caiome hadn't rushed by then, the moment she saw the smile on his face and his posture and those eyes that thought they could deceive her, Caiome lunged at him.

       And in the next moment, she threw herself at him. Maybe Caiome wasn't heavy per se, but because of the inertia and the force, and because of the element of surprise, Ayato lost his balance, and both fell into the grass of the entrance garden.

       "You little bitch!" exclaimed Caiome during the fall, grabbing him by the neck with her arms and pinning him with all her might.

       Caiome let go of him after the impact, and now both of them were kneeling in front of each other, Ayato coughing because of the way Caiome clung to his neck, and Caiome standing with her hands on her chest, slightly dizzy from hitting her head on the ground.

       "You have a lot of explaining to do," she demanded.

       Ayato gritted his teeth, then smiled in the same way he did when he discovered that Caiome decorated his hair with flowers and painted his face, then let him stand like that in front of his uncles.

       "I am not the only one who has to do that," he said nervously.

       "My lord, are you alright?" Takashi Kei said, leaning over to grab him by the arm to lift him up, but Ayato raised his hand towards him and stood up on his own, straightening his black coat with white and gold accessories.

       "I will have to apologize to you for not being able to escort you to the exit of the residence," Ayato said instead, looking at Caiome, who was still on the ground. "It seems I still have some... internal issues."

       "Of course," the two lords said, then retreated, but not before looking at Caiome, who had a frown on her face, staring at Lord Kamisato.

       "My office," Ayato said. "Now."

       "No," Caiome said. "I'm not going to the hidden execution chamber until you answer my questions. You lied to me."

       "Let's talk about this inside. The organization is not a topic that can be discussed anywhere, right?"

       "But you can lie openly if you want, can't you?"

       "I did not lie."

       "You told me I wasn't accepted in the organization," Caiome said.

       "Caiome, please, let's talk inside."

       Caiome clenched her hands even tighter to her chest, turning her gaze away from him, while a few glances began to turn towards them, wondering what the spoiled brat was up to now. She would cling to his leg when he wanted to go out, jump on Captain Hirotatsu and insist, spinning around them just to get what she wanted, and now she was making a scene in the middle of the front yard, standing on the ground, dirtying her new pants with mud and grass and showing no signs of getting up.

       So Ayato was left with no options.

       He quickly grabbed her wrist and pulled her up, this time catching Caiome by surprise, especially when, stumbling, she hit her chest against Ayato's body, bumping her knees against his knees and her hip against his thigh. If she hadn't leaned on him, she would have fallen face down on the ground for sure.

       His eyes were locked onto hers, breathing calmly as Caiome tried to pull her hand away from his, but the way he held her wrist showed that no, Ayato had no intention of ever letting her go.

       "We will talk about this," he said slowly, "inside."

       Caiome gritted her teeth, and noticed a few curious glances, hidden behind the wooden terrace pillars, directed straight at them, especially from some girls who couldn't have been more than eighteen and seemed to always be the same two whenever Caiome confronted Ayato about something and they end up so close.

       "Hmph," she snorted and pulled forcefully from his hand, rubbing it, then walked ahead.

       Fuck, her hand really hurt.

       "So," she said when Ayato closed the office door, staying there, while Caiome was the one who stood on the side with the wooden desk, "why didn't you tell me I was part of the organization? Ah!" she quickly interrupted Ayato as he opened his mouth. "Short and to the point."

       "I did not say you were not part of the organization, I just said you did not pass the exams," he replied, walking past her and sitting on his purple cushion.

       "You said it as if it's the same thing!" she protested. "I read the rules, if you don't pass all the exams, you can't go into the field and you stay under training."

       Ayato, on the other hand, chuckled colorfully, and Caiome felt as if he was mocking her.

       "Caiome, there are many ninja members who do not have the ability to memorize the entire 800-year history of the Shuumatsuban, but who have the ability to memorize entire conversations on the spot, especially those in the Information Department. And the most important thing they have to memorize are the codes of the others, something you have already done well enough to recognize Koshi right away. Moreover," he continued, leaning his elbows on the table, crossing his fingers which he placed in front of his chin, having the same smile, "they have years to learn all this and always a second chance. The fact that you got that score when you took the exams is actually impressive for someone who only had two weeks to study."

       Caiome couldn't come up with any argument, especially when his words implied certain... good words.

       "Are you praising me?"

       "Do not flatter yourself too much," he said, picking up one of the files and opening it in front of him, then preparing his wakan and his brush. "You still had scores that would embarrass the organization if anyone saw your tests."

       Caiome approached the table and slammed herself in front of it, leaving her hand on the file sheets, preventing Ayato from reading them.

       "Okay, then why did you accept me into the Shuumatsuban?" she demanded.

       "You said a few days ago that I am naive, but it seems you are just the same," he raised his hand and hit her forehead with his finger, and Caiome narrowed her eyes. "I do not rely on scores alone when it comes to the promotion, not for you, not for any other member of the organization. You are capable of many things that I weighed very well before making this decision, and the jewelry thieves' ambush confirmed to both me and others that I was right about you."

       Caiome rubbed her forehead. "But your members are different. They're supposed to be loyal to you and would do anything to gain your trust. Instead, I'm being held here by force, and the only reason I'm not leaving is because of the Vision shell."

       "And?" Ayato took her hand that he had grabbed earlier and moved it away from his file this time with ease, looking at his papers.

       "I'll bring back one of our previous discussions," she grumbled, batting her eyelashes like a fox. "You gave me an interesting position, a very high one. Sure, I'm under your orders and maybe you're keeping an eye on me, but if, in some way, I no longer want the Vision shell back and only seek revenge on you?"

       Ayato raised his gaze to her, and his expression wasn't harsh, not even curious or mocking. His eyes were slightly moist, like a deer's, and his eyebrows were slightly raised, lips touching each other, rosy like rose petals.

       "If I use all the information I have access to, to take down your entire organization and the entire Commission at the same time? There are impressive secrets hidden up your sleeve that could reorganize the entire Inazuma government, you could take down the other Commissions and be the only one supporting Inazuma under Raiden Ei's leadership. You wouldn't do it, because no matter how many bad things there are in the Commissions, there are even more good things, and you're trying to maintain those ones. I've known this since I visited the Kashiro family, which doesn't even depend on the Yashiro Commission. But what if I wanted to destroy you? I've lied to you before and I'm still lying to you about certain things, I assure you of that, and you know it. There is no trust between us, you prove it to me every day, and it seems I do the same. So why am I actually here?"

       Ayato remained silent for a few seconds as he stared long at her. Her words echoed throughout the room, lit only by the sunlight coming from behind him, outlining his silhouette and illuminating her face and making her eyes shine in a dark crimson that contrasted with the silver of her hair brushing against her cheeks. They were heavy words, but so fitting for the two of them. Neither was honest with the other, both had secrets, and they couldn't judge each other. Their secrets were also their weak point that could destroy them in seconds, they had to keep them hidden.

       There was a wall between them that neither could even touch, let alone break.

       Then Ayato closed the file so slowly that it made Caiome feel anxious, insecure enough to withdraw her hand from the table, and she hated the feeling. Ayato stood up slowly and came with small steps towards her, followed by her gaze. His tall figure stretched out, and the dark suit outlined him in a way the light-colored ones never had, creating a strong contrast between the clothes and his pale skin and the light-blue hair, while his eyes somehow shone darkly.

       Finally, Ayato gently took her still reddish wrist in a tenderness that made Caiome tense up and grit her teeth even harder because she didn't know how she would react.

       No one had touched her like this before... ever.

       Ayato led her and made her rise just as slowly, pulling gently, seeming to realize how hard he had squeezed her wrist earlier, standing face to face. Then he let her hand go and sat back behind her, and Caiome watched him out of the corner of her eye as he raised his hands, and flinched when she felt his fingers moving through her hair, then gathering and lifting it, twisting it in the same way Mitsuko did a few evenings ago. She felt the hairpin passing gently through the ponytail that now touched her back and the strands of the long bangs that touched her forehead and cheeks.

       "I will take the risk," came the answer to her question at last, and his breath hit her neck.

       Caiome turned her head slightly back, but she couldn't see him, he was hidden too well from her gaze, as if he didn't want her to look at him, pretending to adjust her hairpin better. The sun hid behind the clouds again, and the light in the room began to fade, leaving only a trace of cold air, and their shadows were swallowed up and disappeared from the floor of the room.

       "I always take risks, you are no different," he added. "You just happen to be a slightly more dangerous one. Maybe we do not trust each other, but you trust yourself and I trust myself. And if you do decide to get revenge on me, I will not have any regrets about doing the same to you and no reason to spare you. If you hurt me," he almost whispered, and Caiome shivered when she felt the knuckles of his fingers tracing her neck vertebrae in the caress of her hair, "I will be forced to hurt you back. Even though I have a naughty habit of having too much confidence in my own intuition."

       Caiome let her head fall slightly to the side, her eyes closing, as the words seemed to imprint themselves in her bones and mind, and her vertebrae were still touched by his fingers, descending towards her shoulder blades. She breathed deeply, then opened her eyes and turned slowly towards him. The sun began to emerge from the clouds again, spreading the same light, and her eyes shone again, while his seemed to turn into something empty, almost detached, but his hand was stretched towards her, with the silver strands still slipping through.

       Caiome took a step closer to him, raising her chin, studying his face and expression, trying to unravel him, to see beyond the mask. But Caiome couldn't find anything to grasp and discover. Maybe Ayato had lied before, and maybe there were many other things he would lie about in the future, but Caiome had no doubt that his words he just said were true.

       If fate demanded it, and if the different worlds in which they lived and from which they couldn't detach demanded it, and if their pride demanded it, they would destroy each other.

       She gently parted her lips, and Ayato seemed to lean in more towards her, urging her to speak with a slow movement of his head. The scent of his skin passed through her clothes and touched her senses, a fresh smell, like flowers after rain.

       "I've killed more than three hundred and seventy-three people," she whispered.

       Ayato blinked slowly, letting the strands of hair slip through his fingers, but didn't lower his hand. He didn't seem to know this.

       "I'm fit if you want to kill someone," she said. "And that should be the thing that makes you think twice about me. I'm fit to kill anyone. Including you."

       Ayato almost mimicked a smile. "I know," came his answer.

       "I want to meet the Commander. And the other members. I want to know about them."

       This time, Ayato let himself smile. "Of course."

       "And I want to leave the residence whenever I want."

       Ayato nodded.

       "I guess I won't just be your bodyguard from now on," Caiome finally managed to sketch a smile. "I'll just be the image of a bodyguard, because it seems you have more plans for me which I'll find out about in time. I think I'll take on more tasks from now on, won't I?"

       "You can take whatever you want."

       Caiome chuckled softly, but couldn't shake the feeling of anxiety in her chest, namely that the person in front of her was not Lord Kamisato at all, but just Ayato. She could use that to her advantage as well.

       "Believe me, I will."

       There were a few knocks on the door, and after a long pause in which they continued to look at each other, the two separated, taking a step back.

       "Come in," Ayato said after clearing his throat, and the door opened.

       Mitsuko entered and made a short bow, first to Ayato, then to Caiome, and somehow Caiome, although she felt just as odd, finally understood why the maids were required to show her a certain respect. She was the next person after Ayato and Ayaka they had to listen to if she gave an order, but Caiome wasn't stupid. Maybe she would allow herself a few extra things regarding the organization, but regarding the residence, apart from that small respect and a few minor requests, she knew she couldn't order anything to the employees.

       "Is it already lunchtime?" Ayato said with false surprise, and Caiome shook her head with a smile as Mitsuko arranged the tables and left the food on them, along with cutlery.

       Ayato took his seat, and Mitsuko made a few gestures towards him.

       "Do you need anything else?" he asked Caiome.

       "No," she shook her head, making her ponytail bounce, a ponytail Mitsuko lingered her gaze upon for a few seconds, as if wondering who had done it for her or if Caiome had done it herself, because in her hair was the wooden hairpin she had given her a few nights ago.

       Mitsuko bowed, then withdrew, and Caiome followed her, stopping her a few meters from the office door, because she didn't want Ayato to hear. She touched her shoulder, and Mitsuko turned surprised towards her, especially because she didn't know what she wanted, couldn't ask her, and didn't have anything to write with.

       Instead, Caiome raised her hands and made some clumsy gestures with her fingers.

       You... can... talk... to me.

       Mitsuko widened her eyes, surprised.

       "I'm still a beginner," Caiome said with a nervous laugh, lowering her hands. "Thoma helped me a few times with the basics, so there are many words and signs that I don't know, so..."

       Mitsuko, on the other hand, let a huge smile spread across her lips, and her eyes sparkled, and Caiome didn't know if she was about to cry with joy or if the sun was just shining through the open windows. Nevertheless, Mitsuko raised a hand and ran her fingers over Caiome's forehead, pushing her strands aside and tucking them behind her ear, looking at her intently.

       She made a few signs in the air, slowly, until she saw in Caiome's gaze that she understood what she said.

       I'm happy. Thank you. Ask me...

       When you want to know something, Caiome thought and nodded.

       "Of course. I'll have you write them for me."

       Mitsuko nodded gently a few times, then turned and went on her business, and Caiome returned to the office, sitting at the table, facing Ayato.

       "So I guess Mitsuko received your gift happily?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes, grabbing the chopsticks in her hand and starting to eat the rice. Surely Thoma had told Ayato what the little favor she asked for was on the day she checked the fake gemstones.

       "That snitch..." she muttered and began to eat.

 

Chapter 38: Chapter 38 ~ The Moruga and the Rice Symbol

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Chapter 38 ~ The  Moruga  and the Rice Symbol

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       There were ten days left until the Shakunetsu no Taiyō festival, and it was already past noon when Caiome decided she could still pay a visit to the Commander. Now that she knew she was just playing the role of a bodyguard for Ayato, but wasn't actually one, she could easily refuse to spend the whole day stuck with him in the office. So the rules had changed again: considering that the Shuumatsuban members actually knew her position in relation to both Lord Kamisato and the organization, there was nothing to hide from them; and the employees rarely saw Lord Kamisato leaving his office, and only a few people were even allowed to approach the office doors, so no one would know if Caiome was inside with him or not. And if they saw Caiome outside, knowing everyone was aware of her personality and conflicts with Lord Kamisato, they could only assume she had been sent away or given some tasks.

       So no one raised any questions, and for that, Caiome thought, Ayato should thank her, because she made his theatricals and the strings behind the curtain much easier to manage.

       From what Koshi had told her, Caiome was supposed to find the Commander in Ritou at that hour, overseeing a testing of chuunin-ranked members, so the two of them headed towards the port, especially towards the market near the docks, to a stall selling fresh fish. The vendor was a man just over forty, with short-cropped hair, a haircut that seemed to be the standard for men their age, because even Hirotatsu had the exact same cut.

       Damn, if you tried to look for similarities between them, you could find many.

       He was tall, but not very muscular, probably just so as not to stand out as a fighter or guardian, as Hirotatsu seemed to be. He had a big smile and a cheerful attitude, blending into the atmosphere of the port market, shouting to the other vendors, making jokes, and selling fish to the customers, promoting his products well.

       "Hello!" said Caiome, hopping from one foot to another as she approached the Commander when he had just set aside the payment for some fish he had barely sold.

      "How can I help you, young lady?" he addressed them both with a smile, putting the golden coins into the waist pouch, which was quite full.

       Koshi didn't wear dark clothes, and Caiome tried to dress somewhat normally, like the people here, borrowing a kimono shirt from Chizuru that was a bit small for her, light blue with a few pink cherry blossoms, but at least it blended in better with the scenery; although her features didn't help much, everyone could tell she wasn't from here, but probably a few other itinerant vendors recognized her from her first days when she always came to the port to gather information about the Kamisato clan.

       Caiome looked over the fish stall, carp, sea bass, catfish, trout, and many other varieties.

       "I want two of these," she pointed to the box with blue mackerel.

       The Commander complied immediately and wrapped the fish in thick paper, then tied them with jute twine, and Koshi gave him a few mora.

       "I heard there's a lot of hustle and bustle in Ritou this afternoon," Caiome told Koshi, handing him the fish package.

       "I'm sure it's just your imagination, miss," Koshi replied, taking the package. "It's a busy day today, probably people are out shopping."

       "But don't you find these people a bit strange?" she continued, pretending the Commander wasn't there, while he counted his money into the pouch and arranged the fish in the boxes. "It's like everyone... asks too many questions," she said with a smile, then shrugged. "But maybe it is just my imagination."

       "As the young man next to you said, miss, it's a busy day, many ships have docked to unload their goods, the Shakunetsu no Taiyō festival is coming up, and so on," the Commander replied with a chuckle.

       "Yes, maybe your right," she shrugged. "And with all these ships, I'm sure stories are being exchanged all over the port. It's a good opportunity for those who don't leave Inazuma to discover things from outside their nation, interesting, fascinating, frightening at the same time. And I would be curious too if I were in their place."

       The Commander glanced at her, followed by a smile.

       Ah, he figured it out, thought Caiome, but said nothing and continued to smile.

       "I'm sure that's true, who wouldn't be curious about adventures, especially from travelers like ours? Every week they leave for Liyue, and from there who knows where the seas and winds take them, but one thing's for sure, they come back with rich, quality goods that stay fresh in salt boxes. That's why I'm proud of my goods," he tapped the boxes. "And a lot is invested in such goods, and rightly so. You'll see when you prepare that fish," he pointed to the package he sold her. "Next time you pass by here, you should buy some carp, it's sweet, it has a perfect aroma, especially when using spices from the West. The spicy ones have been causing a stir lately, ships bring in huge quantities every time."

       "There must be someone who discovered this spice gem and brought it here," Caiome joked. "I'd love to meet them. And all the way from Sumeru. Many goods have been brought from Sumeru these weeks."

       "It's a large nation with many resources," said the Commander. "It would be a shame not to keep up with the news, especially since the borders have opened and we have free trade."

       "Indeed," said Caiome.

       In short, since the borders opened and transportation became easier to use, many financiers became bolder, trying to make all sorts of illegal transports, like the Kashiro family did with the ramad aleizam and how Yamamoto Shichiro did with the papyrus papers. They didn't use Liyue because Liyue had a strict policy regarding transport checks, but the Ormos port in Sumeru could be easier to fool. And since this was about border control, Caiome found a connection between Yamamoto and Kashiro: one was part of the Kanjou Commission, and the other had attempted partnerships with the Kanjou Commission. It made sense.

       And from what the Commander had told her, now it was about this spice, which, surpri~ise!, also came from Sumeru; it was about this miracle salt that kept the fish very fresh even after a long journey, surpri~ise!, also from Sumeru, and they all passed through the borders without too many questions, which led to one conclusion: someone was making a business out of these two spices, but had heard about what happened with Kashiro and Yamamoto, so they hid better than the other two. Considering the manipulation of borders and the easy passage of goods, it had to be someone from the Kanjou Commission.

       And it had to be an honest business. With spices gaining popularity, every merchant and trader wanted to buy it to use in their own merchandise transports to keep them fresh, and the spice stalls wanted big sales, so they used this moruga, from what Caiome could guess, considering it had not long ago left Sumeru, and moruga became the most popular spice.

       But a few weeks before Caiome left Sumeru, she heard that moruga had been banned because of stomach burns that came over time and destroyed the acids in the body, making them sick, and overall killed some people. It was a slower process than applying ramad aleizam, but it certainly affected the population more, yet they still couldn't give up consuming moruga, as if it gave them an addiction. People began to buy this spice secretly from dealers, and the cases were closed, so it was possible that Inazuma hadn't even heard of the name moruga, let alone of what happened in Sumeru in the middle of last year.

       Moreover, it could have another name here, as Caiome noticed they did with many other things, such as the traditional noble robes from Liyue and Inazuma. Although they were similar, these two diverged from a common point thousands of years ago, and while those from Liyue called that robe hanfu, Inazuma called it kimono, and that still persisted millennia later, evolving separately, but the names remained in history. It could be a similar case here.

       The question remained: who was bringing the spice to Inazuma? If the financier's name and usage were unknown, it meant they knew moruga had been banned in Sumeru and that rumors would soon spread about a possible name for the spice, which implicitly would catch on with the public and distance them from moruga as much as possible.

       What's more, the information the Commander had given her didn't seem to be known to the general public, such as this spice being brought by sea from another nation. If the financier cared about the borders, they wouldn't let it be heard in the market that the spice was brought from the outside, so they had to somehow make it seem like this spice was produced here, in Inazuma, and from there it would be even more plausible to name it after their terms and be successful.

       Even though moruga caused health problems in Sumeru, it was because the people there didn't primarily eat fish, like those in Inazuma, and moruga combined with fish had a lighter effect. But that didn't mean it couldn't be banned later, but until then, the financier could make a whole business out of it, and people might not even think that a seemingly innocent spice, which only provided aroma, was to blame.

       Moruga was banned continent-wide, but if the financier masked the name and usage, recommending it to be used in fish dishes – which, obviously, were the most common in Inazuma – they could at least get away with it for a few years. And if the spice had already gained popularity, this business must have started a few months ago, at least two, at most five.

       And this had to be the test in the form of an operation for the chuunin members. They were given a certain interval to gather information and discover the financier's name, and from there, if they received permission from Ayato, to bring down the business. But first they had to find him.

       "You're right," continued Caiome. "Maybe I'll use this atmosphere to discover more about the outside world."

       "Of course, miss," said the Commander. "Just be careful, many like to lie that they've been to sea on such adventures, even with Captain Beidou's ship, the Crux."

       "I'll gladly take your advice. And maybe I'll buy this spice you've been talking about so much and praising. I'm sure my master will like it."

       Then she and Koshi left, climbing the dock stairs and finding themselves in the bustling port market. Caiome didn't head straight to the Commander when she arrived in Ritou, but she was attentive to her surroundings and, knowing exactly what she was looking for, managed to find a few whom she thought were Shuumatsuban members: a young boy next to the huge tree in the center, playing the flute for a few mora thrown by the public, a middle-aged man who went shopping with his wife – obviously a couple – a girl with short hair advertising a bakery, and, if you looked closely, a few members disguised as ordinary people passing through the market from time to time.

       And since no one was paying attention to the unimportant people, no one paid attention to them either.

       They first went to buy a package of the popular spice, which was intensely dark red, almost black. It was beautiful and would make a wonderful contrast placed on cooked fish, not to mention the taste might actually be as divine as others praised it to be.

       Then she and Koshi adopted the same strategy as the other chuunin, shopping and asking questions. It seemed she was right about the name of the spice, because a woman who was buying from the same fabric store as her and Koshi told her she heard in town that people were already starting to call it akiha – red leaf, which was far from the name moruga, which meant devil's stone because of the hardness of the chili variety it was made from.

       Caiome didn't like not knowing how things were going. And since this was more interesting than moping around Ayato's office all day, and since she still had a fairly high rank in the organization, she could stick her nose in a bit. So she started gathering information with Koshi.

       From what the merchants knew, Caiome thought, the seasoning seemed to have first appeared somewhere at the beginning of March. Using her oh-so-theatrical talents, she pretended to trip and dropped the seasoning pouch at the feet of a housewife, sparking a conversation about it, and the woman confessed it was so good that she almost cooked with it daily. She mostly bought it from the Ritou market, but the largest quantity sold was in the city, of course, and everyone used it. If there was a larger quantity sold in the city, that didn't necessarily mean the financier lived there to check on the business, but it would have been more convenient for him to live near the collection point, meaning in the port. However, that would mean another ten families, and the chuunin members of the organization had to figure out quickly which of these ten families was the culprit.

       But Caiome couldn't be so audacious as to steal all the glory for herself. First of all, she couldn't ask too many questions. If anyone here had seen her even once with Ayaka and Thoma, implicitly with Ayato when he came to the city, and if anyone had remembered her different features compared to the people of Inazuma, someone could have recognized her and made the connection to the Yashiro Commission. Secondly, it was the chuunin test.

       But that didn't mean she couldn't talk to each of them to observe their progress regarding the operation. They all had good methods of infiltration, but Caiome had to find the one who had the most contact with the world, namely the girl with short hair from the bakery, considering everyone needed bread every day.

       "What warm products do you have?" Caiome asked, and the girl, who didn't seem to be more than eighteen years old, smiled at her and almost jumped when she saw her, her cheeks red and deer-like brown eyes sparkling.

       "They're all fresh, just out of the oven, for the afternoon rush," she said. "Loaves, shokupan, buns, melonpanyakisoba, and more."

       "I want something that goes with a fish dish. I've heard about this new seasoning, akiha, and I want to try it."

       "Of course, miss," the girl said and turned to the vendor, asking for kare pan. "It will be ready soon," she turned back politely to Caiome.

       "I've heard it was introduced recently, a few months ago, this seasoning."

       "Indeed, everyone seems to be satisfied with akiha," the girl replied.

       "Have you tried it?"

       "I don't think there's anyone who hasn't tried it," she replied.

       "Hmm," Caiome hummed. "You seem to know a lot about bread if you work here," Caiome said. "Can you help me with some recommendations on baking and pastry? I'm sure I've seen another bakery around here; I want you to tell me what you think about it and what foods it can be consumed with."

       The girl blinked confusedly.

       "Ma'am, I'll be taking your employee for a bit," Caiome yelled, but the baker could barely hear her, let alone comment or refuse.

       Caiome grabbed the girl's arm and began to pull her along, seeming just two ordinary girls accompanied by their attendant carrying bags bought by Caiome from various stores. She wasn't forced to buy anything, Koshi knew that, but Caiome said she had to keep up appearances.

       What appearances?

       But instead of going to another bakery in the market, Caiome pulled the girl into a secluded corner.

       "So, how are things going so far, Mumei?"

       The girl, as if she suddenly transformed, abruptly pulled her arm from Caiome's grip and adopted an annoying attitude. Caiome, on the other hand, just smiled at her.

       "What?" she said. "Were you sent to check on us or something? I saw you wandering around here, and if I'm not mistaken, weren't you the girl who spent time with people a few weeks ago to find out about the Kamisato clan? If you were someone trustworthy, you wouldn't be acting like a rat, sneaking around to find out things about Lord Kamisato. And who are you to question me anyway?"

       "You should watch your words," Koshi said slowly, but Caiome waved her hand.

       "She has no idea who I am, and anyway, that's not important here. You're Mumei, right? You have the rice symbol, you wear your hair like that to be recognized by your colleagues."

       "And what of it?" Mumei asked.

       "I'm here just to do a routine, considering your Commander can't leave his post, only to trust you to find the financier," Caiome said.

       "So you're some kind of messenger," Mumei concluded boredly.

       "Something like that," Caiome said, even though she felt Koshi wanting to say something.

       Since that morning when everything became clear about her position among the others, Koshi became a bit more protective. Of course, it was his responsibility not to let anyone even touch his superiors, not even with words, but while Koshi relied on the imposed rules and hierarchy, Caiome completely disregarded that, given that in the games between her and the people causing trouble for the Yashiro Commission and for Inazuma, there was no such hierarchy. She had learned that a long time ago, in other circumstances.

       "Then tell the Commander that we're doing a good job, especially me," Mumei said.

       "You're a bit arrogant, don't you think?"

       "Hmph," she said. "Even though I don't like playing the informant, I'm quite good at it, so you don't need to worry."

       "Then let's hear it," Caiome demanded, and Mumei clicked her tongue.

       "The three most associated names with akiha are Shirakaba, Tomorokoshi, and Kumori. They showed the most interest; their associates came to the bakery in the last three days, and all of them asked about the seasoning's popularity. One of them must support the business, while the other two are trying to gather information to bring down the other and take over the business. I think they should be investigated specifically."

       "I agree with you," Caiome murmured thoughtfully.

       "Can we leave now?" she asked impatiently. "I just want to catch the bastards."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow. "And do what, exactly? Jump on the clan head? This is not a situation that is resolved by force."

       Caiome felt Koshi behind her, rolling his eyes, saying in his mind, "Like you're the one to talk."

       Caiome straightened her voice. "Continue gathering information. There must be a crack somewhere between the three associates sent to the bakery, considering it's the most visited shop around here."

       "I've already done my part," Mumei revolted. "I've been here for four days, and I haven't found out anything more no matter how hard I tried."

       "Miss Mumei," Koshi spoke, "those were your orders from the Commander, and now, from us. If you can't follow orders, then you can't perform on the field."

       "I didn't say I wouldn't follow them," Mumei sulked quickly, suddenly becoming obedient. "Just that I'm bored here, and anyway, I'm more of an action person."

       "As far as I know, a Shuumatsuban needs all the skills to do a good job," Caiome said. "That's why you're still undergoing these field tests, within an operation. Once your Commander decides, he'll assign you where he thinks you'll do a better job. But if your agitation compromises the operation, you can say goodbye to your rank as well."

       Mumei rolled her eyes. "Fine," she said.

       Not that she had a choice.

       "Once I discuss all this with your Lord Kamisato, we'll pass on new orders," Caiome continued, and Mumei frowned.

       "To discuss with—"

       "Bye-bye," Caiome said quickly, waving her fingers.

       "Hey, wait a minute!" Mumei shouted after her, but Caiome paid no attention.

       She picked up her bread from the bakery, and they both returned to the residence.

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       "So, that's how it is," Ayato murmured, looking at the paper packet that Caiome had given him a few seconds ago, then sighed, leaving it on the table. "You know, when I told you that you were free to meet the Commander, I did not mean you could intervene with the others," he told Caiome.

       She just took a bite of the warm, seasoned bread, sitting on the floor with her head leaning against one of the bookshelves, one leg crossed over the other. The hairpin was poking into her scalp, but she was too comfortable to move, and the bread was delicious.

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "I didn't intervene," she said. "Just asked them a few questions. If I had intervened, I probably would have found the culprit already," she shrugged. "I give them space, just as anyone of my rank and position should do," she added with an arrogant smile.

       Ayato exchanged a glance with Koshi, who stood to his right, hands behind his back, nodding slowly, as if telling him not to bother. Ayato turned back to the paper packet and poured the red powder onto one of the ceramic little plate in front of him. It had a dark color, like dried blood, forming a pleasing contrast with the white ceramic. Leaving aside the taste, it was a very important visual part; no wonder it had become so popular in such a short time.

       "Akiha you said it is called?" he asked again thoughtfully.

       Caiome pulled another paper bag from beside her, taking out a bun as warm as the bread, filled with yogurt and strawberry jam, one of her favorites since she came here and hadn't enjoyed it while under house arrest because of Ayato.

       "I wouldn't call it that," she requested, biting into her bun. "That's moruga. And don't stand so close to it, otherwise, you'll inhale it and might not sleep well tonight. Actually, if I think better," she said with a mischievious smile, "go ahead and eat the whole thing."

       Ayato gave her a look, letting his forearms rest on the edge of the table.

       "And how did you buy all those with what money exactly?" he asked pointing to the paper bags that were laying around Caiome.

       "Organization funds, of course," she shrugged. "I had to maintain a normal behavior and go unnoticed among people. Who would have believed I was there shopping if I didn't buy anything?"

       Ayato raised an eyebrow, looking at the six paper bags and the three packages tied with string next to her, all emitting smells of pastries and food. "So many?"

       Caiome shrugged, taking a final bite of her bun. "Why would I have an escort with me if all I bought were two fish and a loaf of bread?

       Ayato looked at Koshi, who shook his head again. "She insisted," was his answer.

       Ayato took a deep breath, then exhaled. "Let's put that aside," he said. "I am sure Miss Caiome will find a way to pay for all her purchases."

       "Are you serious?" she said with her mouth full. "You give Mizuki thousands of mora without asking for anything in return, but you can't buy me a bun for all the effort I've put in so far? What a heartless man," she muttered.

       "So, Shirakaba, Tomorokoshi, and Kumori," Ayato said. "It is impressive how all three stayed out of trouble, only to now stand out so much for the organization."

       "I have to admit," Caiome said, licking her fingers of jam, "whichever of them brought moruga here without first passing through the Liyue port is even more impressive. Do you have any idea how hard it is to pass through the Liyue port? Believe me, very hard, the customs are very exaggerated when you enter their territory," she shook her head. "What?" she asked, as both Koshi and Ayato were looking at her.

       "I am sure there is a story I will want to hear later," Ayato murmured, "but now we have other things to focus on."

       Caiome neatly packed the paper bag, placing it next to the one that held the warm bread, then crept closer to the little plate containing the moruga powder. She licked her finger and dipped it into the powder, then put it in her mouth.

       "Mmm," she said. "It's just as spicy as I remember."

       "Uh... miss..." Koshi started, blinking fast.

       "What?"

       "Earlier you said..."

       "Oh. I said he shouldn't eat it because he has such a sensitive stomach, like a princess who cries when her sheets get dirty," she threw a smile that almost looked sincere to Ayato, but he knew very well what was hidden behind it, namely pure mockery. "I, on the other hand, am used to it, I ate quite a lot while in Sumeru."

       "And you did not get sick?" Ayato asked.

       "In a way. Let's just say I was luckier than others at that time."

       "So... what do you plan to do from now on?" he asked.

       Caiome blinked a few times. "About what?"

       Ayato gestured towards the plate with the moruga powder.

       "There are three families that stand out according to our informants," he continued. "One of them is behind the transportation, the other two are trying to steal the business for themselves. If you were to follow your instinct, which do you think is behind it all?"

       Caiome fell into thought, because she had to evaluate her options very well - although the world saw her as too impulsive, as Hirotatsu had repeatedly told her, when it came to such big things she knew how to keep her composure. The associates of the three families had shown equal interest in the popularity of the seasoning, but as long as a closer investigation was not conducted, Caiome could not be sure of anything.

       "I would say we should investigate each family separately," she said. "And, considering this is not my test, we should let Mumei and the other two handle it for us."

       "And if one of them fails and gets caught?"

       "Then it's their mistake," Caiome shrugged. "That's why their identity is hidden regarding the Shuumatsuban, and during missions they keep a poison pill in their mouth. If they're caught, and to avoid any connection to the Yashiro Commission, and for their own protection, they're forced to take the poison, so you don't have to worry about that, and neither do I," she smiled.

       However, during her individual study, Caiome read about all the families in the Kanjou Commission. Of course, she didn't struggle as much as she did when it came to the families in the Yashiro Commission, but when Mumei mentioned the name Kumori, Caiome remembered something, information gathered, of course, by Shuumatsuban members.

       Masahiro Kumori, the head of the family, had a brother who wanted to marry a woman from Sumeru, Ahjika. But, since the noble families of Inazuma followed the principle that noble blood members should only marry noble blood members also from Inazuma, Yumei Kumori and Ahjika could not become husband and wife in the true sense of the word. Yumei chose to live separately from his family, and Masahiro, driven by anger, removed Yumei from the family register.

       That was the only connection between Masahiro Kumori and Sumeru, and if Caiome decided to follow this lead, she had to ask herself... If Masahiro Kumori was against his brother's marriage to Ahjika, a woman from Sumeru, clearly showing he hates an outside change, why would he do business based on a Sumeru spice. And especially, how did he know where to procure moruga in such large quantities?

       "In any case," she said, "we still have time. Moruga doesn't act so quickly since it's used in fish dishes. The large amount of iodine in fish slows down the effect of moruga, although it doesn't neutralize it completely, so your population in Inazuma is still safe. Some members of the organization are public doctors, right? Tell them to keep an eye out for similar symptoms, regardless of age or body configuration. As for the rest, leave it to me. I actually wanted to have a discussion with the Commander."

       Ayato seemed to smile, but what appeared on his face resembled more an expression full of curiosity, and what was in front of him fulfilled this curiosity.

       "But I still need your money a little longer," Caiome finally said seeming very proud.

 

Chapter 39: Chapter 39 ~ The Gossips and the Lies

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Chapter 39 ~ The Gossips and the Lies

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      Although she said that, Caiome didn't seem to want to wait too long. She could control her impulses, but not her patience, especially if it was such a long period of time. So what she did was give exactly the orders that... well, not Ayato pass them on, but considering he didn't deny them either, Caiome believed he agreed with her idea.

       So, dressed in another floral shirt and with her hair tied in a ponytail with the hairpin Mitsuko seemed not to want back, Caiome waved at Mumei when she came out of her little house in town - or rather from the building where her small two-room apartment was located.

       Mumei almost tensed, but more than that, when she saw Caiome waving her fingers towards her and smiling like that, she came running towards her, grabbed her sleeve and pulled her aside from the street, somewhere around the corner of the building, behind a tree, hidden by a bush.

       "Are you stupid?" Mumei said. "How can you appear like this, on the street? Don't you think it's suspicious?"

       "The fact that you pulled me here is even more suspicious than two girls talking on the street, believe me," Caiome laughed.

       Mumei finally let go of her sleeve.

       "Why won't you leave me alone? I'm not going to disobey the Commander's orders, no matter how bored I am."

       "In fact," said Caiome, crossing her arms overs her chest, "I have a new little mission for you. While Kusa and Kin investigate the Shirakaba and Tomorokoshi families, we'll focus on Kumori."

       "Us?" Mumei asked, frowning.

       "I'm the type who can't stand on the sidelines either," she shrugged, "so I'll come with you. I won't get involved, just watch over you."

       "And who's going to watch over Kusa and Kin?"

       Caiome just smiled as she had before, and Mumei let out a sigh. She had to realize that the Commander would put someone to keep an eye on her, or rather, she had to realize that this woman was going to be so involved in gathering information, considering what she had said yesterday.

       "Are you afraid that if they find something even a little compromising, they'll arrest Masahiro Kumori?" Mumei asked.

       "Sure, you can assume that too," Caiome shrugged. "But I'm coming with you just because, unlike Kusa and Kin, you seem the most interesting to watch."

       "With you here, I should be stupid to disobey orders or to act somehow interesting."

       "Just that you don't have any orders to follow," said Caiome, and an even bigger smile spread across her lips, almost wickedly, and Mumei frowned when she saw her blood-red eyes shining more like ecstasy for adrenaline. "I just gave you a little push."

       "It's not like I hadn't thought of investigating each one separately," Mumei snorted, rolling her brown eyes.

       "Alright then. Pretend I'm your apprentice, and you show me how an investigation should proceed."

       Especially, Caiome thought, since she wasn't going to tell her anything about Ahjika or Yumei. As far as Caiome could tell, all the drama of the family had happened over twenty years ago, which meant Mumei wasn't even born then. If she hadn't read the reports recorded about Yumei and Ahjika, Mumei had to start from scratch, which seemed to be the case. And, to be honest, Caiome wasn't even sure there was a connection between Masahiro, Ahjika, and moruga.

       "Okay, then," said Mumei thoughtfully. "We have to start from scratch. What do we know about Masahiro Kumori? Head of the Kumori clan, 54 years old, active position for twenty-six years. Wife, Shizuko Kumori, 49 years old. Three children, Ritsuko, 32 years old, Daiki, 28 years old, Enji, 25 years old. He only has one brother, Yumei, who lives in seclusion and doesn't have much contact with his family."

       So far, everything was true. Then Mumei began to recite some information about Masahiro Kumori that had no specific relevance to the current case, but it seemed she liked to go through all the clues, although it seemed pointless to Caiome.

       "Okay," she said after fifteen minutes of Mumei's non-stop talking. "How can we find out more about him?"

       "Hmm," said Mumei. "The best way is to ask around the area, being careful not to make everything too obvious. And not to approach Ritou, because that's where his residence is, and words can easily reach him, that someone asked about his family, so we risk him taking action and trying to hide even better before we get to him."

       "Then what do you suggest?"

       Mumei stood and thought for a moment. Then she snapped her fingers, with a huge smile on her face.

       "His wife, Shizuko, has an oat-based transportation business from Mondstadt for drinks which, since the borders opened, take place on Tatarasuna island, on the north beach, since it's easier for ships to dock there. If we manage to infiltrate, we can ask the employees, since they don't have anything better to talk about than work and their bosses. Every morning a ship with supplies leaves for Tatarasuna, but that happened at least an hour ago, so we can't catch it anymore," Mumei sighed. "Besides, if we infiltrate, we need a disguise, so we have to request funds from Lord Kamisato. I don't doubt he'll approve it immediately, but-"

       Caiome raised her hand, holding a small bag full of mora between her fingers.

       "You mean these funds?" she asked.

       Mumei raised an eyebrow, very skeptical. "Yeah..." she said unsurely. "Where did--"

       "As for how we get there," Caiome took Mumei's hand, pulling her after her, "I have a better and faster way."

       "Hey, wait a minute!"

       But Mumei was picked up, and after Caiome bought only a few second-hand clothes that looked half-used, they stopped by one of the teleports.

       "Have you teleported before?" Caiome asked.

       "Uh... no..."

       "You'll like it."

       Before Mumei could protest, the two disappeared in a beam of light.

       "I think I'm going to be sick," said Mumei kneeling next to the statue of Raiden Ei she was leaning on, while Caiome looked around, looking towards the beach. It seems they had arrived just in time, as the supply ship had just stopped, and a boat was lowered alongside some supplies.

       "You're all so dramatic," said Caiome, grabbing Mumei's arm and pulling her up, then handing her the clothes. "Change and let's go."

       Well, that took Mumei by surprise. Even though the basic training of the Shuumatsuban included detecting a Vision, Mumei felt nothing when she met this woman not only the first time, but not even the second time, and she didn't see any light pulsating, signs that she was hiding her Vision. But every Vision bearer had something extra compared to other people, a strange, pleasant aura, a fragment of power that differentiated them.

       "Why couldn't I feel your Vision?" Mumei asked as she changed her shirt behind the statue. "You had special training or something?"

       This was really a sight, two girls changing clothes next to the divine statue of an Archon, hidden behind a bush so that no one could see them.

       "Hmm," said Caiome, pinning her hair up in a bun covered with a piece of white cloth. "Let's say that, a long time ago, before I came to Inazuma, I met someone who wanted to teach me a few things."

       Mumei realized since yesterday that this girl wasn't from around here, so it wasn't something she needed to keep secret. And yet...

       "You shouldn't give information about your life outside of the Shuumatsuban," she muttered.

       "In that case, my life would be very short," she chuckled. "Are you ready?" she asked when Mumei was just about to ask what her she meant.

       Disguised, the two sneaked up to the shore where people with tables, set up under tents, received crates full of oats that they had to clean and send on to the drink producers, back on Narukami Island. Caiome and Mumei pretended to work there, starting to carry the supplies brought in, and no one asked them any questions, considering it wasn't their job.

       And when they faced the other employees, they pretended to be ship girls responsible for transporting supplies. And while they stood there, they overheard a few discussions, but nothing useful, until Caiome heard Yumei's name mentioned by someone. She pulled Mumei after her.

       "Are you talking about Yumei Suzuki?"

       The middle-aged women looked confused at her.

       "Of course not, we don't even know who that is," said one of them with a puzzled expression. "We were talking about Yumei Kumori," she added in a whisper.

       "Ahh," Caiome said, "I've heard a few things about him. Were you talking about how he lives separately from his family?" she added in a whisper. "If you ask me, it's very strange, as if he's hiding something."

       "Exactly what we were saying," said another woman, all standing around a table with oats. In wicker baskets were clean oats, while on the table, among the oats to be cleaned, were other bits of debris that had mixed in. "I have a friend who works as a servant at the Kumori family's residence, and she told me that one of the rooms is completely locked, no one is allowed in."

       Caiome nodded quickly.

       "I have a friend who works there too, a boy from the stables, who told me the exact same thing." Caiome looked left and right, more for effect, while Mumei had no idea what to do, listening to the conversation.

       How the girl who seemed so impatient half an hour ago became so gossip-hungry was beyond her. Anyway, she understood what was happening around her, but her temporary partner's features seemed to change suddenly. And now that she thought about it... Mumei didn't even know her name.

       Caiome signaled the three women to come closer to her, and they all leaned over the table.

       "My friend said she saw Masahiro Kumori going in there one day, but no one knows why, considering no one has ever seen Masahiro go in there. It almost makes you wonder what secrets are hidden there."

       "But what does that have to do with Yumei Kumori?" Mumei asked, trying to adopt the same interest in gossip as Caiome.

       "That's a very good question," said the third woman. "There were rumors a few years ago that that was Yumei's room before he left the family home."

       "Then why would Masahiro Kumori enter the room that belonged to his brother? And why should that room be closed just because his brother left willingly? Is there something sacred inside?"

       That's what Mumei wondered, but Caiome just smiled, seeming very excited about the conversation.

       "Wouldn't it be wonderful to know?" Caiome said. "I'll have my friend keep an eye on them as much as possible, and if I find out anything, I'll come and tell you in the next few days."

       The three women seemed very pleased.

       "I'll ask my friend to do the same," said one of them. "She's quite close to Lady Kumori, maybe she can find out something."

       Then they said goodbye, and the two teleported to Ritou, with a Mumei trying not to vomit this time, leaning against a fence, behind a tree.

       "See you tomorrow morning," said Caiome, then left as suddenly as she appeared.

       "Hey, wait-"

       But Mumei was too focused on not emptying her stomach in the middle of the telepoint garden.

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       Caiome spent her afternoon chatting a bit with the Commander, then walking around and talking to different people, and when she returned to the residence, she changed clothes and sat in the middle of Ayato's office, to one side, at a small table, with papers with various symbols in front of her.

       The office door opened slowly, and Ayato slipped inside after having dinner alone in the backyard, as Ayaka would stay at the city residence that night with Thoma, and Caiome refused to join him, as she told Mitsuko when she asked if she wanted to go to the gardens.

       Ayato looked at Caiome and all the papers in front of her with a slightly odd look, approaching and leaning over her shoulder.

       Caiome closed her eyes, and let out a sigh. "Do you need something?"

       "I was just curious," he replied.

       Caiome put her hand on his face, pushing him away from her. "Then be curious from a distance, you smell like-"

       Caiome stopped and turned abruptly towards him, leaning closer and smelling his skin and clothes. He smelled slightly of food, but it wasn't the pungent smell she had sensed earlier. She grabbed his wrist and lifted his hand towards her, then, without asking for permission in any way, pulled his glove off. Ayato tried to pull his hand out of hers, but Caiome held it too tightly, studying his fingers.

       The skin on the fingertips was slightly reddish, stretched pleasantly, just like Chizuru's eyeshadows that she applied on Ayaka's eyelids.

       "Did you cook moruga?" Caiome asked, looking at him, and Ayato slowly closed his eyes, feeling like a child caught red-handed.

       "Really, are you some kind of hound with these senses?" he muttered.

       "Hey!"

       Ayato finally pulled his hand out of hers, then put his glove back on and sat down at his own desk. "I just wanted to see why everyone praises this spice so much, that is all."

       "And?" said Caiome.

       "Nothing special."

       "You say that because you know it could harm you? Because I, at least, used it everywhere when I was in Sumeru, before it was banned."

       "You and I have different tastes in everything, Miss Caiome," he said, smiling, then opened one of the files placed at the end of the table.

       "Aham," Caiome said skeptically, displaying a smile. "I believe you actually liked it. And since when do you cook? Since I've been here, I've never seen you cook for yourself," she tapped the wooden table with the back of her quill, resting her cheek in her palm.

       "A man can have passions," he replied calmly.

       "You should make me something to eat too," Caiome demanded.

       "Aren't you afraid I might give you something poisonous?"

       "Poison?" said Caiome. "Sure, you can try, we'll see where we end up. But I don't think Lord Kamisato would have such a bad heart as to kill someone as innocent as me, and especially the one he practically appointed as second in command regarding the organization."

       "It is a temporary position based on what you can do, Caiome," he said, picking up the brush between his fingers. "If you fail, I can get rid of you. You have this position as long as you bring satisfactory results."

       "I see," she said again with a particularly calm smile, allowing a pleasant evening silence to settle between them, while the candles flickered softly in the office.

       It had been dark for some time now, considering Ayato agreed to sit at the table only after most of the servants had left the residence. Probably so he could cook quietly without anyone bothering him or asking him questions. So, it was already dark outside, and Mitsuko had lit the candles, while Caiome was too absorbed in her papers to pay attention to the sunset.

       "So..." Ayato spoke after a few minutes that were too quiet for him, considering he was in the same room with Caiome, "what are those?"

       "Notes," Caiome mumbled.

       "About...?"

       "Your Shuumatsuban members. I've met some of them. And a few teachers. You should have seen their faces when they realized who they were talking to," she chuckled, causing Ayato to look up from his own files. "Fujiro stumbled through the whole conversation, but he's a good kid, I suppose, and Kanon was very formal until the last moment. I think I may have seemed a bit intimidating to them. And Suisen and Botan, your flower-named teachers, nearly fainted and even started calling me in a different way than they should, which made things even funnier when I told them I don't have such a position with you. It was hilarious to see their confused faces."

       Ayato blinked a few times, without making any gesture, and he probably had to thank the gods that Caiome wasn't looking at him at that moment, otherwise she would probably have asked him some questions or teased him for looking at her so... as if he were studying her again, as if he were seeing her for the first time in his life.

       Because it was strange to see Caiome laughing heartily. Of course, her smiles were always immense, especially when she knew she had something on you or when she was playing with you, and it wasn't strange that when she got bored or had something to say, she spoke without stopping. But it was rare to see her cheeks so flushed, truly amused by something that had just happened to her during the day, standing with her hair tied up, helped by the hairpin, with her wavy bangs brushed aside, highlighting not only her eyes and lashes, but also her sharp cheekbones.

       "I understand," Ayato finally said, his lips getting lost in a smile. "So, how did Suisen and Botan call you that amused you so much?"

       "You wouldn't understand," she waved her hand. "You're too serious for such situations."

       "It's not like I cannot laugh at a joke when it is good."

       "Oh, the joke was good, but it was at the expense of a subject that would make you tense in the next moment. I don't want to ruin that good memory with your twisted face that you would surely make if you heard it."

       "As I said," he said again with exceptional calm, because he didn't like Caiome's refusal, "if the joke was really good-"

       "If you have to say 'if the joke was really good,' you've already lost me," Caiome interrupted. "You'll never find it funny, so you might as well give up."

       "Fine," he sighed, "but at least stop teasing me about it."

       "About the fact that you can't joke?"

       "I can jo-"

       "I can't talk right now, I'm busy," she called out lightly, then turned back to her papers, causing Ayato to grit his teeth slightly.

       "Don't you even want to tell me how today's investigation went?" he asked.

       "Nope," she mumbled, chewing on the wooden quill while simultaneously staring at the papers written in ink. "I'm second in command, right? If I consider something to be so important that you need to know, I'll tell you. And don't worry, Koshi is with me all the time. If he thinks something is wrong with my orders or actions, he'll tell you immediately, and I'll be gone before you can blink. I'm not about to risk that after spending so many weeks here."

        Ayato couldn't understand why he had this feeling, but it seemed that, at that moment, Caiome was sincere. And the whole situation was to her advantage anyway. She could leave the residence when she wanted and come back when she pleased, especially since she was accompanied by Koshi almost constantly, she didn't get bored, she wasn't required to do any work related to the residence, as she did before, she had things to consume her adrenaline, and her shell was safe.

       And Ayato had his benefits too - Caiome made his work easier and used her abilities. One thing was to have the Shuumatsuban members carry out an operation against those who posed a threat, and another was to use the knowledge of a threat to reach a better and faster conclusion, as in the case of the gemstone thieves.

       They could say they were both in some sort of partnership, but neither of them intended to call it that.

       "Indeed," said Ayato, then turned back to his own work.

       And although they occasionally glanced at each other, they didn't utter a word. Either because they had nothing to say - unlikely in Caiome's case - or because the silence was also comfortable, and they didn't want to disturb it, neither seemed to know. But that didn't mean they weren't aware of each other's presence.

       Caiome somehow managed to sneak a glance every time Ayato set his brush down in the ink, especially after he pulled the glove off his right hand - to feel the wood, as he said - and Ayato always seemed to lift his gaze to Caiome when she rustled, as if he were ready to get up and leave.

       But neither uttered a word, leaving only the crickets to chirp in the garden and the candles to flicker slowly until they both retired to their rooms, bidding each other a simple "good night."

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       Three days later, dressed in the clothes they bought yesterday, Mumei and Caiome headed towards the group of women and immediately started the promised gossip.

       "Come, come," quickly signaled on of the women, and all three leaned over the table. "We found out that Yumei Kumori visited the family residence yesterday."

       "How can you be so sure?" Caiome asked. "Are you sure it was him?"

       "Absolutely, my friend could swear by it. She had only seen him once before, ten years ago, but she swore she couldn't forget his face and that it was him. But she said it was very strange. I mean, obviously Yumei Kumori would hide if he visited the family's house, but this time he was completely disguised."

       "Hmm," murmured Caiome. "There would be easier methods if he wanted to visit someone in the family, such as calling them to a secret location."

       "Do you think that's the reason?" another woman asked. "To visit someone in the family?"

       "But it doesn't stop there," said the woman. "My friend said that when Yumei left, he took some men's clothes with him, but they definitely didn't fit his stature, they were too small. And a few hours later, a woman returned with the same clothes and left without them."

       "So who could the woman be? And what was she doing with the clothes?"

       "Let's not get carried away," Caiome quickly said. "And let's keep this between us. If someone hears a rumor like this, it could create problems for all the employees there, including your friend."

       "True. And we could create problems for ourselves too, like getting fired."

       "We'd better leave this story dead," said a third woman.

       The five bid each other goodbye, and Caiome and Mumei stopped at the statue on Tatarasuna.

       "So, what do we do next?" asked Caiome.

       "This Yumei is strange. I think we should follow him. But he lives somewhere hidden, so people won't notice him because of the drama with his family."

       "And yet, he returns to the same parental home," said Caiome. "Why is that?"

       "I'm more curious about that woman," murmured Mumei. "Why did she return with the same clothes and leave them there? She must have some connection to Yumei. But first, we need to find out where he lives."

       "I think I can help you with that," said Caiome, and before Mumei could protest, they both teleported.

 

Chapter 40: Chapter 40 ~ The Truth and the Sleeping Beauty 

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Chapter 40 ~ The Truth and the Sleeping Beauty 

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       "Where are we?" asked Mumei when she recovered from the dizziness of teleporting again, looking around at the towering mountains above them.

       "On a small island, north of Narukami Island," said Caiome, already leading the way. "Grapes are cultivated here, and since the national transport demand is so difficult, usually only Vision bearers come here or leave with the goods in question. Fujiro and Kanon are responsible for this part."

       "And what are we doing here?"

       Caiome stopped in front of a huge rock. She put her hand on it and, letting elemental power gather in her palm, and the stone rolled aside as if pushed by a huge force. Underneath was a small pit from which Caiome pulled out a rather bulky package, which she opened and handed to Mumei.

       "Our equipment."

       Mumei frowned. "Why are these here? I didn't know there was any supply point here..."

       "There isn't," said Caiome. "I brought them."

       Mumei only grabbed the dark blouse in her hand, then everything flashed before her. There was no way this woman could be so sure of all the information if she hadn't investigate for herself first. That's how she knew about the locked room in the Kumori house.

       "Did you know we were going to end up here?"

       "It's obvious, isn't it?"

       "But... why didn't you say anything...? We could have saved so much time!"

       Caiome already began to change into the black clothes, putting her zukin on her head and the tenugui over her mouth, smiling under the mask.

       "As I said, I don't interfere in anyone's investigation. I'm just curious, that's all, and I don't have anything better to do."

       "You don't have anything better to do?" said Mumei. "There are so many operations happening somewhere on these islands, and you have nothing to do?"

       "Believe it or not, I can't stray too far from Narukami, not for too long anyway, and this island is no exception," she sighed, looking around. "So, no, I don't have much to do on my own, but with you, it's a different story."

       Mumei was about to say something, but she knew she didn't stand a chance. She changed into the clothes and covered her head and mouth. In less than ten minutes, they arrived at a small courtyard with a house that didn't seem to consist of more than three rooms, and smoke rose from the chimney, a sign that someone was cooking. Roles were immediately assigned, with Caiome keeping an eye on the front yard while Mumei was to watch the back.

       Over the next few hours, Caiome noticed not only Yumei and Ahjika, who was obviously different, with a beautifully shining dark skin in the sunlight, but also a third boy who didn't seem to be more than 25 years old. He came in and out of the yard as if it belonged to him, and he had the skin color of a caffe latte, and both Caiome and Mumei concluded that he must be the child of the two. His age matched the year Yumei left the family, and his stature matched the description of the clothes, considering that the boy was shorter than his father.

       And yet, something seemed odd to Caiome, and Mumei agreed with her. There was something strange in his features that didn't fit the family itself.

       And at that moment, Mumei barely learned about Ahjikai's identity. You didn't have to think much about the fact that she was from Sumeru and that Yumei had a child with her, which raised the question: Did Yumei leave or was he expelled by Masahiro?

       "As a second in line, leaving the family for a woman you can't marry isn't absolutely necessary in order to be with her," said Mumei, turning back on the way to the telepoint. "You could never marry and the woman in question could be your love for the rest of your life. There are so many cases in noble families. And there are so many illegitimate children; even that isn't a reason to be erased from the family record."

       "Only if there's something more to this whole story," said Caiome. "Like the axis of time," she suggested.

       "What do you mean?"

       "Think for yourself," she winked.

       Mumei listened, trying to put all the information together.

       "There wouldn't have been any reason for Yumei to leave the family. He could have remained unmarried, considering he wasn't supposed to become the head of the family, so he wouldn't have been obligated to marry and have children. And if he had a child with Ahjika, it would have been illegitimate, it wouldn't have caused chaos in the family's succession or its influence."

       "But, of course, it would have caused enough chaos because of his features," said Caiome.

       "Of course," said Mumei. "Anyone looking at him would know right away that he was Ahjikai's son, and since Ahjika is a woman who attracted attention, coming from Sumeru, especially at that time, they would know he was her child with Yumei, considering they were lovers. And yet, even if he had been declared illegitimate..."

       "Maybe Yumei didn't want this," Caiome said. "No matter who you ask, Yumei is a staunch family man; he would have wanted children to call his own. Let's assume Ahjika got pregnant, Yumei would have wanted to marry her and have a family, sharing the same name. If she hadn't become pregnant, Yumei wouldn't have had a reason to marry her as long as they stayed together. The only one who might have been against it would have been Masahiro Kumori."

       "But if he had something against Ahjika, as the head of the clan, Masahiro Kumori would have tried to separate them from the beginning, from when their relationship started. Which means..."

       "Masahiro Kumori had a problem with Ahjika from the moment she became pregnant," Caiome finished, pulling her tenugui down from her face, displaying a smile.

       "Yumei couldn't have decided to leave on his own, without any money, considering he had a child on the way, so most likely Masahiro drove the two out of the family house and removed Yumei from the family register."

       "But Yumei still visits the house from time to time."

       "But maybe not because he wants to, but because he's forced to. I've already made the connection between Masahiro and Sumeru, meaning Ahjika. He might know about the moruga from her."

       "But what reason would Ahjika have to contact Masahiro and tell him about such a spice only months after it was forbidden in Sumeru? What does she gain, she who was expelled along with Yumei from that house, if it increases Masahiro's wealth?"

       "And why did Yumei visit Masahiro just before Ahjika did?"

       Mumei began to ponder, but when she looked at Caiome, at the smile on her face and the way she patiently waited, she was sure that the girl in front of her already knew the answer, she just wasn't going to say it, but had it on her to let Mumei figure it out. Mumei wondered if Kusa and Kin had two such supervisors playing with them. And at the same time... she couldn't condemn her, neither for her methods nor for not telling her name.

       There was something more about this girl, that was clear.

       She turned her thoughts back to Masahiro when she made eye contact with her again.

       Masahiro... Ahjika... pregnancy... visits... hmm...

       Then she realized, and a gleam lit up her face again, looking at Caiome who smiled just as broadly, as if saying "finally."

       "The son is Masahiro's child," Mumei said. "That's why the features are strange, as if they don't fit, because they're not Yumei's, they're Masahiro's."

       "Ten points for the chuunin," Caiome laughed, and Mumei rolled her eyes. "In short, Masahiro wouldn't have had any problem with Ahjika being around the residence, because while she was in a relationship with his younger brother, and even though Masahiro was already married and had children, he fell in love with Ahjika. Since Ahjika came from Sumeru, she needed stability here, so she came to the conclusion to seduce Yumei, but in the meantime, she was seduced by Masahiro, and that's how she ended up pregnant. Ahjika would have at most become a concubine and would have led a harder life than before, so she told Yumei that it was his child, in order to continue being together and not to create problems with Shizuko, so they secretly got married. Masahiro didn't take the news well, since he was so in love; he felt it as a betrayal, so he drove them out and removed Yumei from the family register. But Masahiro is still in love with Ahjika, so at her request, he put together a new business, and he puts aside the profits for his illegitimate son whom he sees from time to time in the locked room of the house. That's why you can't see a sudden increase in his reports, because all the money is deposited in a private account for his and Ahjika's child."

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       "All we need now are the proofs that he indeed runs the business," Caiome said, leaning back on the terrace under Ayato's office window, as he stood with his elbow resting on the window, looking down at her.

       Caiome played with some blades of grass she plucked from near the terrace, tearing them into small pieces and sending them flying towards the stream at the back of the courtyard where the servants - with whom Caiome still had a problem because of the way they had retaliated against her a few weeks ago - were washing clothes and to whom she gave extra work, to gather the blades of grass from the clothes.

       "But Mumei and the others can handle that on their own, I'm not made to sit among papers and reports and... nothing of the sort."

       Ayato chuckled lightly. "You do not seem very excited that it's over," he said.

       "I'm not thrilled about how it's over, because I know that soon you'll find all the information you need, you'll use your anonymous technique to crush Masahiro Kumori to the authorities, just like you did with the Kashiro family, and I won't have any action. Sure, it was an interesting disguise and drama, but it seems everything stops here," she sighed disappointedly.

       "Should I send you disguised as a soldier from the Tenryou Commission, to arrest Masahiro Kumori?" Ayato asked, more in jest, of course. "You would make an excellent spy for me."

       Caiome wrinkled her nose. "The Tenryou Commission follows too strict of a protocol. Do you see me following someone else's orders?"

       "Considering I am still dealing with it myself..." Ayato mumbled.

       Caiome released the blades of grass, and they flew towards the stream, and the servants murmured discontentedly. Where did all that dust and grass come from anyway?

       "Well, whatever," she took a few more blades of grass, starting to tear them, "it just proves once again that people are so stupid. If you want to cheat on your wife or lover, why risk a pregnancy? Even twenty-something years ago, there were contraceptives, hello? People should think more about consequences and repercussions."

       Caiome opened her palm, ready to let the blades of grass be taken by the Vision's wind again, but Ayato leaned over the ledge, covering the blades of grass with his own palm to prevent them from flying away.

       "Like you do?" he laughed, then took her fingers and closed her fist. "And stop tormenting my employees."

       Caiome snorted and straightened up, and Ayato withdrew his hand, resting his temple on his fist again.

       "They tormented me first," she muttered, then got up from the ground.

       "Where are you going?" Ayato asked.

       "Isn't it obvious? Koshi has free pass from you once we find all the evidence for the anonymous accusation, I'm going with him. Better than just standing here doing nothing."

       She moved a few meters away from the window, standing barefoot, when Ayato's words stopped her.

       "In that case, if you are so eager to work, how about you make the reports for me to receive tomorrow afternoon?"

       Caiome turned almost mechanically towards him. "Are you kidding me?"

       "You have a high position in the organization, don't you?" he chuckled, finding a strange pleasure in her discomfort. "I need a report from each member who participated in the operation, and two from you, as an involved party, and as a general part where you gather all the information found and all the actions executed by the other members."

       "But I've already told you everything I found out," she cried.

       "Sure, but everything needs to be recorded in the archives, with my signature and yours, too."

       "What a nuisance," she muttered.

       "I thought you liked getting involved in the organization's operations, since I barely saw you these days, and when I did see you, you had your eyes only on... your notes, as you call them."

       "Fine!" Caiome said. "How hard can it be?"

       "In fact, you are right," Ayato said. "It should not be that hard, so surely you have time until tomorrow morning."

       Caiome gritted her teeth, turned on her heels, and made a gesture with her hand. The power of the Vision hit the open wooden windows outside, causing them to close abruptly, hitting Ayato in the forehead.

       "Oh, come on," Caiome said, mocking him. "It's not that bad; maybe the bruise will go away by tomorrow morning," she tossed back, then left.

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       Masahiro Kumori had been caught with the illegal business just towards sunset, which meant another two to three hours until Caiome received the reports from Kin and Kusa, and after them, Caiome had to visit Mumei to get her report as well.

        "By the way," Mumei said, her cheeks slightly reddening, "I think I should thank you."

       "For what?" Caiome blinked confused.

       "For... anything and everything," she murmured. "I think I've learned something from you, and I'm glad you didn't let me rush ahead, but encouraged me to be more patient with the information. Although I still don't like just sitting around and listening to people."

       "Ah, about that...," Caiome said, taking the sealed report in an envelope. "I have to see your teachers now, and the Commander, so we'll see each other later."

       "Uh... wait a minute," Mumei said. "You never told me your name... your code name, I mean."

       "Oh," Caiome said, pulling out a pen with a refill from the small backpack she carried with her.

       She grabbed Mumei's hand and rolled up her sleeve, starting to draw a symbol that made Mumei frown when she saw it. It was a name she hadn't seen before, although in the Shuumatsuban, when the bearer of a code died, the code was taken over by the next one, but not in the case of this strange woman. Usually, the codes designated normal objects or terms, to be easier to remember, but the one of the silver-haired woman who appeared out of nowhere was quite unusual.

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       "Youkai?" Ayato asked surprised.

       "Yes, milord," Koshi said, handing him a rectangular piece of paper on which stood a tremblingly drawn symbol, surely made with a brush and by an inexperienced hand.

        The paper fluttered slightly in the daytime breeze, as Ayato stood in the corridors of the terraces in the back garden, looking towards the ocean and the distant small islands.

       Ayato first smiled to himself, then laughed.

       It was obvious who had tried to use the brush and who had failed miserably; there was no doubt. Koshi blinked a few times at him but didn't dare say anything, hiding from the others' eyes behind a wooden column.

       What was on the paper didn't just mean "Youkai," but it was a symbol Ayato knew all too well taken from a poem he had copied not long ago in his notebook and which seemed to fit perfectly:

       In this world full of evil, what is more beautiful than a youkai?

       "When did she choose such a name for herself?" he wondered more to himself.

       "Just before taking the exams," Koshi answered as if in an echo.

       Ayato sighed and wrapped the paper, which he slipped into one of the sleeves of his suit, then put his hands behind his back.

       Caiome was indeed full of surprises when he least expected them.

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       It was late when Caiome managed not only to gather all the reports but also to read them, write her own, and collect them all into a general one. Ayato had already gone to bed when Caiome settled in his office, and Mitsuko brought her some tea and biscuits before going to bed herself. She wanted to keep her company, but Caiome wouldn't let her. She already knew she was going to spend too much time there even without being distracted in a conversation, so she sent Mitsuko to bed.

       And she did indeed spend too much time there.

       When she signed the general report, it was already almost four in the morning. But she wasn't going to leave it on Ayato's desk, of course not. She wanted the first thing he saw when he woke up to be her report, so she closed the file, putting off the candles in the office, and headed to his room.

       Ayato was sleeping, of course, but like all the nights when Caiome had to play guard for him, he had a light sleep. Caiome tiptoed, although her steps wouldn't make any noise anyway, and placed the file next to his head, gently touching his face. Normally, she would have smacked him in the face with the file, but knowing Ayato as she did, he would probably punish her to do something on the spot, and she was very tired.

       So tired that, looking at his bed, her thoughts wandered to the little chest in her closet. Instead, she remembered sitting on that soft mattress for a few seconds before Ayato pulled her out of bed and for a few minutes when she dirtied the sheets with her dirty boots before being sent to wash them.

       It was official; her body was craving to sleep on a soft mattress and her head to rest on an equally comfortable pillow.

       She took off her shoes and climbed into bed on Ayato's other side, with her back to him, and her body immediately sank into the mattress, which was probably made of clouds, warmth, and goose feathers, given how soft it was and how beautiful it smelled, as if she were in a field of flowers. Caiome smiled broadly, then hummed.

       It was fine. She taught herself to sleep very lightly after all these years; if she had felt Ayato moving even in his sleep, she would have woken up immediately. It was impossible for Ayato to wake up before her and catch her in his bed.

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       Except Ayato slep for another hour and a half, so he blinked, rubbed his eyes, and sat up in bed, only to hit a thick piece of paper, the color of tree bark, lying on his pillow.

       Ayato frowned, picked it up, and opened it, being hit from the first hour of the morning, when dawn was barely entering his window, by a terrible handwriting that even with a thicker pen was still ridiculously ugly. And he certainly wasn't going to read such a monstrosity when his eyes were still bleary. He had somehow suffered through the night, tossing and turning in his own bed. And when he did finally fall asleep as a normal person, he didn't dream at all.

       He stretched and left the file on the bedside table, then tried to get up, but a sigh from behind him stopped his movements. He turned around only to come face to face with a sleeping Caiome... in his bed... dressed in her everyday clothes. At least she was barefoot.

       Ayato rubbed his eyes as if he were still dreaming, because it was impossible for his bed linen to be defiled like this by Caiome, but when he opened his eyes again, Caiome was still there. And she looked very pleased with herself.

       She was sleeping on her stomach, with one hand under the pillow and the other stretched towards the spot where Ayato had been sleeping a few minutes ago, with one leg stretched out and one bent towards the center, while her face was turned towards the middle of the bed. She looked very comfortable sleeping like that.

       And Ayato had to admit, he doubted she had slept much in the past few days, considering what Koshi had told him. Caiome never told him more about her plans for the day other than the investigation of Masahiro Kumori, but Koshi had told him that this woman, now bearing the code name Youkai, had tried to find most of the Shuumatsuban members not only to introduce herself, but also to get to know them better: abilities, personality, whether they were Vision bearers or not, and so on.

       She took it very seriously what she had said on the night of the ambush on the gemstone thieves: she didn't know anyone among the members, so she had to change that. And since some were only on the night shift, Caiome had to spend both day and night on the streets or in the most hidden places of Inazuma. And she probably hadn't even finished this... secondary investigation yet, but given her pile of notes, it was impressive that she had met so many people in less than four whole days.

       And with the report she had to work on all night...

       He could have let her sleep a little longer.

       If she had been dressed in pajamas, he probably wouldn't have hesitated to leave her alone.

       But even so, it was rare to see Caiome sleeping, considering he went to bed before her. Of course, he almost always caught her dozing off in his office, sometimes really sleeping, but it certainly wasn't the same sight. Unlike the midday when Caiome sat with the sword in her arms, leaning against the bookshelves, always on guard, waking up at every sound, now Caiome seemed completely immersed in sleep. Which meant she probably wouldn't wake up so easily if Ayato got closer to her, just to study her a little more, as she did in regards to him, grabbing him, taking off his gloves, and touching his hands as if it meant nothing. Maybe he should draw her face as revenge.

       Ayato sat up more in bed, leaning slightly towards her, leaning on his hands. There was something vulgar even in the way Caiome slept, spread out like a pancake on the entire mattress. Ayato was surprised she hadn't been pushed out of bed, poked, or invaded by her limbs. Her hair was tousled, and once Ayato leaned a few centimeters closer, he smelled the scent of rain and wet grass, a fresh and invigorating smell.

       Seriously, how could she have a fragrance like that?

       He didn't realize how close he was to her until he looked at her face, and suddenly her breathing became so light, and her chest barely rose, you would have thought she was dying. He looked at her long eyelashes and the shape of her nose in profile, thin and arched, and her lips looked fuller from this angle, maybe even a little pinker than usual, they were certainly slightly dry from the warm air she exhaled. Even her cheeks seemed healthier.

       And she seemed just as deep in this sleep.

       But Ayato leaned a bit too much over her, because the mattress leaned toward him, and Caiome fell lightly towards his hand on which she was leaning, catching him under her hip. Caiome felt the pit in her stomach, and since Ayato was trapped under her body, she couldn't move away fast enough when Caiome suddenly sat up straight.

       Thus, Caiome hit Ayato straight in the mouth with her forehead.

       They both moaned in pain and turned to their sides. Caiome rubbed her forehead with her palm, while Ayato held his lips with his hand, both trying to get rid of the painful sensation after one bone hit another.

       "What the hell were you doing so close?" Caiome shouted, half leaning out of bed, as did Ayato.

       "You looked like you were not breathing, I was just checking," he retorted.

       "With what? Your fucking face? Gods..."

       "With my ear," Ayato threw back, feeling a metallic taste as he licked his bottom lip. "But you had to get up so fast and hit me with your steel forehead."

       "I think one of your teeth got stuck between my eyebrows," Caiome complained. She didn't like the fact that, not only was she awakened like this, but she probably also got a mark in the middle of her forehead. It would fade away, but by all the gods, she was too sleepy for this.

       "Great, now it's bleeding," Ayato said from behind her as he checked his lip with his fingers, watching not only that his lip cracked, but it split entirely, and now blood covered his hand. "Fuck..." he whispered.

       "My head—"

       Caiome stopped talking. She even forgot that her forehead hurt, quickly turning to the other side of the bed. Ayato stood with his back to her, slightly bent forward, dressed in his beautiful pajamas with wildflowers and cranes.

       "Wait a sec," she said, and her lips lifted into a smile. She climbed the bed, kneeling, stretching towards him like a feline after prey, trying to sneak a peek at his face. "Did you just... curse?"

       "To your amusement, it seem so," he threw back irritated.

       "It's not my fault, you know," she straightened up. "If you weren't so close, and if you didn't invade my personal space, I wouldn't have hit you."

       "This is my bed," Ayato muttered back. "So, technically, you invaded my personal space."

       But Ayato wasn't in the mood to argue about that, not when his lip was completely numb, and now he couldn't even think of where to get a cloth to wipe himself, because Caiome also hit him in the nose – thankfully not breaking it – but his head was a bit dizzy from the impact. How much force did it take for someone to unconsciously hit someone else like this?

       "Don't be such a child," Caiome said, grabbing his shoulders, trying to pull him towards her. "Let me see," she requested. "I promise I won't hit you again."

       Ayato really didn't want to give her the satisfaction of seeing him with blood around his mouth, but in the end, she would still make fun of it. And of course, once Ayato turned only halfway to her, Caiome burst into laughter.

       Ayato tried to get up, but Caiome grabbed his shirt and pulled him back, almost toppling him completely into bed.

       "Sorry, sorry," she said. "Let me see."

       Ayato rolled his eyes, then lowered his hand. Caiome grimaced a bit. Oh, gods, she had hit him pretty hard. The lower lip was split across its width on his right side, from center to edge. Which meant quite a lot of blood.

       "Wait a sec," she requested and got out of bed.

       She opened one of the drawers of the small nightstands from where she took a cotton handkerchief, then grabbed the cup of water from the nightstand and, leaning over one of the open windows, wet the cloth and squeezed it out, then turned back to Ayato. She sat on the edge of the bed, snapping her fingers.

       "Eyes on me," she said, and Ayato raised an eyebrow.

       He didn't have time to react and take the cloth from Caiome's hand, as she already put her hand on his cheek, while with her thumb she pulled down his lip to dab it. Ayato froze just for a second. There was a difference between feeling her fingers in his hand or kissing them in front of everyone for a show, and unwillingly feeling them on the skin of his cheek. Although it was dawn, and although it was cool in the room, her hands were oddly warm, and the smell of her hair surrounded him once again.

       But he couldn't pay much attention to her, because once Caiome touched his lip with the cloth, Ayato hissed in pain.

       "Ugh, what a whiner you are," she said, half frustrated, half laughing, lifting his head and making him look at her again. "Bite down your teeth, you won't die from this."

       "It's not about that—"

       Caiome interrupted his words by covering his mouth with the wet cloth, but she didn't say anything more, and neither did Ayato, letting her clean his lips and chin, but still bleeding. Her eyes were very focused on him, the cloth touched him a little lighter this time, and from time to time, Ayato could feel the tip of her finger touching his lips, sometimes the top one, sometimes the bottom one, making sure not to touch the wound.

       Does she realize what situation they were in and whom she was touching?

       Ayato sighed in his mind.

       Not that she cared especially about it.

       "Lick your lips," she said. "Saliva stops the bleeding better than water."

       Ayato didn't react.

       "Don't you know how to lick your lips?" she asked.

       "I know how to lick my lips."

       "So?"

       Ayato still didn't react.

       "Do you want me to do it for you?" she laughed.

       And surely he wasn't in the mood for jokes like that, which, no, didn't seem funny to him at all. If that was a good joke, maybe he really didn't have a sense of humor. Or maybe it just wasn't a subject he would laugh about, because nothing in this whole situation was funny.

       "Oh, come on," Caiome said, jokingly. "I was just kidding. You don't have to look at me like that."

       Because his eyes had been too penetrating ever since Caiome leaned against him to wash the blood off his face, and she tried forcefully to look at his lips only so as not to meet his gaze.

       "A little ointment and you'll be as good as new in a few days," she said. "You'll definitely be fine by the festival, and you can dress nicely and be the prince all the girls in this nation sighs about without worrying that a woman broke your lip by hitting you with her head."

       "More like a stone troll than a woman," muttered Ayato.

       Caiome grabbed his cheek, winking and pulling him until Ayato grabbed her wrist to get her hand down. But Caiome didn't release his cheek, holding onto his skin as if her entire life depended on it.

       "Stop it," he said.

       "Who are you talking to? Trolls can't understand human language."

       "Caiome..."

       "I can't he~ar you, I can't he~ar you, I can't under~stand you," she sang.

       Ayato grabbed her wrist a little tighter and pulled it back, making Caiome, who already didn't have a stable balance, go forward, bumping her chest into his. They both held their breath, not only during the impact but also afterward, and Caiome seriously wondered if she could hit him again in the mouth, but on the other side this time.

       Because not only did Ayato pull her so abruptly like that, but he didn't even let go for a few good seconds while they both just stood... and stared. Caiome swallowed dryly, and Ayato clenched his teeth before releasing her wrist. He took the cloth from her hand and got out of bed, covering his lip, while Caiome seemed to freeze in time and space, looking at the opposite wall of the bed.

       "Go back to sleep," he said. "I will just change and leave; I have to read your report."

       Caiome glanced at Ayato from the corner of her eye as he took his clothes prepared by Mitsuko the night before, and hid behind the screen, then she turned back to the bed and lay down, staring at the wall. She closed her eyes, but even after Ayato left the room, she couldn't fall asleep, so she gave up altogether.

       And she really wanted to sleep a little more on that mattress, butLord Kamisato had to ruin everything.

 

Chapter 41: Chapter 41 ~ The Oni and the Tengu

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Chapter 41 ~ The Oni and the Tengu

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       Caiome let out a sigh as Koshi handed her several thick files. She frowned at him. "What are these supposed to be?" she asked.

       "Lord Kamisato informed me that your exam studies did not include the missions that took place under his leadership or his political actions since he became the head of the clan," he replied from behind his tenugui. "He also asked me to mention that you should study them before the festival or at least read them while he is in a meeting this morning."

       "And he decided to dump fifteen years of work on me to read in a few hours and learn in less than three days?" she mumbled, and Koshi simply nodded.

       This guy didn't really understand sarcasm anyway or the irony of the situation.

       "But there are so many," she cried.

       "But... in two weeks, you learned more than that," Koshi pointed out.

       Caiome pushed the files back. "I haven't learned anything," she rolled her eyes. "Just the essentials. Don't worry," she waved her hand, "I'll catch up as I go."

       "But..." Koshi began again, gently pushing the files and papers towards her, "you're a Shuumatsuban member now. Besides, you hold a very high position; I think you should know what it's about."

       Caiome put her hands on her hips, looking at Koshi who gazed at her with his big brown eyes. And even though he was dressed in black, hiding behind the corners of the halls like a true ghost who couldn't make contact with others, Caiome could imagine his uncovered face, pleading through those eyes of his and his lips that sometimes curved slightly, unintentionally, when he pushed Caiome to fulfill her responsibilities.

       And though she hadn't admitted it until now, Koshi was darn adorable, like a child, when it came to his work.

       So Caiome couldn't resist his insistence; she grabbed the files and turned on her heels, heading towards the back gardens.

       "You owe me a yogurt cupcake," she grumbled.

       Leaving the mansion, she hurried first to the armoury door where Mizuki was just coming out with a few swords in his arms, which, it seemed, he wanted to clean by the pond. Caiome rushed past him, Mizuki barely managing to greet her with a smile before he was caught by the collar of his dark-coloured shirt, finding himself being dragged through the entire garden.

       "Hey, hey, wait a minute," he began, reaching out towards Koshi for some sort of help, but as desperate as Mizuki was, Koshi was equally confused, and he didn't know what to do, considering he couldn't oppose his superior's decisions.

       Which was often a curse when it came to Caiome. Just the other day, Caiome felt mischievous and made Koshi play the villain in front of some low-ranking Shuumatsuban members.

       "Just to test them a bit in an unforeseen situation," Caiome had said, and Koshi couldn't object.

       And when Lord Kamisato found out about Caiome's minor abuse of power, he made her help the librarian copy the titles of all the books in calligraphy so they could be recorded in the archive. Koshi had to sit next to her for two whole days and watch her struggle to write somewhat decently with a brush because Lord Kamisato forbade her from using a quill.

       Not to mention that all the trouble Caiome went through was useless since the librarian had made this record two weeks earlier already.

        Sometimes it was strange for Koshi to watch this war of jokes and punishments between miss Caiome and Lord Kamisato. It was like watching a senseless show, yet somehow... pleasant at the same time, and certainly surprising. He didn't think Lord Kamisato was capable of such things. To punish, of course, he had seen Lord Kamisato inflict terrible punishments on those who threatened not only his family, but also the well-being of the people of Inazuma. But to see him giving punishments so... childish, never.

      However, he couldn't object. Even if Lord Kamisato didn't see or realize it, Koshi saw how they both relaxed every time these punishments took place and how he secretly chuckled when Caiome suffered a little. He thought it did them both good, so he didn't dare say anything. Not that it was his place anyway, but the atmosphere was pleasant and relaxing at the same time. Why ruin perfection, especially when he was one of those who felt Lord Kamisato's daytime stress constantly?

        Caiome let go of Mizuki, who almost dropped his swords to the ground, just as they reached the small wooden pavilion where she and Koshi usually played shogi - until Caiome got annoyed and flipped the board onto the ground.

       "I want you to help me with these," she said sweetly, displaying a pleasant smile, handing the files to Mizuki.

       "What are these?" Mizuki asked.

       "Organization missions."

       Mizuki jumped back, taking a few steps away, as if Caiome burned him with hot iron.

      "No, no, no, no, I'm not touching those," he said. "It's not for me to know, to see, to approach, or even to know about their existence. They're only yours."

      "But there are so many," Caiome complained again. "Do you know how much work I have had to do lately? Himawari's lessons, teleporting every day, checking reports and missions and ninja. Yesterday I spent six hours - SIX - in a god damn tree, while monitoring an information gathering, and I couldn't even get involved myself."

       "Isn't that what you wanted?" Mizuki asked. "To be part of the organization without receiving orders, but giving them instead?"

       "Who would have thought it meant so much work?" she rolled her eyes. "I wanted action, not paperwork."

       "I'm sure your heart is breaking," Mizuki mumbled sarcastically, which made Caiome stick out her tongue, "but I won't get close to them and causing troubles. Koshi is here, Koshi should tell you."

       Koshi cleared his throat. "Employees shouldn't mention me," he whispered softly to Mizuki.

       "Oh... I know that, it's just that... I can't convince her alone," he whispered back, making sure no one was around.

       "Mr. Mizuki is right, miss Caiome," Koshi said to her. "Those files are confidential. I can help you instead."

       "It won't work like that," Caiome quickly replied. "Because I made a plan to make everything easier. Mizuki won't even open the files; he'll just look at the date of the report. Mizuki has more contact with the outside world than you, so he can sort them by the time something major happened in Inazuma, while you," she said to Koshi, "will sort out the most important ones. Then you'll give them to me, and I'll read them, okay?"

       "But still..."

       "I trust Mizuki," she handed the files to the two boys. "My word means nothing when it comes to who I trust and who I don't? Seriously, what can Mizuki do with this information? He won't even be able to understand it, and he's totally and absolutely harmless in any situation."

       "Thank you," Mizuki mumbled.

       Caiome, on the other hand, smiled broadly and convincingly. Koshi and Mizuki looked at each other, then Mizuki took the files and they all sat at the table. Mizuki took a file, associated it with certain important dates, then passed it to Koshi, who decided how important it was to review.

        And even with her plan and the fact that there were three of them, Caiome spent her entire morning in the garden pavilion, in the ocean breeze, reading. And Koshi kept an eye on her. Every time she wanted to rest, Koshi nudged her, drew her attention, or started talking a little louder. Once, when Caiome was about to fall asleep, and since Koshi didn't dare, Mizuki hit her over the head with a rolled-up file.

       "Do you realize I could make you carry buckets of water around the training grounds for this, right?"

       Mizuki snickered. "No, you can't. You were the one who told me you only play a role as Lord Kamisato's bodyguard, not that you actually are one. So, theoretically, as long as I'm not part of Shuumatsuban, you can't give me orders."

       Caiome narrowed her eyes at him, then huffed.

       But soon she found something else to do, calling Kouta and Daisuke over, starting to chat.

       "By the way, did you manage to invite that girl to the city?" she asked Kouta, and he blushed. Caiome clicked her tongue. "How do you expect to be with her if you don't even invite her on a date?"

       "It's not that easy, you know? She... she..." he stammered, and Daisuke sighed beside him.

       "She's somehow from a noble family."

       "Ahh," Caiome nodded. "What do you mean somehow?"

       Kouta sighed. "Her name is Senshi Emiko. The Senshi family is one of the clans subordinate to the Kujou clan, which leads the Tenryou Commission. Her uncle is the head of the clan. Her father died on a sea mission a long time ago. Her mother fell ill shortly after and died a few years ago. Senshi Daizo adopted her, but he's very protective of her precisely because of the tragedy she went through. I can't even approach her."

       "But have you talked to her at least?"

       "A few times in the city, by chance... but the conversations were very short; she was always surrounded by guards."

       "And because Kouta stutters at every word," Daisuke added.

       "It's not true!" Kouta said with red ears. "It's just that... She's very... beautiful. If you saw her, you'd understand."

       "Aww," Caiome said, resting her cheek in her palm, looking at him amused. "It's so funny to see you all worked up. If you were in my place, you'd feel my happiness. But fine, I'll try not to make fun of you and help you, as I promised. Let's play a little fate. You said you've talked to her a few times because she rarely goes out in the city, and she's almost always surrounded by guards, right? Then all we have to do is find out when she goes out in the city and magically place you there."

       "But that could be anytime, it could even be unplanned," Mizuki said.

       "Not necessarily. The Shakunetsu no Taiyō festival is coming up, and as much as this girl is being watched, I doubt her uncle will have no mercy on her and let her enjoy the atmosphere. And to participate in the festival, she'll have to go shopping, right? Who knows, maybe she'll even leave the mansion today."

       "Alright, how will we find all this out?" asked Kouta.

       Caiome smiled, then turned to Koshi.

       "The orders to the members of the Shuumatsuban are valid only if they are related to a mission or if they bring any benefit to Lord Kamisato, miss," said Koshi calmly from behind the mask, holding files in his arms.

       "But they do bring benefits," she said, then clung to Kouta, pinching his cheeks between her fingers. "Look at him. The man has a broken heart. She is his first great love, and there are so many obstacles between them. What kind of friends would we be if we didn't try our best to help him? And if little Kouta can't be with the love of his life, do you think he can still do his job properly as the guard of this estate? His happiness," she put her hand on her own heart, "is also our happiness. And if you don't want to help, I myself will find another jonin to help me or I'll give the orders to, let's say, some chunin."

        "Do as you wish, miss," replied Koshi.

        "Please," she pleaded. "Ayato has been keeping me on a short leash lately ever since the joke a few days ago, he won't let me lift a finger. Look at him," she pointed back to Kouta and his puppy expression. "Doesn't this beautiful face deserve true love? He helped me when I needed him, and when you couldn't help me. I'm just repaying a debt, as your Lord Kamisato always does and always says how important it is to reward help."

        "Not when it comes to you, apparently," Mizuki mumbled, and Caiome kicked him under the table. "Ouch!"

       "Well, this is quite a cheerful atmosphere in my pavilion," a laughter was heard, and everyone turned to see Ayato climbing the wooden stairs, a small smile on his face.

        Everyone except Caiome instantly got up from the ground, doing a long bow.

       "My lord," they all said at once, and Caiome clicked her tongue.

       "At ease, everyone," he said. "I am not here to interrupt your fun. I was just curious about what you were talking about."

       All five exchanged glances, starting to stammer.

      "Uh... We..." Mizuki began, and Ayato chuckled softly.

       "So, I understand it is a secret?"

       "Can't you tell when it's something personal?" Caiome mumbled, starting to play with the files in front of her.

       "Something personal that can be shared with three, respectively four, people?" he said, passing by the guards and sitting at the table, facing Caiome. "I thought we were all friends here."

       "Don't mind him," Caiome said to the three guards. "He just wants to make you feel uncomfortable, it's in his nature. Don't poke your nose into other people's business," he said to Ayato.

       "Well, that is my business," he said with a smile on his lips. "Although, if Mr. Kouta does not want to continue his story, I am not going to force him. But shouldn't everyone get back to their own responsibilities now?"

       "Of course, milord," the three said, turning and leaving the pavilion.

       "And here I mean everyone," Ayato continued, glancing briefly at Koshi.

       Koshi just nodded towards Ayato, then towards Caiome, and disappeared into the shadows of the day.

       "You had to come and ruin our plans," grumbled Caiome, annoyed. "I was so close to convincing Koshi... never mind, it doesn't matter anymore."

       "The orders were given, Caiome," said Ayato, and a servant appeared out of nowhere with two cups of cold tea, placing them on the table and then retreating.

       "I was serious earlier, you know?"

       "I know," he said.

       "Kouta really helped me—"

       "I didn't conte~est," he took a small sip of tea.

       Caiome narrowed her eyes at him, while Ayato looked at her with a smile. She opened her lips slightly, trying to read him. "You're also interested in the Senshi family, aren't you?"

       Ayato laughed. "Not at all. Just a routine investigation, to make sure everything is in order, but Senshi Daizou is a decent man, I actually respect him. And you cannot lie, I know about his family situation and I personally know Lady Emiko. As long as your orders do not harm him in any way, I will not oppose, and neither will Koshi."

       "He seemed to oppose quite well earlier," she mumbled.

       "He would have accepted in the end. He is just trying to teach you some basics, that is all."

        "Hmph," she made.

        "So, how was this morning?"

        Caiome just turned her gaze to the ocean stretching in front of her, indicating she didn't want to discuss anything with him. But that didn't mean Ayato wouldn't insist. If not with words, at least with his gaze, a gaze that Caiome felt very well. Ever since she hit him, splitting his lip with her forehead - a wound that still showed on his face and would surely leave a mark, no matter how small - Caiome began to feel his stares much more intensely, as if he was digging into her neck. She couldn't understand why or how, but if before she paid no attention to him when he looked at her, now she felt every glance from him.

        So even now, she tried to ignore him.

        She tried to focus her attention on the ocean, playing with the papers in the file without realizing it. The white light of the sun hit her from somewhere above, it was warm, but the ocean breeze was cool, touching her cheeks, and her mind ran again to the small islands in the distance, to the people there who woke up before dawn, who worked and came by water to the big city or to Ritou to sell their products or to make small transports to the larger clans that owned the businesses.

       Now it became quiet suddenly, with the departure of her four companions, and Caiome found herself thrown back into her thoughts and the surrounding silence. She heard the guards in the courtyard, heard the gardeners joking, and the maids laughing, heard the splashing of the stream where clothes were being washed, and if she concentrated, she could even bring the smell of food aided by the wind.

        But it was quiet.

        Because it was so different from what she knew of the world.

        She always heard someone laughing wherever she was, always smelled the food, and always was among people. But it wasn't the same as here. There, she always had to be unseen, unheard, because that would have meant danger. Here, even though people saw her and heard her and greeted her... It wasn't the same at all, and she couldn't explain the difference.

      "Peaceful," she finally said without taking her eyes off the vast ocean and the small islands in the distance.

       Ayato didn't know what to say to her, so he also turned his gaze to the horizon. "What are you looking at?"

       Caiome shrugged. "Just curious," she mumbled.

       "About?"

       "The people on the islands," she said. "I realized that, although I've been to many places in this world, I always stopped only in big, populated cities, hiding, but I've never been to small places like those, so it's a mystery to me."

       Ayato let a chuckle out. "I see," he said. "Well, it seems we have something in common. My job means visiting big, populated cities, even if my attention needs to be distributed everywhere. Maybe I know about situations in small areas, but that does not mean I have seen them with my own eyes, not really. I would try to find an excuse, to say that time does not allow it, but that does not mean I do not often think about them at the same time."

       Caiome turned to him. "Of course time doesn't allow it for you. Between being a commissioner and the leader of the Shuumatsuban organization, both with the aim of not letting the noble trash disturb the peace of the population or harm them in any way, there's no room for anything else."

       "It is possible," he added slowly.

       "But that doesn't mean you don't need a break from time to time. You'll get sick at this rate, just like your father did."

       "Am I sensing concern from you?"

       "Depends," she smiled foxily. "If you get sick, does that mean I can give orders to those in the Shuumatsuban without you bothering me?"

       "Normally, that is how things would be," he laughed.

       "Then please do fall ill."

       "You will not have that luck anytime soon."

       "A girl can dream," she rolled her eyes. "So, why did you come to disturb my moments of peace?"

       "Right," said Ayato. "I had a meeting this morning, and the subject was a family close to the Kujou clan, from the Tenryou Commission."

       "Don't tell me it's about Senshi and, somehow, everything's perfectly aligned."

       "No," said Ayato, taking another sip of tea. "It is about the Watanabe family, and I am more interested in the recent activity of Watanabe Goichi."

       "The head of the family?"

       Ayato shook his head slightly. "The older brother of the clan head."

       "Older?"

       "Before his father died, he appointed Hiroaki, the younger son, as the head of the family due to his achievements. Goichi did not meet any of the family's expectations, made decisions that were at least unpleasant, and his volcanic personality didn't allow him to be in the political circles that Inazuma needed back then, ten years ago, when his brother was appointed clan head. But that doesn't mean he is not good at making other plans that, instead of being for Inazuma's good, could be against it."

       "Hmm," Caiome made. "I see. He's jealous of his brother, so if he can't have something, he prefers to destroy it? He can't have the family on his side, so he would rather take it down,"

       "And not just the Watanabe family, but also the Kujou clan, implicitly the Tenryou Commission. Just as you told me that I would have the ability to dismantle the current governmental form, it seems that Watanabe Goichi can do the same. So I need you... to steal something for me."

       Caiome's lips curled into a smile, tapping her fingers lightly on the table.  "Ah," she said, crumpling the paper and putting it in her pants pocket. "Here's the reason I'm here. And I was just about to ask why you don't have another jonin do the job for you and you come to me."

       "Isn't that what you are best at?" Ayato said with a smile. "Also, it seems I have enough hope in you to escape without being caught. Of course, Koshi will be around to help you if you ne--"

       "Not this time," said Caiome, then got up from the table, gathering the files in her arms. "This time I'll work alone. No partners, no one to nag me. When it comes to stealing, I'll do it all by myself, in my own way. Got it?" she insisted, knowing that if Ayato wanted, he could have someone on her tail.

       Ayato nodded slightly. "Be it as you wish."

       "And when will this theft take place?"

       "The fourth night from now," he said with a smile as Caiome's face fell.

       "Are you serious? Man, it's the festival. I wanted to go out and have fun, not stay around an old man and in his house just to steal..." She paused. "What exactly do I have to steal?"

       Ayato pulled a small paper wrapped from his shirt pocket, which Caiome opened. On it was drawn a parchment rolled on a golden wooden stick, wrapped in light blue cloth with tassels as golden as the wood.

       "What is this?" asked Caiome.

       "Something that holds very important information for me."

       "Alright," said Caiome, crumpling the paper and putting it in her pants pocket.

       "Don't be upset," he said, leaning his elbows on the table and intertwining his fingers, looking amused at her. "We both know that during the festival, your idea of fun would have meant just small thefts from people's pockets."

       "You don't know that," she frowned.

       "Please do not think I do not know about the small objects that you stole when I sent you to check those projects for me with Koshi."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, clutching the files tighter. "Stay away from my room."

       Ayato just waved his hand. "Good luck with that theft."

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       Caiome managed to obtain the blueprints of Watanabe Goichi's house from Koshi, so that wasn't a problem. It wasn't a complex structure to remember, and Caiome found many blind spots through which she could enter. She also understood why Ayato wanted her to sneak in during the weekend festival night, considering that everyone's attention, especially Goichi's, would be distracted, given that his house from the Watanabe family's estate wasn't far from the main street where the festival itself would take place.

       But the house plan came with a drawback: no one, not even those in the organization, knew which room the parchment Caiome needed to steal could be hidden in. She began tapping her fingers on the table, thinking. How could she obtain this information? Of course, she could look into each room, passing by the guards wasn't a problem, but it seemed that Watanabe Goichi paid great attention to this parchment, so he might even sleep with it under his pillow.

       Or in his office. She knew from Ayato that it was normal for only the respective member along with their guests to enter the offices of noble families' members. And if, by absurdity, Watanabe Goichi had stayed in his office all night, Caiome wouldn't have had any chance to search for the scroll.

       If Ayato had wanted to take the scroll at all costs, even if it led to conflict, he would have sent the jonin directly. But considering that he had come with this request specifically to Caiome, it wasn't hard to figure out that Ayato wanted to obtain the scroll without letting anyone know it had been stolen. So, indirectly, Caiome had been ordered not to fight and not to harm anyone.

       It was possible that Ayato had thrown her a lifeline after all. Or rather, Caiome was going to use the festival in her own way.

       And luck smiled upon her when she heard Thoma humming around the front terrace, and then he climbed the stairs, mopping the floor. When he reached Caiome, he kicked her legs and moved the table, cleaning, then he placed it back.

        However, when Thoma was about to stand up and leave, Caiome reached out and grabbed him - completely unintentionally - by his blonde tail, pulling him back and making him fall on his back, looking up at her.

       "Hi, my ticket to success," she smiled, waving her fingers above him.

       "No," he said.

       "But I didn't say anything yet," she complained as Thoma got up.

       "I won't help you with anything that's not in my contract."

       "Not even if it's a mission personally given by your lord Kamisato?" she grinned.

       "Lord Kamisato doesn't expect me to do anything for you, and if the mission was given to you, then you'll handle it yourself. Moreover, if he gave it to you, it means it's something within your domain that you wouldn't want me to intervene in."

        "Oh, you're mistaken. I don't want you to come help me with the actual mission, but just with a little... diversion. Watanabe Goichi has a child around Himawari's age, right? He surely likes festivals, but I need to make sure he leaves the house with his father on Saturday night. I just need to find something that would interest a twelve-year-old so much that he would pester his father to go together. So what would be so stupid, but charming at the same time?"

       Thoma sighed, looking down at her as she smiled like an angel, hiding her face from the devil who would do anything to make his life bitter. Not that Thoma acted differently, it was a mutual hatred... wasn't it?

       "Have you ever heard of Arataki Itto?"

       Caiome frowned slightly. "That red Oni who roams around Hanamizaka like he owns the city?"

       Thoma nodded. "Exactly. I don't know exactly what he's planning for the festival, some sort of a big show, but whatever it is, it always attracts children."

       "Great," she jumped, grabbing his arm and pulling him towards the wooden stairs of the terrace. "Let's go, I need to talk to him."

       "Hey," Thoma pulled back. "I'm not going anywhere with you, I have work to do."

       Caiome pouted. "Fine, whatever. Let me go to him alone and tell him exactly what I need and why I need it. Don't you think it will seem strange for someone from the Yashiro Commission to come out of the blue to check the preparations for the festival? Everyone knows you, there would be nothing strange coming from you, everyone takes your word for it."

       Thoma remained silent for a few seconds. He didn't want to admit that Caiome was right.

       "You're happy to see me running after you, aren't you?"

       "Oh, you have no idea," Caiome laughed. "Shall we?"

       According to what Thoma said, Arataki Itto was supposed to be in the city center, preparing his little stage where he would perform. And as the events were under Lady Ayaka's control, it seems that she - with the agreement of the Tenryou Commission - allowed him to place his little stage in front of Tenshukaku. Following an event that Arataki Itto supported on Watatsumi Island in collaboration with a musician from Fontaine, even Raiden Shogun, at the advice of Gujii Yae Miko, agreed to turn the gates of Tenshuaku into a mini-grand spectacle where people would gather for the summer festival.

       So the entrance to Tenshukaku was guarded by the Tenryou Commission guards, and in front of them, working diligently, was a group of young men who had put together some sort of stage.

        Caiome immediately spotted Arataki Itto. The red horns stood out through his tousled white hair, and the fact that he wasn't wearing a shirt covering his abs didn't please the guards in front of the Shogun's mansion at all. Not to mention his loud voice.

        "Hey, Akira, bring more wood here, look at the state of this piece!" he said to a chubby man carrying wooden planks, along with a toolbox with hammers and nails. "Genta, tie it tighter!" he yelled at another slightly slimmer man perched on a ladder above the stage. "We don't want the gang's emblem to fall on the heads of the actors and guests, do we? Mamoru!" he pointed to another who was just munching on a piece of bread. "I see you, buddy. Come here with the paints; otherwise, we won't have time until the festival. Come on, guys," he clapped his hands. "The mighty Raiden Shogun is counting on us for this show; don't slack off, otherwise, no one will see how much we've evolved with our great performance, haha!"

        Caiome looked at Thoma, and Thoma looked at Caiome. Thoma sighed, while Caiome chuckled a bit, approaching the whole scene still under repairs.

       "Seriously, guys. We are the mighty Arataki gang; we should have more pum! and more bam! People should see us from now on, and if they don't see us working for this stage, no one will come to see us, listen to us, and applaud us," he said, not lifting a finger to build the stage.

       "Well, you're absolutely right," said Caiome, stopping with Thoma behind him. "You are making an impression."

       "Who said that with that insulting tone?" Itto said, turning to the two, and Caiome waved to him. But it only took Itto a second to notice Thoma, and his expression changed the next second. "Thoma!" he grabbed him by the shoulders, pulling him into an almost forced hug. "My bro. How's it going, huh? Lean in more," he whispered. "If you happen to see some flying cockroaches from Tatarasuna, you haven't seen any flying cockroaches from Tatarasuna, capeesh? I'm glad we agreed," he slapped him on the chest.

        "Hi to you too, Itto," said Thoma.

       "So, what brings you here?" Itto started waving his hands, pointing to the stage. "Did you come to see how the preparations for my amazing, great, flashy show are going? I heard that the actors will be very impressive this year, just like last year and all the other years, if you ask me."

       "In fact, yes, that's exactly why I came," said Thoma. "And also to ask if you need help with something. The Yashiro Commission is at your disposal for anything, as long as you're sure it'll make a good profit, as Lady Ayaka mentioned."

       "Lady Ayaka," Itto said with an admirable sigh. "She's an angel on this earth, in this nation. But we're fine," he waved his hand. "We, the boys from the Arataki gang, can do anything, anytime, at any hour, no matter how hard it is! Setting up a stage is a piece of cake, hahaha!"

       Just then, Genta, who was perched on the ladder, lost his balance and fell with it. Akira rushed to help him, stumbling over Mamoru's paint buckets, rolling on the stone pavement, while Mamoru was covered in red paint. Thoma shook his head slightly, while Itto gritted his teeth. Caiome covered her mouth, starting to laugh, holding her stomach, trying not to attract attention.

       "Just another day in our lives," Itto said quickly, shrugging. "Life needs a bit of fun, you know what I mean? You can't be serious all the time, pff... yeah... uhh... What... can I help you... with... exactly?"

       "Itto, let me introduce you to a new affiliate of the Yashiro Commission. She's Caiome."

       But Caiome tried not to laugh, wiping her tears. Events seemed to align too well with the words coming out of the Oni's mouth.

       "A pleasure," she said smiling.

       "New blood, huh?" Itto laughed. "I haven't seen you around here before. I think I would've remembered someone with... your features. Those eyes... hmm... and that smell."

       "Don't smell me," Caiome frowned.

        "She's not from Inazuma," Thoma said before Itto got a slap on his face. "She comes from... uhh..."

        "Sumeru," Caiome quickly said. "I moved here a few weeks ago because of... family issues."

        "Well," he said, putting an arm around her shoulders and pulling her close to him, sticking her to his bare chest and starting to walk towards the construction site, "I have to tell you, young lady, how much people rely on the Arataki gang. We're like the sun that enters their homes in the morning and the moon that lights their paths at night. And you'll see how beloved we are and how people can't wait to see us, listen to us, and applaud us."

       "I... don't doubt it," said Caiome under her breath.

       "So, Cai... Can I call you Cai? So, Cai, what exactly interests you in knowing about our gang, considering you came all the way here? Are you somehow drawn to our name? Our name is making waves everywhere!"

       "Especially with the police," Thoma mumbled.

       "Or did you hear that we'll have the biggest audience, and now you're eager to see for yourself how things unfold? Or even better, did you find out from my bro Thoma here that we'll be the biggest event of the festival, so you couldn't wait? All are true, just so you know."

        "In fact, all of it," said Caiome. "And I'm more interested in what your show is about exactly. I heard you talking about actors, so it must be a theater scene, right?"

       "Oh, come on, I can't give you any spoilers here, can I? You'll have to see for yourself."

        "Hmm," said Caiome. "I thought you'd attract even more people if there's something they're particularly interested in."

        "Oh, my dear Cai, you're right. Pay attention," he pulled her down, whispering. "The show will be about warriors whose leader died attacked by a group of assassins, and the goal of the others is to find them and take revenge," he triumphed. "What do you think about that, huh? Pretty impressive and thrilling for a festival, isn't it?"

       "In fact, it's a very pleasant topic," she said.

       And she wasn't lying.

       "But I think at the same time, you should also focus on the audience."

        "What do you mean by that?"

       "How about involving the audience in the game at some point? Like, hmm... in the final battle. You can have the surprise element, an ace up your sleeve, a few people from the audience. And to make it all even more wonderful, you could choose a parent-child pair - obviously, the children are the target audience, and the parents would do anything for them and could strengthen the bond between them. How does that sound?"

        "Oh, ho, ho, my dear Cai, you have such good ideas," he said, slapping her on the back, making Caiome cough twice. "And I just got an even more brilliant idea: one of the revenge group could be the leader's son. Yeeess... that would be very good..." he added thoughtfully. "It wouldn't be hard to change the script a bit."

        "That is, of course, if you can do it quietly," a woman's voice was heard, which Caiome hadn't heard before, and everyone turned to the source.

       A tall woman, standing on red wooden clogs, with short hair and dressed in uniform, approached the three. She sat in front of them, putting her hands on her hips.

        "General Kujou, what a pleasant surprise," Itto said, seeming totally... unimpressed by her presence here. Or rather very relaxed, compared to Thoma who tensed a bit next to Caiome. "Did you come to see how things are going, or are you just as curious about this year's show theme as my compadres here?"

       Kujou Sara raised an eyebrow, looking bored. "When I agreed for this to be the location of your little show, I didn't think I'd have to be called from my office because of your racket," she continued.

       "And that's precisely why you should relax a bit, hm, what do you say? You should see this show as an opportunity to take your mind off all your arrests and so on and have a bit of fun. Look, you've already started frowning. We wouldn't want your wings to lose their feathers, would we?"

      Sara frowned even harder, and Caiome bit her lip inside. Maybe Itto wouldn't be hit by her if he smelled her once again, but Kujou Sara would definitely have no qualms about giving him a lesson.

        "I don't need you to schedule my time," she said sharply. "Instead, how about you keep... your friends under control and make quiet? You're in front of Tenshukaku, you should show a little respect."

        "Seriously, Kujou Tengu," said Itto, this time putting his arm around her shoulders. Sara glanced at his arm, then back at him, probably ready to break his hand. "Look, how about I give you a special invitation to the show in four days, hm? Caiome here - oh, she's new to the Yashiro Commission - Caiome here gave me a brilliant idea to interact with the audience," he said, while Caiome waved to Sara. "Maybe it'll be your lucky day and you'll end up on stage with me, who knows what fate has in store for you."

        Sara, however, grabbed his wrist and in less than a second, twisted his arm behind his back, bending him forward.

        "Ow, ow, ow!" Itto began to whimper, waving his hand, while Sara looked down at him.

        "Don't touch me so casually, Oni," she mumbled. "As for your show, I'll have to decline. I have much more important matters to attend to. So, I'll say it again, keep it quiet until the festival, or else I'll cancel the agreement."

        "I don't think that will be necessary," Caiome quickly said.

        If Itto didn't have his show, her little plan to distract Watanabe Goichi was over.

       "Everyone is eagerly awaiting Itto's show, even Ayato," she chuckled.

       Sara frowned slightly at her, beginning to study her more closely, from top to bottom, noting her features and style of dress, analyzing her body, which certainly didn't belong to a typical representative of the Yashiro Commission.

       Itto pulled himself out of Sara's grip – or rather Sara let him go – being all his happy self again.

       "Aw, bro Ayato is coming to the show? I thought he'd be out of Inazuma around this time, you know, with his fabric business."

       Now it was Caiome's turn to frown confusedly at him. "Fabric?" she asked, and Thoma gently nudged her with his elbow, making her fall silent.

       Oh... This guy had no idea who Ayato was, especially if he called him by his nickname.

       "Anyway," Sara said again to Itto, catching his attention, "keep it quiet. Understood?"

       "Oh, come on, Tengu..."

        Then they started arguing again, and while Kujou Sara spoke calmly, Itto was... equally explosive.

        Caiome clasped her hands together, grinning. "I'm gonna tell him," she said referring to Ayato's identity.

        "Don't you dare," Thoma replied.

       Finally, Kujou Sara turned and left, and Itto clicked his tongue.

       "And that's the tough audience," he said poiting to a leaving Sara. "She's stubborn as a stray cat, always with her head stuck in her tengu feathers. But don't worry, she'll come around once she hears how great we are. Anyway, where were we?" he chuckled again. "Oh, yes, Cai's brilliant idea."

       "You don't have to worry," said Caiome. "We'll advertise your show for you. Surely, many children and parents will come to see you. It'll be their chance to be part of the show."

       "You're both brilliant," said Itto. "In that case, let's get to work. See you later, you two."

       Caiome waved, and Itto even put his hand on a piece of wood to build the stage.

 

Chapter 42: Chapter 42 ~ The Secret Information and the Lord's Laugh

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Chapter 42 ~ The Secret Information and the Lord's Laugh

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       "Lord Kamisato was right," said Thoma, both walking towards the telepoint. "You really know how to use your words to charm someone and lie."

        "Hm?" Caiome looked at him. "But I didn't lie. I actually like his idea. What?" she scoffed. "Just because I'm, oh, such a big villain, doesn't mean I don't enjoy theater or can't appreciate good, suspenseful ideas? I don't read many books," she placed a hand on her chest, "but some topics do intrigue me. Don't you like Itto's idea? It has exactly what you're very much drawn to, loyalty and family."

       Thoma remained silent for a few seconds. "I didn't expect you to be excited about it, that's all," he said instead.

       "Maybe I'm not exactly your type of person, but that doesn't mean I don't have my ideals too. I'm loyal, just not blindly loyal. I wouldn't be loyal to someone just because they did me a favor once. Grateful, yes, but not loyal."

        "Of course not," he sighed. "Loyalty is earned through many other things, such as a good attitude, understanding, respect, mutual help, attachment, memories, and so on..."

       Caiome glanced at him for a second, then smiled small, a smile that disappeared as quickly as it appeared, and Thoma barely caught sight of it.

        "Right," she said.

       Thoma suddenly felt uncomfortable, remembering one of the discussions Lady Ayaka subjected him to a few days ago after he and Caiome... had an argument. Was Caiome really that bad, or was it just him being stubborn?

       Since Caiome started working for Lord Kamisato, everyone's opinions had slowly started to change about her. The guards dueled with her, the maids occasionally laughed with her, Chizuru went berry picking with her, and sometimes Ayaka had morning tea with her in the garden. Caiome was difficult and totally unsuitable to be around Lord Kamisato and Lady Ayaka, but...

       "I think you're the only one clinging to the idea that Caiome is a bad person," Ayaka told him during the shogi game Caiome left behind in the garden.

       "Milady, she stole something precious from you."

       "And for that, I think she's served her punishment," she added. "Or that she's in the process. As for the others, haven't you noticed how much Caiome seems to be integrating among them? She even apologized to me, even if she doesn't exactly regret it, and as for her relationship with the others, I'm actually pleased to see that she gets along well with our employees or at least tries. Including you."

       "With me?" Thoma shifted a gold general.

       Ayaka nodded, and moved a pawn. "You're the only one insisting that Caiome now is the same Caiome who robbed us some time ago, even though no one seems to agree with you."

       "Because we never know when she might do the same thing again. The only reason she doesn't is because otherwise Lord Kamisato wouldn't give her back her Vision shell."

       "And that may be true," Ayaka whispered when Thoma made his move again on the board, "but at the same time, I don't believe about her what I used to, and not just because she's uttered some apologies. Anyone can lie, and we both know how much Caiome has fooled us. But I sat and thought about something else, and that is how I met her."

       "How did you meet her?" Thoma asked confused.

       "If she really was a bad person," Ayaka smiled, "do you think she would have saved me that night from the attackers? She didn't know who I was and who she was saving, and yet she did it and brought me back."

       "It's possible that as soon as the attackers mentioned your name and the family you belong to, they had already put their plan into action."

       Ayaka laughed like a jingle of bells, lowering her fan, catching it between her fingers. "I mean before that, Thoma, before she even saw my face or the wounds or the attackers. She was ready to face anything, throwing herself into battle in the middle of the night, in the middle of the forest."

       "Maybe she thought that after saving you, she could get some reward from you regardless if you were of noble family or not."

       "But I could have been a homeless, poor woman for all she knew. She still rushed and saved me without looking at me once before she made up her mind. A person can lie with words, but sometimes not with their eyes, and I have confidence in my opinion about her this time. After all, how many good people would do that for someone they don't even know?"

       Thoma had no more answers to offer back then, and now, walking shoulder to shoulder with Caiome, looking at her expression and almost... sad smile, Thoma felt strange.

       It was true, though.

       Who would risk themselves for a stranger? Who would try to help a friend with money for their family, even if it meant cheating a jeweler for a set of lapis lazuli? Who would learn sign language just to converse with a mute servant? Who would spend days learning how to adapt to another organization that followed certain rules and principles, even if the person in question had an agenda for themselves too? And what kind of person would feed a stray dog and be happy about small things like simple clothes bought?

       Moreover, Thoma could talk endlessly about loyalty and all the things that provoke this loyalty. But it would all be in vain if Caiome didn't even know what loyalty meant or how it felt.

       Thoma quickly took out a few mora from his pocket and bought two rice triangles from the shop they passed by. He kept one for himself, and handed the other to Caiome, who looked confused at the onigiri.

       "All right, what's the catch?" she frowned.

       "There's no catch," said Thoma. "Do you want it or not?"

       Caiome narrowed her eyes, then slowly took the rice triangle wrapped in dried seaweed and took a bite out of it, continuing on her way.

       "Uh..." Thoma started embarrassed. "I'm aware you don't really like me after all this, but--"

       Caiome snorted, or rather laughed, unwrapping the rice from the seaweed. "Who said that?"

       Thoma stopped in his tracks, and Caiome stopped after him, looking at each other. Caiome frowned, then raised her eyebrows.

       "You... don't hate me?" Thoma asked.

       "Man, you bought me food. Who could hate someone who buys them food?"

       "That's not what I meant," he said.

       "Ohhh," she said. "You mean the times when you were a jerk?"

       "You weren't any better," he replied quickly.

       "At least I didn't kick you every morning with my boots. You gave me a few bruises on my ribs that lasted a week, you know."

       Thoma rolled his eyes. "I knew it wasn't a good idea to start again with you."

       Caiome laughed, then nudged him friendly in the arm, and they started walking towards the telepoint again. "Oh, come on, I'm just teasing you. Sure, we have different lives and different views, but that doesn't mean I hate you. In fact, I respect you."

       "It doesn't show," Thoma mumbled.

       "Well, I do. Maybe because of your loyalty to Ayato and Ayaka, maybe because you have a pretty good heart for this world, or maybe just because you don't accept someone threatening your family or maybe because you stand by your principles, who knows?" she shrugged. "Or maybe because you're head over heels in love with Lady Ayaka."

       "Stop it," he said, looking around them.

       "I understand the concern," said Caiome, poking him. "It's hard for a common peasant like you to love someone from such a big family like Ayaka's. Kouta is going through the same thing. But believe me, no matter how much you try to hide it, everyone can see how you change when you're around Ayaka. You're like a puppy, seriously."

       "Speak quieter. And anyway, it's not true," he quickly took a bite out of his triangle, and Caiome laughed heartily.

       "I'm not an expert in love, I've never been passionate about it, I never read about it like Ayaka does, but... When I look at you two, it's different. Maybe because you two don't seem to be destined, as Ayaka likes to say, but because you really have that trust many people talk about, including you and her. She trusts you with everything, you trust her with everything... So far, it seems to me that you two are a pretty good match. Now the question remains whether she feels the same way about you."

       "I don't want to ever find out," Thoma said defeated, and his cheeks turned red. "It's pointless anyway, so let's end the discussion, okay?"

       Caiome just smiled at the corner of her mouth, then patted him friendly on the shoulder. "Shouldn't loyalty also be based on honesty?" she said.

       "Not in this case," Thoma sang. "You can be loyal without letting feelings like these get in the way. In fact, it's better not to let them."

       "I almost feel sorry for you."

       "Sorry?"

       "Ihim," said Caiome. "I feel sorry for you because it seems like you never want to take risks, and that won't get you anywhere, you know? You scold me about not being sincere, but neither are you."

       "I don't lie, I just... hide."

       "It's the same thing," Caiome said.

       "No, it's not."

       "Yes, it is."

       "The situation matters a lot."

       "Believe me, it doesn't matter at all," she laughed, finishing the last piece of onigiri. "But as you say."

       "Now I remember why I don't like you," Thoma mumbled.

       "I actually think you do like me, you just don't want to admit it. See? Another lie," Caiome sighed. "It seems like eventually, you'll surpass me in the liar of the year department."

       "Just... don't say anything, okay?"

       "Fine, fine," she waved her hand.

       Caiome and Thoma spread the word about the interactive show that Itto's gang was going to perform on Saturday evening during the festival, especially along the streets near the Watanabe family residence.

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       On that night, and every night until the festival, dressed in black, Caiome watched over the residence. Watanabe Goichi was reluctant to be persuaded by his son to attend the show, but they eventually left, with Caiome keeping watch. She had had a few days to memorize not only the layout of the house but also the positions of the guards, their patrol intervals, and even knew them by name and face. She had to thank the organization and the members of the Information Department for that.

       Once Watanabe Goichi left the residence, Caiome enveloped herself in the power of her Vision which was hiding among her clothes, traversing the dark roof of the house. She grabbed its edge and slipped easily through the open window on the second floor, entering the library, which was empty at that hour. Her steps made no sound as she walked, searching every drawer and cabinet.

       She listened at the door, waiting for the guards to leave the hallway, then she exited and entered other rooms. The guest rooms were empty, the living rooms were clean, the bedrooms held nothing suspicious, and no other room seemed to have a hidden purpose. So, Watanabe's office remained.

       Caiome waited crouched on the wooden scaffolding of the house for the guards to pass beneath her. She grabbed the edge and gently lowered herself to the floor, her steps making no sound, her clothes not rustling, and elemental power masking her presence. To the two guards, it seemed as if she wasn't even there.

       Caiome rolled her eyes, considering that she was not even two meters away from the indifferent guards who yawned and relaxed. She turned on her heels and slowly entered the office, closing the door behind her, then began searching.

       Of course, the obvious drawers held nothing, nor did the closets or nightstands, no hidden compartments in the walls or floors. Caiome sighed and pondered.

       The parchment was too important for Watanabe, so important that he didn't trust anyone else to touch it. Caiome had been watching Watanabe Goichi these past few days. He was a proud man, with his nose in the air, who kept everything to himself and didn't say more than necessary. Every guest he had – and by guest, she meant accomplice – came only late at night, and Caiome listened near the closed window of the office. Watanabe didn't hesitate to show his superiority, making the contents of the parchment sound very important, but he didn't show its contents to his partners.

       Caiome didn't know if it was stupid or smart.

       She was curious about what was inside anyway.

       But first, she had to find it.

       She considered the possibility that the parchment might be hidden elsewhere within the residence, such as in the south wings, where his brother's and the clan head's houses were, but Watanabe was too arrogant. He wouldn't let his brother, whom he had been jealous of for so many years, have something he had obtained. So, the parchment had to be here.

       Caiome tried to gather all the knowledge she had about the hidden places of noble houses. Then she remembered how, in Fontaine, she found this pink diamond jewel just under...

       Caiome leaned back under the low desk and began to study it more with her touch than with her eyes. Then she found it. A mismatch. Finding the small space, Caiome pulled, and the panel slid. Tied with jute threads to the bottom of the table, Ayato's parchment lay there.

       "Bingo," Caiome mumbled, taking the parchment, putting the panel back, and then exiting through the window as easily as she had come, then out of the entire residence.

       She hid in a tall tree that stretched its branches just above the main street where bright lights came from. People bustled, laughed, and shouted; children ran from one side to the other with lollipops, cotton candy, and sweets, and many of them held toys in their arms, probably prizes won at game stalls. The smell of food wafted to Caiome, and her stomach began to growl.

       But it was okay; she would make Ayato buy her something good to eat after meeting him at Komore tea house, where she was supposed to hand over the parchment.

       But before that...

       Caiome settled comfortably on one of the high branches, sheltering among leaves and darkness, then untied the small golden string that bound the parchment. She opened it and tried to read, her fingers trembling with excitement to see what information so important to Ayato was there...

       ...only that everything was written in their ancient characters.

       Caiome gritted her teeth and almost wanted to tear the parchment in two. But she refrained. Ayato would never tell her what was written there.

       She sighed and stood up, then jumped through the shadows again, avoiding the festival lights, making her way over the roofs of houses to the tea house, entering through the window upstairs, nearly bumping into Ayato who was quietly drinking his tea.

        "Welcome back," Ayato greeted her, setting the warm tea cup on the table next to a candle in a steel holder.

        Caiome rolled her eyes, leaving the window open to capture the cheerful noise of the festival. "I'm back," she mumbled and sat – or rather, threw herself – on the other side of the table.

       "I understand your mission was a success?"

       Caiome took the parchment from the inner pocket of her shirt, fitting snugly against her body, outlining a dark silhouette in a dark room. Only the candlelight gave her a mysterious shape in the room. She handed it to Ayato, who began to study the outside.

        "Who do you think you're talking to?" she rolled her eyes, pulling her tenugui under her chin and resting her cheek in her palm. "So," she began when Ayato opened the parchment, making sure of its contents, "are you going to tell me what's in there or what you're going to do with the parchment?"

       Ayato smiled slightly, pulling the piece of cloth off the golden stick and folding the parchment in half. "Do not try to ask me impossible things," he said. "There are confidential information that you might never understand, anyway."

       "Are you trying to challenge me?" she smiled, trying to provoke him, leaning towards him.

       Ayato leaned towards her as well, supporting himself with one arm, while with the other hand he played with the cloth, looking at Caiome behind the candle. The flame outlined his face and features, and his eyes gave him a much darker shade, though shining just as brightly, especially in the shadow of his fox-like smile.

       "Do you think I will be easily convinced?" he said. "You cannot cling to my leg this time, insisting."

       Caiome clicked her tongue. "A girl can try. I thought that, considering the trouble I've been through these past few days because of you and this mission, especially since I couldn't leave anyone unconscious, I'd deserve a reward like this."

       "You still have to make up for the last time," Ayato replied.

       "Hey!" Caiome exclaimed, and Ayato chuckled slightly.

       "But I will let you see what I intend to do with it."

       Ayato raised the piece of cloth and placed it over the flame, and it immediately caught fire. Caiome blinked in confusion as Ayato stared blankly at the black and red pieces of paper that began to float and then settled on the steel holder. Eventually, Ayato placed the cloth on the holder until it became just a black pile of debris, and then eventually turned to dust.

      "If you could give me a hand, please," he asked.

       Ayato took the holder, removed the candle, and then poured the ashes out the window. Caiome, disappointed that there would be no further drama, no way to put Watanabe Goichi behind bars, waved her hand in a boring matter, and the wind took the ashes, sending them out to sea where they were lost forever.

       "Well, that's that," Caiome said, then stretched like a cat, rising to her feet. "It's time for some fun. Even though I missed a few days of the festival, that doesn't mean anything, I still have a week left, and I intend to try all the foods from all the stalls, so you better bring out the money," she demanded.

       "Are you trying to bankrupt me?" Ayato smiled, resting his chin in his palm, looking up at her.

       "Have you seen your treasury? I could eat for fifty years from all the festivals throughout Teyvat just to reach half of what you have there. But that's even better for me. Anyway, not that I would do that, I'm not that much of a glutton, you know."

       "My chef might say otherwise."

       "Daiki makes very good food," she defended herself.

       "Then why don't we go back to the residence so you can eat his food?" he suggested.

       "Hell, no," she refused instantly. "I saw this stall that had fresh ramen, and it smelled so good, I almost drooled. And at another one, they had stuffed rice triangles. I have no idea what that means," she frowned, "but that makes it even more fascinating. Grilled meats, stews, soups," she began to count on her fingers, "and let's not forget desserts. Dorayaki, dango, mochi, pancakes, daifuku, daigaki."

       "I did not think you would become so passionate about our culinary culture in such a short time."

       "You need food every day," she pointed a finger up, as if explaining to a child. "The more types of food you know, the better, especially when you're someone who's always on the road, like me. Not that you would know, considering you're treated like a princess."

       "Hmph," he huffed. "Did you forget that I can cook? You did ask me to make you something to eat."

       "I doubt you know how to cook all the recipes from your culinary culture."

       "You are just trying to provoke me to see me cook, aren't you?"

       "Oh, come on," she waved her hand, "it's not like it's shameful. Everyone does it. And if you were ashamed of your hidden talent, you wouldn't have risked coming near me right after leaving the kitchen, would you? In a way," she shook her head, "I think you wanted me to catch your talent so you could be praised a bit, right? Finally, you have a passion that doesn't involve anything related to the Lord Kamisato's status."

       "I never said that, but to accuse me of not being able to prepare something specific... I am pretty confident in my abilities."

       "That's because you have a huge kitchen, equipped with everything you need," she put her hands on her hips. "While I," she said proudly, "am taught to cook anywhere, to hunt with my own hands, to track each prey individually, how to attack it, and how to prepare it."

       "Sounds more like you have acquired wild skills."

       "Hey!" she blushed, and Ayato chuckled.

       He laughed in a way that made Caiome stop from uttering her next words, and even her body seemed to freeze in the center of the room, looking at him. Though there wasn't much light in the room, and though Ayato was here only to set fire to the parchment, hiding from the outside world, and though he wasn't the type to step beyond the role he had to play, the laughter was actually... happy.

        He laughed in the way children laugh when they chase a kite, or when they push each other into the water in summer,or when they run after butterflies in the yards, or after rabbits among the wheat stalks, or like when a magician makes a card appear out of thin air. Maybe his laughter wasn't as powerful as that of carefree children, because in it she felt the tiredness from the past few days, because he had his own difficulties – with the festival and all – but that didn't mean that, for one of the few times, Caiome actually saw him laughing, unlike the fake smiles of the Lord Kamisato's mask.

       Ayato stopped laughing, looking at her with a smile and his eyes shining. There was a little light in the room, but Caiome knew the hue of his irises so well that she could see every ripple of color when she looked at him, catching a different aura in contrast to his smile.

       "Is something wrong?" he asked.

       Caiome seemed to snap back to reality, taking a step back. "Nothing," she said quickly. "It's just that I don't see you so relaxed usually."

       Ayato lost his smile, blinking a few times at her, straightening up a bit. He had an expression on his face as if he realized what had just happened.

       "I understand," he said with a sigh, looking down and smiling again, but this time much more restrained.

       "Anyway," Caiome said quickly, making her way to the door, "let's go. Setting aside all your teasing and rules, you can't deny that I did a good job tonight - in the past few nights actually - so I deserve a bit of fun myself, don't I?"

       "Actually," Ayato said as she reached for the door handle, "I am afraid you will not be able to participate in the festival in any way this time."

       "What do you mean?"

       "While you were handling the mission here, several members of the Shuumatsuban were handling another mission on Watatsumi Island alongside Sangonomiya Kokomi and her generals. You do not have to meet with them, but as the superior of the chuunins, you have to supervise the operation, given its large scale. It might take you a few days at least."

       "What?" she said.

       "Koshi will fill you in on everything you need to know."

       Upon hearing hs name, Koshi appeared unnoticed beside Ayato from the shadows, as if he had been there all along, waiting to make his appearance. He greeted Ayato and Caiome in turn, and Caiome put her hands on her hips, frowning.

       "You are leaving tonight."

       "Are you kidding me?" she said.

       "Not at all, miss," said Koshi.

       "I asked that beggar next to you," said Caiome. "I've worked for days not only to make this mission go the way you wanted, but also regarding the current missions, and now I can't even have a few hours for myself, for the festival, before you send me away without even a single day off?"

       "You wanted to be part of the Shuumatsuban," said Ayato.

       "Yes, but... I didn't expect to be put to work so much."

       "Believe me," said Ayato, "if you were an ordinary member, you wouldn't even have seen the festival, let alone enjoy it. Now," he rose, approaching her, stopping in front of her at the door, looking down at her, "General Gorou is waiting for you."

       And with that, he left through the door.

       Caiome stood for a few minutes behind it, cursing him and all the swear words she knew, and Koshi left her be until she calmed down before stepping on the mined ground and suggesting they should leave.

       "Don't you have anything to say?" she asked him. "I thought you also wanted to see the festival, you could have supported me earlier."

       "Participating in the festival is not in my interests, miss," he said obediently, slipping through the streets towards the nearest telepoint for Caiome to teleport him.

       "Are you serious? Are you all suffering from social depression?"

       "Unfortunately, we don't have time for such thoughts, miss. As for our social life, we are forbidden to have too much contact with those outside the organization—"

       "Yes, I know, I know," Caiome interrupted. "I was being sarcastic, can't you tell? The fact that you've been around me so much lately and still haven't figured that out is worrying. I bet Ayato is having a blast, watching his wonderful festival in full swing."

       "You misunderstood, miss," said Koshi as they arrived at the telepoint on a side street, far from the festival. "Lord Kamisato has a meeting with the clan heads tonight."

       "Hm?" she said. "Really? How come he didn't tell me anything about it?"

       "Because it's not related to the organization's activities," he replied quietly. "If Lord Kamisato needed any of us, he would have asked us to accompany him."

       Caiome didn't respond. While it was normal for Ayato not to let her into the room during his morning meetings - or rather, he made her do something else - Caiome usually found out everything discussed at such meetings. Whether Ayato told her later, or she found out on her own, listening from under the windows, she was usually informed, whether it was related to the Shuumatsuban or not.

       It always happened that way so that if her help was needed, as it was with the jewel thieves, she could already be briefed on the situation. It was possible that today's meeting was too simple if Ayato hadn't even told her about it.

        And even so...

       "He can't even enjoy his own festival?" she said. "That's just arrogance. Does he think he's doing so well that he doesn't need to see people's reactions with his own eyes?"

       "Lord Kamisato has ninjas everywhere, just like ordinary staff," Koshi told her after they teleported to Kanazuka Island, then to Yashiori - given that the distance between Narukami and Watatsumi was too great to make a direct jump. "He receives reports and is immediately informed in case of an urgent conflict. But all this goes through Lady Ayaka first, who usually attends the supported events just to make sure everything is okay," he added after they finally arrived on Watatsumi, in front of the Sangonomiya temple.

       "I know, I know, you don't have to tell me," she waved her hand, then covered her face with the tenugui.

       It made sense now why Ayato suddenly became interested in discussing food with her before dropping the bomb that Caiome had to leave for Watatsumi - that was probably his little breather before returning to his office.

 

Chapter 43: Chapter 43 ~ The Ocean and the Little Island

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Chapter 43 ~ The Ocean and the Little Island

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       The one who greeted them was another member of the Shuumatsuban, playing the role of a representative of the Yashiro Commission, who briefed them on the current situation of the mission: a careful investigation of the Tenryou Commission army troops related to an alliance pact that Kamisato Ayato had made with Sangonomiya Kokomi some time ago when the borders were closed and a war had broken out between the two islands.

       And, as Ayato had mentioned, Caiome wasn't forced to meet any soldiers from Watatsumi, or participate in the mission. Although, for six days she hadn't had anything better to do, so she nosed around a bit. Their mission's purpose was to get rid of all the evidence of civilians rescued by the Yashiro Commission - according to Sangonomiya Kokomi's words, even though the war had passed, the waters still hadn't completely calmed down, and if a fragment of information about the Commission's alliance with the Temple were to come to light, it would cause even more problems.

       So everything went smoothly, and on this occasion, Caiome gathered even more information about Kujou Sara. She didn't meet Sangonomiya Kokomi face to face, since she wasn't introduced as a representative from the start, so it didn't make sense, but she kept some connection through notes.

       And after those six days, Caiome returned to the residence, prepared for war. First, she jumped on Mizuki, Kouta, and Daisuke, hugging them tightly and complaining about her frustration to them. She had no one to talk to or play pranks with, even Koshi was mostly away from her, so she had to enjoy herself alone, but it wasn't the same. Then she saw Ayaka and Thoma, throwing a few subtle jokes at him about being in love. She felt mischievous that evening.

       Then she burst into Ayato's office, and not only was it empty, but the candles were also off, and the table was empty, no files, no papers, and even the brush and the wakan were missing. Caiome entered, starting to look through the entire office, maybe she would find a clue about what Ayato was up to now. She threw herself on the purple cushion and began rummaging through drawers, but apart from his notebook with poems, there was nothing else.

       Caiome quickly raised her head when she heard the door open, and Mitsuko entered with small steps, greeting her.

       "Mitsuko," said Caiome excitedly, then jumped up and hugged her. "You have no idea how much I missed the food you brought. I slept in trees and bushes, on wooden stairs, and my back hurts terribly."

       Mitsuko made a sound resembling a laugh, then Caiome let go of her. Mitsuko raised her hands, starting to make a few signs in the air.

       Can I help you with something?

       "Could you kill Ayato for me?" she mumbled, then slumped back onto Ayato's pillow.

       My contract doesn't allow it, Mitsuko said with a smile, and Caiome sighed. And neither does my heart, if we're looking for excuses.

        So what... here?

        Caiome frowned.

        "What do you mean...?" she asked, copying Mitsuko's gesture, and she pulled a pencil and a very cute notebook out of her sleeve, with cherry blossom flowers and cranes flying with outstretched beaks in the background.

       On the back of the notebook was the symbol of the Kamisato family, a blooming camellia.

       You're doing, she wrote.

       What are you doing here?

       "Nothing in particular," said Caiome. "Just looking for Ayato so I can smack his head with the report file. I've written so much that my fingers hurt."

       Mitsuko chuckled again. Lord Kamisato isn't here. He's in the city for a few days, he'll be back...

       "Today?"

       Mitsuko shook her head.

       "Tomorrow?"

       Mitsuko nodded and made a sign immediately after.

       "Tomorrow morning?"

       Mitsuko nodded again, and Caiome let herself fall onto the table and clicked her tongue. Her sabotage plan from that evening was over.

       But suddenly it hit her, and she jumped up from the ground. If Ayato was gone to his smaller residence in the city, that meant...

       Caiome quickly changed into pajamas and somehow, using her Vision, propelled herself into the air and then fell onto Ayato's bed, making the pillows jump and the blanket fly over her. She hugged them both very happily, curling up and hiding under them. At least now she would sleep a whole night in this soft bed without anyone scaring her from sleep and hitting the master of the house's mouth with her head.

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       Ayato crossed his arms over his shoulders, looking at a Caiome sprawled across his entire bed, with the sheets half under her body and half covering her; and as one pillow stayed under one of her arms, the other somehow guarded her back, almost falling to the floor - the pillows were everywhere, except under her head, where they should be.

       Even if he wanted to, Ayato had nowhere to sit, considering the way she was spread out on the mattress.

       He hadn't seen her for six whole days, and somehow he thought Caiome would come back a bit different, but it seemed she was as... mischievous as ever. At least this time she was in pajamas. But the same self-satisfied expression was on her face.

       "And you didn't think it would be a good idea to kick her out?" he asked Mitsuko.

       She fell asleep before I could do that, she gestured.

       Ayato didn't seem to believe her, especially because of the way Mitsuko couldn't hide her smile, but he couldn't argue with her, it was too early in the morning for that, and he had a busy schedule.

       "One of her many talents," he sighed. "Wake her up and tell her to get ready, I will be waiting for her in the backyard."

       Mitsuko bowed as Ayato passed by her, leaving the bedroom, then gently woke up Caiome, even though it was barely dawn.

       "Why can't he let me rest my soul?" Caiome mumbled after Mitsuko led her and sat her on a low chair in front of the mirror in Ayato's bedroom.

       I don't know details, but he said you two need to go somewhere together, she said as she picked up a brush, starting to comb Caiome's silver hair.

       "When does he not need someone to look after his ass?" she clicked her tongue, sitting hunched over with half-closed eyes, grumbling in the chair.

       Mitsuko combed her hair and then put it up in a ponytail with the wooden hairpin.

       "Oh, I haven't seen this since I left," said Caiome, and Mitsuko blinked in confusion.

       Didn't you leave it on the nightstand? she asked.

       "No?" Caiome said.

       But before either of them could question it further, Thoma knocked on the door and entered halfway.

       "Are you ready?" he said. "Lord Kamisato--"

       "Is he so eager to see me?" Caiome chuckled, passing by him. "It's impressive how someone with his everyday personality can have so little patience."

       Not only was it barely dawn outside, but you could hardly say there was more light than darkness. Caiome yawned widely as she approached the back gates where the horses were already harnessed, Hakumai and Seishin, with four guards standing behind them surrounding a small cart with wooden chests.

       Caiome was too tired to even greet Ayato, who stood between Hakumai and Seishin, she just climbed onto her steed after giving it a kiss on the muzzle, humming.

       "Don't you think you should be a bit more awake if you are going to ride?" Ayato asked as he mounted Hakumai.

       "Mmm, whatever," Caiome replied, and Ayato lost any hope of having a conversation with her.

       For the first ten minutes, Caiome didn't realize where they were heading—probably towards the city. She only knew they were descending the mountain, and the small cart behind them clattered noisily, making her grumble to herself. It wasn't until they turned left instead of right that Caiome realized this wasn't the way to the city or even the port, and only when Seishin's hooves touched the whitish sand did Caiome smell the salty scent of the ocean piercing her nostrils.

       They circled the mountain, and after another ten minutes, they arrived at a huge boat, with a ship resting in the distance.

       "Where are we going?" Caiome finally asked, suddenly waking up from any kind of sleep.

       "To be honest," said Ayato, dismounting from Hakumai, "I expected you to take longer to ask that. It's a surprise," he said, and Caiome pouted. "Aren't you going to get down?"

       "Uhh, no?" she said. "I'll stay here until you tell me where we're going."

       "Somewhere I think you will find intriguing," he said as three men began loading the longboat with the wooden crates from the cart.

       "I hope it's where you tossed my shell," she said, "otherwise I'll have no business with you and I'm going back home."

       "Sure," said Ayato, "but then you really won't ever see your shell again."

       Caiome pouted even more, then got off her horse when she noticed a very familiar, worn-out backpack, but loaded. "Wait... What's my backpack doing here? Are you sending me off to sea alone?"

       Ayato chuckled softly. "That is an idea I will keep for later. So, no. You will have to trust me and get on the boat, then onto the ship."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, putting her hands on her hips. Then she sighed defeatedly. There wasn't much of a choice.

       The boat was loaded, Caiome sat on the bench, and Ayato beside her, but Caiome turned her head in the opposite direction, which amused Ayato once again. They didn't speak until they reached the ship and boarded, and Caiome went straight to the bow, jumped and sat on it, beginning to swing her legs back and forth.

      She had to admit, although she was taken totally by surprise, Caiome didn't complain about finally being on a ship again. She had spent a lot of time at sea and learned many things. She had even been on the famous Captain Beidou's ship, where the gambling was liveliest and the parties unforgettable. Being away from the sea—or rather being away from travels—was beginning to miss her, and she believed that once she returned to the sea, her heart would leap with ecstasy.

       But the truth was she didn't feel the adrenaline like before. More... she felt calm, peaceful.

       She probably wouldn't sail for long anyway, considering the wooden crates were too small for clothes and personal belongings, and they certainly wouldn't stay long wherever Ayato planned to take her.

       She just sat and looked out to the open sea, towards the distant islands, and over ten minutes later, the ship began to move slowly. Caiome leaned on her hands, looking down at the deck, towards the deep blue ocean, then back to the horizon. The sun was starting to rise from behind the mountains and rocks, illuminating their path, and Caiome enjoyed its rays, which were getting warmer and warmer.

       A few minutes later, Caiome heard light footsteps on the wooden surface, and in a few seconds, she smelled the scent of fresh flowers that didn't match the salty smell of the ocean at all.

       Ayato stood beside her, standing—of course—resting a hand on the broad surface of the bulwark. But he wasn't looking at the horizon he had seen so many times from his garden pavilion, even though it had been a while since he had been on a ship himself. Caiome had a satisfied smile on her lips, and her face seemed whiter and healthier now that she was in direct contact with the sun.

       "It seems like this journey is doing you good," said Ayato.

       "You have no idea," she mumbled.

       "Just do not fall asleep on the gunwales, otherwise we will have to fish you out of the ocean," he teased.

       "If I'm not careful, you might push me into the ocean yourself. And if I were to fall from here," she said, "the water would pull me under the ship and you'd fish me out in pieces."

       Ayato said nothing, and Caiome turned abruptly towards him.

       "Wipe that smile off your face this instant! It's creepy, especially since I know what you're capable of."

       "I do not doubt that you would escape even if I tried," he apologized. "Then my crew and I would be the ones in danger."

       "No doubt," Caiome said quickly, inching away from Ayato.

       Only then did she realize that Ayato was no longer wearing the fancy clothes he usually wore, especially at meetings and in the city. His clothes were still expensive, but they seemed... more ordinary. A shirt and hip corset, pants, but he wore short boots, hidden under his trousers, and above all, a tight robe contouring his waist.

       She looked up at him, and Caiome froze suddenly on the gunwale. Not even her legs moved anymore.

       Ayato felt her gaze and turned to her. "Is something wrong?"

       His bangs were styled as always, but his hair was pulled back into a slightly wavy ponytail resting on one shoulder, while on the sides it was braided. His eyes stood out even more; in contrast to the white light of the sun and the shimmering surface of the ocean, his gaze seemed brighter. Although it made his skin appear even paler, it seemed at the same time more childish and rosier in the cheeks, and his lips were better defined now, fuller. Even his beauty mark looked more elegant and innocent at the same time.

       This man could look like a full-grown man in a second—as he had earlier before boarding the ship—and like a teenager the next—as he looked now. If Ayato had paid more attention, he could have hidden his age from the whole world whenever he wanted.

       "No," she said quickly, turning away from him.

       Clearly, Ayato enjoyed giving her heart attacks.

       But Caiome was a woman of steel, a beautiful face didn't shake her, just as it hadn't until now and wouldn't in the future either.

       She sighed softly, and Ayato moved closer to her, managing to make her feel the warmth seeping through his clothes.

       "I suppose you have missed such a view," he said.

       "Whatever," she said. "I wasn't particularly drawn to the ocean; my work took place on land, and when I couldn't teleport from one place to another, or I had too much luggage with me, my last option was the ocean. I couldn't do much on a simple ship so small."

       "Too much luggage?" he asked with a smile.

       "Don't ask questions you don't want to know," she stopped him quickly.

       "But maybe I do want to know the answer."

       "Even so, I don't think I need to tell you in words for you to understand."

       "Smuggling?"

       "I had many clients back then," she proudly shrugged.

       "And what exactly did your smuggling involve?"

       Caiome gave him a sideways glance. "Don't pretend you don't know from your file about me," she mumbled. "Stolen items, magical artifacts, lost things, forbidden powders, weapons of various classes among the many. And, recently, as I've heard directly from you, ramad aleizam."

       A few seagulls cried in the distance as Caiome studied his face again, and this time she didn't look away from him when Ayato turned to her. It wasn't like she had learned about her from a source alone, Caiome had been the one who had told him.

       Ayato had to admit at least to himself if not to me, Caiome told herself. He didn't know everything about her. He didn't know much about her. He didn't know the most important part of her life, and that just meant Caiome had done a good job of hiding from others. She didn't care that Ayato knew how many people she had killed, how many things she had stolen, how many nobles she had duped, and how many she had left empty of their wealth.

       She held his gaze for a few seconds, then looked back towards the ocean.

       "Ramad aleizam isn't always a bad substance," she said. "If you know how to prepare it, you can make a paste that can save your life, ingested or applied to wounds. It can be a disinfectant," she began to count on her fingers, "stop bleeding, intense fever, chills, enhance the regeneration speed of blood cells and can strengthen vision following explosion accidents. But to do that, you need other equally deadly plants when used on their own."

       "I was not told you had knowledge in medicine."

       "I don't," she said quickly, which made her even more suspicious. "I had a traveling companion who taught me a few things."

       "Not your sister?"

       "Kandra taught me only the basics. What to do in case of fever, a cold or severe flu, some open wounds or bleeding. She was crazy, but only with herself," she sighed finally. "She did all kinds of medical experiments. Many were good, and even more were total failures, but she was too ambitious, even for Baizhu. She tried to find an antidote even for red-snake venom, but ended up in bed for a whole week, with nausea and without sleep. I would have felt pathetic if I were in her place," she shook her head. "Then she always told me, 'You should listen to my words, not my actions,'" mimicked Caiome with a much more feminine voice. "Then she promised me she'd buy me sweets, but most of the time I took them myself."

       "And by 'took'..."

       "Don't split hairs," she demanded. "Anyway, between the two of us, I was the sane one, and Kandra was, as beautiful and gentle as she was, a bit of a madwoman."

       Ayato chuckled, and Caiome realized she had just said her sister's name. And that she was talking about her. There were rare moments when she talked about Kandra. Usually, Caiome forgot about her. Most of the time, she really did forget. Then someone like Ayato caught her off guard and brought her up in conversation, and Caiome, without realizing it, talked about her, remembering some episodes from a too distant past.

       "You do not need to keep your guard up about that," said Ayato.

       "You wouldn't be able to do anything to Kandra anyway."

       "Indeed. Besides, you know a lot about my family. I think it is only fair for me to know something about yours too."

       "I think you misunderstand the situation," she said. "Even if you couldn't do anything to Kandra, that doesn't mean I couldn't resort to drastic measures regarding yours."

       "Ohh," Ayato grinned. "Is that so?"

       "I've killed enough people for that Vision shell. Don't test me," she mumbled.

       "So, in a situation where you would have to threaten Ayaka to get the shell... would you do it?"

       Caiome frowned. "Of course," she said.

       "You hesitated," Ayato said just as quickly. "If you're going to make someone believe you, do not hesitate next time."

       "I didn't hesitate."

       "You would have said the same thing if the roles were reversed."

       Caiome pouted. "It doesn't matter, I don't want the shell back anymore. I could throw you overboard right now, right here. You're way too annoying."

       Ayato laughed again, and to Caiome, it sounded just like the laughter in the teahouse, but maybe not as intense, maybe not as amused. She looked behind them, where the crew members were passing by.

       "Oh," she said, looking back at him. It seemed that Ayato was never fully relaxed, because he was still attentive to his surroundings, even if he had to put on a political or warrior front.

       Now she was curious about what Ayato looked like when he didn't have to worry about anything. It seemed that even when Ayato tried to just be himself, he was still somewhat Lord Kamisato at the same time.

       Half an hour later, the ship docked, and Caiome and Ayato got back into the boat and were taken ashore. Caiome got off first. They were immediately approached by a middle-aged man, hunched over and his shoulders pulled made him seem older. He had black hair, with white strands, and a braided bandanna across his forehead to keep the sweat at bay. He wore ordinary clothes, but they seemed to be among those least used. Probably the nice clothes to welcome Ayato.

       "My lord," he said quickly, bowing before Ayato, who had barely set foot on the ground, taking the lead. "I didn't know you were coming in person. We were expecting Lady Ayaka and Mr. Thoma."

       "My sister and Thoma are caught up with other duties, now that the Shakunetsu no Taiyo festival is over. And since my entire authoritative staff is not available, I had to come myself for this check-up."

       "Of course, my lord."

       "I hope my abrupt arrival has not made you feel uncomfortable," Ayato added, and Caiome gave him a frown.

       Yeah, right. The man in front of them was trembling because of Ayato.

       "Not at all, my lord. Whether it's you or Lady Ayaka, we put the same effort into everything related to our work."

       "Considering I've known you for many years, Mr. Narutoshi, I'm sure that's the case. Also, excuse my late introductions. Mr. Narutoshi, this is Miss Caiome. She's my bodyguard and a close confidante of mine. Caiome, this is Mr. Narutoshi, the director of transportation on Tamagise Island and the manager of affairs here."

       Narutoshi bowed just as deeply to Caiome, who began to blink rapidly at the man.

       "I'm glad to meet you, Lady Caiome," he said.

       "Just Caiome is fine," she mumbled, still slightly confused.

       "I insist," Narutoshi said without lifting his head.

       "Sir," she spoke slowly and heavily, "I said just Caiome is fine. 'Lady' is what your Lord Kamisato calls me when he wants to make fun of me."

       "You caught me," Ayato shrugged with a smile towards her.

       Narutoshi didn't know how to respond to that, so he chuckled nervously, gesturing the way with his hand. "This way, please."

       Tamagise? Caiome thought.

       She knew that the direction of the ship was too straight, too familiar, approaching the more well-known island shapes. If you looked back, maybe you couldn't see the garden behind the Kamisato estate, but you could certainly distinguish the outline of the ridge on which it was situated, and at night you could see the telepoint light that stretched for kilometers.

       She had to know where they were going, considering that she had stared at these islands for entire mornings on end and not long before she had talked to Ayato about them. She didn't expect such a coincidence. Especially she didn't expect these islands to be under Ayato's jurisdiction. And yet...

       "Caiome," she heard Ayato calling her, and Caiome took her eyes off the mountains on Narukami Island. Ayato had already descended the small wooden bridge next to which the boat had docked, and Caiome felt again like she did on the day of the banquet, watching him from the logs after finishing her dance. "We don't want to be late," he added.

       "Mm," she said. "By the way," she whispered to Ayato, "If Thoma and Ayaka are so busy, why didn't you send Koshi here, as you've done before?"

       "Do not ask questions," Ayato whispered back, letting Narutoshi walk ahead of them a few steps. "Moreover, Koshi is not free either."

       "But he came with us on the ship, didn't he?"

       "And he is going back tonight without us."

       "Without us?" Caiome said. "Do you mean we're staying here?"

       Now all those small chests and her backpack full of clothes bought by Thoma made sense, most likely.

       "A few days. As I said earlier, it is a check-up, and there are many things to check if I want everything to go as smoothly until next year. Normally, Thoma is the one who comes every season to place various orders in time for different events."

       Caiome was about to ask what exactly the people who worked here were doing, but she quickly answered her own question when she looked ahead after a few meters of walking, after the small boats pulled ashore.

       Maybe you couldn't see it from the garden of the estate, but once you reached Tamagise Island, everything was an explosion of colors. Flowers of all sizes and colors, from perennial plants to blooming trees, stretched across the entire surface of the island. Of course, what struck Caiome first were the summer flowers, which were in full splendor, entire rows of flowers, and in the distance she could see magnolias and wisteria flowers in all three colors, pink, purple, and blue, flowing among branches and leaves like rain.

       Here and there were camps, and around the flower fields were wooden huts where people came in and out with baskets of flowers with a strange glow. Most of the women worked at tables full of flowers, while men stood among the beds, and behind them were children carrying wicker baskets. At first glance, they seemed to be working, but then you saw them chasing each other, seeming more like they were having fun. And aside from the camps in the center of the flower beds, tables were set among the huts, and on these tables were immense wreaths made of flowers and curved garlands.

       At each table stood a Cryo Vision bearer. Caiome didn't actually see them, but she could feel the cool air currents enveloping her, revealing their elemental power to everyone. Only a little later did she see them freezing the flowers.

       "It seems you want to rest first," Narutoshi said once they reached a not very large house. "We apologize that we cannot accommodate you at Tagami, as Lady Ayaka always asks us to prepare the rooms at the Green House."

       "The Green House is fine," said Ayato. "I intentionally didn't send directions, preferring to stay here, as close to the fields as possible."

       "Of course, my lord," Narutoshi said confidently once again.

       "As for today, I do not think we need rest. We can just settle our things, and then we will meet again an hour from now. How does that sound?"

       "Whatever you wish, my lord," Narutoshi said.

       "Hey, I didn't say I don't want to sleep," Caiome protested. "Do you remember what time you woke me up to bring me here?"

       "Come on, Caiome, you are used to waking up in the morning."

       "Because of whom, I wonder?" she mumbled, following Narutoshi.

       The Green House was, not exactly green. Its name came rather from the multitude of bamboo painted on the canvas of the windows and doors, and the immense shrubs surrounding the terraces and garden. It was certainly a house designed to accommodate superiors.

       Narutoshi led each of them to their rooms, which were right next to each other, then gave them space and agreed to meet them in front of the house in an hour. As if Caiome had anything to unpack in an entire hour.

       The room was spacious and beautifully decorated, with clean furniture, a fluffy carpet on the floor, and beddings of pale, pleasantly smelling colors, embroidered with lily flowers and fir leaves. Caiome jumped straight into bed, forgetting the backpack. The mattress was very soft, and the beddings were soft, perfect for sleeping for hours. And what do you know... If you closed the windows, it was pitch dark even in daylight.

       "But she knew that if she tried to fall asleep, Ayato would probably throw her out of bed, maybe out the window, so she left the windows open and threw herself back into bed.

       "Koshi~i," she whimpered into the pillow.

       "Yes, miss?" his voice came.

       "What does Ayato intend to do with me here?" she mumbled, trying to breathe, but she preferred to suffocate than to lift her face from the pillow.

       "I don't know, miss. I haven't received any information or orders."

       "Alright, then what does he intend to do with you once you return to Narukami?"

       "I don't know, miss, I haven't received any information or orders," he repeated. "Lord Kamisato mentioned that I would find my duties in his office when I return tonight."

       Caiome growled into the pillow. If she wasn't feeling so restrained, she'd have torn them all apart with her teeth.

       "Mitsuko didn't know I was coming here," she began, "you don't know why I came here and you don't know what you're supposed to do when you return, Narutoshi had no idea Ayato was coming here... No one knows anything. I almost feel like I'm being played again."

       "I wouldn't say so, miss."

       Caiome turned back in bed, looking at Koshi who was sitting in the corner by the window. 

       "Lord Kamisato seemed very relaxed coming here," he said.

       "Have you ever seen Ayato relaxed before?"

        Koshi slowly lowered his head. "In regards to some responsibilities, he is less tense compared to others."

        Caiome snorted. "That doesn't mean relaxed. What could he have done these six days while we were absent?"

       "I don't know, miss, Lord Kamisato hasn't given me any reports."

       "It was a rhetorical question. This man will die before he tells us anything he doesn't want us to know. So I have an idea!" she jumped in bed, clutching a pillow. "When you get back to Narukami, try to find out everything Ayato did in these six days. I don't know if you've noticed, but the fact that he came here, taking over something that should normally be Ayaka's job, something much easier than usual, must be related to his state of mind, right?"

       "Miss, it's not proper for me to investigate my lord's actions."

       "But we're not investigating," Caiome said. "We're just... curious. Plus, it's an order. As long as Ayato's orders don't interfere with mine, practically you have to do what I say, right?"

       "That would mean I have to inform Lord Kamisato of the order you just gave me."

       Caiome jumped, grabbing his arm, blinking rapidly. "Please? Look at it differently," she said, "if I'm right and all this change of scenario is related to his state of mind, implicitly his health, on the contrary, shouldn't you investigate what causes this to your lord?"

       Koshi looked at her for a long time. "Here... you're right."

       "See?" Caiome said, patting his back. "Ayato is stubborn, you know better than anyone that he doesn't want to show his weaknesses. If he's masking these weaknesses with this visit, it means something happened in these six days and it's still happening. Him coming here must be part of his plan, and he probably doesn't even want to let you know if he sent both of us to Watatsumi."

        "But if he really doesn't want us to know, wouldn't it mean we're disobeying his orders?"

       "Have you heard Ayato saying 'Don't meddle in my affairs from the last six days' before?"

       "Well, no..."

       "Then we have nothing to worry about," she shrugged, still holding onto his arm and smiling sweetly."

       "I feel like you're drawing me into one of your games," Koshi mumbled finally.

       "Even if you are, even if you're not, my arguments remain valid," she shrugged. "Whether it's just my curiosity or your duty, we end up here anyway, so I say we better cooperate than argue."

       "But what if you're right and something did happen to Lord Kamisato in these six days? What will we do then?"

       Caiome froze, stepping back from him. She crossed her arms over her chest, looking towards the window and the vast ocean. She wondered if something had happened to Ayato, but she didn't consider the possibilities. Could it have been a conflict based on the parchment he burned, but if it was serious, wouldn't he have at least called Koshi back from Watatsumi?

       And even if she felt curious, she wouldn't have been caught just standing there, that was for sure. But... in a way... maybe she didn't want to know anything. Or, rather, she didn't want anything to have happened.

       "In any case, we'll see then," she quickly waved her hand, feeling like she was avoiding Koshi's question. "Just send me a pigeon when you find out something, alright?"

       Before Koshi could respond, there were two knocks on the door, then it opened and Ayato entered.

       "I expected to find you in bed," he said.

       "Hmph," Caiome said. "Don't you know you should wait for permission first, then enter? What if I were undressed?"

       "In front of Koshi?"

       "You didn't know if Koshi was here or not."

       "Considering I called him and he did not answer, I thought the only possibility was that he is here, plotting something with you."

       "Even so," Caiome said, "you had no way of knowing I wasn't undressed."

       Koshi coughed into his fist. "Miss..."

       "I was just kidding," she said. "Don't be so serious, both of you."

       "I think Koshi agrees with me when I say you have a very dry sense of humor," Ayato said with a smile that seemed to thank the gods that Caiome hadn't made that joke in front of his employees. "But leaving that aside, shall we go? Mister Narutoshi is waiting for us."

 

Chapter 44: Chapter 44 ~ The Spies and the Flowers

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Chapter 44 ~ The Spies and the Flowers

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       Caiome quickly realized that these checks meant nothing more than what Ayato usually did, which was to read papers and stroll among the employees, making sure everything was going his way. They first passed by the tables with floral arrangements, where skilled women made flower crowns and garlands, while Cryo Vision bearers wrapped the flowers in a thin layer of ice that didn't even melt in the summer sun.

       "Usually," Narutoshi began to explain to Caiome as if specifically, "when flowers are exposed to the cold, they fade and wither. But the elemental power of the Cryo Vision applies a protective layer, keeping them fresh until another Cryo Vision bearer cancels out the applied elemental power."

       "Is it really so easy for another Vision bearer to do that?" Caiome asked, studying intensely the colored flower garlands.

       "It's just an innocent trick, not powerful at all," Narutoshi said, "so yes, it's possible. After being wrapped in the layer of ice, they are stored in boxes and kept in the shade, protected from the sun. Even though the rays can no longer affect them, they are best kept in a cool environment until the day of the transport. And this applies not only to festival or event flowers but also to florists partnering with the Yashiro Commission."

       "So, what are all these for?" Caiome gestured towards the garlands and crowns, all looking festive and lively.

       "We are having a wedding soon," Ayato said.

       "A wedding?" Caiome blinked, then grinned. "Are you finally getting married?"

       "Only if that could get me rid of your teasing, then I probably would, but we both know it is not going to happen," he replied with a chuckle. "Have you heard about the relationship between Chisato Hiiragi and Kujou Kamaji?"

       "They were supposed to get married three years ago, right? But the preparations were abruptly interrupted for some... unknown reason," she glanced at him.

        Ayato definitely had something to do with it. Surely the details were hidden in the files that Koshi had tried to force-feed her ten days ago, but Caiome hadn't gotten around to reading them—mostly because she was too bored. Anyway, it wasn't hard to figure out, but for the sake of the show, Caiome pretended not to know anything.

        "Last year, as soon as they decided on the wedding date after three years of engagement, they made a public announcement. And the ceremony will be at the end of the summer," Ayato said.

       "But there's still about a month and a half until then," Caiome mumbled, poking at a flower with large, sharp, slightly bent petals, feeling the chill of Cryo power as it touched and pricked her skin.

       "Lady Hiiragi and Lord Kujou wanted to have flowers from all seasons at the wedding," Ayato said. "That is why the orders for arrangements were placed last year, along with the official announcement."

       "Ohhh," Caiome said. "That makes sense. But does this power really keep that much?" she tapped the flower with her fingertip.

       "Of course," Narutoshi said. "As long as no other bearer cancels its envelope or the bearer who applied it is still alive, the envelope can last for years."

       If it was such an important event, Caiome thought, maybe it made sense for Ayato to come here himself. After all, Chisato Hiiragi was the head of the Hiiragi clan and the commissioner of the Kanjou Commission, and Kujou Kamaji was the commissioner of the Tenryou Commission; two immense clans were to unite in marriage, just like two Commissions.

       But at the same time... something seemed odd. Once Chisato Hiiragi became Kujou Kamaji's wife, she would resign from her position as commissioner, and another clan had to take the Hiiragi family's place, which would upset the order Ayato had tried to maintain until now. And probably that's why, three years ago, their supposed wedding was canceled. It made sense why Ayato had poked his nose into it, whatever he did about it.

       But considering how relaxed Ayato was now, something must have happened in the last three years that, even if it didn't benefit Ayato, at least didn't change his authority, position, and benefits. Caiome looked at him inquisitively, and Ayato waved his hand lightly, as if silently telling her he would explain everything later.

       Ultimately, the HUGE order for the wedding ceremony was going well, and everyone was sure they would finish on time, neither too early nor too late. And many other flower garlands and crowns with ribbons were for small events or decorations.

       And Caiome stuck with Narutoshi until a Cryo Vision bearer showed her how to apply the ice barrier to garlands, her eyes fixed only on the flowers.

       "Hm, hm," Caiome said, studying everyone's work.

       "It seems Miss Caiome is very curious by nature, if I may," Narutoshi said beside Lord Kamisato.

       "She is always like that when she comes across something that catches her attention," he replied, nodding slightly, both of them looking at Caiome who asked question after question and received instant answers from a boy who didn't seem to be older than twenty. The boy smiled at her, and sometimes even laughed when Caiome seemed to make a joke.

       Something about Caiome's personality, or rather the way she approached things, made others behave more relaxed around her, and soon more and more women joined the discussion, not only explaining how Cryo envelopes worked but also showing how to weave the garlands and crowns.

       And Ayato began to feel a little embarrassed that instead of being in their midst, he just had to watch.

       Because it was impossible not to notice how all the women rose from their seats and bowed to him. Caiome doubted that everyone here knew him personally or had ever seen him before, yet they behaved as if they knew exactly who he was, speaking hesitantly when Ayato asked them something, with flushed cheeks, afraid of making a mistake.

      But maybe that's how things were supposed to go, the consequence of his status of not being able to engage in a relaxed conversation with anyone. Not that he was defined as a relaxed person. Time was always against him, so even if he wanted, he couldn't have a long conversation with someone about... trivialities.

       Even though Ayato seemed to be the polite man who always reassured the employees to speak freely when he asked them about garlands and orders, about the amount they worked daily, where all these arrangements were stored, how many Cryo Vision bearers were currently working, and how the relationships between the employees were.

       The last question seemed to create a bit of panic in their eyes.

       "I am not trying to uncover drama," Ayato told them with exceptional calm, maintaining his charming smile. "I just want to make sure you are working in a pleasant environment, that is all, without encountering any problems."

      "Everything is fine, my lord," a middle-aged woman said. "Mr. Thoma always makes sure of that himself when he comes here, and Lady Ayaka is just as attentive, thank you."

       "I am glad to hear that," Ayato nodded, then moved on.

       The next item on the list was the decorative flower culture—the quantities of flowers that were planted, which were growing and blooming, which reached the right size to be picked and stored for orders.

       The discussion quickly became boring for Caiome, especially when most of Narutoshi's answers were positive, both of them diving into a conversation about statistics, profit, and percentages. So she found something else to do, like examining the varieties of flowers stretching out before her, moving away from the two men who walked slowly among the bushes at their feet.

       Lilies, plumerias, gladioli, irises, gerberas, and various varieties of roses and all the derivatives of all the flowers Caiome had ever seen in her life were here. It was as if she was in the Sky Garden her older sister used to tell her about when she was little, to take her mind off pain when she got hurt or sick.

       Stopping in front of some torch-gold dahlias—which were in a long row of various other dahlia varieties, including the fire-and-ice dahlia, pompon dahlia, or giant dahlia—Caiome sank to her knees. The sun was starting to become hotter as lunchtime approached, and there were still morning dew drops on the dahlias, which wasn't good, considering the water would warm up and wilt the flower petals.

       The torch-gold dahlias had slightly conical petals, which meant that, unlike other flowers that had already shaken off the dew by now, their petals would fade faster, especially since the sun's rays were always unpredictable in summer.

       Caiome reached out a hand, letting a few gentle gusts of wind remove the dew from the petals. Then she noticed another dahlia touched by dew, and another, and another, until she shook all the flowers of dew.

       But in doing so, Caiome noticed small silhouettes hiding behind the giant bushes, then began to hear whispers. She put her hands on her hips, tapping her foot lightly.

       "I didn't expect to find field mice twirling around me," Caiome said. "Come on, get out of there."

       Slowly rising from behind the bushes, two boys and a girl lowered their heads, standing with their hands behind their backs, swaying, as if they were in trouble. All three seemed to be about the same age and were certainly close if they were hiding together.

       "Did you go on an adventure and decide to spy on me?" Caiome asked them.

       "No, of course not," one of the boys, who seemed braver, said, making Caiome put her hands on her hips, approaching him from above with a smirk on her face.

       "Really now?"

       "Just... we rarely have visitors," he continued, nervously chuckling.

       "And then you did this thing, whoosh!" the other boy said, spinning his hands then raising his arms. "And there was dew everywhere on the flowers, and foom! So we just wanted to see everything up close without getting caught."

       "So... you were really spying on me. On me and Ayato ever since we got here, if my senses don't fail me, right?"

       The boys looked at each other, then let out a sigh.

       "What are your names?" she asked.

       "I'm Mahito," the first boy who spoke said, "and they're Aoi and Mika," he pointed first to the girl, then to the other boy.

       "Alright, Mahito, Aoi, Mika, then let me give you a lesson on spying," Caiome said, and all three suddenly seemed much more excited. "First and foremost, you have to make sure you can't be seen, so you have to choose a strategic spot from where to watch your target, a place with a good view but far enough away so the person being watched won't notice. Got it?"

       All three of them nodded.

       "Then, if you're a team, never stay all three in the same place, otherwise you can be found much easier. You need to find a way to communicate between yourselves, to transmit information."

       "Oh, like this?" said Aoi, then whistled a few times like a bird.

       "Exactly," said Caiome. "You're a secret organization now, so you need to have your own language. Does everyone know how to whistle?" she asked, and the boys nodded as well. "Good. In that case, establish some signals for different commands, like withdrawal or mission complete, or when you feel in danger of being discovered. And from there, you can establish many other things. Let me hear you."

       In less than a few minutes, the three children had already set a tone for all the basic things Caiome dictated.

       "Alright," she said. "That being said... why were you following me, exactly?"

       "Oh, uh...," Mahito began to stammer.

        "We wanted to give you something," said Maki, his cheeks turning pink.

        "Such as?"

        Aoi cleared her throat, then pulled out from behind her a flower with large petals, an intensely red lily, with slightly curled petals on the edges and shades of white on their edges. In her other hand was a blue flower with petals in two layers and two shades.

        "It's about the only thing we can give as a gift to strangers," said Aoi.

        Caiome chuckled lightly, then leaned towards Aoi, turning her head slightly towards her.

         "Then you should have the honour," she said, and Aoi suddenly smiled, skillfully placing the lily near her hairpin, securing it neatly.

        Caiome expected that as soon as Aoi put the flower in her hair, it would fall, but that was not the case.

        "As a reward, how about we play a game?" Caiome proposed.

        "A game? With you?" Mahito exclaimed, as did the other two.

        "Hmm. You like strangers, don't you? Those who usually don't come around here."

        All three nodded.

        "In that case, how about putting into practice everything I've taught you so far and spying on Lord Kamisato?"

        The three started to hesitate.

        "But... it's Lord Kamisato," said Mika. "We can't do that, it's not polite towards him and we don't want to upset him."

       "In fact, I think you would do him a favour," said Caiome. "Did you know that even princes get bored in their private rooms? Take his presence here as a kind of... hmm, leisure time for His Majesty."

       "But Lord Kamisato still works with Mr. Narutoshi," said Aoi.

       "I'm around him daily," said Caiome. "Believe me, it will be fine, you're experienced spies now, it would be a shame not to put your talents to use. Your mission is to find out... hmm... how many times Lord Kamisato smiles before noon. One of you will need to stand to the north, one to the south, and one to the west, while I'll stand to the east, so we can watch him from all angles. What do you say to that?"

      The three exchanged glances, then nodded and reached out their hands, stacking them on top of each other.

       After establishing the signals once again, the children dispersed, each finding a place to hide, while Caiome turned back to Ayato with a skip in her step, making sure the red lily didn't fall from her hair.

       "Where did you get that?" Ayato asked once Caiome settled down on his right, keeping watch.

        "This?" said Caiome, touching the flower that was still in its place. "I found it on the ground. I thought no one would use it anymore, so I kept it."

       Led by Mr. Narutoshi, the two roamed through all the decorative flower beds. Occasionally, bird calls could be heard, making Ayato look around, but he saw no one except Caiome, who seemed to be constantly in position, blocking his right side. Caiome just smiled at him, sometimes waved, then Mr. Narutoshi invited him to move on to the next variety of flowers.

      It wasn't as if Ayato didn't notice the same whistled calls or the bushes rustling every few meters he covered in a certain direction or the small footprints on the ground or the dark strands of hair among so many brightly colored flowers or the way Caiome occasionally glanced back at them.

       "Is something wrong?" Ayato would ask from time to time.

       "Nope," Caiome would say, oddly quiet beside him, without commenting, without making remarks, or rolling her eyes.

       When they reached the end of the decorative flower beds, entering the fields for medicinal plants, Caiome let Ayato go ahead, and he realized Caiome had disappeared from beside him when he turned around to ask her how long her game with the three kids was going to last.

      "Let me hear the report," Caiome demanded when Mahito, Mika, and Aoi ran to her, hiding behind tall gladiolus bushes in all colors.

       "I counted fifteen times," said Mika solemnly.

       "I counted twelve," said Mahito.

       "And I only counted seven," Aoi said.

       "Good, good," said Caiome, putting her hands on her hips. "Now tell me, how many times did Lord Kamisato genuinely smile?"

       The question seemed to stump the kids, looking confusedly from one to the other.

       "They all seemed the same to me," Mahito said confused.

       "Me too," shrugged Aoi.

       "Is there any difference?" Mika asked.

       "Of course," said Caiome. "Only then can you reach a real conclusion if you know the intentions of the person you're spying on. If you can't even figure that out, then you'll never be able to call yourselves spies, and each of your missions will fail," she raised a finger.

       "Then," said Aoi, "how many times did Lord Kamisato genuinely smile?"

       Caiome sighed slightly and stood up, looking at the three.

       "How many times did Lord Kamisato was looking for you?" she asked.

       The three looked at each other, hoping that at least one of them would have the answer, but the truth was that they had been too busy hiding as best they could to count how many times they had done it so when they felt too endangered, whistling the signals from time to time.

       Caiome shook her head. "When you find the answer to that question, then you'll know.

       Because, just as Ayato was attentive to his surroundings, trying to bring the kids into the light, and Caiome was attentive to the expressions on his face because she also wanted to take her mission seriously, to count how many times Lord Kamisato smiled. But she seemed to be the only one who, being so close, could tell the difference between his polite smile and the smile that found the whole situation amusing.

       Well, that wasn't surprising for Caiome at all, considering she had seen Ayato a few times with Himawari and Uta.

       And yet... she couldn't help but be attentive to him.

      "But if that's true," said Aoi, "doesn't it mean that Lord Kamisato genuinely smiles when he looked for you too?" Aoi asked.

        Any authoritative attitude seemed to disappear from Caiome, looking down at the three children who awaited the answer with wide eyes.

       "Hmm," she said, shifting her gaze towards the flower fields. "It's different with me," she said suddenly. "He was just amused by the situation, that's all. If you had been with him, you would have noticed."

       "That doesn't sound like an answer," said Mika.

       "If your teacher says so, then it is so, and you shouldn't misinterpret their words, just like with parents," Caiome quickly added.

       "Parents!" Mahito suddenly exclaimed. "We were supposed to help them this afternoon, weren't we, gathering lavender flowers?" he asked the other two.

       "Oh, yes," said Mika. "But we're having so much fun~"

       "Then... can you give this to Lord Kamisato?" Aoi asked, handing the blue flower to Caiome.

       "Why don't you give it to him yourselves?" she said.

       "We can't!" said Aoi. "Lord Kamisato is very busy, we can't intervene."

       "I'm sure Lord Kamisato already knows about you," she laughed.

       "Even more reason not to make eye contact with him now," said Mika.

       "A small flower won't hurt his pride or kill his time."

       "Well...," said Aoi. "Okay, then. Miss Caiome is right."

       "You just want to see Lord Kamisato face to face," teased Mahito.

       "So what?" she pouted, holding the little stem of the blue flower.

       "I've seen this before," said Caiome. "But if it makes you feel better, I'll come with you anyway. Shall we go?"

       The four went out after the tall gladiolus, and as Caiome pushed them - literally - from behind, the kids tried to find excuses to hide behind each other until they reached Lord Kamisato and Mr. Narutoshi, who turned to them, looking from Caiome to the children and back.

       "You're having a special audience, Your Highness," Caiome announced, placing the children in line, then standing beside Ayato, who blinked slightly surprised at the three. He hadn't expected to see them so soon.

       Mahito and Mika took a soldier's position, standing upright, with their hands glued to their bodies, while Aoi held tightly onto the blue flower.

       "So these are the three bunnies who have been following me all morning," said Ayato, and Caiome shrugged.

       Mr. Narutoshi, on the other hand, flinched when he heard his lord's words.

       "Mahito, Mika, Aoi," he said with a strong voice, "how many times have I told you not to run around here aimlessly, especially in front of Lord Kamisato? This behavior is unacceptable." Narutoshi turned to Ayato, bowing deeply. "I apologize, my lord, for their attitude. It seems we have failed to educate them properly."

       Ayato, on the other hand, gave him a smile, and the three suddenly understood what it meant for Lord Kamisato to smile genuinely.

       "What behavior?" he said to Narutoshi. "They are just kids playing." Turning to the kids, Ayato knelt in one knee in front of them, looking at each one. "So, am I to understand that Miss Caiome here has dragged you into her games as far as I am concerned?"

       "Uh... we're sorry if we offended you," said Mahito, bowing his head, starting to play with the hem of his short-sleeved shirt.

       Ayato raised his hand, ruffling his brown hair.

       "Actually, on the contrary," he smiled. "I had fun trying to hide from you. Next time you want to play spies, maybe you let me know in advance, so I can participate, alright?"

       The three quickly changed their attitude, nodding in approval.

       "But do not listen to Miss Caiome anymore from now on, or she might turn you into wanted criminals," he laughed.

       "Hey!" said Caiome, nudging him in the ribs with her knee. "I just gave them a few tips to play with, not to rob Tenshukaku."

       "I understand. But how come such skilful spies as you decided to confront me face to face?" he asked the kids.

       "We just wanted to give you a gift," mumbled Aoi, then gathered courage and handed him the blue flower. "It's a columbine," she said.

       "It is a very beautiful flower," said Ayato, and Caiome nudged him again from behind when he reached to take the flower.

       "It goes in your hair, your lordship."

       Caiome knew that Ayato didn't want to put any kind of flower in his hair, and not because of how it looked, but because it reminded him of the night Caiome had fun decorating him with flowers and letting him go out like that in front of everyone. And Ayato knew that would make Caiome laugh at him.

       "In that case," he said, handing the flower back to Aoi, "maybe you would like to help me?"

       Aoi blushed deeply, but took the flower from Lord Kamisato's hand, who turned his head slightly towards her, and placed it between his side braids that ended in a wavy tail.

       "How do I look?" he asked.

       "It suits you very well, milord," said Aoi, and Ayato placed a hand on her head, patting her gently, then stood up.

       "I think I should thank you for this, considering you chose it for me," he said.

       "I'm sure milord would look good in anything," Aoi said confidently, clenching her fists, trying to show she wasn't trembling with excitement.

       "You overestimate me," Ayato said. "Even I have days when my hair does not cooperate."

       "Really?" Mahito exclaimed. "But you look so cool!"

       "Hm, hm," Mika nodded, adopting a more confident attitude. "I've told my parents so many times that when I grow up, I want to be like you."

       "Oh? Is that so?"

        "Yeah. I want to live on Narukami Island and be important to Inazuma, making life easier for everyone, even those on smaller islands. Not that you're not doing a good job," he rushed, speaking quickly, "but, you know, to continue and maybe make it even easier."

       "Me too, me too," Mahito quickly chimed in.

       "Me too," Aoi mumbled, feeling left behind.

       "Well, you know what that means?" he asked, drawing everyone's attention to him. "It means you have to work very hard. If you consider yourselves so ambitious, I might even be able to help you in the future."

       The children's eyes seemed to fill with stars. "Of course," they all said at once.

       "But for that to happen, you must be obedient to your elders because, for now, no matter how much you like it or not, you are still children. So do not run off to places your parents do not know about, or they will get worried."

       "Of course."

       "Good. If we understand each other, you should go back to them. We will see each other again before Miss Caiome and I leave to go back home, I promise. Is that alright?"

       The children nodded, then bid their farewells and ran back among the flower bushes.

       "You should be careful, milord," Caiome said, teasing him, "otherwise these kids might steal the commissioner position from right under your nose."

       "Do you think so? Well, if there is someone who could do a better job than me, I certainly would not mind." He said that, but in his voice there was a hint of arrogance, like there was no one better than him at his job and he knew it. 

       "You could have been a little easier on them with the spy game and not laugh so much at them."

       "If I laughed at anyone, it was you, Caiome," he grinned. "I am well aware they are just children."

       "When these kids will be your age, you'll be an old man hobbling around with three legs - two legs and a cane - so I suggest you be even more careful, or they'll beat you bare-bottomed. Look, they've already manipulated you into dressing up as a princess," she pointed to the flower slightly tilted in his hair.

       "As I said," he adjusted his voice, "they are children from common families. I do not expect or intend to make them understand strict rules like these."

       "Alright, alright, as you say," she grumbled, sitting in front of him. "Lean down a bit, your flower is crooked."

       Ayato listened without objections and leaned down as she rose on tiptoe, grabbing onto one of his shoulders. She reached out, readjusting the blue flower in his braid, then fixed his bangs so they wouldn't cover its petals.

       "Thank you," he said once Caiome stepped back on her full sole, and Ayato stood up straight again.

       "I don't always get the chance to fix the appearance of the supreme princess of Inazuma," she shrugged.

       Narutoshi approached the two quietly, coughing lightly. "It's time for the employee lunch break," he announced. "I think you two should also have a hot meal."

       "Finally," said Caiome. "My stomach's been growling for hours. What are we having today?" she asked Narutoshi.

       "How about some wine-cooked steak with spices?"

       "Oh, sounds divine. I've been dreaming about it for almost two weeks now."

       "Right this way, please."

 

Chapter 45: Chapter 45 ~ The King and the Player

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Chapter 45 ~ The King and the Player

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       "Hmm," mumbled Caiome as she pushed her bishop forward on the shogi board, trying to block Koshi's silver general from getting close to her king.

       However, Koshi found an escape route, intercepting her bishop, and not only took it but launched a direct attack towards Caiome's gold general, who was about to promote. But if Caiome moved her general towards promotion, her king would be exposed, but if she didn't, Koshi would take her general.

       "What nonsense," Caiome cried, on the verge of knocking all the pieces off the board, as she had done in the past.

        "You left your left side open, miss," Koshi said calmly, standing upright.

       "I didn't leave anything open; it's just that... This game is stupid," she grumbled, sulking, resting her chin in her palm.

       "Only those who are not good at playing shogi say that," chuckled Ayato from his desk, opening another file in which he placed a few handwritten papers, reviewing them once again to make sure he noted everything he observed that morning.

       After lunch, Ayato didn't go out to the flower fields, agreeing with Narutoshi to look into medicinal plants the next day, as Ayato had to deal with recordings, reports, and a few things from home he had brought with him for the few days he would spend on Tamagise Island.

       And since Koshi had to stay by Lord Kamisato's side, and Caiome wasn't allowed to wander alone - she might ruin something - all three of them stayed in the Green House office with the windows open, looking out at the green expanses in the distance. Ayato stayed in the office all afternoon, and soon Koshi had to head to the small dock to return to Narukami Island.

       So, with nothing else to do the whole day, Koshi and Caiome started playing shogi again.

        "It was hard for me to find a chessboard in the west, let alone play shogi," she mumbled, finally moving her gold general.

       She could retreat with the king later if necessary, but Koshi, instead of attacking the king or trying to corner her newly promoted general, moved a knight forward. Koshi was definitely up to something, so Caiome had to prepare for the worst.

       "So forgive me if I haven't played games of intelligent and noble people before," she added petulantly, moving a pawn towards Koshi's king, trying to block him, but he managed to slip past with the other knight. "So, about the wedding between Hiiragi Chisato and Kujou Kamaji... You had something to do with the incident three years ago, didn't you?"

       "Hmm," Ayato pondered, as if he didn't understand what Caiome was telling him.

       "Don't play dumb with me," she snapped lightly at him, and Ayato tilted his head slightly, letting the blue flower in his hair still visible, although soon it would wither. Perhaps he should have pressed it before it happened so he could preserve its beautiful shape.

       "There is not much to say," said Ayato. "It was more of an internal conflict than an external one within the Kanjou Commission; I just lent a hand, and Kujou Kamaji played his role perfectly. The minor clans in the Kanjou Commission wanted to start a war for the Commissioner position, effectively selling Hiiragi Chisato to the Tenryou Commission."

       "But the fact that they want to get married wouldn't mean the same thing, considering Chisato has no one in her family who can take her place and ensure that the Hiiragi family remains at the head of the Kanjou Commission?"

        "Not necessarily," said Ayato. "In these three years, Lady Hiiragi has strengthened her position in the Tri-Commission, making sure that even if she marries into the Kujou family, it doesn't mean she won't still be the Commissioner of the Kanjou Commission. The two Commissions will be united through marriage, but will operate separately, just like they do now."

       "Hmm," Caiome made thoughtfully, moving a knight that Koshi immediately took, but it was a necessary sacrifice. But you didn't have to be a shogi expert to realize that Caiome, for the seventh time that day, was losing to Koshi. How exactly did he do it?

       "Relations with other clans and international partners are just as important," said Ayato, putting down his brush in the ink, then gently wiped the edge of it before picking up writing again. "Lady Hiiragi has built such strong foundations in these relationships that the minor clans know they will not be able to support them if she were not to continue as Commissioner. If Lady Hiiragi were to give up her position in the government, the Kanjou Commission would be left empty, and instead of the other clans deepening those relations, or at least maintaining them, they would decline, and no one wants that."

       "And I guess that was Chisato's intention from the beginning," said Caiome, studying a pawn piece she left on the board next to Koshi's bishop.

       "No one likes to be played, not even Lady Hiiragi, so yes, she wanted to become an invaluable asset that no one can do without, even if she gets married."

       "You probably gave her a memorable speech," she grinned.

       "Impossible," said Ayato. "All I did was give her a push, as they say on the streets. "

       "Admit it," she rolled her eyes. "You're proud of it. Even you should feel satisfied with all your successes; you're not made of stone."

        "I apologize for contradicting you, but I find no satisfaction in anything like this. I only fulfill my responsibilities and honor the oath I made to the Shogunate."

       Caiome snorted softly. "I'm sorry I don't understand this devotion. Or this stupid game," she threw another pawn forward.

       "So I understand that it is not to your taste," said Ayato.

       "Of course it's not," she said. "A game of shogi isn't like a battlefield, and a battlefield isn't like a game of shogi. Chess in general assumes that you go to battle on equal terms, with the same pieces, the same skills, the same scenarios that you can practice on a limited area. A real battle wouldn't be like that because everyone has an advantage, not only intelligence but also resources or troops with different individuals. What if, while Koshi's pieces are normal, mine are made up of, let's say, Vision bearers?"

       "If you plan everything correctly, gathering the right information, even so, Koshi could still beat you. Such as the weaknesses of Vision bearers, what types of Visions they hold, how much elemental control bearers have over their abilities, and how much force they can fight with."

       "What I'm trying to say is that a real struggle is not like a game board. People are unpredictable, these pieces are made of wood, they don't have thoughts. If you tell them to move forward and sacrifice themselves for you, they will. I prefer to deal with unpredictability rather than with mindless dolls," she mumbled.

       "It is necessary to think like that, miss," said Koshi, moving a knight. "Even in real life, as a leader, sometimes they have to think of our army as soulless objects, because that's how things work."

       "This rule is for you, those from the noble houses," she waved her hand. "I don't come from noble families that have enough power to command others."

       Ayato smiled slightly crookedly, shaking his head.

       "Move your bishop to C7," he said, and Caiome looked surprised at him. Not only did Ayato keep his head down all this time, but there was a considerable distance between them.

       Nevertheless, Caiome listened to him and moved her bishop to the indicated square, taking Koshi's knight.

       "It should be checkmate now," announced Ayato, and both Caiome and Koshi blinked confusedly at the wooden board and lifeless pieces.

       Caiome was sure she was going to lose this time too, considering how many pieces were turned against her and how many openings to her own king she had.

       "How did you..." she whispered in confusion.

       "Koshi," Ayato said, "it is late. I think you should leave now if you want to get to the dock before the ship leaves."

       "Of course, milord," he bowed to him, then to Caiome, and left.

       "Your problem is not that you cannot think inside a limited space, Caiome," said Ayato, moving the papers on his desk from side to side, while she turned her gaze to him. "Or that you cannot adapt to situations that limit your freedom. You can read a lot about a person's character just by watching them play a certain game, shogi, chess from the west or any other strategy game. If you look at the shogi board" - Caiome turned to the board - "you can see some of your characteristics. As I said, your problem is not adaptation, but how much of your influence you can see reflected in the people you command."

       Ayato had said something like this before...

       "In any shogi game, the king is the leader, and the player is the king," Ayato continued, still focusing on his reports. "If the king falls, the player loses the game, so it is natural for the player to protect their king, that is, to protect themselves. Without him, the game couldn't continue. Put yourself in a Shuumatsuban mission, for example. In order to be able to command your people, you have to keep yourself safe too. But if you look at your shogi board, your king is open from many directions, inviting the opposing side to close him in."

       "That's because I have too few pieces that don't have any purpose on the board," she mumbled frustratedly. She didn't like it when someone lectured her.

       Ayato, on the other hand, just chuckled. It was only then that he raised his eyes to her. "I cannot agree with you. You do not protect your king because you consider him equal to the other pieces. He must be protected to some extent, but your main goal is ultimately to capture the opposing king."

       "And what's wrong with that? Isn't that how a shogi game ends, dividing and conquering?"

       "Of course, but what you are doing is putting yourself, the king, on the same level as the other pieces because you also see yourself in the other pieces. You do not think of them as individuals with different abilities, different advantages. You see them the same because you would be the same in any situation. In short, when you move a piece, when you give an order to those in the Shuumatsuban, it is like giving an order to yourself. You double yourself and give an order based on what you are capable to, not what they can do. Even though you said earlier that shogi pieces are just objects because they move according only to you, you still objectify the members of the Shuumatsuban and in real life, because you objectify yourself."

       "That..." she began. "You're doing it again! Trying to read me as if you're reading your tea leaves."

       "I certainly do no read tea leaves," was his response. "There are just a few things I have noticed since you started taking your role more seriously, whether it is office work or field work. And as I said, your attitude is reflected in the shogi pieces you have on the board."

       Caiome snorted even louder, turning to the table with the wooden board.

       "Fine," she said. "Then what about that influence you mentioned earlier?"

       "Oh, that... You were just one move away from winning this game. Just like in all the other six games before."

       Caiome blinked. "Really?"

       Ayato nodded slightly. "What blocked you from seeing that was not only the fact that you underestimated yourself, but at the same time you thought of the pieces as identical and that none of them could do more than you had already tried." Setting the papers down, Ayato rose from his desk with a grace that made Caiome look at him until Ayato reached the table, then sat on the other side. "I guess those are the consequences of someone who has never relied on others."

      "Look who's talking," she rolled her eyes. "You trust very few people too."

      "But that doesn't mean I do not rely on them to some extent, as long as our relationship is well defined, whether it is just a partnership or a relationship based on respect, friendship, or family. Furthermore, the relationship between me and my Shuumatsuban members is as close as it can be, considering that I trust them to carry out all their missions."

      "And why are you telling me this?"

       Ayato could truly smile when he wanted to. And in the past few days, Caiome noticed that there were moments when he wasn't as tense as usual. He was just as annoying with his punishments, of course, and still threatened her with violations or losing her status, but while that personality of his continued to hold, Caiome began to see another side emerging.

       "Because you are supposed to do the same," he said.

       "You're the one who gave me this role, remember? If you thought I could change my perceptions and way of thinking just because I can now give orders to an entire organization, you're mistaken, which means it was your mistake. You can't give such a position to someone who hasn't expressed a desire or ambition for it."

       "Not that it does not suit you," Ayato replied. "I decided to take a break from my desk work. What do you say we play a round of shogi?"

       "No way," said Caiome. "You've probably been playing this game since you learned to sit on your ass. You'd beat me in five moves."

       "I could beat you in three," he said, "but I will not do that, because I want to enjoy my break."

      "Encouraging," Caiome mumbled.

      Nevertheless, they both set up the pieces in their initial position, and Caiome, at Ayato's urging, made the first move, advancing one of her pawns, and Ayato did the same. They played quietly for the first few minutes, and Caiome tried not to give herself away through her expressions, thinking silently while Ayato's words echoed in her head.

      Should she protect the king? Should she play as before? What did it mean that she considered the pieces the same? She played perfectly according to the rules, knowing that each moved differently already and tried to put that into practice, but she couldn't shake the feeling that Ayato had said more than what was visible on the surface.

       "You shouldn't think too much," he said at one point.

       "You've said quite a lot for me not to think too much," she mumbled, moving the rook forward, trying to attack the right flank that Ayato was building.

      "The way you play shogi is not particularly useless or bad," he said, focusing on the left flank this time, which was only made up of a bishop and two pawns, but positioned too well for Caiome to risk losing any important piece.

      "Odd," she said, "that's how you made it seem."

       "That was not my intention," he apologized.

       "Even if you say that, know that it doesn't make it sound any better. It's like breaking a plate, then apologizing to it."

       "A fascinating choice of words," he said, moving one of the generals, promoting it, quickly approaching Caiome's king, who suddenly panicked, gathering her pieces towards the center to disrupt his movements. 

       Nevertheless, Ayato managed to break through her formation, and before Caiome realized it, her king was surrounded by a promoted golden general and a silver one, while her only escape route was blocked by a bishop.

       "See why I didn't want to play with you?" she complained. "Even I know when an enemy cannot be defeated and that it's better to retreat."

       "But you did not," Ayato said.

       "Don't tell me I was one move away from winning again," she rolled her eyes.

      "Not at all," he laughed. "You were still far off. You just need to consider all the possibilities you have and stop thinking that you are playing the game only from your perspective. Try to place each piece at the center of your thought flow, to look from its perspective, not from the king's perspective."

       Caiome bit her thumbnail, hugging herself with her other hand, looking at the game board. What could she have moved instead of the pawn from D2? Or instead of the rook that Ayato captured from E9? If she were to plan the game around the rook, to protect it, she would have moved it to F4 at the first opportunity she had. But that wouldn't have been enough to break through Ayato's formation. And probably would have put her bishop in danger, but maybe she would have managed to take at least one more of Ayato's pieces to use later.

       Whatever... It was too late now anyway.

      "Having said that," Ayato continued, and Caiome looked up at him, "as I mentioned earlier, your perspective is not bad or useless, just different. So I thought it would be good to give you a position of authority in the Shumatsuban because of this difference between us which, rather than fighting with mine, complements it."

       "Seriously?" she raised an eyebrow. "Because every time I had a different opinion from you, you did everything possible to undermine it or forbid it."

      "That is probably because I haven't yet encountered a situation to prove my theory."

       "You're full of bullshit, man," she said. "Anyway, leaving that aside, I think I could help you with something else in return." Caiome reached out her hand towards him. "Can you lend me the columbine for a moment?"

       Ayato hesitated a bit, probably because he had grown fond of the blue flower in the last few moments, even though it had been the target of Caiome's jokes all day, but he listened. He took the flower out of his hair and handed it to Caiome.

       "Take off your gloves," she requested.

       "Why?"

       "I know it's in your nature to know everything, but do you just want to listen to me without asking so many questions for once? I'm not going to kill anyone."

       Ayato hesitated this time too, but he took off his gloves, leaving them next to him on the tatami mat-covered floor. Caiome left the flower in his palms, with the petals facing up.

       "Apply a very, very thin layer of Hydro power," she requested.

       Ayato didn't ask any questions this time and listened to her. He didn't form a sphere around the columbine, but simply applied a layer of water, maintaining the intensity of the element constantly. Before Ayato could ask Caiome what she was going to do, she put her hands under his, and more than that, she touched the backs of his palms.

       Soon, Ayato felt not only the wind element slipping between his fingers, but rising around his power and touching his own element, as if it wanted to invade it. He began to feel cold currents penetrating his palms and under his cuffs, and soon he felt as if his veins were being pricked and his blood began to freeze. But he didn't pull back, because the image of the columbine in his hands began to change.

       Slowly, the Hydro layer applied by him transformed into a layer of ice so thin that you could clearly see the petals of the columbine, but they no longer had the same texture to the touch and were not as flexible now as they were frozen.

       Caiome took her hands from under Ayato's hands, studying her creation, touching its petals.

       "This should do," she whispered.

       "What did you do exactly?"

       Caiome leaned on the table on her arms. "Well, I just thought... If what keeps the flowers so fresh is the elemental power of Cryo visions, it means that any elemental power can be applied as long as it doesn't harm the flowers. Elemental power of any kind, when combined with another type, can cause reactions. If my power and yours merge in a controlled manner, and if I adjust the temperature of the wind, I can make the water freeze," she pointed to the flower. "In short, I created the Cryo coating that your employees use by combining our powers. Of course, it may not have the same effectiveness, and if you want to break the coating, I guess you'll need the same combination of elemental types, a Hydro and an Anemo, but at least it won't let the columbine become just a bunch of dry fringes. You can put it on a shelf or something."

       Caiome smiled, actually very proud of her creation, and this only made Ayato smile back, albeit smaller, unnoticed.

       "I understand. It seems that at least in creating coatings, we are compatible."

       "Oh," Caiome said. "Well... I suppose..." she mumbled to herself. "Well, then," she quickly said, taking her red lily out of her hair, "my turn."

       She placed the flower in Ayato's palms and practiced the exact same method, and soon, standing on one side of the shogi table, there were two frozen flowers, red and blue, keeping their petals facing up, shining in the light streaming through the open window.

       "Alright, then I will get back to my work," Ayato said, about to rise. "I have already lost too much time."

       "Mhmm, okay," she mumbled.

       Looking at both flowers, Caiome realized: for a Cryo Vision, it was easy to practice this method; but when it came to Anemo and Hydro, they needed two compatible forces that complemented each other's gaps. And if that was a general rule...

       "Another game!" she said loud enough to scare the nearby birds.

        Ayato stopped halfway from getting up, looking at the way Caiome grabbed the wide sleeve of his robe so he wouldn't leave. She stood with a finger pointing at him and her eyes shining, as if she had just discovered a revolutionary theory, seeming too confident.

        "A small one, please? Pretty please? I think I got it now."

        Ayato really needed to get back to his files...

        Instead, he sighed and sat back on the floor, and Caiome quickly set up the pieces on the board.

        It was indisputable that Caiome lost even faster this round than the previous one, but when Ayato got up again to actually return to his work this time, Caiome clasped her hands together.

         "One more. I know I'm close, very close..."

        Ayato wanted to ask her close to what, but it was impossible to distract Caiome when she was fixated on something.

       Caiome lost the third game, and this time she didn't even ask Ayato to play with her anymore; she just set up the pieces on the board and moved the first pawn without losing her excitement from her eyes.

       However, she lost again, and after the fourth round, Ayato didn't even try to leave the small table.

       They played and played and played until Ayato completely forgot about his gloves still lying on the floor, until the summer sky darkened, until dinner cooled next to them without even being able to attract them with the wonderful smell of noodles and chicken meat, until the candles almost went out on their own, and until the wooden pieces seemed to start taking on the shape of the players' fingers.

       All the while, Caiome became a true image of amusement, or maybe Ayato was the only one who thought so, teasing her frustrations, watching her cheeks turn pink, her hair beginning to unravel from its hairpin until it fell completely, and until she hunched over from spending hours staring at the wooden board.

       Yet, Caiome didn't give up.

       It was well past midnight, and Caiome was already on the third attempt to fall asleep, and she had only a little left until her head fell over the shogi pieces, and it wasn't like Ayato was encouraging her. Although Caiome lost every time and seemed to have lost her ambition, it was already quite late, so he didn't even try to wake Caiome up until she finished the current round - because if this round ended, Caiome would insist on starting another one.

        So Ayato let her fall asleep completely, resting her face in her hand. He slowly gathered the pieces and placed them in their box, then set aside the board, leaving only the two flowers with frozen petals resting on the table. Even though he had been numb from sitting on the floor for hours straight, without even a cushion - Caiome had teased him enough about that all evening - he didn't feel the need to even stand up to put the game back where it was taken from. He rested one forearm on the table and leaned his temple on the other hand.

       It was impressive how someone with as much energy as Caiome could fall asleep so quickly, with her legs crossed under her, without putting her head on a pillow, as was proper. And Ayato couldn't lie; he felt exhausted too. Although he didn't usually play so many rounds of shogi in a row in a single day, he sensed that wasn't the cause. Just as Caiome probably used her brain to break down strategies for hours on end, a fact she herself had acknowledged, he didn't usually do that, and it had been a challenge for Ayato too.

       It had been a challenge not to talk about something related to his responsibilities as commissioner or head of the clan, a challenge not to give orders to the Shuumatsuban members, a challenge to engage in these small conversations that everyone, including Ayaka, encouraged him to participate in. Because there was a difference between engaging in conversation with a political purpose in mind and engaging in conversation just for the sake of talking to the other person.

       Not that Caiome gave him much of a choice, because she couldn't help but blabber every minute, and Ayato, being the polite person he was, had to respond. Though, even he realized, this habit got lost somewhere along the way, and the responses suddenly came more from reflex.

       Looking at her, how she seemed so far away from this world, breathing slowly, Ayato wondered what would happen if he were to give her a flip on the forehead, like he had seen the kids in the city do when they lost a game when he was little.

       But that would mean waking her up, and maybe this time he'd end up with a cut hand, considering the sword was right at her hip, and Ayato had learned his lesson since Caiome split his lip with her forehead, leaving behind a barely visible, but permanent, pale scar.

       Now the question was, should he let her sleep here, or wake her up and take her to her room? No, waking her up would mean yet another shogi game, and Ayato really had a lot of work. Probably the best option would be to lay her down on the floor and give her a blanket and a pillow, even if he risked getting another hit, this time on the other side of his mouth.

       In the end, Ayato got up and knelt beside her, gently pushing her back on her shoulder, supporting her to lay her down on the floor as gentle as possible. But Ayato realized too quickly that Caiome wasn't likely to wake up anytime soon if she hadn't woken up by now.

       Ayato sighed, grabbed her more firmly around the back, and slipped his arm under her knees, standing up. It was surprising how, despite the way Caiome trained, she was lighter than she let on. Caiome shifted and grumbled, letting her chin fall on her chest, leaning on his shoulder. She really had to be very tired if she didn't even give any sign of waking up.

       "I thought you despised me and were more attentive to what concerned me," he whispered, trying to look at her half-covered face through her silver locks. "And yet, you let yourself fall asleep in my presence. If I wanted to, I could get rid of you and keep the shell, but it wouldn't be in my interest to do so, so you should feel lucky."

       But Caiome didn't move from his arms, breathing through her slightly parted lips.

       This girl was hopeless.

       In the end, he took her to her bedroom and laid her down in bed, taking off her boots. Only then did Caiome squirm, stretching across the entire mattress, which was to be expected, and then Ayato withdrew to his office.

       He really needed to finish his files that night.

 

Chapter 46: Chapter 46 ~ The Kumame and the Crown

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Chapter 46 ~ The  Kumame  and the Crown

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     When Caiome woke up, the sun was already high in the sky, and it was warm, which meant she was late.

       "Well, darn it," she mumbled to herself, putting on her boots.

       Ayato wasn't in his room or in the office, and it was well past breakfast time, so he had definitely gone to the fields without her. Knowing full well they needed to check the fields with medicinal plants that morning, Caiome left the house and began to look for Ayato over the fields of anise, burdock, marigolds, and cascara.

       When she reached a field of small white flowers that looked remarkably like chamomile, among which the employees were standing or stooping to pick them, Caiome noticed Ayato in the distance, among the sea buckthorn trees, walking leisurely with Narutoshi.

       She was about to start heading in that direction, but a loud sound stopped her steps, making her turn back behind her, where a old woman had just dropped a basket, and all the little flowers scattered on the ground. Caiome frowned as the old woman bent down and began to gather them with her hands, but the flowers were already dirty with soil and too small to be cleaned by hand.

       Caiome waited a few seconds, but no one came to help the old woman. Most of them were buried in bunches of flowers, and the rest whispered and laughed lightly, so as not to attract attention. Caiome grumbled.

       Why did she have to do everything herself?

       She approached the old woman who was kneeling, and the lady looked up at her when Caiome blocked the sun.

       "That won't do," Caiome said.

       "Excuse me?" the old woman asked, still holding the flowers in her hands.

       "It's summer chamomile, isn't it?" Caiome pointed to the flowers that spread at her feet. "They won't be accepted if they're dirty with soil, as it could diminish the effectiveness of their properties."

       "Oh, that," the old woman laughed, putting the flowers back in the basket, trying to get up, but her knees didn't help much, or at least not quickly enough. "This happens to me every now and then, but it's alright. I usually take them home as part of my salary, so I pay for them, of course." She made a short bow to Caiome, who looked down at her, considering she wasn't only short but hunched over.

       This old woman looked like she had witnessed entire wars.

       "I beg your pardon for the impoliteness," said the old woman, "but it seems I can't bow down like I used to."

       "No need," Caiome waved her hand. "I'm not Ayato. Still, I appreciate the intention, so how about I give you a hand? As long as you take the dust off of them, summer chamomile can be accepted, right?"

       "That's true, miss, but..."

       Caiome stretched out both hands, and her Vision shimmered, letting the wind lift the chamomile flowers into the air and shake off the dust, while she controlled the intensity of it to avoid tearing off the small white petals altogether. Soon, the flowers turned into a whirl of yellow and white and settled in the wicker basket.

       "Done," she said.

       The old woman laughed. "And here I thought I was going to use them to make beetroot tea."

       "Beetroot tea?" Caiome said, confused. "With chamomile?"

       "If you put summer chamomile in beetroot tea, it alleviates joint pain," the woman said. "It's a local recipe, but quite effective. Of course, on the main islands, there are pills for such things, but we prefer to prepare our own tinctures."

       "I didn't know you could use summer chamomile for that."

       The old woman lifted the basket again, holding it in her arms.

       "I'm sure you youngsters don't know many of these old folk remedies," she laughed, heading towards one of the small tents where women sorted the chamomile flowers. "But that's not necessarily a bad thing, considering the whole world is evolving, and especially you need to keep up with it. We, the elderly, have lived enough and have done well, we don't need modern inventions. As you can see, those on Tamagise still do everything by hand, without machines and inventions. That's the only way to get the best out of a flower. A machine can't love or respect it."

       Surely, this woman had a lot of words to say.

       "And yet, aren't you a bit too old to work in the fields?" Caiome asked bluntly, and the woman laughed. "Or are you forced to because you need money or something similar?"

       "Everyone seems to have the same impression," she replied. "I've worked for the Kamisato family my whole life, and I don't intend to stop just because I have wrinkles around my eyes. I can still bend down and sort medicinal flowers."

       Just then, the basket tilted, and the flowers were about to fall again. Caiome grabbed the edge of the basket, and the woman breathed a sigh of relief.

       "I think I'd better take this," Caiome said, picking up the basket. "Where to?"

       The old woman pointed in a direction, towards some white canvas open tents. As they approached, Caiome placed the basket on the table, and another woman thanked her and emptied the chamomile onto the table, starting to sort it.

       At another table, other women sat around immense flowers, of a pleasant lilac color, with broad and velvety petals, quite thick, with huge stamens. Each took a flower and began to blow and wipe the petals with a brush with soft and flexible bristles.

       "What's this?" Caiome asked, appearing in the midst of the women out of nowhere.

       Some of them jumped in surprise, then stood up and bowed shortly. Apparently, they had seen her with Ayato, and anyway, her demeanor and clothing didn't exactly scream local.

       "Kumame," one of the women said, picking up one of the flowers and presenting it to her.

       "Is it a medicinal plant?" Caiome asked. "I haven't heard of it before."

       "It grows on water, like water lilies, but these feed on saltwater instead of freshwater."

       "Ohh," Caiome said, starting to study the flower from all sides, touching its petals, which, as thick and tough as they seemed, were surprisingly easy to break. "What's it good for?"

       "It can be used for deep wounds, if made into a paste mixed with violet grass, or a syrup is made by mixing it with honey, it reduces high fever," one of the middle-aged women replied. "Chopped and mixed with sea buckthorn juice, it can help with respiratory problems and pre-heart attacks."

       "Hmm," Caiome said.

       She had never seen such a flower in her life, not even in her sister's crazy books.

       "They grow on the island waters of Inazuma," another woman said, as if reading the confusion on Caiome's face. "Especially north of here. They can also be cultivated in ponds, as long as they feed on saltwater. They have a bitter and salty taste at the same time, and if you tear the leaf in half, it has a sticky texture inside, for superficial wounds."

       "Then what are you doing with those brushes?" she asked.

       "We're cleaning them of pollen. Kumame, as flexible as it is as a plant, its pollen is toxic in preparations, so they need to be cleaned beforehand. We remove the stamens, and what's left we blow or wipe with a brush, considering that the pollen stains."

      "And does blowing on them work?"

      "We don't have that much power in blowing, so we prefer to clean them manually."

       "Doesn't it take too long?" murmured Caiohme. "I don't see many of you here."

       "Uh..." one of the women said. "It's true, especially since they've just bloomed, and we need to hurry to harvest them, but there are many other campaigns that need staff, and there aren't that many kumame flowers in number."

       "Hmm," Caiome said. "Let me try something."

      Caiome placed the flower down and chose another one with broken stamens that needed to be cleaned of pollen. Just as she had done earlier with the summer chamomile flowers, she let her hand hover over it, letting the strands of wind pass through its tough petals, and in a few seconds, all that was left of the flower was just a shiny layer of clean petals.

       "How's that?" she asked the women who quickly leaned in to see the result.

       One of them took the flower in her hand, starting to study it with a magnifying glass—a MAGNIFYING GLASS.

       "Incredible," she said. "There's not a speck of pollen left on it."

       "I see you have enough Cryo Vision bearers," Caiome said, although she had only seen two or three. "Are there really no Anemo users around here to help you with these?"

       "If there are, then we don't know," a woman shook her head.

       "Well, your lucky day that I'm here and bored enough. But you'll have to reward me somehow, of course. I want three of these flowers, considering they're fresh."

       "Much as we'd like, we can't give them to you without informing sir Narutoshi first."

       "That won't be a problem," Caiome waved her hand dismissively. "Here's what we'll do..."

       The plan was simple: the table would be loaded with kumame without stamens, and Caiome would envelop them in elemental power until all the pollen was gone. Then they would go to bring more flowers since they had to be freshly picked before being stored in a shady place to avoid affecting the petals.

       Caiome sat down with the others, and the women began to teach her how to remove the stamens, which at first proved to be a challenge since it required technique. And because Caiome didn't have it, she ended up swallowing the pollen herself, and the women quickly brought her water and honey to neutralize the toxic effects.

       Caiome felt as if she had just swallowed two tablespoons of cinnamon dust.

       They placed the stamen-free flowers on the table; Caiome cleaned them of the remaining pollen, then began to hear some giggles from behind.

       "Oh, look, ithose are the rats from yesterday," she grinned, looking under the table, and Mahito, Mika, and Aoi quickly came out, lining up in front of her, saluting just like soldiers.

       "Mika," one of the women said, grabbing his shoulders and nervously laughing at Caiome . "I'm sorry, miss, this child of mine is a bit mischievous..."

       "I'm not mischievous," Mika complained. "We're spying just like Miss Caiome taught us."

       "We're just playing, playing," she quickly said to his mother. "So, who were you trying to spy on today? Still Lord Kamisato?"

       The kids quickly nodded.

       "We decided he'll be our main target while he's here, considering you'll leave soon," Mahito proudly said.

       "And what did you find out about him?"

       "Not much," Aoi said disappointedly. "He caught us as soon as we started the mission. But he said he enjoyed participating in the game."

       "Really?"

       "Although he probably didn't want to play with us," Mika thoughtfully said.

       "Of course not," his mother scolded him. "Lord Kamisato has important business to attend to, don't bother him."

       "But he said to let him know if we want to play," Mika pouted. "It's just that this time he seemed a bit tired."

       "Oh," Caiome said. "I think that's my fault. We both got carried away last night."

       Caiome frowned when she saw the women blushing slightly, starting to laugh discreetly.

       "What?" she asked, hands on her hips.

       "We don't understand either," Aoi said.

       "There are four of us," Caiome said. "What's so funny about playing shogi? If you ask me, it's pure torture."

        The women immediately dismissed their thoughts, apologizing.

       "Anyway," Caiome turned to the kids, "we're about to gather some kumame. Do you want to help us? It's an extra mission."

       "And can we watch you go whoosh! and boom! and pew, pew?" Mika asked.

       "If that means what I did earlier, then yes," Caiome nodded.

       The three of them immediately grabbed smaller baskets, according to their size, and ran through the layers of marigolds, with Caiome and the other women behind them, asking them various things about natural remedies. Since she no longer had her Vision's shell, she had to start relying on the knowledge gathered from different people.

       At the edge of the island, hidden somewhere behind tall rocks, standing in the shade, were the kumame flowers. The women took off their shoes and rolled up their pants' legs to their knees, entering the water. Kumame really resembled water lilies, with wide leaves, and their stems were buried under the sand in the water.

       While the children stayed closer to the shore, splashing occasionally with water and running on the beach, the women tore the kumame flowers with their bare hands and put them in wicker baskets. One of them urged Caiome to try, but surely there was a technique here too, considering that when she pulled on the flower, Caiome slipped and fell back into the water.

       So she gave up trying to gather them, dried her clothes on the bank, to the laughter of all the other women. They returned to the small open tents, took out the canvases, and placed them on the table, while Caiome cleaned them once again. They repeated this cycle several times, while the children watched fascinated every time Caiome used her Vision power.

       At one point, Caiome jokingly asked them if they wanted her to make them fly, and they responded so eagerly that Caiome didn't know how to back down from three pairs of puppy eyes that took the joke seriously. She lifted them a little from the ground, but only a few centimeters. She didn't want them to fall, considering that children can easily switch from calm to panic and end up with a broken arm.

       So Caiome thanked the gods when the women decided to go and help other small camps that were gathering medicinal flowers. At first, she just pretended to be interested in what she heard, trying to get rid of the kids, but then the discussions became interesting. Soon, they started gossiping about the new couple from the village across the river, about some sailors who were very handsome and caught the girls' attention, and about medicinal recipes that could be made at home for various mild symptoms.

       They were in the midst of discussions when lunchtime rang, so Caiome ate with the rest, trying to remember everything they said... even though it was quite difficult, and even the others could see how confusing it all was for her.

       They gathered sea buckthorn and made juice that helped with headaches, which was then put in barrels in the dark and was to be sent tomorrow morning on the ship to Narukami Island, they cleaned chamomile, prepared lavender sachets, then Caiome's interest shifted to the garland tables. Since the flowers for the garlands were carefully selected, those with imperfections were set aside, but that was even better for Caiome. 

       The others didn't object when Caiome took them, trying to make garlands by herself, but she always ended up with flowers scattered everywhere or with crooked crowns. 

       Soon, evening began to set in, and the employees started to leave, bidding farewell to Miss Caiome who still tried to weave a crown of light blue and pleasant pink flowers, like cherry blossoms, and hummed the tune that Chizuru had taught her some time ago.

       Only when Caiome got up from the table did she realize how tired she was, so she took the crown and returned to the Green House, looking for Ayato who was, of course, in his office. He probably had just finished his dinner, considering there was a subtle smell of oven-cooked smoked fish in the room, but no food was anywhere to be seen. Caiome first entered the office, then knocked.

       "If I ever hear you're anywhere else but in your office, I'd have a heart attack," Caiome joked, throwing herself on her knees in front of the table, resting an elbow on his papers. Ayato no longer wore his hair tied back; it was nicely combed back, with half of his bangs tucked behind his ear.

       "If I ever hear that, at least once in your life, you are calm and not causing trouble, I would have a heart attack along with you," he said, passing the brush through the ink.

       "But I didn't do anything this time," she mumbled. "Right?" she asked uncertainly, and Ayato just smiled faintly, letting it pass.

       "From what I saw, it seems you have been busy. I thought you said you do not work."

       "I didn't work," Caiome said, raising her chin. "You can call it 'research.' There are many things about medicinal plants that I didn't know, things that could prove useful in the future, you never know," she shrugged.

       "Really?" Ayato said. "Because to me, more than working, it seemed like you were having fun."

       "Hmm," mumbled Caiome, looking around the room. "I guess there were some pleasant moments, but I think the biggest success was when I received the kumame flowers. I've never seen such plant in my life."

       Caiome began to study the files in front of Ayato again. Well, it's not like she didn't know these were files brought from home to be worked on here, killing two birds with one stone, but Ayato didn't seem the same as usual when he worked. As Mahito, Mika, and Aoi had said, Ayato seemed a bit more tired than usual.

       "Did you... have fun today?" she asked him.

       "I do not think you could exactly call it fun, Caiome."

       "Well, I hung out with the women, you mostly hung out with the men, I thought you'd have plenty to discuss. You know, girls' time and boys' time."

       "I apologize, but I don't think I know what that would entail," he said, and Caiome frowned.

       "How does Arataki Itto know you, but he has no idea who you are? I even heard this rumor that you're among the best card players in Inazuma."

       "That is actually a very short story. I had some free time after a meeting, I overheard some civilians talking about this card game, I gave it a try, and in less than two hours, everyone was calling me a champion. It's not as hard a game as it seems. In fact, it's one of the simplest I have ever played. As for Itto, it all started with a simple piece of advice that seemed to please him so much that I sparked his interest in me."

      That was true, certainly, considering Itto's character and the way he approached Caiome, everything starting, as in Ayato's case, from a simple idea.

       "Why do you ask?" he said.

       "No reason. I have something to show you. Ta-da!" she said, showing him the crown she had been trying to weave earlier.

       Ayato immediately noticed how it was not at all circular, rather oval, and on one side the flowers were coming out of the weave, and in some places, though not usually used by decorators, a thin thread was tied to keep everything in place.

       "What is this?" Ayato said, poking the crown with the end of the brush.

       "What do you mean?" Caiome said, feeling a bit offended. "It's a flower crown."

       "The children made it?"

       "You know perfectly well who made it. You're not so polite now that we're alone, are you?"

       "Did you make it for me?"

       Caiome huffed, putting the crown on her head, looking at him from the corner of her eye. "You flatter yourself too much, milord. I made it for myself, of course. The only thing I hope to give you is a severe headache."

       "You do not have to try too hard for that, that's for sure."

       "Well, what are these?" she asked, leaning over the papers Ayato was reading.

       "A tax reform proposed by someone from the Kanjou Commission this week at a meeting. It needs approval from all the major clans to be applied, but nothing here even makes me consider accepting it, which is sure to ruffle some feathers."

       "What's wrong with it? Are they planning to increase them?"

       "For no purpose, also, or without any reason," Ayato said. "Although the Ubisaki family came up with a quite convincing reason for others, that half of the additional tax percentage is to be sent to the Tenryou Commission's army, while the other half will be used to strengthen the borders, considering the sudden disappearance of moruga and because rumors have spread about Hinata Kashiro and ramad aleizam."

       "Which means they would actually have more money for themselves," murmured Caiome. "Doesn't seem to please you at all."

        Because, more than tired, Ayato seemed lost in thought, and his gaze was dark.

       "Not at all," he repeated. "Which means that after we return, you will have to accompany me to a meeting with the Tri-Commission."

        "A meeting with the big shots?" grinned Caiome.

       "You are already in the presence of one, aren't you?"

       "Oh, it'll be fun. Is there anything around here I could help with?" she gestured towards the entire table full of files, but she didn't wait for his answer, as she already picked up a file and opened it, but closed it just as quickly, because she didn't understand anything at all. "This is nothing about the profits of the small clans," she said.

       Ayato chuckled. "No, it is not. I have the other political affairs to attend to. Although I am surprised, I thought you would ask me to play shogi today too. Or have you not found a strategy that would bring you even a bit closer to victory against me?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes, picking up another file that she struggled to understand, even though it was filled with the same nonsensical things as the other one, something about finances.

       "Don't puff up your feathers. I could beat you so easily at cards."

       "Of course."

       "Don't push me."

       "But I didn't say anything like that," he excused himself, feigning innocence, then returned to flipping through the papers.

 

Chapter 47: Chapter 47 ~ The Traitor and the Little Lord

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Chapter 47 ~ The Traitor and the Little Lord

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       In the morning, Caiome received a small note sent by pigeon from Koshi, as he hadn't discovered anything about Lord Kamisato's secret activities in the past week. This made Caiome consider two possibilities: either nothing had happened, or something too serious had occurred, so serious that Ayato hadn't told anyone. She quickly wrote another note for Koshi to investigate anything related to that tax reform Ayato mentioned the night before, emphasizing that it could be of greater importance, then sent the pigeon flying.

       After sending the note, Caiome changed into her day clothes and headed back to the small camps where they were cleaning kumame flowers, where she spent her entire morning, and after lunch, she spent her afternoon with other women, gathering more and more recipes from medicinal plants.

       Later in the evening, when the employees' work schedule ended, Caiome was about to retire to the Green House when she was ambushed by Mahito, Mika, and Aoi, who grabbed her legs, pulling her to accompany them to their village across the bridge. 

       "It's the midsummer new moon!" exclaimed Mika.

       "During Natsu no Shingetsu, the people in the village make really good food, and we play games," said Aoi.

        "And we can play spies," added Mahito.

       However, Caiome really wanted to go and recover some lost sleep because she had been in Ayato's office until he decided it was better to go to bed... after midnight, as always.

       "What if I join and invite you as well?" Ayato appeared out of nowhere.

       "Lord Kamisato!" all the children exclaimed, begging him to convince Caiome to come to the village.

       "Aren't you tired?" murmured Caiome. "What are you doing here anyway? I thought you were in the office."

       "I went for an evening walk, then I heard the proposal of these three mice," he smiled in an innocent manner, but Caiome knew all too well that smile meant pure mischief and scheming. "I thought it might be good for me to visit them myself, and if you are alone in that whole house, I think you will get bored and start causing trouble."

       "How long will you keep this up?" she muttered. "I've been a model civilian these three days."

       "I thought you were curious to see what is on the islands," Ayato teased her, "and now you do not even want to explore a bit?"

       "Yes, please," the children chimed in chorus.

       But Caiome was stronger than that. Caiome could say no to children with puppy eyes, especially if the refusal was in her favor. And yet, they would only go for a short while, then return, and she would go straight to bed, considering they had to wake up even earlier tomorrow to catch the tide back to Narukami Island. And it was their last night here, then who knows when she would see all these people again.

       "Fine," she sighed finally. "But only for a little while."

       The children grabbed her hands, pulling her along, while Ayato walked behind them, satisfied. Caiome gave him a sour look, and Ayato just waved.

       They crossed the wooden bridge—which was quite long, considering it connected two small islands—and were immediately greeted by the wooden houses of the village. They were raised from the ground—in case of a flood, as Ayato told her—made up of several rooms. Each one was decorated with wildflowers and colorful ribbons, and the streets were lit by lanterns made of paper, hung at the gates of the yards.

       The smell of food wafted from everywhere, a salty and sweet smell at the same time, and if you passed through the houses and reached the center of the village, which was an open circular area, you could see groups of children—and adults alike—playing various games.

       Mahito pulled Caiome aside to try the foods, and Mika pulled her the other way to try the games, all while Aoi told her to come and put flower crowns on their heads to celebrate. Ambushed from all sides, Caiome just stood there in front of everyone, so besides the three children, the women she had met these days also started approaching her, bringing her food and flowers.

       Caiome liked the festive atmosphere, but when she was alone and eventually had fun with strangers, not when everyone knew her face and ambushed her.

       Soon, Caiome was adorned with flowers on her head and around her wrists, wearing lavender bracelets and strongly scented daffodils, while around her neck she had necklaces braided from red and white threads, while older women wore darker colors.

       "Only unmarried girls wear white and red," one of them told her, "to bring luck in the lovelife."

       Caiome felt a bit embarrassed, although she really didn't care about all these useless wishes, but she complied with the villagers.

       Encouraged by everyone's invitations and the three children, Caiome visited each table and tasted a little bit of everything, from grilled meat and smoked fish to desserts: dorayaki, dango, mochi, pancakes, daifuku, daigaki...

       All sounded very familiar, but Caiome didn't even have time to think, because once she finished eating something, another plate was placed in front of her.

       She competed with Mahito in a game of menko and with several others in keidoro, which was basically a kind of cops and robbers, then played hanetsuki with some women.

       Once it got dark, a huge campfire was lit in the center, and Caiome finally found some peace somewhere on the edge. She was exhausted and full of food, but that didn't mean there wasn't room for some fresh and warm chocolate cookies.

       "My legs hurt," she complained, sitting on a boulder near the courtyard of a house, the farthest from the campfire around which everyone gathered, starting to sing. She took a bite of a cookie, but could hardly chew.

       Ayato chuckled beside her, leaning against the house fence, half-hidden in the darkness.

       "And I thought you would have fun among so many people."

       "Socializing is torture," she muttered.

       Although lately, that had been all she was looking for, a way to ward off boredom.

        "Why hasn't anyone attacked you from any direction?" she frowned, her mouth full of cookies. "You'd think that, considering you're their supreme lord or whatever, they'd try to make a better impression on you, to flatter you and offer you the moon and stars... Not to torture me," she leaned to the side, resting against the same fence.

       Because wherever she had been that evening, Caiome could barely see him a few times as he stood near her, but at a distance from the group of energetic villagers exercising their smiles and laughs towards her. Of course, they had also put a flower crown on him and a red and white thread necklace around his neck because he was also unmarried, but he wasn't as burdened as Caiome.

       "That is probably because this local celebration is not something new to me," he replied. "When I was a child, my mother used to come here every season to check on the flower crops, and every midsummer she would bring me here too. What you have been through now, I went through for the first time when I was about nine or ten."

       "So you decided to inflict such punishment on me just because you endured it when you were little?"

       "Again, I thought you were having fun," he said.

       "You're an expert at keeping a straight face, you should realize when someone else is wearing a mask too."

       "Caiome, you are not the type to even try to wear masks," he chuckled. "Plus, it is possible that the villagers just wanted to be polite and include you in the celebration, considering you have been constantly with them these two days, and tomorrow we will be going home. And as a sort of appreciation for the help given."

       "In this way they show their appreciation? Cut off my legs, it will surely hurt less."

       Caiome took another cookie from her small paper bag, starting rather to nibble it than to eat it. Now that she was thinking, hearing all the children laughing in the distance and seeing their little silhouettes running around the campfire, she wondered if Ayato, besieged from all sides, also had fun just as well when he was a child.

       It was almost impossible for her to think that the man standing to her left had been a child at some point, not having as many worries as he did now, and who was able to run and laugh with the others. Without political enemies, without hidden plans, without eyes constantly on him.

       Caiome threw a glance at Ayato who was looking up at the sky, with no expression on his face. If he wanted to see the stars, given that the campfire's light distorted his view, he wouldn't have had much success from here. But he kept looking for them.

       Caiome turned back to the cookie she was holding in her hand.

       "I think this is the first time you have told me something about your parents," she mumbled with her mouth full.

       Ayato glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, then turned back to look at the dark sky. "Well, you also told me something about your sister. I just thought I would return the favor."

       "They seemed like good people... your parents, I mean."

       "I did not expect you to be the type of person who speaks heart to heart," Ayato chuckled.

       "I'm not," she replied quickly. "And I don't like these discussions. I just expressed my opinion, there's nothing wrong with that."

       "Oh, then please, do go on," Ayato urged her.

       "I have nothing more to add," she quickly raised her chin, adopting a proud attitude.

       "You always have something to add, so let's hear it."

       Caiome clicked her tongue, giving him a dirty look. She mumbled to herself, eating the rest of the cookie. "When I saw their portraits in the funeral room or when I've read about them in your history books... they felt like distant personalities, like they were from another world."

       "It was a long time ago, so yes, sometimes it feels like that," he whispered.

       Caiome knew that Kamisato Kazashi had passed away somewhere at the end of summer, so soon they would probably have a commemoration for him at the estate, and Kamisato Yuna died a few months after him, almost at the end of winter.

       Ayato suddenly woke up with an open paper bag in front of him, and the smell of cookies was coming from it.

       "Oh, come on, your lordship," Caiome said, shaking the bag. "There are no fruit tarts here, so if you want something sweet, this is all you can get. And there's no one here to watch you while you eat, so you can get a little messy with chocolate if you want to."

       Ayato hesitated, but finally took off one of his gloves and reached for the bag. He took a cookie and bit into it carefully, feeling not only how the crumbs fell between his lips, but also how the dough and chocolate melted in his mouth.

       "They're not so bad, are they?" Caiome laughed, taking another cookie. It was probably the sixth one she had eaten in less than a few minutes.

       "They are very... sweet," he said after swallowing.

       "That's how a chocolate cookie should be, right?"

       "They are sweeter than honey biscuits... if that's even possible."

       "It's chocolate, nothing is sweeter than chocolate, not even honey."

       "Well, actually--"

       "Leave it be," Caiome quickly interrupted him, raising a hand towards him, "otherwise I won't give you any more cookies and you can move your noble ass to get some for yourself."

       "I think one was enough for me, thank you," he replied instead, and Caiome shrugged.

       "Your loss, more for me."

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       A woman sighed deeply, looking into the darkness, trying to make out the image of the two. Trying to hear the conversation between Miss Caiome and Lord Kamisato was a waste of time, considering how much noise there was around her and her group of friends.

       "Don't sigh so much," said another woman next to her, who seemed on the verge of sighing herself.

       "Miss Caiome seems like such a good person," the woman said.

       If only they knew...

       "It's really a shame."

       "What's a shame?" her friend asked, searching for the two in the darkness as well.

        "That Miss Caiome is not from a noble family. I asked her which family she comes from, but she looked at me as if she didn't understand what I meant, then she said her name is only Caiome, nothing more and nothing less."

       "Well, being a bodyguard for Lord Kamisato doesn't necessarily require you to be from a noble family."

       "You know that's not what I mean," the woman protested. "You even made those necklaces for her. And for lord Kamisato too."

       "Anyone here who is unmarried wears those necklaces."

       "Yes, but..."

       "Don't daydream," she scolded. "You know it's not our business to stick our noses where they don't belong, especially in Lord Kamisato's business."

       "It's still a shame..."

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       The sky was starting to lighten up, and Ayato and Caiome were already crossing the small bridge to board the boat that would take them to the ship, when some voices stopped them. Turning around, Caiome saw the women standing all close in front of her with a rectangular package in hand.

       "A little gift from us," one of them said, handing her the package.

       Caiome hesitated, then took it in her hand. It was light and flexible, yet hard at the same time.

       "What is it?" Caiome asked.

       "You were so interested in the local remedies, that without realizing it, we told you everything about them, but there's too much information for you to remember, so we wrote them down on some papers and tried to bind them into a notebook, but we're not scholars, so we probably didn't do a very good job, you'll have to forgive us."

       Caiome blinked at them. "Oh, uh... thank you, I think," she mumbled slowly, and the group of women smiled at her.

       "Caiome," she heard her name, turning to an Ayato who was already waiting for her in the longboat. "Let's go," he said.

       Caiome nodded and descended into the boat, and the employees who escorted them to the dock said goodbye to the two once again.

       "Isn't it a shame?" whispers began to be heard among the women.

       "Indeed, such a shame."

       Climbing onto the ship, Caiome took her place on its bow, climbing the gunwale. She carefully hid the package with recipes in her backpack, so it wouldn't get wet in any way, then took her seat, swinging her legs, looking towards the blue morning sky. It was still cool outside, but that didn't stop her from enjoying the short journey on the sea.

       Shortly after, Ayato joined her, but neither of them said a word for minutes on end, just looking at Narukami Island, which was getting closer and closer, and at the flickering of the water.

       "Twenty-one years ago," he began slowly looking out to sea, "this conflict between clans took place, and more precisely between the commissioners of that time, Hiiragi Shinsuke, Kujou Takayuki, and of course Kamisato Kazashi. My father was already ill, and the other clans were pressuring him to resign from his position as commissioner, so he had to wage a war on two fronts. Lord Hiiragi and Lord Kujou wanted to attack some troops on Watatsumi Island, but that would have meant, of course, starting a war. My father opposed it, even though he knew these orders came from the Shogun. While showing a conciliatory attitude towards the orders and towards the other clans, or at least trying to escape from the equation, my mother always knew that my father was against it. He was sick, I was a child, my mother had just found out she was pregnant with Ayaka, lives were easily lost in a war, and nothing good would have come out if we had been at war with Watatsumi Island, just as we weren't when the borders were closed."

       Caiome looked at him for a few seconds out of the corner of her eye. Ayato looked ahead, just like her, but there was not even a polite smile on his lips, just a contemplative look.

       "So for a short period of time, he allied himself with the soldiers of Sangonomiya. But in order not to arouse any suspicion from the Shogunate, he pretended to follow the orders received as well. In the end, he became just a third party in the conflict, one that no one knew about and that had its own agenda. So what he was doing was to eliminate any threat that would lead to starting a war. He intercepted messages from both sides and changed them as he saw fit, and if there was an individual who threatened the entire plan, he got rid of him in the most subtle way. This event was never recorded in the archives, and I was too young to understand what was happening then. My father didn't tell me anything, and my mother barely knew what was going on herself, and when this secret was supposed to be offered to me, my father died. I only know that after everything was over, my father got rid of any evidence, except one."

       "The parchment I stole," Caiome said.

       Ayato nodded silently.

       "The message on that parchment was the last of those my father sent to Watatsumi Island. Misleading information, manipulating as he wished, of course, but no less dangerous if anyone from the other two Commissions had gotten their hands on them. I searched for it for years until I found it in the possession of Watanabe Goichi, so I had to get rid of it for good, and now we are sure that there is no such message anymore, that parchment was the only exception."

       "But... that would mean treason from your father. Aren't you afraid that Watanabe Goichi might tell everyone about Father and the parchment? If it is discovered, your entire clan, and perhaps the entire Commission, would be accused of insubordination."

       "No one would believe him," Ayato replied. "He has no evidence now, and to accuse someone of treason without evidence is, in turn, a form of betrayal, a futile attempt to overturn political power."

       "It was still risky, though," Caiome said. "If Father had been caught, you could all have lost your lives."

       Ayato smiled slightly crookedly. 

       "He loved us and did everything to protect us. But at the same time, he could not turn his back on innocent people, not only those on Narukami Island, but also those on Watatsumi Island. He probably felt he had a kind of duty to everyone, he couldn't see them die in a war. He never wanted to live these times, and he didn't want us to live them either, so he probably did it for us too. Whatever the conclusion, I could never hate him for it. Or maybe that is what I think now, knowing that what he did was right, or at least knowing that I would have done the same."

       "It's not like you haven't done something that could be called treason, you and all your affiliates, by joining the Resistance, you risked just as much."

       "I wonder if I could have been hated if I had failed," he whispered, but Caiome heard him perfectly.

       Moreover, considering the tone and the whispered voice, the way he somehow hid from her so as not to show his face, not to be seen, probably Ayato didn't tell this to many people.

       In fact... Ayato probably didn't say this to anyone.

       "Hmm," she said, looking at the wide blue sky that was becoming increasingly blue. "I doubt it. Just look at all these people you help, your Shuumatsuban members; these people would die for you."

       "Well, we are bound by a contract, aren't we? I help my employees, I ask for loyalty in return, and this applies to the Shuumatsuban as well."

       "If you think that way, you might be an idiot," Caiome said cheerful. "If we were to go by Thoma's opinion, this loyalty is the result of all the good things you've done for them. You stopped a war for them, just like Father did, and every day you do your best to help them even more, to make their lives easier, so they can live peacefully. You don't see it, considering you don't show yourself much in public, and Ayaka is the only one who has some contact with the civilians. You help them in a way that politics doesn't help them, they don't care about that, they care to have moments of peace, like those on Tamagise. These people are not loyal to you because they benefit from you, but because you offer them a life full of peace and because they can enjoy holidays and festivals, things to remember in the future, a future that you give them. You really are your father's son... So it's not just loyalty, but maybe... these people want to offer you what you offer them."

       Caiome didn't hear a word from him, so she turned towards him, expecting to be alone on the deck, certainly not to see that expression in his eyes, which, instead of looking towards the horizon and his own home which was starting to take shape, looked towards her.

       She didn't know how to describe the expression in his eyes, perhaps a bit of joy, perhaps a bit of confusion, and the way he held his lips slightly parted made him seem rather surprised.

       "Why are you looking at me like that?!" she jumped.

       "Nothing," he said softly. "Just that... it is the first time I have heard those words, or at least that perspective."

       "You're just realizing this?!" she exclaimed, pinching the bridge of her nose with her fingers. "You really need to get out more, man, your office walls aren't doing you any favors, you know. Well," she waved her hand, "more surprising to me is the fact that you told me about your father, with all the secret treason and all. You risked a lot with me, you know. Maybe I don't have any evidence now, but what if I had learned your old characters and found out the contents of the scroll? What if I hadn't wanted to give it back to you unless you gave me the case back? I could have condemned you all to death, your family, your employees, your guards, and your Shuumatsuban members would have been left without a leader, if not found and killed themselves."

       "That is true," Ayato said slowly. "I thought you might have learned the contents of the scroll before bringing it to me, that you might have paid someone to read it for you. But I guess I bet more on the fact that you wouldn't have done it even if you knew what it meant."

       "And what was your bet based on?" she wrinkled her nose.

       "On the fact that, if I had refused to give you the case, it would have meant killing Mizuki and his family as well, Himawari, Kouta, Daisuke, Koshi if you tried to expose them all, and that would have implicitly meant killing Mahito, Mika, and Aoi--"

       "Okay, okay," Caiome said quickly. "Stop, I got it. But at the same time, I know that I would have gotten the case from you, because you wouldn't let any of them die just for your pride or just to keep me here. That would have been my bet."

       "It seems we are very predictable to each other," he added with a small, satisfied smile.

       "But if you knew all that, that if you were blackmailed, you would have given me the case to save the others, and if I knew that too... Didn't you take a risk that you could have lost me, and the case along with it?"

       Ayato remained silent for a few seconds. "You are right," he said slowly. "I could have lost you, because I know you would have asked that of me."

       Yes, she would have, Caiome thought. She had done worse things to keep her case safe, only no one would have understood why. A little blackmail was nothing compared to what she had done in Natlan four years ago.

       And Ayato hadn't said anything after that, because that had really been a risk, a bet he didn't know if he could win, which was not based on anything, but just on luck.

       "Well," Caiome said, "it's not like it matters now that you've set it on fire. Unless maybe I made a copy..."

       Ayato looked quickly at her, and Caiome laughed.

       "I'm kidding," she said. "Or maybe not. I think you'll have to take a risk with that too."

       Ayato smiled at her. Caiome hadn't made any copies for sure, probably thinking that Ayato would have told her the contents. And as he just did, Ayato actually told her. Without any purpose, just... he told her. Without asking too many questions beforehand, without wondering now if he had done right or wrong. He had enough trust in her before stealing the scroll, he had to try to have it after as well...

       Caiome suddenly caught a pigeon flying and landing on her finger, and on its leg was tied a note with a red thread. Curious, Caiome took it off and opened it, then began to chuckle.

       "What is it?" Ayato asked, coming closer to her.

       "I found Emiko's outing schedule for next week. Looks like Kouta will have a few things on his plate this week, so don't be too hard on him, okay?"

       "Well, if you can vouch for him..." Ayato said.

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       When they returned to the estate, the first thing Caiome did was to rush into the backyard, looking for Kouta, starting to tease him and "prepare him," as she put it, while Ayato had to take all his documents back to the office and start distributing them to his employees to pass them on.

       Koshi was waiting in the office, making a deep bow when Ayato entered, kneeling.

       "That is surprising," Ayato said passing by him. "I thought you would go to Caiome to report on the investigation into my actions from past week."

      Koshi widened his eyes, lowering his head. "I apologize, my lord. I have no excuse for my behavior, even if the orders were given by miss Caiome. My loyalty should stand first to you--"

       "Ko~oshi," Ayato said taking a seat on his cushion, calming him, "do not worry, I am not scolding you. We both knew that Caiome would eventually ask you for it. Since I did not actually know the order you were given, you were just following the instructions of a superior, there is nothing wrong with that."

       "But to investigate my lord's actions..."

       "I am more curious about what you have found in these three days," he chuckled.

       Koshi finally stood up, but still keeping his head down. "Other than the meeting between the Tri-Commission clans, nothing unusual, my lord."

       "I expected that, considering nothing happened while you and Caiome were away on Watatsumi Island. I sent both of you there not to hide from you, but because I needed you, of course."

       "My lord, you don't have to justify yourself," Koshi said quickly. "I'm not in a position to--"

       "I am not justifying myself," Ayato said. "But even behind your mask, your gaze still seems worried, so all I am doing is telling you that everything is fine."

       Koshi began to fidget, unsure whether to voice his words.

       "You can speak freely," Ayato told him, noticing his unease.

       "Then... why did you suddenly head towards Tamagise Island?"

       "Was that the reason for your worry?" Ayato laughed.

       "Miss Caiome was also..."

       Ayato rested his elbow on the table, leaning his temple on it, looking towards the window behind him, a morning breeze filling the room. The leafy trees rustled, and the chirping of birds filled the courtyard. And if you listened carefully, you could hear some laughter in the distance. Ayato closed his eyes, trying to absorb such a moment before going to battle with the Tri-Commission.

       "Well," he said more to himself, "she was just curious about what was on the islands."

 

Chapter 48: Chapter 48 ~ The Dog and the Anger

Chapter Text

Chapter 48 ~ The Dog and the Anger

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       Caiome began to whistle happily, the long sword hanging at her waist, while at her back, held in a sheath attached to her back, was a ninjato, or ninjaken, a short sword of maximum 40 centimeters including the handle. She leaped lightly from one foot to the other towards Tenshukaku, the neutral ground of the Tri-Commission. Caiome remembered how she had caused some trouble in the huge mansion of the Electro Archon. She didn't even manage to get a look at Raiden Ei, but that didn't mean she didn't leave with what she wanted.

       And as soon as she got her hands on it, she left Inazuma, and since then she hadn't returned. Until now, when she made the big mistake, of course.

       She and Ayato were led by a servant to the meeting room, and Caiome studied all the rooms they passed through and all the corridors, finding so many blind spots that she wondered if the people here were really so arrogant about their security system. That certainly wasn't the case a few years ago.

       "It's really depressing how empty it is," Caiome mumbled as she approached Ayato.

       "You shouldn't worry, miss," said the guide. "Although you can't see them, Tenshukaku has some of the best guards in Inazuma. But you should be careful of the spirits that wander around here," he tried to scare her. "It's said that these spirits took the Hone no ha dagger from Tenshukaku a few years ago."

       "Hone no ha?" said Caiome with fake surprise, making Ayato throw her a sidelong glance. "What's that?"

       "You don't know?" the servant said, looking surprised. "It's a long dagger, with a double-edged blade, made of a diamond so pure, so clear, that it looks like it's made of glass, but of course, the legend lies elsewhere. It is said to have been made from one of the teeth of the god Orobashi in a battle with Rex Lapis, and the latter offered it to the Great Electro Archon as a gift thousands of years ago. It has been in our possession since then, but it has always been believed that one day, the spirits who worshipped Orobashi would take the dagger and take it to his tomb, so he could rest in peace. And it seems that, in the end, that's what happened."

       "Wow," said Caiome. "I certainly never heard that legend before."

       "It's not as popular these days," said the guide. "Only scholars still know about it, and that from history studies and, as lord Kamisato here knows, culture."

       "But I've heard of Orobashi's spirits," Caiome giggled. "It's said they have magical powders with which they put people to sleep to slip into their homes, and usually you can drive them away if you leave them a plate of fish wrapped in rice at the window, or a bowl of ramen on the kitchen table, and maybe a few flowers. I'm pretty sure that if you had done the same, you would have had a chance to catch the spirits in the act."

       The guide blinked in surprise.

       "This is the first time I've heard of such a thing. I guess I should expand my studies," he said to himself, stopping in front of some wooden doors with the symbol of the Shogun on them. "Please wait here until I announce your presence," then the servant slipped inside.

       "A bowl of ramen?" Ayato said when they were alone.

       Caiome shrugged, shaking her head. "Tenshukaku is really overrated. It was so easy to steal that dagger that I thought Raiden Shogun wasn't even here, or at least that she didn't care about it, otherwise I probably would have become meatballs. But I guess it's better to let them believe in a local legend than to start rumors about a flesh-and-blood thief."

       Ayato shook his head, sighing hopelessly. Of course, he was somewhat surprised, considering he only knew of a few of Caiome's thefts, as much as the Shuumatsuban could gather, because, whether you wanted it or not, you had to admit that Caiome hid her tracks very well.

       "How did you steal it?" he asked.

       "Magical dust," she said over her shoulder. "It wasn't an easy job, I assure you. If they haven't renovated Tenshukaku in six years, you'll probably still find the bent hinges of the attic windows, I'm just saying."

       The doors opened, and the guide invited them both inside, entering first into a small, dark hallway.

       "So, are we going to meet with the Raiden Shogun as well?" Caiome whispered.

       "The Shogun does not descend for such hypothetical meetings," Ayato said.

       "Tell her about some war, maybe that'll get her attention," mumbled Caiome. "I know all the Vision hunting was her doll's idea, I've read Yae Miko's letters from those files, but seriously..."

       "Well, if you ever have the chance to meet her face to face, you could tell that herself, but I strongly advise you to keep your mouth shut, considering it might causes problems," said Ayato, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

       The servant opened another pair of doors, and the two entered. The room was lit, the windows were open, and at the long table in the center were already seated the Tri-Commission: Hiiragi Chisato on one side of the table, Kujou Kamaji on the other, both with two guards behind them. Ayato only had Caiome who waved to them all.

       To Ayato's right, rising from his seat and making a short bow, was Ubisaki Eiji, past middle age, with strands of white hair sneaking among the black ones, and with a pair of milky blue eyes, tired. He wasn't very tall, not short either, but he certainly tried to show his status more than he could afford, wearing a very expensive suit, with a robe of intense red, bordered with silver.

       "Welcome, Lord Kamisato," said Kujou Kamaji respectfully, and Hiiragi Chisato nodded her head as well, displaying a beautiful smile.

       "I hope we haven't been late," said Ayato, sitting at the head of the table in his chair, displaying his polite smile.

       "Not at all, my lord," said Chisato elegantly, even pleasantly, and Caiome understood why Kujou Kamaji had fallen for her, and now was head over heels for her. It might be that we arrived earlier.

       "In that case, since we have all arrived earlier, we can start," said Ayato. "I am afraid I have many other duties to attend to today, and I am sure we all find ourselves in the same situation, given the special circumstances."

       Chisato blushed a little, and Kamaji nervously smiled, making a short eye contact, saved by Ubisaki Eiji who cleared his throat, as he sat back down.

       "Then allow me to start by asking: considering that it's been a week since I put forward my proposal about tax reform, a week in which you have contemplated my decision, I would like to hear your opinions," he said in a husky, deep voice, and Caiome could bet he was a smoker. A passionate smoker.

       "Let me be the first," said Chisato from her seat. "As Lord Ubisaki said, I have given great attention to his proposal and I have also done some private research which I hope will not surprise you. If Lord Ubisaki's proposal is motivated by the recent cases of akiha and ramad aleizam that have crossed the borders, borders that fall under the jurisdiction of the Kanjou Commission, then all of this is my responsibility, and I would like to apologize to Lord Kujou and Lord Kamisato for overlooking this.

       "Chisato..." mumbled Kamaji.

       "But also, considering that only three years ago the borders were reopened, as much as the economic balance has grown, it is increasingly difficult to control the internal borders without also focusing on the representatives sent to other nations. I have taken into account the private economic growth of Inazuma, there can be no reason to refuse Lord Ubisaki's proposal. At the same time, considering that the proposal is for half of the bonus percentage to go to the Kanjou Commission, I would like some well-determined plans that, of course, I will discuss at the Tri-Commission meeting, so that there is no suspicion about our activities."

       A vote in favor for Ubisaki Eiji.

       "Thank you, Lady Hiiragi," said Ubisaki.

       "Like Lady Hiiragi," said Kamaji, "I have also thought about this situation for a long time. After the war, the Tenryou Commission's army weakened, and the division between local authorities and army members becomes increasingly narrow. The effects of the war still loom over the soldiers' heads, many died in the war and many families suffer. It is normal for people to feel afraid that another similar event could take their families away from them or even themselves, so I cannot condemn the police for hesitating to advance to the rank of soldiers, given how short staffed we are, and their main reason is not only fear, but also money, whatever money or resources mean for such a large increase in the number of soldiers. Of course, like Lady Hiiragi, I will have well-established distribution plans that I will consult with your lordships."

       A second vote for Ubisaki Eiji.

       "Thank you, Lord Kujou," he said.

       Ayato crossed one leg over the other, his hands crossed in his lap, listening carefully, and with each sentence, his smile lingered on his lips.

       "If Lord Kamisato can now give his approval--"

       "I refuse," said Ayato with extraordinary calm, which provoked not exactly a shock to the others, but certainly made them feel uncomfortable.

        "Uh... Lord Kamisato," Ubisaki began, "I know it's an important decision and maybe a week is too short a time for you to consider all the options--"

       "You do not have to fret, Mr. Ubisake," said Ayato slowly, looking at him through his long eyelashes. "I have considered all possible options since a week ago, when you first presented this idea to us. I do not contest Lord Kujou's or Lady Hiiragi's votes or arguments, but at the same time, I cannot agree with them either."

       "Lord Kamisato," Ubisake said again, this time a little calmer, but Caiome had already read him - he had a temperamental personality. "Civilians are frightened by these substances that can be slipped even in their food, harming them, and the post-war situation is still unstable, they need protection."

       "It really is interesting that you say this, considering that we were the ones who caused that war, no matter how you look at it," said Ayato, even though he was against it and made an alliance with the Resistance during the said-war.

       "That... that's a direct statement against Her Excellency's decisions."

       "Maybe," said Ayato again without showing even a hint of regret, "but that does not mean it is any less true, and I am sure Her Excellency, the Almighty Shogun, would agree with me. Allow me to analyze each argument brought by both Lady Hiiragi and Lord Kujou.
Inazuma's borders are indeed under the jurisdiction of the Kanjou Commission, a commission which ever since the war ended, has done everything to trade with the other nations, trade that needs resources to establish trading relationships between the seven nations. By focusing more on these relationships, Inazuma's borders have been left uncovered, they no longer pose a danger to any businessman who intends to bring not only prohibited substances but also objects or even resources that can strengthen a rebelion if things don't go as the nobles wish. We can see this ever since the incident of Lord Kumori, or Hinata Kashiro, both members of the Kanjou Commission. So the problem is not the lack of money, but its concentration in a certain direction. By raising taxes, we are taking money from civilians who cannot even start a business and who will not benefit from these maritime transactions with other nations, a large percentage of them have never even left Inazuma, and before you tell me that this could create opportunities for everyone, let me remind you that you proposed that this tax bonus percentage should go towards guarding the internal borders against illegal goods, not towards flourishing trade."

       Ayato then turned his attention to Kujou Kamaji, who seemed to be waiting his turn quietly.

       "As for the army and local authorities under the command of the Tenryou Commission, I do not contest either the fact that the number of staff is below average, or that we could find ourselves in the middle of a war at any time. But here, too, the problem is misunderstood. The shortage is among civilians who want to become soldiers, not among police officers who do not want to be promoted to the rank of soldiers. It is like having five kilograms of rice in two baskets: no matter how much rice you take from one basket and put it in the other, you still have ten kilograms of rice. Of course, there is the possibility of raising salaries, of attracting them with money, but this money also goes towards the resources of existing soldiers, as well as towards the maritime troops. And if a good chunk of the percentage designated for the Tenryou Commission goes towards salaries, just as well families can pay taxes directly to families who have a member of the army, without them having to go through us. Moreover, it seems you forget that Watatsumi Island is also part of Inazuma, whose priestess is doing everything possible to increase not only her own domain, but the entire Inazuma, considering that it has suffered losses as well. Holding our heads in the sand when we can make a fair exchange from which we can all benefit without limiting ourselves is illogical, of course."

       With tightly clenched fists, Ubisaki stared at Ayato, who not only wore calmness on his face but also spoke in a tranquil tone, expressing nothing more than determination. Determination that Ubisaki mistook for arrogance, as everyone knew the stories about Lord Kamisato, whose word currently held the most value in the Tri-Commission and before the Shogunate.

       "In conclusion to my arguments," Ayato added, "I see no reason why taxes should be raised or changed in any way. My personal opinion is that everything is fine as it is now, and we should focus in thriving, not on digging our own graves. But if you are still concerned about expenses and funding, I could propose some ideas and changes myself. Considering that relations with other nations are already funded by the Yashiro Commission, presenting them personally to the major powers, the Kanjou Commission could focus its efforts here until the security situation stabilizes. As for the Tenryou Commission, I believe it would be a good idea for them to have a private discussion over tea with Her Excellency, Sangonomiya Kokomi."

       "Lord Kamisato," Ubisaki said, "your proposals are starting to become truly insolent and offensive to the other two Commissioners present before you. It's as if you're valuing your experience more than theirs, even though they've both been in this position for over three years."

       "Hmph," Ayato said. "With all due respect to Lord Kujou and Lady Hiiragi, respect which I do not doubt they are well aware of and reciprocate, yes, I do question the Commissions' experience. Within the Tri-Commission, I have five times their years of activity. But I do not question their abilities as individuals, only the circumstances. Insolence?" he smirked. "Offenses? The one who brought such offenses is not me through my arguments, but you, Mr. Ubisaki, because you proposed such things in the first place. You did not come up with a solution on how to use the current revenues towards the Commissions, but with an increase in them. Why change the course of things when Inazuma flourishes each year with the same amount of paid taxes? So no, I do not question the experience of Lord Kujou and Lady Hiiragi as individuals, but, as I said, yours, a member of such Commission."

       Ubisaki blushed to the ears. "What are you insinuating by that?"

       "The actions of the minor clan head of the Kanjou Commission have spoken enough in my place," Ayato said gravely.

       Ubisaki quickly rose to his feet, making the chair creak behind him, and his palms hit the table with force, causing a loud noise throughout the room. At the same time, another sharper noise followed, accompanied by the gleam of a blade as Caiome's ninjaken pierced between Lord Ubisake's fingers.

        The redness in his ears vanished, and his cheeks paled as he saw the blade's edge so close to the skin between his fingers, and later when he raised his gaze to the one who dared to threaten him. Caiome left her right hand on the ninjaken's hilt, then her elbow, resting her chin on her palm and smiling with narrowed eyes towards Ubisaki, fluttering her eyelashes.

       Ayato closed his eyes for a second, standing with his back just as straight and with the same calm on his face. He didn't need to watch the scene beside him, even though the other guards aimed their spears towards it. Towards Caiome, to be precise.

       "Come o~on" Caiome sang, lightly tapping her cheeks with her fingers, "that's not an attitude to have in the Tenshukaku halls, isn't it... Lord U-bi-sa-ki? You've already got your answer from the Yashiro Commissioner, and if that doesn't satisfy you... " Caiome clicked her tongue. "Let me tell you just once and take it as a threat if you wish... Lay a finger on him, and I'll cut both your hands. Okay?" she smiled almost innocently, like a child, laughing like the tinkling of bells.

        Ubisaki gritted his teeth even harder, but the bloody glint in her eyes was as intimidating as that of Lord Kamisato. Except, unlike Lord Kamisato, you didn't need to pull her tail too much.

        "Caiome," Ayato said, raising a hand, waving his fingers lightly towards her, "you can withdraw now. It is possible that Lord Ubisaki is just tired this morning, and his patience runs out very quickly."

       "I was just doing my job of protecting you, milord," Caiome said, grabbing the ninjaken's hilt and pulling it out of the table, which now had a deep cut, too deep for a simple short sword.

       "I know, Caiome, and for that, I thank you. But let's not stir up spirits more than necessary."

       Caiome retreated behind his chair, and the other guards returned to their original positions, retracting their spears.

       "But at the same time," Ayato continued, getting up from the table, "Miss Caiome is right. That was my response and my suggestions. If you still believe that I should change my mind in any way, I will be more than happy to attend an audience with Her Excellency, the Almighty Shogun. That is if you manage to convince her as well, Mr. Ubisaki. Now, please excuse me, but I cannot postpone my duties any longer for such useless proposals. I wish you all a good day."

       Ayato didn't wait for the other two Commissioners to bid him farewell, as he turned and headed towards the doors. Caiome followed him, throwing one last smile at Ubisaki, winking at him, and raising two fingers to him, meaning "see you later" - or maybe even "you sucker" - then followed Ayato's footsteps, happy that she finally used the ninjaken she spent two hours cleaning.

       Although the path to the exit was as slow as when they entered, Ayato didn't respond to any of Caiome's complaints about clan heads who never thought before speaking. Which was strange because lately, Ayato had been indulging her, even if he only half-listened, giving short answers.

       The gates of Tenshukaku had opened, and when they exited the entire courtyard, Ayato just kept walking ahead, then suddenly turned down alleys until he reached a small garden surrounded by fences, both hiding behind blooming trees.

       "Koshi," Ayato said, and his tone caught Caiome off guard, being harsher, more authoritarian, in a way Ayato never spoke to her even on the night he caught her stealing from his house.

        Koshi appeared out of nowhere, bowing shortly to the two. "Yes, my lord."

        "Stand guard around Ubisaki Eiji's residence. If you see anyone suspicious visiting him, stay alert. If they have no letter on them, follow them and find out what the meeting was about. If they have any letter on them, kill them and bring it to me. Do the same with Watanabe Goichi's residence."

       "Yes, my lord," he said, then left. It was the first time Caiome had heard a direct order from Ayato to kill someone. She could understand why, considering how he had behaved in the hall, but it seemed that at the same time, there were many other things she didn't know.

       She looked silently at Ayato, then approached him, but he seemed to turn his head away from her. Caiome leaned against the fence, then climbed on it, facing the horizon in the distance.

       "You're angry," she said softly.

       "I am not angry," he said, but Caiome could feel the tension in his voice.

       "It's okay if you're angry, you know," she mumbled.

       "I am not-"

       "You're lying," Caiome said, giving him a frown, then letting out a sigh. "Ever since I started being on the road on my own, I told myself the same thing, that I shouldn't exaggerate any emotion. I risked everything if I didn't think everything through with a cold logic, and I only had myself. But you're not me. You have so many people who can help you, so if you want to be angry, be angry, but make sure to calm down when you need to make a decision."

       Ayato remained silent for several long seconds, standing like a statue with a lost and hidden gaze. Then he took a deep breath and exhaled, and Caiome finally managed to see his expression. Cold, strong, thoughtful. And if Ayato wasn't entirely angry now, somewhere inside him he was still affected by negative emotions. But Caiome didn't need to tell him anything else; she knew that once Ayato calmed down, he would apply the same cold logic.

       Ayato took off his coat from his shoulders and neatly placed it on the fence, then removed his gloves, leaving them on top of it. No one was around, no one could see him here.

       "So what happened?" she finally asked.

       "It seems that Ubisake Eiji is Watanabe Goichi's partner," he said in a low voice. "What he said earlier, about me not having any respect for others' experience is what Watanabe Goichi told me a few years ago when I was, under no accidental circumstances, in the middle of searching for my father's scroll, and with that, Watanabe Goichi funded research into the Kaedahara clan's blacksmithing art, a clan that fell a few years ago and is under my jurisdiction. He couldn't call Kamisato Kazashi a traitor, nor could he do that with the Kamisatos' son, and he is trying to bring all of Inazuma into his plans."

       Caiome stood and thought for a moment. She knew the answer, but she didn't know all the paths that led to this.

       "Civil war?" she asked.

       "It is the only way he can destroy the Yashiro Commission, gain the power he wants from the Kanjou Commission, and have Watanabe Goichi take over his brother's power. If Watanabe found what he was looking for, it is possible that, in fact, the tax bonus would apply to the resources for soldiers' armament, but not in the way he would like to imply. Watanabe's family deals with soldier training, and even though Goichi did not become the head of the family, that does not mean his brother didn't give him some responsibilities, which means Goichi has access to the commands given to the soldiers. If he builds his own army, he can provoke even bigger conflicts. Through that scroll, he could get rid of the Yashiro Commission in one fell swoop, while he and Ubisaki Eiji would turn the Kanjou Commission and the Tenryou Commission against each other, and after Hiiragi Chisato and Kujou Kamaji destroyed each other, only they would remain."

       "But now that they don't have the scroll or your agreement to increase taxes, what could they do?" Caiome asked.

       "Well, it would be too risky for Ubisaki to attempt on my life, as he would be the prime suspect, especially because of his personality, so we do not need to worry about that. On the other hand, we cannot attempt on either of their lives, and apart from intense surveillance, even the Shuumatsuban cannot play any role." Ayato sighed softly. "We will have to deal with this within the other Commissions."

       "Meaning we talk to Chisato and Kamaji? Tell them all this? That doesn't sound like you at all."

       "On the contrary," Ayato said, resting his hand on the wooden fence, "I have collaborated with Lord Kujou before; I trust he will listen to me this time as well. As for Lady Hiiragi, I have no doubts here either, but we need to be careful how we approach her. I will not be able to get involved personally, that is for sure, so we will have to use circumstances."

       Then it clicked for Caiome.

       "The wedding preparations," she said as if she had discovered the ultimate mystery.

       "Considering that weddings are part of Ayaka's responsibilities, I will send her to talk to Lady Hiiragi. No one will question Ayaka's visit, especially if they are in a public place. As for Lord Kujou, I think I need to resort to an old card I did not want to use now, namely Kujou Sara. As an adopted sister, and especially after Lord Kujou Takayuki's fall, Kujou Sara and Kujou Kamaji have strengthened their bond over the years. And more than anything, Kujou Sara is among those who not only know what a war is, but also what its consequences mean, especially a civil one. As much as I dislike involving them both..."

       "They wouldn't disagree with you," Caiome said. "Ayaka would do anything to help you, and Kujou Sara is... we can say she would trust you if it meant keeping Inazuma safe."

       "Mm... indeed," mumbled Ayato.

       Perhaps the plan was now well established, and Caiome knew everything would be fine, considering everything so far had been fine, every mission had been a success, and Ayato knew what he was doing. Caiome had no doubt about him.

       But Ayato seemed even more thoughtful, standing like a statue beside the maple tree with red leaves. Normally, Ayato would have acted immediately, but it seemed that this time he didn't even want to move.

       "Is there... anything else?" she asked unsurely.

       "No," Ayato said slowly, "just... I guess, for a few minutes, I was actually angry. At Watanabe Goichi and Ubisake Eiji."

       "It's normal, considering they're trying to throw into war the people you've tried so hard to protect, especially since the Vision hunt," Caiome replied.

       "I was very angry," he insisted, and Caiome frowned. "I couldn't think clearly for a few minutes. Honestly, I do not know when was the last time this happened to me."

       Caiome didn't know what to say to him, considering she had only known him for a few months, and at first, she barely saw him. But probably lately, spending so much time around him, she somehow got to know some of his habits and could tell if he was going to stay late in his office or not, if he was lost in thought or simply serious, and she could tell when something really worried him.

       Her plan to try to distinguish Ayato from Lord Kamisato failed... because Ayato was Lord Kamisato, and Lord Kamisato was Ayato. That's how she had known him, and Caiome would never be able to separate one from the other, just like now.

       But what she didn't know about him was how he could be comforted. Not that she had wondered about this before, but looking at his face, the way his purple eyes stared into the distance and how their glow changed with his thoughts, she thought he might need someone there for him.

       She knew Ayato didn't talk to anyone about it. Apart from giving concrete, logical orders based on a strategy, he never said anything. Not to Ayaka, as she repeatedly said, not to Thoma, not even to Koshi, who was with him 24/7. It was just him against the world.

       Caiome raised her hand but immediately stopped before touching his light blue shirt and glossy vest. It had been a stupid intention. She didn't know how to comfort anyone, let alone Ayato.

       But that didn't mean Ayato didn't see her attempt, turning to her, and Caiome quickly put her hand behind her back. Now that she was under his gaze, she felt that her earlier attempt was even more foolish.

       "Well," Caiome quickly said, "you're human and all that. Don't think you're better than others just because you keep your emotions under control a little better, alright?"

       Ayato chuckled slightly instead. "Is that so?"

       "Well, not that I'm dying to meddle in all this war stuff," she jumped off the fence, "but where do I fit into all your plans?"

       "For now, you will accompany Ayaka to her meeting with Lady Hiiragi," he said.

       "Wouldn't it be a problem if someone from Watanabe or Ubisake's minions saw us together, considering I was with you today at the meeting?"

        "It won't be a problem considering the place where I want you two to meet Lady Hiiragi," Ayato said, putting his gloves back on his hands, then putting on his coat, heading towards the nearest telepoint. "And with that being said, I think you could have behaved better in the meeting room."

       "Hey, you saw his attitude. You said I shouldn't let anything touch you, right? Not even words. I did my job," she protested.

       "I think you just wanted to cause a conflict because you are bored," he said instead, putting his hands behind his back as Caiome walked with her hands behind her head.

       "That or the other, it's all the same to me."

       A sudden cold shiver ran through her, making her delay her next step, and her heart skipped a beat, making her sigh softly. She felt the need to cough, but quickly controlled herself, only resorting to clearing her throat.

       Well, it had been a while, so she was already waiting for this...

 

Chapter 49: Chapter 49 ~ The Ah Tabai and the Goddes of Death

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Chapter 49 ~ The Ah Tabai and the Goddes of Death

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       That evening, Ayato invited Kujou Sara to a meeting at the Komore tea house where Ayaka also came, of course. He told them both about his suspicions about Watanabe Goichi and Ubisake Eiji, but left out the scroll story for two reasons: it was no longer relevant now that the scroll had been destroyed, and he certainly couldn't tell Kujou Sara about it. As for Ayaka...

       If she found out that even Kamisato Kazashi had taken such a big risk as his children in the face of a war, that would only encourage Ayaka even more to expose herself to risk, and Ayato didn't want that. There was no need to tell her; Caiome could see it on his face and in his hesitations.

       Ayaka, of course, didn't doubt her brother's words. Kujou Sara, however, hesitated with her response.

       "I have no choice but to put my trust in you, Lord Kamisato," Sara said. "I will talk to my brother, and I have no doubt he will listen to you, but I need to ask you for a favor in return."

       "Of course," Ayato said.

       "In case something goes wrong, I don't want my brother or his fiancée to be held responsible for it. I understand we're doing this for the greater good, but I don't want their involvement to be known, neither by Mr. Watanabe nor by Mr. Ubisaki. I don't want their second attempt to carry out this wedding to be interrupted, or their happiness and lives to be threatened."

       "Your request is understandable," Ayato said. "I know this feeling all too well. You have my word that I will do everything possible to ensure that the two of them do not stand out more than two commissioners who voted for Ubisaki Eiji."

       "Thank you," Sara said, bowing her head, then stood up and left, promising to convey everything as dictated.

       As for Ayaka, she couldn't be happier.

       "It's not often that you ask me for help with such things," she said to Ayato, smiling sweetly.

       "I had no choice," Ayato said. "Even more so, I will need you to take care, be aware of your surroundings, and vigilant at your meeting in three days with Lady Hiiragi. Understood?"

       "Of course," she said, but her smile showed nothing of what should be emotions or concern. She seemed actually ecstatic. "You don't have to worry about me all the time. I'm capable enough to take care of myself. Plus, I'll have Caiome with me, won't I?"

       "Hm?" Caiome suddenly said.

       The whole meeting she was laying sprawled on the floor behind Ayato, with bent knees, looking at the ceiling. Not that she was tired, but her cheeks had reddened in the last few hours, and her eyes were beginning to close due to fatigue, and she didn't want the three of them to see her expression. Maybe Sara and Ayaka wouldn't have realized it, given the subject of the conversation, but Ayato had caught her before with symptoms of fever and had almost caught her red-handed when she coughed blood into her palm and rushed to hide everything.

       Both of them looked at her, so Caiome quickly rose to her feet.

       "Yes, yes," she waved her hand. "Can we go home now? I'm very sleepy."

       Arriving at the residence, Caiome went straight to her small pantry and took out her bag from under a wooden plank in the corner of the room, and from it, a whitish pill, which she split in half and swallowed. She lay on the small chest and fell asleep instantly.

       But sometime after midnight, the trees began to rustle, and the leaves rustled frantically. The air suddenly felt heavier, and even with the window closed and wrapped in blankets, Caiome began to tremble. Her heart skipped a beat, her chest began to ache, and her eyes opened instantly, sitting up.

       She looked towards the closed window, and her body tensed. She hadn't had this feeling for years, since she left Natlan with the dead Vision shell, seeking to escape and hide. A burning, furious feeling, as suffocating as warm blood and the steam of a summer day.

       She got out of bed, opened the window, and stepped onto it, walking barefoot in the garden. She walked slowly towards the small bridge, listening to the trees, the night birds, and the silence of the sky. She let the wind come to her, carrying the same suffocating smell and the sound of pebbles rubbing against sand. She let it surround every bush in the garden, every stone, every trunk of the tree, every insect, and every ripple of water.

       She quickly left the spot and jumped up, stepping on the wind. She crossed the huge fence, took out her sword from her waist, and a whirl of sharp light, along with an equally sharp sound, was heard in the quiet of the night, breaking the euphoria. Caiome pushed into her weapon, and so did her enemy, moving away, before approaching again with speed, hitting weapons against weapons. Caiome raised her hand, letting the Vision shine, and in the depths of the night, a deep laugh was heard when flames appeared out of nowhere, illuminating the stranger's face, and the flames now stood in his palm.

       A muscular body on a tall silhouette emerged from the shadows. He had tanned skin, long legs and fingers, a well-proportioned waist, a slender neck, pleasant to look at but just as powerful as his entire appearance. In the red light of the flames, his blond hair looked like a burning mane, and his black eyes shone like a terrifying abyss. A long, thin scar diagonally crossed his face, passing over the ecstasy in his eyes and the huge smile that revealed his four sharp teeth, making him look more like a wild animal than a man.

       "So much time has passed, my dear Ah Puch... my goddess of death," he said. His voice was deep, on the verge of bursting into a colorful, frenetic laughter as he approached Caiome, who gripped the sword handle tightly.

       She couldn't fight here; the noise would alert the guards, and that was the last thing Caiome wanted to do, to let them come into contact with this beast.

       "Has it been more than four years?" he continued, and the flames began to illuminate his body even more.

       In addition to the scar on his face, many other scars traversed his body under the sublime clothes that left his skin and muscles visible. But they weren't as small or thin as the one on his face; they were long, thick as three fingers, and Caiome knew them all.

       "I see you're still alive, Tabai. What are you doing here?" she asked harshly.

       "Hmm," he said, scratching his head as if he was thinking, but Caiome knew better than that. This man was an immense danger who only lived in scenes, like an actor with his face covered by masks. "I came to look for you, of course. After all," he placed his hand on his chest, "you left me without saying anything, leaving me such a beautiful gift as this."

       Caiome knew he was referring not only to the scars on his body but also to the one on his face. She knew them all because she was the one who had made each one of them.

       "But I think it was a price I had to pay, considering how many other things you had to pay for compared to me."

       Caiome raised her chin. "How did you find me?"

       "It wasn't easy, that's for sure. I always knew you were a master at hiding even in broad daylight, and you would have escaped our hands even if we had been stranded in the middle of the ocean," he grinned, coming even closer to her, bending down, breathing heavily a few centimeters from her face. "But for you to hide in the bosom of a disgusting noble family... well, that's something I didn't expect. You, running like a dog after the tail of the little lord who thinks he can rule the entire world? If you ask me, that's a bit arrogant of him, and from you... It makes me sick just to think that you're staying in their house, eating with them at the table, drinking their water, and listening to their voices. Weren't they always your big target, your big revenge? And now you're groveling in front of them?"

       "I don't bow to anyone," said Caiome.

       "Yes, of course. Those lips and that silver tongue haven't fooled me in a long time, Ah Puch. Maybe they can hypnotize Lord Kamisato from time to time, but that's because he's naive, just like you."

       Tabai raised his hand, reaching to touch her face, but Caiome recoiled, letting her blade rest at his throat, pinching his skin, from which red and black blood began to flow.

       "If you touch me, I'll cut off your hands, and I won't care who witnesses it."

       Tabai grinned at the corner of his mouth. "If you don't stay put," he said in a suddenly seductive tone, like a whisper spoken in a lover's ear, "I'll set the entire residence on fire."

       "Just try," snarled Caiome. "If you know who Lord Kamisato is, you know he's a Vision bearer as well, right?"

       "And do you think that will stop me? It didn't stop me for so many years when I was burning those nobles alive, and you were a witness to all the executions. Tell me, Ah Puch, do you think my heart wouldn't allow me to listen to everyone's screams, the desperation and the begging? You heard them all, including mine, and you didn't have mercy on anyone, not even those who were your friends."

       "I never had any friends," said Caiome.

       Tabai moved quickly, grabbing her jaw and pulling her towards him, their chests bumping into each other. Caiome breathed quickly, and Tabai let a disturbing smile spread across his cracked lips as he looked down at her. His thumb passed over her jawline and cheek.

       "Oh, these eyes," he said. "I've missed them so much, to see them so dark, so burning, with the intention of a killer... To lose myself in them... and to have them behind my closed eyes every time I want to dream, and pray to the gods before falling asleep to hear your steps and voice again, to make me tremble just like when I watched you cut heads and get stained with blood."

       "Yeah, I'm sure I got you all turned on. I should've cut off your head before abandoning you in that cave until you bled to death. My mistake," she spat.

       Tabai grinned, letting his finger pass over the edge of her lips. "Even when I was bleeding, more dead than alive, all I could think about was you... how magnificent you were, how beautiful, with your face drowned in my blood and that of the others from the tribe... how much I would have loved to kiss those lips that grinned at me and take off your clothes and bathe you in everyone's blood if that was what you wanted."

       He lowered himself even more, and the tip of his nose touched her cheek, drawing a phantom line towards her neck.

       "And since then, I dream only of that... of how your body would feel against mine, and your hot skin pressed on my skin, how I could have shown you what true love is... My goddess... my only death..."

       Caiome raised her hand, pushing him away completely.

       "I would have rather cut my own throat before letting you even try. More than that, I'm not the only one who is hypocritical in this case, am I? It seemed to me that I smelled rot in Tenshukaku. Are you working for Ubisaki now?"

       Tabai laughed loudly. "I don't work for anyone," he took a few steps back, settling on one of the decorative boulders under the fences. "Do you want to hear how I found you? My searches led me to Inazuma when I heard about this impressive woman who looks like a street rat and who was seen in the city with Shirasagi Himegimi, then with Thoma from the Yashiro Commission, and then with Lord Kamisato Ayato. It wasn't hard to connect the dots, but I can't say I wasn't surprised. You would have rather let me strangle you and break your neck with my bare hands than being around them and smell their rich scent. Then I came across this Watanabe Goichi looking for mercenaries, if you want living proof that he and Ubisaki Eiji are looking to start a civil war and take over all the power for themselves, while eliminating the entire Kamisato clan and the Yashiro Commission."

       Tabai raised a leg, placing it on the stone, resting his elbow on it, and his face in his palm. 

       "But I'm not here for any kind of civil war, I'm not interested in it at all," he chuckled. "You can cut each other's heads off for all I care and Inazuma can drown in blood. I'm here for you and only you."

       "Then why don't you try to kill me right here?"

       "I know my chances of success," Tabai quickly replied. "If the other Vision bearers come to your aid, it might create more problems for me, like putting so many people on my trail, so for now, I'll stay in Inazuma and watch you."

       He stood up from the stone and approached her again. 

       "I'll just watch you play war, you and the other nobles, and when the time comes, then I'll hold you so tightly that I'll break your body, and I'll kiss you until you suffocate and die."

       "And if I try to find you first?" she lifted her chin.

       "You won't," he narrowed his sensual eyes, and that dark abyss sparkled in the shades of flames. "Because if you try, because if you say a single word about me to anyone, I'll kill those little girls. You can't be in two places at once, you can't protect one without putting the other in danger. And if I can't reach them, well, those other three little brats on that small island aren't entirely safe either, are they? I'll break their little necks just as I did with the ones from years ago. In the end, they didn't stand a chance anyway, they had to die. I actually consider myself generous for the death I offered them instead of the others who would have torn their little bodies apart."

       Caiome felt her heart pounding hard, and the faces of Himawari, Uta, Mahito, Mika, and Aoi flashed before her eyes. She gripped the sword handle and gritted her teeth.

       "If you touch any of them--"

       "Oh, don't get yourself worked up like that. You can keep them all safe just by keeping that seductive mouth of yours shut. The only person you should be vigilant against is yourself because you never know when or where a blow might come from. And anyway, it shouldn't be too hard, considering you only trust yourself. After all, you're still spitting blood, and your little lord has no idea about it or why is that. So, I want you to look into his charming eyes and lie to him as beautifully as you've lied to me for years."

       Tabai slowly retreated, and the flames began to fade from his hand. 

       "Until our next meeting, my executioner with fiery eyes."

       And he disappeared into the darkness of the night.

       Caiome breathed deeply, and her body suddenly felt heavy. Her knees weakened, so she couldn't even hold herself up anymore, and she collapsed to the ground, leaning against the walls of the estate. She began to breathe fast, hugging herself tightly. Her stomach began to churn, and she started to tremble, and a sharp pain shot through her legs and abdomen, then into her chest. She sweated coldly, and drops of blood started to flow from her nostrils, pricking her lips and touching her tongue. It was a bitter taste, like bile, and Caiome dug her nails so hard into her own flesh, leaving behind semicircular wounds.

       She had to return to the residence. She couldn't afford to remain unconscious here; someone might find her in this state and cause chaos.

       She knew she should leave. But she couldn't leave the shell behind, leave Arasthea behind, not after all she had done.

       Tears began to sting her eyes, and soon, heavy and hot liquid began to stain her cheeks, and the smell of iron made her whimper. Those weren't tears, it wasn't water...

      Arasthea... Arasthea...

      Caiome clenched her fists, grabbed onto the walls, and forced her body to rise. She couldn't enter through the front or the back courtyard; she had to return the way she came here. She looked up at the height of the wall, then let her Vision subtly shine. She stepped heavily into the air, and when she reached the other side, she simply let herself fall behind a huge, old maple trunk.

       She gritted her teeth, keeping quiet, then crawled to her window, to which she clung and pulled herself up, falling on the other side. As soon as she made contact with the floor, Caiome lost consciousness and collapsed into a deep sleep.

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       Ayaka invited Chisato Hiiragi to the Grand Narukami Shrine to discuss some wedding arrangements during the ceremony, and Caiome, to avoid being seen by people, followed her from the shadows to the top of the mountain.

       At the entrance to the temple courtyard, Chisato awaited Ayaka, and after a few polite exchanges of greetings, the two began to walk around the temple at a slow pace, starting a discussion about the ceremony steps that Ayaka had already put together and asking for details about the next ones.

       Chisato seemed very excited, with rosy cheeks, until they reached a secluded area where no one could hear them. Ayaka began to tell Chisato everything that Ayato had told her, and Lady Hiiragi's expression changed. Her smile disappeared, her face turned pale, and her eyes were filled with concern.

       "I understand," Chisato said. "In that case, what can I do?"

       "Kujou Sara is currently discussing with Kujou Kamaji about some precautionary measures. Since the two work hand in hand, we need to somehow separate them and subtly remove them from what initially led them to desire this civil conflict. My brother's advice was to tip the balance with the proposals he made at the meeting two days ago with the Tri-Commission. Lord Kujou will form a military alliance with Sangonomiya Kokomi, which means that, regardless of Lord Watanabe's resources, he won't be able to infiltrate soldiers into the ranks of the army on Watatsumi. As for you... if you temporarily withdraw investments from the borders of distant nations, and leave only the Yashiro Commission to take care of international relations, we could corner Lord Ubisaki. He won't be able to cross borders or hide on any of the islands, not even on Tsurumi.

       "I understand," Chisato said again. "Then, please convey to Lord Kamisato that I will do as requested and as mentioned at the meeting as well. However, I have another question... It seems to be a huge issue. Shouldn't we cancel the wedding until after the situation improves?"

       "Ayato told me you would think about it," Ayaka replied slowly, "but it's best to continue with the preparations as before. We can't let Lord Ubisaki and Lord Watanabe suspect any change in our attitude."

       "You're right," Chisato said with a subdued voice.

       Ayaka approached her, placing a hand on her shoulder. "I'm truly sorry that you have to continue with the wedding under these circumstances," she smiled gently. "But I'm sure that once we get through this, you'll have a long and happy marriage, and Lord Kujou will be by your side no matter what."

       Chisato managed to return the smile even though she still expressed sadness. "Thank you for your words and encouragement."

       It's no wonder Ayaka was called Shiresagi Himegimi, Caiome thought, watching them from the temple's shadows, her face covered. Ayaka just needed to smile at you and say a kind word, touch your shoulder, and she would instantly make you feel better, as if there was hope. But even her powers had limits, considering she couldn't even approach Ayato with that attitude.

      Chisato bid farewell to Ayaka, and Caiome emerged from her hiding place, both of them watching Lady Hiiragi as she began to descend the mountain accompanied by the guards who had remained at the entrance.

       "I really thought this time there wouldn't be any problems concerning the wedding," Ayaka sighed. "She and Lord Kujou have been waiting for this moment for so long, preparing for such a beautiful wedding, only for everything to be shaken."

       "I don't think the turmoil will last very long," mumbled Caiome from behind the mask, hiding her gaze from Ayaka. "If Ubisaki falls, Watanabe falls too."

       "Ayato thought everything very quickly, already sowing the seeds of doubt in Lady Hiiragi and Lord Kujou during the meeting, so we shouldn't have any openings to them. All we have to do now is to intercept their messages from the shadows while maintaining a detached attitude in public. As much as I wished it could be different."

       Caiome started, hearing footsteps approaching, placing her hand on the sword handle, attracting Ayaka's attention to her.

      "Destiny is a very uncertain thing," a soft feminine voice was heard, and from afar approached none other than Yae Miko, who threw Caiome a similarly foxy smile as her appearance. "You should drop the weapon, Youkai, we're all allies here, aren't we?"

       Caiome hesitated, then sheathed the sword entirely, letting herself go weak.

       "Lady Yae," Ayaka greeted her with a nod, and Yae Miko did the same, letting her cherry blossom-colored hair envelop her, and her eyes sparkled like diamonds. "So, should I believe that the orders have reached you as well?"

       Yae gracefully puffed, then chuckled lightly, letting her little corners, which seemed almost seductive, show, while her gaze somehow became more dangerous, as if this woman had her own agenda behind.

       "Lord Kamisato insisted on informing me beforehand, so I could maneuver a few puppet strings within the Shrine, of course. He advised me to propose a temporary partnership with the Kanjou Commission once Lady Hiiragi puts her plans into action. Considering the involvement of the Shrine, Lord Ubisaki wouldn't dare to start a war even with the deity. Maybe changing the form of government doesn't necessarily determine the good or evil for the civilians, but a war certainly does, so if I show interest in all this turmoil, it's possible that both wrongdoers will retreat before making everything too obvious and attracting too much attention."

       "That's my brother," Ayaka said finally in a sigh. "Always thinking ahead of us by a few steps."

       "Although," Yae chuckled, waving her hand gracefully, looking at Caiome, "I didn't expect to hear that a conflict could have started right in the Tenshukaku's meeting room. I wonder what could have happened?"

       Ayaka blinked confused. She hadn't heard anything from Ayato about anything happening in that room.

       "Indeed, individuals should be careful about their own behavior, especially in front of the Three Families, otherwise they could raise questions," Yae continued with a prolonged sigh that seemed more like the sigh of a skilled actress seeking protection from someone stronger than her, like a kind of knight... or bodyguard...

       "It seems you've answered your own question," said Caiome.

       "I can only hope it won't turn into a worse situation than this," Yae replied.

       "We'll take care of that," said Ayaka, then bowed her head. "If you'll excuse us, we need to return to the Kamisato estate to inform Ayato of these matters."

       "Of course, of course," said Yae, and Ayaka headed towards the same rows of stone stairs that Chisato had descended.

       Caiome turned around, ready to return to her shadows, but Yae sat in front of her, blocking her path. Raising a hand, the latter let her fingers run over Caiome's cheek, and a pungent, yet sweet smell penetrated her senses.

       "Your blood pulse is quite strong for someone who should keep calm in her hiding places," Yae said with a smile, but her expression was curious. "There's something in your body that hinders your abilities, and your soul as well."

       Caiome sighed softly, pushing Yae Miko's hand aside. "It's none of your business," she said.

       "Hmph," Yae huffed, straightening her back, placing her hands over her chest, adopting a posture as elegant as any noblewoman. "You shouldn't puff yourself up too much, Youkai, or you'll fall faster than you climbed. And given the condition of your body, I'd say you'll fall worse than you think."

       "If you intend to read me in the cards or predict my future, I'll let you know that I'm not interested."

       "As I said earlier, destiny is a very uncertain thing. Also, I can see more than you're trying to hide under those clothes. Let's say... a certain mark on your body?"

        Caiome frowned. She knew that Yae Miko, being who she was, had abilities that ordinary people didn't possess. But if she knew something that could compromise Caiome, or Himawari and Uta, then...

       "What do you know?" she asked harshly.

       "I know nothing," she waved her hand in a way too elegant, too graceful, almost hypnotic. "Just that I can feel the elemental power imprinted on your body, a power that cannot be removed, giving that the reason for its presence is still upon you. It's subtle, but it's there, and this kind of wound is not a battle wound, rather... induced. Let's say... by torture?"

       Caiome tried to breathe relieved. Instead, a cough blocked her throat, feeling the liquid choking on her lips. She turned her back to Yae.

       "Oh, dear," said Yae, and her voice scratched Caiome's ears. "It seems you're in a worse condition than I thought."

       "As I said, it's none of your business, so mind your own," Caiome finally snapped, then left, and Yae sighed after her, this time a genuine sigh.

       "I was just trying to take care of such an important member like you, Lady Caiome."

       But Caiome was long gone.

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       The letters started to be intercepted, Lady Hiiragi withdrew her funds from neighboring nations—though not entirely to avoid raising too much suspicion—and Kujou Kamaji had a meeting with Sangonomiya Kokomi, after which they signed a pact of alliance between the two armies—of course, Sangonomiya Kokomi knew beforehand about Lord Kamisato's plans.

        And the two lords began to slowly lose their influence within the Commissions, but that didn't mean the storm had passed. Ayato ordered the jonin to keep their residences under observation, and while some of them were keeping an eye on Ubisaki Eiji, Koshi and Caiome, as a true pair they were, kept an eye on Watanabe Goichi's house—which mostly meant they spent the whole day around it, hiding.

       A week had passed since these orders, and Watanabe's plans were beginning to crumble. The alliance with Watatsumi Island no longer left him any way to maneuver the Tenryou Commission soldiers, considering he not only had to get past his brother and Kujou Kamaji but also Sangonomiya Kokomi.

       And even though a whole week had passed, Caiome's symptoms didn't pass either. She wore her mask constantly, sneaked into the kitchen at night, and drank ginger tea until her stomach exploded, and she was grateful for this mission that kept her away from the residence. While Ayato manipulated everything behind the scenes, Caiome hid behind him as well.

       She tried to keep the walls up even in Koshi's presence, trying to engage in small talk to distract him, and most of the time it worked. But sometimes, Caiome drifted into thoughts and drifted away from the noble world of Inazuma, finding herself in the caves of Natlan, among black rocks, campfires, maniacal laughter, and the smell of blood and burnt flesh.

       And her body, though weakened, still reacted to the slightest sound, more now than ever. There always had to be a black shadow lurking behind her or a whisper that made her chest tremble and empty.

       She checked on Himawari and Uta every day, starting to ask the latter to stay more at the residence if it made her feel better, being able to play more with Himawari. But she didn't insist when Mizuki said it wasn't possible. If Tabai was keeping an eye on her, she didn't want to seem like she was trying to warn them.

       In the end, the best way to keep them both away from Tabai was to do nothing and say nothing, even if it meant confronting him unexpectedly one day, him and his men, because Tabai would never have the courage to face her alone. He hadn't had it then, and he wouldn't have it now.

       She returned to the residence somewhere around midnight, when all the lights in Watanabe's house had gone out, and she exchanged shifts with other ninja. She took off her mask, starting to drag her feet toward the kitchen. She had probably consumed half of the ginger crate in the pantry, but honestly, she didn't care now.

       She turned the corner, and the feeling of tiredness had intensified so much that she almost bumped into Ayato, who quickly reached out, grabbing her wrist when Caiome began to wobble from one foot to the other for a second.

       Ayato smiled at her. "It seems you have gone a bit numb," he said.

       Caiome blinked slowly, looking somewhere between his chest and the floor, the words barely reaching her ears. She recognized the voice, but she couldn't understand the words. She quickly moved her gaze when she heard the sound of a creaking piece of wood, only to realize it had been just her foot stepping on the floor.

       Her gaze was empty, lost even, and her wrist was still in Ayato's bare-handed grip.

       Caiome looked at his hand, at the long fingers holding her wrist, and his touch was warm, but not the warmth of Tabai's flames that had almost touched her skin. No... Ayato's touch was gentler, and there was nothing disgusting about it... 

       When... When had she had ever felt that touch on her skin? she wondered.

       Her mind was shrouded in fog, and her ears were ringing. Her knees were trembling, and she could feel her heart beating slowly, and her eyes were closing against her will.

       "Caiome?" she heard her name and heard Ayato's voice fighting with the laughter in her head.

       When had someone touched her like that? When had someone spoken to her like that? 

       She couldn't remember... She couldn't... Or that memory didn't even exist...

       "Caiome," she heard her name again.

       Call me, her mind said when she collided with his voice. Call me... she almost begged among sharp screams. Please, call me...

       She blinked, and the image was empty. She blinked again, and on the floor, next to her foot, was a drop of crimson red.

       What's that? Caiome wondered.

       Then it grew... and grew... and grew.

       "Caiome."

       Caiome looked up, meeting two purple diamonds polished with a thin layer of silver. They suddenly became larger, and the touch on her wrist moved higher, and her face suddenly caught fire with contact between his hand and her cheek. She suddenly felt numb, clinging with her fingers to his sleeve, but she didn't have the strength to squeeze the shirt.

       She felt... or rather, it was a comfortable feeling she wanted her body to sink into... in which she wanted to fall asleep... and from which she didn't want to wake up anymore.

       She managed to give Ayato a crooked smile, and he frowned.

       "I'm fine," she whispered, and her hand found his naked wrist, clinging to it as if Ayato wanted to steal that feeling of comfort from her and she wanted to force him to give it back. "I'm just... a bit tired, that's all."

       She wobbled on her feet.

       What would have happened if, instead of trying to take back the little comfort that Ayato would eventually steal from her, she had tried to take more from him?

       She took a small step forward, so small that Ayato thought Caiome didn't move at all. But Caiome leaned forward, and her forehead rested on his collarbone. Her eyes closed, and the blood flowing to her lips dyed his light blue shirt, creating a purplish shade. Her mind clouded again, but she no longer heard screams and laughter, and her heart no longer felt empty, powerless.

        She heard another heart beating... rhythmic, controlled, focused, and she felt those beats in her own body as if they were hers. The warmth between his hand and her cheek had intensified, and now it was everywhere. Her eyes closed slowly, allowing herself to get lost. She turned her head slightly to one side, allowing one cheek to be touched by his shoulder, and the other to be covered by his bare hand.

       She felt his light breath on the top of her head, along with a slight pressure.

       "We should get you to bed," Ayato's voice sounded again, this time much lighter, like a whisper, and Caiome slightly moved her head when she heard it.

       Ayato hadn't received any answer, so he moved, but Caiome quickly caught him by the other arm, stopping him.

       "Don't move," she begged softly, her voice breaking, and she heard that strange heart in another chest beat stronger. "Please, don't move..."

        An intense silence hit the halls of the mansion. Ayato couldn't say anything, letting her lean on him. He felt her trembling, he felt her skin becoming hotter and hotter, he felt her sinking down, but trying to hold herself up at the same time as she clung to him. She seemed only half aware of her actions, and yet... where did that blood come from? 

 

Chapter 50: Chapter 50 ~ The Third Party and the Heart of a Shuumatsuban

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Chapter 50 ~ The Third Party and the Heart of a Shuumatsuban

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       Caiome slowly opened her eyes. The room was dimly lit, a few beams of light sneaking through the wooden shutters of the windows. The next moment, she was hit by a sharp headache that made her whimper and sit up in bed, starting to rub her temples, but the pain refused to leave her. She felt dizzy and numb, and if she stayed in that bed any longer, she felt she might strangle someone or even herself.

       She was no longer trembling, and her body had returned to its normal temperature, which was very strange. It wasn't uncommon for her... crazy period to last so many days – it didn't happen very often, but she had been through it many times. And maybe the symptoms had already started to diminish, but for the fever to break so suddenly overnight?

       Well, she couldn't complain.

       Only later, when she tried to pull the blanket off her legs, did she realize she wasn't in her bed at all, but in a large bed, in an equally large room, and the clothes she was wearing weren't hers. They were pajamas, but not hers – a very soft cotton shirt, not suffocating at all, but warm, while the room was slightly cool due to the light being blocked by the closed windows.

       The bedroom doors opened, and Caiome squinted, managing to make out two silhouettes. One of them quickly went and opened the windows, making Caiome groan and cover her eyes. The headache intensified.

       "Sorry," a feminine, almost childish voice was heard, and Chizuru clenched her fists, approaching Caiome from the other side of the bed.

       The mattress dipped on the other side, but no voice was heard, so Caiome took her hand away from her eyes, looking at Mitsuko who sat beside her hip, leaving a small tray with hot tea on the nightstand next to the bed.

       Mitsuko raised her hands, making a few gestures, and it took Caiome a while to understand them, as she still felt confused.

       How do you feel?

       "Like someone ran a pair of horses over me?" she mumbled.

       Mitsuko reached towards her, moving the hair from her face to the back of her ears, then started checking her fever, first with her palms, then pressing her lips to her forehead. Caiome looked at her through half-closed eyes. She was incredibly sleepy.

       At least you no longer have...

       Caiome frowned.

       "I think she means you no longer have a fever," Chizuru said quietly, and Mitsuko nodded.

       She picked up the cup from the wooden table and handed it to Caiome, who grabbed it with trembling hands and took a sip. The taste was bitter, of ginger. If the fever had passed, that didn't mean it couldn't return. When she handed the cup back to Mitsuko, she noticed the furniture and the walls behind her. Then she looked around. She knew this room all too well.

       What was she doing in Ayato's room and bed?

       "Why am I here?" she asked, confused.

       "What do you mean why?" Chizuru scolded her, her cheeks beginning to redden. "You fainted in the middle of the living room last night. Lord Kamisato found you and brought you here, considering it was the closest room, or maybe because that was his first thought. You were lucky someone was still awake. Misses Mitsuko and I stayed here last night, so he came to us immediately and asked us to help you. Your face was covered in blood."

       Oh no... Oh no! This was bad. Very bad. Caiome had to find an excuse, anything. Surely their minds wouldn't wander far enough to discover the whole truth, but she had to think of something quickly.

       "Oh, that," Caiome said. "It's nothing, I was just tired. It happens to me from time to time, you don't need to fuss so much over it."

       "But, Lord Kamisato--"

       Mitsuko quickly raised her hand, stopping Chizuru's words, then turned to Caiome.

       You should rest.

       Caiome, however, threw the blanket off her legs and swung them out of bed. She couldn't stay here. If Tabai was indeed keeping an eye on her, he would have found out that she was no longer playing spy at Watanabe's residence and would have found incredible satisfaction in it. She couldn't let him look down on her.

       "I'm fine now," she said, standing up from the bed. Luckily, she didn't sway on her feet.

       Chizuru quickly came forward, stretching out her hands and blocking her way. Oh, Caiome really wasn't in the mood for this now.

       "Please lie back down in bed. What if you faint again?"

       "Chizuru," she sighed, "I'm fine. Seriously. I have a lot of work to do today."

       "Lord Kamisato asked us to tell you that you are free from your responsibilities today if you don't feel up to it, and judging by the way you look, you definitely don't feel up to it."

       Caiome raised her eyebrows, then walked past her, ignoring her. Chizuru quickly jumped at her, grabbing her arm, more like hugging it, pulling her back, which took Caiome by surprise. She didn't think Chizuru could physically stop her.

       "Chizuru, let go of me," she said, but Chizuru didn't listen, hugging her arm even tighter.

       "Lord Kamisato said to stay in bed."

       "I don't care what Ayato said, so let go of me," she tried to pull away, but this girl had more strength than she let on. "Koshi," Caiome said. "Koshi..."

       But no response from her partner, meaning he wasn't around her. Good. If he wasn't here, it made things easier. Turning around, Caiome hit Chizuru on the back of her legs, and she fell back onto the bed, releasing her arm. Once she was free, Caiome dashed through the doors, almost bumping into Ayaka and Thoma.

       All three made eye contact, blinking in confusion, then Caiome started running down the halls.

       "Milady, catch her!" Chizuru's voice was heard, but Caiome was already at the top of the stairs when she heard Thoma's footsteps.

       Damn it.

       Caiome ran down the stairs, but instead of continuing her way through the mansion, she jumped through an open window and crouched by the house's wall.

       "Which way did she go?" Ayaka's voice was heard.

        "If she's planning to leave the residence, she needs her clothes and sword which are in her room. That must be where she went first," Thoma said.

       "Thoma, you check the rooms and alert the guards," Ayaka said. "Chizuru, Mitsuko, we'll check the garden."

       Damn it again, Caiome cursed in her mind. Only then did she realize that her Vision wasn't attached to her clothes either, but it hadn't been in the bedroom, otherwise, she would have felt its power. She needed everything to be able to leave here, but how could she sneak past not only Ayaka and the others, but also the guards who would probably be looking for her until the evening? She couldn't stay too far from Tabai's watchful eyes.

       "What are you doing here?"

       Caiome startled, falling to the ground and hitting the house wall, turning to face a confused Mizuki leaning over her. She quickly stood up, grabbing him by the shoulders.

       "Mizuki, you have to help me," she pleaded. "I need to get out of here, everyone is suddenly after me and they want to lock me in a room or something. I need my sword and clothes."

       Mizuki sighed. "I am sure I will regret this, but... I was also looking for you to give you these," he said, handing her a paper package. Caiome opened it, finding her Shuumatsuban outfit inside. "And this," Mizuki added, handing her the sword.

       Caiome frowned, confused. "Why do you have these? And why aren't you chasing me along with the others?"

       "Please, take them before I change my mind," Mizuki said, pushing the sword against her chest. His face showed a conflicted expression, clearly uncomfortable with the situation. "I heard from Chizuru what happened last night, and I figured there was no way you'd stay in bed for long. Besides Koshi and Lord Kamisato, I've probably spent the most time with you in this residence, so I know it's impossible for you to stay put."

       "Hmph," Caiome grunted, taking the sword in hand. "I have no reason to stay put since nothing happened."

       "At first, we thought the same, given that no one expected you to faint."

       "I did not faint!" she objected. "I fell asleep."

       "In the middle of the mansion, on the floor?"

       "What?" Caiome grimaced. 

       Now that she thought about it, Chizuru had mentioned something similar about Ayato finding her in the middle of the living room last night. But Caiome didn't even remember returning to the mansion, so how could she have fainted in the middle of the room? If she didn't even remember coming back, she couldn't have simply fallen asleep...

       Ugh, her condition must have hit her hard last night, causing her to lose some memories, as if she were drunk. She'd prefer being drunk over going through another seven days like the ones that had just passed.

       "Uh, yeah," she said quickly. "What's the problem? Is there a rule of Ayato's that says I can't sleep in the middle of the room on the floor if I want to?" Mizuki blinked in confusion, and Caiome decided to end the conversation. "By the way, my Vision isn't here. You took these from my room, and Thoma said the Vision is in the room."

       "I didn't find it there," Mizuki shrugged.

       Caiome tensed up. Oh, this was bad. If Tabai had been keeping an eye on her through his dogs, it was very possible that as soon as he caught her alone, he had stolen the Vision. Without the Vision, he wouldn't consider her a threat, and the surprise attack he had promised could come from anywhere without her knowing.

       Okay, she needed to calm down and think quickly. If the Vision wasn't with Tabai, where else could it be? If Ayato was indeed the one who found her, it was very possible it was with him, but he couldn't carry two Visions around unnoticed, and people would start asking questions. So it probably had to be with Koshi.

       "Thanks, Mizuki," she said quickly, ruffling his hair before dashing through the bushes toward the back gates. 

       She hid as best she could, changed into her black clothes, put the tenugui on her face, and headed to Watanabe Goichi's house, where Koshi was keeping watch among the dense branches of a tree. Caiome climbed up and sat next to him, surprising Koshi with her presence.

       "Are you alright, miss?" he asked, causing Caiome to roll her eyes and sigh.

       "Why is everyone so stressed? I just fell asleep in the living room, and now everyone is acting like I'm about to die any second. Chill out, bro."

       "But--"

       "What's the situation here?" she interrupted him.

       Koshi paused for a second, then gave up. There would be no end to her stubbornness, as she has shown every day. "Nothing unusual today, but from what I've heard, there will be a visitor tonight."

       "Good," she mumbled.

       "Miss, I really think you should--"

       "Please, shut up," she said quickly. "That's an order. Just don't say anything more about it."

       They spent the afternoon as they usually did, talking quietly so no one would hear them. Caiome had to admit it felt strange not to have her Vision with her and not to feel the calming presence it brought with the breeze. It wasn't that she couldn't fulfill her duties without it, but it gave her a sense of comfort and familiarity. Since she received the Vision, it was the one thing she always carried with her that made her feel a little more whole.

       When evening fell over the city, enveloping it in a strangely oppressive darkness, a figure with a covered face approached the back gates of the residence and entered the house. Caiome climbed down from the tree, signaling Koshi to take the opposite route, and they both approached the windows of Goichi's office to listen. She heard Goichi's voice, but when she heard the other voice, a feminine one, Caiome froze in place and had to look through the window to confirm her suspicions.

       Ahjika, Yumei Kumori's wife, removed her hood, revealing her beautiful features glowing in the golden candlelight. Her expression was dark, just like the night outside, and her eyes seemed empty and lost.

       "I'm glad to see you this evening, milady," Watanabe said in his deep voice.

       "There is no need for false honours, Mr. Watanabe," Ahjika said. "I came here just to do my job, and then I will leave."

       "Of course," Watanabe said. "I still remember how direct you usually are. But I must admit, I don't know the purpose of this visit from you. Lord Kumori hasn't informed me of any changes, so why would you come here?"

       Of course, Caiome thought. Now it made some sense why that night when Yumei Kumori left his brother's house, Ahjika returned later in men's clothes and stayed for a while. If Masahiro was the man she truly loved, and if her son was his, Ahjika had no reason to remain isolated on the small northern island. She was surely still visiting Masahiro, and if her expression was genuine, this woman was looking to do more than she let on.

       And if Watanabe spoke of Masahiro Kumori in this manner, as if they were close, there had to be more to it here as well.

       "As you know, this plan is dangerous, dangerous enough that it could cost my son his life. I don't care much about mine," she confessed, "but I don't want my son and husband, nor Lord Kumori, to face the consequences of a mistake."

       "I understand," Watanabe grinned. "But this is a team effort, milady. Everyone has their role to play. Lord Kumori fulfilled his by testing the borders regarding the moruga, information he received from you, but once those shipments were discovered, our position was compromised. Then Lord Kamisato proposed that the borders be secured by the Kanjou Commission, while the Yashiro Commission handles international relations."

       This was bad. If Watanabe linked Ayato to the refusal of taxes and the end of the moruga shipments... no, it was still far off. After all, Ayato hadn't indicated any connection at the meeting; the whole process had been anonymous, and the local police took all the credit, as per the agreement between Ayato, Yae Miko, and Kujou Sara, ensuring nothing led back to the Yashiro Commission. His refusal was simply a reaction to Ubisaki's proposal.

       "Therefore, Lord Kumori must take on another responsibility, such as helping with the upkeep of the mercenaries."

       Tabai...

       "Maintaining mercenaries, supplying them with weapons, could be a clear sign of treason," Ahjika said calmly. "I would like to ask you to withdraw this senseless order."

       "And where would you like to keep them? They need to be close to any point, so I can't move their camps, and since I have other things to attend to, as does Lord Ubisaki, only Lord Kumori can be trusted to handle them. That is, unless, of course, you offer me something else to change my mind."

       Ahjika raised her gaze to him without any particular reaction, as if she knew this was coming.

       "Everything I do is to make the new Inazuma you want to create a safe place for my son, who has grown up in a way no noble child should. I've hoped for this for more than twenty years, but he has no direct connection to everything happening, so he shouldn't be held accountable for anything."

       Su~ure, Caiome thought.

       "He's a good man, loyal, and the only one I care about in this world, the only one I cherish. So, if there is anything I can do to keep him safe, I will give it my all."

       Watanabe rubbed his lips with his fingers, studying Ahjika from head to toe.

       "I understand. In that case, how about being my messenger? You know how to hide, you've been doing it for years for Masahiro Kumori, and I need someone capable of carrying my information further, given that recently nothing has been going as I desire. And when everything falls into place, I will personally ensure that your son has no connection to anything that happened here."

       Ahjika gave a short bow. "Of course, my lord."

       "For now, I want you to return to the mercenaries' camp and give my order for them to hide in the southern caves. As for Ubisaki, pay him a visit tomorrow morning to issue a decree closing the northern borders for an investigation into illegal substances. That should buy us some time."

       "Understood."

      Ahjika finally rose, made a bow, hid her face again under the hood of her cloak, and left the office, heading towards the back gates, avoiding the patrolling guards.

       Caiome retreated behind the walls where Koshi joined her shortly, along with two other boys who accompanied them during the mission and kept their ears open, even though they didn't hear the actual conversation between the two, being more attentive to the surroundings.

       "Yama, send word to Kujou Sara for a search at the northern borders before Ubisaki does, and tell her to make it seem natural," Caiome said. "Okane, take two partners and keep watch at Yumei Kumori's house on the northern island. Anyone who passes through, report to me. As for you," she turned to Koshi, "find out everything you can about Masahiro Kumori's involvement in all this. You heard it with your own ears... it can't be good if a third party joins Ubisaki and Watanabe."

       Yama and Okane nodded, then disappeared into the night with their orders, while Koshi remained in place.

      "Forgive me, miss, but what are you planning to do?"

       "I'm going after Ahjika. We don't have time to inform Ayato about all this and wait for a response, so we'll improvise for now. Ahjika went to meet the mercenaries, I need their current location before they move to the southern caves, and maybe I can somehow alter the messages. Closing the northern borders by the local police should mess with Watanabe enough that he won't even think about the mercenaries."

       "It's dangerous," said Koshi. "You're alone. If you happen to encounter the mercenaries... From what we know, at least 10% of them are Vision bearers, and you don't have yours."

       "Aww," Caiome said, patting him forcefully on the shoulder. "Seeing you so worried about me makes my heart flutter. But I don't think you should stress too much about that; I don't intend to meet the mercenaries, just delay their message a bit."

       Moreover, if Caiome indeed encountered one of Tabai's subordinates, at least it would be her and not Koshi. Tabai had to know Koshi simply by the fact that he was part of the Shuumatsuban. If they found him there, Caiome didn't want to risk Tabai thinking that Koshi knew about his presence in Inazuma, his identity, and thus endanger Himawari, Uta, and implicitly Mahito, Mika, and Aoi. And, knowing Tabai, he wouldn't let Koshi go either, putting Koshi at a disadvantage.

       "Just do as I say," Caiome said when she saw Koshi about to speak, then turned her back. "You're kind of forced to, so you can't oppose."

       And with that, Caiome left Koshi alone in the darkness, who still didn't leave, watching the path Caiome took. He had received special orders from Lord Kamisato to keep an eye on her in case she joined - in fact, Ayato was almost certain that Caiome wouldn't stay in the residence once she woke up - but Caiome's orders were just as urgent, considering the involvement of Masahiro Kumori and his mistress in the whole situation was now a pressing issue.

       Moreover... he couldn't help but be a little worried for her. He knew very well that Caiome didn't just fall asleep in the manor's living room, and he also knew she didn't just faint. Lord Kamisato had presented the whole situation to him so he could take better care of her, as he had for the past few months, keeping her under surveillance.

       But he couldn't cast aside his moral code and duty as a Shuumatsuban member.

       The only solution was to finish his task quickly and then go after Caiome, so he left as well.

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       Caiome followed Ahjika for a good few hours in the darkness until she saw the lights of some campfires in the distance and began to hear the loud, masculine voices and chaos she knew all too well, which hadn't changed since she left Natlan and left Tabai bleeding among the ruins, thinking he would die slowly and surely.

       When Ahjika was about a hundred meters from the actual camp, Caiome slipped in front of her and blew a handful of powder in her face. Ahjika began coughing, trying to regain her vision, but suddenly felt dizzy. Caiome moved behind her and struck her on the nape with the edge of her hand, causing her to fall unconscious into her arms. This woman was far too light for her height, but the truth was she also looked very skinny.

       She laid her down on the ground, so someone would eventually find her in the morning, but sighed softly when she heard footsteps approaching. She stood up, turning towards Tabai, who smiled slightly, like a cute child, but his eyes revealed a desire for some crazy fun. Flames played in his palm, illuminating his face and making his black eyes appear deeper.

       "I didn't expect you, of all people, to forget the surveillance measures we take when we're settled somewhere, my dear," he said, placing a hand on his hip and flexing his muscles.

       Caiome gave him a smile, followed by a laugh. "How could I? I'm the one who taught you how to use air currents as obedient dogs."

       "So you mean to tell me you came here on purpose yourself?" he approached, maintaining eye contact. "Were you afraid someone else might find us and endanger those adorable kids? It seems you took my words seriously, but you risked coming here yourself because, as it appears, you don't even have your Vision. Did that pretty boy of a lord take it away from you because you didn't behave?"

       "If that makes you feel more interesting," she threw, "you can believe whatever you want. It's none of my business. I just came to return her to you."

       Only then did Tabai lower his gaze from Caiome to the frail woman lying unconscious at his feet. He almost kicked her with the tip of his boot, but didn't care too much.

       "I told you, I have no intention of intervening more than necessary in your cops and robbers game," Tabai mumbled.

       "You don't," Caiome said. "But you're still involved, so how about you be a bunch of good puppies and stay out of our business at the same time, okay? As you said, you don't care about Inazuma's well-being, so there's no need for you to bother me too much."

       "And let you carry out your plans as you please?" he raised an eyebrow. "Don't you think you've used me a bit too much since we met?"

       "I thought you liked being wrapped around my finger," Caiome replied. "At least that's how it seemed when I almost killed you in that hideout, while I barely had a scratch on me."

       Tabai lifted his chin, and his gaze turned predatory. He quickly reached out to her, encircling her waist and pulling her towards him. Caiome stumbled over Ahjika's body, which didn't move upon impact, bumping her chest against Tabai's. He pressed his hand on her back, and Caiome had the impulse to wince when he touched the vertebra where her scar stretched, but she bit her lip until she felt it bleed.

       "But I certainly gave you something to remember more deeply than a simple near-death experience. After all, we were both put in a position where we almost lost our lives, but is it as significant as this?" he asked, pressing harder.

      Caiome pushed herself against him, pulling her hood back over her head.

      "You tell me every time you look in the mirror," she mumbled to herself, pointing to his scar traced over his face. "But I can't say I didn't intend to meet you tonight."

       "Curious about my activities here?"

       "Not yours," she almost spat. "What does Masahiro Kumori have to do with you, and how exactly is he involved with Watanabe Goichi and Ubisaki Eiji?"

       Tabai began to laugh. "Why would I tell you, traitor? I've already told you, I don't involve myself more than necessary, and we have no business outside of the debts that need to be paid."

       "You're the one slowing down my activities, you obsessed, crazy asshole," Caiome shot back. "So I deserve at least that from you, don't I? For the sake of the times when we actually worked together."

       "Don't try to use your sharp tongue on me, Ah Puch, we both know those weren't times you'd want to enjoy or miss, full of nostalgia. Instead, I might give them to you just because I feel generous... and because I like seeing you kneel before nobles like a slave. For now, we're keeping an eye on any activity of the lords that Watanabe knows he can't recruit to his side, and Kumori helps him with that."

       "Does that include the Kamisato family?"

       "Your precious lord has put up and still puts up some extraordinary obstacles, but Watanabe knows he can't rise against him. After all, Kamisato has greater influence that could control even the army, not to mention the additional troops he could muster."

       "In that case, Watanabe isn't aware that if he starts a civil war, he starts a war against the Kamisato family and the other Commissions?"

       "That's exactly why he proposed tax reform," Tabai mumbled, scratching his neck, running his fingers over the scar on his face. "So he could get mercenaries much faster with the people's money, but since that rat of a prince stuck his nose into his plans, he can't move forward as easily. He'll get them eventually, that's why it's a slower process."

       "By the time he can do that, he'll run out of money to pay you."

       Tabai began to laugh. "I thought I made myself clear, Firefly. I'm not here for them or for money, and neither are my people. I'm here just for you. Whether I'm paid or not has nothing to do with whether I stay or leave. But if Watanabe asks me to fight, maybe I will, just to see you a bit more desperate," he whispered. "So it all depends on you as far as I'm concerned."

       Caiome lifted her chin. "Like what? Coming with you wherever you want, being your slave instead of the Kamisato family's? You'd like to see me licking your boots, wouldn't you?"

       Tabai leaned slightly towards Caiome, inhaling deeply, and his lips curved into a wide smile, as if memories he had forgotten were surfacing behind his eyes.

       "I would have... I would do it for you too without hesitation, you know that, right?"

       "Then stay out of it," Caiome said, looking him in the eye, feeling Tabai's breath on her neck, while his eyes looked up at her.

       "We'll see," he said finally. "What should I do with her?" he kicked Ahjika in the thigh.

       "Do what you want," Caiome sighed. "She won't remember anything from tonight, so she's of no use to you anymore anyway."

       "Ba~ad gi~irl," he sang. "You still haven't gotten rid of the habit of using powders on innocent people? I wonder... how do you even think there's anyone who knows you better than I do in this world? You're placing so much hope in that charming commissioner, I'm afraid you will be swooped away."

       "That's none of your business," she added, turning on her heel and plunging into the darkness.

       She met up with Koshi, who conveyed everything he had learned, which matched what Tabai had told her, a sign that he hadn't lied - that weasel - then Yama and Okane gave their reports and continued their activities under her orders, while she and Koshi returned to the residence to relay the information to Ayato.

 

Chapter 51: Chapter 51 ~ The Silk Sleeve and the Coldness of the Autumn

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Chapter 51 ~ The Silk Sleeve and the Coldness of the Autumn

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       "I understand," said Ayato once Caiome and Koshi finished their reports.

       They were in his office, but on the desk, instead of endless files, there were a few notebooks and an open book containing the old characters of Inazuma. Ayato held a brush in his hand, a brush he only used to copy poems. It was late, and it seemed that Ayato suddenly had the urge to practice his hobby.

       "Keep an eye on Ubisaki and Kumori and bring everything you can to me," Ayato said to Koshi. "As for Ahjika—"

       "Don't worry," Caiome waved dismissively, "she won't remember anything, neither the message for the mercenaries nor for Ubisaki."

       The two looked at her questioningly, and Caiome laughed nervously, scratching behind her ear, looking guilty yet unapologetic at the same time.

       "It's possible I made her inhale a few things that cause short-term memory loss, nothing harmful though. She'll be fine. You should thank me, considering this will buy us extra time for all the other things, right? ... Why do you have those faces?" she mumbled.

       "We are just not surprised, that is all," said Ayato, letting a subtle smile cross his lips, then turned back to Koshi. "You can go now. Pass on the orders, then go get some rest."

       Koshi bowed his head towards Ayato, then to Caiome who smiled and waved at him, and he left into the night.

       "This is for you," said Ayato, making Caiome, who was still looking after Koshi, turn back to him, raising her eyebrows.

       Taking it out from the inner pocket of his coat, Ayato handed her the Anemo Vision, which began to pulse with a faint light.

       "I apologize for taking it from you," he said. "I planned to return it to you this morning, but you were no longer at the residence when Mitsuko finally told me you were awake, and then you disappeared."

       "It's fine," she mumbled, "I kinda knew it was with you when Mizuki couldn't find it in my room."

       Caiome reached to take it, but Ayato tightened his fingers over it, pulling his hand slightly back, looking up at Caiome who frowned, her hand remaining in the air. His smile disappeared, and his gaze suddenly became more authoritative, as if he was upset.

       "I thought I told you to stay at the residence today," he said. "You disobeyed my order, which, of course, will count as one of the nine violations."

       "Oh, come on," said Caiome, already bored with the word. "You haven't brought that up in weeks, and you do it now, just because I left without telling you? You should praise me more," she said proudly, "considering I found out such important things today."

       "Koshi could have done it on his own," Ayato said.

       "Trust me, he couldn't."

       Ayato narrowed his eyes, as if analysing every word Caiome had just told him, then opened his fingers around the Vision, and Caiome took it and placed it at her hip, attaching it to her belt. She suddenly felt better, more refreshed, as if the day that had just passed without the Vision had been a challenge.

       "So, what happened last night?" Ayato finally asked, taking the brush in his hand again, but without taking his eyes off her.

       "Nothing happened," she mumbled.

       "Caiome, I was there, and you know that. Of all the people here, you cannot lie to me."

       Caiome clicked her tongue, but instead of answering him, she approached the desk, moving to the other side, next to his right hand, sitting beside him, looking at the open books and the intricate characters.

       "What are you doing here?" she asked, even though she already knew the answer. "Which one are you copying?"

       "Let's not pretend you do not know what I am talking about," he said, looking down at her, at the way the silver strands tried to hide her eyes and expression. Because if Ayato had looked into her eyes, he would have known something was wrong.

       "I told you, I was just tired. It happens occasionally that someone has nosebleeds."

       Even her tone sounded nervous and unsure because, during the day, she started to remember things... She remembered everything... how she felt like losing her mind in memories she didn't want to relive; how voices played in her head, and how among them, only one was clear enough, calling her name and bringing her back to reality; how she realized that in her entire life, she had never felt a fire that, instead of burning her, made her feel as if she was floating in cold water during a hot summer.

       She could still hear the heartbeat that didn't come from her own chest and that enveloping feeling. And that voice...

       And now that she thought about it, she didn't even know why she was on the floor next to Ayato, looking at his papers. She didn't even know why she was still there. Somehow, unconsciously, it was as if her mind was seeking this place...

       Nosebleeds? Ayato thought. That wasn't all that had happened to her last night. Because after she lost consciousness in his arms, letting herself completely fall over him, her body started having spasms. Not strong ones, not epileptic seizures, but it seemed like she was shaking, as if her body was trying to warm itself. And when Ayato looked at her face, traces of blood had flowed from her eyes down her cheeks, as if she had cried tears of blood.

       He called the doctor, of course, but when he saw her symptoms, he declared he didn't know what was happening, because such tears came from different, multiple causes, such as infections, tumours, blood vessel problems, vision deterioration, or poisoning, but Caiome, after a complete analysis, had none of these. She was healthy in every way, and it was most likely something from the external environment had affected her eyes that day, but nothing worrisome.

       But Ayato didn't believe him. He knew what hemolacria looked like, he had seen it a few times before, especially during his studies in different fields. But the blood that flowed from Caiome's eyes was too thick, too dark to be simple hemolacria caused by airborne viruses or whatever the doctor's theory was.

       He didn't tell her any of this. Caiome was already hiding a lot from him, trying to keep her secrets as if her entire life depended on it. Ayato didn't know everything there was to know about her, and the things he didn't know seemed to be the most important, because Caiome didn't want to let him find out anything. If Ayato had told her about the blood tears, Caiome would have hidden even more into her shell, and he couldn't afford that.

       So yes, he was absent from home the whole day, trying to find other causes that could provoke such intense bleeding, something the doctor didn't notice or didn't know existed. Without success until that evening, though.

       Ayato sighed. How could he confront her about the truth when he didn't want to let her find out the truth? He had to retreat for now and redo his strategy, find information.

       "Can I try?" she suddenly asked, making Ayato pull away from his own thoughts, looking at her.

       "Try what?" he asked.

       It felt like Caiome had been talking to him the whole time, but it was undeniable that Ayato sometimes wasn't paying attention to anything around him when it came to the things in his head.

       Caiome pointed to the brush in his hand. "I can't write with a brush, and I can't carry the quill you gave me everywhere with me. I'm asking if you can teach me to write with a brush well enough for it to be readable. Just like you learned calligraphy at your school for noble children."

       "Why?" he laughed. "Are you trying to become a noble child yourself?"

       "Don't tease me!" she said. "I just asked a question, you can refuse, and I won't complain, you know. I'll just take my Vision and leave."

       Ayato chuckled softly, then handed her the brush already dipped in ink and some blank papers. "Here you go."

       Caiome looked at the brush handed to her, the brush Ayato never held with a gloved hand, the one that he received many years ago, but she showed no sign of taking it. "I can use another one," she said.

       "It's alright," Ayato said softly, and his tone suddenly became gentler than before, making Caiome feel a bit strange inside.

       Caiome looked at him and his overly polite, overly... present smile, and the look in his eyes that was not at all the look he had earlier, as if his mood had really change from one second to the next, which made everything even harder to believe. He urged her with his eyes to take the brush, and after a few moments of hesitation, Caiome took the writing instrument with her left hand and the papers, pulling herself closer to the table.

       "What should I write?" she asked.

       "Anything you want," Ayato said.

       Caiome smirked, looking around, and her eyes fell on the book of poems in the old characters. "I want to write that," she pointed with the end of the brush.

       "I think it would be best to start with something in a language you know," Ayato suggested in a light laugh.

       "Then translate it for me," she demanded, "and I'll write it."

       "In that case," he said, "it would be good to start with the position of your hand on the brush."

       "What's wrong with my hand?" she said as if she was being made fun of and couldn't accept it.

       "Your fingers need to be higher up so the movement would be smoother."

       Ayato took her wrist in his hand, pulling it towards him, making Caiome flinch when she suddenly felt his bare touch on her hand. With one hand holding hers, Ayato guided her fingers higher up on the brush.

       "Using a brush, you will write only with its tip, so as not to stain the paper," he explained. "You do not move your wrist when you write, but your whole arm, especially from the elbow down. Like this," he said and released her hand after adjusting it properly. "And your back should be straight, so you can have mobility in the arm movement."

       Caiome cleared her throat and straightened her back, feeling again like she was in the etiquette lessons with Ayaka, then placed the brush over the paper. She felt so uncomfortable holding the brush's tip so far from her fingers, but... he was the expert, she guessed.

       Ayato took the book of poems, a rather old-looking book with yellowed pages.

       "Over the fields of autumn grey," he began to recite, and Caiome started to write.

       But as expected, the brush slipped from her hand, and the first letters looked so shaky that she couldn't even read them herself. Nevertheless, she tried to keep writing, not stopping at every letter that didn't look how she wanted it to.

       Ayato let out a muffled laugh that manifested only as a smile, before returning to the poem.

       "Over the fields of autumn grey," he started again, "the wind passes in a cold song that makes my heart shivers and my soul tremble, over the meadows that sing to the likes of dark birds."

       "Slow down, I can't write that fast," she cried, and Ayato looked once again at her writing, which was so twisted that not even a single word of what Ayato recited was understandable.

       "To call it writing is a bit much," he joked. "It's like you're trying to make a caricature or a child is attempting to draw birds and dragonflies."

       "Hey!" she protested, looking at him, and Ayato chuckled controlled.

       "You are way too tense," he finally said.

       "You told me to keep my hand steady."

       "Keeping your hand steady does not mean being tense. Let me show you."

       Ayato moved a bit closer to her, sitting slightly behind her, then placed his left hand over hers, which now made Caiome feel even more tense, although his touch was gentle, and she didn't feel any resistance or desire for him to withdraw.

       "I told you you are too stiff," he whispered, trying to interlace his fingers with hers, which he barely managed, because her brain didn't allow her to send commands to the rest of her body. "Let us start over, and I will help you in the beginning."

       "Over the mountains that are too far for my steps to approach," he began to recite, then moved Caiome's hand along with the brush, shaping the letters on the piece of paper, "the gems of jade fade away in face of the power of the silver sun."

       His voice was soothing, reciting the verses and guiding her hand in calligraphic forms with ink, while Caiome tried to follow without getting in the way. The way Ayato handled the brush felt truly different from how she did it. It was as if he didn't even touch the paper with the brush's tip, as if he magically drew above the paper, and it caught the letters in flight, everything felt so effortless, as if her hand was floating.

       Then it hit her... Caiome was left-handed, so she held the brush with her left hand. But Ayato was naturally right-handed.

       She turned to him, feeling her hand letting the brush touch too much of the paper, leaving a ink blot at the end of the last word. "How can you write so... You're right-handed, and now not only are you guiding me, but you're doing it with your left hand too," she said.

       "Did you just realize that?" Ayato said with a chuckle, looking down at her, because Caiome couldn't keep her back straight for too long, especially when she wasn't in the mood or felt mocked. "I just figured that, considering you can never be sure what might happen in the future or in a certain situation under violent circumstances, it would be good to train your non-dominant hand just like your dominant one. I am born right-handed, but that does not mean I cannot use my left hand just as well."

       Though his words were well-chosen, being typical of Ayato, Caiome couldn't shake off the feeling that he was actually saying, "If you think you're so smart, do the same."

       "Now you're just rubbing it in my face."

       "If that is how you want to interpret it..." he chuckled.

       "So it's true," she said, starting to move her hand from under his until she freed herself. "Leave me alone, I can do it myself. You don't have to hover over me as if I don't know how to write."

        "You were so cooperative until a minute ago."

        "That's because you weren't so annoying until a minute ago," she mumbled. "Go on."

        Ayato didn't move away from her, picking up the book and reading the next verses. Standing so close to her, Caiome could feel a penetrating vibration in his voice, reading slowly, with a gentle intonation that perfectly matched the atmosphere of the candle-lit room, where the evening air sneaked in, cool and pleasant, crickets singing and leaves rustling.

       Caiome still tried to focus on writing, but she already knew she would never write like Ayato did. His calligraphy was impeccable. Caiome couldn't match with her dominant hand the writing he achieved with his non-dominant one. It would have been best if Ayato had told her he had always been ambidextrous, not that he imposed this training on his left hand. It made her seem as if she couldn't do anything a normal person should, especially learning to train her body to perform a mechanism completely opposite to the one given at birth.

       But she couldn't let herself be put down by such remarks, listening to verses and trying to reproduce them on paper, trying to copy the undulations of the letters and the position of the hand on the brush, trying to keep her back as straight as possible, but it always felt like the paper was too far from her, so she always ended up hunching over and her arm hurting.

       And Ayato couldn't help but look at her when she took a few seconds' pause, watching her write. Her eyes were so focused, they caught the flame of the candles, and soon Caiome forgot about the time, and there was nothing but Ayato's brush in her hand and an inexplicable desire to bite the left corner of her mouth until her lip swelled to one side, turning red.

       Ayato raised his hand, catching Caiome with his fingers under her chin, running his thumb over her lip.

       "Don't do that," he asked slowly, whispering.

       Caiome stopped with the brush over the paper, turning slightly towards him, as if she could scare his hand and make it run away. But Ayato wasn't looking at her, but at her lips and the way his finger passed over their edge, as if he could cast a spell and make the swelling disappear.

       And Caiome could never get over the difference between his touch with and without gloves.

       "You will hurt yourself," he continued, still staring with his eyes over her lips, "and it will make you feel uncomfortable later."

       "Oh," she said. "Hmm... You're right... I guess."

       She cleared her throat, and Ayato slowly removed his hand from her face, having the same smile on his lips as Caiome glanced at him from the corner of her eye.

       "Should we continue?" he asked.

       Caiome didn't want to continue anymore. But if she said no, if she got up and left, Ayato would surely think she just wanted to run away from him, so she had to stay and practice her writing further. A decision that also made Ayato chuckle to himself because Caiome became even more tense, taking on an unfazed attitude, as if she was never affected by anything, and now trying everything not to be teased, which only made Ayato want to tease her even more. It was so easy to get certain reactions from her, and yet he couldn't get enough of it.

       "Through the depth of the Kingdom of the Night," he read, "whispering to the late, wingless moon, reigning from the highs of the Skies, my eyes flutter as I see the truth of the world. "

       Caiome wrote the verses, trying to concentrate only on the words, not on how they were spoken. Ayato, on the other hand, couldn't help but study her every time he paused, and the book slowly began to close in his hands, his gaze not leaving the trance he was in looking at her.

        "The warmth of the mourning adheres to my sleeve of silk, a distant memory of the soul withers within," he began to whisper, resting his elbow on the table's surface, and the book closed on his knees. "The feathers of the wing float in the autumn's cold wind, freezing as they leave this mortal realm, touching the Heavens, touching my own being, and, oh, how they quiver so. I should've been wiser, I should have never look you in the eyes, never to look in your soul, thus, I would have never known grief and lost as I leave you behind."

       There were moments of silence after Ayato finished his poem.

       "That's deep," Caiome said while writing the last word of the lyrics.

       "Is it?" he chuckled.

       "Just a little bit. Every poem is deep like that, though, as everything needs to have a meaning, otherwise it's not a poem."

       "Some of them are stories; we just don't know the details."

       "And doesn't that bother you?" Caiome laughed. "Considering your personality of knowing everything, I think it makes you mad not to know the whole story."

       Was that it? Ayato wondered. Was that also about her? He was just curious to find out everything about Caiome because for the first time in his life, he felt like he couldn't satisfy his curiosity, and it frustrated him even more?

       It was possible. Ayato had to be honest with himself and admit that sometimes he wasn't the man others admired and that he had his flaws. He had many flaws... and secrets he had to keep hidden from others. And he shouldn't insist so much on concerning himself with Caiome, as long as he achieved his goal with her, namely, that she did her job, that she helped him in certain situations like the present one, subtly preventing Watanabe from causing trouble.

       But he couldn't help it, not when it came to her.

       "It does," he said, studying her expression.

       Caiome looked at him, smiling, her fingers stained with ink - only the gods knew how that happened - with the corner of her lip slightly swollen and red, hunched over and seeming completely relaxed in that room which for Ayato was only a symbol of endless responsibilities. But strangely... at that moment, he didn't feel that way anymore.

       "That's perfect then," she said. "I can see Ayato not being the perfect Lord Kamisato, at least for a little while."

       Ayato frowned slightly. "What does that mean?"

       "I've had this thought in mind for a while," she said, starting to rewrite some of the verses, although she didn't bother to write them beautifully. "That sometimes you act like two different people. Most of the time you're the Yashiro Commissioner, you're Lord Kamisato, you're a man of politics, you're the leader of the Shuumatsuban, you're responsible for the entire cultural branch and all of Inazuma, a pillar on which everyone relies, and yet you ask for such a little thing as loyalty. You don't see beyond the stack of files that lands on your desk, and you never seem to complain about the endless days you spend here. Lord Kamisato never sleeps, Lord Kamisato doesn't eat on time, doesn't enjoy a summer day or a cool night until he fulfils his duties. No one should worry for Lord Kamisato."

       Caiome blew lightly over the ink to dry, raising her gaze to him.

       "But sometimes you're just a man who enjoys a local festival and eats cookies, plays shogi, and copies poems. Who sometimes walks the streets of the city and stops to look at the horizon, probably lost in his thoughts," she chuckled. "Who enjoys a good drink and who actually likes riding and taking care of his horse. And who plays with twelve-year-old girls just for them to not feel awkward around you and greets everyone in the morning. I thought you were just stupid, content with so few, little things you do for yourself. So, I ended up thinking you're not two different people, but that a part of you can't exist without the other, and that both are what make you Kamisato Ayato. I thought you were just someone too constrained by responsibilities to allow yourself a little freedom. But, in the end, I believe these little things please you."

       Caiome returned to her copying because she couldn't look him in the eye anymore.

       "And, at the same time, I think you should take more for yourself. If being a good public figure makes you happy, fine by me, but I don't think you should stop at your position in the government if you want something more for yourself."

       Ayato clenched his teeth slightly, then let out a soft sigh that eventually turned into a smile. He tried to hide behind his hand, even though Caiome wasn't looking in his direction anyway, but he couldn't shake off that feeling that began to take root deep within him.

       This girl really had no restraint when it came to the words that crossed her mind, did she?

       "Alright," he said, getting her attention. "Then, how about playing some shogi with me?"

       Caiome frowned. "I'm giving a speech here about stepping out of your comfort zone, and you want to play shogi, something you can do every day?"

        "No~o," he sang, "you gave me a speech about how I should do more of the things I want to do. And now, what I want to do is play shogi with you."

        "It'll be very boring for you if you decide to beat me every time," she got up from the table, looking for the shogi board and the box with pieces on the shelves, where they were easily accessible for her and Koshi when they got bored, guarding Ayato in his office.

       "Maybe that is a sign for you to become more challenging," he said, gathering the papers and notebooks from the table, placing them on another one against the wall.

       They both sat on their knees, Ayato on one side and Caiome on the other, starting to set up the board and pieces, playing until the candles went out on their own.

 

Chapter 52: Chapter 52 ~ The Hokora Shrines and the Ones Watching the Rain

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Chapter 52 ~ The  Hokora  Shrines and the Ones Watching the Rain

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       Ahjika couldn't remember where she had been the previous night, and when she found a message from Watanabe Goichi on her room's table the next evening, she looked very confused, trying to understand what meeting it was about, what she was supposed to tell the mercenaries, and what Ubisaki Eiji was supposed to do that morning regarding the northern borders.

       Later, she found out that the northern borders had started to be inspected by the local authorities, led by Kujou Sara and Hiiragi Chisato, to reinforce the borders, and Ubisaki couldn't intervene, which made Watanabe change his strategy once again and choose a more distant point near the military camp for the placement of secret resources. Information that Caiome found quite quickly. Seeing how his messengers were disappearing suddenly, even though the notes were reaching their destination, Watanabe adopted new methods of transmission. In truth, Ayato was taking the letters and changing their contents, copying Watanabe's handwriting.

       Caiome discovered that Ayato was a genius at this, just like with calligraphy. She needed to learn this power too; she couldn't let him get ahead. However, Watanabe started using messenger birds, which, although harder to track, were easier to shoot down. They found a similar bird, Ayato changed the message according to his convenience, tied the note to the bird's leg, and sent it further.

       The method made Caiome think that perhaps Kamisato Kazashi had done the same thing twenty-something years ago, being the third party in the possible war that could have broken out between Sangonomiya Kokomi's people and Raiden Ei's subjects.

       A few days later, she and Ayato paid a visit to Kujou Sara, making it clear that they were there to hire guards for the wedding between Hiiragi Chisato and Kujou Kamaji. Of course, Kamaji could have done this, considering they were siblings, but from the beginning, the Yashiro Commission had declared that they wanted to take on these procedures, which would only have burdened the other two. Especially since this was Ayato's Commission's job in the first place, to handle cultural events, especially those so important that they were on the lips of everyone in Inazuma.

       But once they left, Caiome noticed that Ayato didn't head towards the nearest teleport point to take them home; instead, he began to descend towards Hanamizaka, walking slowly, looking from side to side, silent and contemplative, but with a small smile on his lips, which made her frown. 

       In the last few weeks, ever since he returned from Tamagise Island, Ayato had been extraordinarily tense, and besides fulfilling the orders he gave, Caiome couldn't help him much. They only spent the evenings playing shogi, and when there were too many files for him to handle alone, Caiome took some and sorted them as she thought they were more important, which often worked. But when she made a mistake, Ayato didn't hesitate to tell her and tease her.

       Caiome tried to think that it was enough because Ayato became more relaxed when they played shogi, talked more, talked about things unrelated to his position as Lord Kamisato, made jokes... which were mostly funny only to him, or only him understood them, or made them just to annoy her. But sometimes, his mind wandered to other places, no matter how much he tried to be present. And when Caiome pointed it out, Ayato just smiled and continued his game.

       Probably Caiome stared too much at him at that moment, at the way he looked towards the sky that had started to cloud, because Ayato caught her gaze and then smiled at her.

       "What is it?" he asked with exceptional calm, curious. "Did something happen?"

       "Oh, uh... nothing," she quickly said.

       He always asked her that whenever he caught her looking at him. As if something was really happening in her mind and he wanted to find out... which was a dangerous thing, especially lately.

       "I was just curious where we're going, that's all. Usually, we go straight home after you finish your duties."

       "We will take a detour today," he announced, approaching the shops in the district. "I want to buy something."

       Caiome followed him closely, first stopping at a fabric shop where Ayato bought material in red, orange, yellow, and white, enough to make entire rows of clothes, then a little of a light blue and pale pink. Then they went to their personal jeweler, where Ayato looked at several rows of warm-colored gemstones.

       "What do you think?" he asked her, letting her have a look at the gemstones.

       "Why are you asking me?" said Caiome.

       "Why wouldn't I ask you?" said Ayato. "You are my expert in gemstones and jewelry; it's normal to ask for advice in a field I am not so well-versed in."

       "Are you kidding me?" Caiome mumbled, and the jeweler seemed to laugh a bit nervously, waiting for them to discuss their opinions. "What exactly do you want the jewelry for?"

       "For a young lady," he replied so simply that Caiome frowned.

       She had been with Ayato constantly for the past few weeks, so what young lady could it be, or more precisely, who was he courting to give her jewelry?

       "In the sense that the jewelry must be suitable for a young lady around twenty years old for the autumn festival," said Ayato.

       In that case, it had to be for Ayaka, considering she was nineteen years old and that Ayato hadn't been in contact with any young lady other than his sister or Chisato. Probably the fabrics from earlier were also for Ayaka, and he, as a good big brother, had done some shopping for her and now was preparing a gift for her. Plus, it will be her birthday at the of September.

       "Hmm," Caiome suddenly became very interested in the gemstones in front of her.

       She first looked over rubies and yellow diamonds, then topaz, amber, and so on, considering that it had to match the materials Ayato bought earlier and sent directly to Sayuri's tailoring shop.

       "You need to choose something that won't pale depending on the features of the one wearing it," she said. "Rather, it should highlight her characteristics."

       "Honestly, I don't think that is possible in her case," Ayato said with a chuckle.

       "Then you need to choose something more intense, so probably the rubies are the most suitable. And if you create a colour contrast with something part of the colour palette of the clothes or the autumn surroundings, it will fit even better in the scenery. Everyone will wear warm colours, considering the theme, so she should wear something unusual as well."

       Ayato's gaze wandered over the sets on the left, while Caiome looked over those on the right, all of which consisted of hairpins with different shapes and precious stones, highlighting their brilliance, long earrings, necklaces, and other accessories that could be worn on the wrists and calves, depending on the clothes worn.

       Until Ayato came across a set with a hairpin in the shape of a large flower, a red lily made of rubies, long earrings, thin bracelets, but without a necklace. Yet, it would suit very well.

       "What do you think of this?" he asked Caiome, who, once she laid eyes on the set, felt like she was falling in love, jumping at it.

       "It's amazing," she said, taking the hairpin in her hand, turning it on all sides. "And it would look wonderful on light-coloured hair."

       Ayato smiled at her, then turned to the jeweler. "Can I have this one, please? Also..." he approached, starting to speak in a whisper with the jeweller while Caiome took each golden piece, turning it on all sides, marvelling at the craftsmanship.

       Ayato had to grab her arm to pull her out of the shop because Caiome kept insisting on seeing all the jewellery that man made, but Ayato said they had many things to do, and time was short.

       They then bought some boxes of sweets, some rice balls, and scented sticks, two clay bowls, and cypress leaves, but Ayato didn't want to tell her until the end what they had to do with them or where they were going. Instead, he led her out of the city, towards one of the small hokora shrines placed at the side of the crossroads, where he began unpacking everything.

        He first placed the cypress leaves on the wooden altar, then the two clay bowls in which he put rice balls and sweets, lit a stick, and placed it in a bowl while handing the other one to Caiome.

       "Uhm," she mumbled, "I haven't done something like this before."

       "You don't have to do much," Ayato said in an understanding tone. "You just need to place it next to the offerings, usually thinking about the people close to you, whether alive... or dead."

       "What?" Caiome said when she finally caught the stick in her hand.

       "For your sister," Ayato continued, turning away from her, joining his palms, and closing his eyes, with an almost satisfied smile on his lips.

       "Yeah, I got that part," she clicked her tongue. "What does my sister have to do with all this? We're not even from Inazuma."

       "I do not think it matters," he said.

       Where did all this come from? she wondered. The last time one of them mentioned Kandra was when she returned from Tamagise, and since then, both - or at least Caiome - pretended she wasn't mentioned at all during that trip. And now Ayato bought all these things, gave her a scented stick, and took her to some roadside shrine when they had an entire funerary room at home?

       "What are we really doing here?" she asked, still holding the stick in her hand, unsure whether to light it or not.

       Ayato remained silent for a few seconds, as if he was speaking in his own mind, then lowered his hands and opened his eyes.

       "Even if we maintain them properly, people don't bring offerings to the hokora shrines as much anymore. It is our duty, as members of the Yashiro Commission, to ensure that offerings are placed at the altars for all those who once existed and now no longer exist in this world, regardless of who they are: family members, friends, lovers, soldiers or farmers, nobles or poor, old or young."

       "Don't you have people to handle such trivial matters for you?"

       Ayato took a deep breath, then exhaled gently, letting the cold wind pass over his cheeks. It was going to rain that day, and they hadn't reached home yet.

       "I do," he said. "But let's just say that sometimes I like to handle these trivial things myself."

       Caiome seemed to pout, approached the altar, and lit the incense stick, which began to spread a pleasant, fresh scent in the air. She placed it in the bowl with rice and cakes. She stepped back next to Ayato and clasped her hands together, although she wasn't sure if that was what she was supposed to do or not, because she had never prayed... or whatever people in Inazuma did... in front of a shrine before. She didn't pray, actually.

       "What should I say?" she asked.

       "Nothing in particular," Ayato replied. "Just think of something positive."

       "Hmm," Caiome said, trying to search her mind. "Whatever god is on the other side, in the afterlife, I hope you have all kinds of onigiri. Except for mayo... nobody likes it. And I hope you have sake, because I lo~ove to drink."

       Caiome heard Ayato starting to chuckle softly beside her, opening one eye. 

       "You said it should be something positive," she said.

        "You don't have to say it out loud," he said, placing an arm behind his back.

        "Maybe they can hear me better this way," she raised her chin proudly. "I don't want to starve or thirst to death when I die, and I'm sure it's the same for everyone else. Think about your poor parents. What if their lips are dry and their stomachs are stuck to their backs?"

       "That is why we bring offerings to the shrines, for them."

       "You can never have too much food or drink," she quickly added. "You should be a bit more of a glutton. Or would that ruin your image too?"

       "It is not how much I eat that is the issue, but how I eat. You should know that since you look like a piglet every time you do it."

       "Hmph," she scoffed. "Are we done here? It could start raining anytime now."

       Ayato clasped his hands again and nodded slightly, as if bidding farewell to the hokora shrine, then they headed towards the city entrance, towards the nearest teleport point. Although the clouds were grey, pressing heavily over the earth, the children were still outside, playing and running around. Caiome avoided them, looking over at a mother cleaning her child's face from some blood that had started to trickle from his nose, probably from a hit.

       "I told you not to run in those slippers, otherwise, you'll trip," the mother said.

       "But I didn't fall that hard," the boy said, sniffing.

       Caiome paid no attention and walked away.

       It was strange how in one moment they were in the city, with cloudy skies, and in the next moment, teleporting back to the residence, rain began to fall. It was like any summer rain, light, with thin drops, but soon thunder began to break the sky, which surprised them both, considering that in the city things weren't like that.

       A maid quickly came out with an umbrella and held it over the heads of the two, but Caiome refused and stepped out from under it, which didn't surprise Ayato at all. Caiome liked the rain. Every time it rained, Caiome performed her ritual dance — or whatever she wanted to call it — in the middle of the garden. Even though often people watched her and admired her, on rainy days, when everyone else stayed inside, she was in the garden, under the now-green cherry tree.

       Ayato made a strange gesture to the maid, and she stepped back, not holding the umbrella over Lord Kamisato's head.

       They both entered the house, but instead of Ayato going to his office — as he had already lost a lot of time with the visit and shopping and had many things to attend to — he headed towards the side exits, towards the garden corridors.

       "Where are you going?" Caiome, who was standing with one foot towards the office, asked.

       "For a little walk. Care to join?"

       Not like she had a choice, because wherever Lord Kamisato was, she had to be too. She shrugged and began to walk after him, strolling along the wooden terraces around the garden.

       The rain was cool, perfect for a sweltering summer day, hitting the leaves of the trees and flower petals. The air was fresh, making Caiome breathe deeply and close her eyes, enjoying how her soul seemed to begin to clear of worries and her mind of thoughts... though she shouldn't, but at least for a second... just a second...

        Raindrops hit the wooden roof, making sounds that, though noisy, seemed harmonious somehow, and the pond water sounded like distant chimes. Leaves rustled, birds chirped hiding, the ground darkened, and the sky reflected in the small puddles that began to cover the garden, while the flowers seemed happier, more full of life and colour.

       Caiome walked to Ayato's right, looking towards the vast garden interior, while Ayato... Well, Ayato was looking at her.

       Children's laughter started to be heard among the raindrops, and soon, from behind the bushes and trees, Uta and Himawari started to run, while Mizuki followed them. Uta stumbled a few times, Mizuki shouted something to her, but his words were lost in the rain, while Himawari hid from him.

       "Are they playing tag?" Caiome frowned.

       "It seems Himawari has found not only a friend lately," Ayato said. "I am happy for her. She is becoming more open with Ayaka and more responsive, interacting more, but it seems she still keeps her distance from me. Not as much as before, but she clearly does not want to stay in my company for too long."

       "Because you're still Lord Kamisato; you still seem just as unapproachable to everyone. You should smile more, like in the sincere way; you have a more attractive face when you do, and it's more pleasant."

       "Is that so?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "You know what I mean."

       Caiome heard splashing nearby, then footsteps, and when she turned back to the garden, Uta almost tripped and fell in front of the raised wooden terrace, with a big smile on her face, calling Caiome's name. Behind her was Himawari, who made a deep bow, while Mizuki caught his breath a few meters behind.

       "Please, help me," he pleaded, reaching out to the two.

       "Do you want to play?" Uta asked quickly, leaning her hands on the wooden floor of the terace.

       "Uta," her brother scolded her, "do you forget who you're talking to?"

       "Oh, right," she said quickly, making a bow in the rain. "Good afternoon, my lord."

       "Good afternoon, Uta," he greeted her in return. "Good afternoon, Himawari."

       "Good afternoon, my lord."

       At least she wasn't hiding behind everything she could find, trees, bushes, or people. That was progress.

       "Do you want to play?" Uta asked again.

       "Uta, I'm sure Lord Kamisato has better things to do than get wet because of the rain," Mizuki intervened.

       "Unfortunately, your brother is right," Ayato said. "I don't intend to get close to the rain today."

       "Hmm?!" Uta exclaimed. "But you have a Hydro Vision."

       "Uta!" Mizuki exclaimed. "I apologize, my lord."

       "It is alright," Ayato said, then knelt down in front of her, tousling her head, and Uta blushed so hard, Caiome thought she might faint right there. "I do like the rain, but it's about this particular day. Any other day, I would have been delighted to play with both of you. But I am happy to watch over all of you and make sure you do not catch a cold. Is that alright?"

       "Of course," Uta said, then looked at Caiome. "But you? Ple~ase?"

       "Since it seems like you're in some kind of competition, I can't refuse," Caiome replied.

       Mizuki sighed, thinking Caiome would say no, and the whole play would end because he had to entertain the two, for Himawari's and Uta's well-being, but Caiome had other plans. She grabbed Mizuki around the neck, dragging him out into the rain, continuing the cat and mouse game, while Ayato stayed on the floor, watching the four of them.

       Mizuki was mostly the cat, and when Caiome happened to let the girls win, Mizuki was the first one to be caught. The two girls ran around, hiding, and while Himawari tried to strategize more, being more reserved, Uta laughed heartily, stumbling and getting dirty with mud on her clothes, jumping in puddles and encouraging Himawari to do the same.

       Mizuki eventually surrendered, sitting under the cherry tree, while the two girls hopped around him. But Caiome wouldn't let him off that easily, lifting him in the air with her Vision, making him scream and beg to be put down because he was afraid of heights and feeling sick.

       When Mizuki escaped the torture, he retreated, saying he didn't want to have a heart attack, and Uta and Himawari followed him to make amends. Ayato amused himself at every moment, not letting anyone escape his gaze, occasionally shouting at the two girls that they should go inside and change their wet clothes, but they begged to be allowed to have a little more fun. Ayato couldn't refuse their cute faces, but in the end, he had to force them to leave the gardens and go after Mizuki, leaving Caiome alone in the middle of it all.

       There was something about Caiome that fit in with the image of rain and the intense green of the grass, the way the earth took on a dark, pleasant colour, and the wet smell rose in the air. Her silver hair matched the grey of the clouds, and her eyes captured the water's gleam, her movements seeming to dodge the raindrops but allowing them to slide on her skin when they hit.

       Caiome eventually retreated under the terrace's roof, sitting with her legs tucked under her, looking towards the garden. Her clothes and hair were wet, but at least it wasn't so cold that she was shivering.

       Ayato pulled out a handkerchief embroidered with blue flowers from his coat inner-pocket and handed it to her. Caiome looked at the handkerchief, then at him, then back at the handkerchief, and took it hesitantly, as if he was handing her again the brush he had from his mother.

       "Thanks," she mumbled softly, starting to wipe her face and a few strands of hair that were more soaked, then her neck, dabbing gently. "What?" she asked, noticing Ayato's gaze on her.

       "I was just thinking you look like a drenched baby swan,"  he replied.

       "Somehow, that sounds worse than if you had called me a rat. Seems even in insults, you're more gallant than anyone I've met before."

       "I try my best," was his response, which didn't make Caiome feel any better.

       She wrapped the handkerchief, leaving it on her knees, because she couldn't give it back so wet, both looking towards the depths of the garden, watching the raindrops hit the ground, stone paths, and small bridges.

       "I guess you feel so pleasant now," Caiome said, sighing slightly, resting her head against one of the wooden columns near her.

       "What do you mean?" he asked.

       "When there's a storm outside, or a gale, or even a slight breeze or a rain as light as this one, the air becomes cooler," she mumbled. "Maybe it's because of my Vision, but there's always something different in the air, and sometimes I manage to feel everything at a deeper level. That's how I learned to listen to the wind, to hear distant noises, to capture the frequencies it leaves in the atmosphere and discover new information. I feel every air current, every warm or cold breeze, and everything surrounding them. I think it must be the same with your Vision when it comes to rain, or the ocean waves, or the small ponds of fish," she chuckled.

       Ayato looked towards the rain for a few long seconds, breathing deeply, allowing himself to relax his body, although he still kept his back straight.

       "It does feel refreshing," he said. "But at the same time, it is about millions of drops hitting the ground or hitting each other, causing different sounds within milliseconds. Somehow, I can feel them all, but it is overwhelming at the same time. When it comes to ocean waves, though, it is a calm sound, like a gentle touch repeating endlessly."

       "So, you don't like it?" Caiome asked, looking at him.

       "I do enjoy it, but sometimes it depends on moments and thoughts and moods." He looked up at the dark sky. "When I feel like everything is pressing down on me, the rain feels like a punishment tormenting my mind, and there is no escape, considering I cannot stop the rain, no matter how much I want to, just like you could stop the wind. I cannot control the sky or the clouds... But in moments of peace, it feels like a certain calmness is wrapping myself in it, and gives me hope for tomorrow, although I know from that very moment that nothing is going to change. The only thing that remains for me is to sink myself into the present."

       Caiome glanced at him, then down to her lap, starting to tease her thumbs, picking at the skin around her nails.

       "Which one is it now?" she asked softly.

       Because, apart from shogi games, Ayato seemed to have no moment to catch his breath. If he wasn't in his office, he was in the meeting room; if he wasn't in the meeting room, he was somewhere in the city, close to the Shuumatsuban members to give new orders in case something unexpected happened; if he wasn't in the city, he was in his office and so on. Not even when he ate... in fact, Caiome rarely saw him eating, no matter how much Mitsuko insisted. To get rid of her, most of the time Ayato would tell her to leave the food there, as usual, but he wouldn't touch it.

       He must have felt very distraught, thinking of an escape route, especially since, once Chisato will be married to Kamaji, they had to think of another way to communicate with her without arousing suspicion.

       "In truth..." he whispered, his eyes wandering across the sky and the garden, "...I do not know... It feels like everything stands still, and no matter how hard I try to make my way, I can not move forward. I guess I am just getting more impatient than time allows it, which is not good, because I have always learned that I should step along with the moon and the sun. I do not think everything will end badly, on the contrary... But at the same time, I can not wait for everything to disappear, even though I know something unlucky will happen immediately after. It is like an endless cycle I can not escape... and when I think about it, I don't even want to."

       Caiome glanced at him. His eyes were distant, his expression a bit strange, because Ayato was smiling, but there was a touch of poignant sadness in his voice. Not for himself, but for all the others who had to suffer because of the things he tried to protect them from, and the smile was for all the things he did for them. He tried to think of himself, but ultimately ended up thinking only of those around him.

       If that's how he was raised, Caiome blamed his ancestors who imposed these unwritten laws of how a noble should behave. If society imposed it, she hated society as well, because the population was just as selfish, wanting as much good for themselves but indifferent to what hid behind. If Ayato wanted this for himself alone, then she hated Ayato for being so closed-minded and blind, only seeing his own path, but not his own steps.

       "I really hate people like you, you know?" she said. "Nobles should be selfish," she added arrogantly. "They shouldn't think about anything other than themselves, just like everyone else does, the only difference being that nobles have more money. That's why everyone hates them, and that's how it should be. Well, everyone hates everyone in this world anyway."

       Ayato chuckled dryly. "And what would I gain if I were selfish?"

       "A better mental state for a start?"

       Ayato gave her a look that said he didn't believe a word she said, then reached for his own handkerchief. He took it between his fingers and raised it to her, wiping the water traces from her temple and forehead that dripped from her hair. He placed the handkerchief back on her knee, and Caiome caught it under her palm.

       "I know you are not being serious," he said.

       "You just care so much about these stuffs," she mumbled. "It feels like you don't care about anything else at all, which makes you so dull."

       "Is that what upsets you?" he chuckled. "That I am dull?"

       Maybe, she thought to herself. Or maybe the fact that he cared so much that made Caiome feel like a horrible person. And maybe she was, because she couldn't remember when she cared so much about so many people at once. She understood the things Ayato did, saw them with her own eyes more than he did, and sometimes it provoked a strange feeling inside her, as if she should have tried harder in this life herself.

       "Indeed, I may be," he continued, turning his gaze back to the garden. "But is considered this way if I do not believe it?"

       But if Ayato tried and succeeded in creating these things for them, this good world to live in where they could laugh happily, who did that for Ayato in return? Among all of them, Ayato had the greatest power here to do that for his people, but none had greater power than him to save him too. So what could Caiome do for him when she didn't have such power either?

       She looked at him, at his lost and thoughtful eyes, at the small smile that always sat on his lips, at his straight back and the way he seemed to face everything the storm threw at him. He was perfect for the people around him; a perfect brother, a perfect leader, a perfect noble, and that played with her mind because nobles weren't like that. 

       He was fighting a war, and no one really knew that because they didn't see Ayato hidden in his office every day. It was almost pitiful. And hurtful, because nobody in truth was perfect. They were just trying their best, and sometimes wasn't even enough, and she could see that in him from time to time, in the middle of the long night, hiding from everyone.

       Caiome left the handkerchief embroidered with blue flowers on her knee and raised her hand to his shoulder. Then something caught her attention, a dry leaf stuck in his hair, so she raised her hand further. 

       Ayato noticed her movements from the corner of his eye, turning to her, and her fingers touched more than just the strands of hair, they touched his cheek over which they passed in a light caress that made not only her but also him feel a wave... neither knew how to describe it, but there was definitely something there.

       Caiome quickly withdrew her hand. "Sorry, I didn't mean to... You had something in--"

       Ayato quickly caught her wrist before she could pull away, as she usually did every time, leaning slightly towards her. "Has anyone ever told you how amusing you look when you do that?"

       "When... I do what?" she frowned.

       "When you try to do something you don't know how to do it or haven't tried it before, so instead of trying and failing or succeeding, you would rather run?"

       "I'm not trying to do anything," she began to pull her hand gently from his, but Ayato didn't let go, holding it lightly between his fingers. "It's just that..."

       "Just that...?" he encouraged her.

       "You look very upset lately. It's not hard to notice when someone looks at you. Or maybe it's just my opinion. I told you a while ago that you can be angry if you want. You can also be upset, and you can afford to rest more often or push away these thoughts full of horrible things. I wouldn't judge you."

       "Are you trying to take care of me?"

       "No!" she said immediately. "It's just something I noticed, just as you notice things about me and don't hesitate to throw them in my face. I'm just doing the same thing," she huffed.

       Ayato smiled slightly crookedly, releasing her hand gently. "Is that so?"

       But before Ayato could rise completely, and before he turned away from her, Caiome raised her hand again, letting her fingertips run through his hair. Ayato froze, looking down at the wooden floor between them, in the empty space, without the power or will to lift his gaze to her. But Caiome didn't seem to want to stop. His hair was soft, almost ghostly between her fingers, and it was amazing how now, in her eyes, he seemed to be just a normal person who should feel human emotions.

       "But I am serious," she said. "I know that coming from me isn't the best advice to consider, and maybe it's weird that I even try to give you an advice, but you can be a little more selfish and ask for more than you give from time to time. Maybe you'll never do it, but at least be gentler with yourself, as you are with everyone who matters to you. I'm not asking you to make promises, but at least think about it, okay?"

       Ayato remained silent and instead allowed himself to enjoy her touch.

       "I do not know how to answer to this," he said, and Caiome could feel him smiling. "If I do that, I might not have a chance to see you forcing yourself to comfort me, which is very amusing to me."

       Caiome quickly withdrew her hand. "I hate you."

       "I know," he chuckled.

       "I really hate you."

       "I know," he laughed again.

 

Chapter 53: Chapter 53 ~ The Divine Maid and the Wait in the Long Night

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Chapter 53 ~ The Divine Maid and the Wait in the Long Night

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       With a week left before Chisato and Kamaji's wedding, the preparations had already begun, and everything became even more chaotic. While Ayaka took care of the actual preparations, Ayato became even more absorbed in the activities of Watanabe, Ubisaki, and Kumori. Caiome's advice didn't last long, especially since Ayato no longer needed her around for quite some time, which Caiome found odd.

       Now, Caiome was in the city with Thoma — or rather, Thoma had been appointed as her babysitter again — due to a slightly inappropriate joke Caiome made in front of one of Ayato's cousins. Ayato, not one to change his lack of humour, punished her by making her transport the last boxes of decorations to the shrine and ensure, together with Thoma, that none of the main items for the ceremony were missing. Then they had to go to Kamaji's residence in the city where a small party with the same purpose, transport and verification, would be held.

       They arrived at the Kujou residence, greeted by Kamaji, who radiated happiness and was all smiles, starting to chatter away. Eventually, Chisato joined them, and Caiome realized that apart from their meeting at Tenshukaku a few weeks ago, she hadn't seen the two together since. In these slightly more relaxed circumstances, Caiome began to notice the fleeting glances they exchanged, the blush in their cheeks, and the way Chisato clung to his arm.

       The discussions about the ceremony and the party were mostly held with Thoma, considering he had probably done this a thousand times before. Chisato also mentioned how she wanted the backyard, where the party would be held, to look. Then Thoma started talking with Kamaji about other things, while Caiome looked around the courtyard.

       It was quiet here, away from the noise of the city streets, but it also felt like a prison. At Ayato's residence, even though the courtyard was fenced, you could look out to the ocean and the mountains and think that you were truly free and that no one surrounded you.

       "Lost in thoughts?" Chisato asked, making Caiome look at her a bit surprised that she came over to talk.

       Usually, the two of them didn't pay each other more attention than a few greetings. The important matters were discussed with the officials in charge, like Ayato and Ayaka.

       "Just admiring the garden," she said, standing with her hands folded.

       "Kamaji worked very hard to make everything perfect for the wedding, considering the other things we have to take care of as well," she whispered. "He even started gardening himself, with his own hands, if you can believe it. He couldn't leave anything just to others."

       "I perfectly understand it. Not in this context," she quickly added, "but I think I know what he means."

       "I heard from Thoma that you're attending the wedding too."

       "With everything going on, of course I'll be there," said Caiome. "Besides, I'm Ayato's bodyguard, I can't be away from him for too long."

       Chisato let out a small smile, with an amused glint in her eyes like that of an innocent child. "Then how come you're here?"

       "Ugh," Caiome said. "Lord Kamisato doesn't seem to have a very developed sense of humour, so sometimes he can't stand having me around."

       "Really? Actually, to me, he seems more relaxed than usual when you're around him," Chisato laughed.

       What does she mean by that?

       "But in the end," Chisato quickly continued, "it might just be because of your clashing personalities now and then. I usually meet Lord Kamisato when he's alone, so I don't often see him in the company of others, especially someone like you."

       "Someone like me you mean unserious?" Caiome guessed.

       "Filling the gaps, rather," Chisato replied. "And I wouldn't use 'unserious' to describe the way you approach things, more like... different in a good way."

       "That would be a first," she snorted, then smelled a sweet scent coming her way. She sniffed and instantly recognized the smell of chocolate cookies, her mouth running dry.

       Chisato began to laugh when she saw the expression on Caiome's face. "Do you have a passion for sweets?" she asked.

       "I'm known for my sweet tooth," Caiome said.

       "Of course," Thoma said, approaching the two with Kamaji. "Our chef, Daiki, couldn't make a tray of cookies or pie because they would immediately disappear because of her."

       "The greatest compliment for a chef is to leave an empty plate," she said.

       "That doesn't mean not sharing with others," Thoma replied, bringing smiles to the faces of the two fiancés.

       "Well, why don't you try some?" said Chisato. "These are cookies made from our chef's recipe. We want to test them today to make sure everything is perfect for the wedding. We could use some extra opinions."

       "Is Mr. Isamu still working?" Thoma asked. "I heard his mother passed away a few days ago from a sudden cold."

       "He took a few days off," Kamaji said, and his expression became somber, as did his fiancée's. "But he wanted to return to work as soon as possible for the wedding, even though I told him it wasn't necessary, but he insisted. He had prepared the recipes long ago, and besides, he has known us for a very long time; he didn't want to disappoint us, even though that was never an issue."

       "I understand," Thoma said. "I think I'll pay him a visit after the wedding."

       Chisato encouraged him, and they headed towards the mansion. The cookies were delicious, and Caiome managed to steal the recipe, though Thoma kept an eye on her to make sure she didn't steal any extra cookies — not that she could eat many anyway.

       Back at home, Ayato finished his meeting, sending Caiome off on other errands with Koshi. Caiome found his expression strange; he barely looked at her, and when she tried to press the issue, Ayato would dismiss her, being the first to leave the room. It was very odd how his behavior suddenly changed, and Caiome knew Ayato wasn't the type to talk about what bothered him, but he could at least be a bit more open with her given they spend almost all their time together.

       So Caiome did her chores, prepared her reports, met with other Shuumatsuban members and treated them — with money taken from Koshi — to some sweet buns, and then played spy at a small meeting between Kouta and Emiko, who went out to buy a new outfit for Chisato's wedding.

       Daisuke was right, Kouta could barely string together a sentence without stuttering. But this was the perfect opportunity for Caiome to take advantage of his clumsiness and play with them both. She sent the wind to steal Emiko's scarf, which Kouta searched for in all the bushes; tripped him a few times with her Vision power, hiding in a tree, while Emiko bandaged the scratches on his palms; then sent delicious food scents on the air currents, awakening their appetites, spending the rest of the afternoon sampling snacks from stalls.

       "For someone who isn't interested in Lady Ayaka's discussions about romance novels, you do like to play matchmaker, don't you?" Koshi said at one point on their way home, as evening settled over the city.

       "Oh, now you've found the courage to talk back?" Caiome laughed, entering through the front gates of the residence. "I thought you said your role isn't to question your superior's actions," she put her hands on her hips.

       "None of this was for any organization mission," Koshi replied.

       "And that's precisely why you shouldn't judge me," Caiome said. "Besides, how do you think love should blossom if all Kouta can do is say ten words every few minutes? The poor girl would lose interest."

       "So that's what you've been doing all evening," said Ayaka, who just came out of the mansion's doors, her shoulders wrapped in a shawl. Although summer hadn't completely ended yet, with only a few days left, it was starting to get chilly in the evenings, especially since they lived so close to the ocean and the cold air currents. "And I didn't know how to find you."

       "Do you need my help?" she laughed.

       "Actually, yes. Chizuru and I can't decide on some outfits for the wedding, so we could use a third opinion. And since Koshi is here, he can help too."

       Koshi made a short bow, hand over heart. "I apologize, Lady Ayaka, but it's not appropriate for me to enter your private chambers. However, I'd be more than happy to wait at the door, in the hallway."

       "Nonsense," said Caiome, tugging at the sleeve of his black suit, almost pulling off his tenugui. "It's not like you can do any harm inside."

       The two of them spent about an hour with Ayaka and Chizuru — who became overly shy when she saw Koshi in the room — choosing a few dresses, concluding that a light green dress with pink hues would suit Ayaka, while a simpler yellow dress that highlighted her eyes and matched her slightly tanned skin would be perfect for Chizuru.

       "By the way, where's Ayato?" Caiome asked, sitting on the floor with her legs stretched out, leaning halfway against the wall. "I don't feel his Vision nearby."

       "Hmm," Ayaka said thoughtfully. "He told me he's going to the city today, but not for what, so it's probably just a few minor errands. You don't need to worry," she laughed.

       "I'm not worried," Caiome replied with a frown. "I was just curious. He ditched me all day, so it's normal to have questions... I mean... if he has something in mind with my shell, for example?"

       "I doubt it," Ayaka assured her, while Chizuru put the costumes back on the hangers.

       "You can never be too sure," she shrugged.

       "Lord Kamisato isn't like that," Chizuru said. "Didn't he promise not to do anything with your case without knowing your opinion first? He's not one to break his word."

       Caiome rolled her eyes. She knew that.

      Then Chizuru started talking about accessories and the right shoes, for which they no longer needed Caiome's help.

       Koshi thought he would finally go to rest, considering it had been a long day, but Miss Caiome had other plans for him, making him help carry some groceries from the pantry to the kitchen, and then she sent him away too, saying it was a secret what she wanted to do there.

       Caiome took out the cookie recipe she had stolen from Kamaji's residence and started making a batch. But she failed miserably, as the cookies came out too hard. She tried again, but this time they were too soft, or had too little chocolate, or were too bland. At one point, Thoma came into the kitchen, having heard all the noise in the hallways, and of course, he couldn't help but comment on Caiome's results, which made the vein on her forehead start to throb.

       To her annoyance, Thoma tried to make the recipe himself, and it turned out perfect the first try, while Caiome just stood and watched him. The cookies were delicious, but she vehemently refused to use his for what she needed, kicking him out of the kitchen because she wanted to do everything herself.

       In the end, she shouted down the entire hall to Thoma to give his cookies to Ayaka, maybe he could win her heart that way. Thoma yelled at her to speak more quietly, but at that hour, no one was in the hallways, and most had already gone to sleep.

       Caiome got back to work, but it took her three more attempts and a few good hours to get close to the cookies she wanted. But finally, as dawn began to break, she managed to put the cookies on a tray, covered with a piece of cloth to keep them warm. Then she took the tray and headed upstairs.

       Ayato wasn't in the bedroom. He always woke up early, but not this early. At this hour, he usually woke up and got ready. The bed was already made, which meant Mitsuko had also woken up in the meantime. She thought Ayato hadn't come home last night and stayed at the city residence, but his clothes from yesterday were hanging on the screen, so he had definitely come home.

       She went to the office, but he wasn't there either, and there was no sign that he had been in the office, even though the desk was a total mess, as usual.

       So she started walking through the garden until she reached the back gates where Ayato, who was just mounting his horse, was accompanied by two guards - Shuumatsuban - ready to leave.

       "Where are you going?" she asked, approaching, and Ayato gave her only a brief glance, putting on his riding gloves.

       "Just a little meeting," he replied, trying to be the same polite Ayato, but Caiome frowned.

       "Okay, then I'll go equip Seishin and come with you."

       "There is no need," Ayato said quickly. "It's not something so important, and we both know you could handle more urgent things. It's just a routine visit."

       Caiome remained silent, suddenly remembering the small tray of cookies in her arms, which Ayato, although he certainly noticed, hadn't asked about. Which was even stranger because Ayato always pointed out things he found different about her.

       "I made these, do you want—"

       "Later," Ayato said without even looking at her, which was outrageous.

       What the hell was wrong with him all of a sudden?

       "What do you mean later?" Caiome said making a step towards him. "I spent like all night, you could at least—"

       "Later," he said again.

       Then he took the reins of the horse and turned it, leaving through the back gate. Caiome clutched the wooden tray in her hands, ready to throw it after him, then quickly went to the kitchen and put them in a box, covering them with cloth to keep them somewhat fresh for when Ayato would return.

       Then she began to follow him, leaving her Vision at home, so Ayato wouldn't sense the elemental power. She hid among the tree branches and bushes, behind the wooden fences of abandoned houses, and in the tall grass of the fields.

       They reached the city, and Ayato stopped in front of uncle Tetsuya Shoichiro's residence, being greeted by him. He invited him into his office, since outside was still cold, and Caiome slipped under the office windows, listening quietly. It seemed she was taking the spying job too seriously lately. She couldn't peek inside, given it was daytime and someone might see her, so she just had to listen blindly.

       "These are the approvals for the mine and extractions," Shoichiro said, handing Ayato what sounded like papers and files. Ayato began to browse through them.

       "That is wonderful," Ayato said.

       "By the way, have you thought about Lord Kobayashi's proposal?" Shoichiro asked, and Ayato hesitated for a few moments.

       "It is an important subject that I need to think about from all angles," Ayato finally replied. "I can not make such decisions that would affect the entire Commission, especially when I am currently facing a situation that gives me neither time, nor interest for anything else."

       "I understand," Shoichiro said, but his tone seemed more pleased with Ayato's delay, which made Caiome wonder what it was about.

       Uncle seemed genuinely interested in Ayato's response to the so-called proposal, a proposal Caiome knew nothing about, but now he was actually relieved when Ayato gave an almost negative answer. However, Ayato was still thinking about it because apparently, it was something important, contrary to what he had told her earlier in the courtyard.

       "What is with this sudden interest?" Ayato said suddenly. "You used to not ask me such things until recently."

       Shoichiro chuckled softly. "As you said, it affects the entire Commission. It's normal to be curious. Any lord in the Commission would be if they knew of this possibility. Especially since we're talking about the Kobayashi family, who focus on international relationships we've relied on many times since the borders reopened."

       "Indeed," Ayato said.

       "You seem troubled," Shoichiro said after a few seconds.

       "Not at all," Ayato replied as calmly as ever.

       "I know you like to do things alone and that everyone has secrets, but if there's something you can tell me... something I can help with..."

       "So that was it," Ayato chuckled, then sighed. "Don't worry, uncle, things are not as complicated as you think they are."

       Like hell they aren't, Caiome mumbled in her mind.

       "I understand your concern," he continued, "but you do not need to force yourself or think that you have acted wrongly concerning me so far. In fact, I appreciate a certain distance. It makes my work easier."

       Shoichiro didn't seem to like the answer.

       "Moreover," Ayato continued, "try not to be influenced by Caiome's words."

       Her name took Caiome by surprise, as it did Shoichiro.

       "What do you mean?" Shoichiro laughed a little nervously, and Ayato took a sip of tea from his cup.

       "It seems that you two have some kind of silent understanding or certain common opinions. Or somehow, with her presence, things start to change. For better or worse, I can not say yet," he added whispering.

       "I can't deny that she is an interesting presence," Shoichiro said.

       "That is true."

       "And the fact that you have her as help is a bonus, even if she's a bit complicated, isn't it? I'm not trying to intervene in your affairs, but doesn't she make things easier for you?"

        Ayato remained silent for a few seconds. 

       "No, she does not," he said. "On the contrary, actually."

       Caiome leaned against the wooden terrace, supporting herself on the exterior wall. She stayed there for a few seconds as Ayato and Shoichiro began discussing matters she neither understood nor wanted to understand, then she got up and left the residence.

       She was making things more complicated? Fine, then why didn't he just give her back the Vision case and kick her out of his house? Caiome had gotten used to Ayato's way of talking and could tell when he was lying and when he wasn't, and those were definitely not lies. If Caiome was more of a loss than a gain for him, why was he keeping her around? Perhaps his theory that their ideas might complement each other was a failure, then why was he wasting his time with her?

       She kicked a pebble with the tip of her foot, which rolled down the city's street.

       But one name had caught her attention, so she asked one of the stall vendors about the Kobayashi family, and then made her way to Ritou Port, where they had their residence. The Kobayashi family did not belong to any Commission, being independent and dealing with internal and external relationships, and more specifically, approving business transactions between partners within the nation and beyond, related to Inazuma.

       Caiome began circling the residence, surprising Kenji Kobayashi, a tall and slender man of about sixty years old, having breakfast with his wife, a slim woman with a beautiful smile. The two were talking about unimportant things, smiling at each other every second.

       She sneaked into his office, starting to search through his files, but found nothing related to Ayato, so she left, leaving everything as she found it.

       The Kobayashi family had two sons, one around thirty-five years old, who was on a business trip to Mondstadt and Liyue, and another who was a soldier in the Shogun's army. Besides the two, they also had a daughter, Yuriko Kobayashi, whom Caiome found rather accidentally in the inner garden.

       A tall girl, about twenty-five years old, dressed in long and light robes in bright colors that touched the ground but were not dirty. Her steps were silent, and her face was almost divine. She had pale skin, sharp features, rosy cheeks, and full lips, with her face framed by long, beautiful golden hair that gleamed in the morning sunlight, along with deep black eyes that seemed to swallow you whole if you looked into them for too long.

       Kobayashi Yuriko reached her hand, being so graceful in every move she made, always with a smile on her face. She opened the cage of some small, colourful birds, and they flew away, except for one that Yuriko held in her hand. She began stroking its wing, which seemed broken, and the bird appeared to be crying, with wet eyes, bowing its head under the girl's thin fingers.

       "It's been sick for several days," said a young girl who seemed to be her personal maid, standing a few steps behind Yuriko .

       "No one can heal so quickly," Yuriko said, and even her voice was as light as a feather. "We must have patience with the wounded and give them all our attention, all our love, so they can heal without leaving scars behind."

       She brought the bird close to her cheek, starting to pet it, and the bird seemed to pet Yuriko in return.

       Nothing interesting to see here either...

       Caiome returned to the residence where Koshi was waiting for her, they did their daily routines, but when she came home in the evening, Ayato still hadn't returned. Caiome just took her box of cookies – which had long since cooled, but at least were still fresh – and went to Ayato's office. She began inspecting his office, looking for the name Kobayashi, but aside from a few files with approvals for certain international fundings, there was nothing else.

       Frustrated, she plopped down on the cushion by the desk, looking through the drawers. In the right one, as usual, was the poetry book and the notebook where Ayato copied poems when he wanted to relax. Caiome took the latter and began to flip through it. Seeing his calligraphy was as annoying as seeing all those elegant and refined gestures of his... and at the same time, Caiome couldn't stop staring at the notebook. Or at his gestures.

       Despite not having time, Ayato managed to fill entire notebooks. It was probably the sixth notebook Caiome had seen, and probably, while she was away on the little missions Ayato gave her, he completed many others.

       She turned another page and was surprised to see a pink stain almost flying out from between the pages. On the left page was the last copied poem, written in characters Caiome didn't understand, and among them was a pink petal. Caiome took it between her fingers and studied it. It was the same as the one she had found before the banquet in Ayato's office.

       It was absurd, she thought. Why keep a petal like that as a bookmark? It was small, and the edges had turned an old, light brown colour. It wasn't beautiful nor preserved like the blue columbine and red lily on the top shelf. It was something you found everywhere on the ground when the cherry trees start to shed. Ayato had a garden full of cherry trees, such a small petal was insignificant compared to the multitude of flowers he saw every spring-summer.

       She put the petal back between the pages, before she would brake it or lose it it and Ayato  would blame her – he would surely know it was her fault because no one else could go through his things like she did – then she took the poetry book.

       She had asked Yoshiaki, the librarian, to help her learn a few of the characters – on the pretext that it might be useful in the future, not because she was curious about what Ayato wrote – but she couldn't learn much from him. Then she asked Mitsuko, but she had too much work and didn't know many of the characters either. So she asked Ayaka for help, but she also had many visits to make, especially with the wedding approaching, and Caiome's schedule didn't give her much freedom either.

       Besides, those characters weren't just a single word. Many of them meant about five or were an entire expression.

       Still, Caiome had eyes, so she took some blank sheets, the brush Ayato usually used for his documents, put some ink in the wakan, and began to copy the characters as they were written – which was harder than writing from dictation – without knowing what they really meant.

       Her eyes began to close quickly, having been awake for more than 36 hours. When she took breaks, she left the brush in the wakan, then rested her arm on the poetry book and her head on her arm, looking at the box of cookies in front of her. Sometimes she took it, shook it, as if she wanted to take revenge on the poor cookies she had worked on all night, and along with the box, she shook her head.

      She didn't want to sleep. She wanted to wait for Ayato to question him, without caring if he found out she had followed him. But the sleepless night and the tasks she had to do afterward were taking their toll, and Caiome fell asleep with her head on the poetry book and her hand on the box of cookies.

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       It was past midnight when Ayato opened the office door. He was tired. The kind of tiredness he couldn't confront, as he sometimes did. In the past few days, he had been sleeping for only two hours every night and waking up, tormented by the possibility that something needed his attention. Then he rarely managed to fall back asleep, so he would take refuge in the office, as he always did... just like now.

       Only to see someone else occupying his place on the cushion behind the desk. He smiled to himself, shaking his head slightly, gently closing the door behind him. He approached Caiome, making sure she was really asleep. He first took off his gloves, which he left on the edge of the desk, then his coat, which he opened wide and placed over her, covering her. The evening air had been getting colder lately.

       Finally, he sat down on the floor in front of the desk, one leg bent under him, and the other with the knee raised. He rested his elbow on the desk and his chin in his palm, looking amused at Caiome, who was sleeping with her lips slightly parted, deeply lost in dreams. Beside her were the sheets with some horrible characters written on them, and Ayato prayed that Caiome wouldn't drool on his poetry book.

       He expected to come back and find such a sight. Or rather, Ayato knew that Caiome would have fallen asleep before he got home, but he didn't expect to find her asleep in his office, as if...

       He pushed the thought from his mind. He shouldn't be thinking about that.

       Then his eyes fell on the box that Caiome was covering with her hand, and Ayato frowned. He gently grasped her wrist, testing to make sure she wouldn't wake up, and moved her hand off the box. Caiome shifted a little, rubbing her cheek against her arm, and made a sound like a mumble, before sinking back into sleep.

       Ayato took the box and opened it, and an almost instant sweet smell wafted out. He pulled back the cloth, revealing the cookies waiting to be eaten. He counted them. A dozen. Exactly a tray of cookies that fit into the small kitchen oven, no more, no less than twelve.

       Then Ayato remembered that morning, when at dawn Caiome came to him, dressed in day clothes, with a wooden tray in her arms covered with a cloth. She had said she made something, but Ayato was in too much of a hurry to get rid of her and leave to pay attention to her words.

       He took a cookie from the box. He doesn't usually eat cookies. They were too sweet, too messy, crumbs falling with every bite, turning everything into chaos. Despite that, he ate one. It wasn't as sweet as the ones he had on Tamagise Island, but they were pleasant and melted in his mouth because of the butter. So he ate it.

       "I wonder what you did to my kitchen to stay up all night baking cookies," he mumbled, sighing hopelessly.

       He rested his chin on his palm again, beginning to play with her silver strands of hair. She would have looked good with a braid that would light up her face and make her eyes stand out. But there was something... comfortable about the way she let her hair fall back.

       He sat there for a few long minutes, then realized he wouldn't be able to do anything else that night, so it was best to retire and sleep a few hours, considering he had to leave for the city again the next day. It amused him the reason why he didn't stay at the residence in the city, because he could have done that. And the reason was right in front of him.

       What took him by surprise, though, was the fact that he already knew Caiome was asleep before he returned, and yet he still came back. Maybe it was because of the way they parted that morning - even though Ayato didn't intend to see her - or maybe because, wherever he went, wherever he looked, getting used to her presence, he expected her to be there, which wasn't the case.

       To be honest, he didn't exactly know why he came home.

       Instead, he took a piece of paper and the brush that lay in the wakan and began to write a few lines. The paper ran out before he finished writing everything he wanted to write, which again was surprising because Ayato could fit his words into a limited space, calculating the strict necessary.

       Somehow, he wanted to write more than the paper allowed...

       So he took a larger piece, and this time he made every effort not to write more than necessary.

       He took the cloth and packed five more cookies, leaving the other six in the box, which he closed and on whose lid he left the note - or rather the letter - then lighted out the candles and went to his own bedroom.

 

Chapter 54: Chapter 54 ~ The Old Memories and the Letters

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Chapter 54 ~ The Old Memories and the Letters

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       Caiome woke up due to a pain in her neck that reached the upper part of her back. She mumbled and cursed, not wanting to wake up, but the numbness didn't let her fall back asleep even after changing her position. Especially as she eventually realized she wasn't in bed at all.

       She lifted her head, rubbing her eyes, hearing birds chirping behind her through the half-open window. Then she felt something heavy hanging on her shoulders, making her grimace in the sunlight while searching for the object in question. She couldn't turn completely, so she grabbed the piece of fabric and pulled it in front, realizing almost instantly that it was a man's coat. And who else wore such expensive clothes in that house?

       Ayato had been there last night, finding her sleeping in his office.

       She quickly looked at the cookie box, which not only wasn't where Caiome knew she had left it but was covered by a folded piece of paper. She suddenly woke up, pulling the wooden box towards her and taking the sheet, which she opened, seeing the same handwriting as usual.

       You stole my spot at the desk, but I will forgive you in exchange for the cookies. They were delicious, but next time, when you bake something in the kitchen, don't leave a mess. And try not to waste so many ingredients just because something does not work out the first time, but at the same time, do not give up. I took a few cookies with me, left you half in the box, so enjoy your work, even if you probably ate a dozen by yourself because of repetitive failures.

       Caiome rolled her eyes, opening the box and seeing that, indeed, there were six cookies left inside.

       Tomorrow I will be busy in the city all day, I will be back late again, so don't sleep in my office anymore. It is uncomfortable and cold if Mitsuko doesn't make a fire. If you want to practice your writing, Yoshiaki has copies of the poetry volume in the current alphabet. And do not pour ink into the wakan more than necessary, or it will dry out and be a waste. I have given Koshi all the instructions for what you have to do today. If you fall asleep before I get home, I will ask you a favor. Tomorrow they will start decorating the Grand Shrine, so please help Thoma and Ayaka with that.

       If you have time, my uncle would like to discuss with you some methods of verifying the gemstones they have discovered in the last few weeks. He will be waiting for you in the afternoon. If he offers you tea, don't choose the lemon one, it's very bitter.

       And try not to stain my coat with ink after you wake up.

       Caiome frowned, looking at his light-colored coat lying in her lap. And somehow, on the sleeve, there was a black stain. It wasn't very big, but it was noticeable. How does this happen every time? Now she had to go and wash it, because there was no way she could get out of this if Ayato saw his coat. And he would definitely ask for it back.

       She returned to the letter with a sigh.

        I also heard that Kouta managed to meet Lady Emiko. Don't insist too much on the so-called 'meetings of destiny.' Lady Emiko is a smart girl; she will know something is up.

       Surely he knew this from Koshi, that traitor...

      Yesterday I saw a few bee-eaters near the hokora shrines. The weather is good, so you will probably still find them there if you want to admire them.

       In the lower right corner, there was a drawing of a flat cookie with three wavy lines coming out of it, like steam. Caiome ran her finger over the little drawing, remembering the bowl of noodles she used to draw on one of the notes she left Ayato some time ago, which made her chuckle. Ayato could be silly sometimes.

       She froze and quickly closed the letter when she realized the smile on her face. She took the box and the coat with her and left the office.

       She found Mitsuko relatively quickly, clasping her hands together, adopting a puppy-like face, begging her to help wash Ayato's coat.

       "I'm pretty sure he'll cut my head off if he finds it dirty when he gets back, ple~ase?"

       Mitsuko tilted her head to the side, then giggled softly, trying to cover her smile. She raised her hands, making a few signs.

        Leave it to me, she said, and Caiome jumped up and hugged her tightly for a few brief seconds, handed her the coat, and went back to the garden.

       It seemed she had woken up quite late, considering that she barely managed to change her clothes before Mizuki found her to take Uta home since Himawari had to meet Ayaka for their so-called lessons.

       "But I don't want to go," Uta complained. "Can't I stay with Lady Ayaka too?" she pleaded. "I'll be good, and Lady Ayaka likes me. She's taken me for walks in the garden before."

       Uta finished her sentence with a strong sneeze, which made Mizuki shake his head, pulling a handkerchief from his pants pocket.

       "I think you caught a cold from that rain," he said. "Lady Ayaka has important tasks at the end of the week; you can't make her sick too. Even Himawari has to keep a certain distance from her, considering she was around you and played in the rain as well. I told you not to stay in the garden too long when it rains."

       Uta pouted and blew her nose, quickly folding the handkerchief. Caiome shook her head, taking Uta by the shoulders.

       "Mizuki is right, so how about we take you home? Your mother will make you some strong tea, and after the wedding, you can stay with Ayaka as long as you want. Who knows, maybe I'll convince Ayato to let you ride a horse too."

       "Really?" Uta said, her eyes starting to sparkle.

       "I don't think that's a very good idea," Mizuki said.

       "I don't think Uta will kill a horse if she gets on it and takes a few laps around the grounds, right?"

       Uta nodded, and the three of them began to walk toward the telepoint at the main entrance. But none of them noticed the small bloodstain on the handkerchief that was soon thrown in the trash.

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       After Caiome took Uta home, Koshi found her, and they went about their daily activities, which were pretty much the same: checking reports on the activities of the three outlaws, meddling in their business, a few minor missions that all went well, but Caiome still had to compile them into specific and general reports, which was an extra chore.

       In the afternoon, as Ayato had told her, Caiome visited Uncle Shoichiro, being very careful not to accept any lemon tea, and he seemed very pleased with her visit. He received her in his office and showed her several files with descriptions of ideas for inspecting the gemstones extracted from the mines. Many of them were good, but Caiome brought up a few suggestions she had heard during her travels, which made Shoichiro smile broadly.

       Then they strolled through the residence's gardens which, although not as large as Ayato's, were full of flowers that you couldn't help but touch as you passed by.

       "My wife is passionate about gardening," Shoichiro said with a proud smile when Caiome complimented the chaos of colors and flowers. "When my sister, Ayato's mother, was still alive, they used to go together to Tamagise Island, returning with entire pots of flowers that people gave as gifts." Shoichiro suddenly fell silent, as if remembering something that made him sad. "Now that I think about it, I don't think my wife has been to the island since Yuna died."

       "Were they such good friends?" Caiome asked.

       She found it strange that someone would stop visiting a place they loved just because someone close to them had died. She hadn't done that when Kandra died, returning many times to the places they had been together.

       "Some people go back to such places to relive certain moments," Shoichiro said, "while others prefer to forget."

       Caiome pondered his words. Maybe that's why Ayaka was the one who went to the island every season, and it didn't necessarily bother Ayato to be in a place where he used to go with his mother. After all, their entire house was full of such memories.

       "Well, if I were in your wife's place, I wouldn't want to forget Mother," Caiome said. "She's such a beautiful woman; it's no wonder Father set his eyes on her."

       Shoichiro laughed, not only because of the slightly arrogant expression on Caiome's face but also because of her addresses. After all, she called him "Uncle" instead of "Lord Tetsuya" or even his first name.

       "I wouldn't exactly say he set his eyes on her," he said, visibly unaccustomed to this expression, which was more commonly heard among commoners. "It was an arranged marriage. Yuna had heard of Kazashi, but had never seen him until my parents told her about the engagement when she was sixteen, and it was the same for Kazashi. The engagement lasted five years because it was never a good time for one of the families to organize the wedding, but I know that from the first look, Yuna fell in love with Kazashi as if there was no tomorrow. And I could say it was the same for him too. Kazashi acted like a true gentleman with her, never pressuring her and never rushing the wedding. He was patient, visited her every week, always made time for her, helped her with anything she needed, and they sent each other letters every day, no matter how short they were. I knew Kazashi was a good man, but I never expected him to be like that regarding Yuna."

       Shoichiro sighed in the end, holding his hands behind his back and walking along the small wooden paths of the garden.

       "We were very good friends. He was the one who proposed to my parents that I marry my wife, and he always gave me advice when I needed it."

       Caiome blinked, slightly confused. "You had an arranged marriage too?"

       Shoichiro nodded. "Among nobles, arranged marriages are always the order of the day. It rarely happens that a marriage, like the one between Lady Hiiragi and Lord Kujou, to be based solely on pure love. But that can come with time, of course. I couldn't love another woman besides my wife; it's very hard for me even to think about that possibility. In fact, I don't even want to think about it."

       Caiome nodded slightly. She didn't want to continue the conversation, but Shochiro saw her thoughtful expression, which was not subtle at all. It seemed he was right about her from the first time he met her; Caiome was very expressive. Ayato had warned him - or at least that's how he put it - that Caiome knew how to lie very well, and that's why not to believe her words. But it probably depended a lot on what exactly she wanted to lie about or if she intended to because hiding was somewhat different from lying, and now Caiome wasn't lying, but hiding something.

       That's why her face seemed to betray her.

       But Shoichiro didn't say more.

       Leaving Shoichiro's residence, Caiome had a good opportunity to look for bee-eater birds at the city outskirts, which perched on the high branches of the cherry tree. They had brightly colored plumage, blue and green, with bright yellow and pleasant red, chirping and playing on the thick branches, among the leaves that began to turn bronze at the edges.

       She thought of Ayato's letter and how he probably stood in the same spot as her, looking up at the birds and trying to organize his thoughts as he usually did. Caiome closed her eyes and tilted her head to the side, absorbing not only the cool air but also the birds' song and the voices of people passing by and children playing in the distance.

       It was impressive how, a few months ago, she wouldn't have been able to stand like this in plain sight. Just to stand in the middle of a path, in the shade of a huge tree, listening to the birds' song. She was always on the run, always hiding, always so busy that she never found the opportunity - and didn't even think about it, actually - to stop and listen.

       She stood for several long minutes, feeling her body relax, a smile emerging on her lips, swaying gently. She took a long breath.

       "Koshi?" she said, and Koshi appeared out of nowhere behind her, dressed in his usual town clothes. "How about we do some shopping?"

       "Of course, miss. What exactly should we buy?"

       It didn't take long for Caiome to buy some rice balls, sweets, incense sticks, and clay bowls, along with cypress leaves and some sake. Then they took the road out of town, looking for small hokora shrines, checking if they had offerings or not. Ayato was right; most shrines were indeed left empty, finding at most a few incense sticks at each, but no offerings.

       So the two would stop, arrange the cypress leaves and bowls, then the food and incense sticks. Over the rice balls, Caiome would take a cookie from the box she brought from home and balance it on top, then pour a bit of sake over them. They both pressed their hands together, and while Koshi stayed silent, Caiome began to speak aloud again, making all sorts of wishes.

       To not be too cold in the afterlife, but not too hot either. To be able to watch the ocean, because she liked the ocean. If Ayato were to die before her, to somehow arrange for them to be placed in completely opposite places when she also died - a wish that made Koshi look at her a bit strangely, but in the end, he was already used to their relationship. And for someone to give a bit of courage to Thoma, because he was a coward.

       "Don't tell Ayato about this, okay?" Caiome said to Koshi with an innocent smile.

       "That you want him to die before you?" Koshi said.

       "Why do you only see the negative side of things?" Caiome snapped at him. "I mean about the offerings."

       Finishing their prayers - or something that was supposed to resemble prayers - the two took the road to the nearest telepoint to return home, passing by some children playing. While five or six of them were running along the road, another three were standing aside, surrounding a boy who was sitting on the ground and holding his bleeding nose.

       "Did you fall again?" asked a little girl who grabbed his arm. "Mom told you not to run in those slippers," she said, and Caiome remembered the boy. He was the same one she had seen a few days ago with his mother wiping his bloody nose.

       "But everything happened so quickly," complained the little boy who was holding his sleeve over his nose.

       Koshi approached them and handed over a handkerchief without many words, and the children thanked him before he and Caiome continued on their way.

       But they hadn't even reached the residence when Koshi, hiding among the shadows, changed his street clothes into his black gear, and Thoma grabbed Caiome by the arm, pulling her along. Oh, yes, she rolled her eyes. Ayato had mentioned that she had to help with something related to the wedding preparations.

       "Alright, alright, I'm coming," Caiome said, quickly running to Ayato's office, where she grabbed a brush and some ink, then a piece of paper, starting to write and leaving it on the desk. She had a hunch that she wouldn't be back home too early that evening, considering there were only four days left until the wedding day, and everyone seemed very stressed.

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       Ayato got up from the table in the Komore Teahouse. It was late, and he had to return home to see how things were there - it wasn't as if he didn't have Shuumatsuban members everywhere. He descended the stairs and wished Kozue a good night.

       "My lord," she called out as he was about to walk out the door. Kozue bowed again. "Someone sent a message about the hokora shrines from the outskirts of the city."

       "Really?" he said, slightly surprised. He didn't expect to receive such news so late. "What is it about?"

       "It seems that when the workers went to check the state of the shrines, they already had offerings placed on the altars, not just incense sticks," Kozue said. "But the workers say they weren't the ones who put them there, and all the offerings were arranged exactly the same and had the same food."

       "What kind of food?" he asked curiously.

       "Onigirisakemochinamagashi, and, strangely, cookies like those made in the west."

       Ayato raised his eyebrows. "How many of the shrines had these offerings?"

       "Six."

       Ayato snorted - snorted a bit too quickly because he expected that answer - then began to laugh. Laugh in a colourful way, in a way Kozue had never seen him laugh before. She had seen him smile occasionally when he was in Lady Ayaka's company, but never laugh like this.

       "I understand," he said finally. "Thank you for telling me, Kozue. Go get some rest, alright? Good night."

       Kozue barely managed to wake up to reality, still surprised by Lord Kamisato's laughter, quickly bowing and wishing him a good night as well.

       When Ayato arrived home, Caiome was not there. Mitsuko informed him that she had left with Thoma and Lady Ayaka to organize the schedule for tomorrow when the real wedding preparations would begin, both at the shrine and at Kujou Kamaji's residence where the actual party would be held, and they hadn't returned yet.

       Do you want me to send a message for her to come back? she gestured.

       "No, that won't be necessary," Ayato said, opening the office door. "It is rather late. Why don't you go get some rest too?"

       Of course. Good night, my lord.

       Then Ayato closed the office door. He dragged his steps to the desk and sat down on the cushion, taking a deep breath and trying to wake up on his own. When he opened them, in front of him, on the desk, was laying a piece of paper with horrible handwriting, much too thick, as if Caiome hadn't learned anything from her short calligraphy lessons. Her writing remained as Ayato knew it.

       You were right, the bee-eater birds were wonderful, I adore their plumage, and they chirp beautifully. I didn't drink the lemon tea Uncle offered, so I won't die by tomorrow morning. His wife has some very beautiful flowers, though. He told me some things about Father and Mother, and I think I like them even more now.

       As for those reports... considering you were the one who asked me to help Thoma and Ayaka with the wedding preparations, how about giving me more time to do them, especially since you want them written so nicely? I will make it up to you, I promise.

       And by the way... if you're reading this, it means I'm not home. And if I'm not home, it means it's quite late, so leave the responsibilities for tomorrow morning and go to sleep. No one wants a sleep-deprived lord.

       At the bottom of the page, drawn a bit crookedly, was a bird that was supposed to resemble a bee-eater singing; the beak was a bit too big for its head, and the legs were just two sticks with three prongs, perched on a branch too thin compared to the bird's body.

       Even so, Ayato opened the office drawer and placed the little letter inside, then took the brush still stained with ink and wrote another note.

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       When Caiome woke up the next day, she made her way to the office, but Ayato wasn't there. And it was already too late to find him in the bedroom, so most likely he was in town with his so-called urgent matters that didn't seem to require her attention, from what it seemed. However, her note was no longer on the desk full of papers, so he had most likely returned home before her.

       Instead, she found another note - and she realized this because of the thin writing. She took it in her hands, delighted, and opened it.

       I told you not to leave the brush dirty with ink, or it will dry and spoil.

       Could this man start a letter without criticizing her?

        I am glad you saw the bee-eaters and managed to visit Uncle Shoichiro. I hope he was a good host, aside from the lemon tea.

       And I am also glad you had Koshi to help you take all those offerings to the hokora shrines. I was surprised when I heard. Do not blame him, though; Koshi didn't tell me anything. But who would have thought that someone not from Inazuma would actually give offerings to such small shrines? I must admit, you surprise me every day.

       On the left side, drawn a bit too small because there was no more space due to the sentences, was something that was supposed to resemble a simple hokora shrine, just with a roof and an altar on which sat a bowl and a porcelain bottle, probably with sake.

       Caiome frowned and took another piece of paper.

       If you're in the mood to criticize or mock me every time I do something, I might as well lock myself in my room all day, not caring about anything, she quickly wrote, much uglier than usual. You're not here anyway, she continued, so what's the point in bothering? You don't have the power to punish me from a distance, so mind your own business and leave mine alone.

       On the back of the note, she drew a stick figure with an angry expression, sticking its tongue out at the reader, leaving the paper on the desk again with the angry face up. And next to it, the brush still dirty with ink.

       She left the office, looking for Mizuki, whom she found starting his morning routine. They trained a bit together, Caiome did some balance exercises on the logs placed in the garden - which no one dared to move since the first day - talked a little with Kouta who was overjoyed because of his "spontaneous" meeting with Emiko a few days ago, and only then did Caiome realize she hadn't seen Uta and Himawari at all.

       "Uta has a full-blown cold," Mizuki said. "Of course, from that rain. And from what I heard, Himawari started feeling unwell since last night too."

       "I see," said Caiome.

       She went to visit Himawari, who was sleeping, with a hot face, while Mrs. Nakamura was sitting beside her, wiping her with a damp towel.

       "Is Himawari okay?" Caiome asked.

       "It's just a cold," Mrs. Nakamura said. "It's the season when you don't know whether it's cold or warm, so everyone, especially children, catches a bit of a cold. Did you come here just for this?"

       "Isn't Himawari still my student?" said Caiome proudly, lifting her chin. "What kind of teacher doesn't worry about their student?"

       "Your kind of teacher," Mrs. Nakamura said.

       "Hey!" exclaimed Caiome, causing Himawari to murmur a little in her sleep, which made Mrs. Nakamura glare at Caiome.

       "Keep it down," she said, and Caiome raised her hands in surrender. "Anyway, shouldn't you and Lord Kamisato be less worried?"

       "Ayato was here?"

       Mrs. Nakamura placed the damp cloth back into the basin next to the bed and sat down on a chair by the window, putting a piece of long, crocheted white yarn on her lap. It was probably the piece Caiome had been pestering Mrs. Nakamura to reveal what it was meant to be. So far, it looked like a kind of sheet with flower-shaped holes.

       "This morning, before he left. He told me to take care of her and sent for a doctor from the city who should be arriving soon."

       "Aha~a," Caiome said.

       Even so, she sat on the edge of the bed next to Himawari, running her fingers over her hot forehead, tucking the wet strands behind her ear. She slept peacefully, but it was clear she was exhausted. The fever had probably started several hours earlier to make her feel this way.

       "Ginger tea is too bitter for her," Caiome said finally. "I brought some kumame from Tamagise Island; the women there said it's good for fever. You could make a syrup."

       Mrs. Nakamura just nodded, and Caiome left the bedroom.

       She found Thoma, and while Ayaka would go to the Grand Shrine to coordinate the preparations for the ceremony with Yae Miko, he and Caiome would head to Kamaji's residence, as there was more physical work needed there.

       Caiome used her Anemo power to cut the grass in the area where the party was to be held, then trimmed the trees and bushes. Some she trimmed a bit too much, but overall it looked quite good. Then they painted the fences and refurbished the banquet tables, ensuring there were no protruding nails, no uneven edges, nothing out of place. Kamaji ran frantically from one side to the other, while Chisato was at the Shrinen with Ayaka.

       They then carried all the ingredients from the port that would be used in the wedding dishes and cleaned all the dishes and table ornaments, plates, trays, silverware, and so on. Then they prepared the large palanquins that would carry the groom from his home and a separate one that would carry the bride. Although the palanquins looked new, being from the Yashiro Commission which had a rule that everything must be perfect, they still needed cleaning, and the canvases needed to be replaced with those chosen by Chisato, which had shades of gold and purple, with birds with open wings and the three golden circles, symbols of the Hiiragi and Kujou families.

       Caiome was exhausted when she got home, and this was still not all they had to do. Tomorrow she would meet with the Commander, and the day after tomorrow she would go again to Kamaji's residence to set up the party tables and truly decorate the garden, which would be an even bigger job.

       In the morning, she found a note on the floor of her room, slipped under the door.

       If you stay in your room all day, how will you reach the kitchen to empty my pantry with your experiments?

       Thoma told me you helped a lot yesterday. Don't mess it up in the last minute, alright?

      Is this man really trying to make her feel bad?

       And do not stay up late the night before the wedding. Such an event is exhausting, and you will have to wake up earlier than usual.

       In the upper corner were three stars shining next to a crescent moon.

       Caiome rolled her eyes, finding a piece of paper discarded in the room, starting to write with the quill she received from Ayato, and leaving it this time on the bed in his bedroom. This way, she would surely know if Ayato also went to bed.

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       Is it so hard for you to give me a compliment from time to time when I do a good job? Ayato read as he sat on the bed, already in his night clothes. Even Thoma does it more often than you, and until recently he didn't even want to look at me without making a face. And who told you about the shrines? Just give me the name, and I will spare you the unnecessary details about the culprit's disappearance.

       By the way, did you know that bee-eaters are carnivores? I mean, I knew they didn't eat sunflower seeds, but Mitsuko told me last night they don't eat fruits, plants, or anything a normal bird should eat either, like chickens, for example. These birds really chose violence when they were born.

       In the top right corner, there were several sunflower seeds and some fruits, along with something that was supposed to resemble a katana sword.

       Ayato chuckled, leaving the note on the nightstand. Having nothing on hand to write with, he waited until morning, when he left another note under Caiome's door, without entering to make sure she was there, as he did the day before.

       Try not to hurt my employees when they do something you don't like, was his response. And yes, I knew that bee-eaters are exclusively carnivores, but I don't judge your lack of knowledge. From what I can tell, you probably haven't seen them often in your travels, given they are most common in Inazuma, and even here their appearances are quite rare. I think if they were gemstones instead of birds, they would have caught your attention more.

       Caiome frowned at the diamond hairpin drawn at the bottom of the note.

       For your information, it's the second time in my life I've seen bee-eaters, and the first time was also in Inazuma when I came here two years ago. So stop mocking anyone who doesn't have your level of knowledge. I'm not a historian or a zoologist, so give me a break.

       Caiome spent the whole day at Kamaji's residence, along with the other representatives of the Yashiro Commission, setting up the tables, cushions, screens, and the small wooden stage where the dancers and musicians would perform to entertain the crowd. Then they hung the ribbons and still-frozen flower crowns, set up the lamps and sunscreens, decorated the trees and the Shinto gates, while Isamu, the chef, spent the entire day in the kitchen, preparing dishes he couldn't leave for the next morning.

       And from time to time, Caiome found herself in the kitchen, stealing sushi and sashimi, and a bottle of sake which she quickly shared with all the employees. When Kamaji caught her giving them alcohol during work, he stomped his foot, standing with his hands on his hips. Then he extended his glass and asked her to pour some for him too, because the emotions were too much. And rightly so. Caiome could hear his heart beating very fast, his hands trembling, and he was more agitated than in the past few days.

       When Caiome got home, collapsing onto the small bed in her room, hiding her face in the pillow, she was about to fall asleep when her fingers touched something strange. She propped herself up on her elbows, pulling out a note from under the pillow, which was strange. Considering the last few days, she and Ayato wrote alternately. Ayato hadn't come home yet to read her letter, so why would he leave another? And when exactly or who exactly left it here?

       It could have been Koshi, considering they had separate tasks today.

       But it didn't matter. Caiome took the note and opened it.

       Look for Mitsuko tomorrow morning, it simply said. We will meet directly at the Shrine. And don't give her a hard time, alright?

       Goodnight, and next to this was a cherry blossom drawn with red ink.

       Give her a hard time? With what could she give Mitsuko a hard time? Only if it was something Caiome didn't want to do, in which case, yes, it would be a hassle for both. But Caiome was too tired to think about it, so she simply fell asleep still holding the note.

 

Chapter 55: Chapter 55 ~ The Blue Dress and the Lovely Couple

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Chapter 55 ~ The Blue Dress and the Lovely Couple

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       Well, Caiome didn't wake up on her own. It was Thoma who woke her up, something he hadn't done in a long time, and truth be told, Caiome expected either to be slapped or drenched from head to toe with cold water from the fountain. But Thoma, being more docile now, just started shaking her by the shoulder, and Caiome began to grumble until she started to wake up.

       "Alright, alright, I'm up, let me be," she said, twisting in her so-called bed.

       But somehow, she kept dozing off. That's when Thoma, indeed, shook her a bit harder, making Caiome curse at him. It was almost nostalgic, but Caiome pulled herself together, with tousled hair and pillow marks on her face.

       "Mitsuko asked for you," said Thoma. "Everyone is already up, so get ready."

       "Fine," she waved her hand, ready to fall back into bed, but Thoma grabbed her hand and pulled her up, starting to pinch her cheeks.

       "Dress up."

       "But I'm dressed," she said.

       "Dress up properly," said Thoma, then left her tiny room.

       Caiome started grumbling again. She wasn't in the mood for any wedding, but she didn't have a choice. She changed into pants and a shirt, grabbed her jacket just in case, then put on her boots and took her Vision and sword, leaving the room and starting to walk rather blindly through the entire mansion.

       She didn't find Mitsuko downstairs, so she went upstairs. Ayaka and Chizuru had already begun preparing. Ayaka was dressed in the outfit they had chosen at the beginning of the week, and now Chizuru was doing her hair, planning to do her makeup later. Ayaka sat on a chair in front of the mirror, playing with the wide sleeves of her robe.

       "Look who's up," she smiled, looking at Caiome in the mirror, while Chizuru tucked pins into her light-coloured locks.

       "Has anyone seen Mitsuko?" she asked instead, leaning against the doorframe, ready to collapse and fall asleep right there.

       "I last saw her upstairs, heading to Lord Kamisato's room," said Chizuru. "She had a huge package in her arms which she took to the room, but she didn't want to tell me what was in it. But I saw she prepared the bathtub as well."

       "Really?" Ayaka looked surprised. "That's strange. Ayato got ready much earlier and has already left for the Narukami Shrine."

       "Anyway, you'll find her there," said Chizuru, and Caiome nodded, heading towards Ayato's bedroom.

       She opened the door just as Mitsuko was unpacking the package Chizuru mentioned, jumping in surprise when she saw Caiome in the doorway. Then she smiled and quickly gestured for her to come in, and Caiome frowned, moving too slowly for Mitsuko's morning pace.

       So Mitsuko took her hand, closed the door, and turned to her, starting to gesture too fast for Caiome to understand, so she had to start over, this time slower.

        I've prepared the bath for you. Let's wash and dress you up.

       "Dress me up in what?" Caiome mumbled, but Mitsuko was already pushing her behind the screens. "Hey, hey, I can wash myself."

       But Mitsuko was too skillful with her hands, so Caiome was already halfway undressed, with her shirt thrown on the floor and her pants around her knees. Because Mitsuko did stop as soon as she saw not only her torso, but also her hip and thigh covered by the huge scar that surrounded her entire leg and went to her back.

       Mitsuko stood with her hands outreached, studying the scar, then looked up at Caiome who tried to avoid her gaze. Which was odd because when Sayuri helped her put on the dress for the spring banquet, Caiome seemed quite arrogant and unashamed. Now she seemed to blush, trying to hide herself.

       What is this? gestured Mitsuko.

       "It's been a long time," sighed Caiome, trying to face her, as there was no escape now anyway. "You don't have to worry about it. It doesn't hurt or anything. Just... don't tell Ayato, alright? I'd never hear the end of it."

       Mitsuko hesitated but eventually nodded.

       I won't tell him, I promise. If you promise me it doesn't hurt.

       "It's been too long for it to hurt," Caiome laughed, taking her pants completely off now that Mitsuko had seen the scar.

       She got into the bath and washed herself while Mitsuko started to wash her hair, shampooing and massaging it, combing it before drying it. Her hands were skilled, the movements gentle and warm, running the sponge over Caiome's skin, occasionally seeing a scar or two. She didn't ask questions, especially because her attention was often drawn to the lightning-shaped scar. So she quietly went about her business, making Caiome almost fall asleep in the wooden tub.

       It had been so long since someone cleaned her up. The last time she remembered being so pampered was when she was around ten years old, it started pouring heavily somewhere in Liyue, and Caiome slipped and rolled on a muddy road. She needed Kandra and Arasthea both to get all the mud out of her hair.

       She snapped out of her daze when Mitsuko put the sponge down and took a bathrobe, opening it and helping Caiome put it on, then sitting her on a high chair and starting to dry her hair with a towel.

       "Let me do this," said Caiome, taking warm air from her Anemo Vision with her fingertips and passing it through her hair, and in less than two minutes, her locks were completely dry.

       Could you help me with that sometimes? said Mitsuko with a chuckle.

       "I wouldn't mind, so sure."

       Thank you.

       "So, is this what you wanted to do with me? To bathe me?" she laughed. "I think I could handle that on my own."

       Not only that, gestured Mitsuko, then headed to the package still on the bed, a package containing three boxes stacked on top of each other.

       Mitsuko set aside the ones on top, revealing a narrow but large box, and Caiome stood up from the chair to get a better look inside. Mitsuko untied the ribbon and took off the lid, revealing some clothes inside in shades of blue, light pink, and black.

       "What are these?" asked Caiome, because the material seemed very familiar, the shades were the same, and so was the pattern on them.

       Lord Kamisato asked me to dress you in these for the wedding, of course, said Mitsuko, and Caiome blinked at her.

       Now she remembered. The blue and pink fabric was the one Ayato bought together with her from the store.

       "B-but..." she started, but Mitsuko already pulled the clothes out of the box and handed them to Caiome, practically forcing her to put them on.

       Caiome didn't get to say anything more; she ended up being dressed from head to toe and placed in front of the huge mirror in the room, looking at herself. The black fabric was a pair of long, plain, fitted pants, and a tight sleeveless top with a high neck and thick straps.

       Then Mitsuko dressed her in a thin, pink cotton robe, falling off her shoulders, going past her knees with sharp sides. Over this came a light blue robe, just five centimetres shorter, letting the pink robe underneath show, and the back hem was cut and shaped like a triangle, just like the wide sleeves, from elbow to wrist.

       Though the pink robe was simple, meant to create a contrast, the blue one had large cherry blossoms, with huge and pleasant petals, with yellow buds, and among the flowers twisted strips with thin ends of different colours, lilac, slightly darker blue, and a few of them were a powdery pink.

       From the second box, Mitsuko took out the accessories. First, she placed on Caiome's waist a corset made of a stiff material, but it didn't crush her, instead, it fit very nicely around her waist.

       Instead of an obi, said Mitsuko, but she had to draw what she meant to Caiome, because although Caiome knew what an obi was, she didn't know the sign for it.

       Then she took out the kumihimo, thick ropes about the size of a finger, all of them in pink or blue. One was tied over the corset, two of them on her left hip, while a golden kumihimo was around her neck. Over her right thigh, Mitsuko attached a golden talisman, then pulled out of the box something Caiome had only seen Ayato wearing before, namely a sode made of wide plates stacked on top of each other, attached to her shoulder with other golden kumihimo. The arm-plate was almost black, but it was looking new, and on each plate was a golden camellia flower, the symbol of the Kamisato family.

       To Caiome, it seemed strange to have these on her, given the circumstances of how she came into contact with the Kamisato family. But it didn't matter now.

       Mitsuko also took out the footwear from the third box, a pair of dark-coloured boots, reaching halfway up her shins, with a thick, short square heel. From the calf down to the middle of the boot were more plate-like decorations similar to the sode, but without the family emblem, and at the top, two kumihimo ropes, one tied in a bow, while the lower one just surrounded the ankle.

       "Are you sure I should wear these?" Caiome said, looking at her outfit. "They don't seem very..."

       They suit you very well, Mitsuko said.

       "Don't you think there are too many colours? Black, blue, pink, my hair, my eyes..."

       You look like a noble lady, Mitsuko said with a smile. We can't have you attending a wedding in only black clothes.

       "I'm not sure if I should take that as a compliment, to be honest."

       Lord Kamisato chose them himself and told me that if you refuse, he'll make you wear them anyway.

       Ah, so that's what the little note was about, to not give Mitsuko a headache. In short, shut up and wear them.

       Mitsuko took her and sat her back on the chair, then sat behind her, taking the brush and starting to comb her long, wavy hair. She began to section it, then started braiding and pinning it up, lifting it, and in the end, she had a braid on each side that converged into a relatively high ponytail flowing between her shoulder blades. Mitsuko styled the wavy bangs, then took out from the drawer next to Ayato's bed a narrow wooden box and opened it.

       Caiome raised her neck, trying to look over Mitsuko's shoulder, but she covered everything too well with her own body, not allowing Caiome to ruin her own surprise. So Mitsuko turned the mirror and, admiring the jewellery, put a hairpin in her ponytail, then some earrings that Caiome felt were quite long.

       But she still didn't show herself in the mirror, starting to take out from another box - how many boxes did Mitsuko carry here just for her? - makeup products and brushes. Mitsuko took a powder, and Caiome pulled back before Mitsuko could touch her face with the brush.

       "I don't think it's a good idea. Last time I let you guys do my makeup, I ended up looking like a clown."

       Mitsuko just gave her a smile that seemed to say, "Lord Kamisato's orders," and Caiome couldn't refuse.

       The makeup session didn't last as long as when Chizuru painted her face. Mitsuko applied powder and eyeshadows, made her cheeks look rosier, then dabbed her lips with her finger. She adjusted the bangs again, twisting them more on her finger, looking down at her when she finished and put away her little natsume jars.

       "I look awful, don't I?" Caiome mumbled.

       Mitsuko just smiled in a motherly way, then pinched the tip of her nose between her thumb and index finger, shaking it a bit, and Caiome squinted, wincing slightly.

       You look adorable, she gestured, which didn't make Caiome feel any better.

       Mitsuko stepped away from her and turned the mirror, while Caiome got up from the chair she had been sitting on for so long, approaching the mirror to look at herself. The hairstyle emphasized her facial features even more than when she just had it in a ponytail, and the bangs seemed wavier than usual.

       The hairpin was a large flower made of pink quartz that shone pleasantly, without being too flashy, and in her ears were a pair of slightly long earrings, flowing into silver strips with small flower buds also made of quartz. Apparently, they were part of the set.

       The makeup didn't change her appearance very much, not like when Chizuru put all those colours on her. It was subtle, almost unnoticeable, but it made her look more pleasant. Her skin was even, and her eyelids slightly pink, her eyelashes seemed longer, although Mitsuko didn't use anything on her lashes, and her lips seemed fuller, retaining their natural colour.

      "Tell me honestly, do I look decent at least?"

       You were going to go in black clothes, Mitsuko said. Anything is better than that.

       "I feel like I'm talking to Ayato."

       Mitsuko just laughed and handed her the sword, which Caiome placed at her right hip, alongside her Vision.

       You look very beautiful, you'll catch everyone's attention, Mitsuko said finally.

       "That's how it should be!" Caiome said, lifting her chin. "I didn't go through all this for nothing."

       Just then, there was a knock on the door, and it opened, revealing not only Ayaka and Chizuru ready to leave, but also a very fashionably dressed Thoma behind them, quite different from his everyday clothes.

       "Oh, my," said Ayaka, opening her fan and putting it in front of her lips, hiding her smile. "I never imagined you could look like this," she laughed.

       "Neither did I, milady. I thought a field mouse remains a field mouse," Thoma said.

       "At least the makeup covers up the dark circles and the evil glances," Chizuru joked, which made Caiome grit her teeth.

       "When will people stop making fun of me?" she said, which caused amusement for the other four people in the room. "Shouldn't we move on before we're late?" Caiome said quickly before giving the others a chance to make more bad jokes.

       "Lord Kamisato was right, a change of clothes won't change her personality," Chizuru said again, and Caiome grabbed her by the cheek, starting to pull her skin. "Ouch, ouch, ouch," she said.

       "Who do you think you're talking about?"

       "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Let go of me, you'll bruise me before I set foot in the Shrine's courtyard."

       "Hmph," Caiome said, walking past the others with her chin up.

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       As it was the wedding of someone as important as Lady Hiiragi Chisato and Lord Kujou Kamaji, not only two heads of the clan, but also two Commissioners, of course, everyone was invited to attend the ceremony and the party. The entrance to the Shrine's courtyard was full, and Caiome felt like she wouldn't find Ayato in the next few hours considering how crowded it was. She tried to stick with Thoma and Ayaka, just like Chizuru, who seemed to be getting lost, ending up both holding onto each other's arms.

       Soon, the guests began to settle in pairs before the Shrine's entrance, and Chizuru and Caiome began to look confusedly from one to the other. Ayaka quickly found her place at the front, next to Thoma, from where Caiome could see Chisato and Kamaji. Chisato smiled broadly, dressed in her white robes trailing behind her, at the guests, while Kamaji, dressed in his suit, seemed flustered and blushing, and nervous.

       But even though Ayaka and Thoma had found their place, Chizuru and Caiome were practically pushed aside by the nobles who wanted to be as close as possible to the couple getting married today. Eventually, Ayaka grabbed Chizuru's arm and pulled her next to her, telling her to come in together, but that meant Caiome was simply left alone.

       Well, not that she necessarily wanted to be among the first at a probably boring ceremony; she could watch it all from the roof of one of the shrines or something, but it was truly rude of the others to push her aside like that.

       So Caiome stepped aside, sitting under a tree that stretched over the shinto gates.

       She felt something move beside her, but didn't have time to turn around, as her pinkie finger was caught between two other fingers and lifted up. She turned around only to come face to face with Ayato, who suddenly seemed much brighter, displaying a pleasant smile that matched the sunny weather.

       "Oh, look," he said. "I caught a youkai lurking around the shrines."

       Caiome blinked a few times towards him and the way his eyes began to sparkle, then pulled her hand from between his fingers.

       "Very funny," she mumbled. "I thought I wouldn't find you in this crowd."

       "Were you afraid of being alone?" he teased her, which made Caiome clench her fists and grimace.

       "How can you even say something like that?" she retorted lightly back, considering they were still surrounded by guests. "Alone or with someone, it's the same to me."

       "I thought you would talk a little warmer to me, considering we haven't seen each other for a few days."

        Caiome rolled her eyes, finally looking at him. Then she noticed that, like everyone else, he was dressed in festive clothes. It was hard to tell with him, considering Ayato always seemed like he was going to a grand event, but this time there was something different about him.

       He wore black pants and layers of shirts - a white one hidden very well, a pink one, and one in a light lilac - and at the waist, he had a corset over which a pink kumihimo passed, with a golden talisman similar to hers. All of this was covered by a light blue robe, but without any floral pattern, instead, multiple darker blue kumihimo ropes passed over it, including over his chest, and the wide sleeves were cut up to the elbows. His forearms were covered with sleeves tied with ribbons, he wore a sword at his waist, and in his hands, he wore black gloves, as always.

       Then she looked at his face. His dark circles were covered with foundation, and at the corners, he had a sharp trace of eyeliner, while his cheekbones were touched by the strands of his bangs. His hair, like hers, was braided on both sides, pulled back into a ponytail. He wasn't wearing any hairpins, but he didn't need to. Caiome wore all sorts of jewellery and she still felt inferior to Ayato anyway.

       Then she realized...

       "Wait a second," she said. "Why do we look similar?"

       "Oh, my, your sense of observation is commendable," said Ayato.

       "Can you just answer my question? The colour palette, the hair, even the style of clothes..."

       "Hm?" he said this time with a confused look, tilting his head to one side like a puppy, as if he couldn't believe Caiome still hadn't found the answer. "I thought it was obvious."

       "What's obvious? That you dressed me up like a doll?" Caiome puffed.

       "Not that," said Ayato, letting his hand find Caiome's hand, lifting it to his own face. "It should be obvious that we are wearing the same clothes." Bringing her hand close to his lips, he left a light kiss on her fingers, closing his eyes slightly, then looking at her through his long eyelashes, a gaze almost fox-like, but bright. "Considering you will be my partner for today."

       Caiome swallowed hard, and her body seemed to forget to react. Something was different in this image, different from the kiss Ayato gave her on the banquet day, in front of all the nobles. His grip on her fingers was lighter, as if he was afraid of breaking her, and his breath was warmer, lingering with her hand near his face. Even his gaze was deeper, fuller of secrets, and here, hidden from the entire party of guests, no one saw them. It was as if no one else existed, just the two of them, alone. 

       And her stomach sank.

       "The couple is about to enter the Shrine," he said, lowering his hand, and hers with it, but he didn't let go. "Shall we find our seats?"

       Caiome was about to mumble something, but Ayato was already ahead, starting to lead her through the others without letting go of her hand, so as not to lose her in the crowd, until they reached Ayaka, Thoma, and Chizuru. Caiome couldn't say anything when Ayato placed her between Ayaka and Thoma and the guests sitting in front of them, who, from what Caiome could see, were members of the families of the two.

       They followed immediately after, as the leader of the Kamisato clan and the Yashiro Commissioner, then Lady Ayaka, closely related to him.

       "By the way," Ayato whispered, leaning towards her, almost touching her ear with his lips, "you look lovely."

       Caiome felt her danger detector going like crazy, and her skin itching, taking a step to the right, pulling her hand away from Ayato's.

       "Am I not supposed to look cute?" she said grumpily. "You dressed me up like this. I knew you had a diabolical plan for me, which makes me wonder how much you're going to torment me."

       "Did I really tormented you because I gave you a couple of robes and a pair of shoes?" he chuckled.

       "Has anyone ever told you that you're a weirdo?!"

       "For buying clothes? Would you have considered me more normal if we roamed around the city butt-naked? And anyway, why are you so surprised that I bought you something to wear? It is not the first, nor the second time."

        Caiome frowned. If this was the third time Ayato bought her something... Okay, the first time would have been the youkai costume for the banquet - which ended up miserably because of the subsequent fight between them - but when was the second time Ayato bought her clothes? Then her brain circuits started working, connecting the information.

       "The clothes Thoma bought for me..."

       "Shh," said Ayato, putting his index finger to his lips. "The wedding is about to start, so try not to get lost from me, alright?"

       Caiome clenched her fists. "Weirdo," she mumbled, managing to see how the right side of his blue robe was hanging a bit too outward compared to the left.

       So Caiome reached out to him, adjusting his robe over his chest and the kumihimo ropes, while Ayato looked down at her, at the pinkish eyelids and the way she was pouting.

       "If you think you're so superior to others, at least try to look decent."

       "Ah," he said, "my mistake. Thank you."

       Caiome just huffed and turned her face towards the Shrine's entrance.

 

Chapter 56: Chapter 56 ~ The Sakazuki and the Camellya Emblem

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Chapter 56 ~ The  Sakazuki  and the Camellya Emblem

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      Soon, the entire party of guests began to walk through the Shrine's gates, and each line of people stopped in front of the first altar and made a deep bow. So, Caiome stopped along with Ayato, and while he seemed solemn, with that stupid smile on his lips, Caiome just tensed and jerked forward, which didn't look at all like the bow Ayato was making.

       Then they circled the altar and followed the rest of the people into the vast courtyard of the Narukami Shrine, which suddenly became much more splendid in Caiome's eyes. Of course, the Shrine was already adorned with symbolic elements, but now everything seemed more vibrant. The shimenawa ropes looked brand new, as did the shide paper pieces, lanterns enriched every window ledge, and the bells hanging in the massive Sakura tree, whose branches reached across the entire courtyard, swayed in the gentle breeze, producing pleasant, soothing chimes.

       But the real contribution to the wedding were the ribbons of leaves and flowers in all colours that surrounded each column and every wooden railing, even placed on the edges of the wooden terraces and along the edge of a red carpet that stretched across the courtyard to an altar set in front of the Sakura tree. White pebbles sparkled where there were patches of earth, colourful ribbons hung above the courtyard tied to the branches of the tree, adorned here and there with pompoms and flower crowns whose petals gleamed in the sunlight.

       Around the courtyard were rows and rows of low tables, also decorated, along with cushions of intense purple and gold colours, embroidered with family symbols, swallows, and the three divine circles. On each table were a small chawan bowl and a sakazuki cup, which had a round, wide shape. Next to each plate was a wide silver spoon with handles curved into floral and animal patterns.

        And finally, there was the altar set on the platform, just as adorned as the entire Shrine, with shimenawa and shide, with bells and ribbons. On it were various ceramic objects and offerings, such as mochi and rice, placed on thick, green, glossy sakaki branches, and on the edges were talismans and mirrors.

       "This way," Ayato said at one point, and Caiome barely managed to tear her eyes away from all the decorations directed by Ayaka and Yae Miko, heading toward one of the tables in the second row, at the end, right next to the stairs leading to the altar.

       Ayato knelt on the purple cushion, and Caiome sat next to him. Only then did she notice that Ayaka was sitting on the other side of the red carpet, along with Chizuru and Thoma.

       "We are on the groom's side, and Ayaka will be on the bride's side," Ayato whispered in her ear, which made Caiome startle, covering her ear with her hand.

       "Can you not sneak up on me like that? You'll give me a heart attack."

       "It seems my habit of surprising you when you least expect it hasn't diminished over time," he laughed, hiding his hands in the wide sleeves of his robe.

       Caiome rolled her eyes, and her gaze fell on the couple about to get married. While Chisato, though nervous, seemed to stand firm, smiling at her family members and straightening her back, trying to appear as dignified and happy as possible, poor Kamaji looked like he was about to faint next to her.

       He clenched his hands into fists, swayed from one foot to the other, and looked around for something to calm him down. Although he smiled at Chisato from time to time, assuring her that everything was fine, he couldn't escape the nerves that had plagued him all week.

       So Caiome, taking advantage of the commotion as people tried to find their seats at the table, got up from beside Ayato and slipped next to Kamaji, pulling a small bottle from her pants pocket and handing it to him. Kamaji looked confused at her, and Caiome gestured for him to open it and take a sip. Kamaji obeyed and downed the bottle, tasting the strong sake. He grimaced a bit, and Caiome quickly snatched the bottle back, sitting back in her place just as everyone started to quiet down and turn their attention to the couple.

       "You know, normally, no one is supposed to drink before the ceremony," Ayato said with calm amusement, not wanting to give Caiome away.

       "The poor guy is about to faint there," she said. "I just gave him a bit of courage. He looks better now, doesn't he?"

       Indeed, Kamaji seemed to calmed down a bit, and Chisato whispered something to him, making him smile sweetly.

       After everyone settled down, Yae Miko appeared in front of the altar, dressed in a hakama consisting of a white shirt and wide red pants, covered by a hifu embroidered with cherry blossoms, tied at the waist with a broad belt, while on her feet she wore a pair of zori sandals. Her pink hair was braided and pinned back with a wooden hairpin carved with symbols, revealing her long, fox-like ears.

       With her appearance, the background music began with a flute accompanied by other light instruments. Yae Miko made a sign to one of her assistants, who brought a wooden bowl of water and a sakaki branch. Yae took the branch, dipped it in the water, and began to sprinkle all the guests. Caiome grimaced as the water hit her face and eyes, as if Yae Miko had aimed directly at her to sprinkle first, while others only enjoyed a few drops.

       Once everyone was sprinkled, Chisato and Kamaji stepped forward and carefully climbed the wooden stairs to the altar, where they made a deep bow, then knelt in front of the altar. With everything moving so slowly, Caiome already started to get bored, leaning her elbow on the table and her chin in her palm. Everything was so... quiet.

       Kamaji took one of the sakazuki cups, trying to keep his back straight and maintain a decent posture - though the poor man's hands were shaking - and brought the cup to his mouth, even though Yae Miko was just approaching with the ceramic bottle to pour the drink.

       Kamaji immediately realized his mistake, reaching the cup to Miko, who smiled amused, as did Chisato, and his ears turned red immediately. Caiome couldn't help but snort, and Ayato nudged her knee with his to stop.

       Yae Miko poured sake into the cup, and Kamaji took three sips in succession, as did Chisato.

       "Why so many sips from so many cups?" she mumbled, and Ayato leaned slightly towards her as Yae Miko poured sake into Chisato's cup.

       "The ritual is known as San-San-Kudo or, more commonly, sankon no gi. There are many beliefs, but essentially the first three sips symbolize Heaven, while the couple shows appreciation to their ancestors," he said as Chisato finished drinking the first cup.

       Then Yae Miko poured another cup, this time a larger one, and Kamaji drank another three times, passing it then to Chisato.

       "The second cup represents Earth and the couple's vows to care for and respect each other for the rest of their lives."

       Then Yae poured yet another, into an even larger cup, and they drank three times again.

      "The last represents humanity and prayers for the couple's fertility," Ayato concluded as Chisato finished the sake in her cup.

       The two stood up, taking a piece of paper from the altar. Kamaji started reading, clearing his throat and trying not to show how his hands trembled for something so simple. But when he began to read, Caiome frowned even more, because she didn't understand anything; it was probably those ancient characters known to all the nobles and likely more appreciated at such events.

       Caiome nudged Ayato, moving closer to him, with their thighs and hips touching, almost resting her entire head on his shoulder.

       "What's that?" she whispered.

       "It is an oath to the gods from the couple, usually prepared by the Shrine," Ayato whispered back, still looking at Kamaji and Chisato holding the piece of paper together.

       "And what... exactly... are they saying?"

       Ayato turned slightly towards her, noting the frown on her face and her wide eyes towards Chisato and Kamaji, trying to recognize at least one word from the entire monologue.

       "On this magnificent day, in the presence of the Sun and the Moon, in the presence of the Earth and the Heavens, we unite into one soul," he began, and his tone turned into something more than a whisper, into a sort of melodic line, looking at her, but Caiome listened only to the words. "In the presence of Divinity and Eternity, we vow to respect and understand each other; we vow to love and never abandon one another; we vow to walk the same path strewn with flowers or ruins and never estrange from each other; we vow to face every storm and earthquake together and vow to enjoy moments of peace together; we vow to cry together and laugh together and to journey through the remaining days of our mortal lives together; and when death wants to take one of us, we vow to hold hands and find each other in the afterlife, and spend eternity together," he finished in the same time as Kamaji who was reading from the paper.

       "Wo~ow," said Caiome. "You people are really profound about everything. You really take your time with the poems for real."

       Ayato slightly tilted his head towards her. "It's just our way of expressing ourselves."

       Caiome glanced at him from the corner of her eye, realizing how close he was to her, then quickly retreated to her spot. "Whatever you say," she mumbled.

       Chisato and Kamaji then offered sakaki branches to the altar, while the priestesses began to pass by each guest, pouring a little sake into each cup. Caiome immediately downed her small cup before the priestess even had a chance to pour any for Ayato, who drank responsibly, taking small sips one at a time. Only then did Caiome, seeing him, realize that she might have needed to be more refined, but was it really necessary when it was such good sake?

      The guests began to rise from their seats and congratulate the newlyweds, all bowing deeply and smiling broadly. Caiome, however, just started pulling Chisato's cheeks, while she slapped Kamaji on the back a few times.

       "Look at you, newlyweds," she laughed. "I hope you don't die before tonight, Lord Kujou, Lady Kujou."

       "Congratulations on your marriage," Ayato also said, making a polite bow, to which Kamaji and Chisato responded in kind.

       "Thank you, Lord Kamisato," said Kamaji. "We must admit that without the help of the Yashiro Commission, we wouldn't have had this splendid ceremony."

       "Wait until we get to the real party," Caiome said.

       Ayato laughed softly. "No thanks needed; it is our duty," he said. "I am glad the ceremony went very well, without any impediments."

       "Except someone should tell Kamaji to wait until he has something in his cup before drinking from it," Caiome shrugged, making Kamaji blush and giggle nervously.

       "Ah, so everyone saw that."

       "And someone should tell Caiome to choose what to say and what not," Ayato added, and Caiome hit him on the chest with the back of her hand.

       "I'm just trying to lighten up the mood," she shot him a nasty look.

       Chisato chuckled softly. "I'm glad you could come too," she said to Caiome. "Your outfit is splendid, it seems to match your personality. And it seems to match Lord Kamisato's suit as well."

       "See? I told you it had to be obvious," Ayato said.

       Caiome put her hand on his face, pushing him away from her. "You just want to attract attention. Let's go; we're not the only ones who want to congratulate the young married couple," she said, grabbing his sleeve and pulling him aside from the guests.

       After everyone congratulated the couple, they all sat back behind them, starting to descend Mount Yougou. Even though they were going down the mountain, it was just as tiring because Caiome had to avoid every guest who was walking chaotically, ending up grabbing Ayato's sleeve several times, each time eliciting a comment from him that he thought was funny.

       Which wasn't true.

       At the foot of the mountain, not only was the decorated palanquin waiting for the couple, but also a multitude of horses lined up. Chisato and Kamaji got into the huge palanquin, while the guests began to line up behind them, the noblemen mounting the horses, while the women had their own palanquins.

       Caiome followed Ayato until they found Hakumai, who was seated as far forward as possible, right behind the family members of the newlyweds, and more precisely, behind Kujou Sara's stallion, who greeted them with a nod as she mounted her horse.

       "I didn't know I had to bring Seishin," Caiome said when Ayato took the reins from a young man.

       "It's alright," Ayato said, taking a step back, giving her space. "Get on," he requested.

       Caiome frowned at him but obeyed. She grabbed the saddle and pulled herself up, sitting comfortably. "What about you?"

       Ayato didn't answer, but simply grabbed the saddle as well, placed his foot in the stirrup, and sat behind her, gently tugging on the reins when Hakumai began to move his feet due to the second rider on his back - which was not appropriate for a high-ranking noble family member to share a horse with someone who didn't even come close to his status.

       Caiome had no choice but to move a bit forward, but even so, her back was pressed against his chest because physically, there was no place to escape him. Ayato surrounded her with his arms, holding the reins, resting his forearms on her thighs, and Caiome tensed at the sudden closeness between them. She couldn't remember being so close to him before, and the way Ayato had been behaving since that morning made her feel weird, and now this...

       "We are going together," he said, gently spurring the horse.

       She wanted to get down, but the party already started moving towards the city, towards Kamaji's residence.

       The journey did Caiome no favours because every time they went up a small hill, gravity pushed her back. No matter how hard she tried to support herself with her legs around the horse, Hakumai was too big, and her feet weren't in the stirrups, so the only thing keeping her from falling off the horse was Ayato's body... who seemed to laugh when he saw her struggling not to fall over him, although he was perfectly capable of supporting them both.

      "Relax a bit," he would say occasionally. "You wouldn't want to squeeze the poor horse's stomach until it bursts, would you?"

       "My legs are half his stomach, I think he'll be fine," Caiome replied.

       And when they went down the small hill or any valley, it was even worse because not only could Caiome not hold onto anything, but there was nothing in front of her to keep her on the horse; so the only thing she could do was lean on the horse's neck, which seemed to cause discomfort to the poor animal. So most of the time, Caiome had to grab Ayato's arm. An arm which, most of the time, found its way around her waist, pulling her closer so she wouldn't fall either to the left or right.

       Which made Caiome freeze every time because Ayato didn't seem willing to put any distance between them, finding all sorts of excuses, and his arms and the way they were around her made everything seem like a... hug. A hug from which she couldn't escape, because Ayato wouldn't let her.

       There were moments when his chest would occasionally touch her back, and moments when he was completely pressed against her; and in all those moments, Caiome could hear his heart beating behind her and hear his breathing and feel it in his chest when it rose and fell.

       Sometimes, when Ayato had to guide Hakumai, he would somehow tighten his arms around her ribs, and when the road was straight, Ayato not only rested his arms on her thighs but often even his fists, and his fingers, due to the movement, would unintentionally brush against her legs. This made Caiome increasingly aware of the position they were in, something that probably wouldn't be advantageous at all for Lord Kamisato's image, which Ayato cared so much about.

       When they entered the city, the party was greeted by the city's people who began to throw flowers towards the palanquin and on the street, flowers over which the horses' hooves and the steps of the men carrying the palanquins walked, while older and younger girls offered flowers not only to Chisato, who began to greet alongside Kamaji, but also to the women in the palanquins.

       A girl about twelve years old - with a very pale complexion and a huge smile on her face - handed Caiome a branch with healthy leaves and white flowers, which she took and placed on her arm. But after that, more and more girls began to offer her flowers, making eye contact with her and waving, calling her "milady" and handing her the branches.

       "You should take them," Ayato whispered in her ear, leaning on her.

       "But I already have one," Caiome said, turning slightly towards him.

       "You would make their day better," he laughed. "They cannot participate in the actual party, so they try to contribute in other ways. Plus, it is a form of appreciation for you... and for everyone else."
 
       "Appreciation in what way?" she asked, confused.

       "For the beauty and grace of the women who greet the bride, of course," he said.

       Caiome forgot to breathe again, so she turned away from him to the girls holding out branches with white flowers, starting to gather them and smile at the girls.

       A little further ahead, a group of girls too small to even match the half-size of a horse began waving at her and calling her "milady"as well. A few of them seemed to recognize her, probably from her walks around the city in the past few days among groups of children playing. Caiome glanced at her arms, already full of flowers, with one hand full. She had no way to take more flowers and bend over so much while still supporting herself on Hakumai.

       So Ayato wrapped his arm around her again, but this time he held her by the opposite hip of his arm, keeping her as close to him as possible.

       "I'll hold you," he whispered over her neck, and Caiome felt her body tremble from the warm breath that suddenly swept over her.

       However, she said nothing, bending over and trying to take as many branches as she could from the hands of the little girls who blushed and started to jump and clap, squealing and pushing each other when Caiome thanked them for the flowers. Two of them even handed her flower crowns. She placed one on her head, and to avoid crushing the other, she put it on Ayato's. It looked a bit crooked, but that was all she could manage from that position.

       "Now you really look like a princess," she said with an arrogant and mocking smile on her face..

       Instead, Ayato just smiled at her. "Thank you," he said, which made Caiome pout.

       This man is terrible.

       "What kind of flowers are these anyway?" she asked, trying to better grasp the branches in her arms so as not to drop any. The flowers on the ground, trampled by everyone, were crushed and ignored.

       "Autumn camellias," Ayato said from behind her.

       "Camellias?" she asked curiously.

       "Camellias represent love and beauty, elegance and loyalty, prosperity, longevity, and immortality," he continued as Caiome began to play with the small white flowers peeking out from the leaves. "These are qualities that should be found in those who lead and greet the bride and groom, characteristics that form a perfect soul. My guess is that they found you pretty, so it is normal for them to give you camellia flowers."

       "I don't think they were just for me," she said. "Everyone knows camellias are the emblem of your family."

       "My family's emblem has nothing to do with the wedding," he laughed.

       "No, but you're the one trying to be perfect in every way, and people see you as this perfect being at the same time. I think it's hard to be in your shoes, with so many expectations that you struggle to meet from people."

       "So you don't think I am perfect?" he asked, more jokingly.

       "Of course not," she said, adjusting her crown on her head. "Being perfect means not being touched by anything bad in this world, right? To always have pure thoughts and good intentions, to harm no one, to find balance in all your actions, to live healthily, and to smile sincerely all the time. But you're arrogant, you're false in many aspects, sometimes it seems you don't even know how to truly smile. You're cunning and abrupt, not at all impulsive, too tense, too calculated, and sometimes it seems you force yourself to be this way, like a few days ago when you preferred not to play with Uta and Himawari."

       "It was raining, and I—"

       "It has nothing to do with whether it was raining or not or what you want to do or not. Haven't I told you before?" she said, glancing at him. "Sometimes you should just do things that you want to do."

       "You shouldn't sell yourself short," Ayato said, guiding Hakumai up the paved street. "You are just as mischievous as I am."

       "I never said I wasn't," she lifted her chin, as if finding pride in that. "Anyway, I still think I received so many flowers because of you. Which makes me wonder... Why do you let me wear your emblem?"

       "What do you mean?"

       "The sode," she said. "It has your emblem."

       "Aren't you part of the Yashiro Commission as well?" he asked instead. "You should be a little prouder of that; people should notice you more, and therefore to make the association between you and me."

       "Didn't you just confirm that because people see me and your emblem, that's why they give me camellia flowers?"

       "It could also be because they see you riding with me," he chuckled. "What do you think draws more attention? The emblem barely visible because of the plates, or Lord Kamisato sitting behind you on a horse?"

       Caiome opened her mouth, than pushed him slightly with her elbow in his ribs. "You did it on purpose," she said.

       "What did I do on purpose?"

       "The thing with drawing attention."

       "I cannot take all the credit, considering you are here too. At least for today, people can see that you are a little bit of everything a camellia can represent. It's not about wearing the emblem on your sode ; it is about how people look at you. And if you pay attention, the locals look at you with admiration, just like always."

       Caiome looked again at the crowd still waving and throwing flowers of all colors, at the laughter and smiles on their faces, at the sparkle in their eyes when Caiome made eye contact with them, and at how the girls and boys waved, waiting for Caiome to wave back. So, hesitantly, Caiome did so, and the children began to jump and puff out their chests.

       "See?" Ayato said, still holding her by the waist, pulling her close until there was no empty space between them, and Caiome felt her chest warming up. "That is the power you hold over others, not because you are part of the Yashiro Commission, but because, even when you don't realize it, you give attention to the people around you."

       "Well, it's a bit... nice," she mumbled. "It's surprising how much you know about people, even though you don't like to make public appearances too often."

       "I've had my share of experiences throughout life," Ayato said, laughing softly.

       Then Caiome seemed to suddenly realize what was actually happening around her. She wore the Kamisato family's and Yashiro Commission's emblem on her arm, where everyone could see it; she had camellias in her hair and in her arms; her hair was styled and adorned with typical noble family jewellery; her clothes matched Ayato's; she's riding the horse with him, sitting in front of him, protected from all sides by his arms and body; people had started calling her "milady" on the way to the Kujou residence.

       Caiome suddenly felt uncomfortable, covering her face with the camellia branches in an attempt to stop the spectators from looking at her.

       Who did these people think she was, seeing her like this?

       Fortunately, the journey didn't last much longer, and Caiome thanked any god willing to listen to her when Ayato got off the horse. Extending his hand, Caiome had to accept it to support herself and not fall off the steed, given that her arm was full of flowers and branches.

       The next moment, Ayaka appeared in front of her with a bouquet of camellias even larger than Caiome's, which was only normal, considering Ayaka was still Ayaka.

       "You gathered so many!" she said.

       "You're one to talk," Caiome retorted. Chizuru stood next to them, also holding a few camellia branches.

       "Milady, we should hurry before Lady Kujou exits the palanquin," she said.

       "You're right," and then Ayaka grabbed Caiome by the arm and pulled her towards the entrance of the residence.

       Following her example, Caiome began to distribute branches to the girls who didn't have as many as they did, then to form an arch for Chisato and Kamaji, who got out of the palanquin and were about to enter the residence. The guests followed them into the garden, where each began to be led to their designated seats at the tables that Caiome had worked so hard to arrange and decorate, along with the entire garden.

       "So what do you think?" she asked when she sat next to Ayato at one of the side tables, while Chisato and Kamaji sat at the main table. "Didn't I do a good job with all the preparations?"

       Ayato just reached put his hand, holding a sakazuki cup, and one of the waitresses poured him some wine.

       "It looks wonderful," he said, and Caiome frowned, not knowing if he was saying this because he was telling the truth or just because the waitress was present, showing Lord Kamisato a broad smile to which he politely nodded and gave a short glance.

       The food began to be brought shortly, drinks distributed, music started to play, and dancers, acrobats, and singers presented their performances while everyone laughed, made jokes, and celebrated. At one point, to Caiome's surprise, even Itto and his gang presented a play about a warrior whose bride was kidnapped by a youkai—which brought jokes from Ayato like "I see you're starting to kidnap people too"—and the groom, to save his great love, went on a journey to rescue her.

       The funniest part was how it was Mamoru dressed up as a woman, wearing a wig and makeup, while Kuki Shinobu played the groom, and Itto, of course, played the evil spirit in a chaotic manner, making his death more amusing than dramatic or triumphant. Although the play seemed a bit far-fetched, the audience appeared entertained, applauding — or maybe it was just the effect of the alcohol starting to affect their system. In any case, Itto and his gang puffed up with pride, and Kamaji offered them to sit at their table and celebrate, even though Sara began to vehemently oppose, saying that they had already paid them for the performance, so why was there a need for their participation in the event.

       "Oh, come on, Sara," Kamaji said with flushed cheeks, accompanied by his friends, "you should be a bit more relaxed. I'd be very happy if you stayed," Kamaji told the gang, and Itto immediately accepted, a bit too enthusiastically. 

       "I mean, of course," he coughed, "we'd be pleased."

       "They're going to ruin the party," Sara said, frowning.

       "That's not true," Itto said in a childish manner. "We'll be as respectful as possible, I assure you."

       "I'll personally take care of them if they cause any problems," Shinobu said solemnly, as if taking an oath, and only with her intervention did Sara seem to accept, though she still kept an eye on them.

       Soon, no one stayed in their designated places anymore—except when another dish was served—women began to dance on the small improvised stage, the music became more cheerful, and Itto started putting on a whole show for the noble children: pulling scarves and flowers from hidden places, carrying them on his shoulders around the garden, playing tag, pretending to be chased by the big bad demon, then ending in a battle, throwing themselves over him and pinning him to the ground; all under the watchful eye of Kujou Sara, ready to kick him out of the residence at the slightest mishap, but that didn't seem necessary. The children adored Itto.

       Among them were also Watanabe Goichi's son, Daichi, and Ubisaki Eiji's grandson. Of course, the two men couldn't miss the event with their wives.

       "Don't watch them so obviously," Ayato said, extraordinarily calm, sipping his sake. "Koshi and the others are keeping an eye on them, so you should just enjoy as a guest today."

       "I know that," Caiome said, starting to eat the appetizers in front of her, more out of frustration, tossing sushi pieces into her mouth one after another. "But just looking at them makes me nauseous."

       "Although... it doesn't seem to affect your appetite," Ayato laughed.

       Caiome stopped halfway with another piece of sushi, putting it back on the plate. Instead, she started looking at the people who were merry, joking and drinking, making jokes with Kamaji that made him blush, while Chisato danced with her friends, including Ayaka and Chizuru, looking like they were having fun.

       It was strange how this image didn't seem so different from many others Caiome saw when walking the streets. The same sounds of music and laughter, the same happy smiles, and the same faces of carefree people, as if tomorrow didn't exist and neither did responsibilities nor anything that meant the torturous existence of a human.

       And it was strange how, even here, Ayato seemed the same Lord Kamisato, which somehow... made her frustrated. 

       Ayato noticed Caiome's lost gaze, looking towards the entire party. He touched her pinky with his finger, drawing her attention.

       "What are you looking at?" he asked curiously.

       "Nothing important," she waved her hand, but Ayato seemed to insist with his gaze, asking for a concrete answer. "I don't like nobles. Of any kind," she finally said with a sigh. "I've never liked them, and I have a good reason for not liking their arrogance and superiority complex, their behaviour just because they can afford it, and a few of the examples I could give you happened right here in Inazuma. But if I look at them like this... outside of your political battles and nation-leading and money influence, if I look at the way they laugh right now... they almost look human, like any other person who's just having fun."

       "I understand," Ayato said. "Well, I don't think we are that different in some aspects from how you know us."

       "And you most of all," Caiome whispered, though Ayato didn't know if he heard her correctly, so he didn't continue the conversation. 

       She took a napkin from the table, where the plates were arranged, and began to pack pieces of sushi and stuffed eggs, along with sweets that smelled divine.

       "What are you doing with those?"

       "Isn't it obvious?" she said. "I'm packing them to take home. I want to give them to Mitsuko, considering that in a way, I kind of took her place. Just like Chizuru accompanied Ayaka here, Mitsuko was supposed to accompany you, right?"

       "Usually Mitsuko doesn't like crowded places or events like this, so she stays home anyway," he said. "But why are you even taking the stuffed eggs? Mr. Daiki could make them for her anytime."

       "Any food tastes better when taken without someone knowing."

       Ayato shook his head. It seemed Caiome's old habits hadn't disappeared even after months of theoretically not being allowed to steal anymore.

       Ayato reached for the napkin in her arms. "Why don't you go dance with Ayaka and the other girls?" he suggested.

       Caiome pulled the napkin back. "No way," she said. "Not if you're going to throw away all the appetizers before I can take them to Mitsuko."

       "I won't do that," Ayato smiled back in a way that was a bit too sly. "I will just take care of them until the party's over."

       Caiome pulled the napkin back. "I don't trust you at all," she mumbled.

       "At least for today, you should."

       "Don't you know it's impolite to take a lady's things?" she complained.

       "Don't you know it's impolite to take the host's food?" he replied.

       "Bro Ayato!" a too-familiar voice was heard, along with a loud laugh. "Cai! I'm so glad to see you."

       The two turned to an approaching Itto, and Ayato finally let go of the napkin, which Caiome took and hid under the table which was covered with a white tablecloth, to be taken later when they would go home.

       Itto flopped down on the other side of the table, and they began talking, then, after only five minutes, he pulled Caiome up and took her to the group of girls still dancing on the small stage to cheerful music, which was not her style at all. Caiome didn't dance in public at all — the banquet had been just an exception — and especially not to music like this. She didn't know any of the moves Ayaka and Chizuru were doing, and when she wanted to escape, Thoma somehow caught her and brought her back, not wanting her to leave Ayaka's side, who almost begged her to have fun.

       But this wasn't her style of fun, so she began to retreat and search for bottles of sake. She found Uncle Shoichiro and his wife, who were more than happy to keep her company, as Ayato was playing Lord Kamisato again and didn't want to get up from the table or was conversing with the other clan heads about political matters. They began to drink all three, then were joined by Kazume Yuuji, and soon the other clan heads of the Yashiro Commission.

       It was true that Ayato didn't find himself in this style of fun. He appreciated and liked to observe and watch in general, and now it seemed no different. But if until then, his role was just to maintain relationships between noble families and observe everyone's behaviour, now his gaze was drawn in one direction.

       He might not be a fan of these types of parties, which was also why if it hadn't been for Lord Kujou Kamaji and now Lady Kujou Chisato, he wouldn't have come, leaving Ayaka to represent the Kamisato family. But Caiome was certainly starting to feel more in her element. She began to make jokes, laugh loudly, clink sake cups, and even compete with the other nobles, putting them under the table after only a few cups.

       Maybe in her current state, Caiome didn't have many of the qualities of a camellia flower, being agitated and a total chaos, but... she still looked lovely.

       As lovely as when Ayato first saw her in the crowd in front of the Shrine, trying to find him, while he intentionally hid from her for minutes until Caiome stepped aside. He hoped the clothes would suit her well, but he didn't imagine she could adopt this look quite like this. She didn't seem changed in any way, she had the same fiery look in her eyes, and although her appearance seemed to fit better into the image, she still stood out.

       Caiome stood out in anything she wore, but unlike other people who only looked at her eyes and hair, for Ayato, there was something in the aura she spread around her. And in her gestures, the way she wrinkled her nose, the way she held her hands on her hips, the way she puffed out her chest, and the way she moved her fingers, letting the air currents surround her.

       And there was something amusing about how she tensed up when she was close to him, how her cheeks turned a shade pinker, and how her frowns became more pronounced, making it clear she didn't appreciate Ayato invading her personal space.

       But Ayato couldn't help himself.

       Probably affected by the drink and the cheerful atmosphere she immersed herself in, Caiome came to Ayato and grabbed his arm, pulling him after her. She gave him a good lecture on how he should laugh more with the others, at least with those he considered acceptable for his presence – which sounded a bit like she was calling him arrogant once again.

       Children were running around them, people were dancing and laughing too loudly, and usually, Ayato didn't stay around this type of gatherings. Like Mitsuko, he preferred to stay aside, not get involved at all. But walking through the garden together with Caiome, listening to her talk non-stop, the atmosphere didn't feel so bad.

       A few small, worried voices made Caiome stop, and Ayato began to search for the source of the cries. They exchanged glances and then started looking behind the screens, discovering a group of children surrounding a boy.

       "What is going on here?" Ayato asked, and the children jumped up, revealing Watanabe Daichi sitting on the ground, covering his nose with his hand.

       "My lord," all the children said, making a short bow towards him, except Daichi, who seemed bewildered.

       Ayato knelt in front of him, searching his inner robe pocket. "Did you fall?" he asked, handing Daichi a handkerchief. "You should be more careful when running, you can trip over anything in a garden."

       Daichi finally took his hand away from his nose, revealing how it was full of blood running down to his upper lip.

       "I don't know," Daichi mumbled. "Everything happened so fast."

       And the truth was that Ayato could see how the twelve-year-old boy, though quite tall for his age, looked a bit cross-eyed at him and Caiome, who were now crouching in front of him, as if he had gotten dizzy all of a sudden.

       "Did you hit yourself anywhere else?" Caiome asked. "Did you happen to hit your head?"

       "I... I don't know," Daichi said.

       Ayato placed his hand on his cheek, beginning to wipe the blood from his nose and lips. "Does it hurt?"

       Daichi shook his head, which was very strange. Did he just start bleeding out of nowhere?

       "Hold it here," Ayato said, and Daichi grabbed the handkerchief in his hand, covering his nose.

       "I think we should take you to your parents," Caiome added and began to get up.

       But the next moment, Daichi started coughing. A violent cough, feeling like he was choking so badly and his chest hurt so much that he couldn't hold the handkerchief to his nose anymore. Instead, he spat, and thick blood came not only from his nose and mouth, his face becoming red because of the thick liquid, but when Daichi squeezed his eyes shut, black blood tears started to run down his cheeks, while his lips started to get purple, and his eyes to seem more milky.

       Caiome froze in front of him, feeling her own cheek covered by the blood Daichi spat on her. And Ayato had investigated too many days the blood tears to not recognize them.

 

Chapter 57: Chapter 57 ~ The Sarasthuza and the Woman from the Shell

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Chapter 57 ~ The  Sarasthuza  and the Woman from the Shell

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       Before any of them could even comprehend what was happening, one of the girls near Daichi also began to cough as well. Caiome and Ayato turned towards her. The girl held her mouth with her hand, but blood trickled through her fingers onto her chin and dripped onto the ground. Red tears pooled in the corners of her green eyes and started to stream down her suddenly pale cheeks.

       Ayato quickly knelt in front of her, gently trying to move her hands away to see what was happening, but another strong cough drew both of their attention to a boy a few years younger than Daichi. Blood flowed from his lips and eyes, and his cheeks appeared bluish, as did his eyes.

       Then bursts of coughing could be heard in the distance, making Caiome instantly rise to her feet and head back towards the garden where the party was held. She stopped in her tracks at the sight unfolding before her. Several children lay collapsed on the ground, their faces bloody, unconscious, held in the arms of their panicked parents; mothers began to cry, holding their children, while fathers searched desperately for any help, their eyes red and tearful, though not with blood.

       A few elderly people were on their knees, clutching their chests, showing the same symptoms as the children. The music and laughter of the party were replaced by chaos, fear, cries, confusion, and despair, even as the sky seemed to darken.

       Caiome felt as if she couldn't breathe, as though someone had struck her with a hammer in the chest and head. Her hands went numb, her legs began to tremble, and her heart pounded loudly, her own blood roaring in her veins. She felt dizzy, as if the ground was shaking beneath her from what was happening before her.

       Then she realized... The boy who had stumbled in his slippers outside the city, the sudden illness that struck Kamaji's cook's mother, causing her death... Himawari and Uta falling ill days after being in the rain... 

       Caiome wobbled, clutching her clothes at her chest, suddenly feeling unable to breathe in her festive attire. She moved a step to the side, feeling her body giving out.

       Ayato supported her, grabbing her by the waist and arm. Caiome heard his voice, but couldn't understand the words; she could feel his grip on her arm, but couldn't feel the warmth of his body.

       This isn't real... she kept repeating to herself, looking at the chaos before her, her ears ringing with the screams of parents and the groans of pain and fear from the elderly nobles.

       How... No... This isn't real... I'm dreaming... I'm dreaming... Hallucinating... I'm still sick, and this is just a dream... a nightmare... Just memories from the past, that's all... It's not real...

       "Caiome," she heard her name, and Caiome took a deep breath.

       She suddenly looked at Ayato, at his wide purple eyes staring back at her. She heard his words and felt his touch on her arm.

       But what if it's all real...?

       Caiome clenched her fists and pulled herself from his arms, running towards the crowd of panicked people around her. She looked for Chisato, who was in the middle of the dance floor, kneeling over one of the children, trying to wake up the little boy. Next to her, Kamaji was supporting an elderly man, shouting for a doctor.

       Caiome grabbed Chisato by the wrist and pulled her up, making her yelp and freeze as she looked at Caiome and her eyes. She had a fierce, dark look, and her entire expression changed into something almost... deadly... demonic... unmoved by anything happening around her.

       "Caiome..."

       "We need to put everyone in lockdown," she said quickly. "Now. Children separated from the elderly, the elderly in a larger room, both as close to the ground floor and as close to a fresh water source as possible, do you understand?"

       "What is happening here?" Kamaji asked, coming to his wife's aid, but Caiome spoke as if reciting passages from a book, her grip growing stronger.

       "Rub their bodies with salt, give them plenty of water to drink, burn sugar in every room, and light fires. They need to be very warm."

       "What are you talking about?" Thoma's voice came from nowhere, but Caiome barely noticed as he, Ayaka, and Chizuru joined them in the last few seconds.

       "We'll need towels," she continued as if hearing no one but her own voice, "cold water, and each person needs someone to watch them in case they bleed again."

       "Caiome!" she heard her name, turning to an Ayato who had grabbed her hand that was holding Chisato.

       His expression was confused, softening as Caiome looked up at him. Ayato raised his hand, half-gripping her cheek and neck, shaking her slightly, as if he was trying to wake her up from a trance.

       "Breathe," he commanded in a harsh tone that softened gradually just as his eyes. "Slowly..."

       Caiome's eyes started to focus on his face, and her heart began to beat slower. She no longer breathed as heavily as before, and her body stopped trembling. The dizziness started to fade, and the adrenaline began to leave her slowly.

       "Now tell us what is happening," Ayato said, running his thumb over her cheekbone.

       Caiome gritted her teeth, lowering her gaze. She let go of Chisato's wrist, where she left a red, almost purple mark, and looked at the others.

       "Sarasthuza," she said. "It comes from sarasta, a poisonous flower that can release a contagious disease that manifests with heavy bleeding, fever, coughing, and gradually, it atrophies the organs, rotting them from the inside out. It affects children and elderly adults whose immune systems are either not fully developed or no longer functional. It spreads through even the smallest contact between people. It varies depending on the person, but... it can lead to death in less than a few days... sometimes even immediately once the virus is inhaled."

      "So..." Ayaka said. "An epidemic?"

       Caiome nodded. "I've seen it before," she mumbled, casting a brief glance at Ayato, "when I was younger... in the Sumeru desert, with my sister. You need to listen to me," she turned to Kamaji, who began nodded.

       Then she turned to the people in his courtyard and started giving orders. His voice suddenly became strong, no longer hiding behind his usually timid and naïve demeanor.

       "What do we need to do?" Ayaka asked.

       "By now, the infected are already starting to have fevers," Caiome said, returning to her earlier energy, speaking quickly, clearly, and concisely. "We need any strong method to lower the fever. Cold water baths, herbs, medicinal plants, anything that helps them fight the infection. Kumame flowers have a good effect."

       "I'll request a shipment from the islands immediately."

       The islands... Caiome hoped the disease hadn't reached there, but it wasn't likely.

       "Should they be kept together?" Chisato asked. "We can let them return to their homes."

       Caiome shook her head. "If they stay together, we can observe how quickly the virus progresses in each case. Plus, it's too risky to send them on their way now. The virus has just manifested, it can worsen before they get home and they could die before setting foot beyond the gates."

       Slowly, the courtyard began to empty of people seeking their way to the mansion, while Kamaji gave instructions to his servants, ensuring everything was as Caiome had mentioned earlier.

      "But will all this stop the epidemic?" Chizuru asked, her voice trembling.

       Caiome was silent for a few long seconds before shaking her head. "It will only prolong the state of all those infected. Just as an antidote to poison requires the poison itself, so too does sarasthuza needs sarasta to reverse the process and eliminate the infection. The problem is... I'm pretty sure there are no more sarasta flowers left in Teyvat."

       "Well, you can't know that," Thoma said.

       Caiome glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, then lowered her head as if suddenly ashamed of what she was about to confess.

       "But I do," she mumbled. "Because I was the one who destroyed them over the years. The last one is, or was, in Natlan..." Caiome gritted her teeth, her nails starting to dig into her flesh. "I destroyed the one here in Inazuma before I met you, then I was supposed to head to Natlan."

       "But if the last one was in Natlan..." Ayaka began.

       "Someone must have brought it here," Ayato said exactly what Caiome was thinking.

       And if everything was as she suspected... she needed to talk to Tabai. But now there was no time; she had to somehow slow the effects of the virus and also slow the epidemic from spreading.

       "We'll deal with the flower later," Caiome said. "Now we have to take care of the infected. Chisato, we'll need to use your residence for now."

        "Of course," she said, then walked away, leaving the others alone.

       "Ayaka, you request the kumame shipment and check if the epidemic has spread to the neighbouring small islands. Take Thoma with you and mobilize the doctors in Inazuma, request aid from nearby nations if there are too few, but we need a lot of medicine and resources. Chizuru, you return home, check on your siblings and parents. If none of them show any symptoms, stay in the house; if any of them have even the slightest bone ache, lock them in a room with one of your parents and stay away from them. You're still a child, you might catch the virus. Momi," she called, and a black-clad Shuumatsuban appeared beside them. "Go with her. In such a serious situation, send us a message through Momi," she told Chizuru. "Anything you need, he will be at your disposal."

       "But--"

       "Do as I say," Caiome grabbed her by the arms, shaking her slightly.

       Chizuru nodded, frightened, then turned and left with the Shuumatsuban.

       "Koshi."

       "Yes, miss."

       "Notify the others. The organization will now focus on monitoring the islands. Check for any symptoms, any cases." She turned to Ayato. "We'll need to issue a decree through the Commissions; each island will be under lockdown. The virus can be fatal for children and the elderly, but adults can also be carriers, transmitting it from person to person. We can't take risks. Mouths and noses must be covered to prevent inhalation."

       "Yes, miss," said Koshi.

       "And send a message back home. Himawari and Uta might be infected too. We need to notify everyone, so have the members spread the word on behalf of the Yashiro Commission."

       "Yes, miss."

       Koshi bowed and then disappeared. However, just as he left the Kujou family garden, Ayato felt his hand grabbed and dragged through the entire garden with incredible force by Caiome, who stopped a few seconds later at the other end of the estate, behind the immense flower bushes, in a pavilion surrounded by wooden walls and tree trunks.

       Caiome turned to Ayato in a flash. "Give me the case," she demanded.

       Ayato frowned at her. "What..."

       "Give me the Vision shell!" she demanded more forcefully, tightening her grip on his arm. "I can't explain everything right now, but if you want all this to have an end, please... I beg you," she said, digging her nails into his arms, her voice beginning to tremble, "I beg you... give me the shell."

       Ayato stood quiet in front of her. The expression on her face... it was almost pained, overwhelmed by emotions Ayato had never seen in her before. It was an expression affected by what was happening around her, but especially by what had happened years ago. If Caiome had seen this disease before, if she had come into contact with it... it wasn't hard to understand that this was the reason she was bleeding too.

        But Caiome had experienced this when she was a child. Now she was an adult, an adult who had gone through the epidemic and survived. Why was she still bleeding and crying tears of blood, why did she still have these symptoms?

       And why was she begging?

       Once, Ayato resorted to punishments and rules and restrictions just to see Caiome begging for the shell, but that didn't happen back then. Until now, Caiome had only demanded it, imposed herself, and Ayato didn't back down.

       And now she was begging. And more than that, she was begging with tearful eyes, as if she was reliving the afflictions of the virus and all that the disease entailed.

       "Alright," he said in a whisper.

       Caiome released his arm and stepped back. Ayato raised his hand between them. A small bubble of water began to form in his palm, then growing into a blue and white light. Soon, the water sphere began to disappear, and in Ayato's palm lay the Vision shell with the dead stone.

       Caiome quickly grabbed it, clenched it in her fist, and stepped a few steps away from Ayato, holding the case to her chest as if embracing it. She squeezed it in her fist until the golden corners pierced her skin, and drops of blood began to flow onto the stone.

        Caiome brought it to her lips, whispering over it in a weird language that Ayato had never heard before.

       "In this world ruled by death, come to me, Arasthea."

       The shell began to glow, and the lights flowed to the ground in waves of water and mist. Soon, they started to take shape, undulating like lights, and when they dissipated, Ayato frowned.

       In front of them, dressed in a long dress of a light gold, like the sun in the morning, was a tall and slender woman with white skin. She had thin arms and long fingers, wore nothing on her feet, and her body was surrounded by a gorgeous white hair, whiter than the snow on the mountain peaks, and her green eyes, a light green like precious stones, shone cold and empty.

       Arasthea...

       Ayato had heard this name before when he found Caiome in the living room and she fell unconscious in his arms, carrying her to his bedroom. She mumbled the name even in her sleep.

       The woman first looked somewhere into the void, then something glimmered in her eyes as if realizing she was outside. Then she looked at Caiome, and when she looked at Ayato, he felt something cold crossing over his spine. He suddenly felt invaded deep in his soul, with the impulse to step back. But Caiome didn't move, so why should he?

       Then the woman looked back at Caiome, slowly moving her gaze from him to her. And she frowned.

       "Are you crazy?!" she suddenly shouted, and Caiome rolled her eyes, sighing heavily. "You are a heartless, ungrateful woman who thinks she can do everything alone? Do you have any idea what I've been through? You wouldn't last a year without me, and yet you throw me so easily to the bottom of the ocean? If it weren't for me, you would have been dead hundreds of times by now, thousands of times."

       Ayato raised his eyebrows. Well, he didn't expect this attitude when he saw her in the first few seconds.

       "I knew it would be like this," Caiome mumbled, but Arasthea heard it clearly enough.

       "I don't think you understand the situation you're in, girl," Arasthea retorted. "You would literally die without me. And given the state of your body, it seems you don't have much time left before you kick the bucket," she crossed her arms over her chest. "Now that you need me, you call me back? Ungrateful. If it weren't for Kandra--"

       "Hey, it wasn't my fault," Caiome said, "so stop with the childishness."

       Arasthea gave her an arrogant, wide smile. "Oh, I know it wasn't your fault, dear. Not even you could be stupid enough to drop me in the ocean. He did it," she turned to Ayato. "The little lord who thinks the whole world is his and can do whatever the hell he wants with it."

       Ayato lifted his chin and straightened his back, placing his hands behind him, then made a short bow. "Kamisato Ayato, at your service. Pleased to meet you."

       "Oh, don't start with cheap manners, mortal," she snapped. "You trapped me in a bubble from which I couldn't escape even at my will, surrounded by the elemental power of the gods that makes me sick," she gritted her teeth. "Not that it's a weakness of mine, but do you know how pressing it was to be locked in there, with no one to take me out for months?"

       "I suppose that is why you are so agitated," Ayato said, somehow smiling politely, but he seemed rather arrogant.

       "Can we not--"

       "Huh," Arasthea laughed. "It seems you've learned from a young age from your parents how to be a ruthless scoundrel. I feel sorry for your little parents who died so quickly, but I guess they deserved it, right?" she said mockingly, and Ayato's gaze darkened.

       "My parents are not a subject you can address, miss, so--"

       "It is a subject I can address," she raised her eyebrows, approaching him with calculated steps. "They are dead. Every death and every dead is my business, princeling. Wanna see?"

       Arasthea raised her hand towards his neck, but not only did Caiome get between her and Ayato, but Arasthea's wrist was also caught by a man's hand, covered entirely in black, who placed himself between her and Caiome.

       Arasthea looked up at the pair of dark eyes, the only feature visible behind the mask. The grip was strong, but the body was too weak, the skin too pale, and the breath too heavy even for someone hidden behind the tenugui.

       "I suggest you keep your distance from Lord Kamisato, miss," Koshi said from behind the mask, "otherwise I will be forced to resort to unpleasant methods for his protection."

       Arasthea let out a smile, then a suppressed snort, then began to laugh. "And what could you do to me? You don't even have a Vision, you have no elemental power, on the contrary, you have less than a normal person does. You would faint before you could lay a hand on me in a fight."

       Arasthea tried to pull her hand from his grip, but Koshi held tight, not allowing her to even step back.

       "I would be more than happy to put this theory of yours to the test," he said.

       "Can we stop already?" Caiome snapped at the two of them. "Koshi, let go. She already has enough moods, and we have too many problems to fight among ourselves."

       "Look who's talking," Arasthea said.

       But Koshi finally let go of her, then stepped aside.

       "You have much to tell me if you command someone from the Kamisato family's spy and assassin organization."

       "How do you know about the Shuumatsuban?" Ayato asked.

       "It seems Caiome still knows how to keep secrets. Until now," Arasthea mumbled. "I was there when the organization was born, little lord, back when I still liked being among humans," she almost spat the last words. "You should thank me. The reiki and seiki medicinal methods? Who do you think taught them that?"

       Ayato frowned. He at least realized that Arasthea wasn't an ordinary person, but after her name, and after the incantation Caiome spoke earlier... She didn't seem to have any connection with the organization or even with Inazuma.

       "I'll explain later," Caiome told him, and Ayato looked at her for a few seconds. Then he nodded silently, which made Arasthea smile almost devilishly.

       "You really have much to tell me, dear."

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "Yeah, like the fact that we have an emergency."

       "No wonder the prince gave you the shell back," she rolled her eyes.

       "Sarasthuza has returned."

       Suddenly, Arasthea straightened her head and back, studying Caiome's face surprised, with wide eyes. "What? When?"

      "Half an hour ago the symptoms started, children and elders. I put them in a preventive quarantine, gave them all the instructions I remember, but..."

       "Sarasthuza can't be eliminated without the sarasta," Arasthea growled, leaning towards her. "You're such an idiot!" she suddenly snapped, raising her voice. "I told you from the beginning to keep at least one flower for us until we eliminate the others in case something like this happens again, and what the hell did you do?"

       "I couldn't put other people at risk by letting them inhale by mistake the--"

        "Liar," Arasthea interrupted Caiome with a snap and with a powerful voice, as powerful as the wind and nature itself. "You would never care about that, you would always isolate yourself from the world if that would mean destroying the sarasta. You just couldn't bare to see it around you, on your clothes, in your hands. You wanted to destroy them all as soon as possible, and by that you put others at risk, just like now. You thought you were too smart and too impertinent to listen to me, I, who saw all the horrors not only of sarasthuza, but of all the diseases that hit these worthless lands across Teyvat and its equally arrogant people who deserve to die."

       "Watch your words," Koshi said suddenly.

       "You shut your mouth," Arasthea snapped at him. "And you too, little lord," she looked at Ayato who was glaring at her. "Because I can at least tell from what I've seen so far that none of you know how many things Caiome hides and how many things she will never say even if you threaten her with death. I am the only one who knows what she went through, and not only her, but also Kandra, and I am the only one who knows what's really happening, so shut your mouths and mind your business, for none of you are able to put an end to this without me."

       "I understand there are more layers to this," Ayato said, "but now we have a problem that cannot be addressed by someone who throws words like--"

        "She's right," Caiome interrupted him. "I was an idiot."

       "You don't say," Arasthea mumbled. "But now it seems you've given me even more to do after months spent at the bottom of the ocean. I come back and find myself in the middle of an epidemic not just in a village, but in an entire nation? You are truly cursed by Death, Caiome," she laughed mockingly. "From head to toe, in every fibber of your body."

       "Can we focus on how to find at least another sarasta flower?" Caiome said.

       "I will search," Arasthea sighed. "But at the same time, I'll have to visit each of the patients. And judging by the air around here, I might have many to visit. And since the last flower was in Natlan, it's more than likely that it was used to cause all this madness. If only someone hadn't stopped us on the way..." she shot a judgmental glance at Ayato.

       "Instead of suggesting something, you could speak freely," Ayato said.

       Caiome frowned, standing with her hands clasped, looking from Ayato to Arasthea and back again. Sure, Arasthea had always been a strange madwoman with an attitude towards everyone— except for Kandra, though she still had her sarcastic moments — but to see Ayato so...

       In fact, no words came to mind to describe Ayato, because at that moment she could hardly recognize him. Ayato was never the type to engage in conflicts like this, always smiling politely and only subtly attacking in return, or asserting himself when the situation demanded it. But now, his smile was actually provocative, and something resembling... an atrocious intolerance was born in the glances between him and Arasthea. He looked almost like a child, which made Caiome purse her lips, unsure how to react.

       The situation certainly shouldn't have let her dwell on the entire... atmosphere now, but thinking that Ayato could behave like any normal person was quite a big deal.

       Arasthea smiled just as wickedly as before, showing her superiority complex. Still, she just clicked her tounge, looking around.

       "Sorry, little lord, but I have some patients to visit. Surely you wouldn't want to let the little human pups die just because we stand here pricking each other."

       Then she turned on her heel, trying to find her way to Kamaji's mansion. Caiome rolled her eyes and motioned for Koshi to go with her. Koshi didn't seem thrilled by the order, but an order was an order.

 

Chapter 58: Chapter 58 ~ The Riot and the Strange Fiancés

Notes:

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Chapter 58 ~ The Riot and the Strange Fiancés

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      "I didn't expect her to give up so easily," Ayato said as soon as Arasthea left.

       "Oh, believe me, she hasn't given up," Caiome replied. "She's just trying to provoke you."

      She turned to him, gently squeezing the Vision shell which, after seeing what happened right in front of his eyes, Ayato no longer believed was a Vision.

      "I know you'll want explanations, but with everything going on, I really don't have ti--"

       "Are you all right?" he asked instead, interrupting her, his tone becoming gentle all of a sudden.

       Caiome blinked at him a few times. Ayato looked at her curiously, the irritated attitude from earlier fading away. Caiome began to rub her wrist with her fingers, because, for the first time, she didn't know what to say.

       "Uh... I guess?" she said.

       "You guess?" he frowned.

       "I mean, everything's happening fast, you know..."

       "I'm asking if you feel all right," he repeated more firmly. "You don't seem to have a fever."

       "Oh..." Caiome said, then started laughing nervously. "Why would I have a fever? I told you, adults aren't affected by sarasthuza."

       Ayato said nothing, just looked down at her, and Caiome could tell from his gaze that it would be a waste of time to try and lie to him. But she still didn't say more.

       "Caiome, you had the exact same symptoms a few weeks ago," he said, his tone serious and cold, yet somehow measured and calm, without any trace of irritation. "And, if what you said earlier, that you have seen sarasthuza before, and the fact that you knew immediately what to do and started giving instructions, and after your entire conversation with... Miss Arasthea... If you have been through this, why do you still have such symptoms? And why do they come and go without the actual epidemic going around?"

       It was strange to see Ayato asking such questions about things he would normally find out through the Shuumatsuban.

       She took a deep breath. "I told you that you don't know everything about me just because you have someone following me," she replied. "And it's a long story we don't have time to discuss."

       With that, Caiome turned on her heel and followed Koshi and Arasthea, leaving Ayato behind. Too much was happening at once for her to deal with confessions she didn't want to make.

       Chisato, now changed from her wedding dress into something more comfortable, led her and Arasthea—upon whom she stared for a good few seconds, full of amazement—to the salons where mattresses were laid out and where the children were now sheltered. An entire salon hiding eighteen children, and next to it, a salon with just as many elderly nobles.

       Caiome paused for a second at the door, looking down at the children lying side by side, with their parents holding their hands, traces of dried tears on their faces, stroking their hair. Everyone, except for the patients, had their mouths and noses covered, while the children could barely breathe between bouts of severe coughing, occasionally spitting blood. The mothers immediately wiped them with a cloth. Their faces grew even paler, and their eyes seemed swollen, stained with red blood.

       The elderly generally had a better chance of survival if properly cared for. They needed the medicine — named saras by Arasthea — but they could live longer with the disease compared to children. Children were still much more sensitive to any illness since their immunity system wasn't fully matured yet.

       Caiome felt like she was twelve years old again, in a stone village in the middle of the desert, where no one ever came and no one ever left, which had been hit by an epidemic. And where, out of three hundred people, less than half remained... the surviving part being made up only of adults.

       Caiome felt a light push from behind. She looked up to see Ayato offering her a triangular scarf. He already had one around his face.

       Silently, Caiome took the scarf and tied it over her nose and mouth, and Ayato said nothing more, establishing a silent understanding between them.

       But Arasthea refused the scarf that Chisato, still wide-eyed, offered her.

       "I'm a spirit, sweetheart, I don't need your mortal precautions," she snorted, and Caiome pinched her arm. "Ow!"

       "Behave," she demanded in a low tone.

       "Fine!" she said, then stepped into the room.

       Only to leave everyone silent when they looked up at her. For Arasthea, surrounded by a white aura, seemed to dispel the morbid atmosphere spread by the blood and the children's coughing, who struggled to keep their eyes open.

       Arasthea walked as if floating, letting the hem of her white dress touch the tatami-covered floor. Her face seemed sculpted in ice, in uncut diamonds that shone in the morning light, and her eyes were sharp yet surprisingly welcoming at the same time. Chimes rang from her ankles, where emerald and amethyst bracelets clinked against each other.

       She knelt next to the first child, a little girl who looked no older than five or six, breathing heavily and clenching her tiny fists. Arasthea took her fragile hand, looking into her red eyes, without saying anything, running her fingertips over the girl's arms.

       "Who are you?" the child's mother mumbled, a woman Caiome recognized from a few meetings Ayato had had a few weeks ago in the Tenryou Commission halls.

       But Arasthea ignored her, continuing to let her magic pass over the girl's body, whose breathing began to stabilize. She looked at Arasthea in a wonder completely natural for a child her age. In her imagination, Arasthea seemed like a fairy from stories, so beautiful, with a touch just as gentle.

       Eventually, the girl's eyes began to close until she fell asleep completely, and Arasthea let go of her hand.

       "What did you do?" the mother asked again as Arasthea stood up.

       "The best thing for them now is to sleep," Arasthea replied coldly. "If you want your children to have a chance to live, you'll listen to everything we say, both I and she," she pointed to a Caiome who had stopped by the girl's makeshift bed.

       The woman gritted her teeth, frowning. "Why should we listen to you?"

       Caiome glared at her. "Because of everyone here, we are the only ones who have seen this before, because it has happened only once before. Besides, I don't think you have a choice."

       Then Arasthea moved on to the next child, and so on until she put them all to sleep, leaving a tomb-like silence in the room, where only the occasional sigh of mothers holding their children's hands tightly could be heard, praying in their minds to all the gods they knew.

       "Best case," Arasthea said approaching the party, "a few might last couple of days."

       "And worst case?" Chisato asked.

       Arasthea gave her a silent look. "Let's just hope I can find another flower by the third day from now," she sighed, then passed between Caiome and Ayato. "I'm going to see the others. You take care of things here."

       In less than an hour, the salon was filled with everything Caiome had asked for: the children's bodies had been rubbed with sea salt on their chests, arms, and necks; in a corner, in the fireplace, a pot of caramelized sugar burned, spreading a sweet smell; the children were covered with blankets, sweating... it was hard to say if from the heat in the room or the fever that had taken hold of everyone.

       There were three doctors in the salon, consulting each child, giving them tinctures, while the parents wiped their foreheads and held their hands, not moving from their spots.

       And also in less than an hour, Caiome began receiving all sorts of reports.

       Cities, villages, and ports went into total lockdown, shops closed, and streets emptied. Medicines began to be distributed in case of symptoms. Ayato quickly organized the Shuumatsuban members, all middle-aged adults, to stay on the streets as simple civilians under the identity of Commission employees to gather any urgent requests from families.

       The islands had been closed due to the decree not only from the Yashiro Commission but also from the other two Commissions—of course, all three heads were here, so it didn't take long for this to be implemented. There were extensive cases not only on the other main islands, including Watatsumi, but also on the small islands that did transportation and trade.

       Of course, Caiome thought. When it came to transportation, everything spread extraordinarily quickly.

       The only luck was that sea transports had been canceled around the time of the ceremony between Chisato and Kamaji, but that wasn't enough, so Ayato began writing letters in Kamaji's office, informing the leaders of the other nations of this epidemic and to be on the lookout for symptoms. Of course, he also asked the golden question, whether they had heard of and/or possessed the sarasta flower.

      They still needed the kumame flower to help with the fever. Ayato handed the letters to Koshi to send them through messenger birds - the only way now that the borders had been closed again. Koshi made a short bow to him, then to Caiome, and left.

      "Let us hope it hasn't spread more than necessary," Ayato whispered. "I will return to the residence," he said then. "The economic balance will be disrupted because of the quarantine, so we will need to rely on supplies to keep the resource circuit going."

       Caiome nodded slightly, looking toward the garden still occupied by tables, decorations, and the dance floor. Supplies were just as important as the measures taken against the epidemic. In a small desert village, this was impossible.

       "I'll stay here," she said, and Ayato understood.

       Considering that she and Arasthea - who had disappeared immediately after visiting the older patients - were the only ones who knew the situation, they were everyone's best hope and the ones with the most answers.

       Ayato was still curious about Arasthea's sudden appearance, but now wasn't the time for explanations that didn't matter as long as they could get through this.

       "How long do you think this epidemic will last?"

       Caiome shrugged. "Weeks? Months? Years... Or until there's no one left to die."

       Ayato realized at least that. As long as they couldn't find that cursed flower causing all this in the first place, all they could do was slow down the symptoms and protect the elderly and children who hadn't yet been infected. Although... Ayato didn't think there were many who managed to avoid the virus.

       And then there was the question...

       Sarasta, according to Caiome, was a desert flower hidden in the most unexpected places. If you inhaled its pollen, you were infected and transmitted the virus further. But it was very hard to find, whether you wanted to or not. And if Caiome had destroyed the one in Inazuma, and the flower used to start this epidemic was in Natlan... someone must have brought it here.

      The suspicions were clear, considering the events so far, but it was hard to believe at the same time, because both Watanabe and Ubisaki were in Lord Kujou's salon, next to their feverish child and grandson.

       But now they had much more urgent matters than investigating who started this epidemic. Koshi had suggested finding the plant that started it all, but his words were immediately cut off by Caiome. Once the pollen is inhaled, the flower loses its properties and dies, becoming useless, considering they need the petals to make the antidote, the sarasa. And if they considered how much the virus had spread, the flower had already long died, turning to dust.

       So it was useless to rely on an investigation for now.

       "I will leave now," Ayato finally announced. "I will contact you later, all right?"

       Caiome didn't respond, seeming lost in thought, looking towards the garden that suddenly seemed destroyed.

       Ayato didn't insist, turning on his heel and taking two steps forward before his arm was caught between her slender, deft fingers, the fingers of a thief. Ayato turned to Caiome, who looked at him with wide eyes on lids still dusted with a bit of pink eyeshadow.

       "Himawari is infected. And Uta too. Don't let Mitsuko or Mrs. Nakamura stay near them."

       Her gaze traveled over his chest. She raised her hand, adjusting the edge of the festive robe he was still wearing, seeming unable to speak the words.

       "Take care, okay? All of you..." she mumbled softly.

       Ayato gently pulled his arm from her hand until his fingertips touched hers. "You should take care the most out of all of us."

       Caiome knew he was referring to her own situation where she had shown symptoms long before all this began, ever since Thoma had bought her clothes - with Ayato's money, apparently - and when she had her first crisis since arriving at his house.

       "I know I cannot convince you to come with me..." he whispered, and Caiome slowly shook her head, looking at him again.

      Ayato slowly nodded, then took a step back, and another, and another, until all he had left to do was turn and leave, leaving Caiome alone, feeling uncomfortable as soon as he rounded the corner. He had trusted his intuition for too long, and something told him something bad was going to happen soon.

       Caiome stayed on the terrace for a few more minutes after Ayato left, suddenly feeling empty and abandoned. But she knew that behind those walls, beyond the garden, there was an entire salon full of sick children, faces of despair and pain that Caiome had seen too many times before and dreamed of in her worst nights.

       But this wasn't a dream, so she had to wake up to reality as well.

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       "Sarasta?" Yenxian asked, standing with her hands folded in the enormous office of the Tianquan in Liyue.

       Ningguang sat on the chair, wringing her hands, in front of her an open and... detailed letter, to say the least, considering Lord Kamisato Ayato had taken the time to write entire paragraphs capturing the crisis in which Inazuma found itself.

       As soon as Ningguang finished reading the letter, she ordered the port to be closed and any symptoms checked, then summoned the two people who might be able to answer such a vague question about this sarasta flower she had never heard of before.

       Well, she initially summoned only one person, Xiansheng Zhongli, the well-known consultant for his vast knowledge, but he came accompanied - and totally uninvited - by his new fiancée, who had appeared out of nowhere in the city's ranks. Ningguang had her suspicions about their relationship, but after all, it wasn't her place to ask questions. Even if something was certainly wierd.

       Zhongli seemed thoughtful, taking the letter from the table in front of Ningguang.

       "Sarasta..." he mumbled.

       "Does it even sound familiar?" Ningguang asked.

       The name certainly sounded familiar, but such a flower described as causing an entire epidemic just by inhaling its pollen? He hadn't heard of that, to be honest, even if anything could be possible in that world.

       So, hitting a dead end, Zhongli and Yenxian left Ningguang's office, stepping onto the outer terrace of the Jade Chamber, waiting to be led out by one of the employees. Yen waved the skirt of her white hanfu with golden applications.

       "I could ask Xueying about this," she said, "but I can't guarantee she has an answer. So it's best I go to the Dark Market. I might hear at least a rumour."

       "I think it would be dangerous for you to go to the Market now, especially since the port has been closed, and soldiers are everywhere in the city."

       Yen rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest. Zhongli looked into the distance, towards the horizon where the sky met the ocean pierced by the rooftops of the houses in Liyue Harbour. He had a stoic, stiff attitude, and was deep in his own mind.

       "We don't have a choice," she said, sitting down, letting her legs dangle over the edge of the floating terrace, as the hanfu was drifting in the wind, seeming like spirits leading the clouds. "More than that, the girl Lord Kamisato talked about sounds more familiar than the flower itself. A young woman who swears the last flower of this kind was in Natlan and was used to start the epidemic? If nobody knows about it, not even a doctor, those are the kind of information that you find strictly on the Market. She meddles a lot in the nobles' businesses, but the facts don't point out to the Phantom, nor the Death Market, since they don't use methods that affect masses of people. They do it quick and subtle."

       "Is she someone you know?" Zhongli asked, and Yen grimaced a bit at the view before her, letting her long hair, of a blonde as the sand in the morning light, flutter behind her in the cold wind from the clouds surrounding their feet.

       "I'm not sure," she replied. "Many come and go from the Dark Market among traders, with a lot of stuff that have so many different names, a method created specially as to not point fingers to specific people. But, hey, at least you don't have to worry about the epidemic reaching here."

       "I can't ignore what's happening in Inazuma either."

       A few long seconds of silence fell between them.

       "And yet," Zhongli said, casting a sharp glance at her, making his golden eyes shine like cold gold, "you could at least stay out of meetings between me and the Tianquan and not stick your nose everywhere."

       Yen snorted amusedly, as if she couldn't care less about her pompous fiancé's opinion.

       "Oh, but how could I leave my precious future husband alone?" she waved her hand. "And anyway, maybe I could help you, you never know. For a god with so many years behind him, you're quite narrow-minded."

       "For a mortal who has lived barely a quarter of her life, you have a lot of comments to make."

       "Don't make that face, Lord Morax," she puffed her chest out. "You could have a little faith in me. After all, you proposed this fake engagement, and we live in the same house. Anyway," she returned to the mountains rising around them, "let's hope Inazuma doesn't get hit by such a great tragedy in the end."

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       Caiome didn't think a day could pass more slowly than this. Most of the time, she stayed in the children's salon who, even though they were cared for by increasingly exhausted parents, she helped them with whatever she could.

      She brought buckets of cold water, changed the towels on the children's foreheads; poured and mixed sugar in the pot on the fireplace; helped the mothers rub salt on the children's bodies, then wrapped them back in warm blankets; talked to the doctors about remedies and similar things to reduce fever, and the kumame flowers arrived late that afternoon.

       The real challenge came when the children's parents started asking to leave with their offspring, because surely it didn't do them any good to stay all together. But Caiome stood in the doorway, blocking their exit.

       "I can't let you do that," she said, standing with one hand reached out in front of the door.

       The people's faces became even more furious, and what frustrated Caiome the most was that among them was Watanabe Goichi too, demanding to leave the salon and take his twelve-year-old son home.

       "Your children are extraordinarily sensitive right now, and the virus is still circulating outside. One wrong step, and they'll die before you can reach the downtown, is that what you want?" Caiome snapped at them.

       "If you want to quarantine someone, quarantine the common people's children, not ours," shouted one of the nobles, making Caiome glare at him. With half her face hidden behind the white scarf, her eyes glistened even more sharply.

       "He's right," said another. "These are the noble children of Inazuma, the nation's future, you can't keep them in such a small and uncomfortable room like this as if they were dogs on the roadside."

       "My lords, please let's calm down," Chisato said, standing next to Caiome with her hands outstretched towards them and with a worried expression. "Miss Caiome is the only one among us who has faced this disease before, not even the doctors--"

       "And what do we care?" another of them said. "Don't you think it's better for patients to stay in a comfortable and quiet place where they can rest properly, rather than in this noise full of coughing and bleeding?"

       "The agitation makes the atmosphere warmer," Caiome said to them. "They need warmth, as much as they can get."

       "We can give them warmth at home. We are not beggars," said a woman. "Who are you to give us orders anyway?"

       "How can we trust your words? What if you just want to deceive us?"

       "I have seen you before!" shouted a woman. "You hang around with Lord Kamisato, but no one knows where you come from or how you got here. What if you just want to trick us?"

      "What if you just want to kill our children?"

      Suddenly, the sound of a sword being drawn from its sheath was heard, and the blade gleamed silver as Caiome took a step toward the nobles, sword in hand. Her gaze became wild, looking at each one as if she was ready to slit their throats. She positioned herself more firmly in front of the door, becoming a guardian as if made of stone, and no one had the power to move her.

       "If you try to take them outside," Caiome said coldly, "I will personally cut off the hands that carry them. If you could sacrifice anything to keep them alive, I could sacrifice you as well."

       "How dare you threaten us?" said a lord. "Do you have any idea of the position you are in and how many are against you? We are from noble families, and you... you are just a street rat, picked up from the sewers."

       "Maybe," Caiome replied, "but at least I have enough sense to know that the best solution for the children is to stay here."

       "My lords," Chisato said again, "I understand your desperation and suffering, but we need to calm down. Such a conflict does not help the children, and Miss Caiome has my full trust."

       Well, Caiome didn't expect such a declaration from her. They didn't know each other well enough for Caiome to gain all of Chisato's trust, but at least her intentions regarding the children were good.

       "I vouch for her," Chisato insisted. "The current situation is too dangerous to have doubts."

       Caiome felt dizzy, but she did not loosen her grip on the sword.

       "Do you want to play the game of guards and prisoners?" she asked. "Because I will gladly do that. Now retreat to your places if you don't want things to get ugly."

      The noble families began to mumble, but retreated to their places beside their children, who either slept, coughed, or clung to their blankets, suddenly becoming docile. Caiome twirled the sword in her hand and then sheathed it. Chisato remained in the salon to calm the other lords, while Caiome left the room.

       "Koshi," she said, and Koshi bowed his head slightly in the darkness of the hallway. "Station the Shuumatsuban at all the entrances to the residence. If anyone tries to leave with one of the children, stop them and bring them to me. Letting them kill their children out of their own stupidity is the last thing I want."

       "Of course, miss. By the way, this letter just arrived from Lord Kamisato," he said and handed her an envelope.

       Caiome took it, signaling for him to withdraw, then opened the envelope and took out the folded paper.

       I managed to resolve all the issues related to the supply resources in time. Many cases of sarasthuza have been detected in villages and towns, so our people have already started distributing supplies to each household, with appropriate safety measures, of course. Ayaka will handle this together with Thoma, and they will go on-site themselves, so there is nothing for you to worry about in this regard.

      Caiome sighed with relief. At least that much.

       As for Himawari and Uta, you were right. They are both infected. We have no idea how or from where, given how the virus spreads. Mizuki is very panicked considering the personal situation at home, but I assured him that everything will be fine. I just know that when Uta heard about Himawari, she wanted to come and see her. I am not sure it would be good to let them stay together, though.

       I have sent Mitsuko and Mrs. Nakamura home with everything they need, and anyone older, after the private doctor consulted them and gave them certain tinctures you recommended. Captain Hirotatsu did not want to leave, but many of the guards were very panicked for their families and asked for permission at least to leave and check on things, including Mizuki not being on duty.

       This means fewer guards in the residence, Caiome thought. Well, it wasn't about the safety of the family members as much as the residence itself and what could be hidden inside, its secrets, but surely the Shuumatsuban members were surrounding the residence.

      And yet... given how many human resources were needed - on the streets, around Kamaji's residence, around Ayato's residence, on the other islands, correspondents, missions that cannot be abandoned despite the epidemic - all this would end at some point.

       Although everything is fine here, I fear I cannot return to Lord Kujou's residence yet.

       Good, Caiome told herself. Don't come back.

       The Shuumatsuban reports are endless, and many of them include urgent issues that I need to deal with.

       That being said, take care and keep me informed of everything that happens, alright? If something is too difficult to resolve, send me a letter. And please, rest well. Good night, Caiome.

       At the bottom of the letter were drawings of sushi pieces and stuffed eggs.

       Caiome laughed and let herself fall back, leaning against the cold wall of the hallway that gave her another impulse, waking her up. Still, it didn't stop her from rereading the letter, studying the carefully written, slightly inclined words, the only harmonic thing in such great chaos.

      Caiome closed her eyes, letting her forehead touch the letter, trying to put her thoughts in order. She knew what she had to do, she was fine, she had to be and she had to tell herself that. She had to make herself believe it. She was a very good liar, could she not lie to herself at least?

       She took a deep breath, and the letter smelled of ink and paper, and her mind wandered to Ayato's office which, although chaotic, found a comforting thought in it. How had it happened that from that office where she had peace, she ended up in this madness? That Ayato was there, caught in chains, while she was here, holding back from breaking them and crossing the line.

       She folded the letter and put it in her pants pocket, then went back into the salon and continued her routine: pouring sugar into the pot, rubbing chests with salt, wiping children's foreheads, and arguing with arrogant parents.

 

Notes:

I finish the year with some chapters, and, as you may have noticed, with Zhongli's appearance on his birthday (I couldn't not post this chapter with him in it since he's my favourite character in the game, the one I started Genshin for and still my supreme-loved one since then - four years have past... time surely does fly).

To explain some things, I have several stories for that many characters in the game, all of them happening not exactly in the same time, but they sure run into each other sooner or later or have some small connections between them.

Zhongli's story with Yenxian was the first I came up with in my mind, but it's too complicated to write since I don't have all necessary info that I want - mainly the end of the game and what Zhongli's role would be in the end. Also, it's a very... long story and surely has more action and deep things, and gods and so on than this one that features Ayato and Caiome (that's why I started with this one since it was simpler to write).

Yenxian mentioned a name, Xueying, who is the OC and the love interested I created for Baizhu. As you have may noticed, Yenxian has a very DEEP connection with the Dark Market (which contains Black, Phantom and Death Markets). A little spoiler, since the story of Baizhu and Xueying's will probably be the next one I'll write, Xueying is also connected to the Dark Market, specifically the Death Market. Those are just some details I really wanted to mention since they can be easily overlooked, but are also important - not for their stories per se, but for the little connections I created between them and that I love, since I wanted to bring my OCs together in a way or another.

With that being said, have a very Happy New Year and a Happy Lantern Rite as well!^^

Chapter 59: Chapter 59 ~ The Raiden Shogun and the Resting Soul

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Chapter 59 ~ The Raiden Shogun and the Resting Soul

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       Esteemed Lord Kamisato,

       We are sincerely sorry to hear about the current situation in Inazuma and hope you will get through it as well. We know how dangerous the eruption of an epidemic is and how easily it can spread, what immense consequences it can have. Nevertheless, if the balance of things starts to decline, please send us a letter... Perhaps we can help in a way that does not also endanger Liyue.

       Thank you for informing us so quickly about the danger. As of now, no cases of sarasthuza have been discovered in Liyue, but we will be as careful as possible. For this, you have our entire gratitude and we remain in your debt.

       Also, I would like to humbly apologize for the upcoming information. We could not find this plant called sarasta, and it seems no doctor in Liyue knows of its existence, properties, or anything that could create similar effects to diminish the virus to the point where it could even disappear. However, we are at your disposal if you need help, as mentioned earlier.

       Hoping to hear only good news,

       Tianquan Ningguang

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       Caiome did not sleep all night. There was simply too much to do and rather, she stood guard so that none of the noble parents would take their child at night and leave with them. She didn't have as many Shuumatsuban members at her disposal as she would have liked, so every person was important.

       Moreover, that was not the only reason. Although only a day had passed, the children's condition worsened. They were much paler, and the fever persisted. As soon as they put a cold water towel on their forehead, it warmed up and had to be replaced. The salt no longer seemed to have an effect, easing their breathing, and the melted sugar began to stifle the air, so they had to ease up on it, but at least it calmed the children.

      Arasthea came that evening to put everyone to sleep again, but they woke up in less than three hours. And she could not be permanently next to the children, considering she was still looking for any piece of information that could lead to another sarasta flower. But it wasn't uncommon for the children to ask her about that beautiful fairy with hair made of snow and emerald eyes who gave them a moment of peace.

       Arasthea was right; it really was Caiome's fault. If she had kept one flower for them until...

       And what was even worse...

       One of the children, a five-year-old girl, did not make it through the night. She died that morning before the dawn even broke the sky. Her parents were asleep next to her when it happened, and Caiome managed to take her in her arms without being noticed and went outside into the garden, laying her down and covering her with a white sheet. Then she took on the responsibility of waking up her parents and leading them outside, where they collapsed next to their daughter's body, in tears, screams, and pain.

       At least the other children couldn't hear them.

       Caiome expected that little girl to be the first to go among them. She hadn't even reached the age where her immune system could fully develop, and there were still four others like her in that room. And still hundreds like her throughout Inazuma.

       Because reports of the first deaths rushed in. Thirty confirmed fatal cases in the last twenty-four hours, all children under seven years old; twenty-four cases among the elderly over seventy years old.

        Caiome rubbed her eyes, looking at the paper given by Koshi. She was sitting in a separate room, away from the horrible looks of the noble parents who realized where the five-year-old girl had disappeared.

       "Thank you, Koshi," she said, shaking her head slightly.

       "There is more, miss," he said. "If you can follow me outside."

       Caiome looked at him confused, but followed him anyway through the hallways to the front garden, towards the massive gates of the residence. Caiome did not stop walking but immediately recognized the figures standing in the middle of the path: Ayato, Chisato, Kamaji, Yae Miko, and seeing her for the first time in her life, Raiden Ei.

       Raiden Ei exuded a strong aura, making you feel her power pressing down on your shoulders, trying to bring you to your knees. However, her posture and power did not stop Caiome from taking large steps toward her, clenching her fists. She hated the gods, and more than that, she hated seeing them here, among mortal humans who were soon to die.

       "What are you doing here?" she said, looking into her purple eyes.

       Raiden Ei raised her chin, and there didn't seem to be any particular expression on her face.

       "Caiome," Chisato sighed, while Ayato moved closer to her, looking long at the dark circles under her eyes. Still, her body trembled with energy, and her gaze was strongly fixed on Raiden Shogun's eyes.

       "Caiome," he said in a softer tone, placing his hand on her back. "Calm down."

       "Not until I hear an answer."

       It was as if she wasn't thinking, and didn't want to either. She was standing in front of a deity, the ruler of Inazuma, and she was an outsider. And yet, Caiome felt Raiden Ei distant from her, even though she had no right to. Truth be told, it should have been the other way around.

        "So this is the one you told me about," Raiden Ei said to Ayato, and Ayato nodded slightly.

       "Yes, Your Excellency. This is Caiome, a member of the Yashiro Commission."

        "I don't need you to introduce me," Caiome snapped.

       "I should thank you for the effort you've put in so far," Ei said. "If I had known things were this serious, I would have come sooner."

       "To do what?" Caiome scoffed in a mocking laugh that made Yae Miko frown.

       "Careful, child. You're speaking to the All Mighty Shogun."

       "Like I care," Caiome shot back. "She can't kill me even if she wanted to, especially since it seems she doesn't know how to deal with something like sarasthuza."

       "Don't puff yourself up just because you have some experience with this disease," Yae said. "Even if I could guess what kind of experience you've had with it..."

       Caiome shot her a look as if she could draw her sword and cut off the fox's long ears.

       Ei raised her hand, letting it float lightly between the two. Even though she was the temporary object of Caiome's hatred, Ei didn't seem to take it personally, or to care too much.

       "I came just to see them. I'm a god; I do not wear the virus, so I don't think I can harm them."

        That was true, considering that gods operated under different rules than mortals. Just as Arasthea couldn't carry the virus, neither could Ei, and most likely, neither could Yae Miko.

       "You can't do them any good either," Caiome said. "What will you do if you go in there? Hold their hands, look at them kindly, tell them that everything will be fine? What will you say when they ask you if they're going to die, Raiden Shogun? What will you tell them if they ask if you can heal them? You're a god, you have power, and they, like children and civilians who have lived in Inazuma, admire you and respect you. They will seek salvation in you when, apart from sarasta, there is no other salvation. What will happen when, if we don't find the sarasta flower, they slowly fade away, and you can't help them?"

       Ei remained silent for a few seconds because, even though she was a god, she couldn't deny Caiome's words. And the others, including Yae, seemed to agree, as they hadn't said anything either.

       "The way I see it," Ei said, "I could offer them a shred of hope at least. You won't be able to stop me anyway, but I want to see them. The only reason I'm asking for your permission is because, while there's a massive gap in experience between us on many other things, I've never encountered this disease before, so I can say the infected are your patients. Not even a god can override a doctor's instructions, even if unofficially, when it comes to the lives of their subjects."

       Caiome snorted, wrinkling her nose. She had nothing personal against her... well, she had something personal against all the gods, but nothing personal against Raiden Ei herself.

       "It's my duty to be with them," Ei continued, "and it's my will as well. Otherwise, I wouldn't have asked to meet with you first before entering the house."

       "They're not the only children suffering," Caiome said.

        "I know," Ei said.

       "And not the only elderly just because they're nobles."

       "I know that too," Ei repeated. "But before I see the others, I wanted to see you."

       Caiome just stared at her for a long moment, then turned on her heel, pulled her scarf over her face, and re-entered the mansion.

       "Why does she always need to have that disdainful attitude whenever I meet her?" Yae mumbled under her breath, and Ayato chuckled nervously, trying to cover Caiome's behaviour with his own polite demeanour.

       "These are hard times, Lady Yae, Your Excellency," he said. "Please excuse her approach, but as someone who knows most about this disease right now, her nerves are stretched to the limit."

       "You should find out why," Yae said.

       "That is my intention. Shall we go in?"

       It was true that Raiden Ei's presence, besides amazing everyone, had brought a bit of solace. She sat on the floor among the children, while mothers and fathers besieged her from all sides to bless their children and get through this obstacle smoothly.

       Meanwhile, Caiome went about her tasks, and out of all of them, only one child wasn't affected by Raiden Shogun's presence, just as he wasn't affected by Arasthea's either. Watanabe Daichi lay under his blankets with a wet towel on his head, staring at the ceiling, while his mother implored Raiden Ei to protect him.

       "You don't seem pleased with the situation," he said at one point when Caiome placed some clean towels in the corner of the room, right next to his bed.

       Caiome looked at him. "Neither are you with Shogun's presence here."

       "Normally, I would have been," he said. "It's the first time I've seen her, but... my body doesn't seem too enthusiastic."

       Caiome sat down next to him, took the towel off his forehead, dipped it in cold water, squeezed it, and placed it back on his forehead, and Daichi seemed to mumble, closing his eyes slightly. Caiome opened the box next to his head, a box that everyone had, and took out the small syrup made from kumame. She opened the bottle and placed its edge on his lips.

       Daichi coughed a few times, a little blood coming out of the corner of his mouth. Caiome wiped it away with a handkerchief before he could realize what was really happening.

       "I know what happened to that girl," Daichi continued, whispering. "The Murasaki family's daughter, right? The other children haven't figured it out yet because they're too unconscious, too focused on their own situation to realize that one of us left the room. She died, didn't she? Last night... I saw you take her away from her parents. And when you led them out, they didn't come back. You made it very clear that we couldn't leave, so you wouldn't have taken her out yourself. And I've heard a lot about this sarasthuza. It certainly wasn't cured..." His eyes seemed to wander around him, his voice seemed as fading away. "We're going to die, aren't we? All of us," he looked around the room at the children lying on the mattresses.

       Caiome closed the box quietly. "Don't you have anything else to think about?" she asked.

       "Like what?" Daichi said in a weak laugh. "Since I arrived here, this is all I can think about. How the medicines you give us won't help at all."

       "You know too much for your age and situation."

       "I'm a member of the Watanabe family," he said, letting a smile too small appear on his cracked and bruised lips. "I wouldn't afford not to know what's happening, especially when it concerns me too. And also," he added, and his smile faded, "I like medicine. Such a disease can't pass without an antidote, an antidote that you don't have because you don't have the source that caused it."

       Caiome's silence was an excellent confirmation.

        "I'm going to die too, aren't I?" Daichi continued, but his tone was so calm. "In four days from now at most."

       "You're not going to die," Caiome said sharply. "There's a very good chance we'll find that plant; we just need time. So what you need to do is hang on to life and endure."

       Daichi just smiled tiredly. "It's funny how it seems like I see you more than my own parents. My father is still a lord; he had to return home to deal with this crisis, considering it affects the entire economy, just as Lord Kamisato had to leave yesterday."

       "Seriously, you understand too much for your age. When I was your age, I fell into mud and quicksand constantly."

        "I've seen you in the city a few times," Daichi continued, choosing to ignore Caiome's remarks. "Sometimes with Lord Kamisato, more often with that man..." He took a deep, dry breath. "The tall one, with black hair, brown eyes."

       "He's one of... my friends," Caiome said.

       "He seems to enjoy your company a lot," Daichi chuckled, and Caiome realized that this was his solution not to think about the fact that indeed, he might die in a few days or even a few hours.

      "I doubt it," Caiome said. "Basically, he's forced to stay by my side."

      "I don't think he sees you as a punishment. Still, he keeps his distance from you, he's being respectful. Is he a subordinate of yours?"

      If that was Daichi's solution, Caiome was going to give it to him, because she had been exactly the same.

        "Yeah," she said quietly. "I am Lord Kamisato's bodyguard, so his subordinates answer either to me or to him, depending on the situation."

       "Bodyguard?" said Daichi. "I would have never guessed."

       "You don't think I'm capable, pal?"

       "Yes, I do," he said. "I mean... I saw you yesterday standing up to all the nobles without caring about what could have happened, about the difference between you and them in society."

       "Society and status no longer matter now."

       "I agree," Daichi said softly, then coughed a few times again, but this time without any blood. "But it didn't seem to me like you're just a bodyguard. Bodyguards are supposed to be constantly with their employer, which you haven't done; you stayed here."

       "In such circumstances, I think I'm allowed to stay here, especially since none of you know nothing about the sarasthuza."

       "And yet, it seemed to me more like Lord Kamisato just trusts you to handle the situation here by yourself."

       Caiome clenched her teeth slightly. Trust was a strange subject between her and Ayato.

       "You don't know what you're talking about," Caiome said, folding a towel she had just unfolded herself.

       "No?" Daichi said. "At least I know that since you both came in here, Lord Kamisato hasn't taken his eyes off you."

       Caiome glanced out of the corner of her eye, more out of instinct, to the corner of the room where indeed Ayato was seated on a wooden chair, looking towards her. He had that penetrating gaze, not conveying anything specific, just observing. Caiome immediately looked away, which amused Daichi.

       "Simply his bodyguard my foot," he mumbled amused.

       "In any case," she quickly continued, "you should rest."

       "I can't sleep," he said. "I heard you've been to many places. Can you tell me a story?"

       Caiome wasn't in the mood to tell stories, but considering everything that was happening... She took off her jacket, revealing one of her thin scars stretching from her elbow to her shoulder, so think that you could barely see it.

       "See this?" she said. "You'd think it's an insignificant scar. It was given to me by a small dragon from Natlan who at first seemed ridiculously adorable; but it had a horrible temperament. It started chasing me through the entire forest before knocking me down and attacking me with its beak. I was fourteen. Arasthea saved me from it, and all she had to do was say 'go away!'"

       Daichi rolled his eyes slightly. "That's a stupid story."

       "But not less true," Caiome said. "But if you want a more exciting story..." She paused and thought. "I met a god once."

       "So did I," Daichi said, pointing to Raiden Ei who was beginning to say goodbye to the crowd. "She's staying right there."

       "Not that kind of god," she said, seeming to plunge into a distant memory. "This god was... so beautiful in a way you don't see in other gods. He had gentle, golden eyes, a clean golden, like the sun, and he shone just as brightly. But he had a white hair, like the full moon. I don't know his name. One night, without a moon, without a single star in the sky, I got lost in the mountains. It was too dark to see even a few steps ahead of me. There was danger everywhere. I was injured, barely able to walk, and I had no one with me because I was the one who ran away, thinking I could manage on my own. It started to rain, so I hid in a cave... Actually, it was too small to be called a cave. And I began to cry because I had never felt so alone. I was sixteen years old. Then this god appeared out of nowhere. He came on a path, approaching with small steps, shining through the rain. He smiled at me and held out his hand, telling me he knew how tired I was of anything. His aura made me feel weak, making me fall asleep, and all I knew was that he had lifted me in his arms, taking me out of that cave. Then he took me back. He guided me and told me a kind of secret."

       "What secret?" Daichi asked curiously.

       "He told me that when you feel lost, you just have to look up at the high sky and let your soul rest before moving on. Don't rush and give yourself time."

       "Sounds like a good advice."

       Caiome nodded. "A very good advice. It has helped me many times since then, and I'm sure it could help you too."

       Daichi closed his eyes. "Let your soul rest," he whispered softly. "Give yourself time."

       And within a few seconds, he fell asleep.

       Caiome looked at him for a few long seconds, at his thick, wet black hair from the towel that also wiped the sweat from his forehead and face. He was buried in all those blankets, and his chest rose and fell gently... too gently...

       Raiden Shogun eventually left together with Yae Miko, who performed a small blessing ritual or something similar, and the others returned to silently watching over their children, kissing their hands and foreheads, praying silently.

 

Chapter 60: Chapter 60 ~ The Words to Her Excellency and the Tears of a Friend

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Chapter 60 ~ The Words to Her Excellency and the Tears of a Friend

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      Caiome splashed cold water on her face, rubbing her eyes. Her arms were numb, and she was kneeling in front of the water basin by the garden fountain. She would give anything to dive into the garden pond.

       She ran her hands through her tied-up hair, slicking it back against her scalp, then leaned on the wooden edges of the basin, staring at her reflection in the water. All she saw staring back was a blurred, dark figure. That's exactly how she felt now.

      "You look like you haven't slept for days," Ayato's voice came from her behind, approaching her with small steps.

       Caiome just grabbed the small towel by the basin and wiped her face, avoiding looking at him and trying to hide her tired expression. She shook her head mentally, trying to adopt an energetic attitude.

       "I'm fine," she said from behind the towel, then lowered it. Her cheeks were pink from rubbing, and her eyes sparkled as she looked at Ayato.

       Who, of course, didn't believe her.

       "I'm more frustrated than tired," she waved her hand dismissively.

       Ayato just stood in front of her, less than two steps away, tilting his head slightly to one side. He wasn't smiling, and it was almost impossible to read what was going on behind his thoughts and gaze. He looked exhausted too, but in a different way. Unlike Caiome, he could at least stand without swaying every five minutes.

      It was strange because Caiome could go quite some time without sleeping. But now, the whole situation regarding everyone was more delicate.

       Ayato raised his hand and tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear, studying the pallor of her skin and the dark circles under her tired red eyes. He couldn't lie; every time he looked at her, something tightened in his chest, most likely fear. The warmth of her skin was too reminiscent of the onset of a fever, and her tired eyes gave the impression they might bleed at any moment. He had heard her cough twice in the salon, and Ayato already had a handkerchief ready to wipe the blood, but nothing like that had happened.

       "There are enough doctors and parents in the rooms. You should sleep a bit," he said. "When was the last time you closed your eyes?"

       "Stop it," Caiome said, pushing his hand away with her arm and turning her head from him. "I don't need and don't want that kind of talk from you."

       "I am saying it for your own good."

       "Don't. The last thing I want now is for someone to focus on me instead of the others. Unlike these children and elderly, I'm as healthy as a horse."

       "That does not mean--"

       "Stop it, Ayato," she shot him a frowning look that made Ayato grit his teeth. "Please," she added more softly, "just... stop."

      "Alright then," he put his hand down. "If you do not want to have this kind of discussion, let's switch to another. You had an interesting reaction when Her Excellency came this morning."

       Caiome started folding the towels she had washed, wrung, and dried with her Vision's power. "Don't even mention it."

       Ayato sighed. "I do not know what there is between you and... gods or between you and Arasthea. I am still trying to patiently wait until you decide to tell me yourself. But these people are Her Excellency's subjects."

       "I didn't forbid her anything," she said, tossing the folded towels on top of each other. "So I don't know what you want from me."

       "She is just trying to help, like all of us."

       "Giving false hopes isn't helping," Caiome retorted. "It's just putting obstacles in my way."

       "Caiome, don't you see what you're doing?" he said, but in a ridiculously gentle tone despite the tension between them and both their stretched nerves. "You are trying to do everything alone."

       "If that were true," she laughed nervously, "no one would be in that salon. How can you say that? I have all of you--"

      "That is not what I mean," he said, placing his hands over her wrists, pressing them against the fluffy, dry towels. "I mean you do not trust anyone, not more than on the surface. The only reason you let someone else intervene in what you are doing is because, physically, you can not do it all. Anyone can see that."

       Caiome gritted her teeth, trying to pull her hands out from under his palms. "So?"

       "You will collapse."

       "No, I won't. You don't know that, you're just assuming," she lifted her chin, confronting him.

       "Caiome, I really don't want us to argue in such conditions--"

       "Then stop with the stupid remarks and just leave me alone, okay?"

       Ayato sighed in defeat, turning his hands over her wrists, raising her arms, and placing them in front of his own face. Lowering his head, but not touching his forehead to her hands, it seemed like he was hiding behind a screen.

       "Do you really take my words so lightly when it comes to you?" he asked.

       "You're the one who takes my words lightly," Caiome said, then gently pulled her hands down, leaving Ayato no choice but to let go.

        Because he knew better than to confront a Caiome who didn't want to listen. And at the same time, he wanted to open her ears and eyes and make her truly look at him, to make her listen to his words and understand them.

        Caiome folded the last towels and placed them in the wicker basket, but when she went to pick it up and return to the residence, Koshi appeared in front of her with an almost embarrassed expression.

       "Miss, something has happened."

       Caiome and Ayato exchanged glances, then followed Koshi out of the residence, down two streets in the now-empty city that exuded a morbid, ghostly atmosphere. Caiome realized as she crossed the garden what to expect, so when she heard the cries of the two noble parents kneeling in the middle of the alley over the frail body of an eight-year-old boy, holding him and weeping over his chest and eyes, Caiome couldn't show any expression.

       Two streets. That was as far as the child could endure outside the room. He didn't even make it to the front of his own home.

       "It seems they slipped out before Her Excellency, the Raiden Shogun, left the residence," Koshi said. "They hid decently until they were caught by the Shuumatsuban here."

       Caiome took small steps towards them, and the two parents lifted their tearful eyes to her, their faces swollen and twisted with pain. Caiome was like a shadow above them, a furious figure spreading darkness.

       Caiome reached her hand to Koshi. "Give me your ninjaken," she demanded.

       Koshi complied, not seeming to care that he was, as a Shuumatsuban member, in front of the nobles.

       Caiome took the weapon and crouched in front of them, meeting their gaze, looking like an executioner asking for final words. She glanced for a second at the dead boy in their arms, turning the short sword, holding it by the blade with her fingers.

       Then she threw it on the stone pavement between her and the parents, making a sharp, deadly, mortal sound.

       "Your arms carried your child this far," she said coldly. "Your judgment killed him. You decide how to pay for this."

       Then she stood up and turned on her heel, leaving the two nobles behind. Soon, no more cries were heard on the empty alleys, and the Shuumatsuban collected three bodies that afternoon from the streets of Inazuma City.

       Caiome burst through the salon's doors, and the nobles turned their heads towards her, only to see her dark expression.

       "This time," she said, "they brought it upon themselves. Next time, I will cut your throats personally. I don't think I need to mention what this is about."

       She left the salon, almost running until she was outside in the garden. She ran her hands over her face and through her hair, grabbing the back of her neck, trying to breathe.

       "Caiome--"

       "Trust?" she said quickly, looking up at Ayato. "This is what happens when I try to trust and when I'm not there."

       Ayato looked at her for a second, then approached and raised his hands, placing his palms on her cheeks. Caiome tried to pull away, but Ayato held her firmly in front of him, making her look at him.

       "Have trust in me. At least in me."

       Trust him? How could she? He didn't know about sarasthusa, he didn't know what happened ten years ago, he didn't know what it meant to her... He couldn't know, and he would never know, because Caiome was determined not to let him.

       "Please?" he whispered, and Caiome felt her own chest tighten.

       Had she ever trusted him? She followed his orders when she agreed with them, and she stayed around him most of the time. But did she trust him? It was hard to think she could have trust in him, but at the same time, it was just as hard to look at him, to see the Ayato she had known for months, and think she didn't trust him at all. Especially when he was asking like this...

       What did it take to say that, yes, she trusted him, when Caiome didn't even trust herself?

       She squeezed her eyes shut. She couldn't let herself fall prey to his words so easily.

       She took his wrists in her hands, guiding them down. "How is Himawari?"

        Ayato remained silent, looking back towards the house entrance, which gave Caiome the answer. "Just like Uta," he said.

       Caiome nodded. "Let's go. I want to see her before I return. I won't stay home, just see her."

       Ayato nodded, teleporting both of them to the front of the residence.

       Only to be met with a surprising scene, accompanied by screams. In front of the gates, Mizuki was struggling with an Uta who was kicking and screaming, while Hirotatsu blocked the entrance with his own body.

       "Let me go!" Uta screamed, nearly dislocating her shoulders as she tried to escape Mizuki.

       "We're going home," Mizuki said. "Didn't you hear what Caiome said? We have to stay inside, especially in your condition--"

       "I feel fine!" Uta yelled back, though her pale face and swollen eyes said otherwise. "I want to see Hima."

        "Uta!"

       "What is happening here?" Ayato asked as he approached the entrance, and the two siblings stopped their struggle.

       "My lord," Mizuki said, while Uta took the opportunity to break free completely from his grasp, running towards the two, Caiome kneeling as Uta stopped in front of her.

       She was flushed, had a fever, and clearly showed symptoms of sarasthuza, but she wasn't in as severe a state as the noble children. Her eyes were teary, but the tears weren't blood, only a light pink, as if her body couldn't decide whether to be sick or not.

       "Caiome... my lord, please," she whimpered, starting to sniffle. She held a stuffed bear in her hands, and her legs trembled. "I want to see Hima. She hasn't answered any of my letters in the past few days."

       "How did you get here in the first place?" Caiome asked.

       "She jumped out of the window," Mizuki said. "We realized too late that she had left home, and we caught her here."

       "Uta, do you know how much harm it can cause you to be outside, without warmth?"

       "I don't care," she cried again. "Please, let me see her."

       With Caiome and Ayato there, begging was Uta's only chance.

       Ayato knelt down beside her. "If we let you see her, do you promise not to run away again?"

       Uta nodded frantically, but her legs were too weak, and the earlier struggle had been too fierce for her to stand upright. Ayato took her in his arms and lifted her, wrapping his arms around her thin, frail body. Uta put her arms around his neck, burying her face in his shoulder, starting to sob and cry, clutching his clothes in her weak, little fists.

       "I'll carry her," he said, standing up and entering the mansion.

       They climbed the stairs to the upper floor, and when Ayato opened the door and set Uta down, she quickly ran to the bed where Himawari was hidden under blankets, breathing heavily, completely ignoring Ayaka who was sitting on a chair by the closed window.

       "Hima?" Uta asked softly, searching for her hand under the blankets, grabbing and squeezing it tightly.

       Himawari half-opened her eyes, and a weak smile formed on her cracked lips. "Hello, Uta," she whispered. "How are you feeling?"

       But Uta couldn't respond, trying to swallow her tears.

       Himawari looked worse than Ayato had said, which was obvious from Ayaka's expression as she stood up from the chair, approaching the two. She gently shook her head, but that didn't stop Caiome from getting closer to the girls, trying to smile encouragingly.

       "It seems our Himawari is doing better than she lets on," she said, sitting on the edge of the bed.

       "I missed the dance lessons," Himawari whispered weakly.

       "Hmm," Caiome mused, appearing thoughtful. "Well, skipping classes always needs punishment. So how about, as punishment, you two stay together until you get better?"

       "Can that be considered a punishment?" Himawari asked.

       "If I say it's a punishment, then it is," Caiome huffed. "Who are you to doubt your teacher?"

       Himawari couldn't say anything more, so she just smiled, trying to push the blanket away. Caiome helped her and told Uta to climb into the bed, then covered both of them. Uta wrapped her arm around Himawari's, still holding the stuffed bear in the other.

       "I brought Tsuki," she said, and although Himawari couldn't see it well, she still let a smile escape.

       "He's as cute as always."

       "And certainly you two and Mr. Tsuki need rest," Ayato said from behind, displaying a polite smile. "So how about you try to sleep a bit? You have nothing else to do today."

        "It seems we will be skipping more lessons," Uta said.

        "I will put in a good word with your teachers for you, alright?" Ayato assured them, and the two nodded. "And when you feel better, how about we have tea together in the garden pavilion?"

       "Tea with Lord Kamisato sounds excellent," Himawari said.

       Then they both closed their eyes, holding each other's hand.

        Caiome ran her hand over each of their foreheads, then rose from the edge of the bed, suddenly overwhelmed with anxiety, exiting the room followed silently by Ayato. Clasping her hands together, she raised her fists to her lips, squeezing her eyes shut in an attempt to dispel her unease.

        "How bad is it?" Ayato asked, and Caiome took a deep breath.

        "If her condition doesn't worsen, she can hold on for a few more days. I need to return to Lord Kamaji's residence. I won't be of any help here."

       "I'll escort you," Ayato said.

       "No," she refused instantly. "As I'm useless here, you're useless there."

       But Caiome still didn't move, pressing her forehead into her fists. Though trembling, she didn't seem to falter, but rather used it to keep herself moving.

        "The things you said to the Shogun..." Ayato began, "were they really for Her Excellency?"

        Caiome gave him a brief side glance. "What do you mean?"

        But Ayato didn't need words to explain, nor did Caiome to understand. Their relationship had surpassed such trivial matters, and a look was enough for them to understand each other. It was something that unsettled Caiome... even scared her, as it had never happened before with anyone else.

      Ayato was asking if those things were actually for her, if those accusations were actually directed at her. Because among everyone, Caiome seemed the most genuinely afraid of failure, but not because of the premature deaths of the children, but because she bore a guilt that, according to Ayato, shouldn't exist.

        But he couldn't say that because Caiome was already leaving without another word.

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       The only thing that brought the children a bit of joy was Itto's behaviour and his insistence on spending time trying to cheer them up. This was what Caiome returned to when she left home, seeing a crowd of parents not wanting to let Itto into the salon, even though he was covered from head to toe and looked very cheerful.

       Caiome quickly cleared the way for everyone. A bit of cheerfulness was good for the children, so Itto got to work with his friends. Dressed up and playing among the children, telling jokes and goofing around, Itto managed to bring smiles to their faces for a few tens of minutes and take their minds off the pain while Caiome stood in a corner, watching the surroundings attentively.

       "I think out of all of us," Daichi began from beside her, "you're the only one who doesn't let yourself be swayed by moments of joy."

       Caiome rolled her eyes slightly. "I'm just being vigilant," she replied.

       "You're vigilant about some youkai masks?" he seemed to mock.

       "You don't seem too interested in the show either," Caiome retorted.

       "I liked his play at the festival. And at the wedding. But I guess I'm a quieter person by nature."

       "I can see that," Caiome said. "You like medicine, right?"

       Daichi nodded slowly, fidgeting in his bedclothes, as if he couldn't find a comfortable position.

       "My family has spent generations, for hundreds of years, on the battlefield. On the battlefield, people die, and no one is there when it happens. No one can help them there. I've heard too many stories like that, so I thought... what if I could save them?"

       Caiome pursed her lips. It wasn't exactly a favourable topic for the current situation, but Daichi didn't seem bothered if he was the one talking about it.

       "There will always be a fight," he continued in a low voice, "there will always be danger, you can't protect them from it forever. But when the chance arises, you could help them live a little longer. Just like you do."

       Caiome blinked fast. "Me?"

       "Isn't that what you're doing now?" he chuckled, feeling his chest tighten with pain. "Through everything you do, through every argument with our parents, you're saving us a little longer. Things don't seem as terrible when I see someone so dedicated... someone who is exactly how I'd want to be if I get through this virus."

       "You will," Caiome said softly. "I think you should be more worried about school and lessons. It's not easy becoming a doctor."

       "I know," he said. "I intend to be the best that ever existed in all of Inazuma's history."

       "And then I won't need to stay and nag each of you," Caiome said. "You'll handle the stubborn parents yourself."

       Daichi snorted. "What about you?" he asked.

       "What about me?"

       "Don't you have a specific dream?"

       "Hmm," Caiome said. "I've never had such a grand dream. Ever since I can remember, I've just wandered from one part of the world to another, letting the days pass by. And even if I had the opportunity or the ambition to think of something similar, I've caused too many bad things to allow myself to think about it."

       "You talk as if you're a criminal," Daichi said.

       "You're from a noble family, you know what it means to be a bodyguard. It means that sometimes we do things that can be seen as evil."

       "I don't think you're just a bodyguard," he shook his head slightly. "You're too kind."

       Caiome snorted. "You'd be the first to say that."

       "I don't think I'm the only one who thinks that, though. But it's also nice to think about a dream, just to have something to hold onto in times like these. If you could be something, anything, without seriously thinking about it, what would you be?"

       Caiome narrowed her eyes. "Well, I think I'd be your assistant."

       "Yeah, sure," Daichi said.

       "What?" Caiome replied. "I know a few things about medicine."

       "I know I said you don't seem like just a bodyguard, but you don't have the makings of a medical assistant either. You are kind, but you are too scary for the other kids."

       "I didn't need to hear that from you," she mumbled.

        "That being said," Daichi continued, "I do not think you could be just an assistant, or just a doctor. Somehow, I believe you could be something much greater."

       "Like what? Like the leader of a nation?" she joked.

       "If your scary attitude can be used to put troublesome people in their place, then I would be glad to see you leading a nation."

       Caiome rolled her eyes in amusement. She couldn't tell Daichi that, at the moment, his father was the noble causing problems and wanting to throw Inazuma into a civil war. Although, it was true that he hadn't made any moves recently, nor had Ubisaki, and the mercenaries hadn't caused any trouble either. But Daichi, no matter how mature he seemed for his age, didn't need to know all that just yet.

       "I don't think I'd be suitable," she said instead. "It would mean too much of a hassle with annoying nobles."

       "That I agree with," Daichi said. "You do not know how happy I am that my father is not the head of the clan and does not have to leave that to me in the future. I would not be a good leader either. Seems we have something in common. Just like our lack of sleep."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow. 

       "I don't think anyone here has seen you sleep even for an hour," he continued.

       "Don't you start too."

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       Honourable Lord Kamisato,

       We will always be grateful for the warning about sarasthuza. Fortunately, no such symptoms have reached even the borders of Sumeru, but we will continue to be vigilant.

       However, regarding sarasta, although it is a desert plant, we have found no information in our archives about it. Nevertheless, we continue our searches to assist you as soon as we find even the slightest bit of information.

       If you need any other kind of help, do not hesitate to send us a letter. You will always have priority, given the urgent situation you are in.

       With much respect,

       Acting Grand Sage Alhaitham

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       The report came that evening, and things were not looking good at all. Despite all the measures taken, in the last twelve hours, there had been another twenty-seven confirmed fatal cases among children and eleven among the elderly.

       This was bad. Things were progressing too quickly in too little time. Much faster than Caiome remembered from ten years ago, even though they were doing the same things and even better because here they had far more resources, many more possibilities, and conditions.

       Caiome slumped into a chair, starting to think. What else could she do... Was she missing something? Maybe clear thinking, but many events were piling up on top of each other. Fortunately, no other noble parent had tried to remove their child from the salon so far. It seemed the death of the three family members was enough to really scare them.

       Even if it costed the innocent life of a child.

       She needed to think. What was different here from the desert village, apart from the obvious, the environment they lived in? It was just as warm, the medicines were helping very well, reducing the fever now and then, even if not completely. The food was tasty and fresh, they were covered by the sun, there were calming effects, and Arasthea was here.

       Caiome leaned back, breathing deeply, and from under the door of the small room that Chisato had lent her, a scent of evening garden wafted in, a fresh smell of greenery. Caiome frowned, feeling something familiar in the atmosphere.

       She jumped, standing up.

       Aloe!

       Of course, the desert was full of aloe, and Kandra had used a ton of aloe lotions ten years ago.

       Caiome burst out and searched for Chisato until she found her in the ward of the elderly nobles, who were holding up better than the children anyway.

       "Aloe!" she said, grabbing her by the arm. "How much aloe can we find in Inazuma?"

       "Uh... I'm not sure," Chisato said. "How much do we need?"

        "As much as possible," Caiome said, suddenly feeling full of energy, bouncing from one foot to the other. "Contact every pharmacy, every importer, we need all the aloe they have and even more."

       Soon, crates full of aloe gathered in the courtyard of the residence, and Caiome got to work. She began cutting leaves, peeling them, and scraping the entire gelatinous juice inside into a bucket. Then she took the bucket and went into the salons, applying a layer of gel on the faces of the children and elderly who began to cough because of the pungent smell.

       What was certain was that the fever began to drop, but the amount of aloe was too small to be distributed to all the houses in Inazuma that needed it. So Caiome resorted to the only method she could think of, which was for each patient to benefit from it only once until they could get a larger quantity of aloe.

       But no one should know this except Chisato, Kamaji, and Ayato.

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       Esteemed Acting Grand Sage Alhaitham,

       I appreciate your tireless efforts to help us. If you find any small detail about sarasta, please contact us as soon as possible.

       As for the offer you made, I would like to ask for your help with an important matter that could tip the balance in our favour. Our experts who have previously dealt with this disease believe that the aloe plant can help the infection retreat, but the amount of aloe imported to Inazuma at the moment is smaller than we need.

       I would like to request a shipment from Sumeru, considering it is the homeland of aloe.

       If you fear the spread of the virus, our experts have guaranteed that it can only be transmitted from person to person through contact, so I come with the following solution: the shipment should be left in the port, and my people will come to collect it after your ship leaves.

       I understand if you would still be afraid despite this solution, and I understand if you want to refuse my request, but I have no choice but to appeal to your reason.

       I look forward to your response with the greatest anticipation.

       With much respect,

       Lord Kamisato Ayato, Head of the Kamisato clan and the Yashiro Commission

 

Chapter 61: Chapter 61 ~ The Smile of a Child and that Day in Winter

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Chapter 61 ~ The Smile of a Child and that Day in Winter

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       Caiome no longer felt her hands from cutting and cleaning so many aloe leaves, and she knew she wouldn't get rid of that smell from her hands anytime soon. The salon still smelled sweet, but the aloe smell was also present, creating a total chaos of scents.

       "How are you feeling, kid?" she asked as Daichi mumbled.

       "Numb," he said. On his face was a colorless layer of still slightly wet aloe that would soon harden and then crack from the body's heat. "And you?"

       "Numb," Caiome said in turn. "See these hands? They've never worked so many hours since they were born."

       Daichi just smiled. "I can actually believe that."

       "But," Caiome said, pulling a bound book from a leather bag, catching Daichi's attention, "I brought you this."

       "What is that?" he asked, trying to sit up, and Caiome jumped to help him. Daichi sat hunched over, visibly weakened, with sunken cheeks and clouded eyes, but if he had the energy to sit up, that was good.

       She left the book in his lap, and Daichi opened it. It was old, with yellowed pages, slightly torn at the edges, containing drawn pictures of all kinds of plants and notes, with many details and as many angles as possible. On almost every page was a calligraphic K.

       "It's a book of medicinal plants, of course," Caiome said. "You want to be a doctor, right? And this is a very important edition," she emphasized. "It's also the only one, a manuscript, obviously, taken directly from the source."

       Daichi suddenly seemed healthier in his cheeks, and his eyes sparkled as he glanced through the pages. "Where did you get it?"

       "Secret," she said, lifting her chin proudly. "Just... hide it if Arasthea comes around, okay?"

       Daichi opened the book to the first page, trying to read, but his gaze blurred every few seconds and he couldn't concentrate. The position he was in already pressed on his lungs, and his breathing became heavier.

       "Maybe you should lie down," Caiome said. "The book isn't going anywhere. You can read it from cover to cover when you get better."

       "Mmm," Daichi said, leaning back. "Too bad... It looked interesting."

       Caiome watched him for a few seconds, then sighed and took the book in her hands. She sat next to him and leaned back, holding the book above her head on the first page, where an immense plant with many broad, oval, and striated leaves was drawn on each page.

       "Plantain," she began to read, and suddenly the room seemed to empty of any whispers, deepening into silence. "Plantain contains substances that can help reduce inflammation, soothe insect bites, improve digestion, and speed up the healing of superficial wounds. The plant's flowers are green, and the leaves are oval and contain anti-inflammatory compounds, including flavonoids, terpenoids, glycosides, tannins, vitamins A and C, as well as minerals like iron, calcium, potassium. Also, the seeds are similar to fibers with laxative properties, supporting the health of the digestive system. It can be used both internally and externally."

       "And K," Daichi said softly beside her, with a small, proud smile on his lips. "If it has potassium, it also has vitamin K."

       "Uh... sure," Caiome said.

       "The drawings are very good," he whispered, trying to see the brownish page. "Whoever did them is very talented."

       "Of course," Caiome said, adopting her proud attitude again. "I was the one who chose it for you, naturally it has to be the best from the most talented person I've ever heard of."

       "So you know the author?" Daichi asked.

       "Just a little," Caiome said. "We stayed together for a while." She cleared her throat. "Do you want to hear more about plantain or not?"

        Daichi nodded slowly, and Caiome began to read again.

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       The only moments Caiome took a break – and in which she could say she was napping, though she woke up too quickly to even call it an attempt to sleep – were when she retreated to a room near the children's room and sat on the floor in front of a table, scanning through all the reports Koshi left for her.

       That's what she did now, sitting with the stack of papers in front of her. Another fourteen fatal cases among children and eight among the elderly. Fewer than before, which was good. Of the total families living in Inazuma, about 80% have residents affected by the virus – here focusing exclusively on children and the elderly, as they were at risk.

        The remaining 20%... do not even have child or elderly residents.

       Arasthea need to hurry to find that flower.

       A knock on the door brought Caiome back to reality.

       "Come in," she said, and the sliding door glided along its tracks. "If any of those good-for-nothing nobles cause more trouble, tell them I'll personally come and deal with them," she grumbled.

       "Sure, as long as you do not do it in front of the other children," Ayato's voice came, and Caiome looked up, surprised.

       In the candlelight and the night, Ayato was the only thing that had a fresh aura, and just his presence made everything feel more... comfortable.

       "Sorry," she said, rubbing her thighs, as Ayato approached her. "I thought you were Chisato or Kamaji or one of their servants. Your nobles are giving me headaches lately."

       Ayato knelt at the edge of the table, placing a box wrapped in a pale pink scarf, unwrapping it. "Try dealing directly with them for over fifteen years," he chuckled.

       "I don't want to know what it's like to be in your shoes," she said. "What's in there?"

       "Well, a little bird told me that besides your lack of sleep, you are not eating properly either, even though I specifically told you to take care of yourself while you are here."

       "The bird's name is Koshi?" she pouted.

       Ayato didn't respond. Instead, he removed the lid of the wooden box and took out several smaller boxes, which he spread out on the table. Caiome frowned when she saw how many there were, over a dozen.

       "I thought our cook took a small... vacation to take care of his parents with everything going on."

       "You wound me," Ayato said. "I had a bit of free time before my reports arrived tonight."

       Looking into the box, Caiome saw there were also some relatively thin files. Then she raised an eyebrow. "You cooked?" she asked.

       "I thought you were eager to eat something I made."

       Ayato then began to open each box, and Caiome was surprised to see onigiri, noodles, sushi, yakitori, takoyaki, tonkatsu, green and yellow beans with garlic, smoked fish, spiced roasted chicken, salad, and ramen soup.

       Only one box remained unopened.

       "Wow," Caiome said, half-surprised, half-tired. And entirely starving. "Did you have that much time?"

       "I managed my time very well today," he said. "It seems that while Ayaka and Thoma are taking care of their own responsibilities, I am pretty much the only one left to take care of the house in the servants' absence. Mizuki accompanies me while we stay together with Himawari and Uta."

       "How are they?" she asked.

       "Well, since this afternoon when you sent me a detailed letter about what you would do to me if I do not take proper care of them...," Caiome secretly smiled. "They are better since the aloe lotion. And the Acting Grand Sage promised to send a shipment of aloe as soon as possible, so you can at least rest easy about that."

       Given the infection rates reported earlier... Caiome felt a weight lift off her chest.

       "That being said," he took a beautifully carved pair of chopsticks from the big box, "how about you start eating?"

       Caiome gave him a long look but took the chopsticks. "Where are yours?"

       "I ate earlier with Uta and Himawari before leaving Mizuki with them."

       Caiome tilted her head to one side.

       "I swear," Ayato insisted, but Caiome still handed him the chopsticks.

       "I think you, as the little prince you are, need these chopsticks more than I do. I can eat with my hands without worrying about my image being tarnished if, gods forbid, someone sees me."

       Ayato rested his chin in his palm, looking at the chopsticks, then gently pushed them back towards her, raising his purple eyes to her. "I will eat after you, I promise."

       "You might be left without food," she warned him.

       "As long as you are satisfied, I do not mind," he shook his head.

       Caiome looked over his face, which seemed completely still, with that stupidly serene smile, so amused. She played with the chopsticks in her hand, then cleared her throat, her eyes falling on the unopened box under Ayato's hand, as if he were guarding it.

       "What's in there?" she asked.

       "Dessert," he said mysteriously.

       "I swear to Archons, if you open that box and I see some flying bugs--"

       "Just dessert," Ayato said.

       Caiome gave him another scrutinizing look, then began to eat. She didn't know if she should be surprised at how tasty the dishes were, but Ayato saw the satisfaction on her face, and not just because she was finally putting something in her mouth, but because her taste buds were starting to dance. That was all Ayato needed to feel better, and not just because Caiome looked like she might give him a compliment, but because finally, after so many days, he saw her with a slightly bigger appetite.

       She ate from everything, but there was one box Caiome didn't touch, the one with the beans, which was strange. Ayato remembered very well that Caiome liked beans, just like everything else on the table.

       "Why aren't you eating those?" he asked, pointing to the beans.

       "Daichi really likes beans," she mumbled. "Given the situation, the children can't eat many things. Beans are the only thing he can eat. It doesn't seem to bother him, though," she laughed. "He says they're 'full of vitamins, fiber, and minerals, help strengthen bones, heart function, increase potassium and iron levels, and improve blood circulation'," she said as if reciting a poem.

       "I see," Ayato said. "Although, it is a shame. I wanted to know what you think of them."

       Looking at him, Caiome thought Ayato was adopting a puppy-dog expression, although it was almost impossible.

       Nevertheless, she took a bean and ate it.

        "Happy?" she asked, and Ayato just smiled. "Now, the dessert," she demanded.

       Ayato drummed his fingers on the box, then slowly opened it, revealing chocolate cookies that emitted a warm and pleasant sweet aroma. Caiome's eyes widened, grabbing the box and pulling it towards her.

       "You?! Baking cookies?"

       "It wasn't as hard as it looks. Not enough to take the whole night..."

       "Funny," she said, hitting him on the arm.

       She grabbed a cookie and put it in her mouth. It was soft and melted as soon as it touched her tongue, literally making her melt to the floor. She quickly ate another, and another, and another, enjoying the cookies more than all the dishes Ayato had brought her. Although, she did... quite... appreciated it...

       "Try to wipe that expression off your face," he said when Caiome was already on her fifth cookie. "You are almost making me regret working so hard for the rest."

       Caiome began to chew more slowly. "You know I like any kind of food," she mumbled.

       "That is until it comes to cookies or onigiri, since they seem to be your favourite."

       But Caiome just kept eating, as if intentionally ignoring him.

       Which gave Ayato even more time to look at her and study her, and slowly, the smile began to fade from his face as he looked at her even more.

       The dark circles became more pronounced, and her eyelids drooped occasionally; her lips were chapped, but more than that, probably from her bad habit of biting them when she focuses, a wound crossed her lower lip, on the left side, of course; her skin became paler, she was more hunched over than usual, her movements were not as light, her arms moved more sluggishly, and her fingers seemed stiffer; not to mention the calluses in her palm from hours and hours of cleaning aloe leaves.

       A warm, suffocating air, very familiar, emanated from her body.

       Ayato hadn't entered the room with gloves on, so it was very simple for him to raise his hand and place it on her forehead, taking Caiome by surprise. She pulled back, but Ayato already drew his conclusion.

       "You have a fever," he said. "Why do you have a fever?"

       Caiome put the half-eaten cookie back in the box. She lost her appetite, so she began to gather the boxes from the table. "Nothing's wrong," she said.

       "Do you have any other symptoms?"

       "If you're implying that I might have the virus, let me stop you here. That's not the case."

        Ayato didn't seem convinced. "But have you had symptoms?" he insisted.

       "Even if I told the truth, which is no, you still wouldn't believe me," Caiome said. "It's just fatigue, that's all."

       Admitting that she hadn't slept much was better than letting him think she might suffer from the same disease even now. Which wasn't, really wasn't the case, but Ayato had the mindset of someone who considered every possibility, even in situations like these.

       "And why are you tired, Caiome?"

       "Ugh," she said. "You know what? Thank you for the food, but I think I'll go stay with Daichi now. He's not as annoying and insistent as you."

       Caiome leaned on the table and stood up, but she did it too quickly, and the fever from fatigue didn't help, nor did the fact that she barely ate, because food didn't replace sleep. She suddenly felt dizzy, making her stop in her tracks and squeeze her eyes shut before she could even put her foot on the floor.

       "Alright, that's enough," Ayato said, moving next to her.

       Caiome tried to get up again, but Ayato grabbed her arm and sat her back down on the floor.

       "I let you do what you wanted until now because I couldn't keep an eye on you, but now you are going to end this whole show," he continued in a commanding tone compared to the one from a few minutes ago when she joked about the cookies. "Tonight, you will sleep."

       "Don't be absurd," she said, "who knows what might happen--"

       "Nothing will happen. But if you don't sleep at least a few hours, you might ruin everything yourself. Fatigue affects thinking," he said more quietly with a sigh, "and judgment. In a pressing moment that could take you by surprise, you might break. If you do not want to sleep because you are stubborn, fine, but at least think about how much harm you would cause to others if we suddenly lose you. Especially while Arasthea is looking for the sarasta flower... in whatever way she is looking for it."

       Caiome looked at him, and Ayato at her, and... she hated to say it, but he was right. She was the only one who could take the lead in a crisis situation, and if she collapses, she would put everyone in danger. She was the only one who could help them, and if they turned to her, what could Caiome offer them if she couldn't even stand on her own two feet?

       Although she hadn't done a very good job so far, given the number of fatal cases since all that chaos started.

       "Fine," she said, visibly displeased that she had just lost to him.

       "Good," said Ayato with an arrogant smile. "Now, lie down."

       "Where? On the table?" she puffed.

       But Ayato just gently took her wrist and pulled her towards him, and Caiome, eventually, lay down until her head rested on his thigh. Ayato took off his long coat, covering her from the tips of her toes to her chin. Caiome almost trembled when she felt the warmth of the coat, a warmth that wasn't caused by fire but by a human body, a warmth that always felt different.

       "Just like that," Ayato said, and Caiome looked at him from the corner of her eye. "While you sleep, I will take care of these reports and keep an eye on you at the same time, so you will not run away."

       Caiome didn't dare say anything. Between the two of them, Ayato was much more energetic, ready to pull an all-nighter. If she tried to leave, Ayato would probably pin her to the ground and perhaps leave her unconscious to at least force her to sleep. So she just let a sigh escape her chest as the sound of papers being turned came from somewhere above. The candlelight was blocked by the table and Ayato's other leg, which he kept raised with his knee bent. But she still couldn't close her eyes, looking at the floor covered with the tatami mattresses.

       Ayato was so quiet even now, when they were alone, when no one was pushing them to do anything specific, when they finally had a little free time to talk. And yet, he kept silent.

       "You haven't asked me yet," she mumbled.

       "Hm?" he replied. "Ask you what?"

       "About Arasthea at least. Who, what she is, where she comes from... the whole connection between her and the Shuumatsuban."

       "Well, do you know the answers to these questions?" 

       They spoke softly, in a constant rhythm, in a tone fitting for the darkness and candlelight, the golden light spreading around the room.

       Caiome moved her head slightly on his thigh. Surprisingly, it was more comfortable than it seemed. "She once was a goddess. A goddess of mortality and immortality. She has... extensive knowledge regarding... any anatomy, be it animal, mortal, immortal, god, or spirit. And she has many names, as well."

       The rustling of pages continued, and nearby there was the scent of burnt wax.

       "I was eight years old when I met her, Kandra was fourteen. We were in Liyue, while Kandra worked for a doctor in the port. I don't know why we fought that day, and I don't know why I ran away from the room we were living in together, but I left. Kandra searched for me for days in the mountains, and I, I have to admit, got lost. And even though I was starving, thirsty, and cold, I didn't want to go back home, and when Kandra finally found me, I ran away from her again. It started to rain, it was slippery everywhere, it was dangerous, but I still ran, and she still followed me. We both slipped and fell through some sort of... tunnel full of ruins. We fell for a long time, and eventually, I ended up with a broken arm and leg. We couldn't climb back up, at least not me, and Kandra didn't want to leave to get help because neither of us knew the way back, especially to find those ruins again. There was a risk she would lose me forever, we were too far away from any human settlement. So our only option was to venture among the ruins beneath the mountains."

       Another page turned, another candle flickered, and Caiome's eyes began to close, blinking slowly and more frequently.

       "In one of the rooms," she continued, "we found this emerald stone that would have made us rich if we managed to get out of there and sell it. I touched it, but nothing happened. Instead, when Kandra touched it, Arasthea emerged from it as if Kandra had called her. Apparently, there were few people in this world, in this history, who could make the stone's power react and release her."

       "Release her?" Ayato asked.

       "I told you Arasthea has many names, names she has taken over time. But, originally, she comes from here, from Inazuma. She lived among people, she was their doctor and benefactor, worked close to them. Kamisato Haruki was the one who asked her to teach the Shuumatsuban first aid techniques and other similar things when he settled the organization. She assisted the Shuumatsuban for three hundred years, supporting them in their activities, being their personal healer. Then something happened five hundred years ago, something because of the humans, and her goddess status was taken away by the gods of Celestia and she was sealed, then thrown into the ruins in Liyue. She hates both people and gods alike. She's just an immortal spirit who now needs to bind to a mortal to be able to come out of the seal, even though the bond is still there."

       "So the Vision shell..."

       "It's not a Vision. It's an emerald stone that takes the form of a Vision to pass unnoticed, thanks to Arasthea's power. It's illegal to steal a Vision, so Kandra would have been safer if she pretended to be a Vision bearer. And Arasthea made a pact with Kandra, that she would help her become this miracle doctor she wants to become if she gets her out of those ruins. Of course, that's a pretty good pact for someone with Kandra's ambition, so Arasthea helped us get out of the ruins, healed my leg and arm. Four years later, Kandra died, but she made Arasthea swear to make a forced pact with me, to bind to me... and to take care of me considering what I've been through ten years ago."

       Ayato sighed softly, looking down at her. Caiome covered her chin and lips with the coat's collar, curling up like a pretzel next to him, hugging herself and holding onto the coat.

      "Why do you still have symptoms of sarasthuza?" he asked quietly, but Caiome couldn't answer him.

       "That..." she began, but shook her head slowly, as if she didn't want to remember. But from the expression on her face, it seemed she was actually too confused to put her thoughts in order. "It's a more complicated story."

       "You don't have to tell me," Ayato said finally, and his fingers found a silver strand of hair that had strayed from the rest, placing it back. Then he found another... and another. "I was just curious... and because, if something happens to you, I wouldn't want to..."

       "It doesn't work that way," she said, closing her eyes. His touches in her hair felt light, gentle, and Caiome found herself longing for such a feeling. "If I were affected by the virus, I probably would have been dead by now. Or maybe Arasthea is somehow keeping me alive." She shrugged. "I don't know."

       Ayato traced the line of her hair on her temple and behind her ear, placing her loose hair back, even though he had already passed through the same spot twelve times. But there was something... comforting in seeing her hair shine and feeling its soft touch, to see it spread over his leg and hip, on the floor. There was something comforting in knowing she was next to him because these last few days when they had to be separated somehow felt heavy for him. They had been separated before the wedding and now they were separated after the wedding, no matter how much he tried to fight his way towards her. 

       Caiome made things much harder for him, but at the same time, she made them so much easier. And he didn't understand why and how, but when he looked at her... the world didn't seem so bad anymore.

       "I knew you," her voice was heard again, but her tone was much lighter, as if she were telling a dream happening behind closed eyes.

       Ayato blinked a few times, his fingers stopping through her strands. "Excuse me?"

       "I knew you for some time. The first time I came to Inazuma, it's true, wasn't two years ago, but four. Arasthea sensed a sarasta flower here, but we couldn't find it, and since it was winter, it was dangerous to find shelter, and it would have been even more dangerous to find a host considering... my main activity and Arasthea's presence. So we had to leave and to come back another time, two years ago, as I said, but Arasthea always had this interest in Inazuma, so she wanted to visit a place before we boarded a ship. She didn't let me go with her, she threatened me with death," she sketched a smile, "so I had to find something to pass the time. We were already in the mountains, so it wasn't hard for me to find your estate."

       She moved slightly, and there was an amused smile on her lips, as if she were telling the greatest prank the world had ever seen.

       "It was a day in the middle of winter. It was cold, and everything was covered in huge layers of snow. It was sunny, but it was as cold as the night, and yet it started to snow, the kind of peaceful snow you like to watch from inside the house, sitting by the fireplace. But you weren't in the house, by the fireplace, in your fancy office, with your nose buried in files and reports. You were outside, in the garden, under the cherry tree in the middle of the backyard," she said softly and slowly, as if trying to capture every detail in her dream. "You had... slightly shorter hair," she mumbled. "And you were wearing white... You were looking up at the sky, at the snow clouds, and your gaze seemed lost... It seemed like you were enjoying a moment of peace before facing the nightmares again. I didn't know then that I was looking at Lord Kamisato Ayato. I didn't know your name, I didn't even know it was the Kamisato family estate. It was just a nobleman's house I stumbled upon, and in the middle of the garden stood you, some boy from this noble family. When Ayaka brought me home that night when we met, I had forgotten that it was the same house I had visited back then. But imagine how surprised I was when the boy I had seen in the garden, the boy with the lost gaze, appeared in the living room."

       Caiome chuckled brightly before her voice trailed off again. Because things were much easier to say when you weren't looking the other in the eye.

       "I never thought you could be such a maniac when it came to me. I almost forgot about you until that night when, for a second, I realized that no one could ever forget you. Not even me, who glanced at you just for a second on that winter day when I thought our paths would never cross."

       But Ayato didn't reply, his fingers passing through her hair so many times that after Caiome's words, only her rhythmic breathing remained as she quickly sank into a deep sleep. No more pages turned, and the candle flames seemed motionless. For Lord Kamisato... for Ayato, the only things moving were strands of silver hair.

       It had been a long time before Ayato thought it might be enough, yet his fingers kept finding their way to her. He brushed through her hair and its outline, then trailed the backs of his fingers across her face, over her cheeks and the bridge of her nose, over her forehead and her eyelashes. Nothing seemed to disturb her, which encouraged him even more, causing him to lean down further. He touched her chin and her full lips, feeling her warm breath hitting the skin of his hands.

       She was so...

       Ayato gave up. He leaned on his elbow on the table, resting his temple in his fist, looking towards her. Looking towards this ghost who sneaked into his estate on a winter day, and of all the things there, Caiome looked at him. If he had known she was there, would he have looked at her too? Finding himself in this position now, it would be hard to say he wouldn't. It would be hard to imagine he would do anything else but look at her, at her curious eyes and the expression on her face.

       He leaned a bit towards her, as much as his position allowed. The scent of her hair, of wet earth and grass, and fresh cold air, enveloped him once more. He ran his hand through her hair again.

       "Sometimes," he whispered in the empty room, "it feels as if I have known you from before as well. And as if you have known me too. It is a strange thing to feel like someone could read your thoughts and understand your intentions, to bring comfort to a wretched, tired soul during the long night. It feels as if we have known each other for much longer, as if we have known each other since the beginning of this world. It feels as if we have never been separated from each other. And wouldn't it be a grave sin if such a thing were forced to separate again?"

       Caiome stirred a bit under the coat, but settled back into sleep, and Ayato let a smile settle on his lips.

       "Isn't it ironic how I face you every day, yet I could never tell you all these things?"

       Because it was easier to say things without looking the other in the eye.

       "And isn't it ironic how we are both sinners, protecting our secrets, and yet turning to each other when we need a place to rest? I have caused much harm, committed many sins in the name of justice and in the name of the people of Inazuma for their own good and happiness, and yet... Despite everything you do every day, I can not see any evil in you... my beautiful mischief. My heart would not allow it, no matter how much I plead it."

       Caiome shifted again, softly mumbling, beginning to move her hands until she completely uncovered herself from Ayato's coat, holding it close in her hug, burying half her face into it. Ayato blinked a few times, then chuckled.

       "What are you hugging my coat like that for?"

       He ran his fingers again over her forehead, pushing her hair back.

       "Stay with me," he softly pleaded. "Even if you are just pretending, even if you end up hating me one day, for whatever reason, even if you have too many secrets that you can not tell me, stay with me. And I will wait for you. There is no other way for me to look at my own life from now on."

 

Chapter 62: Chapter 62 ~ The Aloe Leaves and the One Who can Help

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Chapter 62 ~ The Aloe Leaves and the One Who can Help

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       When Caiome woke up, a fluffy pillow was under her head while her body was covered by a not very thick but certainly warm blanket. She still clutched Ayato's coat in her arms as if it were a plush toy... which made her quickly sit up, causing a slight dizziness that disappeared almost immediately. At least she no longer had a fever, and now Ayato didn't have to nag her. She had eaten the food he had cooked, slept on his lap, and her fatigue had passed...

       Wait, that didn't sound right.

       She shook her head and looked outside, suddenly realizing that the morning hours had passed. This, of course, was bad, so Caiome quickly stood up. The table was empty, with no food boxes or report files. She put on her boots and left the room wearing only a black tank top and pants, without a jacket and without tying her hair, heading to the children's room.

       The atmosphere was the same as the previous night, but there was something strange in the air as well... a much better feeling. If it was caused by the aloe leaves successfully reducing everyone's fever, Caiome could breathe a sigh of relief.

       Scanning the room, she saw a relatively strange scene. Ayato was sitting next to Daichi, who was half-raised from the mattress, with the blanket gathered in his lap, not only talking but also laughing. For Caiome, it was normal to spend time with each child, taking care of them, but she didn't expect to see Ayato talking to Watanabe Goichi's son, seeming to have a comfortable conversation.

       She approached the two, still holding Ayato's coat, frowning when she reached them, drawing their attention.

       "You look quite disheveled," Daichi said. Although his voice was no longer so weak, there was still a constant tiredness on his face.

       "Yes, um..." she said. "I had some things to do."

       "It's alright, I think you needed those extra hours of sleep," he said instead. "Even we have slept more than you these days," he pointed to the other children who looked healthier in the cheeks.

       "Hmph," Caiome said, turning to Ayato, who was looking up at her with a smile on his face. "And what are you smiling about like that?"

       "Good morning to you too, Caiome," he replied. "How was the floor?"

       Caiome balled up the coat and threw it in his face, attracting the attention of all the other nobles who were watching with wide eyes, starting to giggle. Even Daichi tried to hide his laughter, but it was too obvious for the two not to notice.

       "Why did you let me sleep so much?" she scolded him, putting her hands on her hips. "There's so much to do, and you're just lazing around. And why are you still here? Shouldn't you go home and do... whatever people of your status do?"

       "But I have already sent the reports I made last night," he said, folding the coat, standing in front of the two only in a shirt and corset-vest.

       "Then go and stay with Uta and Himawari. How long do you plan to let Mizuki play guard alone?"

       "Sometimes I feel like she doesn't want me around," Ayato whispered to Daichi, who leaned towards him to hear better and whispered something in return.

       "She doesn't want anyone around her. The gods should protect us all who would want to touch her with a single finger."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow, starting to tap her foot on the floor, drawing the attention of the two who smiled innocently.

       "Alright, alright," Ayato said, gallantly getting up from the floor, with the coat on his arm, taking with him the box in which he had brought the food from home.

       Unlike Caiome, and even after the sleepless night he had with all those reports, Ayato looked like a freshly picked flower, with combed and neat hair, straight and unwrinkled clothes, a pair of fancy gloves on his hands, and an almost energetic attitude. This man couldn't have stayed up all night and look like this, because he certainly wasn't wearing makeup; and at the same time, if he had slept, the clothes wouldn't look so good on him.

       Ayato's natural beauty given by the gods annoyed her greatly because she had to struggle for hours to look at least acceptable, as happened when Mitsuko prepared her to attend Chisato and Kamaji's wedding.

       "I will send you a letter later. Miss Himawari and Miss Uta miss you a bit."

       "Hmph," Caiome said again, passing by him with her chin up, causing another series of amusement for Daichi.

       "I will see you later."

       Caiome just knelt beside the boy's bed, totally ignoring the lord who was still waiting for a response... and who eventually gave up, shaking his head and leaving the living room after bidding everyone goodbye.

       Caiome quickly glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, but also saw Daichi staring at her, so she quickly looked away.

       "What?" she said.

       "Is this a true master-servant relationship?" he said, batting his lashes, with a sly smile on his lips. "It is the first time I have seen a subordinate attacking their lord."

       "Ayato is always like that. As I know him, he will punish me later, when all this chaos is over, for managing to ruin the perfect image of the great lord Kamisato. Anyway, what were you two talking about?"

       "Oh," Daichi said, pointing to an empty box next to him. "He brought me green beans. He said he knew from you that I like them and that they are about the only thing I can eat for now."

       So that's where the food box disappeared...

       "I see," she said. "How do you feel?"

       "Mom already put me through the entire routine an hour ago. I don't think she missed a single patch of skin from the salt rubbing."

       "It helps your--"

       "Breathing, I know. I'm glad to see that we both feel better today."

       Caiome just gave him a crooked smile, knowing that this was only because of the aloe leaves they didn't have much of. And until the transport from Sumeru arrived in Inazuma...

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       Which, obviously, the bad began to happen. The children and the elderly started to have a fever again, and three days later, Caiome received another disappointing report. Another nineteen children dead in the last three days, and twelve among the elderly. Not to mention that another child had died the night before among the nobles, so their number had gone from a total of nineteen to sixteen.

       And Daichi started to feel worse and worse. He had a crisis the night before, coughing up blood, unable to stay neither lying down nor even half-raised, and that was the longest night Caiome had gone through because every parent was pulling her from one side to the other.

       And Caiome could only think about the fact that probably other children in Inazuma were going through the same thing right at that moment too, and she couldn't even handle a little over a dozen. Especially since most of the fatal cases were children from common families.

       When things calmed down a bit after the chaos, and when Daichi recovered his breathing, Caiome took the medical book, sat next to him, and started reading by candlelight. Daichi couldn't keep his eyes open, so he couldn't look at the pictures, but Caiome still held the book above his head, just in case.

      "Sage," Caiome mumbled in the darkness of the room where children whimpered and clung to their parents' clothes. "Sage is rich in vitamin K and contains essential minerals like magnesium, zinc, and copper. It contains calories, carbohydrates, proteins, iron, calcium. Sage has antimicrobial properties that help neutralize germs in dental plaque."

       "I heard sage helps manage diabetes," Daichi murmured next to Caiome.

      "Hmm," she said. "Well, it says here that it can have a beneficial effect on blood sugar levels."

      "It seems the author missed nothing," he said heavily, between ragged breaths.

       Caiome glanced at him. His hair was wet from sweat, the towel on his forehead had long dried out and needed to be replaced, and his chest rose and fell rapidly. Occasionally, a red tear ran down his temple. Caiome took a handkerchief and gently wiped it, feeling his hot skin.

       Then she turned back to reading.

       Neither Himawari nor Uta felt any better. Despite the energy Uta had a few days ago, now she couldn't even open her eyes fully, and Himawari was breathing heavily and had a higher fever than the other children.

       Caiome had just wrung out another cloth and placed it on the latter's forehead, while Uta held not only Himawari's hand, but also Mizuki's on the other side, while her plush bear lay on the pillow next to her cheek.

       As expected, and as Caiome had seen in the past week among those around her, Mizuki not only had a worried expression, but also a tired one, standing sometimes on his feet, sometimes on his knees next to the bed of the two girls. One of them was his sister, the other a friend, he could say, with whom he had explored every corner of the residence in their mischievous games. Mizuki had made her more open to others, along with Uta. He couldn't give up on either of them, so Mizuki never left the room.

       "The aloe leaves were their best chance," Mizuki mumbled, starting to rub Uta's hand as if massaging it.

       "The transport should arrive soon," Caiome said. "By tomorrow morning at the latest."

       "But what will happen until tomorrow morning?" he asked in a low voice, staring at a dead point. "What if neither of them can make it through tonight?"

       "They have to," Caiome said in an authoritative tone, much too serious for Mizuki to listen.

       "But what if they can't?" He inhaled and exhaled deeply, squeezing his sister's hand harder. "You've been around the other children and these two for so long... You've seen this before... Tell me what their chances are of making it through the next few hours."

       Caiome looked at him for a long time and suddenly felt helpless. Because there was no certainty for anything, ever.

       "The virus can manifest suddenly," she mumbled. "I mean, it's manifesting now, but not at full capacity. It only needs a moment of weakness from them to strike where they can endure the least."

       Mizuki let out a laugh. "So you want to tell me that there's a chance they might not make it through the night. As honest as always, and just as brutal, Caiome. And yet, I asked for this answer from you."

      "Mizuki—"

      "You did nothing wrong," he said with a trembling voice. "On the contrary, I should thank you. I haven't had the chance to do that with everything going on, but if it weren't for you, things might have been worse. We wouldn't have known what to do."

       But his words couldn't be true because Caiome had hardly done anything. She had given some instructions that, if sarathuza had been recorded in any book, people could have taken everything from there. She was just doing what the others were doing, taking care of the rest in their critical situations, but nothing more. Arasthea was the one who truly brought good to all the children and the elderly, offering them moments of peace when they became agitated.

       There were many more infected, not just in the city, but also on the other islands, and Caiome... Caiome had to do something because she couldn't stay in a single room among the noble children while the others suffered just as much.

       "It's been a week...," said Mizuki. "How long do you think it will take for that friend of yours to find the flower?"

       Few people knew that, theoretically, there was no sarasta flower left in Teyvat. Only she and Ayato, Chisato and Kamaji, Ayaka, Thoma and Mizuki knew, and this had to remain their secret because otherwise, it would crush any hope in people's souls, which could lead to much more severe situations filled with unrest and conflict.

       "She's still searching," she replied.

       "How is she searching?" he asked, looking at her, his blue eyes gleaming as if he were on the verge of tears.

       "Arasthea is a spirit, you know that. She can travel wherever and however she wants, but she is still bound by the seal, she can't go too far for too long. And yet, that's not the problem. She can sense the sarasta flower, but not if it's too far from her."

       "So she wanders the entire continent?"

       "Sarasta grows exclusively in desert areas," said Caiome. "As long as she focuses on those places... she'll find it. Uta and Himawari, and the others, will just have to hold on until then."

       But that was a lie because there was no sarasta flower left in Teyvat. They were just giving false hope, selling lies to calm the crowd. And even Mizuki believed her, taking a deep breath and exhaling, tucking the blanket better over Uta and Himawari to keep them warm.

       Caiome got up from the edge of the bed and left the room. Now that the girls had been put through their routine, Caiome was, theoretically, useless there. And she couldn't just stand idly by when there were probably more families in Inazuma going through hard times. So she took her bag with tinctures, creams, and syrups, and her scarf, and went out on the streets of Inazuma.

       She started with the villages near the residence, knocking on every door and asking to see the infected. Teleporting from one place to another, this was how Caiome spent her entire day. She entered people's homes and tried to do everything she could for the children and the elderly who were bedridden with high fevers, and many of them asked about the aloe leaves that had done them so much good three days ago.

       "Tomorrow morning," was the answer Caiome gave to each house.

       "Do we still have an antidote?" just as many asked.

       "We're very close to discovering it," she replied.

       Caiome was good at lying, turning her words into encouraging and confident phrases, and everyone believed her. Caiome never felt guilty for a lie until now.

       She gave instructions to all the Shuumatsuban members, changed her scarves every hour, held the children's hands, and listened to the elders' words, which seemed to be their last. She saw so many bodies starting to decay and so many pained faces that Caiome began to feel tired, but not from the long hours of knocking on every door.

       When would it end?  she wondered.

       But... had it ever ended? For the past ten years, had any of this ever stopped even once? Ever since then, almost every month she saw such twisted faces of pain when she looked in the mirror and went through such routines: rubbing herself with sea salt, writhing under blankets from fever, coughing until she ran out of breath, spitting blood, crying black-red tears , trying to stay conscious, trying not to die among the forest trees or in the middle of the fields, hiding under rocks.

       It was an endless cycle, where everything was better, then everything became worse, and now this... Caiome was starting to get tired. But she knew she would never escape this.

       So she didn't have any other choice but to move forward, and when evening fell, she returned to Kamaji's residence. She sat next to Daichi, who was waiting with a book in his lap. Caiome took the book, lay next to him, and began to read, both looking at the pictures.

       "Ashitaba is a perennial, with a typical growth height of 50–120 cm. Like most other members of the carrot family, it produces large umbels of white flowers and has dissected leaves," she read slowly. "It can be used in dishes, offering a wealth of fiber, iron, and proteins. Traditionally, it is seen as a major contributor to the supposedly healthier, extended lives of the local residents, possibly due to the chalconoids."

       "What are chalconoids?" asked Daichi in a faint voice, half asleep, his body too numb to even look up at the book, letting his head tilt toward Caiome's shoulder, resting his forehead on her arm.

       "I don't know," she said softly. "I think you'll have to find out at school and tell me."

       "Hm," he mumbled.

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       Caiome spent the entire night with all the medical books she could find in the residence and those Koshi had brought from the library, searching for something that could replace aloe leaves in case the transport from Sumeru wasn't enough. She found several alternatives, but when she told Arasthea about them, she shook her head. Perhaps the other flowers, like kumame, might help, but none would have the effect of the aloe leaves.

       Caiome went to Ritou port before dawn, watching from a distance as the people from Sumeru, with their faces covered, unloaded huge crates not just from one ship, but three, which made her breathe a sigh of relief. It would surely last them a few days.

       Once the ships from Sumeru had left, she and the other employees checked the quantity, then began to distribute aloe leaves to each house with the necessary instructions on how to cut the leaf, extract all the gel from inside, and apply it. Many parents were very scared and unsure, so Caiome had to take the lead and go through the process herself.

       Each family received a limited number of leaves because they couldn't distribute them all at once. The remaining quantities were set aside, but again, no one was to know this, and the crates were guarded by the Shuumatsuban members.

       Meanwhile, Ayato handled the supplies, distributing them to each house on paper, while Ayaka and Thoma, along with other employees, took care of the field distribution.

       Besides the moments when Caiome went home to check on Uta and Himawari, she and Ayato did not see each other, resorting, as they had become accustomed, to letters. 

       Those letters became, for both of them, the only moment of the day when they could breathe.

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       The children's condition improved again. In the next two days, only four child deaths were recorded, and only one among the elderly. And Caiome continued her routine, considering that her legs seemed to scream to move, going from Narukami Island to the villages on the other islands, knocking on doors, offering her help.

       Although the aloe leaves did a lot of good, it didn't mean the people's condition wasn't serious. For some, it didn't work at all, and it was soon time to distribute another batch of aloe leaves, but they had to be careful. If they gave too much at once, desperate parents might use them excessively when it wasn't necessary. At least for now.

       Then Caiome returned to the residence, took the book, and sat next to Daichi, reading.

       "One day," he said at one point when he seemed to feel well enough to smile, "I will write a book even better than this one. I will give you the manuscript as a gift, signed and with a dedication," he said, and Caiome blinked at him.

       "Really?"

       Daichi nodded. "I will be much more famous and better than the author who wrote this. By the way, I saw their name on the last page. Who is Kandra?"

       Caiome just ruffled his hair. "Apparently," she said, "it's the person you admire the most right now."

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       The next day, another batch of aloe leaves was distributed, and by the looks of it, it would only last for two more series, meaning at most a week. Although Ayato sent a letter requesting even a small transport from Sumeru, the response was negative. The existing aloe quantities in Sumeru had already been entirely sent to Inazuma.

       Another three days later, after reports of six fatal cases among children and only two among the elderly, another batch of aloe leaves was distributed. And another three days later, the last batch was sent away as well, after another three deaths among children and the elderly, two of whom occurred in Kamaji's residence despite the conditions.

       And Caiome spent more time with Daichi, sitting next to him and reading to him, reaching the halfway point of the manuscript, just like that evening when, while the other children slept peacefully, Daichi breathed heavily and feverishly.

       The aloe leaves were starting to have no effect for many... and Daichi was one of them. He was fine at first, on the first day, then everything began to return to the horrible state from before. And with the last batch distributed, the improved state lasted only a few hours, not even an entire day.

       Caiome expected this. After all, she was searching every night for alternative methods to reduce the fever, sleeping in bits and pieces, trying to create tinctures and syrups that, obviously, did not have the same effect as the aloe leaves. And the news from Arasthea wasn't any better. Among the visits from house to house, just as Caiome did, she had to search for the flower. She couldn't neglect any of her duties, so communication with her was just as difficult.

       Caiome sighed deeply as Arasthea shook her head again in front of a syrup that was supposed to reduce the fever.

       "It's nothing more than a cold syrup," she said.

       Caiome leaned against the wall. "Four children died this morning," she said. "I thought at least this..."

       "I haven't found the flower in Teyvat, but... I think I could use another method," Arasthea said.

       Caiome suddenly looked at her. "What do you mean?"

       "You know what I mean, you don't have to play dumb with me, child. It's just that it's hard to say what will have to be given in exchange and by whom. Such things in such situations are always uncertain."

       Caiome ran her hands over her face. She knew very well what Arasthea was referring to; she had seen this before, she had experienced it herself before, on her own skin, so many times. Playing with a divine pact was not an easy thing to do; on the contrary, certain things cost more than you were willing to sacrifice because the sacrifice could be anything.

      "So?" Arasthea asked, and Caiome bit her thumbnail.

       If she made the agreement with her, there were many things Caiome had to bet on, things that were not only about herself. And on some of them... she didn't want to bet. This thought, this hesitation, made her tremble because she had never hesitated before. Kandra had taught her never to hesitate. But now... she did, because the price sometimes wouldn't be payed by her, but by the ones around her.

       "Miss?" a female voice was heard, and one of the noble mothers stopped in front of her. "My daughter has spasms that I can't calm down. If you can, please..."

       Caiome turned towards Arasthea, but she was no longer there. For five hundred years, and since Kandra had released her from the seal, Arasthea did not stay around people more than necessary.

       "Miss?"

       Caiome nodded and passed by the woman, entering the room that suddenly... seemed quite empty. Even so, she allowed herself to be led to one of the ten-year-old girls who was trembling. Caiome uncovered her from under the blanket and opened the box next to the bed from which she took out a bottle with some liquid inside.

       "You might feel cold at first," Caiome told her softly, then began to massage her abdomen and chest for a few minutes until the medicine entered the skin, and the girl suddenly seemed to calm down, breathing deeply.

       Caiome put the bottle back in the box, ready to get up and check on Daichi, considering she hadn't seen him yet that morning. But the girl grabbed her hand, trying to look at her through half-open eyes that were intensely blue and also red from the tears that occasionally streamed down her face. She smiled pleasantly and weakly, and the grip around Caiome's fingers was just as weak.

       "I was right," she said softly.

       "Right about what?" Caiome asked.

       "I told mommy to call you... I knew you could help me. I know that when I need it, you will help me."

       Caiome felt her blood freeze in her veins, looking at the girl's expression, which turned red in the cheeks. For long seconds, she couldn't take her eyes off her, and her heart began to beat wildly, and her hands trembled on their own. Her stomach completely emptied, and her mind began to be filled not only with thoughts, but also with images.

       She pulled her hand from the girl's grip, stood up, and blindly searched for the exit from the room, not thinking about whom she passed by or who she bumped into as she sought the way to the garden. Her body became icy cold, and her legs carried her with large steps to the back door.

       She almost slammed the doors open, starting to run on the wooden terrace, far enough away not to smell the burnt sugar and hear the coughs of the infected. She stretched out her arms and almost hit a wooden column, hugging it with such a strong grip that it could rip her hands off. The sky was cloudy, the wind was blowing cold, and raindrops began to hit the terrace roof.

      Caiome squeezed her eyes shut and clenched her arms, feeling splinters enter her skin.

      Wasn't this her intention? To help? To save? That's why she stayed up nights, that's why she read book after book after book, that's why she walked from door to door on the streets of Inazuma, that's why she faced desperate parents, children clinging to life, and elderly people who eventually prayed to the gods for an easy death in a deep sleep, rather than being tormented by that disease.

       Wasn't that why she looked into everyone's eyes and saw herself as if looking into a mirror, forcing them not to live as she was forced to live?

       But when that girl looked at her with those eyes, saying those words... Caiome realized she wasn't helping at all. She realized she was doing exactly what she had accused Raiden Shogun of doing. She gave them more hope than necessary. It was one thing to lie to them, to tell them that soon they would have the antidote and that all they had to do was hold on. And it was another to make them believe that she would have the power to help them when Caiome really couldn't.

       She had made a mistake... She had made such a big mistake because now they had no aloe leaves, they had no other method to reduce the fever and help them... Why had she done this? Why had she gotten so involved when she could have just stayed aside and watched things from a distance? Why did she have to stay in the same room with them as she had done ten years ago, listening to their coughs, wiping their lips and eyes, listening to their breathing?

 

Chapter 63: Chapter 63 ~ The Decree and the Only Pride of Hers

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       "Miss."

       Caiome startled, turning sharply towards Koshi, who stood quietly to one side. How long had he been there? Caiome didn't hear or sense him, but he didn't seem to have just arrived outside, on the terrace.

       "Yes?" she asked, her voice uncertain. She cleared her throat. "What is it?"

       "You need to come with me."

       Caiome frowned but followed him through the city streets, hearing the screams and cries long before they reached the scene. When they turned the corner, what lay before them made Caiome react quickly and position herself between the crowd of people in front of the house and the two parents who were trying to block the entrance.

       "What is happening here?"

       Caiome recognized them all. Some were nobles from Kamaji's residence, while others were common people from the city whom Caiome had personally visited to examine their children and elderly parents.

       "Are you really asking what is happening?" one of them said. "What do you think is happening? This family has aloe leaves, and they won't lend us any to save our children."

       "It's not true!" said the woman. "Indeed, we have aloe leaves, but that's because we didn't use them all at once; we had to use them gradually to make them last longer."

        "Liar!" accused another man. "You stole them from somewhere; you must have stolen them from somewhere."

        "What about you, huh?" said the man at the door. "You are nobles. Surely you have more than us, considering we are just common people. You used everything you could, and now you come here, thinking you can steal from us? Are our children less valuable than yours?"

       "How dare you?" shouted a nobleman. "If you consider them equal, you will give us from your patch. We have to help each other, right?"

       "And when did you ever help us?" said the woman at the door again. "How many times have we come to you, the nobles, in winter when it was too cold, and our children were too sick, and you turned us away as if we were dogs on the side of the road?"

       "If you don't back down willingly, we will break in and get rid of you, do you hear us?"

       "Just try," the husband challenged, and the nobleman lunged towards the door with his hands outstretched to grab him by the throat.

       Caiome quickly drew her ninjaken from her belt and pinned the man's hand to the side door frame, leaving him screaming in pain, as blood streamed from his hand onto his skin, clothes, and the pavement.

       Everyone stepped back with wide eyes and trembling hands, suddenly unsure of what to do.

       "Enough," said Caiome harshly. "The aloe leaves shipment was distributed equally based on each confirmed infected not only by the doctors, but by me personally. No one received less and no one received more, and I can assure you that no one stole anything."

       The man clutched his wrist, looking at his hand pinned to the wooden frame and Caiome's hand still gripping the weapon's handle that had pierced his hand. And it seemed she would move it again if he said a single word.

       "Do you doubt the judgment of the Yashiro Commission and Lord Kamisato, who has always done what is best for you, especially in the last two weeks?" she said. "If so, just say it, and I will personally deal with you. I don't want to use violence considering the situation, but rather than wasting my breath, and you still not understanding, it's a method I can resort to. It worked very well last time when the Shigeru family preferred to stab themselves in the heart rather than have me do it. Everyone became obedient like little puppies after that. I could do it again this time too if it means giving me less trouble." Caiome glared at the nobleman.  "And I'm not afraid of whom I raise my sword against. What's it going to be?"

       The nobleman said nothing, just nodded. Caiome gripped the handle and pulled out the short sword, causing more cries of pain, and the nobleman collapsed to the ground. The others hurried to help him while Caiome began wiping her blade on the black sleeve of her jacket.

       "Wrap his hand. You don't suffer more than the other children anyway, so stop crying. I'm sorry for this," Caiome told the couple who were protecting the house door. "I will discuss with the Tenryou Commission, and we will take measures regarding the safety of the streets."

       The two, still shocked by everything that had happened before them and the ease with which Caiome stabbed a nobleman's hand, nodded, then mumbled a thank you and closed the door. Caiome looked again at the nobleman, approached him, and then lifted her foot, stepping hard enough on his shin to hold him in place. She bent down, leaning on her bent knee, tilting her head to one side.

       "Let me make myself clear. If you or any other man, being noble or not, dares to do such a thing ever again" - she pressed harder on him, making him whimper - "I will slit your throats. I don't know if you've noticed by now, but I don't give a fuck about your hierarchy, your political power, or your names, because in the end, you could die just as easily as any other person, as I showed you earlier."

       "Huh," the man sneered, displaying a grotesque smile, full of sweat and pain. "You will pay for this, for what you've done to me and for what you did here today."

       "Good," Caiome said, pushing him away with her foot. "Every action has its price, mine and yours alike."

       "The entire Yashiro Commission will pay for your insolence!"

       "As a member of the Three Commissions," Ayato's voice came from afar as he walked slowly down the city alley, back straight and hands behind his back, yet with a dark expression in his eyes, "the Yashiro Commission values actions and consequences greatly, Lord Kentaro. As part of the Kanjou Commission, you should know this very well. Furthermore," he paused, suddenly displaying an arrogant smile, "not only have the Heads of all Three Commissions agreed, but Her Excellency herself has decided that Miss Caiome has total authority over how things proceed during this epidemic. Including matters of national security and punishments. As someone who endangered the life of a child or an elder, you are accused of attempted murder and attempted robbery. I dare say that the punishment Miss Caiome gave you was even lighter than if you had faced a trial, out of her great generosity, because she does not wish for more death than already surrounds us. Therefore, if you dare to lift a single finger or utter a single word against her, the Yashiro Commission will have no choice but to respond accordingly."

      Lord Kentaro gritted his teeth, assisted by the other men to rise to his feet.

        "The Kamisato family will decay one day," he said as Ayato walked past him. "And you will be the last to fall, so that you can watch it all crumble."

       Ayato merely threw him a smile. "I look forward to that day."

       He sighed once the crowd of people had left the alley, then turned back to Caiome. "Are you all right?" he asked gently, approaching her.

       "What are you doing here?" she replied in turn. "You should be home."

       "For the same reason as you. Koshi informed me through a letter about what is happening on the streets, though... it seems I have been betrayed. The news reached you, the second in command, faster than me, who should be the leader of the organization."

       "My lord," Koshi spoke up, "it was you who ordered me to—"

       "Isn't it a lovely day today?" Ayato chuckled, and both Caiome and Koshi frowned at him, then at each other. It was clouded and about to rain. "Furthermore," he said again, "it was not the only conflict today. Personally, I encountered two more such incidents, though they did not escalate to the point of needing anything more than words."

       Caiome sighed deeply, resting her forehead on her fist. "Is this how it's going to be from now on? Children dying at home while people kill each other on the streets?"

       "I understand their impulse," Ayato said, almost dreamily. "No one knows what a human being is capable of in order to save others. Killing to save someone they care about is a natural instinct. I am not sure what I would do in their place, either. We just need to be even more cautious from now on."

       "Or give them what they want," Caiome mumbled, pulling out the Vision case from her belt, next to her Anemo Vision. "Arasthea," she whispered to the case, and in a cascade of light, Arasthea appeared before them.

       "Oh, what do we have here?" she said when she laid eyes on Ayato. "The little lord has ventured outside the walls of his castle."

       "Stop it," Caiome said, and Arasthea rolled her eyes. "Find the flower," she demanded, and Arasthea raised an eyebrow.

       "You mean--"

       "Yes," Caiome said, and despite the smile on Arasthea's face, something unsatisfactory could be seen in her eyes, reflecting the dark sky and the beginning drops of rain.

       The latter raised her palm and ran her fingernail across it, leaving behind a cut from which golden, sun-like blood flowed, then extended it.

       "Who shall it be?" she asked.

       Caiome took the ninjaken, making an equally deep cut in the middle of her palm, letting the red drops of blood fall at her feet as Ayato and Koshi watched curiously - and somewhat apprehensively - at everything unfolding before them.

       "I don't think there's a need to ask," Caiome said, then grasped Arasthea's hand in hers, allowing the two types of blood to mingle.

       "You like to gamble too much on precious things, Caiome," Arasthea said more as a warning.

       "Haven't I done it all my life?" was her response.

       Arasthea pulled her hand away, and the cuts on their palms disappeared as if by magic. "Let's hope you won't regret this either," then Arasthea disappeared into the raindrops.

       "What was that about?" Ayato asked, and Caiome clenched the hand where she had cut herself a few seconds ago.

       "Arasthea has a new way to find the flower," she said. "I hope she hates every moment of this. As for us," she turned to Ayato, "we need to focus on the conflicts."

       "Yes, miss," Koshi replied.

       "And you—"

       "I have nothing to do back home," Ayato said, stepping closer to her. "I think I can offer my help at Lord Kujou's estate, whatever it may be."

       "I think you could help in the kitchen," Caiome chuckled.

       Ayato smiled, but it faded as Koshi walked away from them. "What happened earlier with Arasthea... Is it about the pact between you?"

       Caiome pressed her lips together, then slowly nodded. "It's complicated, but at least now we're sure that, eventually, a sarasta will be found. We just need to find the right place, and Arasthea is skilled enough when it comes to the divine powers of the gods. She'll have to speak with Raiden Shogun, whom she hates with all her heart. The bitch deserves it, to be put in front of the gods that banished her."

       "You do not seem too fond of each other," Ayato said when Caiome started walking back to Kamaji's residence. "Or at least you tolerate each other. If there wasn't this situation..."

       "Arasthea hates me," Caiome mumbled, still holding her hand in which she had cut herself. Although it healed, something heavy and disturbed remains, as if someone has pressed her skin with the blade of a sword. "When Kandra died, there was a chance she could have gotten free, but things turned out differently. Arasthea didn't want it, and in her eyes, I'm to blame. The only reason she... accepts me in a way is because, besides having no choice, she loved Kandra like a sister, like her own child."

       "Why not you?" Ayato asked. "After all, if you had not run away that day, you would not have found her, and she would not have come out of those ruins."

       Caiome smiled bitterly. "Kandra used to say the same thing over and over too, but Arasthea never let herself be convinced." She looked up at him. "Have you heard what she told me when you first met her? I am cursed by Death. A spirit whose only purpose in existence is to keep someone alive would never look in the direction of a child cursed by Death, let alone have any small trace of affection for them."

       And before Ayato could answer, Caiome walked away, as if she was running from him.

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       Despite Ayato's attempts to find something to do in Kamaji's residence, all the lords refused his help, as if they couldn't see Lord Kamisato picking up a wet towel and wiping a child's forehead. And after several attempts and insistence, Ayato began to make his way slowly among others. Even the children, despite their parents, seemed delighted that Lord Kamisato was beside them, and many told him how much they wanted to meet him.

       At least Ayato kept his spirits up, because the aloe leaves began not to be effective anymore, and the parents became more and more agitated. It was almost midnight when Caiome managed to throw herself next to Daichi with a book in her arms.

       "You have blood on your clothes," Daichi said, slightly moving his head, somewhere between a dream state and reality.

       "There's blood everywhere," Caiome said, looking up at the ceiling. Daichi slightly shook his head.

       "This is not ours. It is too clean. Did you run into more trouble?" he asked when Caiome didn't answer him.

       "There are always troubles," she said.

       "Maybe I can help you."

       "Thanks, kid," she chuckled in a small laugh, "but I'm fine. You should focus on yourself, not others."

       "You never focus on yourself," he said.

       "Because I don't need to focus on myself," she replied, which brought a small smile to his lips.

       "Have you ever played menko?"

       "No," Caiome said, setting the book aside, turning to him, resting her head in her palm, and looking down at him. "What's that?"

       "It's my favorite game. It's a lot of fun; you will like it."

       "You can teach me after you get better."

       "Can I ask you something?"

       "Of course."

       "I hear rain outside."

       "It's been raining all day."

       Daichi nodded. "Can I go outside?"

       Caiome blinked a few times. "No."

       "I've been stuck in this room with the other kids for two weeks. Sometimes it feels too hot to breathe, and the syrups aren't working, neither is the salt. I just want to step outside for a few minutes."

        "I'm sorry, kid, but I can't let you."

       "I already feel better, and a little fresh air—"

       "Daichi, I said no."

       The boy chuckled. "I know what you are thinking, about that boy who died just from going outside. But I have heard about other kids going outside. Like that girl from Konda village."

       "How do you know about Uta?" Caiome frowned, then realized. "Ayato told you?"

       "She seems like an interesting girl. So strong and ambitious, determined. She makes me feel ashamed of myself."

       "That's because Uta is reckless."

       "Uta..." Daichi mumbled. "It's a cute name. Uta..."

       "And I think she likes playing menko, too," Caiome added. "You'll have to ask her yourself if she wants to play with you."

       Daichi slowly nodded, then drifted off to sleep.

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       It had rained all night, making supplies transport more difficult, but Ayato found a way to manage. Caiome couldn't reach Arasthea and got no response through the Vision shell, so she concluded she had to wait. They were close... Caiome could feel it.

       She entered the living room again before dawn had even risen over the ocean, seeing Daichi half sitting up on the mattress, his mother sleeping next to him, one hand on his waist that Daichi was trying to move aside.

       "What are you doing?" Caiome quickly approached him.

       "I can't breathe," he said, coughing. "I want to go outside... I can't breathe."

       Caiome sighed, looking around at the still-sleeping parents. She sat down on her knees next to him.

       "We'll go to the next room and back."

       Daichi shook his head, grabbing her arm, looking at her with pleading eyes. "I want to go outside. Please, take me outside."

       His insistence was strange, she thought. Pleading, yet there was something hiding behind his words and gaze. A deep desire, as if he wanted to grasp something he wouldn't have a chance to again. And how could Caiome refuse that?

       She glanced around, then took Daichi's arm and helped him up without waking his mother up. In his other arm was the manuscript about plants. They started walking slowly towards the exit, traversing the halls of the manor. They moved slowly, with small steps, and when Caiome offered to carry him on her back, Daichi refused with a smile.

      "I like walking on my own," he said.

      Caiome covered him with a blanket when she opened the door leading to the garden, and Daichi took a deep breath, feeling not just the scent of rain, but also of wet earth, fresh autumn grass. Raindrops hit the terrace roof and the garden stones, the pond a few meters away, while the wind rustled the leaves, creating a loud yet pleasant sound.

      Daichi began walking on the wooden planks, holding onto Caiome's arm, asking to stop at one point. Which Daichi did, but not to go back to the living room. He moved slowly towards the edge of the terrace and, with difficulty, sat down, swinging his legs lightly over the high edge.

      "Sit down," he said softly, and Caiome listened, because suddenly she felt she didn't know what was happening.

       A faint but pleasant smile was on his lips as he looked at the cloudy sky and the clouds drifting above him, trembling. Raindrops hit the ground and splashed his feet with mud, mud washed away by other drops, yet Daichi no longer felt the cold. He didn't tremble anymore, as his thoughts only went to the pleasant atmosphere he was venturing into.

       "Can you read to me?" he asked, handing Caiome his book.

       Caiome complied, took the book and opened it.

       "Moringa," she began.

       Daichi slipped his arm behind hers, grasping her wrist with his fingers. He let his head fall on her shoulder, looking at the garden, at the bushes moving and the cold water puddles.

       "Moringa can be used both as a medicinal plant and as a component in dishes. All parts of the plant can be consumed, pods, seeds, leaves, and roots, both fresh and cooked, considered a complete food, with a rather pleasant aroma."

       "I really love the rain," Daichi said at one point, his whispers too light compared to the rain's noise, but Caiome heard him. "I have always wanted to die on a rainy day. To take time for myself... To rest my soul..."

       Caiome swallowed, then continued to read.

       "It has also found uses in agriculture and industry, as well as in traditional medicine. The health benefits attributed to it are numerous, and its properties have been praised for thousands of years."

       "Since I was born, I have been a sickly child," Daichi mumbled. "No one believed I would make it to this age. I did not think I would last this long, to be honest. I think that is why, out of all the kids at the wedding, I was the first one the virus manifested in."

       Caiome clenched her fingers over the book's pages, feeling Daichi's touch getting colder.

       "Moringa is a very good source of vitamins and minerals," she said. "It contains vitamins A, B, C, folic acid, calcium, iron, magnesium, zinc, and phosphorus."

       "I know you knew that," Daichi said, and Caiome's words began to fade behind the rain curtain, behind the thunder breaking the sky and the lightning crossing the gray clouds. "But out of everyone, you were the only one who tried to deny it. You knew I would not last till the end, and yet... You read to me every night... told me stories... encouraged my dreams... You made sleep easier for me. Looking back, it was not as painful as I thought it would be. You made everything seem easier. I do not blame you for hoping," he said, blinking slowly, looking for the image of rain. "Thank you for that. Thank you on behalf of everyone who looks at you as I do."

       Caiome opened her mouth, ready to read further, but the image was blurry.

       "Moringa has..." she swallowed. "Moringa has low fat content and high antioxidant content."

      "I wanted to be strong," he whispered, and the wind moved his black hair gently across his forehead, soothing him, as if embracing him. As if urging him to come to it. "I wanted to help those around me... I wanted to be someone who faces everything with his head held high, chest forward, sure of himself and his decisions. I wanted to be someone who brings everyone together..."

       Caiome gritted her teeth, and the words started to dance on the book's pages in black ink and charcoal. Slowly... his breathing, his heartbeat, she felt every movement of his chest and every move of blood.

       "I have seen you so many times on the city streets," Daichi said, nodding slightly, as if sleep began to steal him away, and he wanted to stay awake just a little bit more, embracing Caiome's arm. "And every time I thought... 'She's so cool. I wish she was my older sister.' And then I saw you here... And you listened to my words... And you told me stories. So you were wrong... I do not want to be like the author of this book. I want to be like you..."

       Without thinking, Caiome let her head fall to one side, on top of his head. The boy smelled of medicine and salt, of aloe leaves and rain, yet his hair was as soft as ever, as if carrying the innocence of a child within.

       "Daichi..."

       "I would have liked to hear you tell me stories all the time, and I wanted to tell you many stories in return," he sighed, a drop of red blood falling on his cheek. He slowly slipped his fingers between hers, and Caiome held him tight. "But I am not afraid," he said. "I have not been very brave many times in this life, but now I know I am. And I would like you to take it all from me."

       But his grip was getting weaker, and the words were lost in the rain.

       "I would have made you proud... I would have done anything to make you proud of me..."

       "You are my pride," she whispered in return, her voice trembling.

       But as the boy smiled, no more words were heard. His chest no longer moved, his fingers no longer held onto her jacket, warm breath no longer came out of his lips, and his little heart no longer beat. Caiome couldn't hear anything and couldn't feel anything anymore.

       She turned the book's page and began reading again, and the words trembled on her lips.

       "Soursop," she whispered with her voice unsteady. "Soursop is also known by other names such as guanabana. A sweet fruit, rich in nutrients, with plenty of fiber and vitamin C. It's large, oval... heart-shaped..."

       Soon, the rain covered her voice as she turned page after page, reading to a pair of ears that couldn't hear her anymore, next to a body that was starting to feel as cold as the rain and couldn't look at the wet sky and ground anymore.

       Muffled footsteps approached the two, and Caiome knew by the rhythm of his heart that Ayato had stopped next to them, watching them, while she continued to read to ears that hadn't heard her for a long time, next to a body that couldn't feel the cold anymore.

      Ayato took a step closer, and Caiome squeezed Daichi's small hand and shook her head gently.

       Not yet... Just a little... a little longer...

       So Ayato listened to her silent plea and knelt on the terrace, listening together as Caiome read, until it was time for her to let go of him.

 

Chapter 64: Chapter 64 ~ The Realm of Consciousness and the Red Blood

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There is a thing that I made up in here, but it kind of makes sense to the bridge that I created between my OCs, so please bear it with me.

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       Out of a total of nineteen children, now only fourteen remained. And besides the death that morning, there were still twelve more among the children and only five among the elderly. This was because the aloe leaves no longer had any effect against the virus, which had gained too much strength lately.

        The salon was suddenly emptier than it had been the previous night. And it felt colder, and Caiome stayed there no longer than necessary, feeling utterly useless. No one had tried to talk to her, not even to ask for her help in any way. And Ayato hadn't spoken to her either.

        That morning, when the dawn hit the gray sky and raindrops fell, Ayato had just stood by her and listened to her reading, letting the cold autumn wind surrounding them, both in the silence of a death that had just passed them by.

        Only later, when Caiome closed the book, did he pick up Daichi in his arms and take him to the mansion, but Caiome didn't follow, nor was she there when Lady Watanabe took her now dead son back home.

        It was nearly mid-afternoon when Caiome went out into the gardens, still raining, and saw Arasthea and Ayato having a surprisingly civil and quiet conversation. Caiome took long strides, almost running to her, grabbing her by the arms and looking at her with wide eyes, ready for two things: to be told they had found the sarasta or that it no longer existed anywhere in the world and it was entirely Caiome's fault for being a fool who didn't think things through.

       "Even though I don't like to say it," Arasthea mumbled, "I think I found a possibility with your goddess."

       Caiome inhaled and exhaled. "Where?" she asked.

       "That is exactly what we were discussing," Ayato said, among the first words he had spoken to her in hours because no one dared to say anything to him since that morning. "We will meet with Her Excellency."

      "We?" asked Caiome.

       "I am coming with you," said Ayato, then added in a harsh, almost flat tone. "And you have nothing to say about it."

       "But--"

       "Let's go," he said, and Caiome had no choice but to follow him and Arasthea.

        Arasthea didn't lead them to Tenshukaku. Of course not. She led them somewhere in the north of the island, among rocks, trees, bushes, and weeds that snagged and pinched their clothes. While Caiome and Ayato had to avoid the thorns, Arasthea moved through them as if walking through a field of flowers.

       They descended rocks and stones, leaning against wet rocks, listening to the water droplets hitting the puddles they inevitably stepped into, soaking their ankles or hitting hidden stones in the black water in which they could see their reflections perfectly.

       The cave's interior had a more than oppressive atmosphere. It was cold and biting, and a strange power enveloped their bodies, making even their bones tremble. Despite this, they advanced carefully until the tunnels opened into a large stone chamber surrounded by flowers of light purple, pleasing blue, bright white, and warm yellow.

       In the center of the chamber, carved in stone, was a pair of doors that seemed to vibrate and shake, and in front of them stood none other than Raiden Shogun in all her splendor, with strands of hair shining in the flower lights, her face chiseled in the same cold stone, staring at the doors with fierce intensity.

       She turned to them when she heard their footsteps, her gaze suddenly becoming gentler.

       Caiome almost looked away when Raiden Ei fixed her gaze on her but held firm. She still didn't know where the flower was or how they could obtain it. It couldn't be easy if Raiden Ei was here. She knew Arasthea needed to talk to Raiden Ei for whatever she needed, but she didn't expect the goddess to be here.

         Oh, Arasthea must have hated this. It was visible on her twisted face and the curl of her nose.

         "I'm glad to see you're well," said Ei, but Caiome completely ignored her remark.

       "What are we doing here?" she asked instead.

       "Well," Arasthea started saying, casting a glance at Raiden Ei, "after some lengthy... not very pleasant discussions, Her Excellency here and I have reached a wonderful conclusion that won't make us leave Inazuma. We need a desert area, so Beelzebub found the perfect solution."

       Raiden Ei turned her back to the three of them and approached the stone doors, letting her fingertips touch them. Once they felt the touch, the doors opened, producing loud and horrible noises that scratched the ears of the others. When they fully opened, in front of them was not a room but a void in the colours of the night sky and purple stars that seemed to draw you in.

        "The doors respond to my power," said Raiden Ei. "I will have to stay here and keep the gate open, so I can't follow you inside, but Ichibyou Sokusai will guide you beyond the doors."

       "Hey! I told you not to call me that," Arasthea snapped at her, but Raiden Ei blinked, seeming not to understand what she was referring to. And Arasthea knew it was a useless conversation, considering she had been correcting her since yesterday. "Anyway," she sighed, approaching the doors. "Let's go, Caiome."

        Caiome took a step, but saw Ayato out of the corner of her eye following a step behind. "You're not coming," she said, stepping in front of him.

       Ayato looked down at her, his expression frowning. "You do not decide that," he replied.

       "You don't know what's beyond," she said. "It could be anything, it could be very dangerous."

       "You don't know this either," he countered.

       "If we find the sarasta, you could inhale the pollen by accident," she insisted. "So stay here."

        "And you could inhale the pollen by accident as well, so I am coming."

        Caiome clenched her fists and lips, trying to come up with another excuse for Ayato not to follow her. "If I go in there, I don't know when I'll come out, we don't know what could happen, so I need you to go home and keep an eye on possible conflicts. The virus is starting to affect everyone much worse; who knows what could happen out here."

       Ayato remained silent for a second, studying her face. Since that morning, Caiome hadn't been present anywhere, not in the true sense of the word. She got lost in thoughts, sometimes breathing more heavily as if she couldn't find her air and her lungs weren't working. She became suddenly much more tired, much quieter, passing among the others like a ghost. And whenever Ayato tried to talk to her, Caiome looked at him as if she were looking through him.

       Ayato understood. Even if he didn't know exactly how she felt, he understood and kept his distance, letting her find her way back alone, while he just accompanied her and was there if she needed him.

        So no, he wasn't going to leave her alone now. They had been apart for too long, relying only on hastily written letters, and he had accompanied her too much only in thoughts in the middle of the night to leave her alone now.

        "I am coming with you," he said again. Caiome started to open her mouth, but Ayato quickly interrupted her. "You might need help in there."

       "I have Arasthea with me."

       "I think I'll be much more useful if I come; the situation is too uncertain."

       "I'll be fine," she insisted.

       "And I, as always, do not believe you."

       "Why do you have to be so stubborn?" she growled.

       "I learned from the best," he said with a smile that got on Caiome's nerves.

       "Ayato, please, I beg you, go home."

       "No," he said bluntly.

       "You--"

       "Hey, lovebirds!" Arasthea called them. "I really don't care about all this drama between you, caring for each other through this argument, so can you move your asses?" she said with obvious disgust on her face. "We don't have much time, neither to get the flower nor to save the infected ones."

       Caiome sighed heavily, looking at Ayato, who had the same determined expression on his face. This man wouldn't leave even if threatened with death. The feeling was strange, but Caiome had no choice but to let him do what he wanted. Not that she had another option.

        "Fine," she mumbled, then stood in front of the stone doors, with Ayato beside her.

        They both took a deep breath and then stepped into the dark void.

        The transition didn't feel like teleportation. It didn't feel like spinning in an infinite space, and their hearts didn't burst in their chests as they thought might happen. It was as if they simply walked from one room to another, while the light of the void clung to their clothes.

        In front of them opened an infinite field, with no beginning and no end. Under their feet lay white sand that made no sound when stepped on, and the sky blending into the false horizon was a dark, blood-red, just like the void they had stepped through. And that was it... There was nothing else there. No objects, no trees, no living creatures.

        And certainly no sarasta.

       "Where are we?" asked Caiome.

       "Have you ever heard of Regio Conscientiae?" Arasthea asked instead. "It's the Realm of Consciousness, an infinite space, a territory where there is no time and no life, a territory where the master of the Realm is invincible, where no one can enter and no one can leave without their permission, and where they cannot be defeated. Normally, it's not a place that can be found somewhere specific, like this, but it's a rootless space that arises from a battle of the mind and idealism, of the whole being, tearing from itself. The Regio Conscientiae that Raiden Ei possesses is more of a weakness for her, given that it can be found, even if it can't be destroyed from the outside. It shouldn't have a specific form, at least not the normal Realms with more power than this, but... this is it."

       "Right..." Caiome mumbled. "So what are we doing here?"

       "We need a desert, right?" said Arasthea. "And a space that we can manipulate with the proper power as long as we have the permission of the Realm's master. You owe me for this too, by the way," she warned Caiome.

       Then she raised the hand she had cut the day before and, using her long nail, made another cut. But instead of the gods' golden blood, red human blood, the blood Caiome gave her, flowed from her palm. Arasthea kneeled on the cold sand, letting the blood drip on her index finger and onto the sand, starting to draw something that looked like a seal. In its center was a strange, coiled shape like a snake with an open mouth, in which lay a six-pointed star.

        From the center of the seal, a red bloodline stretched a few meters forward and then stopped. Arasthea whispered a few words that neither Caiome nor Ayato understood, and from the sand began to grow a golden bud. It grew and grew, turning into a tall stem that looked withered. It opened its leaves, and from the end that began to swell, flower petals opened. They were large and sharp, a pleasant brown, and autumn yellow, and in their center were pistils from which pollen flowed.

       "Your turn," said Arasthea, and Caiome took a few steps, already knowing what she had to do.

       "I think it would be better if I go," said Ayato, stopping her with his arm.

       "Oh, come one now," Arasthea said from beside them, completely tired of this come-and-go between them. 

       Ayato glared at her. The fact that she was kneeling while he looked down at her was a very convincing position that irritated Arasthea, making her have to look up at him.

       "Caiome already has symptoms—"

       "Tough luck, Your Highness," Arasthea cut him off, looking back at the flower. "I didn't use your blood for this, so the only one who can touch it is Caiome. She already knew that, that's why she told you that you're useless here and shouldn't have come."

       "It's alright," said Caiome, seeking his purple gaze.

       "But... if you inhale the pollen—"

       "The pollen doesn't affect adults, I've told you before," she insisted. "I'll be fine."

       Ayato stood a few more seconds, looking into her red eyes, knowing something was wrong. He knew it couldn't be that simple, and her smile wasn't that arrogant, confident smile that gave you a bit of courage and confidence in return.

       "All right," he said. "But be careful."

       "How touching," Arasthea said in a sarcastic tone. "Can we move now? Human blood has the bad habit of drying and cracking."

        Caiome turned on her heel and moved forward, but something felt strange. The land they had stepped into felt heavy at first, but the closer she got to the flower, the heavier her steps became, and a pressure settled not only on her head, but also on her chest. She felt her heart beating harder, looking at the sharp flower petals that rose toward her, seeming to mock her, laughing in her face.

        Why couldn't she find it sooner? Why did she destroy all of them on the continent? Why did she let so many die when she could have resolved things faster? The flower laughed in her face and blamed her.

       Caiome felt breathless but continued her path. But her steps felt heavier. It felt like an eternity to take a single step, to move a few centimeters closer to the flower. She raised her hand to touch the petals, and something shot from her fingertips to her throat, making her cough violently.

        Her legs suddenly went numb, and Caiome fell to her knees. She grabbed her throat with her hands in her hysterical cough, spitting blood on the stem of the flower that laughed even louder, sharper, in her mind. Caiome squeezed her eyes shut, feeling the blood running down her cheeks.

        "Caiome," she heard Ayato shouting.

       Caiome stretched her hand back, and Ayato was pushed a few steps back by a cold, strong wind.

       "Stay there," she said, trying to breathe.

       She took a deep breath, feeling her mouth fill with blood running through the corners of her lips, from her nose, and her eyes, blurring her vision. She forced her hand to rise, grabbing the hard stem of the flower, pulling it down until the sharp petals hit her chest.

        Caiome stared at it for what seemed like an eternity, then grabbed it. With her last strength, she broke it and put it in her jacket pocket, then zipped it up with trembling fingers. She leaned on her hands and pushed herself up, groaning. Her legs felt like they were being stabbed by hundreds of daggers at once, and the bones in her chest pressed against her heart. She heard her own blood roaring in her ears, ready to burst her eardrums, and a strong dizziness made her stagger before she could stand up.

       She turned slowly, looking for something to focus on.

        It's the same as always, she had to think. Nothing was different. It was the same pain she always went through, the same tears, the same crushing feeling as if someone was pressing her under a rock.

        She looked at Ayato and took a single step, but her weight became too much to bear, so, in a violent cough, she collapsed to the ground.

        Ayato didn't hear his name called by Arasthea when he saw Caiome hit the ground. He threw himself beside her, lifting her in his arms, starting to call her name, but Caiome was already unconscious. He put his ear to her chest. At first, he didn't hear her heartbeats, but he didn't feel relieved either when he heard them beating so slowly, so rarely.

        He brushed her hair away from her face, and her body began to tremble from muscle spasms. She felt heavy in his arms, just as Daichi felt that morning when he picked him up and took him back to his mother.

       "Caiome...?"

       "Take her clothes off!" he heard Arasthea, who kneeled beside him too, grabbing her boots and starting to undo them, throwing them away.

        Ayato looked at her confused, unsure of what he had heard.

       "Hey!" she shouted, pinning her green eyes on his. "Snap out of it and do what I say. Take them off. She's suffocating."

       Ayato felt as if slapped. He placed Caiome on the ground and grabbed the edges of her jacket, pulling it off her, turning her from side to side. Caiome coughed again, spitting blood on the white sand, but Ayato didn't stop. He then took off her tank top while Arasthea dealt with her tight pants, then her underwear, and he froze with his hands and eyes on her when he saw her naked body.

       There was a lightning-shaped scar that stretched across her entire left leg and surrounded  her abdomen. A sharp arrow stopped in her chest, while another rose up her spine to between her shoulder blades, a place easily hidden. And worst of all, the scar looked truly red, a red mixed with a deep, violet purple, and it seemed to pulse with her entire body.

       Ayato had never seen such a symptom in anyone...

       "What is this?" he asked, and Arasthea laughed, turning Caiome on her side, making her spit blood again so as not to drown her lungs.

       "Don't focus on old wounds," she said, taking Caiome's jacket in her arms, where the flower was. "Cover her with something. We need to get out of here."

       Ayato took off his coat and, lifting her with one arm, wrapped it around her from behind. He grabbed her back and knees, then lifted her, and Caiome coughed again from the rough way he handled her, staining his shirt with blood.

       "Take her home," said Arasthea, grabbing his arm and starting to push him in a certain direction, "put her in a bed and keep her on her side."

       "What?"

       "Just think about your house. Put her in a bed and cover her with light blankets. Give her plenty of water to drink, even if she spits it out. Force her to drink it, understand? Do as I say!" she shouted at him, and Ayato obeyed.

        He closed his eyes and thought of home, the entrance, the mansion rising above the fence, and the gardens beginning to yellow from autumn.

        When he opened them, he was no longer in the desert land, and Arasthea was no longer beside him. Instead, he was in front of the entrance gates, seeing Hirotatsu, who looked as if he saw a ghost. Then he saw Caiome in his arms, covered only by a coat, with her face and hair full of blood and twitching from cold and pain.

       "My lord!" he said, running in large steps. "What's happening to her?"

       Ayato just passed by him, starting to run with Caiome in his arms. "Open the doors."

       Hirotatsu obeyed and opened every door in the way of Lord Kamisato, while the latter gritted his teeth and mumbled words the captain couldn't understand. But what scared him more was the expression on his face.

       Because he had never seen Lord Kamisato like that, so agitated, with a lost and confused look, as if he didn't know what was happening and didn't know what to do. He was panicked and breathing heavily while holding Caiome in his arms, looking from her to the road ahead, unaware of anything around him.

      At his command, Hirotatsu opened Lord Kamisato's bedroom door, and Ayato carefully placed Caiome on the bed. She coughed again, a prolonged and powerful cough, giving the impression that her heart would leap out of her chest and her bones would break. Ayato quickly turned her to the side, and she spat out more blood than Hirotatsu had ever seen anyone bleed.

       "Water," said Ayato, and Hirotatsu nodded and ran out of the room, racing down the halls.

      He turned back to Caiome, starting to move her dishevelled hair away from her face. She was hot, her face reddened and beginning to sweat, the colourless drops mixing and washing the blood off her face, leaving streaks like tears. Her body began to tremble even more spasmodically.

       Ayato reached over her and pulled the blankets, covering her, but that wouldn't be enough, and he wasn't sure if it was the right thing to do because Caiome began to breathe as if oxygen wasn't reaching her lungs, as if someone were squeezing her throat.

       Where was Arasthea? Ayato had woken up in front of the residence, but Arasthea had disappeared, along with the sarasta flower.

       Ah... now he understood. While Caiome was here, Arasthea had to prepare the antidote for the infected. But to be honest, Ayato didn't care about anyone else, not when Caiome was trembling and coughing in front of him, spitting blood and losing consciousness moment by moment, no matter how much he called her name and tried to wake her up.

        And if Arasthea was making the antidote, why hadn't she come here? Why didn't she give it to Caiome first? Hadn't Caiome done enough? Didn't she deserve to be the first to be saved? Hadn't she dedicated her days and nights to others? Hadn't she suffered enough because of this epidemic, because of this disease?

        A weak sound escaped her lips, and Ayato held her again, letting her head rest on his arm, moving her sweaty and blood-streaked hair behind her ear.

        "It's alright," he whispered, kneeling next to the bed, embracing her. "It's alright, love. I am here with you, I'm not going anywhere."

         Caiome seemed to blink, but she didn't have the strength to lift her eyes to him, only looking towards his chest. Her hand somehow found its way out from under the blanket, touching the sleeve of his shirt, but she didn't have the strength to grip it. She let out another sound, but it seemed that it took all the energy she had left, and her eyes began to close again, letting bloody tears cross her temples.

        Hirotatsu reappeared in the room, but not alone. Ayaka, Thoma, and Mizuki followed him closely, and while Hirotatsu handed a huge glass of water to Ayato, theother three froze in the doorway, staring at the scene in front of them.

        "What's happening?" Ayaka asked, quickly entering the room, looking at Caiome from behind Ayato.

        "Make a fire," he said instead, lifting Caiome a little higher. 

       He placed the edge of the glass to her lips and tilted it. Caiome spat out the water as soon as it touched her throat, but Ayato didn't withdraw the glass; instead, he tilted it more, forcing her to throw her head back. 

       "Come on, dearest, drink it," he whispered in her ear. "Didn't you hear me?" he shouted in the room at the others who were still in shock. "Lit that damn fire!"

       Thoma was the first to react and threw himself in front of the fireplace. He threw thick logs from beside the fireplace into it, then used his Vision to set them alight, but it wouldn't help much for now.

        Ayato forced Caiome to drink from the cup once more, and she spat again, choking. Another attempt, and Ayato managed to make her drink a quarter of the glass, but it wasn't enough. Arasthea had told him to give her a lot of water because Caiome was dehydrating very quickly.

       "Wh-why is she in this condition?" Mizuki said with a trembling voice, approaching the bed. "I thought sarasthuza didn't affect adults."

        Ayato gritted his teeth and made Caiome drink another quarter of the glass. He didn't know. Damn it, he didn't know! Just because she had inhaled the sarasta pollen? But the virus was transmitted by inhaling the pollen; the one who inhaled it didn't have immediate symptoms. The body first had to assimilate the virus, then develop symptoms. Even children had more days before the virus manifested in their small bodies, which didn't yet have a fully developed immune system.

       Only if Caiome had no immunity at all... But that wasn't possible, given that she had been around so many infected people, and nothing had happened until now. That damned flower had to be the cause.

        "Bring something for the fever," Ayato said instead, as his thoughts were too messed up right now.

        Arasthea had to make the antidote before other children and elderly died; Caiome was in her state, clinging with a feeble strength to the last thread of life; no one knew what was happening to her...

        Only Arasthea, who wasn't even here.

        Why wasn't she here? Because she called Caiome a child cursed by Death? Because she hated her? Because Caiome was the reason she couldn't gain her freedom after centuries? What was Caiome guilty of, as a twelve-year-old child when her sister died, for the problems of a divine spirit with its own story and actions and consequences behind it?

        But then Ayato remembered. Arasthea had stopped him from going after the sarasta because she didn't use his blood, but Caiome's. It had to be something that happened when they exchanged blood - or rather when Arasthea took hers. It had to be something related to this pact between them, but Ayato knew too little to draw a conclusion.

        For now, all he could do was make sure Caiome didn't die that day.

        "Salt," he asked. "Melted sugar. Kumame."

       There were no aloe leaves in any house in Inazuma, but at least they could do that. Ayaka brought sea salt, while Mizuki brought the sugar, and Thoma began to melt it over the flames in the fireplace. At Ayato's request, he, Mizuki, and Hirotatsu left the room, and Ayaka helped him rub Caiome's chest and back with salt, although Caiome was trembling from head to toe, but they had no choice.

       "What is this?" Ayaka asked when she saw the scar on her chest, extending to her left leg, but Ayato didn't answer.

        Another question to which he had no answer.

       Because he truly knew nothing about her. Despite all the organization's reports, despite the research and investigations, he knew nothing more than he had already seen of her. Because Caiome hid so well, keeping her secrets so deep inside her that not even the gods could see them. And that frustrated him more than he ever thought it would.

       "Focus on what needs to be done," Ayato said instead, then they covered her with the blankets again, while the sweet smell of sugar and the warmth of the fire spread through the air.

      They gave her the syrups, and Mizuki brought large quantities of drinking water and for the fever, along with wet towels that Ayato placed on Caiome's forehead. He held them with his own hand so they wouldn't fall while Caiome lay on her side in bed, spitting blood onto another towel placed under her head. With his other hand, Ayato wiped the blood and tears away, and to keep her warm, he pushed the bed as close to the fireplace as possible, at a respectable distance, so she wouldn't lose all the air she struggled to breathe.

        Ayato didn't know how many hours he had spent kneeling next to the bed, changing the wet towels, wiping Caiome's lips and cheeks, lifting her and giving her water, trying to encourage her. There were moments when Caiome opened her eyes, then closed them again, lost once more in unconsciousness, and moments when she whimpered so weakly that Ayato felt his stomach turn to a knot.

       He held her hand and whispered words to her, but Caiome didn't seem to be aware that he was there, let alone feel his touch, hear him, or understand his words. All she could do was tremble and cough, and sometimes she didn't even cough, just let the blood trickle through the corners of her lips onto the towel placed under her cheek.

 

Chapter 65: Chapter 65 ~ The Pact and the Plea

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Chapter 65 ~ The Pact and the Plea

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       Evening began to fall, it was no longer raining outside, but it was extraordinarily cold, while the wood crackled in the fireplace. The bedroom door opened, and Ayato almost jumped to his feet when Arasthea entered.

       "Oh, good," she said, waving her hand. "She's still breathing."

       "Where have you been?" Ayato said, standing up.

       "To save your nation?" Arasthea scoffed. "Now, where is that dog of yours that's been following you since before we met with Raiden Shogun?"

       Ayato clenched his fists as Arasthea began to wave a bottle with a copper-colored liquid inside. "Koshi," he said, and Koshi appeared from the shadows.

       "Wonderful," said Arasthea when she saw him, handing him the bottle. "One drop for you and one for your lord, then pass it on to the organization. I've already given the dose to the girls and the others in this house, and now they're sleeping."

       "What about Caiome?" Ayato asked.

       "What about her?" Arasthea replied.

       "Shouldn't she take the medicine as well?"

       Arasthea puffed in a laugh as if Ayato had told the best joke of the day. "She doesn't need it."

       "I will not take the medicine until she does."

       "Then you will spread the virus again, Your Highness. Do you really want to be the cause of another epidemic? To risk killing an entire nation just because you don't know a few little secrets about that doll who acts like she hasn't been through this before?"

       Ayato clenched his jaw. He had gotten used to Caiome's dismissive attitude toward him, her bad jokes, her biting words, and her mocking behaviour. But it was a different matter when someone else did it with him in regard of her.

      "Take the antidote and go to bed," said Arasthea. "It's not like you have to watch over her 24/7."

       Ayato held her gaze for a few moments longer, then nodded at Koshi, who was already taking a drop of the antidote. He handed the bottle to Ayato,  letting a single drop of bitter liquid numb his tongue and throat, but not strongly enough to take his eyes off Arasthea, who now smiled in satisfaction.

        Then Koshi disappeared from the room with the bottle.

        But Ayato didn't listen to Arasthea, settling back on the floor next to Caiome, who was still struggling to breathe.

        "Why doesn't she need the antidote?" he asked in the quiet of the evening as Arasthea wandered around the room.

        "That's not for me to tell you, little lord."

        "Caiome will not tell me."

        "You'll have a lot to do once the antidote stabilizes in everyone's bodies," she said instead. "It's only been two weeks, but you've used many resources, so you'll need to be ready for anything."

       "That is not what I was talking about," Ayato said irritably, looking at her, but Arasthea didn't seem bothered. "Then answer me one question that concerns you. What is this pact between you and her?"

       Arasthea laughed. "So she told you how she found me, but not what it entails for me to act? Fine, then. I'll tell you. I'd rather hear her scream at me than have you nagging me as if you have any right."

       Even though the flames cast light and shadows throughout the room, plunging everything into a precarious darkness, only Arasthea seemed to shine entirely.

        "Before I was sealed, I could do whatever I wanted. I was a goddess of Celestia who lived among humans, healing them and teaching them what they needed to do to help themselves. Then something happened, something you don't need to know, and Celestia banished me, turning me into a mere immortal being. More than that, they sealed me in my own precious stone, cursed to be able to come out only when someone worthy of me agreed to make this pact with me. Kandra was the one who made the pact, even though I told her what it entailed. My powers aren't what they used to be. I can't do anything without the intermediary of a human being, a species that, at one point, betrayed me. So the pact was simple: I healed what couldn't be healed in exchange for a commensurate price."

       "A price?"

       Arasthea approached with small steps, swaying her body, letting her white arms rest across her chest.

       "You two have talked about Kandra," she pointed to Caiome. "You know when Kandra died, but did she ever tell you how?"

        Ayato shook his head. "But I suppose it is about the sarasthuza from ten years ago."

       "Almost eleven," she chuckled. "But yes. Given that it was the first time even I had seen sarasthuza, I helped Kandra with everything I could while trying to find the source of the virus. And Caiome, being the idiot she always was, despite her sister's words not to approach the inhabitants of the small desert village, wasn't careful and got infected. She was quite fragile back then, although, given how often she broke something and didn't shed a single tear, you wouldn't have guessed. Sarasthuza manifested in her worse than in any other child or elder. And even after we found the sarasta flower, it didn't help us because the antidote didn't work on her. Kandra was desperate, and Caiome was about to die. So her older sister did the only thing she could do, a deal with me to save her beloved younger sister."

        "So... the reason she died..."

        "The price for my powers varies depending on the situation, and I have no control over the severity of the price, and most of the time, not even how it will manifest. I can decide that only when it comes to small things. Caiome was dying. She was supposed to die; there was no turning back. Her destiny was to die in that desert village and be buried under sand dunes, but Kandra didn't let that happen. A servant cannot force their master, but the master can force the servant, so I had to make the deal with her. Kandra traded her life, forcing me to save Caiome instead of her. But saving her didn't mean curing her. As I said, she was supposed to die, and I had to keep her alive; that was all Kandra's life could save of her."

       "So... she's not cured. She never was," Ayato said, looking at Caiome, who whimpered in her struggle to breathe.

       Arasthea shook her head slightly, causing her white strands to touch her sharp cheekbones and hollow cheeks.

       "But she's neither a carrier of the virus nor can she be affected. What she's going through, what she's been through all these years, is just the state of her body, which recorded the moments before death and manifests in moments of weakness. You can think of her as a living dead who walks the earth. She can't harm anyone, but she can't do any good either. And when she must truly die one day, she will die in this way. I didn't let her die, but I couldn't fully cure her either. For her, this is what you could call a cold that a child catches from the air."

       "Is that what you meant when you said she's a child cursed by Death? Because she lives on the edge between life and death and can never escape it?"

       Arasthea looked at him from under her long white eyelashes, fluttering toward her cheekbones. Lord Kamisato had a dark expression on his face, and his eyes were simply... Not even she, after thousands of years of existence, could find a word for the look in his irises.

       "How did you make the pact with Caiome?"

       "Kandra forced me," she shrugged. "She told me, 'save her and stay by her.' Saving her didn't mean curing her, and staying by her meant letting Caiome become my master so she could summon me from the seal, so I had to make the pact. Kandra died, Caiome suffered, and since then... she has made the worst decisions of her life, just as she always did. And Caiome loves making deals with me. Look at her. She didn't even hesitate yesterday. She was determined to do it if needed."

        "If you're telling the truth," he said, gently slipping his hand under Caiome's fingers. Perhaps it was his imagination, but he felt Caiome's fingers gently tighten over his, as if she knew he was there. "If you're telling the truth," he repeated, "if Kandra paid the price with her own life to save Caiome's, then what did Caiome have to pay to save the others now? Was it their destiny to die?"

        Arasthea shook her head. "Death and destiny don't work that way. Kandra and I played with Caiome's destiny, which rewrote things and changed other destinies in turn. Those who died in the last two weeks were destined to die from the epidemic despite me and Caiome being here. Those who didn't die because we were here are destined to die in another way, later in their life. They could have survived without us, through other methods, with the help of someone else. Destinies can sometimes be changed, but deaths cannot."

       "But you said you changed hers."

       "I said we played with it. Caiome's destiny is to die from the symptoms of sarasthuza, even if she doesn't carry the disease per se. What we changed was that she didn't die then. That's why she's cursed by Death, because she must live with it inside her until the end. While others can live their lives, Caiome is haunted by the shadows of the end and can't escape them until the right moment, when her body will completely give out. I know when someone will die. That's how I knew Caiome was supposed to die then. And that's why I can tell you she won't die now. The price she paid didn't change destinies, so nothing that happened with Kandra will happen to her."

       "But did you know?" Ayato asked. "What kind of price she would pay? Did you know it wouldn't change destinies and she wouldn't die if she paid the price?"

        Arasthea looked silently at him. "Every price must be accepted. Kandra knew that, and Caiome knows it too."

       "So this is what you do with her," he said through gritted teeth. "You accept making these deals with her and put her in danger. While she bets her own life, you bet on her life as well, and wait to see if you've bet correctly or not. You kill her and bring her back every time."

        Arasthea clicked her tongue. "Caiome doesn't care if she dies."

        "And neither do you, for that matter. But I think I understand why you accept these deals in these difficult situations. The price does not have to be just her own life, does it? It varies depending on the conditions, you said so. Caiome told me you hate her because ten years ago was your chance to be free, but you missed it when Kandra ordered you to stay by her, when she forced you to accept this part of the deal. You are waiting for the opportunity for Caiome to make a deal with you to claim your freedom."

       Arasthea's eyes turned as cold as ice, and a sharp blade passed over them. Nevertheless, Ayato did not look away from her. Even kneeling, listening to Caiome's uneven breaths, it was as if he stood over Arasthea and watched her from above.

        Arasthea chuckled. "You truly deserve to be one of the greatest lords the Kamisato family has ever had. Even when it comes to matters that don't concern you directly, you are still quick-witted."

       Arasthea moved closer to the bed from the other side and sank onto the mattress. She reached out towards Caiome, letting green and golden lights float towards her trembling body.

       "I want my freedom," she said. "But I could never wish for someone to die for it. Caiome understands this, which is why she accepts my terms. And she knows that the only reason I let Kandra die is because I was forced to. If Caiome forces me to let her die, no matter for what purpose, I cannot do anything."

      Caiome began to calm down. Her breaths became more steady and easier, and for the first time in hours, Ayato seemed to hear her heartbeat becoming stronger than her breathing. Tears of blood still flowed from behind her closed eyes, but her coughing subsided, and she trembled no more. She sank into a deep sleep, leaving her hand in his.

       "There you go, kiddo," Arasthea whispered. "Believe me or not, little lord," she said to Ayato, "Caiome won't die, and I don't expect her death. She will recover in a few days, so go and rest."

       But Ayato didn't move from his spot. How could he, when finally, after so much turmoil, he saw Caiome enjoying a well-deserved and necessary sleep?

        "You're both just as stubborn," Arasthea mumbled, yet received no response.

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       Arasthea had been right. Ayato indeed had much to do the next day after a sleepless night spent ensuring Caiome drank water regularly, keeping her fever down, and allowing her to breathe freely.

        The report had been brought to him early in the morning by Koshi. The children and the elderly were starting to recover, and the fatal cases had been tallied up and now stood at a fixed number: 120 children under fourteen and 62 adults over seventy died from the epidemic. In total, 182 fatalities in two weeks, all due to the aid of medicines that still functioned. Without finding the sarasta flower, the doctors predicted twice as many deaths in the following two weeks.

        But everything had worked out because Caiome had now chosen to suffer in his bedroom.

        Although Arasthea had repeatedly assured everyone in the past five days that Caiome would not die, even becoming annoyed and refusing to speak to anyone in the house, Ayato could not shake his unease. Caiome breathed too heavily, sometimes seeming not to breathe at all; sometimes her heart beat fast and strong, other times you couldn't hear it even if you rested your head on her chest - Ayato had done this many times, praying to the gods to hear her heart beating even the slightest; her fever rose and fell constantly, especially at night; and the amount of blood she spat and wept was more than she could regenerate. Only Ayato knew how many times he had lost count of the coughs and tears that stained her face.

        And yet, he couldn't be with her constantly because there was much to do, things he couldn't ignore. He had to get the economy back on track, which meant many meetings with various lords and nobles who had just lost their children or were in recovery. No one spoke more about the epidemic than necessary, talking about the events only in the the nation's order context.

        But that was alright because Caiome always had someone by her side. At first, Ayaka helped the most, then everything began to return to normal, and the servants returned to work, including Mitsuko and Misses Nakamura. And when Mitsuko learned of what had happened, she withdrew to the bedroom and stayed by Caiome's side even when Ayato told her to take a break. Mitsuko didn't want to move from there.

        Then there were Mizuki and Thoma, who never let anything be missing from the room: water, salt, hot sugar, and clean towels. Finally, Himawari and Uta began to visit her, although they couldn't do much, and Koshi never moved from his place by the window, regardless of who came and went from the room. Not to mention all the requests from the other guards and maids who wanted to see her, but only few could step into the Lord Kamisato's private chamber, so the rest just had to ask Mizuki what was going on.

        Thus, Ayato's bedroom had become occupied by all the others. Even he no longer had room to move and had to forcibly kick out the others to allow Caiome space to breathe - figuratively speaking. Even Koshi was starting to get on his nerves.

        "You can leave too," Ayato told him one evening, but Koshi didn't move from beside the closed window, looking ahead toward the opposite wall.

        "There's no need, my lord," he said with his face covered, despite the stuffy warmth inside. "It's my duty to stay by my superior's side and ensure their health."

         "I'm quite sure Caiome won't suffer if you go get a few hours of sleep."

        "I could say the same about you, my lord."

        Ayato's temple vein twitched, though he smiled. "Since you started receiving orders from her, spending time around her, you've become more impertinent."

         "If you're feeling tired, my lord, you can go to bed as well," Koshi retorted, ignoring him completely.

         "You..."

         Ayato dropped it. You couldn't argue with Koshi's loyalty and determination. Of all people, he should know that best.

         He slept bit by bit, ate bit by bit, left and returned to the residence in total haste, beginning to forget that he had to maintain a proper behaviour. He no longer went to the city on horseback or accompanied by guards, refused any cup of tea and snacks, ignored polite greetings, and could barely manage to say hello or goodbye. 

        He blamed it on the urgent state after the epidemic, because no one knew the real reason. No one working for the Kamisato family could even whisper about Caiome's condition, at Arasthea's request. People couldn't understand the true reason behind her state - no one except Ayato and Koshi - and the rumor that the one who had helped the most was in this state would have caused panic.

       So yes, Ayato blamed it on the urgent state instead of his worries about Caiome. His luck was that all the lords understood that there was no time to waste on courtesies, things that ultimately didn't matter.

        Things began to return to normal, but everything was still exhausting, so one evening Ayato found his way to his bedroom where he found Mitsuko half asleep. Ayato woke her up and sent her to bed, then changed into his nightclothes and lay down in bed beside Caiome, who was now turned towards him.

         She breathed somewhat more normally - thanks also to Arasthea - and the bleeding seemed not as abundant. She still had a fever, something she wouldn't easily shake off even after waking up, as Arasthea had said, but at least her condition was starting to improve.

        Ayato sighed, reaching out and tucking the strands that surrounded her neck away from her cracked and bruised lips. She looked peaceful, but he could see her body tremble occasionally, despite the fire that never went out.

       Ayato moved closer until his body touched hers under the blanket, resting his head in his hand, watching her from above and scrutinizing every movement of her closed eyelids, hoping she was dreaming something beautiful.

       He brushed the strands off her forehead as she breathed warm air over his chest, passing through the cotton material of his shirt. He leaned down slowly, touching her forehead with the tip of his nose, then a little more until his lips touched her skin. She was so hot, it was hard even to breathe. But he didn't move from there.

       "Please," he whispered into the night, amid the crackling sounds coming from the fireplace, "wake up soon, because I feel like I am going mad here all alone."

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       Caiome simply woke up as if after a simple night of restful sleep. She opened her eyes and blinked at the ceiling. Besides a headache, feeling hot and dizzy, and having a metallic taste in her mouth, there didn't seem to be anything wrong with her. It was very hot in that room, and it smelled too sweet.

       She turned her head to the side towards the window. The sun was high in the sky, its rays hitting her eyes, making her frown and look away in the other direction. By the fireplace, standing with their backs to her, she recognized Arasthea and Ayato whispering. Caiome couldn't hear them, but she felt like if she lay on her back for much longer, she would go crazy.

       She turned slowly onto her side, propping herself on her arm, but the numbness was stronger than she thought it was.

       "Are you planning my funeral, by any chance?" she asked softly, realizing how hoarse her voice was.

       However, she managed to catch both of their attention. At least Ayato turned sharply, taking steps larger than Caiome had ever seen him take. He leaned towards her, holding her arm and back as Caiome sat up in bed.

       "I told you she wouldn't die just like that," Arasthea scoffed.

       "Are you sure you want to get up?" Ayato asked instead, kneeling beside her and still holding her arm.

        "If I lie down too long, I'll throw up," she mumbled, resting her head in her hand. "Actually, I think someone should bring me a basin."

       Arasthea handed her a small basin more in mockery than anything else. Caiome took it and just coughed, spitting up clots of blood.

       "Great," she mumbled. "I've barely woken up, and my body's already shouting 'good morning, let me kill you.'"

        "As if it ever stopped," Arasthea said back, taking the basin from her and wrinkling her nose.

       "You still have a fever; you should take it easy," Ayato said, pulling her hand towards him, and Caiome grumbled discontentedly.

       "How long did I sleep?"

       "Seven days," Ayato said.

       "Seven days?!" she yelled, starting to cough but at least not spitting blood anymore. But her throat definitely feels like it's been through a grinder, given she could barely swallow. Suddenly, her stomach felt too empty and hurt. "How could I have slept for seven days?"

        "Maybe that was the price to be paid," Ayato said with a sigh.

        "Yeah, but seven days? Why didn't you wake me up?" she said, then suddenly realized what she had just let slip.

       She turned sharply towards him, her whole body tensing as she saw his gaze through his purple eyes with a silvery light passing over them. There was something playful yet serious in them, something stirring yet calm, as if he couldn't decide how to approach Caiome now that she was awake.

       "How...?" she began, but it wasn't hard to figure out. "Did you tell him?!" she shouted at Arasthea, who was inspecting her sharp nails.

      "I think I need a manicure," she mumbled to herself, then turned away.

       "Calm down," Ayato said, gently pressing his finger against the back of her hand. "I was the one who asked her. She told me about Kandra and how she came to be in your service afterwards. This is nothing. You should have told me yourself."

        Caiome buried her face in her hand, covering her forehead, feeling something tickling the corners of her eyes. "There was no need for you to know," she said.

        Ayato reached out and wiped away the tear of blood that was about to fall on her cheek. "You should not think like that when it comes to me," he said.

       Caiome flinched when she felt his touch on her cheek, then realized her left hand was caught in his. His eyes shone, suddenly filled with a light that spilled through the windows, making him appear much more... angelic.

       "Why are you standing there?" she mumbled.

       Because it was one thing for both of them to sit on the floor or on cushions or in bed, talking on equal terms, and another thing to see Ayato standing in front of her, kneeling, waiting with that dumb look on his face.

       Suddenly, Caiome trembled. And with that, she realized just how much the air touched her. She glanced down for just a second, then pulled her hand away from Ayato's, covering herself with the blanket.

       "And why am I naked?"

       "Please, calm down," Ayato said, getting up from the floor with his hands towards her, but Caiome pulled herself into the middle of the bed. Suddenly, it seemed she was completely surrounded by him, by his room, by his bed, by the scent of his body that lingered in them. "I promise I did not look more than necessary."

       "More than necessary?!" Caiome said. "I'm completely naked here, you fool."

       "Arasthea told me you would suffocate if you wore clothes."

       "And I won't suffocate under these blankets?" she said back, clenching her fists around the linens.

       Clenching her jaw, she felt her ears and cheeks start to burn, which was bad. She couldn't let the fever take hold of her again. And it was worse that Ayato seemed to have no reaction whatsoever.

       "I did not want to put pressure on your chest."

       "Oh, alright," she said mocking him. "What about my pants then, hm? What were you trying not to put pressure on?"

       That was the moment they both froze, looking at each other. Caiome hadn't been quite so subtle about her hint, and Ayato was too smart not to realize it wasn't just about a pair of pants... and to ignore it, brushing everything off by clearing his voice. He straightened his back, adopting the image of a perfect gentleman, then smiled.

       "Are you hungry?" he asked.

       Caiome grabbed a pillow and threw it at him, almost making him fall to the floor. "Shut up and bring me some clothes!"

       "You're exaggerating," Ayato said, catching the pillow in his arms. "I did not do anything."

        "What about that time when you slept next to her a couple of nights ago?" Arasthea said.

       Caiome raised her eyebrows at him.

        "I was just trying to keep you warm," he stammered. "I would never..."

       Caiome frowned, and Ayato felt like he just stepped on the wrong foot.

       "I... do not.. mean it that way."

       Arasthea started laughing, walking past him and patting him on the shoulder.

       "Calm down, little lord, she's just teasing you. It doesn't bother her that much just because you've seen her naked a few times."

       Caiome quickly jumped back into bed, covering herself from head to toe with the blanket.

       "That doesn't mean I have to sit like this in front of him. Now bring me some clothes," she demanded, and a few seconds later she heard the door open and close behind him.

       Caiome held her breath, feeling not only her stomach hurting and tickling at the same time, but also her face blushing. She could come out now from behind her protective shield, but she didn't want to meet Arasthea's eyes either - if she was still around - or anyone else's. This state hit her too suddenly to blame it on the sarasthuza symptoms.

 

Chapter 66: Chapter 66 ~ The Queen and the Kills

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Chapter 66 ~ The Queen and the Kills

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       How everyone ended up crying in her room — and that meaning  Himawari, Uta, Mizuki, and Chizuru — Caiome didn't know. Anyway, it was Ayato's bedroom where he seemed to keep her by force so she wouldn't get out of bed and leave.

       After she woke up, the entire day had been a nightmare. If she tried to get up, she got dizzy and fell back into bed. If she stayed in bed, she got dizzy again. She couldn't eat anything, even though her stomach hurt terribly from being empty, and everything she managed to put in her mouth, she immediately spat out. When she did force herself to swallow a few times, she threw up everything she had swallowed.

       But it was normal; this happened almost every time, except this time it was a bit worse, considering she had slept for seven days. After she woke up, no one took their eyes off her, as if she could die at any second.

       Ayato told her the whole situation. In the seven days she had slept, all of Inazuma stabilized. The entire population took the antidote, and things were better than Caiome expected. Now, those who had lost loved ones were trying to recover, and life went on.

       Caiome turned to the other side in bed, looking towards the window. She snuggled more into the blankets, pulling them up to her nose. The room smelled of sugar, a sick person, and Ayato. She closed her eyes.

       "I think I'm going to sleep a bit," she said.

       Ayato frowned but couldn't say anything else. Besides, he had a meeting with some of his Commission members that he had to attend, even though it was already quite late, but it was urgent.

       "Call me if you need anything," he said, but Caiome didn't respond. And he couldn't insist, because things were still chaotic.

       And rightly so, because Caiome had collapsed in the middle of a crisis situation and woke up days later after everything was solved. All she had done was being sick and still couldn't stand on her own feet. She felt empty inside... as if she didn't want to face anyone. She felt like she didn't even want to leave that room.

       But the walls were closing in around her. It was her fault for everything; she knew that. So how could she stay alive in bed while other parents mourned their dead children and lost families?

       Every time someone entered the room, she closed her eyes, pretending to sleep, trying to keep her breathing steady. She gave herself away a few times, starting to cough frenetically and spit blood. When she squeezed her eyes shut, red tears ran down her cheeks, which she tried to wipe away quickly before anyone noticed and gave her more attention than necessary.

       Ayato came once more that evening, but Caiome didn't speak to him. Her act worked successfully while he was there, then he wished her good night, even though he knew she was sleeping, and left the bedroom. Caiome didn't know where he went to sleep. They had slept next to each other before, so what was the big deal that he couldn't stay there with her?

       In fact, Caiome felt quite disappointed.

       But she didn't ask him where he was going or tell him to stay. After all, she wanted not to be under anyone's observation, which was hard to do considering Koshi was always there, no matter who accompanied him, and his presence got on Caiome's nerves.

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       Morning came, and after Ayato knocked on the bedroom door, announcing he was coming in and opened the door, he saw that no one was in his bed and no one was in the room, not even Koshi. He sighed to himself, turning on his heel and starting to walk quickly through the entire mansion. He should have realized that if he left her alone, Caiome would need only a few minutes to leave the bedroom.

       "Koshi," he said, sensing the presence of his Shuumatsuban who appeared behind him. "Where is Caiome? Please tell me she just went out  in the garden to get some fresh air."

       Koshi blinked at him, descending the stairs behind him. Ayato was frowning and clearly upset.

       "She was with Lady Mitsuko earlier, my lord."

       "And why are you here?"

       "She told me you visited her this morning while I was absent and that you asked her to tell me you needed me. She assured me Lady Mitsuko would take care of her."

       "Well, Mitsuko isn't in the bedroom, and neither is Caiome." Ayato sighed, putting a hand on his forehead. "I can't believe you know Caiome for so long and still don't realize she just lied to you so she could leave alone. She took her sword and Vision too. Let's go find her," he said and turned into his room.

       If he was going to play spy alongside Koshi, he needed to go unnoticed, so he changed into black clothes specific to the organization.

        It didn't take long to find Caiome, because she wasn't making any great effort to hide. It was as if she didn't care about being followed. They found her in the village Ishi village, in the southwest of Inazuma. She was standing in front of a house gate, two steps from the wooden gate, where a middle-aged woman with red and swollen eyes stood, looking at her coldly. In her hand, she held a clay cup that she squeezed until her knuckles turned white. Behind her stood her husband, whose face was equally contorted, though not as expressive as the woman's.

       Ayato couldn't hear what they were talking about, hiding behind a tree with Koshi, but he saw Caiome bow to the woman, with her hands by her sides and her head bowed. Ayato had never seen Caiome bow so seriously. She only did it mockingly.

       They remained silent for a few long seconds during which the woman began to tremble. Then, out of nowhere, she smashed the clay cup to the ground, shattering it, and shards flew at their feet. Caiome neither blinked nor flinched, but she clenched her fists tighter, remaining bowed before them.

       "He was only one year old!" the woman shouted. "Not even a year..."

       Koshi took a step towards the three of them, but Ayato stopped him, raising his hand, his eyes fixed only on Caiome.

       "My lord..."

       "If she wanted to defend herself, she would have done it alone," he replied.

       Caiome was not the type to appreciate it if you jumped in to help her. And somehow, Ayato felt that this was something she wanted to do alone.

       Ayato crossed his arms, leaning against the tree. The woman started crying, bursting into sobs. The man put his hands on her shoulders, turning her towards him and letting her cry into his chest. He said something to Caiome in a calm tone, his gaze almost gentle. But Caiome didn't look at him when he turned with his wife and went back into the house.

       Caiome stayed there for a minute, maybe two, then straightened up. And with a serious expression that gave away no thoughts, she walked further to the next house.

       One hundred eighty-two houses. That's how many Caiome visited that day, from early morning until the cold night fell over Inazuma. And Ayato followed her in silence, alone after he sent Koshi off on other errands. In front of each house, Caiome stopped, knocked on the door, waited to be answered, and when the door opened, Ayato couldn't hear anything they talked about.

       But at every house, in front of each resident, Caiome bowed, as if asking for forgiveness, and everyone who looked at her started crying. Most of the time, they spoke calmly through tears, and many asked Caiome to stand up. But some didn't react well, and shouts and insults began to echo in the streets.

       Caiome never responded. She just stood and waited to be hit and cursed at. And when no one answered the door, she waited. 

       Ayato never approached her, not even once. He kept his distance and watched her being humiliated, watched her stagger and hold onto fences and trees, slowly moving from one mourning house to another, as if it was her duty. As if it was all her fault, as if she couldn't stand still unless she took everything upon herself. When Caiome visited the 182nd house, Ayato returned home. He changed out of his black clothes, put on his usual attire, and went to his office, passing by an Arasthea who was hopping down the halls, her bracelets clinking sharply.

       "What's up with this face?" she laughed as she spun around him with a cunning smile on her face. "You've seen Caiome, haven't you?"

       Ayato gave her a simple glance, then walked past her, keeping his back straight and his chin up.

       "You shouldn't bother with her, little lord," Arasthea said from behind. "You'll never understand that girl... I never did," she shrugged.

      "On the contrary," Ayato mumbled to himself, stopping at his office doors, "I might actually understand her too well."

       Because, more than anything, Ayato saw himself in Caiome while she was walking through the city and the villages. And implicitly, he managed to feel what Caiome felt. He saw her for days on end, sleepless nights struggling for others; Caiome, who until now had never thought of anyone but herself, went to the door of every house, asking for forgiveness for the deaths of their family members.

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       But Caiome didn't stop there. Her chest burned, her whole body ached, and her knees trembled. She coughed more and more often, but no longer spat blood. The effects were starting to wear off and she was glad she had left home that morning. And she wasn't stupid; she knew Ayato was keeping an eye on her, given that she hadn't been put under national tracking yet. But once she finished visiting the last family, a pair of parents who had lost their seven-year-old daughter, Caiome no longer felt watched.

       Good, she thought, looking at the dark sky, pulling her jacket tighter around her. Because she still had something to solve. She had received a note that morning as soon as she left the residence gates from a man who followed her through the forest and suddenly handed it to her, then ran off. Caiome didn't have to think much to figure out who it was from.

       She teleported to Yashiori Island and looked for the clues mentioned in the note... A rock shaped like an eagle's head, dead ivy growing on trees with red leaves, a path made of yellow soil and white stones that led her to the coast, then down under the cliffs until she found herself at the entrance of a cave.

       From inside, voices could be heard, the wind carrying the sounds to her, and faint lights flickered. The atmosphere felt dry and warm, but Caiome felt more like she was suffocating than drifting into a state of lethargy and drowsiness. The scene before her was too similar to what she had left behind in Natlan, which she never wanted to return to.

       And yet, she entered and followed the voices until she reached a large hall where the walls danced in reddish and black shadows, where boar meat was roasting, and laughter was in full swing. While above, houses wept under the rain clouds, here, in hell, devils danced on one foot and got drunk, rejoicing.

       "Ah Puch!" a loud voice echoed through the stone hall and hit her ears.

       Tabai approached her in all his physical grandeur, his eyes glowing red and gold, a white smile on his scarred face. He opened his arms as if welcoming her, and Caiome descended the last steps. All the wild men and women's eyes fell upon her and they rose.

       Then, both they and Tabai bowed deeply, as if welcoming their queen back home. But Tabai still had a mocking smile on his face when he raised his gaze to her.

       "Welcome!"

       Caiome passed by him, throwing the note at his chest. "So, you knew I was going to come to you," she said.

       "Sooner or later," he chuckled, turning to follow her. "A drink? A piece of meat? How can I serve you?"

        "I'm not staying long," she waved her hand. "It's not like I enjoy being here."

       "I beg to differ, my queen," Tabai said, pointing to the others who stood and watched Caiome with admiration. "This seems to be your place. Just look at how happy we are to see you and we don't hold back from acknowledging you. Not like that secret organization where you can't even look each other in the eye. Do you really want to live among such scums?"

       Caiome took a deep breath, but as she expected, the fire beside her only made her want to cough. Still, she had to stay calm, looking at Tabai.

       "They never meet, and yet they care more for each other than all of you put together. Anyway, that's not why I'm here. I just came to confirm something. You brought the sarasta flower from Natlan, didn't you? All of you arriving here at the same time as the last sarasta flower is too big a coincidence."

       Tabai grinned, his scar lighting up in shades of white in the flames, starting to circle her. He raised his hand as if to touch her jaw, but Caiome grabbed his wrist and shot him a piercing look.

       Tabai looked at her grip, then at Caiome. "Curious," he said. "It's as if you can't stand my touch anymore."

       "I never could stand your touch," Caiome said.

       "But now it seems to be something else," he mumbled. "Are you afraid I'll taint you? That I'll taint other touches?"

       Caiome raised her chin, and Tabai burst into laughter.

       "It can't be," he said, mocking her. "Look how your heart beats so fast and your cheeks turn red. As if adrenaline hits you just like it used to. All right," he gave up, withdrawing his hand. "And if I tell you that indeed, I was the one who brought the sarasta flower, starting the epidemic, what will you do? You can't kill us all, not like you did with the old gang, burying them all in the mountains so no one would ever find them. Look at you. You can barely stand."

       Caiome wiped her hand on her pants, as if touching Tabai was dirty work.

       "I also know it wasn't by your will. You're a monster, but at least you keep your word. You wouldn't have harmed Inazuma just to see me desperate. You're patient. So, what? Watanabe ordered you to find such a flower, didn't he?"

       Tabai turned and sat on a large rock covered with furs and animal skins, taking a piece of meat in hand and stuffing it into his mouth, staring at Caiome.

       "You're right as always. As you said, I'm not interested in killing a nation, not by such methods anyway, knowing full well what you have up your sleeve, meaning your past and Arasthea. It would have been rather tiresome, but Watanabe didn't know that and I didn't bother to tell him. I just did what I was ordered as a mercenary. And, of course, I thought this epidemic wouldn't let you forget me."

       "You seem to think you're too important," Caiome sighed. "I have better things to focus on than your childish game where we just wait and stare at each other. I keep my part of the deal where I don't tell anyone about you and your henchmen, you keep your part by leaving the others alone. So, what was Watanabe's goal?"

       Though Tabai didn't have to tell her, she knew it herself, but she needed confirmation. The confirmation would help her not go mad just from the hatred waiting to erupt in her bones.

       "By now, everyone knows about the sarasta, a flower brought here from Natlan," Tabai said. "A flower secretly brought from Natlan, which will only bolster Watanabe's reason for raising taxes, which means more money for his private army and for sparking the civil war he so desperately wants. The epidemic will leave terrible marks, already weakening people's trust who knew about Yamamoto, Kashiro, and Kumori's hidden shipments. This should cap it off, at least that's how Watanabe planned it, no matter what price he had to pay, both he and that woman you brought to me a few weeks ago. Is that confirmation good enough?"

       Caiome didn't need to say anything, just stepped closer, looking down at him. "Give me the flower."

       Tabai just smiled beautifully. "What flower?"

       "You brought the sarasta from Natlan, you started the virus. Where are the remnants? Where are the pistils?"

       Tabai grinned, then began to laugh. A frenetic laugh on a malicious face, and a fiery, thrilling satisfaction was seen behind his eyes. Caiome drew her sword from her waist, placing it on his neck and making a cut. Blood began to flow down his chest, staining his clothes, but Tabai just took a deep breath, letting a long moan escape his throat.

       No one moved in the face of danger, and not because they were afraid, but because if their queen wanted to kill someone because she believed it was right, they would let her. Years ago, they would have resisted, but now the rules were clear. Their lives belonged to her, and her life belonged to Tabai, who did not shy away from the sharp blade.

       Instead, he pulled a small bag from behind his clothes and handed it to Caiome. Caiome grabbed it in her fist, feeling the pistils pass through her fingers.

       She was aware that she couldn't defeat Tabai now, especially in the presence of the others. There were too many, and if even one sprout was left alive, this entire charade, all these monsters, would come to light again, just as they had a few years ago when Caiome made the mistake of not cutting off Tabai's head before leaving those underground ruins.

       "When the time comes," Caiome said to him, "I will pull your heart out of your chest while looking you in the eyes."

       "My Death," Tabai said in admiration, as praising her, "my heart is already yours. You can take it out whenever you want if it means you'll look at me like that. I never thought I would see Ah Puch before my eyes again, but it seems the gods have heard my prayers."

       Caiome drew her sword, leaving a cut on his skin, then sheathed it.

       "I'm not in the mood to play now," Caiome said, "so how about you stay out of my way for a while? It's not like I can get rid of you anytime soon anyway."

       Tabai made another bow with his hand over his heart as Caiome turned her back.

       "As you wish. Oh," he groaned as Caiome left the stone chambers, "how I wish to see Ah Puch, the cruel Ah Puch. Who knows better than I how monstrous she can be?" he laughed loudly among the others.

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       The first one that she killed was Ahjika, the one born in the desert, the one that knows what sarasthuza and sarasta meant, the one who never left her precious house and the one who helped Watanabe. To kill her was easy, tracing her blade only once over her thin neck, letting her drown in her own blood, beside her husband.

       Caiome pressed a hand over her mouth and put a finger on her lips, telling her to keep quiet, while forcing her to look in her eyes until Ahjika drew her last breath.

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       Caiome watched Ubisaki from the darkness. His grandson had died ten days ago, and now he spent his nights outside in his own garden, looking up at the starless, moonless sky. But Caiome didn't care about his expression of pain or the regret in the words he spoke into the night.

       She threw the rope over his neck, pulling with a strength she didn't know she was even capable of, while Ubisaki started coughing, desperately grabbing her hands and the rope, he couldn't escape her grip. Suddenly, Caiome was no longer so weakened, gaining immense energy and adrenaline, consumed by hatred.

       She pulled Ubisaki down, placing him on his knees without uttering a word. She tilted his head back, forcing him to look at her face and fiery eyes. Ubisaki reached out a hand towards her, but Caiome only tightened the rope further.

       Ubisaki couldn't breathe anymore, his eyes began to close, and his hands fell limp at his sides until he went completely numb in her hands.

       Caiome threw the rest of the rope over a thick branch of a chestnut tree, grabbed it tightly and raised Ubisaki's body in the air with the help of her Vision, until she secured the rope, tightening it around the tree.

      And just like that, Ubisaki Eiji's body was hanging in the starless night, with his face turned toward the black figure that was leaving him behind.

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       Watanabe Goichi had just finished signing a document when he felt the cold wind entering through the open window. He turned and closed it, then sat back down at the writing desk with the brush in his hand.

       "If I listen carefully," a female voice echoed, causing Watanabe to suddenly raise his gaze into the darkness of the room, "I might hear the cries of your wife."

       Coming out from the corner of the room, a monstrous figure in the body of a woman covered in black clothes and shadows approached him. Watanabe quickly stood up and opened his mouth to call for the guards, but the figure before him, her face covered, was faster.

       She grabbed him by the nape and slammed his face onto the desk, then raised her fingers toward him.

       "How about we get rid of this, hm?"

       Her fingers drew the air from his lungs, and Watanabe began to struggle under her grip. He clung to the edge of the table, but Caiome's hold and the lack of air pressing on his lungs, making them burn, thwarted his efforts. Yet, Caiome ensured he had enough air to look into her eyes.

       "You brought the sarasta flower," she whispered, "and caused this virus, all for your civil war, for government reform, for fame, power, and wealth, all because you were too envious of the natural course of things in this world. You sacrificed your own son."

       Watanabe's eyes widened as if recognizing her, and Caiome chuckled. She removed her mask, allowing Watanabe to see the one who had stayed beside his son for two whole weeks, every day, talking to him, making him laugh, reading to him.

        Her eyes were dark, devoid of the flame he had seen in the girl in the children's salon. No. Her gaze was empty, and her face was as white as a deathly ghost. He saw nothing in her eyes, neither hatred nor madness, just a void that made him shiver.

       Caiome leaned closer, whispering in his ear. "I want you to suffer," she said. "I don't want to leave you alive, I don't want to see you struggle to live without your son because I know you'd get over it too quickly. I want to see you struggle just as he did. I want to see you tremble and fight for breath, I want to see you burn and bleed."

       She stood up, looking him in the eyes.

       "I want to see you die the same way he did."

       On the table, right in front of Watanabe, she placed a small cloth bag that opened before him. Inside lay a rust-coloured pistil. To him, it meant nothing.

       "I suppose Ahjika didn't tell you one thing about the sarasta flower if you're looking at it like that. Sarasthuza can be triggered by inhaling the pollen. Its petals create the antidote for sarasthuza. But there's another part to this story. The pistil," she pointed to the bag, "is a poison, a painful death... an instant one."

       Caiome drew her sword, letting the silver blade shine in the candlelight.

       "Don't get me wrong, I could kill you right now by sword if I wanted to. However, I like your wife, the only one who stayed by her son's side all this time and cried for him, knowing she would lose him one day, yet still letting him go as he wished. If I were to assassinate you, it would cause too many problems, not just for me. Instead, we'll make a deal. You swallow the pistil, and I'll ensure no one knows the epidemic started because of you, which would save your wife from execution. Your choice."

       Watanabe looked into her eyes, struggling to breathe, slowly dragging his hand across the table toward the bag. But instead of grabbing it, he knocked it over, trying to crush the pistil, the only thing he could do.

       Caiome clicked her tongue. "And I, who out of the generosity of my heart,  gave you the chance to choose... But I still like your wife, so a quick death won't be what I offer you."

       Caiome took the pistil from the bag, drawing even more air from Watanabe's lungs, causing him to struggle harder under her grip, opening his mouth wide in search of air. Taking advantage, Caiome put the pistil in his mouth and forced him to swallow it.

       Suddenly, Watanabe no longer needed Caiome to grip his nape or steal his air, for the poison acted quickly. It squeezed his lungs and made his heart beat faster and faster until his blood couldn't take it anymore, starting to flow from his nose and mouth amid violent coughs. His ears began to ring, and his body burned. His vision blurred, and immense pain took hold of his head.

       He leaned on the table, trying to rise, while Caiome squatted in front of him, watching from a few centimetres away. But Watanabe's strength wasn't enough, and he fell back to his knees, struggling to breathe. He leaned more and more toward the table until his cheek touched it, and he died.

       Caiome watched him for long minutes, then sighed.

       "I thought it would be satisfying," she said, pulling a small bottle from her bag and pouring the liquid into Watanabe's mouth. "I guess it wasn't enough for Daichi's death. Now swallow this like a good boy," she patted his back, then placed the bottle in his hand. "It's still a poison, but you have to understand my obsession with sarasta, just as you were obsessed with killing Inazuma's children."

       She stood up and cleaned the room until no trace of conflict remained, then exited through the window and vanished into the night, starting to hum.

 

Chapter 67: Chapter 67 ~ The One Who Cries and the One Who Holds

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Chapter 67 ~ The One Who Cries and the One Who Holds

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       Ayato lit out the candles in his office, but instead of heading to his bedroom, he went to the funeral room. He opened the door and closed it behind him, but when he turned to face the portraits of his parents, his gaze fell on the tables in front of them.

       On these tables were offerings: cypress leaves, cups filled with sake, sweets and food, lit incense sticks, and a chocolate cookie above each bowl of rice.

       Ayato approached the tables and knelt before them, pouring a little sake over the rice, then bowed before each portrait. However, his thoughts did not dwell, as they should have, on his deceased parents, to whom he was supposed to pay his respects now that he was in front of them.

       He sighed heavily, straightening his back, looking at Kamisato Kazashi and Kamisato Yuna.

       "I apologize to the both of you, but I will have to cut my visit short tonight," he said, then stood up and left the room.

       It wasn't hard to figure out where Caiome was, given that she wasn't in the bedroom. Crossing the mansion's hallways, Ayato went out into the garden, and in the middle of it was Caiome.

       She was standing in the middle of the bridge over the pond. She wasn't wearing boots, and her knees were drawn to her chest. The clouds had dispersed, allowing the moon to shine and reflect in the water beneath her, which she gazed at, enchanted but with a lost look and her mind elsewhere.

       Ayato approached her gently, and the closer he got, the more he saw her shivering in her jacket, which was no match for the autumn chill. It was already October, and the weather was getting very cold here in the mountains, unlike in the city. He needed to buy her some winter coats and cloaks because, as she was, Caiome would freeze without even realizing it, given how little she cared for her own body.

       Proof being that, instead of taking care of her fever, she was outside at night, as if the symptoms of the sarasthuza had completely disappeared.

       "This is not fair," Ayato said, stepping onto the wooden bridge, but Caiome didn't even flinch at the sound of his voice, continuing to look at the pond. "This was my place for weeks in your absence, and now you have stolen it."

       Because, while he and Caiome had been apart, she at Lord Kujou's residence, and he at home, he often found himself wandering the gardens and stopping right in this spot, looking around.

       "You have a big house," she mumbled. "I'm sure you can find another spot."

       "Hmm," Ayato said, smiling slightly. At least Caiome was in the mood to talk. "Indeed, but there is something special about this place."

       Caiome didn't reply.

       "Mind if I join you?" he whispered. 

       "Do what you want," she shrugged.

       Ayato sat next to her, letting his legs hang over the edge of the bridge, almost touching the water with the tips of his shoes. He took off his coat and placed it on Caiome's shoulders, who didn't look at him but seemed perfectly aware of his actions.

       Taking a handkerchief from his pocket and removing his gloves, Ayato leaned over the pond and dipped it in the water, then wrung it out and turned back to Caiome. He raised a hand to her, catching her chin between his fingers and gently turning her face towards him. Her fever was palpable, passing from her body to his.

       Caiome looked at him for the first time, quickly lowering her eyes, and Ayato let out a soft chuckle as he lifted the handkerchief and pressed it to her cheek, which had a cut - a cut caused by the broken clay cup at her feet in Ishi village. He gently wiped it, passing the handkerchief over her cheekbone, cleaning the dried blood.

       "I should scold you," Ayato said almost in a whisper.

       "You'll have to be more specific. I've done many things," Caiome said, trying to turn her whole head away from him and escape his touch.

       But Ayato didn't let her, placing his entire palm on her cheek to prevent her from fleeing. Lately, Caiome had been doing just that, trying to hide and leave him behind. Proof being today's events.

       "For leaving the house today, when I clearly asked you to rest," he replied, and his words had a slightly harsh tone. "You still have a fever."

       "I'm fine," she said. "I feel the same as always."

       "The same as always when you suffer in silence, I suppose," he sighed, wiping her cheek one last time. But he didn't stop, starting to wipe her forehead and eyes, then her lips, even though they were clean.

       Caiome could see his focused gaze on her, the way his irises shone in the moonlight when he looked into her eyes. She felt her fever rising, reaching her cheeks and ears.

       "So?" she said. "What are you going to do now that you know my dramatic story? And more importantly, what are you going to do now that you know exactly what that Vision shell is?"

       "Well, I can't throw Arasthea back into the ocean, can I?" he said.

       "Not even if I ask nicely?" she batted her eyelashes, but without any visible intent to joke.

       "As much as I would like to," he said, "I have already promised her a room of her own and everything, with limits, of course, until we decide what to do next."

       "I see," she sighed. "How does our agreement change from now on?"

       "Obviously, keeping the shell away from you is not an option anymore, considering the past events. But you still have to pay for the attempted theft," he said with a smile on his face, "the penalty for the theft itself and the value of Ayaka's jewellery."

       "So you won't let me go," she mumbled, turning towards the pond. She placed her arms on her knees, hiding her nose in her clothes, but this warm air was not at all like the one she craved for.

       Ayato shook his head slowly, raising his hand again unconsciously, tucking her silver strands behind her ear.

       "How could I let you go in this state? Besides, you've just started to integrate properly into the Shuumatsuban. Why leave now? Isn't it better this way than wandering the roads all your life? There is no more sarastha flower you need to destroy, and you are still sick."

       Caiome looked at him sideways. She still had a lot to do, but he didn't know, and he didn't need to know that. Besides, if she would leave, Tabai would interpret it as a way to protect them, and until she finishes any business with him - with one of them dying in the end - Caiome couldn't leave.

       She gently took Ayato's hand and lowered it between them, lingering with her touch on his skin. Then she withdrew her hand and closed her eyes, hugging herself. She no longer wanted to feel his touch, she didn't even want to look at him because every time she did, she saw that look in his eyes. As if he cared for her. Cared about her like no one has.

       And Caiome couldn't bear that on top of everything else. If she was going to collapse, she wouldn't take him down with her. If she was going to be destroyed by her past mistakes, she couldn't destroy him too. For months they had stayed together, spending every moment of the day side by side. Wherever they were, they were inseparable, and nothing was left unsaid between them.

       But this time, Caiome had to fall alone because he had nothing to do with her.

       "I killed them," she said. "Ahjika, Ubisaki and Watanabe."

       "I know," Ayato replied. "Apparently, the Shuumatsuban members who were watching them were suddenly knocked unconscious, and when they woke up, the three were dead. Their report just arrived, and I did not have to think long to figure out who did it."

       "I accept any punishment you want to give me," she said.

       "Considering you were not seen or caught, you spared us some serious problems - even if not in the way I would have liked - and you made it all look like suicide, I have no reason to punish you. The only thing you have to face the consequences for is not consulting with me beforehand. You know very well that, even if you are second in command, assassination orders come from the leader only."

       "I know," Caiome said. "I take responsibility."

       Ayato sighed softly, looking at her. "How do you feel?"

       "Are you kidding me?" she frowned. "We were just talking about how I once again did what I wanted and broke your orders. Aren't you going to be more angry and talk about it? Knowing you, you've already come up with an amazing punishment to make my days miserable."

       "I do not care," he said instead. "At this moment, I really do not care about Ubisaki's or Watanabe's deaths."

       Caiome stared at him for several seconds. Ayato was frowning, but his gaze was still gentle, and she felt she couldn't bear to look at him. She quickly turned away, hiding her face completely between her chest and knees.

       "You should care. I could have compromised the organization and you along with it. I told you I'm horrible and that I could kill anyone if I had to. Or just because I want to."

       "I already know that," Ayato said, but Caiome didn't want to say more, so he decided to change the subject. "I saw your offerings in the funeral room."

       "Yeah, well... Mitsuko told me that you couldn't hold the ceremony for your father on time because of me. You had to call too many people from outside, and it would have been dangerous to reveal my condition. Plus something about ceremonies for the dead with someone who's still dying in the same house. My offerings are not quite a commemoration ceremony, but at least it's something so I can make up to it, right?"

       Ayato took the collar of the coat and pulled it closer to her face, trying to cover as much of her as possible, and Caiome had the impulse to close her eyes, intoxicated by the warmth. That was the warmth she needed, and although the thought scared her and made her feel disgusted, she couldn't let go of it either.

       "In the name of my parents, I thank you for the offerings," he said as Caiome took the coat in her hands. "As for me... You are not guilty of anything. Nor for the epidemic that has just passed, nor for the one ten years ago. You are not responsible for the deaths of these children, nor for your sister's death. You know that very well."

       "But—"

       "I left you alone today, watching from a distance as you apologized to everyone you thought you wronged. I watched as you were humiliated and mocked, and I must admit, I have never felt more frustrated about you, not even when you were the one mocking me. Because I know it was all unjust. But I accepted your decision, because I know I could not change your thoughts or ambition."

       He lifted his chin proudly.

       "But what I can tell you is that you were the one who saved us. Perhaps others will never know what you had to go through all these years to be able to save them, but I know. Maybe we hide secrets, but when we needed to be honest with each other, we have never hesitated. So you have to believe me when I say it was not you who caused this chaos. You are the one who saved us. So do not lower your eyes in front of others ever again, is that understood?"

       Caiome blinked fast, her lips parting. Looking at him with wide eyes, her words caught in her throat. Because no one had ever spoken such words to her. And because no one had ever looked at her the way he did. Suddenly, she felt the need to hide, because she began to feel as though Ayato could see through her, read her thoughts, and see the turmoil inside her.

       "Having said that," he continued, standing up and extending his hand towards her, "it is very cold out here, and I do not want you to catch a cold. I am starting to miss my bedroom, so you can not sleep there for another seven days."

       "Then put me in the stables, I don't care," she frowned, but still left her hand in his.

       Ayato helped her to her feet, but Caiome suddenly felt dizzy again. She grabbed his arm with her other hand, and Ayato quickly caught her waist, as Caiome kept her head down, looking towards her feet. The image began to blur before her eyes, then turned into a haze.

       But not because of the sarasthuza.

       Because suddenly, she felt weak and memories flooded back to her, hitting her with full force. It was as if in a second, she had relived more than in the past ten years. She felt the desert sand burning her feet again and the suffocating air as she tried to breathe, seeing Kandra above her, stroking her forehead. She was alone again in the depths of the forests, at the bottom of the caves, listening to the rain and the thunder that pierced the sky, feeling her cheeks stained with tears of blood. She felt every wound on her body again and every moment her heart raced madly.

       And more than anything, behind her eyes, she saw Daichi's smile when he said good morning. She saw his eyes sparkle with delight as he shared his dreams, and when Caiome read to him from Kandra's manuscript. In her ears was only his voice, while on her shoulder she felt his soft cheek when he breathed his last, and her body began to tremble as she remembered the cold rain that morning.

       The image was hazy to her, but not because of the sarasthuza. But because after so many weeks, after so many years, Caiome couldn't bear it anymore, and tears welled up in her eyes, clean tears that began to fall down her cheeks and hit the ground.

       "He was supposed to become a doctor," she said softly as Ayato held her hand and waist more tightly, letting her lean on him. Her voice was shaky and weak, yet so clear. "He promised to teach me to play menko," she continued. "He was supposed to tell me about those chalconoids. He was supposed to write the best book about medicinal plants and was supposed to give me the first manuscript. He was supposed to meet Uta, and we were all supposed to play together. I didn't even get to finish reading the book for him."

       Caiome slowly lifted her gaze to him, and Ayato froze when he saw tears streaming down her cheeks, leaving wet marks on her face. He had never seen Caiome cry before, and now, after everything she had been through, she wasn't even crying for herself.

       "He said I would have been proud of him, but he..."

       She clenched his sleeve in her fist, feeling her fingers knotting. She let her head fall again.

       "If I had made the deal sooner... A few hours sooner, Daichi would still be alive. He wouldn't have died, not so soon. It's solely and entirely my fault, and Watanabe's death doesn't mean anything compared to this."

       Caiome hadn't cried when Daichi held her in his arms when he took his last breath, listening to her voice and the rain beating against his feet. She didn't cry when Ayato took Daichi away from her and took him to his mother, and she didn't cry after that, in front of any of the sick children in the living room. She didn't cry in front of Arasthea and didn't cry after waking up after a whole week full of suffering.

       When Ayato learned of the deaths of the three perpetrators, he knew that Caiome didn't do it to stop the possible civil war; for that, there were other methods. No. Caiome did it out of revenge. She wanted to avenge the epidemic and the deaths of one hundred eighty-two people, and she wanted to avenge Daichi's death. Maybe Caiome considered herself guilty of these deaths because she couldn't save them in time, but she didn't think she was the only one to blame, because those who put everyone at risk were now dead by her hand.

       Caiome didn't kill them to stop a war; she killed them because they provoked another one. A war against her, from which Caiome wouldn't run away, but would fight and destroy.

      Ayato smiled gently, wiping her tears staining her cheeks.

       "I am glad you are crying," he said and Caiome looked confused at him, with lips parted. "Because you finally have clean tears. You don't have to hold back from showing them, and if you want, you can show them to me anytime."

       Caiome felt her whole body tremble as she looked at him. There was something in his gaze and smile that made her simply surrender, because her chest was too heavy, and her mind was a mess.

       Raising her arms, she wrapped them around his body and almost crashed into him. She buried her face in his chest, sobbing heavily, letting tears continue to fall on her cheeks, wiped away by his shirt. She felt the warmth of his body and felt like she could breathe, truly breathe for the first time in weeks.

       Ayato placed one hand on her back and one on her neck, pulling her closer, listening to her sobbing. He felt Caiome clutching his shirt, gently pulling it, caught in her trembling fists.

       "It is cold outside," he said again.

       Putting his arms around her back and knees, he lifted her onto his body, and Caiome put her arms around his shoulders, hiding her face into his neck. Now she could feel not only his clothes, but also the warmth of his skin, which hit her hard and made her sob again.

       She didn't know what was happening to her. She was confused. She didn't know why she was crying or for whom. If only for Daichi, if for herself too, if for all the children who hadn't died just now, but ten years ago too. She didn't know if she cried because her body hurt and she was tired of struggling through endless nights just to live another day, she didn't know if it hurt because she lost a friend and didn't know if she was crying because, for the first time in her life, she let herself cry alone in the arms of someone who by touching her made her vulnerable.

       Ayato carried her through the halls of the mansion to his room where he sat down on the bed, letting Caiome sit in his lap, still clinging to his shoulders. He lifted his knees, holding her body tighter, pulling her closer. He put his arms around her waist, and Caiome seemed to tighten her grip around his neck.

      She didn't want to give up that feeling of vulnerability, because despite feeling disgusting, she felt she needed it, otherwise she would die from the pain in her chest and the emptiness in her stomach, from the way she could finally cry without thinking about the next day. And the truth was, when you got a taste of freedom, how could you give it up?

       She felt herself shedding all her worries at once, and memories began to dissipate, leaving nothing but that feeling of comfort behind.

       "Shh," Ayato whispered near her ear, running his fingers over her back, up and down. 

       He leaned his head to one side, and his cheek pressed against the top of her head. Caiome could feel his smile on his lips, a calm and content smile, a smile that wasn't mocking her tears, but a smile that was glad that finally, she could cry.

       So she cried. She cried until she felt the tears dry up, and she cried until she sank into a peaceful sleep.

 

Notes:

I was thinking...
Should I give you, guys, some info about the other OCs that I made and intend to write their stories as well (even though some of them will never see the light of day)? There are a few that I never shared with anybody and will love to see your opinion on them or if they spark your interest.

Chapter 68: Chapter 68 ~ The Rest and the Gratefulness 

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Chapter 68 ~ The Rest and the Gratefulness 

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       When she woke up, Caiome felt numb, but not in a bad way. She woke up from a long and restful sleep where she didn't dream, but that was probably the best part. Her body no longer hurt, and although she still had a slight fever, she felt like she could cross the entire continent. But when she opened her eyes, struck by the morning light, she found herself facing a lilac shirt covering a defined chest. She could hear his heartbeat, and the air she breathed came back to her warm.

       She lifted her gaze to see Ayato's face, who, oddly enough, was still there and asleep. Only then did Caiome realize she had been sleeping with her head on his arm, their knees and thighs touching here and there. Well, she had been this close to him before, but this time it felt different. And yet, it didn't seem to bother her. On the contrary, the comfort his body provided made her not want to move. It was a rare sight to see Lord Kamisato sleeping in someone's presence, and she liked unexpected situations. She had to be careful, though, considering Ayato could wake up at any moment.

      She raised her hand, touching his long eyelashes, combing them, and his eyelids began to flutter. Ayato moved his head but didn't wake up, and Caiome told herself that was enough. She traced the bridge of his nose and cheekbones, moving the strands of hair away from his cheeks. Honestly... Ayato had such an angelic face that it was hard not to look at him.

       Her gaze fell on his lips, where there was a small mole, and on the opposite side, a small white scar that made Caiome smile almost unconsciously, running her finger over it. Finally, she let herself between their chests and moved closer to him. It was a foreign feeling for her, but she couldn't deny she liked it. The mattress was soft, sinking into it, and although his arm was a bit hard and the fabric stuck to her face, she didn't push it away but settled somewhere towards his shoulder where it was more comfortable.

       It wasn't my fault, she tried to tell herself. Ayato was the one who took her in his arms last night and brought her here, holding her and whispering words in her ear until she fell asleep. 

       A few knocks were heard at the door, and Caiome flinched. Already? she complained to herself, but just closed her eyes, pretending to sleep. She didn't want Ayato to think she had woken up before him and had stayed so close to him intentionally.

       "Milord?" Thoma's voice was heard alongside a few more knocks on the door. 

       Maybe if no one said anything, he would leave, Caiome told herself. She still wanted to sleep a bit more. But Ayato didn't follow her telepathic plans at all, because he started to mumble next to her and move.

       "Milord?" Thoma's voice was heard again. "Are you in there? Can I come in?"

       Ayato seemed to startle suddenly, seeing Caiome sleeping on his arm, her nose touching his chest, curled up next to him.

       "No," Ayato said immediately, a bit too loudly — and too desperately —making Thoma frown on the other side of the door. "I'll be out immediately, you can return to your duties."

       "All right," he said. "I just wanted to inform you that Lord Tetsuya is waiting for you on the front terrace."

       "I'll be there soon," was all Ayato said, then he heard Thoma's steps retreating down the hall.

       Ayato let his head fall back on the pillow, letting a groan escape his lips. He closed his eyes for a few seconds, but he couldn't stay there too long. He was already late for a meeting, and he had a lot to do afterward, considering he had cancelled everything the previous day to follow Caiome everywhere. And speaking of which...

       He looked down at her. She seemed peaceful. Much too peaceful for her, but she was probably genuinely exhausted. Ayato sighed and slowly rose over her, gently lifting her head to pull put his arm from under her — a terribly numb arm. Caiome stirred and mumbled, as Ayato had caught her very, very badly, settling herself with her head on the pillow.

       With slow movements, Ayato got out of bed and covered Caiome with the blanket. He made sure there were enough logs in the fire, took her temperature, then looked at his wrinkled clothes. He quickly changed into others, trying to make himself as presentable as possible and combed his hair, then left the bedroom.

      Caiome couldn't fall back asleep; instead, she turned onto her stomach, burying her face into the pillows she hugged, and then reality began to hit her softly. In the name of all gods, what was she trying to achieve by staying in that bed? It wasn't as if it was going to make her feel better. Or maybe it would...

       She didn't know anymore! But now that she was awake, with no chance of falling back asleep, she decided to get out of bed and get some fresh air. She went down the stairs, trying to avoid any maids who might cross her path and immediately run to Ayato to tattle on her. She also avoided the front yard, considering Ayato's uncle was there.

       She walked slowly through the halls towards the back exit, but when she turned the corner towards the exit, she almost ran into a Thoma who was waiting for her like a wall in front of her, hands folded, looking down at her.

       "And where do you think you're going?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.

       "Uh..." Caiome began, deciding to finally tell the truth. "Outside. I can't stand being in the room, it's way too hot."

       "What about your fever?"

       "It's almost gone," she waved her hand. "Seriously, why is everyone so panicked? I feel much better, as if nothing happened."

       And it was the truth. Caiome had cried so much last night in Ayato's arms that she exhausted herself to the point she slept like a baby, and now she felt like any other day. But Thoma didn't seem to believe her, and why would he? Everyone knew that one in three sentences she said was a lie.

       "Oh, come on," she rolled her eyes, passing by him. "You're like children, you, Mitsuko, and Ayato."

       "Fine, then I'll accompany you," he said finally.

       "No need," she instantly refused. "I prefer to walk alone."

       "But what if you faint? Lord Kamisato would never forgive me if he knew I ran into you and didn't take care of you."

       Caiome growled. "I've been sick for a few days, and everyone starts acting like I'm going to die."

       "Because you had an illness that could have killed you," Thoma said, and Caiome gave him a scowling look. She knew she wouldn't win with him, just like she never won with anyone in that house!

       "Do what you want," she grumbled, then went outside.

       Although it was a bit chilly for an autumn day, Caiome couldn't have been happier. She had never been a fan of the heat, preferring a certain cold because it made the air easier to breathe and didn't make her sweat like crazy.

       And it was then she noticed how the season was beginning to change. The trees had taken on bronze colors, and the leaves were starting to fall, covering the garden paths, the bushes were losing their leaves, autumn flowers had bloomed, and the sky, although still clear, seemed to take on a grayish tint as more time passed.

       She began to walk along the paths with Thoma beside her, trying to make conversation, and Caiome occasionally asked him about certain signs Mitsuko made that she didn't understand. They saw a few maids almost running from one side to the other, and Thoma told her they were preparing for the autumn cleaning—which meant an infernal noise throughout the mansion soon.

       And if Caiome thought avoiding the maids was the hardest thing, she realized she was sorely mistaken when she saw the guards on duty. The first to nearly knock her over were Kouta and Daisuke. While Daisuke politely asked how she was feeling, Kouta almost wiped his tears, taking her in his arms and nearly suffocating her.

        Maybe Kouta wasn't much taller than her, and maybe he wasn't the most skilled guard there, but he definitely had a bear hug, as Caiome had to pat him on the shoulder to let her go.

       "I was so scared for you," he said. "Lord Kamisato forbade us to see you for more than a week, do you have any idea how anxious we all were?"

       Because once Thoma made Kouta let her go, Caiome looked behind them where more guards had gathered to see her, as if they couldn't believe their eyes that she was there.

       "For gods' sake, it's not like I rose from the dead," she said, folding her arms. "Can you stop looking at me like that?"

       "But we thought we'd never see you again," one of them complained.

       "And after everything that's happened lately..." another one said.

        "We were really scared," insisted another.

       "We're glad you're feeling better, but... is it really okay to be outside in this weather? It's still early and cold," added another.

       "Shall I bring you a cloak?" a guard offered.

       "Just a cloak? She needs an entire animal pelt. Don't you see how much weight she's lost?"

       Caiome looked at herself. Sure, she hadn't eaten properly for days, but she didn't think she had lost weight. Then she thought it was about her face because, although she felt better, the others probably didn't see the same thing when they looked at her.

       "Then we should bring her something to eat."

       Kouta grabbed her hand, starting to pull her along. In less than two minutes, Caiome was sitting on a rock in the middle of the garden, covered by a blanket, with a cloak over her shoulders, and she had no idea how she ended up with boxes of cold food, onigiri, chicken, vegetables, and other similar foods in front of her. Someone even began to give her a massage.

       Caiome blinked a few times, then stood up abruptly in front of them. "Can you stop?" she said with a frown that made everyone take a step back. "I'm not cold, I'm not hungry, and no matter how much I might want a massage, stop treating me like I'm a child. I'm fine. And that goes for you too," she turned to Thoma.

       "What did I do?" he said, genuinely puzzled. Apart from accompanying her, he hadn't joined in the guards' attacks.

       "But how could I not take care of my benefactor?" Kouta said with a puppy face, and Caiome sighed.

       "Listen, all of you," she got everyone's attention, and suddenly they all stood still. "I'm not sick, I'm not dying tomorrow, I'm perfectly fine, and if any of you give me special attention again, which I hate with all my heart, I will personally strip you and hang you from the mansion's roof, understood?"

       No one moved.

       "Good," she said.

       "Considering how energetic you seem to be," a laugh was heard, and Ayaka approached them, with Chizuru following behind, "I could really believe that you're feeling better."

       Ayaka had a small smile that lit up her entire face, making her eyes shine with an intense blue and silver color, and at the sight of her, all the guards seemed to blush and clutch at their hearts. It was as if they had a goddess in front of them.

       "Milady," Thoma greeted her, the only one who, despite having slightly rosy cheeks, could look her in the eyes. "I thought you had already left for the city?"

       "That was my intention, but I wanted to visit Caiome first. Since she wasn't in the bedroom, I thought she might be here, and it seems I was right."

       "The walls of your house start to close in around me if I stay inside too long," Caiome sighed.

       "But it's much better there, considering how cold it is outside," Kouta mumbled, and Caiome shot him a frowning look.

       "Shouldn't you all be returning to your posts?" she said. "The epidemic has just passed; it's a sensitive time for everyone, so danger could come from anywhere. Be vigilant and leave," she waved her hand dismissively.

       The guards had no choice but to obey, not just because they were afraid of her, but also because she was still Lord Kamisato's bodyguard. Her orders were as important as Captain Hirotatsu's, so they all left.

       "So, where are you going in the city?" she asked Ayaka eventually.

       "Just a routine visit," she said, starting to walk shoulder to shoulder back towards the mansion. "To make sure no one is lacking anything after the epidemic."

       "Oh, then I'll come with you," Caiome said. "I really needed a walk."

       "I refuse," Ayaka said with a solemn look, holding up her fan.

       "Oh, come on!" Caiome complained. "You just said yourself, it's clear I'm better, and I need to stretch my legs."

       "It's not because of that," Ayaka said quickly, "but because you have other things to do."

       Caiome frowned. "Ayato gave me other things to do after he was so desperate to keep me within four walls?"

       "It's not a difficult task, and I took the liberty to half-solve it."

       Ayaka led Caiome back into the mansion and upstairs, where Ayato's room was, but took her to the relatively opposite side of the house, stopping in front of a door. Ayaka smiled at her, then opened the door, revealing a guest room, of course, but which had suddenly gained much more personality.

       The sheets on the bed had pastel colors, with flowers and flying cranes, flowers were in porcelain vases, it smelled of fresh air and grass, instead of tatami mats there were fluffy carpets, and various personal items were on the furniture. On the corner table was a stack of paper, along with writing instruments, brushes, and quills, ink, seals, and files, all neatly arranged.

       The wardrobe doors were open, revealing a multitude of dark clothes folded and hung on hangers, and Caiome recognized the coat Thoma had bought her — or rather, Ayato — and the boots were on the lower shelves. On the bedside tables under the window were the objects she had stolen before the first festival, and on a hook was her old cloth backpack that Ayato had cut and now was skillfully repaired.

       On a wooden stand were her clothes from Kamaji and Chisato's wedding, now cleaned of blood.

       "What is this?" Caiome asked. "Why are my things here?"

       "Isn't it obvious?" Thoma said, rolling his eyes. "This is your new room. Considering what you've been through and the fact that you'll be staying here for a while, Lord Kamisato and Lady Ayaka thought you'd be much more comfortable here."

       "So I had to go through a week-long coma for someone to give me a room and a real bed?" she wrinkled her nose, and Ayaka laughed.

       "That was just a little punishment from Ayato," she said.

       "Of course," Caiome mumbled, then took a better look at the room, stepping inside.

       She approached the window that overlooked half of the garden, and beyond it, she could see the ocean and small distant islands. Then she realized.

       "Isn't this the room..."

       "The one where we brought you when you first came here?" Chizuru said with a smile. "Yes, it is."

       Caiome looked at all three of them in front of her, then realized that this was just a subtle reminder of how she had ended up staying here in the first place.

       "This is another punishment from Ayato, isn't it?" she grimaced.

       "Personally, I would have liked to give you a bigger room, but Ayato mentioned that you like the view."

       Caiome blinked at them a few times, then turned back towards the windows, looking into the distance. Well, she did like being on those islands and at the little festival. And not only could she see the ocean and the islands, but huge trees and flower bushes flanked the window. She could easily step onto a branch and climb higher for an even better view.

       She didn't expect Ayato to think of all this when he chose the room for her...

       Caiome turned towards the bed and threw herself face-first into the pillow. The mattress was as soft as Ayato's, and it smelled pleasant, freshly washed. She could have suffocated in those fluffy blankets.

       "I take it you like it," Ayaka said.

       "Milady, she can sleep anywhere," Mizuki's voice was heard, and Caiome sat up, looking at him and Mitsuko as they bowed slightly to Ayaka and entered the room with their arms full of linens.

       Mitsuko made a small bow to her as well, smiling, then placed the linens in the wardrobes along with Mizuki.

       "Well, I'll leave you to get settled. Let's go," Ayaka said to Chizuru and Thoma, and Mizuki followed, closing the door behind him, leaving only Caiome and Mitsuko in the room.

       "How long have you been preparing this?" Caiome asked once everyone had left.

       I couldn't say. When I returned after the epidemic, the room was already half-cleaned and prepared. I think Thoma took care of it.

       "When would Thoma have had the time? He's been on the streets with Ayaka most of the time, and the only ones who stayed here were Mizuki and Ayato."

       Unless...

       Mitsuko smiled sweetly at her, and Caiome suddenly seemed startled. It couldn't be that Ayato had cleaned just because he was bored in his own house, not with everything happening around him. Although... he had been free enough to cook for her...

       What would you say about a bath? Mitsuko suggested. I've already prepared the tub.

       Caiome threw herself back on the bed, staring at the ceiling. Maybe a bath would do her good. Maybe that way she could fall asleep again or at least occupy her time.

       "Fine," she mumbled, then took off her clothes and jumped into the tub.

       Mitsuko began washing her back and hair, then her arms. And every time Caiome tried to do something on her own, Mitsuko would slap her hand away.

       "I'm going to get used to this special treatment," she mumbled.

       Good, Mitsuko said, running her fingertips over her scalp, massaging her.

       Caiome grumbled, letting her head fall back and closing her eyes. If these were the consequences of days of suffering, she would gladly get sick again.

       By the way, Mitsuko said, Lord Kamisato saw the scar.

       "I know," Caiome said as she got out of the tub, and Mitsuko helped her put on a robe made of a light material, like voile. "Considering I woke up undressed, I never thought you would have said anything, so don't worry."

       As for that, Mitsuko said again, Lord Kamisato is a gentleman, a noble. He would never stay so close to you unless he were desperate.

       Caiome let herself fall on one of the chairs with a sigh. "Desperate?" she scoffed, but her laugh was rather bitter. "Why would he be so desperate?"

       I wouldn't know, Mitsuko said, picking up the comb from the table, but I know for sure that every free moment he had during the day, he spent next to you.

       "He probably just feels responsible, with the whole epidemic and everything," she said, but as soon as she uttered the words, something didn't feel right.

       Ayato was responsible for many things and paid close attention to all the details of the Yashiro Commission. Even if he didn't see everything with his own eyes, that didn't mean he wasn't attentive. And considering everything that had happened between the two of them so far, Ayato probably felt responsible for her as well.

       And yet, responsibility didn't seem to be the right word for the entire situation. Or at least... something about the meaning of that word bothered Caiome.

       And now that she thought about him... it had been a long time since she had seen Uncle Shoichiro. Hadn't Ayato finished his meeting with him yet?

       "Where's Ayato?" she asked softly, but Mitsuko shook her head slightly, indicating she didn't know.

       Then Mitsuko began to comb her wet hair, drying it carefully. When Caiome offered to use her Vision, Mitsuko refused.

       It's my pleasure to do this, she said, running the brush through her tangled hair, and Caiome no longer had the strength to argue. That warm bath had truly relaxed her to the point of just wanting to sit back in the chair while Mitsuko pampered her.

       Instead of her tight, black clothes, Mitsuko handed her lighter-colored ones, a blue almost white. A long skirt and a blouse with fitted sleeves, tightened at the waist with a fabric belt. Over that, she dressed her in a robe just as light, soft to the touch, and slightly transparent, and on her feet, Mitsuko forced her to wear a pair of flexible slippers.

       Caiome grimaced when she looked in the mirror, feeling like a completely different person again. She felt like she was Mitsuko's doll again, and now she would start putting makeup on her face. But now that she looked in the mirror, she understood why everyone thought she was still sick. Maybe her waist hadn't thinned, but her cheeks were more hollow, her lips slightly chapped, and her eyes seemed puffy from exhaustion.

        She sat back down in the chair, and Mitsuko took out several porcelain jars from the drawers with different creams, which she began to apply to her face. A transparent lip balm, one for dark circles, one for cheeks, nose, and forehead, starting to massage them, and with the tip of a bottle, she dabbed behind her ears.

       This is for relaxation, Mitsuko said after putting the bottle back in the drawer.

       "Now I feel like a cloud," Caiome said, half-asleep. If this was the treatment she received, now she was curious what kind of treatment Ayaka got to relax. It probably included a donkey milk bath with rose petals.

       Mitsuko laughed, running her hands through her hair, and Caiome realized she had spoken out loud.

       Unfortunately for you, we use rose petals to make jam, she said.

       "So that doesn't exclude donkey milk, does it?"

        As far as I know, Lady Ayaka doesn't use such a thing for a simple bath. She prefers creams.

       "Hmm, if it were me, I would drink the milk from my tub," Caiome said, leaning back just as there was a light knock on the door. It was probably just Mizuki or Thoma, who had forgotten to kick Caiome in the butt.

       "Caiome?" came Ayato's voice from the other side, and Caiome opened her eyes suddenly and almost jumped out of the chair, making Mitsuko look at her oddly. "Can I come in?"

       The two looked at each other, and then Caiome started shaking her head at Mitsuko. But Mitsuko, with a big smile on her face, ignored her and opened the bedroom door, greeting Lord Kamisato as he stepped inside.

       "I thought she had already fallen asleep," he said to Mitsuko, then looked around the room.

       But Caiome was no longer in the chair; she was somewhere behind the screen, clutching her clothes in her fists. She hated those clothes. They made her seem softer than she needed to be. She liked her black clothes. They were tough, almost unnoticeable, and didn't weigh her down or flutter around her. Those robes were too strange for her. 

       "Caiome?" his voice called, starting to approach the screen.

       "Stay there," she said quickly.

       "Did something happen?"

       "No," she said a bit too loudly. "I'm just... adjusting... my shirt. It came undone."

       But that didn't stop Ayato from peeking his head around the screen, making Caiome startle when she saw him, nearly knocking over the screen.

       "Liar," he said with that sly smile of his.

       "Mitsuko, it seems you were wrong. Your lord is not a gentleman at all. Even when I told him I was fixing my clothes, he still came over."

       "But I knew you were lying," he said with a confused expression. "Mitsuko never fails with the clothes."

       "I don't like you," Caiome finally said, feeling the need to hide behind the window drapes but also to hit Ayato with one of the pillows.

       Ayato, however, just looked at her from head to toe. There was something in his gaze that made Caiome suddenly aware that he was looking at her, not as if he just wanted to study her new clothes, but as if... he was really trying to see her. He looked quite proud of himself, probably because he had chosen them for her, just like the rest of the clothes.

       Then Caiome became even more aware of the fact that the last time she looked Ayato in the eye was the night before when she had cried in front of him like a child who had scraped their knees and saw blood for the first time. Her heart skipped a few beats, and her stomach felt empty, especially when she made eye contact with him again. She felt as vulnerable as the night before. Looking at him and disregarding his flawless clothes, Ayato looked quite comfortable again.

        And he seemed more relaxed than usual. He wasn't wearing a coat but a robe with a firmer material at the waist, well-defined shoulders, in a light lilac and blue color that matched very well with Caiome's robes; and his hair was braided to one side, falling over his shoulder.

       "Well, at least the clothes are cheerful in your case," he teased. "Do you like the room?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes, stepping out from behind the screen. Mitsuko stood in a corner, looking from her to Lord Kamisato, who exited to the other side, sitting in front of her. Indeed, the colors matched not only individually but also next to each other. And now that she saw them both in the same room, Lord Kamisato's eyes became brighter, and Caiome's eyes were more full of life.

       "I never understand your diabolical plans," Caiome said. "You just want to rub salt in the wound."

       "I could never do that," he said with an amused laugh, but with a look that said the exact opposite.

       "Yeah, sure. So, why did you come all the way here? You could have sent Koshi if you had a message for me."

       "Unfortunately, Koshi is busy. Instead, I wanted you to accompany me to the front courtyard."

       "Why would I go to the front courtyard?" she frowned, and Ayato simply extended his hand toward her.

       "You'll just have to trust me and follow me blindly," he requested.

       Caiome threw him a look that clearly said she didn't trust him, then looked at his hand. His hand that had held her in his arms the night before, stroking her hair and wiping away her tears; with which he embraced her and held her tightly against him and ran over her cheeks; the hand that wiped the blood from her face and dabbed her face and body with cold water to bring down the fever; hands that covered her against the cold, cooked for her, and ran through her hair, caressing her; hands she had held in her own and which were so warm... so welcoming... in a way Caiome had never felt before.

        It was strange how much she wanted to take his hand. Looking at him, Caiome felt sick with herself and the weakness she showed in front of him when she let her hand fall into his.

       Then Ayato led her out of the room and gently down the stairs, and no matter how many questions Caiome asked on the way to the front courtyard, she never received a concrete answer, only hints, as she was used to with Ayato and his style.

       Stepping outside, Ayato led her to the front gates where more guards than usual were standing. Curious, she leaned more towards them, but only when they reached the entrance did she see what it was about.

       Blocking the gates, there were dozens and dozens of people, maybe more than a hundred, common folk and nobles alike, who were agitated and making noise. That was until Caiome appeared in front of them, and suddenly everyone fell silent, looking at one another. 

       Caiome was about to ask Ayato what was happening, but before she could do so, a woman stepped forward. Then she bowed deeply before Caiome, taking her by surprise, and the others immediately followed her. They were all silent and with twisted expressions, as if they were both afraid and emotional at the same time, yet didn't want to be anywhere else.

       Caiome almost took a step back, but Ayato smiled at her, gently raising her hand in front of everyone.

       "What is all this?" she asked.

       "Isn't it obvious?" Ayato said with an almost childlike laugh. "They are here to show their respect for you."

       "Respect?" Caiome scoffed, and Ayato tilted his head slightly.

       Then he gently took Caiome's fingers and raised them slightly towards him. This time, he didn't bow in front of her, but kissed them softly, holding them with a tenderness that made Caiome's knees tremble. Ayato slowly closed his eyes, as if trying to absorb the entire moment within himself, feeling her warm fingers on his lips.

       And the way he succumbed to the moment, standing upright as if they were on the same level, breaking both the barriers between subject and master, and those of a gentleman's behavior in front of a lady, the kiss seemed intimate. Intimate in a way that Caiome had never felt in her entire life. More than that, Ayato kissed her hand this way in front of the entire crowd.

       The image before her was of incredible light, with the sun seeming to caress his face and strands of hair, and every move he made suddenly seemed to Caiome even more elegant, lighter, and gentler, as if he were made of porcelain, as if she was already broken and could shatter under his touch.

       And when he opened his eyes, and Caiome saw that shade of purple covered by a silver and cold blue veil, Caiome could swear something just broke in her chest.

       "As I told you before," he whispered over her hand, touching her fingers with his lips which suddenly felt burning hot, "you are the one who should hold her head high, while others bow before you. You are the one who saved us, not only those who were sick, but also those who would have suffered a great loss. On behalf of all the people of Inazuma, in front of these people," he turned again to her hand without losing eye contact, as if wanting to hide in the touch of her skin, "I thank you."

       His voice was so soft, so balanced, and his words began to take deep root. No... his words had long since taken root, and now they began to bloom. And Caiome wondered if she deserved such a thing.

       And not because of the people before her, because they seemed like they didn't even exist. When Ayato looked at her, Caiome forgot the whole world and it seemed like the only people at the gates were just the two of them.

       It was always just the two of them, in his office, playing shogi; in the mansion's hallways, hiding in the dark; on the streets of Inazuma while she begged Ayato to buy her sweets; in front of the Shuumatsuban, sharing orders; in a dimly lit room, enjoying a warm meal; at the edge of the festival, watching the camp fire from afar; in the garden, looking at the stars, or at the edge of the ship, looking at the horizon line and the ocean.

       Just the two of us, Caiome thought, and his smile seemed to soften her chest.

       And she liked this thought because she had never been just her and someone else. She had always been on her own, even when Kandra was alive. She was always in solitude. But now, for the first time, she felt there was someone who had made their way towards her.

       "We thank you!" a cacophony of voices was heard, taking Caiome by surprise, but she did not turn away from Ayato, not until he prompted her to, guiding her hand forward.

       But she really didn't care about their thanks; she had done her duty. But the scariest thing was that her chest began to tremble.

       This is bad...

 

Chapter 69: Chapter 69 ~ The Scar and the Poet

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Chapter 69 ~ The Scar and the Poet

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       The next day, Ayato was nowhere in the residence.

        "Where is Ayato?" Caiome asked Koshi after closing the doors of the empty office. She was finally in her black and comfortable clothes that didn't flutter around her.

       "Lord Kamisato went to the city for today," he replied. "I'm not sure when he will return."

       Caiome pouted. "How am I supposed to be his bodyguard if he doesn't even take me with him when he leaves the house?" she mumbled, starting to walk down the halls.

       "No one questions it," Koshi said. "As his bodyguard, you are still supposed to fulfill certain duties that do not involve the lord's presence."

       "Fine, then I guess we can focus on some missions, right? Since I have nothing to do around here."

       "Lord Kamisato has forbidden your involvement in organizational activities until you fully recover."

       Caiome shot him a frowning look. It was clear from his face that Ayato wasn't the only one with this opinion, and from the tone of his voice that probably half of the idea had come from Koshi as well.

       "And since when do I listen to his orders? Let's see... what's the situation in the north of the island?"

       "I'm sorry, miss, but your request goes against Lord Kamisato's order."

       Caiome blinked a few times. "Fine," she said and went to the gardens.

       She took out her sword, took off her boots, and started her balance exercises on the logs placed under the cherry tree, which was slowly losing its leaves, leaving behind sharp and dark branches.

       "Miss, it's cold outside this morning," Koshi said. "We should return inside."

       "No way," she replied. "If I stay between four walls without doing anything, I'll go crazy. Here at least I can relax."

       "At least wear something thicker."

       "It'll weigh me down."

       "Miss, please—"

       "Oh, excuse me," Caiome said, turning on her toes, stretching out her arm and raising it above her head, "is it by Ayato's order that you don't let me stay in the gardens?"

       "Well... no, miss, but—"

       "Then I don't see what the problem is."

       "It's cold, miss. I am responsible for your physical condition, for professional reasons, but also because I don't want the fever to strike you again."

       Before Caiome could respond, a laugh like bells was heard, and on one of the thicker and taller logs, in waves of light, Arasthea took shape, holding a half-eaten sweet bun. She smelled of divinity and freshly brewed aromatic herbs. She looked at Koshi with a smile on her face as arrogant as her gaze.

       "It's clear he doesn't know you did such things in the middle of winter, in the snow, dressed even less than this," she laughed.

       Koshi frowned at her. "What Miss Caiome did in the past has nothing to do with what I can prevent in the present," he said, totally unhappy with Arasthea's presence here, and Caiome was already starting to get bored. "And it certainly doesn't concern you, so please stay out of it."

       Maybe Arasthea and Ayato didn't get along, and since the epidemic ended, they occasionally clashed: Ayato in a subtle way, and Arasthea making inappropriate insinuations. But with Koshi, it was different, because Koshi didn't have to restrain himself for his image like Ayato did and didn't care that Arasthea had finally found the sarasta flower, and Arasthea didn't consider Koshi too relevant. Their barbs were downright exhausting. But also interesting at the same time.

       "Ugh, how you like to wag your tail around her and the little lord," Arasthea said, starting to swing her legs.

       "If that's what I need to do for their good, then I will comply."

       "You have no dignity," Arasthea mumbled.

       "And you should not speak to me."

       "Why? Because of your lord's stupid rule of ignoring you?"

       "No," Koshi said, "because I don't want to hear your voice addressing me."

       Caiome pressed her lips together, watching Arasthea mumbling some curses in a language neither of them understood, then lifted her leg, pushing her in the ribs, almost knocking her off the log.

       "Where have you been?" she asked, and Arasthea jumped off the log, twirling on her bare toes.

       "Shopping," she said proudly. "Now that Lord Kamisato no longer keeps me at the bottom of the ocean and because I saved his precious nation, he did the right thing and accommodated me in his house."

       "Ah, I heard something about him giving you a room and treating you like a guest."

       "Damn, right," she lifted her chin. "It's wonderful to finally get what I deserve and no longer have to stay on the road all the time, sleeping in the forest, on the ground."

       "You're a nature spirit," said Caiome.

       "Maybe, but that doesn't mean I don't like feather beds and goose-down pillows."

       "By the way... You went to the city, didn't you? Do you know where Ayato might be?"

       Arasthea wrinkled her nose. "Who cares? I hope he never comes back."

       "You do realize he's the master of the house and the one giving you the mattress and goose-down pillows, right?"

       "Hmph," she replied arrogantly and vanished into shimmering strips of light.

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       A few hours later, Caiome somehow managed to convince Koshi to tell her about the organization's missions, and one related to the Fatui caught her attention. During the epidemic, the organization continued with a few missions, especially tracking the movements of Fatui delegates in Inazuma. Nothing concrete had been found about this group so far, but Caiome's instincts rarely failed her, and she felt she needed to focus on them for now.

       She fell asleep before Ayato returned home, and in the morning, there was no letter waiting for her.

       Mitsuko came and combed her hair, placing it in a hairpin, while Koshi brought her some files, and Caiome gave a few orders, which he then left to carry out.

       "Mitsuko," said Caiome, "do you have any idea where Ayato is or if he even came home last night?"

       I'm sorry, my lady, but I didn't see anything. The bed was made this morning, but Lord Kamisato sometimes tidies up his room himself if he wakes up too early. It's possible he left already, but I can't say where.

       Caiome pouted, folding her arms. Well, she couldn't leave anyway, considering Koshi was supposed to return with the Shuumatsuban members' responses. Still, she got dressed in pants, a blouse, and a jacket, and went outside into the autumn chill. She trained for about an hour, held her lesson with Himawari, and dueled with a few guards who were just starting their shift.

       Then she ran into Ayaka in the downstairs salon, entering through the window and almost giving her a heart attack.

       "I heard you're going to the city little later," said Caiome.

       "Oh, yes," Ayaka smiled. "At the end of the week, we'll be hosting a tea ceremony event, so I'm going to check the final preparations and, of course, to be there."

       "Great," said Caiome, entering the salon and sitting at the table. Her tone suggested she hadn't really listened to Ayaka's explanation and wasn't interested in tea.

       "Wouldn't you like to join me at the event?"

       "Not at all," she laughed. "I think it's best if I stay out of sight for a while."

        "Well, the episode from a few days ago was quite grand," Ayaka laughed, and Caiome rolled her eyes.

        She had become the butt of Thoma's jokes after that. That's how the loyal subject of Ayato ended up hanging upside down, caught by his foot on a branch. And that's how Caiome was punished — through a fucking LETTER — by Ayato to clean his shoes, which he would obviously inspect. The fact that she had been ill didn't exempt her from such punishments, as well as the room she now had where she slept wonderfully.

       "I understand if you don't want to draw attention to yourself, and attending the event would certainly do that," Ayaka continued. "Well, it seems I've failed to convince both you and my brother. You make quite a pair."

       Caiome smirked, trying not to think too much about her words.

       "By the way, do you know where Ayato is?"

        "Hmm," said Ayaka, "I'm not sure."

       "Never mind then," she sighed, getting up from the floor. "I'll get back to my tasks."

        "Sure."

        As she was about to leave, something else caught Caiome's attention — the files in front of Ayaka. "What are those?"

       "Oh," she laughed a bit nervously. "Some profits from the textile industry and some plans for the next month."

       "I didn't know you were into things Ayato usually handles," she shrugged.

       "I'm not that good at it. My advantage is that I spend more time in the city and have more contact with the people than my brother, so I can help with a few opinions now and then regarding what we should invest in. I have some free time, so I thought I'd help where I can."

       "Don't you want to use that free time for something else? To read, write letters, take a walk? Paint or visit the other islands? Soon it will be too cold to walk on the beach," Caiome suggested, a bit bored, and Ayaka blinked a few times, clearly surprised.

        "I knew you know about my passion for reading, but the rest..."

       "Hmm," Caiome said, crouching down in front of Ayaka, but this time without the table between them. "You're much easier to read than Ayato. Your expressions are more obvious, probably because of your contact with people; you just can't help it. I see the sense of responsibility in you, but you're not obligated to do all this, right? As far as I know, as the lady of the house, you need to take care of the residence, but no one asks you to handle the Commission. You have more freedom than you think."

       "That's true, but at the same time, as long as Ayato is alone, I can't abandon him. He's my brother, and for sure, as much freedom as I want, he wants too. Don't you agree?"

       Caiome didn't know what to say because, from what she had seen, Ayato was satisfied with these tasks. Of course, sometimes it felt like too much even for him, and he slept too little for someone who never had any free time, but unlike Ayaka, it seemed he had found his purpose in it.

       He helped people. And since they had returned from Tamagise Island, he seemed even happier about it. Caiome didn't know exactly what had happened on the islands.

       "I couldn't answer," Caiome mumbled instead. "Kandra and I were never like that. Maybe because I was still too young, but I mainly just ran away from her while she focused on her studies. What you and Ayato have in common is that you both want to help as many people as possible, just like Kandra, but I was different from my sister because I couldn't bother too much with those around me."

       Ayaka blinked a few times at her, as confused as before.

       "What?" Caiome shrugged.

       "You've never talked to me about your sister before. I mean... I know a bit about her, of course, but... Not since we found out about Arasthea and what really happened ten years ago."

       "Oh," Caiome said. "I hadn't thought about that until now."

       "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you."

       "Would you stop?" Caiome mumbled. "I know we've both lost important people, and we somehow understand each other from that perspective, but I don't want to make Kandra's entire existence about that."

       "What are you talking about?"

       "When people talk about Mother and Father — I mean... about your parents, they always associate them as just being dead, which isn't the case for anyone. Now they're dead, of course, but they were alive and did many things over the years, so don't let people talk about them just as the deeds of the dead, but as the deeds of people who were once alive. Okay?"

       Ayaka nodded slightly, more surprised by her words than anything else.

       "Promise?" Caiome insisted.

       "I promise," Ayaka said with a smile.

       "Good, because I like your parents very much, and if anyone dares to talk like that about them—"

       "It's alright, calm down," Ayaka interrupted, and Caiome snorted, finally standing up to leave.

       "In that case, good luck with your tasks, I guess. But... what did you mean when you said as long as Ayato is alone? He never seems to be alone with all the employees and the Shuumatsuban members..."

       "Oh, I didn't mean it like that," Ayaka said with a cheerful smile. "I meant as long as he's not married. Once he marries a lady from another noble family, my responsibilities will pass to her since she will hold the title of Lady Kamisato, and therefore, she will be the lady of the house. After that happens, I'll need both their permissions to intervene in the Commission and clan duties, of course."

       Caiome tilted her head slightly. Ah, yes. Ayato had to get married someday. Once winter passed, he would turn thirty, and the clan heads would probably come to him with marriage proposals. But Caiome had heard such hints thrown around during discussions, yet Ayato never paid attention to them.

       "Well, I guess you'll have to suffer a little longer," Caiome said. "Ayato doesn't seem too interested in marriage at the moment."

       "Of course," said Ayaka. "Marriages usually have to be thought out very carefully, and although Ayato values them greatly, he will be forced to choose someone who brings great benefits."

       That's what Uncle Shoichiro had said when Caiome last visited him. He had mentioned that this type of arranged marriages were very common among nobles; exceptions were extraordinarily rare. Caiome didn't know of any married couple in the Commission who hadn't married for business reasons. So, in the end, Ayato would have to go through with it too.

       "I wouldn't want to be in his shoes, in that case," huffed Caiome.

       And with that, she exited through the window she had entered.

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       An hour later, Caiome finished the daily duels with the rest of the guards. Due to the time she spent mostly idle, she had immense energy, so now the guards could barely breathe, leaning on each other for support.

       "It's your fault for not having enough training," Caiome told them, sheathing her sword.

       For some time, Hirotatsu had allowed them to use steel swords, but he still kept a close eye on every move, which was understandable. He was responsible for everyone's lives here.

       "So, you decided to punish them for that?" came Ayato's voice as he rode in through the back gates.

       He stopped Hakumai in front of Caiome, who suddenly lost her arrogance upon seeing him, and dismounted in the most elegant manner possible. It almost hurt to watch.

       "You should praise me," she demanded. "Among all the other things I have to do, Shuumatsuban missions, reports, Himawari's lessons, playing transport for Uta twice a day, I also have time for this."

       "In that case, if you have so much free time and leftover energy, why not go do twenty laps around the riding grounds?" he said with a mischievous smile.

       "But you just got back," she complained, then realized how strange her words sounded. And more because Ayato was looking at her oddly, with an expression he rarely had. "I mean, you just got back and you're already giving me punishments?" she said, crossing her arms and frowning. "What happened to your care for me?"

       "Weren't you the one who didn't like that care? And it seems you're indeed better if you nearly kill the guards from exhaustion."

       Caiome rolled her eyes. She had to choose between pretending to be sick again and being kept in bed for days by the entire staff, or running twenty laps to prove she didn't need someone watching over her. Honestly, she had no choice.

       "Twenty laps it is."

       Ayato smiled behind her, watching her walk away towards the grounds. Well, she indeed looked better. Her cheeks were healthier, she no longer had a fever, her eyes shone more, and her body was doing better. And she had a huge appetite again.

       "My lord?" Hirotatsu called him, and they walked away.

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       Caiome tossed and turned in bed for an entire hour, and although the mattress was comfortable and the pillow pleasant, she couldn't find sleep. So, she got out of bed, opened the windows, and was hit by the cold night air. She used her Vision to float onto one of the thick branches of the trees, walking on them as if balancing. She climbed higher, looking out over the ocean, towards the islands that appeared as dark shadows in the night.

       And yet, even here, she couldn't find sleep. Instead, she began to hear footsteps crossing the garden, and it didn't take long to spot Ayato heading inside through the back doors.

       Caiome re-entered her room, but instead of going back to bed, she walked out into the hallways and descended the wooden stairs. She sat in front of Ayato's office doors, which was still lit with light, and her theory proved correct. It seemed Ayato had just gone out for some fresh air and then returned to work.

       She knocked on the wood, waiting a few seconds until Ayato's voice from the other side said, "Come in," and Caiome opened the door, peeking her head inside.

       "I knew I'd find you here," she said, stepping fully inside when Ayato looked up at her.

       "I thought you were already asleep," he said.

       "Surpri~ise," she said. "You used to want to keep me here as long as possible, to watch over you at night, and now you don't know how to send me back to bed, giving me a new bedroom and all that."

       Ayato sighed, looking a bit tired as Caiome closed the doors and approached him.

        "I couldn't sleep," she finally said. "I was outside a bit, saw you in the gardens, so I came to keep you company."

        Ayato instinctively looked at her because he knew very well that Caiome never cared about what she wore, but he had nothing to comment on when he saw her in shorts. It seemed he only now realized — though he had seen her undressed before for excusable reasons — how tall Caiome actually was. Of course, she was quite short compared to him, but if you just stood and looked at her... She had tall and muscular legs from all the balance exercises she dedicated herself to every day.

        And while her right leg seemed perfect, like something out of a princess story, with fair skin, almost shining, the other one was entirely marked with a trembling scar, like lightning, which had a unique attractiveness.

        Ayato cleared his throat before his gaze lingered too long on her skin. It wasn't proper for a gentleman like him to be in the presence of a lady in nightwear, especially when so much skin was exposed.

       Not that Caiome cared.

       "Did you go out like that?" he asked.

       "Ugh," said Caiome, dropping on the floor on the other side of the table. "I wasn't out long, so I certainly won't die of a cold. It's late, what are you doing here?"

       "I was about to finish up, actually. Just needed to arrange these—"

       "Great, I'll help," said Caiome, starting to stack the files one on top of the other. "Then we can play some shogi, since we're both here."

       Ayato had no say in the matter, as Caiome gathered the papers so quickly that he didn't even realize when his table was almost empty. Then she set up the shogi board and pieces on the table, giving him such a big smile that Ayato forgot he needed to go to bed, considering he had a general meeting with the Commission nobles tomorrow.

       Well, despite everything that had happened recently since the epidemic ended, events regarding his meetings, he was glad nothing changed between him and Caiome and that, when he thought of returning home, she would still be the same.

       From time to time, Caiome bent her left knee, and Ayato could see the scar he had been curious about for almost two weeks. And during the short pauses when Ayato made his moves on the board, Caiome caught his glances. Not that it was hard. Lately, she seemed very aware whenever Ayato looked in her direction.

       "It's not like you to be so silently curious," she teased him.

       "Excuse me?" said Ayato.

       "My scar?" said Caiome. "I know you're wondering where I got it."

       "It's not hard to figure it out," he said solemnly. "Considering your other injuries, I can imagine you tangled with the wrong people."

       "That's true, but I thought you'd want details," she said, moving a gold general.

       "I want... details," he said slowly, moving one of his bishops. "But knowing your nature, you could avoid my questions or make up another story to your advantage, especially since anyone with a Vision can tell it's an elemental power wound."

       Caiome seemed to pout. "You have so little trust in me after all we've been through?" she asked amused.

       Caiome moved a pawn.

       "I tangled with the wrong people," she confirmed. "A long time ago. As you said, novices are punished early on until they become perfect and useful. Let's just say I made... a big mistake at one point, and this was my punishment."

       "A big mistake for whom?" he asked, moving a pawn as well. "For you or for them?"

       Caiome moved her silver general, which was about to be promoted if it could pass Ayato's defense line, but that was quite complicated. She had to use her knights as well.

       "I couldn't say. It seems the whole situation was a big mistake, and everyone had their part. If you heard it all, you wouldn't know who to judge and who not to. In any of the situations, someone would have died and someone would have lived. Let's just say I never got along well with my colleagues at that time, so I didn't care much. In the end, I made the biggest mistake, so I had to pay the price."

       "Aren't you already paying enough when it comes to Arasthea?"

       "Oh, come on," she laughed. "The situation between me and Arasthea is nothing like what happened back then. Besides, the prices usually paid to Arasthea aren't as harsh as the one you saw."

       However, Ayato still seemed upset about the whole situation with the pact and the deals.

       "Anyway," she sighed, "that's the story."

       "Does it hurt?" he asked instead, his gaze seeming to soften.

       "Not at all," she shook her head slowly with a small smile. "It's just a memory now, something I forget completely until I look in the mirror."

        That didn't mean she had forgotten how she felt during those long hours at night, trapped between the cave walls, letting Tabai and his acolytes apply Hydro and Electro power to her simultaneously, burning and carving into her skin and flesh, scarring her.

       But at least what she told Ayato was true: she had been the most at fault then, because she hadn't cared enough; it didn't hurt anymore, and she didn't even remember it.

       So they played a few rounds of shogi until Caiome — who lost every time until then — sent him to bed.

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       Ayato didn't know how Caiome ended up sitting next to him during the general meeting, but this time at least the lords no longer commented against her. Still, Caiome was the same as always, listening and making comments about the industries' activities, and in the end, Ayato felt as if he was no longer leading the meeting, but Caiome was.

       Unlike the clan heads in that room, Caiome, due to her adventurous nature, had the most street experience, and the confidence with which she spoke made the lords fall silent and listen. Of course, they brought their arguments, but Caiome seemed not to even consider them, maintaining her own point of view. Which was sometimes a wrong move, but Ayato believed that could be learned.

       And also, it was the first time since he became commissioner that he felt out of place among the others. The others always listened to him, and he gave the final verdict, but now, he just sat and watched the discussions between Caiome and the others—who, although openly discussing with her, and though they were already used to allusions and small insults, still didn't like Caiome's careless and disrespectful attitude.

       "The next subject on today's agenda is the textile industry," announced Mr. Hanako, then proceeded to list the activities on which transport and weaving would focus next month, processing textiles in autumn colours, warm colours, but also combinations of these and cold colours, such as intense purple, pale blue, and forest green.

       "These were Ayaka's ideas, weren't they?" Caiome mumbled, leaning as usual on the table where Ayato was sitting.

        "Indeed," he replied, leaning near her ear. "She noticed that many people are starting to combine color types in different styles; the trend has modernized this year, so we have to do the same."

        "Mmm," Caiome hummed. The ideas were good; she had no reason to complain, and it seemed the other lords agreed. "You should be careful," she said back jokingly, "otherwise Ayaka might take your place soon."

       "I would never want that for her, to be honest," he whispered back, and it was understandable. There was so much work, and Ayaka had other aspirations.

       Caiome leaned on her elbow, studying Ayato from below. He had a calm and approachable expression; it was clear he was in good spirits that morning, and the meeting didn't seem to tire him as much. But all Caiome could think about was Ayaka's desire to escape this title of lady. And implicitly, Caiome thought that maybe Ayato felt the same.

       "I think you'd be a poet," she whispered, and Ayato turned to her, slightly surprised.

       "Excuse me?" he said, so the others wouldn't hear.

       "If you weren't a lord," she said with an oddly serious expression, as if she had thought about it for a long time. "I think you'd be a poet. A very good one. You'd write about everything you see."

       Ayato gave her a small smile, leaning towards her.

       "If that were the case, I'd want to write about a certain youkai spirit who doesn't seem to leave my side."

       Caiome blinked a few times but couldn't say anything back because Ayato had to lead the meeting further. And to be honest, she didn't know what to say, because her thoughts, as wild as they had been lately, made her believe Ayato was talking about her.

         But it couldn't be, she told herself, stretching her arms on the table, suddenly becoming uninterested in the meeting.

 

Chapter 70: Chapter 70 ~ The Ones who Hides and the Ones who Can See

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Chapter 70 ~ The Ones who Hides and the Ones who Can See

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      Caiome tapped her pen on the papers in front of her. She was perched on the branches of the cherry tree in the middle of the court, at a height from which she could see almost the entire garden, watching the guards and the horses being taken out for their daily exercises. Despite this, she was looking at the reports Koshi had brought her, and now he was waiting solemnly at the base of the cherry tree.

      "Catch," Caiome said, tossing him a few scrolls, then jumped down from the branch.

       "You could have handed them to me when you came down, miss," said Koshi from behind his mask, and Caiome gave him a smile.

       "I need something to amuse me from time to time. Anyway, tell Mumei not to be so impatient with the investigations. As for Okane and his team... I think they can infiltrate a bit deeper," she laughed like a fox, which didn't make Koshi feel any better.

       "And the operation regarding the Fatui group?"

       "Hmm," Caiome said, "what have they done so far?"

       "Sora reported an unknown shipment of weapons picked up by two Fatui members."

       "Ugh, can't they control themselves even now?" she said, rolling her eyes. "Have they discovered what they need those weapons for? Could it be related to the group of mercenaries we still have no evidence of disappearing from the island? It wouldn't surprise me if Watanabe turned to the Fatui, considering they also want control in Inazuma. Or maybe it's reinforcements for the spring delegation, but so much time has passed..."

       "Some operations take years, especially if they're sensitive and against organizations like the Fatui," said Koshi.

       "Yes, I know," sighed Caiome.

       "Do you have experience with the Fatui?"

       "Those bastards made my life hell for a while, but I didn't have much contact with them, considering they're more on the diplomatic side, trying to force their way in. Just keep an eye on them for now. If Sora finds out anything about their purpose, have him come to me first. I'm not an expert in international relations, so if it's about the Fatui, he should talk to Ayato directly. Speaking of which, where--"

       "Lord Kamisato will return to the residence soon," replied Koshi, straightening the papers, and Caiome frowned at him.

       "Are you reading my thoughts now?" Caiome asked.

       "You tend to ask about him when you have nothing to do."

       "And is there something wrong with that? After all, he's still your leader," she said quickly. "I have to give him those damn reports almost every day. The blame will fall on me if I don't, so it's normal to ask where he is and when he's coming back. Plus, I still have to follow him as bodyguard if you don't have any tasks for me in the organization."

       "Although, it seems Lord Kamisato has given you more to do in the organization than before."

       "Right?" she jumped in. "So it's not just me. But now that this is happening, he's away from home more than usual, and when he's home, he locks himself in his office all day." She took a deep breath, then sighed, looking at the sky, which had been cloudy that morning but now seemed clearer.

       November had finally arrived, and the air was starting to get colder. Caiome had even begun wearing her coat in the evenings, and even now, but she didn't mind. She liked that coat.

       "And yet," she mumbled, "even though I take over the organization's missions, don't you think Ayato is busier than usual, instead of being the opposite? Time seems to pass more slowly now."

       "Maybe it's just in your mind, miss, considering you used to spend more time in each other's presence."

       "Ah..." she said slowly. "So that's it..."

       "Are you discussing something important we shouldn't hear?" came Ayaka's voice from behind them.

       Dressed in autumn clothes, with long skirts and a cloak covering her shoulders, her hair tied in a braided bun adorned with jewellery in the shape of autumn flowers, Ayaka looked very much like Yuna, with the same gentle smile and refinement. Next to her, Thoma looked as he always did.

       "No, not really," mumbled Caiome. "Are you going somewhere?"

       "After the tea ceremony event, I was invited by Lady Fujimura and her daughter for tea as well. There are many things left undiscussed between us, so I'm taking the opportunity."

       Fujimura, huh? A family of little importance to Caiome, considering they rarely had contact with the Kamisato family, being both from different Commissions and of little interest to Ayato. So what's the point of this visit?

       "Is it one of those visits you have to accept out of politeness?" Caiome grimaced.

       "It's good to have more friends than enemies, even if you don't fully trust them," Ayaka replied.

       "Ah, so it's part of those responsibilities you were telling me about, the ones that should be carried by the lady of the house," she concluded, and Ayaka nodded slowly. "I feel sorry for you then."

      "Some meetings like these are actually pleasant, and Lady Fujimura and her daughter are kind people."

       "It sounds as boring as I imagine."

       "Anyway, what's up with you?" Thoma asked. "You have a much... well, uglier expression than usual."

        Caiome rolled her eyes. "Well, unlike you, who did nothing all morning, I've had things to do," she pointed to Koshi. "I'm tired and bored."

       "How can you say I did nothing all morning?" Thoma said. "The house is so clean you could eat off the floor. Of course, not that I'm suggesting that," he quickly told Ayaka, who just gave him a sweet smile and chuckled, and Thoma blushed slightly.

       "Ugh, you're so pathetic," Caiome mumbled, making Thoma's expression change completely, frowning at her.

       "Says the one who threw up for three days in a row and only drank milk."

       "Hey!" she said. "I was in a coma for seven days."

       "You weren't in a coma," Thoma told her. "And now that someone calls you a bit pathetic, you excuse yourself with the illness you had, even though before you didn't even want to hear about someone exaggerating over it? What a hypocrite," he laughed.

       Caiome kicked him in the leg, making Thoma jump on one foot, then crouch, holding his bone. "Maybe you'll find your dignity while you're down there," she threw at him.

       Ayaka just laughed behind her fan. There was no need to intervene, considering these jabs were common between them. And she also knew they weren't really serious, as she had spent time around them separately.

       While Caiome had been unconscious, sleeping for an entire week, Thoma had been very careful to always keep the fire going and air out the room, so she wouldn't suffocate, and always replaced the water in the basin. And after Caiome woke up, he made sure the meals were as light as possible, even though he often failed due to Caiome's intolerance, but Thoma wasn't a doctor. He did everything Arasthea told him to do with great responsibility, and in the rare episodes when Caiome breathed more slowly than she should, he was always attentive to her.

       As for Caiome... well, Ayaka didn't know exactly how she and Thoma had gotten closer, but it was easy to read in her gestures that every joke and tease was made out of goodwill and precisely because they had grown closer lately. In the past few days, she even helped Thoma with some tasks for the tea ceremony, even if she didn't participate in it herself and wasn't her responsibility either.

       Caiome and Thoma had their own special relationship. Which at the moment was just as amusing, especially since Caiome didn't seem to be in a particularly good mood, being rather grumpy lately.

       "I'll try to find your maturity while I'm here too," Thoma commented back.

       Caiome seemed ready to kick him in the ribs, at least to knock him down completely, but a few muffled steps and heartbeats carried by the wind to her ears made her stop. She raised her gaze just to see Ayato a few meters away, approaching them.

       "Ayato," she said, passing by Thoma — whom she still gave a knee shove —and stopped herself in front of him, blocking his path in the middle of the stone alley. "When did you return?" she asked.

       "Just now," he replied.

       "How were the meetings? Did anyone give you trouble today?"

       "They were as usual. What's with this sudden curiosity and questions?"

        Caiome rolled her eyes. "Just checking. You know I like to get involved when there's drama and prefer to know from the beginning what it's about. Plus, I'm bored."

       "I thought I gave you enough to do regarding the Shuumatsuban," he said, and Caiome waved her hand.

       "It was a piece of cake. I have to admit, your Shuumatsuban members are quite skilled. There's no problem. Just, you know, that Fatui group. Rest assured, I've already decided not to act without telling you, considering your diplomatic relations aren't my field. I'm not trying to cause more trouble... Only if absolutely necessary."

       Ayato seemed to change his expression, giving up on trying to convince her of anything. He knew he would lose to her laughter and malevolent thoughts.

       "Try not to kill anyone in the process, alright?"

       "What about you, hmm? Are you going to hide in your office again? Want me to keep you company?"

        "Actually," he said, "I was looking for you to give you a specific task regarding the Commission that I don't have time to handle personally today."

       Caiome blinked a few times. "The Commission? Shouldn't you ask Ayaka to handle this? You're usually very careful about involving me in the Commission matters, since I'm not exactly... behaving, so what are you planning?"

       Ayato laughed lightly, pulling an elegantly folded document from the wide sleeve of his coat and handing it to Caiome. She took it, starting to read it superficially to get the gist of it.

       "Ayaka has a meeting with a friend of hers, as you probably already know. After the weekend's event, I thought it would do her good to spend some time on trivial activities like these."

       "What about your trivial activities?" she mumbled, still reading the document, turning the page. Ayato blinked, surprised. When he didn't respond, Caiome looked up at him from under her lashes. "I'm just saying," she shrugged. "I've started seeing you less often at home, and in the rare hours you're home, I'm the one who has things to do. I was just curious when you take time for yourself."

       "Are you trying to take care of me now?" he smiled, and Caiome snorted.

       "You're a big boy; you can take care of yourself. It's just that you know very well what I think about... almost everything you represent and how much it frustrates me."

       Ayato knew this. He had known it for a long time, but he had no other option or method to make Caiome less frustrated. As for him... he also felt frustrated, especially lately when he found himself occupied with things that, in those long moments of silence and loneliness, seemed pointless. It didn't matter how many letters he sent home.

       "So, what should I do with this?" Caiome pointed to the document after finishing reading it. "Some jerks working for the Commission who don't know how to behave in society."

       "I'd like you to handle them," said Ayato.

       "Handle how exactly?"

       "Take a few guards and find them. The rest is up to you. And, of course, this," he pulled out a seal from his coat pocket and handed it to Caiome.

       In his palm lay the seal in the shape of camellia flowers that he had given to Koshi a long time ago when they did those checks in the city for Ayato before the festival. And now, Ayato was giving it to her.

       Caiome took it in her hand and studied it. "So, I have to handle him on behalf of the Yashiro Commission?"

       "And mine as well," said Ayato, and Caiome frowned.

       "Are you sure about this? Again, you were the one trying to keep me away from public matters so as not to mess up your well-crafted image that you're so proud of."

       "Actually, I think in this case, you're the most suitable for it."

       "Alright," she mumbled, putting the seal in her coat pocket along with the document.

       "And I'd like to take you somewhere tonight, after you finish your task," he said. "I want to show you something."

       "As long as you take me to eat something good, I'll go with you anywhere."

       Thoma finally stood up, but not because Ayaka hurried him from behind to leave the house so as not to be late for the meeting with lady Fujimura, but because, like her, Thoma found it strange how Caiome abandoned him in favour of Lord Kamisato. It was odd considering how much Caiome liked to tease him and confront each other like two furious bulls.

       And now... she called him pathetic? Had she looked in the mirror at how she appeared when it came to Lord Kamisato? Not to mention how annoying she was, asking up and down if anyone had seen Lord Kamisato at home. At the moment, Caiome seemed to be doing exactly what Thoma did...

       As for Ayaka... She had seen Caiome upset earlier. Or not quite upset, but her face was dark and sulky, bored and without energy. Which changed the moment she, and not anyone else, saw Ayato in the distance, an Ayato who didn't even have the chance to greet them properly. The frown on her face turned into a smile, and her face lit up. Just like Ayato, because when Ayaka saw him earlier, he was also slightly tired, sighing constantly.

       Thoma and Ayaka blinked at the scene before them, Ayato and Caiome talking calmly, the atmosphere changing drastically. Then they looked at each other and seemed to understand from their gazes, finally looking at Koshi who cleared his throat, with a nod, as if he agreed with their unspoken thoughts.

       "It can't be..." Thoma mumbled, his face paling as if he had just been traumatized.

       Instead, Ayaka laughed. But not in her elegant and reserved style. Behind the fan she now held with both hands, hiding so Caiome and Ayato wouldn't see her, Ayaka laughed heartily in a way she usually did only around Thoma or Chizuru.

       "Milady?" said Thoma, and Ayaka looked at him with shiny eyes and rosy cheeks, as if reading one of her favourite books.

       "What do you say, Thoma?" she asked. "Should we place another bet on Caiome?"

       "Regarding what, exactly?" he asked. "With how unpredictable Caiome is, you can expect anything."

       Ayaka stood on tiptoes, leaning on his shoulder, then whispered in his ear. Thoma was taken aback by the sudden closeness and barely understood what Ayaka whispered, but he nodded anyway.

       "And Koshi can join us," Ayaka suggested, turning to the ninja. "You'd be an excellent competitor, given that you've probably already noticed all this."

       "Sometimes it's hard not to notice certain things about miss Caiome, milady," he said.

       "Exactly what I mean."

       "Though, if you want a proper competition," he continued, "I could suggest sharing the idea with some guards, with Mrs. Mitsuko and Mrs. Nakamura, miss Himawari and miss Uta as well. And with captain Hirotatsu."

       "How can she be so obvious without any shame?" Thoma said. "It's like she doesn't even try to hide."

       "She tries," said Koshi, "but precisely through that, she becomes so obvious."

       "It seems she's not that good at keeping secrets," said Thoma in a laugh.

       "I don't think it's about her not being good at it," Ayaka said, "but rather because she doesn't know how to hide specifically this. You know Caiome. Do you really think she's the type of person who's been in this situation before?"

       The two fell silent, but the answer was obvious.

       "Well," said Ayaka again, "what do you say we protect them both a little?"

       "Milady?" asked Thoma, but Ayaka only looked at Ayato and Caiome who were smiling, looking into each other's eyes, seeming, as Ayaka had never seen either of them before, truly at ease.

       "I think they deserve a bit of peace for a while."

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       "Us?" said Mizuki, pointing to his own face, even though Kouta and Daisuke were right next to him.

       "Yes," said Caiome. "What's the problem?"

       "But... this is a task given by lord Kamisato himself," said Kouta. "We've never carried out such tasks in the name of lord Kamisato."

       "All the better," said Caiome. "This can be your first time, so do your best and don't embarrass me, okay?"

       "There are guards much better than us, though," said Daisuke.

       "That's true," she sighed, putting her hands on her hips. "After all, you can barely ride, Mizuki still has a long way to go with a sword and spear, and Kouta can barely open his mouth."

       None of the three seemed pleased with her words.

       "Even so, Ayato gave me permission to take whichever guards I wanted, and I chose you. I still have to keep my promise to Mizuki to help him advance in rank, and as for you two... Who knows, maybe you're better suited for public tasks in the name of the Commission and the Kamisato family than guarding a courtyard."

       "Ugh, I don't know what to say," Mizuki said.

       "Don't you think you should be the most excited?" Caiome grimaced at him. "After all, you still lie to your parents that you work here as a guard instead of a weapon cleaner."

       "Maintainer," he insisted.

       "Sounds just as pathetic."

       "And yet..." mumbled Kouta.

       "Koshi," Caiome sang towards the Shuumatsuban standing two meters behind her. "Could you remind these guards of their position?"

       "Of course, miss. According to the hierarchy established among the employees by Lord Kamisato, personnel are required to listen to and execute orders from their superior. In the absence of Lord Kamisato, who represents the supreme authority within this hierarchy, employees are to listen to the captain of the guards and the personal bodyguard of Lord Kamisato, both holding the same rank in the hierarchy," he recited as though reading from a book.

       Caiome kept her nose up and hands clasped over her chest, looking like a fat cat licking its chops after eating all the fish, while Kouta, Daisuke, and Mizuki were the goldfish.

       "Therefore, you must listen to me and have nothing to say about it," she huffed.

       "Now that you've become smarter about all this, I hate you," Mizuki said. "I preferred you more when you were cleaning swords and daggers."

       "Or when the Captain forced her to fight with wooden swords and without a Vision," Kouta said.

       "Or when she scrubbed the floors," said Daichi.

       Caiome struck each of them with the sheath of her sword. "Do not insult a superior," she said. "Now gather your things and let's go."

        "But we need to prepare the horses," Kouta said.

        Caiome grinned instead, looking at them, and Mizuki already knew what she was going to say. "Have you ever teleported before?"

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        Mizuki had gotten somewhat used to teleportation over the past few weeks, given that Caiome did it every morning, bringing him to the residence along with Uta, who visited Himawari. Meanwhile, Kouta and Daisuke had to keep all their wits so as not to throw up in the middle of the city, leaning on their long spears.

       Caiome slapped each of them on the back, encouraging them.

       "Hey, why did you hit me?" Mizuki said. "I'm fine."

        "I just felt like it," she shrugged. "Now..."

       She pulled an official document from the pocket of her coat, one that she knew she had to present to the local authorities first. Having hidden from authorities many times before, she came to understand how such procedures worked. They all headed towards the Tenryou Commission's police station, with Koshi lurking among the shadows.

       Caiome climbed the stairs, and in the front courtyard, Kujou Sara had just given orders to officers who bowed shortly and left. It was only then that Sara saw Caiome waving from the entrance, a nearly sly smile on her face, while her guards looked somewhat pale.

       "Miss Caiome," Sara said.

       "How's work?" she said, crossing her arms over her chest, leaning on the gate.

       "Same as every day. How can I assist you?"

       Caiome pulled the Kamisato family seal from her pocket and showed it to Sara, who glanced briefly at it. Though she immediately understood it was something official for the Yashiro Commission, she was as surprised as Caiome was doing this, considering that hardly anyone knew of her existence until the epidemic.

       Then Caiome handed her the document. "I need you to find some people for me," she said as Sara read what it was about. "I would have done it myself, but for some reason, Ayato wants to handle this officially, so I came to you."

       "With such a record, it won't be a problem," Sara said, handing the document with Lord Kamisato's signature back. "I'll have the soldiers bring them to the station immediately."

       "Actually," Caiome said, "for someone like this, I think a public spectacle would be much better."

       "Did Lord Kamisato say that?" Sara blinked in surprise, considering that when it came to matters involving the Yashiro Commission, Lord Kamisato Ayato was usually very subtle, so as not to tarnish society.

       Caiome just smiled at her, and that was the answer Sara needed, even if it was different from what she usually received.

       Sara gave further orders to officers who immediately left to search the streets of Hanamizaka for those in question, then turned back to Caiome, making sure no one was around them.

       "By the way, I heard about the suicides of Lord Watanabe and Lord Ubisaki."

       Although the news of their deaths had been surprising to the public, the deaths of the two were not widely discussed. The context fit so well that it seemed to be a suicide due to grief over the deaths of their two children, so everyone shook their heads, sighed, and moved on, continuing with their lives. However much Caiome wanted to make both suffer for what they had done, she did not want to affect their families, whose involvement had been denied following Shuumatsuban investigations.

       Apart from Ubisaki Eiji and Watanabe Goichi, no one else had been implicated. But if the two were marked as traitors, the entire family had to be punished. And Caiome knew that Ayato did not waste people.

       "What a shame, isn't it?" Caiome sniffed as if she hadn't masked these cases herself. "However, from now on, everything will turn out for the best."

       "I have the same impression."

 

Chapter 71: Chapter 71 ~ The Task and the Cries of People

Notes:

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Chapter 71 ~ The Task and the Cries of People

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       It didn't take long before Caiome was called to the centre of Hanamizaka by the officers. Kneeling in front of the stairs, bound with thick ropes, five men just over thirty years old stood flanked by Tenryou Commission officers in front of the gathering crowd, their faces twisted and angry, shouting for the one who dared to tie them up and bring them before the crowd.

      Then they saw Caiome passing through the rest, showing through her smile that she was the one who brought them here.

        "You!" shouted one of them, whom Caiome recognized as the loudest of them all. "Do you have any idea what you're doing and who we are? We are respected members of the Yashiro Commission. How dare you humiliate us in public?"

        Caiome leaned towards him, almost sticking Lord Kamisato's family seal to his face.

        "The Yashiro Commission?" she said. "What a coincidence, we're all part of the same Commission. Isn't that cause for celebration? If you're from the Yashiro Commission, then you should know we don't like to have trash among us. Unlike other shadowy activities that take place in this nation, we are very particular about such details and don't like to waste any more time. We're too busy as it is."

       "I have no idea what you're talking about," he said.

       Caiome clapped her hands. "Ah, of course, we have to go through this first. Let's see, let's see," she said and pulled out the document from her pocket, unfolded it, and first showed Lord Kamisato's seal to the five men, so they wouldn't contest her statement. Then she cleared her throat, beginning to read. "Keita Takumi, Hidemi Hachiro, Toshiaki Kenzou, Kenta Jiro, Hibiki Masao, all affiliates of the Yashiro Commission who take responsibility for their activities and crimes, following investigations conducted by the Commission itself in accordance with the internal regulation laws of the Three Commissions, also take responsibility for their punishment according to the crimes committed. Keita Takumi, accused of illegal mercenary activities, sexual abuse, rape, illegal currency and drug transactions, obstruction of justice, aiding and abetting. Hidemi Hachiro, accused of illegal mercenary activities, sexual abuse, rape, illegal currency and drug transactions, obstruction of justice. Toshiaki Kenzou, accused of... same things as the others, I guess. Anyway, you all have pretty much the same accusations," she shrugged, putting the document back in her pocket.

       Whispers began to be heard from the crowd, whispers that began to turn against the five accused. After all, everyone had seen the seal and heard the accusations, and everyone knew that the Yashiro Commission did not affiliate with such infected people, and if employees start behaving inappropriate, the Commission will dispose of them.

       "Are you kidding us?!" shouted another. "What kind of accusations are these? We demand a fair trial."

       "Haven't you heard a word I said?" Caiome said suddenly annoyed. "The accusations were made following the investigation, and I'm here to deliver the punishment, of course. What need do you have for a trial in front of the Shogun when I can handle all this without too much trouble? After all, I have more time on my hands and a much greater imagination, things should be more interesting this way."

       "Hey, you have no right--"

       Caiome lifted her foot, pushing the one who spoke, and he fell back onto the one behind him. Then Caiome stepped on his pelvis, right between his legs, causing the man to stiffen with pain.

       "Considering that everyone says sometimes people like you five think more with their dicks than with their mind, how about we get rid of what makes you behave like animals first? At least animals just tear their prey apart, while you play with it as you like. I don't think you'll miss them anyway, since I won't finish with you here. Shall I make you run naked through the middle of the city in the middle of winter, in front of everyone? Shall I throw you into the water and let you drown? Shall I put you under 24/7 surveillance and make you work until your last breath? Or should I let them decide?" Caiome asked the five men, gesturing towards the crowd behind her who clamoured for them to be punished.

       Especially since the one standing before them was Miss Caiome who, throughout the epidemic, not only saved their children but also took all necessary measures to put nobles and commoners on equal footing, protecting them from the power of the great families. If she had risen against these big people, they could at least do it in front of such scum as the five kneeling before them.

       "That's too much," one of them shouted, and Caiome pressed even harder on the pelvis of the first man, but the way he was tied up didn't allow him to escape from under her sole.

       "You're right," she smiled. "It would take too long, and I don't have that much patience. Shall I do it myself right now, in front of everyone?" she laughed, taking out her sword, placing the tip of it just above the man's pelvis. "I promise I've done this before, so you probably won't die from bleeding."

       "You crazy bitch!" they shouted.

       "If this doesn't please you, we can cut another part of your body. How about your throats? It will probably make less mess. Oh, but people would expect me to eventually throw you in jail, and corpses are not accepted there. So we'll have to go back to my first idea."

       She pushed into the man's pelvis, who quickly clenched his legs in sharp pain, then Caiome sheathed her sword back.

       "Although I enjoy a good show, I don't want to give nightmares to those who are now here. But now they have seen with their own eyes that scoundrels like you pay the due price. I wish the five of you a pleasant castration."

       Then the Tenryou Commission soldiers lifted all five of them and took them away, leading them to serve their sentence, while the crowd began to disperse, murmuring that this was what they deserved. Caiome gave them a smile, then turned to Mizuki, Kouta, and Daisuke, who held their legs bent and pelvis covered with their hands, looking pale.

       "What's with you?" she asked.

       "What are your orders, miss?" they bowed deeply, their voices raised. The sight was quite amusing, though a bit confusing.

       "Did I really leave such an impression on them?" she mumbled to herself, hearing Koshi's voice somewhere in the air, carried by the power of the Anemo Vision.

       "From my angle, you looked a bit frightening."

       "Let's just make sure everything goes as planned," she said.

       That afternoon, five different screams were heard from a hidden room deep within the city's authority station, and Mizuki, Kouta, and Daisuke were still vigilant about how Caiome laughed and rubbed her hands as if the screams were her pleasure.

       Then the three were sent home; as they transmitted the report further, Koshi had to return to the organization in case new reports came in that morning and deliver them to Caiome. So Caiome remained alone on the city streets and decided to take a walk.

        She passed by stands, greeted with smiles by each vendor, and by shops, and people began to present her with all kinds of objects and products, offering her discounts and so on. However, Caiome had no money with her.

        Even if it takes only a millisecond for her to pick up silver necklaces and gemstones with her fingers and hide them in the shadows of her coat, like a true magician, the way employees and owners looked at her and greeted her, thanking her for everything she had done for them during the epidemic, Caiome completely forgot the power she had to make things disappear.

       Instead, even though she did not buy anything, even though she did not steal anything and did not accept any offers, Caiome found herself with all kinds of boxes and packages in her arms as gifts: bakery products, pastries, hot drinks, accessories for clothes and hair, even makeup and face and hand creams, shoe cleaning and bath and skin perfumes.

       Caiome tried to refuse because it wasn't her style to use any of these things. Except for food... she loved food. However, the owners and employees pretended not to hear or see anything, even pretending at one point that they hadn't given Caiome anything and didn't know what she was talking about.

        So she had no choice but to take them and leave, looking for a telepoint to return home. Surely she could share them with the others, and Ayato liked salty cheese pies and biscuits; as for creams, he could put some on his face, lest he lose his perfect beauty, gods forbid, in front of other lords.

        Caiome stopped, looking up at the sky above her, while the trees shook their leaves over her, catching her in an image of orange and blue, with gray paving stones under her feet, while in the distance people's voices and children's laughter were heard.

       She had been aware of this for some time, but she couldn't believe she had reached the point where not only did she think of him so suddenly, but she thought of him in this way. If before she was only frustrated that Ayato was getting on her nerves, which he still did, now she was frustrated that she couldn't stop associating every little thing with him.

       She started walking again, walking the same paths she had walked with Ayato, passing by shops they visited together. She hated knowing that he liked salty cheese pies and biscuits now; that she knew from the expression on his face whether he was going to work a little more in the evening or would spend a sleepless night; that she knew from his calm gaze that he was going to beat her at shogi again and when he would make a joke at her expense.

       She hated thinking of him at night when she went to bed and in the morning when she woke up, and asking left and right where he was and when he was coming back home. And she hated that now she was willingly sitting in his office, whether he was there or not, waiting for him, and she hated that she was writing him letters and leaving notes like he did.

       She hated that sometimes she sat in the trees in the garden and looked at the sky and wondered if Ayato was looking at the same stars and moon as her. She hated that she associated flower perfumes with him and hated that when she looked at forget-me-nots and bluebells, only his eyes appeared in her mind. She hated his touches and gentle voice when he spoke to her, and she hated his smile, not the polite one, but the real one that she recognized because she started to know what was in his mind... which she also hated.

       But most of all, she hated that she didn't seem to truly hate all these things. She hated herself for trying to lie to herself, but what else could she do? Only with the help of lies had she managed to live so far, and if she didn't have these lies, what else did she have?

       And yet... In the end, she had told Ayato some truths and managed to live after that. She had to bury her thoughts that suddenly appeared in her mind. But every time she thought about it, they rose even stronger and she finally gave in.

        Soon, Caiome realized she was lost. Looking around her, she found herself on the side alleys of the city. She sighed. She must've gone completely mad if she wasn't even paying attention to where her feet were taking her, and this was a bad sign because she always had to be on guard, especially now that she was alone.

        Then she recognized the alley leading to the Komore teahouse. Perfect! She could sort all the items from her arms there, then return home and share them with the others.

        Caiome aughed to herself in a rather sad manner, approaching the entrance. Home? When did she start thinking of Ayato's residence as home?

        She reached for the round handle of the door, but male voices from inside stopped her movements. One belonged to Ayato - what was he doing here? Caiome left the residence almost immediately after Ayato arrived and gave her the documents about those criminals. He had barely arrived home, and had already left the residence for a meeting, and right here, at the teahouse, where usually no one entered except the Kamisato family members and their trusted employees?

        Then Caiome realized that the other male voice, which she had heard before, belonged to Kobayashi Kenji. Caiome had completely forgotten about him and the fact that Ayato had kept her in the dark about any business between them, as he seemed to continue to do. Ayato always told her everything that needed to be said, or if there was anything interesting, about his meetings. But he had never mentioned Kobayashi Kenji or anyone from his family.

        "I really wish you would consider my proposal," Kobayashi's voice was heard. "You know very well that's how things have worked for a long time. You're young, my lord, but more skilled than anyone else, and I would be honoured to work with you. Plus, this understanding benefits us both, as long as you want to have control over the the international relationships."

        "I do not contest your desire for that," Ayato said in a serious tone, the one he always used when discussing matters at meetings, and which, looking at him during those meetings and thinking about it, Caiome found... attractive. "And I do not condemn your insistence, especially when we both know the advantages and that we both want what's best for the Commission and our respective families. But, as I mentioned earlier, things are still unstable now, the epidemic has just passed, people are still trying to stabilize, and these things need to be discussed with Lady Kujou Chisato, especially considering that the Kanjou Commission was the one handling international relations before transferring them to me."

       "No matter how skilled Lady Kujou is, considering she was able to shape them so easily, she also knows that it's normal for these types of international relations, based on cultural exchanges, to fall under the jurisdiction of the Yashiro Commission."

        Well, yes, Caiome thought to herself. If it wasn't obvious, Chisato wouldn't have passed these matters on to Ayato, who is more than capable of handling them. Besides, Chisato has many other things on her mind right now that she needs to clean up after traitors in her own Commission, just like Kamaji.

        But Caiome had no idea why Ayato had told those things to Kobayashi. He had already discussed these with Chisato, who gave her official consent for the Yashiro Commission to handle everything related to international relations, as long as it didn't involve crossing Inazuma's borders. Therefore, half of Ayato's conditions were already fulfilled, and the other half was easily manipulable, depending on the understanding itself.

         But when it came to something international, given that Kobayashi's family dealt with it, how could it affect the people of Inazuma? The economic balance had already been restored thanks to Ayato. There was no risk here.

        "Lord Kobayashi," said Ayato, "I do value maintaining good relations, so in this case, considering it involves the activities of two Commissions, I prefer to do everything by the book. Besides, I do not have the time to think about this right now."

       That's what Uncle Shoichiro had told him when Ayato forbade her to accompany him, so she decided to spy on him.

       "Things can quickly become uncertain," Kobayashi said. "You need to secure your place and stabilize it."

       "Do not... threaten me with that, Lord Kobayashi," Ayato said in a cold tone, clearly irritated, "or I might reject your offer right now for good without regrets. I do not like being restricted and conditioned when, if we analyze everything to the last detail, the Yashiro Commission will benefit you more than you could help me. Please do not forget that when you decide to ignore my limited time again, forcing me to meet with you."

       Caiome took a step back, but the door had already opened, and Ayato and Kobayashi Kenji, who was standing slightly behind him, came face to face with her. Caiome hadn't realized the two were right next to the door, wrapping up their discussion, believing that their voices had been carried by the atmosphere to her.

       Sometimes she didn't realize she was using the power of the wind to bring voices to her, and this was one of those cases.

        The two men looked at her, blinking frequently, and Caiome laughed as if nothing had happened.

       "Hi there," she said in a somewhat odd tone, causing Ayato to frown and Kobayashi to raise his eyebrows.

       "What are you doing here?" Ayato asked, still standing with his hand on the doorknob.

        "Uhh, nothing?" Caiome quickly said, taking a sudden step back, causing the items in her arms to sway. 

        One of the boxes fell to the side along with the paper bags, threatening to fall over her arm. Ayato let go of the door handle and took a step towards her, reaching out and catching the box and paper bags, keeping them in place on top of each other.

       To those outside, the image was quite amusing: Lord Kamisato, so solemn and the epitome of nobility as always, trying not to let bakery boxes and bags fall from her arms.

       "You must be Miss Caiome," Kobayashi said, stepping out of the tea house with a pleasant smile on his face, polite and not at all like the man inside who insisted on his proposal, whatever it was.

       "Yeah..." she said.

       "Lord Kobayashi Kenji, pleased to meet you," the elder said, bowing slightly to her. "I'd like to express my gratitude for what you did during the epidemic. My family was not in any danger during those two weeks, but I have friends who lost, and others who have become closer to their families because of the hardships."

        "I've received far too many thanks like these," she sighed, clearly tired of all this. "I'd prefer if you didn't behave like this with me."

        "Of course," he said, "whatever makes you comfortable." Then he turned to Ayato. "Lord Kamisato, I hope to hear your decision soon regarding me."

       Then Kobayashi turned and left. It wasn't until he turned the street corner with his guards that Ayato seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

        "What was that about?" Caiome asked, and Ayato suddenly realized she was still there.

       "Nothing important," he said, realizing that she had probably only caught the last few remarks between him and Kobayashi, otherwise she wouldn't have asked.

       "It didn't seem unimportant. Something about international relations and Chisato and the Commission? How could his family help you with that?"

       Ayato took some of the paper bags in one hand and the two rather large wooden boxes in the other. He thought that instead of becoming suspicious and denying it, maybe he could give her a few details - unimportant ones - to stem her curiosity a bit.

       "Now that Lady Kujou has left all international relations rights in the hands of the Yashiro Commission so she can focus on the borders, as it should have been from the beginning, and especially now, after the epidemic, international transactions will be conducted through the Yashiro Commission. Although we can do them independently, the Kobayashi family can become an extension of this branch and affiliate with the Commission, meaning businesses in Inazuma will no longer pay commission, they will have higher profits, and transactions will not be risky."

       "And why is this something you're hesitant to accept? In the end, another noble family joining the Commission means a lot of work, but it also means more influence for you. You've achieved what you wanted from the Kanjou Commission, borders are becoming safer, international relations are tightening through you, and Inazuma is evolving and prospering as you wish. What's wrong?"

       "For a new family to join the Commission means taking time for transition, time I do not have because of other matters in the Commission and the Shuumatsuban."

       "I can handle the organization for you, I already do that for quite some time," she almost puffed, with a proud smile. "I have Koshi with me if you don't trust me--"

        "I trust you," he interrupted. "It's just that there is more to it."

        "But what about Kobayashi asking for an answer from you soon?"

       "The Kobayashi family can make things easier once the transition is complete, but that does not mean we can not manage without them."

       "But that also means more work for you, doesn't it? Permanent work that Kobayashi could solve."

       "That is true. But it is not that important right now. Rather, what are these?" he lifted the boxes and bags, and Caiome began to nervously laugh.

       "Well, I finished the task you gave me, then I walked around Hanamizaka for a bit, and people started giving me... gifts, I guess. But I don't use all of these. I was thinking of giving them to you, so I wanted to stop here and sort them out before heading home."

       Ayato gave her a pleasant, gentle smile, and suddenly, the earlier politician man was lost, and the mask fell, leaving only him behind.

       "Wanna help?" she asked.

       "Of course."

       "It's still nice outside, so instead of the tea house, how about somewhere else?"

       "Mm," Ayato nodded, and Kozue bid them farewell.

       Caiome led Ayato to the edge of the city, sitting on the stone wall and placing the boxes between her and Ayato, who did the same. They began to open them, checking the contents - because even Caiome had forgotten what she had received - taking each item out and examining it, while they ate pastries, cookies, and pies.

       Caiome picked up a perfume bottle, opened it, smelling its fresh, clean scent, then capped it and handed it to Ayato.

       "Here, you can have this."

       Ayato took the bottle and smelled the perfume as well. "Me?" he asked.

       "It seems like something you'd wear."

       "Well, thank you. Speaking of perfumes," he put the perfume bottle back in the box, "why does your hair always smell the same?"

       "Hm?" she asked.

        "Your hair," Ayato said again. "It smells the same no matter what shampoo you use."

        "How do you know what shampoo I use?"

        Ayato tilted his head slightly, and Caiome already understood the answer. Basically, Ayato controlled everything related to her and the products in her room, including the shampoo that Mitsuko used to wash her hair.

        "Nevermind," she mumbled, starting to get up and do something she never thought she'd ever do, which was play with strands of hair. "When I was little, I hated washing my hair. Kandra constantly pulled it, and if I brushed it, within minutes it was all tangled up again. On top of that, it smelled bad since I was always on the run through mountains and so one. So, after we found Arasthea, Kandra had her do some sort of spell or whatever it is she does. And now, even if I stay in a sewer or garbage pit, my hair doesn't caught the smell. Which, for someone like me, is actually a big advantage. It was raining the day Arasthea made the spell, so naturally she used that as a... scent reference I guess."

       "I understand," Ayato said. "What about your wind trick?"

       "What trick?" she asked, taking a bite from the pie.

       "The one where you hear sounds from a distance."

       "Oh, that's very simple. Of course, you need an Anemo Vision, but with the right talent, even those who can't control the wind can hear it. It takes practice, of course."

       "How far can you hear?"

       "As far as I want, but of course, the greater the distance, the longer it takes for the sound to reach me. Plus, you have to choose the direction from which the sound comes and how to select only what you want to hear. For example, if there's too much noise around, I won't be able to hear you as clearly, so I need to know exactly what to focus on. If I wanted to hear you, I would have to concentrate on your voice."

        "Let's test it," Ayato said, getting up from the stone wall and moving away from Caiome until she said something. 

        And he walked and walked and walked until Caiome could no longer see him, and Ayato plunged into the sea of people in Hanamizaka. She had no choice but to please him, so she lead the wind through the people, looking for his voice and the words that would be carried to her. 

       From the cacophony of voices, she began to hear her name. It was spoken gently, brought on the whistle of the wind. It was spoken more as a call than a cry, like the whisper of someone reliving memories and being embraced by longing.

        I do not know if I really want you to hear me right now, but... she heard him whispering in the wind, I really like the scent of your hair. I always feel it when I am close to you. It is comforting.
 
       Caiome gasped, feeling her stomach sink. She gritted her teeth, sitting with her pie on her knees, squeezing it between her fingers. She felt like banging her head against the wall she was standing on or jumping off the rock. It wasn't the first time someone complimented her hair's scent. Ayaka did it, Mitsuko did too, Himawari and Uta did it very often. But hearing it from Ayato... This man really needed to stop playing with her heart, or else she would pull out his in return.

        By the time Ayato returned, Caiome tried to calm down, both herself and her heartbeat. Under no circumstances should she let Ayato see her in that vulnerable state, otherwise, Caiome would feel like she had lost the entire war, and she didn't like losing.

        "So," he said when he approached her, "did you hear what I said?"

       "Very vaguely," she said, seeming indifferent. "You were probably near a crowded stall or something similar."

       Ayato tilted his head to one side. Maybe her voice was controlled, but her gaze was lost, so it wasn't hard to notice that she, indeed, had heard him, but preferred to play dumb.

        "That's right," Ayato said. "I was indeed near a crowded stall. And speaking of listening to other people's words... I heard a group of women talking about how you handled the task I gave you today. I didn't expect you to do it quite like that, to be honest."

        "Don't tell me you're going to punish me for cutting a few dicks," she mumbled. "It was a very suitable punishment. I even controlled myself."

        "Actually, I would have liked to be there. Anyway, the sun is starting to set. Let's go."

        "Where?" she said, quickly gathering up the boxes and bags.

        "I promised to show you something, didn't I?"

       Ayato took a few boxes too, leading her through the city; and although the people passing by greeted them both respectfully, wondering why Lord Kamisato was carrying those boxes with his own hands, Ayato didn't seem to care much. They left Hanamizaka, passing by the huge cherry tree at the entrance, and as night fell completely, the sky darkened, stars appeared, and along with them, Caiome saw all sorts of lights on the edge of the road leading to Mount Yougou.

        In front of the hokora shrines stood elderly people, parents, and children, placing offerings on the wooden altars and lighting scented sticks, praying silently. The lantern lights cast orange and yellow shadows, illuminating everyone's faces, while Caiome and Ayato approached the quiet groups of people more and more.

        "Since the epidemic ended," Ayato whispered, "groups of townspeople and villagers from nearby gather here every evening. There is not a day when the altars do not have offerings or when you pass by them and do not smell the scent of scented sticks. It's a shame... That in order for the shrine to come back to live, adorned with offerings, so many had to die in such a short time."

         "Mm," Caiome whispered quietly beside his shoulder, holding the boxes in her arms.

         "You also did that... The way you fought so hard to keep others alive probably made them realize that they should fight for the dead at least now, after their passing."

         "Is this what you wanted to show me?"

         Ayato nodded slightly, noticing her low voice and her lost gaze, looking at the people and the small shrines.

        "Did I sadden you?"

        "It's not that," Caiome laughed. "It's just that... ten years ago, when Kandra and I left that village that no longer exists now, people just locked themselves in their homes. No one spoke to anyone, didn't even look at each other. They were drifting apart. It's like nothing had ever happened, nobody seemed to cry after that. They just closed in. But seeing them like this," she pointed to the hokora shrines surrounded by people, looking at each one individually, "actually shows me the opposite. It shows me that we all felt the same thing, me and all of you, even though there was a difference in what we could do. I'm actually happy."

       Ayato looked at her with slightly parted lips, seeking her gaze and absorbing everything he could from her expression. Finally, gently moving the boxes away from him, Ayato leaned over her, resting his forehead on the top of her head, taking the scent of her hair in time and time again, since he couldn't have enough of it, and Caiome couldn't even turn to look him in the eye. She just looked toward the dark roads and the people in front of the shrines.

        There, behind everyone, surrounded by the black of the night, nobody could see them, and no one could hear them. And for the first time since Caiome became aware of Ayato, for the first time since she felt like she had completely lost her mind, her heart didn't race, and her stomach didn't revolt. It was just comfortable, and suddenly, her mind and body felt at peace, succumbing to the pleasant feeling.

       "Then I am happy too," he whispered.

 

Notes:

I just wanted to let you guys know that I started a Honkai: Star Rail fanfiction as well with Jiaoqiu as the male protagonist. I haven't thought about the entire story yet, and I see it more like some type of less serious story, but serious in the same time, I don't know how to explain it. Probably I will update it more rarely than this one, but just in case you want to keep up with it as well, it's there. Enjoy^^

Chapter 72: Chapter 72 ~ The Black Market and the Hooded Figure

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Chapter 72 ~ The Black Market and the Hooded Figure

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      "And you're just... giving them to us?" Thoma asked, looking at the pair of protectors Caiome placed in front of him.

       "What would I do with so many?" Caiome said, collapsing on the ground in Ayaka's salon.

        In front of the latter was a pair of leather gloves lined with deer fur. Caiome never wore gloves with fingers, not even in winter, mainly because they made her hands sweat, and when she took them off, she would instantly feel cold.

        "I think it's a very nice gesture," Ayaka said, taking in her hand the fan that Caiome had given her, a pale pink fan with shades of orange, resembling a sunset.

       "See?" Caiome said, pocking Thoma in the ribs. "Someone who knows how to appreciate my kindness."

       "You give them to us because you don't need them," he said, holding his side.

       "Better than throwing them away," she leaned back on her hands, looking up at the ceiling. "Anyway, I could probably find the Black Market and sell them there too."

       "Miss," Koshi, standing two meters behind her by the wall, warning her. Perhaps Caiome shouldn't have said that in front of Koshi, given the organization also handled missions within the Black Market.

       "Oh, come on," she said. "It's not like you don't use the Black Market for information."

       "That can be called smuggling, though," Ayaka said.

      "For a pair of gloves?"

      "For what you could buy there," Thoma said, and Caiome rolled her eyes, stretching out on the floor with her hands under her head, staring at the ceiling.

       "In that case, I guess you should already lock me up in a basement cell," she muttered. "But now that I mentioned it... I'm curious..."

        "Anyway," Thoma said, looking at the leg protectors in front of him, "I don't think it would benefit you much if you sold them, given the money you have already."

       Caiome frowned and abruptly sat up straight. "What?" she said, while Thoma blinked rapidly at her. "What money?"

        A long silence fell over the four people in the room, and then they all sighed simultaneously, because Caiome realized that Ayato had hidden something from her again, just like every time he wanted to feel satisfied by punishing her.

        A few minutes later, Caiome burst into Ayato's salon, startling both him and his guest, one of the Commission's lords, making them look wide-eyed at the doors that nearly came off their hinges, revealing a furious Caiome with eyes ablaze.

       "I have a salary?!" she shouted, likely loud enough to be heard throughout the house.

        Ayato gave a polite smile to the lord—who was already used to Caiome's outbursts and attitude—seemingly ignoring her entirely.

        "I apologize for this, Lord Kouji. If you could give me just a second..." He turned to Caiome, maintaining the same smile, but clearly playing silent threats in his eyes. "Caiome, don't you think this is an inappropriate time for such a discussion?"

        "You're probably talking about resources for schools. What do you think is more important?" she gestured. "This or your bad-taste pranks?"

        Ayato felt a vein twitching on his forehead, trying to maintain his solemn demeanor.

        "I still have a meeting. How about you go outside and we will discuss anything you want later, what do you say?"

        "No," she said. "You're just going to run off somewhere I can't find you and probably won't come back home, so I'm staying right here. You have nothing to blackmail me with anymore, just so you know."

        Ayato turned to her almost in a flash. He got up from the cushion, apologizing once again to Lord Kouji, standing in front of her. Caiome crossed her arms, looking up at him, but no less confident.

        "Considering you are still my subordinate, and this really is an entirely inappropriate moment for you to wave your hands about regarding me, I suggest you stay outside."

       "As I said," she retorted, "you can't blackmail me with Arasthea's seal anymore."

       "But I could have Koshi and other Shuumatsuban keeping an eye on you permanently, while you stay in the library, copying manuscripts. And since you didn't understand the first time I asked nicely..."

       And so Caiome ended up reciting in the middle of the living room, in front of Koshi, Chizuru, and Ayaka, rules of good manners from a book she didn't understand at all.

       "This is absurd!" she complained, throwing the book on the ground. Then she picked it up again, because if Ayato found out what she did to the small book, he would give her even more to read.

       "It's your fault you don't know how to control yourself," Chizuru commented. "You should know better than to interrupt Lord Kamisato's meetings."

       "But I always do that," she complained again.

       "And it's not the first time he's thrown you out either," Chizuru said again. "Or refused to have you there."

       But that was the strange part. Even if she interrupted his meetings, usually Caiome somehow managed to stay there, just like in the general meeting a few days ago when Caiome just appeared, talking to the other lords. Then, Ayato had no problem. So why did he throw her out now? Besides, it couldn't be something top-secret if he was talking to Kouji Hiraku, who dealt with the paper industry in which Himawari was also involved and would be involved again. Especially since it was about Himawari!

        Ayato wouldn't hide anything about her... Unless it was about something else. First Kobayashi, now Kouji. Something was happening between them, and Caiome didn't like not knowing anything. She felt really left out... and furious.

        Soon, Mitsuko appeared in the living room, saying that Ayato can see her now, and Caiome couldn't wait to get rid of that book, which she slammed on his desk with such force it could crack the book... or the desk.

        But Ayato just looked at her innocently. "How can I help you?" he asked, and Caiome became even more frustrated.

       "What were you talking about with Kouji Hiraku?" she asked.

       "Things that couldn't possibly interest you," he replied.

       "But they do interest me," she said. "Kobayashi yesterday, Kouji today, tomorrow you'll hide something from me regarding the Shuumatsuban."

        "Because, as I said, these are useless and unimportant things concerning you," he sighed, taking a file from the stack on the right, opening it, and placing it on her hand and over the good manners book, where it clearly stated not to interrupt two people's conversation and not to raise your voice in the house.

        Ayato knew very well that it wasn't like Caiome would follow them, at least not in the near future, but that didn't mean he couldn't order her to read them just to keep her busy.

        "Why focus on something so unimportant?" he asked.

        Caiome crossed her arms. "If you tell me what it's about, I'll decide for myself how unimportant it is, and then I probably wouldn't pay attention to it anymore. All you're doing now is making yourself more suspicious."

        "Shouldn't you be focusing on the organization's activities instead of bothering with the Commission lords or independent family lords you have no connection with? After all, that is why I pay you, right?" he threw in a smile, skillfully changing the subject.

        "What do Thoma and Koshi mean by saying I have a salary? You never told me I had a salary."

        "Of course you have a salary," Ayato began in such a calm tone, as if stating something very obvious, continuing his inspection in the file. "When I have a number of employees, a ratio is established between their number and the salary I pay that must be justified. On paper, you are listed as my bodyguard, but the salary I give you is for a Shuumatsuban member. I thought you knew all this."

        Then everything began to make sense regarding Koshi. Every time Caiome made some purchases, Koshi miraculously had money on him, which Caiome said that she will only borrow them from him. And Koshi, every time, looked confused at her and gave her the money without asking questions and without asking for it back, no matter how small or large the amount. The book she bought for Ayaka many months ago, offerings for the hokora shrines, a few silk yarn ball for Uta, and a floral headband for Himawari after they recovered from sarasthuza...

       Because Koshi didn't know that Caiome didn't know she had a salary, so practically Koshi carried her money, and Caiome bought everything still with her own money.

        "Obviously, I didn't know," Caiome snapped. "Do you think if I knew, I'd still come after you like this?"

        "That is true," Ayato mumbled.

        "And anyway, what's the point?" she asked. "I thought my payment meant reducing the days I have to work for you, remember? Almost two thousand days paying for Ayaka's jewelry and the attempted theft. If I pay you that money, will you reduce the number of days?"

        "Your salary is just a formality," Ayato said. "You can ask Koshi for any amount you need if you want to buy something separately, but you can not use it for debts. So, I still plan to keep you here for a few more years," he threw a fox-like smile at her, making Caiome wrinkle her nose. "In any case, I do not see why you would use it for such small things. If you need something, you can talk to Ayaka, or better yet, tell me directly."

       "The last time we talked about this, you said you'd provide my necessities. What if I wanted, say, a pony?"

       "You already have a personal horse," Ayato replied.

       "Dresses and shoes."

       "I doubt you would ask for that on your own, considering I have always provided your outfits for events without consulting you first."

       "Then other clothes like these," she gestured to herself.

       "Those are part of your basic necessities," he countered, resting his elbows on the table and interlacing his fingers, "nothing unusual about that."

       "Then...," she began, trying to quickly find something, as Caiome, given the life she'd lived, never thought much about what more she could want. 

       Mostly, she stole jewelry and precious stones, kept them for a while until she got bored, then sold them on the Black Market, using the money to buy clothes and food, since she had nothing else she could procure to carry with her on the road, a lifestyle she didn't particularly want to change. And after leaving Natlan, she didn't worry too much about it anymore. 

       "A blue diamond!" she said suddenly.

       Ayato blinked a few times, a bit confused. "A blue diamond?" he asked.

       "What if I want to buy a blue diamond? With the salary I've saved up so far, I'm sure I could afford at least one."

       "I do not think that would be a purchase I would recommend, given that you tend to get bored of jewelry as quickly as they catch your interest," he said with a dismissive expression, but Caiome kept her proud smile.

       "A blue diamond isn't like all the other jewelry and precious stones. Especially since you run the industry that deals with their extraction. Practically, buying a quality one, freshly mined, is a piece of cake for me."

       Ayato didn't need to think much to realize Caiome was saying these things just to irritate him. It was obvious in the way she spoke and moved that she didn't mean a word of it. At the same time, he feared that if he refused her too many times, Caiome might indeed make it her mission to buy a blue diamond, which, given her expressed desire for an uncut one, she couldn't even wear. The most she could do was keep it in a box she would most likely get rid of a few weeks later. 

       At the same time, Ayato knew that Caiome had wanted one ever since the ambush by the alchemists who were stealing and replacing precious stones from Tetsuya Shoichiro's industry, a problem where Caiome had helped a lot back then. But Ayato was even more scared of how the stars had aligned in the universe and led him to this moment.

       "I will not allow it," he finally said.

       "You don't have to allow me to do something with the money I've earned working every day for you."

       "As I said, your salary is just a formality, something on paper to explain the ratio of employees to the income I provide for them. Small things are fine, but not something that might cost you more than four months' salary."

       Caiome clenched her fists. "You're so annoying," she said. "Then why did you tell me I could ask Koshi for that money if you won't let me buy what I want? And why do I have to ask you if I can get a blue diamond or not? What do you care how much I spend on it and whether I get bored of it afterward or not? It's your money until you give it to me, on paper or not."

       "Then what do you care about what I discuss with certain lords as long as the Commission's business is the Commission's business, and our deals are just ours?" he retorted with the same smile. "Your business is up to the point I allow it. Once I ask you to stay behind the doors, it should not concern you what I discuss inside."

       "You..." she mumbled, then turned her head away, furious and frustrated because she couldn't bear to look at him at that moment. 

       More so because, besides catching her in the act, he was looking straight into her eyes. If the night before, in front of the hokora shrines, Caiome thought everything had disappeared because he didn't react in any way to their closeness, now everything had returned and hit her like a slap in the face... or the stomach, making it twist and turn.

       "You're impossible!" she snapped at him. "You know what? Keep all that damned money. I don't need it, nor the blue diamonds, nor anything else, small or large. Since you provide my necessities, clothes, food, a place to sleep, and maintenance for my sword, that's enough for me."

       "Is that so?" he said. "I did not expect you to give up so quickly. I thought we would be having this discussion for days."

       Well, Caiome couldn't tell him that she hadn't cared about that money from the start – he'd throw it in her face that she made a drama out of nothing and was punished to kneel and read from that book for an hour for nothing. And now that she was in this situation, she wasn't even mad that she didn't know from the start, because she wouldn't have done anything important with that money anyway. And after a few years, when Ayato would finally kick her out of his house, Caiome wouldn't be able to take all that money with her – assuming she saved it up by then – and would return to her lifestyle of carrying only what was necessary.

        "I could have advised you to save it for when you really want to buy something instead of stealing it," Ayato continued. "Although I know money is not the reason for your habit. Which, as I saw yesterday... you might be starting to break away from."

       Caiome felt her cheeks redden as she remembered all those who had given her gifts just because she couldn't bring herself to steal from them. She tried to hide from Ayato, but he certainly saw it, given the way he smiled, resting his chin in his palm.

       "I just wasn't in the mood for theft yesterday," she mumbled.

       "Of course."

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       Caiome did keep her word, and when she caught a second when Koshi wasn't around, she ran from the residence in search of what she wanted – namely, the Black Market. 

        The Black Market existed in every nation, a continuously communicating network. And although this was the general name for everything that happened there, the truth was that the Black Market was just a branch of the entire hidden transactions organization – which, of course, didn't just deal with that.

        The Black Market handled transactions where no one asked questions about anything. You went there, bought and sold without asking questions and without giving answers. Prices were negotiated, but no one was allowed to make a fuss about it, otherwise... let's just say those people disappeared as if by magic. 

       Then there was the Phantom Market, usually consisting of nobles who not only made certain transactions but invested in these illegal businesses without their names being hidden from anyone, not even the Market leaders, and their involvement was just as dangerous as the consequences if the good society found out about their activities in the Market – sometimes, they were even more dangerous since the Market couldn't afford to be discovered. 

       And then there was the Death Market, about which Caiome knew very little, because the person who had told her about this warned her to stay away from the latter. The Dark Market didn't deal with transactions or investing in illegal businesses. The Death Market handled dirty work for which they were paid not only by nobles but also by common people, and which could range from treasure hunters to assassinations.

        Caiome remembered a saying from when she was fourteen and met someone just two years older than her: once you entered the Death Market, you could only leave it dead. Hence, the name. So Caiome avoided the Death Market, especially after leaving Natlan, because there even mercenaries worked, mercenaries like Tabai who found pleasure in this kind of work. Of course, it was never confirmed that Tabai worked for the Death Market from time to time, as Caiome kept her distance altogether and didn't want to find out.

       And all these fell under the general name of the Dark Market, not the Black Market. But since the Black Market was the most accessible to the authorities for investigations and such, and for people to procure things, that became the name of the organization. Which was frustrating for the members, but they couldn't go house to house correcting the term ordinary people used.

       However, it was not hard to find the Black Market if you looked for certain signs – a shadow slipping between houses, a few words thrown into the wind, an interest in something specific from the city market, a few names that seemed suspiciously common. 

        Caiome easily passed by the contact person who seemed not to recognize her as working for Ayato – and even if he did, it was not his job to ask questions, just as it was no one's job, as long as everything happened discreetly.

       A few days later, in the middle of the night, Caiome stood by the trunk of a tree, looking into the distance at a hooded figure approaching her, positioning themselves in front of her and making a small bow, as if from seller to customer – an information seller, of course.

       "I think you already know what I want," Caiome said.

       The stranger with the covered face nodded once more and pulled a folded note from their pocket, handing it to Caiome. Caiome tossed them a bag of money – money from the salary Ayato gave her – and took the note. She opened and read it, being unsatisfied not with the service, but with the content.

        She also realized that the Fatui weapon shipment had not been picked up from the port, considering how restricted everything had been since the epidemic and even before. So the only way was through the Black Market. She also received a date when the shipment had arrived and a date for a future shipment for which Caiome paid too much.

        As long as you paid, information about sellers'and buyers' activities could be bought in the Black Market.

        "Satisfied," Caiome said in one word, and the black figure left, as did Caiome.

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       Yenxian threw herself onto the bed as soon as she opened the bedroom door. She was far too exhausted, because the jumps through the Black Market's telepoints were hellish, not done properly at all, and she was not used to such things. She liked the telepoints provided by the Death Market because they were easy to use and she could handle long jumps much better, such as from Liyue to Inazuma.

        Lying on her side, hugging the cold pillow, she was ready to fall asleep, her hair scattered everywhere and a terrible headache.

       "I take it your little business went well?" Zhongli's voice was heard from the corner of the room where he sat at a small round table, with a cup of tea in front of him from which hot steam rose.

        He had his gaze lowered into a book, reading by the golden light of the candle, its flame reflecting in his golden eyes, like molten gold, like a solar eclipse about to darken and light up the entire world. His hair was also loose, and he wore night clothes, but he looked much cleaner, much tidier, there was nothing imperfect about him.

       "Yeah," Yen said, turning to the other side to look at him.

       Sometimes it was hard to look at him, given not only his features but also his divine aura. Maybe it was because Yen knew his true identity, maybe because she had already seen him standing around the adepti, or maybe she was simply aware that she was literally in the presence of a god. But sometimes, it really was hard to look at him.

       "So? Is it who you thought it was?"

       Yen looked towards the glass and wood doors leading to the open balcony, watching the trees sway in the autumn wind.

       "Hmm," she said. "I don't know what to say. She seems like I know her from somewhere."

       "Your interest in her came very suddenly since the epidemic began," he said with a remarkable calm, taking a sip of hot tea that warmed him inside. "You do not seem very satisfied with the results."

        "That's because I don't even know what I expected," she said. "More than knowing her, she has a familiar air, that's all. And I made the trip all the way there," she complained. "Do you have any idea how much my feet hurt and how dizzy I feel right now?"

       Zhongli looked at her for a long moment, then sighed inwardly. He got up from the chair, took the cup of tea, and handed it to Yen.

       "It will help," he said, and Yen looked with drooping eyelids, her silver eyes capturing the shadows of the room.

       "How could I steal Lord Morax's tea?" she teased, grinning.

       "I will make another one," he said and placed the cup of tea on the nightstand next to the bed, then left the bedroom. 

 

Chapter 73: Chapter 73 ~ The Cranes and the Cherry Blossom Branch

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Chapter 73 ~ The Cranes and the Cherry Blossom Branch

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       As soon as she reached her bedroom, Caiome changed into her short pajamas and threw herself into bed. She planned to tell Ayato everything she had learned about the Fatui group in the morning, but sleep didn't seem to come, which had been happening quite often lately. She tried to prepare her speech in her mind, considering she disappeared without anyone knowing where she was and went to contact the Black Market for this.

       But the more she thought about the speech, the more she thought about his reactions. And implicitly, his face stayed in her head for an entire hour until she grabbed the pillow and hugged it so tightly against her face that she almost suffocated herself.

       Then she tried not to think about it anymore – it wasn't like she had managed to make a speech anyway – and decided to leave it to fate in the morning. But sleep still didn't come, because every time she dozed off, her thoughts woke her up.

       She began to grumble, kicking her feet. She couldn't stand it anymore!

       So she got out of bed and left the bedroom, starting to wander through the mansion's halls. Maybe she would be lucky, and Ayato was working overnight again. She would tell him everything she knew now, get the orders, and pass them on tomorrow morning without having to see him again. Since she couldn't sleep, she might as well get it over with.

       She walked through the halls and past rooms, turning a few times to reach the stairs that led downstairs, but a light from the other end of the halls caught her attention, lights coming from Ayato's bedroom. He probably decided not to pull an all-nighter and went to bed – although it was still quite late anyway.

       So Caiome stood in front of the door and knocked on it, but didn't wait to be allowed in, as she opened one of the doors and stepped inside.

       "And I who thought I would find you buried under a pile of documents in–"

       She stopped when she made eye contact with him. Caiome expected to find him in bed, already half-asleep, in his cute princess night clothes. She expected to see him frown at her for disturbing his preparations for sleep.

       But no.

       Ayato was kneeling towards the closed windows, and his entire self was enlighten by blazing candles. His hair was loose, cascading down his back to below his shoulder blades. In his hand, he held his own sword, seeming to perform a cleaning routine.

       However, what caught Caiome's attention – enough to make her forget why she came here in the first place – was not only the fact that he was shirtless and the candlelight casting coppery hues over the skin of his back and arms, over his shoulders and waist, outlining his muscles in dark shadows.

       But the fact that along his back, crossing the curves of his muscles and spine, making him seem even more real, was a design. Engraved in his skin, three cranes with red crests and outstretched wings crossed his back: one on the right shoulder blade, one on the left side ribs, and one, the smallest of all, aiming its beak at the middle of his spine, appearing to stand on an imaginary ground given the upright and yet crossed position of its legs, seemingly ready to take flight, with its wings slightly open.

       Behind the cranes, there was a branch of cherry blossom in an intense black, with few pink flowers, with petals falling around the cranes, seemingly floating with them as well.

       "Caiome..." he almost whispered, rather surprised by her sudden appearance in his room.

       It took him a few good seconds to realize he was not dreaming and that Caiome was indeed standing in the middle of his room, staring at him.

       Or rather at his back.

       "You have a tattoo?" she said, and a huge smile spread across her lips, her eyes sparkling, almost throwing herself on her knees beside him, half behind him, half next to his hip.

       Her reaction was probably normal, considering she had only seen him without a shirt once, and then she only saw his chest, not his back. Moreover, if she gathered everything she knew about him, Caiome would never have thought that the great lord Kamisato Ayato, so solemn, so serious, so elegant and courteous, so charming, the lord who looked like a prince at Chisato and Kamaji's wedding, could have a design crossing his back, especially one so large.

       "You're a real bad boy now. I've heard you swear, I've seen you angry, I've seen you obsessed with the work in front of you, and now I find out you have a tattoo on your whole back? All that's left is to catch you smoking and you'll be the dream of every woman on the continent, not just in Inazuma."

       Ayato didn't seem very pleased with her enthusiasm, especially since he wasn't seeking to be the dream of any woman in Teyvat.

       "It is not on my entire back," was all he said instead, turning his attention back to his sword, which he had forgotten he held in his hands when Caiome entered his room.

       But his face turned from her, because something was forcing him to do so, even though he didn't quite know what. He had never turned away from her so quickly before, simultaneously wishing she would leave. All he had wanted to do was take care of his sword and go to bed. Meanwhile, the room had grown warm, so he simply took off his shirt, which, given the current situation, was a big mistake.

       "Can I look at it?" she asked with a voice a bit too loud, catching him off guard.

       He barely managed to open his mouth, and Caiome had already kneeled behind him, trying to scrutinize the tattoo details more closely, and Ayato couldn't bring himself to object. All he could do instead was place the sword back on its stand, then push his hair away from his neck and back so she could see his entire back — because she didn't seem affected at all by the fact that he was half undressed in front of her.

       Caiome leaned in closer to his back, trying to see everything despite the darkness and the candles not helping at all, since they were placed in front of Ayato and not behind him. She came so close that Ayato could feel her warm breath on his skin, sending shivers up his neck and down his back.

       The tattoo was so detailed, elegantly drawn, and delicately inked into his skin that Caiome found herself taking back her words. Indeed, it was surprising for her to find a tattoo on his otherwise pristine skin — when you looked at his face, you wouldn't expect to find ink drawings on his back. But now, as she examined the tattoo more closely, it was as elegant as Ayato himself, fitting him so well. Almost too well.

       The designs were clean and pleasing, with gentle curves, not overly colourful, with precise outlines, mimicking reality. The cranes had gentle expressions, with long lashes around their sharp eyes, graceful wings, not at all vulgar, while their entire presence seemed refined. The smaller cranes, one on his ribs and one lower down his back, appeared somewhat more feminine, with longer and more wavy crests, more sophisticated leg positions, and eyes that had a sparkle the larger crane did not, an innocent shine.

       Yet, they seemed strong, proud, and subtly arrogant in a way. 

       They were noble.

       As for the cherry blossom branch... Many of the flowers were in bloom, but some petals were lost, and others were budding, as if something kept them captive in time. It didn't let them bloom fully, but allowed them to wither, lost in the air and among the cranes. The branch looked harsh, yet the flowers were fragile, as if not receiving enough care.

       Caiome was captivated. She had seen so many tattoos in her life, so many bodies stained with ink that spread beneath the skin and turned into something horrible, with no beginning and no end... and never did any of them make her hold her breath.

       She raised her hand, letting her fingers hover over the first crane, examining first with her eyes, then with her touch. The ink was so well embedded in the skin, as if it were part of his body that had a inviting, clean, and fresh smell, as if it reflected the night's scent.

       Ayato flinched slightly, glancing sideways at her, but Caiome seemed oblivious, still drawn to the designs etched in black ink. She lightly trailed her fingers over his skin, agonizingly slow, as if she didn't want to touch him, yet couldn't resist.

       "They are so beautiful," she whispered, and his heart stopped when she spoke over his skin, piercing his chest and stabbing it. "They seem just like you — so elegant, so soft to the touch," she said, continuing to outline not only the edges of the black branch but also the cherry blossom petals floating around.

       She continued her exploration down his lower back. Though she couldn't feel the designs protruding, Caiome didn't stop; as if by passing over them repeatedly, the designs would come to life.

       When Caiome's touch reached the last crane, tracing her fingers over his spine, she felt Ayato slightly tensing, his muscles stiffening, slightly arching his back, making her realize how long she had stood there, staring at him as if she had every right.

       "Don't tell me no one has seen your back before, and now you're becoming sensitive to touch," she chuckled, running her fingertip over his spine, lifting it high between his shoulder blades.

       "It is not that," he said softly. "It's just... your hand... it is cold."

       Or maybe his body was too hot.

       "How did you get a tattoo, anyway?" she asked, ignoring his comment, continuing to run her hand over the designs she couldn't get enough of looking at.

        "I was too young back then," he said, looking at her out of the corner of his eye, "I did not know any better. I did it on a whim, though I do not exactly regret it. I think... it is just something that is there, something I forget about until I look in the mirror and remember everything again."

        She said that too about her scar... which made her delay as she traced the touches from one part of his skin to another. His skin was warm, his whole body seemed to radiate a heat that Caiome didn't find as suffocating as the one in her own room, where she couldn't breathe and needed to go outside late at night just to calm her heartbeat.

       Here, now, she didn't feel as anxious anymore.

       "Well, it should mean something in that case, shouldn't it? If it's something that makes you remember things."

       "Mm," Ayato nodded slightly in agreement. "The cranes are my family."

       Caiome suddenly stopped her touches, lifting her fingers off his skin and then turning her gaze towards him. His eyes seemed darker, deeper, and his eyelashes cast long shadows on his cheeks. He looked tired, and his whole body seemed to suddenly slacken, leaning towards her so he could see her better.

       "The ones above are my father and mother. The one below is for Ayaka. I made it when I was sixteen, when I had already grown accustomed to being alone, and when Ayaka was still too young to understand what it meant to belong to a noble family and what that entailed."

       His tone was soft, more gentle than candlelight, more present than the shadows it cast, softer than the crane wings, and his gaze was more fragile than the cherry blossoms.

       "Sometimes, even now, I feel like she knows just as little, or it is all happening in my head because I do not want her to get more involved than she already is. I can not refuse her, but at the same time, I can not let her step too far. I want her to spread her wings in the direction she desires, not in the direction our parents took, because nothing good lies at the end of that road. She is strong, but I do not want her to be strong in that way. I want her to live as she wishes, without following me. Our mother used to have a fictional name, a sort of alter-ego through which she lived her life away from here with father. I can not help but wish the same for Ayaka. If she ever wishes to marry, I would want for her to leave Inazuma together with her lover. Even though she is of noble lineage, and theoretically should continue the family name because of that, I want her to leave the Kamisato name behind... or rather, I want for her to find her own path. She does not need this name to live her life, not the way she wants to."

        Caiome seemed to lean closer to him, though she didn't move from her place, only tilting slightly towards his back.

        "She won't leave you by yourself, you already know that," she said. "Not as long as you follow the same path as your parents. She'll think it's her responsibility too. She loves you too much to leave you behind."

        "And I care too much for her to let her stay here," he sighed softly. "That is why, when the time comes, I will send her away from here, whether she wants to leave or not. I can not risk her becoming even more entangled in noble society than she already is. She may be fierce, but Ayaka can not be ruthless, and I do not want to expose her to such things. Even though I think it is already too late..."

        Caiome swallowed, but couldn't stay completely silent.

        "Well, Ayaka has told me something about the way she handles all this, the reason she still allows herself to take on all these responsibilities. Once you're married, theoretically she wouldn't have any ties here anymore because they would all pass to your future wife, right? She'd be free to choose what she wants to do, and you, if you wish, could forbid her from involving herself in Commission activities."

       Ayato glanced at her face, which suddenly became more expressive, but in a way that simultaneously masked her words.

       "Yes," he said slowly. "Once I do that, Ayaka won't need to stay here anymore, because she wouldn't be the lady of the house anymore."

       Caiome tried to smile at him, but her lips barely curved upwards before they turned downwards. Of course, this was the best solution, and Ayato would marry eventually anyway, but something about that thought suddenly made her feel anxious inside. She already felt too vulnerable, as if she were a loser. Now she felt downright pathetic.

       "What about you?" she asked quickly.

       "What about me?" he asked.

       "You're not here. There's no fourth crane in flight."

       "That is because I am not a crane," he said, and a smile seemed to appear on his lips. "I am the cherry blossom branch. And not because of what I was or what I am, but because of what I want to be. I told you in spring about the significance of cherry blossoms... I want to live until the end, in any form, and when the time comes, I want to have an easy death, a smooth passage. I want to live honorably, despite all I have to do for the good of others, and I want to die like that, following my principles and beliefs. I want to be this embodiment of beauty and grace, of violence and battle, and I want, even for a little while, to be someone people turn to. I want to bring them abundance and prosperity. People need other people for such dreams, and it seems I need all the people of Inazuma to feel even a little bit satisfied. And I want to be brave... to stand on my own two feet, watching everything from afar. I want to look back in the end and think that I achieved what I set out to do and that it was all worth it."

       Caiome gritted her teeth slightly, and her eyes furrowed with each second Ayato spoke. Because with every second, with every word, Ayato smiled even wider and became more at peace with this idea he had formed in his own mind, already reconciled with this vision without any regret in his eyes, without hesitation.

        Caiome already knew this about him. She had seen it so many times, saw it every day, heard it constantly when Ayato refused to sleep or come home, that it was becoming frustrating. Because Ayato spoke as if he were alone, as if he had to live alone and as if he were going to die alone, because he intended to stay away from the entire world even after death.

       She raised her hand, giving him a flick in the forehead. Ayato blinked a few times in confusion, covering his forehead with his hand. It didn't hurt him, but it was more the look in her eyes that wiped the smile off his lips.

       Caiome lowered her gaze, then let herself fall forward until she rested her forehead against his back.

       "You're so stupid," she mumbled, feeling his heartbeat passing into her own body, into her own blood. "Why do you have to talk like this, as if there's no one beside you? You always do this, and it's becoming exhausting, annoying even. Even if Ayaka gets married one day, if she has children and you send her away from here, stripping her off of the Kamisato name, at least for a few more years, you'll still have me, until you decide to kick me out too."

        She clenched her fists slightly because her words suddenly became too heavy. Or maybe everything was just in her mind, because even though they weren't direct, her words actually had a different meaning.

       "You really don't know anything about what's happening out there among people, how you're already the best thing that's ever happened to them. But I know, because I see everything and hear everything. You don't have to try to become something more than that, because you're already the best for your people. Risking your life and name for them constantly, risking your time and principles, risking everything you are just for them... Seriously, you make me feel selfish compared to you."

       "Caiome--"

       "You don't need to wish to live honourably, because you already are honourable. And you don't need to wish to be brave, because you're already one of the bravest people I've ever met. I hate nobles, I always have for too many reasons to tell you, but who could ever hate you?"

        And if Ayato saw himself like that, as a cherry blossom branch, why were the flowers losing their petals and seeming withered? Why did they seem to decay, instead of blooming and opening up to the future, as if the will was there, but their physical form couldn't bear it?

       She knew she was pushing the limit, she knew she had no right to be so close to him, but Ayato never pushed her away before. She raised her arms, wrapping them around him, letting them rest on his abdomen, and his body tensed again, listening to his heart beating strongly in his chest. She knew she was pushing the limit... but she had always liked to break the rules, and he knew that too.

       "You can trust me," she said. "If you ever feel like you can't do it alone, I can be here for you. If you ever feel like you're going to fall, I'm here to catch you. I don't care what you use from me or how, you can use everything if you want. That's how things have been from the start anyway."

       "Caiome--" he began again, but she quickly cut him off.

       "I will stay beside you, at least for a little while longer, so stop pushing me away, okay?"

       Ayato gave up on speaking further and just sighed. Caiome had no intention of looking up at him, and it wasn't like he wanted to, especially since he didn't feel himself either. So he just leaned his head back a little, inhaling and exhaling deeply, letting Caiome hold onto his body as she did that evening when she had cried in his arms and fallen asleep on his chest.

       How could he have driven away this feeling that was inside him like a thorn-studded stem, clinging to everything inside him? And at the same time, being who he was, how could he cling to these thorns, bleeding, thinking that this was what healed him? How could he refuse this poisonous thing he consumed as if it were water from an oasis in the desert?

       "It is late," he said, his voice resonating in her body, causing her arms to weaken. "You should go back to bed."

       Caiome didn't want to let go. She didn't want to leave, and that disgusted her.

       "I'm not sleepy," she mumbled as if that excuse could buy her a little more time.

       "Also," he continued, knowing full well he couldn't easily push her away, but it was necessary, "I am a noble. Standing like this with you at this hour..."

       Caiome snorted, finally lifting her head towards him.

       "Does that bother you?" she finally said with a coloured chuckle. "That I've seen your back naked? I've seen you like this before. And if you think it's not fair..." She trailed her left leg past him, revealing her scar in all its splendour from under her shorts. "You've seen this too. We could pretend we've seen each other's tattoos and call it even."

       Ayato looked at her again, but this time, her smile and her tone irritated him. In fact, more than that, it annoyed him. Because she stood there with her arms around him, saying those words, and made everything seem like a joke, as if it meant nothing. And Ayato never liked anyone to play with his mind.

       He turned halfway towards her, grabbing her left leg with his right hand, then suddenly pulled her towards him, pressing her thighs against his hips. She instinctively released his waist, because she began to fall backwards, quickly supporting herself on her hands. Ayato leaned towards her, holding onto her leg, while his other arm slipped between her arm and body, also leaning in.

       His gaze was darker now, shaded by the candles behind him, becoming just a shape in the darkness with shining eyes. Caiome felt the air being stolen from her chest as he leaned closer to her, keeping her captive between the floor and his body, which began to emanate heat through her clothes.

       She didn't just hear his heart, but hers too; it beat wildly, as if it were about to burst out of her chest, and her mind grew fuzzy. The night surrounded her and made her feel vulnerable, and the grip on her leg was too much to bear, as his fingers released her but still touched her skin.

       His fingers passed over her scar as if in a caress. Caiome hadn't felt anything for years when she touched her scar, but now, looking into his eyes, feeling his long fingers and hand, she felt as if she were being tortured again by lightning, fire, and water all at once.

       "Tell me then," he whispered, a few strands of blue touching her cheeks, looking up at him, the way his body began to cover hers. "What goes through your mind when you look at me?" His voice was deep, gravelly, in a way Caiome had never heard him before, and that turned her stomach. "When you look me in the eyes and when you say those words to me, when you listen to my voice and when I touch your skin? Do you think even then that I am honourable? Nothing that's happening right now is honourable for someone like me. Do you think I'm brave? If I were brave enough, we wouldn't just be staying like this on the floor."

       He leaned more towards her, but Caiome didn't move; and not because she couldn't, because despite everything, she could still move her hands; but because she didn't want to, just as she didn't want to take her hands off his waist, feeling his skin and muscles, breathing his warmth.

       "I want to push you away," he said. "I want to keep you at arm's length. What do I have to do for that to happen?"

        Caiome studied his gaze, then raised her hand, running her fingertips through his strands. This image of him... the way his hair fell, the way his body tensed and flexed over her, the way he held her so close to him...

        "Uh... don't grab my leg like that?" she said in a soft tone, almost asking, like a suggestion.

       "Should I let you go then?" he asked, and now his strands of hair were brushing against her cheeks and their noses almost touched.

       She didn't want to leave.

       "Should I let you go back to your room?" he asked again.

       She really didn't want to leave.

       "Should I hold you while you fall asleep like I did before?"

       Gods, she really, really, really didn't want to leave.

       But she couldn't say the words that were on her mind, as Ayato leaned more and more over her, starting to breath her warmth too.

       As for him, he let himself be taken not only by the warmth of her body, the way her hips and waist pressed against her thighs and abdomen, the way he touched her ribs with his arm and the scar with his hand, but also by the fresh scent of her hair. He woke up on rainy days, looking out the window, taking a deep breath, and behind his eyes was only her face, only her gaze, only the way she stood close to him.

       And he wanted that now... instead of dreaming of her, to have her next to him, even though he knew he shouldn't. But it was as if his mind had no power anymore.

       He breathed in the air from her lips, feeling them so close to his...

        ...then he started coughing, as if the air was blocked in his lungs. His first instinct was to pull back, releasing Caiome entirely from under him, then putting his hand over his mouth. The warmth was replaced by something cold, and his body seemed to tremble suddenly.

        "Ayato?" he heard his name in his muffled ears, then opened his eyes, looking at a Caiome who was kneeling in front of him, her hands reaching towards him. "Are you okay?"

       "I'm alright," he said quickly, raising his hand and placing it between them like a wall, because suddenly he realized what had happened earlier.

       Looking at her flushed face, her slightly tousled hair, the way her eyes widened when she looked at him, and the way her shorts were now too high on her thighs, it was like reality hit him... and hit him hard, making him retreat into darkness.

        "I am just tired," he continued. "I think you should go."

        Caiome blinked several times. Ayato never pushed her away like this, not after something like... that, and now he didn't even look at her.

        "Are you sure?" she tried her luck again. "I could stay--"

       "No," he said coldly, turning his back on her, letting her see the designs embedded in his skin again. "I just want to go to bed, and you should too."

       Caiome didn't insist anymore, because there was no crack she could slip through now. The situation had already been tense for more than a few long minutes, much too intense, and even she began to feel her body trembling. So she got up, bid him good night - to which Ayato said nothing - and returned to her room.

        But she couldn't even lie down in bed. She just closed the doors, leaned her back against them, and let herself slide down until her legs touched the cold floor. Now her body really started to tremble, and yet she thanked the window she had left open when she went out.

        And Ayato just watched the closed door, listening to her footsteps in the hallway until they were completely lost. Then he opened the window, leaning his arms on the sill, letting his head fall and his forehead rest on them, covering himself.

       He wanted to push her away, the desire was there. But the hardest thing wasn't to trust her... but not to let her get close. And now as he looked at himself, feeling his body so hot, he knew he had failed miserably.

        Therefore... he has to build a wall between them...

        Neither of them could sleep that night.

 

Notes:

Did I feel a little bit controversial about giving him a tattoo since you basically picture him as a Prince? Yes, I felt that way.
Did I do it otherwise? Yes, because in the same I always felt like he has something to hide, something completely opposite of the clean image he had always tried to perfect, something that it can also be quite easy to find out if you get the chance to see him in his private chambers, aham... Something that didn't have anything to do with his personality or his thoughts, his principles and the way he plays with the strings behind the curtains, but something based simply on an impulse he had as a teenager.
Did I enjoy the hell out of this scene when I wrote it? Oh, you have no idea... and I will leave it like that...

Chapter 74: Chapter 74 ~ The Son and the Silence

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Chapter 74 ~ The Son and the Silence

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       The three men and one woman loaded the massive wooden crates into the cart pulled by a black horse, while Caiome and Koshi watched everything closely from the shadows of the trees. One of the men climbed onto the seat and whipped the horse, while the other three walked alongside the cart, each holding a weapon, vigilant of their surroundings.

       "Shouldn't we attack them?" Yama asked.

       "It would complicate things too much if we had to torture them for information," Caiome replied. "This time, we'll just follow them. Besides, I promised Ayato that I wouldn't act alone this time."

       Both Yama and the other two chuunin who were further back looked at her with a bit of scepticism. The entire organization — especially after learning of her presence — had already become accustomed to Miss Caiome's impulsiveness. Her orders were, to say the least, controversial, but they had to be followed, especially when there were no other orders from Ayato. And yet, everything always turned out well, with good results, which made everyone wonder what exactly the member named Youkai had done before joining the organization.

       It was forbidden to ask questions about private lives, but that didn't mean they couldn't gossip about the present one.

       "Don't look at me like that," Caiome demanded, noticing the silence that had fallen over the group.

       "Uh, apologies, Miss," Yama said.

       As ordered, the group began to follow the Fatui to the southern part of Kannazuka Island. As Caiome had become accustomed to, their location was a hidden tunnel behind a false wall. She signaled the others to wait outside while she slipped inside, moving stealthily through the shadows, almost walking on air.

       When the cart reached an area enveloped in thick darkness, flaming torches emerged from the depths of the tunnel, and soon Caiome saw a familiar figure whose presence didn't surprise her at all. It was one of Tabai's acolytes, which meant that Tabai was working with the Fatui? That was not typical of him at all. Tabai had always been independent; he would rather lose a hand than accept help from any other group, especially the Fatui.

        Caiome didn't know exactly what the connection between him and the Fatui was; she had asked, but Tabai hadn't answered, the only thing he had ever refused his queen.

       The transaction was made in silence, without words, and Caiome didn't follow Tabai's subordinates for two reasons: she didn't know what lay ahead, and because Koshi and the others were still waiting for her outside.

        However, the problem was different... What the hell was she supposed to write in the report? What was she supposed to tell the others and Ayato? She couldn't say anything about Tabai, so she had to resort to what she usually did.

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       "They were probably just the rest of the Fatui," Caiome said, standing in front of Ayato, who was seated on a cushion at the table, looking down as he wrote.

       Ayato didn't respond for a few seconds, moving the brush over the paper in slow, deliberate strokes, making Caiome grow impatient. She wasn't used to his intense moments of silence, especially not when it came to something as important as the Shuumatsuban. Recently, apart from the Fatui case, Ayato didn't seem as curious about activity outside of reading the reports. He no longer gave orders or got involved as he used to.

        Which was even stranger because Caiome didn't know if Ayato simply had too much faith in her, Koshi, and the others, or if... Caiome couldn't quite put her finger on it, but something felt different.

        Especially in the last few days since Caiome had seen the tattoo on his back in his room. Since then, their interactions had become rarer: Ayato was almost always away from home, never informing her when he left or returned, not even a note, nothing. And when he was home, he stayed in his office, and if Caiome tried to keep him company, Ayato subtly ignored her. He spoke to her, and sometimes he made his usual specific jokes; he smiled and was polite and courteous. But something felt different.

        Caiome couldn't judge him, though, because she felt this change in herself as well. She felt pathetic... because that evening, she wouldn't have left his room. And perhaps that was precisely what was starting to create a rift between them, one that Caiome was beginning to find unbearable.

        "Keep them under surveillance for now," he finally replied, and Caiome thought he spoke with a sigh. "As long as they stay in one place, try to find out what their goal is before we take action."

       Caiome nodded but didn't leave the office.

        Ayato was writing slowly — much too slowly for how he usually wrote. His head was bowed, but not in the way he usually did when handling his responsibilities. He seemed a bit more hunched, as if forcing himself to sit upright. It was midday, but there was no smell of food in the office — Ayato probably hadn't eaten yet. And once again, he had makeup under his eyes.

        Caiome moved closer, kneeling in front of the table, studying him. "Are you okay?" she asked.

        "Why wouldn't I be?" he said instead.

        "You seem very... focused."

       "Shouldn't I be?" was his response. "Nothing I do can be done with anything less than absolute concentration."

       "Sure," Caiome mumbled, "but how about taking a break? If you're not hungry, how about a game of shogi?" she chuckled. "I promise I'll try harder to win this time."

       "I do not have time today," he said curtly.

       "Then how about some fresh air? Ten minutes," she insisted.

       "I do not feel the need."

       "Then how can I help? Your office is a mess, as always."

       "I am all right; I do not need help."

       "What's wrong with you?" she frowned. "Before, you didn't know how to give me more to do, and now..."

        "I will have to ask you to focus on your own responsibilities as well," he replied with such cold calmness that it made Caiome shiver, "and I will take care of mine."

        He didn't even look at her. And if she insisted, Ayato wouldn't answer her questions, just as he had refused to do so until now. So she had no choice but to get up from the floor.

       "I'm free for now," she tried to smile. "But Chizuru recently gave me a tart recipe that doesn't take long to make. How about I go make you a batch since you like them so much?"

       Ayato opened his mouth to respond, but Caiome was already out of the office, heading straight to the kitchen. It took her about half an hour to bake the tarts in the oven and decorate them — she made only half a dozen, so they could be eaten fresh. They weren't the best tarts, but at least Caiome knew Ayato would probably like them, enough to relax him a bit.

        But when she returned to the office, the table was tidy, and Ayato was nowhere to be found.

       "Koshi?" she called out. "Do you know where Ayato is?"

        "No, miss," he replied. "I was with you."

        Caiome searched the gardens, the rest of the house, the library, the bedroom, the lounges, the terraces, but he was nowhere. She asked anyone who might have an answer, standing with the plate of tarts in hand, but everyone shrugged.

        She spent the rest of the afternoon searching the city but couldn't find him. She looked in the port, but there was no trace of him, as if he had completely disappeared. She asked Arasthea to help her, but she returned with no answers.

        So Caiome had no choice but to return to the office, to sit on the floor with the little box of tarts in her arms, hoping Ayato would return, find her there, and write her a note, just like he did when she made him cookies.

        But the next day, she woke up with all the tarts still in the box and no coat covering her shoulders.  

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       That afternoon, in order for Caiome to still maintain her image as a bodyguard, she accompanied Ayato into the city. She asked him where he had been the previous day, but his only response was "work and meetings." That was it. Caiome pressed further, but Ayato didn't provide any more information.

        So, she simply stood behind him, alert to their surroundings while Ayato went about his business. However, with each passing moment of the day, Caiome felt increasingly frustrated. Ayato was hiding his dealings with Kobayashi and Kouji from her, and now he wasn't even giving her details about his activities. His silence was driving her crazy. She would've understood if Ayato felt awkward — after all, even she, when looking at him, would suddenly recall memories from his bedroom, although nothing had actually happened.

        But it wasn't just that. Ayato seemed increasingly pale. He sometimes coughed, and his gaze was lost, without its usual brightness, as he tried to smile politely as always. Ayato didn't like being seen in public, so he mostly hid from civilians, but now it seemed more like he simply didn't have the energy to face so many people who would likely attack him with greetings and questions.

        They returned home later in the evening, where Lord Shinichiri Ren's son, the representative of the ceramics branch, was waiting for them in the front yard. His son was a tall, frail man with glasses and an odd energy in his eyes that didn't match Ayato's current state. Because as soon as Ayato saw him, he seemed to lose the last bit of energy he had.

        "Milord," Shinichiri said, striding quickly toward them as they stepped beyond the gate. He carried a backpack on his shoulder and large folders in his arms from which papers nearly flew out. "I know I promised not to bother you this week, but I came up with a new idea that could not wait until the general meeting.

        Ayato seemed to force a smile. "I am sure the industry can wait a few days, Mr. Shinichiri. Or at least long enough for you to notify me a few days in advance before coming here."

        "But this is urgent," Asahi insisted, trying to open the folders while a few papers fell to the ground at the feet of the three. "Well, maybe not exactly urgent, but after Lady Ayaka's tea event, I managed to discover a new way to promote ceramics across all domains. Also, some reports have come in from Tsurumi Island indicating the discovery of high-quality clay and kaolin deposits, which are far superior—"

        "I am sure they are as good as you say," Ayato said, trying to walk past him, "but let us not rush into the island expedition."

        "But... many people have started requesting permission to go on knowledge expeditions," Asahi said. "If someone else discovers the additives and clay, we might—"

        "There is no rush," Ayato said. "And from now on, please announce your arrival and the reason for your visit. As you can see, I am very busy."

        With that, Ayato walked away, leaving Caiome and Asahi behind, watching his back. Caiome sighed and bent down, prompting Asahi to become aware of her presence. They both crouched down, starting to gather the papers from the ground.

        "Don't mind him," Caiome said. "He's been like this all week, unbearable even for us."

        "I should be the one apologizing," Asahi said, trying to place the pages back into the folder. "Lord Kamisato is right; I came here at this late hour without notice and insisted on a subject we have discussed before, and I received the same response."

        Caiome collected the papers and stood up, handing them to Asahi.

        "So, you discovered new resources?" she asked as Asahi mumbled a thank you, placing the papers in the folder.

        "It is true they are somewhat distant, all the way on Tsurumi Island, but with Lord Kamisato's approval, we could send a team for extraction."

        "Do you have your father's approval?"

         Asahi nodded energetically, seeming more cheerful now. "His approval and part of investment are not an issue. All I need to do is convince Lord Kamisato to proceed with the extraction in the name of the Commission. Although," he laughed nervously, "as you can see, miss, that might be more complicated."

        "I'll talk to him, so don't worry, alright? Focus more on making sure no one finds out about the resources and come back in a few days."

        Asahi blinked surprised and then let out a pleasant smile, far too cute for his age.  "Thank you, miss."

        Asahi bowed, then hurried towards the gates, to the horse waiting for him at the entrance. Caiome waved to him lightly, then turned towards the mansion and entered Ayato's office, where he was arranging his files on some shelves.

        Caiome crossed her arms over her chest, watching him. "What's wrong with Asahi's proposal?" she asked.

        "As I said," he mumbled back, "nothing should be done in haste."

        "Oh, really?" she said. "Because it seems to me that you're in quite a hurry to refuse him without even listening to him fully."

        "I listened," he said curtly. "I do not have time for more."

         "Because of the international relations you received from Chisato?" she said almost sarcastically, stepping closer, positioning herself behind him, watching his profile.

         Ayato stubbornly avoided looking at her, running his fingers over the files, stacking them on the shelves.

         "The reports are voluminous; they need to be properly analyzed, and we must go through the necessary changes."

         "Fine, then ask Kobayashi for help," she shrugged. "Focus on what you can do and let others do what they can."

       Ayato sighed deeply. "Thank you for the advice, but I will politely decline."

       "Huh?" she said. "Okay, are you going to tell me what's going on with you, or are we going to keep playing cat and mouse?"

        "I do not know what you mean," he mumbled, turning towards his desk, indifferent.

        Caiome lifted her foot, hitting the shelves before Ayato could take a step, blocking his way.

       "What's wrong with you?" she asked annoyed, looking up at him. "I'm not saying you have to be perfect 24/7, but now you seem completely changed. You barely listen to others and don't even consider their efforts, which wasn't the case before. You used to be excited, or at least curious, to hear their proposals, good or bad, and now you didn't even let Asahi speak. And you're stubborn about Kobayashi because you don't want to accept his proposal."

        "Caiome, please, not tonight," he sighed, gently pushing against her leg to pass, but Caiome stood firm.

       "You barely look me in the eye, you barely talk to me, you avoid me, you hide, and when I try to talk to you, you pretend not to hear. If something happened, you'd better tell me. And if it's about what happened in your bedroom—"

        "It is not... about that," he said abruptly, looking into her eyes, and Caiome felt the air leave her chest when she saw his hollow gaze. "I am just tired today, so how about we talk tomorrow?"

        "No," she insisted. "Because you'll run away from me again at the first opportunity, just to avoid letting me see you. Probably because you're afraid of what I might see and notice. You barely hold a brush, you barely move your steps, and you can barely focus on anything for more than a few minutes. Look at yourself, you look terrible."

       Ayato turned from her, trying to go around her, but Caiome stepped in front of him again.

        "I can't remember the last time I saw you eat or sleep, which makes you an even bigger hypocrite, given how much you care about what others do. And that makes you even more irritable and ignorant."

        "I do not need you to tell me my routine," he responded coldly, bringing his hand to his forehead, covering his eyes. "And I am not irritable with anyone, I am just concise."

       "See?" she said. "See this behaviour? If it's not about being irritable with anyone, then is it just with me?"

       "Caiome, let us talk tomorrow," he rubbed his temples. "Please."

       "I want to talk now, because I'm tired of you ignoring me, and you can't deny it. Everyone has seen it and has started wondering what happened between us."

       "And do you think that too?" he suddenly looked at her, as if now he was the one demanding answers from her, which made Caiome frown even more.

       "Something happened, but you don't want to tell me," she insisted.

       "Then maybe nothing happened," Ayato mumbled, gently grabbing her arm and trying to pass by her towards the door, but this time Caiome blocked the door entirely.

       "Liar," she said. "There wasn't a single thought you had about me that you didn't speak, good or bad, and now you don't even want to look at me, let alone talk to me."

        "Caiome, please..." he said, and his tone started to soften, turning into whispers.

       "And that frustrates me even more, because it's as if you're trying to make me feel guilty for something I don't even know I did."

       "It is not like that, just..."

       "What? Now that you no longer have anything to blackmail me with, are you bored of me? If you want me to leave, you just have to say so, and I'll go, instead of treating me coldly. Not even when you hated me did you behave like this, then you started hiding things from me, and now you don't even want to look at me."

       "I never hated you, and I am not bored of—"

       "Then what's the problem? If you consider yourself such a great gentleman, such a grand lord, you would have the courage to look me in the eyes and tell me what's happening with you."

       Which Ayato did, because he could no longer bear to hear Caiome almost shouting at him, demanding answers. Because he had tried... He really had tried to distance himself, but at the same time, he had forgotten just how stubborn Caiome was. Every time he wanted to pull away, she somehow came closer to him.

       So he looked at her, but her expression, her large eyes, frowned when she saw his face. And instead of waiting for a response from him, a response she demanded fervently, Caiome rose toward him, grabbing his cheeks with her hands.

       "Are you okay?" she asked, and Ayato blinked in confusion.

       Only then did he start to feel something wet touch his lips, more like tickling him. He raised his hand and touched his upper lip, then looked down. On his fingers, covering the fabric of his glove, were a few drops of clean, red blood.  

 

Chapter 75: Chapter 75 ~ The Reason of Her Care and the Both of Their Hearts

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Chapter 75 ~ The Reason of Her Care and the Both of Their Hearts

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      Ayato blinked slowly. It wasn't the first time that week he had seen something like this, but did it really have to happen now, in front of her? But he should have expected this. He hadn't slept at all the previous night, and before that, he had barely managed to doze off in the office at the mansion in the city. Not to mention the full days he'd had since the epidemic ended, days that seemed to have no end.

       And with that, Caiome realized how warm his skin was. In fact, "hot" was a more fitting term, which matched perfectly with the expression Ayato had on his face, with flushed cheeks and lost eyes.

        "Maybe you should lie down for a bit, hm?" she said, and Ayato sighed.

       He grabbed her wrists and pushed her hands away from his cheeks, even though that touch suddenly became the only thing that managed, even for a second, to give him a bit of peace. But he had come so far, he couldn't give up now on his progress. At least not until he figured out how to get rid of Kobayashi because keeping Caiome close to him for too long meant exposing her to Kobayashi more than necessary and creating other problems.

        "I am quite alright," he mumbled, but his voice was too light, too lifeless. "I will sit at the desk."

        Caiome grabbed his arm, trying to catch his gaze, but Ayato stubbornly ignored her.

        "I don't think that's enough," she said. "Come on, I'll take you to your bedroom."

       "Caiome, stop."

       "Stop what? Is it common for people to just start bleeding from the nose?"

       "You do it often enough," he mumbled displeased, and Caiome clicked her tongue.

       "It's different. When was the last time you got proper sleep?"

       "Stop worrying about that and go back to your tasks, and I will do mine."

        Ayato grabbed her arm and pulled away from her, then turned towards the table. But he hadn't even taken a step when the image in front of his eyes slipped away, feeling his knees buckle and his body grow heavy. He wobbled on his feet, leaning too far forward, then something supported him from the front and wrapped around him.

        "That's enough," he heard Caiome speaking into his ear, realizing that she was the one who was more than just supporting him; she was hugging him from the front. "I'm taking you to your room."

         Ayato couldn't resist when Caiome led him out of the office. Only when they reached the bedroom door, climbing the stairs slowly, did he realize he had left the brush wet with ink in the office because he was preparing to work on some papers.

       "I have work to do," he mumbled when Caiome opened the door, pulling him inside.

       "What could you possibly do in the state you're in?" she mocked him, approaching the bed. She brought him to the edge of it, then pushed him to sit down.

       Ayato felt dry... and utterly drained of energy. And the mattress sagged softly under him, and all he could imagine was the way he would lay under the sheets and how he rested his head on the pillow. But that had to wait.

       He pushed himself against the mattress and stood up, but as soon as he did that, he felt himself fall back, and the image in front of his eyes darkened. He heard his name when he fell back onto his side, or rather onto something supporting him, but he couldn't tell if the person who called him was near or far, because his ears were clogged and began to ring.

       Caiome grabbed him more by the torso, laying him back on the bed. She called for Koshi, who helped her put Ayato in bed, then Caiome pulled out a seal in the shape of a dead shell from beside the Vision, whispering over it.

       Next to the three of them, Arasthea appeared out of nowhere, seeming very displeased by the sudden summoning she couldn't resist. In her hands, she held a paper bag from which she was taking out mochi.

        "Can't the spirit of nature enjoy some dessert in the city?" she mumbled, looking at Koshi and Caiome, who were not in the mood for jokes, then her gaze fell on Ayato, who was on the verge of falling asleep in his day clothes. "What's wrong with him?" she grimaced.

       "Examine him," Caiome demanded.

       "Ugh," Arasthea made, putting the bag of mochi on the nightstand. "Did you finally realize that your lord is an idiot? He's been doing this for weeks without any of you saying anything?"

        "Just... do your job."

       Arasthea rolled her eyes and sat down on the edge of the bed next to him, grabbing his wrist and pulling his arm onto her lap, starting to run her long, slender fingers over it, being strangely quiet. Then she sighed and turned to the other two while Ayato coughed a few times.

        "Normal symptoms of chronic stress and lack of rest. His immune system is shot, hence the fever and lung cold, the nosebleed comes from high blood pressure and a possible coronary artery disease. Heart disease," she quickly added. "Which wouldn't surprise me," she threw him a look. "Sounds familiar?" she asked Ayato.

       Ayato shifted up, pulling his arm out of Arasthea's hand, giving her a frown as if threatening her to keep quiet.

        "What does that mean?" Caiome asked.

        Arasthea clicked her tongue, getting to her feet, waving her hand almost indifferently. "That's how his father died. Stable angina. Stress causes the coronary arteries to narrow, so the blood flow doesn't reach the heart properly, which causes an unstable heartbeat and mild pain in the first phase. And the small arteries don't function properly either, and all this can lead to a myocardial heart attack. And from there," she whistled shortly, "just a little more until we have a funeral ceremony. Lack of sleep only makes things worse."

       Caiome suddenly turned to an Ayato who, more than sick, seemed ashamed at that moment. He wasn't looking at anyone in the room, trying to wipe away the blood still on his lip.

       "I am fine," he mumbled more to himself.

       "Shut the fuck up," Caiome snapped at him. "You knew very well what Father died of, you knew it would come to this, and you... you..." She sighed heavily, turning to Arasthea. "Can you help him?"

        "Of course I can," she scoffed arrogantly, picking up her paper bag again. "But my help will be useless if he continues this chaotic lifestyle of his. Heart disease is the most uncertain and unpredectible. Even if I help him for the moment, it won't make any difference for later."

        This time, Ayato said nothing, looking more like a small child being scolded by adults. It seemed that slowly, he was realizing the gravity of the situation. After all, Kamisato Kazashi hadn't been much older than him when he passed away.

       And Caiome felt like slapping him.

       "Alright, then. It's decided," she said. "While you do whatever you can to help him," she told Arasthea, "this lord Kamisato here will take a long vacation until he's fully recovered."

        Ayato tried to lift his gaze toward Caiome, but he did it so weakly that it was no longer a mystery to anyone that his body's condition was, to say the least, serious, especially due to his lost look and posture that seemed no longer to care.

       "No," he mumbled. "I can't take any kind of vacation." He swung his legs over the edge of the bed, ready to stand, but Caiome pushed him back with her fingertips, looking down at him.

        "Do you want to die?" she asked.

       "I will not die."

       "You're one heart attack away from it."

       "I have responsibilities..."

       "Which won't matter at all if you're six feet under, I assure you." Caiome let out a sigh through her lips, and her voice became somewhat softer. "Do you really think any of us will even let you get up from here? And more than that, I've already told you, you should also think about yourself, especially your health. The Commission won't collapse just because you rest for a few days."

       "There is too much to do," he insisted. "Too important."

       "More important than you?" Caiome scolded him. "More important than the people around you who are begging you to take a break for your own good? The nobles can wait, the civilians can wait."

       "The epidemic has just passed."

       "But it has passed," Caiome insisted. "And you've done a wonderful job handling everything that came with it. That's enough."

        Ayato opened his mouth to speak, but Caiome looked at him so intensely that he couldn't utter a word. Her gaze was powerful, and her presence seemed to dominate the entire room, overwhelming him as well. Suddenly, he began to feel more exhausted, sluggish, and his body seemed to be falling asleep right before his eyes.

       But it wasn't enough. Nothing was ever enough when it came to the Commission and what it meant to be Lord Kamisato. Ayato almost wanted to laugh. He constantly heard that title from everyone he knew. Even Ayaka spoke to him in an overly polite manner most of the time, embodying the noble figure he saw every day in her. And his father had been Lord Kamisato too, which had cost him a short life filled with very few joys. Everyone cared about what was happening in Inazuma and their position, no matter how kind-hearted they were.

       But Caiome didn't care about any of that. Ayato had known this for a long time, ever since the first time he met her months ago. But she had a strange kind of selfishness. A complex selfishness that couldn't be easily read. So Ayato eventually reached a conclusion: it wasn't that Caiome didn't care, it was that the things she cared about were important to her, but not to others. And if she came to care about something else, then, by all the gods, she would risk her life, just as she did during the epidemic.

       And now, she really didn't care about the Commission because she didn't care about the lords. So, with that in mind, could Ayato really dare to think that Caiome cared about him more than anyone?

       He had never heard those words, that it was enough. Nothing was ever enough and maybe it never would be, and perhaps Caiome was just trying to deceive him to make him take a few days off. And even if it was a lie, there had to be a reason, because Caiome didn't do anything without a reason.

        Could Ayato dare to believe that the reason was him? Him entirely?

        He almost laughed at that ridiculous thought, even as he clung to it like a madman.

        "And yet..." he said.

        But Caiome wasn't listening anymore; she suddenly looked behind her, toward the closed door. She frowned, then approached the door with almost floating steps. She opened it suddenly, and Ayaka flinched on the other side, taking a few large steps back.

        "It seems we have a little mouse lurking around," Caiome said, crossing her arms.

       "I am not lurking around," Ayaka replied, clearing her throat and straightening her back as if Caiome slamming the door hadn't startled her. "I came to see my brother, then I heard voices and something that, knowing Ayato, would be intended to hide from me, wouldn't it?"

       Everyone looked at her silently, only Arasthea could be heard in the background eating mochi. Koshi glanced at her from the corner of his eye, but Arasthea deliberately ignored him, proud of her dessert.

       Ayaka walked past Caiome, stopping in front of Ayato, who was about to get up from the bed. Ayaka just raised her palm, as if she was telling him not to get up, and Ayato obeyed just as quietly.

       "Like Caiome," Ayaka began, looking down at him with a nearly icy gaze, "I do not intend to let you return to your responsibilities in your current state. And I agree that you should focus on your health for a few days until you are no longer in any danger. As for these responsibilities, I will take over until Miss Arasthea says you will be able to work without problems."

        Ayato seemed taken aback. "But—"

        "I do not have your experience," Ayaka continued, cutting him off, "but I trust I can manage."

        Ayato sighed deeply, resting his forehead in his palm, rubbing his dry eyes. "Ayaka, I appreciate it, but things are different when it comes to the entire Commission. I have no issue with your own work and what you want to do, but the Commission and the nobles..."

         "I will do my best," Ayaka said, adopting a more serious tone than before, insisting. "As I said, I do not have the same experience as you, but I have my share of skills and knowledge. Furthermore," she said softly, "I do not intend to stand aside and watch you wilt, just as father did. I do not remember much, but I know enough to want to avoid putting you in the same position. A few days will not hurt me," she added with a small smile, and for the first time in many years, Ayato realized how much Ayaka had grown and that she was no longer the child he once knew.

        Caiome approached Ayaka, placing her arm over her shoulders, giving her a nearly mischievous smile.

       "And I can help with that. I have my own experience when it comes to the nobles."

       "You?" Ayato said slowly. "To willingly stay around the nobles? What you have with the nobles can not be called experience."

       Caiome understood his point of view because, most of the time, she actively sought conflict. Besides that, throughout the epidemic, Caiome did nothing but threaten people, and she had even killed two of them, staging the crime scenes as suicides.

        Caiome frowned. "It's a sort of experience. Besides, it's not that I don't trust Ayaka — that sounds very suspicious — but I doubt there won't be at least one time when someone questions her in your absence. Let's just say I'll be her bodyguard for an indefinite period."

        Ayato sighed again. The way the two of them stood before him like steel statues was too much for his current state. And Arasthea was right... he was not in the best condition. He wasn't sure if that would be an excuse, but as he had told Caiome, health affected work.

        "Alright," he finally said. "I will just handle the organization then."

        "I object!" Caiome said. "You need complete rest. And since you'll be on medical leave, as the second in command, I'll handle the organization as well."

        "That has become too much," Ayato said.

        "This is all I've been doing for the past few weeks. You have no solid argument against me doing this."

         "I am taking a break from the Commission, that is all—"

         "Koshi," Caiome said, "inform everyone that Lord Kamisato will be unavailable for an indefinite period and that I will personally handle everything they need to report."

         "Yes, Miss," Koshi said obediently from the corner of the room, which caused a frown to appear on Ayato's face, and then he smiled somehow annoyed.

         "You have had quite an influence on my subordinates, if they listen to you instead of me."

        Caiome didn't care about his argument, turning back to Ayaka. "Let's go. We need to go through Ayato's files. We have a busy schedule tomorrow." Taking Ayaka by the shoulders, she turned her toward the door, starting to push her from behind. "Koshi, from now on, keep an eye on Lord Kamisato," she continued. "We don't want the bird to fly out of its cage with broken wings."

         "Yes, Miss."

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       Ayaka and Caiome spent about half the night just deciding how to divide all the responsibilities that had fallen on their shoulders. Caiome took care of the organization and accompanied Ayaka while she took over everything from Ayato. And, oh gods, it was a lot—so much that neither of them understood how Ayato managed to handle it all by himself.

         As for household maintenance, Ayaka left everything to Mrs. Nakamura.

        Then came the schedule for the next day: a meeting with Lord Kaito regarding materials for the new statues at the Grand Temple, visual art exhibitions with Lord Kenshin, funding the new city district and reviewing projects, approving street artists, and similar tasks.

       What was certain was that by the end of the day, Ayaka and Caiome were no longer able to reach their rooms and ended up sprawled on the terrace in the front yard, lying on the table. Ayaka suddenly seemed to forget her manners, mumbling to each other.

        "I have to admit," she said quietly, "my usual responsibilities are not as exhausting as this."

        "I haven't done anything but stay by your side, and I'm tired too," Caiome replied, seeming like they were both about to fall asleep at any moment. "But at least everything was a success."

        Ayaka didn't say anything for a few seconds, then propped herself up on the table, straightening her back. Caiome had no intention of getting up after her.

         "I expected them to be more suspicious when they saw me instead of Ayato," Ayaka said. "They did not ask any extra questions."

        "That's probably because they already know what's happening," Caiome said, touching her lips against the table as she pressed her face against its surface. "Think about it, most of the nobles in the Commission were witnesses to Father's illness and his death. And they also know Ayato as someone who is never absent from his duties. For him to send you in his place must mean something bad, but we can't hide it either. Ayato isn't capable of doing anything, not even putting on a mask like he usually does."

        "Mm," Ayaka said, starting to play with her fingers. Then she laughed nervously. "When I think about it, it seems impossible. Ayato? Not being able to fulfill his responsibilities? It almost gives me goosebumps just thinking about it, or makes me feel like I am living in a dream. It is almost frightening."

        Caiome remained still for a few seconds, then turned her head to look up at Ayaka. Her gaze was as lost as her voice seemed, and she had an almost sad smile on her face.

       "What's with you?" Caiome asked.

       "Nothing important," Ayaka shook her head slowly. "Just that... I know Ayato is used to the responsibilities he has, and I am not, and that is probably where the difference between us lies, but when I think about him enduring this every day and holding himself up for so many years... I feel like I might faint right here."

        "And that's why it's not surprising that he ended up like this."

        Caiome raised her gaze, resting her chin on the table, looking past Ayaka towards the dark ocean visible in the evening light and cold.

        "He's so stupid. You'd think that with how smart he generally is, he would realize the consequences of his lifestyle."

        Ayaka rested her chin in her palm, looking at Caiome this time with a different kind of smile, a more cheerful, gentler, and more satisfying one.

       Caiome stood next to her all day, ready to bite — improperly speaking — anyone who displayed less than respectful behaviour toward Ayaka or anyone present. And after every meeting, Ayaka kept hearing Caiome curse Ayato and his poor decisions to push himself to such extremes. Though the words weren't pretty, it wasn't hard to understand the significance behind them.

       Ayaka chuckled softly, catching Caiome's attention.

       "What's so funny?" Caiome asked.

       Oh, Ayaka felt a strong urge to tease her, just as she did every time she had the chance.

        "Nothing. It just seems like my brother is always on your mind," she shrugged lightly.

        "Given that I've been doing his job all day..."

        "You have mentioned him all day, in every form and more than necessary."

        "As I said, I've been doing his job all day."

        "That is not what I am referring to," Ayaka waved her hand lightly.

        "I don't know what you're talking about."

        "Oh, I think you do."

        They maintained eye contact for a few long seconds, while Caiome was silent, and Ayaka didn't seem to wipe the smile off her face even a little. Then Caiome frowned, scrunching her nose, eyes, and lips.

       Busted...

       She turned her head away from her, resting her cheek on the table. Calm, she needed to stay calm. That was the basis of any lie.

        "I really don't know," she insisted, but the savior bell was Koshi, who appeared out of nowhere, bowing to both of them, first to Caiome — being second in command of the organization — and then to Ayaka. "Finally!" Caiome exclaimed. "What have you been doing all day?"

       "Uhh..." Koshi said, "exactly what you told us to do, Miss."

       "Oh," Caiome said, remembering the orders she had given that morning before going into the city with Ayaka and Thoma. "Right."

        Koshi handed her the files, which Caiome placed on the table.

        "How is Ayato?"

        "At the moment, he's sleeping. Miss Arasthea prescribed some remedies and a lot of rest, and it seems that the recent lack of sleep caught up with him. He has slept almost the entire day, except for meals and a reading session... if you can call it that."

        "What does that mean?"

        "Lord Kamisato read the same page for fourteen minutes before putting the book down."

        Caiome snorted. "Of course. It's not in his nature to do nothing, so he was just restless. Then why am I still bothering to send him notes that everything is ok?" she snapped her fingers. "I've told him about five times today. Anyway," she pushed the pages of the files aside, reading them as she spoke. "Given how restless he is, even his hours of sleep weren't his. This man would never sleep under these conditions."

        "What do you mean?" Ayaka blinked a few times, looking confused.

       Caiome gave her a smile. "Do you really think Ayato would sleep that much just because he's tired? Arasthea gave him the medical prescriptions, but let's just say that I was the one who caused the sleep." She winked, clicking her tounge. "But that stays between us."

         Caiome wasn't sure what Ayaka was thinking, as her cheeks flushed.

        "Miss Caiome!" she suddenly exclaimed, taking Caiome completely by surprise. She didn't know when Ayaka had last addressed her as "Miss." "I understand your position and feelings, but that's totally inappropriate!"

         "Inappropriate?" Caiome responded. "I know sleeping pills aren't exactly an ethical method, but you know your brother."

        Ayaka suddenly seemed to calm down, returning to her confused blinking at Caiome. "Sleeping pills?"

       "I told Mitsuko to put sleeping pills into his tea so we wouldn't worry about him getting some rest. Don't worry," she said quickly, "they're completely safe and approved."

       "Oh..."

       "Oh?" Caiome said. "What did you think I meant?"

        "Nothing!" Ayaka burst out, rising from the table. "Considering how late it is, and since Ayato is asleep and I can not visit him, I will return to my room. Tomorrow we have a similarly busy day."

       Then she turned and left with large steps. It seemed that her entire plan to tease Caiome not only failed miserably, making her doubt herself for a few seconds, but it also hit back... to be about some medicinal sleeping pills.

       "What's with her?" Caiome asked as she watched Ayaka enter the mansion.

       "You don't have the best way with words, Miss," Koshi said.

       The response didn't clarify anything for Caiome at all, so she shrugged and returned to the reports. Of all of them, she was most intently searching for the one about the Fatui group, but there was nothing impressive to report. Everything was exactly the same.

        Going through the other missions, Caiome gave a few more orders, while leaving others for Koshi to lead with the other jonnin, as they were not that serious.

        "You can withdraw as well," Caiome said finally, rising from the table. "It's late, and you've been with Ayato all day."

        Koshi bowed and disappeared into the darkness of the night. Caiome took a deep breath, inhaling and exhaling slowly. It was only the beginning of November, almost halfway through, and winter was coming soon. This was especially bad because the cold weather wouldn't help Ayato's health.

        She went to her room, changed into pajamas, and then made her way to Ayato's bedroom. She slowly opened the door, first slipping her head inside, then her whole body when she heard the deep silence within. In the fireplace, logs burned, crackling occasionally and casting warm lights in the room, and in bed, covered with sheets, Ayato was sleeping.

         He coughed from time to time as Caiome approached him. She pulled a chair next to the bed and sat down, then leaned over him, placing her hand on his forehead. His temperature hadn't decreased, which was obvious from his sweat; on the contrary, it seemed higher than the day before. But this couldn't be Arasthea's fault, as her methods never failed. This was why Ayato's immune system was truly compromised if his fever hadn't gone down by now.

         Caiome looked at the nightstand by the bed, where instead of the book Ayato had been reading, there were bottles of labeled remedies with Arasthea's calligraphic handwriting: linden flower syrup for fever—no wonder Ayato was so sweaty—plantain and mullein for cough, hawthorn and coriander teas for the arteries, and cayenne sachets to boost blood flow, then a few pills for the flu.

         Caiome set the sachets and pills back on the nightstand, then took the towel from the tray, dipped it in water, wrung it out, and leaned over Ayato. She began to dab his forehead and flushed cheeks, and he coughed heavily. Leaving the towel back on the tray, Caiome sat beside him and gently turned him onto his side toward the center of the bed, so he wouldn't choke while coughing.

         Ayato moved in his sleep, mumbling, until he calmed down again and drifted back into slumber. Caiome sighed with relief — because she didn't want Ayato to wake up and ask questions about how their first day without him had been and start worrying about other things — and then she tucked the blanket more snugly around him so he wouldn't feel cold.

         She leaned toward him again, pushing the strands of hair — which were just as damp from sweat — off his forehead so they wouldn't bother him while he slept. She crossed her legs, propped her chin in her hand, and watched him. That's what he deserved for being stubborn.

        Caiome wasn't naive. She knew very well that Inazuma's recovery after the epidemic wasn't a miracle at all, but rather the result of sleepless nights, missed breaks, and skipped meals on Ayato's part, who was as stubborn as a mule.

         "Well, I guess that's at least one thing we have in common," Caiome mumbled to herself, rising from the bed.

        On the other nightstand, catching her eye and drawing her steps there, was a notebook she picked up and opened somewhere in the middle. It was another poetry notebook Ayato had started writing in, but the ink on the paper was much older, so he certainly hadn't written in it that day. Flipping another page, almost falling from between them was the cherry blossom petal Caiome had started seeing too often, and each time it was the same petal, as if it served as a bookmark.

        Caiome didn't even get a chance to read a single verse from the poem on the first page because Ayato started coughing again, this time a bit louder. Caiome put the notebook down on the nightstand and climbed into bed, beginning to run her fingers over his forehead and temple, tucking his hair behind his ear.

        "Shh," she said softly touching his hair and cheeks lightly.

        Even though she knew that wasn't what calmed Ayato down, he still did, whimpering softly like a wounded puppy. This made Caiome feel her heart clench. It brought her no pleasure to see Ayato so vulnerable, but, by all the gods, he was adorable. Perhaps vulnerability wasn't in his everyday character, but that was precisely what made him all the more endearing.

        Caiome propped herself up on her elbow, sitting slightly above him, so close that they began to share warmth with each other. And once again, Caiome wasn't too pleased with the state he was in because of how hot his body was.

        It seemed that even Ayato, even in his sleep, became aware of the way the warmth around him was increasing because he started moving under the blanket and stretching his arms, pulling himself more toward the center of the bed until his arms found Caiome. Sliding one arm over her and one underneath, Ayato pressed himself entirely against her, resting his forehead on her chest, which made Caiome freeze.

        "Uh... Ayato?" she asked uncertainly, but Ayato didn't respond, breathing rhythmically through his lips. "Ayato?" she asked again, but with the same result.

        This man was completely lost in sleep.

         "Don't tell me you found me in your sleep, like a child hugging their teddy bear while dreaming..." she mumbled to herself, trying to look at his face, which was entirely buried between her neck and the middle of her chest, but it was in vain. He was perfectly asleep.

        This made her heart beat even faster, unable to resist the impulse to wrap her arms around his shoulders, resting her nose in his hair.

        "You're seriously making my heart explode," she mumbled. "You should stop. I don't like it."

        Nevertheless, Ayato slept glued to her, and Caiome stroked his back in upward and downward movements, letting her lips touch his hair and occasionally the top of his forehead, checking his temperature. Despite being sweaty, he had the same scent as always, a pleasant and familiar, comforting smell. So comforting, in fact, that Caiome had no choice but to fall asleep with him in her arms, listening to his heartbeat and breathing.

 

Chapter 76: Chapter 76 ~ The Blue Chrysanthemums and the Autumn Leaves

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Chapter 76 ~ The Blue Chrysanthemums  and the Autumn Leaves

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        Ayato couldn't quite remember, but he had a vague impression that he had woken up during the night due to the heat. He felt trapped in a corner, somewhere between the edge of the bed and the edge of something else, unable to move. He was wrapped in such a comfortable embrace, hearing soft heartbeats and feeling warm breath in his hair, that he had no choice but to sink back into the mattress and drift into a sleep just as comforting.

        However, when he woke up, there was no one else in the bed, so he blamed his illusions on exhaustion and the state of his body. He rubbed his eyes, trying to muster any shred of strength to get out of bed, but, as in the past few days, he lacked the will. Still, he had to.

        He pulled the blanket off his legs, but just then Mitsuko gently knocked on the door, careful not to wake Lord Kamisato up in case he was still sleeping. She opened the door softly, making eye contact with an Ayato who looked more tired than when he had gone to bed—and he felt even more exhausted, even though he knew very well how comfortably he had slept.

        Mitsuko entered the room, placing the breakfast tray on the small table.

        Good morning, my lord.

        "Good morning, Mitsuko," Ayato said, followed by a cough as strong as it had been in the past few weeks. "What time is it?"

        It's past nine, my lord.

        "Nine? Already?" he mumbled.

        He was used to waking up before six, sometimes even before five if he had to go to the city. And now it was nine, and he still didn't have the strength to get out of bed?

        "What do you know of Caiome and Ayaka?" he asked further.

        Lady Ayaka is in the city; she has a meeting with Lord Takashi about winter fabrics and another with Lord Matsumoto about agriculture. As for Miss Caiome... I wouldn't know what to tell you. They left together, but I heard they have separate errands.

        "Ugh, that girl..." Ayato mumbled to himself.

        He felt anxious about her. He also felt anxious for Ayaka, but Ayaka had lived with her family her entire life; Caiome had not, and Caiome was always unpredictable. The fact that he hadn't seen her the day before—despite her encouraging notes—made him all the more fearful of what she was up to.

        "Did they say when they will return?"

        Lady Ayaka should be back by the afternoon, but Miss Caiome...

       "You wouldn't know to tell me," Ayato sighed. "Of course. It is alright, Mitsuko, you may go."

       Mitsuko bowed as Ayato coughed a few more times, feeling a headache and dizziness coming over him. It didn't matter how much he had slept the day before and through the night; it all seemed to persist. And the others were right — if he wanted to return to work sooner, he had to recover. But it was taking too long... He couldn't let Ayaka handle everything on her own...

        Nor could he let Caiome start playing her games, as that girl cared too little about image, actions, or consequences. But at the same time, Ayato couldn't name anyone better to help Ayaka, for the same reason Caiome had thought herself capable. And honestly, that scared him even more.

        "Look who's awake," Ayato heard a voice. Nearby, in a soft light, Arasthea appeared in her white dress and with her eyes of light green — almost frightening — with a mischievous, almost arrogant smile on her face. "I'm glad you woke up; otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to escape Caiome and her nagging."

        Arasthea sat down on the bed near his feet, and Ayato extended his arm toward her.

       "You look just as bad as yesterday," she commented, running her fingers over his arm.

       "I feel fine."

       "Don't lie," she snapped, giving him a sharp look, then sighed. "If you want to recover faster, the best option is to tell me the truth so I would know how to help you. At least your fever has gone down..."

       "It was hot last night," he cleared his throat, trailing off into a cough.

       Arasthea looked at him, puzzled.

       "My head hurts," he added softly. "And my chest."

        Arasthea remained silent, and Ayato sighed, defeated.

        "I feel tired."

        "As is normal in your condition," Arasthea commented, allowing a pleasant green light to envelop her arm up to the elbow. "The Kamisato lords before you died, more or less, from the same causes as your father," she began, as the lights disappeared beneath his skin. "Some older, others even younger, but none were able to die on the battlefield, or at least none that I know of, instead in their own bed, consumed by illness, despair, and regret. I have known your ancestors since the Kamisato name first began in Inazuma. You are just like all the others who want to sacrifice themselves for the people they must care for, so I can't judge you too harshly."

       Ayato stayed silent, and Arasthea continued after a few moments of quiet, during which Ayato began to feel that he could breathe easier.

        "And Caiome understands that, though not in the same way."

        Ayato blinked slowly. "What do you mean?"

        "I don't need to tell you everything; you already know her well enough. Just like you, she wouldn't care if she died for someone else, she never has, because deep down, she knows she should have died when she was a child. She's merely giving back borrowed time. But she wouldn't do it for just anyone. She would give her life for the innocent, but when it comes to those who brought it upon themselves, fully aware of the consequences... Caiome can be..."

        "Cruel?" Ayato said, as he remembered Caiome again handing a dagger to the parents who had brought their sarasthuza-infested child out into the streets.

        It wasn't as if her decision had bothered him anyway. And it wasn't as if he hadn't done worse, just like her.

        "She's an idiot most of the time, but at least she takes responsibility for her actions, no matter how chaotic she can become. And you, like those Caiome despises, brought this upon yourself. You knew why your father died; you knew why those before him died, yet you took the same path without hesitation. You still want to. But when it comes to Caiome, you're different. Instead of treating you like she normally would, she does the opposite. I've never seen her like this before."

        Arasthea let go of his arm, and Ayato withdrew it gently. He felt himself breathing easier, though his chest still pounded. He clenched his fist slightly, massaging his palm with his finger, feeling tingles in his veins.

         "I do not know why you are telling me all this," he mumbled.

       Arasthea gave him a brief smile at the corner of her mouth. "Oh, I think you do," she said, rising from the bed. "Now eat and take your medicine. Caiome threatened to seal me away if your fever isn't gone by tonight, and I have many places to visit, so I can't let that happen."

       Ayato obeyed her quietly, even though he wasn't particularly hungry. Mitsuko helped with the teas, then prepared a bath, and the warmth made him so drowsy that he slept for a few more hours until lunchtime.

        When Ayato woke up, Koshi greeted him with a letter from Caiome — or rather a note, one of the short ones they often write to each other.

       Being in your shoes is so annoying, it said. When I talk to the other nobles — or rather when Ayaka does — it's like no one understands anything, and I have to explain it to them like they're children in kindergarten.

        But the city is very cheerful today, especially the children. It's as if they haven't all just gone through an epidemic, but I guess it's better this way... to forget. And the hokoro shrines are just as full as when we last saw them together. Things seem... balanced.

        And why is everyone staring so much at the leaves? They're just leaves that will fall in less than two weeks anyway.

       At the bottom of the note was a leaf, sliced in half by a sword.

        Ayato finished reading, a smile spreading across his face, but he didn't put the note down. Instead, he read it again, almost laughing at the wording — and the terribly written characters. Caiome had tried to write with a brush, which was a dismal failure.

         "Koshi, can you bring me a brush and paper?" he asked, and Koshi immediately complied, bringing him the small writing tray.

        When he finished writing, he gave the note to Koshi, who then left the room to pass it on to a messenger, giving Ayato the perfect opportunity to get out of bed. Yesterday, everyone had been watching him closely, considering he still had a fever and couldn't move a finger in anyone's presence. But now he could enjoy a little free time, so he got out of bed and dragged his feet over to the windows, opening them.

        The cold air immediately entered the room, surrounding him and making him shiver slightly from the clash between it and his warm body. He took a deep breath and exhaled just as deeply, gazing at the garden that stretched behind the residence. From up there, he could see everything happening: the guards patrolling, the maids bundled up in thick clothing hanging laundry, and the gardeners arranging the autumn flowers.

         Among them, Himawari and Uta were running as fast as their legs could carry them. While Uta laughed and shouted, Himawari only had a smile on her lips. The maids occasionally scolded them, and the guards stepped out of their way, telling them to be careful. At one point, Uta looked up and saw him standing at the window, waving full of energy. Himawari also glanced up at him and made a shy bow before Uta nudged her lightly with her elbow, prompting her to wave as well.

        Ayato waved back, and the girls returned to playing. Ever since they recovered from sarasthuza, Uta had spent more time with Himawari, and Ayato couldn't blame them. Uta had been so desperate to see her friend, so fearful for her. He couldn't have found it in his heart to separate them.

        And he couldn't deny how anxious he felt himself. After the epidemic passed, everything became so chaotic, and Caiome had slept for an entire week due to her symptoms. His body had been in one place, but his mind was constantly with her during those moments. He was besieged by problems from all sides, and his stomach clenched with every thought that something bad might happen to Caiome.

       Now, he had the same feeling, even though he had the entire day just to recover. Caiome kept telling him that everything was fine, but no one wanted to give him a detailed report, claiming it would stress him out. But if everything was fine, wouldn't such a report make him feel better? Honestly, he couldn't understand these girls.

        And he couldn't stop thinking about them... or rather... He trusted Ayaka deeply; she had always been capable of fulfilling her responsibilities. And he trusted Caiome too, or else he wouldn't have let her take charge of the organization even before he got sick.

         So why couldn't he shake his anxiety? He just wanted to hear what she had to say, what missions she had completed, what orders she had given, and what she was doing with Ayaka all the time. Did he really need her every moment of the day?

        Ayato clenched his fist on the windowsill, realizing that maybe he was misinterpreting the unease he was feeling. Not that he was particularly surprised. What was he thinking? The fact that he wasn't doing any of what he should be was driving him crazy, giving him more time to dwell on these pointless thoughts. And yet... he couldn't help it, especially the feeling that somewhere along the way, he had done something wrong, both for himself and for Caiome.

       But this was still his chance to do something. The office was empty, and it was midday, even though it was cold and clouded outside.

        He turned and went to open the door, looking around to make sure no one saw him, then slipped out. He moved down the hallway, coughing softly so no one would hear him, but as he rounded a corner, he almost bumped into Koshi, who looked at him in surprise.

       "My lord, where are you heading?" he asked, and Ayato chuckled softly.

       "My legs are stiff; I just wanted to take a little walk."

       "Dressed so lightly?" Koshi said. "Besides, Miss Caiome and Miss Arasthea said you should stay in bed for a while longer. Miss Caiome mentioned your fever had only just subsided this morning."

        Ayato blinked lightly. "Caiome was in my room this morning?"

        "She spent the entire night in your room. She probably just wanted to make sure your condition didn't worsen."

        Ayato pursed his lips slightly, feeling his face heat up, so he had to turn away from Koshi, squinting and holding the bridge of his nose with his fingers as if deep in thought. It was pathetic... at his age, with his life experience, to react this way just at the thought that Caiome had stayed by his side.

        Ayato flinched. If Caiome had been in his room, then the warmth he had felt during the night, the embrace, and the heartbeat...

        He hid even more behind his hand, half turning away from Koshi as if his gestures could go unnoticed. Especially since, if you looked closely at the Shuumatsuban member, you could see the corners of his lips slightly raised. He really wondered how Lord Kamisato would have reacted if he had told him that he was the one who had woken Miss Caiome that morning, while she was embracing him.

        "I really need a walk," Lord Kamisato mumbled. "I will make my way downstairs. Could you please ask Mitsuko to bring me a cloak?"

        "Of course, my lord," Koshi said as Ayato passed by, waving lightly.

        Koshi didn't have to search long for Mitsuko, as he only took a few steps down the upper hallway before bumping into her. Mitsuko shook her head slightly, starting to make some gestures.

        Looks like you've spent too much time around Miss Caiome, she gestured. You both enjoy teasing Lord Kamisato too much.

       "I'm pretty sure Miss Caiome would say, 'What's the problem? He does it all the time with me.' Besides... it's a bit fun."

         Well, Mitsuko couldn't deny that.

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        Caiome tapped her foot lightly, holding the note in her hand as she waited for Ayaka to exit Komore Teahouse. She pulled the collar of her coat closer to her, letting the wind blow gently through her hair, making it flutter. It was too warm inside, and she preferred to face the chill of late autumn.

        Maybe my nobles are just intimidated if you keep your usual scowl. As for the children, a festival dedicated to them is approaching, and leaf-watching before the arrival of winter is a tradition, like cherry blossom viewing, only... without the banquets this time.

        And it seems I have to insist again that you tell me in detail what happens on your little adventures. It is bad enough that I have to stay cooped up in this room all day, and the teas are bitter.

        It also feels unfair that I do nothing while you all do everything, and Koshi vehemently refuses to give me any information about the organization and the missions. He tells me the same thing as you, that everything is going well and that I have nothing to worry about. It is precisely because of your words that I am even more worried, knowing your stubbornness and habit of doing things on your own.

       This part made Caiome chuckle softly, along with the wind whistling past her ears.

       It is cold today... Make sure you are all dressed properly. We do not want everyone in the house to get sick. Especially you. If you feel unwell, please, come back home.

        Surrounding the words were several leaves, elegantly drawn, without unnecessary cuts, with strands of wind passing through them.

       Caiome lightly tapped her forehead with the top of the note. It seemed Ayato really couldn't stop thinking about the symptoms of sarasthuza, even though he was in a worse state than she was at the moment.

       She had sent a note back through the same messenger, considering that she didn't have much else to do other than stay around Ayaka. 

       The teahouse door opened, and Ayaka, followed by Lords Masaru, Kouji, and Nabutoshi, who were in charge of the paper industry, came out one by one, dressed in thick cloaks and robes to protect themselves from the approaching winter cold. Ayaka bid them farewell with a smile, and the three made a bow before heading off in different directions, accompanied by their bodyguards.

        Ayaka let out a sigh that didn't seem very cheerful, in contrast to the smile she had earlier worn.

       "What happened?" Caiome asked. "I thought you didn't have much to discuss with those three."

       "It is not about the conversation between me and them," Ayaka said softly, as Thoma came out of the teahouse and handed her a hand warmer. "It is just that, as you said, I think they suspect something bad has happened to Ayato. This is already the second day I have met with them instead of him. It is only natural for them to think he might be suffering from the same illness that afflicted our father."

       Caiome understood the worried expression on her face. It wouldn't take long for the nobles from the Three Commissions to start demanding Ayato's abdication if his health didn't improve, just as they had tried with Lord Kazashi. Indeed, if that were to happen and Ayato had no choice — if his condition continued to worsen rather than improve — Ayaka could end up taking his place.

       But Caiome remembered Ayato's words from that night when she discovered his tattoo. Ayato didn't want Ayaka to get more involved in the Commission's activities than necessary. He had spoken about these responsibilities, despite their outcomes and purpose, as something that both satisfied and destroyed you at the same time. And if he had fallen ill because of these responsibilities, Ayato would never let Ayaka expose herself to the same danger.

        "You shouldn't worry about it too much, milady," Thoma said after handing her the hand warmer. "You know Lord Kamisato well. He'll recover before anyone else starts talking about him or making baseless assumptions."

        Ayaka absentmindedly took the warmer, slipping her hands into it. A few seconds later, a small smile appeared on her face.

       "You are right. After all, we are talking about Ayato."

       Caiome didn't feel the need to add anything, but she bumped her shoulder gently against Ayaka's. "Besides, if anyone dares say even a single word, I'll personally take care of them."

        Ayaka and Thoma exchanged knowing glances, then shook their heads slightly at her.

       "What?" Caiome asked.

       "What is that?" Ayaka pointed to her fingers, in which she still held the note.

       Caiome looked down at the note, then quickly hid it in her pocket. "Nothing," she said. "Where should we go now?"

       The two raised an eyebrow, before a mischievous smile appeared on Thoma's lips. "Who knows, milady? Maybe we should go to the shrines on our own this time. It seems Miss Caiome has some secrets to take care of."

       "I would not be surprised if she has a secret admirer she needs to meet," Ayaka said with a sigh, as she started down the teahouse path. "That is probably why she does not want to show us the note's contents."

       "It's not like that..." Caiome mumbled as she walked behind them, but the two paid her no mind.

       "A secret admirer?" Thoma said. "Who do you think it could be, milady? After all, there aren't many people who could be around her. Whose attention might she have caught?"

       "Oh, Thoma, fate works in ways we cannot comprehend."

        "I already told you it's not..."

        But no one listened, the two of them starting to laugh together. It was the first time Caiome's energy had been overshadowed by others, and she couldn't say she felt good about it, especially since they were laughing at her expense.

       They visited the shrines, as they were preparing for something called Aki no Tsumetai Tayou, a chrysanthemum festival, and all the temples needed to be decorated with the flower. As always, the floral industry was beautiful, and Caiome found herself missing Tamagise Island. Due to the epidemic, the Kamisato family didn't get to visit the production on the islands, and Ayaka was supposed to go there the following month.

       She invited Caiome to go with her, but she declined. Though she somewhat missed the people there, no one knew when Ayato might recover, she had to take care of the organization, and besides, it would feel strange to go there without Ayato.

      Ayaka spoke with the priestesses, planning to visit the Narukami Shrine the next morning to discuss the final details with Yae Miko. Being in her element, it was clear Ayaka handled things much better and felt more relaxed talking about festivals. The priestesses then invited them to pick some chrysanthemums as a gift.

       Ayaka marveled at all the fall colors as she passed by each chrysanthemum bush, with healthy and fragrant petals, while politely chatting with the apprentices, while Thoma picked a few flowers.

       Caiome didn't have a particular interest in flowers, as she wasn't particularly knowledgeable about them. Every flower had a meaning, which could vary depending on the color. Before reaching Tamagise Island, she knew nothing about flowers. And there, she was more interested in medicinal plants, while the decorative ones she simply admired from a distance.

       So, lost in thought, she began walking through the temple garden, looking at the chrysanthemums without thinking about anything in particular as her eyes passed over them. She stopped in front of a bush of light blue chrysanthemums, which looked gray due to the clouds covering the sky.

       Indeed, the autumn chrysanthemums looked gorgeous, and it would be a shame for someone to miss them.

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       Ayato hadn't had the chance to sneak into his office, and Koshi kept giving him the same short answers, telling him there was no need to worry. Arasthea checked on him twice that afternoon and almost forced the tea down his throat. He was feeling quite bored. He wasn't used to not working, and more than that, he didn't seem to have company. Well... technically, he did. But not the company he was used to, which made him even more frustrated.

       What was he supposed to do next to make things turn out right?

        He found a moment of solitude and quiet after two hours in which he couldn't read anything from his book or transcribe poetry, as his mind kept wandering. He opened the windows again, as Mitsuko no longer let him go outside the mansion, leaning on the windowsill with a robe that only covered his shoulders.

       It hadn't rained, despite the cloudy sky all day, but the wind still blew, rustling the branches of the trees, making the leaves rustle in their bronze colors and fall to the ground. He closed his eyes, inhaling deeply, letting out a light cough from his lungs — a cough Arasthea said he wouldn't shake off easily — but at least they didn't keep the windows locked, preventing him from breathing.

       The cold air, the smell of rain, the biting wind, the overcast sky, the sound of leaves... Ayato couldn't remember the last time he had enjoyed autumn this much.

       "It seems you've finally learned how to enjoy lazyness."

       Ayato opened his eyes and there she was, like a ghost from a dream; Caiome, holding a bouquet of blue chrysanthemums and smiling, crouching on the windowsill, blocking the grey sky. The wind blew gently through her hair, her cheeks were rosy from the chilly atmosphere, and her coat fluttered behind her.

       "And at the same time, you've lost your reflexes and senses," she continued. "Did you miss me, my lord?" she greeted with a wave.

       At first, Ayato thought he was hallucinating... If that were the case, it was an enchanting illusion. Then he realized it was so typical of Caiome to enter through the window, balancing perfectly, and he let a smile appear on his lips as he looked at her.

       "And you seem like a stray cat who has finally found her way home."

        Caiome clicked her tongue, jumping into the room, and then closed the windows. "It's cold," she said. "And this stray cat spent the whole day dealing with the rats running through the city streets, so she deserves to come back home."

       Caiome didn't offer any further explanation, walking through the room until she found a large enough vase to arrange the blue chrysanthemums. She held the vase out to Ayato.

       "Do your magic," she requested, and Ayato shook his head slightly.

        Reaching out to the vase, he let a ball of water form in his palm, and from it, a waterfall flowed, just enough to keep the chrysanthemums alive.

        Caiome placed the vase on the empty nightstand beside the bed, arranging the flowers.

       "Where did you get them?" Ayato asked.

       "I went with Ayaka at the shrines today, and the priestesses gave us a few bouquets. I don't know if you knew, but there's something called Aki no Tsumetai Tayou."

       "I am pretty sure I knew about that," Ayato replied

        "Right," she said, then cleared her throat slightly. "I only saw them in the shrine's gardens and thought that, since you're still unable to go out and see them for yourself..."

        Her voice trailed off into a whisper as she glanced sideways at Ayato, who was watching her silently and so patiently, as if he was living through every second unfolding before him.

        "It is a beautiful colour," he finally said.

       "Isn't it?" she said with an excited smile. "The priestesses called it a bit odd, considering that blue isn't usually a fall colour, but I thought they were just right. They remind me a little of you."

        Ayato blinked a few times, and Caiome seemed to realize what she had just said.

       "Uh... you know... it's not exactly the same, but they seem to have a similar hue as your hair... Anyway," she quickly moved past him, heading towards the door, "I need to get back to work."

       "Already?" Ayato asked.

       "Oh~o," Caiome threw him a smile with hidden intentions, "now you see how it feels when you come and go from home without saying anything, and people barely get to see you for a few minutes?"

       Ayato sulked, standing with his arms crossed.

       "I just came to bring you the flowers," she continued, "I thought they might cheer you up a bit. Yama is waiting for me, and the Commander wants to discuss some training for the new recruits, some trial missions. But don't worry, Ayaka will come to see you later to keep you company so you don't feel like a lost, abandoned puppy."

       Ayato smirked a little. He appreciated Ayaka's visit, but... he would likely only see Caiome the next day. She was right; Ayato had never been in a position where he was waiting for someone else. He adjusted his robe slightly around his shoulders, which reminded him...

       "Just a moment," he said quickly and went to one of the cabinets. He opened a drawer and took out a rather small, narrow, rectangular wooden box, which he handed to Caiome. "Take this as a thank you for the flowers."

       Caiome gave him a skeptical look, then took the box and opened it. Inside were a pair of black leather gloves with a thin layer of deer fur on the inside. Each wrist had a strap with silver buckles. They were clearly intended to keep warm, but the outer material, so firm, was made to handle a sword's hilt.

        Ayato took the box back and pulled out the gloves. "Try them on."

       Caiome obediently did that. The gloves fit perfectly, molding to her fingers and palms like a second skin, keeping just the right amount of warmth, not too much and not too little, and their simplicity made them even more beautiful.

       "I see they fit well," Ayato said.

       "Now that you have too much free time, you're giving me gifts?" she laughed. "You've already bought me a bunch of things that weren't part of your responsibilities."

        "As you said, it is cold outside. I know you do not like wearing gloves, but I thought you might like these, considering you can still handle your sword."

        Caiome began to play with her fists, closing and opening them. "Mm," she said, pleased with the quality of the gloves. "Thanks..."

        Ayato said nothing. Instead, he just looked at her. He was standing with his hands behind his back, trying to keep his posture upright, as usual, but Caiome could see that his attempt was a strained one. His knees were slightly bent, as if he could lose his strength and collapse to the floor at any moment.

        But Ayato continued to smile, as if he didn't have a pale complexion and was weakened. He looked very satisfied with himself.

        "You're a character, really..." Caiome mumbled, and Ayato blinked, confused. "Mitsuko told me about your little stroll in the gardens today, you know. It's cold outside; you should stay in your room, or at least in the lounge."

        "I think you can tell that I am not used to staying in one room."

        "And the office is out of the question," Caiome said quickly, as if he hadn't said anything. "I told you, everything is going well. Ayaka is handling things if she has all the information at hand. A bit slower than you would do it... true, but at least I'm with her, right? That seems to matter a lot when it comes to nobles."

        Ayato gave her a faint smile. "How could it be otherwise?" he asked. "Everyone knows you're capable of threatening them, even though--"

        Ayato took a slight breath, choking and starting to cough lightly, but it lasted too long, making Caiome frown. She grabbed him by the shoulders and turned him towards the bed, and his coughing only stopped when he layed down, while Caiome stood in front of him with her arms crossed over her chest.

        "If you don't stop worrying, you won't get better. You might end up lying in this bed for months."

        "I do not think that would be ideal," he said thoughtfully. "Koshi told me that some rumours are already circulating among the nobles about my absence."

        "I'd rather hear their gossip than see you collapsing in the middle of a meeting or having a heart attack and dying on the spot," she said with her typical arrogance. "Seriously, you shouldn't stress about it. Ayaka and I will handle it."

       But Ayato didn't seem to calm down, so Caiome sighed and threw herself next to him on the bed. Ayato didn't comment on the clothes she was wearing as she settled on his sheets. For him, it was enough that she had sat down, which should mean she wasn't going to leave soon, right?

        "I know you're not used to being in a passive position," she began, "but take the whole situation as a lesson. As I've said before, you're not alone in this fight against the world, and you're not the only one capable, legally... or illegally." She started to swing her legs, looking at him out of the corner of her eye.

        Ayato was slightly hunched forward, but his gaze was on her, and his eyes grew larger and somehow brighter, wetter, like those of a fawn. And the way his bangs fell over his forehead and eyes, brushing his rosy cheeks, made him look adorable.

       Caiome tried to keep her heart and pulse in check and cleared her throat.

        "You always say that everything depends on a partnership, but some people really want to help you. You should have more trust. And if you want so much to return to your daily tasks, focus on yourself, not on others."

        "But—"

        "No buts," she said and stood up. "I've repeatedly told you to do certain things for yourself too, including when it comes to your health." She raised her hand, ruffling his hair. "Now be a good boy and sleep a little."

        "I am not tired," he said grumpily, and Caiome smiled at him.

        "Then Koshi will come to keep you company. The Commander and I have a few more things to take care of today, so don't give us more headaches, okay?"

       And with that, Caiome waved and left the room. Ayato was left with nothing to do but lie on his back, staring at the ceiling. It was pathetic for a man of his age to suffer from something that made him stay in bed.

        And if he closed his eyes... behind his eyelids, only the image of her face remained when she glanced at the pair of gloves. At first, it was a confused one, which Ayato had expected, given that she never wore gloves. At most, if they had the fingers cut off, but often not even then.

        Then she smiled. It was a small smile, but her eyes sparkled, and Ayato felt suddenly much better, as if his heart had returned to normal, gaining a sudden burst of energy.

        He turned onto his side, looking towards the entrance door, as if Caiome might come back any second. But of course, that didn't happen. He had tried and failed to keep her away because the more he did that, the more he longed to see her.

        For a nobleman with his position...

        Well, it wasn't like that mattered anymore. He no longer cared about anything when it came to her.

 

Chapter 77: Chapter 77 ~ The Fire Deal and the Bet on Their Future Together

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Chapter 77 ~ The Fire Deal and the Bet on Their Future Together

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       Caiome didn't expect her discussions with the Commander and a few of the organization's teachers to drag on so late, but it was one of the first times she had to handle something as simple as the basic training of novices. She usually focused more on the actual missions since they were more interesting.

       Deep in the night's silence, Caiome didn't teleport to the nearest teleport waypoint to her home. Instead, she decided to teleport to the base of the forest and then walk up the mountain to the residence to stretch her legs.

       Listening to the wind, something disturbed the forest's silence. Caiome kept her sword ready at her side, listening to the footsteps touching the ground, as light as a ghost's. She barely dodged the edge of a sword at the last second, crouching and retreating. Her eyes had already adjusted to the darkness, so it wasn't hard for her to see, and to feel, the male figure passing in front of her, through the strands of wind. Behind him, traces of flames floated as lightly as before, lighting the path and the forest.

      Caiome drew her sword from its sheath and struck another piece of metal, producing a sharp sound that echoed in the forest's silence. Birds took flight, and leaves rustled as Caiome came face to face with Tabai and his grin, along with his fiery eyes.

       Caiome stepped back, creating space between them to assess the situation. Tabai straightened up, and his muscles tensed as he rested the edge of his massive sword on his shoulder.

       "What do you want this time?" Caiome asked. "Have you grown bored of just watching me all the time?"

       Tabai lightly tapped his sword's blade on his bare shoulder, taking a few steps closer.

       "You know me so well," he said with a chuckle. "Indeed, I have started to get bored, so I thought I'd pay a visit to your precious residence. But look at that... I found you here, so I took the liberty to test your reflexes now that you're no longer struggling. I thought you'd be a bit happier to see me."

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "I've kept my promise so far, I haven't looked for you or told anyone about you. I expect you to do the same."

       "Of course," Tabai said. "I thought you had more trust in me. And yet... I'm not at all satisfied with how long it takes to rekindle that fire I knew you had. You're almost becoming unrecognizable. So I thought I'd push you a bit."

       Caiome tightened her grip on her sword's hilt, letting strands of wind wrap around her. "And what does that mean?"

       Tabai took a few more steps closer, leaving less than a meter between them. The warmth of his body began to encroach on her, but Caiome felt more like she was suffocating. She couldn't stand having him so close. It seemed she had never escaped that feeling since she had met him.

       "I've started to feel nostalgic lately," he said softly, his vibrant voice blending with the cold mountain air. "Feeling a sadness pressing on my heart and soul, missing you. Missing your sword and the way your strikes clash with mine; your gaze full of hatred. I almost could have died."

       "Then why didn't you?" she sighed.

       "I'm sure you'd have preferred that. But instead, I came to find you. Would you grant me a bit of your time so we can relive the memories of our past battles in the arena of our hideout?"

       "Hmph," Caiome huffed and took a few steps past him, clearly ignoring him and his proposal. "No, thank you."

       "Ah, and don't forget," Tabai continued as he saw Caiome turning her back. "Your subordinates paid me a visit this evening. Or rather, they tried to follow the Fatui."

       Caiome froze, then suddenly turned to him. "I haven't received any report about that," she said, and Tabai laughed.

       "And from whom should you have received a report, Ah Puch?" he said, tapping the ground lightly with the tip of his boot. "From your spies, perhaps? That is, if they had returned. You may not meddle in my affairs, but you surely care about what those Fatui are up to."

       "What did you do with my Shuumatsuban?" Caiome asked instead, glaring at him.

       "They're alive... for now. That, of course, depends on you." His tone grew softer, lighter, but his gaze and smile became darker. "I crave for you, Ah Puch. So, what would you say to a little arrangement? You come to me when I call, and I'll let your precious subordinates leave unharmed?"

       Caiome remained silent for a few long seconds. "I want to see them first," she demanded.

       "Do you think that's a good idea?" Tabai laughed. "To see them begging you to save them, while you tell them you're making a deal with the enemy for their sake? I don't know if they'd consider you a saint or dishonourable for that. Your organization has its pride, just as your lord Kamisato has his."

       "If you're afraid that my reputation might be tarnished," she threw him an ignorant smile, "tell me where they are, and I'll go spy on my spies. What do you say to that?"

        Tabai smiled at the corner of his mouth, a dangerous yet tempting grin. "Very well," he said. "But I don't think it would be a good idea to leave you alone. I know you too well; you might try something."

       "And you might lie to me," Caiome retorted.

       Tabai passed by her, letting his shoulder lightly brush against hers. "I love how we don't trust each other, and yet we're so sure of what the other might do," he said. "Then follow me."

       Caiome didn't respond, just followed him silently, teleporting to a place she honestly didn't expect. The Tatarasuna Island had been, until a few years ago, an island of storms and lightning, and the electro concentration still affected it to the point where it was hard to stay more than a few days unless you were a Vision bearer.

        But that was probably Tabai's plan when he led Caiome to a part of a small settlement where she had a perfect view not only of some Fatui members but also of the three Shuumatsuban members tied to wooden posts. Yama, Okane, and... Mumei.

        What the hell was Mumei doing here? Besides not having the same rank as Yama and Okane, or rather, not having their experience, which is why she didn't come on such missions, there was also the nature of the mission. She was specialized in gathering information through infiltration, not espionage.

       Moreover, all three looked drawn, pale, and shivering, despite wearing their black uniforms. If Tabai intended to keep them here for more than a few days, they were going to have serious problems.

       Caiome turned to Tabai. "Fine," she said. "What do you want from me? You've been circling around since you arrived in Inazuma without coming straight for me. Does it really give you such satisfaction to threaten my subordinates?"

        Tabai exuded a strong, almost dangerous warmth through his smile. He looked as if he had managed to trap Caiome, which was indeed the case. "It's amusing to see how much you care about these subordinates, but when you were still by my side, you didn't hesitate to cut mine their throats if it benefited you or if they did something you didn't like."

        "I was never on your side," she sighed.

        "Sure, keep telling yourself that," Tabai shrugged. "As for these so-called close ones... Oh, you seem the same and yet so different, my queen. How I wish I could turn back time for you... But fine. Let's get to the agreements. What I want from you isn't as complicated as it seems. As I said, I miss you. I just want us to spend a bit of time together like we used to."

       Like we used to, huh? Caiome wondered. The time she and Tabai spent together had been limited to making plans, duels in the midst of cheers and flames, or drunken nights filled with howls and fights that led to deep wounds. And Caiome enjoyed fighting drunk with Tabai because she had much better balance than him, even when intoxicated, while Tabai did not.

       "Just wait for my messages and come when I call," Tabai said, reaching out to touch her hair, but Caiome brushed his hand away with exceptional calm.

       Then she turned on her heel and sank into the darkness, leaving the three behind and a victorious grinning Tabai.

       When Caiome got home, she washed up, changed into pajamas, and went to Ayato's room, where he was deeply asleep. Koshi got up from the floor where he had been kneeling and gave a brief bow.

       "How is he?" she asked with a slightly tired smile on her face.

       "Better, according to Miss Arasthea. The treatment is helping, but he still needs to avoid any stress for the next week."

       "Of course," Caiome said, placing her hands on her hips and looking longingly at Ayato, covered with blankets to the brim, while the logs crackled in the blazing fireplace.

       Even if she could have, Caiome wouldn't have told Ayato anything, given how close the three missing Shuumatsuban were to Tabai. But everything was starting to tighten around her slowly, and Caiome felt like she could barely breathe. Yet, it was her responsibility now.

       It was strange... She could have taken Arasthea and left this place anytime, disappearing as she had so many times before, becoming once again a ghost of cities, forests, and mountains. But how could she, now, become ignorant of others and sever ties completely with them?

       And now Yama, Okane, and Mumei needed her.

       "Koshi," she said softly. "I received a report. The chuunin team I sent to spy on the Fatui camp has been captured. However, getting them out will be a bit more complicated."

       Koshi blinked repeatedly, beginning to fidget with his fingers. Koshi was always at her and Ayato's disposal and never said no, always complying with a monotone voice, knowing that it was his job and he couldn't deny orders. But sometimes, even he seemed affected by something, as now.

       "What do you have in mind, Miss?"

       Caiome remained silent for several long seconds, throwing one last glance at Ayato. "Ayato can't know."

       "But—"

       "He can't know what I'm about to tell you, understood? And no one else either. It will be just a rescue mission and nothing more, and Ayato won't know even that, alright?" Caiome shifted slightly on the tips of her toes. "Right now, you are the person I trust the most."

       "What about Lord Kamisato?"

       Caiome sighed. "It's not that I don't trust him. It's just... it's something from my past, and I'm afraid Ayato would figure out things too quickly that I don't want to make known right now."

       Koshi simply nodded. "Of course, Miss."

       "Thank you, Koshi."

       As she walked into the hallway, Caiome hadn't said much and even omitted how exactly she had learned about the situation with the three missing ninjas, and Koshi, at her request, did not ask for any more insignificant details. Only Arasthea, who had been there all the time and had figured out who she was talking about, had figured out who was Caiome talking about, and namely Tabai.

       "You're playing with fire," she sighed after Koshi left.

       "I know," Caiome said. "But what else can I do?"

        "I understand why you wouldn't tell Ayato about this, considering his condition and the stress level he would experience because of such a rescue operation. But I'm not talking about that now... You have hidden and are still hiding many things from him. If you want to continue doing that, all this concern for him and your ambition to stay here a bit longer, don't you think you should be more honest?"

       But Caiome did not respond.

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       Tabai's first request came the very next evening, and Caiome had no choice but to present herself at his hideout, which, unlike last time, was now set up like an arena. She had expected this because, more than anything, Tabai loved to fight. And he loved to fight with her.

       Neither of them had used all their power in their attacks, considering they were still under a mountain that could collapse on them, and Caiome's only condition was to be discreet. Still, they fought brutally enough to leave wounds on each other's bodies. Wounds that Caiome could not return home with, otherwise someone would surely go and tell Ayato.

       After such a fight, standing at the foot of the mountain, rather throwing herself onto a jagged boulder to help her stay somewhat upright, Caiome breathed heavily. Her body was tired and bleeding on her thighs and abdomen. At least Tabai hadn't touched her face; otherwise, it would have been a bigger problem. She called for Arasthea, who tended to her wounds and bandaged her so delicately that the bandages were not visible beneath her pants and shirt.

       Arasthea treated her silently. Neither spoke because they already knew the unspoken words between them. They had known each other for too long and understood each other's thoughts too well for words to be necessary.

      Then Caiome stood up and teleported to the front of the residence where Chizuru quickly came to greet her with a plate of forest berry pie, joyfully leaping as if celebrating the fact that Ayaka managed to lead a general meeting on her own that evening.

       "Of course, she would have probably felt more confident if you had been there with her," Chizuru said, "but she told me everything went well, especially since everyone seemed very understanding."

       Caiome merely gave a small smile. Understanding? Yeah right, she mumbled to herself.

       "In return, she asked me to see if you would go with her to tomorrow's banquet," Chizuru said.

       "We have a banquet tomorrow?" she blinked frequently, frowning.

       "How could you not know about it?" she complained. "It was planned since the day Lord Kamisato took a vacation" — the vacation being the term everyone used instead of 'diagnosed with a condition that could end his life'. "You chose the location, at the Kamisato residence in the city."

       "Oh... right."

       Chizuru did not seem at all convinced that Caiome remembered. Of course, she had forgotten with everything happening around her. But she had promised Ayaka that she would go. Between Ayato's situation, the secret rescue mission, and other organization tasks, and the political issues she had to help Ayaka with, Caiome really wasn't in the mood for any banquet with the nobility. And especially since it wasn't just the Yashiro Commission members.

       It was a banquet to demonstrate to all the nobles that they were still on good terms after the epidemic. It had been Ayaka's idea before Ayato fell sick, given the tense scenes people went through every day. And Caiome had to attend, given that she was usually the one causing these conflicts, even if rightfully so. And now, as a member of the Yashiro Commission... she had no choice.

       "Stop looking at me like that, I remember," Caiome said.

       "You're hopeless," Chizuru sighed, as they both walked towards the entrance of the mansion, while Caiome bit into the berry pie.

       "I'm just hungry."

       "I can see that."

       But when Chizuru turned, she suddenly stopped and hid behind Caiome when she spotted Koshi.

        "W-when did you appear out of nowhere?" she asked.

        "What are you talking about?" Caiome said. "Koshi has been with us since we entered the courtyard."

       Chizuru frowned, raising her chin and crossing her arms. "I knew that," she said, then turned back to her tasks.

       Caiome shook her head and turned back to Koshi. "What do you have for me?"

       "Nothing related to the organization this time," he said, extending a file. "Mrs. Nakamura can no longer handle the household matters alone without Lady Ayaka's input, but she's busy with tomorrow's banquet. She asked me to give these to you and to try to help as much as you can."

        "Why doesn't Ayaka let me do her job? She trusts me more to manage the household than to organize a banquet?"

        "Well, do you know more about organizing a banquet than managing a household?" Koshi asked sarcastically.

        Caiome shot him a nasty look and snatched the file from his hands. "Don't you have anything else to do?"

         But she didn't wait for his answer and went into the mansion.

         She didn't even know when she found herself in front of Ayato's bedroom doors. Lately, she always arrived here first and somehow always found her way here, completely forgetting her own now decent, even respectable bedroom.

        But she didn't stop because of these thoughts, but because if she had entered with those papers into his room, Ayato wouldn't have been able to refrain from asking what it was about or even helping. Managing the household wasn't as complicated as other things; it was extremely easy compared to his political battles, yet Caiome seemed to want to shield him even from that.

         So it was best to retreat to his office tonight, where she always stayed when dealing with other matters. It wasn't that she felt more comfortable there, given that she had a desk and everything in her own bedroom or in Ayaka's salon, but... even when she thought about why she isolated herself there, she felt like hitting herself. She felt pathetic.

        She turned on her heel, ready to head to the office, but then saw Ayato, who was just crossing the hallway towards her and smiled slightly when he saw her standing in front of his doors. He was dressed in house clothes and fluffy slippers, and wore a thick robe. He was no longer as pale, but still not much better.

        "I am not surprised," were his first words.

        "What are you doing here?" she frowned. "You should be in bed."

        Ayato sighed. "I am not that sick, Caiome. On the contrary. Arasthea told me I would stiffen up if I stayed in bed all the time. So I went to visit Ayaka tonight. You have the banquet tomorrow, right?"

         "I don't think we need to discuss that right now," she said, grabbing him by the shoulders and pushing him into the bedroom towards the bed. "And don't worry too much; it's just a small party where I need to assist Ayaka."

        Ayato covered his legs with the blanket once he settled better in bed, looking up at Caiome. "We both know I will not just see it as a small party, Caiome."

        "Then how about you don't think about it at all?" she rolled her eyes, sitting down on the floor, leaning against the bed frame, and opening the file as tightly as possible so Ayato wouldn't peek at it.

         "I cannot lie; I am a bit worried."

         "Ayaka has been doing very well so far," Caiome mumbled.

        "I am not referring to Ayaka," he whispered, and Caiome turned suddenly towards him.

        "Hey! I'm not planning to set the banquet on fire, you know. You can trust me a little."

        "Knowing your temperament," Ayato laughed, "I would bet something will go wrong because of you."

       Caiome scowled and returned to her file. "Believe what you want. I don't plan to have much contact with them anyway."

        Ayato smiled slightly, running his fingers over the cotton blanket. "I am afraid that will not be possible. Even though no one has said it outright because of the Commission's influence, you are the main reason for this banquet. You will be the centre of attention and everyone will be watching you."

       Caiome gave him a sidelong glance, looking thoughtful. His gaze did seem worried, as if he was nervous about what would happen the next day, and he wouldn't be there. If his condition worsened while staying in the office, being in the middle of the crowd would affect him even more. He had just started to feel better, and no one in that house would let him leave the residence.

        "You can't come," Caiome said, and Ayato, although he expected this response, looked just as frustrated for having received it.

       "I know."

       "I'm serious."

       "I know," he said again.

       "Koshi will stay with you."

       "Given how you have had him act as my guardian these last few days, that goes without saying. Though..." he rubbed his wrist lightly, "I really wanted to come. Not necessarily to lead the banquet, but at least to see everything with my own eyes."

       "Nothing will happen," she said, then returned to reading, though she didn't understand the words she was reading.

       And not because her mind was elsewhere, but because she literally didn't understand what it was about. Order for cleaning products? Order for basic food supplies? Restocking for winter... Annual repairs and wood maintenance... Order for textiles... Order for ceremonial products for the funeral room?... and many other things Caiome had never heard of in her life, but had probably seen every day in that house.

        What the hell was this? And Ayaka expected her to sort all this out? She... who only ate, slept, and bathed in that house and took advantage of their possessions? Especially when it came to buying all the stuff said in the file, thus consuming their money. For a thief, it was strange how she felt like sticking her nose into things she had no business with. This was because she hadn't been required to buy anything on behalf of the Kamisato family until now or to invest in anything.

       "Caiome?" Ayato's voice reached her, and she turned almost mechanically towards him, noticing the confused expression on his face. "Are you all right?"

       "Of course," she replied quickly, laughing nervously. "Why do you ask? Nothing happened."

       "I am just curious about the file you are holding," he pointed towards the papers. "What is that?"

       "Nothing you need to concern yourself with," she said, retreating to the far side of the bed.

       Ayato frowned slightly. "What is it about?"

       "Something far too simple to bother explaining to you," she said. Then, mumbling to herself, "I knew I shouldn't have come in here."

       "For something as simple as you say, it seemed like you didn't even know what you were reading."

       "That's not true!" she retorted quickly. "It's just... so simple that... uh... I can think about multiple things at once, so while reading this, I was thinking of something else. Nothing for you to worry about," she waved dismissively.

        "Then, if it is nothing to worry about and so simple that it does not require your full attention, I am sure I can know what it is about too. I am not that incompetent, you know..."

       "I'm just giving Ayaka a second opinion on something she did herself. You don't need to get involved."

       "All the better," he said. "If it is already resolved, then it is even easier to understand."

       Caiome cursed her own mouth and how easily this man twisted her words back at her. So, she did what she had wanted to do from the start: run. But as she stood up, Ayato's deadly calm voice stopped her.

       "Caiome, if you do not show me the file and dare leave this room, I will get out of this bed and come after you, and I will not stop until you stop trying to lie to me and tell me what this is about. I am not so affected by illness that I cannot tell you have no idea what is written there or what to do."

       Caiome clenched her fists, then sighed, defeated, and turned back to him. She dragged her feet over to him, then threw herself on the mattress, handing him the file with clear disdain. Ayato took the file, opened it to the first page, and immediately understood what it was about.

       "Apparently, Mrs. Nakamura can't handle all of this because it requires funds from your treasury, so she needs not only your permission but also planning, given that it's not within her power to make such decisions," Caiome said, sulking. "Ayaka asked me to handle it, but I think she didn't consider that I have no idea what it means to manage something as big as a noble house and its treasury," she mumbled.

       Ayato read the first page, then the next... and the next... and the next, remaining extraordinarily quiet. Caiome frowned at him.

       "Why do you have that look on your face?"

       "What look?" he asked.

       "That one," she said. "As if even you don't know what to do."

       "Well, it has been a while since I personally handled the estate's management. Ayaka learned all this at a young age, so it has been... five or six years since I passed these duties on to her. Moreover, for many of these things, I need to be on-site to understand the situation, like with repairs or supply stock."

       "In that case," Caiome said, taking the file back, "I think I'll walk around the estate for the rest of the day. I might take Thoma with me, assuming he's not too busy with Ayaka... or Mrs. Nakamura... or Mitsuko... though everyone seems busy..."

        Ayato shook his head slightly. Even though he had practically given her the solution to help define all the issues written on those pages, it didn't mean Caiome actually knew what to do, how, in what way, or who to contact, or how much money and other resources to allocate for such things.

       "How about I accompany you?" he suggested.

        "Not even in your dreams," she refused instantly. "It's getting cold soon."

       "It hasn't even started to get dark," Ayato countered, removing the blanket from his legs. "It is still midday. And before you say anything, I have not been outside today; I have stayed in the lounge with Ayaka. A bit of fresh air would do me good, it's getting too suffocating in here. And I have Arasthea's support, if you were thinking of using that to threaten me. Besides, when I found you outside the room earlier, I was planning to get my cloak and boots and head outside, but I knew I could not do that in front of you without starting an argument, so I just layed down."

       He got up and approached one of the wardrobes, pulling out a pair of fur-lined boots and a cloak that looked incredibly warm just by glancing at it.

        "I will take these," he said. "You can check them yourself if you think they are too thin."

        But Caiome didn't do that because she knew Ayato was right; he just wanted to see her fail. So she simply got up, opened another drawer from a nightstand, and handed him a pair of gloves.

        "Here, take these," she said, grabbing the file and leaving the bedroom.

       Ayato smiled, satisfied, putting on the boots, then the cloak over his shoulders and gloves, and followed Caiome, both walking slowly.

      They first started with what they could check inside the house: supplies, furniture, internal repairs, the funeral chamber, preparations for winter cleaning, bedding and clothes, medicines, and so on, making sure everything was enough not only for the family but also for the staff. Then Mrs. Nakamura helped with the servants' schedule for winter, and Caiome was surprised to see how Ayato no longer took control like he usually did with any other issue.

       At the same time, he didn't seem like he had forgotten what needed to be done, but it was nice to see him less sure of himself, relying more on those around him and communicating with them. Caiome barely paid attention to anything else being discussed near her.

        They then went out into the garden, where the cold was biting, much stronger than when Caiome had returned home. She was glad she wore her coat, though the wounds Tabai had inflicted earlier in the day began to hurt slightly.

        Since it was quite cold, she hurried Ayato along, but he seemed to be taking his time. He seemed to enjoy dealing with such simple things... and Caiome concluded that maybe he needed this. Ayato was a man who never stayed still the entire day, and to suddenly take that away from him and force him to stay confined in a room... Caiome was surprised Ayato hadn't gone mad yet.

       They passed by the armory, talking to Mizuki—who, like everyone else, was equally surprised and concerned for Ayato when they saw him outside his bedroom—then spoke to Captain Hirotatsu, then visited a few of the present guards, asking them questions about shortages. But more than a short interview, Ayato seemed to just want to exchange a few words with them.

        The final point of interest was the stables, where the horses needed to undergo a check-up before the winter set in to ensure none were at risk of catching a cold that could kill them.

       "The hardest part will be with beautiful Yui," said Toshirou, the stable master, approaching a black mare with a round muzzle and visibly pregnant. "The vet said at the last visit that she'll have to give birth in the middle of winter, so we need to prepare an appropriate bed for her and the foal."

       "Then we will do everything we can to prepare everything as well as possible for her," Ayato said, stroking Hakumai on the nose, while Seishin, who had been brought right next to Ayato's stallion, was tapping Caiome on the pockets of her coat, trying to find snacks.

        "Of course, my lord," Toshirou said. "And I'm glad you're feeling better, but don't overdo it."

       "I told him the same thing since he decided to tour the residence," Caiome mumbled. The sky was overcast. "We should go inside before the rain starts," she grabbed his arm, turning him forcibly on his heel and pulling Ayato after her.

       "I can go by myself, you know," he laughed, letting his hand cover hers, which was still wearing the gloves he had given her, and gently moving her hands away from his arm. "Instead, I have something else to tell you. I hope you paid at least a little attention; you should do the same with the Shuumatsuban."

       "How come you don't insist on taking care of them yourself?" Caiome asked.

       "Because I know I could not step out of the courtyard without you finding out and dragging me back by force," he sighed.

        "Hmph," she laughed. "It's as if you're the prisoner and I'm the master of the house now."

       "I cannot say I am thrilled about it," he said.

       But when they looked at each other, something small and white floated in front of them, settling on the file Ayato had handed to Caiome, then disappeared. The two looked up, and instead of raindrops falling from the gray clouds, snowflakes floated gently to the ground, small and white, but thick, creating a white veil over the scene.

       Caiome blinked slightly. She really thought it was going to rain that day, given that the air smelled of a storm.

       Ayato just tilted his head back and took a deep breath.

       "I was actually wondering when it would start snowing."

       Caiome lowered her gaze to him. His expression seemed so peaceful, a different calmness compared to the satisfaction he had just a minute ago when he finally managed to do something useful for his residence. Now he looked... truly serene... just like when Caiome first saw him years ago, standing in the middle of his garden, in the deep snow under the glass sky, with the same look.

        But back then, she didn't know, even though she saw, the turmoil hidden behind his gaze.

       "That's why you were always at the window," she mumbled softly, and Ayato closed his eyes briefly before exhaling the air he had held in his lungs. "You were waiting for the snow."

       "Inazuma, especially Narukami Island and even more so in the mountainous areas, is colder than other nations, apart from Snezhnaya," he said slowly. "Snow usually starts around this time."

       He finally lowered his gaze as well, and when he opened his eyes, his irises seemed to have shifted from their purple hue to a silver that perfectly matched the snowy atmosphere that was settling on his hair and the fur-lined hood of his cloak.

       "But that was not the only reason I looked out the window," he continued.

       "What's the other reason?" Caiome frowned, finally taking the file from his hand.

       Ayato turned slightly on his heel, starting to stroll leisurely through the garden paths. "Let's just say... someone raised my standards by coming through the window with a bouquet of flowers," he chuckled.

       Caiome rolled her eyes. She wasn't expecting to be teased about something so small and so typical of her. "I think you should go inside; the cold is starting to affect your brain."

       "Not yet," he said, stopping and turning halfway toward her. He extended his arm, or rather his elbow, toward her, a pleasant smile on his rosy lips, and a gentle look in his eyes. "It has just started snowing. I would like to admire it for a while longer. How about you accompany me, just to make sure nothing happens to me at least?"

       Caiome knew she couldn't compete with him, just as she hadn't managed to do so in the bedroom before setting out on the tour of the entire residence.

        "Ten minutes," she said, reaching out her hand to him, slipping her arm under his, "no more. Then you go back inside and take a long nap, understood?"

      "I will have to be content with that."

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       Ayaka began to gently swing her legs above the floor. She rested her chin in her palm, humming softly, looking out the open window. She didn't know why she felt like sitting at the table, on a high chair, but she was glad she did, because as soon as she did, it started snowing. And in the distance, among the flowerless bushes with dry leaves, she saw Ayato and Caiome emerging from the horse stables.

       And now she stood with a silly smile on her face, watching the two of them walking arm in arm along the garden paths. She saw them talking to each other, she saw Caiome getting annoyed, and Ayato just laughed at her... and she saw when Caiome smiled secretly, thinking no one saw her, trying to look as indifferent as possible to the situation itself.

       Ayaka had never been more satisfied in her life than being right about something.

       "Milady?"

       Ayaka snapped out of her daydream, turning slightly to Thoma, who had just placed a wooden tray in front of her with hot tea.

       "Thank you, Thoma."

       "What were you thinking about?" he asked, sitting on the other chair and taking a cup of tea for himself.

       "I was just watching," she said, turning back to the window, watching Caiome tiptoe to grab the hood of Ayato's cloak, pulling it over his head so the snowflakes wouldn't melt in his hair and make him cold.

       Thoma directed his gaze in the same direction, then sighed when he saw Caiome trying to walk angrily in front of Lord Kamisato, while he was smiling, reaching out his hand toward her. Then he brought his hand to his mouth, coughing, at which point Caiome stopped and almost ran back to him, placing her hands on his shoulders, trying to see his face, and her expression suddenly became worried.

       Lord Kamisato was trying to calm her down, but she just frowned even more and nearly dragged him back into the house, although Lord Kamisato insisted on staying outside a bit longer.

       "Can they be any more obvious?" Thoma sighed. "I hope they're aware that the entire estate can see them."

       Ayaka chuckled softly, and her laughter sounded like a bell in the silence of the snow. "Actually, I think they're more than aware of each other, just as they are of themselves."

       "Then what's stopping them from confessing already? Probably all the servants have already placed bets on this."

       "Hmm," Ayaka said, and her smile slowly faded from her face, which Thoma noticed almost instantly.

       "I'm sorry, milady. Have I upset you?"

      Ayaka shook her head slightly, beginning to stroke her teacup, even though her gaze was still on the two of them. Ayato somehow managed to convince Caiome to stay outside a little longer with him, but this time Caiome wasn't running away from him.

      "It's okay, it's just that... I wonder if Ayato hesitates regarding Caiome because he knows they could never be together, not in the way we all know Ayato. The entire residence is betting on their confession, but not on their future."

       "What do you mean?" Thoma asked in return, and Ayaka looked at him with an almost sad expression.

       "They could become lovers," she said, "but Ayato will eventually have to marry."

        Ayaka didn't need to continue for Thoma to understand exactly what she was referring to. Lord Kamisato was a man who had devoted his entire life to his family and the Commission, nothing less... and nothing more. The entire residence was betting on their confessions, but not on their future because, from everyone's point of view, the two of them did not have a future together. Lord Kamisato would eventually marry for the sake of the clan and the Commission, not for himself and not for love.

       This was something that Thoma could see did not please Ayaka at all. Sure, her parents had loved each other before they married, but their entire relationship had started with an arranged marriage. Whether they loved each other or not, they still had to marry. And Ayaka probably hoped the same for her brother, that Lord Kamisato would find a beautiful, intelligent, and kind - well, Caiome was... a lot of other things -  woman whom he would eventually marry, but even she didn't expect Lord Kamisato to marry such a woman just because he loved her.

       This was all the more distressing for Ayaka because she loved romance stories in novels, plays, and films. Many girls her age found these arranged marriages leading to love very exciting and romantic, but for someone like her, coming from a noble family and an environment where such marriages were very common and often led to more conflict than good, arranged marriages were a nightmare.

       So yes, Ayaka would have wanted, at least for her brother, who would still be the head of the family, to marry for love. And if that person were to be Caiome, Ayaka would have wanted to congratulate them with all her heart and cry for them.

        "Then let's bet on something else," Thoma suddenly said, pulling Ayaka out of her thoughts.

        "Excuse me?" she asked.

       "Let's bet on their future together," he proposed. "Not if they will have one or not, but when they will have it. What do you say, milady? If you win, we'll go to the hot springs you wanted to visit so much, all at my expense."

       "And if you win?" she asked.

       "Hmm," Thoma said, glancing out the window at Lord Kamisato, who had taken shelter under a terrace while Caiome was shaking the snow off his hood. "How about you watch the first snows of the coming years with me, just like now?"

       "But... in the summer we still have to go visit the hot springs for business, I would still win, while you..."

       "I'm willing to wait," Thoma replied. "Our bets might never come to pass, but I can wait. And, knowing you, milady, it won't be a about of whether you'll get to see the hot springs by summer or not. The real win would be something else, right?"

       Ayaka let a small smile spread across her lips. "You're right. So, how do we bet?"

 

Chapter 78: Chapter 78 ~ The Crimson Red and the Revenge of the Lord

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Chapter Text

Chapter 78 ~ The Crimson Red and the Revenge of the Lord

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       Caiome yawned widely, stretching in the middle of the bed and beginning to twist among her sheets. She rolled over and before she realized it, she felt herself falling and hitting the floor hard.

       "Ouch..." she mumbled, slowly opening her eyes, only to see Mitsuko standing at the door of her room with her hands over her mouth.

       Are you alright, milady? Mitsuko gestured, and Caiome grumbled like an unhappy child.

       "No, I'm not. Ever since I started working for Ayato, I've been waking up way too early out of habit, and now I can't go back to sleep."

       Mitsuko allowed a small smile to appear on her lips, then shook her head lightly. She took the boxes she brought from the chair and placed them on the bed, opening them and laying the contents on the bed, mainly dark clothes, while Caiome barely found the will to get up off the floor.

       "What are these?" she asked, rubbing her forehead.

       Mitsuko didn't answer until she had arranged all the clothes on the bed. They're the outfits for today's banquet, she finally said.

       "Let me guess, Ayato picked them out for me?"

       Lady Ayaka would never encourage anyone to wear such gloomy clothes like these ones, so the answer is obvious, no? Mitsuko replied. In fact, it's surprising that even Lord Kamisato chose them, but that was his order.

       Caiome didn't have time to examine them closely, as Mitsuko grabbed her by the shoulders and began the usual routine she always put her through when it came to an important event: a long bath, makeup, and hairstyling, then dressing her in the blink of an eye.

       The clothes were indeed mostly black: warm black pants, a fitted turtleneck, a dark red shirt, a short black robe, and a longer black one that reached her knees, with sleeves cut at the top, left open, fastened with a belt in the middle, with red patterns curving and twisting across the fabric.

       It was the complete opposite of the outfit she wore to Chisato and Kamaji's wedding.

       She slipped on her long boots with fur trim and a short heel, then put on her gloves as Mitsuko secured a ruby hairpin in her hair.

       Caiome still felt as odd as before. She knew all this was to maintain the image of the Commission and the Kamisato family, to whom Caiome was closely tied, as everyone knew. Not only had Ayato stood by her for so long with such conviction, but the public had seen her as his partner at the wedding, riding with him on Hakumai through the city.

        On top of that, Ayato seemed to have a strange fondness for giving her outfits to wear... and accessories.

       The small banquet was set to begin at noon, so she and Ayaka had to be there much earlier to finalize the details — not that Caiome cared too much about that — and to greet the guests. Once dressed, Mitsuko followed her into the back garden, and a cold wind hit Caiome as she stepped out of the mansion into the gardens.

       It had snowed lightly the afternoon before, but it seemed to have snowed more overnight, and now a layer of about ten centimetres of snow covered the entire courtyard. The paths had been cleared, probably by the caretakers, but much of the area was still covered by snow.

       It wasn't surprising. There were only three days left until December, and Inazuma was already a colder nation than others.

       As they reached the stables, Seishin had already been prepared for the journey, and Ayaka and Thoma were already mounted on their horses, ready to go.

       "I'm glad you didn't oversleep again this morning," Ayaka said with a laugh, throwing a meaningful glance at Thoma. "We were just about to leave and let you catch up with us later."

        Caiome began petting Seishin's muzzle, who was searching her pockets for treats as usual, but without success. "Why do we have to ride horses? Can't we just teleport?"

       "I thought you wouldn't miss any chance to see Seishin when you had the time," Thoma said.

       "That's true, but I'm far too tired right now. And it's cold," she grumbled as Mitsuko approached her with the sode she had to wear over her shoulder.

       "If you didn't not want to be so cold," Ayato's voice suddenly sounded, making everyone turn to look toward the mansion, "you should have brought your cloak with you."

       Ayato was walking leisurely down the cleared path, but soon began stepping onto the snow, his footsteps crunching with every step. He was dressed in his usual light-coloured clothes, his cloak draped over his shoulders, and the collar raised up to cover his neck and chin. On his forearm, he was holding a cloak the same bright red as Caiome's outfit, and his hair was braided on one side, with snowflakes caught in it for some unknown reason.

       Caiome frowned at him. "Did you go out to play in the snow without anyone knowing?" she asked, and Ayato chuckled lightly.

       "Do you think Koshi would have allowed me to?" he said. "Let's just say a bird landed on a branch as I was passing under a tree."

       Caiome raised an eyebrow.

       "I just wanted to see you off, that is all," Ayato said, leaning slightly toward her.

       He took the sode from her hands and placed it over her shoulder, then began tying the strings under her arm with a gentleness that was unusual. Caiome watched him closely, feeling strangely exposed all of a sudden, despite being fully dressed up to her neck. But Ayato was standing much closer to her than usual.

       Suddenly, a wave of anxiety gripped her, though she couldn't understand why. Yet, looking at Ayato in that white scene, with the snow-covered garden and thick clouds overhead, she couldn't help but think of the day she first saw him, couple of years ago. His clothes, his hair, his slightly pale face, the way his breath formed mist as it escaped his pink lips, and even his gaze fit perfectly into that image, which, rather than oppressive, felt peaceful...

        "And to bring you this," he continued once he had finished tying the sode, pointing to the cloak he was holding on his forearms.

       Ayato unfolded the cloak and draped it over her shoulders, then tied the small strings in front until the collar covered her entire neck and chin, just like his own cloak. Caiome felt as though they were dressed alike again, but there was no one here to impress, and Ayato wasn't even coming with them to the banquet...

       "Do you like the clothes?" he asked quietly.

       Caiome hadn't given them much thought when she first saw them. She just figured she had to wear them, and she usually wore black anyway, so it wasn't a big change. But now that she thought about it...

       She smiled slightly, and her cheeks flushed, though not just from the cold.

       "I think they suit me, so yeah, I quite like them. It's not like you to pick clothes like this, though."

       "I had the same thought as you, that they would suit you," was his reply.

        "My favourite part is the sleeves," she continued. "They are very practical for someone like me."

        "Then you will like this," he said, grabbing the edges of the cloak and turning them slightly inward, revealing two pockets on each side. "Ta-da!"

        Caiome's eyes sparkled. "You don't often find cloaks with pockets."

       "That is because they are usually custom-made," Ayato said. "Anyway, I think you should leave. You cannot be late."

        "Right," Caiome said, clearing her throat, then turned on her heel, mounting her horse. "See you later," she said, turning Seishin, while Ayato waved lightly, and the servants began to disperse.

        Ayato remained for a few long seconds until Caiome disappeared beyond the back gates of the estate, then sighed, tucking his chin into his cloak's collar. He shivered, suddenly feeling the cold pressing in on him, and then turned on his heel.

       She really does look good in black and red, and her cheeks were so rosy...

       "You're red in the cheeks, my lord," Koshi said, appearing behind him once no one else was around. "Do you have a fever?"

        "It is from the cold," he quickly replied, without noticing the small smile on Koshi's face.

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        As Caiome had promised Ayato, she didn't mingle too much with the nobles. She stood beside Ayaka when she gave a short speech to all the guests about the hardships they had endured during the epidemic and even insisted on mentioning Caiome, though she had specifically asked her not to.

        A few of the nobles thanked her afterward. Many of them just gave her scornful looks because during the epidemic, Caiome had been anything but respectful to them. And while she stood before everyone, Lord Kentaro, with his hand still bandaged to cover the wound Caiome caused him during the disease, didn't take his eyes off her for a moment.

       Caiome just ignored him. She wasn't in the mood for him now.

        Then the small party at the gardens of the Kamisato residence in the city began. No one had anticipated the cold and snow, but the nobles didn't seem bothered, especially the ladies who began saying the cold gave their cheeks a pleasant colour and that they weren't cold at all, especially due to the warm drinks and the gossiping that was at its peak.

        Caiome stood aside, leaning against one of the pillars of the terrace in the middle of the front courtyard, watching all the nobles.

        "If you don't wipe that frown off your face, the nobles will think you still have an issue with them," Thoma said, assuming the same position as her.

       "Have I ever stopped having an issue with them?" Caiome mumbled, then sighed. "I don't even understand why I'm here. It's one thing to help Ayaka with Commission matters, but standing in front of noble families that don't belong to our Commission is completely unnecessary. She seems to be handling it just fine on her own."

        They both looked towards Ayaka, who was politely conversing with a few girls her age and some ladies accompanied by their husbands, while other small groups were forming around her. Everyone seemed to be having a good time... until they caught sight of Caiome.

       "These kind of activities have always been under her jurisdiction," Thoma said. "Banquets and festivals, managing the household... It's something she's best at, including making people feel welcome and happy to be here."

       "Oh, come on, we all know why they're here."

       She didn't need to speak the words aloud for Thoma to understand what she meant. He knew the situation all too well. All the nobles had come here just to witness for themselves the absence of Lord Kamisato. It wouldn't be long before rumours spread throughout the city.

       "Fortunately," Thoma said, "Miss Arasthea mentioned that Lord Kamisato won't be away much longer, given how well he's recovering."

       "That doesn't mean his health will hold up if he doesn't learn to take some breaks between his secret fights with other nobles, Shuumatsuban or not."

       A few seconds later, they both noticed Kentaro glaring at them again, clenching his injured hand.

       "It seems Lord Kamisato won't be the only topic of discussion today," Thoma remarked.

       "If he keeps staring at me like that, his wife might start getting jealous," she replied.

       "And comments like that should stay between us. At least don't make them in public. You're already drawing enough attention as it is. Your clothes are entirely different from the other ladies."

       Caiome blinked at Thoma, then looked at all the ladies and young women. They were all dressed in light colours — white, pale blue, and a soft lavender — perfectly matching the snowy scene and the covered terrace, wrapped in long, fur-lined cloaks. She was the only one dressed in black, covered by a deep red that made her eyes stand out more than necessary.

        "Don't blame me, Ayato chose them," she mumbled, pulling her collar tighter around her neck. "Anyway, I'm off to do my job."

       "Job?"

        "You didn't think I was brought here just to look pretty in front of everyone, did you?" she said, passing by him and starting to weave through the other guests, hiding as best as she could behind anything that could obscure her presence.

       There was no mention of Watanabe and Ubisaki's deaths. Good. There was a lot of talk about her, about what she did right, but also wrong, during the epidemic. And then, how brutal she had been with some of the nobles, especially Lord Kentaro, who was still alive, mingling among the guests as if he were looking for Caiome. But Caiome knew how to avoid him.

       Then they began talking about the banquet Ayaka was hosting. Of course, given that such events were typically hosted by her, Ayato's absence wasn't a big deal. But at the same time, everyone's suspicions were heightened precisely because of his absence.

        It would have been a good idea for Ayato to be here to quell everyone's opinions, but Caiome didn't want to expose him too much to the cold, considering his coughing and chest pains still hadn't fully gone away, no matter how well his heart was healing. And coming just for ten minutes only to retreat to the residence would have been much worse.

        Caiome had just positioned herself near a group of ladies laughing heartily when she saw out of the corner of her eye someone approaching her. Raising her gaze, she was surprised to see Lord Kobayashi coming toward her. But it wasn't him that caught her off guard — it was his companion: his daughter.

       "Good day, Miss Caiome," he greeted respectfully, giving a slight bow of his head, while his daughter made such an elegant curtsy that it made Caiome feel like a clumsy fool.

       Caiome just nodded back at them both.

       "I don't believe you've had the chance to meet my daughter, lady Yuriko," Kobayashi said, gesturing to the young woman beside him.

       It was as if Caiome were seeing her for the first time again, with her beautiful blonde hair, like the morning sun, tied up in hairpins, flowing in curls framing her thin, pale face. Her deep black eyes were truly profound, yet at the same time, elegant and refined. Her posture was straight, and every step she took was as if she were floating. A polite smile graced her lips, and her white garments made her look even more like some fairy that shouldn't exist among humans.

        "It is a pleasure to meet you," she said softly.

       "Sure," Caiome mumbled.

       "And I'd like to thank you in person as well for everything you did for us during the epidemic. My father told me how involved you were with the treatment of the entire nation, despite the nobles' demands."

       Caiome blinked a few times at her. Her tone seemed sincere, but Caiome knew better than to trust nobles, no matter how pleasant they appeared.

       "It was nothing," she said. "I just did what I had to, I suppose."

       If she heard one more thank you, she was going to feel sick.

       "I've heard that many commoners have gathered in front of Lord Kamisato's residence to thank you personally," Yuriko continued. "You shouldn't think it was nothing."

        Seriously, this girl couldn't read the atmosphere?

       "Anyway, do you need something?" she asked. "I'm not used to being approached by someone of your status just for small talk."

       "Indeed, I've noticed that not everyone tries to strike up a conversation with you," Kobayashi said. "From their perspective, it seems you've done more harm than good during the epidemic. Let me once again express my sincere gratitude and desire not to be among those who hold a grudge against you, so to speak."

        "I don't particularly need that," she said. "So...?"

        "My family doesn't belong to any Commission, as you well know," Kobayashi continued, "but our ears are not closed. I'm not going to talk about rumours," he quickly added when he saw the frown forming on Caiome's face, "but I can't help being curious about a certain matter. Some time ago, I proposed a deal to Lord Kamisato between the Yashiro Commission and the Kobayashi family, and he hasn't given me a clear answer yet."

       Caiome remembered the conversation she had overheard at the teahouse.

       "Lord Kamisato insisted that things were far too unstable at the time for him to properly consider my proposal. I came here hoping you could give me a clearer answer, given his absence."

       "And why did you come to me?" Caiome asked. "You could have asked Ayaka."

       "You seem to be a little closer to Lord Kamisato's plans, though I might be wrong. It's just a hope far too big for someone my age," Kobayashi said with a sigh.

       Caiome sighed softly. She couldn't let him think she knew nothing about this proposal, nor could she ask him about it. That would only make him realize that Ayato didn't trust her that much. And now that she was reminded of Kobayashi and the secrets between them, anxiety and frustration began to rise within her. She had simply stopped thinking about them, with everything going on — the organization, Tabai, and Ayato's illness. Kobayashi's name hadn't even appeared by accident among Ayato's papers.

       "He said he's still considering it," she replied. "He has a lot of other important things on his mind."

       "I understand," said Kobayashi. "I was just hoping everything would progress quickly given the situation we're in, especially since Lord Kamisato is still in the early stages of taking on the duties of the Kanjou Commission, but..."

       However, Caiome was no longer paying attention to what he was saying, even though Kobayashi kept talking, with Yuriko standing dutifully beside him, smiling softly, seeming even excited by the conversation. Caiome's focus shifted to the loud voices coming from the group of noblewomen, enjoying an intriguing conversation, hidden behind white leather gloves.

       "I told you Lord Kamisato wouldn't show up today," said one of the women. "The answer should be obvious, and the rumours are practically confirmed."

       "Still, isn't it a bit strange?" whispered another woman. "He could be suffering from the same illness as his father, but even so..."

       "I know, right? Not showing up at any event, no meetings, leaving everything to Lady Ayaka?"

       "Doesn't it make you wonder if maybe he's in an even worse condition than the late Lord Kamisato?" added another, trying to hide herself among them so that no one would overhear.

       The group was standing a considerable distance from everyone else, so normally no one would be able to hear them. But such words were precisely why Caiome was there, and with her abilities... this was child's play.

       "So soon?" said one, surprised.

       "You might be right. He could have hidden his condition until now, and it's finally catching up to him."

        "That's pathetic," said a woman with black hair, making Caiome clench her fingers around her arm, watching her out of the corner of her eye.

        She had an arrogant air, obvious in her long lashes, red lips, and the superior look with which she regarded the younger women, at least ten years her junior. She looked as if she was their leader.

       "His father was older than him when he started showing symptoms of the disease. Besides, my husband is twice Lord Kamisato's age and he's perfectly healthy. It's likely he was always a sickly child, trying to hide it to preserve his reputation in front of the people of Inazuma. But the truth always comes out."

       The other women began to nod in agreement, whispering among themselves.

       "He's always been a thorn in the side," the woman continued. "He always makes strange decisions and acts as if he's in charge of everyone, defending that rat after he injured my husband. Who does he think he is? My husband has twice, even three times as much experience as him. And to look down on others like that..."

       She raised her chin, looking truly disgusted by her own words.

       "Maybe he got what he deserved after years of playing everything to his advantage. Being struck down by such a disease is truly pathetic. His father was pathetic, and so was his mother, dying so young. Maybe Lord Kamisato should do everyone a favour and die as well by the end of the week."

       A loud sound echoed among the guests, carried by the crystalline snow, which seemed to act as an amplifier. Everyone stopped their conversations, turning toward the small group of women in the distance, only to see the black-haired, red-lipped woman standing with her head tilted to the side and her cheek bright red, while Caiome stood with her arm outstretched, her hand tense.

       "It seems I've been far too patient with all of you today," said Caiome with an almost deadly calm as she slowly lowered her hand. "So patient that it made you develop the audacity to speak like that about the master of the house you've set foot in. Isn't that right, Lady Kentaro?"

       The women took a step back, covering their mouths with their hands. Lady Kentaro's face held a shocked expression, which soon twisted into one of pure hatred as she realized she had just been slapped across the cheek.

       Caiome began to pull each finger of the glove off her right hand. "Anything else you'd like to add?" she asked.

       Lady Kentaro drew in a deep breath. "How dare you?" she screamed. "How dare you touch me? To raise your hand against me? You would never have dared if Lord Kamisato—"

       Caiome lowered her hand and slapped her again on the same cheek, her dark eyes, now the colour of fresh blood, staring at her with the same deadly calm. This time, the slap was louder, the impact of skin against skin more powerful. The red mark from earlier on Lady Kentaro's sensitive skin turned a deep purple.

       "Next time I hear Lord Kamisato's name coming out of your mouth, I'll start hitting you on the other side," Caiome said, rubbing her wrist as if preparing it for future blows.

       "Lady Kentaro, Miss Caiome," Ayaka suddenly appeared out of nowhere, "please, calm down. I'm sure this whole situation is just a misunder—"

       But Ayaka was completely ignored when Lady Kentaro clenched her fists and lunged toward Caiome, intent on striking her back. Caiome dodged before Lady Kentaro could even touch her, causing her to trip over her long robes and fall face-first into the snow. Before she could rise, she felt her hand pressed hard against the ground. Looking up, she saw Caiome standing over her, pressing her boot down on her left hand, a smile on her lips as arrogant as Lady Kentaro's had been earlier.

       "I'm starting to like this view," Caiome said.

       Then Caiome was suddenly pushed aside, hearing a sound that made her heart race as she looked up at Lord Kentaro. His face bore the same hatred as his wife's, and he looked down at her while clenching her robe sleeve and red cloak in one hand, both with a tear in the middle of the fabric.

       Caiome looked down at the torn material, seemingly unfazed by the way Kentaro grabbed her and shouted in her face.

       "Filthy rat!" he yelled as Thoma and uncle Shoichiro grabbed him by the arms, trying to pull him away from her, also jerking Caiome back, though she didn't care. Her robe and cloak were torn. "Do you think just because you survived that epidemic, you can take out your frustration on my wife? Do you think that gives you the right to treat us however you please? Do you think you could ever rise above our feet?"

       "Hm?" Caiome mumbled, looking confused. "But your wife was already beneath my feet. Considering how much you keep your eyes on me, I thought I'd give you a reason to look at her too, no?"

       "Caiome..." Thoma scolded her, but it was as if she couldn't hear him.

       "You should care about your wife, who got slapped and hurt her precious face. Now take your hand off me," Caiome demanded. "You're wrinkling my clothes."

       Though 'wrinkling'  was putting it mildly.

       Lord Kentaro grinned, a crazed expression in his eyes, showing no concern for his wife or any desire for revenge on her behalf. It was as if he saw only Caiome in front of him, clutching the hand she had injured a few weeks earlier.

       "You think I know nothing about you? You think I don't know how you showed up out of nowhere, wagging your tail around Lord Kamisato to stay by his side? To grab a tiny scrap of power? You think I don't know you're just a rat who wanted to seduce him and take advantage of him, then run? Do you think helping Inazuma during the epidemic erased everything you are? Admit it. You're just trash found on the streets, a shameless liar, an unparalleled arrogant fool. Do you lick his boots every time he walks past you? Do you kneel and wag your tail when he looks your way? He showers you with gifts, clothes, and jewellery, sends you to important events, and lets you ride his horse with him. Was all this your plan?"

       Kentaro burst into an almost maniacal laugh, and despite the others' attempts to pull Caiome away, the lord clung to her like a madman. He dragged her closer, his breath hot against Caiome's as he spoke, and she stood there, listening.

       "You keep his bed warm at night without any shame? Tell me... do you tremble when he's touching you in every of your soft spots, like a bitch? When he kisses you deeply? Do you scream and moan in pleasure when he fucks you? Are you begging on your knees for a little bit of attention, like a sick street dog, making you feel a little bit important, even though you have no value? You're just his little, dirty whore who fulfils all his whims and he will throw you away like trash once he gets bored of you, where you rightfully belong."

       Caiome looked down, seeming so unimpressed and uninterested by his words. In all that commotion, her clothes had torn even more, almost creating a slit down the middle, truly unrepairable now.

       "Milord, stop," said one of the lords. "If these words reach Lord Kamisato—"

       "Let them reach him," he said. "Everyone here knows how this bitch appeared out of nowhere and now is just twisting his mind. Who knows how many things she's involved in behind the scenes, making a fool out of him?"

       Caiome gritted her teeth, and her hand finally found the hilt of the sword at her waist. She was about to draw the blade from its sheath, but Ayaka's hand stopped her. Standing between them were not just Ayaka, but also Yuriko, both with an unyielding gaze in their eyes, their posture straight, radiating an icy superiority.

       "I do not believe such words are appropriate for an event like this, in front of these honourable guests, Lord Kentaro," said Yuriko.

        Kentaro seemed to take a step back when he caught sight of Lady Yuriko's stern beauty, losing the confidence he had earlier. His hand trembled so much that he let go of Caiome's clothes.

       "Especially in front of the host, and as Miss Caiome mentioned earlier, on their property. It is in poor taste to behave like this at your age and with your status, and moreover, toward the person who saved your grandchildren, is it not?" Her tone was light but firm; gentle, yet strong, carefully choosing her words but delivering them with the coldness befitting a respectable lady. "I suggest you retire for the day, along with your wife, as you both seem extraordinarily tired. And from what I can see, Lady Kentaro could use medical attention."

       "You—"

       "Guards," said Ayaka, "please escort Lord and Lady Kentaro to their residence."

       Translation: throw them out.

       "And also Miss Caiome."

       Translation: she's just as guilty, no matter who started it or what was said by whom.

        Ayaka gently squeezed her hand, looking at her with a kindness that seemed to say, "We'll talk later, I promise." But Caiome no longer cared. She simply pulled her hand away and walked past the guards who were supposed to take her home.

       She knew she was in trouble the moment she entered through the front gates of the main estate. On the terrace in the centre, Ayato was sitting on a pile of cushions, covered up to his neck with a light blue cloak. His knees were bent, one elbow resting on a small wooden table where steaming cups of tea sat, the other arm leaning over his raised knee. He leaned his temple against his fist, looking pensively at the table.

         Caiome turned to slip around the side of the house, but Ayato had already seen her.

        "Caiome," he said, and she froze.

        It had been a bad idea to enter through the front gates, but she simply couldn't think straight after leaving the city.

       She turned slightly toward him, visibly surprised by the way Ayato was looking at her — with a mix of confusion, understanding, and a touch of the same gentleness as that morning when he had tied her sode to her arm and draped a cloak over her shoulders.

      She sighed to herself and climbed the wooden stairs. "You were right," she said, rolling her eyes. "I messed up."

       "I know that," Ayato replied.

       "So, you know what happened."

       "No, not exactly," he said.

       Caiome had nothing to say to that, avoiding his gaze, even though none of this was her fault.

       Ayato sighed softly, extending his hand toward her. "Come here," he requested, and Caiome reluctantly moved her feet toward him.

       Ayato reached out and gently took her hand, pulling her down toward him, and somehow, Caiome found herself between his raised knee and the table. She was almost in his lap, which made her ears burn with embarrassment. It wasn't about her thoughts, but about how pathetic she felt having such a reaction.

       Ayato poured another cup of tea and placed it in front of her, the steam hitting her flushed cheeks.

       "Koshi just told me that you slapped Lady Kentaro and then got into an argument with her husband, that is all," he said. "I did not want to hear more."

       "Oh, you'd have loved it," she scoffed, running her finger along the edge of the teacup. She had no appetite for tea, no matter how good it smelled, but she welcomed the warmth. "A real show you'd have wanted to see."

       "I wanted to hear everything from you first," he said, ignoring her small joke.

       Caiome glanced at him from the corner of her eye, then slammed her fist on the table, making Ayato flinch, surprised by her sudden reaction.

       "Idiots. Both of them are brainless animals, that's what they are. Those women started talking about you, about Father and Mother, and Lady Kentaro said..."

       "What did she say?" he asked with a calm demeanour, like her bursting attitude was not surprising at all, and Caiome seemed to get even angrier.

       "She said you're pathetic, that Father and Mother were pathetic for dying of an illness like this, and that you..." Her voice started to quiet, but she was just as frustrated.

       "That I...?"

       "That you might as well die by the end of the week. They thought no one could hear them, but I did. And from there... I just got mad. You can't judge me for it, you know. You told me not to let anyone even touch you with a word when you made me your bodyguard, so I was just doing my job."

       Though it wasn't really about that, more about how much she couldn't stand the words she'd heard, especially when Kentaro called Ayato a fool for everything he did. Up until then, she had heard gossips, but nothing like these insults. Her blood simply boiled throughout her body, and she reacted before she realized what she was doing.

       "I understand," Ayato said, sighing with a smile. He rested his chin on the hand placed on the table, the other arm stretched across his raised knee, reaching toward Caiome as if to pull her into his arms. "And Lord Kentaro?"

       "That man followed me around like a hawk the whole time I was there, then jumped to defend his wife. Though it seemed like he wanted revenge rather for when I stabbed his hand, not for me slapping his wife."

       "Is that all?" he asked.

       "That's all," she said promptly, completely sure of herself.

       She certainly wasn't going to tell him all the things Kentaro had said in front of everyone about her. Those words weren't too important anyway, since they were directed at her, not about Ayato or Ayaka... until the part where Kentaro called Ayato a fool for her sake. So, she was straightforward, to seem as sincere as possible.

       Which made her even more suspicious.

       Her expression was pale, and she seemed to be biting the inside of her cheek, her gaze fixated on the hot tea in the cup. But Ayato knew that if he tried to press her for more, it would only make her angrier.

       Eventually, his gaze fell on the sleeve of her torn robe.

       "What is that?" he asked.

       Caiome looked at the sleeve as well, raising her arm, and along with it, the cloak, which had a huge tear. She seemed to truly realize only then that Kentaro had torn her clothes, causing her to clench her fist and grit her teeth.

        "That man ripped my clothes when he grabbed me," she mumbled, not just frustrated but somehow... disappointed. "I liked these clothes. I wanted to wear this cloak to the temple, to show Yae Miko how good I look in red, given how many criticisms she throws my way every time she sees me, that old fox... And I really liked the pockets," she almost cried, like a little girl loosing her favourite doll.

       Ayato hadn't cared until then about Caiome's story. He didn't care what he had heard about himself, nor did it bother him that Lady Kentaro had openly admitted in front of her friends that it would be better if he died sooner. He was already well aware of how much he was hated in aristocratic circles, considering all the assassins sent after him. Nor did he care that Caiome had slapped the lady or caused a scene in front of everyone.

       But when he saw the almost sad expression on her face while looking at the ripped clothes, he felt his chest tighten, and his blood rushed through his veins. That morning, she had been so excited, her eyes sparkling when she discovered the pockets in the robe and the cloak, riding so proudly on Seishin, especially when she waved him goodbye.

       And she truly did look good in that colour, and for the first time ever, he saw her thrilled about something he had given her to wear with his own hands.

       "I will buy you another one," he said softly, looking at her, though without any smile on his lips, which Caiome noticed. Usually, Ayato never missed a chance to boast about how wealthy he was or how prestigious the family she worked for was.

        "Don't worry about it," she said, letting the cloak drop. "I'll get one myself."

        "Cloaks with pockets are custom-made, as I said this morning. The tailors are quite busy with them. If you want to make one, it will not be ready until... next year. I think I can get one made for you much faster, given that I had this one made for you."

        "It'd be worth cutting off his entire hand for this," she mumbled to herself in frustration, resting her chin in her palm, seemingly not even hearing Ayato.

       But she enjoyed being here. Letting her eyelids close and open, she liked being here, instead of being the centre of attention among the nobles, instead of sitting and listening to women gossip and men argue. Here, it was quiet, breathing the cold winter air, feeling the chill touch her cheeks and the warmth of the tea in her hands.

       Here, caught between Ayato and the small table in the middle of the terrace, in the front courtyard, it was much quieter, and it felt like a well-deserved break from everything happening around her.

       But she couldn't stay here too long. She still had a few plans to carry out, plans Ayato couldn't know about.

       "I'm going to change my clothes," she finally said, pushing herself up from beside him.

       Ayato said nothing as she walked away from him, slipping through the doors of the mansion. He rested his temple against his fingers again, looking at the untouched tea. Then he slowly closed his eyes, and behind his eyelids, the only thing that played was her blank expression, knowing she was hiding something.

       "Koshi," he whispered into the silence of the snow.

       "Yes, my lord," said Koshi, stepping onto the wooden terrace without a sound, as softly as the snowflakes settling on the ground.

       "I wanted to hear what happened from Caiome, which I think was a mistake. Tell me exactly what was said during the altercation."

       "Basically, exactly what Miss Caiome said. Lady Kentaro made offensive remarks about you and the former Lord and Lady Kamisato."

       Ayato tapped his fingers lightly against his temple. "What about Lord Kentaro? What was it that he said? He said something about me as well?"

      "Um... not exactly about you, nor Your Highness' parents, but..."

      "Say it word for word," he demanded. 

       "...my lord..."

       "I asked you something," he said again, his patience starting to wear thin. "Word... for word."

       Koshi had no choice but to quote exactly, as Lord Kamisato requested, word for word, what Lord Kentaro had said in front of everyone.

       Ayato showed no reaction, letting each word reach his ears, patiently waiting for it to end... and it seemed like it never did. Or what he was waiting for to end was the way his heart began to pound with intensity, hearing Kentaro's voice as if he were standing right in front of him, uttering those words.

        "I understand," Ayato said at last when Koshi finished speaking.

        He pushed himself off the table and stood up, letting his cloak touch the snow as he descended the wooden steps.

        "My lord?" Koshi asked following him.

        "Bring me the Shuumatsuban," he said calmly, but not at all in the way he spoke to miss Caiome earlier, and Koshi dared not to ask anything further. He recognized that expression on his lord's face.

        The next day, by evening, when the sky was no longer covered with clouds, all of Inazuma heard how Lord Kentaro's investments had failed, causing him to lose more than half of his fortune. At the same time, as Lady Kentaro had once said, the truth always comes out, and their illegal activities were also punished. The other half of their wealth was confiscated by the Kanjou Commission, leaving them without the means to even hire a good lawyer to defend them before the three Commissioners.

       Both were stripped of their titles as lord and lady, as was their son of his heir status, since he was equally involved in these activities, and the title passed on to their fifteen-year-old grandson, who was far too inexperienced to know how to handle such a situation. Later, just as Lord Yamamoto's children now worked for the Kamisato family, so did Lord Kentaro's children and grandchildren now work for Chisato's family.

       No one voiced the reason why misfortune befell over them so swiftly in less than a complete day, ruining their lives and stripping them off of everything they had. But everyone knew the all-too-obvious answer: never insult the Kamisato family... and never insult the most precious thing Lord Kamisato Ayato has beside him.  

 

Notes:

Ughh, I can't believe I finally posted this chapter, one of my favourites. I'm so happy and can't wait to hear everyone's opinions on it.

Chapter 79: Chapter 79 ~ The Flames of Blood and the War of Monsters

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Chapter 79 ~ The Flames of Blood and the War of Monsters

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       For three days, Caiome responded to Tabai each time he summoned her — sometimes once a day, sometimes twice. On the day of the failed banquet, Caiome told Ayato she was going to check on some things related to the Shuumatsuban and didn't return until the next morning, after Arasthea had cleaned her of blood and tried to hide her wounds. She and Tabai fought for hours, the cave lit by flames and thundering with the clash of their swords, and Tabai delighted in every wound Caiome inflicted on his body.

       That evening, Tabai called her again. He didn't bandage his wounds or wash off the blood, as if he revelled in its scent, rubbing it against his skin. They fought again, this time even more fiercely, as though Tabai was slowly losing his mind from the smell of the blood. Caiome had no choice but to fight back in the same way, for otherwise, she would have been killed by his sword and his thirst for her blood.

       All this happened while the other mercenaries cheered them on, shouting their names equally and placing bets. Caiome almost forgot what it was like to be in the middle of it all, engaged in such battles. And she forgot that, at one time, she had enjoyed it. 

       She had enjoyed being in the midst of the fight, sword in hand and enemy in front. She had enjoyed being the reason everyone shouted her name, and having her sword be the thing that lifted her onto this pedestal. She had liked hurting and being hurt because, in reality, what stood before her wasn't another person, but another monster, just like her.

       And monsters were allowed to hurt each other because, in the end, monsters were meant to be killed, and no one cared if they killed each other as long as they perished. They hated and distrusted each other. They could abandon one another so easily. They could be the ones to cut the throats of traitors if needed. And they liked doing it.

       Caiome heard rumours about the sudden downfall of the Kentaro family, but when she went to ask Ayato about it, he was asleep, so she didn't wake him up.

       On the third day, Tabai summoned Caiome in the morning, fighting fiercely for hours, trying to hide her absence with any excuse, mostly blaming it on the organization. He made her swear she would come that evening as well. And Caiome complied.

       She was greeted with applause and cheers from the hungry crowd, who demanded to fight her too. Caiome gripped the hilt of her sword. She took off her coat and jacket, letting the cold wind envelop her wounded body, blowing through her hair and over her scattered skin, covered in dried blood, cuts and bruises, burned skin that was hurting, but healing... She just had to think of the reason she was doing this and she would hold on. 

       Tabai stood before her with flames dancing around his massive shoulders, illuminating his skin, which bore not only scars but also fresh wounds.

       "Mhm," Tabai moaned loudly enough for Caiome to hear. "You're a vision," he said. "You have no idea how much pleasure it gives me to see you like this, with that look in your eyes, Ah Puch."

       "Should I gouge out your eyes to calm you down?" she grinned.

       "And I would thank you for touching them with your divine hands, my queen."

       "You're crazy," she laughed, and Tabai just shrugged.

       The fight began with a fierce clash, sending waves of energy throughout the cave, and the crowd screamed in ecstasy. Flames clashed against wind-blades, and the wind both extinguished and reignited the red flames. Tabai erupted like the unquenchable fires of the Underworld, while Caiome was as sharp as a blade cutting through the Heavens. They were completing each other, and they were the doom for one another. You couldn't blink; their speed was overwhelming, and the way their weapons struck was exhilarating to watch.

       Oh, how good it would have been if Caiome could kill Tabai right here, right now. But she had to consider the consequences, something she didn't usually do. This was about the missing Shuumatsuban members and those she had to protect from this monstrosity.

       So all she could do was defend herself... and tonight, to play the game as long as possible, to hold out for as long as she could.

       They fought continuously for hours. There were no breaks, and soon the cave became just a hole in a mountain on the verge of collapse, but no one cared, as they were all too drunk on wine and on the mad game they were watching.

       Good, Caiome thought. Get drunk and shout my name. Demand to see me fight longer. 

       The audience did just that, and Caiome gladly gave them all they asked for.

       It was Tabai who called for the fight to end, as both were wounded, sweaty, and exhausted.

       "We wouldn't want our queen to be unable to grace us with her presence in the future, would we?" he said with a laugh, grabbing an enormous mug, dipping it into a barrel of wine, and drinking deeply, in one go.

       He dipped the mug back into the barrel and handed it to Caiome, who, as everyone expected, had no choice but to accept it because that was the deal: she did whatever Tabai asked, and Tabai wouldn't torture the Shuumatsuban members he had captured.

       "Sit next to me," Tabai demanded, dropping like a boulder onto the animal pelts, while two women placed plates of food before him until it became a feast. 

       Caiome sat beside him, leaning against the rocks that served as a backrest while Tabai began eating red grapes, cheese, and boar meat that smelled divine. She reached out and took some food as well, and Tabai laughed as he watched her devour the meat.

       "Tasty? I caught it myself this morning," he said.

       "Just for me?" she fluttered her eyelashes, and Tabai leaned toward her, his fingers catching her chin as he studied her.

       "I'd do anything for you. I'd catch a thousand boars if you asked."

       "Hmph," she scoffed. "And if I asked for something grander than that?"

        Tabai leaned back, propping his elbow on the rocks behind him, which were also covered in furs, looking up at her with a terrifying smile as the mercenaries partied around them, paying them no mind.

        "I'd go to the ends of the world for you, you know that."

        "You followed me here, so I guess I'll just have to believe you," she said. "You don't seem like you'll let me leave your side unless you kill me with your own hands, will you?"

       "And after I watch you die, of course, I'd follow you, ending this life of mine by myself," he said.

        Caiome leaned slightly toward him. "I won't die by your hand, Tabai."

        "No, of course not. You'll have to die from the sarasthuza. But I could promise you I'll be there to watch you drown in your own blood until you take your last breath, and then..." He reached out, caressing her cheek with the back of his fingers. "Oh, Ah Puch," he whispered, "you know very well that even after death, we'll still be together. We'll go to the same place, you and I. Nothing you'll do in the future in this life will erase what you've already done until now."

       Caiome grabbed his wrist, stopping his hand above her skin. "You seem to know a lot about how the gods judge," she said, and Tabai smiled this time like a well-fed cat.

       "We are gods, you and I. And I know when gods need to be punished. Gods are driven by evil things, like greed, envy, hatred. But there are also the lighter things, like hypocrisy. You want to deceive yourself, Ah Puch, you want to deceive yourself into thinking you could lead a much better life than this, but the truth is... you can't. You've seen it yourself; you can't stand being near nobles. They disgust you. Everything they say and do disgust you; you can't bear to be around them."

      Tabai pulled his hand from hers, starting to trace his fingers over her hair without touching it, and to outline her shoulders in the same way, seeming unable to stay away from her and feel the warmth of her body. He followed his own movements with his gaze, as if Caiome might disappear from his sight.

       "Remember how you killed all those nobles in Fontaine... and how the tribal leaders were at your mercy in Natlan. How you never stopped the wind from taking their lives and carrying their souls away. You were ruthless. You are ruthless. You never hesitated to unleash your fury on the nobles, neither then nor now. Sarasthuza drew so much out of you; all the nobles hate you. And it could have drawn more from you if it weren't for Arasthea. Oh," he laughed, "how many hands you cut off and how many tongues you ripped out because they tried to take Arasthea from you."

        Tabai finally let his hand fall between them.

        "I wonder if you would do the same now, after so many years in which you tried to deceive yourself that you're no longer the same, just because you destroyed some flowers, thinking that you, in a way, might atone for your sins, and not just that, but also for the pleasure that you felt committing them. I wonder how far you would be willing to go for this fake feeling that you try to cover your true self with. I could find out the answer so easily."

        "Try it," Caiome challenged with a smile, looking down at him. "I'm sure you'd enjoy it."

       "Mm," he said, purring like a wolf, looking at her like a predator hidden in the shadows. "I would enjoy it. I would enjoy fighting you to the death."

       Leaping up, he placed his hand on her jaw, lifting her chin. He brought his lips close to the skin of her neck, and Caiome took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, calming her heart, which began to beat wildly.

       "And then I would make love to you, all drenched in blood as we are, surrounded by the thick, disgusting and metallic smell. I would touch your wounded skin, taking advantage of every soft spot of you and of your wounds, and kiss every scar while you tremble beneath me when I'll let myself into you. And I would do everything to please you, to make you want me in return."

      Their eyes made contact, but Tabai saw nothing in her gaze, neither ecstasy nor anger. She was just looking at him like a soulless puppet. And she knew that Tabai hated the way his words and actions don't make her react, provoking him. 

       He let a laugh escape his lips, releasing her neck and stepping away from her. "But I know I wouldn't succeed. You don't want me to touch you in that way. You don't want me to be the one who touches you like that." Tabai lay back, placing his hands behind his head. "Seriously, Ah Puch, you're so easy to read. You don't even realize it was a joke."

       Caiome lifted her mug of wine, as in a toast. "For your stupid jokes," she said, and Tabai asked for a mug of wine as well.

       "And for an eternity together, in life and in death," he said.

        And Caiome drank and fight, and fight and drank, and fight and drank again and again and again, and only after midnight did she leave his cave completely drunk, not knowing how to stay on her own feet. Arasthea administered first aid to her wounds, that were already dirty with dust and sweat, cleaning them, and tried to wake her from her drunkenness with some bitter herbal concoctions.

        Caiome would rather have drowned in the frozen ocean than drink that stuff, but she couldn't risk anyone seeing her like this when she returned home.

        "You are entirely either brave or foolish," said Arasthea.

        Caiome snorted, and from the shadows, Koshi emerged.

        "The mission was successful," he said. "Yama, Okane, and Mumei are now with some medics, receiving first aid. They have some minor wounds, are dehydrated and tired, but they are fine."

        Caiome nodded slightly, taking a deep breath in hopes that she would wake up from the obligatory drunkenness she had thrown herself into to buy time until Koshi and other members could eliminate the Fatui members and free the three.

        "Good job. Arasthea, how about you go and help the medics? Don't you miss the organization after all this time?"

        Arasthea rolled her eyes, tightly securing the last bandage on her exposed thigh, making Caiome wince in pain.

        "If I had wanted to go, I would have," she said, and Caiome laughed. "Take her home," she told Koshi. "She will need all her strength for what's coming after her later."

       Koshi just nodded as Arasthea disappeared in a burst of light, then leaned towards Caiome. He slipped his arms around her back and under her knees and lifted her up, supporting her on his body, then he quickly made his way home, climbing the stairs carefully and taking her to her room. He placed her on the bed with a sigh, but Caiome fell asleep before Koshi even set foot in the residence's courtyard. The fatigue from the battles and the drunkenness had caught up with her.

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       "I don't care how much Arasthea approved all this," Caiome said, watching Ayato move from one side of the bedroom to the other, "you're not leaving this room, and you're not touching anything related to files and politics."

       When Caiome finally finished her business that morning with Koshi regarding the organization, three days after freeing the Shuumatsuban members, she decided to visit Ayato... only to find him at the door, ready to leave for his own office to return to his duties.

       "Caiome, how long do you plan to keep me locked up here, away from everything related to my position in this nation?" 

       "Until you're completely healed," she said, trying to block his path, just as she had for the last five desperate minutes.

        "I think we both know that, if Arasthea gave her approval, that is as good as it gets."

       "But you heard her, if you continue with this lifestyle, your heart—"

        "I know," Ayato interrupted with a smile, leaning over her. "That is exactly why I have someone I can rely on to make sure it will not be like before."

        Caiome didn't need to ask who he was talking about to realize it was her. "If you rely on me, then you would listen when I tell you that today you will stay in your room, as you have been."

       Ayato sighed softly, setting the jokes aside. "Ayaka has already done too much," he said. "Besides her own responsibilities, she has also taken care of mine. Of course, she did a good job, but there are still things to improve, considering neither of you even let me give my opinion."

       "You would have started giving orders instead of opinions, you know that," Caiome retorted. "You would have had just as much stress."

       "If you keep me in this room any longer, without knowing anything, I will stress out even more."

       But Caiome didn't relent, which made Ayato give her a small smile, searching for her gaze. Caiome tried to avoid him because when she looked at him with those puppy-dog eyes... Caiome didn't know how much she could refuse him.

       "Then how about we do the following?" he asked. "You can choose how much I do today, and I promise I will not oppose or ask for more. How does that sound?"

       "As much as I want?" she said.

       "As long as you let me do something," he conditioned.

       "Fine."

       And thus, Ayato found himself in his office, standing in front of the desk with a single file in front of him, a file so thin it contained just two sheets of simple reports from the toy industry.

       "This is not what I meant when I said as much as you want..." Ayato mumbled.

       "But you did say as much as I want," said Caiome, who was sitting on the floor in front of the desk, propped up on her elbow. "Are you trying to go back on your word? Where is your honour, my lord?"

        "I did not think you could be so petty about me. You wound me."

        "Maybe," Caiome shrugged, "but at least I'm keeping your body alive."

        Ayato had to give up and took the two sheets in hand, reading them, and as he expected, found nothing wrong with the profit or the plan for January, after the New Year. The New Year was a festival that Ayaka would handle again this year, so Ayato didn't need to know too much, given that he had other matters to solve during that time.

       Or rather, he and Caiome had other matters to resolve.

       Ayato signed the two papers and put them back in the file, a file that Caiome almost snatched from him and put into one of the drawers.

       "That's it, you've worked for today, now you can take a break."

       "Caiome, I was only here for ten minutes."

       "Which is more than enough," she said.

       "What did Ayaka give you to do today? I want to help."

       "Nothing important," she said quickly, almost throwing herself next to him on his right side, making Ayato raise an eyebrow at her. "Something I can handle on my own. You know how good I am with jewellery. I just need to check something on the market, that's all."

       Ayato suddenly leaned toward her, wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her close. Caiome gasped in surprise, grabbing his shoulders as she fell forward, feeling suddenly captive. She wasn't comfortable pressed against his chest, but the soft fabric of his clothes and the warmth he emanated made her care little about comfort per se.

       But Ayato, despite the way Caiome was pressed against him, had another purpose. He opened the desk drawer and took out two not very bulky, but not insignificant, files, placing them on the desk. He turned his face toward Caiome.

       "Try not to be so obvious next time you try to hide something from me," he said, and Caiome felt her stomach sink as she looked him in the eye. "Besides, you work for me, so I do not need to ask your permission to look at my own paperwork."

       Caiome pushed herself against him, sulking. She tried to take the files from the desk, but Ayato quickly lifted them, keeping them out of her reach.

       "You're impossible," she growled.

       "Maybe," Ayato said. "Doesn't that just make you hate me even more?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "Fine, I'll let you help me. But I will read them, and you'll only give your opinion."

       "I will have to settle for that, even though the files are still in my hand."

       "Not for long," she mumbled.

 

Chapter 80: Chapter 80 ~ The Soul that Withers and the Beautiful Mischief

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Chapter 80 ~ The Soul that Withers and the Beautiful Mischief

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      Caiome had known from the start that she shouldn't have wandered through the forest at that late hour, but she had to visit Yama, Okane, and Mumei. In the early days, it had been too dangerous to do so, but with Koshi's help, she gradually lost the members of Fatui who were only Tabai's mercenaries undercover.

       And she shouldn't have told Ayato that she would come for dinner to eat together.

       She climbed the mountain toward the residence when a sharp smell hit her, and her senses began to fail. Her vision became blurry, and she started to lose her balance, along with her sense of smell and hearing. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't wake up, and she knew what kind of poison she had inhaled to bring her in this state.

      And she knew whose fault it was.

      Soon, Caiome felt her eyes closing and collapsed to the ground. She woke up sometime later due to the cold biting her exposed arms, feeling something equally cold touching her. Looking at her hands, which weren't even tied, she saw, even in the darkness of the night and the small flames of the torches, that they were covered in blood.

       She laughed at herself, a nervous and painful laugh as she began to feel again what surrounded her, including the wounds on her arm. Then an immense pain hit her abdomen, making her cover it with her hand, pressing down hard. She still felt the warm blood flowing from the wound. At least it wasn't that deep, just bleeding.

       She was dishevelled and breathing heavily, and she could feel all eyes on her. Looking around, she found herself in the middle of all the hungry gazes staring at her like a sacrificial lamb.

       Caiome didn't have her sword. Nor her Vision. Both were shining in Tabai's hands as he approached her with calculated, slow, deliberate steps, like a predator's.

       Caiome straightened her back, pulling her hair back, still kneeling and watching him approach with that hunger in his eyes and the smile he always had. Oh, she knew it would come to this. But she could endure. She knew Tabai. Others didn't.

       Caiome laughed even harder when she made eye contact with him. Then she spat blood and wiped her mouth, trying to stand up. She failed the first time, but the second time, with great effort, she managed to get up. She was hunched over – her back was in terrible pain, and the cold made her shiver, while the blood weighed down her clothes, pulling her down.

        "Finally!" she burst out. "After all this time you've hunted me like a rabbit, you've gathered the courage to face me in a fight to the death, you fucking coward. But... don't you think it's unfair? You took my sword and Vision, drugged me before bringing me here, and tortured me when I couldn't even feel anything. It feels like you're cheating, doesn't it?"

       Tabai allowed a small smile to cover his lips. "I'm not stupid, Ah Puch. I know that if I gave all these back to you," he gestured to the sword and Vision, "you'd kill me, and them too," he pointed to the other mercenaries. "And who said I wanted to kill you tonight?"

       He began to circle her while Caiome tried to be alert to any movement Tabai might make.

       "I've been thinking, Ah Puch," he continued. "Why should I let you go free in Inazuma when I could keep you here with me? When I could do the same thing I did with your subordinates whom you freed while you got us all drunk so we wouldn't pay any attention while your subordinates killed my people. But this time, I will keep you here. And if you dare to leave, I'll do exactly what I promised from the start – that is, kill those two little girls you care about so much."

       Tabai turned on his heel and kicked her in the stomach with the other heel, throwing her several meters back. Caiome coughed up blood, holding her abdomen with her hands, but trying to get up as quickly as possible. This cost her a few waves of pain hitting her body.

       "And this time," Tabai said, "we won't be playing anymore... At least not like we did before. Tonight, the spectators will see their queen begging to be killed rather than have all the things I'd like to do to her."

       Tabai struck her again, Caiome tried to rise, but it wasn't enough. Tabai hit her again and again and again, and each time Caiome tried to get up. She barely managed to dodge another attack from him as he came toward her, but it was just one, as the next one threw her into the crowd.

       The mercenaries grabbed her by the arms and threw her back into the small makeshift ring, chanting her name, but not as a sign of encouragement, but of death. They wanted to see her blood spilled. They wanted to sing her death and applaud it. They wanted to see her get executed under Tabai's blade.

       But Caiome did not give in.

       She shook her head, clenched her fists, and prepared herself. When Tabai came towards her, she managed to dodge and hit him. The cold wind began to gather on her fingers, cutting along his face, over the scar she had given to him years ago, making her smile broadly.

       "For someone who never takes off their Vision," she said, "of course you don't know how much I could do just by standing close to it."

       Tabai growled in pain and threw the Anemo Vision to a random mercenary, then drew Caiome's sword from its sheath, advancing towards her.

       Caiome knew this was going to happen. And she knew she would end up here. She even knew, that afternoon when she sat with Ayato reading the files, both of them on the floor of his office, that it could have been the last moment she would be with him. The last time she would see him. The last time she would feel him beside her. The last time she would look at him and feel his embrace. And she wanted to remember them like that, before Tabai took her back to Natlan, where it all began and where Caiome tried to end everything as well.

       She could have started something new in Inazuma... but fate was as strange as it was told, and her only consolation was that she left Arasthea and her seal at home, with Ayato, far away from her, somewhere safe, somewhere where, one day, a day not so far-off, she would regain the freedom she had always wanted, and Caiome would have payed her debt to her...

       She dodged the sharp blade that tried to tear her apart, leaping over his arm. She turned around and tried to hit him; Tabai grabbed her calf, but that didn't stop Caiome from rising above him, holding onto him, and striking him with her heel in the temple. The blow caused him to lose his balance, but it also enraged him, coming at her with flames in his eyes.

       Caiome stepped back, and when Tabai swung his sword past her, missing, Caiome struck him with her foot in the wrist, making him drop the blade. Caiome quickly grabbed the sword's handle, but instead of going after Tabai, who was surrounded by his flames, she leaped over the mercenary holding the Anemo Vision. It only took one movement to cut his throat and take the Vision from his hand.

       But even so, it wasn't enough. This fight was futile, Caiome told herself. She was too exhausted to continue, with or without the Vision, with or without the sword. She still felt drugged, and she knew that despite all her efforts to dodge Tabai, once he gave the order for the mercenaries to capture her, it would be the end for her.

       Her vision began to blur again, her eyes barely able to open and close. She could barely hold the sword's handle, and the cold was still biting her fiercely. She couldn't feel her fingers, nor her feet. She couldn't feel her heart, nor her hair touching her bruised cheek. Even her blood was freezing in her body, and snowflakes started to touch her frostbitten limbs.

       It's okay, she told herself. It will be okay. Tabai would take her back to Natlan, and from there, she would not escape. But it was okay, as long as they were safe.

        If Koshi had known this was her plan from the beginning, from that evening when she looked over Ayato sleeping, that evening when she asked Koshi not to tell anything to his lord, would he have let her carry it out?

       Well, it doesn't matter anymore, she laughed for herself. She was just grateful to have felt the winter's chill in Inazuma before being dragged back in chains into the flames of Natlan, before being drowned in liquid fire that would burn her throat. She knew the feeling, she had been there before, she will survive, even though Arasthea wouldn't be there to help her anymore. 

       Tabai approached them again, but Caiome could no longer move. She watched as, almost in slow motion, Tabai raised his own sword towards her, and the impending blow would leave her unconscious again.

       But she felt the wind again, not only cold but also fresh... a slightly salty wind, with the sound of waves. A bright, intense blue glow made Caiome freeze, and then the sharp sound of a sword clashing with Tabai's sword made her shiver.

       No... she told herself. No, please, no.

       But no matter how much she pleaded in her mind, her eyes saw the reality. Standing between her and Tabai, with a blue sword reflecting the ocean's blue waves, letting water flow between their feet as cold as ice, Ayato, dressed in that Shuumatsuban black, stood between her and Tabai.

       With his face and hair covered, his tall body wrapped in black, and his upright posture, Caiome couldn't help but recognize him. She couldn't not know his scent and sound, how could she not know the curve of his body? She couldn't not recognize the way he held the sword.

       Then she heard other distant sounds. Looking around her, half of the mercenaries had been assaulted from behind by a Shuumatsuban member covered as much as Ayato in black clothes. The other half stepped back, looking around them in confusion.

       "If one of your men moves," Ayato said, and Caiome felt herself shiver as she heard his voice, "my men will kill all of them and then you. If you stay still, I will only kill half of them."

      Tabai, however, grinned. "So, was this your plan?" he asked, trying to look at Caiome, but Ayato blocked all access to her, keeping her behind him. "To bring him here? To be the bait? How much trust did you have in your little lord...?"

      Caiome shook her head, as if she couldn't find the strength to speak. That wasn't her plan. No... that wasn't her plan at all. It wasn't supposed to be like this. How... How did they find her in the first place? Koshi... Koshi must have said something, otherwise Ayato wouldn't be here, in front of Tabai, still sick...

       Ayato just raised two fingers, and the Shuumatsuban members let their swords cross the mercenaries' necks, bringing them to the ground, killing them just as he promised he would. The other mercenaries did not move because Tabai had not yet given the order.

       Tabai began to laugh with immense pleasure, so powerful that it was felt in every rock of the mountain and every wave of the ocean.

       Ayato raised his hand again, but Caiome quickly grabbed his arm, lifting her gaze. His eyes turned silvery, a shade so cold, so terrifying, that Caiome could barely recognize him. And so it was with her too... so wounded... so in pain... The only thing that stopped Ayato from raising his hand again and letting his Shuumatsuban kill the remaining mercenaries was how Caiome slowly shook her head.

       "So..." Tabai said again, drawing both of their gazes, "you don't have that much trust in Lord Kamisato after all. You'll have to forgive me, Ah Puch. I thought we knew each other. Instead... you knew that this wasn't all I could do, that I would have asked you to fight me, that I would have blackmailed you... you knew I could exhaust you in fights and the time spent with you, because I longed for you so much that I wanted to keep you close to me for just a little longer. And you took advantage until your other subordinates could save them. And you knew I would come after you out of anger, and that I would try to take you from here, fairly or not. But I didn't know how much you cared about these people you wanted to protect. I thought you hadn't changed at all. But you have. And now," he straightened his back, "I should treat you as an enemy I don't know at all. I'm at a disadvantage because you know me too well... far too well, inside and out. What can I do, Ah Puch?"

       Caiome shot him a scowl. She couldn't ask him to leave... Tabai wouldn't leave. Instead, he would return with even more mercenaries to try to destroy the organization. They had to tread carefully.

       "In that case," Ayato was the one who spoke, "how about you stick around a little longer?"

       Caiome suddenly looked at him, but Ayato didn't look back. He let his arm surround her waist, holding her close as the Shuumatsuban members, including Koshi, flanked them on either side.

       "We can still play a bit more, just like we've been doing with the Fatui. But just so you know," Ayato said eventually, "it won't be as easy for you to move around Inazuma anymore. Your declaration of war has been received. And accepted."

       A thick mist enveloped the mercenaries and Tabai, and Caiome could barely realize she was in motion until she left that place. She started to come to her senses only when she entered what seemed like an abandoned hut deeply hidden among the trees, lit by couple of candles, while Ayato was carrying her in his arms.

       "Get out," Ayato said to two Shuumatsuban who had likely been on guard, and Caiome coughed forcefully when Ayato turned her and put her up on a table in the corner of the room.

       "Where are we?" she asked hoarsely, losing and regaining consciousness.

       "Kome Island," Ayato said briefly, removing the tenugui from his mouth and nose and the zukin from his head.

      "Ah," Caiome responded, feeling the pain beginning to return to her body.

       The encounter between Ayato and Tabai had made her so anxious and filled her with adrenaline that she had completely forgotten her own injuries. But now that she was, as she knew, in one of the organization's hideouts, everything began to hit her quickly, like a lightning bolt.

       Ayato grabbed the hem of her tank top and lifted it up, examining how the wound on her abdomen was bleeding and staining her clothes and skin.

       "Fuck," he said, pulling the tank top and bra completely over her head.

      Caiome felt nothing — neither the cold of the room, nor Ayato's hands trying to locate her wounds. Her injuries covered not only her abdomen, but also her arms and chest, and Caiome was a mess of mud, blood, and sweat. She let her head fall back, resting against the wall behind her.

      Ayato quickly grabbed her by the face, pulling her toward him and shaking her to wake her up.

      "Don't fall asleep," he pleaded. "Don't lose consciousness, do you hear me?"

       Caiome managed to mumble something back, then another wave of shock hit her, making her curl up and groan, clutching her abdomen. Ayato grabbed her wrists and moved them away to prevent making the situation worse, then took a wet cloth, wrung it out, and began to clean the blood.

       This time Caiome screamed when she felt the pressure, letting herself fall forward and clutching Ayato's arms and shoulders in her fists. She gritted her teeth, resting her forehead on his shoulder. The pain made her tense, pulling her knees up and wrapping her legs around him, squeezing him between her thighs.

       "I know," Ayato said in her ear, cupping her face in his palm. "I know, love, I know it hurts. But you have to let me clean your wounds."

       Caiome gripped his wrist with her hand, pressing her face completely into his palm. Ayato moved a little more, causing Caiome to burst into a mix of sobs and screams, but he couldn't stop there. He tried not to listen to the way Caiome whimpered and tensed her leg muscles, gritting her teeth to endure the pain.

       He finished cleaning the top of the wound, but when he moved lower, where the area was more sensitive and where her scar pulsed red with cold and pain, Caiome let out a true scream.

       "Ayato, stop. Please, stop," she cried. "Stop."

       "I can't," he said.

       Caiome pulled back, looking at him with tears in her eyes, still holding onto one of his hands. "Please, Ayato... stop."

        Ayato gripped her by the neck, shaking her gently. "Believe me, I want to, but I can't. I need to clean your wounds, understand? Look at me," he said firmly. "I need to clean your wounds."

       Caiome lightly gripped his fingers, inhaled deeply and nodded, letting him continue as slowly as he could to clean the wound on her abdomen, then her chest wounds, and finally those on her arms. He took strips of gauze and anti-inflammatory cream from the drawers, and after another session where Caiome clung to him amidst groans of pain and pleas, Ayato finally managed to bandage her wounds... at least good enough to not let them get infected until he would take her back to Arasthea.

       Caiome was relieved that the torment was over, but nothing had truly ended. They were on Kome Island, and Tabai couldn't leave the island so soon. She had to go after him, she had to leave with him... she had to return to Natlan and end the whole situation before it was too late... before she regretted not doing it sooner.

       Ayato turned to fetch a huge fur cloak from a chest, and Caiome found the perfect moment to get off the table. But the way she clung to Ayato with her legs made her numb, and as soon as she put her foot down, she lost her balance and fell to the floor.

       Ayato quickly came over and lifted her to her feet, draping the fur cloak over her, but Caiome grabbed him and pushed into him.

       "Caiome," Ayato shouted at her, but Caiome seemed not to hear him.

       Her gaze was fixed solely on the door she needed to exit through.

       "Let me go," she said. "I need to... to..."

       "Caiome," Ayato said, grabbing her by the arms and keeping her in placet. "You can't go anywhere, have you lost your mind? Look at you."

       "Tabai..." she mumbled. "Tabai is still on the island. He can't leave... without me."

       Ayato pushed her up by the shoulders, making her whimper again, placing himself between her and the door.

       "And where do you think you're going with him?" he asked, his voice breaking in her ears. "What else are you planning behind my back? What else are you hiding from me? Now that I'm starting to learn everything about you, do you want to run away from me again?"

       When Caiome finally managed to look up at him, his eyes were so angry, so fiery and cold at the same time, so dark... darker than Tabai had ever made her feel. And then she seemed to realize once again everything that was happening.

       Ayato had intervened between her and Tabai... The Shuumatsuban members had killed half of the mercenaries present, without knowing how many people Tabai had. Ayato knew about Tabai... now he knew there was something she had never told him, something she had kept hidden for so long, the great secret that had caused her to fall so low that she couldn't even look Ayato in the eyes.

       Caiome clenched the black fabric of his clothes in her fists, then pushed him away with all the strength she had left, making Ayato take a step back.

       "You've ruined everything!" she screamed, clutching her bleeding abdomen. "I planned everything," she continued, leaning on the table. "Everything, all on my own! I needed to leave here, I needed to leave without you knowing anything, and I needed to do it quietly. I left Arasthea with you, why couldn't you stay away from me?" she said, her voice fading into a sob. "Everything is ruined now because you couldn't stay away from all this."

       "Stay away..." Ayato whispered as if he couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Stay away from you? Stay away when I finally found out where you have been going these last few days, coming back home bruised and bloodied, with no energy, no smile... not wanting to see me?"

       Caiome felt her heart breaking along with his voice.

       "You left me alone in that room, trying to figure out where you were going on your own and what had made you so cautious and scared for so long," he continued. "Every time I looked at you, all I saw were the worries crossing your face, eyes and shoulders. How could I not want to find out what was going on?"

       "You don't understand," she shook her head. "You don't understand..."

       "Make me understand!" he yelled back. "Who is this Tabai? What did he do to you... Why are you like this?"

       Ayato took a step toward her, but Caiome stepped back, pressing herself against the table, causing him to stop.

        "It's none of your business!" she screamed back at him, and her words struck Ayato like a whip dipped in hot oil.

        "What..."

        "It has nothing to do with anything you belong to!" she continued as hot tears gathered at the corners of her eyes, tears filled with physical pain and the pain of her soul as she looked at him. "It has nothing to do with Inazuma, nothing to do with the nobles or the Yashiro Commission, and it certainly has nothing to do with you!"

       But Caiome could barely voice these words because Ayato had already taken large steps toward her, almost colliding with her. He grasped her face tightly in his hands, pulling her toward him and lifting her up, ignoring her wounds and the way his legs were trembling. He leaned in, pressing his lips against hers, and Caiome whimpered from being caught in his hands.

       His mouth was hot, and the kiss was strong, aggressive, as if they had been holding back so many words that could never be spoken until that moment; as if they had been chained in both their chests, and now nothing mattered except that kiss. It was chaos between them because they could never be compatible, so nothing could soothe them when they collided like the wind breaking the waves of the ocean.

       They wanted to destroy each other, as they had always intended; and they wanted to sink into each other and disappear, as their hearts begged them to do.

       Their chests collided, and their hearts began to beat in the same rapid rhythm as they sank into each other. Their minds got lost at the same time, and their lungs started to burn from the desperation with which they clung to each other, not caring how much they were actually hurting themselves.

       They didn't feel pain... and they didn't feel how their bodies might collapse if it meant touching the other.

       Ayato pushed himself gently into her until Caiome pressed her back against the edge of the table, pulling her head back slightly to give him more access to her mouth. In his mind, this was a dream... a dream he had had so many times before, when he watched her, when he spoke to her, when he touched her even by accident. His body ignited in a way he never thought he could burn, and now that he had touched the fire, he didn't want to abandon it.

       She was sweet... and it was dangerous. It was everything Ayato had always known it to be, and at the same time, he couldn't help but get closer to her, couldn't help but want it. He felt everything from her, every touch of their lips, every touch of their chests, and every clash of their thighs, and each moment was stronger than the last.

        His grip on her cheeks was firm, as when he held the hilt of a sword, yet so gentle, as when he held a brush between his fingers, writing poems in the notebook where he always kept a cherry blossom petal. Caiome was a disaster, and he was the only harmonious thing in her life... And now, Ayato was offering her this harmony. How could she refuse?

       How could she not let herself fall into his hands, under the power of his kiss? A kiss she had longed for so much, desired so much, that she had waited for so long it made her nauseous for anything else surrounding her?

       Feeling Caiome tensing under him, most likely due to her wounds and the fact that she had been standing for too long on her feet, Ayato finally broke the kiss. He breathed heavily, as did she, letting their breaths collide with each other, resting his forehead against hers, leaning almost entirely over her. Caiome kept her hands on his waist, and he continued to hold her cheeks, pulling her toward him, not wanting to lose her among his fingertips.

       "It has nothing to do with me?" he whispered softly over her lips, looking at her with a pained clarity in his eyes. "How could it not when I'm right here, feeling myself going mad more and more every day because I couldn't... because I didn't dare to have you? How can you say I shouldn't come after you, when I feel like I could walk to the ends of the earth for you, just to see you for a moment? Do you have any idea what happens in my mind when you look at me? Or when you speak to me? Or when you stand in front of me? Or simply just when I think of you? You are tearing me apart from the inside to the outside, with a greed I cannot endure... nor do I want to conquer it."

       Ayato leaned in, kissing her eyes and temples, hiding her against his chest as if the spirits of the night might steal her away in a veil of smoke like those of dreams. He hid himself in her, in her hair, in her skin, among her eyelashes, clinging to her. It was as if the strings of his heart had completely surrounded her, and if she were to leave him, the strings could only break.

       "How can you tell me there is no string between us when I am here, desperate not to lose you? How can you tell me there is no string between us when my soul withers with every moment that passes without you by my side? ...when you are the only thing I can breathe? The only thing that keeps me from getting lost on a dark path... the only thing I need. You are my mischief..." he kissed her slowly. "My beautiful mischief..."

       Caiome couldn't say anything... she only clenched her fists against his chest, feeling her nails digging into her own flesh, and not even this or the pain in her abdomen was enough to erase the words she had just heard. Not even the drugs in her body were strong enough to convince her that this might not be reality and that she was living only in a dream.

       Because Ayato felt too real in front of her, his touch was too hot, and the way he held her as if he never wanted to let her go made her chest tighten with pain.

       And she couldn't speak because all her strength had left her and gone to her hands that now wrapped around his body, clinging to him with all her might. She didn't want to leave. She didn't want to leave him behind... She didn't want to feel an insane longing for him, to feel her heart breaking into pieces if she couldn't see him every day.

       She couldn't cut the string between them. If she had tried, she would have died. She wanted him... needed him too much.

       She rose slightly on her tiptoes, letting her lips touch his lips again. Ayato inhaled sharply, letting himself sink further into her embrace and kiss. This one was calmer, even though they both felt the same desire as before.

        Caiome lifted her hands, clinging to his shoulders, running her fingers through his hair which, by all the gods, was so soft and which she had wanted to touch in this way for such a long time. In response, Ayato lowered his hands, tracing her ribs and waist, placing them on her back and pulling her toward him.

       They were at peace in their kiss. They were sinking in each other in ways they have never been sunk. They were drowning in water and wind, but they didn't care if that would be their death.

       Caiome tensed again and let out a moan when the wound on her abdomen rubbed against his, and Ayato was the one who broke the kiss once more.

       "Easy... easy," he said when Caiome seemed not to know how to relax her muscles. "Slowly," he whispered over her lips.

       Caiome whimpered, shaking her head slightly, breathing erratically. The kisses and the pain were making her senses spin and not letting her breathe properly. Not to mention the drugs that Tabai had used to make her dizzy a few hours ago.

       Ayato ran his fingers through her hair, tucking the strands behind her ears. Her eyes were lost, losing their intense colour, and her body was too weak, barely able to hold itself up. Leaning down, Ayato kissed her temple for a long time, letting her lean against him.

        "Let's go home," he said.

 

Notes:

A/N:

It's here!!! It's finally here!!! The moment I and probably you have been expecting for such a long time!!!! I can't believe I finally get to post this. It's like a reward, and I'm crying so much right now. My babies!!!

Aham, but anyway, coming back to my senses... From now on we will get to see so much fluffy stuff with them which I might add that maybe, for some, will be uhhh... boring? Or idk. But I don't care, I've waited FAR TOO LONG for these moments to write and post so yes, you will have to deal with the amount of fluff and cute moments as of now cause... their tension, at least for me, was so unbearable... I couldn't take it.

I hope you enjoy it further^^

Chapter 81: Chapter 81 ~ The Story of the Past and the Care of a Friend

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Chapter 81 ~ The Story of the Past and the Care of a Friend

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       Caiome woke up suddenly, jumping up in the middle of the bed. But as soon as she did, a sharp pain hit her abdomen, making her grit her teeth and curse, covering her stomach, only to feel something soft and pleasant under her bandaged fingers. She was wearing a robe made of white fabric that covered her arms and the tips of her feet. It almost made her feel naked.

       "Well, look who woke up earlier than I expected," she heard Arasthea say.

       Caiome looked around. She was in her own room upstairs, and Arasthea had just closed a bottle of tincture that smelled strongly of mint. Judging by the look on her face, she seemed upset. Very upset.

       "You fell asleep before the little lord got you through the gates of the estate," she continued. "Not that it surprises me. It took me the entire night to get the toxins out of you and treat your wounds. Who would've thought you still had room on that body of yours for more?" she huffed.

        Caiome squinted. She still felt slightly dizzy and dry, with a huge need to throw up, but that didn't happen. Then, the events of the previous night began to hit her mind like a hammer striking an anvil.

       "Where's Ayato?" she asked instead.

       Arasthea clicked her tongue, hitting the nightstand with the little bottle, and Caiome jumped in bed. "Here I am, trying to show you how angry I am with you, and you care about the man!" she fumed.

       Caiome glanced at her sideways and then sighed heavily. "Fine. Why are you upset?"

       "You left me here!" Arasthea gestured wildly, almost knocking the tincture bottle off. "You intended to leave me here without even telling me! Do you have any idea what would've happened if you'd left and never returned? Without your power, I wouldn't be able to escape the seal. The pact is between us, not between me and anyone else. Kandra—"

       "Ugh, can you stop with this? My head hurts," Caiome mumbled.

       Arasthea stomped her foot. "Fine! Then go back after Tabai; I don't even care anymore. Forget everything I've done for you, including saving your life this time—" Caiome doubted she was ever in danger to lose her life —"and leave me to the Kamisato family. You're always so ungrateful."

       Caiome waved her hand as if dismissing Arasthea's words, who stormed off angrily toward the door, swinging it open only to find Ayato about to knock.

       "I see you both woke up quite energetic," he said in a not-so-amused tone, and Arasthea puffed as she passed by him.

       Caiome looked up at him, and once Ayato closed the door behind him, he smiled gently, approaching with slow, small steps as if he might scare her. He sat on the edge of the bed, prolonging the seconds he spent looking at her, allowing Caiome to study his face at the same time.

       He looked healthier in the cheeks, and he certainly no longer had that sickly aura he'd carried for the past few days. His eyes sparkled, his features seemed sharper, and his lips were fuller and pinker, soft and plump at the same time, just like last night...

       Caiome quickly turned her gaze away from him, feeling she'd stared for too long, her cheeks flushing. 

       Ayato laughed like a bell chimed by a gentle breeze. "It seems your reactions are the same as always, so obvious," he said.

       "No need to laugh at me," she mumbled back.

       Instead, Ayato gently took her hand in his, lifting it slightly toward his face as he leaned down. Holding her fingers, he pressed a soft kiss on them, and all Caiome could do was stare at him while curling her toes. She suddenly felt her stomach flutter with a thousand foolish butterflies, but she didn't pull her hand away from his kiss either.

       "How do you feel?" he asked softly, raising his gaze to meet hers.

       "I'm fine," she replied quietly. "A little dizzy, that's all. And I can't feel my feet..."

       "Arasthea told me about that."

       But instead of saying more, Ayato simply got up from the bed and took off his coat, a coat Caiome had just now noticed — along with his entire outfit. He fetched a basin, poured warm water into it, and placed it in front of the bed, leading Caiome to turn toward him, which she did.

       Ayato gently lifted her robe up to her knees, revealing her bandaged legs all the way to her toes. He carefully unwrapped the bandages, barely touching her so as not to cause any discomfort, then gently placed her feet in the water, one at a time. Caiome hissed softly. The water seemed to hurt and soothe her at the same time, touching her wounds and the swollen, red blisters.

       Taking one of her feet in his hand, Ayato began washing her wounds, his hand moving gently over her skin.

       "So..." he began, "what is the full story with this Tabai?"

       Caiome should have expected that to be one of the first questions Ayato would ask once she woke up. And judging by how things seemed outside, it looked like it was already afternoon, and he, along with the Shuumatsuban, had to take action against the mercenaries. Especially after what practically amounted to a declaration of war between the two sides.

       "I never wanted to tell you this, to be honest," she sighed.

       "I already figured that out on my own," came his reply, looking only down at her feet. "Though I cannot imagine why."

       "It's not exactly... a beautiful story when it comes to me."

       "Did you fear I would change my opinion of you?" he chuckled.

       "...you could say that," she whispered softly, beginning to fiddle with the hem of her sleeves.

       "Let us see..." he sang. "Could I possibly think worse of a thief who snuck into my home using tricks and lies and who is already known to me for everything she has done throughout her life?" He looked up at her for just a second, giving her a smile as gentle as the others. "Why not try me?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes, then sighed heavily, feeling defeated. Considering the situation... there was no point in holding back anymore. She might as well tell him everything.

       "Kandra didn't die immediately after Arasthea saved me. We left the village in the desert and reached Fontaine when Kandra started to get sick. I begged Arasthea to help her, to save her somehow, but Kandra's orders, the agreement she had to abide by, prevented Arasthea from helping. Or rather, no matter how hard Arasthea tried to help, nothing worked. So, I thought if she got treatment from someone else, it would save her. The local doctors didn't know what kind of illness she had, so I tried seeking help from more... influential people who had access to better doctors. The nobles didn't even look our way, no matter how much I shouted and knocked on their gates, and since then, I've never begged anyone for anything ever again."

       Until she begged Ayato to give the fake Vision shell back to her to save the people of Inazuma.

       Ayato took one foot out of the basin, placing it on a small towel on the floor, patting it gently with it. "Is that why you hate the nobles?" he asked.

        "They laughed in my face and looked at me with disgust, every single one of them. To me, they were all the same, and they still are."

        "In that case, I can only hope I am not among those you despise so much."

        Caiome flashed him a smile. "Don't get your hopes up, your lordship. Anyway," she returned to the story, "Kandra died shortly after that, and I was left with Arasthea, the only thing I had left from my sister. But until then, I had always relied on Kandra. She always did things right, so I didn't know what it was like to be truly alone. Arasthea was extremely upset, and for a good while, I couldn't get her out of the seal. That was because my power — or rather, my virtue — wasn't enough to release her from it. I didn't know exactly where to go, so I wandered from place to place until I ended up in Natlan. There, I was attacked by a rival mercenary gang of Tabai's, and they stole the shell, thinking they could sell it as a dead Vision and make a fortune from it. I tried to retrieve it on my own, but each time was a failure, and I was only twelve years old and... much shorter than I am now. Much weaker.
       Eventually, I heard about the conflicts between the two gangs, so I went and searched for Tabai myself. You wouldn't believe how much he laughed when he saw a child coming to ask him to start a war for a dead shell. But something about me intrigued him, or at least that's what I think, because he accepted under one condition: after I got the shell, I had to join them. I would've done anything to get Arasthea back... I did everything I could to get her back, even participating in that war between them. And after that, Tabai became even more obsessed with the idea of me joining them. Which I did plan to do."

       Ayato took her other foot out, patting it dry thoroughly, then pulled a jar of white lotion from the bedside drawer. The cream smelled sweet and fresh at the same time. Taking some on his fingertips, he began to gently massage her wounds and swellings.

       "The problem was that, after the whole battle was over, the moment I got my hands on the seal, Arasthea came out of it, exposed in front of everyone. The interest in both me and her grew even more, and now Tabai definitely wasn't going to let me leave. Later on, they found out what Arasthea was really capable of, seeing how I never had my wounds for too long. I wasn't very smart back then. And everything between us became... nothing but threats and manipulation. I was obsessed with never losing Arasthea, so obsessed that I was willing to cut off the hand of anyone who touched the seal, which I did. And I knew I couldn't protect her on my own, so I began to rely on Tabai, even though I always hated him for the atrocities he committed. But at the same time... I hated the nobles, and he fought against them, so I thought there was no need for me to leave, as long as I could take revenge on those who refused to help Kandra and others like her, those who had no intention of helping anyone. That became my purpose in life," she scoffed. "I didn't care about anything else except those two things."

       "Then why did you leave?" Ayato asked quietly. "If your purpose could have been accomplished only by staying with Tabai?"

       Caiome shrugged, thinking more about how Ayato should have told her it was better that she left. It was better that she did it, because it led her to him in the end. Or, at least, that is what she was thinking.

       "I suppose I got tired of the mercenaries. Or rather... I don't know... Hiding under the mountains, there was always a tense relationship between us, between all of us, actually. Tabai had an absolute lust for battle, for blood and death. I only wanted to get rid of the nobles; he wanted to kill everyone, seeking amusement in such things. Every night, someone had to fight for or with him, every day someone died. He started with men and women in their prime, with people who posed a challenge to him. When he couldn't find that, he fought with the mercenaries, and no one could stand up to him. And I found satisfaction in it too because, eventually, Tabai began kidnapping innocent people for his sick pleasures, and that was the only way I could oppose him. If I didn't want innocent people to get hurt, I had to fight in their stead... and when you leave a man in the darkness for too long, he starts to enjoy it over anything else. Then he started to kidnap children. I wasn't that evil even back then... even though I wasn't exactly a saint either. I freed some of the children. Tabai didn't know it was me, so he sent us to bring the children back. In return, I killed the other mercenaries and came back empty handed, saying that we got attacked in the mountains by monsters and that I was the only survivor. I was the one who was supposed to lead the them, so I had to be punished for the fact that they didn't return and they died on my account. This is the entire story of the scar on my leg. It was made with elemental power – Hydro, Pyro and Electro. It hurt like hell, and the pain was there for years. I can feel touches on it now, but I can't really feel anything else, just briefly."

        Ayato let his gaze going down her left leg on which he barely applied the cream, massaging her wounds, but her scar as well.

       "After that," Caiome continued, "more and more children started to disappear, and Tabai started to suspect me as well. But I couldn't stop. And even though he had no proof that it was me the one who freed the children, he still killed the ones that he kept captive when I wasn't around, then he made me look at their corpses. He didn't kill them quick, that was for sure. Probably I wanted to save those children because they reminded me of me and Kandra, so I clicked when I saw the bodies. It was a chaotic disaster after that and I killed all the mercenaries from the hideout. I thought I killed Tabai too, until he came out of nowhere in Inazuma couple of months ago." Caiome clenched her fists on her knees. "I should've made the mountain fall over him... He created his gang again and he started looking for me all these years, until they found me, and now he is more obsessed to play with me than ever."

       Ayato put the lid on the jar, then took clean bandages and began to wrap her first leg, gently passing the cloth over her skin. He tied a loose knot, tugging lightly at the gauze, listening in silence.

       "He told me he knows that I got close to the others and that he's keeping an eye on all of you, including Himawari and Uta. Especially those two... because they're children, and because the crack between us started with children. I couldn't search for him, I couldn't threaten him, I couldn't do anything but play by his rules. He knew how Kandra died, so he used that. He found a sarasta flower and brought it to Watanabe."

        Caiome clenched her fists tighter, feeling her entire body begin to tremble. Now that she was saying these words out loud, she started to realize slowly what it was really about, and that was... her. Everything seemed to be only about and because of her.

       "It's all my fault," she whispered, feeling her eyes sting, but she didn't have the strength to raise her hand and wipe away the tears that were falling. "He threatened Uta and Himawari because of me, and he started the sarasthuza all because of me, to get revenge on me. If it weren't for me, he wouldn't have come here, Watanabe couldn't get the flower so easily, probably never, and all these people..."

       Caiome wrapped her arms around herself, and behind her eyes, she saw Daichi's face smiling at her when he read from Kandra's book about plants and spoke to her about his ambitions. 

       What she had done...

       "And the worst part is that I already knew all of this... but I couldn't leave, or Tabai would've thought I was running from him, and you all would've been in even more danger. So all I could do was..."

       Caiome flinched when she felt a touch on her cheek, and her body suddenly stopped trembling. Looking in front of her, Ayato was gazing up at her, gently running his thumb across her cheek, wiping away the tear that had fallen down her face.

       "What did I tell you?" he asked softly. "I told you none of this is your fault, and you should not be so hard on yourself, remember? You did what you had to do, and I am sure the children you saved would thank you for it."

       Caiome turned her gaze away, looking at her wounded, carefully bandaged legs. She tried to pull away from his touch because she felt she didn't deserve it... not this, nor any other touch he might offer her.

        "But others had to die instead," she whispered.

       Ayato stood up, reached out to her, and, cupping both her cheeks in his palms, kissed her eyelids, gently pulling her into his embrace. "That is not your fault either. You saved many others in exchange, did you not? It is not your fault."

        And he would say it as many times as needed until Caiome would trust his words, trust him, and trust herself too. Until there wasn't a single thread of doubt left inside her, and until she wouldn't shed tears for doing the right thing, for wanting only to drive away suffering instead of creating it.

       "It is not your fault," he said again. "None of it is your fault."

       Caiome felt her chest tighten once more, but not because of her memories — this time, it was because she felt that all of this... everything Ayato was doing for her... she didn't deserve it at all. She wasn't like him. She didn't sacrifice her life for the good of others; she sacrificed lives for her own good, to keep Arasthea by her side. She didn't devote her entire life to a cause as altruistic as his. She wasn't anything like him; she wasn't composed or graceful, she wasn't polite, nor could she be, she couldn't be refined, she couldn't be any of those things.

       And yet she let her hands cover his, and she relaxed into his touch, as tears streamed down her cheeks, tears that Ayato kissed gently, and she let them be kissed until they stopped. She wasn't like him, but she couldn't lie to herself and say that she didn't need him.

       "Do you feel better now?" he asked with a pleasant smile, looking into her tear-filled eyes, and Caiome nodded softly. "Good," he added, sitting down on the bed next to her, raising his hand and running his fingers through her hair, tucking the strands behind her ear, letting the small white bandages on her forehead show. "Do these hurt?" he asked, pressing lightly on them.

       "No, not really," she shook her head, letting her hand remain in Ayato's, held in a gentle grip.

       But Ayato didn't stop touching her, watching his own hands as if admiring them, and as if admiring her along with them. "Why did he call you Ah Puch?" he asked after a while, and Caiome blinked.

       "Hm?"

       "Tabai," he said again. "He said, 'You'll have to forgive me, Ah Puch,' and 'What can I do, Ah Puch?'"

       "Oh, that... It's kind of a title, if you want to call it that. His real name is K'an Tun, but not all the mercenaries know our real names, since knowing someone's name was considered rather intimate. But they knew our titles. You'd think that with Tabai's crazy ways, he would've been called the god of death and given that title. Yet he got the title of god or spirit of the hunt, for the same reason you'd expect. He hunted people the way hunters hunt animals; he felt like he couldn't live without it, and now he feels like he can't live without hunting me."

       "So who received the title of the god of death then?"

       Caiome looked at him silently, even though Ayato already knew the answer, being so gentle in his words and tone. She had killed nobles she deemed worthy of killing; she had killed mercenaries she didn't like; and she had killed those who had tried to take Arasthea away from her and lose her forever. And wherever she went, in any battle she fought, blood was spilled, and the air smelled of fire, ash, and a mad thirst to plunge into the power of the blade, of life and death.

       "Ah Puch," she said finally.

       "But he knows your real name," Ayato said.

       "It would be kind of impossible not to, given that he managed to track me all the way here."

       "Then..." he said gently, trying to remain impassive and neutral in his tone, letting the back of his fingers caress her skin, and Caiome began to lean more and more into him. "Were you two lovers?"

        "Gods, no," she sighed slowly and weakly. Then she realized the words she had said earlier, that knowing someone's real name was a rather intimate thing. "Gods, no!" she said a bit louder, suddenly looking at him as if he burned her with hot candlewax. "It was a bet, just a bet, that's all! Sometimes we'd bet on things like secrets when we fought, and one night I asked him to tell me his real name. It didn't actually help me in any way, but it was something that, if you knew, you were looked at as if you held the world, especially knowing the leader's name. Tabai lost that night, so he told me, but it wasn't anything... like that..."

       Ayato tilted his head slightly, looking at her curiously, blinking slowly, and Caiome swallowed her words because she couldn't continue what was in her mind, that it wasn't anything like what Ayato was doing now, kissing her cheeks and hand, and nothing like what had happened the night before, when Ayato kissed her deeply, and she kissed him back.

       Ayato laughed softly, as if he understood her thoughts, gently taking her hands in his, leading his fingers through hers. He moved closer to her until his nose lightly touched her cheek, but this time, he seemed to have no intention of kissing her.

       "Sometimes your expressions really are written all over your face. I am not trying to make you uncomfortable, dearest."

       Caiome studied him, trying to look anywhere but into his eyes, but their closeness made that impossible. Of course, Ayato was doing that intentionally.

       "Why are you dressed like that?" she asked instead.

       Ayato blinked a few times, likely caught off guard as Caiome simply changed the subject while he was trying to tease her. He pulled back slightly from her.

       "The situation has changed, so I need to return to where I belong. Now that Tabai and I know about each other and have exchanged threats, I cannot stay in my room pretending to be sick."

       "But it's not pretending," Caiome quickly said, squeezing his fingers between hers as if she didn't want him to leave. "I know you are well protected, people of this house too, but what if he comes after you too? You can't be out there, on the streets, where he might get to you. You heard him, I'm his only target, since he want to get rid of me so bad and—"

       "So what?" Ayato interrupted. "I should just let him hunt you down as his title suggests?"

       "But—"

       "Caiome," he said, almost scolding her, "you are not Ah Puch anymore. You are no longer his little mercenary. You are part of the Yashiro Commission now, part of the Shuumatsuban, and part of this household. I will not let anyone threaten what belongs to my house. I will not let anyone take away something I value so much."

       Caiome averted her gaze from him again. "Can you stop saying things like that?"

       "Do not tell me this is all it takes to shake your confident attitude that you put up in front of me," he chuckled.

       "Watch it," she grumbled.

       "Then what is the problem?" he suddenly leaned closer to her.

       Was it the fact that she wasn't used to him behaving this way? So direct, so... unfiltered. The Ayato standing in front of her wasn't someone she had ever seen before. She had never seen him around women outside of political matters, let alone speaking such... romantic words. Words she never imagined would be said to her, especially by him. She just wasn't the kind of girl who lived in a dream world like Ayaka seemed to.

       "It's just...," she mumbled, "I've never seen you act like this."

       "Should I be saying these kinds of things and acting this way with any woman I meet?"

       "No, of course not," she replied a little too quickly, and Ayato chuckled again.

       "You seem a bit disturbed by such a thought."

       "Look who's talking," she huffed. "Some might think your question about my relationship with Tabai came out of jealousy."

       "And if it did?" he said, his eyes taking on the sly look of a fox that knew it had cornered its prey. "Maybe I am jealous of the fact that he has known you longer than I have. Or maybe I am jealous that he has seen sides of you that I have not and that you would never want to show me. Maybe I am jealous of the nights you spent drinking wine and laughing together... or simply the fact that he has been near you, breathing the same air as you... Or maybe I am just angry about all of it. And everything he has done to you."

       "Your anger looks like a cat unhappy with the taste of milk."

       "In that case, I am glad, since I do not intend to let my anger overflow to the point you have to see the ugly part of me," he smiled. 

       "That's not fair, you did see the ugliest part of me," she mumbled. 

       "But before I leave, we still have some things to discuss," he said instead. "Koshi? You can come in now."

       The bedroom door opened, and Koshi bowed at the entrance before excusing himself and stepping inside. Caiome flinched, quickly pulling her hands away from Ayato's, though he didn't seem to intend to let go. She silently thanked the gods that Koshi hadn't seen anything — or if he had, he didn't say a word.

       "Um... how much did you hear from the other side?" Caiome asked, and Koshi tilted his head slightly toward her after closing the door.

       "The doors are thick, miss; nothing can be heard through them."

       Caiome could only sigh in relief... only to glance over at Ayato, who seemed... a little hurt. "What?" she asked.

       "Are you already embarrassed with me?" he asked. "I thought it would take at least a little more time for that to happen. Seems I did not prepare myself properly in advance."

       "What are you even talking about?" she said, frowning, but Ayato sighed theatrically, as if he were in a drama.

       "I thought I was more trustworthy than that."

       Caiome rolled her eyes, hiding her hands under her thighs. "I thought we called Koshi here to talk about other things," she mumbled.

       Ayato dropped the games and turned back to her. "So, what do you think we should do about Tabai?"

       "Well," she began, "considering you caught him completely off guard and practically killed half his men, it's going to take him some time to regroup. Tabai is bloodthirsty, but that doesn't mean he's reckless. He knows he couldn't win against you if he's careless, so he'll stay low for a while. As for what he'll do after... All he wants is to corner me, but his threat against those close to me has already failed, so now he'll have to resort to brute force. He'll probably use his men to manipulate me into being alone, while he delivers the final blow or something like that. As for where to find him... it will be harder than you think. He mastered for a long time this... art of concealing his presence and anyone else's. He uses marks and some type of magic to hide themselves. I don't think even Raiden Shogun could find him like that, and more over... if we alert her and she puts the Tenryou Commission on their trail, they might hide even better and we will lose their tracks. So yes, maybe he will try to get to me slowly."

       "I see," Ayato said after a pause. "And by that, you mean that, just like he made deals with Watanabe and Ubisaki, he will try to do the same again. He knows you work for me and carry out missions, so he will try to manipulate the situations to his advantage, to get you where he can reach you. Cunning bastard," he mumbled silently, but Caiome heard him loud and clear. "What is harder for him is getting involved in ongoing investigations, since we have been keeping an eye on them for so long, so we will either have more time, or new cases will come up with his fingerprints on them."

       Ayato stood up, and Caiome couldn't help but notice, beyond the serious expression on his face, the elegance with which he moved. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't tear her gaze away from him, and it seemed she wasn't even hearing the words he was saying to Koshi, though she could hear his voice — the only thing that truly mattered.

       "Have the Shuumatsuban stay alert for any small changes regarding their current missions and investigations. I do not care how minor they are; I want everything reported. Also, bring me the best jonin to protect Caiome until we find a lead that will take us to Tabai and until we can set up an ambush."

       "Hold on," Caiome said, standing up a little too quickly. But she didn't realize how weak her knees were, and the wounds and blisters on her feet caused her to wobble.

       Ayato reached for her, grabbing her arm and supporting her while his other hand found her waist, wrapping around it. "You shouldn't move," he said.

       "Forget that," Caiome said, looking at him. "What do you mean by having me guarded and putting the Shuumatsuban on me all the time? Don't you think you should focus your forces elsewhere?"

       "I have enough people for what needs to be done," he said. "As for you, we do not know how many people Tabai could send after you at any moment."

       "He won't do it as long as someone is with me, guard or not."

       "And that is precisely why I prefer to leave the Shuumatsuban with you, and you will stay here until everything stabilizes."

       "In the residence?" she asked, clinging to the sleeve of his suit, no longer seeming to care that Koshi was present. "Are you planning to keep me here like you did before? Are we going back to that?"

       "The reasons are, obviously, different," Ayato sighed, running his hand over her back, as if trying to comfort her.

       "Don't you think it's a bit much? If I have Koshi with me... and even the other Shuumatsuban... I can still help with the missions, you know. Tabai has been keeping an eye on me all this time, nothing's changed."

       "I am afraid a lot has changed," said Ayato. "Tabai is angrier now, and not just at you, but at all of us. Maybe he will not resort to tactics like hostage-taking, considering you have already tricked him before, but I do not want to risk him hurting you again like he did last night, no matter how much Arasthea got to treat you."

       "But—"

       Ayato gently pulled her closer and bent down, softly pressing his lips to her hair. He closed his eyes, breathing slowly, and the fresh scent of her hair helped calm his heart a little, even though his words were harsh.

       "I could not bear it if he touched you again in any way," he whispered next to her ear, and Caiome had no choice but to relax into him, while his hand moved across the muscles of her back like a massage, over the fabric of her robe and the bandages wrapping her body.

       "He's mad at you too," Caiome said instead. "What if he wants to hurt you?"

       "I have my experience with assassins," he laughed, then gently pushed her away, making her look at him. Ayato raised his hand, running his fingers over her scratched cheek. "But that will not happen, I promise. This will be a silent war until proven otherwise. And what you need to do now," he said, gently pushing her back onto the bed, "is rest." He knelt before her, taking one of her hands and kissing it lightly. "I might be gone for a day or two, but Koshi will stay with you, along with the other Shuumatsuban. I will have to beg you to listen to me at least this time, all right?"

       But Caiome couldn't say anything as Ayato rose up, releasing her hand. After wishing her a good day and much rest, he left the bedroom. She began to toy with her fingers, trying to find a thread to follow that would lead her to a way out. But the truth was that her only escape route had already closed, because she was still in Ayato's home when she should have been in chains on a ship heading to Natlan.

       "There has to be something I can do," she mumbled to herself in a sigh.

       "Miss?"

       Caiome heard footsteps before seeing Koshi kneel in front of her, looking at her with his deep eyes. He no longer wore his zukin or tenugui to cover himself, considering it had been a long time since Caiome had seen his whole face. Yet, it felt strange to see Koshi exposing himself like this voluntarily. But unlike the serious look he usually had, always ready to carry out orders, this time he looked at her gently, with an understanding akin to that of a friend.

       "I'll have to ask you the same thing Lord Kamisato did," he said. "Perhaps this Ah Tabai won't be reckless enough to want to attack you directly, but the fear is still there. And here, I'm especially talking about Lord Kamisato. Do you think Lord Kamisato didn't notice when you were coming home much later than usual every night? Or the way you could barely look him in the eye? After you would fall asleep, he would come into your room and watch you, inevitably seeing your bandaged wounds. You should've known you couldn't hide anything from him when it comes to you. But he couldn't say anything, so he had to endure it in silence, because he knows you well, too. He knew he couldn't force you to tell him, and if he tried, he feared you would push him away. Lord Kamisato has handled delicate situations like this his whole life. He's patient, but that doesn't mean he wants to be."

       Caiome couldn't react, and even her fingers stopped fiddling with the fabric of her robe. All she could do was listen quietly, her chest tightening.

       "Last night," Koshi said again, "he couldn't find peace. He didn't see you return home, nor did anyone seem to have heard from you. Then Miss Arasthea came to him and asked the same thing — if he had seen you in the past few hours — and something in her tone and body language made him snap. I've been by Lord Kamisato's side, his right-hand man, for over ten years, but I've never seen him so desperate to find you. He gathered the entire organization, without caring about missions, investigations, or everything that the Shuumatsuban base stood for, and did everything for you. I don't need to tell you how much he cares about you, Miss Caiome, because I hope you can see that for yourself. Instead, I'm telling you all these things because I'm asking you not to consider his desire to protect you as unfounded or stupid, or because, as you call him, he's a control freak. He does it out of fear and cares for you."

       Caiome lowered her gaze. Well, she couldn't say Koshi's words were untrue. She wasn't blind, especially when she saw Ayato when he entered her room. It wasn't just the memory of last night's kiss that hit her like a hammer, but all the moments between them since they have met — every minute spent together, every game of shogi, every walk, every word, every touch. It was just... a little hard to believe because she was just herself, and Ayato was much more than she could ever be.

       "As for us, the Shuumatsuban," Koshi continued, letting a small smile on his lips, "we will always be here to protect you, with or without Lord Kamisato's orders. You are our leader, and you're someone we care about too. For us, regarding this situation, our lord's orders are merely suggestions, and I'm sure the guards feel the same way, since we already made up our mind."

       "But all of you are in danger... Isn't it natural that, just as you want to keep me safe, I'd want the same for you?"

       "You know the organization," Koshi said. "You know us. Do you think there's reason for concern?"

       "I can't help it..."

       "That means we're all in the same situation, miss. And Lord Kamisato most of all, so I have to ask you the same thing he did. Stay in the residence for a while. And don't be afraid, Lord Kamisato won't hide anything from you."

 

Notes:

Just a question out of curiosity...

What is your favourite Ayato and Caiome moment until their first kiss?

Chapter 82: Chapter 82 ~ The Gift and the Desire of not Leaving Him

Notes:

So, since a lot had happened lately, this chapter and the next one will be like uhh... break chapters? But I do remember I've warned you that as soon as Caiome and Ayato got together, there will be a lot of fluff stuff between them, so please don't judge me to harsh if you think some things will be boring. As a writer, I need my babies to be happy and have their romantic time together... I'm so hopeless....

And more than that, I very much enjoy writing small stuff between all the characters, as to make their bond more powerful (for the future too). Since Caiome spends time around so many characters, I can't just ignore them, so that's why some stuff might seem boring (especially the next chapter if you ask me), but bear with me, haha.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 82 ~ The Gift and the Desire of not Leaving Him

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       What Koshi said was true. Ayato hadn't returned home that night, staying at the residence in the city, but nothing about Tabai. Caiome expected that. Since Ayato eliminated half of the people he had present when he basically wanted to put her under his own form of a trial, he had to regroup his men... 

        Tabai's mercenaries were like weeds — you could never truly get rid of them. And Caiome knew that Tabai wouldn't have come to Inazuma with all his men from Natlan. Now that things had reached this point, Tabai was forced to gather all his forces, since now he wasn't in war against Caiome alone, but against the entire Shuumatsuban and with everything Ayato has under his sleeve... which was a lot. So Tabai had to be careful and proceed slowly.

       Among Ayato's letters and messages were also small notes about trivial, insignificant things that most would overlook. But for Caiome, it was exactly what she needed — reading his carefully written words about the light snow that afternoon, the sparrows hiding in the pine branches, the calm ocean he could see from his room window, just as Caiome could from hers.

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       Donning her coat and sword, Caiome left her bedroom, heading towards the backyard. But everywhere she turned, she felt eyes boring into the back of her head. It was true that now more members of the Shuumatsuban were tasked with protecting her, but that didn't mean they stayed less than a few meters away, because ninjas were subtle, and they mostly monitored the surroundings, meaning the entire residence, not her per se. The only one a few steps behind her was Koshi.

       "Could you stop hiding like mice?" she mumbled, and from behind a tree trunk, a few heads slowly emerged. Caiome sighed when she saw Mizuki, Kouta, Daisuke, and Chizuru in their failed attempt to spy on her. "Come here," she ordered them, and the four had no choice but to obey.

       With small steps and eyes looking lost, as if they were totally innocent, the four approached her, standing in a line while Caiome tapped her foot on the snow-covered ground.

       "Have you decided to play spies? I know some kids three times smaller than you who are much better at it," she said.

       "We weren't spying," Mizuki quickly said. "We were just... making sure you don't... trip," he mumbled. "It's our duty as the Kamisato estate's guards to ensure no one gets hurt in this perimeter."

       "And I just wanted to catch up to you to ask you something," Chizuru said, raising her chin proudly.

       "Oh? And what's that?"

       "I wanted to ask if... if... you could give me some advices about boys!" she said, a bit too enthusiastically.

       Caiome frowned and quickly glanced at Koshi. Surely he hadn't told anyone about her and Ayato, right? But Koshi gently shook his head, understanding her unspoken question.

       "Fine, I'll play along," she said finally. "If you want advices about boys, why don't you ask Ayaka? Aren't you her friend and personal maid, and surely she could help you out better than I could?"

       "Well, she's..." Chizuru began, fiddling with her fingers. "Lady Ayaka is a bit busy at the moment."

       "You should learn to come up with better excuses if you want someone to believe your lies," Caiome sighed. "All of this has to do with what happened a few days ago, doesn't it?" The four remained silent. "What's with all this excessive concern?"

       "We just want to make sure you're not in danger," Kouta said. "We're all doing this."

       Caiome and Koshi exchanged glances, and on his face was that "I told you so" expression.

       "I appreciate it," Caiome sighed, "but that doesn't mean you should be following me around like hounds on the hunt. And what could you do if any danger arose?" she asked Chizuru. "You'd only make things worse. And to be honest, Ayato's already paying me too much attention, so you'd help me more if you just act normal."

       "But—"

       "And anyway, don't you think it's a bit suspicious to have four people following me all the time? You'd give away your intentions immediately. Koshi here is always with me anyway, when he's not with your lord, so there's nothing suspicious there. As for you four, anyone could tell that your place isn't here, right?"

       All four lowered their heads because Caiome was right. The other guards had already been watching them the entire time they followed Caiome, even though they thought they were hiding well among the garden paths, but it turned out that wasn't the case. It would've been different if they would have walked side by side with Caiome, making everyone else think that they just hang out, but sneaking like that was truly incomprehensible. 

       "How about we meet later for dinner, okay?" she suggested, just to stop seeing their sulking faces. "And I promise I'll be safe until then."

       The four mumbled a "fine," then each went about their business.

       "For gods' sake," Caiome sighed, once again heading down the open corridors surrounding the garden.

       She had to admit that everything felt even more suffocating now than when she had just woken up after seven days because of the sarasthuza, because back then, everyone knew the danger had passed, unlike now, when it had only just begun. All the guards and servants were watching her, Ayaka spent more time with her than with her own interests, which began to affect her activities, and Caiome had to threaten to lock her out of her room. Even the cook and Mrs. Nakamura were more insistent than ever.

       Not to mention Mitsuko, who helped her every morning and evening change her bandages, brought her food to her room, made sure nothing was out of place, and Caiome barely had to ask for anything before Mitsuko had it in hand, smiling.

       Arasthea was the only one who always seemed sulky, still upset that Caiome wanted to leave for Natlan without her. But at the same time, something different was in her behaviour, as she sat late every night in her room, looking out the slightly open window without saying a word.

       The conclusion was that they were all just as exhausting, so Caiome found a place as far away from the household staff as possible, sitting on the high edge of an outer corridor and taking a deep breath of the cold air. She tucked her legs underneath her, then drew her sword from its sheath, resting it on her knees. From the pocket of her coat, she pulled out a cotton cloth soaked in Mizuki's special solution and began to carefully wipe the blade, trying to extend her quiet time.

       Not that she had anything else to do, anyway.

       Only a few minutes passed before Caiome heard footsteps on the floor, and when she lifted her gaze, expecting to see Mitsuko, her hands froze on the sword when she saw Ayato smiling down at her.

       "I am glad I did not find you trying to escape again," he said.

       Caiome started to rise, but Ayato had already sat down beside her, letting his legs dangle over the edge.

       "You didn't tell me you were coming back today," Caiome said.

       "It seems I finished my errands a bit earlier. But I have good news. I think you can resume your role as my bodyguard."

       "Finally," she said. "I thought you had completely forgotten that at one point I did that for you."

       Ayato chuckled lightly. "I must confess, I missed hearing your comments. Koshi," he turned to the Shuumatsuban, "how about you take a break? Caiome will be with me for a while, so you do not need to worry."

       Koshi bowed to both of them. "Of course, milord." Then he disappeared.

       "Anything new?" Caiome asked. "Did the Shuumatsuban find anything?"

       "How impatient you are," he replied. "It was you who said that it would take Tabai at least a few days to stabilize again. It will take a few more days before he can slip into Inazuma's affairs, and with a bit of luck, we will be there to stop him before he can do that. But that is why I am bringing you with me from now on, so you will be the first to know. I am glad at least you did not try to escape during these few days I was not here."

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "Let's just say Koshi gave me a very convincing speech."

       "In that case, I should thank him. Yet, I feel a bit hurt that he managed to convince you instead of me."

       "It seems I've been hurting you more and more lately," she mumbled.

       "Considering you have kept so many things hidden from me..."

       Caiome shot him a sidelong glance, then turned back quietly to clean her sword. Looking at him, she couldn't shake off Koshi's words from her mind. Ayato cared for her... and that was clear with every look he gave her, there was no doubt about it. Or at least that's what Caiome wanted to believe, even though it seemed impossible at the same time.

       She had tried to steal from him, she had hated him with all her heart for trying to separate her from Arasthea. If it hadn't been for the danger of the seal sinking to the ocean, Caiome would have seriously considered doing what she had always done — kill for the seal. But now, looking at him... Caiome felt more than anything a pain in her chest, as if she wanted to reach out for something she couldn't have.

       Only she could, and probably that was what drove her even more insane.

       "I just hope you're not neglecting your own condition for all this," she said.

       "Arasthea already gave me a lecture," he replied, looking at the quiet garden stretching out before him, covered in snow. "And I must say, I am a model patient. I have not missed a single medication, and I have rested enough."

       Caiome didn't seem to believe him, but looking at him... the dark circles under his eyes had disappeared, and his cheeks looked healthier, even with the cold outside reddening them. Even his heartbeat was calmer, more normal.

       "You better if you want me to keep listening to you," she said, wiping the blade of the sword that already seemed too clean to need care.

       What Ayato noticed, however, was that Caiome didn't seem to want to stop. It was as if she had plunged back into her thoughts, biting the inside of her cheek, looking truly focused. Her nose was red from the cold, her lips slightly chapped and bitten, and her eyelashes looked more curved as her hair framed her sharp face.

       Ayato smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, leaning slightly toward her.

       "Caiome," he called her softly.

       "Hm?" she said, lifting her gaze to him.

       But she couldn't say anything when Ayato pressed his lips against hers, kissing her gently. He pulled back slightly, looking into her eyes for a second, amused by her surprised expression, then kissed her again. He cupped her cheek in his gloved hand and kissed her a bit more firmly, intertwining their lips, and despite the winter cold and the snow surrounding them, their touch was warm, and their breaths collided.

       Caiome let out a soft moan into the kiss, her hand resting on his chest, trying to say something, but Ayato wouldn't let her and leaned in a bit closer. He could hear his name trying to be spoken by her lips, but he didn't care about that now. Ayato supported himself with his other hand on the floor, while Caiome had no choice but to lean back slightly, her sword falling to one side next to her leg.

       And later, she began to forget what she was trying to say or do, losing herself in the kiss, gently touching his jaw with her fingertips, as strands of hair tickled the back of her hand. But just when she was about to run her hand through his hair all the way to the back of his neck, Ayato broke the kiss.

       "You really are hurting me more and more lately," he said. "I thought I would get this kind of welcome when I got home."

       Caiome breathed slowly over his lips, looking into his sly eyes... only to realize where they were and what they were doing. "Someone might see us," she said quickly, looking around to ensure no guard or servant would pass by.

       "Let them see us," he said, brushing his lips against hers, more like a touch than a kiss.

       "But..."

       "So you want to say I was right? You really are embarrassed to be with me?" he teased, and Caiome pouted.

       "You're beneath any criticism," she said, and he laughed.

       "In that case, I think I should do better."

       Ayato stood up and extended his hand to her, helping Caiome to her feet. She put the sword back in its sheath, but when she moved to take a step, Ayato grabbed her hand again, this time intertwining his fingers with hers, and Caiome felt her stomach flip. She tried to pull her hand away, but Ayato held on too tightly, starting to pull her after him, not caring if they ran into servants around the next corner.

       But she couldn't escape him, so Caiome had to follow him until they reached her room. However, when they entered, Caiome was more shocked by the number of wrapped boxes flanking the walls than by the fact that Mitsuko was there, waiting for her with a smile.

       "What are these?" Caiome asked as Ayato pulled her inside and closed the door behind her.

       "Gifts," he said.

       "Gifts...?" Caiome repeated.

       Ayato leaned in, whispering to her sweetly. "Happy birthday, Caiome." 

       Caiome blinked several times before turning back to him and seeing his mischievous smile. "I... uh... I... How do you even know this?" was her question.

       "Who do you think you are talking to?" Ayato said. "I am more surprised that you thought I wouldn't know when your birthday was. The files about you, remember?" he reminded her, and Caiome opened her mouth slightly in acknowledgment. "Let us not waste any time, though," Ayato said quickly before she could say anything. "I am very curious about what you think of all this."

       When Ayato had told Koshi that he would stay with Caiome for a while, Caiome didn't expect that their time would mean trying on a huge amount of clothes and parading in front of him to ensure everything fit perfectly. Well, she hadn't tried on everything because there were just too many clothes, from garments to footwear.

       On one side were dresses and long robes, of all colours and designs, more than Caiome had seen in her entire life; on the other side were suits with pants and shirts, t-shirts and jackets, all in dark colours, just like she usually wore. Then came high-heeled boots, flat boots, boots with and without fur, heeled ankle boots, flat ankle boots, ankle boots with and without fur, house slippers and outdoor shoes, leather and moccasins, with and without patterns, with fur and without fur. Lastly, there were coats and a vast... gigantic range of cloaks, in all shades, with and without patterns, with and without fur, with collars or without collars, with hoods or without hoods, and a lot of combinations between those, cloaks for winter, spring and autumn. And among them was a cloak in bright blood red, identical to the one that lord Kentaro destroyed, and they all had pockets.         

       Then came the boxes with accessories: hairpins, necklaces, earrings, bracelets, brooches, and headbands, all with gemstones that sparkled in the daylight.

       "I knew anything you wear would look good on you," Ayato said proudly, looking like a cat satisfied after its meal.

       Caiome felt more exhausted than she had in her entire life. "Ayato..." she said. "Don't you think this is too much?" she mumbled.

       "Too much?" he blinked as if he didn't understand what she was saying.

       "Yes, too much. It's a whole wardrobe here."

       "Well, considering you are going to work for me for several more years from now on, accompanying me to different events and meetings, and that I have already promised to take responsibility for accommodating you as best as I can — including when it comes to clothes — I think I can say I have fulfilled my duty."

       Mitsuko seemed to smile secretly. Those clothes definitely weren't part of Ayato's responsibilities regarding her — a pretext he had just made up.

       "And as I mentioned," he continued, "I have had a lot of free time in the past few weeks while you and Ayaka forced me to do nothing. So I did some shopping."

       "Some? This isn't 'some'; it's an entire store. Not that I don't like it, seriously, those are all amazing and beautiful. But where could I even wear all this? And what about... you know... This must've cost you quite... a fortune..."

       But Ayato just smiled at her as if he hadn't heard anything of what she just said, which irritated Caiome even more. This man was hearing only what he wanted to hear. Eventually, he stood up from the chair and took a box slightly larger than the others, placing it on the table and opening it without saying anything.

       "Mitsuko, can you help Caiome put this on?"

       "What is that?" Caiome asked, trying to sneak a peek, but Ayato just pulled out a smaller wooden box from the larger one, which Mitsuko took behind the screen.

       When Caiome put on the shirt and long skirts, and when Mitsuko draped the robe over her arms and tied it around her waist with a belt, she felt something very familiar about the fabric. It was a warm shade of reddish-orange, with brownish-red details that made her think of autumn and maple leaves. The outfit wasn't heavy in itself, but it didn't seem like something you would wear for a stroll in the city either; it felt more suited for a grand event.

       "You can come out when you are ready," she heard Ayato say from the other side, and Caiome felt a little strange for no reason.

       She put on her slippers while Mitsuko began to gently push her from behind to step out from behind the screen.

       "I can go by myself," she mumbled until she locked eyes with Ayato, who stood with his arms crossed in the middle of the room, studying her from head to toe with a satisfied smile on his lips, looking just as pleased as with the other clothes and even more.

       "Mitsuko, I think we can manage on our own from here," he said, and Mitsuko bowed before leaving the bedroom, making Caiome feel even more awkward, which wasn't like her at all. She didn't blush when it came to such things before.

       Meanwhile, Ayato started to pull out even more things from the box. Curious, Caiome followed him, standing on her tiptoes to look over his shoulder, and Ayato shook his head slightly. He turned to her and opened the box, revealing an impeccable set of hairpins, earrings, and bracelets, all inlaid with blood-red rubies that matched the outfit perfectly.

       Then Caiome recognized the jewellery. The hairpin was the one Ayato had chosen from the jeweller when they went shopping together... and the outfit was made from the fabric Ayato had bought with her staying by his side.

       "These are..."

       "You will have to forgive me," Ayato said, taking the bracelets out of the box and silently placing them over her wrists. "I planned to give these to you to wear at the autumn festival... maybe dance for us... but then the epidemic happened and everything that followed."

      He also took out the necklace and placed it around her neck, then put the earrings in her ears, and Caiome didn't dare say anything, as it seemed Ayato wasn't planning to stop. It was as if he wanted to do everything with his own hands, watching her intently, drinking her in with his gaze, as if he couldn't get enough of her. This made Caiome look at him less, as her knees began to tremble.

       Finally, Ayato took the hairpin and, lifting her hair and styling it with his own hands, pinned it among her silvery strands.

       "It doesn't match at all the winter outside," he whispered beside her, and Caiome felt his breath on her now-bare neck, "but I really wanted to see you wearing this."

       Coming in front of her, he began to study her again and again, before taking her hands in his and raising them toward him, kissing her fingers. He started to move backward, and Caiome followed him until he sat down in a chair.

       "Seriously, what's with you?" Caiome mumbled to herself, but received no answer.

       Instead, Ayato grabbed her waist and pulled her toward him, forcing her to sit on his lap, her hands resting on his shoulders. He drew her closer until the space between them became a full embrace, and Ayato buried himself in her, resting his head on her chest.

       "You are very beautiful, no matter what you wear," he said. "I almost do not want to show you to anyone, keeping you all just for me."

       Caiome felt her heart pounding wildly, and she knew Ayato could hear and feel it too. Then she sighed, knowing there was no escape for her, neither from his arms nor from her own heart and mind. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders, running her fingers through his dishevelled hair that fell over his shoulder.

       It was strange how now that she felt his embrace, she didn't want to leave him anymore.

       "Now you are not as embarrassed with me anymore?" he laughed, and Caiome froze.

       "I never said that," she replied.

       "I hope I have earned back a bit of your trust with all this."

       But Caiome didn't understand what he meant. What trust was there to earn? With what? All these clothes? The gifts for her birthday? A day she had forgotten anyway, since she rarely celebrated it, at least not since Kandra had died.

       "It was a joke, love," Ayato chuckled.

       "I've told you so many times that you have no sense of humour," Caiome mumbled back, without pulling her arms away from him. "And anyway... how could you say that? It should be the other way around, you know?"

       "The other way around?" Ayato said against the skin of her neck, which he wanted so much to kiss, but he had to restrain. At least for now.

       "You're the lord, aren't you?"

       "Lords can have insecurities as well. And flaws."

       Caiome looked at him for a second, into his smiling eyes, before Ayato picked up another narrow, long box from the side table.

       "Another gift?" she asked. "How many more do you plan to pull out of your sleeve?"

       "As many as necessary," he replied, placing the wooden box in her hands. "I will give you anything that you want."

       "You make me feel bad. You're buying me all this, and I've never gotten you anything."

       "I beg to differ. You have given me more than my heart would allow me to admit. But this is a special gift," he gestured toward the box.

       Caiome took her hands from around his shoulders and opened the box, revealing, to her surprise, a writing brush. The handle was made of dark reddish wood, sculpted in the shape of feminine fingers and engraved with characters Caiome recognized as ancient. Around the characters were carved swirling designs like wind... and water... and the bristles were made of soft, slightly yellow sable fur.

       "For your calligraphy," Ayato said. "I thought you should have a brush of your own. But of course, I could not resist leaving a little personal mark on it," he pointed to the characters.

       "You came up with these?" Ayato just nodded. "What do they mean?" she asked.

       "As my heart gets lost in the woods, I saw the mischievous beauty of my youkai," he whispered.

 

Notes:

Only Ayato could buy an entire store for his girlfriend and call it "some shopping". But, in my opinion, it is a thing that he would actually do, since I think of him being a bit spoiled too (he even has a voice line in-game called "spoiled", so what do you expect of me?). Also, he's a lord, he can do whatever he wants and he was already mad in-love with her by the time he became ill, so be gentle with him.

Chapter 83: Chapter 83 ~ The Happy Birthday and the Figure in the Moon

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Chapter 83 ~ The Happy Birthday and the Figure in the Moon

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       Ayato didn't let Caiome slip from his embrace for more than ten minutes, until Caiome put her plan into action: she called out to Mitsuko, who was standing on the other side of the door. When Ayato loosened his grip, surprised by her voice, Caiome quickly leapt off his lap and onto her feet.

       With Mitsuko in the room, Ayato couldn't even touch Caiome anymore, as she suddenly became very interested in all the clothes and where they were going to be stored. She was talking to Mitsuko, completely ignoring him, even though he wanted to be part of the conversation as well. In the end, he resigned himself to sitting in the same chair, watching the two women intently organizing everything, as if he wanted to remember every detail.

       You never know when he might need to rummage through her clothes, right?

       Eventually, Mitsuko helped Caiome change back into her usual clothes, and then Ayato mentioned that they had some business in the city and should head there immediately.

       About time, Caiome thought, following him to the telepoint. It was strange how she hadn't heard anything about Tabai until now. And if Ayato was calling her to the city, it meant something important was going on.

       They teleported to the city's downtown, and Ayato led Caiome to the teahouse where she knew they met important people or were on missions. So something had definitely happened, and her hands already started to shake, clenching into fists. As predictable as Tabai was to her, she still had no idea what his next move would be or where he might direct his forces.

       Despite this, Ayato gave her a smile when he placed his hand on the door handle and opened it, and what should have been a gloomy atmosphere, surrounded by the Shuumatsuban, turned into something that left Caiome equally cold.

       Caiome heard nothing but the chorus of "Happy Birthday" from everyone present: Ayaka and Thoma, dressed in fancier clothes than usual, Chizuru holding a pie, Uta and Himawari carrying ribbon-wrapped boxes, and Mizuki, Kouta, and Daisuke. Somehow even Mitsuko had been brought there, probably by Thoma, using the telepoint. Everyone had smiles on their faces, and a sweet, warm scent filled the air despite the cold outside. All that was missing were fireworks, and the teahouse would have turned into a little festival.

       Ayaka was the first to approach her, grabbing her hands and pulling her into the middle of the group.

       "You have no idea how nervous we were while preparing all of this," she said, placing Caiome in front of the bar, which was covered with colourful gift bags, appetizers, cakes, teas, and drinks. "We hoped my brother would keep you occupied enough that our absence wouldn't raise suspicions."

       Caiome blinked in confusion, then realized what was going on. "Oh," she said, looking at Ayato, who smiled like a guilty man caught in the act.

       Now it made sense why he had made her try on all those clothes and why Mizuki and the rest had pestered her that morning — so Caiome would send them back to their duties without suspecting that they weren't around.

       "The thing we were most afraid of was someone giving it away," Thoma said. "We've been planning this for a while, and Kouta seemed like he couldn't hold back."

       "Ugh, don't blame me," Kouta said, his face turning slightly red. "I'm no good at keeping secrets, everyone knows that."

       "I told you not to say anything to him," Daisuke chimed in.

       "Hey!" Kouta responded. "You didn't plan to leave me out, did you?"

       "I mean," Daisuke replied, "we had a choice between giving ourselves away or not having you here. What would you have chosen in our place?"

       "Could you please not argue here?" Mizuki said. "This is supposed to be a happy occasion."

       "Earlier, you were the one complaining that the appetizers weren't arranged properly," Uta shot back.

       "Or that there weren't enough cakes," Himawari mumbled.

       "And all of this in front of Lady Ayaka," Uta sighed, shaking her head. "You're hopeless, brother."

       Mizuki grabbed Uta's cheeks, making her mumble and try to hit him. "Who do you think you're talking to? You should say thank you that Lady Ayaka and Lord Kamisato even let you be here, don't you think?"

       "But I already said thank you," Uta tried to reply, and a few giggles were heard around the teahouse.

       "Why don't we save this for later?" Ayaka suggested. "We have gifts for Caiome too, remember? Come, I want you to open mine first."

       Caiome nodded slightly, and Ayaka handed her a wooden box inlaid with symbols. Inside was a book that, though it looked old, had an impressive cover with vibrant drawings, perfectly bound. From the way it looked, it seemed very valuable and important.

       "It's one of my favourite books," Ayaka said. "Also, one of the first I have ever read. Don't worry, it has a romantic story, but it's not the main focus. I've often thought about how interesting it would be to discuss it with you since there are some topics in it that might seem familiar to you."

       "I see," Caiome said, closing the wooden box and setting it aside.

       "I got you something more practical," Thoma said, handing her a bag. "It's a leg belt, for daggers or ninjaken, made of horsehide, very tough."

       Caiome simply accepted it. Then came the other gifts. Chizuru had made her a necklace from natural sea glass, pieces in different colours that shimmered like jewels. Mizuki, Kouta, and Daisuke gave her a brand-new sword guard, made by the best blacksmith in Inazuma. Uta had tried to embroider a scarf, which, though a bit crooked, Caiome accepted. Himawari had attempted to crochet a handkerchief. She didn't do a great job, but she was just a child, and Mrs. Nakamura didn't seem like a very patient woman to teach a child how to crochet.

       Ayato had already given her his birthday present and now stood quietly in the back, letting the others surround Caiome with gifts from all sides.

       Then the drinks and food were served, and Thoma suggested a game... something about mixing different types of food into a pot over the fire. The result was supposed to be something mysterious. It was apparently his favourite game, but Caiome could tell that everyone else was on the verge of passing out if they had to eat any more from that pot.

       Then Uta and Himawari announced that they had prepared a little dance show, and everyone was seated on cushions to watch the performance.

       Caiome tried to pay attention... she really did. But every time she became aware of what was happening in front of her, she felt her stomach twist, and something didn't feel right. It was as if a wave of anxiety washed over her, and it wouldn't let go. She barely managed to clap when the girls finished their dance, and then they were joined by Ayaka, who showed them a few moves with her fan. The girls were so thrilled that their faces lit up with enormous smiles.

       "You have to keep your back straight," Ayaka said. "Look, even Thoma can do it. He used to accompany me at my dancing classes, so he learned a few things," she laughed. 

       "My lady, I don't think you should tell everyone that," Thoma cried.

       "But you have such a nice posture; you could be an excellent dancer."

       "Show us!" Uta jumped in, and Himawari, standing beside her, looked just as excited, even if her smile was a bit smaller. Thoma had no choice.

       Kouta, Daisuke, and Mizuki joined a bit later because they started making jokes at Thoma's expense, and Chizuru began criticizing their tense arms and, alongside Ayaka, started teaching them how to move.

       "You shouldn't be so hard on them, Chizuru," Ayato said from somewhere near Caiome. "They are not used to such activities."

       Ayaka giggled next to the two little girls who were trying to mimic her stance and move their legs. "I can't say you were a better dancer a few years ago, brother."

       Ayato laughed lightly, embarrassed. "I cannot say I am even now."

        "Can we see?" Uta jumped in again, as if her sole purpose was to get everyone to dance.

       And just like Thoma, Ayato couldn't refuse the gaze of the two girls. He tried to dance for about two or three minutes until he noticed a dark movement near the slightly open window. Apologizing to the girls, he stepped out through the back door into the darkness of the winter night, which had already engulfed everyone. Koshi stood at the corner of the entrance, his dark uniform blending into the shadows.

       "What have you found out?" Ayato asked.

       "A small ship docked this afternoon north of Yashiori Island, near the old ruins," Koshi replied. "A fisherman saw it there when returning from Watatsumi Island with a shipment. He didn't see anyone on board, but the sails were common, and the area is frequently visited this time of year for shell gathering carried in by the currents."

       "Well, that is precisely the suspicious part," Ayato said. "A ship that blends in too well, following the rules precisley. Have you located the ship?"

       Koshi nodded. "We tracked it to the south of the island, and from there, it headed to Tsurumi Island with the evening tide."

       "A shell ship heading to Tsurumi at night?" Ayato mumbled. "Well, it's not entirely unheard of, given the recent expeditions to Tsurumi Island, but it should have had a crew of adventurers and guards, who usually remain on board at all times, especially because of the winter fog. Check if the ship reached the island or changed course during the navigation. If Tabai is bringing reinforcements from Natlan, we need to know the exact number of people he plans to deploy. As for other activities in Inazuma?"

       "No changes," Koshi shook his head, deepening Ayato's thoughts.

       Well, there were several possibilities for why Tabai wasn't yet integrating into Inazuma's social activities: either he didn't have many people, his plans were failing, or he was intentionally delaying to create a sense of anxiety in his enemies. In which case, Ayato smiled to himself, it wouldn't work, because his patience was from another world entirely. As long as Caiome remained safe, Ayato could fight this war for years.

       "I understand," Ayato said. "Keep your eyes open. By the way, don't you want to come inside? Caiome would be thrilled to see you at her birthday party, especially since you helped keep her in the mansion this morning while Ayaka and the others made preparations."

       "I appreciate it, my lord," Koshi said, bowing his head. "But I'm fine watching from afar. I'll see Miss Caiome tomorrow morning anyway and ask for her forgiveness while wishing her my personal congratulations."

       "Are you sure? It is quite fun inside."

       "I'm sure, thank you for the invitation. I'll remain close, just in case there's anything to report."

       Ayato only sighed. "Sometimes, when I look at you, I understand what Caiome means when she looks at me. But I won't insist further if that is what you want."

       Koshi just bowed, and Ayato turned back inside the teahouse, leaving Koshi alone in the night, hiding among the shadows of the city and the nearby alleys.

       The cold struck his half-covered face, gently moving his slightly long hair tied in a thick, wavy ponytail, brushing against his cheekbones. Somewhere nearby were a few more Shuumatsuban members who were supposed to stay close to Miss Caiome at all costs, and Koshi was among them, vigilant of everything around.

       While scanning the dark areas, Koshi heard a faint but definite sound, and his senses sharpened as he turned and looked to his right at a tall, twisted black tree, without leaves, leaving behind only a gnarled skeleton.

       On its highest branch sat a figure that seemed to glow but kept the light to itself. It was of a frosty white, swaying in the clarity of the full moon that peeked through the snowy clouds. Her hair flowed long over her bare shoulders, and the bracelets on her ankles tinkled when touched by the wind.

       Koshi stood still for several long seconds, gazing at the pale face of the nature spirit, who seemed to be trying to merge with the tree's trunk and the earth below, her expression so peaceful, as if she were ready to embrace death, which refused to come. And it was precisely this expression that made him not to move.

       Eventually, Arasthea seemed to sense his gaze on her, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye. She leaned back, resting against the tree trunk, letting one leg dangle over the branch. Her white dress fell with it, floating in the cold breeze from the sea, reflecting the moonlight.

       "How long do you plan on staring at me?" she asked in a tone as monotonous as the overcast sky. "It's very rude."

       Koshi remained silent for long seconds without moving, and Arasthea felt like she was speaking to a statue, neither smooth nor of a pleasant colour. 

      "I think it's even more impolite for you to be here, miss," Koshi said. "Why aren't you inside? As far as I know, you haven't seen Miss Caiome at all today. Don't you plan to wish her a happy birthday?"

       Arasthea merely laughed, and her laugh was as cold as the snow under Koshi's feet and the icy surroundings he felt. "From what I see, you're out here as well, instead of being inside at the party."

       "That's because I have duties to fulfil for Miss Caiome's safety. I can't leave my post just for some well-wishes that I plan to give tomorrow, along with a gift. I'm sure Miss Caiome will understand."

       "Understand?" Arasthea rolled her eyes, turning to look at the dark sky and the moon, which was about to hide behind the falling snowflakes. It was as if the sky wouldn't stop crying frozen tears, and Arasthea welcomed the cold touch with joy, though no smile could be seen on her marble-like face. "Let's be honest. No matter how much you all claim to be her friends, none of you truly knows Caiome. Sometimes, not even I do. Today is an exception where I can see just how foolish all of you are."

       "I should warn you that you're talking about Lady Ayaka and Lord Kamisato as well, miss," Koshi said. "I ask that you speak respectfully in my presence about them both, especially considering the kindness they have shown you, taking you into their home and offering everything you've asked for."

       "Hmph," Arasthea huffed. "Do you think I'm scared that Lord Kamisato might throw me out of his mansion? Let's say he can. Let's see what Caiome will do then. Will she stay in the comfort of that massive estate or come with me, the one she can't part with because of her obsession? She sold her freedom for me, just as I gave up mine for her. Do you think your little parties can compare to that?"

        "No one ever asked Miss Caiome to part ways with you," he said this time, starting to speak without any formalities, as if deciding it wasn't even worth trying anymore. "The scenario of Lord Kamisato throwing you out of the residence was entirely your idea. I never mentioned anything like that. So, I'm not the one making stupid assumptions."

       Arasthea shot him a glare, but Koshi showed no sign of being impressed by the spirit with her cold stare, who clearly didn't like him at all. "You're just as annoying as any other human, Shuumatsuban or not, that I've ever met. You live for just a few decades at most and think you're very smart."

       "And sometimes spirits live for so long they develop an arrogance that's just as irritating," Koshi sighed, turning his back to her, ready to leave.

       "Birthday congratulations?" Arasthea laughed, halting Koshi's steps. "Do you know what happens when you approach a stray dog with too much affection all of a sudden? You just scare it, and it runs away."

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       When Ayato returned to the teahouse, the first thing he noticed among the chaotic dances was Caiome's absence. When he got up from beside her, he left her on one of the soft pillows that kept her warm. He had only been outside for a couple of minutes, chatting with Uta and Himawari as they learned a few basic dance moves, but when he came back, she was gone, and no one seemed to have noticed.

       He slipped through the group of improvised dancers, looking left and right, but in the end, he had to head upstairs. Caiome wasn't in any of the rooms, and Ayato started to shake. It wasn't possible that no one had noticed if she had been kidnapped, but if Caiome had wandered off alone through the teahouse and was ambushed...

       Ayato shook his head slightly. He needed to keep his thoughts in order because that scenario was impossible. The Shuumatsuban were everywhere, and Koshi had just been there. And yet...

       Ayato stopped in the middle of the hallway, looking toward the window at the end of it. Though it was closed, it wasn't locked, as his staff usually did when it started to get dark to avoid any unpleasant situations. Heading toward it, Ayato opened the window, but there was nothing visible in the distance.

       He followed the stairs again and barely managed to get onto the snow-covered roof when he saw Caiome sitting at the top, near the edge. She was crouched, with her knees pulled to her chest, wrapped tightly in her dark coat, staring out toward the ocean in the distance, where waves crashed against the rocks. The moon was just a faint light in the dark sky, reflecting off the snow.

       Ayato took just one step in her direction, and Caiome flinched, turning halfway toward him. Ayato stopped, surprised by her reaction, but assumed it was normal, given that she was alone in the dark and being watched and followed by someone like Tabai.

       "I take your presence here as you hating the party?" he laughed nervously, continuing to walk toward her when Caiome relaxed.

       "What?" she mumbled, then realized what he had said. "No, no," she quickly responded, and Ayato sat next to her on the cold wooden roof. "It's not that."

       Ayato tilted his head to the side, and Caiome suddenly felt pathetic. No matter how much she denied it, Ayato didn't seem to believe her, which made her sigh in defeat.

       "You do look rather sad," he said.

       Since the moment Caiome walked through the teahouse door, she hadn't managed to force even the smallest smile. She couldn't even whisper a simple "thank you" when others wished her happy birthday and gave her gifts, then tried to pull her into the middle of the dances and activities. She had stayed quite in a corner, as if she wanted to merge with the shadows, as she was used to, and run away from all of them, including him.

       "Maybe in the end, it wasn't such a good idea to go through with all these surprises," he continued. "I must admit, a surprise party doesn't seem like your thing, but I got carried away by hope. I thought I could make you like it if I gathered the people you feel closest to. And after Ayaka heard my idea, she was even more excited than I was."

       "I told you already, it's not about that," Caiome repeated in a sigh.

       "Then what is it about?"

       Caiome sank deeper into her coat, pulling the collar over her mouth and nose, as if she could cover her entire presence. But the look she gave Ayato revealed everything that needed to be shown. She turned her gaze away from him toward the ocean, or searching for the moon, which was starting to hide more frequently behind the clouds.

       "I just needed a bit of fresh air," she said. "Things feel a bit too... sudden."

       "Sudden?" he asked, confused.

       "Maybe you don't feel it, but I do," she said a little louder, as if declaring it to the night. "And it's not about Tabai, but... everything else."

       Ayato wasn't so ignorant that he couldn't understand what Caiome was referring to and what was making her withdraw from everyone so much. He had to admit, he hadn't considered what might be going through her mind if he opened up to her so much and the hesitation she might feel in response.

       And at the same time... he couldn't help himself. 

       Leaning toward her, he cupped her cheek in his palm, pulling her closer and kissing her on the other cheek.

       "Is this what you mean?" he smiled, speaking over her skin.

       Caiome froze with her hands raised toward him, her breath stopping in her chest from the sudden closeness. "Maybe," she bit the inside of her cheek.

       Ayato sighed deeply, letting his forehead rest on her shoulder. "How can you say my affection is overwhelming when I'm giving it to you? You should have seen me fighting against it until now, for weeks and weeks. My heart broke every time I looked at you and couldn't even touch you."

       "Did that really stop you?" Caiome mumbled, grabbing his wrist in her own hand.

        She felt Ayato smiling against her shoulder, then raising his eyes, looking up at her. "Compared to the things I wanted to do then and still want to do, this is in no way overwhelming."

       Caiome puffed, grabbing one of his cheeks and starting to squeeze and pull, causing Ayato to back away a little from her. "And that's exactly why you make me have these kind of thoughts."

       Ayato chuckled softly, leaning toward her again, but this time without any intention of kissing her, instead pulling her into his arms. "But I suppose it is my fault, indeed. I guess I have just gotten way too excited lately. Should I stop getting so close to you?"

       "I didn't... say that..."

       "Then what should I do?"

       "Ugh," she groaned. "It's not about anything you or the others are doing — surprise party, gifts, or... kisses and hugs. It's just that before I came here and met you all, these things weren't normal for me. It's been so long since I celebrated my birthday that I completely forgot about it until you gave me the whole wardrobe like it was nothing. Especially since I'm not used to receiving things just like that — things I usually stole or, I don't know. And I definitely didn't spend my birthday with anyone. Even when Kandra was alive, all we did special was eat a cake. I'm not looking for your pity," she shook her head. "I'm just not used to it, that's all, so I need a little time to take it all in. And is the same in your case... You are... kind of new to me too in some ways."

       "I understand," he said, resting his forehead against hers. "Then should I give you more so you can get used to it faster?" he laughed.

       "You're hopeless sometimes, you know that, right?"

       "Mhm, you tell me almost every day," he whispered, taking her hand in his and placing it on his chest where his heart was pounding hard. "But what could a hopeless man like me do when it comes to you? I simply cannot help myself."

       Was this man really so blind to everything happening around him? Did Ayato not realize what he was doing and, more importantly, with whom? It wasn't as if Caiome felt any less... By all the gods, it had already been too long since, just like Ayato had been struggling with his affection for her, she had been struggling for a long time... with something more than affection. And every time she looked at him, heard him speak, or touched him... she felt everything crashing down upon her.

       But there was a difference between dreaming and wanting something, and... what Ayato was doing. The two of them, as individual beings, were not the same, and Caiome didn't understand why Ayato acted as if they were. That made things worse because his behaviour was starting to give her hope, encouraging her to ask more of him. Which, to be honest, shouldn't have happened, but she couldn't help herself either.

       She leaned in as well, kissing him briefly on the cheek.

       "Thank you... for the party. And for the huge amount of boxes in my room."

       Ayato gave her a short smile, taking her hand from his chest and kissing her cold fingers.

       He couldn't blame Caiome. Nor did he need to ask why she felt that way, because he could guess it on his own, and as usual, his assumptions were correct. Caiome had been alone for most of her life, always a troubling child when Kandra was alive. And after that... she had made it her mission to keep Arasthea safe, to eradicate the sarasta flowers from Teyvat, and to achieve her sweet revenge against the nobles. Among all of that, the battles with Tabai, and everything else she had been through... when would she have had the chance to feel the things Ayato wanted her to feel?

       So, he wasn't rushing things with her, even though Caiome wasn't pushing him away either. Sometimes, Ayato felt it was quite the opposite, even though so far, he had been the only one to kiss her on the lips. But he couldn't help himself. He have been dreaming at this for too long to hold himself back when the urge to kiss her kicked.

       "It was my pleasure," he said. "Something you will need to get used to soon enough as well."

 

Chapter 84: Chapter 84 ~ The Cake and the Investment

Notes:

Alright, so... apparently the "break chapters" took me longer than I expected so I have now like four instead of two, haha. I wrote them fairly quickly, so I'm posting now another two chapters of fluff stuff because... you know. In my defence, I have warned you it's gonna be like this, so don't come after me, he he. We have plenty of time to get to more serious things, trust me.

Also, I just realized... Since English it's not my first language, I totally forgot that people might read Caiome's name in different styles. So for anyone curious, her name reads exactly how it's written, or, if it helps you guys more, it's pronounced exactly like in the Japanese "Kayome", hence the word games that everyone plays with her name in the story.

Chapter Text

Chapter 84 ~ The Cake and the Investment

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       Arasthea slipped in through the window, stepping lightly on the bedroom floor.  She closed the window, placed a small box on the table in the bedroom, then approached the bed, sitting on its edge.

       Caiome was deeply asleep, seemingly smiling as if she were having a pleasant dream. Arasthea reached out, running her hand through Caiome's loose hair, her touch so light it was as if it wasn't there at all. Looking at her, it felt like Arasthea was gazing at the same child she had always known. Caiome hadn't changed at all, even after Kandra's death, except that her focus had shifted to other things.

       And those things had brought her here, into the middle of this conflict, not for herself, but for Arasthea. It was strange how Caiome never wanted to part from Arasthea, clinging to her like a child does to a parent or an older sibling.

       Arasthea sighed softly. "Happy birthday, child," she whispered, then slipped back out through the same window.

       When Caiome woke up the next morning — far too early for her liking — she saw the box on the table. She knew very well she hadn't left it there herself, and gods help Ayato if he were the one behind this gift as well...

       But when she opened it, Caiome knew it wasn't from Ayato. Inside was a slice of cake with whipped cream, made from a thin pistachio-flavoured layer with a creamy filling. It was sprinkled with nuts and had a sweet yet tangy aroma.

       Caiome stared at the cake slice for several long seconds before setting it back on the table as she'd found it.

       She dressed in day clothes, grabbed her coat and sword, then headed out to the garden, where only Ayato was waiting for her beside Hakumai and Seishin, who were already saddled up for departure. However, there were no guards in sight and no extra horses prepared, as was usually the case whenever Ayato left the house for a more formal meeting.

       "Where is everyone?" Caiome asked, yawning.

       Dawn had barely broken, and Ayato had insisted on bringing her out that morning. It was cold, and Caiome's cheeks had already turned red from the chill, no matter how much she tried to cover herself.

       "I am sorry to disappoint you," Ayato said with a grin, swinging Hakumai's reins over his head, "but this morning there is just you and me. Or are you already tired of seeing me every day? Should I take a vacation?"

       Caiome waved her hand, still yawning, and walked past him to pat Seishin's muzzle. She pulled a chopped carrot from her pocket, which the stallion immediately ate, crunching away.

       "We'll see how much you'll keep joking when you're stuck in the city for days or weeks on end," she mumbled, blinking, trying to wake up.

       Even though she was wearing a coat, the cold made her shiver since she had come straight from the warmth of the mansion into the snow-covered yard.

      Caiome patted Hakumai's neck as well, giving him some pieces of carrot since he was watching Seishin and was quite spoiled himself. She was just about to pull a few more from her pocket when Ayato's arms wrapped around her from behind, drawing her into an embrace along with his light-blue cloak that matched the morning sky.

      Ayato pressed himself closer against  her, resting his cheek on her head. Hidden by the horses' bodies, no one could see them.

      "Good morning, Ayato," he said in a slightly mocking tone. "How did you sleep last night, Ayato? Did you miss me, Ayato? And I would've replied with, of course."

       Caiome rolled her eyes, biting halfway through a piece of carrot. "Did you get lonely waking up by yourself?" she said. "Or can't you have breakfast without me anymore?"

       Ayato seemed to smile, then leaned down until the piece of carrot she held between her fingers touched his lips grabbing them with his teeth. Caiome frowned slightly at him and his mischievous look, knowing very well she wouldn't escape his embrace until she gave him what he wanted.

      She raised herself slightly on her tiptoes and leaned back, catching the piece of carrot with her teeth as well. Her lips brushed faintly over his, which, unlike hers, were warmer. It wasn't even a kiss, as she was focused on breaking off the piece of carrot, chewing it as quickly as possible.

       Ayato leaned in again, giving her a brief kiss, then smiled. "There's my breakfast."

       Finally, he let her go, and although she shivered slightly from the lack of warmth, Caiome was more accustomed to the temperature by that point. Ayato mounted Hakumai while she got on Seishin, and they settled side by side.

       "And the reason we are going just the two of us this early is because I thought we needed a ride together."

       "That's a first," Caiome said, urging Seishin toward the back exit where the gate was already open. "We've never ridden together, just the two of us."

       Ayato, however, merely smiled. They rode at a slow pace, not in any rush, circling around each other on their way to the city. They avoided the villages again, so as not to draw attention, but once they entered the city's side streets, which weren't exactly empty, they began to attract some glances.

       The last time people had seen Caiome riding a horse, she was seated with Ayato on Hakumai at Chisato and Kamaji's wedding. Not that she thought of that too often... of course not...

       When Caiome heard that Ayato had a meeting with the three families managing agriculture for the Yashiro Commission, she thought it was an important meeting that he would typically hold in the Great Hall at the residence. But when she saw Lords Mazuhiko, Murakami, and Ogawa carrying massive files, she realized it would have been a long and difficult journey for them without a Vision. It was easier for Ayato to come into the city via teleportation — him choosing to ride here was just one of his whims.

       And Caiome knew it was going to be a long... very long meeting, discussing the amount of crops to be planted next spring, the timing for planting rice, wheat, and barley, tea plants, vegetables, and something about fruit trees and their maintenance for the year.

       Her salvation came in a few trips outside the building to meet with Koshi, although he had nothing new to report. Caiome could only be thankful that the Shuumatsuban members who usually followed her were keeping their distance, or even staying away entirely, since she was with Ayato.

       "By the way, miss," Koshi said, handing her a small box from where a sweet smell came. "I apologize for not wishing you a happy birthday sooner. It's not the most inspired gift, but I thought it might suit you. Especially since it's rarely found around here."

       Caiome seemed to sigh, having had a conversation about this with Ayato less than twenty-four hours ago, and here was Koshi, offering her a gift and well wishes. And his gaze was so fixed on her, she knew there was no way to refuse.

       "You're all far too insistent," she mumbled, opening the box.

       She blinked a few times at the contents of the box, then burst into laughter, making Koshi blink fast in surprise; he hadn't expected that reaction from her. Caiome needed a few good seconds to stop laughing as she looked at the piece of cake inside the box, identical to the one Arasthea had left on her bedroom table that morning.

       That cake was a specialty from Liyue, something she, Arasthea, and Kandra would eat only on birthdays. Caiome was surprised that Arasthea had found it around here, but it was chaotic to her that Koshi had brought the exact same kind of cake. Of course, only Arasthea understood the cake's real meaning, but Caiome couldn't deny that she found it adorable the way Koshi looked at her, puzzled by her laughter.

       "It's fine," Caiome said. "I love this cake and haven't had the chance to eat it for years." She hesitated before mumbling softly, "Thanks..."

       "The pleasure is mine," Koshi replied, and Caiome returned to Lord Ogawa's office, where Ayato's meeting was taking place, quietly sitting down beside him with the cake box in her hands.

       Everyone saw her smile but didn't say anything. Instead, Ayato, who recognized the box and knew its origin, seemed to smile back at her. Then they continued the meeting, with Ayato leaving with as many documents as the three lords had brought.

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       As soon as they got home, Ayato went to his office to set down the papers and... do whatever he had to do, as usual. Caiome promised him she'd come by to supervise him once she finished something first. She then called both Koshi and Arasthea to her room.

       The two exchanged long looks before Arasthea scoffed arrogantly, turning her gaze away from him. Caiome sighed. Over time, Ayato and Arasthea had started to get along better, likely because of all the time spent together while Ayato was bedridden. But Koshi and Arasthea were exactly the same. If anything, their tension seemed to have increased.

       "Sit down," Caiome requested, and they both complied.

       "Why am I here with him?" Arasthea asked bluntly. "Doesn't he have anything else to do besides hovering around you like a little puppy?"

       "Puppy or not," Koshi replied, "it's my job to be at Miss Caiome's service whenever she needs me."

        "And who's by Lord Kamisato's side, then?" Arasthea mumbled in return. "And is that really necessary when she only has to call my name through the seal, and I'll come here literally instantly, whether I want to or not?" She directed her question to Caiome this time.

       "With all due respect, Miss Arasthea," Koshi said with something that didn't seem respectful at all, "you aren't part of the organization. The organization's affairs are for the organization."

       "Caiome is part of the organization," Arasthea retorted. "And I practically come as a package deal with her. Besides, I was here when your organization was born, and I contributed a lot to its development... on the medical side, at least. So don't you dare tell me I can't stick my nose in. And anyway, Tabai is after all of you, including Caiome, so, you know, I kind of have to be here and know what you're up to, right?"

       "You'll be kept in the loop only if necessary," Koshi replied with an unusual calm. "Don't confuse your curiosity about us with the sense of duty you claim to feel."

       "You..." Arasthea mumbled, and Caiome cleared her throat.

        "Now that you've aired your grievances with each other," she said, "how about we get to something a bit more serious?"

        Caiome took out the two boxes of cakes from under the table, opening both, seeing on both of their faces that they recognized their gifts. But when they looked inside and saw something so identical, Koshi and Arasthea looked suddenly at each other, then back at the boxes of cake.

        "Since you were both kind enough to give me the same thing," Caiome said, closing the box Koshi had given her and placing it back under the table, "how about we enjoy it together?"

       "Why would I do that?" Arasthea asked. "It's cake; eat it by yourself if you want. I'm not in the mood, and I'd definitely rather not eat the same thing he bought for you. It gives me shivers just thinking about it."

       "I appreciate the offer, Miss," Koshi said as if he hadn't heard Arasthea's words, "but I don't think it's necessary for me to eat it."

       Caiome, however, nearly stabbed them both with the teaspoons. "Think of it differently. You'd be doing me a favour if you ate with me. This kind of cake is never enjoyed alone, is it, Arasthea?"

       Arasthea only pouted and rolled her eyes. Finally, she grabbed the spoon and was the first to taste the cake, while Caiome continued holding out the spoon to Koshi. Forced by his superior's persistence, Koshi had no choice but to take the spoon and also take a piece of cake, all three sitting in complete silence. Only Caiome smiled, but with a smile that suggested she was up to something, a fact neither Koshi nor Arasthea liked.

       Ten minutes later, after Arasthea quickly ate everything just to leave, Caiome received a letter stating that Asahi Shinichiri wanted to visit her that evening to discuss the expedition to Tsurumi Island. There was just one problem... Caiome hadn't had the chance to talk to Ayato about it as she had promised Shinichiri, given that Ayato had been unwell.

       So Caiome slipped into Ayato's office, where he had just opened another file, dipping his brush into the wakan. She closed the door, placing her hands behind her, leaning against it, pressing her lips together.

       Ayato didn't look at her, though a small smile played on his lips, waiting. "Well?" he finally said as his eyes moved over the file's contents. "Is there something I can help you with?"

       Caiome pushed herself away from the door, bouncing slightly as she walked toward him, then sat beside him, resting her arms on the desk next to the file. 

       "I have a favour to ask," she said sweetly, fidgeting with her fingers.

       "Oh?" Ayato said. "And what would that be?"

       Caiome placed her chin in her hand, swaying back and forth. "Do you remember when Asahi Shinichiri came to you with a proposal for an expedition... twice?"

       "I remember," he replied, with a deliberately calm tone meant to keep Caiome a bit on edge, prolonging the wait.

       "I promised him I'd talk to you and get your approval. I thought I might be able to sweeten you up a bit, just a bit, since now you're better and not so mad at everyone and everything."

        "Ugh..." Ayato replied, feeling a bit wounded in the personal pride of the perfect persona he'd spent years cultivating. "I was not exactly mad..."

       "Sure," Caiome replied. "Anyway," she leaned in closer, stretching her arms forward, looking up at him from below. Eventually, Ayato looked back at her. "What if you had another chat with him and, you know, sat down for a longer discussion over some tea?"

       Ayato chuckled softly, an elegant, deep laugh that made Caiome scrunch her toes and lean even closer toward him.

       "Why don't we do this instead?" he said, setting down his brush. Caiome straightened up slightly when she noticed the gleam in his eyes. "You came to me asking for this because you trust Mr. Shinichiri's proposal, right?"

       "Well... Tsurumi Island was one of the options Arasthea and I considered when we were searching for the sarasta flower, so, you know, I had to do my homework about it. The fog limits visibility, but Shinichiri is right — the soil does look promising. I'm not entirely certain," she shrugged, "but I'd say such soil should be examined with expertise before any conclusions are drawn. So if he doesn't get a chance to do so, how will we ever know?"

       "That means there is a risk," Ayato said, half-turning to her, looking somewhat like a teacher instructing his student, which didn't sit too well with Caiome. But Ayato had a point. "If we finance an expedition all the way to Tsurumi Island, which is very expensive, we take on the risk that it could yield a greater return or that we could lose the investment altogether. But in this case, I wouldn't need to invest a thing, not under my name, at least. How about you take it on instead?"

       Caiome blinked, puzzled. "What do you mean?"

       "You are the one who trusts Mr. Shinichiri; you have seen the island's soil first-hand, and you have a good intuition about the whole thing. So, I will leave it up to you to make the investment and approve the expedition on behalf of the Commission."

       This time, Caiome frowned, blinking. "Do you even know what you're saying right now?" She stood up on her knees, putting a hand to his forehead. "You don't seem feverish. Did you hit your head?"

       "I do not understand why you are so surprised," he mumbled. "You have acted on behalf of the Commission before."

       "Yeah, but only for simpler matters like looking pretty at a party or disciplining some rats in the streets. And the epidemic was something else altogether; I didn't handle that in the name of the Commission. This is an investment, you know... legal matters and all that."

       "I am aware," he chuckled.

       "And?"

       "Caiome, what have I told you so many times?" he said softly, slipping his hand beneath her fingers, lifting it toward his face.

       "That I'm a genius?" she joked, half-serious.

       "Let's not overdo it," Ayato replied immediately. "You have an eye for certain things when it comes to their market value — textiles, jewellery, and gemstones especially, or anything you have taken the time to study. That said, you might also have an eye for the materials used to create them, something that existed before the finished product. And since you wouldn't have come to me if you did not agree with Mr. Shinichiri... I trust you with this."

       "But... this is an investment. Like... You know I've only ever played around with other things, right? You even said there's a pretty big risk. I'm not about to spend money—"

       "Here is what you still don't know," Ayato laughed as he kissed her fingers briefly, placing her hand gently on his knee without letting go. "When to take risks and when not to when it comes to investments. I guess you will just have to trust your instincts."

        "The fact that you're not telling me if my instincts are good or bad isn't making this any easier," Caiome rolled her eyes, though Ayato only smiled. He certainly wasn't going to give her a clear answer. "Seriously," she pleaded a few seconds later, "just do your usual thing, and don't make me handle something like this."

       A brief silence followed, with Ayato simply gazing at her, his sharp eyes searching her pleading gaze. Perhaps his attempt to nudge her toward the spotlight wasn't such a great idea. Caiome had no problem handling those criminals she humiliated publicly in the Commission's name, but dealing with... investments and projects doesn't seem to be her style.

       He sighed softly, running his thumb along the back of her hand. Just because they were... well, there was no real label for what they were, since they'd never formally discussed it. Just because they were what they were didn't mean Caiome had to become like him and shoulder all his interests. She knew and understood his work, and she was beside him at every step; that was all Ayato needed. Perhaps he only wanted her to shine in everyone's eyes as she did in his.

       But now that he thought about it, a toxic feeling of jealousy urged him to hide her from everyone else, so he alone could admire her.

       "Alright," he finally said. "But remember, this project will expand based on your advice and your decision and I will remember that. I will simply follow your orders."

       Caiome let out a little squeal, hugging him quickly but tightly. She kissed him swiftly on the cheek, then dashed out of the office, all smiles.

       Ayato rested his elbow on the desk and placed his chin in his hand, gazing dreamily at the still-open door, as if he could still hear her laughter, a small smile tugging at his lips. By all the gods, he had no desire to continue working on his documents. It felt surreal how this woman had just wrapped him around her finger... and Ayato didn't even mind.

        Mitsuko was slightly taken aback to see the door opened when she entered with a tea tray, glancing back down the hallway occasionally, nearly knocked over by Caiome as she hurried down the corridor.

       Miss Caiome seems quite cheerful today, Mitsuko gestured, setting the tray on a side table.

       But Ayato wasn't looking at her; he continued to stare at the now-closed door of his office, as if Caiome might return at any moment.

       My lord? Mitsuko asked, seating herself in front of him.

       Ayato startled slightly and cleared his throat, quickly returning to the files in front of him. "I apologize, Mitsuko. What were you saying?"

       Mitsuko chuckled softly. In over thirty years of working in the Kamisato household, she had never seen Lord Kamisato so lost in thought, wearing a smile, as though he were in a trance.

       I merely said you seem very lively today, my lord, Mitsuko said. Should I assume it's because of Miss Caiome?

       Because Mitsuko couldn't resist teasing him when the opportunity arose, especially when her lord blushed like a child.

       "Miss Caiome just paid me a visit, that is all."

       Of course, my lord.

 

Chapter 85: Chapter 85 ~ The Handmuffs and the Young Maid

Notes:

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Chapter 85 ~ The Handmuffs and the Young Maid

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       Caiome sent a letter to Shinichiri that day, informing him that Lord Kamisato would see him that very evening, and the next day, two ships set sail for Tsurumi Island to begin testing the soil for ceramic production.

       As for Tabai... his activities seemed to cease abruptly after a ship had set off south, only to vanish as if swallowed by fog or sea. 

       This only made Caiome more anxious each time she accompanied Ayato into the city for his small meetings or to oversee certain projects. At first, she had refused to let him leave the house, worried that his condition would worsen again. But, with Arasthea's approval, and with a lot of prescriptions and medications, Caiome decided that a few outings might actually do Ayato good — a change of environment, fresh air, and the sights around them.

       But that didn't mean that, walking alongside him and knowing Koshi was somewhere nearby, Caiome didn't become increasingly alert to every sound, every movement, every scent she caught. It was as though her nerves were stretched to their limits, driving her a bit mad, as she disliked being in such an unpredictable situation. Everyone around them seemed suspicious now. It wasn't as if she couldn't distinguish between a native of Inazuma and one of Tabai's people; she had spent enough time around both types to avoid being fooled... and yet...

       "Caiome?"

       Caiome startled slightly at Ayato's voice beside her. She turned toward him, her eyes having a dark hue of red, which made him move closer to her, their arms brushing through the thick fabric of their winter cloaks. It had snowed the night before, and the snow still covered the city paths, with greyish clouds in the sky hinting that it would snow again later that day.

       "Are you all right?" he asked, looking down at her.

       "Yes, I'm fine," she laughed, waving her hand. "Just lost in thought, that's all."

        Ayato was about to say something when a female voice stopped him, and they both looked ahead to see a young girl, clearly the daughter of a noble, bowing deeply with a wide smile on her face.

       "Lord Kamisato, what a pleasure to meet you here," the girl said, hiding her hands better within her white fur muffs.

       Ayato displayed his polite smile, turning halfway toward her. "A pleasure as well, Lady Hana. Are you out enjoying a walk?"

        "Of course," she said. "It's a lovely day for a winter stroll, and I wanted some fresh air." She turned toward Caiome without bowing, which was normal. But something in her gaze made Caiome frown in return. "Good day, Miss Caiome."

       "Hi," Caiome spat back.

       Even though the girl smiled, it was clear from her tone and expression that she had less-than-friendly intentions. She then began speaking to Ayato as though Caiome wasn't standing just inches from him, forcing him to respond politely to her every phrase until he could excuse himself by claiming duties to attend to — even though it wasn't quite true. The girl's eyes lit up at hearing such noble words from someone as powerful as Ayato, and she bid them a good day before departing.

        "You know, it's always amusing to see you trying so hard to be refined around someone when you'd really rather not be," Caiome laughed as they continued along the main paths.

        "Lady Hana is a good girl, though not equally a good company," Ayato mumbled, half to himself. "She is a bit... insistent."

       "Oh, come on, I'm sure you've encountered much worse women," Caiome said, waving her hand dismissively.

        "That is true," he shrugged. "Like you, for example."

        "Hey!" Caiome said, and Ayato chuckled softly. "How do you even know her that well, anyway? That girl acted like she's known you her whole life, not like she only sees you once in a while."

       "When she and Ayaka were little, they used to play together. She liked convincing Ayaka to follow me everywhere."

        "Ah," Caiome replied. "So I take it you two were never close?"

        Ayato moved closer, brushing his shoulder against hers, leaving her no personal space. "Why are you curious about whether or not we were ever close?" he asked.

       "Don't flatter yourself, Your Highness, and don't make assumptions. Jealousy is certainly not in my nature."

        "I never said anything about jealousy," Ayato smiled back, and Caiome raised an eyebrow.

       But just as she was about to respond, another feminine voice approached them. As with Hana earlier, a woman slightly older than Caiome greeted them both, adopting the same behaviour as Hana. And again, Ayato had to respond politely.

        They walked for a few more minutes before yet another lady approached — this time perhaps ten years younger than Ayato, clearly a young girl trying to act like a lady.

       Then another... and another... and another... until it felt like they would never stop.

       "How is it that before, no one approached you, and now they're all popping out of nowhere, like the earth are spatting them out?" Caiome asked, frustrated.

       "That is not... a very nice comparison..." Ayato replied. "Have you considered that maybe it is because of you?"

        "Me?" Caiome asked, both stopping on a narrow side path leading to teahouses and winter market stalls. "But what did I do? I've just been standing here."

       "Exactly that may be the issue."

       "So now just because the daughters of noble families see me on the street, I'm considered a problem? Where were they when I was fighting the illness that struck down their younger siblings? Back then, they practically worshiped me, and now I'm a problem?"

       Ayato chuckled, leaning slightly over her. "That is because back then, no one was focused on the trivial, day-to-day things. Now that the epidemic has passed, they are able to return to their old habits and view the world as they did before."

       "You'd think they'd have learned something by now," Caiome scoffed. "And what do their habits have to do with me?"

       Ayato leaned a little closer, making Caiome lean slightly back, holding his gaze in his purple-silver irises. "The fact that you do not understand what you represent to them either makes you more adorable or easier to tease, I haven't decided yet."

       Caiome reached out her hand, grabbing his nose and pushing his head slightly back. "You seem to think I'm both," she said, pulling her hand back. "You were supposed to take a walk to relax and rest, given how much you insist on getting back to work later, not spend your free time teasing me."

       "You know this is my favourite daily activity."

       "Your favourite activity should be resting, not pushing my buttons with things only you know and refuse to tell me. Didn't we agree not to keep anything hidden from each other? Hm? And the fact that you're doing it on purpose—"

        "Excuse me..."

        "Now what?" Caiome said, turning sharply to face yet another female voice, only to find herself looking directly at Kobayashi Yuriko.

        Both women froze, blinking at each other, surprised by the other's presence and reaction. Behind Yuriko stood her personal maid, a girl no older than Caiome, looking proud and arrogant at the same time for being there.

       "Oh, it's you," Caiome said.

       "Good day to you too, Miss Caiome," Yuriko greeted her before turning toward Ayato and bowing as all the other girls had done, allowing her golden locks to frame her rosy cheeks, which the collar of her blue winter cloak couldn't quite cover. "Good day, Lord Kamisato."

        "Good day, Lady Yuriko," he replied. "What a coincidence to meet you here. I do not often hear of you visiting the city."

        "I just came to place an important order for my father," she said. "I could've done it by letter, but I wanted to seize the chance to get some fresh air — just as I imagine everyone else I've seen on the streets this morning has done. It's a bit livelier than a typical winter day."

        "Of course," Ayato replied, just as politely. "The winter games are fast approaching, and soon after that, the New Year festival."

        "I can say I'm eagerly anticipating the festival for the New Year. I'm sure the Yashiro Commission will do as wonderful a job as always, and the ceremony will be breathtaking, as usual."

        "We do our best," Ayato responded. "My sister is heavily involved in the event, so I encourage you to look forward to it with confidence."

        "Of course, my lord," Yuriko replied.

        Caiome rolled her eyes. She was already used to these kinds of conversations between Ayato and, well, just about anyone else, but at the same time, it was exhaustingly dull.

         "Miss Caiome," Yuriko said, turning to her with an extraordinarily gentle gaze in her dark eyes. "Allow me to compliment your cloak." Caiome frowned, glancing briefly at her own plain black cloak, with none of the elaborate accessories or jewels that adorned Yuriko's. "I hope the cloak you wore at the banquet wasn't too badly damaged. That shade of red looked extraordinary on you. I apologize for bringing up such an unfortunate and unseemly event in your presence," she added, addressing Ayato, "but I couldn't hold back then."

       "Hold back then?" Ayato asked, looking more at Caiome.

       "Uh... yes, Yuriko here actually confronted Kentaro at one point, while he was still screaming at me," Caiome explained.

       "I apologize to you as well, Miss Caiome. I don't belong to the Yashiro Commission or the Kamisato clan, nor am I even close in any way, but I couldn't stand by and not get involved."

       Now that it came up... Caiome thought to herself. She'd heard that the day after the incident, by nightfall, something had happened to the Kentaro family — something no one had yet uncovered. Unless it was... 

       Caiome turned to Ayato, giving him a knowing smile.

       "Well, he got what he deserved, didn't he?" she said, raising an eyebrow.

       "You mentioned you were here to place an order?" Ayato said quickly. "Then it is quite possible we are heading in the same direction, Lady Yuriko. How about we escort you to the order placement area? It is on our way, anyway."

       Yuriko accepted his invitation politely, and she and Ayato began walking ahead, while Caiome was forced to stay a few steps back with Yuriko's personal maid... who hadn't spoken a word to her, casting the same unfriendly look that all the other noble ladies had given her until now, though it was worth mentioning that Yuriko herself hadn't.

       Ayato and Yuriko hadn't turned around to look at her even once, and, oddly enough, it seemed this "escort" to the ordering area was starting to drag on, given how many times they stopped at various stalls, talking and sharing ideas or opinions... a little too many opinions for Caiome's taste. At one point, Caiome mumbled under her breath, especially since, as a bodyguard, she couldn't get much closer to Ayato than this.

       "What are you babbling about over there?" the maid eventually asked. "You shouldn't be impatient but simply follow your lord attentively."

       Caiome blinked. "Huh?" she replied, caught off guard more by this girl's sudden, unsolicited advice than anything else.

        "You seem very eager to leave. A good attendant is refined and maintains a pleasant image that reflects what their master represents. Don't you think you should do the same for Lord Kamisato?"

        Caiome blinked a few times, then tilted her head as if she couldn't make sense of a single thing this girl was saying.

        Before she could respond, Yuriko called the maid over, handing her the cloak and the muffed gloves.

        "Here, help me and hold this while I pack up Lady Yuriko's cloak," said the maid, holding out Yuriko's muff gloves to Caiome.

        Instead, Caiome let them drop at her feet on the snow-covered pathway, wetting the fur immediately. The maid looked down at the gloves, and Caiome looked at the maid, her arms crossed over her chest.

        "What are you doing?" the maid said, picking up the gloves. "How can you just let the lady's gloves fall like that without even trying to catch them?"

        "For your information," Caiome said, "I'm not her servant, nor yours. I'm not anyone's servant. I'm just Ayato's bodyguard, so don't make me do your work for someone I don't even know. Now, if you're done glaring at me, could you get on with your own job and leave mine alone?"

        "Himari," Yuriko's gentle voice called, making both girls turn to her.

        Alongside Yuriko, Ayato turned toward them, looking at Caiome. They'd clearly both overheard the fight about a pair of gloves. Caiome huffed, turning away from Ayato, who didn't look at her disapprovingly, but wasn't smiling either. She stepped closer to him and took her place behind him, as a good bodyguard would, standing by her lord, and certainly not holding anyone's cloak or gloves.

       "But, my lady, I was only trying to—"

        "You're a bit too temperamental today," Yuriko sighed. "Even if your intentions are good, you shouldn't offer my things, or yours, to others and expect them to do what's not required of them."

        "But... Of course, my lady," said Himari obediently.

        "Let's go; we still have much to do today."

         Then Yuriko bid farewell to both Ayato and Caiomem wishing them a pleasent day. As did Himari, though she certainly didn't stop glaring. Yet after their departure, Caiome felt Ayato's gaze digging into the back of her neck.

        "What?" she said. "I was polite enough with the nobles, just like you always tell me to be. It was that girl that was awfully ignorant. Why should I do what she says, anyway? Not even saying please..."

        Ayato stepped closer, slipping his hand from beneath his cloak. He took one of her hands, kissing her slander fingers. Compared to his lips, her fingers were cold, as Caiome had refused to bring her gloves from home, insisting she wouldn't feel the chill... only to end up trying to hide her hands under her cloak.

       "But I did not say anything," he said.

        Caiome quickly glanced left and right, but the street was empty. "You were looking at me as if you wanted to say something," she mumbled back.

       Ayato dropped her hand, intertwining his fingers with hers as they walked side by side. Caiome glanced around them once more to make sure no one noticed, yet everyone's eyes were elsewhere, entirely missing the lord holding his bodyguard's hand, hidden beneath cloaks of such contrasting shades — she in a deep black, he in a blinding white, like the snow they tread upon.

       "On the contrary, love," he said quietly. "You did well. It is not your duty to handle anyone else's belongings if they are not your master's. If you have a position in the society, you should defend it, no matter what that is."

       Caiome tightened her fingers around his slightly, walking slowly toward the food stalls from where a divine aroma drifted... and where there were many people who would surely notice them, just as all the noble girls had done so far.

       "You seemed rather upset for someone agreeing with me," she said.

       "I was upset because I did not expect it to come to this point so soon."

       "So soon? Soon before what?" she frowned. "Or so soon after what?"

       "Just a little game the clans like to play every time I am involved," he smiled, seeming genuinely amused, as if mocking the nobles who couldn't even touch him.

        "You mean pouncing on you whenever they get the chance?"

        Ayato leaned down, tucking a silvery strand of hair behind her ear. Caiome flinched, pulling back slightly, but the grip of their interlaced fingers drew her back.

       "This will be a problem," Ayato said. "I do not think I will ever get tired of you and your reactions to these little ladies hovering around me."

       "As if!" Caiome scoffed. "And don't you think this is a bit too out in the open?" she asked, raising their hands. "If these girls are drawn to you because they see me so close to you, it's not entirely my fault. You don't keep much distance, either."

       "Who says I want to stop them?" he laughed.

       "So, you want to be approached by pretty girls every five minutes," Caiome concluded.

        "The fact that they approach me every five minutes just proves I am making them envious and jealous," he smiled, somehow innocently, though his words were anything but that.

        "Why would you want to make them jealous?" Caiome frowned at him.

        "Because you are here next to me, and they are not," came his answer. Ayato pulled Caiome gently back, stopping her in the middle of the alley before they re-entered the main street, where everyone could see them. He turned to her, bringing his chest to her shoulder, then leaned down until his lips were at her ear, warm breath mingling with her hair. "After all," he continued, "I do not think they were the ones I kissed this morning before we left, were they?"

      Caiome clenched her teeth, feeling her cheeks flush, because Ayato's kiss that morning had been a bit... different from the ones he usually gave her. It had been a bit more insistent, and his hands hadn't left the back of her neck; his fingertips had woven through her hair, pulling her closer, as if he didn't want to let her go. That was, until Mitsuko had knocked on Ayato's door, and Caiome had sprung back as if burned. Ayato hadn't seemed bothered by the fact that Mitsuko might see them... or the fact that she had laughed at the sight of their slightly swollen lips after the kiss.

       Caiome pulled her hand from his — more like yanked it — and started walking ahead of him through the market stalls. She heard Ayato's laughter clearly behind her, then he followed her with an amused smile.

 

Notes:

Alright, so from the next chapter we will get into serious business (which are also accompanied by fluff stuff... Am I the problem? I've dreamed too much about cute things between them? Should I stop?). Probably the reason I had to write so many cute moments between them so close to one another is because I had these scenes in my head for so long and I have no other place to incorporate them later in the story (I have never considered not writing them and I still won't consider not writing them) since, honestly, it's still a mess in my head.

Chapter 86: Chapter 86 ~ The Duty and the Three Crimes

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       Ayato didn't expect a visit from the clan leaders responsible for basic materials, such as wood, coal, stone, and so on. The epidemic that struck more than six weeks ago had caused all industries to halt productivity. For some, it was like a sea breeze passing over the treetops. But for others, like the large industries that needed constant attention...

        Ayato also did not expect that, after all the efforts he had put in during the immediate weeks following the epidemic, losing sleep and energy that brought him to the brink of a heart attack, these would prove to be in vain and lead to this point.

       The workforce had dwindled due to the older men who died from the sarasthuza, which meant that production decreased daily. Moreover, raw materials were no longer purchased in large quantities because the epidemic had also impacted small businesses, which had to halt all activities, including international agreements, losing opportunities and money.

       Ayato sighed to himself as he looked at the immense amount of problems now piling up on his desk, signalling long and arduous work ahead. Even though the clan leaders were doing all they could, major decisions ultimately had to be made by Ayato, who had far more strings to pull.

       If this happened after just two weeks when the economy was at a standstill because of sarasthuza... what would have happened if Caiome had not been there to help? Many more people would have died, many more children, and after that... Inazuma would have fallen into total chaos, unable to function properly anymore.

       He knew that everything had passed, but he still couldn't help but worry.

       "I know you have been doing this all your life," Caiome started at one point, sitting down in front of the long table and crossing her arms over it, "all that concerns the Commission and these... business activities. But it's still strange not to see you dealing only with politics."

       "Well, politics is economy, and the economy comes from the population's activity. If that stops, it is inevitable that the economy will suffer in the long term. We were bound to get here sooner or later."

       Caiome didn't seem happy, despite the small smile on her lips. And Ayato noticed this. He had long known that he could no longer deceive Caiome with just a smile, as he often did with his other subordinates or the civilians he met on the streets with whom he interacted occasionally.

       "You shouldn't worry so much," he sighed, opening one of the files.

       "Should I remind you what brought you to this state?" she mumbled.

       "That is because I did not have a prescription until now," he said. "Arasthea is still very keen on ensuring I take my medication."

       "Because she's right," Caiome huffed. "Even you can't be so stubborn as not to listen to her. Anyway, I don't think you're doing this for yourself."

       That was true. At first, Ayato had refused any form of medical care ever since Arasthea discovered his heart's blood vessel problems and the stress and pressure that were rising. However, he had to consider that the more he refused to get better, the more the Commission would suffer, and he couldn't let that happen.

       "I told you to worry about yourself, not others," Caiome said, her gaze piercing him as if reading his mind. Or perhaps she already knew him well enough to understand Ayato wouldn't listen for his own sake.

       "Can you blame me?" he asked, slightly amused. "It's not like you are any different."

       "Precisely for that reason—" she started, but the words caught in her throat.

       "If you cannot follow your own advice, how can you expect others to?" he said.

        Caiome let out a long sigh. He was right, but everything was still different. No matter how she tried to convince herself they were on equal footing, Caiome knew there was still an enormous gap between her and Ayato.

       She shook her head. "Is there anything I can help you with?" she asked instead, glancing at all those files.

       Sure, she had sorted papers, organized them, read them, given her opinion, and formulated ideas. But now it wasn't about opinions or new ideas; it was about re-establishing the foundation, something Caiome didn't know well, given that she hadn't been particularly interested in business and industries. So...

       "No, I don't think so," Ayato replied. "All of this runs deep into many branches. That is why they came to me, so I can restore everything across the sub-industries. It will take some time; I can't lie. Stone affects construction and sculpture; wood affects paper, coal, and arts alongside the other two; then there is metal and mining..."

       Ayato could already see the hours slipping by him, while Caiome... Caiome knew nothing of these things. And it wasn't the time to ask to be taught. Maybe if she had known everything beforehand, if she were a bit more educated, like the noble girls who approached Ayato the other day, perhaps if she were a bit more like Yuriko...

        Caiome flinched, making Ayato look up at her just as he dipped his brush in ink to start his work.

       "Is something wrong?" he asked, observing the strange expression on her face. There was something unfamiliar there, something he had never seen before and couldn't label.

        But Caiome knew exactly what it was, because she wasn't so foolish as to deny it. She was envious of those girls, or rather, she felt inferior in this situation, and the fault wasn't destiny's, but her own.

       "No," she said quickly, which made it even stranger. "Just... you know, since I'm waiting for the whole business with Tabai and not doing much, I'd like to help you somehow."

       Ayato couldn't suppress a laugh when he looked at her and the way her cheeks puffed up like those of an arrogant child facing obstacles. His eyes softened and darkened at the same time, and her presence became somehow irritating, although, for Ayato, it was just another reason to smile.

       He reached for one of her hands, raising it slowly and kissing her fingers... once, then a second time, with slow, gentle touches as his lips curved in a smile, finding satisfaction in those small kisses.

       "But you do help me," he whispered over her skin. "Just being here with me, where I can see you, is enough. Even if you are just watching me, even if you don't do even that, even if I can't hear your voice, you help me more than you can imagine." He chuckled lightly, running a finger over her hand. "I apologize, that must have sounded very selfish of me."

       Selfish? she wondered, feeling her heart ache when she looked into his playful eyes. Selfish was the fact that Caiome wanted to take all those files and throw them away, then hold him so tightly that he couldn't breathe and lock him in a cage where no one could reach him or disturb him again. How could someone with his ideals, ambition, sacrifice, and heart for others, stand before everyone and say those words?

       "Boy, you have no idea what you're doing to me right now," she sighed, squeezing his hand lightly and then pulling away before her chest gave out entirely. "Let's do it this way. I'll stay here just to make sure you don't overdo it with all this," she gestured toward the files, "and with the small things I can do, alright?"

       Ayato barely heard a word of what she said in the second half, but he nodded lightly.

       He didn't know if the hours passed faster or more easily, but they did pass. Because despite being used to it over the years, his back hurt terribly, as did his knees, and Caiome took her role seriously. She nagged him to eat exactly when she told him to and wouldn't give up until Ayato complied. She brought him snacks and plenty of water, stoked the fire in the small fireplace, draped blankets over his shoulders, made him do light stretching exercises, and more...

        Ayato could hardly work in peace, but when he mentioned it to Caiome, asking her to take it easier, she looked at him as if she could confiscate all the files, which would mean a fight he didn't want.

       "It's ten o'clock in the evening," she suddenly said, putting her hand in front of him and covering the papers Ayato was reading.

       Ayato sighed lightly, frowning at her. "Don't you think you should let me finish all my work first? You have been bossing me around all day."

       "Because if I hadn't, you'd be in an even worse state than you are now," she defended herself.

       "I am in a bad state because you haven't given me a moment's peace all day."

       "I'm just doing my job," she shrugged.

       "As a babysitter?" he joked.

       "Very funny," Caiome mumbled. "As a... you know," she gestured toward him.

       Ayato grinned, leaning slightly toward her over the table. "It is quite possible I do not know." 

       Caiome huffed, sending a few strands of hair flying, then got up from the floor and sat next to Ayato. She nudged him with her hip to get to the files on the table that now needed to be organized and shelved. At least that she could do, even if it would take a while to arrange them properly.

       "How about you go to bed while I sort these?"

       "I can put them away myself," Ayato said. "If you'd just let me—"

       "Tomorrow is a new day as well," she interrupted him. "Anyway, you have to get up early, and you need at least seven or eight hours of sleep. And you need to have your evening tea, in case you forgot. I already told Mitsuko to prepare it for you, so it's waiting for you in the bedroom," she pushed him slightly away to make him leave.

       "I will do that after I am done here. I don't want to leave you and—"

       "I didn't ask for any help," she said, arranging the papers and slapping Ayato's hand as he reached for the files. "You did your part; now it's my turn."

       Ayato rubbed his gloved hand. Caiome really had no idea how strong she could be sometimes. Yet, looking at her so serious, he couldn't help but wonder...

       Even though she had been quite energetic during the day, dragging him along and making him do things, talking during meals as she usually did, telling him stories from her travels searching for the sarasta flowers, something was always there, just as it had been for the past few days, something Caiome refused to speak about. But that didn't mean Ayato didn't notice her distant gaze or the way she teased her fingers. These small gestures seemed endless.

       Ayato raised his hand, tucking a few strands behind her ear, and Caiome glanced at him from the corner of her eye. He rested his chin in his palm, watching her with a serious expression, different from the smile he usually wore when looking at her and admiring her, running his fingers through her hair.

       "What?" she asked.

       "Are you all right?" he questioned, making Caiome blink in surprise.

       "What are you talking about?" she laughed nervously, closing one of the files and setting it aside, reaching for the next.

        "Caiome..." he said with a hint of admonishment, and she got the message.

        It seemed she could lie when it came to stories, manipulate situations, but when it came to her own thoughts and feelings, she couldn't lie. At least, not in front of Ayato, who, whenever he looked at her, gave her the impression he knew even her deepest thoughts. It was terrifying, really. She didn't know if what he did was good or bad.

        "I think I know what it is about," he said, moving closer and touching her shoulder with his chest, leaning into her.

        He reached out for her hand, intertwining his fingers with hers, kissing her gently. He wrapped his other arm around her, touching her everywhere, as if he couldn't help it, as if he were irresistibly drawn to her. And it wasn't untrue.

        "Tell me," Caiome said. "It seems you enjoy playing the guessing game."

        "Well," he said, "there is only one thing that could make you this gloomy."

       Of course he knows, Caiome thought, gently pulling her hand away and resuming her work.

       "I know I said Tabai wouldn't act immediately, but this waiting is starting to drain me," she said. "I'm not used to it, or to patience. I've always been on the run, something was always happening, and now, just waiting... It feels unreal, like a bad joke is being prepared, or something worse than we can imagine might happen. You probably don't think that way, I can see it on your face. You're used to this patience. Some missions in your organization take years; you've faced nobles and the Fatui for longer than that. At times like this, I wish I were more like you."

       Ayato was silent for a few moments before leaning more towards her, resting his forehead against her temple. Caiome sighed, letting the files rest on the table, still holding them between her fingers. He cupped her waist, his thumb starting to gently massage her, soothing her.

       "You should think of it differently," he said. "The longer the wait, the better we can prepare for what is to come, don't you think? It makes us more vigilant."

         "It makes me anxious," she replied. "I hate this feeling."

        "You are safe with me," Ayato whispered.

        "It's not about that," she sighed. "I was never safe when it came to Tabai, and I'm not afraid of that; otherwise, I wouldn't have tried to go back to Natlan with him."

        Ayato placed his hand on her cheek, turning her gaze to meet his. Her eyes were wide, glistening softly, both from the cold night setting outside and the heavy thoughts weighing on her. He smiled gently, studying her face, because despite seeing her every day, despite spending the entire day with her, he never gets tired of looking at her.

        "I am here with you," he said quietly, as softly as the fire flickering in the small fireplace. "No matter what happens, whatever war we face with him, I am here with you, and we will get through it together, all right? You have been alone for far too long, enough to make you want to run away from me, thinking you need to end this on your own, but I am not going to let you be alone ever again. You have to trust me when I tell you that everything will be fine and that Tabai will not hurt anyone—not me, not you, and not those you care about."

        There was something in his words and the tone of his voice that made Caiome's chest and stomach tighten. There was something in his gaze that imprinted itself in the back of her mind as well, so that when she closed her eyes, all she saw was him, as if Ayato had become an part of her entire being. She looked for him in crowds and in the dark, just as a moth is drawn to the light, irresistibly, with a deep need.

        And she began to feel her heartbeat slowly calming and her thoughts dissipating like fog on a sunny day.

       Leaning gently towards him, Caiome kissed him, and his lips, as soft as they were, were equally warm, and, oh, she knew in her head she would never get tired of this, of the way her stomach flipped and the warmth he exuded when he ran his fingers through her hair, touching her cheeks, kissing her in return.

        She wanted this every day, every minute and second if the gods had mercy enough to halt the time.

       Breaking the kiss softly, she wrapped her arms around his waist, burying herself in his chest. His heartbeat was slow but strong, a calm and comforting rhythm.

        Ayato was right, she wasn't alone anymore. She had Mizuki and Koshi, Ayaka and Thoma, the organization, Arasthea still, and she had him. Maybe she didn't need to think about everything alone anymore, but at the same time, she couldn't let them be in danger either. So when the time came, Caiome knew what she had to do.

       "Thank you," she whispered, and Ayato smiled next to her cheek, seeking her gaze.

       "Don't say that in that tone," he requested. "I already have heart problems; surely you do not want to stop it altogether."

       Caiome pushed away from him, turning back to the files on the table, which was not the reaction Ayato hoped for, making him sulk.

       "Then go lie down before you drop dead, how about that?"

       And Ayato did just that, lying on the floor, wrapping not only his arms around her waist but also resting his head on her lap, hiding his face against her abdomen.

       "That's not what I meant when I told you to lie down," she said, holding the files above his head as if she were going to hit him with them.

       "But that is what you said," he replied.

       "You'll get cold here, and you're still wearing your day clothes. And the floor is hard."

       "I am quite alright," he said shortly. "I will get up when you are done."

       "If you stay like this on me, I'll never finish, given that I need to put these on the shelves."

       "Then leave them on the desk."

       "Ayato..."

       But Ayato only buried himself more into her, and Caiome sighed, knowing full well she couldn't win with him. And she couldn't help herself, letting her fingers run through his hair, stroking him gently, and Ayato mumbled contentedly, making her roll her eyes.

       "I didn't think you were so affectionate, asking for cuddles and strokes like a puppy."

       Ayato lifted his leg a few inches before lowering it again, hiding his face even more into her, but Caiome could see the pink flush on his cheeks.

       "Dare to blush?" she teased him. "With the words you said earlier, I wouldn't have thought you'd be so easily flustered."

       "It's just warm in here," he said after a short silence.

       "Yeah, yeah," she laughed. 

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       Things began to decline when, after Ayato and Caiome left a meeting Ayato had in the city, Koshi appeared before them without being specifically summoned. Caiome knew something had happened from the look in Koshi's eyes as he watched them, indicating they should head quickly to the stone and iron quarry.

      So, Ayato and Caiome mounted their horses and raced to the quarry, where they were greeted not only by a massive crowd of workers speaking loudly and jostling each other to see what was happening at the mine entrance, but also by the Tenryou Commission, with Kujou Sara speaking to the other soldiers.

       Ayato and Caiome exchanged a quick glance, then dismounted, and the crowd began to make way, bowing briefly in front of them, catching Kujou Sara's attention. She issued a few quick orders and approached the two, during which time Caiome managed to take in her surroundings.

      Soldiers guarded the entrance, civilians were kept several meters back to prevent them from getting too close, and there were whispers among the authorities' personnel.

       "Lord Kamisato, Miss Caiome," Sara greeted them both with a brief military bow.

      "What's happening here?" Ayato asked, as serious and frowning as Caiome was.

       Sara took a deep breath, exhaling slowly, uncertain where to begin. "I think it's best if I let you see for yourselves," she gestured for them to follow her, all three heading into the underground quarry, passing by more soldiers and personnel. "I didn't know where to find you, so I sent a message to your estate, but I'm glad you came quickly," Sara said. "One of your workers, the one who arrived here first to light the torches in the quarry, found this and immediately alerted the authorities."

       Caiome frowned, wondering what Sara was talking about, but only a few more steps were needed to reach the scene around which even more soldiers stood... and she looked up.

       "Oh, gods..." she mumbled.

       Hanging from the ceiling of the chamber, tied by their feet and swaying upside down, three middle-aged men were dead, their throats slashed, dripping blood... blood that formed a trembling circle on the dusty cave floor.

       "The witness was able to identify them as men who had been hired not long ago; they were still considered novices in the field."

       "How new, exactly?" Ayato asked.

       "Since this year, at the start of spring," Sara replied.

       Caiome looked sharply at her, realizing, just as Ayato did, what this was about and who the culprit might be. Caiome had started working for Ayato at the beginning of spring, and of course, Tabai knew this. It seemed the waiting she complained about a few days ago came sooner than expected. Caiome knew Tabai was violent, but she thought he would be more cautious, considering this silent war between them needed to be discreet to avoid being hunted not only by the Shuumatsuban but by the entire Tenryou Commission.

       "What have you found out?" Ayato asked as he began to circle the scene.

      "Not much yet," Sara said. "I didn't want to disturb the crime scene until you saw it for yourself and gave approval to proceed, considering these were employees of the Yashiro Commission."

        Ayato nodded briefly, looking at the three men, eyes rolled back and throats mutilated. It seemed this was Tabai's strategy: to distract them with such murders while infiltrating the areas they might overlook. A crime like this would draw more public attention than secret political manoeuvres, and the populace could be easily influenced.

        The question was... why here, and why in this way?

       Something Caiome began to discover as she walked past them, striding deeper into the tunnel and gripping the hilt of her sword. The air grew colder, narrower, harder to bear. She heard Ayato's footsteps behind her, but her attention was fixed on the darkness laying ahead.

        "What is it?" he asked, and Caiome inhaled deeply.

        "There's something in the air," she said. "Something that shouldn't be here."

        "Do you think you know what it is?"

        Caiome shook her head slightly. "I can find out, but I don't think this is something for the Tenryou Commission to handle." She looked back, seeing only the two of them there, with Sara giving orders to the other soldiers. "We can't let them find out about Tabai, and since this involves the stone and iron quarry, you'll need to handle the repercussions. The epidemic has already delayed production, and this investigation will delay it even more... Too many things are piling up around this place."

       "The workers are already restless, urging each other to leave. I cannot blame them. Soon all of Inazuma will know about this. A murder is not entirely uncommon, but this..." He glanced behind him. "This looks more like a ritual."

       "The smell here is like the one from their bodies," she said. "Whatever is inside has to do with these three corpses. But if this is something Tabai orchestrated to distract us..." She turned to Ayato. "You should handle what happens among the nobles. I'll take care of this, but we can't let the authorities get too involved. Sara is smart; she'll know that this scene would link to the nobility if the problems intersect. Can you transfer authorization solely to me?"

       "It would be even more suspicious if the Tenryou Commission doesn't involve itself at all." Ayato pinched the bridge of his nose for a few moments, trying to find a solution, before looking back at Caiome. "Alright," he said. "We can submit a special request so that certain authorities are assigned to the investigation. There are a few undercover Shuumatsuban members within the police; I have done this before. It will look as though I only trust specific soldiers, and Miss Kujou understands that since she is in a similar position. She won't refuse. You can then join as the representative of the Yashiro Commission. Meanwhile, we need to distract Miss Kujou with something considered more significant, something that could attract the attention of all Inazuma in an instant."

        They both fell silent for several long moments, thinking deeply, but what could be so important as to divert attention from a triple murder committed at the stone quarry, where someone would surely find the bodies, thus a crime intentionally carried out... in this manner?

        "Oh," Caiome said suddenly, looking at Ayato with a huge grin. "I think I know."

 

Chapter 87: Chapter 87 ~ The Kabuto and the Lord who's Getting Married

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      Chapter 87 ~ The Kabuto and the Lord who's Getting Married

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      "And you just... snuck in and stole this?" Thoma asked, staring at the object on Ayato's desk.

       All the windows were closed, the doors were locked, and even the fire in the small fireplace was not lit, as Caiome, Ayato, Koshi, Thoma, and Ayaka were gathered there. Before them, on the table, rested a kabuto, a helmet from a yoroi armour, an armour that everyone would recognize upon seeing it. Centuries ago, this was the armour worn by Raiden Ei in battles against enemies and in her confrontation with Orobashi when she defeated him.

       Such an important piece, now sitting in Lord Kamisato's house, known for his loyalty, stolen from Tenshukaku — where all significant artefacts were kept — by his bodyguard, who stood proudly, smiling like a child.

       "Oh, come on," Caiome waved dismissively. "It wasn't that difficult. Tenshukaku is child's play compared to other places I've had to steal from."

       Thoma and Ayaka exchanged slightly bewildered looks, unsure whether they should congratulate her or... respond in any typical way given the circumstances. The punishment for stealing something ordinary was one thing, but stealing from Tenshukaku was another level entirely.

       "It wasn't even the first time I did that," she continued, which made the two glance at each other again, silently agreeing there was nothing more to be said.

       The first time she had infiltrated in Tenshukaku, it was to steal a dagger called Hone no ha, a double-bladed weapon she hid securely in Liyue and had completely forgotten about until she stepped into Tenshukaku with Ayato again. As she had told him, the marks she left behind years ago were still there on the window in the attic, which Caiome discovered the night before when she used the same entry method to steal the kabuto helmet.

       She had slipped through a window that she forced open and subsequently replaced quickly with an identical one. Then, she used her powders to put the guards to sleep, who were not too diligent in staying alert, sneaking past them in the dark and using her Vision to direct particles toward them to inhale. Honestly, Tenshukaku's security was overhyped.

       The difficult part was concealing her presence from Raiden Shogun. Her Vision allowed Caiome to avoid touching the ground or making accidental noise. To avoid any risk, Caiome floated throughout Tenshukaku instead of walking. But using elemental power meant she had to mask it so it wouldn't be detected.

       For that, Arasthea had helped her with other magical powders, as Caiome liked to call them, cloaking herself with an invention of the spirit's that concealed both presence and elemental power. However, it required careful use and quickness, since the effect didn't last long.

       Which Caiome did. Even the minor traps and puzzles didn't hinder her, given she had already navigated them once. Exiting Tenshukaku was even easier, and now they were all here, gathered around the helmet.

       "I'm not going to question what goes on in your head anymore," Thoma sighed. "Anyway, why exactly did you steal the Shogun's kabuto?"

       "This is where I want you two to come in," Ayato began.

       He explained to them what they discovered that morning at the stone and iron quarry and their suspicion that Tabai might be behind it all: he used workers who started around the same time Caiome began working for Ayato, a detail that could not be ignored. Then he detailed the plan to divert everyone's attention while Caiome and the undercover Shuumatsuban members in the police investigated the crime scene, and Ayato managed the nobles and monitored any of Tabai's activities among them.

       "I see," Ayaka said, fidgeting her fingers under the table, a gesture Thoma immediately noticed. In truth, he didn't need to see it; after knowing her for so many years, he was familiar with her worried expression, even if she never showed it. "So, how can we help you?"

       "I will need you to distract the public from the crime itself," Ayato said. "It was anything but ordinary, and the other workers have already spread the word about what happened at the quarry. I doubt they would return willingly. We will halt production until Caiome can resolve the matter."

       "And how exactly should we do that?" Thoma asked.

       "The New Year festival is approaching," Ayaka said thoughtfully, as ideas started to form that could truly captivate both children and adults. "We could organize a sort of pre-festival."

       "Pre-festival?" Caiome frowned.

       "It's not really a festival," Ayaka explained. "It doesn't have a set schedule or predetermined activities. Essentially, it's several surprise events happening throughout the city and small villages — parades, plays, and so on."

       "That will handle the public aspect," Ayato said. "As for the authorities, we will use this," he pointed at the helmet. "Along with my request that specific soldiers assist Caiome in the investigation, the matter of the stolen artefact will come up, drawing Kujou Sara's and others' attention, including Raiden Shogun's. It is not a method I would normally employ, but I am afraid I had no choice," Ayato sighed.

       "Oh, it certainly wasn't Caiome's idea," Thoma said sarcastically.

       "Would you have preferred me to kidnap Raiden Shogun herself?" she clicked her tongue.

       "Not that you could," Thoma retorted.

       "Exactly, so I settled for her lifeless armour. Seriously," she crossed her arms, "everything becomes a thousand times more significant when it involves Her Excellency."

       "Still not over your conflict with her?" Thoma rolled his eyes.

       "Hey, I'm grateful for the sarasta flower," she said, puffing up. "It's just... there's more at it, okay?"

       "Uh, how about we focus on what's already in play?" Ayaka suggested as a balm between the two. "The question is, how long do we need to stall?"

        "Hard to say," Caiome mumbled. "Whatever is in that quarry couldn't have been there before Tabai. It has to be something he brought, and I have no idea what he's been up to lately, given how many years have passed since I last saw him. Especially if his rage has made him more dangerous. But the way those three were killed and placed... it's not human, in any case. Still, Tabai must have left signs of where he might be hiding."

       "In short," Ayato said, "as long as possible."

       Ayaka and Thoma nodded before excusing themselves to make the preparations swiftly. Other members of the Commission, of course, raised questions about these spontaneous public activities — only Arataki Itto and his gang seemed thrilled about performances they were even paid for, which already had success.

       Koshi was tasked with delivering Ayato's letter to the Tenryou Commission requesting the Shuumatsuban soldiers' involvement in the investigation and then preparing them for the mission, as they would head to the quarry later that morning alongside Caiome.

        This left only Caiome and Ayato in the office, with the kabuto helmet before them.

       "I have quite a few guesses about what it might be," Caiome began. "Tabai has always been fascinated by rare things, just as he was obsessed with keeping Arasthea around after helping me rescue her from the enemy tribe. It could be another disaster of that sort. Just as I failed to kill him, it's possible he kept some secrets from me that I wasn't aware of. I managed to get rid of what he had back then, but now... It's too sudden to plan something so significant involving something that powerful that wouldn't even be human. If he brought it from Natlan, it could be a kukulan, an alux, or something similar. If it's from here in Inazuma, it must be a spirit related to that flying electro bird on the mountain peaks. In any case, we must proceed cautiously. Ugh," Caiome said, leaning to one side, "of all the things he could do, he resorts to murder? Come after me directly; it would be easier. Although, I get his approach, it's something we anticipated. He's using civilians to draw us out and divide us. The Shuumatsuban is now split in three: me, you, and him."

        Even though Caiome had fallen silent for several long seconds, Ayato hadn't uttered a word, which made her look at him instead of the kabuto helmet.

        "Why aren't you saying anything?" she asked, making Ayato blink slightly.

        "I have to be honest," he sighed. "I... do not like the idea of letting you go there alone."

        Caiome raised her eyebrows. "Is that why you look so grim?" she laughed. "Ayato, trust me, I've been through worse than a cave with a hidden spirit. This scenario was actually the most common one I faced. Why do you think I have such a sharp sense of the air in enclosed spaces? I've faced monsters, sorcerers, Abyss mages, and trust me, they were a pain every time. And I came out whole and even unharmed each time."

       This response didn't seem to reassure Ayato at all.

       "And I won't be alone. Koshi will be with me and some Shuumatsuban who also have Visions. It'll be a breeze to deal with whatever Tabai put in there. The more important task is what you're doing," she pushed lightly against him. "You should trust that nothing will happen to me, while I already trust that you'll find Tabai."

        That, too, didn't seem to shift Ayato's expression at all, and Caiome sighed softly, resting her arms on his shoulder. Lifting a hand, she began to adjust the strands of his bangs, brushing the back of her fingers over his cheekbones. She gently pinched his cheeks and ears, playfully teasing him to lift his mood.

        "You were so eager to send me to solve your dangerous problems before, and now you can't even let me inspect a stone quarry? It's beneath you, you know," she said.

        "The circumstances are, obviously, different," came his reply. "Can't I even be allowed to worry about you now? You used to point it out for not doing so whenever you got the chance, calling me cruel."

        Caiome scoffed. "The circumstances are, obviously, different now," she teased. "I'm capable of handling this, I think I deserve your trust."

       "It's not that you don't have it—" Ayato began.

       "And it would be much more helpful if I went there with a clear mind, knowing I didn't leave you more stressed, which could affect your health."

       "Are we still talking about this?" he sighed.

       "If you're worried about me, you must know how it feels when I'm worried about you. So, let's only think positive thoughts about each other and go about our tasks?"

       Ayato looked at her for a long moment before sighing once more and letting his forehead rest against hers, breathing softly over her lips.

       "Alright," he said. "But that doesn't mean I won't keep an eye on whatever tricks you are up to."

        Caiome wanted to kiss him briefly, but a knock at the office door made her jump. Ayato cast her a playful frown as she quickly hid the kabuto helmet under the table, and the door opened. Mitsuko entered with a cup of hot tea on a tray, placing it on the desk.

       Your medicine, my lord, she gestured, trying to hide her smile. Despite their attempts to seem casual, Ayato and Caiome were sitting too close, both slightly flushed, making it clear that something had happened between them moments earlier.

       "Thank you, Mitsuko," he said.

       "Well, at least I can rely on Mitsuko and Arasthea to take care of you," Caiome said, standing up. "Mitsuko, please make sure Lord Kamisato eats all his meals throughout the day and takes all his medicine. Arasthea will be here to force him if needed, and believe me," she added mostly to Ayato, "she won't hesitate to get violent with patients who don't follow her advice. Good luck," she waved as she left the office.

       Mitsuko began to giggle once the door closed behind her, and Ayato sighed.

       "Please, do not laugh at me," he pleaded.

       I'm sorry, my lord, but I can't help it. Every time Miss Caiome speaks to you like that, it's as if you're a child again. I haven't seen that in you for a long time. It's almost refreshing. Many things have changed since Miss Caiome started working for you, and even more since you two... became so close, if I may say so.

       Ayato seemed to blush even more. He cleared his throat quickly, picking up a file from the desk and opening it, even though it was already solved, and Mitsuko knew this all too well, as she'd last organized his office.

       "I am fairly sure that is not true," he mumbled, and Mitsuko only giggled. "Actually," he began again slowly, looking up at her, "is that really how it seems to you?"

       It seems, began Mitsuko, that you haven't told anyone about this, but it's very clear on your face, and I'm certainly not the only one who thinks so. You're much more relaxed, you smile more often, and you seem more full of life, even though you're still bound by the same duties as always. You handle them more easily, and even the servants and guards can see it. It's not my place to interfere in your personal life, I'm just a servant responsible for your comfort, but only a blind person would be ignorant of this. And it seems you already have your thoughts in order regarding yourself. I just wish for you to be happy, just as you've made us all happy.

       "Well," he said softly, running his fingers over the characters he painted by hand, "I truly am."

       And wasn't that what everyone hoped for him? Hadn't Caiome told him many times to do just that? To think of himself, to be at least a little selfish? 

       "Thank you, Mitsuko."

       My pleasure, my lord. And if you ever need anything, and I don't mean what's in my contract, you can always come to me. I'd be very happy, she added with a smile that warmed Ayato's heart.

       "I will."

       By the way, Mitsuko gestured again, we received a message that Lord Kobayashi and his daughter will arrive a bit later today. Should I tell them you're busy?

       Ayato sighed. It seemed that no matter how much he refused Kobayashi, he always found a way to insist. And Ayato needed to end this matter once and for all.

       "No, it's fine," he said. "Let me know when they arrive."

       Of course, my lord.

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       "The quarry is quite deep, miss," said Koshi, standing beside Caiome, who was peering into the tunnel toward the torches that, though lit, were swallowed by the depths.

       "What else can we do, right?" she said, heading down the path with him and the other Shuumatsuban—a team of about twelve, four of whom, not counting Caiome, were Vision bearers.

       As they delved deeper, Caiome grew increasingly alert to her surroundings, breathing in the increasingly stale, dense air that swirled around her. To an ordinary person, it would just be oppressive air, but to her, it was more than that. It was a sharp scent, much like old blood, and something else... something monstrous she couldn't identify.

       And she could hear everything. She heard the Shuumatsuban's footsteps, their heartbeats, their breathing, each pebble they stepped on, each speck of dust shifting underfoot, every strand of hair drifting in the faint air currents. She could hear the distant darkness hovering above them and the flames of the torches.

       An hour into their march, Caiome suddenly halted, her hand resting on the hilt of her sword, as did the other Shuumatsuban dressed in black, blending into the shadows. She scanned her surroundings, peering into the darkness and the light, but no shadow moved. They pressed forward a bit more until they reached... a dead end.

       Caiome frowned, exchanging a glance with Koshi before approaching the wall of obviously collapsed boulders. She laid her hand on them, feeling the faint air currents seeping through cracks that were... small. Very small, almost non-existent, offering no clear path through.

       "Whatever it is," she whispered, "it's something that likes to hide."

       "The Tenryou Commission mentioned there were three more employees who disappeared before the three bodies were found," Koshi said.

        "Hmm," Caiome mumbled. "If I recall, it's in a predator's nature to hide after securing its prey. Of course, it couldn't get to the fresh bodies since the Commission responded too quickly, so it most likely recognized the danger and hid even deeper in the quarry, forming this wall."

       "It will have to come out sooner or later," Koshi said.

       "Unfortunately, we don't have that much time. We need to eliminate whatever's here within three days, but this..."—she pointed to the wall—"if removed carelessly, it could collapse the entire quarry, taking us with it. Therefore, a geo Vision bearer is out of the question; their power would be too destructive. Pyro wouldn't give us any advantage, and Hydro would be too dangerous in such an enclosed space... I guess I have no choice."

       "What are you planning to do?" Koshi asked as he watched Caiome place her hands on the stone wall again.

       "I'm going to do what I did with the precious jewels stones... cut it little by little."

       "Wouldn't that take an extraordinarily long time?"

       "True," Caiome shrugged, "but standing still isn't an option, right? Removing it by hand would take even longer."

       So she got to work, letting sharp winds pass through the stone and chip it away piece by piece, carefully considering which part to cut next. She started at the top to avoid any avalanche risk, while the other Shuumatsuban kept watch. It would have been helpful if one of them had also been an Anemo bearer, but Shuumatsuban members couldn't be picked up from just anywhere. Typically, Anemo bearers were more valuable for intelligence work, so they needed to stay where they could be most effective. That didn't mean Caiome couldn't manage.

       As Koshi had noted, however, she managed to clear only half of the stone wall before her energy began to wane. Manipulating the elements for such an extended period was truly exhausting and draining.

       "Miss, I think we should stop for today," Koshi said as Caiome began to breathe heavily, her knees shaking.

        "Don't underestimate me," she laughed. "I can handle more than this."

        "I agree with you," he said, "but if we continue, you'll run out of energy, and what would happen if we came across the creature you mentioned?"

        "Do you think I wouldn't manage without my Vision?"

        "I'm just saying you should be cautious. I'm sure that would have been Lord Kamisato's order if he were here."

        "Don't try playing that card on me," she mumbled.

        "And yet, nothing changes. You know he would, and I am bound to ensure your safety."

        Caiome mumbled a few curses under her breath, but Koshi was right. She couldn't let the others face... whatever was behind the wall, not alone, especially since they were here because of her and no one else. Moreover, judging by the feeling in the air beyond, nothing had been disturbed. They could leave a few on guard while she took a brief rest.

        "I will escort you back to the residence," said Koshi.

        "Don't worry about it," she replied. "I'll rest here."

        "I must apologize," Koshi insisted. "But I've been ordered to escort you back to the residence. I'll stand guard."

        "If anything happens, I doubt you'll be fast enough to notify me," she retorted.

        "I promise I'll come to you at the slightest change. You're not in the best shape."

        Caiome huffed. "That's nothing yet."

        "And yet, your legs are shaking, you're breathing heavily, and you can barely keep your eyes open. You need proper rest."

         But Caiome barely heard him when she leaned against the wall, trying to keep herself upright. Later, one of the Vision bearers had to teleport her back to the residence, where she was taken over by the night guards on duty. Only then did Caiome realize how late it was; it was already the middle of the night, and by morning, she would have to return to the quarry to take down that damn wall, at least enough to get through it.

        She wasn't sure how she managed to take a bath, nor when she collapsed, half-undressed, onto the bed. But later that night, Caiome felt something surrounding her, something warm that made her moan in comfort and pleasure. It was warm and overwhelming, sinking her further into that sensation.

        Koshi woke her up the next morning, and Caiome jumped out of bed, searching for a clock. It was seven in the morning, which meant she'd only slept about three to four hours, which was already too much. She quickly changed into the clothes from the day before, which were already dirty and dusty, and rushed downstairs with Koshi struggling to keep up with her.

        When she stepped through the front doors, she almost ran into Ayaka, Chizuru and Thoma, who were about to enter.

       "Looks like you didn't get enough sleep," Ayaka joked, looking at the dark circles under her eyes.

       "Quite the opposite," Caiome said, seeming rushed. "I slept too much. I need to head to the quarry. What's the situation on your end?"

       "The civilians were too distracted by little amusements to think about the crime in the tunnels," Thoma replied. "Itto's gang did a good job for the first day, given the circumstances, that's all I can say."

       "It's as if they were just waiting for the opportunity," Ayaka laughed at him. "Anyway, everything's fine here. As for Ayato, it seems that the nobles have indeed started causing trouble. I heard some members of the Kanjou Commission are upset that halting production will affect their international businesses using the borders."

       "Well, that was to be expected," Caiome shrugged. "I never thought a crime would stop them from thinking about money. So? What did Ayato say?"

       "He tried to calm them down as much as possible," Ayaka replied.

       "And by that, she means Lord Kamisato put them in their place," Thoma said.

        Caiome cried heavily. "Ugh, I really wish I was there. He's so hot when he does that."

        Because an image of Ayato standing in front of the nobles and giving them a reality check was just as sexy as when she saw him without a shirt.

        "Anyway," Ayaka cleared her throat, "The Tenryou Commission is concerned about the disappearance of the kabuto."

        "Don't worry about it," Caiome winked. "Ayato's already taken care of it. Let's just say Arasthea was delighted that an old piece of armour like that got the same treatment she received a few months ago when Ayato kept her under the ocean."

        "Which makes me wonder," Thoma said, "don't you think it would have been a better idea to tell the Shogun about all of this? I'm sure she would have found Tabai faster and could have driven him out of here."

       "That would have been a good idea only if we had found evidence that Tabai was behind the crime," Ayaka gently shook her head. "Without such proof, our request would have been null. Raiden Shogun cares about her people, but we have no evidence that Tabai committed the crime or brought the cursed flower here to cause the epidemic."

       "That rat knows how to cover his tracks very well," Thoma mumbled.

       "Yeah," Caiome said. "Anyway, keep me updated on any changes, okay? I have to go."

       But as soon as she turned on her heels, she ran into Mako, a maid that Caiome could barely see around the house, who was running so fast and so hard that she could barely catch her breath. The first thought of everyone was that something was happening, that another crime had been committed in the city, or that one of Ayato's staff had gone missing. But the smile on Mako's face and the way she called Ayaka's name clearly didn't mean anything bad.

       "Mako, calm down," Ayaka requested, placing a hand on her back. "What happened?"

       "My lady!" Mako said instead, grabbing her hands. Her eyes were sparkling, and her face wore a grin that was far too large for the good of her cheeks. "Did you hear the rumours?"

       "What rumours?"

       "Lord Kamisato is getting married!"

 

 

Notes:

The way the ending of this chapter sounds so cliché, but in the same time I'm loving it ha ha ha. Like, you gotta have some little drama about arranged marriages in this type of trope, right?

Chapter 88: Chapter 88 ~ The Camazotz and Her Way Home

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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      Chapter 88 ~ The Camazotz and Her Way Home

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       A grave silence fell over all of them, and they began blinking fast at Mako, their mouths slightly open. They all wondered if they had misheard, because with all that chaos, a marriage was the last thing that would have been on Ayato's mind. And more than that...

       Both Koshi and Thoma, as well as Ayaka and Chizuru, turned to Caiome, who was still staring at Mako. Her confusion slowly turned into a disquieting frown.

       "What?" she finally asked.

       "Everyone in the city is saying that Lord Kamisato is getting married soon," Mako said again.

       "Mako, I'm sure it's just a rumour," Ayaka tried to deny her words, waving her hand lightly. "You know very well that my brother isn't thinking about that yet. Otherwise, we would have known before the whole of Inazuma did."

       "But this time, it seems so true!" Mako insisted, still holding her hands tightly. "Lord Kobayashi visited Lord Kamisato yesterday with his daughter, Lady Yuriko. Plus, everyone saw Lord Kamisato and Lady Yuriko walking together through the city a few days ago. I'm so surprised that I'm just hearing about this now, but isn't it wonderful? If Lord Kamisato gets married, Lady Yuriko will become Lady Kamisato and all of your responsibilities will go to her. You won't have to deal with so many festivals and the Commission anymore. You'll be freer and able to travel, just like you've always wanted, milady."

        "Yes, Mako, but--"

       "I can't wait!" Mako sang. "It's going to be such a beautiful wedding, I'm sure. Lord Kamisato will look just like a prince, and Lady Yuriko is such a beautiful woman, so smart, so adored by the people of Inazuma. There is no other better match for Lord Kamisato then her. She was taught everything she has to know as a future Lady of the house and she's so kind and looks so divine, like a goddess. Anyway, I must admit, I've been expecting this ever since our Commission took on international duties from the Kanjou Commission."

       Caiome frowned. 

       "After all," Mako continued, "what could a marriage like this bring, if not only advantages? The Kobayashi family joins the Yashiro Commission, the Yashiro Commission gets an excellent business partner. Considering what Lord Kamisato went through not long ago with his health, don't you think it would be good for him too? It would mean less work, less stress."

       "Mako," Ayaka grabbed her hand, "that's not really the case here..."

      But Caiome already felt her heart drop and her stomach tighten. She had used too much energy until late last night and slept too little to handle such information. And, rather... she felt frustrated. Because if the marriage between Ayato and Yuriko would bring such an advantage, it meant that Kobayashi's proposal had been this, this marriage, all along, since Caiome had heard them discussing it at the teahouse, hiding behind the door.

       And back then, she had urged Ayato to accept it, without knowing what it was...

       And wasn't she the one who kept telling Ayato to be selfish and think about his health? To rely on others when he needed help? This marriage would free him from many burdens that, as Mako said, would allow his health to improve.

       "Caiome?" Chizuru's voice was heard again. "Are you alright?"

       Caiome looked at her, then at Ayaka and Thoma, who had no words either. It was unlikely to say for sure that it was a lie. After all, every rumour had a grain of truth, and wasn't she the one who had pushed Ayato to take that step? Not the marriage itself, but Kobayashi's proposal... which was the same fucking thing, apparently.

        And besides... What was she expecting? This was Ayato they were talking about, THE Lord Kamisato, who had to lead his Commission and his people with everything he had, who would do anything and dedicated his entire life to benefiting Inazuma. Caiome had known this from the very beginning; that's how she had known him... and that's how she had come to love him.

        What kind of hopes had she had anyway? Just because they were now something people would call lovers? No matter how much attention he gave her now, any gestures he made toward her, whatever things he gifted her, any beautiful words he whispered to her, any embraces or kisses, any caresses, no matter the comfort he gave her, Ayato would never marry her in the end.

       What was she even thinking?! It was a stupid thought that made her shiver even more inside. A stupid thought: a street rat to stay by his side longer than she already had, that could ever be considered his wife and life partner? She never even thought about that — such a romantic thought. And such a useless, impossible one at that.

        But... now that this rumour had come to light, one that fit so well with the events she was personally involved in... was it stupid to have hoped that these rumours might eventually be about her? Wasn't this the reason why the noble girls approached Ayato whenever they saw them together? Because of her? Because she represented this danger of becoming close to him as a woman? Why was it now passed on to Yuriko?

       Because, unlike Caiome, the thought of Yuriko becoming Ayato's wife wasn't so stupid. If a rumour like this had been about Caiome, everyone would have laughed, waved their hands, and went about their day. It would have been just a joke told during dinner, something the world would forget the moment they took their first bite of food.

       "Huh?" Caiome said, looking at Chizuru. "Of course I'm fine," she laughed. "Just a bit tired, I've had a lot of work to do lately and it caught up with me."

       "Mmm," Mako said. "You seem a bit lost in thought, miss. Should I bring you a slice of pie? I made it fresh this morning to take to the city for some activities held by Lady Ayaka, but we can give you a few slices."

       "I'm sure others will need it more," Caiome said. "Alright, then," she cleared her throat. "I think it's better if I leave."

       "Where are you going?" Thoma asked jumping at her side after the first step Caiome took toward the front gates.

       "To find the idiot who didn't tell me he was going to marry into another family, of course," she mumbled. "I mean," she turned to Mako with a nervous laugh, "to congratulate the future groom." She turned to Thoma again, whispering. "By cutting his head off."

      "Caiome..." Ayaka started, turning to her, but it seemed like luck had finally hit her.

       Looking to the front entrance of the residence, they were all taken by surprise, not only by Ayato's seemingly divine appearance, speaking quickly with a guard, rushing past him, but also by the large steps he took toward their group.

       Caiome didn't even know when Ayato placed himself in front of her, threw a "Come with me," before taking her by the hand and pulling her after him through the garden paths, circling the entire mansion. But the more he pulled her away, the more her frustration grew, and the more the thoughts overwhelmed her, the more she was shaking in his grasp.

       Caiome stopped in her tracks, pulling her hand as if she meant to break free, trying to escape his grip, which made Ayato turn back toward her just as sudden.

       "You're getting married?!" she asked, her gaze in his eyes more than furious — it was hurt. "To that woman from the Kobayashi family?"

        Ayato quickly took two steps forward, cupping her face in his palms, almost pressing his chest to hers. "No, of course not," he said quickly, shaking his head. "I wouldn't do that, not to you."

       "Then what's all this rumour about?" she said, grabbing his wrists in her hands, trying to pull them off her face. "That you're marrying her? And more than that, why didn't you tell me this should have been the deal between you and her father? You've constantly told me it's nothing important. How is this not important?"

       "That..." Ayato felt that, for the first time in many years, he had no words to excuse himself. He had no way out. "I didn't tell you because..."

        Caiome raised her eyebrows, waiting until she managed to remove his hands from her cheeks. "I swear by all the gods, if you're trying to play with me with everything that you do right now—"

        "No, of course not," he said again, grabbing her by the arms, holding her in place so she wouldn't disappear from his sight. He sighed deeply. "I didn't tell you because I didn't want to cut the branch from right under me by myself. When Kobayashi came to me and offered me this proposal, I refused from the start. Then you overheard us talking in the teahouse, and my only thought was how to keep you away from this."

       "For the purpose of...?" Caiome asked in a nervous laugh, slipping from his hands.

       "How would you have seen every gesture of mine toward you if you had known about it?" he said. "For me, it was just like any other marriage proposal I have received since I ever became the Commissioner, but for you, it would have been something new in your eyes. Would you have still thought I was sincere toward you if you had known about this?"

       Caiome gritted her teeth, because both of them knew the answer. Because Ayato knew her, and because she knew herself. If she had known the truth from the beginning, she would have hidden her feelings for him even more and urged him to marry Yuriko. She would have stayed by his side and fallen even more in love with him, attending their wedding, silently suffering, thinking that she didn't deserve him, just like she didn't deserve him now.

       "That is not an excuse for you not to tell me, and moreover to discard its importance. For gods' sake, Ayato, I was the one that pushed you to accept it and I've been bragging about it to Ayaka and the others, thinking that you were just stubborn. What did you think I would try to do if I've known? Kill the girl? Now I know why you tried to keep me away from this issue with their family."

       "No, my love, absolutely not."

       Caiome puffed hearing him call her that. 

       "I didn't try to protect her from you, I was trying to protect you from them," Ayato continued, taking her hands into his, trying to keep her close as long as possible, as her fiery eyes were stuck into his. "Keeping you away from them was the best choice because I did not want to attract their attention to you. You do not know what noble families are capable of for the sake of their alliances. If they would have known what I feel for you, how close we are, they would have found a way to force me into marring lady Yuriko."

       "Forcing you how?" she puffed. "If you haven't noticed, people rarely want to enter a conflict with you, and those who do are just stupid."

      "They would have found something, because it was about you. Please," he begged, "you have to believe me."

       But Caiome didn't say anything back, because all this was stupid. It was stupid of her to get mad for something that didn't even happen and won't happen either, because she trusted him when he said that. She just wanted to know from the beginning so as not to be a pain in his ass, nagging him all along. And because she hated the idea that in other people's eyes, she would never be good enough for him. She didn't care, not truly... But it would have been nice to think about how, if it would have been her in Yuriko's place, people will have the same look in their eyes as Mako had about Yuriko.

       But it was just stupid, because she was herself... not a noble girl with her brains stuck in their gossip related activities. She liked herself, she wouldn't want to change herself. She just wanted to... be better for him.

        Ultimately, she looked down and clenched her fists. Taking a step back, she turned halfway away from Ayato. "You know what?" she said. "It doesn't even matter anymore. I don't care. You can do whatever you want."

       "Caiome—"

       "I still haven't found everything that's hidden in the quarry, among the tunnels. That's where I'm heading now."

       Ayato gently grabbed her hand, pulling her toward him, into his arms. "I swear," he said. "I swear I don't intend to marry anyone."

       Yeah, which meant he couldn't marry her either, if that still mattered at all.

       "Ayato, seriously," she mumbled, pushing herself against him. "I really have to go, and you have other things to do. Let's finish this madness first, and then we'll talk more."

       With that, Caiome turned on her heel and left, leaving him behind. No one dared to ask what was happening when Caiome took Koshi by the arm and left the residence, and even Ayato didn't ask her anything until they reached the half-demolished wall.

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       Caiome took a long breath, trying to calm herself. She couldn't think about the earlier situation right now or how Chizuru seemed so delighted that Ayato was marrying Yuriko. Most likely, everyone else thought the same, so there was no point in dwelling on it. She had known from the start and couldn't pretend she didn't. It wouldn't help her to lie to herself.

       She cracked her neck and hands, then her fingers, and allowed the power of her Vision to surround her before she directed it toward the wall, which was about to fall. Of course, she didn't knock it down completely because it wasn't necessary, and she needed to conserve her energy for a potential conflict.

       During all of this, several birds arrived with messages from, surprise! Ayato. But Caiome didn't want to hear their contents unless they were related to what was happening right now. She couldn't afford to distract herself.

       She didn't even know why she was upset... It wasn't like she had any right, anyway. And yet...

       Caiome bit her tongue, tasting blood. She had to focus, and she did until the wall was low enough to climb over.

       Once she and the other Shuumatsuban members crossed to the other side, the air became much heavier, harder to breathe, and the pungent smell hit Caiome like a hammer on an anvil, making her dizzy for a second until she adjusted to it. They moved forward, keeping alert around them.

       But there was no sound, only a presence as oppressive as the smell, which made things even more dangerous. Knowing something was there but not being able to see it... was truly terrifying. But this made Caiome even more vigilant.

       Until a smell of iron hit her nostrils, causing her to silently follow it. Bringing the torches closer to the area, no one was surprised to see the remains of one of the missing men, buried in dried blood.

       Caiome sighed. "At least we know we're on the right track. You three stay here," she said to the three Shuumatsuban, "and let me know as soon as you see any movement."

       The three nodded, and the rest continued. The deeper they went, the more remains they found. It was clear that none of the missing were alive, and Caiome's theory was correct: a predator took its prey and hid, waiting for the next; and when it didn't find one, it isolated itself until the right moment.

       They must have gone another fifteen minutes into the depths of the tunnel when Caiome suddenly stopped in one of the vast stone chambers. The air became suddenly colder, and something could be heard in the background, as if from a distance.

       Caiome looked back, then around her, trying to determine where the sound was coming from. Then, she looked up.

        "Dodge!" she shouted to the others just before something powerful slammed into the ground, raising clouds of dust around them.

       When the figure rose on its two bent legs, Caiome cursed under her breath. Of course, it had to come alone.

       The creature resembled... well, a bat, but much larger. Its wings were sharp, striking the ground and kicking up dust, while its claws whipped like a lash. Its head was pointed, with long, sharp ears, and its body was deformed, with visible ribs and vertebrae through its dark skin. Its breath was sharp, just like the smell Caiome had been sensing, and now she understood why.

       Camazotz had poison in their bodies, a potent toxin that first paralyzed the victim and then slowly killed them.

      What made it worse was the deep darkness that prevented them from seeing the creature clearly—just a shadow with rapid movements, which was to the creature's advantage since it could see in the dark.

      "Stay in the center of its vision!" Caiome shouted to the others. "Its gaze is interrupted in the middle, and it loses direction."

      The Shuumatsuban did as she said, hiding among the shadows and trying to keep their distance.

      But the creature didn't have that much patience, catching their human scent and rushing toward the first Shuumatsuban it spotted. Caiome leaped at the same time toward the creature, which was struck by the Geo power of one of the Shuumatsuban, who drew their sword and managed to cut into its legs. However, the cut was too shallow.

       Letting out a sharp scream, the creature turned toward Caiome, who barely managed to avoid its sharp claws. She pushed off of it with her foot, retreating to search for another opportunity.

       The Shuumatsuban with a Pyro Vision let the flames spread throughout the cave, providing more light, but it wasn't enough to blind the creature, which was beginning to grow accustomed to the smell of the flames. At least it gave them an advantage to see better.

       Caiome sent the wind through the flames, lifting them up and sending them toward the camazotz, but the fire alone wouldn't be enough to take it down. To kill a camazotz, its throat had to be cut, and its head had to fall at its feet. And to prevent regeneration, its arms and legs would also need to be severed.

      But with the flames, the camazotz began to grow more aggressive, swinging its arms and wings to keep them at bay. This would only make things more difficult for them, especially with the flames growing larger and threatening to consume the entire room, putting them all in danger.

       It was amusing, Caiome thought. She hadn't fought like this in a long time.

      Gathering Anemo power at her feet, she pushed against the ground, charging toward the creature. She swung her sword over its shoulder, making it scream, hovering above her. The camazotz looked up and raised its massive wings, starting to fly after her. Caiome spun in circles, drawing it toward Koshi, who, understanding what he needed to do, drew his sword and managed to strike it at the knees. But it was only a shallow cut, enough to destabilize it.

      Caiome seized the moment and moved toward it again, aiming for its throat, but the camazotz managed to recover quickly enough to dodge. Caiome turned just as quickly and threw a wind spear at the camazotz, powerful enough to pierce one of its wings.

       The creature screamed and beat its wings so hard that it sent all the Shuumatsuban crashing into the wall. Caiome tried to hold her ground, but the horrible wind threw dust into her eyes. She tried to fight against the dust, but it was too late when the creature lunged toward Koshi, who was trying to hide.

        Caiome pushed herself against the wall and went toward him, pushing him out of the creature's claw range, both of them tumbling to the ground, scraping their arms and legs. By the time Koshi recovered, Caiome got up, grabbed her sword, and moved toward the creature in the air again.

       It's going to work, she told herself. There was no way she could fight properly with everyone else around her. And, as she had told Koshi, she wanted to keep them safe just as they wanted her well-being.

       The sword passed above the creature, turning in the air and aiming at the tunnel ceiling as it consecutively unleashed blades of wind.

        "Caiome!" she managed to hear Koshi shouting her name, and she managed to catch his gaze for a millisecond before the ceiling collapsed, forming a wall as impressive as the one Caiome had to tear down.

       Caiome crouched next to the wall, listening. Thirteen heartbeats. Everyone was alive. Good.

       She turned toward the camazotz, gripping the sword's handle. Then she smiled at it.

       "Oh, come on," she said to the creature flapping its wings in the air. "I've killed a few like you in the past."

        Caiome grunted, feeling something pierce her right shoulder as it stretched toward her back, crossing her spine diagonally. She choked and coughed violently, and black blood splattered her boots as she bent over. Looking at the black stain beneath her, Caiome couldn't help but burst out laughing.

       "How ironic," she mumbled to herself.

       She thrust the sword into the ground and leaned on it, pushing herself up. Her knees were bent, shaking, while the wound grew colder, staining her clothes and skin. And what made it worse... the wound pierced her on both sides, meaning continuous bleeding. But not enough to stop her from lifting her sword.

        The creature screamed at her, a sharp sound that made her eardrums hurt, then lunged at her. Caiome did the same, leaping into the air at the same speed, and from there it became a whirlwind of attacks and defences, dodges, screams, and roars. Gathering energy in her palm, Caiome propelled the creature into the wall. As it came toward her, ready to cut her throat with its sword, it swerved and swiped with its claws, but Caiome blocked them not only with the wind but also with her sword.

       She didn't know how long she had been fighting, but she could hear voices behind the wall. Of course, they could use Geo's power, but the destructive force would have been just like the initial one; it could have demolished more than the wall she had made and brought down the entire tunnel. And then, none of the other powers would help.

        And to make sure no one could get in, Caiome let a wave of Anemo fall over the wall. She hoped it would withstand the brutal power of the creature.

       Soon, their fight became a game of cat and mouse, the perfect moment for Caiome to set a trap. She felt the currents coming from everywhere, signaling that there was an exit, something that would help her. Taking the currents on her fingers, she sent them toward the creature, which hit them with its wings. Flapping to avoid being pushed back, the creature was suspended in the air just enough for Caiome to rush toward it and, in a single movement, cut its throat. The head fell along with the body to the ground.

        Caiome slid gently to the ground as well. She forced herself to approach the creature's body and cut off its legs and arms, even splitting the torso in two, then tearing off its wings, letting black blood cover her clothes.

       Then she looked back...

       The fight between her and the camazotz had caused so much destruction that it blocked any way back.

       Caiome coughed again, and the blood stopped in her throat, choking her.

       "Focus," she told herself. "It's nothing new, nothing you haven't dealt with before."

        Of course, she had never been injured by a camazotz, but at least she could associate the symptoms with the sarasthuza. Her body began to burn, her vision blurring, and her muscles started to betray her. Caiome collapsed forward, dropping to one knee.

       She couldn't lose consciousness. That was the only thing she had to do. Stay awake.

       She ripped off her zukin and tenugui from her face, tore them into strips, tied them, and passed them over her shoulder and back, pulling as hard as she could to stop the bleeding. Only that Caiome knew very well that this wasn't going to make her feel any better. She had to find another way out that wouldn't cause a real avalanche and trap her in the tunnels. She felt the currents, so there was an exit somewhere.

       She rose to her feet, put her sword in its sheath, and began to walk... in the dark, without light, as she had crossed many other places, relying on instinct and nothing else.

      A few minutes had passed, but it felt like hours. But she kept walking because she wasn't going to die there, and she certainly wasn't going to die before seeing Ayato once more. 

       That it was...

       She only had to think of him, of his face, and the colour of his eyes. She had to think of his words and the way he said them, and she had to think of his smile when he felt at peace. She had to think of his gentle touches, imagine his hand in hers, and how he would guide her forward. She only had to follow him, his encouragements, how he told her that nothing would happen to her.

       Nothing was going to happen to her because Ayato was with her, just as he had promised. And he was going to take her home, where Caiome wanted to be and where she wanted to stay. She didn't care who she was or how she would get there, she didn't care what would happen next, she just wanted to go home. She just wanted to return to him because Ayato was waiting, just as he promised. And she couldn't disappoint him.

       So she walked like a blind person searching for light, and she walked... and walked... and walked until she no longer felt her legs or the wound. She collapsed to her knees and coughed, then rose and kept going, dragging herself through gravel and dust, through the sharp smell of her own blood flowing under her clothes.

       She walked for a long time... much too long for her whole body to pay attention to how slowly and how far she had gone. She only knew she had to keep walking because if she didn't, she would die. And she couldn't afford to die.

       And she walked until the currents started to lure her, and then Caiome found it – a small narrow opening through which an adult couldn't squeeze. But she had to try because if she didn't try to get out this way, there would be no other way out. She wouldn't be able to get out.

       So she lay on her belly and began to crawl until the stones scratched her skin and her elbows and knees bruised. Her shoulder made her scream, her back made her contract, the pain starting to tear at her not just on the surface but inside as well, and Caiome left a trail of dark purple blood behind her.

        She kept crawling, breathing heavily and spitting blood. She closed her eyes and opened them again.

        "Ayato," she whispered through lips stained with black blood. "Ayato..." she said again, the only thing that made her keep going. She had to go back to him.

        And finally, the cold winter air hit her hard, seemingly giving her new strength as Caiome touched the snow with her hands. She let herself crawl into the snow, which melted under her, washing the blood and dust from her wounds. She crawled and crawled until she reached a tree, which she grabbed onto and leaned on, looking ahead.

        She didn't know where she was. Before her laid an endless forest, with tall fir trees, bushes at every step, and a layer of snow nearly burying her. But it was okay. If Ayato had searched for her in the tunnels and couldn't find her, he would have figured out she was here, at the exit of the quarry. Ayato knew her, he knew her, he knew how she thought, he would find her.

        Caiome coughed again with force, and the snow cracked and melted under the blood she spat, blood as pungent as the entire corpse of the creature. But it was okay. No Shuumatsuban had died, and Koshi was safe. Ayato was going to find her there; she had no doubt about it.

        Leaning on the tree, she pushed herself up, but it only took a few steps before she fell back to the ground. And when she did, she felt everything slip away from under her. She only remembered how the snow rose in snowflakes and how her knees hit the tree roots, how the clothes, what little was left of them, got caught in the bushes as her body fell and slammed against the ground. She twisted, spun, and finally went numb as she rolled down the hill.

        Lying on her back, with one hand covering the wound on her shoulder, Caiome no longer had the strength to scream when she looked up at the snow-covered sky, a bluish-gray hue, so beautiful and so calming. Then the snowflakes began to fall, touching her skin, but Caiome no longer felt anything. Not the winter cold, nor the touch of the snow, nor the numbness in her arms and legs, nor the pain from her wounds.

        Then she realized.

        Lying here...

        "Ayato doesn't know where I am..." she whispered softly to the sky, her eyes closing as she took one last breath before falling asleep.

 

Notes:

I have to admit, I never intended to do the "he has to marry another noble girl because he's also a noble" trope. There are so many other things right now to this story and this idea will not have place, not an interesting one, the way I see it. Ayato and Caiome are way to deep in other things and an arranged political marriage seems off, BUT... I loved making Caiome frustrated because of it ha ha ha. It seemed actually funny to me, to make her so distressed and jealous (I'm so terrible to my own oc, dmn).

Anyway, hope you enjoyed the little noble drama I gave you ^^

Chapter 89: Chapter 89 ~ The Tragic Story and Their Love for Eachother

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Chapter 89 ~ The Tragic Story and Their Love for Eachother

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       Nobody knew why the beautiful activities unexpectedly prepared by Lady Ayaka stopped—the puppet show, the play performed by Arataki Itto, the festive food stalls, everything that would have indicated a celebration, probably for the upcoming engagement of Lord Kamisato with Lady Yuriko from the Kobayashi family.

       And no one understood why Thoma suddenly disappeared from the streets, nor why the soldiers of the Yashiro Commission had to urgently report to the Commissioner's Estate. And no one understood why Lady Guuji Yae postponed her shrine services that morning, she being the one who had left the altar in front of the Sakura Tree. And no one could understand why a spirit in white clothing and with keen eyes wandered among the trees in the forest, making the foresters retreat to their homes for the day, a bit shaken by her divine image and presence.

        And no one understood why, all of a sudden, the atmosphere turned dark, leaving only the snowflakes to fall from the sky and cover the ground, yet no one was in the streets leaving footprints behind.

       But those at the Kamisato residence knew very well why the house was now empty, and why no guard was protecting the family estate. Because they had all seen Lord Kamisato, with a fearful and desperate expression, giving an order for a search.

        Miss Caiome had disappeared. She had gone with some soldiers from the Tenryou Commission to investigate the scene of a murder that had occurred two days prior, then vanished when the ceiling of the quarry collapsed between her and the rest of the team.

        The guards left first, together with Lord Kamisato, who had no decency to wait for them before teleporting alone as close to the quarry as possible. Without thinking about the consequences, he slammed his entire energy against the stone wall that had collapsed. If it hadn't been for the protective shield around him, Lord Kamisato would have been crushed, but it didn't seem to bother him.

       They searched and investigated, but among the fallen rocks and even under them, there was nothing to indicate where Miss Caiome could be. With torn clothes, hands scratched and covered in red blood, and his heart pounding heavily, Lord Kamisato continued searching, calling out Miss Caiome's name as if shouting for a distant love, a love that could be so easily lost...

       No one could stop him, not even Lady Ayaka, who tried to halt his madness. The desperation within him gave him new strength, allowing him to tear free from her grip and Thoma's, and the guards and soldiers knew that no one would stop him until Miss Caiome was found.

       Then Lord Kamisato realized that Miss Caiome was no longer in the tunnels, and discovering the streak of black blood, he knew he would find her at the end of it, but outside, because there were air currents, and Miss Caiome had been following them to find an exit. But when he reached outside, with the snow soaking his clothes and making them shiver—something Lord Kamisato ignored even when others told him to take cover from the storm—Miss Caiome wasn't there, and the blood trails suddenly stopped.

       The search continued overnight, with no one getting sleep, no one even thinking about resting their feet or drying off, avoiding the blizzard, until Miss Caiome was found.

       Slowly, civilians came to help, clearing the streets of the city. No one wanted the one who had saved them from such a deadly illness to die in the winter cold. Among them, even nobles crept in warm clothes, carrying extra layers, so that when she was found, they could cover her and bring her back to the Kamisato lord.

        But everyone saw Lord Kamisato, during all this time, not stopping his search, throwing himself into the storm that covered the tracks and blood Miss Caiome left behind. They saw the white spirit trying to offer him something warm to drink, something that seemed very important, but Lord Kamisato refused every time.

        Those who knew him as one of the most composed lords Inazuma had ever seen were now surprised by the desperation in his troubled soul. They had never heard him raise his voice, but now they were afraid to speak a word to him. They had always seen him smiling, always polite... but now the blizzard and the howling wind had wiped away his smile and replaced it with red eyes and desperate glances.

        I shouldn't have left her alone... This was all people heard when Lord Kamisato believed he was by himself, whispering. I shouldn't have let her go alone.

       The first light of dawn had barely risen from behind the mountains when Ayato saw something hiding in the snow, something that glowed red in the strong silver rays of the sun, and he felt his knees give in. Taking big steps and calling her name, Ayato fell to his knees and, with bare hands, cleared the snow covering Caiome's body.

        Caught in her clothes was the hairpin with rubies Ayato prepared for her to wear it at the autumn festival and had given her for her birthday.

        Her eyes were closed, and no breath escaped from her cracked, slightly parted blue lips, frozen from the cold. Her skin was pale, and blood covered her body, wet from the snow.

       Ayato felt his heart shatter into pieces, and all his strength left him when he reached out his trembling, frostbitten hands to her, touching her frozen cheeks, tears gathering in the corners of his eyes.

        "Caiome?" he managed to whisper in the silent snow, running his thumbs over her cheekbones.

       But Caiome didn't respond when one of his tears fell onto her face, melting the frozen skin.

       Ayato took her by the shoulders and lifted her toward him, and Caiome followed like a lifeless doll. Holding her to his chest, with her cold body in his arms, he placed his ear over her chest that no longer beat. Her heart wasn't beating, and he couldn't feel her breath against his skin. He couldn't hear her or feel her, she was just something heavy in his arms. Something that didn't want to move, something without strength.

       Lifting her toward him, Ayato wrapped his arms around her shoulders, burying his face in her cold neck, smelling her blood, and sighed in a prayer... a prayer so weak that no one who saw Lord Kamisato and his suffering could understand it. But they heard him, repeatedly, asking for forgiveness. Kneeling, forgetting everything else, forgetting his own heart that was about to give out, forgetting that he too could be on the same brink of death, he begged forgiveness from the dead lover he held in his arms, calling her name.

       But then the white spirit stepped onto the snow without leaving a trace behind and sat in front of Lord Kamisato, watching him cry and shatter for his love. Placing her hand on Caiome's head, running it through her frozen hair, the spirit allowed a faint light to envelop them both.

        "Don't cry, little lord," she said, her voice sounding like that of a distant goddess. "She's not dead yet. She's just numb from her wounds."

        Passing her hand over Caiome's face, the layer of frost seemed to disappear, and color began to return to her cheeks, while a clearer crystal tear slid from the green eyes of the spirit. Leaning over her, the tear fell between her lips, and the warm vapours collided with the cold air. Ayato heard a slow heartbeat against her own chest.

        Ayato moved his hand over her cheek, holding her with one arm at her back.

       "Caiome?" he asked again, and her snow-covered lashes fluttered slightly as her eyes slowly opened.

        Awakened from a deep sleep, it took Caiome a few good seconds to realize who was in front of her. But then she recognized the voice, the warmth, the embrace, and the sigh. Her lips curled into a smile too weak to last.

        "If I wake up with you in front of me, it means I'm dead and I've gone somewhere beautiful."

        "You shouldn't joke like that," Arasthea clicked her tongue, rising to her feet. "You're not out of danger yet."

        But Caiome didn't hear her. She heard nothing and saw nothing, only feeling the pair of arms lifting her from the snow and carrying her to a warm, dark room. To be honest, she had no idea what was happening to her now that she was awake... or at least she thought she was, since she couldn't dismiss the possibility that she might be truly dead, and that was the hell that tormented her.

        As Ayato held her in his arms, carrying her into his bedroom, Arasthea ripped the clothes off Caiome to examine the wound on her shoulder... which stretched across her back. If Arasthea had been able to give her a boost earlier, making the Vision's power increase even more, a conductor of elemental power, now it was only about medical care. And Arasthea didn't like what she saw, because Caiome had just as many chances of dying now, in Lord Kamisato's house.

         "Don't let her lie down," she told Ayato. "Stay in bed and keep her supported against you so I can clean her back."

        Ayato listened while Arasthea prepared the tools she knew she would need at some point. The human body was truly a pain in the ass, as she couldn't use her divine powers to force the wound to close. But she could use them to cleanse the poison, which, in her opinion, should have been just as good.

        Ayato sat in bed, letting Caiome lean against him as if in an embrace, and blood began to flow again from her back and clothes, staining the sheets beneath them. But no one cared anymore.

         Arasthea sat behind Caiome, looking at the disaster on her skin. Her back was torn, and the edges of the torn skin were burned from the poison, which spread all the way over her shoulder.

        "It's going to hurt," she told Ayato, forcing Caiome to take a piece of leather from a strap in her mouth. "Don't let her fall unconscious," she told him again. "Talk to her, distract her in any way you can, but don't let her sleep, or we'll lose her for good."

         Ayato nodded, and Arasthea took a deep breath, holding the scalpel in her hand and charging it with energy. Moving toward her, Arasthea began cutting the burned skin, and just the first touch made Caiome clench into Ayato's arms, letting out a muffled scream through her teeth, biting down hard on the leather strap.

       "Shh," Ayato whispered, stroking her still-cold hair, looking toward Arasthea's hands that worked quickly to ease her pain. "It's all right, you'll see," he said. "I know it hurts, but it'll be over soon, I promise. Can you hear me, Caiome?"

       Caiome tightened her arms around his shoulders, clenching his clothes in her fists, hiding her face in his neck. She couldn't breathe, and the pain was more intense than when the camazotz had torn her back when she saved Koshi. It was more intense than when she crawled through the narrow tunnel to get out, and it was just as numbing as when she collapsed into the snow.

       Her tightness began to loosen, and Ayato moved suddenly to wake her up. He had to keep her awake.

       Running his hands over her nape, he pushed her hair aside with his fingertips, feeling her cold skin.

       "Do you remember when we went to Tamagise Island, and you kept giving me strange looks? How you had Koshi investigate me because you thought something serious had happened, and that's why we went there together? Let me tell you that nothing happened. I wanted us to go there because you looked out toward the ocean, looked at the little islands that you were so curious about, and said you'd had a peaceful day. Only later did I begin to understand why you felt so at peace, because it was one of those times when you had that peace, and I wanted to give it all to you. I wanted you to wake up every day and feel how peaceful everything is, so you didn't have to live in the chaos of the life you've led so far."

        Turning toward her, Ayato buried his face in her neck, kissing her softly, feeling her heart beating strongly against his chest.

       "When I found you in the funeral hall, a place that has never brought me comfort, a place that felt heavy on my shoulders... You took it and made it into a place that brought me peace as well, because I could feel that peace with you. No matter how chaotic you are... no matter how powerful your voice is and how intense your words and gestures are, they've always brought me peace."

       His voice trembled as much as her body, trying to scream due to the pain she felt in her back as Arasthea began cleansing the poison that was coursing through her body.

       "I used to hate the rain," he continued, pulling her closer. "It was just water drops hitting the ground, just a cacophony in my ears and mind. But having you by my side when I watched the rain, everything started to disappear... the noise, the thoughts, the madness, the chaos in my head. And every day when everything forced me to be away from you, the only thought in my mind was how I just wanted to go home and play shogi with you. I've never felt such a desperation to go home before, knowing that you would be there for me."

        Arasthea worked with a bit more care now, and the pain wasn't as intense, but it was still present. Caiome clung to him more, until her jaw locked around the strap. She heard voices, heard words, sinking deeper into them, trying not to succumb to the darkness that would mean her end.

        "At Chisato and Kamaji's wedding, when I saw you at the Shrine's entrance, I felt my heart tighten, and I knew I had never seen and would never see anyone more beautiful than you... You were just... You were too much for me and I embraced the feeling with all my might, hurting myself inside, and yet, I couldn't let go of it. I wanted you by my side as my partner, I wanted to know what it would be like to dress together, to sit by my side at the table, and to watch you dance in the middle of everyone. And when the sarasthuza came, I have lost my mind."

        He embraced her even tighter, and now their embrace was so strong that you couldn't pull them apart.

       "I completely lost my mind. I wanted to protect you from everything evil, and I failed. I tried to protect you from myself, and I failed. I tried to keep you away from my selfish feelings, and I failed. I was selfish, like you told me to be, and my selfishness only caused you harm. I only wanted to see you smile. I only wanted to see you watching the fireworks, I only wanted to have you on my arm as we walked through the gardens, and I wanted to see you in the midst of the summer flowers, alive and well and happy for the rest of your life, no matter what would that mean to come of mine."

        Arasthea moved to her shoulder, cleaning the poison off, and her skin began to lose its violet tint and turn into a bloody red. She passed the thread through the needle, then through the skin, starting to stitch the skin up now that the bleeding had stopped and the poison had been eliminated.

        "I wanted to see you dancing among them, just like I watched you during the banquet among the sakura flowers, when you were a youkai, because looking at you... right then and there, not knowing the meaning of it... I fell in love with you. I didn't know what that feeling was... It was something strange that I have never felt before. It came quick to me, and powerful, and it hit me like thousand blades that pierced my chest. I didn't know what it was and I didn't know how to handle it and I didn't know in what sort of addicting, obsessive, sickening thing will grow. I thought I was just curious of you, of the life you have led so far, the way your mind works and what your principles were, the way you see the world and what do you wish to do with it. But curiosity turned later in something that felt rotten inside me, something that was starting to take over my mind and chest and heart and soul until it became something tiring, something that was eating me from the inside, a disease far more evil than the suffering of life. And you, your presence, your smile, you standing next to me... you were the only thing that could keep this evil at bay. And I wanted to see you always like that, dancing in your own peace of mind, because I felt like I was reliving every moment just like then, under the sakura tree... and I could remember how I started loving you, and how I kept loving you until my heart couldn't bear to stay away from you anymore, and now all it asks for is to love you, because otherwise, it would stop beating along with yours. I love you, so please, I'm begging you with all my might, don't give up on me and stay by my side."

        Arasthea stitched the wound on her back, then reached for her shoulder, continuing to sew, and after tying and bandaging it, she secured it to her back, letting her fall onto it. Caiome was no longer awake, but she was fine now that the wounds had been cleaned, stitched, and bandaged. They changed the sheets and laid her down on the bed, then Arasthea cleaned and bandaged her smaller wounds, stretching her onto her stomach.

       "She'll sleep for a while," she sighed once everything was finished, looking at her. "We should keep her on her stomach as much as possible until the wounds on her back begin to close on their own, without needing stitches."

         Ayato slowly knelt, taking her hand in his, kissing her fingers and blowing warm air onto her frozen skin. "Thank you," he whispered, and for the first time since she knew him, hearing his weak voice, Arasthea's heart tightened with pity for him.

       "I know you have no intention of leaving her, but at least change your clothes, take a bath, and sleep for a bit. Otherwise, you won't be of any help to Caiome when she wakes up or in the following days."

       Ayato hesitated before gently nodding. "Alright."

       Arasthea turned toward the exit, almost tripping over a black figure, huddled on the floor, forehead pressed against the hard wood of the room, and clothes soaked with snow and cold. She didn't need to ask any questions to know that it was Koshi, who hadn't moved out of her way or even lifted his gaze to look at Caiome, who was now sleeping under the blankets.

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       Caiome didn't feel the need to stir when she slowly opened her eyes, but her body felt incredibly heavy, as if it didn't even belong to her. She couldn't feel her legs to stretch them, nor her arms to move them, but she definitely felt the pressure on her back, which was like a dull pain.

       A flickering light forced her to keep her eyes open, trying not to fall asleep again, even though she felt so tired. Not even after the symptoms of sarasthuza, not even after the illness struck her immediately after the epidemic, had she felt this drained of energy.

        Yet, the fire flickered in the hearth, and she felt the warmth coming from it, a pleasant heat accompanied by the touch of the blanket, which made her feel fuzzy inside, a perfect comfort to fall back asleep. But something kept her awake, as if telling her she had slept enough.

       Then she saw the silhouette outlined by the flames, saw the hair tousled in a pleasant blue, just as comforting as the warmth of the room. She saw the line of his forehead and nose, the plumpness of his pink lips, and the way, despite wearing very loose house clothes, Ayato didn't keep his back straight as he traced the brush over a piece of paper, with a slight furrow between his brows.

       Caiome didn't make a sound, despite the wounds that she was starting feel, trying to absorb this image in her mind to return to when she needed it. It was rare to see Ayato so relaxed... or rather than relaxed, he was indifferent to who could see him as something less than the image of Lord Kamisato he had created all these years.

       "You look so adorable with that frown on your face," she whispered, and Ayato turned suddenly to her, raising his head.

       As soon as he realized her eyes were half-open, blinking slowly, and her lips were curved into a smile too weak to even be called a smile, Ayato quickly approached her, almost stumbling upon the carpet, sitting in front of her beside the bed.

       "Are you alright? How do you feel? I should call Arasthea," he spoke quickly, and Caiome chuckled lightly, gently grabbing his hand as he started to get up.

       "Don't call her," she whispered softly, her cheek against the soft pillow. "My head will hurt, and I don't want to get up yet... or have Arasthea disturb my wounds. I just calmed down."

       Ayato gently shook his head and sat back down on the floor, letting his fingers slip between hers, covering her hand with his other hand. He brought it to his lips, kissing it softly, squeezing his eyes shut, and Caiome smiled faintly, even though she didn't like what she saw.

        Sure, Ayato had been adorable earlier when he seemed completely detached from the real world he lived in day by day, but now that she could see him better... His eyes were red and tired, his face was pale, and he seemed a little warmer than he should have been. There were tea cups on the table next to his papers, so Arasthea had probably been keeping him on medication while she was unconscious, which was good. But his cheeks were still drawn, and he looked truly weak.

       "We should stop doing this," she said after a minute of silence, still lying on the pillow.

       "Doing what?" he asked gently, as gently as the evening snowfall falling from a cloudy, dark sky outside the room.

         "I keep hurting myself, and then wake up days later with your face beside me. Do you want to actually kill me with this look on your face, so worried and so tired?"

       Ayato squeezed her hand, holding on tighter, rising onto the mattress. "Do not say that," he warned softly, with a serious tone.

        Caiome gently pulled her hand from his, touching his cheek with the tips of her fingers. She didn't rush to pass over his cheekbones and the bridge of his nose, over his cracked lips that looked just as tired as his whole being.

       "Don't frown that beautiful face of yours," she requested with a weak smile. "What would others think if they saw you like that? With these beautiful eyes so puffy, and these beautiful features so pale and weakened, everything caused by a girl who sleeps in your bed? Even though I wanted to know you a little bit more detached from everything, seeing you like this... I can't help but feel like I want my Lord Kamisato back, the one always so elegant and so lively, smiling and joking with his lack of sense of humour. A look like yours shouldn't be accompanied by wrinkles. It's absurd, my lord."

       "One day, I will still have wrinkles," his reply came slowly.

       Caiome left her finger on the corner of his lips, gently pulling it upward, mimicking a forced smile.

         "These are the only wrinkles I want to see on your face."

       Ayato could no longer contain his desire, squeezing her hand and pressing his cheek against it. He closed his eyes for a few short seconds, and when he opened them, Caiome was smiling at him properly, and from her gaze, a feeling of happiness came as she looked into his dark eyes.

       She remembered how, crawling through the dark tunnels, that was the only thing that pushed her further: his hand holding hers tightly, his gaze urging her to follow him, his warmth giving her strength. If it weren't for him, Caiome would have died in her own darkness, alone and cold.

       She gently reached out her fingers, caressing his cheek and lips.

       "I love you," she said softly, and Ayato felt his heart stop.

       He hadn't expected... Certainly not now...

       "Don't look at me like that," she burst into a light laugh. "You were the first to say it, so I'll take it as if you gave in first."

       "Did... you hear everything I said?" he asked almost mumbling.

       Caiome nodded slightly, as much as the wound on her shoulder allowed her.

       "From the first word to the last," she said. "Wasn't that the goal? To distract me? I was dying, not already dead, just so you know."

       "I am truly begging you not to say that anymore," he insisted, which made Caiome smile even more to herself. She couldn't help but tease him, even on such a topic.

        "I'm not going to give up on you," she said softly. "Not in this life, nor in the next one, nor in the eternity that humans wish for so bad. You're the one who brought me out of there, from the tunnels. In that darkness, I only saw you. And then I knew you'd find me and bring me home. It's unbelievable how many times you saved me, how many times you made me come back here. It's unbelievable how, just like you, all I want is to return here, where you are, where I'll always find you. And I truly, undoubtedly love you with all my heart... no matter if it beats in my chest or you carve it out. It will still beat for you even if you hold it in your hands."

        Ayato slowly rose above her, letting his lips gently pass over hers in a delicate, slow kiss, so soft and comforting. Caiome felt it gently, as the trace of a ghost. Then Ayato kissed her again on her forehead, running his hand through her hair, gently trying to untangle it.

       "I love you," he whispered.

      "Mm," she mumbled in approval, then frowned slightly. "As much as I want to go back to sleep, these damn wounds are starting to hurt, and I really wanna get up."

       "Of course," Ayato said, rising quickly.

       Caiome tried to push herself up on her arms, but her right arm didn't help much, given the wound that was stabbing her. She clenched her teeth and let Ayato support her as he helped her straighten her back, turning her back onto the bed, looking toward the entrance door. At least she wasn't naked anymore.

       What surprised her, however, was a pile of black clothes blocking the space between the bed and the door. Caiome blinked a few times, thinking she was seeing things, and was even more surprised when she recognized the brown curls of hair scattered on the floor in a deep bow.

       "Koshi?" she asked, squinting, while Ayato was still holding her hand. "What are you doing down there?"

       But Koshi didn't answer her.

       "Have you fallen asleep? You're starting to scare me," she said.

       "He's showing his respect and regret at the same time," Ayato said, and Caiome looked at him confused.

       "Huh?"

       "He is asking for forgiveness. He will not speak to you until you grant it."

        "Forgiveness for what, exactly?" Caiome frowned, looking back at Koshi. "Did he borrow money from me and lose it on gambling while I was unconscious?"

        "Well, that is hard to say," Ayato chuckled, "considering he hasn't moved from there since I found you and brought you here. He hasn't slept, eaten, or drunk anything for three days straight. As long as you don't do it, he won't either."

        "Ah... I see," Caiome said. "And you couldn't stop all this?" she scolded him.

       "I can not interfere with someone's dedication and this ancient custom," Ayato replied instead.

       "So you're telling me that if I had slept for a week, you would have left him without water for a week?" she asked.

       "Koshi is responsible for what he does," Ayato said. "I cannot force him to do anything. This has nothing to do with Shuumatsuban or our contractual relationship, but with him as a person."

       Caiome sighed deeply, turning back to the man kneeling beside the bed. "Koshi, whatever happened, I forgive you, just please lift your head and look at me. You're starting to give me chills with this attitude."

       "Even though you ask me to, I can't do it and face your grace, my lady," he said, and his voice sounded hoarse, clearly from lack of water.

        "Lady?" she said in surprise. "After all this time of telling you not to call me 'miss,' we regress and you call me 'lady?' I'm no lady to anyone."

        "My orders were to keep you safe, to protect you," Koshi continued. "More than these orders, I wanted to know you were safe because you are my superior, my friend, a person I trust, and I have disappointed you and Lord Kamisato. You are in this state because of my incompetence, so I am not worthy to even look into your eyes."

        "Oh, for gods' sake, I really can't do this right now," Caiome mumbled, starting to pull herself slightly toward the edge of the bed.

        Ayato didn't try to stop her, helping her rise to her feet, and although she felt weak, she managed to walk slowly to Koshi. She gently knelt, feeling how her wound stretched on her back, and Koshi flinched slightly when he felt her hand on his wrists.

       "Look at me," she asked, but Koshi didn't move. "If you think I'm so great and powerful, you'll listen to me, you'll get up, and you'll look at me."

       Pulling gently on him, Koshi followed her and raised his gaze to meet hers. His eyes were swollen and red from fatigue, his face as pale as Ayato's, only unlike her, Koshi was still dusty and dirty, and the scars from the battle could be seen through his torn clothes.

       "You didn't even bandage your wounds?" she said, turning to Ayato. "This is how you take care of your subordinates?"

        "Every time I told him the same thing as you, he wouldn't listen to me," Ayato shook his head.

       "It's nothing serious, my lady," Koshi said. "You have endured much worse than this."

       "At least I got medical care as soon as you found me. Look, Koshi," she sighed, "you're my friend, however hard it might be for someone like me to believe that. I'm still trying to get used to the idea, but it's true. And you're my friend because, despite the whole inferior-superior thing, you always tried to be there for me in your own way. I want that not to change, okay?"

       "But—"

       "Please," she insisted.

       "Alright, my lady."

       "And we'll have to do something to get rid of the this," she mumbled, lowering her hands, then realization hit her like a hammer to the head. "Wait, if you've been here all this time, it means you've heard...," she gestured toward the bed.

       "Indeed, my lady," he said.

       Caiome sighed heavily. "Kill me now," she said.

       "Don't exaggerate," Ayato said, gently pulling her waist and helping her sit back on the bed. "Koshi had been with us both for far too long for us to hide anything from him. And anyway," he kissed her on the temple, and Caiome let herself fall against his chest, "it's not like I ever intended to hide anything."

       "Of course not," she mumbled back. "As much as you care about certain things, you care so little about others."

 

Notes:

THEY SAID IT THEY SAID IT THEY SAID IT!!!
Why am I so happy about it since I've always known it will come to this? But dmn they were poetic. I mean, Ayato had a reason, since he had to truly distract her (not that he wouldn't be so poetic regardless), but dmn, Caiome, chill with the dying part...

But a thing that I wanted to point out and I really don't feel the need of putting in the story, cause it changes nothing regardless, is the phrase that Ayato used when he declared his love. He said the he fell in love with her the day of the banquet when he saw her dancing, but he didn't exactly fell for her. It was more like a feeling we get when we fell in love with a stranger on the street. Especially he couldn't see it as love, since there still was a conflict between them (the same day they literally sparred with swords). So that's why he called it sickness, something obsessive, cause he couldn't accept that he could feel love for her. He now says that he fell in love with her then cause it's like a conclusion, especially since he lives everything with a much greater intensity. He lived through that sickness and obsession only to realize that maybe was something so simple as falling in love which later became love in the true meaning of the word.

Dmn, you know what? Maybe I wasn't able to explain anything, cause in truth, this scene is too complicated in my head to try and do that without actually writing pages. Let's just say that, in short, he didn't know what type of feelings he had for her from the day of the banquet, cause of their conflicts, until he realized that he loved her end put an etiquette on those feelings from the past, the "sickness", and call it love.

I will leave it as that.

Anyway, if you want to analyse their overly poetic words for each other in your own way, go ahead. I will sit right here, in the back, praying for what it will come. Also, break chapters for a while (cause after those will come some long chapters with a lot of chaos and I have no place for these romantic moments then, you know the drill). But I really do thing you will like them. I have faith.

Chapter 90: Chapter 90 ~ The Intention and the Stories from their Childhood

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Chapter 90 ~ The Intention and the Stories from their Childhood

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       "Koshi, can you find Arasthea and tell her that Caiome has woken up? Then go tend to your wounds," Ayato said, placing an arm around Caiome and letting her lean slightly against his chest.

       It seemed that even standing for a few minutes had been more than she could endure at that moment, and lying back in bed would have been even worse. But staying like this... this was fine.

        Koshi finally stood up, after three days without moving even an inch, and bowed deeply to the two of them sitting in the middle of the bed, leaning against each other. "Of course, my lord, my lady," he said, then turned and left the room.

        "So..." Caiome cleared her throat, looking up at Ayato. "I guess everyone knows by now that I got beaten up real bad this time?"

        "Well, everyone's been looking for you everywhere, tirelessly."

        "Even you, tirelessly?" she teased, giving him a scolding smile and pinching his cheek gently. "Look at yourself. You look worse than I could ever do."

        "Can you blame me for not being able to sleep?" he sighed. "Don't worry, I made up for it with... whatever Arasthea put in those tea cups."

        "Mm," Caiome mumbled. "What happened after that, after you found me?"

        "You just woke up," he said softly, letting his nose rest in her hair. "We can leave the serious discussions for later."

       "And keep me in the dark? I think there are better ways to do that."

       Ayato frowned slightly. He really didn't want to start having those kinds of conversations, but her pleading gaze, which he knew all too well, was like a kind of forced persuasion he couldn't refuse. In the end, he could only sigh, and Caiome would probably have clapped her hands in victory for winning another battle against him, if she'd had the energy.

       "We didn't find Tabai, but the Shuumatsuban heard some nobles talking about how they can no longer rely on the actions of the Yashiro Commission and plan to take matters into their own hands."

       Caiome frowned. "Are they members of the Commission?"

       Ayato shook his head. "Some independent nobles who benefited from dealings with the Commission. Of course, it's much more advantageous for a noble family to be part of a Commission, but that comes with certain conditions that not everyone can meet, so their only option is to act as an independent family and maintain ties with one of the Commissions. It's a very long process that can become stressful when things don't go smoothly, especially since the Yashiro Commission has been very tumultuous lately."

       "You mean since I came into your lives," Caiome mumbled, then smiled at Ayato when she saw his slightly sad expression. "I'm just joking. I'm sure you've faced tougher obstacles in the past. So you think the nobles want to use other means to their advantage? Like how Watanabe wanted to use mercenaries?"

       "Exactly my theory, especially since no Shuumatsuban from the Intelligence Department has found any record of an alternative plan for the families. Therefore, the only option is something that can't be documented."

       "You mean illegal dealings." Caiome sighed deeply. "If Tabai really gets involved in the nobles' affairs, I might give you even more headaches than I thought. I know you've told me the opposite countless times, that it doesn't bother you, that you want to help me, but this is already too much, don't you think? Six people, your own employees, have already died. If this keeps going..."

       "I doubt it," Ayato said. "Tabai managed to distract you for three days, but he couldn't do the same to me. If we intercept him before he gains influence among the nobles, this war will end faster than he thinks."

       "And for that, how many more will have to die?" she whispered, looking toward the closed bedroom door. She let out a soft, painful laugh. "It's ironic how I used to trample over anyone to get what I wanted, and now..."

       Ayato shifted slightly on the bed beside her. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he gently pulled her toward him until she was pressed against his chest. Ayato leaned forward, resting his forehead against her temple, looking at his arms surrounding her.

       "You should think differently," he said in a whisper. "Even if you were here or not, Watanabe would still have used the sarasta flower because he knew about it from Ahjika, not Tabai. Even if Tabai were here or not, Watanabe would have gotten the flower somehow, now or later, it did not matter. Many more people would have died; I have told you this before. More than the six who died now. That is how the world works; prices have to be paid, even if it means the innocent lives of people. The price for the salvation you brought during the epidemic was the six lives now. But it would have been a higher price without you."

       Caiome turned slightly toward him, looking into his sad irises and tired, slightly red eyes. His brows were slightly furrowed, and his shoulders slumped forward. Ayato was just as exhausted as she was, and it drove her crazy to see him like this from time to time, in this place where he hid from everyone.

        And then there were his words, spoken so softly, as if he didn't even have the physical energy to utter them. Then Caiome slowly began to understand where these words came from, because they weren't spoken out of impulse.

       She raised her hand, placing it on his cheek and gently caressing it, studying every inch of his skin.

       "It breaks my heart to hear you say that," she whispered. "Your entire life, you've never thought about what the best thing to do would be, only what the lesser evil was. That's probably where we differ—while I got rid of the guilty, you had to point the sword at both the guilty and the innocent." Ayato gently took her hand, squeezing it in his own, closing his eyes slowly, as if through her words, he was reliving all those moments at once. "And I don't have regrets, but your soul is full of scars." Raising her head slightly, Caiome kissed his eyelids. "I don't know if I could ever free you from them, but I think I can at least soothe them from time to time."

       Ayato didn't have the strength to respond because, on the rare occasion, he didn't know what to say. He couldn't tell her she was right because Caiome already knew that, and he couldn't deny it because the weight on his shoulders wouldn't let him, forcing him only to bow his head in front of her. So, he let himself sink even further toward her, allowing himself to be embraced, which felt pathetic. Caiome was the one injured, not him. But exhaustion had caught up with him, feeling as though he might collapse at any moment.

       But he couldn't give in, not when the danger was just as great as before.

       People who would have died because of her? Ayato couldn't care less, not as long as he could have her by his side, protect her as she deserved, as his entire being urged him to do.

       "I knew I was one of the people who knew about this thing between you two," Arasthea's voice rang out as she appeared in the bedroom as if from nowhere, making both of them turn to her, "but please, hold off on the lovey-dovey impulses before I get sick."

       "You could always go throw up outside," Caiome mumbled, making Arasthea raise an eyebrow at her.

       "Or~r," Arasthea replied, "I could let your wounds get infected and solve all the problems that way."

       Caiome clicked her tongue, pulling herself slightly toward the edge of the bed with Ayato's help. Arasthea sat behind her as Caiome unbuttoned her shirt, letting it fall off her back and shoulder, both of which were bandaged. Arasthea gently removed the bandages, faintly stained with disinfectant solution, frowning slightly when she saw the wounds beneath, which had started to close but not enough.

       "What happened?" Ayato asked.

       "Don't you have somewhere else to be?" Arasthea asked, removing the bandages around Caiome's body and tossing them onto the floor. Caiome shivered slightly at the touch of the air in the room against her skin. "You've hovered over her for three whole days; I think she's had enough of you."

       "Is there something you plan to hide from me, considering how hard you are trying to get rid of me?" Ayato asked.

       Arasthea shot him a brief glance from the corner of her eye, then turned back to Caiome's wounds. Lifting two fingers, she gently placed them on her back. Caiome flinched slightly as a prickling sensation danced on her skin. A faint light spread across the joining of the skin, and Caiome exhaled softly.

       "Don't worry," Arasthea told Ayato when she noticed his concerned expression. "It's just a routine check. It doesn't hurt her. Caiome's just sensitive because her wounds have only just started to close, and the venom affected her deeply. It lingered in her system far too long, and now she has to endure the consequences. Still, she's in a better state than I expected," she added with a sigh, reaching for fresh bandages and a cleaning solution from the nightstand. "Probably thanks to all your prayers at her bedside," she teased Ayato.

       "That's new," Caiome said weakly, a faint laugh escaping her. "Not many people prayed to the gods for me."

       "It was just a normal reaction," Ayato said, as though trying to justify himself.

       "My lord?" Koshi's voice echoed, drawing the trio's attention. He was now dressed in clean clothes, though his eyes still bore exhaustion, and his demeanour showed signs of fatigue. "Lord Shimizu has left for Ritou Port without an escort. It's a late hour to travel from the city to the port. One of the Shuumatsuban is shadowing him as we speak."

       Ayato nodded slightly. "Very well. Inform me of the matter as soon as the meeting concludes. And get some rest."

       Koshi bowed briefly. "Of course, my lord. My lady. Miss."

        Arasthea glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, watching as he disappeared from the room as quietly as he had entered, her gaze lingering on the doors that had closed far too softly for someone to have just walked through them. Then she returned to Caiome's wounds, carefully cleaning and bandaging them.

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       "My lord, Lord Kamisato has come to see you," the maid announced gently from the doorway of the office, prompting Kobayashi to lift his gaze from the wooden tiger figurine he was fiddling with.

       Surprised by the announcement, Kobayashi placed the small figure on the corner of the desk and rose to his feet. The maid stepped aside, allowing Lord Kamisato to enter. His lips carried a pleasant, almost satisfied smile, and Kobayashi couldn't help but mirror it as he bowed deeply in a proper greeting. Given the rank difference — a simple lord standing before a Commissioner — Lord Kamisato wasn't obligated to bow in return. Instead, he gave a subtle nod, acknowledging the greeting.

       "Lord Kamisato," Kobayashi began, "I'm glad to see you're feeling better. The last time I saw you, you looked a bit pale."

        'Pale' was an understatement for the state Ayato had been in during Caiome's disappearance. Among the many nobles who had joined the search, Kobayashi and his daughter, Lady Yuriko, had also participated.

       "Thank you for your concern, Lord Kobayashi," Ayato replied, as Kobayashi gestured for him to sit on the cushions before the low table, which held the small wooden tiger.

        "Please," Kobayashi invited, and both men took their seats. "I didn't expect you to come in person. Satsuki, serve Lord Kamisato some gyokuro tea."

       "There is no need," Ayato said, raising one hand slightly, stopping the maid in her tracks. "I do not intend to stay long. I would like this discussion to be as brief as possible. I fear I have many other matters to attend to back home and would like to return swiftly."

       Kobayashi's smile gradually faded as he understood, almost instantly from Ayato's gaze, what to expect. He motioned for Satsuki to close the door, leaving the two men alone.

        "Am I to understand this is about my proposal, which has been pending for quite some time?" Kobayashi asked. "I had thought your visit might indicate you've finally decided to accept and want to discuss the details. If it's another rejection, you could have sent a messenger or an official letter, my lord."

        "I am afraid the questions you might have wouldn't receive satisfactory answers from a messenger, and a written exchange would have been an unnecessary hassle," Ayato said. "I preferred to come here myself to ensure you are not left in the dark about what you wish to know."

        Kobayashi inhaled deeply and sighed audibly, without subtlety. "There are questions I wish to ask, though I suspect I already know the answers, at least in part. I must remind you once more — and this will be the last time I do so — what this refusal means. Are you sure you wish to burden your position and responsibilities further when the Kobayashi family could assist you in this regard, simply to avoid marrying my daughter?"

       "I wonder..." Ayato began, lifting his gaze to meet Kobayashi's. "I know as well as you what you are thinking. It is so common for marriages among nobles to be arranged, nothing more than a transaction. For centuries, for the sake of people, agreements, or noble families, this has been the norm. But I would prefer not to label my own life in such a way. And, in a sense, I would not want the same for Lady Yuriko. I do not doubt you love your daughter, but I must ask you not to use her as a bargaining chip. I say this out of a debt towards her I have recently become aware of."

       "Debt?" Kobayashi inquired.

       "I imagine you recall a certain event at a tea party hosted by my sister, Lady Ayaka, which you attended and where the Kentaro family caused a small spectacle?"

        Kobayashi blinked. He did remember — the way the Kentaro couple had created a scandal at the Kamisato residence, where the person they targeted had been none other than...

      Kobayashi nearly laughed. Like the rest of the noble families, like the rest of Inazuma's populace, he'd heard the rumours about the Kentaro family, how they had disappeared from records in less than twenty-four hours simply because they hadn't known to keep their mouths shut. More so, because of their behaviour and attitude, you'd wonder why they hadn't faced consequences earlier for the things they had often said. Of course, the reason was that they had been punished solely for their words on that particular day, words that war supposed to wound the pride of a single individual that wasn't even part of the Kamisato family.

       The same individual that Kobayashi knew she was the reason Lord Kamisato now refused the marriage proposal. At that event, Yuriko had intervened when Lord Kentaro began to grow violent toward Miss Caiome.

        "I understand the duty you feel toward my daughter, believing you're doing her a kindness," Kobayashi said finally. "However, I fail to see why you refuse me today, my lord. This is obviously about a simple marriage, Lord Kamisato, not about entrapping you in some way," Kobayashi pressed. "You know how common it is for nobles to direct their affections elsewhere despite their marriage, and no one would ju—"

       Kobayashi stopped himself, looking at Lord Kamisato, who waited patiently for him to finish his thought. Likely everyone assumed that Lord Kamisato and Miss Caiome shared a certain affection for each other, which wasn't inherently wrong or unheard of. After all, in arranged marriages, partners were free to love whomever they wished. Only that...

       "You're not seriously considering this..." Kobayashi mumbled more to himself.

       "It seems you haven't even let me clearly state my intentions with my own words," Ayato chuckled innocently. "Is my expression giving me away?"

      "Perhaps this will sound as if I'm merely frustrated by your refusal of my alliance proposal," Kobayashi cleared his throat, "but it's also an advice I intend to give, though I'm sure you're already aware of it. As a Commissioner, you carry many responsibilities, and your decisions must align with that perspective, since everything is so fragile, so easy to overthrown. Especially when it comes to marriage and your relations with the other families, with the other holders of power. I understand your affection for Miss Caiome, but is such affection worth putting the entire Commission at risk?"

       After all, this rumour was on everyone's lips, just like the downfall of the Kentaro family, or the possible engagement between Yuriko and Lord Kamisato. No one could have been blind to the care and desperation that overtook Lord Kamisato when Miss Caiome disappeared — or his tears and the way he clung to her when he found her, believing he had truly lost her under the snow. But to go this far...

       "Oh?" Ayato replied with the same charming smile. "I can hardly believe what you are trying to insinuate, especially since not long ago, you were the one praising Miss Caiome, not just to her directly, but also to me in private. You complimented her ambition, courage, decisiveness, and selflessness. You even called her altruistic, with an excellent moral compass, even a saviour of the world you care so much about and that you will forever be grateful to her. Those were your words, were they not? And now you are saying that she does not measure up, not just to your daughter, but to any lady from the noble families?" Under Lord Kamisato's sharp gaze, Kobayashi felt as though he was treading on unstable ground. "Somewhere, there is hypocrisy in your words. Where exactly does it lie, Lord Kobayashi?" Ayato demanded. "In the compliments you once gave her, or in the way you are now pretending she is inferior to noble families?"

       "My lord—" Kobayashi began, but Ayato was already rising to his feet, ready to leave the office and the Kobayashi estate.

       "Ultimately, your hypocrisy interests me far less than my increasingly busy schedule. I do not have time for this. I believe I have answered your questions, and whether or not you understand the reasons behind my decisions interests me even less."

       "Do you truly intend this?" Kobayashi asked again, getting up clumsily. "To marry Miss Caiome? When she has nothing precious upon her, no name, no history, no status?"

        This time, Kobayashi saw the smile on Lord Kamisato's lips change. His gaze no longer held superiority or hostility — there was no trace of what might typically be found in the eyes of a lord of Inazuma. Instead, it was a pleasant smile, one Kobayashi had only ever seen on his wife's face when he embraced her or on his daughter's face as she cared for her small birds in their aviary. A genuine, innocent smile born from a soul forged of pure feelings.

        "Indeed," Ayato said, his voice steady. "As long as she will have me, despite all of these wretched things of mine —  my name, my history, and my status." He turned slightly toward Kobayashi, his back straight and his gaze filled with unparalleled confidence. "It may be in the nature of nobles to depend on such hypocrisies, and I would never dare claim that I am above it. But I do not intend to be the same when it comes to myself or the love I have for her. If my intention leads me to fall in the eyes of other nobles, I dare say I will not care. I live, as I always have, for the good of the people. To live for myself as well would be selfish, but Caiome has shown me that I can do both. I can only wish the same for Lady Yuriko." Ayato gave a brief bow. "Good day, my lord."  

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       "I'm truly glad to see you're feeling better," Ayaka said with a soft laugh as she walked shoulder-to-shoulder with Caiome down the mansion's hallways before stopping in her personal salon on the ground floor. They sat at the table, each on one edge of the square surface, with Thoma between them. "I didn't think you'd be allowed out of bed this soon. You only woke up yesterday, and your wounds were quite severe."

        "If Arasthea says it's fine, then it's fine," Caiome said with a dismissive wave of her hand.

        "Even if she hadn't, you'd just do whatever you wanted," Thoma grumbled under his breath, making Caiome roll her eyes.

        "It's just a wound on my back, not my legs. I can move perfectly well, and I'm not that weak anymore. Arasthea said the venom is almost entirely gone. Besides, I feel worse lying in bed all the time; you should know that."

       "Of course," Ayaka said, twirling her fan. "We simply can't help but worry."

        Caiome shook her head gently. It was always like this. They always cared for her despite her protests, always had to express their concern. It was still strange to her... or rather, it made her reflect on how rarely she'd experienced such constant care and attention. The more she tried to push it away, the more she found she enjoyed it.

       Reaching into the pocket of her short kimono, Caiome pulled out a deck of playing cards and placed it on the table. "Dare to play against me?" she challenged.

       "Uh... I'm not sure," Ayaka mumbled. "While I know festival games, I've never had the chance to play cards like this during my youth."

       "And I've only played when I needed to blend into certain parts of the city," Thoma admitted. "You'd probably have better luck with some of the Shuumatsuban members, though I doubt they have the time with everything going on."

       "Oh, come o~on," Caiome pleaded, batting her eyelashes. "Distract me a little from the fact that my entire back was shredded a few days ago, you know... venom and all, and that I've been asleep for so long... I feel like I'm missing all the joys of life."

       Thoma and Ayaka exchanged a look, then glanced back at Caiome, who had widened her eyes and pouted slightly like a puppy. Did she really think such an expression would work on them? Thoma had seen too many faces like that to be swayed, and Ayaka had perfected the technique on her brother when they were younger. They were immune...

       But a minute later, the cards were spread out on the table, and Ayaka and Thoma were scolding each other for falling into Caiome's trap. The three played for a while, with Thoma consistently losing, Ayaka occasionally winning by accident, and it being clear from the start who the true champion was. Caiome shuffled and dealt the cards with an energy that someone in her condition shouldn't have had, but perhaps that was exactly why it helped her recover — to stay active rather than bedridden.

       At one point, Koshi tiptoed into the salon, a file in hand, interrupting their game. "My lady," he said to Caiome, holding out the file.

       Caiome set down her cards and opened it. "A group of Fatui in Hikarumi Meadow? Is it different from the one we tracked down a few weeks ago?"

       "Indeed. It's not a large group, but their presence in the meadow raises questions. Although it's called a meadow, there are a few house-factories there for silk production from silkworms, a material that sells very well internationally. However, there's no significant information for the Fatui there beyond the processing of this material."

       "Hmm," Caiome mused. "Perhaps the quantity or the partners involved. It's much easier to question employees than to sneak into registry archives."

       "But Inazuma already has trade relations with Snezhnaya," Ayaka said. "Why would they want to know who our partners are? If they were to eliminate them, it would only be to their disadvantage since our trade between Snezhnaya and Inazuma happens through those partners. The cost of transport would increase if goods were shipped directly to Snezhnaya by sea, as there are more risk factors to account for."

        "I think we should look at it differently," Caiome said. "They might pay a higher transportation cost, but if they sold the silk products to nations that don't have partnerships with us, they could increase their profits. Ugh, if it involves Fatui and money, it's probably the doing of that four-eyed Harbinger. No matter how handsome he is, I always feel like punching him every time I see him."

       "You've met Lord Pantalone?" Ayaka blinked in surprise.

       "The real question is whether she robbed him," Thoma interjected.

       "Hey!" Caiome said, pouting. "Maybe just a thing or two... and a parchment that seemed very important, which I accidentally burned. I'm sure it didn't affect him much. Anyway," she turned to Koshi, "I think the best course of action would be to get rid of the Fatui. Seriously, that Harbinger needs better troops if he wants to accomplish anything in his carrier."

       Koshi took the file and gave a short bow before leaving the lounge. Caiome picked up her cards and played one, followed by Thoma's turn, then Ayaka's, though Ayaka just stared at her cards with a thoughtful expression.

       "Earth to Ayaka," Caiome said, waving a hand in front of her. Ayaka startled and looked at her. "Are you okay?" she asked.

       "Oh, yes," Ayaka chuckled, quickly playing a card. "Just lost in memories, I suppose."

       "Like what?"

       "I used to visit the Hikarumi Meadow with my mother when I was little, that's all. I loved watching the women weaving and threading the silk. That's how I learned embroidery, alongside my study hours and daily training. I suppose a part of me still finds joy in these small things," she said with a soft laugh.

       "You shouldn't call them small things, milady," Thoma said as he played another card. "Some passions are just that, passions. They don't need to have political significance or a grand purpose. You do them simply because you enjoy them, and there's nothing wrong with that."

        "Of course," Ayaka replied, a bit proud, though her smile faded slightly again. "But sometimes I feel I should focus on something more important for the Commission instead of sewing or reading. Even the women in the Meadow do it to make a living; I do it purely for pleasure, a privilege."

       "Oh," Caiome suddenly remembered. "Did you make the tapestry in the funeral chamber? The one with the torii gate?"

       "I've been meaning to replace it; I just haven't found the time to make another one," Ayaka chuckled. "I made it when I was too young to truly understand its meaning. I only knew the legends behind it, and it's common to have such a gate in a family's funeral chamber. Honestly, I didn't even want to show it to the world."

       "I think it's beautiful," Caiome said, focusing on her cards as she considered her next move. "You've made others around the mansion too, haven't you? You might think it's trivial, but I believe others feel quite the opposite. The maids clean them so delicately, as if they might tear them by accident. It's clear that Ayato wants them there. It makes the house feel less empty and gloomy."

        "That's only because they're not seen through experienced eyes," Ayaka sighed. "They're full of mistakes. You should've seen how much I struggled to sew them, how often I pricked my fingers until they looked like rice sieves. I used to hide among the bushes out of embarrassment, hoping the maids wouldn't see my crooked patterns or bloodied fingers and take my tools away."

        Caiome chuckled softly. "The privilege of wealthy children," she said. Then, waving her hand quickly, added, "Not to mock you, of course. It just must've been stressful having someone constantly watching over you, not even letting you prick your finger."

        "That, I can agree with," Thoma sighed. "I can't even count how many times I had to accompany Lady Ayaka on her 'secret adventures,' sneaking away from the staff."

       "Adventures?" Caiome asked, drawing another card. "Like what?"

       "Uhh, I wasn't exactly the quietest child," Ayaka admitted. "I loved sneaking out of the estate without telling anyone and wandering through the nearby forest. We'd pick fruit, play in the pond, catch rabbits, and things like that. If anyone had caught us, I'm sure we would've been banned from going outside again. Most of the time, we snuck out late at night to attend the festivals Ayato and the other ladies of the Commission were organizing."

       "He always found out eventually, milady," Thoma added. "Lord Kamisato had someone from the organization keeping an eye on you, ensuring nothing bad happened. It's not like we could hide from your brother just because we managed to fool the maids."

        "And yet, I still got punished subtly by my brother for those escapades," she laughed. "When I was eleven, I planned to participate in a sword dance competition at Ritou's port, but there'd been a terrible crime around that time. Ayato forbade me from going, but I managed to sneak out anyway. I thought I had everything covered, how to hide my absence and disguise my identity, but Ayato still found out. He didn't confront me directly, though. Two days later, somehow, my teachers gave me extra assignments in calligraphy, history, and literature. I later realized Ayato was behind it since all the texts were about the potential crimes caused by dangerous individuals."

       Caiome laughed lightly. "That definitely sounds like something he'd do."

       "It didn't stop her from disappearing just as suddenly on other occasions, though," Thoma sighed. "And I always had to follow her because I knew I couldn't stop her, so it was better to accompany her. None of Lord Kamisato's punishments seemed to dissuade her from such habits."

       "His punishments weren't that bad," Ayaka laughed.

       "How could they be, milady?" Thoma replied. "Lord Kamisato could never bring himself to truly punish you, no matter what you did—whether it was sneaking alone to Tamagise Island, wandering the forest until late at night when the entire organization searched tirelessly for you, or working at a flower shop just to see what civilian life was like, only to accidentally inhale too much lily pollen. You had rashes on your hands for nearly two weeks and such an ugly cough."

       "There's no need to mention all that," Ayaka said quickly, clearing her throat to adopt a more composed, noble demeanour. "I was just curious, that's all. I think it's normal for a child."

       Caiome giggled. "I don't know whether to feel glad or surprised that Lady Ayaka, the Shirasagi Himegimi, was such a troublesome kid. Then again, I wasn't exactly well-behaved myself. Kandra scolded me all the time."

        Then Caiome seemed to realize something. She had often heard Ayaka talk about her childhood passions or habits, but in all her stories—of Ayaka as a child, of Thoma as a boy, of their innocent adventures—Caiome noticed a particular name hadn't come up.

       "What about Ayato?" she asked.

       "Ayato?" Ayaka asked. "What do you mean?"

       "What was Ayato like as a child? In all your stories, he's always either taking care of you or punishing you in some way, acting like an adult. What did he do that was typical for a kid?"

       Ayaka remained silent for a few seconds, looking at Thoma, who looked back at her. 

        "Uh... I'm not sure," she replied. "By the time I was old enough to understand what was happening around me, Ayato was already deep into his studies to become the next head of the clan. Most of the time, we did homework together or played with swords, but he always took everything more seriously, since for him it was less about playing and more about responsibility. Sometimes we would go into the city with mother, but there were more times when he refused to leave the library. And after father got sick and Ayato became even more serious about the organization and his position, I started seeing him less and less."

       "Oh," Caiome said. "But what about portraits? There are portraits of you everywhere from when you were little, but I don't think I've ever seen one of Ayato as a child. Surely there must have been some made, especially since he was the little prince of the family, right?"

        "There were quite a few around the mansion," Thoma said, "but after Lord Kazashi and Lady Yuna passed away, they gradually started disappearing. It must have been by Lord Kamisato's order, but we don't know where he hid or stored them."

        "Hmm," Caiome said, setting her card down. "Now I'm curious."  

 

Notes:

Alright, first of all, now that the Inazuma event is over, I would like to say that dmn... I received casual Ayato in that bathhouse at the end... I'm happy. And then... so us and Ayato were playing TCG, right? And somehow, we won, but I was from the start like "nahhh I can't win" cause literally I'm so bad at TCG in game. And there was like our thoughts on the matter, that Ayato let us win so that Ayaka could play with us another round, right? And suddenly I was like yup, I knew I couldn't win against him, never in this life. I'm too dumb for that.

Two, is that parchment that Caiome accidently set on fire, surely a NOT IMPORTANT one, the reason that Pantalone and my OC for him meet and the reason their story starts? Yes, it is.

And three... You know very well where I'm going after this chapter. You know very well what Caiome is going to do next, asking about Ayato's portraits. I'm not gonna pretend I'll shock you with the future chapters.

Chapter 91: Chapter 91 ~ The Hidden Room and the Boy in the Portraits

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 91 ~ The Hidden Room and the Boy in the Portraits 

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       An hour later, Caiome was in Ayato's office when Mitsuko entered with a tray of medicinal tea for the last remnants of venom in her body, tea brewed according to Arasthea's recipe. Caiome thanked her, when suddenly an idea struck her.

       "Mitsuko!" she called, a little too excited, standing up so quickly that Mitsuko hurried to her side and lightly held her arm for support. "I'm fine, I'm fine," she waved her off. "I wanted to ask you something, considering you've known Ayato since he was born, right?"

       Of course, miss, Mitsuko gestured. Do you need to know something?

       "Actually, yes. Not many people knew Ayato before he became the Clan Head, and even fewer from before Ayaka was born when he was nine. I'm just curious—are there any portraits of him around from when he was little?"

       Mitsuko's expression softened even more. Follow me, please.

       Caiome set her tasks aside, because for now, nothing about the organization seemed as important as Ayato, and followed Mitsuko upstairs. They climbed to the second floor and then the third, stopping at the farthest end of the mansion, in the western wing, from which the snow-capped crests of grey mountains were visible through the hall windows.

       Mitsuko stopped in front of a room Caiome didn't think she had ever entered before. The doors opened easily, and Caiome followed Mitsuko inside, curiosity sparking. The room was a bright, clean bedroom, but clearly unused. The bed was perfectly made, and almost everything was tucked away, leaving only the furniture and a few decorative pieces that likely meant nothing to an outsider.

       "Whose room is this?"

       The bedroom was quite large, probably bigger than Ayato's or Ayaka's, clearly meant for someone important.

       It was the room of the former Lord and Lady Kamisato, Mitsuko gestured.

       "Mother and Father?" Caiome asked, surprised, starting to look around again, trying to find anything that might have belonged to them.

       Now that she looked more closely, the carpet wasn't ordinary, with pale pink tassels, and the pillows were embroidered with images of cranes with slightly crooked beaks and wavy legs, making Caiome think of Ayaka. The tapestries on the walls weren't the usual ones, such as the family crest displayed in every guest room, but amusing designs, still symbolic, yet seemingly drawn by children. Other pieces included scraps of parchment with old characters painted in shaky handwriting, displayed almost proudly.

       "Why would their bedroom be so far away? Ayaka and Ayato's rooms are much closer to the office or the exit."

       Lord and Lady Kamisato preferred that once the bedroom doors were closed, nothing entered this space except their children seeking their parents' embrace. Behind these doors, there was no Lord or Lady Kamisato, only a married couple.

       "That's... actually very sweet," Caiome mumbled, thinking about how Ayato never seemed to take a break, not even when he retreated to his own room. He still had a desk set up next to his bed where he worked on documents while Caiome drifted off to sleep under the effects of Arasthea's teas.

       After they passed away, Lord Kamisato began changing certain things around the mansion. He still keeps their room intact, of course, but chose to store some items securely, locking them away so they wouldn't be discovered by just anyone, not even by Lady Ayaka.

        "Then why are you showing them to me?"

       Mitsuko didn't answer but turned toward one of the cabinets by the wall, opening a drawer. She pulled out a painting in a wooden frame and handed it to Caiome.

       Taking it in her hands, Caiome felt her chest tighten as her eyes landed on the painted image.

       Ayato must have been around five or six years old when the portrait was painted. His face was rounder, his eyes much larger, with a sparkle of innocence dancing in his irises. His hair was neatly styled, thicker, and slightly wavy. He was thinner and wore a small, innocent smile. There was even a faint blush on his cheeks, and his tiny fists rested on his knees as he tried to mimic his father's pose from the funeral room portrait, attempting to appear dominant and mature. However, the little Ayato, dressed in festive clothes and with a small hat on his head, looked utterly adorable.

       Caiome had to sit on the edge of the bed, her heart feeling like it might burst. "There's no way he was this cute when he was little," she said, and Mitsuko chuckled softly, as much as her condition allowed.

       It wasn't truly unbelievable though, given the princely features Ayato had even as an adult. What was hard to believe was that the grown man who he is now had once been so small and innocent over twenty years ago.

       Mitsuko began pulling more aged paper scrolls from the same drawer, placing them on the bed and unrolling them for Caiome to see. Sitting together on the carpet beside the bed, they began examining each painting in turn.

       In one, Ayato was about ten years old. His features hadn't changed much—his face was less round, and his hair had grown longer and straighter, braided on the sides. He was just as solemn, with a small but present smile, looking slightly nervous. In one hand, he held the family seal, a blooming camellia flower, and across his knees lay a katana that seemed far too large for his hands.

       This was painted the day he was officially named the future head of the clan, Mitsuko gestured. He couldn't sleep at all the night before. Raiden Shogun herself handed him the katana at the Narukami Shrine. It was the first time he met her in person, and he was so nervous in front of her that he stuttered a little during his loyalty oath.

        "Ayato?" Caiome laughed. "Stuttering?"

       It's truly hard to believe, Mitsuko chuckled. But he quickly recovered. He was impeccable, of course.

       Mitsuko unrolled another portrait showing Ayato, still in festive attire, riding on one of the festival carts. This time, he held a smaller katana, and the image seemed to be captured from a low angle. He wore a stern expression for a child of about seven or eight, seemingly performing some kind of festival ritual. The cart was surrounded by people, and pale pink cherry blossoms floated in the air above.

       Another showed him during a duel, dressed in yoroi armour, though slightly modified to be easier for a child to wear, fighting against an opponent whose face was hidden. He had a determined look, even a slight frown, that, in a strange way, was exactly the same as the frown Ayato wore now on his face when he focuses with utmost interest.

       In another portrait, it was him and Ayaka. Ayaka was around three or four years old, while Ayato was about thirteen. Ayato stood slightly hidden behind Ayaka, holding her hand with a pleasant, calm, and polite smile, while Ayaka beamed brightly, truly happy. In the portrait, they resembled each other even more.

       In another one, there was Ayato standing between his parents. His father stood on the left side, while Yuna sat on a chair to his right. Ayato stood right between them, with back straight and slightly tense. Ayaka was probably not born yet, considering how round his face was. 

       Then there was another portrait in which it was just him and Kazashi, kneeling on a terrace in their backyard—Caiome recognized the landscape and the old walnut tree—and the resemblance between the two was truly striking.

       In another portrait, Ayato and Yuna were dressed similarly, in summer colours of pale pink and a pleasant yellow, and in yet another one, it wasn't just Ayato and his parents, but also Ayaka, no older than two, looking confused, dressed in an adorable silver dress.

        "But I don't understand," Caiome said, her gaze sweeping over all the family portraits. "Why did Ayato take them down and hide them here? Shouldn't they be displayed in the house, you know, as a commemoration or something even after they died?"

        They were, for a time, Mitsuko said, looking for a bit at the portraits in front of her. But then Lord Kamisato started noticing Lady Ayaka spending too much time in front of them and how she seemed about to cry every time she passed by them. After their parents passed away, Lady Ayaka became harsher on herself in some ways, always returning to the portraits, as if those were the cause of her frustration. Lord Kamisato later took them down, and Lady Ayaka never asked any questions. Perhaps, deep down, she was relieved not to see them every time she walked the mansion's halls. Gradually, Lady Ayaka started focusing on her studies in a calmer way and managed to reclaim part of what Lord Kamisato wanted to give her—a chance at childhood.

        "Ayaka told me a bit about when she was a child and how Ayato took care of her," Caiome said, still looking at the portraits, especially the one with all four of them. None of them seemed worried; they all smiled pleasantly and appeared happy, peaceful, as if they had everything they could wish for and the thought of losing so much, so soon, would never cross their mind. 

       Lord Kamisato never intended to make Lady Ayaka forget her parents, but he didn't want to reopen her wounds either. He tried to give her some time to let them close. But he asked himself so many times if what he did was right. Many times, he asked me to put them back on the walls, but just as I was about to, he would immediately withdraw the order. He did this for many years, over and over and over again. He didn't seem to find peace, closure or even to force himself to do something like this. He was tormented by this for a long time. What probably made him stop changing his mind was Lady Ayaka's silence. Besides, every time they had to receive guests, there were always questions about the former Lord and Lady Kamisato. Lady Ayaka was still too young to know how to answer such questions from those who wanted to see the Kamisato Clan fall, and Lord Kamisato had grown tired of everyone. So, he hid them so no one would mention their names anymore, using them to try to hurt the little daughter of the two.

       "And perhaps that's how he tried to protect himself too," Caiome mumbled. "I suppose he had to focus on repairing everything that had been destroyed in the clan and the Commission. He couldn't afford to be distracted by things like this, not when everything happened so suddenly."

       Indeed, Mitsuko gestured.

       "What about those?" Caiome asked.

       Mitsuko picked up another scroll from beside her knees, unfolding it and spreading it on the bed.

        Here, Ayato was no longer smiling. He was dressed in festive clothes, his hair combed and braided. He still tried to keep his back straight, to appear dignified, but there was no sparkle in his eyes, and even his features had sharpened. In one hand, he held the seal, and on his lap lay the katana she had seen in the earlier portraits. This time, the katana no longer looked so large, and his fingers were tightly wrapped around it.

       This was made right after the former Lord Kamisato passed away, and Lord Ayato took his place, Mitsuko said. It's the portrait of the Clan's Head. It should stand alongside the others, but Lord Kamisato preferred to take it down as well, like all the others that featured him in the image.

       Of course it seemed confusing, Caiome thought. If Ayato took down the portraits of Mother and Father to protect Ayaka from the memories, what was the point of taking down the ones that featured only him? Probably for the same reason Caiome thought earlier—to protect himself. The difference between the two portraits taken at such close ages— right before and right after his father's death—was atrocious. Looking at his own smile, Ayato probably always reminded himself of what he had and what he had lost as a child. And that most likely distracted him. Caiome at least knew that much about him.

       Caiome looked around her. "Are these all the portraits of him?"

       There are a few more in the drawers from before he became the Clan Head, Mitsuko said.

       "But of him after that?"

       Mitsuko seemed to think for a long time. I'm not sure. I very clearly remember there being one more he was forced to do when he was a teenager... Let's see...

       Getting up, Mitsuko started searching through other drawers, all of which opened with a specific key, always the same one, hidden under her apron. Eventually, Mitsuko pulled out a scroll that seemed slightly newer and unfolded it, and Caiome quickly came closer to see it with her own eyes.

       This time, Caiome looked at an Ayato who was probably around nineteen. He was just as solemn as in the portrait made right after Kazashi's death, but here he was smiling—that false, polite smile that later became Lord Kamisato's mask, with which he protected not only his family but the entire Commission and the civils of Inazuma.

       And, by all the gods, he was just as handsome as he was now. With slightly more youthful, adolescent features, but with the same mature gaze and an aura shaped by the years already spent as Lord Kamisato.

        Perhaps meeting the 29-year-old Ayato felt, at first, like a punishment for Caiome; always fighting with each other, always living in constant hate and frustration toward him... But if she had met him ten years earlier, she was certain she would have been just as smitten — in the innocent, childlike way—dreaming that Ayato was the prince from children's fairy tales. He was undoubtedly that beautiful.

        Whether this was good or bad, she wasn't sure. One thing was certain—she would never tell Ayato this, or she'd never escape his bad jokes.

        But she knew his little secret. In that portrait, Ayato already had the tattoo inked on his back. Anyone looking at this portrait probably wouldn't imagine what Lord Kamisato hid under his clothes. Not that it was a bad thing... probably. But Ayato acted as if it were a secret, especially since he said he got it on a whim, without thinking too much about it or the consequences.

       "Do you think we could keep the fact that we came in here our little secret?" Caiome said. "I'm not sure Ayato would have told me any of this, at least not willingly, or maybe just because he doesn't think it's necessary."

        Mitsuko smiled slightly. That was my intention, miss. Besides... Mitsuko lifted the set of keys and took out the one she had used to open all those drawers, then held it out to Caiome. This will be our secret as well, she said with a wink. No one else has the key except me, for cleaning purposes—not even Lord Kamisato. You can come here whenever you want without fear of being found. Lord Kamisato hasn't set foot here in over two years, at least as far as I know. He and Lady Ayaka are far too busy, and they usually go to the funerary chamber if they wish to pay their respects.

       Caiome took the key, clutching it tightly in her hand. "Thanks," she said.

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        Although it wasn't late at all—not even dinnertime—the sky was already darkening when Ayato arrived home, stepping through the front gate. The guards greeted him, as did the servants, but all he could think about was changing quickly into his casual clothes—a thought that usually didn't hit him until long after dinner. It must have been Arasthea's medicinal teas to blame, surely.  

       A guard opened the entrance door, and Ayato stepped inside. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed a figure that made him startle and step aside. Caiome, who seemed ready to interrogate someone, leaned against the wall near the door, arms crossed, her eyes as sharp as her instincts.

       "Where have you been?" she asked, tapping her foot on the floor.

        Ayato allowed a small smile to appear on his lips as he approached her, wrapping his arms around her. He buried his nose in her hair, pinned up with one of the hairpins he had given her on her birthday. He kissed the top of her head, careful not to touch her bandaged wounds with his hands.

       "Welcome home, Ayato," he said. "How was your day at work, Ayato? Did you miss me, Ayato? And I would have said I missed you very much and couldn't wait to come home to see you. But here you are, scolding me as if I have done something wrong."

       "Well," Caiome said, unmoved by his words, "I just had this feeling that you've been doing something important behind my back and don't intend to tell me about it."

       Ayato leaned back slightly without letting go of her, and Caiome didn't return his embrace, determined to keep up a tough demeanour to make him confess.

       "Me?" Ayato said. "Hide something from you? Do you have so little trust in me?"

       "It's funny how you still think this is a game," she said. "Alright," she raised her chin, "then what business did you have?"

       "Well, I had to reassure the workers at the stone quarry that it is now safe to resume production since we finally fixed the damages caused by the camazotz. Then I had to sign some papers at the police headquarters, meet with the Shuumatsuban who were with you in the tunnels, and approve some documents for the New Year's Festival. It is not long now until that."

       "I see," Caiome said, unimpressed. "And are you planning to tell me about going to Kobayashi's house as soon as you left home too?"

       "Oh... about that..." Ayato said, then chuckled nervously. "...how exactly... do you know about that?"

       "Remember how Koshi stayed by my bedside for three days and practically swore loyalty to me?" she smiled. "And how you've never been subtle about us, especially with the organization, when it comes to how fondly you look at me?" she batted her eyelashes. "All of that came around and bit your ass, Your Highness, because guess what happens when I ask them about something you don't want to tell me. In your absence, I'm the one giving the orders, remember?"

       Ayato parted his lips slightly, but no words came out, only a long sigh. He now seriously wondered what Caiome was thinking after all this, especially after his conversation with Kobayashi that afternoon.

       "I see," was all he said.

       "So?" Caiome urged. "What did you discuss with him? Was it about those rumours that you're engaged to his daughter?"

       Although it was obvious that the matter had been resolved, and Ayato knew Caiome knew this, she really liked scratching the wound.

       "Why so curious?" he said instead, never missing an opportunity to tease her. "Were you really so jealous of her that you are giving me this look as soon as I come home? You must have been fuming the other day when I escorted Lady Yuriko through out the city. Is that why you were so hostile to her maid?"

        "You..." she said, pouting and turning her gaze away from him. "Hmph, jealous? How ridiculous. I'd never be jealous of a girl like her, no matter how beautiful, smart, or elegant she might be." Caiome's eyes widened. "And those are just objective observations!" she quickly added, but Ayato was already laughing. "Let's not forget who confessed first, telling the other they loved them."

        "Of course," Ayato said, gently pulling her closer until their abdomens touched, and Caiome felt a strong flutter in her stomach that could have made her collapse. "Let us not forget how you told me the same thing as soon as you woke up. I do not think you realized it just because you got injured and had a long sleep. Or did you dream about it?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "You still haven't answered my question," she quickly changed the subject.

       Ayato shook his head slightly, then leaned down toward her, kissing her forehead and lingering with his lips on her skin. "I just went to settle things decisively, leaving no room for interpretation. Sometimes it is faster to handle such matters in person, so Kobayashi could take me more seriously."

        "Hm," Caiome said. "Why didn't he take you seriously the first time you refused if that was your intention from the beginning?"

       "I shouldn't even need to explain this for you to understand. You know how persistent nobles are, even on topics like this. Normally, this would have been like a breeze on a summer day compared to many other things I face. But my answer was more direct this time since you have already won your place into my life, my soul, and my heart."

        "If that's the case, then why did you say I make things harder instead of easier?" she mumbled.

       Ayato remained silent for a few moments, frowning. Those words sounded very familiar. He looked at her again, but Caiome wore a guilty expression, avoiding his gaze. "Did you spy on me when I went to visit my uncle? Because I am certain no Shuumatsuban was with me that day, and you were very insistent that morning."

        Caiome pursed her lips before deciding to defend herself. "You're the one who so vehemently refused to tell me where you were going, so I did it out of curiosity."

        "You have a bad habit of eavesdropping on people's conversations," he sighed.

        "If I didn't have this bad habit, I wouldn't have known how Kobayashi first approached you with some kind of proposal. You have an equally bad habit of not telling me what I want or need to hear."

        "I thought I already explained my reasons for this decision," he said softly.

       "Yes, I know," Caiome replied. "Anyway, if everything has been made clear, I guess that's all I wanted to hear from you, the rest was just playing around. That and, uh..." she rubbed the back of her neck, "I guess I owe you an apology. I overreacted a bit when I heard about the engagement from Mako, but it all caught me off guard. I'm not used to not knowing things. And then, you already had enough on your plate, and this rumour went out of control. Ayaka and Thoma thought Kobayashi started it himself to pressure you, and I didn't make things any easier for you either."

        Looking up, Caiome caught Ayato staring at her intently.

       "What?" she asked.

       "Nothing," he said softly. "It's just rare to hear you apologize."

        "I just thought that, if I can't help you with, you know, all the political stuff, at least I could give you fewer things to deal with."

        "I see," he whispered.

        As she looked at him, Caiome couldn't help but think about all the portraits she had seen that afternoon with Mitsuko. She tried to take it all in, recalling his childlike gaze and round cheeks, the emotions in his hands holding the katana after meeting Raiden Shogun, the way he held Ayaka's hand so innocently. Then she saw his face after his father's death and the false smile he had adopted in adolescence.

        The smile he wore now was nothing like those in the portraits, no matter how much she stared at him. It was something similar, a bit of everything showed in those images, focused on one fixed thing. Caiome realized that standing before her was a little piece of every Ayato painted on canvas. She couldn't help but wonder what it would have been like to meet each Ayato individually.

       Caiome gently stood on her toes, wrapping her arms around his shoulders, leaning on them as she kissed him deeply. His lips were still slightly cold from being outside, but his breath was warm. Running her fingers through his hair, she felt it damp from melted snowflakes, while his fingers brushed numbly over her waist, careful not to touch her wounds.

       Ayato lifted his hands and rested them on the nape of her neck, and Caiome shivered slightly at the cold touch, pressing more into the kiss. Their abdomens and knees gently bumped against each other. Their lips intertwined, and the cold skin between them warmed. Their breaths became shallower, more uneven, more intense, and Caiome's arms tightened around his neck.

       Ayato partially opened his eyes, watching Caiome completely lean into him, and felt the urge to tease her again, as he loved to do. He wouldn't take it too far, considering they were still in the middle of the entrance lounge.

        He held her more securely in his hands, brushing his thumb over her cheek and jawline, daring to part her lips slightly and deepen the kiss. He felt her reaction in the way her abdomen tensed against his and how her fingers paused on the back of his neck, her kiss hesitant.

       But Ayato persisted, the chill of the winter outside melting as swiftly as frost hitting bare skin. Caiome didn't pull away, and in her mind, she wished his arms could envelop her entirely, even if it meant the pain from her injuries would flare.

        It was only when Caiome felt herself unable to stay on her tiptoes any longer, sinking slightly, that Ayato decided to pull back from the kiss, their breaths mingling in the small space between their chests.

       "I apologize," he said softly. "I got a little carried away."

       Caiome simply offered a small smile, then leaned up again, this time embracing him and running her fingers along his back and through his hair. For a moment, Ayato hesitated, his hands hanging in the air, unsure where to place them.

        "How was today?" she asked, her words flowing so gently, so sweetly, so warmly that Ayato couldn't resist the impulse to hold her close, still mindful of her injuries. He lowered his face, nestling it into the crook of her neck and the collar of her short kimono.

       "Nothing too complicated," he mumbled. "But I did think about you the entire time I was away. I really wanted to see you and get home as quickly as possible."

        "Now, now," she patted him lightly. "You know what happens when you rush things."

        "I know," he agreed.

        "At the end of the day, I'll still be here, so take your time and don't do anything reckless."

        "Mhm," he hummed. "Couldn't it be like this every day?" he whispered after several long seconds.

        "Only if you stop letting me find out from the Shuumatsuban where you've been, hiding things from me under the excuse of not wanting to upset me," she replied.

        "If that is all I have to do..."

        A few giggles echoed down the hall, reaching their ears and causing them both to break their embrace and look for the source of the laughter. Spotting two maids, both a few years younger than Caiome, the girls were hiding behind the corner of a wall and some flowers in a vase. As soon as they made eye contact with Lord Kamisato and Miss Caiome, both of them being so romantic with each other in the middle of the lounge, they jumped on their feet and ran away, pushing each other as they laughed like children.  

       Ayato shook his head slightly, entirely unbothered by their stares, a smile still playing on his lips. Caiome, however, frowned, resting her hands on his chest.

         "How is it always those same two girls who catch us in moments like this?"

 

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UGHH THE CUTENESS OF THIS CHAPTER GOT ME DEAD!!! Istg my blood sugar level got over the top... And I'm still not done.

Chapter 92: Chapter 92 ~ The Flowers and the Journals

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Chapter 92 ~ The Flowers and the Journals

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       Caiome looked to the left and right before opening the door to the large bedroom, hidden on the top floor, at the far end of the hallway. She carefully closed it behind her and sighed with relief once she was alone in the bedroom that once belonged to Kazashi and Yuna. The only time she had been here was with Mitsuko. Now that she was alone, she looked around at the furniture, which was beginning to show signs of personality more and more...

       Caiome felt like she was standing among ghosts.

       Now she could absorb everything in silence because this was the only space where she might catch even a small glimpse of what Ayato had been like before.

       She didn't know where this intense curiosity about him had come from. And the more she wandered around the room, looking at the walls covered with paintings, the shelves with ornaments, and the drawings on the bedding, the greater her curiosity grew. And not just about Ayato, but about his whole family.

      Ayaka had told her many stories, but rarely did she speak so openly about her parents. She spoke even less about Ayato when he was a child, which was exactly the point that sparked Caiome's interest. So, Caiome couldn't help but ask herself: what were the three of them really like more than fifteen years ago?

       The paintings were clearly not created by professional artists, but rather by someone learning how to hold a brush in their hand. As it was typical in a noble household, there were symbols painted: cherry blossom trees, cranes in flight with red crests, a sword cutting through what seemed to be space and time, waves, pine forests, and koi fish.

       On the nightstands, there were wooden figurines carved by a skilled hand: tigers and dragons with their wings spread, butterflies resting on chrysanthemum petals, small katanas and ninjas, camellia flowers and lotuses, their petals finely detailed.

       Caiome took the key Mitsuko had given her the day before out of her pants pocket and decided that, while Ayato was away and thought she was in bed resting, she would snoop through every single one of those cabinets. And that's exactly what she did.

       She started with the clothes cabinets, finding many carefully preserved outfits wrapped in cloth. Caiome expected them to smell musty, but Mitsuko seemed to take her job seriously, taking great care with anything that once belonged to Lord and Lady Kamisato. On the upper shelves were accessories and jewelry, hairpins, earrings, necklaces, bracelets, and shoes made from deer hide with fur, all kept just as neatly.

       Caiome opened a drawer and took out a notebook tied with thick string. She sat on the bed, opened it, and found various types of flowers and leaves, from tulip stems and bush branches to pressed flowers and petals. Among all of them, the majority were, unsurprisingly, cherry blossoms. Next to each flower was a date, along with a brief note written in impeccable calligraphy. Caiome couldn't explain why, but she was certain the handwriting belonged to Yuna, written in a delicate, feminine style.

       2691, Tamagise Island
       2692, Narukami Shrine
       2693, the first flower that bloomed on Ayato's birth

       Next to the note was a small flower on the page, a wildflower with slightly wrinkled light blue petals, almost white, that had taken on a slightly aged tint at the edges. The petals were thin and fragile, carefully arranged.

       Then followed flowers from various parts of Inazuma, picked in different years, at different events, big or small, many of them nothing more than light gatherings or outings with family: at a festival, a picnic, a walk. And all of them were spaced quite far apart in time, at least a few months, which Caiome found somewhat understandable. Even now, Ayato had no time for anything other than work, and his walks were brief, around the garden, and only because she and the others forced him to leave his office.

       It seemed the same had been for Kazashi and his family twenty years ago too. And that wasn't surprising.

       Caiome closed the herbarium and put it back in the drawer, when something caught her attention. A small bumb was in the back of the drawer, beneath its bottom. Thinking clearly, the hiding place was well-made, but Caiome was too familiar with such hiding spots to miss such an attempt at keeping a secret.

       She took the herbarium out again, and began to gently feel the inside of the drawer with her fingertips until she found the exact seam between the secret compartment and the visible part. She found the edge where they met and pulled it back with a click that made Caiome freeze for a second, ensuring no one would rush to the isolated bedroom to check the noise.

       She lifted the bottom plywood, revealing a fairly large compartment that made no sense when you looked at the furniture from the outside. You would never have noticed it, and this was probably the ingenuity of the compartment's construction.

       Caiome took the whole drawer out, letting the sun shine slightly into the interior of the compartment. She reached in and took out a small notebook with leather covers, tied with string at the edges. She put it down and searched again inside the furniture, taking out notebook after notebook until she began to lose count.

       She opened the first notebook she pulled from the compartment, revealing a different handwriting from the herbarium, but equally elegant, though this time the letters were a bit rounder and straighter, resembling Ayato's handwriting, which seemed to have traits from both of his parents. On each first page of the notebooks was Kamisato Kazashi's name, followed by a time period, either long or short.

       Caiome sat beside the bed, leaning her healthy shoulder against the wooden edge, flipping through the first pages of the journal, starting to read.

       Year 2688, Fourteenth day of April

       It rarely happens that I find myself on the shore of the ocean, especially near the estate, from where Mr. Sakihiro can see me if he gets close enough to the coast and looks toward the beach. Even so, it is a beautiful day, and I can at least enjoy a few minutes of peace and solitude before returning to my responsibilities. Only here can I have a few moments of respite before facing the chaos of the Commissions again.

       I counted three ships passing through the northern part of Narukami Island in the brief time I was hiding from my secretary and the guards, who would start making a fuss once they realize I am missing. Two of the ships had white sails; the last one, smaller, with a rounder bow and no distinguishing marks, had black sails, a sign of mourning. Someone had died on Narukami Island, and now they were being taken back home to the smaller islands to receive their deserved tributes.

       I did not know whether to take it as an omen, but nothing unpleasant happened for the rest of the day or the rest of the week, so I thought it was just a coincidence that I saw the small wooden boat passing by. But it did show me, once again, that the world continues to function even when a life ends, and that we are, in fact, insignificant.

       I wouldn't like to be insignificant. I want to matter more, to make a bigger change. I want to grow old, look back, and be proud of what I have accomplished. I wouldn't want to get lost in memories, but rather make an impact.

       Of course, these are distant dreams that must be carefully crafted, because the ultimate goal is, after all, the well-being of the people of Inazuma. And my thoughts can be considered selfish, of course.

       Caiome swallowed lightly as she read the last few lines of the page, then turned it over, pulling at the following paragraphs from a different day.

       Year 2688, Tenth day of September

       Usually, it is my subordinates who walk the streets of the city, especially near a festival. It so happened that, after leaving a meeting of the Three Commissions, I was the one who noticed the preparations for a stand for this year's autumn festival. It was an origami stand, not very large, certainly not prepared by the Commission, but by an individual family of artists.

        What caught my attention, however, was the multitude of colors in the paper shapes. Of course, the Yashiro Commission also provided colored paper, but there was something special about how this stand displayed its origami forms. Moreover, the little girl of the family had just finished folding a hummingbird that made me get off my horse and study it carefully once it was done.

       I couldn't explain my attraction to the little bird in bright red and orange colors, or to how its eyes seemed to sparkle and its wings stretched out. It wasn't even time for the stand to open yet, but the family ended up selling me the origami bird. I placed it on the shelves in my personal bedroom, and every time I went to bed, I saw it facing the window, as if it longed to take flight.

       One day, when I arrived home very late and barely managed to lie down in bed, I looked towards the shelf, but the bird was no longer where I always saw it, and the window was open. I did not get up to look for it. I never did, and no one else ever saw it.

       A bird, when it wishes to fly, can do so on its own, and no one should stop it or bring it back.

       Caiome didn't know how much she had read from Kamisato Kazashi's journals, but she felt her impatience rising as she began to turn page after page, reading the paragraphs carefully, all the while feeling a growing sense of anxiety within her.

       Until she reached the moment she had been waiting for.

       Year 2693, Twenty-sixth day of March

       Today is the day my first son was born. A healthy son who began crying the moment he entered this world, and his cry was so strong, surely with very good lungs. But he is so small. And he seems so fragile, something you wouldn't have believed considering how many hours Yuna had gone through during the birth. The doctor just started laughing, saying that he was a little troublesome, but I did not care about that when I took him in my arms.

       He was truly tiny, and I was very afraid to hold him in my hands, because he was so small that my palms were enough to hold him in. He was restless and waved his hands and feet a lot, which made me panic until Yuna took him from me to calm him down. And my son immediately calmed down when he felt his mother's embrace, and I realized it would take me some time to learn to do the same.

       He has thicker hair than a newborn, and very large eyes, with equally thick eyelashes, which brought endless compliments from others, alongside their well-wishes. May he be intelligent and resourceful, may he enjoy beauty and attention, may he become a great man like those before him, and one day lead the Kamisato clan with wisdom, his name to become the greatest in all of Inazuma's history.

       But I, at that moment, wanted nothing more for him than to be loved, to love, and to be happy, whatever his path may be.

       I named him Ayato because the flowers bloomed wonderfully in the garden, and because the birds began to float towards the sky and back to the earth, as elegant as a veil touching the water's surface. A gentle, yet a strong name at the same time, just as I want nothing more for my son. A name chosen with care, connected with everything the surrounding world represents, just as his connections will be. A name for a child loved with the first thought of him, spoken with the father's smile on his lips and the mother's embrace.

        Caiome almost gasped when she read the last sentences, hiding her face in the bed's sheets, gripping the journal between her fingers so tightly that she could have torn it.

       Then she moved on.

       Year 2968, Fifth day of June

       Ayato has always been an intelligent child. Even at his young age, he responds to adults like an adult and raises his sword like a true samurai. He never delays his studies or training, he does his homework on time, attends events looking impeccable, and never strays from our word.

        Today Ayato learned the meaning of the camellia symbol on our family seal. Something that, despite his talent very uncommon for a child, is hard to understand. A family symbol is studied at length, over even many years, until you learn what it means, what it represents in your family, what it represents in you as a person, and what you want it to represent through your own actions. Something you wouldn't have thought Ayato could learn at his five years of age.

       Nonetheless, his enthusiasm could rival Raiden Shogun's entire power when he looked at the tapestry with the camellia symbol in the dining hall, directing his chopsticks at it. What does it mean? he asked me at first.

        And I tried to answer him the way I learned when I was a child.

       The camellia has many meanings, I started, and that is why it must be used with care in a certain context, for it has the power to uplift, as well as the power to destroy. The camellia represents the natural perfection of the world and everything it stands for. The world is made of love and beauty, an elegance found in everything that creates this world, in the loyalty of man to man and to nature, in prosperity and longevity in a pair as perfect as it is. But it is also a symbol of sacrifice for those who bear it, of our loyalty to those who find salvation in us, those to whom we have dedicated our lives for centuries, and for whom we will continue to do so. It is something that we, as members of the Kamisato family, will never escape, and we could consider it both our blessing and our curse. The camellia means being willing to sacrifice everything for others, just as the flower falls off the dry stem, all at once. Our sacrifice is strong, just like the camellia flower, and it is just as beautiful.

        Ayato did not say anything that night, he just nodded, and then he was lost in thought for the following days, when, coming to me during another meal, he told me he had learned the true meaning of the camellia. I was surprised by this statement—and later I found out that he had said the same to all his teachers, leaving them just as surprised, maybe even outraged.

       "Isn't it just a flower? he said. If there is beauty in everything, why does it have to be just the camellia on our seal? It could have been a pine tree or a crane, a frog or a weed, or an oni mask. If the world is made of beautiful, perfect things, if every single one of the elements of the world is beautiful and perfect, why is the camellia the only one on our seal?"

       The camellia is something different for each person, I told myself again. For my father's father, it represented this sacrifice, as he gave his life for the good of the people; for my father, it represented a beauty beyond compare for the whole world, the happiness on people's faces and smiles, finding satisfaction and his own happiness in their feelings; for me, it represented a perfection I had to uphold alongside the name of the clan and its honour, which I could never allow to falter.

        But for Ayato, the camellia was like anything else in that world he saw through his own eyes. It was not something he clung to, it was just an image that existed only to avoid being absent. It was just something you used to know that you were talking about the Kamisato family. But for Ayato, the camellia was not everything that the clan or the Commission represented. For him, what made our clan what it is, was the whole world in which we exist, the whole world we had to shape in this beautiful cycle in the name of harmony and peace. 

       Caiome smiled faintly at the written pages, moving on.

       Year 2969, Thirtieth day of June

       Some time ago, the issue of some missing books from the library was raised—important books, hard to understand, rarely taken off the shelves. And along with them were some children's books that contained bedtime stories and legends. Even after a thorough investigation, the books were not found, nor was there any evidence of a thief. The doors and windows had always been closed, none of them were forced, and no one had seen anything in the hallways or gardens, or in the surroundings.

        What was just as strange was the fact that the stolen items were both children's books and, at the other extreme, books that only an adult who had gone through many life experiences or intense studies could decipher and appreciate.

       No one confessed anything.

       It wasn't until a few weeks later that they were found in a secret hideout in the forest near the Kamisato estate. The hideout was discovered by chance by a traveler descending the mountain, who found a children's hairpin with sapphires on the side of the road. Of course, he could have kept the hairpin for himself, but his first question was who it might belong to, a piece of jewellery so precious and so small, unless it was that of some aristocrat. So he began to search and, digging deeper, found a stone hideout, which was covered at the entrance with spring leaves.

       After pushing the leaves aside, he found two children inside. One was dressed in fine clothes, with leather shoes and a camellia symbol embroidered on his shirt, while the other was a child in old clothes, with a pair of crooked glasses on his nose, both sleeping surrounded by well-bound, high-quality books.

       The traveller called the nearest guards of the Kamisato family, who thought it was just two children who wanted to play in the forest and had gotten lost from their family. I still cannot express my feelings when I found out that one of these children was my son, and the other was a friend whom Ayato had promised to give a decent life in the future. Yuumei Hanako was the name of my son's new friend, whom he had taught to read from the children's books, while he struggled to understand the books I never allowed him to read, since he was too young for them.

       The two became very close. They were the same age, and somehow, they began to change each other, more or less. While Ayato offered to teach him different subjects, such as literature and mathematics, as much as he could as a child, Yuumei had managed to pull him out of that exhausting routine Ayato had every day, knowing he one day will be the Head Clan.

       They would run in the garden on rainy days, getting their clothes dirty. They liked to hang wooden figurines on the cherry trees before the flowers bloomed and paper birds, which they worked on all night. They made a thousand cranes for the summer festival and each made a wish, which I still don't know what it was. They were very stubborn about keeping it a secret, even from my wife, Yuna, who just smiled and encouraged them. And, for some reason, they liked to race snails after the rain, sitting on the paths near the estate: the tracks were made of small stones, and the finish line was marked with a ribbon that Ayato used to braid his hair with. It was such a simple game, and yet, nothing seemed to disturb their little, happy world.

       Yuumei lived in a small village at the foot of the mountain, and one day, he invited Ayato to meet his other friends. As excited as he had been the night before, on the day of their meeting, Ayato seemed overwhelmed not only by the multitude of children in the village but also by the attention he received from the young girls. It was easy to tell that he was adored at first sight, and it only made me think about how many marriage proposals I would have to refuse for him until he grows up and makes his own decision regarding this aspect of his life.

        Still, I can not help but be happy about it. I was starting to believe that Ayato had no interest in the world outside or in interacting with those beyond the estate. I did not want his attention to be directed only towards studies, towards what he always knew he would become—the next head of the clan and of the Commission. I wanted to let him enjoy all the world had to offer to a child: friends and games, laughter and happiness, dreams and wishes, dancing and music.

        But that didn't happen, as his parents died when Ayato was still the child that needed all these things, Caiome thought as she gently closed the journal with a small smile on her face. The sun was already high in the sky; it was noon, which meant that she and Ayato had to have lunch together, as he promised he would, taking a break from his work. 

        She got up from the rug, placed the journals back in the small secret compartment, and closed the drawer over them, keeping the volume she had just begun reading, which would now become her golden treasure.

       She left the room, closing the door softly behind her, just as she had when she entered that morning, then went down the stairs, still mindful of her surroundings. However, as soon as her foot touched the first floor, Ayato appeared in front of her, causing Caiome to step aside, as if someone had just burned her.

       "Seriously, how do you always manage to move so quietly?" she said, quickly hiding the journal behind her back. 

       Ayato surely wouldn't have liked it—or at least, he wouldn't have reacted very happily—if he had seen his father's journal taken out of the bedroom without him knowing. Ayato didn't even know that Caiome knew about that room.

        "You just tend to exaggerate, as always," he said with a smile. "I was just looking for you. Where have you been?"

        Caiome smirked lightly, but the same smile from before appeared on her lips as she looked at him and remembered all the notes from the journals. A small, fragile child with too much hair for a newborn, a child who ran through the mud and made paper cranes, who stole books and raced snails. She felt overwhelmed by how much information she had gathered in just a few pages from a journal, so she couldn't suppress her impulse to smile even wider - awkwardly wider - as she looked into his eyes.

       "Why are you smiling like that?" Ayato asked, slightly furrowing his eyebrows, trying to read her thoughts.

       Caiome shrugged, hopping from one foot to the other, eventually grabbing his arm and giving him a brief kiss on the lips. "Nothing important. I just learned something new today."

       "Something new?" Ayato said, totally taken by surprise, barely managing to kiss her back.

       "Mhm," Caiome said, walking past him and walking backward, hiding behind the corner of the hallway that led to her room. "But don't worry about it, okay? See you at lunch? We're having fish? Great, see you in your office in five minutes."

       "Caiome, wait—"

        Caiome peeked her head out from behind the corner, wearing the same huge smile on her face, which suddenly seemed frightening. "And by the way, not to be dramatic, but... I know we're over the whole Yuriko and her father thing, but if any noble girl dares to ask you to marry her again, or starts spreading rumours about it, I'll break her legs."

        Then she disappeared, leaving Ayato in the middle of the mansion, wondering what had happened to her in the last few hours.

 

Chapter 93: Chapter 93 ~ The Lord in Everyone's Eyes and the Wolf's Den

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Chapter 93 ~ The Lord in Everyone's Eyes and the Wolf's Den

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       Caiome tapped lightly the papers in front of her with the tip of her brush – the brush Ayato had gifted her for her birthday two weeks earlier. The papers weren't particularly important, at least not to her at the moment. Well, they were important documents related to the organization, but Caiome didn't seem to care much for them right now. Her gaze was fixed on Ayato, who was starting to feel his face burning under the pressure of her intense gaze, knowing that every movement and every breath of his was being studied. 

       It made him smile somewhat tensely.

        "As much as I like to believe I am always the center of your attention," he lifted his eyes toward Caiome, who sat with her chin in her palm, staring at him like a bored cat, "what do you think you will see if you keep staring at me like that?"

        Caiome shrugged. "I'm just counting the seconds until it's time for your afternoon break," she said in the most innocent and normal tone possible, something Ayato couldn't exactly say he appreciated.

        If Ayato thought that, after all these weeks, Caiome would ease up on supervising him and his health, he was sorely mistaken. And the fact that she was now accompanying him again as his bodyguard in the city didn't make things any easier, because Caiome now had the opportunity to nag him at any time of the day, as many times as she wanted to.

        Caiome took it upon herself to enforce a fixed schedule for him, based on Arasthea's advice. He had to eat breakfast and drink tea immediately after waking up – something that made Caiome start waking up at the same time as him. Meals had to be taken no more than six hours apart, and he had to spend at least half an hour at each, regardless of whether he finished eating or not. Between meals, he had to relax with a short walk through the garden or the house – anything to move his body – accompanied, of course, by snacks and tea.

       His bedtime was determined by the hour he had to wake up the next day. If Ayato had to wake up at six, Caiome forced him to be in bed by ten at the latest, so he could get the recommended eight hours of sleep.

        This became a real headache whenever Ayato had more work than usual. Not only because it led to arguments with Caiome, but also because Ayaka would volunteer to pick up where Ayato left off, which, of course, he didn't accepted. He didn't care whether Ayaka had free time or how much it pleased her to help.

        "Shouldn't you lie down and rest yourself?" he sighed. "Considering your wounds still haven't completely healed, you should be more careful about yourself than me."

        "There's a huge difference between us, milord," she mumbled sarcastically. "I don't have a long-term illness. Wounds heal and go away, but your heart stays where it is, and you need to take care of it. And officially, your break has started, so step away from those papers."

         Ayato dipped his brush into the ink, ready to continue his work, smiling with satisfaction. "Considering the current situation, I am no longer responsible for taking care of my heart. It seems you have taken that role upon yourself, both literally and figuratively."

        Caiome raised an eyebrow, then stood up from her own desk. She walked around Ayato's desk and positioned herself between him and his papers, sitting down on his lap. One leg was on one side of his hip, and the other on the opposite side, her thighs encircling his back. Resting her arms on his shoulders, Caiome nearly laughed at the way Ayato sighed softly, since her actions prevented him from continuing his work.

        Shifting slightly forward, Caiome made herself more comfortable on his thighs, pressing her abdomen gently against his.

        "Are you trying to buy your freedom with pretty words and poems?" she asked. "I'm sure you know none of this will change my mind."

        "We are talking about ten minutes for this break. Would ten extra minutes here, working, really kill me?"

        "That depends on what we mean by 'kill.' Your heart failing, or me breaking your neck. Your choice," she shrugged, a far-too-satisfied smile on her lips.

       Ayato tilted his head slightly, while one of his hands found her waist, his fingers lightly grazing her hips. He knew very well the extent of her wounds, considering he'd been present every time Arasthea changed her bandages, ensuring nothing was hidden from him. He knew just how far to move his hand on her back without accidentally touching the more sensitive areas.

        Looking at the situation from another perspective, Caiome always hovering around him was a good thing for Ayato as well, as it allowed him to monitor her every move, every change, and anything that might bother her. It seemed they took care of each other equally, even if neither wanted to admit their own weaknesses and wounds.

        "Would you really do that to a sick man?" he asked.

        "Emotional manipulation doesn't work either," she replied quickly, cutting off Ayato's attempt. "And neither do kisses, so don't even think about it."

         "You don't have to be so cruel to me, you know."

        Caiome arched her back slightly, moving even closer to him, close enough to bend her elbows and run her hands over his shoulder blades as though giving a massage. Her face carried a tender smile that, more than playful, became a bit nostalgic as she looked at him so closely. There was something ever-changing about the way the light hit his eyes or depending on his thoughts – thoughts he often tried to hide... something that wasn't the case when it came to her behind closed doors.

        It was the way his eyes sought hers most of the time before darting away again, and the way the colour shifted when he looked at her. It was the way his lower lip moved when Ayato tensed his jaw slightly before relaxing again. Or the way he sometimes tried to bite the inside of his cheek with his teeth; then he'd realize what a bad habit it was for someone of his status, making him stoic and rigid once again.

       Caiome couldn't help but giggle.

       "What is it?" Ayato asked.

       "Nothing important," she shrugged, which made Ayato frown.

        In the last few days, Caiome seemed to always have something to hide. Always sneaking around, always stepping carefully, and most of the time laughing – with a sincere, almost childlike smile – then excusing herself and leaving. Ayato knew it wasn't about some other secret plan of hers that could put her in danger – he had her under constant watch most of the time, and when he didn't, Koshi was the one who followed her almost constantly, whether Caiome knew it or not. But Koshi always shrugged when Ayato asked if something important had happened to make Caiome so happy.

        And speaking of Koshi...

        The Shuumatsuban made his presence known as silently as ever. Only when he stepped forward and the wooden floor creaked softly did Caiome jump as if burned, ready to leap out of Ayato's arms. But Ayato was faster, wrapping his arms around her waist and holding her in place.

        "Now what?" he laughed. "You don't want to stop me from working just because Koshi's here? You should see your plan through to the end, don't stop halfway."

       "Why do you always have to twist my words and actions?" Caiome said, trying to push against him to escape his grip, but to no avail. Even though Ayato was very careful not to touch the bandaged wounds on her back, he somehow still managed to keep her from leaving. "Ayato, let me go. I don't think Koshi feels comfortable watching us like this."

        Even though Caiome couldn't even turn around to look at Koshi, who was standing behind her.

        "My lady, it's not my place to have an opinion on the situations in which you find yourself present with me."

         Caiome felt as if a rock had fallen on her head. She understood what he was referring to, but the phrasing wasn't exactly the best.

         "But if you were to have an opinion, I'm sure you wouldn't like it, right?" she tried to save herself, showing a nervous laugh.

        Koshi remained silent for a moment to think, then shrugged as if he didn't care at all. "Isn't this normal between lovers, my lady? To display such affectionate gestures?"

       "That is what I have been trying to tell her for so long," Ayato chimed in instead, which made Caiome feel as if a second rock had hit her head.

       She had no chance against these two men. Koshi cared far too little, as he still constantly sought to maintain the attitude of a perfect Shuumatsuban, who only came when called and spoke when asked, while Ayato... Ayato seemed to find pleasure in all of this, in displaying such things to others. It appeared his personality hadn't changed much either.

        In the end, she patted Ayato twice on the shoulder. "You've had your fun. Now let me go so we can talk like normal people."

        Ayato pouted, but he couldn't do anything against her glare. It was usually very fun to tease her, but when Caiome had enough, she really had enough. So he let her go.

        "So," Caiome said to Koshi once she sat down next to Ayato behind the desk, "what happened?"

        "Made and Tori have been keeping an eye on the nobles of the Tenryou Commission. So far, there hasn't been anything suspicious, nothing too obvious at least, but lately, Lord Shimizu and Lady Kimura Inoue have had some private conversations around Hanamizaka."

        "And what's so strange about that?" Caiome blinked.

        "The strange part is that Lord Shimizu and Lady Inoue have a past that both allows and does not allow them to have contact with each other," Ayato said. "Lord Shimizu courted Lady Inoue frantically for years. He became what her father would have wanted him to be to allow her to marry him – he gave her attention, came to her aid, got them out of trouble, and created opportunities for them. Lady Inoue had started to warm up to the idea of becoming his wife. Then, Lord Shimizu manipulated things in such a way that it worked to his advantage, gaining control over the southern part of Yashiori Island, which was under the domination of the Kimura family. In the Commission's eyes, it wasn't a bad decision, especially due to Lord Shimizu's achievements. On paper, Lord Kimura is still the lord of the south, but Shimizu pulls the strings. Lord Kimura wasn't pleased, but Lady Inoue did not see anything wrong with it. Being the only child and daughter of the family, Lord Shimizu will eventually have control over the south once they marry. Kimura has considered Lord Shimizu a deceiver since then, so he cancelled any marriage plans, but the influence remained. He forbade Lady Inoue from having any contact with him."

        "So... they're secretly contacting each other because her father won't let them marry, contrary to their own wishes?"

        Ayato tilted his head slightly toward her, throwing her a meaningful look.

        "Ohhh," Caiome said when she realized.

       Between Lady Inoue and Lord Shimizu, it was anything but love. It was a purely political game that the two of them were playing against Lord Kimura. Apparently, arranged marriages weren't exclusively made by the parents of the parties.

       "I don't understand," Caiome said. "Whoever Inoue marries will still have the south in their hands, implicitly her future husband. What's so bad about her marrying Shimizu if the entire Commission praises him? And what does this have to do with us?"

       Then Caiome realized. The southern part of Yashiori Island is where one of Tabai's hideouts had been before he and Ayato had met. And where the ghost ship had departed from and disappeared at sea. Watanabe's death hadn't changed anything in the Commission, but it had shaken things up a bit. If Shimizu had recently gained such influence, there was something on that island that interested him greatly.

       And if this happened after Watanabe's death, it wasn't hard for someone to figure it out that there was a connection between Shimizu and Watanabe... which had never been discovered while Watanabe was alive. This only meant that Shimizu had seized this opportunity from him; just as the organization had learned, Shimizu had known Watanabe was plotting something. It wasn't surprising, though – Caiome knew very well that Ayato wasn't the only one with spies and an information network.

       "And if Shimizu knows all this and wants so badly to marry Inoue, that means she knows something too. And precisely because Kimura would suspect that there's something shady about Shimizu, that's why he wouldn't allow Inoue to marry him. The question is... what does each of them know?" Caiome mumbled.

       "For that, we will need to keep them under observation a bit longer," Ayato said, though the words weren't particularly pleasant.

        Allocating time gathering information meant that things were set in motion on Shimizu Ryota's side, but they also couldn't rush forward blindly. That was a fundamental rule of the organization's operations.

        "I'll take care of it immediately," Koshi said with a short bow, and Ayato nodded.

        "Excellent job until now."

        "Thank you, my lord. Oh, and uh... Lord Asahi's son, Mr. Shinichiri, should arrive soon. He was at the front gates when I came to report. The guards didn't want to let him in because he doesn't have an appointment with any of you, although it seemed like he wanted to see Lady Caiome more."

        Caiome blinked a few times in surprise, then looked at Ayato and stood up. The trip to Tsurumi Island had taken place a few weeks ago, but Caiome didn't expect Shinichiri to return so soon. Moreover, Ayato hadn't received any report regarding the results of the research.

        Ayato followed Caiome, and they both exited to the front garden where Shinichiri was trying to explain to the guards, holding thick files in his arms, that he absolutely had to see Miss Caiome and Lord Kamisato, though he pronounced her name more often than his. Eventually, Shinichiri made eye contact with Caiome, and his face lit up with a huge smile as he tried to get past the guards. Even so, Hirotatsu stopped him, blocking his path with his massive arm, which was twice the size of Shinichiri's waist.

        Seriously, Caiome thought to herself, that kid – who couldn't be much younger than her, probably Ayaka's age – was far too thin, even wrapped in his fluffy cloak.

       "Let him in, captain," Ayato said, and Hirotatsu lowered his arm, returning to his post.

       Shinichiri practically ran toward them like a child and bowed deeply, his cheeks flushed, fingers trembling on the bulky folders.

        "Thank you, my lord, Miss Caiome," he said, bowing to each of them.

        "Are you okay?" Caiome frowned at him, looking very displeased, as if she were seeing an abandoned chick left in the nest by its mother bird. "You look like you're about to faint from the cold."

        "Of course, miss. I just wanted to deliver these personally," he said and handed the files to the two of them. "The research was a success, even during this time of year, and extraction can begin in the spring. The equipment will already be prepared, and starting next year, we'll already have the first plots of land. Preparations can begin immediately for this; I'll just need Lord Kamisato's approval, so I brought all the information for you to read and approve. Everything is here, and if you have any additional questions, I would be more than happy to answer them myself."

       Caiome and Ayato looked at each other, then smiled faintly and shook their heads slightly. Ayato was the one who took the files from Shinichiri's hands, who hadn't lost the smile and excitement on his face, nor the sparkle in his eyes or the energy in his body.

        "I'll go through them as soon as possible."

        "Thank you, my lord. Also," he mumbled softly, turning toward Caiome, and his cheeks seemed to turn even redder, "I would like to thank Miss Caiome once again for the opportunity. I am aware that I couldn't obtain approval because I'm not particularly good when it comes to speech or words, so I cannot lie and say that I didn't feel discouraged after all the rejections I've received so far. Especially when it concerns an island like Tsurumi. I must admit that you opened the path for me, and I'm very grateful that you trusted me. The expedition could have just as easily been a failure from the perspective of an outsider. I mean no offense when I say I hadn't heard of you concerning industries, so, in my eyes, you're someone who had full confidence in me."

       Shinichiri bowed again, this time more deeply and suddenly, causing Caiome to step back to avoid being hit in the mouth by his head.

        "I owe you everything. If you ever need me, if I can ever help you with something — no matter what it is — I am at your disposal, miss."

        Caiome blinked fast a few times. "I didn't do anything intentionally," she said at last. "And I didn't do any of this to earn any kind of favour," she sighed. "Like you, I just saw an opportunity, nothing more. It was just by chance that I was there when you spoke to Ayato about this, and I merely helped a bit. I don't think I should get the credit."

       "And yet, I would like your name to appear first on the documents when it comes to supporters and investors."

       "Absolutely not," Caiome refused instantly.

       "But... I already told everyone that you were the one who made this expedition possible, hence you should be the first to take credit," he mumbled, looking at her with puppy-dog eyes.

       Caiome hit him over the top of his head with the edge of her hand, and Shinichiri jumped up, clutching his head and rubbing the spot where he'd been hit.

       "Who gave you permission to spread my name everywhere?" she said. "Fine, you really want to do me a favour? Take care that all this madness with the ceramics and land and dirt goes well, and focus on your studies. A boy your age should focus on life and school, not owe debts and favours to someone else, especially to someone like me."

       "But..." Caiome raised an eyebrow, and Shinichiri closed his mouth. "Understood, miss."

       "Good," she sighed, feeling Ayato smiling at her in his subtle way. "And we still have something else to solve," she turned toward him. "I believe Lord Kamisato here owes you some apologies." 

       The two men blinked at Caiome, then at each other. Caiome raised an eyebrow, grinning. "Oho~o," she teased. "Does Lord Kamisato somehow not remember how he refused to even consider this expedition, always acting as if he had a stick up his ass?"

        Ayato cleared his throat, while Shinichiri looked at them, unable to process what Miss Caiome had just said about Lord Kamisato.

       "Uh, there's no need," Shinichiri jumped in nervously, laughing. "In the end, the expedition was successful, right? Let's leave everything in the past."

        But Caiome didn't let her grin disappear, and Ayato had no choice.

        "Miss Caiome is right," he said at last, and Shinichiri seemed to blush even more—if that was even possible. "I could blame the difficult period I was going through at that time, but that wouldn't be a good enough excuse for my behaviour and for my constant refusal to listen to you properly. I apologize, Mr. Shinichiri."

        "Uh... but... it's no problem, really. Ah!" he added quickly. "Your health was poor when I came in and spoke to you about my ideas, was it? I don't consider you guilty at all, my lord; it's only human for anyone to have such less fortunate moments. At least when I'm sick, I have a very unpleasant attitude; my mother always tells me that. After all, you're just like us—no one is perfect, and I don't see you that way either. I think that's actually one of your best qualities."

       "Eh?" Ayato said, blinking.

       "Eh?" Shinichiri echoed, just as confused.

       "Ee~eeh," Caiome laughed, standing between the two of them.

       "What do you mean by that?" Ayato asked, driven by a subtle but present curiosity.

       "I mean..." Shinichiri began, rubbing the back of his neck, not looking at all like a noble young man. "As a member of a noble family, I know very well what everyone tries to do: to be perfect, to do everything correctly, without mistakes and without hesitation. It's something I struggle with daily, to be honest. And when it comes to this perfection, everyone's first thought goes to you, my lord—including mine until a few years ago. You were at a summer festival, but not to have fun, only to ensure everything was in order. You looked tired, but you smiled politely. I was nearby and overheard how your secretary approached you regarding a problem with the industries. You hesitated a lot before giving him an answer. A perfect noble would have dropped everything and dealt with the problem the next second. You hesitated for a long time before leaving the festival, and I couldn't help but think that you probably really didn't want to leave, and that you weren't, so to speak, in the mood to deal with the problem. You did it, but you didn't like it, and I think that's just as human. So you see, I don't think you're perfect, but you try to do everything for the sake of others. That's why, unlike other families, I respect you the most."

       This scene could have been taken from a book, Caiome thought, standing a step away from the two of them, while something unreadable appeared on Ayato's face. Then he smiled softly.

       "Thank you, Mr. Shinichiri, for your words. And I should contradict you regarding your speech abilities. I think you are doing an excellent job."

       "Oh, uh... you're welcome... I guess." Because Shinichiri hadn't expected to speak like this to Lord Kamisato, nor to be spoken to in such a way. "Uhh, I'll leave now," he said again. "It seems that, despite my struggles with the position of a noble and the scolding I get from them, my parents still missed me while I was away from home."

       "Of course," said Ayato, "don't keep them waiting."

       Shinichiri gave another bow, then was escorted by one of the guards toward the exit, leaving Ayato and Caiome alone on the wooden terrace in the front courtyard.

       Ayato watched Shinichiri until he completely disappeared behind the massive gates, then felt Caiome's burning gaze. Turning slightly toward her, Caiome had her head tilted gently, looking at him with a small, pleasant smile and a soft gaze.

       "What is it?" Ayato asked softly, listening to the silence of the snow, knowing full well what she was about to say.

       Caiome simply raised her hand, stepping closer to him, and rested it on his cold cheek. She caressed him gently with her thumb, and it was as if she were looking at the child she had read about in Kamisato Kazashi's journal, with a curious and confused gaze at the same time, a surprised expression on his face, and an innocent way of holding onto those files.

       "See?" she said. "I'm not the only one who knows you're not perfect, that you could never be perfect for everyone, and who doesn't judge you for it." She moved her hand to his other cheek, caressing him with the back of her fingers. "It's just that in your perfection, in your desperate attempt to be perfect, you forget that having flaws and sometimes not doing what you have to do it's not a sin, and that there are people who appreciate you for being human. And Shinichiri isn't the only one who thinks that way, I assure you."

       Ayato closed his eyes slightly, letting himself fall into her touch, gently running his hand over hers, holding it as close to him as possible. They were alone in the courtyard, and the guards stood on watch outside the gates, but even if someone were to see them now, Ayato wouldn't have cared. He loved her too much and needed her too much to try to hide. He wouldn't give up her touch for anything in the world.

       "You can't know that," he said softly.

       "But I do," she said, tugging gently on his hand, leaving a soft kiss on its back before intertwining her fingers with his. "The advantage of someone who has always had to hide is that I notice far more things than others do. I know people's gazes when they look at you, I know their thoughts when they talk about you, and I know their smiles and admiration when they hear your name. I'm not saying this to try to change your perception in any way; I'm saying it because, even if you don't see all this, it doesn't mean it isn't there. You are enough for everyone—for your people, for your family, and for me. And Shinichiri is your living proof of what some others outside this household think about you too."

       Ayato could only drop his gaze, then took a step closer, letting his forehead rest in her neck. His shoulders relaxed, and he exhaled deeply, while Caiome couldn't suppress a smile as she ran her hand over his back, under his cloak.

       "I love you," his faint whisper was heard.

       Caiome felt her heart tighten, something painful and joyful at the same time squishing her chest. She couldn't control this feeling that rises in her every time Ayato spoke to her like that. "If you say that too often, I'll end up getting used to it," she mumbled in her smile.

       "I will tell you as many times as you want."

       Caiome shook her head slightly. "I want you to tell me every time you feel like it."

       "Then that will be the only thing I will say to you until the end of my life."

       Caiome pinched him under the cloak. "As I said earlier, sweet words won't save you from taking breaks from work or from Arasthea's bitter teas."

       Well, he knew that much...

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       Caiome couldn't help but smile when Koshi shared certain pieces of information with her. Lord Shimizu was still under surveillance by the Shuumatsuban, and as for Lord Kimura, Ayato was going to personally pay him a visit, fabricating a plausible excuse. The southern part of Yashiori Island was his domain, and it was known for having some of the best silica-rich sand for glassmaking, as well as limestone-rich mountain rocks.

       As for Lady Inoue... Oh, Caiome planned to handle her personally, a thought that both thrilled and unnerved her—a feeling she secretly relished.

       "There's a weekly gathering somewhere in the city's outskirts, underground," Koshi had explained. "It's a hidden location where people go for less-than-legal purposes, conducting deals. However, it's also known for another purpose—gambling, which Lady Inoue seems to enjoy passionately. Everyone's identity is concealed behind mandatory masks, and they don't gamble with money, but with information."

       No one knew who had organized these gambling nights or the information exchange, but Caiome could think of only one possibility: a branch of the Dark Market known as the Phantom Market.

       "The Phantom Market is a network primarily involving nobles, used to implement certain investments, plans, assassinations, and so on," Caiome explained to Koshi and Ayato. "Of course, it's not strictly limited to nobles. Commoners skilled in hiding behind noble stereotypes can participate, especially if they possess what the nobles crave most—information to gain power or eliminate rivals. There are no contracts or anything traceable to expose identities."

       Eventually, Caiome smirked, almost dreamily. "I've been wondering how much longer it would take to uncover which of your nobles is involved in this Market. I'm surprised, though, that the organization doesn't frequent it—or doesn't need to. Considering how well we've managed on our own, I guess it makes sense. That until now, since we must follow someone there."

       "All right," Ayato said. "In that case, we need to think about how to infiltrate it."

       Caiome frowned, leaning her elbow on the desk. "I'm going."

       "No," Ayato responded instantly, making Caiome jump.

       "What do you mean, no? Let's be honest, out of all the Shuumatsuban members, I have the most experience with the Dark Market and everything it entails, including the Phantom Market. Given my... previous activities," she mumbled. "I know how to handle nobles in that environment."

       "I don't doubt that, but my answer remains the same," Ayato replied.

       "On what grounds?" she frowned. "I'm your best shot."

       "And you are also a member of the organization who must obey the leader's orders," he said with a calmness so distinct it left Caiome speechless, her lips parting slightly as she narrowed her eyes, trying to process his words.

       There was a tense silence that Koshi found oppressive, even as Lord Kamisato calmly continued writing on his papers.

       "Koshi, could you step outside for a moment?" Lady Caiome's voice broke the silence, and Koshi felt as if he were stepping onto a minefield. "I need to discuss something with your lord Kamisato."

       "...of course, my lady," he said, disappearing from the office, certain that this would be more of a lovers' quarrel than an organizational discussion.

       "What was that?" Caiome asked once they were alone.

       Ayato stood up, holding a few files, and started slowly placing them on the shelves. Caiome rose after him, stepping dangerously close.

       "Just my opinion and my order, simultaneously," Ayato said.

       "Right," Caiome mumbled. "Orders you haven't given me since... I can't even remember the last time you gave me such an order, especially without a reason."

       "There is a reason."

       "A plausible reason," Caiome demanded, crossing her arms over her chest.

       Ayato turned toward her, files in hand, his expression unwavering and serious. "The last time I let you go on a mission connected to Tabai, you nearly got killed. I am not making that mistake again," he said, brushing past her to the shelves.

       Caiome's mouth fell slightly open. "...wha...?" she said, moving closer again. "That's the reason? For gods' sake, Ayato, what the hell? The camaztoz was a completely different matter, and you know it. You're not seriously planning to keep me in this role within the organization but forbid me from missions. It should be the opposite!"

       "I do not go on missions either," Ayato said, "at least not on trivial ones that others can handle for me."

        Caiome let out a frustrated sigh. "You can't be serious. Name one person in the entire organization who can do this better than I can."

       "Sora has experience with the Black Market, as do a few others."

       "I've already explained that the Dark Market is far more complex than that, and I've had more than enough contact with the Phantom Market to be the best fit for this. That's how I uncovered which nobles were scum while I was with Tabai. Come on, Ayato. Gambling? I know exactly what kind of games they play and the stakes involved. Can you deny that?"

        "And besides," Ayato said, as if she hadn't said anything, "your injuries still haven't healed, which could affect your focus, performance, and judgment. I am not going to be the one to send you there, putting you at risk of exposure."

       "But you'd send someone else in my place? Someone who might face the same danger if the slightest thing goes wrong?"

       "The Shuumatsuban's purpose is to handle any situation. For infiltration, we have a specialized department, as you know, trained in a wide range of skills, including gambling and gathering intelligence."

        Well, that made sense, Caiome thought.

       Ayato sighed finally, turning to her, letting his fingers brush her temple as he tucked her stray bangs behind her ear. His gaze softened as he studied her.

       "I understand how you feel. You think that if all this leads to Tabai, you need to be on the front lines. But that is not the case. As I have told you, and so has Koshi, this is the Shuumatsuban's job, to follow our orders and protect you."

       "And if something does happen and they're the ones in danger?" Caiome pressed, brushing his hand away. "Tabai has already threatened Uta and Himawari and kidnapped Mumei and the others. You may refuse to let me go there, but I'm not going to let the others take my place. If you can do what you want, so can I."

       She brushed past him, leaving the office, passing by Koshi, who stood quietly a few meters away, pretending not to have overheard their argument.

       Ayato mumbled under his breath, likely cursing in a way Koshi couldn't hear as he awaited orders. He knew full well that, with her personality, Caiome would head there alone. It seemed Koshi shared the same suspicion, judging by how nonchalantly he approached Ayato.

       "Don't worry, my lord," Koshi began. "I didn't mention this earlier because of your... spontaneous dispute, but Lady Caiome needs an invitation to get inside. Sora already has one from me. Besides, she doesn't know the exact location."

       "What makes you think she won't figure it out by tonight?" Ayato grumbled, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Stick with her and don't let her out of your sight."

       Except, there was a problem...

       Caiome had already vanished from everyone's sight.

 

Notes:

I would probably start posting more rarely from now on, like once a week or so, since I started become busy myself in the daily life. And also things are going to become serious again from now on too and I need time to come up with ideas and write everything properly.

See you next time^^

Chapter 94: Chapter 94 ~ The Red Fox and the White Fox

Notes:

I know I've said that I will post more rarely, but come on... It's Ayato's birthday today... I couldn't not post a chapter, especially one as this one.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BELOVED AYATO, PLS MARRY ME!

Aham... I don't know what that was, moving on.

And did you guys see his official birthday art? Now let me tell you something... In the art's description, Ayato mentions that the card is received from the Traveller (at least it's implied). Since the Traveller is us, and "us" can also be "me", I can do whatever the heck I want, so... I will just pretend that the card he received is from Caiome, 'cause he looks so mesmerized by it and the look on his face reminds me of the way he looks when he reads little notes from Caiome when they are apart.

Onto the chapter now:

Chapter Text

Chapter 94 ~ The Red Fox and the White Fox

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        Caiome huffed, grabbing Sora by the arms while Arasthea lifted him by his legs. They struggled to drag him through the snow toward a sheltered area hidden from the winter chill. After covering him with a blanket, Arasthea dusted off her hands, as though she'd been hauling sacks of grain, and looked down at the unconscious Shuumatsuban member, who had fallen with a single strike to the nape from Caiome.

        "You'd think an organization like theirs would be smarter than writing down the location on a piece of paper that anyone could find," Arasthea grumbled. "How did you know you'd find it on him, anyway?" she asked Caiome.

       "Ayato told me," Caiome replied with a wave of her hand. "Well, not directly, but it wasn't hard to guess. Anyway, your turn now."

        Arasthea sat before her, running her hand over Caiome's face. Her silver hair turned into an intense black, and her eyes shifted to a dull brown — a simple bit of magic, but enough to obscure her identity.

       "Trouble in paradise?" Arasthea asked suddenly, smoothing every strand to ensure no silver locks showed through.

        Caiome rolled her eyes. "I never thought Ayato could get so overprotective. I mean, I knew, but not to this extent with me."

        "Can you blame him?" Arasthea countered. "Look at what you're willing to do for people you barely know. You should realize his concerns aren't unfounded when it comes to the woman he loves, especially one he nearly lost not so long ago. Try to see it from his perspective."

       Caiome stayed silent for a long moment as her hair was combed into voluminous, healthy curls.

       Arasthea was right. She would have reacted the same way if the roles were reversed. But this wasn't about Ayato; it was about her — and Tabai, who shouldn't even be in Inazuma. She wasn't angry with Ayato, not at all. She simply... couldn't agree with him.

       "I can handle this," she insisted. "It's his fault for not trusting me."

       Arasthea pulled her hair, causing Caiome's head to snap back with a sharp "Ow!"

       "Are you dumb?" Arasthea scolded, earning a glare from Caiome that promised a few days locked in the seal. "The care he has for you shouldn't be mistaken for lack of trust. He searched for you for days and didn't leave your side for even five minutes while you were unconscious. You know how it feels to lose someone you care about. You should give him more understanding and stop throwing a tantrum every time he refuses you something. You'd better think about what you'll say to him when all this is over, you idiot."

       Caiome pouted. She knew Ayato would be upset with her. But she could do this. And once she returned with information from Inoue, he'd forget she'd knocked Sora out cold and stolen the invitation.

        Once Arasthea finished masking her hair with the dark shade, Caiome put her fox-shaped mask and headed toward the island's edge, seeking the vine-covered entrance. Slipping inside, she was greeted by darkness. After some time, her path was illuminated by a torch near which stood a man wearing a wolf-shaped mask.

       The man held out his hand, and Caiome silently handed over the invitation. After inspecting it, he opened the wooden door, allowing her inside.

       The room wasn't overly crowded, but the lively atmosphere filled the space. Everyone was engaged in conversation, hidden under dark cloaks and ornately carved masks resembling onitenguyoukai, or animals. Nobility emanated from most of them—or at least they played the part well enough.

       Caiome straightened her back, clasped her hands in front of her, and started moving among them. Though they mostly ignored her, a few turned to scrutinize her as she passed, likely trying to discern her identity. Still, she had entered through the front with an invitation, marking her as one of their own.

       Among the crowd, she immediately spotted who she was looking for—her brown hair and fox-shaped mask stood out. Unlike Caiome's vibrant red mask, this one was an elegant white. Taking a seat across the table from her, Caiome pulled off her cloak, letting it fall across her back.

       "I hope you'll forgive my direct approach," Caiome said in a sweet voice as Inoue handed her cup to a young boy with a half-face mask to pour a sharp-smelling white liquid.

      Caiome could feel Inoue's smile beneath the mask.

       "Nothing is too direct here, my lady," Inoue replied. "How can I help you?"

       "I've heard you might know something about a matter of interest to me."

       Inoue snorted. "I know many things about what happens within and beyond these walls. You'll need to be more specific — and think carefully about what you ask."

       "I need you to tell me about Watanabe Goichi," Caiome said.

        Inoue's silence was almost tangible as she set her cup on the table.

       "His suicide seemed suspicious," Caiome pressed.

       "His child died in the epidemic," Inoue replied. "Many parents did the same."

        "You mean the couple who took their lives in the middle of the city in the early epidemic?"

        "In moments of despair, people will do anything," Inoue said.

       "Indeed," Caiome replied, crossing one leg over the other, adopting every lesson Ayaka had taught her before the spring banquet.

       "So, what are you really after?"

       "Did he have enemies?" Caiome asked.

       "All nobles have enemies," Inoue said.

       "Of course. But my question is whether he had any in particular. And if you know who they are."

       "I'm not interested in anyone's enemies but my own. What about you?"

       "I'm not interested in enemies at all," Caiome replied.

       "Hmph," Inoue grunted. "The information you want won't come easily, my lady."

       "Of course. I'm willing to pay for it. You need only name your price."

       Inoue seemed to smile contentedly behind the mask, straightening her posture further. Caiome knew exactly what she was going to say, as Inoue never missed a chance to amuse herself.

       "Let's play a game," she proposed, and Caiome nodded in agreement. "Shall I let you choose?"

       "I think it would be fair for the one holding the information to set the conditions," Caiome replied.

       "Alright then. How about we play a few rounds of cho-han?" she suggested. "A game of pure luck with fifty-fifty odds, where both of us will be blind. And since no game is fun without stakes, how about I get to ask you some questions as well? Just for fun. You seem like a woman who knows quite a lot yourself."

       Caiome agreed with a slight nod, and the boy who had earlier served Inoue what was supposed to be wine approached them. In one hand, he held two heavy marble dice painted with black dots resembling snake eyes, while in the other, he carried a cylindrical bamboo cup.

       Throwing the dice into the cylinder, the boy waited for one of them to give the verdict. For Caiome, everything turned into a game of speed and focus, her Vision pulsing faintly under her clothes.

       "Let's make this even more interesting," Inoue suggested. "Suppose we both guess correctly, odd or even. The winner of the round should be determined by the accuracy of the guess. So, we can also wager on the total number shown on the dice, but with a risk. If you say 'odd' and it is odd, you win. But if I say 'even,' and it's even, and I also guess the exact total, then I win. However, if I risk guessing the total and I am wrong, the victory goes to you. If the first person to answer doesn't wager on the total, the other is obligated to do so. Just an example," she laughed, the scent of alcohol wafting from her.

       "Please," Caiome said, extending her gloved hand. "You have the honour."

       Inoue smirked, gesturing with her hand, and the boy shook the dice and slammed the cup onto the table without revealing the result.

       "Odd," said Inoue, stopping there.

       The boy lifted the cup, revealing a total of five—two and three.

       Taking the dice again, the boy shook them and placed them on the table. Caiome kept her eyes only on Inoue as she said:

        "Even. Eight," she added.

       The boy removed the cup, revealing an eight formed by two and six, meaning Caiome won the first round.

       Inoue tapped her finger on the table's surface, then gestured with her chin for Caiome to ask her question.

       "Watanabe's suicide... was it truly a suicide?"

       "That's what they say, isn't it?"

       "That's not an answer."

       "It's an incomplete answer," she shrugged, clearing her throat. "Watanabe had a few people who particularly disliked him and weren't shy about it. Among them was his younger brother. The Tenryou Commission didn't appreciate him much either, despite his achievements after his younger brother became the head of the clan. The animosity toward him began years ago when no one wanted to acknowledge certain achievements. If his suicide wasn't a suicide, someone among these individuals exploited the nation's grief and killed him with great tact."

       Bingo, Caiome thought to herself.

       "Do you know who might have been capable of this?" she asked.

       Inoue gestured for the boy to take the dice and place them in the cup. He shook them and set them down. Inoue motioned for Caiome.

       "Odd," Caiome said, and the boy revealed eleven.

       "Even," Inoue said as the dice were rolled again. "Ten," she added, winning the round. "Why are you so curious about Watanabe Goichi?"

       "He killed someone I cared about," she answered shortly.

       The boy rolled the dice again.

       "Even," Inoue said, and it was correct.

       "Even," Caiome said. "Four. Which families might have dared to kill Watanabe?"

       "Many can have courage and audacity as well. Of course, I have a few names in mind, but frankly, none of them could have done it. As members of the Tenryou Commission, the risks are greater than losing their name and fortune if an assassination were discovered. You might start with those at the bottom, who have nothing to lose."

       Her answers were roundabout, Caiome realized, ensuring no names could be overheard from their table — a clever move.

       "Odd," Caiome said. "Seven."

       "Odd," Inoue said. "Three."

       The dice showed nine.

       "Of the prominent families you're thinking of, is there someone you know could have done it?" Caiome asked, and Inoue nodded. "Even," Caiome said.

       "Even. Twelve. Who was this someone Watanabe killed?"

       Caiome remained silent for a second before answering. "My younger brother," she said with a lump in her throat.

       "Mmm," Inoue responded. "Even," she said when the dice were rolled again. "Eight," which was correct.

       Caiome had one last chance to win. "Even," she said. "Two... snake eyes."

       Inoue frowned at her, and the boy lifted the cup, revealing two dice with a single black dot each.

       "How far does Watanabe's influence reach?" Caiome asked, ignoring Inoue's clenched fists.

       "That's against the rules."

       "Not at all," Caiome replied. "You said the victory lies in the accuracy of the number on the dice. Can I give a more precise answer than stating the numbers forming the dice total number? I'll ask again," she leaned forward slightly, "how far does Watanabe's influence reach?"

        Inoue clenched her teeth slightly. "Yashiori Island."

        Rising from the table, Caiome gave a short bow. "Thank you for your answers, my lady."

       Inoue huffed as the woman with the red fox mask turned her back and left the mountain's depths. "What does she even want with information about a dead man? Watanabe is probably rolling in his grave right now."

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       Caiome barely managed to step into the entry hallway before she nearly collided with Ayato. He stood with his arms crossed over his chest, looking down at her like he was about to deliver a lecture that would last for hours.

       Caiome pressed her lips together, trying to hide her face behind her hair, which had returned to its usual colour. "What a lovely evening, don't you think?" she said nervously, forcing a laugh. "Why aren't you in bed at this hour? Don't you have an early schedule tomorrow? You should be getting eight hours of sleep, that's what we agreed on."

       Ayato didn't respond, and Caiome felt she had truly messed things up this time.

       "I think you owe Sora an apology," he said instead.

       Caiome tried to laugh again, but her attempt died when she looked at him once more. "Hey, at least I completed the mission, didn't I?" she said, holding out some papers toward Ayato. "Inoue thinks Shimizu is the one who killed Watanabe to gain influence over Yashiori Island — a plan that likely started when Shimizu began courting Inoue to take control of the southern part of the island."

       Ayato didn't seem interested.

       "And I'm fine, too," she assured him. "Nothing happened."

       "If it was so easy to deal with this mission, why couldn't you let someone else go in the first place?" he asked, standing like an immovable statue.

       "Can you stop looking at me like that?" she sighed. "I'm fine, seriously."

       "No, I can't," he said flatly. "I am upset with you."

       Caiome pouted. "Can I do anything in this house without you getting mad at me?"

       "Caiome, what if something had happened while you were with Lady Inoue? What if the Shuumatsuban had to intervene, and you were discovered? The entire operation would have been compromised."

       "Can you stop stressing out so much?" she snapped, pressing the paper against his chest and pushing past him. "That frown on your face doesn't look cute at all when you do that."

       Ayato took the paper, but he didn't even glance at it. Instead, he stepped closer to her. "Give me one reason why I should not be upset," he demanded.

       "I'll give you several," she said, lifting her chin and poking him in the chest with her finger. "The mission was a success, I'm fine, nothing hurts, and you, Your Highness, should trust me more — or at least give me some credit here."

       Ayato sighed, feeling like there was a fundamental misunderstanding between them. "I want to," he said. "I really do. But not if—"

       "I'm fine," Caiome insisted. "I'm not made of glass. I have never been, and just because you're my boyfriend now, doesn't mean I've changed that much, you know. I appreciate your concern, but..."

       She stopped mid-sentence, recalling what Arasthea had told her earlier that evening. She could see things from his perspective, but stressing so much over this... Maybe, somehow, she went to meet Inoue to prove to Ayato that he can stress much less about her. That he shouldn't be so concerned when it came to her. 

       He just has to see that too.

       Raising her hands, she placed her palms over Ayato's, squeezing his fingers gently. She looked up at him, studying his face for a few seconds before flashing him a sweet smile. Ayato knew he couldn't resist the way she looked at him. This woman was becoming too dangerous for his thoughts — she could soften him too easily.

        "Do my words mean so little to you?" she asked, and Ayato rolled his eyes because he knew exactly what she was doing and because he couldn't not answer her.

       "No," he said.

       "And have my actions ever led to a bad outcome in the end?"

       Ayato didn't want to answer that, either, because, indeed, no mission involving Caiome ever ended poorly. Not even this one.

       "No," he mumbled.

       "And do you really think I'd be so stubborn as to risk something if I knew it might jeopardize everything?" she pressed, swaying side to side and fluttering her eyelashes.

       "Well —"

       "Answer honestly," she demanded. "Would I lie to you about something like that?"

       Ayato clenched his teeth lightly. Caiome was stubborn, true. But she was also aware of many things, especially in uncertain situations like this. While convincing her was difficult, even she wasn't so reckless as to endanger others' lives — something she'd proven during the epidemic incident.

       "I suppose not..." he grumbled.

       Caiome wrapped her arms around his shoulders, rising onto her tiptoes. "Then... do I deserve a kiss for my success tonight?"

       Ayato pinched her nose, pushing her head back. "You would have deserved it if you hadn't gone behind my back," he said.

       "It's not like I could've convince you earlier," she said in a high-pitched voice.

       "Then let us call this your punishment," Ayato replied, slipping out of her grasp and leaving her to pout.

       "And yet, you're still awake when you're supposed to be in bed at this hour," she teased.

       "Whose fault is that?" he mumbled, finally glancing at the paper in his hand, the one written by Caiome.

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       Year 2971, Twenty-first of September

       It is rare for me to leave the estate as I please. It is even rarer to do so with my wife. And just as rare to spend time together with her and Ayato.

        Today, it seems all my afternoon responsibilities were postponed — many saying it was likely because of the harvest festival, and everyone wanted a break from daily life. At least, that is what Yuna told me as she helped put my autumn robes over my shoulders. But I could see in her expression that she probably had something to do with my strangely cleared schedule.

       I decided not to say anything, though, because my heart wouldn't let me ruin her joy at finally going out as a family.

        We didn't want to attend the festival in the city — not me, nor her, nor Ayato. The harvest festival is, of course, about the harvest, so it felt right to be surrounded by the fertility of nature to enjoy it as much as possible. Yuna was drawn to simplicity and the happiness of common folk, to the quiet village life she sometimes dreamed of for herself. She had confessed these wishes to me more than once, and each time, my heart ached.

       I wanted to give her such a life, truly. But, as she herself put it, she couldn't abandon the people she fought so long to protect and offer a better life, just as I couldn't either.

        And perhaps, out of the three of us, Ayato was the most excited. It had been a long time since he had seen his friends in Yuumei's village, and those meetings had become rare as well. For the first time in a while, I saw him laughing heartily, as a boy his age should, running and playing through the village streets, among the stalls, the dancers, the games, and the crowd.

       He dressed in one of the finest suits he owned... only to get his knees dusty from children's games ten minutes after arriving in the village. Half an hour later, he snagged his sleeve on a nail sticking out of a fence, and an hour later, while jumping around with three other children, he tripped and fell into the stream running through the village.

       Ayato was unharmed — no scratches, no bruises. But one of the girls he was with scraped her knees, and the sight of blood alarmed all the children around her, who started shouting to call the girl's parents. To make matters worse, she seemed to have suffered a sprain so severe she couldn't even walk.

       Walking through the crowd, Ayato carried her on his back, her scraped knees and injured ankle wrapped in white and blue silk bandages. His sleeves and sash were missing, clearly repurposed for this. His first instinct was to bring the girl to us, as he didn't know her parents, and we took her home afterward.

        Ayato didn't say a word about the incident on the way back, and shortly after getting into the palanquin, he fell asleep from exhaustion and the energy spent on playing, his head resting in Yuna's lap as she gently stroked his hair. Still, we both clearly saw his flushed cheeks each time the girl's parents thanked him profoundly and promised to repay him, especially when they noticed his torn clothes and the bandages around their daughter's legs.

       He didn't talk about it on subsequent visits to Yuumei village, nor after the girl and her father came to the estate to bring him cakes and biscuits as thanks. He acted as if it was nothing, that it wasn't a big gesture, and every time someone tried to bring it up, he excused himself, saying he had studies to attend to. Yuna found this amusing—

       Caiome quickly lifted her gaze from the journal when the bedroom door opened, and Ayato entered with his cloak and jacket draped over his arm. Sitting in bed, she closed the journal hidden under the cover of a simple-titled children's storybook, and tucked it under the blanket before Ayato looked up at her.

       Caiome knew he'd had a busy schedule and likely made every effort to come home earlier, judging by his expression and the way he dragged his steps behind the screen where he changed into his nightclothes. He didn't bother putting on a shirt anymore, considering that, for some time now, Caiome spent more nights in his room than her own. The air was warmer when he held her close.

       Ayato sat on the edge of the bed with a sigh, and Caiome studied his back, where three cranes with outstretched wings seemed to float in an open sky while cherry blossom petals floated towards the earth. Moving closer, Caiome wrapped her arms around his shoulders, pressing her lips gently to the skin of his shoulder blades. Ayato mumbled softly, tilting his head toward her until his cheek brushed against her hand.

       "Tough day?" she asked softly, and Ayato whispered a quiet "yes."

       "School project representatives speak far too slowly for my liking," he said after a moment. "And they have incredibly uncomfortable cushions. My back hurts now, something I did not think was possible given how much time I spend sitting at a desk daily."

       Caiome nestled her nose into his hair until she managed to kiss somewhere between his shoulder and neck, making him shiver slightly under her warm breath.

       "Come here," she said suddenly, pulling away and settling herself in the middle of the bed, leaning her back against the headboard.

       Ayato hesitated for a few seconds, staring at her, then rolled over and stretched out, resting his head on her stomach while sliding his arms under her waist, careful not to touch the healing wounds that started closing without the stitches.

       Caiome straightened her back and began to massage his shoulders, her hands gliding over the cranes and cherry branches. Ayato could only respond with contented mumbles. From his neck down to the base of his shoulder blades and along to his waist, Caiome applied just enough pressure to relax his muscles and align his vertebrae.

       Occasionally, she leaned over so far that she managed to plant short kisses on his head, inhaling the fresh scent of his shampoo. Seriously, Caiome couldn't recall a time when Ayato smelled of sweat around her. This man was too meticulous, too clean, and she almost felt embarrassed about how, in the first weeks of knowing him, she often wore the same clothes, likely looking like a beggar.

       How could she ever compare to him?

       "You should ease up," Ayato said after several minutes. "I will fall asleep otherwise."

       "And?" Caiome laughed. "Isn't that the point? It's quite late, after all. You should've been asleep an hour ago."

       "I don't want to sleep," he said, his face half-buried in her stomach, soaking in her body's warmth. "I haven't seen you all day. I want to hold you longer."

       "You can hold me while you sleep," she replied.

       "It's not the same," he mumbled, nuzzling his cheek against her tank top. "I'm not aware when I sleep."

       "Then you can dream about it."

       "Those dreams aren't as good as this reality."

       Caiome puffed. "Seems you're not too tired for sweet talk, now, are you?"

       Taking a deep breath, Ayato managed to lift himself slightly, leaning on his elbows to look up at her. From her vantage point, his lashes seemed longer, and the shadows deepened in the candlelight from the nightstand, highlighting his sharp features. His eyes opened and closed slowly.

       He studied her for so long that Caiome felt the urge to hide. She was used to Ayato gazing at her like this occasionally, and she, in turn, would stare back — it was a silent game between them. And yet, sometimes, his gaze was too intense.

       "Why are you looking at me like that?" she whispered, her voice fitting the darkened room and the silence of the night. "Did I do something wrong again?" she sighed. "You could just use your words to tell me, you know?"

      Ayato smiled faintly, a small, subtle smile visible only because of the shadows cast by his sharp cheekbones. Leaning on his arms, he rose higher toward her, letting his lips brush against hers in a light, fleeting touch that made Caiome's stomach feel both hollow and full.

       She'd had deeper, more insistent kisses from Ayato — ones where he wouldn't let her pull away, chasing her fervently. And there were the short kisses they shared in the morning or before bed. Then there were the stolen kisses she initiated when she couldn't resist any longer, hiding behind a hallway corner or a tree in the garden or the city.

       And then there were these kisses, stronger than all the others. Because they were light, ghostly, slow, and tormenting all at once. Because in the fleeting touch and slow progression, Caiome became more aware of what Ayato was doing to her, playing with her emotions and reactions, and he enjoyed seeing her like this.

       Ayato pressed slightly against her, growing bolder, and Caiome felt her back slide against the headboard until she was propped on the pillows beneath her. She felt one of Ayato's hands on her waist, slowly moving toward her ribs, his fingertips cautious of how far they wandered, while her arms rose to his shoulders, embracing him, her hands threading through his hair and stroking his shoulder blades.

       His body was warm, pleasant to the touch as she felt his skin under her fingertips, and his breath was hot when he kissed her more firmly, sometimes a bit impatiently or even impulsively. Caiome sank further until her back was fully pressed against the mattress, while Ayato covered her completely. Their legs intertwined, and their knees bumped instinctively, unable to suppress the muscular reactions, too engrossed in the kiss to be aware of the rest of their bodies.

       Caiome felt her lips part slightly, and a wave of warmth hit her as he slid in. The kiss was imposing, deepening, yet at the same time, she sensed a nearly endearing restraint that made her want to laugh. But she couldn't, not just because of the kiss, but because of all the touches she was starting to feel everywhere — because of her own curiosity to touch him everywhere, running her fingers over every muscle and vertebra, every vein, feeling his blood, listening to the frantic beats of his heart and his attempts to breathe.

       Then she started to feel pressed into the mattress, and something bothered her in the back. The pressure intensified, deepened by the kiss and the touches, as she didn't want to let him go, yet at the same time, something was pushing her to rise. Her breath halted almost suddenly, and not because of the kiss; her lungs simply started to hurt.

       Her fingers gripped his shoulder blades and shoulders tighter, her lips stiffened, and she arched her back in an attempt to escape the pain, a strained, pained moan escaping her throat.

       Ayato immediately stopped and pulled back, and Caiome grimaced, half-sitting up. Ayato made room for her, and she sat up further, propped on her elbows, trying to steady her breathing.

        "I apologize," Ayato said quickly. "I did not mean to—"

       "It's not your fault," she said just as quickly, her heavy breath becoming a smile. "It seems I... overestimated my healing ability."

        Ayato frowned slightly, and Caiome knew almost instantly what that expression on his face meant.

        "No, last night didn't affect me when I met with Inoue," she clicked her tongue, sitting with her legs draped over his thighs. "You should stop overthinking things."

       "You just confirmed yourself that—"

       "It'll pass," she rolled her eyes, then leaned toward him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders again. She tilted her head to one side, fluttering her lashes, as if she could manipulate him as she had the day before when she returned from the Phantom Market. "It doesn't mean I can't kiss you if I stay like this."

       But Ayato didn't fall into her trap this time, lying on his side in bed and pulling the blanket halfway over himself. Caiome followed him, scooting close and resting her head on his outstretched arm.

       She had never thought these things — hugs, spontaneous kisses, holding hands, walks and shared meals, cuddling, and smiles — could be possible for her. Or at least, she didn't think they could come so... naturally. She'd never been in a relationship before, never told anyone she loved them, and certainly never heard those words from anyone — except from Tabai, who had an extraordinary mental illness anyway.

       "So, what did you do today?" he asked softly, and Caiome just settled in more comfortably, sliding under the blanket as well.

       And then there were these minutes before bed when they simply talked — about simple, unimportant things that always brought a smile to her face. She'd rarely experienced such moments, always on alert, always listening, always ready to run. To have a place where she could stay, where there were no nightmares, where she felt peace... It was a simple, ordinary thing, but one she wouldn't trade for anything in the world.

        "Hmm," she mused. "Mitsuko showed me how to prepare offerings for when spring comes, fertility rituals and all that. And I stayed with her while she cleaned the funerary hall. I wanted to help, but the woman almost threw me out, just as insistent as you that I should rest and whatnot."

        Ayato chuckled softly. "It is not us who are insistent; it is you who are too stubborn."

        "But I feel fine. Earlier, I just... put pressure on my wounds, that's all. I can dust some furniture."

        "Strange," Ayato said. "When that was your job long ago, you didn't even want to hear about it and would rather skip out, sneaking away and hiding from the guards."

       "That's because I was forced to do it. Now I just wanted to..."

       "Uh-huh," Ayato said. "What else?"

       "I read a little, and the rest of the time I spent with Koshi."

       "Oh, yes, I am sure my father's journals make for delightful reading, especially when you are sneaking around," Ayato said, and Caiome froze in his arms. Then she jumped up, wanting to put a little distance between them, trying to find any excuse.

       Ayato began laughing, turning onto his back and lifting one arm to rest behind his head, the muscle flexing and forming deeper shadows. His other arm still stretched toward Caiome.

       "How, uh... how did you find out about that? I'm pretty sure Koshi was never with me when—"

       "I just found it odd," Ayato said, "you always being so cheerful, hopping from one foot to another when coming down from the upper floor, always seeming to hide something small behind your back, something insignificant. Then I wondered, what could be so wonderful upstairs that it makes you laugh like that and look at me like I am an adorable puppy? So I went to Mitsuko to ask for the keys to my parents' bedroom, and her excuse was that she needed it to clean. And we both know that Mitsuko would give me the keys if she had them."

       "Oh, uh..."

       "And the fact that you tried to hide my father's journal in a random book cover which was placed upside down," he added just as quickly, making Caiome utterly speechless.

       "Please don't be mad at Mitsuko," she said instead, waving her hands. "I was the one who insisted for her to show me some portraits of you, and then she gave me the key, and I accidentally stumbled across the journals."

       "You stumbled across them in a hidden compartment?" he raised an eyebrow, looking even more amused.

       "Well...," she mumbled, "it wasn't exactly the best hiding spot. But anyway, if you want to be mad at someone, be mad at me. Mitsuko really didn't do anything wrong. I could've just as easily gone in there alone if I'd been curious enough to see what was in the room — I'd have found a way, so—"

       "Love," Ayato called her softly, his hand sliding over her waist, making her stop talking, "I am not mad. Not at her, and not at you. Honestly, I had forgotten what was even there or that you might stumble upon the bedroom by accident one day."

       "Mm," Caiome mumbled, teasing her own fingers. "I just thought you'd want to keep things a bit more private. You've never forced me to tell you anything, and here I was, sticking my nose in..."

       Ayato simply smiled at her gently. "Come here," he said softly, and Caiome leaned back into bed, resting her arms on his chest and her chin on them, looking up at him.

       She could hear his heart beating steadily yet strongly as Ayato ran his fingers across her temple, tucking loose strands of her hair away. Then his hand trailed to her back, gently avoiding her wounds.

       "I am more curious about this... sudden interest you have taken in my portraits," he said. "Where did that come from?"

       "Sometimes Ayaka tells me stories about her childhood, and how you, as always, only played the role of the older brother, the head of the clan, the commissioner, and so on. When I asked her about things you did as a child, she couldn't tell me much, so I became curious."

       "She wouldn't have remembered," Ayato said quietly. "There is too big of an age gap between us for her to know."

       "Exactly why I went to Mitsuko. Especially when it came to portraits. I see so many of Ayaka's on the mansion's hallways, but almost none of you, and certainly not many with your mother and father. Mitsuko simply indulged me. You were so adorable when you were little; you looked just like a doll. Now I understand why your parents were so smitten with you — who could resist such a face? Even I wouldn't have been able to handle it."

       "It feels like I hear this every time," he sighed.

       "It's the truth," she rolled her eyes. "And your father has so many stories about you. I couldn't help pulling out the journals from the room and reading them now and then when I have nothing else to do, so it wouldn't be too obvious why I keep disappearing into the bedroom."

       "You know, you could have just asked me instead of sneaking around."

       "Mmm, true," she shrugged. "But then I wouldn't have gotten your parents' perspective, would I? And surely there are things written there that you wouldn't want to tell me. Like... your little crush on a girl from a village?"

       Ayato pouted, fully aware of the expression and smile on her face — a smile that meant she would tease him about this for a long time to come. "Please, do not make me the target of your teasing over this," he said. "I endured enough of that as a child."

       "But I actually think it's very sweet," she said. "Kids are always adorable when they're in love, especially someone like you, who wouldn't admit it for anything in the world, being the young master of the Kamisato clan. Did you ever tell her you liked her?"

       "I feel like I am walking into a conversation I shouldn't be having with you," Ayato said instead.

       "I'm not about to make some almost-thirty-year-old woman disappear out of nowhere, you know," she mumbled. "I was just curious. You said I could have asked you."

       "Certainly not about this."

       "Oh-ho, so you have something to hide from me?" she laughed lightly, leaning against his chest and lifting herself slightly above him, trying to coax him into talking. But Ayato looked like a sad and drenched puppy, so she gave up on the idea.

       She wouldn't have told him the real reason for her question anyway.

       "Alright, alright, sorry," she said. "Guess I will have to settle for your father's journals regarding that."

       "It's not fair, you know," Ayato replied instead.

       "What's not fair?" she frowned.

       "You get to see my portraits, but I have no idea what you looked like. I don't have any paintings, pictures, nothing, since when you were a child."

       "Ugh, thank the gods for that," she said. "Otherwise, you probably would've thrown me out of this bed in the next second."

       "I wouldn't have done that," he laughed softly, a gentle weariness already creeping into his voice.

       "I cut my bangs by myself so many times back then, that I looked bald in front, I was always covered in mud and dirt, I smelled like weeds from rolling down the hills, and when I was nine, I hit my mouth against a rock so hard that I messed up my front teeth. Kandra begged Arasthea for five days to fix them somehow, and every time she tried, Arasthea burst out laughing at me. It was painful to get them straightened. Trust me, you wouldn't even have looked at me if we passed each other."

       "Mmm," he mumbled, slowly closing and opening his eyes. "How strange. Now I feel even more frustrated that I can only imagine you the way you described yourself. I am sure you were funny... and very energetic... and a headache for your sister."

       Caiome smiled just as softly, running her fingers over his cheeks and lips, kissing them as gently as he had earlier. She kissed his eyelashes and his forehead, and Ayato let himself drift into sleep and dreams.

       "I bet you would've laughed your ass off," she whispered, then Ayato fell asleep, holding her close.

 

Chapter 95: Chapter 95 ~ The Smile of a Wife and the Sadness of a Husband

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Chapter 95 ~ The Smile of a Wife and the Sadness of a Husband

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       It was true that Lord Kimura's residence, the main estate, was located in Ritou Harbor. And yet, it looked like a small fortress that hardly allowed Ayato to enter, despite his higher governmental rank than Lord Kimura Shouhei. Ayato had always known him as a man who took extreme precautions and was paranoid about many things, even when it wasn't necessary. Of course, the high world of nobles, who were always pulling strings behind the curtains, warranted such caution, but Lord Kimura had always been on another level.

       He never spoke more than necessary, greeted only in passing to show a hint of respect, never nit-picked, and rarely intervened in discussions. He didn't leave the estate much, except when it was absolutely necessary or in emergencies, and the gates remained closed, giving the fortress-like residence a gloomy air, even on this splendid winter day with a clear sky and a pleasant sun whose rays sparkled over the snow's whiteness.

       It wasn't the first time Ayato entered this courtyard... and the last time it had happened was about six years ago, perhaps seven, when Kimura's daughter, Inoue, was just a child chasing any stranger who stepped beyond these locked gates.

       And since then, nothing had changed.

       The trees seemed just as withered and bare, the garden just as empty, the pathways perfectly cleaned yet sombre, and the small hokora shrine, though incense burned on its altar, appeared as dark as the high walls and broad towers of the house.

        Ayato remembered the day he first stepped into this courtyard and how everything was livelier. He had stood solemnly beside his father—who was already quite ill at the time—and his mother stood next to them with a bouquet of wildflowers in her arms for Lady Kimura. It was the first time he had seen Lady Kimura and also the last before the locks were sealed.

       As he entered the main hall and was led to the living room of the residence, Ayato felt like a stranger, his gaze catching Lady Kimura's smile in her portrait. It was placed in a corner where it wasn't easy to notice but wasn't hidden either. She looked exactly as she had when Ayato was ten years old: a calm smile, that of a mother and a lady worthy of her position, with a pleasant kindness in her eyes and a radiance unmatched even by the jewellery she wore.

        "You don't seem any less curious than I remember," came Lord Kimura's deep voice, and Ayato turned from the portrait. "Of all the things in this house, I expected and didn't expect to find you in front of my wife's portrait."

       With his back straight and hands in the perfect posture of Lord Kamisato, Ayato wore a polite smile. 

       "Good morning, Lord Kimura," he said as the man approached with measured steps, hands clasped behind his back, and an unnamed weight pressing on his shoulders. "I hope I haven't insisted too much with this visit of mine and haven't impeded your official duties."

       Kimura cast him only a sidelong glance, a shade of electrifying and deep blue like the sky's heights before dawn. And his gaze didn't seem impressed at all that Lord Kamisato was in his living room.

        He turned again to the portrait, the only genuine smile within those four walls and the only fragment of light belonging to that house that let neither the sun nor fresh air breathe life into it.

        Kimura seemed frailer, Ayato thought. He couldn't exactly recall when he had last seen him, but he certainly hadn't looked like this—unless his memory was failing him, which was unlikely. His hair was now completely white, slightly long and wavy, tucked behind his ears. His short, sparse beard was unkempt, and the wrinkles were prominent around his eyes.

       Though he wore fine clothing of cotton and silk, it was dark and seemed old. His fingers were thin, his shoulders slumped forward, and his gaze seemed lost.

        "Of course," Ayato continued, "I intend to make this visit as brief as possible. You seem like a busy man, and I, too, have many other things to attend to today, so I will not keep you long. But if we could sit, it would be more comfortable for—"

        "My boy," Kimura interrupted without looking at him, but something gentle in his voice, "perhaps you have more influence than I do in society, and perhaps you are both respected and feared, but that doesn't mean I was born yesterday. Your father was a great man; you will likely become even greater than he was if you haven't already," he turned his gaze to Ayato, appearing as nonchalant as ever, "but stop wearing masks when you're around me. It's exhausting enough to see you like that in public. At least in my own home, don't play games with me. Those are for your other enemies."

        Ayato's smile faded, and he exhaled shortly as Kimura turned his gaze back to the portrait. Ayato could never tell whether his feelings toward Lord Kimura were merely immense respect or an additional frustration, but he never seemed able to fool him, not truly. If he intended to involve Lord Kimura in these games of his, it wasn't because Ayato wanted to, but because Lord Kimura seemed to allow himself to be used intentionally.

        Lord Kimura didn't speak or leave the residence... but he knew everything that happened in Inazuma, and his scepticism... and everything behind it... was his shield against others.

        "You're not here for the sands for the glass branch," Kimura continued. "You're here about Ryota's actions and his interest in my daughter."

        "You could deduce that just from my look, my lord?" Ayato replied with a bitter laugh.

         "It's not as if Shimizu's actions aren't conspicuous. Maybe not to others, but they're certainly obvious enough to you and me. You're a high-ranking noble likely trying to bring order among the nobility, and I'm a father trying to ensure my daughter doesn't tread paths not meant for her to walk."

         "In that case, I should ask for your opinion."

         Kimura finally bowed his head before the portrait, then turned away from his wife and began walking down the hallways.

        "Walk with me, child," he said, and Ayato followed, walking shoulder to shoulder.

        The house was empty and dark, and aside from the guards outside and the servant who had led him in, Ayato saw no one else. As cautious as Kimura was, he seemed to enjoy being alone—or perhaps he was alone because of this scepticism.

         "If my opinions are correct, you have the same impression as my daughter—that Shimizu killed Watanabe Goichi to take his influence on Yashiori Island, even though the island's south is under my governance. Watanabe had many enemies because he upheld similarly antagonistic principles, but never anything to provoke such hatred, at least not from Shimizu."

       Indeed, Ayato thought, for what had brought about Watanabe's death wasn't the wrath of nobles but the revenge of a ghost.

        Ayato remained silent. Yes, things had changed... ever since Caiome arrived in Inazuma and since Tabai followed her, stirring everything up to reach her.

        "So, you've come here to find out what I know and what I plan to do about Shimizu?" Kimura said.

        "Although the nobles and the Commission view his actions as... miracles he performs with his own hands, I don't think they really see that those do seem to be such wonderous miracles," Ayato replied.

        "Of course, they don't," Kimura said. "After all, everyone believes he'll be my future son-in-law and that one day, he'll take more than just the southern part of Yashiori Island, he'll claim it all."

        Ayato frowned. "So, you still stand by your decision? You won't let him marry Lady Inoue?"

         "My daughter likes to dabble in dark things that draw her in," Kimura sighed. "It doesn't surprise me that she wants to marry him despite my advice. She's always been that way, too involved in this world of nobility, even though I've tried to keep her away. Somehow, she always elbows her way in. And I trust that you and I are the same."

        Ayato blinked, slightly confused.

        "Lady Ayaka organizes enchanting festivals and events every time," Kimura said, but Ayato chose not to respond.

         Just as Ayato wanted to keep Ayaka away from the Commission, Kimura tried to keep Inoue away from the nobility.

         "I cannot say I didn't think you'd be just as suspicious about Lord Shimizu," Ayato said, moving on, "but I need to make sure... Are you planning to take action against him?"

         "I should ask you the same thing. You must've realized by now that Shimizu's interest in Watanabe's activities and Yashiori Island began months ago. Or rather," Kimura paused and looked up at Ayato, "I should ask if and what you and that girl you're so in love with plan to do."

        Ayato blinked a few times, caught slightly off guard by Kimura's mention of Caiome. "You know Caiome?" was his first question.

        "I've seen her at the port a few times," Kimura said. "I won't lie, there's something about her, the way she moves around you like a breeze from and to the ocean. But in the end, she's just a girl. And when you're around her, you're just like an innocent boy too, no more, no less. I'd never wish for anything less for anyone, noble or not, but I must warn you. If the changes happening are because of her, I could never forgive either of you if something were to happen to my daughter because of it." He shook his head slightly. "I don't care about this house, about Yashiori Island, whose dominion it's under, or what influences are behind it. I don't care about the title or even the clothes I wear. The only thing I want is for my daughter to come out of all this unharmed. If you can swear that to me, I will help you with everything I can, with holding nothing from you."

        Ayato was silent for a few seconds, then gave a slight nod. "I swear on my ancestors' name that Lady Inoue will be safe. But to do that, I need your full cooperation."

        Kimura gave a small nod. "Of course," he whispered.

        Ayato bowed briefly and turned to walk back through the halls toward the exit. Then he stopped and turned halfway back to Kimura, who was watching him.

        "I understand your grief for your wife, and I understand your desire to protect Lady Inoue from the same fate that took her mother. The noble world and these games can indeed be dangerous... But this place," he gestured to the house, "is no place for someone grieving like you, my lord. We are the same, indeed. You have Lady Inoue to protect, and I have my sister. But that is not the only thing you must take care of, or you will extinguish her as well. And if I may offer advice... think of yourself too. Your life matters as much as hers and I am sure she thinks the same way."

       Kimura seemed to smile, though more in a mocking way. "And who taught you that, my boy? If I remember correctly, you've never lived by your own advice."

       Ayato just smiled, and Kimura no longer needed an answer as he watched Lord Kamisato turn and leave his residence once again.

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        The visit to Lord Kimura's residence gave Ayato much to think about, and he wasn't even sure if the man's willingness to cooperate was a good thing. If it could bring him closer to Shimizu, and by extension closer to Tabai, Ayato would accept any help just to see Caiome a little more at peace with herself and everything happening around her.

         But lost in thought, stepping through the gates of his own residence, Ayato didn't expect to hear two women yelling at each other. Barely had he stepped past the guards and Captain Hirotatsu when Ayato saw Caiome suddenly appear from behind the corner of the house, running around the front terrace.

       Behind her, Mrs. Nakamura ran as fast as her middle-aged knees could carry her, waving a white cloth.

        And right behind the two came Mitsuko, covering her mouth as if she couldn't bear to watch Caiome face Mrs. Nakamura's wrath.

       "Do you have any idea how long I spent cleaning the mud tracks from your boots?" Mrs. Nakamura yelled, chasing after Caiome and swinging the cloth. But Caiome quickly dodged, hiding behind a wooden pillar.

       "It was an emergency!" Caiome protested, circling the pillar as Mrs. Nakamura chased her around, aiming to hit her with the slightly muddy cloth. "I had to find Ayaka."

       "An emergency?" Mrs. Nakamura said, clutching the pillar and circling after Caiome. "Handing out snacks from the city is not an emergency, and you can certainly take off your shoes or at least wipe your feet before entering the mansion!"

       Caiome darted away from the pillar to the middle of the terrace, a subtle smile on her face that seemed to irritate Mrs. Nakamura even more.

        "I couldn't let them get cold," Caiome excused. "They're so much better warm."

        "Then fly!" Mrs. Nakamura snapped. "You were quite good at that when you first arrived here."

        Turning on her heel, Caiome spotted Ayato and ran toward him, clinging to his arms and hiding behind him.

        "But I swear, that wasn't the only emergency," Caiome tried to justify herself. "As the bodyguard of Lord Kamisato, I also have many duties. I can't waste time taking off my shoes every time."

        Even Ayato's presence didn't stop Mrs. Nakamura from coming to them with the cloth as if it was a weapon, and Mitsuko followed hesitantly with Caiome's cloak.

        "You can't use that excuse every time," Mrs. Nakamura said as Caiome shifted to Ayato's side, wrapping her arms around his waist for protection. Ayato stood watching the two chase each other, clearly amused.

        "It's not an excuse," Caiome insisted. "Sometimes, the situation demands it."

        "And you can't hide behind Lord Kamisato every time you make a mistake and are too lazy to fix it," Mrs. Nakamura scolded.

        Caiome quickly darted to the other side, evading another swipe of Mrs.  Nakamura's weapon. "I'm not lazy. It's just... my lifestyle!" she replied hastily. "I didn't usually take my shoes off since I mostly lived on the streets, right?"

        This time, Mrs. Nakamura's cloth managed to hit her hands just as Caiome tried to hide behind Ayato again.

        "Don't think I'll pity you because of that," she said sternly. "Does this estate look like a street to you? If you want to live here, act accordingly. Be more of a human being and less of a stray dog, or I'll throw away all your shoes so you won't have anything to wear."

       "Wouldn't that mean I'd have to go in and out barefoot, which would just make more work for you since I can't avoid the mud?" Caiome retorted.

        Mrs. Nakamura puffed in frustration and swiped at her again, managing to smack her arm with the cloth.

        At that, Ayato started laughing at the scene — Caiome clinging to him on one side, and Mrs. Nakamura on the other, trying to find an opening to land another strike.

        "Stop laughing!" Caiome demanded, clutching tightly to his winter cloak. "I'm being abused by your staff! Shouldn't you do something about this? Look, I'm already starting to bruise!"

       "That's nothing," Mrs. Nakamura replied sharply. "You deserve more for the disaster you leave in the kitchen every time you sneak in to eat. Do you think Lord Kamisato can save you every time?"

       "All right, all right," Ayato said, smiling. "Mrs. Nakamura, I think Caiome has learned her lesson."

       "A few strikes hardly count as punishment," she replied with a commanding air, standing with her hands on her hips. "She needs to follow through."

       "See?" Caiome said, indignant. "See how cruel your head maiden can be? She wants to keep me barefoot and starving."

       Ayato wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling her close and covering her partially with his cloak. He leaned in slightly. "Well, if she does throw out all of your shoes, I suppose I will just have to buy you new ones, my love."

        "Oh, no," Mrs. Nakamura said, waving her cloth toward Lord Kamisato this time. "You should stop spoiling her so much just because you can afford to, my lord. It's exactly why she's gotten this pampered, thinking someone would clean up after every step she takes."

        "But it really was an emergency," Caiome sulked, hiding like a wounded fox or a child against Ayato's chest. "Cheese pastries lose their flavour if they aren't eaten warm."

       Mrs. Nakamura clicked her tongue and landed another swipe of the cloth on her arm. Caiome turned her head away dramatically, letting herself be hit. Ayato chuckled again, fully aware that Caiome was just playing and cuddling herself against him.

       Mitsuko finally approached and draped a cloak over Caiome's shoulders, causing her to shiver slightly at the chill of the fabric. Turning to Mrs. Nakamura, Mitsuko gestured.

        She's just a child compared to you and I, who doesn't know much; it's normal for her to have some flaws.

        "I saw that!" Caiome huffed, and Mitsuko smiled, waving her off lightly.

        And I agree with Lord Kamisato, Mitsuko continued. I think Miss Caiome has learned her lesson for today.

        "I'm not going to educate her every single day," Mrs. Nakamura grumbled. "I already have my own daughter to deal with, who's just as much of a handful, I swear by all the gods." She mumbled under her breath before turning on her heel and walking away to attend to her duties.

        I'll talk her around somehow, Mitsuko gestured before also retreating.

        Even though they were left alone, Caiome didn't let go of Ayato, which he noticed all too well.

        "What is it?" he asked softly, running his hand through her loose hair. "Does it hurt that much where Mrs. Nakamura hit you?"

        Caiome shook her head, her face still buried in the fabric of his coat. "It's nothing," she said after a moment.

        Because she would never admit that she had woken up that morning alone in his bedroom, knowing full well they had fallen asleep together the night before. And even though she knew he would only be gone for a short while that morning, her chest ached with a longing that had no reason behind it.

        She simply missed him, and now she felt like a floating cloud, relishing the chance to hold him close.

        Finally, she pulled away, trying not to seem like a child begging for attention. "How did your discussion with Kimura go?"

        Ayato offered her his arm, and Caiome looped hers through his, walking side by side as he explained everything.

        "Well," Caiome mumbled when he finished talking, "I couldn't blame him for any of this. After all, if he knows everything it is happening because of me, I wouldn't like me much either."

        "He didn't say that," Ayato insisted.

        Caiome raised an eyebrow.

        "All right," he admitted, "maybe it did sound a little like that, but he is just a father. It is normal for him not to like anyone who poses even a slight danger to his daughter. Just like I don't like anyone who poses a danger to you, is it not?"

       "And where was that part of you when your head maiden was hitting me with a wet cloth? It really hurts, you know."

        Ayato laughed. "You are not the only one. When I was a child, she used to chase me whenever I made an avoidable mess, too, but... oh, well, she didn't hit me. And no one ever stood up for me like I tried to stand up for you just now. Therefore," he added, "cheese pastries aren't exactly—"

        "They are!"

        "—an emergency. Certainly not an emergency big enough to not wipe your boots, dearest."

       Caiome pouted as they reached the garden paths that led over the small pond, now without ducks, and toward the cherry trees at its centre. "So, what do we do now?"

        "Among the Shuumatsuban reports on Lord Shimizu's so-called 'achievements,' there were cases of rescues from kidnappings and the elimination of supposed traitors. One such trial will take place in two days, and you, as my bodyguard, will attend with me."

       "A trial?" Caiome blinked. "Before the Three Commissions?"

        "And, of course, before the Shogun," Ayato added.

        "I haven't heard of this before."

        "That's because it's a significant event," Ayato sighed. "It doesn't happen often, which means it is important."

        "Something discovered by Shimizu," Caiome mumbled.

        "And this is where my suspicions come into play. We will see Lord Shimizu as well, and probably Lady Inoue and Lord Kimura."

        "Hmm," Caiome mumbled thoughtfully until Ayato stopped walking beneath the garden's cherry tree.

        Looking at him, Caiome noticed the same dreamy expression he always had when remembering something from the past — a distant memory he couldn't fully visualize, or something that gave him much to think about.

        "Now that I think about it," she began, "you always have that look when we're here."

        Ayato glanced down at her. "What do you mean?"

        "You look just like that," she pointed at him. "And the first time I saw you in this garden, four years ago, this is exactly where you were. Over the past few days, I've seen you coming here and staying more often."

        Ayato smiled faintly, almost sadly, and then looked back at the tall, bare, black branches of the cherry tree.

        "When I was a child, I used to hang bells on the branches during the New Year with my parents. Later, I did it with Ayaka after she was born. Neither of us was tall enough to tie the ribbons on our own, so father and mother always lifted us onto their shoulders. The year father died, we didn't hang any bells. I don't think anyone even thought about it. Then, the year mother passed away, I tried to keep the tradition alive for Ayaka, but soon we both began to forget about it. It was just something children did, after all. And since then, neither of us has really been a child—not truly. A few years later, Thoma started doing it with Ayaka in the city and a few villages, but never here. I suppose I was the reason. Somehow, we came to a mutual and silent understanding not to hang bells in the cherry tree anymore."

        "Why?" she asked softly, glancing from him to the tree's branches.

        "I couldn't say," he shrugged lightly. "Maybe because things aren't, or haven't been, the same as they were back then, so we just stopped. Sometimes, you can't hold on to it, no matter how much you'd like to or how much it thrilled you back then."

       Caiome opened her mouth to say something, but Ayato cut her off.

       "Did you have breakfast?"

       And with that, any conversation Caiome might have wanted to continue has ended.

 

Chapter 96: Chapter 96 ~ The Trial and the Fall of Nobles

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       Caiome had not entered Tenshukaku many times, only when she needed to steal something or when Ayato had official meetings with the other two Commissioners of Inazuma. As a neutral ground for the three parts of Inazuma's government, Tenshukaku was their official meeting place. Usually, however, their sessions took place in a separate room at the end of the corridors.

       The room where she and Ayato were led by the same guide as before was absolutely... huge. It had a square shape but was so tall that the ceiling was lost in shadows. Around the walls, on each level, there were corridors and wooden railings, and among those shadows were faces with dark eyes and sharp, sunken, pale features. Or at least, that's how they appeared in the dim light of Tenshukaku.

       At the far end of the room stood a wooden platform with three chairs, each bearing the symbol of a Commission: the backrest of the central chair displayed the emblem of the Kujou clan and the Tenryou Commission; the chair on the right bore the emblem of the Hiiragi family; and on the far left stood the emblem of the Kamisato family and the Yashiro Commission, a camellia flower.

       Behind these three chairs, after a few more wooden steps, stood one last chair with a more imposing backrest, bearing the emblem of the Shogun at its peak.

       The walls were adorned with paintings and painted panels depicting various important historical moments, along with carefully maintained armours on mannequins and weapons.

       There was still some commotion, but no noise — more like a sort of tension before the beginning of the trial. Compared to the vastness of the building and the gazes that came from above, Caiome felt very small. A chill ran down her back, making her shiver and quicken her pace to match Ayato's. It suddenly seemed like the room had turned cold, even though she wore her dark blue cloak.

       "Everything looks so... formal," she mumbled, thinking no one would hear her.

        Ayato cast a brief glance at her and gave a small smile as he made his way toward Chisato and Kamaji, who stood quietly talking on one side, while three unfamiliar men, whom Caiome had never seen before, whispered on the other side.

       "Any case brought before Her Excellency must be treated this way. It is not an easy thing... to bring a matter before the Shogun."

       "Why? Does it take time away from her precious schedule?" she grumbled, crossing her arms, prompting Ayato to click his tongue in mild disapproval. "Sorry," she said, rolling her eyes. "Who are all those people, anyway?" she pointed upward.

       Ayato didn't even need to look to know what she was referring to.

       "In most cases, trials brought before Her Excellency involve high treason. Such cases are sometimes opened to the public to serve as an example — and, of course, to reinforce the Tri-Commission's fairness toward those who threaten the government. If we didn't allow other eyes beyond our own to witness the proceedings, unnecessary rumours and harmful lies would spread, and we wouldn't have the time to deal with them alongside everything else we already do."

       "I can understand that," Caiome said, still looking upward. Yet she felt like she was being watched in a threatening, dangerous way. "So do you allow civilians here?"

       "Well, not exactly," Ayato replied. "If we allowed civilians, I'm afraid there wouldn't be enough room, and we wouldn't want them pushing each other over the railings, would we?" he joked.

       "So basically, only people you trust are allowed in."

       "We want only the truth to come out of here, not different versions of it or misunderstandings," he said. "So yes, theoretically anyone can enter, but in truth, only those we select beforehand can do it, depending on the gravity of the trial and context. And since this is about Lord Shimizu..."

       "Yeah, I wouldn't trust civilians or the other lords who praise him either. So what? Are these people scholars, scribes, or something?"

       "For the most part, yes," Ayato confirmed. "Specialists in writing, interpretation, recording, and documentation."

       "For people with so much schooling, their expressions are pretty awful," she mumbled, sticking out her tongue at one of them. 

       "You shouldn't focus too much on them," Ayato said. "They are here just to registrate the facts and the entire process, not to cause you any trouble."

        "You can never be too sure," she shrugged.

        "Lord Kamisato," Chisato greeted with a slight bow, as did Kamaji, and Ayato returned the gesture in kind. "Caiome, I'm glad you made it too."

       "Did anything happen before we got here?" Ayato asked.

       "Oh, of course not," Kamaji said. "Chisato was just excited to meet you. It's been a while."

       "Ugh, work's been terrible," Caiome complained, grabbing Chisato's arm and leaning against her. "I barely had any time for myself these days--"

       "You literally did nothing all day yesterday," Ayato pointed out.

       "And the torment I endured! It's so hard fulfilling Lord Kamisato's wishes that I starved just to have time for everything--"

       "Mitsuko just asked you not to eat a dozen onigiri before lunch and dinner."

       Chisato laughed softly, taking Caiome's hand as she continued to cling to her.

       "I'm sure that wasn't anyone's intention, Caiome. If you're hungry later, why not visit us? Our chef is making kani miso for lunch. I'm sure you'll love it."

       "You love me so much, Chisato," Caiome said, hugging her. "I'll bring sake! Ayato doesn't need to know this, but I found a secret room in his cellar," she whispered. "It could knock you out in just a few drinks."

       "I heard that," Ayato said, and Caiome just grinned.

       "I'm happy for you that you found something exciting," Chisato said. "But I'll have to decline your gift."

       "What?! Why?!" she tugged at her arm. "You don't want to get Kamaji drunk with me? Oh, it would be so much fun. We could bring Ayato too. I don't think I've ever seen him just sit at a table with friends for the sake of spending time together."

       "Your idea for a double date is wonderful—"

       "That wasn't my intention..." Caiome mumbled.

       "—and of course Lord Kamisato is invited, but I'm afraid I'll be the only one who won't be able to drink alcohol today," Chisato laughed, her cheeks turning slightly red.

       "Hm?" Caiome asked. "Why not?"

       But Chisato didn't answer, letting the question hang in the air. Caiome looked at Kamaji, who started rubbing the back of his neck, seeming even more flustered than Chisato, while Ayato simply shrugged, appearing as if he already knew the answer.

       Then it was like a light bulb went off in Caiome's head. Kandra had visited plenty of women years ago, giving them the same advice — no alcohol.

       "You're fucking lying! No way!" Caiome exclaimed across the hall, grabbing Chisato by the shoulders and bouncing on her toes. "You're pregnant? This is so great, oh my gods!"

       "Shh!" Chisato quickly hushed her, hugging her back. "Not everyone in Inazuma needs to know just yet."

        "Oh, right," Caiome said, taking her hands and looking at her waist, then frowning. "That's strange. You don't look pregnant at all. How many weeks are you? You can't be more than twelve."

       "Almost," Chisato said. "A few days past ten."

       Caiome pressed her palms to her own cheeks, bouncing slightly. "Oh, this is amazing. You really couldn't wait, could you?" she teased Kamaji.

        "That's not..." Kamaji stammered, his face turning red.

        "See?" Caiome grinned. "I knew we could tease him. These news call for an entire celebration — so more sake! And some delicious fruit juices with milk for you. Proteins and vitamins are important, y'know?"

       "I know, I know."

       "And if you ever need anything, I'm here for you, and Arasthea too. No matter how small it is, even if it's the middle of the night, send someone after me — no complaints. What am I saying? I'll just give you Arasthea entirely. She can handle your nutrition and regular check-ups, and I'll help you with exercises. We'll keep both of you in shape."

       "I think I can manage these basic things myself, Miss Caiome," Kamaji said, clearing his throat.

       "Oh, yeah, I can't wait to see how you'll handle it when the hormonal imbalance hits," she clicked her tongue. "Women have a special relationship when it comes to that," she teased, leaning toward Chisato again and clinging to her arm.

       "Then what's my role in all of this if you want to take care of everything?" Kamaji asked.

       "Haven't you done enough already?"

       "Caiome," Ayato gently admonished her, and Chisato laughed as Caiome pouted.

       "Thank you, my dear, but let's hope I won't need to trouble you in any way. I'm sure Kamaji and I will manage, even if it's our first child."

       "But you're not troubling me at all!" she protested. "I have some experience. My sister used to take me everywhere when it came to pregnancy consultations, considering it was something simple, and well... she kind of needed to keep an eye on me back then."

       Ayato lightly pinched her cheek with his fingers, pulling her until Caiome let go of Chisato's arm. "Just because you followed your sister around when you were ten doesn't mean you have the same knowledge now, thirteen years later," he said. "And take it easy — it's their child, not yours."

       Chisato giggled again at Caiome's expression, looking like a bunny caught in the rain.

       "How about this?" Chisato suggested. "I'll invite you over once a week or two, and if something urgent comes up, I'll ask for your help, yours and Miss Arasthea's."

       Caiome clapped her hands excitedly, with Ayato still pinching her. "Oh, I can't wait to buy toys and clothes for it."

        "I didn't know you were the type of person who likes little kids," Kamaji said. "You'll probably be even more excited when you'll have your own children."

       Caiome seemed to lose all her energy at once, staring at Kamaji not just confused, but with slightly parted lips. She had always been aware that she was highly protective of pregnant women because, after all, it was about a child that hadn't even been born yet. And once they were born, children were outrageously innocent and needed protection too.

        Maybe that's why she felt so desperate about Uta and Himawari's safety and why, after Daichi's death, she had partially lost her mind and personally dealt with Watanabe and Ubisaki.

       But she had never asked herself the question Kamaji was now posing because she had never thought about it... Or rather, she didn't even want to think about it because her answer would have been no anyway... She didn't want children. Her life was far too chaotic for that.

       "Well, that's a..." she started, struggling to find the right words.

       But Ayato's presence burned behind her.

       "I think we are drifting into a conversation that doesn't belong in circumstances like these," Ayato tactfully intervened. "I am afraid our time is too limited for such casual talks, and Her Excellency is about to make her appearance."

       "Oh, yes, of course," Chisato quickly said, also sensing the awkward atmosphere that had fallen over the four of them. "I didn't even realize how quickly time had passed. Come, dear," she said, taking Kamaji by the arm, turning him toward the platform, and starting to walk.

       "But what did I say?" he whispered to his wife.

        "I love you, but sometimes you need to stay quiet," Chisato whispered back.

       "But seriously, what did I say? Did I do something wrong? Come on, dear, tell me..."

       Caiome didn't know whether to feel relieved or not. It wasn't a sensitive subject; it was just one she didn't know how to discuss with people who, truthfully, knew nothing about the kind of life she'd led — like Chisato and Kamaji. She wouldn't have a reason to give them for her own decision, and they were nobles, they were taught to know everything there is to a matter at hand. And if they didn't receive the answer, they would start asking questions somewhere else, and Caiome couldn't let things get out of control. 

       So no, it wasn't something sensitive, it was just something she didn't want to talk about, giving everything that was happening around her, only death and pain and suffering, things a child should be protected from.

       And maybe Ayato had realized that too and saved her with such grace.

       "Thanks," she mumbled, still thoughtful.

       "Think nothing of it," he said with that gentle, fragile smile of his, showing her the way to the platform. "Shall we?"

       Caiome nodded and followed Ayato up the few steps to the platform, where he took his seat. She placed herself somewhat beside him, slightly toward the back, while Chisato took her seat, and Kamaji sat between them.

       It didn't take long before Raiden Shogun entered the hall, and the three of them stood and bowed as she ascended the steps. As if on cue, Ei offered them each a smile — the kind of smile people tell you to display to appear pleasant to others. Not that Caiome could judge such things; Ayato often told her to smile in front of the other nobles to seem approachable.

       "Good morning, Your Excellency," all three said at once, while Caiome gave a slightly more energetic wave than usual.

       Despite her sharp comments, Ayato sensed that slowly but surely, Caiome was starting to bury the hatchet with Raiden Shogun, which was a positive sign for the future.

       "Good morning to you too," Ei said. "It's been a while since I was last requested for such a trial."

       "I'm sure it will just be a formality, Your Excellency," Kamaji said.

       "Indeed," Ei agreed. "By the way," she turned toward Chisato, moving closer to her, "congratulations on the pregnancy. I'll make sure to come participate at the baby's omiyamairi once it's born."

       "Thank you, Your Excellency."

       "And this," she said, letting her fingers hover just a couple of centimetres from Chisato's belly, a small light emanating from them, "is a protection seal."

       As the light faded, Chisato blushed. "Oh my, thank you so much, Your Excellency."

       Ei simply offered a smile before ascending the steps to her own throne under Caiome's curious gaze. She seemed somehow different.

       It wasn't long before the entire room fell silent, and the doors opened. Shimizu Ryouta entered, a tall man with beautiful dark hair, slightly wavy and slicked back, standing upright in silk clothes that shimmered with every movement, even under the dim light of the room. He wore a proud smile, walking with big steps, while behind him two soldiers held the arm of another massive man dressed in simple clothes, his hands bound behind his back with thick ropes that also wrapped around his arms and shoulders.

       Caiome didn't like any of them. Shimizu stopped in front of the Three Commissions and in front of Raiden Shogun, who fixed her sharp gaze on the prisoner behind the lord, the prisoner whom the soldiers pushed to kneel on the floor.

       "Your Excellency," Shimizu said respectfully, bowing deeply. "My lords," he addressed the three of them, and his gaze briefly flicked to Caiome, which she noticed quite well.

       "Is this the man I was told about?" Ei asked, crossing one leg over the other, and the air in the room shifted almost immediately.

       "Indeed," Shimizu said. "Allow me to introduce to you the former Lord Yoshimitsu Ichiro, head of the Yoshimitsu family, who is part of the Tenryou Commission and oversees the northwest part of Tatarasuna Island."

       Caiome frowned. The north of Tatarasuna Island had, over time, come under the control of the Kumori family, which, despite its dealings with moruga, had never been arrested just for that reason and stripped of its position, as it was one of the most powerful families with a residence in the Ritou port.

       When Caiome got upset about this – especially after all her efforts to expose them – Ayato had told her that some families were just like that, even though he would use all the cards hidden up his sleeve. That's why the war never stopped for him because, just as he had certain advantages, other families had their influence and relationships in the government as well. No matter how much Ayato managed to uncover the wrongdoings of these families, he couldn't always remove them entirely. So he only dealt with what he could, then things calmed down, and he started again. Because if it were so easy to clean up the world of wretched nobles, he would have done it long ago, no doubt.

       But while the north of Tatarasuna was under the control of Masahiro Kumori's wife, Shizuko, the northwest part of the island was completely empty, a sort of graveyard for ships that had wrecked and been carried by the current until they hit the land and stayed there. It was usually frequented only by ronin and bandits who couldn't find a place anywhere else... and there were probably many treasures hidden there by those bandits.

       "To present my arguments before the Tri-Commission and the reason for my accusation against him for high treason against the Shogunate," Shimizu continued, "I will tell you about my actions from the beginning. A few weeks ago, one of my men headed to Tatarasuna Island with a message for a friend of mine. On his way, he noticed several wooden containers that shouldn't have been in that desolate area of the island and immediately reported back to me. My curiosity was piqued, and I had a feeling that something strange was happening on that island, so I sent a team to investigate, a team that I personally accompanied. It was true that the containers were no longer there, but we quickly tracked them down and found a well-hidden stash among the wrecked ships on the island. At first, there didn't seem to be anything to recognize, no clue that pointed anywhere other than the usual bandits found in the northwest part of the island, but one single clue struck me as both interesting and strange at the same time. The containers, of course, were full of weaponry, likely for mercenaries, something I had expected, considering they weren't registered in the Tenryou Commission's reports, as they weren't part of any legal category under the Shogunate."

       Shimizu stretched out his hand to one of the guards, who handed him a curved knife, which Caiome didn't recognize at all. Shimizu took it and silently requested permission to approach the platform, which Raiden Shogun granted, and he walked toward them with feline-like steps, with an almost dubious confidence in his gaze.

       "As you can see," Shimizu said, presenting the knife to Ei and the other three lords, "the technique is vastly different from ours. This is a knife that resembles the style from Natlan, but with specific sumerian motifs. Moreover, if you look at this side of the blade, the engravings are made in such a way that they mimic the Fontaine style, but the handle is made in the Mondstadt style. A classic method of confusing any observer from labelling the origin of the weapon."

       Shimizu stopped in front of Ayato, turning the knife from one side to the other for him to study, but his gaze wasn't on the knife or Ayato's expression, which was as hard to read as ever in front of the lords; it was on Caiome. And Caiome wasn't looking at the knife either.

       "What do you think, Miss Caiome?" Shimizu asked. "I'm quite sure you're very knowledgeable about these styles, considering that... you've travelled a lot?"

       Caiome clenched her jaw, and Ayato cleared his throat slightly.

       "Of course, at first, I couldn't put an exact mark on the weapons either," Shimizu said, "but then I thought that this was about an investment in someone with the talent to combine the structure and forging techniques of a weapon, even a knife like this. So, I tried to trace back where it could have come from and who could have made it, and eventually, I found this letter."

       Shimizu pulled a folded piece of paper from his pocket, which he first presented to Lord Kamisato. It was neatly written, but visibly rushed, as if it had been written in haste. And on it was written a four-line poem:

       Even the waters listen to the rooster's song,
       When the sand dunes rise in the morning rays
       And when the flame burns on the mountain's peak
       Looking towards the island of the rising sun.

       "According to me," Shimizu continued, passing the letter to the others, "it seems to be referring to the elements and their origin used in the forging of the knife and also a clue to the location and time of a meeting. So I tracked it and came upon a meeting with soldiers carrying the Yoshimitsu family emblem."

       Shimizu turned to the prisoner.

       "Tell me, Lord Yoshimitsu, isn't your family's kamon a four-pointed star placed over a circle?"

       Yoshimitsu had a serious expression, listening silently until then, without drawing attention in any way. On the other hand, when Shimizu turned toward him and asked the question, a nearly devilish smile appeared on his cracked lips.

       "Indeed," he replied, and his voice faded in the room, which seemed to vibrate with something dark. "It is my family's emblem."

       "Of course it is," Shimizu raised his chin and then returned to his place at the foot of the Commissions' platform. "I knew we didn't have enough evidence for a trial and that we didn't know the purpose of these weapons, so I continued investigating the situation. Eventually, I was able to intercept more letters and messages until I found one final clue that brought us here. One of the letters said, 'The star will descend when the Sun is the most powerful into the tumultuous waters of the corpses.'"

       Caiome began to get bored by how much Shimizu was talking and how few details truly interested her. Not to mention that this story seemed absurd and far too simple to be true. Could it really have been that easy for Yoshimitsu to be discovered?

       Suddenly, she heard muffled sounds coming from somewhere behind her, and when she turned around, she was surprised to see that instead of a possible assassin – always her first thought when someone steps so lightly around her – there was a cat with a black back, a white belly and legs, casually wagging its tail, staring at anyone who might notice its presence.

       Caiome bent down, and when the cat saw her, it quickly ran toward her, beginning to nuzzle her hand. Caiome picked it up, starting to cuddle it under its chin and between its ears, while the cat purred, twisting on her arm to be better stroked on its belly.

       "It isn't hard to figure out who it was once you put all the pieces together," Shimizu continued, "so we managed to intercept the meeting with Lord Yoshimitsu and his mercenaries. Unfortunately, the mercenaries managed to slip through our fingers, but we succeeded in capturing Lord Yoshimitsu and bringing before you all the evidence of his treason against the Shogunate. Otherwise, why would anyone need such unusual weapons like these, which don't even have a trace of the Inazuma style, if not to protect Inazuma instead of trying to take control of it? Especially weapons that aren't even registered and weren't forged by any blacksmith from Inazuma?"

       In the end, Shimizu made a bow as deep as before.

       "These are my arguments and evidence that I present before your lordships."

       "Hmph," said Ei, lightly tapping her finger on the armrest of the chair. "Lord Yoshimitsu, do you have anything to say that could save you from the accusations brought by Lord Shimizu?"

       But in his gaze, there was no desire to challenge the accusations, while his lips held the same strange smile. "I must simply congratulate Lord Shimizu for his accurate deductions and for the investigation he conducted without my knowledge. Even so, what makes you think this was the only thing I tried to do behind your backs? Weapons?" he scoffed. "Any lord from Inazuma can do that if they wish, since everything is so rotten inside."

       He looked at Ayato, shaking his head, as if Lord Kamisato was the only one to blame for everything happening into the noble ranks.

       "Every family, noble or not, hides something," Yoshimitsu continued. "We shouldn't hide behind the good deeds we show to civilians, don't you think?"

       "In that case, I suggest you confess what other plans you've started," said Raiden Shogun, "if you want your sentence to be lighter. I wouldn't want to have to give the execution verdict, neither for you nor for your family."

       "Why not?" Caiome mumbled, though the whole room heard it, but no one responded.

       "Your Excellency," said Yoshimitsu in a tone almost delicate and certainly very calm. Nothing in his body language betrayed his hidden emotions, as if they didn't exist. "You are certainly terrifying, I am aware of that and of the power you hold. But believe me, there are much worse things in this world than the presence of a god and their wrath. You can kill me, my family, and many others. But that doesn't mean I will tremble or consider Your Excellency's execution sword to be the worst ending. For instance, wouldn't it be truly disgusting to keep living like this? To be someone's servant?" He looked towards Kamaji. "Instead of worrying about me, you should focus your attention on other things around you."

       Caiome frowned, feeling the air growing denser, heavier, like mist. Even the cat in her arms, which had been enjoying the petting, sharpened its ears and raised its gaze towards Yoshimitsu.

       "And perhaps from now on, I will be a fugitive, and maybe I will be accused of treason, and Her Excellency will want my execution... but that doesn't mean I will just accept my fate. I haven't lived my life just to have my head cut off by Raiden Shogun."

       Caiome and Ei were the first to move, a millisecond before the room exploded into a thick smoke bomb that spread to the top of the hall. But as Raiden Shogun moved her spear through the thick smoke where Yoshimitsu had knelt, Caiome sat in front of Chisato, waving her hand through the air and dispersing the smoke with a gust of wind, while drawing her sword from its sheath.

       In the entire room, only Shimizu's cough could be heard as he tried to clear the smoke from his eyes, and the mumbling from the balcony where people recorded every detail of what was happening in the courtroom today.

       Caiome waved her hand again through the air, clearing the smoke with fresh air. Once it disappeared, Yoshimitsu did the same. Though held by the guards, it was as if he vanished into thin air without the slightest effort.

       Of course, Caiome told herself. This whole story was too simple for someone to be brought so easily in front of Raiden Shogun. Even with Watanabe, things had been much more complicated, only for him to end up killed by Caiome. And someone planning a betrayal couldn't be so foolish as to get caught so easily without an escape plan. Perhaps this is what made Caiome stay on edge until this moment."

       "Are you alright?" she turned to Chisato, who was sitting in her chair, coughing lightly. Kamaji was holding her hand and supporting her back, his worried gaze clearly showing he didn't care about the so-called traitor's disappearance.

       "I'm fine," Chisato said, waving her hand in front of her eyes, blinking tightly. "Maybe just a little surprised."

       "Take it easy," Kamaji said. "Maybe we should call the doctor."

       "Arasthea," Caiome whispered, and in her light, Arasthea sat in front of Chisato, right next to Caiome.

       "What is this?" Arasthea wrinkled her nose. "Am I not invited to the trials now? It would have been fun. I've never been to one before."

       Caiome tilted her head to the side, as if silently scolding her.

       "What?" Arasthea asked, then her gaze fell on Chisato, who smiled pleasantly and waved at her, though the wave was a bit weak. "Oh," she said. "Seventy-four days pregnant. Enjoy it while you can, the hard part is coming later. But you look a bit pale."

        "Smoke bomb," Caiome said. "Can you quickly check on her to make sure nothing happened?"

        "I feel like everyone is starting to take advantage of me," Arasthea grumbled, but she approached Chisato and knelt in front of her.

        "If you keep acting like this, you should see how much work you'll have to do in the future."

       Arasthea didn't answer, placing two fingers to Chisato's head. A faint white light began to glow from the tips of her fingers, passing slowly in front of her in a slow movement, while Kamaji didn't take his eyes off his wife's face. Arasthea moved her hand over Chisato's forehead, face, neck, chest, and abdomen, where she concentrated a little more, then down to her feet.

       She clenched her fist lightly, rising to her feet.

       "There's nothing wrong, maybe just a little shaken by the shock. Drink some sweet herbal tea and rest."

       "What about the baby?" Chisato asked quickly, gently squeezing Kamaji's hand. "Is it alright? I feel like I've inhaled smoke. I wouldn't want anything to happen to it... What if I feel fine, but the baby doesn't?"

       "Your baby boy is fine as well," she said in a sight. "His heartbeats are steady and, to be honest, it seems like he couldn't care less about this whole smoke bomb situation. He sleeps peacefully as if he were a cat in the sun."

       Chisato and Kamaji looked at each other, then at Arasthea again in silence, blinking fast.

       "What?" Arasthea asked.

       "You said... baby boy," Chisato said.

       "Yeah, I know," she replied. "'Cause that's what it is."

       "How do you...?" Kamaji began.

       "She just knows these things," Caiome waved her hand dismissively. "She can guarantee things from the first few weeks. I shouldn't even tell you how many pregnant women came to her just to find out the baby's gender in advance."

       "My lords," Shimizu rushed toward them, looking panicked. "Is everyone alright? Has anyone been hurt?"

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "Are you aware that you brought a prisoner of yours into Tenshukaku, who could've hurt someone here? Just because you brought him in front of Raiden Shogun, doesn't mean he doesn't have something up his sleeve. Or have you become so proud of winning a case before the Tri-Commission that you've become ignorant to the possibility? She's pregnant, you idiot. What if her child had been hurt, and she along with it?"

       Shimizu lowered his head, humbled. "You're right, Miss Caiome. It was entirely my fault. I apologize to you, Lady Kujou. I didn't take the necessary precautions today. You could have been hurt because of me."

       "It's alright," Chisato said. "You couldn't have known. In any case, Miss Arasthea guaranteed that both I and my baby are fine, so you don't need to panic."

       Caiome rolled her eyes again. Personally, she would've stepped on Shimizu's face a little. Maybe a knock on the head would've put some senses into him.

       "I will definitely find Lord Yoshimitsu and bring him to justice for this, Lady Kujou," Shimizu said.

       "How do you plan on catching someone who disappears so easily from your sight?" Caiome clicked her tongue.

       "I caught him once, I can do it again just as well," Shimizu replied.

       "You won't be the only one doing this, Lord Shimizu," a voice from behind them interrupted, and everyone turned toward it. It was Raiden Shogun, accompanied by Ayato. Chisato started to rise, but Ei stretched out a hand, stopping her and letting her sit back down. "Lord Yoshimitsu is now a fugitive and an enemy of the Shogunate, a danger to Inazuma," Ei said. "The Tenryou Commission will handle the investigation and his capture. Since you're part of the same Commission, you will also be involved, but you won't do it alone."

       Caiome felt something rubbing against her, and when she looked down, the black-and-white cat—or rather the tomcat—started asking to be petted again. As she leaned down to pet him, he jumped onto her arm, trying to reach her shoulder.

       "As Lord Yoshimitsu mentioned," Ayato said, "we can't know what his plans are or what he's hiding. I will also take as many people as I can to participate in his search since this concerns all of Inazuma now," he told Ei, who just nodded in agreement.

       "Do you think he could be that dangerous?" Chisato asked. "After all, we don't know what resources he might have."

       "We'll find him," Caiome said. "And then I'll stick my sword up his ass for this."

       "Miss Caiome..." Kamaji said, but Caiome just shrugged, as if not caring about what she had just said because it was absolutely true.

       At Arasthea's suggestion, Chisato and Kamaji eventually went home, prepared to send a search order to all the families in the Tenryou Commission. Arasthea went with them to prepare exactly what Chisato should take for the next few days to calm her down, while Raiden Ei left to... do what she usually does in situations like this. This left only Ayato and Caiome to find a quiet corner of the city to talk.

       Once no one else was around, Koshi came over, wearing a cloak as dark as Caiome's.

       "Am I the only one who thinks Shimizu's story is a bit far-fetched?" she said, petting the tomcat hidden under her cloak. "Why would Yoshimitsu want to hide weapons for mercenaries in the northwest of the island, exactly where people pass through to reach Yashiori Island?"

       "Especially since Lord Yoshimitsu hasn't stood out in any way until now," Koshi continued. "No illegal activities, no forced alliances. He hasn't done anything good or bad, and now these accusations come out of nowhere."

       "And Shimizu seemed so confident that it made me sick," Caiome commented. "His stare felt so strange, almost gave me chills. Ugh."

       "Besides that confidence," Ayato said, looking toward the ocean, "what bothers me even more are the cases he has solved so far. It would have been even stranger if his activity in service of Inazuma had started with this discovery of the traitor, but I guess he paved his way properly so as not to attract too much attention."

       "In other words, all of his achievements are just as questionable as this one," she groaned, leaning on the wooden fence while petting the tomcat in her arms. "How is it that, even though he's no longer around, everything goes back to Watanabe? Shimizu seems to have taken over his influence in the Commission, and from the same Commission they both were part of, and still are, another traitor rises who wanted to do the same thing as Watanabe? Civil war... If Tabai is involved in this, I detest his lack of originality, getting involved in the same conflict I already cut off once."

       "Well, maybe we have gotten rid of Ubisaki and Watanabe, but that doesn't mean there weren't others involved along with them," Ayato said.

       "Weeds growing out of the ground, huh?" Caiome mumbled, and Ayato nodded in agreement.

       "In that case, what should we do?" Koshi asked.

       "Tell the Information Department to dig deeper into Shimizu's accomplishments, whatever they may be: illegal activities, kidnappings, thefts. I want them as soon as possible."

       "Of course, my lord. My lady."

       Caiome waved her hand as Koshi disappeared from their side.

       "Besides that, if we are going to be involved in Yoshimitsu's disappearance, we need to look into Shimizu's entire story as well," Ayato continued. "We need to investigate the northwest part of Tatarasuna Island. Since the Tenryou Commission will take the lead on the investigation, we must be discreet about our personal goals. It seems I will need to meet with Lord Kimura again. I didn't expect it to be this soon."

       "Hm," Caiome mumbled, nodding. "Ugh, why did everything have to happen now?" she complained, letting her feet slide into the snow. "I really wanted to have lunch with Chisato and Kamaji today, and the New Year festival is so close."

       Ayato turned to her, smiling slightly and shaking his head at how she pouted. She really did seem frustrated, but not too much, considering she knew exactly what she had to do and where her priorities should lie. Still, if he thought about it carefully, since Caiome started working for him, she had only been to one festival on Tamagise Island, and Ayato couldn't say she had enjoyed it completely either. The next day, they had to leave early, and couldn't stay until dawn, which was customary on the island.

       "We will see. But more importantly," Ayato said, his smile turning into one he always wore when Caiome did something on her own accord, without his knowledge. "Love... what is that?"

       "What is what?" Caiome asked, sounding like an innocent child.

       "That," he pointed to the tomcat curled up on her chest, purring.

       "Oh, this. He was in Tenshukaku, and now I can't stop petting him," she complained. "It's so addicting, you know. I think I'll keep him and call him Nai You, considering how fluffy he is."

       "Don't you think that should be discussed with the one who owns the house itself?" he smiled awkwardly.

       "Why?" she pouted. "Your estate already has so many animals. Dogs, horses, fish, ducks—you surely have some stray cats around too. Plus, isn't he adorable?" She hugged the tomcat close to her chest, and the animal lifted his eyes toward Ayato, his gaze widening in the same way as Caiome's, both of them looking exactly the same, pleading.

       Ayato sighed as he looked at both of them and cursed his heart's weakness whenever Caiome looked at him like that. After all, that same look had gotten him into quite a few problems since the moment he met her. He finally raised his hand and petted the tomcat between his ears, and the cat purred, almost looking like it was smiling.

       "You're going to give Mrs. Nakamura a lot of troubles," was all he said.

 

Chapter 97: Chapter 97 ~ The Oni and the Fishermen

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Chapter 97 ~ The  Oni  and the Fishermen

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       Caiome didn't know if it was due to Kamaji's anxiety and his concern about Chisato and the baby potentially being harmed during Yoshimitsu's trial, but the whole situation regarding the Commission's investigation was settled so quickly that she barely realized when Koshi almost dragged her along to the north-est of Yashiori Island — where Shimizu was said to have found the containers with the mercenaries' weapons.

      So now, on the beach, it wasn't just Caiome and Koshi, who was dressed in a soldier's uniform with the Yashiro Commission emblem to avoid drawing attention, but also Kujou Sara and several detectives and soldiers from the Tenryou Commission. While the latter were mainly investigating this Lord Yoshimitsu, Caiome and Koshi were following a completely different lead— trying to understand how Shimizu concluded that Yoshimitsu was simply a traitor among the nobility.

       More precisely, how the story had really unfolded.

       "Obviously, there's nothing left here," Sara observed while her detectives combed through the site and the soldiers guarded the perimeter. "We can only hope to find even the smallest clue that might lead us to where Yoshimitsu could be now."

       Before leaving, Caiome double-checked the other weapons Shimizu had provided and brought to the police station. They were all identical to the dagger Shimizu presented during the trial — crafted using different forging styles to mislead the police, of course. What was strange, however, was how these weapons had been brought to the middle of this shipwreck graveyard.

       "We're not going to find anything useful here," Caiome mumbled, scanning the area. "The tide has already washed away any tracks, and the air is far too salty and strong today to catch any scent."

       "That's because Lord Shimizu conducted an investigation without the Kujou family's approval, all on his own," Sara said, clearly unhappy with the situation. "If he had requested police assistance, things would have turned out differently, and we would've gotten to the heart of the story much faster."

       Exactly Caiome's theory — or rather, Ayato's theory — the reason he believed that Shimizu's entire investigation into Yoshimitsu was, in fact, a deception meant to strengthen his relationship with Tabai. The whole thing had gone far too smoothly, too easily. But Caiome certainly couldn't tell Sara that.

       Caiome turned on her heel as Koshi headed in the opposite direction. There was nothing special here, just sand brushed by the gentle ocean waves, weeds, and old debris scattered among broken barrels and the decaying remains of ships on the verge of collapse. A waste of time, exactly as Caiome had suspected from the beginning, just like the other locations Shimizu associated with Yoshimitsu. There wasn't a single thing that didn't tie the two men together, which made Caiome believe the trial itself had been a cheap performance. No matter what they tried to find here, they would not succeed. Perhaps those containers had never been here in the first place, and now Shimizu was simply sending them on a wild goose chase.

       "But this is procedure," Ayato had said when the Tenryou Commission sent a letter detailing how the investigation would proceed. "All locations related to the trial must be checked."

       Even if they wouldn't find anything.

       At least it would buy Ayato time to meet with Lord Kimura, who was, in fact, the main reason Caiome and Koshi were here. They needed to divert the Tenryou Commission's attention away from what Ayato was really doing behind their backs while pretending to be fully engaged in the investigation, as protocol demanded.

       "Do you think Yoshimitsu would be stupid enough to bring his goods to such an open location?" Caiome asked, playing dumb, another role she had to perform. The more she and Ayato appeared to be captivated by Shimizu's story, the more they buried any suspicion regarding their true goal - Tabai.

       But maybe her question would have sounded more genuine if she had asked, "Do you think Shimizu would be stupid enough to bring the goods to such an open location? And to invent such a weak story to go along with it?"

       "If we follow the saying that the best solution for a thief is to hide in plain sight," Sara said, "it could have been a clever move on his part."

       "But there are no merchants here," Caiome grumbled. "And masterless samurai care even less about what a lord does on this side of the island, right? Besides, this place is far too abandoned to say he's hiding right under the police's nose."

       "That could also be true," Sara admitted. "Many parts of the islands are now uninhabitable, as everyone has moved to Narukami Island, to villages and cities that are thriving. Yoshimitsu is using the abandoned places. Who knows how many others like this he has."

       "I'm starting to doubt this decision to alert the Tenryou Commission," Caiome sighed. "What if it drives him into hiding and worsens the situation? Even though you've sent search teams across Inazuma, there are so many other places Yoshimitsu could reach through means we don't know, especially since Shimizu has told us so little about his financial status and resources regarding this entire treason."

       Another reason why Shimizu's story didn't hold up were, of course, the lack of details, which, despite this, somehow the trial still made it all the way to Raiden Shogun.

       "Then what would your solution be?" Sara asked, walking shoulder-to-shoulder along the water's edge, scanning in every direction for anything unusual. "Yoshimitsu has already been alerted and was willing to flee as soon as he disappeared from Tenshukaku. In fact, if this had been his plan from the start, he could have arranged his escape long before he was brought before the Shogun."

       "You were the one who said that he hides in plain sight, yet you are convinced that Yoshimitsu made a lot of plans behind the Shogunate's back, don't you think?" Caiome asked. "He might as well have hidden in the city. That's why I think being here is a waste of time. Honestly, we should probably be focusing on populated areas instead of the abandoned corners of the islands. There's too much ground to cover."

       "We have enough people for everything," Sara replied confidently.

       "We need focus, not just people," Caiome said, kicking at a pile of sand blown by the winter wind.

       "I assure you, the Tenryou Commission is doing an excellent job and that we will soon arrest—"

       "Shush," Caiome interrupted, raising her hand and almost closing Sara's mouth with her fingers — a gesture that didn't sit well with Sara — before stepping quietly across the cold sand.

       With a wave of her hand, the wind from her Vision lifted the sand and sent it swirling toward one of the split ships, blocking access to the back while leaving the front exposed. Caiome already had her sword drawn, while Sara raised her bowstring toward the small spy who had dared to sneak onto the crime scene... only to come face-to-face with a pair of long red horns and messy silver hair framing Itto's surprised expression as he stood with his hands up.

       "Are you really planning to hurt a civilian of Inazuma?" Itto asked, laughing nervously.

       Caiome shook her head, sliding her sword back into its sheath, while Sara mumbled something under her breath, lowering her bow with visible irritation and tension.

       "For gods' sake, Arataki, what are you doing here?" she began to interrogate him. "This place is now under investigation by the order of the Shogun and is closed to the public. What made you think sneaking in was a good idea?"

       "In my defense, I was here first," Itto said, shaking his hands and clapping them together. "The Tenryou Commission and apparently, the Yashiro Commission as well, were the ones who stepped onto my territory," he added, pointing toward Caiome.

       "Your territory?" said Caiome. "What can you even do in this forgotten part of the island?"

       "Uhh..." Itto mumbled, crossing his arms and looking everywhere except at the two women, for whom his hesitation became painfully obvious. "Nothing. Just taking a walk," he shrugged, and Sara sighed loudly.

       "I'll say this only once, Arataki," Sara said. "You better tell us what you're doing here right now unless you want to end up at the police station. Which you'll have to do anyway, considering we found you here, but at least you could make things easier for yourself."

       "Huh!" Itto scoffed. "And betray my loyalty to the Arataki Gang? No way, tengu. I am their leader, the one they put all of their hopes in, the one who guides them on their path of life. What kind of lesson will I give them if I, myself, stray away from the paths I teach them?"

       Caiome and Sara exchanged some looks. 

       "Oh, so it's about that," Caiome said, grinning and nudging Sara with her elbow. "Alright, if you won't tell us anything, how about we ask Shinobu directly? I'm sure she'd cooperate with the two Commissions that govern Inazuma, wouldn't she?"

       "Wa—wa—wait!" Itto blurted out as the two women started to turn away. "Shinobu can't find out, or else I'm dead. Capital D. All caps, actually. Especially since she told me repeatedly not to even think about something like this..."

       "Get to the point," Sara demanded. "We have plenty of other things to do today, and it's already been a bad day."

       "Ugh..." Itto groaned again, unsure. Though, he had to admit, he was more afraid of Shinobu than another confrontation with Kujou Sara.

       At last, Itto stepped aside, revealing a fairly large wooden box covered with a thick blanket. Once he pulled the blanket away, exposing a few small holes drilled into the wood, the box began to make noises, as if something inside was stirring.

       "What's in there?" Sara asked.

       "...Birds..." Itto said. "I mean, uh, little birds."

        Both women raised their eyebrows, puzzled.

       "Why would you have birds here?" Caiome asked. "And why are you keeping them in there?"

       "Because...I can't keep them anywhere else?" he replied, uncertain.

       "Why...?" Sara questioned skeptically.

       "Because... well..." he stammered.

       "I swear by the Shogun's name," Sara snapped, "if you don't start talking faster and stop wasting my time, you'll give this whole statement directly at the police station with Miss Shinobu present."

       Itto rubbed the back of his neck and carefully lifted the lid of the wooden box just enough so the birds wouldn't fly out. But there was enough light for Caiome and Sara to peer inside and see for themselves several small birds with a vivid red colour, whose tails emitted... flames. Tiny reddish flames flickered as the birds flapped their wings, agitated.

       "Are those..."

       "...tayiōhi birds?" Caiome finished, her eyes gleaming with excitement, her hands nearly clapping in front of them. "Can I get a better look at them?"

        Itto quickly slammed the lid shut. "Are you crazy? They go wild when they get scared, you don't want them to burn the whole box down. I reinforced it with iron on the inside, but still..."

       "Why do you have tayiōhi birds?" Sara asked. "Where did you find them and what are you doing with them? These are incredibly rare birds, Arataki. How did you even find so many—"

       "There are only seven..." Itto mumbled.

       "—and how did you catch them? They're known to flee from any living creature except their own kind. And yet here you are, of all people, and you've got seven of them?"

       "Okay, it's not as complicated as it seems," Itto said out quickly. "A while back, I was on Yashiori Island with my boys, you know, trying to find inspiration for the New Year festival performance. We thought it'd be cool to gather unique elements from Inazuma and all that, especially since a lot of the audience seemed to like our shows the last time, and I must say, we really did a very good job, so..."

       "The birds, Arataki," Sara interrupted coldly. "The birds."

       "Right. So, eventually, we stumbled across some sort of cave or hideout or whatever it was, and we found a nest with seven of these eggs. I figured the mother had abandoned them, so we took them with us, you know, just until they hatched, and then we'd release them into the wild, like with any other animal. But when they hatched, they started spewing flames and everything, and Shinobu told us we should take them back immediately because birds like these can't live near people."

       "Obviously," Sara mumbled, her scowl deepening the more words spilled from Itto's mouth. "Their fire could burn down entire houses, entire cities. You could've set all of Hanamizaka ablaze. Not to mention they could burn your hand off with a single touch."

        "But it's not that bad," Itto protested heatedly. "At least, not with me. Anyway, the point is, Shinobu told us to send them back, but every baby needs a mother, right? Even tayiōhi birds. I couldn't just abandon them without teaching them how to hunt or survive."

       "So you put them in a box and left them here?" Caiome asked.

       "Not exactly. The box isn't mine. I brought them here in a cage, feeling guilty the whole way. But then I came across these kinds of boxes," he gestured toward the wooden crate. "Actually, I found someone who had these boxes, and he offered to give me one for the birds."

       "Another civilian knows you have tayiōhi birds?" Sara snapped.

       "Uhh... I don't think so," Itto shrugged. "They weren't spitting flames when I met him. He said he wanted to get rid of the box anyway, and he let me keep it here until the birds grew big enough to release. Really nice guy, and his friends too. So I left them here to take care of them for a while, but then I heard all the chaos going on at Tenshukaku about Yoshi— something and this place, and I figured you, Commission folks, would come here and find the birds. So, I wanted to get here first to move them. But you were faster than I expected, and now... here we are."

       The two women felt like the sky itself was crashing down on them, exchanging a long, weary sigh.

       "What?" Itto asked, confused by their expressions and the even deeper scowl on Sara's face, whose golden eyes seemed to darken.

       "Are you aware that you've made contact with Lord Yoshimitsu's people who are accused of treason?" Sara said sharply.

       "Shit, he might've even met Yoshimitsu himself without knowing," Caiome mumbled.

        Itto fell silent for a few seconds, blinking fast as he stared at the two women. "Uh... that's bad, isn't it?" he asked with a sheepish grimace.

       Sara turned her back on him and started walking away through the remnants of the wooden shipwreck, her footsteps heavy. "For you, yes, considering you're now an eyewitness. For us, you might actually be useful once you testify. Maybe something you tell us will lead us to Lord Yoshimitsu."

       "Wait a minute," Itto called after her, taking long steps to catch up and bouncing on his toes in agitation. Meanwhile, the other soldiers had already spotted Arataki Itto, the troublemaker, trying to talk to Kujou Sara. "What's going to happen to the birds if everyone finds out about them?"

        "They will obviously be released into their natural environment," Sara said.

        "But they're still babies," he insisted. "They can't fend for themselves. If you're planning to take them away from me, I won't testify anything!"

        Sara suddenly stopped, and Itto flinched so hard when she fixed her gaze on him that he almost tripped over a sandbar. "Are you aware of what you're saying right now? Refusing to testify is like siding with the criminal himself, Arataki. You could be sentenced to execution along with Yoshimitsu, all for some birds?"

        "Then I have one condition. I'll testify to whatever you want, as long as you don't take the birds away."

        "They're just birds!" Sara insisted. "Birds that deliberately stay away from humans and youkai because they don't need them. They're perfectly capable of keeping warm on their own, and they seem big enough to fly or catch insects and bugs if you take them back where you found them, so they won't starve."

       Itto rubbed the back of his neck as Sara finished speaking, staring down at his feet as his shoes sank into the sand. Sara knew immediately — having known Arataki Itto for years — that there was something he wasn't telling her.

       "What else is there?" she sighed.

       "One of them is sick," he mumbled. "It tried to fly a while ago but fell and broke its wing. We've been trying to take care of it, but it's getting worse. If they're taken back to Yashiori Island, it'll die. You said yourself that they're rare birds, we can't let them become even rarer. Besides, they're really friendly and get attached quickly, even if they don't need us. Seriously, Kujou, you should spend at least an hour with them, you wouldn't be able to take them back and abandon them in a place like that, where it's completely desolate, either. At least until the baby bird gets better..."

       Sara was silent for several long seconds, looking at an Arataki Itto who not only had those pleading puppy-dog eyes but also a voice that had grown even more imploring. She could tell without a doubt that Itto cared deeply about those birds, enough to complicate the entire situation in a way that even she found hard to believe. But Sara also knew that whatever Arataki Itto set his mind on — whether good or bad, leading to a happy ending or a disaster — he would stick to his plan, and she didn't want any more headaches considering the current circumstances.

       And then there was Miss Caiome, who, even though she hadn't spoken during the entire conversation and only listened quietly, clearly didn't want the birds abandoned and was firmly on Itto's side. Seeing them standing side by side, Sara could easily picture them becoming a destructive duo in Inazuma if things didn't go their way, leaving her with no choice.

       So she sighed in the end.

       "Fine," she said. "You can keep the birds if Her Excellency approves. Who knows," she added with a shrug as she walked past him, "she might even help the sick one."

       "Yes!" Itto cheered. "You won't regret this, Kujou, I promise. I'll tell you every single detail I remember, I swear!"

        "Yeah, alright," Sara mumbled, knowing full well that she had just lost a battle against Itto in favor of some birds.

       Itto and Caiome high-fived, the sound only making Sara more silently frustrated, especially since the entire conversation had unfolded in front of the other soldiers and detectives from the Tenryou Commission. Once they captured Yoshimitsu, she planned to lock herself in her office at the police station and stay there for a few days.

       "But does it even make sense to go back to the city?" Itto asked, walking side by side with Sara. "We're already here, where Lord Shimitsu's whole investigation supposedly started."

       "Shimizu," Sara corrected coldly.

       "Whatever," Itto said.

       "I just figured you'd want, you know, a witness on your side to confirm your words, like one of your guys."

       "It's fine," Caiome cut in, latching onto Itto's shoulder and giving it a pat. "I can vouch for him on anything."

       "That's not how things work, Miss Caiome," Sara sighed. "Besides, we need someone to record all this information."

       "Koshi can do it," Caiome said quickly, pointing to her partner, who stood solemnly next to the three of them, with his uncovered, playing the supporting role as one of the Yashiro Comission's people, and not a Shuumatsuban member. "He has an excellent memory, he'll be able to give you every detail word for word, just as Itto tells you. Plus, he's right," she nodded toward Itto. "It would be a waste of time to go back to the city when we're already here. If he mentions any detail that's still around, given how long he's been here, he must have noticed something."

       Sara eventually agreed, and Itto began recounting everything he remembered from the first time he set foot on Yashiori Island.

       There had been nothing particularly special about the group of people who handed him the box lined with iron on the inside. They even offered to make holes in the box for the birds before packing up their things, a few bags slung over their shoulders, and leaving. They dressed normally, like any civilian going to and from work, claiming to be fishermen.

       "But now that I think about it from your point of view, I didn't see any boats," Itto shrugged. "And the wind was blowing pretty hard, it definitely wasn't fishing weather, especially on this side of the island."

      "Of course," Sara sighed. "Anyway, was there anything else strange about them? Anything that seemed out of place? Anything they talked about?"

       "Hmm," Itto mused. "I'm not sure how important this is, but I found the way they left kind of odd. They had barely finished making holes in the box when I was moving the birds from the cage, and they started whispering to each other. I couldn't catch what they were saying, but then a really tall guy showed up and started asking questions, probably about me and why I was there. I'm not sure what the others told him, but then he got really friendly toward me. He greeted me, shook my hand, and all that, told me he was a friend of the fishermen and that it was amazing how many wonderful birds I had with me. He was weirdly polite, but he smelled like burns, like he'd rolled around in ashes. And he definitely looked like he spent a lot of time in the sun... if there were any sun to be out in this time of year."

       Caiome frowned, a gnawing feeling growing in her chest, a suspicion taking root.

       "Do you remember any small details about this group?" Sara asked. "What they wore, any unusual items they had with them? Anything that looked like this?" She pulled out the dagger Shimizu had presented during the trial.

       Itto examined the dagger carefully before shaking his head. "They wore normal clothes and didn't have any weapons, not even the tall guy. They looked like ordinary fishermen. Still... hm..."

       "What?" Sara pressed.

       "I don't think they realized how well I can hear when the wind's not blowing, since I'm an oni," Itto grinned, "but as they were leaving, they mentioned picking up some cargo during the tide in Akamine Bay. Anyway, this happened over a month ago, so I doubt they still have any cargo left to pick up there," he shrugged.

       "Not necessarily," Caiome said. "If that's their meeting point, they could be smuggling weapons from the bay regularly during the tide and bringing them here. If Yoshimitsu plans to start a civil war like Watanabe, he'll need a lot of them. Itto," she turned to him, "since you got the box from them, have you left the birds here the entire time right?"

       Itto nodded.

       "That means you've been here before. Have you ever seen more boxes like the one they gave you? Or have you met them again?"

       "No, not really. Although... I'm pretty sure I've seen traces of the boxes, like those little sand mounds that gather when the wind blows. There weren't many. That was about three days after I met them. I guess they didn't know I decided to leave the birds here, hiding them, so they came back."

       "And the birds didn't make any noise?" Sara asked.

       "When the box is covered, they tend to sleep a lot," Itto said. "They probably didn't hear them."

       "How often did that happen?" Caiome asked. "Seeing those kind of traces?"

       "Almost all the time, until about two weeks ago when they completely stopped."

       Caiome and Sara exchanged a glance. Most likely, two weeks ago was the exact moment when Shimizu was supposed to have discovered the goods. However, it was very interesting that Shimizu never mentioned the results of the interrogation when he captured Yoshimitsu and some of his men. Why didn't he mention Akamine Bay by name?

       The pieces were starting to fit together more and more, Caiome thought. The entire trial must have been a setup, a plan orchestrated by Shimizu and Yoshimitsu, working hand in hand with Tabai. The weapons were clever enough to be designed by someone like Tabai. Shimizu had influence on Yashiori Island, especially in the southern part, which rightfully belonged to Lord Kimura — where Akamine Bay was located. And since Shimizu enjoyed Lady Inoue's favour, it wouldn't have been difficult for him to secretly bring ships to the southern part of the island, unload the containers with weapons, and transport them here where no one was around, and no prying eyes could reach. Not to mention the reports Koshi received some time ago — specifically on her birthday — when news arrived about a ship sailing toward the south of Inazuma, either to Tsurumi or Seirai Islands, though it was still unclear which.

       But if things fit together as Caiome believed, Tabai had to be on one of those two islands.

       "Alright," Sara said. "In that case, we'll need to place guards not only in Akamine Bay but along any edges of the islands where ships could dock."

       "Why?" Itto asked. "Don't you think this Yoshimitsu guy, now that he's on the run, would want to hide?"

       "During the trial, he said he'd rather die by the Shogun's sword than live the life he's led until now, whatever that was," Caiome said. "I doubt he disappeared just to retreat and hide until the end of his miserable days, still under the Shogunate's hunt. He'll want to fight back, whether he wins or not. So, he might find other ways to transport weapons, armour, and resources here."

       But there was one question Caiome couldn't quite answer: why was this whole trial happening? Why would Shimizu and Yoshimitsu even risk letting the Shogunate know that somewhere, hidden away, a rebellion was being prepared? Was this Tabai's way of distracting Caiome and the Commissions, while he planned something else behind the scenes, without her knowing, without even giving her a moment to consider the possibility?

       Because, whether it was a setup or not, Yoshimitsu and Shimizu were still planning something, something that couldn't be ignored. So, Caiome had begun fighting on two fronts — and she knew absolutely nothing about one of them.

       Caiome looked at Koshi and gave a nod, a silent gesture for her to send a letter to Ayato, who was supposed to be in a meeting with Lord Kimura, if it didn't take Caiome too long to gather information like this.

       "In any case, I'll discuss this with Her Excellency," Sara said with a sigh. "As for you, Arataki, you'll need to stick around just in case. And yes, you can bring the birds with you, considering we need to show them to Her Excellency so she can make a decision about them. As I said, you can keep them only if she agrees."

        "Don't worry, tengu," Itto waved nonchalantly, looking very proud of himself. "I'll convince Raiden Shogun to let me keep the birds with just a few words."

       "You shouldn't be so confident," Sara mumbled back. "Let's go, we have a lot more to do."

       She turned and began gathering all the scattered soldiers and detectives from the perimeter, while Itto made his way to the box with the tayiōhi  birds. Caiome followed closely behind, leaning over his shoulders and pulling him slightly down toward her so they could speak quietly without being overheard.

       "One more question, my dear friend. That tall guy you mentioned earlier... you said he seemed different from the others, very tanned. What other details do you remember about him?"

       "Hmm," Itto mused. "Dark hair, shoulder-length, deep voice, and a short beard."

        "Is that all? Like, I don't know, body marks, a strange style of clothing? You said he smelled like ash."

       "Well, I did say that, but now that I think about it... there was something else odd about him. He smelled burnt, but his clothes were clean. I'm not sure, but I think I saw that his hands were bandaged, like he'd been playing with fire. Literally."

       Caiome patted him on the shoulder, flashing a wide smile. "Thanks, my dear friend. Now, let's get these birds back to the city carefully. As for Sara and Raiden Ei's approval..." She leaned in closer to his ear and whispered, "Tell her that I'm the one who insists on keeping them close. It won't guarantee your success, but it'll improve your chances."

        "Oh, Cai," Itto laughed heartily. "You won't need to worry, no one's taking these birds from me. By the way, how come you're here? I mean, I know you're working with Thoma, but coming all the way here from the Yashiro Commission...?"

       "Let's see how the birds are doing," she said instead.

 

Chapter 98: Chapter 98 ~ The Veil and the Tayiōhi Birds

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Chapter 98 ~ The Veil and the Tayiōhi Birds

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       Lord Kimura Shouhei had been observing every move Lord Shimizu made since the trial at Tenshukaku — from the dramatic bow he gave the three commissioners and his big steps as he exited the building, to what he ate that afternoon before receiving approval to investigate from Her Excellency. However, as he had told Lord Kamisato, who visited his residence again that evening, there didn't seem to be anything suspicious.

        Meanwhile, Lord Kamisato had gathered various reports — how and from where, no one knew — on Shimizu's activities and successes over the past few months, during which he became a decorated member of society, applauded by the nobility, and even receiving several marriage proposals, which Shimizu declined in Inoue's favour.

        Although they both agreed not to lie to each other, Lord Kimura knew that Lord Kamisato was keeping certain things to himself, which wasn't exactly a violation of their temporary deal. After all, Lord Kimura was hiding something from him too, but in his view, it wasn't that important.

        Together, however, they uncovered a pattern in Shimizu Ryouta's achievements. In theft cases, stolen goods were returned to their rightful owners within 24 hours. In kidnapping cases, victims were sometimes reunited with their families in less than 48 hours. When Shimizu's personal detectives were involved, investigations ran as smoothly as butter on warm bread. And in murder cases, it never took more than three days for the culprit to face justice.

        Three days... That was the longest time Shimizu was attentive towards a case before magically solve it.

        Lord Kamisato was about to leave, with the promise that they would both keep an eye on any crime committed around Inazuma, when he received a letter delivered by a messenger pigeon... a letter with small handwriting containing quite a lot of information for such a tiny piece of paper.

          "It looks like we have a point of interest," said Lord Kamisato with a fateful smile on his face, handing the small letter to Lord Kimura. "Goods delivered to Akamine Bay. The Tenryou Commission already wants to decide on supervising all the ports and ship docking areas, but I have a different opinion about that. We will use the tiger's den to lure the tiger."

       "What does that mean?" asked Kimura after managing to read the entire letter.

       "I will personally discuss this with the Tenryou Commission and Her Excellency while you will pretend to discuss it with Lord Shimizu," he replied. "Akamine Bay is part of the territory belonging to the Kimura family, where Shimizu holds considerable influence, especially due to... his affection for Lady Inoue, right? We will place our trust in him as if he is truly this model member of society and assign soldiers from the Tenryou Commission, pretending they're just for show. We'll give the impression that we're not focusing on the bay at all, diverting our forces elsewhere due to his influence. If Lord Shimizu is indeed connected to Yoshimitsu in any way regarding these shipments, he will believe his own den is the safest and will naturally be drawn to the place he knows best."

       Indeed, Lord Kamisato held back things that could not be shared with Lord Kimura. And Lord Kimura knew this, yet he did not ask questions — even though this would have been the right moment to inquire whether Lord Kamisato had another hidden plan he was keeping to himself.

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       Caiome barely managed to slip into her pajamas and throw herself onto her bed, making Nai You bounce slightly on the soft mattress, raising his head toward her. She buried her face in the pillow, groaning. She was utterly exhausted.

       As the Yashiro Commission's representative in this investigation, she had to follow Sara everywhere — as a distraction and as someone on the field in case she gathered any information, like on the beach when they ran into Itto. But she also had to investigate all the other places Shimizu mentioned — a waste of time that consumed the entire day and more than half the night. And then, she had to go to the police station, where Itto had to give a written testimony, which required her presence as well.

       At least it was hilarious watching Shinobu turn red with anger because of the birds and seeing Itto nearly fall to his knees in front of Raiden Shogun to plead her to keep the birds after Her Excellency thoroughly inspected them all, including the sick one with the broken wing.

       When Itto mentioned Caiome's name, the latter vanished with Koshi, knowing it was time to disappear before Raiden Ei started asking questions.

       She also received Ayato's plan, which she passed on to Sara: Akamine Bay would appear to be less guarded thanks to Shimizu, making it the perfect corner to trap the mouse. But there were things Caiome needed to discuss with him face-to-face, not through letters.

       Then came the planning and soldier assignments, things she didn't handle personally but had to be present for to know all the information, while her mind kept replaying Itto's words about the tall, dark-haired man with bandaged hands... and his interest in the tayiōhi birds.

       So, Caiome only managed to get home when dawn had already broken on the horizon. She took a long bath, almost falling asleep three times, with Nai You's meowing being the only thing keeping her awake, then dressed in the softest pajamas she could find. She wanted so badly to close her eyes while the cat nuzzled against her, demanding to be petted, and to drift into a long, dreamless sleep at least until Ayato returned from the city.

       Mitsuko, who insisted on drying and brushing her hair, had just put the brush and towel back when a knock at the bedroom door made Caiome groan into her pillow.

       "Tell them I'm not home," she grumbled, and Mitsuko shook her head slightly as she opened the door...

       ...only to be greeted by Lady Ayaka and Chizuru, standing behind Mrs. Nakamura, who held a relatively small cardboard box tied with a ribbon.

       "Good morning, Mitsuko," Ayaka greeted. "Is Caiome awake? We need a moment with her."

      "The physical individual is currently unavailable," Caiome mumbled from the bed. "Please come back later."

       "Stop playing around," said Mrs. Nakamura, stepping into the bedroom. "It's morning."

       "I worked all night," she complained, pulling the blanket over both herself and Nai You. "I deserve a break for at least a few hours. Once Ayato gets home, I'll have to leave again, so leave me alone."

       Chizuru grabbed the blanket, yanking it off her, making Caiome curse and sit up with her hair a mess despite just being washed and brushed. "It will only take five minutes," Chizuru insisted. "Mrs. Nakamura has an urgent matter, and you're the only one who can help."

       "If she wants a way to get rid of her forehead wrinkles, she should ask Arasthea. I'm not a dermatologist."

       Mrs. Nakamura lifted the box and lightly hit Caiome's arm with it, making her flinch and mumble an ow, even though it didn't hurt at all. "It would be wonderful if you could do me this small favour, considering how much I've put up with your airs since I met you. It's not like I've ever asked you for anything," she huffed.

       "You didn't ask, you bullied me into doing what you wanted," Caiome retorted, flopping back onto the bed. "Do you know how many bruises I had on my arm because of you?"

       Ayaka grabbed Caiome's arm, pulling her back up to her feet. She held her by the shoulders, giving her a gentle shake to wake her up. "Come on, it's not like you have anything complicated to do. You won't even need to leave this room or move an inch. You just need to... stand."

       Caiome gave Ayaka a sleepy glare, ready to fall back into bed, but Ayaka held her hands firmly. "Just two minutes," Ayaka urged.

       "For what?" Caiome growled.

       "I need you to try something on," Mrs. Nakamura said, placing the cardboard box on the bed and opening it, making Caiome frown.

       She didn't think she had ever seen fabric like that before. Sure, she had seen crocheted materials, but nothing like the delicate piece inside the box. It was soft and smooth, made from an extraordinarily thin thread that seemed to shimmer with every movement. When Mrs. Nakamura lifted it from the box, it spread in the morning sunlight, creating an almost ethereal image that made Caiome want to fall asleep standing.

        The piece of fabric was spread out, with wavy edges, but Caiome couldn't tell if it had any particular shape. At first glance, it looked like a table decoration or a curtain, until Mrs. Nakamura stepped closer and, tossing the material over her back, placed it on her head.

       "It's a veil for my daughter," Mrs. Nakamura said. "For when she gets married. I've already made the dress, but I needed someone to help me with the length of the veil. Lady Ayaka is too short, and since you're closer to my daughter's height and body proportion, you're the best option, so stand straight so I can adjust it."

       Caiome only half-heard what was being said. Something about a veil and a daughter and Mrs. Nakamura working hard, while Ayaka and Chizuru seemed thrilled with the whole thing. She didn't have the energy to fight them, and as long as she didn't have to move, she decided to just ignore them until they left and she could go back to sleep. She did feel some hairpins being stuck into her scalp, but she didn't even have the strength to complain.

       Then the opinions started pouring in, about the length, the hem, how wide or narrow it should be. Caiome felt like a doll... just like she always did whenever the women around her wanted to play dress-up and show off their skills. How she always ended up being their first choice for these games, she had no idea.

       She heard laughter and whispers, but there was something odd in the atmosphere, as if they were all thinking things they couldn't say out loud. Mrs. Nakamura kept reminding her to keep her back straight and head high, something Caiome couldn't manage for more than a few seconds before exhaustion pulled her shoulders down again.

       Caiome barely noticed when someone knocked on the doorframe, since the door had been left open, and saw Ayato only dimly standing behind the cluster of women fussing around her. Ayato, on the other hand, smiled at the scene unfolding before him.

        "I didn't expect to be greeted by such cheerfulness at this hour of the morning," he said, his voice smooth. "Especially when it comes to Miss Caiome."

       At the sound of his voice, Mitsuko, Chizuru, and Mrs. Nakamura all turned and offered him a small bow, while Ayaka laughed softly. "I'm afraid it's against her will, brother," she said.

       Caiome mumbled something under her breath, which finally caught Ayato's attention. That was when he noticed not only that she was still in her pajamas but also the object placed on her head, a piece that seemed utterly out of place in her bedroom. It was something Ayato recognized immediately. Not this veil in particular, but he knew what it was and what it was meant for. The question was... why was it on Caiome's head?

       "I see," he said. "I apologize to interrupt your fun, my ladies, but I have something very important to discuss with Miss Caiome, so I must ask you to give us some privacy."

        "Of course, my lord," Mrs. Nakamura said, and with that, she and the others left the room, leaving the veil behind and the two of them alone.

       Ayato watched them leave, standing with his hands clasped behind his back, his posture as regal as ever. Meanwhile, Caiome was still fumbling with the top of her head. The veil, or whatever it was, was starting to feel heavy, and the pins were poking her scalp, but she couldn't find them through the tangled hair. More than that, she was terrified of breaking something. If she ruined Mrs. Nakamura's precious veil, she'd probably be chased around the estate with a wooden sword for the rest of her life.

       Turning his attention back to her, Ayato crossed his arms over his chest, watching her with an amused glint in his eyes. Caiome scowled, still struggling with the pins, but eventually gave up in frustration.

       "I expected to find you already asleep," he said, stepping closer, his movements graceful. "I assumed you had a rough night and no energy left."

       "I did and I don't," she insisted, rubbing the back of her ear where a pin was particularly annoying. "But then Ayaka started begging me, and Mrs. Nakamura started threatening me" — sure it wasn't all in her head — "and now I'm stuck with this thing."

        "Yes, I can see that," Ayato said, taking another step toward her.

        The veil created a subtle contrast against her silver hair, cascading down her back to mid-thigh. The hem didn't quite reach her forehead, and it was pinned somewhere at the crown of her head — those same pins that were driving her crazy. The frown on her face certainly didn't match the delicate elegance of the veil, or its craftsmanship and gracefulness. Not to mention the fact that she was still in her pajamas, with her hair barely managing to stay in one place. And yet, despite everything, there was something about the image that Ayato found... indescribable.

       "Why is it always me that ends up in situations like this?" she complained, almost like crying. She was truly tired. 

       Ayato cupped her face gently, his thumbs brushing along her jawline and cheeks as his fingers slid to the back of her neck. He tilted her head slightly upward, gazing down at her with a softness that made her breath hitch.

       "You may have sealed your own fate the moment you decided to stay here," he softly whispered, before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to her lips.

       Oh, he was going to have the most beautiful bride this world and history had ever seen.

       His lips lingered against hers, warm and patient, as he coaxed her mouth to open just a little more. With a gentle tug and with his thumbs running down her jaw, lifting her face up, he pulled her closer, leaving Caiome no choice but to rest her hands on his waist, curling her arms around his back. As their chests pressed together, she could feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat, and he could feel hers.

       The warmth of his body and the slow, deliberate kiss wrapped her in such a cocoon of comfort that she felt like she could fall asleep right there, standing in his arms. The exhaustion that weighed her down faded slightly under his touch. If he held her like this forever, she wouldn't have minded.

       The kiss stretched on, unhurried — as though neither of them wanted it to end. As though, by dragging it out, they could freeze time and stay in this moment, wrapped up in each other. Maybe, just maybe, sleep would come easier like this. And the ache of longing wouldn't feel so heavy anymore.

       "Good morning," he whispered against her lips.

       "And goodnight," she mumbled in return, making him smile.

       With the utmost care, Ayato started searching for the hairpins fastened in her veil and hair, gently pulling them out to free Caiome from such a tremendous burden. Meanwhile, Nai You started to roll onto his back on the bed, pawing at the veil floating above him, seeming very happy to try and destroy something that belonged to that annoying lady who almost kicked him out of the house when she first saw him sitting in Caiome's arms.

       It had been a tough job convincing Mrs. Nakamura to let Nai You stay in the house, coming and going as he pleased, and not even Lord Kamisato's name softened the head maiden. Caiome had to promise Mrs. Nakamura the moon itself: that she would not enter the house with shoes on unless her soles were clean, that she would stop sneaking into the kitchen at midnight, and that she would no longer leave her cloaks scattered all over the house, pretending to forget about them.

       The mansion was almost always decorated with the multitude of cloaks Ayato had bought for her, and Caiome could easily spare a few. With so many, she never missed any of them — except for the red one, which she took great care of and never wore anywhere, probably out of fear that something might happen to it, just like at Ayaka's banquet.

       "You did a very good job nonetheless," Ayato said softly, placing the hairpins on the vanity table.

       "It was nothing much," she waved her hand dismissively, sighing. "Just paperwork. And I wasn't even the one who did it, so..."

       "I must admit, I am glad it was just paperwork and nothing more."

       Once Ayato ensured there were no more hairpins in her hair, he gently grasped the edges of the veil and pulled it off her head and out of the cat's claws, who seemed very upset about the confiscation of his new toy and the instrument for enacting his revenge. Ayato neatly folded the veil and placed it in the box left on the table, next to the hairpins.

       Caiome ran her fingers through her hair, smoothing the wavy strands. "Then I don't think you'll like what I'm going to tell you next," she mumbled, throwing herself onto the edge of the bed while Nai You settled into her lap, ready for a petting session.

       She recounted everything to Ayato again, from her meeting with Itto to his very last word.

      "And here's my question," she said. "Was Shimizu involved or at least associated with any fire incident or something similar?"

      "Hmm," Ayato said, sitting down next to her while the cat stretched his hind legs toward him. "Not that I know of. But anything could be possible. Why? What are you thinking?"

       "The man Itto mentioned sounds familiar to me. And then there's his interest in the tayiōhi birds. There's a species of birds similar to the tayiōhi in Natlan too, but they aren't entirely detached from humans and can control their flames better. They're also very fast and excellent messengers. We called them chiapas k'ak back then. Tabai had, and probably still has, tamers for these kinds of birds. And since the tayiōhi birds aren't so different, he likely tried to use them for himself. I was thinking that if the tayiōhi birds aren't very accustomed to humans, it would be difficult to control them, which could lead to fires or something similar, hence the burns on that guy's hands."

       "The organization hasn't found anything like that, but we can always ask Lord Kimura. He knows him personally better than either of us or any member of the Shuumatsuban."

       Caiome fell on her back on the mattress. "Anyway, I don't think it's a very solid lead. Even if I'm right about the birds, it'll be hard to find the place where he's training them. I could be fairly sure he's not training them on Seirai or Tsurumi islands."

       She raised her hands, looking at her long fingers and bitten nails, the result of endless hours trying to find any valid connection between the birds and where they might be hidden.

       "Tabai told me that it's such a shame how he no longer seems to know me at all while I still know him so well. I've managed to read most of his moves, and even the camazotz was something he would do. He brought the sarasta flower, so he could certainly bring such a beast and resort to the tayiōhi or chiapas k'ak birds. It seems like everything he does is to remind me of the past, not letting me move on. It's a good thing for Inazuma, of course, but at the same time, I can't shake this anxiety that he's doing it intentionally, only to change his strategy entirely later on."

       "What do you mean by that?" Ayato asked quietly.

       "Back in Natlan, he never separated from the chiapas k'ak birds. He let himself be consumed by fire, just as he let the world burn at his feet. He didn't care that he would burn along with them and everyone else, while the others were forced to watch and endure. But the tayiōhi birds are somewhat different. They're unpredictable. They can't stay near humans, they might lose control and set fire to anyone who comes too close. Including Tabai. If he's somewhere on Seirai Island, Tabai can't keep the birds near him. The electro concentration on the island wouldn't allow the birds to stay there without going insane. It would kill all his subordinates. And Tsurumi Island is too unstable for him to send his people there to take care of the birds. The birds must be here, and that doesn't sit well with him. He didn't even seem to notice that Itto had contact with Yoshimitsu's men and, by extension, one of his own people. That guy didn't even seem to recognize what kind of birds Itto had in the box without their plumage burning. I think Tabai is falling apart..." she whispered, her eyes slowly closing and opening.

        But even in sleep, she was here. Because even in sleep, Tabai haunted her dreams, and the nightmares were like a sweet breeze compared to the reality in which they hunted each other.

       "I can't blame him," she said with a weak laugh. "I don't like it much either when things don't go my way." She rested her hands on her abdomen, looking at Ayato. "The difference between me and him is that at least I have someone to bring me back to reality."

       "I am not going to take that as a compliment," Ayato laughed softly.

       Caiome playfully smacked his back. "I'm getting better at flattering people like you, and you won't even acknowledge my efforts?"

       Ayato turned toward her, leaning on one arm as he bent over her, running his fingers through her hair. He studied her quickly, but his gaze always returned to her tired eyes and the way her lips curved into a smile that was far too faint for her. He leaned down, kissing her eyelids.

       "Why don't you get some sleep?" he said softly, whispering, his touch as light as a feather on her cheek.

       "If I do that, you'll leave," she said faintly.

       "Someone has to."

       "I wish it wasn't you..." she said weakly, unable to open her eyes anymore, while his voice seemed to cast a spell over her body, calming her, pulling her deeper into her mind, far away from any fragment of reality.

       And she wished this wouldn't be a conversation they both knew they would keep having for as long as fate allowed them to stay by each other's side.

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       Caiome couldn't sleep for more than a few hours, since she was already so worried about everything. When she woke up, with Ayato already gone from home, she had no choice but to get dressed, put her cloak over her shoulders, and head out with Koshi, who was dressed in casual clothes, considering they were going to do a bit of investigation. Of course, they weren't alone, other members of the Shuumatsuban infiltration department, including Mumei, were assisting them.

       They started at Ritou Port, trying to catch anything, any rumour or whisper, about a fire or an event involving flames in any way, but nothing turned up there. However, Caiome did notice how more and more Tenryou Commission soldiers started appearing like mushrooms after the rain in the dock area and along the streets.

        Next came the city, but luck was just as scarce there, given that the entire population was focused on other matters they cared about. Sure, the news of former lord Yoshimitsu's disappearance had been on everyone's lips two days ago, but that was already old news. Now, everyone was caught up in preparations for the New Year's festival, which was to take place in less than a week.

       Decorations layed across the city, the stalls were already setting out their goods, and the booths, stands, and game pavilions were nearly in place, ready for the big day — for children and adults alike, for humans and youkai who wanted to celebrate the new year together. The air was filled with a joyful atmosphere and the sweet smell of food and drinks, accompanied by laughter and the sound of children running around, playing in the snow, starting snowball fights in small parks, hiding behind kiosks while the adults called after them.

        "Hanamizaka is way too noisy for me to hear anything," Arasthea grumbled, crossing her arms over her chest. "And why do I have to do this for you? You have plenty of other subordinates to follow your orders."

       Caiome clicked her tongue softly, looking at Arasthea... who didn't quite look like Arasthea. Just as the spirit of nature changed Caiome's appearance to sneak into the Phantom Market, Arasthea could alter her features herself. Now, instead of white hair, deep black waves cascaded down her back, and her green eyes had turned in a dark shade of purple. Dressed in winter clothes to avoid suspicion, Arasthea looked almost normal, except for the divine aura she couldn't quite suppress.

      "You should look at it differently," Caiome said. "As long as Yoshimitsu is free, so is Tabai. And as long as Tabai is out there, Chisato and her baby could be in danger. Didn't it become your job to keep them both safe?"

        "You still haven't fulfilled your end of the deal," she frowned.

        "I don't think asking you to make some teas requires a price in return."

        "Making some teas doesn't mean I have to look... like this," she said in disgust.

        "You should drop that attitude," Caiome told her. "Besides, you're a great help. You're far better at slipping past people unnoticed than my Shuumatsuban, who have to infiltrate conversations and conduct these subtle interrogations."

       Caiome walked ahead while Arasthea remained behind, pouting, though she said nothing more because Caiome was right. And after all, she also wanted the whole situation with Tabai to end quickly. She had seen what the camazotz could do, and things like that could happen again at any time. She couldn't say she liked being around humans, but at the same time, she couldn't ignore them or leave them to their fate. And by now, it wasn't even about her pact with Caiome anymore...

       Feeling someone's gaze on her, Arasthea looked to her left, where Koshi was watching her from above. "What?" she snapped.

       "I was just thinking..." he said softly, as if he didn't dare to speak too loudly and draw attention. "Hundreds of years, and you still act like a child who doesn't get their toy."

        Arasthea opened her mouth, ready to say something, but Koshi had already walked ahead, following Caiome. But turning his back on the spirit of nature cost him a snowball that hit him directly on the back of his head, snow slipping under his clothes and down his neck.

        Holding the back of his neck, Koshi turned toward the culprit, but Arasthea merely brushed the snow off her hands and puffed, walking past him with her chin held high and an arrogant look in her eyes.

        As expected, Caiome heard absolutely nothing about any fire. And when she finally decided to ask directly, without associating it with any name, everyone just shrugged. No one had heard anything, not even the residents of the nearby villages. Shimizu never strayed too far from the city. Staying close meant that news of his actions spread quickly through people's gossip.

       "How is it that every time we're looking for a rumour, we never find it, but when we don't need them, we're surrounded by them?" Arasthea sighed, dropping into the chair at the pub's table where Caiome had just sat down.

       "It might be a matter of timing," Koshi said, sitting next to her, facing Caiome. "Lord Shimizu's activities started over several months ago, as we know. And Tabai has been here even longer. Who's to say he didn't try to use the tayiōhi birds before Lord Shimizu got involved?"

       "Then how come we haven't found anything about it until now, before Shimizu was even mentioned within the organization?" Caiome sighed, leaning back and passing a cup of hot tea from one hand to the other while civilians walk past her, too distracted by the festival preparations.

        Ayaka had done an excellent job. While Caiome and Ayato focused on the issues in Inazuma, Ayaka once again took on the role of diverting the public's attention from the real events happening behind the scenes. The festival's purpose was to celebrate and soothe the spirits of Inazuma's people. And with how chaotic everything was, Caiome thought, Ayaka was the perfect person for the job.

        "I must agree," Arasthea sighed. "It's possible that any event involving a fire, no matter how small, has already slipped from their memory, and by now, there's no interest in gossip after so much time. If Tabai started training those birds when he first arrived in Inazuma, after so many months, he must have already tamed them well enough that people don't pay attention to every flame on the horizon. At least the chiapas k'ak birds were easy to track, but the tayiōhi have a different kind of elemental power."

        That was true, Caiome thought. And precisely because the birds had a different elemental power, they avoided clashing with other elemental forces, like the one on Seirai Island, which Caiome had already ruled out.

        Caiome frowned slightly at Arasthea when the young waitress brought a steaming cup of tea for both her and Koshi. Koshi thanked her politely, while Arasthea just stared into the colourful liquid, watching her reflection. She looked like an ordinary human... and she absolutely hated it.

        "Excuse me," the waitress said softly, holding the wooden tray close to her abdomen. "I couldn't help but overhear... you mentioned the tayiōhi birds. Were you talking about Arataki Itto and his birds?"

        Caiome blinked in surprise. "Has everyone already heard about it?"

        The waitress nodded, her blonde strands brushing against her cheeks as the hair accessories sparkled in the light of the snow and the cold sun.

        "It's pretty much impossible for any event involving Mr. Arataki to go unnoticed in Hanamizaka. Events that, I must admit, are like a spectacle, especially around these alleys. Since I spend most of my day here, it's impossible not to hear everything about him."

       Caiome exchanged a few glances with Koshi and Arasthea. Mr. Arataki...?

       "Even about the birds he found," the waitress continued, blushing slightly. "I don't know if it's more surprising that someone found seven of them or that Mr. Arataki was the one who did. Hearing you talk about him and remembering that I've seen you together a few times," she said to Caiome, "I would've thought you'd know more about it."

        "Well, not really," Caiome shrugged. "My friends and I were wondering the same thing, how Itto was the one to find them and, more precisely, how he did it. I heard he found the eggs abandoned, which made us even more curious."

       "Abandoned?" the waitress said, looking genuinely confused while clutching the wooden tray. "I don't think they were abandoned at all."

       "How so?" Arasthea asked.

       "Oh, uh... There are a few stories about the tayiōhi birds," she replied, tucking her hair behind her ear. "Of course, no one can be sure about these things, given how isolated the tayiōhi birds are, but it's said that they hatch once a year, near wintertime. The mother-birds make their nests in enclosed spaces because the babies can't keep themselves warm, as their feathers can't ignite during the first days of life."

       "Then why weren't the mother-bird with them to keep them warm?" Caiome asked.

       "I read about it once in a book," the waitress said thoughtfully. "Apparently, tayiōhi birds like salty seaweed. But since the wind is much stronger near the waters during winter, the mother-birds hide the eggs in the middle of the islands and go to gather food. During this time, the babies must fend for themselves and stay sheltered until their mother returns from the coast."

       "That explains why Itto found them where he did," Arasthea said with a shrug.

       "It's very possible that Mr. Arataki didn't know this when he found the eggs," the waitress added. "He probably believed with all his heart that they were abandoned and took them with him. Still, it's quite strange that the mother didn't come to find her babies. Given their tendency to isolate themselves from the world, thinking it's a threat, the mother usually searches for a predator first. In this case, it's very likely the mother bird may have died in the meantime."

       Caiome looked at Arasthea and Koshi.

       Or perhaps she was detained, she thought, which would be the perfect reason why she hasn't come to find her babies. And who else could capture a tayiōhi bird?

        "If that's the case," the waitress continued, "I'm glad Mr. Arataki found them before the poor birds starved to death."

        "Indeed," Caiome said with a smile as she stood up from her chair. "In any case, you really answered some of our questions. You seem quite interested in all the rumours about Itto. I suppose you're a fan?"

       "Not at all, miss, it's just... Everyone talks about it. It's impossible not to find out, even by accident."

       "Ihim," Caiome mumbled in a smile, studying the girl from head to toe, and with that, she left, followed by Koshi and Arasthea who complained that she hadn't even finished her cup of tea.

       "Where are we going now, my lady?" Koshi asked as he caught up with her.

       "To find Itto. Which I don't think will be very hard to do."

       Indeed, even amid all that chaos, Caiome found not only Itto but his entire group quickly. Of course, it was no surprise that the Arataki Gang was participating in the festival preparations, building a stage for the theatre performances scheduled for New Year's festival.

       "Cai!" Itto called out the moment he spotted her and her two companions. "Did you come to check on the festival preparations? Where's my bro, Thoma? I thought he was patrolling the streets with Lady Ayaka to report to the Yashiro Commissioner. Great guy this Lord, by the way. I heard he gave more funding freedom this year. Lady Ayaka has spoken very fondly of him these past few days."

       Oh, right, Caiome thought. Itto still doesn't know about Ayato despite their little encounters.

       "You could say that," Caiome replied. "How's your stage coming along?"

       "Absolutely fantastic. You know, I actually had a brilliant idea. Now that everyone knows about the tayiōhi birds that Raiden Shogun let me keep, I thought... Why not give them a role during the performance?"

       "You want to release tayiōhi birds?" Arasthea asked.

        "No, of course not!" Itto quickly said. "I'm not that stupid. You're talking to the great leader of the Arataki Gang. I'd never do something that could put anyone in danger. Anyway, I'll somehow work the idea of the tayiōhi birds into the play. I'm sure the kids will love it. What do you think?"

       "Wonderful, Itto," Caiome said. "With how much people talk about you on the streets and how curious they get about anything involving you, it would be disappointing not to give them what they love."

        "Exactly what I thought!" Itto said excitedly. "Great minds really do think alike, my dear friend. So, does that mean you'll be in the audience for my grand performance?"

        "Maybe, unless I have other duties that day. There's work to do, you know."

        "You can't miss it, especially you," Itto said like in a cry, running a hand through his hair and nearly bouncing from one foot to the other. "You're the one who gave me so many ideas for the Arataki Gang's events. You have to come, it's New Year's!"

        "I know, but—"

        "I'll personally speak with Lord Kamisato," he said putting a hand in front of her, cutting Caiome off. "I managed to convince Raiden Shogun to let me keep the tayiōhi birds, how hard can it be to persuade the Yashiro Commissioner to let you spend two hours in Hanamizaka supporting a friend, huh? And who knows, maybe we'll even have time for a card game. My treat after the show. What do you say?"

        Caiome wasn't sure whether to be amused by the situation or not. It would be a scene worth witnessing — Itto coming face-to-face with the Yashiro Commissioner, who was, in fact, just Ayato. At the same time, she couldn't deny it was getting a bit tiring how Itto still didn't know Ayato's identity.

        "No need," Caiome said. "I'll do my best to come. But actually, I came to see you today for something else. It's more about the tayiōhi birds you found and the man you told me about..."

        "Sure, anything," Itto replied.

        "I recently found out that the tayiōhi mother-birds gather sea plants from salty waters for their babies. Did that guy you mentioned had anything on him that would suggest he'd been near such places?"

        "Hmm," Itto pondered before shaking his head. "They were all dressed in fishing gear."

        "Nothing special?" Caiome insisted.

        Itto shook his head, and Caiome sighed. She couldn't search the entire coastline of Inazuma across all the islands. The Tenryou Commission's soldiers were already stationed, and if they saw her there, they would ask questions. The tayiōhi birds were an entirely separate matter from Shimizu and Yoshimitsu, she couldn't let that reach Sara's ears.

         "Although, something seemed odd," Itto said suddenly, making Caiome look at him. "They mentioned some kind of dish, hatahata-zushi, if you've ever heard of it."

        "It's a specialty in the Tokita village area," Koshi said, "made from hatahata fish, a fish that oxidizes very quickly and becomes dangerous if not properly cooked. That's why it can't be transported to Inazuma City, so most people go to Tokita to eat it. It's very rare around this part of Narukami Island."

        "Ten points for the companion," said Itto. "They said they were looking forward to eating hatahata-zushi, so I assumed they were from Tokita, or at least nearby. Didn't think it was an important detail."

        "That's perfect," Caiome said quickly. "Thanks for the help, Itto, and good luck with uh... the stage, I guess, and everything else."

        "But, for what—" Itto didn't get to finish his question because Caiome had already disappeared with her companions. He scratched the back of his neck. 

         What a weird girl, he said to himself. Affiliated with the Yashiro Commission, friends with Ayato, hanging around Sara, and constantly looking for something... 

         "Boss!" Genta's voice called from behind, and Itto shook off his thoughts, turning back to his festival duties. 

       Still, it was strange how interested Caiome seemed in Tokita Village... and how eager she was to head there if Itto's intuition was right.

         "My lady, do you think it's a good idea to go there without informing Lord Kamisato first?" Koshi asked, approaching the teleport point in the middle of the city.

        "It's not like he could stop me," Caiome said. "Besides, Ayato has other matters to handle, and this whole tayiōhi bird situation was left to me. The more time we waste, the more likely we are to lose track of Tabai's people. If the tayiōhi birds he wants to train are there, that means his people are too, and we can't miss this opportunity."

        "It's still midday," Koshi said. "It's possible they aren't there yet, based on the information Arataki Itto gave us."

        Caiome stopped and looked at Koshi. "Why are you so afraid of running into them? We need a lead. It's unusual for you to try and twist any orders or suggestions from me or Ayato. Especially when you know this is what we must do."

       Koshi didn't answer, making Caiome sigh heavily. 

        "You know, Tabai's people aren't camaztoz, and Tokita Village isn't a bottomless tunnel where you can get stuck."

        "I just assumed it might be dangerous, my lady," Koshi said. "We should take a few Shuumatsuban with us, at least to—"

        "They would only slow us down," Caiome said. "I don't know who Tabai sent there as guards specifically to prevent the organization from interfering, so the fewer of us there are, the better. Don't you agree?"

        "That's true, my lady," he hesitated. "And yet..."

        Koshi heard Arasthea laughing as she passed between him and Caiome, giving him a sidelong glance. Her dark eyes seemed as sharp as the natural green ones that marked her so distinctly, like two pieces of cold ice — indifferent and amused by everything human nature had to offer.

       "Afraid?" Arasthea chuckled. "If it makes you feel better, I'll come with you, so your tail won't tremble at the thought that your lady might get hurt."

       "Am I allowed to say that doesn't reassure me?" Koshi sighed.

       "Hmph," Arasthea huffed, moving ahead. "Who's acting like a child now?"

        A few seconds later, however, she was struck in the back by a snowball. Turning around in a flash toward the other two, Arasthea couldn't tell which one — Caiome or Koshi — had thrown it, as both looked equally innocent. Yet, it wasn't hard to figure out the culprit.

       In the end, Koshi agreed to head toward Tokita Village, but he seemed far more vigilant than usual, which only made Caiome feel more uncomfortable about his concern for her. Koshi hadn't forgotten, even after all these weeks, that "debt" he believed he owed her for saving his life and nearly losing hers in return. And Caiome wasn't sure if she could ever make that feeling go away.

 

Chapter 99: Chapter 99 ~ The Wind of Snow and Fire and the Lady's Judgement

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Chapter 99 ~ The Wind of Snow and Fire and the Lady's Judgement 

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        Tokita was an open area where the wind blew fiercely, and oddly enough, Caiome had learned, it grew dark much faster here due to the mountains flanking the western side, making sunset arrive earlier than in other parts of Inazuma.

        Following the orange and red lights and the sharp cries of the tayiōhi birds, Caiome, Arasthea, and Koshi quickly found the bird training camp. It wasn't very large, just some tents set against the wind, standing firm on the seashore in a spot where ships couldn't even approach, a perfect place to avoid the Tenryou Commission's eyes. Beside the tents, at a considerable distance, were metal cages housing long-tailed, red-feathered birds flapping their wings and releasing flames between the iron bars.

        One bird, with a wavy crest and feathers of a much brighter red than the others, lifted its beak and let out a sharp cry. Immediately after, a woman showed up from one of the tents and approached the cage, kicking it and making the bird tremble.

        "Shut it!" the woman shouted, and the bird lunged toward her to peck, but the metal bars stopped it. "Seriously, I don't get why I have to play babysitter with you. You're incredibly annoying. I don't even like you. How others manage to train you, I have no idea."

        The bird seemed to glare at her, spreading its wings and letting flames flare out from between its feathers. The woman shrieked and cursed, jumping back, though the flames hadn't touched her. She kicked the cage again and then ducked back into the tent.

        "If it were up to me, I'd let you starve, you stupid birds," she grumbled.

        "Should I eliminate her so we can free the birds, my lady?" Koshi asked, but Caiome shook her head.

        "We'll alert the others once they return," she said. "We'll wait for now."

        They didn't have to wait long, as the sun started to dip behind the mountains, casting silver light across the sky above Tokita. Soon, a group of relatively tall, tanned men approached the camp, each carrying a cage with tayiōhi birds. Caiome immediately recognized the man Itto had described, holding one of the largest cages with a bird that looked far more robust and imposing than the others, having masculine features. 

        They placed the cages alongside the others, causing the birds to stir and release bursts of flame, while the men laughed, cracked jokes, and lit a fire near the tents, shouting a name and stomping their feet and fists against wooden logs and bowls.

        From one of the tents showed up not only the woman-guard, but also another girl dressed in clothes far too thin for the weather outside, pushed from behind. Her ankles were shackled, her fingers were red from the cold, and her entire body trembled as she stepped out, wearing simple leather shoes, dragging her feet through the snow.

         The girl went to each man, handing them a steaming mug, while the men laughed and joked, starting to tug at her skirt and trip her. She said nothing, avoiding them and ignoring their taunts. Then, she brought a pot from one of the tents and ladled hot food for each of them.

         When she reached the last man, he pulled his bowl away, grabbed her by the arm, and yanked her toward him, causing her to fall onto his knees. The girl quickly stood up, pushing against him and spilling the pot of food across his chest. The man screamed and jumped to his feet in an instant, making the girl stumble and fall into the snow amidst the laughter of the others.

        He started shouting at her and, grabbing a sheath, drew a thick sword from it, raising it above her head.

        The girl squinted, but a dark shadow covered her completely, embracing her and taking her out of the range of the sword that was about to fall. In the same time, another blade fell over the man, and the last thing he had seen was the bloody and sharp look of the queen, before his throat was cut and his head fell to the ground, rolling over through the snow, staining it in red.

         Caiome twisted her sword. On its blade there was blood falling off, slow drops that seemed to be made only for the purpose of feeding the steel. Caiome straightened her back, looking to the other men that stood up, grabbing their weapons.

        She looked at the black-haired, tanned man.

        "Hello, Var'ak. Did you miss me?" she smiled softly, like an innocent child.

       Var'ak laughed, tightening his grip around the hilt of his long sword, broad as a palm, with a straight tip, but just as thirsty for blood as Caiome's blade.

        "My queen," he said, as if he were about to bow. "A pleasure to meet you here. And unexpected. I thought you were still locked away in Lord Kamisato's house, protected by the Shuumatsuban."

        "I can fight my own battles sometimes. I thought you knew that," she mocked with a laugh. "But then again, you've never been very good with women, listening to them or even drawing their attention." Caiome shifted her gaze to the others. "And neither have you, it seems. Perhaps that's why the only way you can keep a woman by your side is by chaining her up." She clicked her tongue. "You're not exactly gentlemen when it comes to a lady."

        As she stretched out her hand, her Vision started to glow. The wind stirred, lifting not only the snow beneath their feet but also the flames of the campfire and of the burning birds, weaving walls of wind, ice, and fire around them. In the middle stood only her and the men.

        The men glanced around in confusion, searching for a way out.

        "What's wrong?" Caiome laughed. "I thought you liked cages."

        Pushing herself against the tip of her toes, she struck against their steel weapons with force, the sharp clang echoing through the swirling walls of wind. She stepped into the air, launching herself above them, slashing with her sword and sending two more men collapsing at her feet. She swiftly dodged an attack from behind, dropping low and rising on one hand, kicking a man hard in the chest. He fell backward, his head and shoulders tumbling beyond the wall.

       Caiome stabbed her sword through his abdomen, making him scream in pain, but she wasn't sure what was hurting him more: the way she stabbed him or the way the walls made of wind, snow and fire were hitting his head, burning him and freezing him in the same time, until his screams were cut off by a sudden silence.

       Caiome pulled out her sword, turning around to face the three men still alive, Var'ak included. She sighed for herself.

        "Tabai really starts to disappoint me," she mumbled. "I thought that, after all these years, he gave up on recruiting wussies."

        The two men raised their weapons and came to Caiome with a scream as those of warriors, but they managed to make only three steps toward her. A cold wind spear went right through one's chest, leaving behind a whole where the heart should've been; the other one had a more painful death, since this time wasn't the snow that froze his chest, but winds of flames that cut off his arms, leaving behind the smell of burning flesh. Eventually, Caiome cut his throat, leaving him to fall face-first in the flames of the campfire. The smell of burned hair and flesh made her crook her nose in displeasure.

       Var'ak tried to catch her off guard, attacking when he thought Caiome least expected it. She dodged and struck her sword against his, and the air carried the sound, sending it back ten times stronger, making Var'ak's ears ring. Caiome withdrew her sword and struck again, then again, and again, the sounds of her blade hitting his like arrows in his eardrums. Unintentionally, he shut his eyes, but that cost him a second in which he wasn't paying attention to Caiome.

       She struck him with the hilt of her sword on his wrist, making him drop his weapon. She quickly grabbed it and hit Var'ak in the chest, sending him falling backward into the snow. Caiome twisted both of the swords and pinned them down with an impressive force right through his hands and all the way through the ground, making him scream when she crouched in front of him. The cold sweat was running down his forehead, while blood was flowing from his hands, staining Caiome's high boots.

        He gritted his teeth, looking at Caiome who was not only smiling, but she seemed like she was about to laugh. When she finally placed her hand in the back pocket of her pants and pulled out a small pouch, Var'ak tried to move beneath her, pulling himself backward, but the swords wouldn' t let him, cutting through his flesh even more.

        Caiome opened the pouch, pouring in her palm some powder of a purple hew, looking like poison. Then she tilted her head, looking deeply into his eyes, a pair of big eyes that seemed to tremble in fear and pain.

        "Aww," she said, clicking her tounge, and her voice was like an echo sent back to him by the wind walls. "You remembered my powders. It seems like you really, really, really missed me. Don't worry, it won't kill you. I still need you, something that I never thought I would say to you."

        Then Caiome blew toward him, and in less than a few seconds, Var'ak lost consciousness, falling onto his back.

        Pulling her own sword from his hand, Caiome wiped the blade on his clothes, then put it back in its sheath. She let the walls of wind drop, only to see Koshi a few meters away, holding the girl from behind, while Arasthea gently stroked her hand in a comforting gesture, offering solace and easing her pain. Nearby were the shackles that had been around her ankles.

        Behind Koshi, the woman-guard lay dead, face down in the dirt.

        Caiome approached the three, kneeling next to Arasthea, who shifted slightly to give Caiome space to sit in front of the girl.

        "Are you okay?" Caiome asked, and the girl nodded slightly.

        "Thank you," she replied.

        "That's all she says," Arasthea whispered. "Probably due to the shock."

        Caiome sighed softly, turning back to the girl. "Did they hurt you? Did they touch you in any way?"

        The girl shook her head, trying to pull herself together. "They were just... very rude."

        Caiome gave her a small smile. "It's okay now. I promise they won't bother you again. My friend here will take a quick look at you, just to make sure you're fine, and then we'll take you home. How does that sound?"

        The girl nodded lightly. "You don't want to know what happened?" she said softly, her voice trembling, and Caiome shook her head gently.

        "I'm not here to ask you questions, I'm just here to take you back home."

        "Thank you, Miss Caiome."

        "Do you know me?" Caiome asked, surprised, and the girl nodded.

        "My name is Shio. During the epidemic, you helped my parents when the nobles came to ask for aloe leaves, which you gave us for my brother. Lord Kentaro was very insistent, and it's possible that my family and I might have caused you some trouble with him back then."

         "Oh," said Caiome, remembering the day she had stabbed his hand with her ninjaken. "Don't worry about it," she waved her hand. "How is she?" she asked Arasthea.

       "Lack of energy and a slight fever. Her ankles need attention and rest for a few days, and something to help relax her tense muscles. And lots of warmth."

       "Can she teleport?"

       "If you do it carefully, it shouldn't be a problem," Arasthea shrugged.

       "Can you walk?" Caiome asked, and Shio remained silent for a few long seconds.

       Caiome smiled gently and extended her hand. Shio placed her fingers in her palm, and Caiome stood slowly. Shio tried to rise as well, helped by the man in black who had been supporting her up to that point. As she straightened her back, her legs trembling slightly, Koshi draped his cloak over her shoulders, and Shio shivered as she felt the inviting warmth of the fabric.

       "We'll take you home, me and Arasthea," Caiome told her.

       "Thank you, miss."

       "Koshi," she looked at him, whispering. "That one," she pointed to the unconscious Var'ak. "He's our prisoner now. Take care of him for me for now, alright? And release the birds. Except that one," she pointed to the bird the woman had kicked.

        "Yes, my lady."

        Caiome took Shio home, and while Arasthea gave her another check-up along with a few prescriptions for her parents to take care of, Caiome stood aside. Of course, the girl's parents couldn't keep away from her, occasionally asking Arasthea some questions that were, in her opinion, rather annoying. Only later did Arasthea rise from the girl's bed, repeating the same instructions: plenty of rest, warmth, and food that was easy to digest.

        "Thank you, thank you very much," were the words Shio's parents kept repeating, standing up from their seats and repeatedly bowing, which Caiome had already stopped paying attention to.

       "Don't worry," she told them. "Just one question before we leave," she turned toward Shio. "How long did those people keep you captive?"

       "Umm," she started, now fiddling with her warm fingers. "Sometimes, after work, I go to the Kome village. There's an old woman that I help occasionally with various tasks, and we have dinner together. I often stay over night if I don't have anything to do at home the next morning and go straight to my job. We started talking during dinner that evening, and time passed, so I left quite late since the next day I had to care for my siblings in my parents' absence too. On my way home, I took a shortcut, and then I remember being attacked. I don't remember being hit, just... I fell, as if I fainted. Then I woke up in the morning with those birds screaming and that woman telling me to prepare some food for the others..."

       "That's enough," Caiome said, gently touching her shoulder. "From last night. That's all I needed to know. We're leaving now," she told the girl's parents. "If you feel unwell, if something hurts, anything, call a doctor. Everything at my expense."

        "Of course, it won't be necessary," Arasthea puffed out his chest. "Everything will pass in no time if you follow my advice."

       "Thank you both, Miss Caiome, Miss Arasthea" Shio smiled.

       Caiome nodded briefly, then she and Arasthea left.

       "What was that question about?" Arasthea scolded her. "The girl is barely recovering from shock, you shouldn't be asking her questions so soon, you know."

        "I didn't ask for a complicated answer, she was the one giving me more than I asked for," Caiome replied. "And if anyone had any doubts that Shimizu and Tabai are working together, now everything is clear. Well, I assumed as much. Shimizu's actions are too obvious. He's the one kidnapping people and finding them miraculously in less than two days, becoming a hero who gains influence to pave the way for Tabai to bring his weapons and men here through the Akamine Bay. He closely follows his victims and learns their routines. Shio's parents, of course, wouldn't have alerted the authorities if Shio often stayed overnight in the village and left directly for work in the city in the morning. No one would have noticed she was missing until this evening, when she should've returned home."

       "It's strange, though," Arasthea said. "It doesn't seem like anyone hurt her in any way. Aside from the ankle injuries from the shackles, she had no bruises, no hits, nothing. Tabai killed six people when he brought the camazotz, and now he doesn't even harm a simple girl?"

       "That's because the orders might be from Shimizu, not Tabai. No kidnapped victim shall be hurt, not one that he is suppose to find and bring back."

       "Ironic for someone who's allowing weapons to be brought as close as possible to Narukami for a rebellion."

       "The rebellion might not be Shimizu's doing," Caiome said. "He wants the Yashiori Island, not all of Inazuma, and Tabai wants me. Yoshimitsu is the only one who wants to start a war. We need to find him... and anyone who wants to follow his path with this civil war."

        Arasthea snorted, and Caiome gave her a simple glance from the corner of her eye. Her hair had returned to its natural colour, a blinding white, and her eyes had become like emeralds shining in the evening light and the glistening snow.

        "I was just thinking about your worries," Arasthea said, and Caiome frowned. "You lied to me and intended to leave me with the Kamisato family, while you would have been taken by Tabai back to Natlan, and who knows what would've happened to you there. You were afraid, and still are, that you are the cause of the suffering of the people of Inazuma, but it seems you didn't take into account one little detail that the little lord probably tried to tell you over and over again."

       Caiome was silent.

       "With or without Tabai, Watanabe and Ubisake would've started the war," Arasthea continued. "With or without Tabai, the rebellion would've still happened. With or without Tabai, Shimizu would've still sought influence, and Yoshimitsu would've still gathered mercenaries, following Watanabe's lead."

        "... what are you saying?" Caiome mumbled, almost like a whisper.

        "Hmm," Arasthea said, crossing her arms over her chest. "I'm saying that from the perspective of someone who's on this side of things and knows all this... and someone that has been with you for so many years... I just think I'm glad you're here, now, and not in Natlan with Tabai. Not for me, but for them," he nodded toward Shio's house, where the girl was peacefully sleeping.

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        Ayato was in a meeting — because he couldn't ignore those either—  when Koshi came to him, pretending to be one of his servants, whispering that he needed to speak with him urgently. Ayato excused himself and ended the meeting as quickly as he could, drawing curious glances from the lords of his Commission as they were practically thrown out of his office, though they couldn't comment on it.

       "Lady Caiome believes there may be more hidden camps like this in Inazuma," Koshi said once he finished recounting all the events. "And then there are the kidnapping cases, like Miss Shio's."

       "I understand," Ayato said. "What about her prisoner?"

       "We took him to one of the organization's hideouts on Mikome Island, northwest of here. Lady Caiome will handle the interrogation."

        Ayato nodded slightly. "Have the organization look for anything unusual regarding the city's civilians. Someone who's been missing too long, hasn't returned from work on time, or has been late to a meeting. Given the infiltration of their members, I'm sure they've noticed any changes in the daily routines of certain individuals."

        "Yes, my lord."

        "I will go meet with Lord Kimura."

        "Again?" Koshi blinked rapidly. "It hasn't been long since your last visit."

        Ayato seemed to sigh, looking out the window at the gently falling snow — rare, large flakes. There was no wind, but the atmosphere was as cold as that morning when he left the city and returned home only to find it feeling... empty.

        Before, he had never noticed such things in the vast rooms he passed through or how something always seemed to be missing. He had grown used to the noise and bustle of recent times, and now, without them in his own home, he felt a bit... hollow. Not in the mood, as common folk might say.

        It also made him feel sluggish. Things had moved so quickly before — meetings, missions, investigations — he barely felt them. Now everything seemed to crawl, and he couldn't wait for it all to be over so that... so that what? It felt surreal, and it almost made him laugh nervously, amused by his own foolish thoughts.

         He used to stay up all night without complaining, without hating every moment spent away from home, and without feeling that he had too little time for personal interests. He could say his work was also his passion, and he lacked nothing.

         Lately, however, he sometimes couldn't even touch the files stacked in the corner of his desk, dreaming of laying out in bed instead. He knew that if he listened to Arasthea and took that short vacation due to his poor health, it would throw off not only his routine but also his energy. Yet even when he dreamed of his bedroom, it wasn't sleep or idleness he craved.

         It felt like longing — something he shouldn't let take hold of him. He needed to focus or at least not rush.

         "It's not as if I want this," Ayato said with a sigh. "But Kimura knows him better than any of us — personally, I mean, as I told Caiome. He's stayed closer to him in recent months than the organization has. We can't let Lord Shimizu gain more favour with the other clans. Perhaps Lord Kimura might have a clue about where he's taken the missing civilians. Stay close by," was his last order as he rose from his desk, draping his cloak over his shoulders. "If you find any of the camps, release the birds and eliminate anyone there, except for the civilians."

        Koshi bowed. "Yes, my lord."

        The darkness of evening had already fallen when Ayato slipped into Lord Kimura's house, feeling like a spy himself, or a criminal fleeing the Shogun's eye. Not that he wasn't actually hiding certain things from her.

        "Well, I suspected as much when I discovered those patterns," Lord Kimura said, resting his hands on his bent knees as he sat comfortably on a cushion by a low table in his private salon. "So why exactly have you come to me?"

         "Lord Shimizu doesn't kidnap anyone he's unsure of, someone he doesn't know and whose routine he isn't familiar with," Ayato said. "And judging by his achievements, he wouldn't hesitate to abduct public figures either. Such kidnappings could be disguised as random cases, which isn't uncommon. That's why my question is... Do you know anyone close to Lord Shimizu who hasn't yet experienced such a case?"

        Kimura gazed at the table's surface, trying to think, but nothing seemed to come to mind.

        "I don't know anyone that close to him who has experienced something like a robbery, a kidnapping, or even a crime if we take it to the extreme. However... your words make me think of something else entirely. If it's about things Lord Shimizu feels comfortable around, it wouldn't be people, it would be places. This girl Miss Caiome found was near Yashiori Island, wasn't she? There are a few places Shimizu has used as headquarters for more than just his so-called rescue operations. He knows them very well, so he'd feel most in control there."

        Which would mean he could guide Tabai's people just as easily if he knew the methods to get there discreetly while remaining hidden from others.

        "If you could make me a list, I'll investigate immediately," Ayato said, and Kimura nodded, taking a sheet of paper and a brush, noting three locations along with small sketches indicating their exact positions.

        Ayato took the paper, folded it, and tucked it into the inner pocket of his coat, rising from his cushion. He wished Lord Kimura a good evening and slipped into the deep darkness of the back garden. It was no longer snowing, but the air had grown even colder, and the further he walked, the heavier something felt behind him.

       Hidden in the garden's shadows, behind the twisted black tree trunks, Ayato let his hand rest on the hilt of his sword. The sharp sound and the blade's silvery-blue gleam made the stalker tense up, pressing against a pillar where the sword's edge landed near their neck. Yet their steely gaze fixed on Lord Kamisato, whose hand remained steady. Even recognizing the little spy, Ayato had no intention of letting them leave easily.

        He sighed when he saw Lady Inoue raise her chin above the blade, moving away from it. He lingered with the sword at her throat before lowering it and sliding it back into its sheath.

        "I doubt this is a reasonable hour for someone like you to be outside, especially given the weather, my lady," Ayato said, keeping one hand on his sword.

        "If we're talking about reasonable hours," Inoue replied, still hiding among the garden's shadows, "you shouldn't be here either, my lord. Besides, do you think I'm so stupid that I haven't noticed your visits to my father? Or that I don't know what your conversations are about?"

        "Despite how rarely we see each other, Lady Inoue, I would never think poorly of you," Ayato answered. "If you have been following me, and not just me but your father too, why haven't you said anything?"

        Inoue remained silent, which made Ayato smile confidently.

        She finally huffed, stepping lightly into the golden glow of the garden lanterns, allowing the light to catch in her brown hair framing her sharp, coldly beautiful features, too cold for a lady of her status and age.

        "You can't fool me. You knew for some time that I keep track of your presence here." she said. "Why didn't you say anything?"

        "I must admit, Lady Inoue, that I am not in the least concerned of whether or not you might overhear our conversations," Ayato said. "Especially because I know you couldn't do anything to compromise us, and moreover, because you know that both I and your father are right about Lord Shimizu."

       "He's my future fiancé, how can you say I wouldn't care—"

      "I am quite sure this engagement is not based on genuine feelings and that you also have your doubts when it comes to him, don't you? Lord Shimizu started courting you too suddenly, if I may say so."

        "Look who's paying attention to the nobles' gossip," Inoue said, rolling her eyes.

        "Gossip or rumours, you can call them whatever you like, my lady. But I am interested when it comes to the consequences these relationships might have and the effects they could bring upon Inazuma. And yes, your relationship with Lord Shimizu is one of those matters that interests me... and perhaps I also know why you are so involved and so eager to marry him."

        "How could you possibly know that?" she mumbled. "There is no doubt that you have your methods of gathering information, just as all nobles do, and perhaps you resort to less pleasant means, but that doesn't mean you know what's on my mind."

        "Should I guess?" he laughed, though there was nothing cheerful in his gaze, only a chilling calmness that Inoue knew all too well, a calmness she had learned to confront out of necessity, given her daily interactions with the nobles. "Shimizu is taking control of the entire Yashiori Island and slowly gains the favoritism of the Tenryou Commission. By marrying him, you will acquire the same influence, both over the land and the nobles who show interest in the island and the ones from the commission. Or anyone who tries to cross it. The Yashiori Island is a point located between Watatsumi Island and the rest of Inazuma, a very important point. Far too important to be ignored, even by the Yashiro Commission, let alone the other two. It is truly a shame about Lord Watanabe's fate following the loss of his son," Ayato sighed theatrically, "but certainly very convenient for someone in your position... or Lord Shimizu's, don't you think?"

        "Whether or not Ryota killed Watanabe doesn't concern me," Inoue said instead.

        "You already feel close enough to him to call him by his first name?" Ayato asked. "Oh, my. Are you trying to make me question your relationship?"

        Inoue stepped closer to him, tilting her head back and meeting his eyes. "You tell me," she demanded. "Dead or not, Watanabe was a thorn in our side, and whether he deserved it or not doesn't matter. And even if he didn't deserve it, yes, I must agree with you, his death is convenient. Are you going to judge me for thinking that way? Or look at me with hatred and disgust for my thoughts? It's nothing unique for people like us. If I knew all your thoughts, my lord, I have no doubt I'd find the same repulsion I feel toward everyone else. After all, isn't that how everyone of our status must think in order to survive?"

       Ayato studied her for a long moment, from the way her body tensed, her fists clenched, to the faint tremble in her voice, a subtle detail, nearly imperceptible, carefully controlled. These were truths that someone her age shouldn't yet be thinking about. She was still younger than Ayaka, far too young to be considering marriage or to be found in the Phantom Market, gathering information about the nobles' dirty dealings.

        "That applies to Lord Shimizu as well, doesn't it?" Ayato continued, and Inoue took a step back, straightening her posture with an arrogant expression and an equally cold attitude.

        She seemed like a wall of ice, not only trying to protect herself and her thoughts but also detaching herself entirely from reality and from any human nature that might have once existed within her.

        "Again, I don't care what Lord Shimizu has done or does, kidnapping, theft, or murder," she said. "I only care about the island."

        "If you align yourself with Lord Shimizu, and if Lord Shimizu is eventually accused of treason — if proof of an alliance between him and Yoshimitsu is found — it won't end well for you or your family," Ayato warned.

        "That is precisely what I'm trying to protect by marrying him," she insisted. "His influence becomes my influence, in the eyes of the Shogunate or the civilians. That's how the game is played. You need allies, whether you like them or not, whether they are good people or not. I intend to play this game properly, without looking back."

        Ayato remained silent again. A game, she called it. Well, yes, everything was seen as a game. A complicated, bloody game that ultimately led to consequences, good or bad... Never truly good, only less disadvantageous. And the only people who needed protection were the civilians, because they were the prize. They were the true source of power for the Commissions. Without them, no one held any real power.

        And Ayato knew all too well how Inoue's mother had died precisely because of this battle for power and for the people. She had wanted to do right by those who adored her and to protect them. But Lady Kimura had tried too hard to be righteous, to avoid affiliating with anyone who couldn't be honest, and that was the reason she was left without alliances. In the end, she had risen against those who didn't care about the difference between right and wrong, and that led to her assassination when Lady Inoue was no older than eleven.

        "I understand your resentment," Ayato said finally, in a much calmer tone. "I wouldn't be honest if I claimed to know how you feel, but I must also ask you not to rush your decisions, especially when it concerns a case as dangerous as this. If you decide that an arranged marriage to protect your family is the best path for you, I will not stop you. However, I will still express my opinion and disapproval if this marriage involves Lord Shimizu."

       "Disapproval?" Inoue scoffed. "I don't think you're in any position to tell me that. From your perspective, I'm sure what I'm saying sounds foolish, given what you already know about me and Ryota. But you must consider that, even though we're both nobles, you and I, my lord, we are not on the same level. My father has fallen far in recent years, and the other lords' disdain for him grows stronger by the day. You know that too well, or you wouldn't be here. I'm merely trying to set things right. As a commissioner, you could never truly understand the position I'm in or what I need as a low noble."

        The only sound that remained was the echo of Inoue's voice and her words. Not the branches swaying in the wind, not the ocean waves, nor the birds huddling in their nests, shielding themselves from the winter chill. Not even her heartbeat, as she breathed slowly, just as controlled as before.

        And in that moment, Ayato understood why Lady Inoue was able to frequent the Phantom Market so much, because she knew how to control herself. At such a young age, to possess this level of control... it was almost tragic.

        "Then how about I give you what you need?" Ayato asked instead, and Inoue frowned.

        "As if you would know—"

        "Help me bring down Lord Shimizu and Yoshimitsu, and you will have my protection and that of the Commission," he said, extending his hand toward Inoue, his face bearing that all-knowing expression that assured he wouldn't fail. "Help me expose the two of them, and Yashiori Island will be yours."

        "You can't just say those words, my lord," she retorted sharply. "It's an entire island, that crucial point you yourself mentioned, one that Ryota fought for and still struggles to hold. One wrong move, and the other nobles will—"

        "Please consider my offer carefully, my lady," Ayato insisted. "If you remain by Lord Shimizu's side, you'll have the island, but you'll lose Inazuma."

        "Ryota is part of the Tenryou Commission."

        "But can the Tenryou Commission ever step over the Yashiro Commission if the need arises one day?" he asked, and to Inoue, it seemed that both his gaze and his voice turned into something resembling a rattlesnake, something that was both charming and deadly at the same time.

         "Are you suggesting that day will come, my lord?" was all Inoue said in return, somehow neither surprised nor intimidated.

         "Are you in a position to ask such questions?" he replied instead. "You want to be on the winning side, the side that survives. I offer you that."

         "You're a bit too confident."

         "And your loyalty to Shimizu, despite all the carefully laid plans, wavers now that you see my helping hand and hear my proposal."

        Inoue looked at his hand through her lowered lashes, then lifted her gaze to him. She tensed her jaw, clenching her teeth and fists beneath the fur cloak that blended into the blackness of the garden.

        "I'll have to think about it," she said. "It's not a decision that can be made so easily."

        Ayato gave a slight nod. "Of course, my lady."

        "Good night, my lord," she said with a deeper bow, then turned and left the gardens just as Ayato left the estate.

 

Notes:

There is something satisfactory writing about Ayato making plans with someone from outside his household...

Chapter 100: Chapter 100 ~ The Love and the Hate for Ah Puch

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Chapter 100 ~ The Love and the Hate for Ah Puch

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        Var'ak was surrounded by darkness. Somehow, he knew his eyes were open, even though he couldn't feel them. And somehow, he knew he was cold, even though he couldn't shiver. Maybe his heart was still beating, but he wasn't sure, as he didn't feel alive, and somehow, perhaps he was breathing... but he was sure of nothing. What he did know was that he was in pain... what hurt... he couldn't say. He just hurt.

        He felt numb, that was the only thing he could say with certainty. And it was uncomfortable. And deep in his mind, he also knew it wouldn't end quickly.

        Only two candles were lit in the entire room, casting frightening shadows on the walls, which were far too close together, while the flickering light seemed to burn his dirty skin. It smelled of burning, as if he were in the middle of a deadly desert, surrounded by red stones and flaming feathers.

        Then he heard a muffled sound and the door opening, and even the candles seemed to tremble with fear when the terrifying shadow slithered across the room's walls and closed the gate of the cage, locking him inside. The creature had blood on its arms and fingers, which dripped onto the floor, and with every drop, Var'ak heard the same sharp sounds piercing his eardrums. Its eyes glowed in shades of gold and darkness, and on its head, it seemed to wear a veil made of the morning sky before sunrise, with shackled stars hanging from the universe. At its hip was a sharp crescent moon that held a shard of an eclipse — both burning and cold at the same time.

        He must have been on the border between life and death, for only there did such creatures dwell — creatures he himself had once admired with his own hands and words.

         It had a smile of ice, and as it approached him, fire slipped through its fingers. It placed a claw on his shoulder, and his entire body shuddered as if he had been touched by a volcano's fury and the tears of birds. Then it struck him lightly, and he felt as if ocean waves were drowning him. It struck again, and he felt as if mountains had laid winding paths before him, and he lost his balance trying to find a diamond road.

        Var'ak, came a soul's whisper and a caress across his scarred cheek.

        Did he hear Death calling him? Did he hear its herald trying to guide him?

        Var'ak, he heard his name again.

        It seemed to him that the creature took the threads of the moon in its hands and, lifting them, let them fall toward him, and their twist and strike cut into his flesh.

        Var'ak! the voice rang out again, and Var'ak shuddered violently, drawing a deep breath in.

        He inhaled and exhaled, and his heart now pounded so hard it felt like it might break through his chest. His wrists were tied to a hard wooden chair, as were his ankles, and sharp pain crept from his palms up his arms and toward his head. He clenched his teeth, feeling cold sweat trailing down his neck and chest. Then he realized it wasn't sweat, it was water, salty drops trying to slip between his lips.

        "You're alive!" a voice sang with a laugh, and Var'ak lifted his gaze toward the tormentor of his mind.

        Ah Puch wiggled her fingers, stepping carefully around the puddle beneath the chair. The heels of her tall boots were as loud as the splitting of wood with an axe, and the light of her Vision burned Var'ak's eyes. Before him, the queen walked slowly, and her steely gaze was as piercing as he remembered.

         It was as if he saw her again in the midst of Ah Tabai's flames while Ah Puch struck and destroyed everything in her path. She was terrifying, so dark that she could drown your soul in your own mind, and from her came the scent of the blood of the guilty.

        "I don't need to tell you how disappointed I would have been if you had died from something like this," the queen said, gesturing toward his bandaged hands where Var'ak knew the same wounds Ah Puch had inflicted still lay. "I need you more than you think, so please forgive my lack of manners and haste. I have much else to do today."

        Ah Puch placed the bucket in the corner of the room and turned back toward Var'ak, almost cheerfully. She spun on her heel like a pirouette and let her elbow rest on a box placed on a narrow, rotting table, a box covered by a piece of cloth.

        "Guess what I have here," she said playfully.

        Var'ak only gritted his teeth in response. He didn't want to know the queen's tricks, just as he should never have known her name.

        Ah Puch scoffed. "I thought at least you, of all people, would be a bit more interesting, someone I could actually have a conversation with."

        Grabbing the cloth, Ah Puch pulled it away, revealing not a box but a cubic cage. Inside, a red bird with a curled crest and a slowly swaying tail slept with its beak tucked under its wing. It stirred slightly when the candlelight touched its eyes, glancing sideways with black eyes and ruffling its feathers, causing small flames to drip down its feet.

        "Did you know that tayiōhi birds hide their eggs in enclosed places, among rocks or in caves, to protect their young from the cold winter air, since the babies can't keep warm on their own while the mothers search for food?" Ah Puch slipped her hand gently through the metal bars of the cage, her fingers brushing the bird's feathers. The bird looked at Var'ak with fierce hardness — flaming hatred — but stood upright with arrogant poise. "As a result, they're very quiet when you cover their cages and make it dark for them," she tilted her head slightly. "It makes them feel safer. If you'd known that, maybe your little training camp wouldn't have been so noisy for me to find."

        Var'ak didn't respond again. Instead, he only watched as Ah Puch remained unscathed by the tayiōhi bird, the same bird that had burned his hands weeks ago and still clawed at him, trying to blind him.

        Ah Puch looked at him. "Surprised?" she asked. "Curious?"

        "Why don't you burn?" he managed to say, his words almost whispered, hoarse and grave.

        "I suppose I get along well with animals," she shrugged. "A gift from the gods. Besides, I burned myself enough in Tabai's chambers beneath the earth's depths." Ah Puch looked at him from the corner of her eye, her irises becoming like the flames of the bird. "Imagine how ironic would be to use something so similar to burn his men alive."

         Ah Puch pushed herself against her tiptoes and sat with an atrocious elegance on the table, crossing her legs. Through her fingers she played with a short dagger, but surely very sharp, sending shivers down the spine. In the light of the candles, the blade seemed like melted gold and on its blade there were the reflections of flames.

        "So we will play a little game," she said. "You will tell me what I want to know. If you lie to me, I will cut off a finger at the time, starting with that hand," she pointed at the hand she stabbed him with her sword, "and I will finish with that one," she pointed at the hand she had stabbed with Var'ak's weapon. "If you hesitate to answer my questions, I'll burn every piece of your body with the help of my new friend. And if you don't answer my questions, I'll cut you so deeply that even your soul will be unrecognizable." She smiled. "So, I kindly ask you to cooperate."

        Var'ak looked at her. And he just stared because he could never absorb the sight of his goddess enough. He could never let his eyes rest on her without Ah Tabai noticing and making his blood spill for daring to covet, even in thought, what belonged to him, what belonged to everyone, what was meant to be worshipped but was untouchable except by him, if his queen allowed it.

       Then he burst into laughter. A rough, loud laugh that made Ah Puch frown, the light deepening her gaze. Var'ak felt his chest tremble, realizing she had placed her hand on his shoulder earlier on.

        The laughter stopped, and Var'ak took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. He closed his eyes, then opened them again, looking at her. She was perfect. Oh, by all the gods in the Heavens, she was perfect — and she was looking at him. At him. After all this time, she was looking at him. And she intended to take his blood and bathe in it if necessary. Tell the truth and live... he thought. Or be killed by his queen.

        She didn't kill him back then. Var'ak hadn't been in the hideout when Ah Puch sought revenge against Ah Tabai and hunted for his death. He regretted it.

        "Give you what you want?" he said at last. "Why would I do that? Why would Ah Puch beg me for something she needs? For whom? And for what? For someone who is not one of us? Who does not serve you? I'd rather die than let others have you, to let them look at you and not us, not Ah Tabai."

        "Yeah, you're protecting me so well from others, considering you want to kill me," Caiome rolled her eyes, playing with the tip of her finger along the dagger's edge.

         "Kill you?" Var'ak said. "We only want to bring you back from the wrong paths you've taken and save you from the manipulation of the nobles under whose spell you've fallen. Isn't that the truth? You've succumbed to feelings you've never known before because you don't love us, but we have adored you."

         "By torturing me and hunting me down, releasing the sarasthuza to torment me, and then throwing me into a enclosed tunnel with a camaztoz? Excellent!" Caiome burst into laughter.

         "No, no," Var'ak shook his head. "We never wanted to hurt you. But it had to be done to bring you back to who you truly are."

         "You're as crazy as Tabai," she clicked her tongue. "Anyway, I don't want to waste any more time. Tell me what's going on between Tabai and Shimizu and why Yoshimitsu is involved."

         Var'ak laughed again. "I'm flattered you think Ah Tabai would actually let me, a nobody, know what he's planning with the nobles of Inazuma. My only job was to tame the birds to be his messengers and part of his army, not to raise a weapon against you or the civilians."

         "It's the same thing," Caiome said.

         "I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I don't know anything about Ah Tabai's plans."

         Caiome stood up quickly and, spinning the dagger between her fingers, slid it across the little finger of his left hand, letting it fall at his feet. The pool of saltwater turned red, and Var'ak screamed with all his strength, his face flushing red as well. Caiome pulled the knife from the armrest while tears streamed down Var'ak's face.

         "It seems you didn't take me seriously the first time," she said, letting currents of air gather around her fingers, taking the bird's fire and directing it toward his wound, burning it. Caiome scoffed. "Do you miss me?" she asked, laughing. "Weird, since I'm here, in front of you."

        Var'ak pressed his lips together, breathing heavily, ragged and fast, uncontrollably, as the wound throbbed and his heart pounded too fast for him to steady it. Then, with difficulty, he tried to laugh.

         "I don't have Ah Puch in front of me," he shook his head.

        Caiome clenched her teeth, then suddenly struck the metal cage, making the bird flinch and screech, spreading its wings and letting the flames burn Var'ak's face and hair. He tried to turn away, but Caiome grabbed his jaw, holding him still without caring that the flames touched her as well.

        "If you don't start talking, I'll gouge out your eyes, and then you won't see anything in front of you ever again," she said.

         "Do you know why I don't have Ah Puch in front of me?" he said instead. "Because Ah Puch would never be this cruel for someone else. She is cruel for herself, for her own selfishness, for what belongs to her, not for others." Var'ak suddenly straightened up, pulling on the shackles, almost colliding with Caiome. "Ah Puch doesn't have the disgusting feelings of humans. She doesn't know what peace is. She doesn't understand touch or love. That is Ah Puch. Not this imitation of her inside you, hurting others to protect someone else. It's disgusting."

        Caiome frowned at him. It was as if she was hearing Tabai speak. It felt as if, instead of Var'ak facing Ah Puch, she was the one facing Ah Tabai. They were all becoming like him. They had all inherited the same obsession, the same madness, the same intoxication with what Caiome had once been, and the same desire to have her back. She had killed those beneath the mountain, and they wanted more.

        Caiome clenched her fist, punching the hand from which she had just cut off the little finger, making Var'ak scream again. With the heel of her palm, she pressed into the wound, causing it to reopen and soak the bandages with fresh blood. The bird flinched and released more flames through the metal bars, scorching his shoulders and arm.

         "I am selfish," Caiome said. "And I feel hatred, and my hatred is for you. For you, for Tabai, for anyone who tries to lift a finger against Inazuma, against this world. You hunted me like a deer, threw me into the heart of battle, into the jaws of the beast that wanted to chain and kill me. You chanted my name while Tabai was killing me. But I didn't care," she said, her voice shifting into the shadow of a memory. "Not about me. You killed children. From the moment I stepped into your hideout, you killed children. You tortured them to the last one, and then you made me watch. You killed me over and over again in your wars, and I killed for you, because if I hadn't, others would have died. So many people have died, for me and for you, for your contagious sickness that has rooted itself deep in your minds and your very existence. You came here and killed children, leaving them to suffer and plunging an entire nation into mourning, a grief no one here will ever forget. A grief I haven't forgotten either."

        Var'ak pulled himself out of her grip, starting to pound his fists against the chair's armrests and slam his back into the chair's frame, making it shake in the middle of the room.

        "We don't want to kill you! We want to have you!" he shouted. "Only for us. Only and only for us! Don't you get it?" he laughed, and his madness rose up in his red eyes from pain and blood. "Don't you understand what you are to us? We want to have you! We will have you! Ah Tabai will have you, because you don't know what is coming after you," she shook his head. "We will have you whole and everyone will have you and they will do of you what they will want, because that was what it was promised to us. We are Ah Tabai's hunters, and hunters will be rewarded with everything of you!"

        Caiome rose up her chin. "Is that so?" she asked.

         Var'ak grinned, showing his sharp teeth, like he was the tiger who was supposed to hunt, the predator who became prey.

         "And Ah Tabai will have you last. But he will not kill you, not yet," he said through slow breathings. "Because he promised that he will die with you after everybody will have you in every way you could imagine. And he will have you last," he repeated, "after he will make you suffer and after he will make you Ah Puch again. He will take everything that you have and he will kill everything in front of you. He will have you, but before he will have anything of you, he will have what broke you."

        Caiome frowned. This was Tabai. It was Tabai that was speaking through Var'ak's voice and mouth.

        "He will have your lord," Var'ak giggled in a whispered laugh. "He will have him in front of your eyes, right there, on the stone floor under the ground, right after the fireworks will set fire on the sea where the moon shines in the peak cold, and he will skin him alive and he will make a cloak out of his skin that he will force you to wear and cry over it. He will take out his eyes and put them in your palms so that you can look at them. He will be the one to wed you to your lord, a man that he killed with his own hands, and then he will give you his ring finger to keep as a wedding gift." 

         Var'ak started to shake more violently, slamming against the chair and the chair against the floor, the entire room seeming to shaken as the bird screeched sharply, flames erupting from its feathers. His face became deranged, with saliva dripping from the corners of his mouth, and the blisters from his burns burst, allowing a milky liquid to trickle down his lips. It was Tabai's face, the face of a desperate and obsessed man, the face of a madman, a hunter, a predator. It was his words, spoken through Var'ak's mouth.

         "You will become Ah Puch again once you carry his life on your shoulders!" Var'ak shouted. "And once he destroys the one who holds your heart, the one who dared to touch Ah Puch, he will destroy all the others, every last one of them. He will go from house to house," Var'ak said through the blood dripping from his mouth, "and he will take with him everyone who has ever dared to look in your direction. He will take those that were and are your friends and he will cut off their throats and he will impale them and he will display their bodies at the entrance in the underground. And then he will take all those children that didn't die during the epidemic and he will do the same thing that he did all those years ago, and you will watch this time, while wearing the skin of the one...!" he threw himself against the chair. "Who took...! Ah Puch's...! Heart...!" he roared.

         Caiome let go of him... and gently stepped back. Her fingers froze, just as they had been on his jaw, holding him close to the flames, while white liquid from the blisters caused by the burns dripped down his face. And her heart beat slowly... too calm... too suffocating...

         A cruel smile appeared on her lips. And when she raised her eyes to Var'ak, he knew he truly had Ah Puch before him now.

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        Ah Puch was singing. A sweet voice, like the calm of sleep in the middle of the night, yet as strong as the first sun in the morning.

        Ah Puch was dreaming. Dreaming of times long past that returned in short fragments, slamming against her mind.

        Ah Puch was listening. The rapid heartbeat of a bird and the blood slowly dripping down his body.

         Var'ak was listening too. He was listening her song that twisted in his ears like the cold, sharp wind. The same wind that had cut all his ten fingers and that was stabbing through his body, wind spears that were still in his chest to not let him bleed to death. Ah Puch kept him afloat. Var'ak was falling asleep, touching the boundary between life and death, then Ah Puch called him back, for he could not die until she allowed it. And he felt every cut she had made on his body all night long, as if she were playing, like a child sculpting innocently into a stone.

        He was screaming the whole time, and Ah Puch seemed to dance with his screams.

        And now Ah Puch rested, swinging her legs above the blood-soaked floor, singing, twirling the dagger on her fingers. She was bathed in blood, unsure which drops belonged to whom. Her heart was silent, and her body vibrated with the notes of the melody she hummed.

        Still dreaming, she slid off the table, as if floating, and looked toward the one who sat asleep in the chair, the one who had carried Tabai's message to her, and on whose body she had left a message for Tabai.

        She bent down, trying to look at his face, and Var'ak stared into her empty eyes.

        "Rejoice, lost soul," she whispered, her words shaking the Realm Beyond, "for you're looking at Ah Puch."

        Then Ah Puch trembled. She turned slowly on the tips of her toes and gazed toward the night's light that faded into the threads of dawn. In the middle of them, waiting silently, like a fate about to disappear, purple irises stared back at her, and Caiome froze.

        Her knees trembled, and her heart seemed to start beating again, then she breathed. She could feel her hands numb and covered in blood, and smelled the suffocating iron scent, things so familiar... and which she despised. Her throat started to burn as she looked at Ayato, who waited in the doorway, and her stomach sank.

        Tears gathered in her eyes, knowing so well who stood before her, knowing what had been done behind her and what lay beneath her feet. Salty drops started to fall down her cheeks, leaving marks in the dried blood, hitting her palms and the tips of her boots. The dagger fell from her hand, clinking on the floor, and her fingers trembled.

        Ayato took a step forward and reached out to her, his hand warm and welcoming. Caiome took large steps toward him and collided into his embrace, clutching his clothes in her fists and sobbing against his chest, deep sobs that prevented her from speaking. She had returned, and she had returned because of him, and now, now that she was back, she hated what had happened and what she had left behind.

        His arms enclosed her, pulling her close, covering her with his body and his heart. He whispered and soothed her, and Caiome felt the ground slip away beneath her feet. She swallowed hard, clinging to him.

        "I'm sorry," she said in a low voice. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."

        Because now... now Ayato had seen the worst of her, something she never wanted him to see.

        "I've lost myself. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

       "Shh," he said, kissing her hair. "It's alright now."

       "He said... he said..."

       "I know," Ayato whispered, letting her sink even further into him. "I know what he said."

       Caiome clenched her fists tightly, feeling her nails dig into his clothes and hurt her own palms.

        "Don't hate me," she pleaded through her tears and cries and trembling voice and clenched teeth. "Please don't hate me. He wants you to hate me." She shook her head quickly. "He wants you to hate me. He doesn't want to hurt you because I love you, he wants to hurt you because I managed to love. He wants to hurt you because you brought love out of me. So please, don't hate me."

        She heard his laughter. That laugh, so peaceful, so soothing... so pleasant that it made her look forward to the day to come and remember yesterday without shaking in fear.

        "How could I?" he said softly, searching for her gaze. He wiped the blood from her cheeks with the sleeve of his coat, and his look was as if he were gazing at his most precious thing. "Let me take you home," he smiled, and Caiome nodded.

       Ayato glanced back where Koshi was waiting solemnly. He gave a nod toward the room, and Koshi understood the orders: release the bird, eliminate the prisoner... and place him where Tabai can find him.

 

Chapter 101: Chapter 101 ~ The King and the Madness

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Chapter 101 ~ The King and the Madness

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       Caiome moved a gold general—kinshō—toward the left diagonal, breathing slowly. The warm air mingled with the cold winter air, forming dense steam that made her relax as she looked at the shogi board. On the other side, Koshi moved a promoted kyōsha, which was equivalent to a gold general, attacking one of her pawns and taking it off the board, clearing the way toward her bishops that were protecting the king.

       To her right, Arasthea barely passed her fingers covered in ointment over the burns caused by the tayōhi bird, but Caiome couldn't tell if she felt anything—any small sting at all. Not even when Arasthea wrapped her hand in a few white bandages to prevent infection.

       None of them spoke. No sound had come from any of them since Caiome arrived home in the early morning, took a bath, and fell asleep almost instantly. Only whispers had been heard, but her body had been too exhausted to pay attention to them. She woke up with her hand bandaged, wrapped completely in the blankets of Ayato's bed, but she was alone in the room.

       Koshi informed her that Ayato was in a meeting in the city and would return that afternoon, and that Arasthea would have to change her bandages again. So now they were here, in the outer corridors of the garden, playing shogi and waiting for Ayato.

       And everything was just as silent. Caiome did nothing more than nod at anything Koshi said and let Arasthea do her job without complaining or hissing in pain. She still felt dazed from the previous night and seemed unable to lift her spirits on her own. Which frustrated her...

       She hadn't felt the way she did last night in a long time... for too long. Then she saw Ayato waiting for her at the door and completely caved in, and her frustration grew with every second she thought about it. Had she really become so dependent of him that she needed him to bring her back to this reality? She had thought that the morning moments, when she woke up alone and missed him, were just fleeting thoughts—small things, consequences of the fact that she was finally like everyone else and she was just in love.

       She was utterly pathetic.

       She had lived her entire life without ever feeling this way, and now... she felt like she had no control over anything, not even herself. And the look in his eyes... the way she had pleaded so desperately for him not to hate her and chase her away.

       After everything she had done to Var'ak, how could Ayato still look at her the same way as before?

       So she didn't speak to him anymore. Nor to anyone else after they left the hideout, leaving Var'ak behind.

       Arasthea tied a knot on the back of her palm, then let go of her hand. Caiome moved a silver general, only to realize immediately after that she had just abandoned her initial plan to attack Koshi's king, setting up her pieces in a poorly thought-out offensive, with no good outcome. But Koshi pretended not to notice, moving a pawn from a completely different area.

       Caiome didn't want to play shogi anymore.

       And yet, it was the only thing keeping her afloat for now because it was almost as if...

       She sighed in defeat. She couldn't believe that, despite knowing she would see Ayato soon, she was clinging to something that made her feel at least a little like he was still around.

       He will have your lord, she heard Var'ak's words in her ears.

       He will have him on the cold floor beneath the earth, he will gouge out his eyes and place them in your hands. He will wed you to him... in the same way Tabai does things... in blood.

       Caiome took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, looking up at the grey sky. It wasn't snowing, but the air was colder than in the past few days, wrapping around her throat and face.

       She needed to calm down, to find the balance she had built for herself.

       She returned to the shogi board and moved her gold general, splitting the flank made of rooks, surrounded by her promoted knights, and the game ended. Lately, she had been winning more and more shogi games against Koshi, but she was still losing more than winning.

       In silence, the two reset the pieces, and Caiome made the first move, clearing her throat.

       "So... I take it you've checked the other places where the tayōhi birds were supposedly kept?" she asked quietly, and Koshi and Arasthea looked at her a little surprised. Then they looked at each other, then back at Caiome.

       "Of course, my lady," Koshi replied, moving his piece. "We freed the birds and rescued the civilians. Miss Arasthea accompanied us to ensure none of them were too severely injured."

       Caiome nodded slightly, moving a bishop. "I see. I'm glad."

       A few more minutes passed before Koshi was the first to speak again... which was very rare, especially in front of Arasthea. "How are you feeling, my lady? When you woke up, you looked a bit pale..."

       "I'm fine," she said, feeling like she had gone through the same conversation too many times before. Her two companions remained just as silent, and once again, Caiome felt a strange atmosphere settle over them. She sighed deeply. "You don't have to walk on eggshells around me," she said. "Especially you," she added, looking at Arasthea, who just shrugged, running her fingers through her hair.

       "Who says that, just because you don't feel like talking and you're sulking, we have to stay still, as if we're afraid of you? Maybe I just have nothing to say, did you think of that? You're not the centre of the universe, you know."

       "You don't have to be insensitive, miss," Koshi said.

       "I wasn't talking to you," Arasthea mumbled back.

       "If this is how you two acted toward each other during your mission," Caiome said, "I wonder if everything really ended well."

       "I'm mildly disappointed," Koshi said. "I am not the type of Shuumatsuban to let external factors affect me when it comes to carrying out my orders."

       "I was just joking," Caiome said. "I know very well how serious you are about the organization." Then, looking at Arasthea with a small smile, she added, "Though, Arasthea can be annoying enough to get on anyone's nerves."

       "Sometimes I wonder why I even stay around you two mortals," Arasthea retorted.

       "Because your attitude is so repelling that you can't make other friends," Caiome replied, and Arasthea flinched, seemingly blushing, even though she couldn't be affected by the winter cold.

       "Who says I don't have friends?" Arasthea huffed.

       "Then why don't you spend time with them instead of us?" Caiome asked. "Or are you saying that we're your friends, but you just don't want to say it out loud so you don't embarrass yourself?"

       "Does she really need to be associated with us for that?" Koshi mumbled, moving a rook.

       "Oh, now you find the courage to speak?" Arasthea scoffed, waving a hand. "Your short lives make you so arrogant toward divinity."

       "Or maybe divinities just become too uptight after so many years of living," Koshi said. "Have you ever thought about taking a vacation? It seems five hundred years haven't been enough for you."

       "What if I locked you up for five hundred years too? Let's see how much you'd like it and whether you'd still be making jokes after that."

       Caiome chuckled lightly, continuing her game. Good... that was a good sign. She was starting to regain her composure, even though at the same time, she felt an immense need to retreat to her room and see no one. She just had to take it easy, one step at a time.

       "In any case, my lady," said Koshi. "Is something troubling you?"

       "What do you mean?" asked Caiome.

       "Ever since we found Miss Shio yesterday, it seems something is upsetting you more than usual. I asked out of curiosity, in case you need me to do something for you."

       "It's nothing," Caiome shrugged. "Things have been going downhill lately, I guess it's normal for me to think about so many things at once. I don't think you can help with that in any way."

       "You should ask Miss Arasthea to make you some tea to calm your nerves," he suggested.

       "Caiome is very stubborn about that," Arasthea interjected, braiding her own hair to one side. "She doesn't believe in the effects of calming teas."

       "Oh," Koshi said to Caiome. "With how much you insist for Lord Kamisato to drink them, I thought you were the same."

       "And yet, considering how much Ayato believes in them, you'd think he'd have taken better care of himself over the years," Caiome replied.

       "Well, when he was a child, he was very restless, and later he had too much to do to remember remedies like that," Koshi responded.

       "I can see that... Though, I have to agree with Arasthea. You're getting a bit bolder. You spoke of him as if he were a troublesome kid."

       "He liked to assert himself in the discussions of adults," Koshi said somewhat innocently, which made Caiome frown slightly.

       She knew that for over ten years, Koshi had been the first person Ayato turned to for orders, given that he was almost always around him. But now that she thought about it, Caiome had no idea how long Koshi had been part of the organization in total.

       "How did you become part of the Shuumatsuban?" she asked.

       "I'm afraid I can't answer that, my lady, considering it's part of something that happened before I joined the organization, and therefore, it must be classified for everyone. The only one who knew was the late Lord Kamisato Kazashi, since he was the one who recruited me."

       "Why didn't you tell me you knew him?" Caiome complained. "I could have asked you so many questions..."

       "Probably for that very reason, Lord Kamisato advised me not to tell you anything," Koshi said instead, moving one of the promoted knights. 

       Caiome clicked her tongue. "Alright," she said. "In that case, I'll rephrase the question. When were you recruited into the organization? At least that much you can tell me."

       "As soon as Lord Kamisato was officially named heir to the clan," Koshi said. "He asked me to teach him a few training moves, but his arms were too short compared to mine, so it was quite difficult to have a real duel."

        Caiome felt as if she had been slapped in the face with this new information. Knowing that Koshi and Ayato had known each other since they were practically children was one thing, but realizing that...

      "You're older than him?" Caiome asked, blinking quickly as if she couldn't believe it.

      Koshi blinked back. "I will be 32 in summer."

       Caiome literally felt her jaw drop to the floor. Because there was no way that Koshi—Koshi, who looked so divine and so young when he wasn't wearing his mask, as if he was the same age as her—could be in his thirties.

       "This is treason," she said.

       "Treason, my lady?" Koshi said. "I assure you, my intentions are the most sincere when it comes to—"

       "Oh, gods!" Arasthea groaned in defeat. "She was just joking. You're so ignorant about everything that isn't related to the organization, it's infuriating. You talked about how pale Caiome looked after she woke up, but you haven't noticed how pale you are. Did you know that most mortals die because they don't pay attention to their own condition? It's so stupid," she mumbled.

       Koshi and Caiome exchanged glances and almost smiled, if their attention hadn't been drawn to Thoma approaching them with quick steps. Caiome almost couldn't breathe as she looked at him, but as soon as he reached them, Thoma spoke calmly, as if nothing had happened.

       "Lord Kamisato has asked me to summon Caiome to his office," he said, and Caiome clenched her fist slightly, standing up.

       "You're so lucky my hand is injured," she mumbled, walking past him.

       Thoma made a slight face. "What's her problem?"

       "She's just a bit more tense than usual," Arasthea replied, while Koshi followed Caiome.

       Caiome didn't wait for the other two to catch up, making her way to Ayato's office, where he was waiting. She breathed as if she were underwater, looking toward the surface, at the flickering lights of the sun, knowing that soon she would take a deep breath that would save her.

       That was until she entered the office and saw her. Sitting at a low table, a figure she knew, but couldn't understand why she was there. Sitting with a straight back and surrounded by a dominant aura, as elegant as Yuriko, but with a much harsher sharpness in her gaze and in the way she moved her lips when she brought the teacup to them, Inoue looked only ahead, at Ayato's shelves with documents.

       Ayato was there too, of course, sitting at his own desk, but Caiome couldn't take her eyes off Inoue—off the jewellery in her hair, the way her pupils dilated and contracted, the hand placed on her lap, and the dark colours of her clothing that made her seem more mature, more all-knowing of secrets and schemes.

      "What is she doing here?" Caiome mumbled.

       And more importantly, what was she doing here alone with him? The last time a woman visited Ayato, rumours had spread throughout all of Inazuma. If the servants had seen Inoue, they could start the same rumours again, and they would be even juicier, since not only was Shimizu fighting for her hand, but now the Yashiro Commissioner as well. The choice would be obvious, there was no need to think too hard, and Caiome—

       "You don't need to be so hostile," Inoue said, placing the teacup on the table. "I'm here to help you, as Lord Kamisato requested, not to cause you more trouble."

       "Is that so?" Caiome snapped venomously, while Koshi kept his distance outside the office, as he couldn't be seen by anyone outside the household. "As far as I know, you're supposed to be Shimizu's fiancée, not turning against him. I thought marrying him was all you ever wanted."

        Inoue turned to her, her gaze just as sharp. "You are utterly impertinent. My reasons should not concern you."

       "You are in my house."
 
       "Your house?" Inoue scoffed. "Since when is this your house?"

       "My ladies," Ayato said calmly, with a smooth tone, "you are not here to start conflicts. We have another reason for meeting, and we need to make a decision as quickly as possible."

       "Alright," Caiome said. "Then I'll ask again. Why is she here and what exactly does she want from us?"

       "Oh, this is so amusing," Inoue said. "I thought it was obvious that I was asked for help. I wouldn't have come to offer it if I hadn't been approached."

       "Really? By whom?"

       Inoue now seemed genuinely amused by the situation, almost wanting to laugh again, but Caiome's dark and bloodshot gaze made her hesitate... slightly, as her expression still seemed genuinely superior.

       Caiome turned toward Ayato, her lips slightly parted. "You... why didn't you tell me..."

       "We will discuss this later," Ayato replied instead.

       "Ayato—"

       "Lady Inoue will offer us help because I asked her to. As we know, Shimizu will bring his ships with resources to the southern part of Yashiori Island, where, more than Lord Kimura, Lady Inoue has control. Even though the officers of the Tenryou Commission are fewer in number, so the simpler route to approach the main archipelago, we must be sure that Shimizu has someone who, theoretically, he would want to bring closer to the island."

       Caiome scoffed. "And after this happens, don't you think Shimizu will realize that Inoue was behind it all? That she betrayed him? If you didn't know, Yoshimitsu is still missing, and we need Shimizu to find him."

       Inoue raised her cup of tea. "Don't rush to conclusions, miss," she said. "Maybe Ryouta wants to marry me for the island, but that doesn't mean he trusts me. He knows my personality, but he doesn't know how deep I can go."

       Of course, Caiome thought. She doubted Shimizu knew that Inoue regularly visited the Phantom Market. She also knew that Shimizu probably had people who visited the Market as well, but Inoue hid herself very well, as the woman in front of her was somehow different from the White Fox she met underground. She was more restrained, more calculated, spoke less, though still had that sarcasm. She was less curious.

       "So what exactly are you going to do?"

       "I will side with him," Inoue said, staring at her. "His family is part of the Tenryou Commission, and he believes his influence has reached far enough that he can make certain people distance themselves from the Kujou family, defy their orders, and help him get closer to the south of the island. He'll ask them to stand guard in the Akamine Bay, so he can secure his passage. I will advise him not to do that, to guide his ships through the southwest of the island, where no one will be. Ryouta won't believe me, he won't listen. He's an arrogant man, he'll follow his own path, and he'll find out that his people are the ones who betrayed him... my people will be in the place of his people. Or rather... his people are not his people, but mine. The south of the island has always been, is, and will always be my father's, my family's. Not even he can take it from me."

        In short, Caiome thought, Shimizu wants to marry Inoue to gain access to the island, and Inoue wants to marry Shimizu to gain access to the Commission. A fair exchange Shimizu doesn't seem to be aware of, because Inoue wasn't planning on giving him the island, but she was planning on taking the Commission from him. That is if Inoue could catch Shimizu and Yoshimitsu both at the same time.

        "If you expose Shimizu as a traitor, you can have both the island and influence in the Commission," Caiome said. "You could become a part of it."

        "Everyone praises the tiger that killed the wolf, but everyone will praise the dragon that killed the tiger," she said coolly, in a tone far too cold, far too old for her face.

       "Right..." Caiome mumbled. "And when exactly did you two come up with this idea?"

       "It was more of a shared plan," Ayato replied. "We both did think about it."

        "That's not what I asked," she said bluntly.

         If he could, Ayato would have laughed, but Caiome didn't seem in the mood for jokes, and Ayato didn't want to upset her further.

       "What do you want in exchange?" she asked again looking at Inoue. "You can't expose yourself to such great danger for us when you could lose everything you've tried to gain so far."

       "True," Inoue said. "I'll help you because Lord Kamisato promised me something I can't refuse. His offer is clearly better than my attempts to marry Shimizu."

       Caiome felt her heart drop into her stomach. "How so?" she mumbled.

       What could be better than an alliance through marriage, if not a better offer to marry someone?

       "I could take Ryouta's influence from him after he's caught and designated as a traitor, but Yashiori Island is still made up of the activities of many families who won't like the fact that the Kimura family, which is on the verge of decaying, could become more powerful than they are. They'll oppose it, and most of them are part of the Tenryou Commission. Which is why the Kimura family will have full support from the Yashiro Commission."

       "Full support?"

       "We will ally with the Yashiro Commission, of course. There will be only advantages. I will secure my place among the others if the Yashiro Commission lets the Kimura family take credit for Shimizu's arrest, and the Yashiro Commission will have unlimited access to the island's territory, no questions asked."

       Caiome tensed, gritting her teeth, and her nails started to dig into her palms without her realizing how tightly she was clenching her fists against her chest. Moreover, she was annoyed by the calmness on Inoue's face and the way she spoke as though all the things she was telling them had already happened or were inevitable. Even Caiome knew that such a major transition would require time.

       And even more than that... she didn't trust her or her word. Not even if Ayato came to an agreement with her, Ayato who knew better than anyone whom to trust and whom not to in this world of his.

       Inoue stood up from her seat, and Ayato followed, stepping out from behind the desk.

       "I'll consider this meeting over," Inoue said. "I'll let you know once I speak with Ryouta and plant the seed of doubt. Then you'll just have to wait for my word once his people, or rather, mine, take over the port in the bay. You won't have to wait until evening before you get my message."

       "Of course, milady," Ayato said. "We'll wait eagerly."

       Inoue bowed and turned on her heel, walking past Caiome... who grabbed the hilt of her sword and, with a sharp sound, directed the blade at her. Inoue quickly grasped the hilt of her own hidden sword under her cloak and drew it just as the two steel blades collided, so close to her face.

       Inoue's hand was steady on the hilt, holding the sword with the same calmness she had shown throughout the entire meeting. On the other hand, Caiome's hand trembled, and so did the sword, which seemed unstable against Inoue's. Her gaze seemed lost, even mad, as if she were living on the edge of a cliff, and now slowly falling into its darkness.

       "If you intend not to keep your word," Caiome snarled, "if you plan on playing behind our backs, say it now, and maybe I'll let you leave with your feet intact, without crawling through the snow."

       Inoue smiled at the corner of her mouth. "I don't need you to trust me, Miss Caiome. Alliances are not always made on the basis of trust, but rather on the basis of a fair exchange. I thought you were the kind of person who knew that, but it seems I was mistaken."

       Ayato approached the two of them, grabbing Caiome's trembling wrist in his hand. "Caiome," he spoke softly, "let go."

       Caiome didn't listen, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye. "But—"

       "Let go," he insisted, running his thumb across her palm. "It's alright. Lady Inoue will do what she has to do, and we will do what we have to do."

       Caiome pressed her lips, looking at Inoue, who seemed so... so... so confident, so self-assured, so calculated, knowing how to play the same strings that Ayato played. And that irritated her to no end. Everything irritated her to no end, and she just wanted to succeed despite all of it.

       She withdrew her sword, causing a squeak that sounded like an echo, leaving it pointed down. Inoue simply put her sword back in its sheath, as if she didn't care that she had just been threatened and was one step away from having her throat cut.

       "If we are done here, I will take my leave," she said.

       "Of course," Ayato said. "Thoma!" he called. "Escort Lady Inoue through the back and make sure no one sees her."

       Ayato turned toward Caiome once the door to his office closed behind Inoue, still holding to her wrist. But Caiome didn't look at him, her fingers barely clutched the sword's hilt. She almost let go, letting it fall to her feet, but it seemed like that sword was at the same time the one thing Caiome clung to the most.

       She felt weak in his hand. She felt tired and breathless, as though he were holding the arm of a corpse.

       "Caiome..." he said gently.

       "Why didn't you tell me about her?" she spoke, her voice empty, her fingers twitching.

       Ayato inhaled slowly and exhaled just as slowly, allowing the passing seconds to bring a little calm to Caiome, giving her some time to pull herself together. "All of this happened last night," he said. "I came to you specifically for this, but obviously, you had other things to do at that moment."

       Var'ak, Caiome told herself. When Ayato met Inoue, she was with Var'ak. And when Ayato came to her, she was... she was Ah Puch.

       Ayato reached for her sword, taking it gently and placing it back in its sheath, all without releasing her hand. And Caiome let him, clinging to him in a way she didn't want to admit.

       "Then I brought you home, and you fell asleep," he continued. "And I had to leave while you were still asleep, so I didn't have time to tell you."

       "You could have left a message," she said. "A note, a letter, you could have told Koshi, you could have..." Caiome swallowed her words, feeling how her thoughts were no longer aligned with her words.

       She only saw Inoue now and only heard her words, an understanding so profitable for everyone, full support from the Yashiro Commission. And she only heard Var'ak...

       "I don't think that was something I could convey through someone else," Ayato said, gently massaging her hand. He leaned slightly toward her, running his fingers over her cheek, and Caiome, instinctively and without thinking, turned toward him, looking into his eyes. He had a small smile on his lips, yet an almost sad look. "I know I should have told you, even if I had to wake you up from sleep, but I wanted to let you rest. You have had such overwhelming days, and last night was even more stressful."

       Caiome let her gaze drift to the side, and Ayato left his palm on her cheek, turning her back toward him.

       "And that is why I need you to tell me what Var'ak told you. Did he give you any clue where Tabai might be?"

       Caiome sighed heavily, and her mind went back to the past, to all his words. She tried not to pay attention to them, to believe that they were just words in the wind. She tried to cling to any thread that might connect him to Tabai, until...

       Caiome frowned.

       ...right after the fireworks will set fire on the sea where the moon shines in the peak cold.

       That's what Var'ak had said in his moment of madness.

      "Tabai will bring his people here," she mumbled. "During the New Year's festival, near the city. Or at least, he will try, mixing them with Shimizu's people so they won't be discovered. This year, the fireworks will be launched from ships, right? I'm not sure if Tabai will show up, most likely not, considering his plans don't seem to be even halfway done, and he's usually a coward who always hides... but at least we'll have access to more of his accomplices."

        Ayato nodded slightly. "Then I will take care of everything that is necessary. The Tenryou Commission will deal with Shimizu and his men, and the Shuumatsuban will take care of the ships with the fireworks."

       Caiome remained silent for a few long seconds, which prompted Ayato to slide his arm around her shoulders, pulling her gently toward him in an embrace. His other hand rested on her back, over the wounds that had healed, leaving behind only a few scars that Arasthea could have made disappear once her skin fully regenerated. Pulling her closer to his chest, Ayato buried his lips in her hair, in a continuous, soft kiss, a delicate and warm touch that made Caiome go limp.

       "I know you are distressed," he whispered, "and I know you trust me. I just need you to remember that, alright? I need you to do that for me."

       Caiome sank further into him, letting her arms wrap around him, clutching his clothes with her fingers, pulling them as if a force was dragging her from behind, and she wanted to resist.

       "Alright..."

       "And I also need you to stop looking at every lady as though I plan to marry her tomorrow," he chuckled lightly, and Caiome pulled back, glaring at him.

       "I wasn't thinking about that at all!" she protested. "And please... Inoue? She looks so dull and uninteresting, you'd have such a boring life with her. She looks mean and cruel and I'm sure she would be so bad at being ladylike."

       Ayato raised an eyebrow. 

       "Just saying," she shrugged, and Ayato kissed her temple, happy that at least for a couple seconds, Caiome was herself.

       "That's my girl."

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       That evening, Inoue had sent them a letter saying that everything would go as planned. And also that evening, the entire organization prepared for the ambush on the traitors for the New Year.

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       Tabai laughed when he saw Var'ak's corpse brought to his hideout. His throat had been cut, but this was not the work of Ah Puch as he knew it. No. It had been done by a hand too steady, too quick, too ordered. The work of her hands were those trembling marks on his chest, the severed fingers hanging from his neck like a hunter's trophy necklace, a sign of pride and victory. They were the holes in his chest, where his heart should have been, and in his ribs. They were the burns on his face, and in his fatal wounds, Tabai seemed to hear the screams of the tayōhi bird and even feel Caiome's touch.

       Tabai tilted his head back, sitting on his stone throne covered in furs, surrounded by those who adored him so much and who wanted their queen back, driven by the same rage as their king. His laugh sounded deadly and hollow at the same time, hoarse and filled with hostility, a toxic, insane, obsessive, and rotten love.

       Tabai looked toward the stone ceiling of the cave where he hid.

       "She's still there," he said somewhat melancholically. "My love is still there. And she'll come back to me on her own feet."

       His smile faded and his gaze darkened, as his voice became a whisper of death.

       "After I get rid of that rat of hers."

 

Chapter 102: Chapter 102 ~ The Deep Night and the Gate of Tohmil

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Chapter 102 ~ The Deep Night and the Gate of Tohmil 

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       Caiome inhaled and exhaled, warm fog rising between her lips. She looked up at the sky, a serene black, yet so dark, reflecting a depth she hadn't felt in a long time. Whenever she was lost on the roads of the continent, when she felt she couldn't find her way, she always sought the sky, always searched for the stars—things that shone and were believed by the world to be untouchable, divine things that might just as well be non-existent.

       Her sword hung heavy at her hip, and the Vision pulsed with the rhythm of her heartbeat. Behind her, somewhere in the distance, she could hear the sounds of the city and the voices of people, laughter and the clattering of footsteps, applauses as the colourful carts passed along the main avenue. Paper birds flew above their heads, the smell of food rose into the air, music could be felt underfoot as strong vibrations... and everything seemed to be happening in another world, far from this one.

       It was almost midnight, and the winter air felt heavier than ever, wrapped in the black of their clothes. Koshi stood to her right, as solemn as always, awaiting any command. Arasthea was on her left, hidden under magical camouflage, turning her hair and eyes into dull colours so as not to draw attention from the city.

       And in front of them, forming a disruption in the horizon, were the firework ships, silhouettes hidden behind the fog, with no lights lit, no sign that anyone was aboard. And no fireworks, either.

       Ayato had given the order to change the plans discreetly, moving the fireworks to the city center, and replacing the sea show with one that would happen in the middle of the crowds—an enormous spectacle meant to distract everyone from the battle that would take place on the frozen surface of the ocean. Ayaka and Thoma were in charge of this distraction, just as they always had been, and just as they were best at.

      Caiome only had to wait for the light that would flicker from the top of the mast, dancing on the wind's fingertips, the same wind that would carry everyone there. Ayato was somewhere on the other side of the city, securing two flanks at once, while Inoue was to handle the southern bay of Yashiori Island. Or well... her people would.

       "Are you alright, my lady?" Koshi asked, stepping a bit closer.

       Caiome exhaled, closing her eyes gently. "I'm fine," she replied. "Just a little too focused. It's almost time."

       "Take it easy," Arasthea advised in a calm tone, which was not like her. "No one knows what's happening, and they won't find out. Have a little faith."

       That was the sentence Ayato had told her so often lately that Caiome was getting sick of hearing it. She couldn't blame him... nor the others. She would've done the same if their places were reversed. She would've tried to reassure them, to take their burden somehow...

       Instead, Caiome turned to Arasthea with a small smile, which wasn't really like her either, and nodded slightly.

       She did have faith. She truly did. She was just anxious and impatient.

       But then something rustled in her ear, something that shouldn't have been heard, making her flinch and look behind. No one— not even the organization members who were well hidden from any prying eyes, even from their superior, waiting. The rustle came again, this time softer, but still present.

       Caiome placed her hand on the sword hidden under her cloak, taking small steps toward the source of the noise, a bush moving in the opposite direction of the cold ocean wind. She crouched down, letting her hand touch the leaves, and with a sudden motion drew her sword and pushed the branches aside, the blade gleaming above the red horns of the oni, who squeaked and backed away until he hit a tree trunk.

       Caiome gasped sharply, looking down at an Itto who was half-defending himself with one arm, gazing up at her. It was like the time she'd found him on the beach all over again.

       "Itto!" she exclaimed. "Don't tell me you're hiding some Sumeru silkworm larvae on the coast again—those are illegal to raise outside special breeding centers, for your information."

       "No, of course not," he said, jumping to his feet.

       "Then what are you doing here?" she hissed at him. "You shouldn't be here, you should be at the festival."

       "I was. I did my show and you weren't there. How could I enjoy the festival when I felt you sneaking around? You said you had things to do and couldn't come to see my play. What business do you have at the edge of the island?"

       "None of your business," Caiome replied. "Now go, before someone sees you here."

       "You know," he crossed his arms over his chest, "I always felt like you were hiding something ever since I first met you. Then that whole mess with those traitorous lords happened, you hanging around Kujou Sara—who, by the way, isn't here. I saw her earlier guarding near Tenshukaku. Weren't you supposed to be doing something together?"

       "Itto, please, I'm begging you, go back to the festival before I knock you unconscious and have someone drag you there and toss you into a trash-filled alley."

       "It's very rude to use someone's information and not explain why, you know," he protested. "I gave you all that intel; you could at least tell me what you're doing with it. And what's this top-secret mission about?"

       "Exactly. Secret. Now get out of here."

       Caiome moved to grab his arm, but Itto pulled back, and she seriously considered having someone sedate him and drag him away.

       Except...

       "My lady," Caiome heard Koshi call, and she turned toward the distant ships.

       Two of them had lit the lights at the top of their masts—the signal that the ambush was to starting now, and Caiome no longer had time to deal with Itto.

       "Stay here," Caiome told him. "And I mean it, Itto."

       Caiome struck the air with her hand, and massive gusts of wind started to carry branches and snowflakes. Before Itto could realize what was happening, dozens of shadows hidden in the ground seemed to rise to the surface, carried by the wind over the snow, heading toward the ocean.

       Itto reacted quickly, stepping onto the wind where the others balanced perfectly, and in less than a minute, he landed on the deck of the ship, right in the middle of... what looked like a battle, as the sharp sound of clashing metal pierced his ears, and flames of vivid, destructive red danced in his eyes.

       Itto jumped to his feet and blocked the strike of a man twice his size—which was impressive—then clenched his fist and struck with full force into the man's chest. The stranger, half-dressed as if stars born from the sun shone within him, staggered back. Before he could regain balance and come at Itto again, Caiome's blade flashed across his neck, dropping him to his knees at her feet, staining her tall boots and cloak hem with blood.

       Itto looked at the corpse, then at Caiome. In just a few seconds, her face was splattered with blood, her hands were red, her hair dishevelled, and the wind revealed her empty eyes, staring at the one she had just brought down without hesitation. Somewhere behind her, behind the cloak that fluttered on her back, dark silhouettes fought relentlessly. Steel clashing against steel sparked, and behind them, there were howls and screams.

       Caiome approached him, hitting him in the shoulder. "I told you to stay there!" she yelled, her voice cutting through the chaos surrounding her.

       "What is this?" Itto asked in return. "Who are you fighting?"

       Caiome grabbed him by the sleeve and pulled him aside with an impressive strength considering her stature compared to Itto's, passing her sword through the ribs of another enemy. She twisted the blade and pulled hard, then made a motion with her arm, and the wind sliced through as sharply as the sword, severing the head, which rolled towards the edge and fell into the ocean.

       "As I said, it's none of your business," Caiome said, starting to drag him after her. "If you don't want to take part in this, stay here until it's all over, and then we'll take you home."

       Itto suddenly pulled his arm from her grip. "Wait, wait, wait a minute. Are these the traitors you were talking about?"

       "Not quite," Caiome said.

       "But doesn't the law say they should be captured, not—"

       "My orders say otherwise," Caiome snapped back, ready to pull him after her again.

       Instead, Itto grabbed her and pulled her away from the wooden stairs, hitting the one attacking her from behind, letting the gleams of Geo power float around them like snowflakes, in light, golden crystals.

       "I don't know what's going on here," Itto said, turning to her, "but I'll ask for some explanations later, after everything's over."

       Caiome gritted her teeth and had no choice but to nod—though she had no intention of telling Itto anything—and then she spun on her heels and plunged back into the battle.

       She knelt and slid through the wind currents beneath the weapons of two tribal fighters, and her sword passed through their calves, making them crash to the ground and scream sharply, a sound Caiome hadn't perceived in a long time... a sound so similar to Var'ak's screams when the bird's flames touched his skin and burned his muscles.

       She leaned on one hand and soared through the air currents, her sword clashing with the massive weapons of two others. She pushed into them as well, and, spinning in the air, let the wind slice through their arms. She landed softly, floating on the ship's wood, and when her foot touched the deck, the wind spears pierced their skulls. Their hearts stopped, and the blood pouring onto the wood made a sound like tearing paper and the crackling of wood in a fireplace.

       Nearby, Koshi fought on the ground, and above him, Arasthea wove her fingers as though sewing a protective cloak around everyone, as if crocheting star lights and moon rays, weaving them like the sails of a ship. On the other side of the ship, Itto was throwing punches left and right, without mortally injuring his enemies.

       Caiome quickly climbed the stairs and looked into the distance, towards the other two ships where the battle seemed just as intense, and where, if she had time to focus, she could hear how Ayato breathed unevenly in the midst of the fight.

       The fireworks signalling midnight had already started exploding above the city, scattering lights and a smell of burning, lanterns rising toward the sky, while laughter and the sound of clapping seemed stronger than the explosions.

       The fight would end soon, and the orders were clear: don't kill them all, keep a few who might know what Tabai intends to do, what his plans are...

       A powerful strike hit the ship, causing Caiome to fall to the deck, hitting the back of her head. Growling, clenching her teeth, she grabbed the helm and pulled herself up to the edge of the ship, looking down. But there was nothing there, just the calm waves.

       The ship was struck again. This time, Caiome held on tightly to the railing, and a red light flickered in the corner of her eye. She looked to her left, towards the middle of the ship, where inscriptions burned and hissed like fire on the deck, and it didn't take long for Caiome to recognize them.

       She nearly collided with the wooden railing. "Get back!" she shouted to the ninjas.

       Some of them managed to retreat in time, but others did not, as the inscription exploded, sending thick smoke that enveloped them all. Caiome pushed it away with a sweep of her hand and a whirl, but her vision cleared too late.

       She narrowly dodged the attack of claws and flapping wings that nearly knocked her to the ground, and the sharp sound of a scream made her curse under her breath when she looked up at the creature attacking her. A camazotz, as ugly and repulsive as the one Tabai had set in the stone quarry. It stood on its legs, claws gripping the wooden helm, its bat-like eyes fixed on Caiome.

       Behind it, another dozen such creatures flew above the others.

       Caiome let out a nervous laugh. "Joke's on you, bitch. We're not in a cave anymore."

       She stretched out her hand, and the blades of wind passed through every nerve of the camazotz, striking the sky like a sharp arrow, as the creature's limbs fell beside her, and its purple blood soaked her clothes. The disgusting smell almost made her vomit, if the sound of the battle hadn't made her leap to her feet.

       There were too many. She wouldn't have been able to bring them down without accidentally hurting even the ninjas who dodged and attacked with impressive speed. They would definitely get in her way.

       "Arasthea!" she yelled instead to the spirit, who didn't need to be called by name again.

       She was a spirit of nature as much as she was a healing spirit, and her duties weren't just to heal the living, but also to raise what was living from dead things.

        She stepped with her bare foot onto the deck, and the blinding light started to float to the surface. Her hair shone as white as snow, and her eyes, when she looked at the dozen camazotz, cut like a deep blade. Around her calf, and through the legs of all the ninjas, sharp stems began to dance like hypnotized serpents. Raising her hand, the stems shot out toward each camazotz, stabbing them with force, pinning them in the air with screams like seagulls passing over the ocean.

       Caiome leaped over the railing and propelled herself into the air, and in a twist, the blades of wind passed over the neck and limbs of each camazotz, letting the blood rain fall into the ocean, and the poisonous drops be washed away by the salty water.

       But this cost Caiome her attention, so she didn't manage to see the tribal's attack coming at her, and he struck her hard in what she tried to be a last-minute defence. Caiome fell and crashed against the railing, only to fall with a powerful splash into the ocean.

       The water hit her like a thousand sharp knives slicing through her flesh all at once, making her feel a pain she didn't think she had ever felt before. It was cold and dark, and the salt entered every scratch. She was too deep in the depths, and her body, after the strike, felt weak. Her eyes started to close...

       But one thing made her feel something stronger than the pain settling in her body. The reddish light above now shone in the depths of the sea, on the bottom of the ship.

       Caiome brushed her face with her hand, and a bubble of air formed around her. It was a trick that wouldn't last long, and the longer she stayed in the water, the weaker the oxygen effect would be. Therefore, she had to hurry.

       She swam with one arm, while in the other hand, she tightly gripped her sword, drawing closer to the ship's bottom and staring at the inscription. Yes, she knew it all too well, but at the same time, it was very weak, not as strong as the ones Tabai usually made just for fun. Caiome was right, Tabai was indeed starting to decline... or he was trying to test her, to see what she was capable of, how far she could go against him if he used these Gates. And how far Tabai himself could stretch in this war.

       She could close this Gate...

       Caiome passed her dagger over her index finger, and the thread of blood rose, floating in the black water of the ocean. She left her finger on the surface of the wood, and instead of a sharp wind, a faint turquoise light transformed into pure elemental power, not only starting to erase the inscription but also completely destroying it, and with it, causing the wood to crack.

       Koshi grabbed the edge of the ship's hull alongside Itto, looking at the place where Caiome had fallen and the foam still rising to the surface. They exchanged a glance before hearing another battle cry, which made each of them step aside. Itto was the first to throw himself into the fray, while Koshi prepared to leap into the water after Caiome...

       But he was stopped and forced to dodge an attack from a winged creature that emerged from the inscription on the floor, along with several others. This time, Koshi knew exactly what to do, gripping his sword. He dodged and attacked, his blade passing through the important joints of the camazotz. One arm fell, then a wing, and a leg, causing it to bounce toward Koshi, showing its sharp teeth and crazy stare. Poisonous saliva dripped onto the deck, making the wood burn and sizzle.

       The creature reached out for him, but Koshi dodged and cut through its joint. In pain, the camazotz screamed again and, in one last act of revenge, flapped its remaining wing, pushing Koshi back. He staggered and crashed into the banister of the stairs, and the camazotz opened its mouth, ready to sink its teeth into him and tear his head off.

       However, the camazotz bit a glowing arm that shone in a pleasant shade of white, letting golden blood intertwine with its deadly saliva. Arasthea gritted her teeth, then clenched her other fist and stabbed her hand through the camazotz's chest, grabbing its heart between her fingers and tearing it out from everything that held it inside.

       In screams, the camazotz let go of her arm and collapsed at her feet, as dead as when Caiome had torn apart its body.

       Arasthea breathed deeply, trying to regain her balance, while her arm pulsed, and golden blood splattered the creature's corpse. Around her, the battle was starting to wind down, and near the ship, a boat was approaching, carrying Lord Kamisato.

       Arasthea wrinkled her nose, tossing the camazotz's heart beside its body, half-turning toward Koshi, who was getting up as soon as he saw her injured arm. He reached his hand out to her as if he wanted to support her, even though Arasthea seemed like she didn't need it.

       "Are you okay?" he asked.

       Arasthea gently pulled her arm away from him, lifting it up and looking at it as if it were something disgusting and unimportant. She clicked her tongue, shaking it... shaking a wound that had been a great pain for Lady Caiome for so many days and from which she was still recovering. The bites and wounds caused by a camazotz were deadly, and Arasthea acted as though it were no more than a scratch caused by a bush.

       "Ridiculous," she said, glaring at Koshi. "Do you think this would cause me that much harm? Or what?" Arasthea smiled sweetly and arrogantly at the same time. "Are you going to declare eternal loyalty to me because I saved you too?"

       "Yeah, you seem fine," Koshi mumbled, looking at the camazotz next to him and the heart that, strangely, seemed to still pulse. He would've wanted to ask how that was possible, as he knew from Lady Caiome that for a camazotz to die, it had to be cut into pieces, certainly not just having its heart ripped out.

       But Lord Kamisato's appearance reminded Koshi of the circumstances and how the battle had already ended, and there was no time for questions at the moment. At the same time, aided by Itto, Lady Caiome grabbed the hull with her hands and pulled herself up, jumping to her feet on the deck, all wet and undoubtedly very tired.

       Ayato hurried toward her, pushing a strand of hair aside to look at her face, while Caiome coughed loudly, starting to shiver. Itto placed a hand on her back, rubbing it gently, to cause her some warmth.

       "Are you okay?" Ayato asked.

       Caiome nodded. "A winter bath was just what I needed to wake me up, I suppose," she said, feeling the salt still affecting her nostrils.

       "This isn't a joke, you know," Itto said, at which point not only Ayato became aware of his presence, but also Itto became aware of Ayato's presence, who, although dressed in his black clothes, had his face and head completely uncovered. "Uh..."

       "Ugh..." Ayato said as they looked at each other.

       "What are you doing here?" Itto asked. "I thought this was a Commission mission, I..."

       "It is," Ayato quickly replied. "I just had to support Miss Caiome with a few of my people."

       "A merchant?" Itto asked. "Supporting a small army like this? What's going on here, people?"

       Caiome growled, feeling a terrible headache taking over her. "Forget it," she said. "Ayato, this is Itto, a rat who sneaked in here to mess things up. Itto, this is my boyfriend, Lord Kamisato Ayato, head of the Kamisato Clan and the Yashiro Commissioner. Can we move on now?" she grumbled as she passed by them, holding her abdomen. "I'm freezing and I think I have a couple broken ribs."

       Ayato and Itto looked at her for a long moment, then at each other. While Itto seemed ready to explode now that he was aware that in front of him stood one of the three great governors of Inazuma, Ayato thought that there was no way he could cover this up. None of the people here wore any Commission uniforms, certainly not the Tenryou Commission soldiers' uniforms, and after that battle, it was a bit hard to come up with a plausible lie.

       Well, Itto would probably believe him anyway, but now the cat was out of the bag.

       "So... you..." Itto started, but Ayato just smiled politely and moved away from him, silently hoping he'd understand from his gaze that there was no time for this now.

       Ayato took off his cloak and approached Caiome, draping it over her shoulders. The warm cloak over her cold skin made her shiver, and she hugged herself, rubbing her arms to warm up. Ayato sat in front of her, one hand rubbing her back as well, while with the other, he cupped her face, searching for her gaze.

       "Are you all right?" he asked. 

       "Don't you think you can help me with these clothes?" Caiome said.

       "I wish I could, love, but if I extract the water from your clothes, you'll feel like you're completely naked. It's better to stay covered until we get home."

       "Ugh," Caiome said, then took a deep breath, gathering herself. She had endured worse things throughout her life, a little chill didn't mean anything.

       At least she was happy to be wrong, her ribs hadn't broken even after the impact of her body against the ship's hull, thanks to her reflexes that managed to create a shield to protect her before the hit the could actually broke her spine completely.

       "Therefore," Ayato continued, turning to one side and looking at the burned inscriptions on the ship's deck, "what are these?"

       Caiome gently closed her eyes, breathing, then looked back at the inscription. "They're called the Gates of Tohmil," she sighed. "They open a limited, fractured dimension called ahtuun, in which the person who creates the inscription can store anything they want, including war creatures like camaztoz. I didn't think Tabai could do this outside of Natlan, since you need phlogiston. He probably brought the phlogiston with him."

       "Can he do that?"

       "In a way. If ahtuun was opened in Natlan where enough liquid phlogiston was placed, and the same inscription is recreated elsewhere in Teyvat, it works like a pocket in a coat. You put money in your pocket in Natlan and open it when you arrive in Inazuma. Of course, there's a common inscription for the base of the Gate, and a separate inscription for what they want to store in ahtuun, requiring different amounts of power. But Tabai's trick is limited as well. Phlogiston doesn't last long outside Natlan, whether it's ahtuun or not, and the dimensions are very limited, probably as big as this ship at most."

       "How do we get rid of them?" Koshi asked from beside her.

       "It's not a complicated trick, or one without imperfections," Caiome shrugged, as if it were no big deal. "If there's someone who knows how to break the inscription, they can shatter the Gates, which means breaking ahtuun and everything inside it... poof!... dust. Fortunately for you," she grinned, "Tabai liked to boast about his abilities in front of me and Arasthea, so he showed us a thing or two, not just about how to open a Gate, but also how to close it. To open a Gate, a huge sacrifice has to be made, your body has to be filled to the brim with phlogiston, which can burn your body from the inside. Of course, for Tabai, who has a Pyro vision, it's not really a problem. The two natural powers complement each other, and Tabai is very stubborn about not dying, as he's shown me so far. As for how to close a Gate, I know exactly how to do that. At the same time, making an inscription takes time and energy. It might not burn him from the inside the way it would anyone else, but Tabai is probably unconscious in his hideout right now from the lack of vital energy."

       "How do you close them?" Ayato asked, looking deeply into her eyes, which made Caiome roll her eyes.

        "Do you want to stop looking at me as if I might die if I cut the tip of my finger?" She raised her hand, pointing her index finger. "A little blood for that is a minor thing that shouldn't make you look like that. Gods..." She turned toward the destroyed inscription. "I'd say for a week or so, Tabai won't be around anymore."

       "That doesn't mean that, knowing the effects of creating a Gate, he couldn't have given his people orders to carry out during his absence."

       "Okay, stop, pause," Itto's voice came from somewhere nearby, looking confused at all the pairs of eyes now on him. "Who is this Tabai and what exactly is he doing in Inazuma if you're talking so much about Natlan?"

       "He's... uh..." Caiome began. "An ally of Yoshimitsu, if you want to put it that way."

       "Right..." Itto replied. "And can he control... those creatures from earlier?"

       "It's not exactly control, more of a trade," Caiome said. "Tabai gives them what they want, meaning us, I suppose, and they eliminate us for him."

       Itto seemed to need a moment to process the fact that he'd broken some monster heads that night, now standing with blood-stained hands and sharp claws instead of his long nails.

       "Okay, okay," he said again. "And who are all these people dressed in black who look at me like they want to cut my throat? I know this is all the Commission's work, but is there some secret I shouldn't know and should be eliminated for?" he laughed jokingly.

       The deep silence of the others made him lose his laughter into a whisper, rubbing his neck.

       "You're not actually going to kill me, right?"

       Caiome grinned at him, looking at Ayato, who returned her smile.

       "That depends on what you can do for us," Ayato said. "Of course, from a legal standpoint, you are just a civilian, so no, you shouldn't have known anything about what is going on here to avoid causing a commotion among others, something I think you agree with."

       "Yeah...?"

       "Therefore, we will need you to help us make sure it stays that way. My sister Ayaka and Thoma are currently distracting everyone with the festival, keeping them away from here, but it will take some time to clean up. So your job tonight is to make sure no one directs their gaze toward the ocean. Do you think you can do that?"

       "Oh, buddy, I think you have no idea who you're talking to," Itto laughed, waving his hand. "You think someone could handle that better than me? Please, I'm the king of main attractions. Leave it to me, bro."

       "Yeah, I think we're in very good hands," Arasthea said sarcastically, and Itto shrugged it off with a chuckle.

       "No one will know a thing, I promise."

       "And Itto," Caiome said, "this stays between us. You don't tell anyone, understood? Absolutely no one, not even the people you trust most. Not Shinobu, not the others in your gang."

       "Why not?" he asked. "They're loyal, trustworthy guys. They're part of the Arataki Gang for a reason."

       "I'm sure," Caiome replied, "but no. You don't say Tabai's name to anyone."

       Itto frowned at her. This girl was truly strange, and his instincts told him once again that he was right. She was hiding so many things, had so many secrets. She was like a shadow of the night.

       Eventually, Itto nodded. "Alright. No one."

       "Thank you," Ayato said, placing a hand around Caiome's shoulders. "Let us go get you changed before you catch a cold."

       Guided toward the longboat waiting beside the ship, Caiome waited on the deck until Ayato descended the stairs first to help her settle into the boat. Arasthea stopped beside Caiome as golden liquid continued to drip from her wound, over her fingers, hitting the wood beneath her feet.

       "An inscription on the ocean is not the same as the one made on land," Arasthea mumbled, and Caiome gave her a quick glance out of the corner of her eye.

       "It has the same rules," she whispered back, then descended the stairs.

 

Chapter 103: Chapter 103 ~ The World that He has given Her

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Chapter 103 ~ The World that He has given Her

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        Arriving home, Caiome went to her own room to take a warm, long bath, while Ayato surely had to do the same, since they both fought and they were both dirty end exhausted.

       Like an hour later, Caiome got out of the bath and patted her hair dry before running her fingers through it, letting the wind currents dry it in just a few seconds. She changed into her pyjamas, feeling oddly sluggish now that she was clean, and stepped out of the extraordinarily warm water that had relaxed her muscles. She had a few bruises, some scratches, but no broken bones, no wounds that required stitches or even Arasthea's medical attention, which was a good thing. She was too tired to endure her lectures as well.

       She flopped onto her back on the bed, and Nai You jumped onto the mattress beside her, snuggling up. Caiome started stroking him under his little snout, staring at the dark ceiling as her mind drifted only toward Tabai's captured people and how soon she would have to visit them and extract everything she could from them.

       More than anything... she needed to know everything about the Gates, and perhaps just how far Tabai was willing to go. Though, it seemed he had already made his choice. If before he simply wanted to claim Caiome again, now he wanted to play with her, to threaten everything she held dear before delivering the final blow. And if she tried to leave, she would be condemning them all to certain death, so she had to stay here and face this war.

       Caiome shook her head, turning onto her side in bed, while Nai You nestled closer to her chest, seeking comfort and offering it in return. She needed to stop thinking about it, because in the last few days, due to her anxiety and impatience, she hadn't slept much, and the few hours she could sleep had been agonizing as well. She just needed to let sleep take over.

       But just then, her gaze fell upon a wooden box sitting on the vanity table, a box she had picked up from the city just a day ago. It was a few hours past midnight, it was late, and she should have been asleep. But she knew she wouldn't find peace in her own bed, no matter how comfortable the mattress and sheets felt at first touch, she would soon grow restless.

       So she got up—Nai You already fast asleep with his tiny head on her pillow—picked up the box, and left her bedroom, heading toward Ayato's, deciding to try her luck.

       Surprisingly, the candlelight was still on, seeping out from under the sliding door that Caiome carefully pushed open. Ayato had just put on his pyjama pants and a loosely tied short robe, leaving most of his chest and abdomen exposed, the fabric seemingly covering only his shoulders and back without serving much other purpose.

       Caiome hesitated slightly as she stepped inside, and Ayato's gaze pierced her like an arrow as he looked up at her while adjusting his sleeves. His hair was still slightly damp at the ends, gently wavy, and droplets of water trickled down his neck and collarbones. Behind him, steam seemed to rise from his skin, and the air still carried the fresh, clean scent of soap. The fire flickered gently in the fireplace, casting warmth and deep shadows across the room.

       "Are you all right?" Ayato asked, approaching her slowly, and for the first time in a long while, Caiome felt the intensity of his steps. She almost took a step back when he reached the middle of the room, standing beside her. "Did something happen?"

       "Uhh, no," she said quickly. "Nothing. Just..." She pushed the box toward him as if it were unimportant, though surely, if anyone besides her or Ayato had touched that box, it would have been a crime. "I wanted to give you this. I suppose it's still New Year's, and... you know. I've never given you anything before. I mean, a gift. It's nothing extraordinary, but..." She shrugged. "It's something. I suppose..."

       Ayato gave her a small, soft smile, the kind he wore when something made his chest tighten, especially a sight like this.

       "Are you shy now?" he asked, and Caiome rolled her eyes, shoving the wooden box toward him with force, as if she was about to rip her arm off from the elbow.

       "It's just a gift. Why would I be shy about it?" she scoffed. "When have I ever been shy?"

       "I could name a few moments," he mused.

       "Just take the box," Caiome clicked her tongue.

       Ayato chuckled elegantly and took the box in one hand. It was quite large, with a hinged lid, made of moderately thick planks, yet the box itself felt fairly heavy. He started to slowly lift the lid.

       "I thought you knew you don't need to give me gifts," he said. "I am sure that whatever you got me, I will... like it," he finished in a whisper, opening the box and looking inside.

       On a plush velvet cushion lay two cast-iron bells, a grey-bronze shade, yet pleasing to the eye. The mouths of the bells curved slightly outward, and intricate engravings adorned their bodies, alongside a few ancient characters. Near the edges of the bells were ocean waves, above which three cranes soared with outstretched wings, cherry blossoms drifting between them in the wind. Close to the crown of the bells, three characters of the ancient language had been carefully etched, with great precision due to the complexity of their lines.

       As the Rain caresses the Earth, as the Sun bestows Life, as the Moon embraces the Night, so does the Soul wanders through the Heart, making it bloom in the hush of Dawn.

       The hanging thread ran through the middle of a ribbon, and another ribbon was attached to the clappers of the bells. One bell had red ribbons, while the other had blue—vivid colours against the bells themselves.

        "As you can probably tell, it's not exactly original," she mumbled, starting to tease her fingers behind her back. "I copied a few things from you, and Mr. Yoshiaki, the librarian, helped me with the characters. And I tried to pick bells that sound as pleasant as possible. Not that I expect you to do anything special with them," she quickly added. "They're just a gift. You can keep them in the box if that's what you want."

       But instead of responding, and even instead of looking at her, Ayato slowly turned on his heel and walked toward the tall table in the room. His steps were slow, his eyes fixed solely on the bells in the box, which made Caiome feel a pit in her stomach as Ayato placed the box on the table.

       Had she upset him? Maybe it hadn't been such a good idea, after all, to give him bells like the ones he hadn't hung in the garden for New Year's in a long time.

       She slowly approached him, standing beside him, watching his profile. His eyes were still on the cast-iron bells as he lifted his hand, gently running his fingertips over them, as if memories were embedded in them, memories that resurfaced, threatening to rip open scars imprinted deep into his skin.

       "Ayato?" she asked softly.

       Ayato didn't look at her when he turned toward her, and he moved so suddenly that she took a step back, pressing her back against the edge of the table. He was so close, leaning over her, that she could feel his breath grazing her cheeks and lips like a soft touch, the same touch she had always known from him, the one that had always brought her peace. Sliding his arms under hers, Ayato pressed his palms against the table, their knees intertwining.

       His clean scent overwhelmed her, throwing her senses into disarray for a few seconds, making her dizzy. A few damp strands of his hair brushed against her skin, and a drop of water trickled down her neck, making her shiver.

       Only then did Ayato lift his gaze, and Caiome took a short breath. His eyes were deep, present, and yet almost pained. He looked like a madman trying to cling to sanity, knowing he had the object of his desire before him, yet seeming as if he would never be able to hold it in his hands. He was like a starving man who could never eat, no matter how vast the orchard before him, or a thirsty man who bathed in the riverbed but could never bring the water to his lips.

       "You are not even slightly aware of what you are doing right now, are you?" he asked, whispering over her lips. His body seemed to grow heavier with every word spoken, and Caiome's eyes moved quickly over his face.

       "I..."

       His hand rose, running his fingers over her face as if he couldn't believe she was real, as if he were looking at a ghost. As if, at some point, he had lost her, and now he had found her again. And his irises followed every movement, every touch, feeling as though her skin burned and glowed beneath his fingers.

       "You really don't know what you are doing," he said this time as a statement. "You don't even know what I could do for you."

       Ayato leaned in closer, resting his forehead against hers, and Caiome didn't dare to say anything, as if her very soul had frozen in his presence. Letting his palm cradle her neck and nape, Ayato brushed his thumb over her cheek, breathing lightly.

        "Your heart beats so fast," he said slowly, profoundly. "The things I would do for that heart... to have it... to feel it... to make it beat like that until it stops beating at all at the end of days..."

       His hand seemed to tense in her strands of hair, pulling her slightly closer until his nose gently touched the bridge of her forehead. He felt her everywhere, even though he wasn't touching her completely. It was as if his soul had already reached out, as if it existed outside of time, beyond them, and it felt heavy because it could never reach its peak.

       "I would give the world to you," he said as his lips traced gently against hers, not in a kiss, but in a starving touch. "I would give you the Skies itself if you would ask it of me."

       He was different. 

       Caiome knew it the moment she felt how hot his body became as he approached her and when her own body trembled, as if wanting to hide within what he was offering. It was different from the moments he held her in his arms in the middle of the night, among dreams, and different from when he told her he loved her. Through his words, he loved her even now... but it felt different. It felt deeper, as if he was suffering and rejoicing at the same time for the love he carried for her and the love she endured.

       "Ask it of me," he said as he touched her lips again, his chest pressing against hers.

       His heart was beating just as fast, just as strong.

       "Ask it," he said again.

       But he wasn't really saying it... he was demanding it. From her. He was demanding her to want the world he could give her. He wanted her to give him the order that would seal the fact that once she asked, she would never take back her word.

       And in that moment, in the seconds of the night that passed around her, making her hear her own blood rushing through her veins, making her hear his voice—the voice that had always, always brought her to the surface and kept her there—his touch, his presence, the simple sound of his name rolling over her tongue. Oh, gods, she wanted it all. She wanted the world he was offering her. She wouldn't know how to live in any other, anyway.

       "Give it to me," she softly whispered back.

       Ayato kissed her. Not just a touch, not a ghostly pass that could fade after a while, but a deep, consuming kiss, so different from all his other kisses. He pressed against her until there was no space left between them, their knees bumped, their abdomens pressed together, and they could feel each other's heartbeat as if it were their own, beating in perfect unison.

       His hand moved across the surface of the table, blindly searching for the curve of her waist, which fit so sublimely under his palm. Her hips pushed toward him, as if unsure whether she wanted to make space or to touch him everywhere at once. His fingers trailed to her thigh, squeezing it lightly, lifting it toward him, and Caiome leaned back against the table, settling onto it.

       The kiss deepened as Ayato moved between her legs, feeling the way her muscles tightened around his waist and how the hem of her shirt rode up her hips, trying to expose her. He pressed himself into her and into the kiss, sliding his lips between hers, and Caiome tried to push back. Her hands traced over his arms, which wrapped around her waist, pulling her closer while she clung to his shoulders. Her fingers brushed through his damp hair, feeling the coolness of it against the heat radiating from her.

       Ayato parted her lips slightly, and the wave of heat that struck her made her sigh into the kiss, which suddenly became dynamic, powerful, and overwhelming. Caiome felt that she could no longer control either the way she was kissed or the touches left to the mercy of her own unrestrained reactions.

       Something he seemed to notice, too. Pulling her closer again, Ayato lifted her from the table, pressing her against his body, and his steps led them blindly toward the bed, lost in the intensity of the kiss.

       Once Caiome felt the mattress lay beneath her and the cool sheets touch her skin, she trembled, and her trembling made Ayato tense as he settled above her, trapping her between his body and the bed, with no escape from him.

       With this shift in position, their kiss was interrupted—something Caiome found unbearable. She clung to him, wanting to kiss him again, driven by a feeling that was almost obsessive, intense. Adrenaline coursed through her body, like when she felt fear in the face of battle, like when she stood at the edge of life and death, like when the world spun around her, sharp as the blade of her sword and as the wind slipping between her fingers.

       Ayato grasped the nape of her neck, his thumb resting under her jaw, guiding her gaze upward and breaking the kiss slightly. He looked at her almost gently, through his lashes, but his words rolled off his tongue like the spell of an incantation.

       "Slowly," he said as he pressed her into the pillow. "Let me feel you on me."

       Which was strange, she thought, as he kissed her again, slipping inside with heated touches and pressing himself against her tongue. Only when he delved deeper after her did Caiome finally understand his words, and she moved over him just as he had asked, as if hypnotized by whatever his voice commanded.

       He slowed down his movements, and when he pulled away from her lips to kiss her neck, burying himself in her hair and searching with his teeth for the veins pulsing beneath her skin, Caiome instinctively tilted her head back, still clinging to his shoulders as they shifted beneath her hands. His chest and abdomen pressed against her, and she could feel them through the fabric of her shirt, the only thing separating their torsos, clinging first to one, then to the other, slipping between them.

       Not even in her darkest nightmares, nor in her fiercest battles, had Caiome ever felt something this intense—not just the present moment but also the anticipation, a longing that tormented her mind and a force that urged her to stretch time itself.

       Yes... she told herself. She had to make every moment last.

       His hands traced the edges of her body, gliding over her ribs and feeling each one as she took deep breaths. She felt at his mercy when he found any spot that made her tense more or less under him while he urged her to open up, to let him touch everything. He ran his lips and nose over her collarbone, inhaling the scent of her clean skin, which carried the memory of battle.

       He rested his forehead against her neck, breathing deeply, then looked into her eyes as he moved down her torso, exhaling through the fabric of her shirt.

       "Let yourself breathe," he whispered as his fingers traced the sides of her body.

       Caiome didn't dare look away from him, watching him carefully as he moved slowly, lingering on every part of her as if he were discovering it for the first time. Although... maybe Ayato had seen her completely naked before, but never like this. And she had certainly thought of him this way many times before, every time she saw his bare torso and the tattoo that adorned his back, trying to restrain touches that were too intrusive and gazes that lingered too long, hiding from him.

       His fingers finally reached her hips, where the hem of her shirt strained to rise above her pants, always something in the way. The path they found was smooth, while she still clung to his shoulders, unsure of what to do next. On the other hand, Ayato seemed to know exactly what he was doing, staying so close to her body, breathing impatiently.

       She felt him growing in this feeling—not just in emotion, but physically too— and it was rare to see him breathing unsteadily, as if pleading with his gaze, and she could feel that silent plea in the way his fingertips hovered at the edge between revealed and unrevealed. Oh, she was starting to love this, to keep him a little on edge, to have him like this. But she also wanted him to have her completely.

       "Can I?" Ayato breathed over her belly as moments passed by and every word felt like fire and ice in the same time. "Please?"

       Oh, he knew exactly how to buy his way into her mind, taking possession of everything inside.

       First, he slipped his fingers under her shirt, and Caiome nearly gasped when she felt them touch her skin, then his palms glided over the curve of her waist, lifting the dark fabric and stopping it at his wrists. His arms stretched, muscles tensed, veins strained to rise to the surface, and the air, both cool and warm, crashed against her body like ocean waves against the cliffs of a coastal bay.

       And with them, she felt the softness of his lips again—first at the hem of her shirt, preparing her gently for the torment he was about to unleash upon her, then moving upward. He didn't just kiss her abdomen, just the now-exposed skin, but also her scar.

       A scar that rose like an arrow made of lightning, imprinted on her skin so long ago that she no longer felt pain from it. But now, it seemed to pulse as if struck by opposing elements, aching as if it were being inflicted upon her for the first time again, the sensation traveling down to the tips of her toes, which curled not only around Ayato but also into the sheets, sliding across the bedding.

       And the higher his kisses rose, the more her shirt lifted over her arms, slipping over her head, leaving her completely exposed under his gaze. But she didn't have time to think about it, because his kisses moved to her chest, and his hands, which ran over her back, feeling the scars of past battles, slid up to her shoulder blades, pulling her closer, his fingers tangling in her hair.

       Then, he sat up completely and kissed her again, as if this were his way of thanking her for letting him explore, and the loose fabric of his shirt slipped slightly to one side, allowing only certain parts of their skin to touch.

       Slipping her hand between them, Caiome grasped the tie that kept his shirt from falling off entirely, and Ayato inhaled sharply in their kiss when he felt her touch him.

        He broke the kiss, looking at her.

        "I just thought it wouldn't be fair," she said as her fingers untied the knot, lightly brushing the waistband of his pants, while her other hand slid under the edge of his shirt, touching his bare shoulder.

       Ayato smiled at her, then pulled away, kneeling above her. Gently grasping the shirt at his shoulders, he slid it down over them, over the muscles of his arms that tensed, over his wrists and hands. It drifted down his back and his waist, touching him like the wind touches wildflowers in a meadow, before finally falling to the foot of the bed.

       Looking up at him from below, Caiome felt a wave of heat flood her, making her tense in anticipation, her face burning as she stared at him in his full splendour. Oh, the Heavens were surely mocking her, allowing her to behold such a sight.

       His skin was fair, unmarked by scars, but adorned with beauty marks here and there, as if the Sun itself had decorated him with its rays and kisses.

       How did she get here, to have this man completely hers? The thought was almost impossible...

       But she was here, and so was he.

       Ayato leaned over her again and kissed her, but this time it was a gentle kiss, the kind he gave her in the mornings when they managed to wake up together, the kind he gave her at night before sinking into dreams, the stolen kisses when no one else was around, when they were completely alone, and when nothing else seemed to matter or exist.

       Caiome wrapped her arms around his neck, finally touching his bare skin, skin that felt slightly different from all the other nights she had touched him, but never too much and never too far.

       She felt Ayato smile into their kiss as he pulled back slightly. "I love you," he whispered softly, and her heart clenched.

       He was always the first to tell her this, always catching her off guard. She only responded sometimes—not because she felt it less, but because she felt it so intensely, as if her heart swelled so much in her chest, that she could barely breathe the words out.

       She lifted her fingers gently, touching his soft, warm lips. She traced their outline, watching them, then looking into his eyes.

       "I love you," she said.

       Ayato felt his chest tighten and ache. It was as if she had never said it before, as if she had spoken those words for the first time. Her words were so certain, so unreserved, so close to him.

       He felt as if this was the first time for everything—the first time he heard those words, the first time he kissed her, the first time he held her in his arms.

       He wished he could stop time in this moment, looking at her, and never part from her again.

 

Notes:

Oh, I've spent so much time trying to come up with a name for this chapter...

Chapter 104: Chapter 104 ~ The Mortal that Keeps Her and His Long-life Gratitude

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Chapter 104 ~ The Mortal that Keeps Her and His Long-life Gratitude

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        Arasthea was a nature spirit and had once been a goddess— and she likely still was if golden blood flowed through her veins—but with too little power to break free from the seal that had imprisoned her for over five hundred years. Yet, she did not feel the cold nor the heat. She felt the wind caressing her cheeks and making her dress float around her, but she did not feel the sting of winter.

       And injuries caused by something less than divine were also meaningless when it came to her. She had been created by nature to never die, just as nature itself did not die, no matter how many people came to this land or how many wars it endured.

       She was as beautiful as the forests in the high mountains... and as empty, sandy, as the deserts at the ends of the earth.

       Sitting on the floor of the outer corridors of the gardens, with one leg beneath her and the other swaying over the edge of the terrace, Arasthea looked at her forearm still stained with golden blood and sighed. She hadn't been wounded in a long time, and now, as she stared at the gaps in her hand, she felt a little strange, as if she were looking at a foreign image, from a vision of another world.

       Normally, such an injury would heal so easily. Yet, Arasthea couldn't gather the energy to wash it and watch it close by itself over the next few hours.

       "Miss?" she heard behind her, and Arasthea flinched at the sound of the male voice, turning suddenly.

       Koshi, as tall as a pine tree, stood solemnly behind her, his face covered by a tenugui, and with his head covered by the dark hood. His slightly wavy hair perked out from under the hem of the hood and moved just as easily as her dress in the wind. Even in the darkness of the night and the lights trying to penetrate to them, Arasthea could see his cheekbones flushed with the cold.

       "You know," she huffed, "when you see someone sitting alone in a corner where no one would look for them, maybe it's because they want to be alone. Don't you have anything else to do?"

       "Lord Kamisato and Lady Caiome are preparing to go to sleep," he said, his response as solemn as he was, concrete, concise, with no more words than necessary, and no fewer than he had been taught.

       "Then you should do the same. You look terrible."

       Instead, Koshi moved closer to her and sat beside her, his eyes never leaving her arm that was now resting in her lap, somehow hidden from his gaze.

       "Are you sure you're okay with that wound?" he asked again, and Arasthea clicked her tongue.

       "If you're not going to leave, I will," she said.

       Koshi pulled a slightly damp cloth from his sleeve, then extended his hand toward Arasthea, looking at her. His dark eyes reflected the light of the lanterns from the garden, and they were round, like a deer's. His fingers were thin, just like his whole body was slender. He had some muscles, but not enough to give a knotty shape under the black, tight clothes of his organization. His palm was large, and his wrist just as thin, outlined in sharp lines.

       "May I?" he asked, and Arasthea scoffed.

       "I don't need the care of any mortal. Don't dare to degrade me by placing me on the same level as you, fragile humans. Even now, I can say that you are in a worse position than me regarding physical health."

       Koshi seemed like he didn't even hear her. He reached for her hand, grabbing her wrist, and Arasthea tensed and pulled back. However, Koshi held her firmly, and his strength, despite his fragile appearance, was enough to prevent Arasthea from moving away from him.

       "Are you aware I could hurt you?" she said.

       "You won't," he simply replied, as if there were nothing else to be said beyond that.

       "You—"

       "I'm not concerned about your wound," Koshi said, holding her wrist in his palm, leaving the damp cloth on her arm. With soft movements and controlled pressure, Koshi wiped away a drop of golden blood. "You're just dirty. You can heal everyone, so there's no need for anyone to try to heal you. Therefore, they only need to do what they can."

       Arasthea clenched her jaw. His gaze was focused on her arm, and the cloth passed over her skin, leaving it clean and white, just as it had been before, just as it had always been, even when she was locked in the seal.

       "How did you do it?" Koshi asked.

       "Do what?" she responded sharply.

       "Kill the camaztoz just by ripping out its heart? Lady Caiome made it very clear that the only way is to cut off its arms, legs, and head so it doesn't regenerate."

       Arasthea remained silent for a few seconds, during which Koshi continued to inspect her arm. The damp cloth had to go over it several times to cleanse the divine blood.

       "Do you at least know what a camaztoz is, how a camaztoz becomes what it is?" she said slowly, as snowflakes fell to the ground, not disturbing the silence, and Koshi gently shook his head. "They are people... or what remains of people. They are creatures born in the World Beyond. Thousands of years ago, when the people served the Dark Gods, humans were offered as sacrifices. They were decapitated and thrown across the Bridge between worlds, and the gods took them, placed their heads back on, stole their souls, and left them to rot in the Houses Beneath the Earth, serving as executioners.
       But after their heads were cut off and before they were thrown across the Bridge, the people had to keep something of themselves. The purest people were chosen, the most innocent, people who fell in love, people who cared about others, children who didn't yet know the world or had just opened their eyes after they were born. And to preserve this purity, while the priests gave the gods their severed heads and bodies, the gods kept their hearts. The purest thing a human can have is their heart, the gods wanted that, so they took it, but... without a heart, even a monster is useless, so the gods forge a different one when they place the heads back.
       But a heart that isn't theirs is a false heart. And yet... they lost their hearts and can never be whole, so they believe that even a false heart is a heart, and they protect it with all their power. Only those with divine power," she said looking at her own arm as Koshi's hand passed over it, "can rip the false heart from their chest. And when they no longer have a heart to protect, they die. It's something that people like you cannot do, with or without a Vision, elemental power or not."

       "I see," Koshi replied instead.

       Arasthea almost wanted to laugh. Did he really understand? A man who had not even lived a fragment of the long life she had lived truly understood what it meant for someone to be offered as a sacrifice, to be brought before you and have to stitch their heads back on, sewing through skin, veins and muscles, and then create a heart from black clay beneath the Earth to make a life that no longer existed?

       No... Koshi wouldn't have understood. He was a man that seemed not from the world of humans, and although he had a beating heart, he didn't seem to be alive. His life was locked in this repetitive cycle of the organization, of the Kamisato clan, serving and bowing his head, without a clear purpose, acting like a tool to be used and discarded when no one needed him. He was utterly pathetic, and she hated him for it.

        He didn't even have a name of his own. He had left behind everything that made him and taken the name of the oak tree, hoping that he would be as strong and stable as its roots. But his body was too fragile to be compared to an oak, Arasthea could feel it in every pulse of his blood as it flowed through the small veins hidden under the skin of his fingertips that touched her arm.

       Yet, his cheekbones were still red from the cold of the midnight air, and his eyes, in their darkness, still shimmered at different angles as the golden blood was wiped from her hand. Sometimes, he tilted his head or changed the angle of his chin, and his irises shimmered as the light fell on them. Suddenly, for a split second, Arasthea felt herself fading. She, who had the aura of divinity caught in the white strands that encircled her body and in the emeralds that glowed in her gaze, felt herself fading in a way she never had, not even when she had been locked away for hundreds of years in a seal.

       He was so dark, blending in among the shadows as duty required him, never stepping into the sunlight... and yet, Arasthea felt herself fading beside him.

       She was focused on the work of his hands. His face was half-covered, and the emptiness of his eyes seemed to transport him to a place so far away that not even she could touch it, let alone examine it. But he was fragile in the rough touches of hands that knew weapons all too well.

       Arasthea didn't feel the cold or the heat. Her state, her nature, didn't allow her to feel any of these things. And yet...

       "Why are you covering up your face?" she asked, more as a whisper.

       "I can't let people see my face, risk the servants recognizing me," he said as if it didn't matter. "When they see me without my mask, I'm someone who works for the Yashiro Commission, but when I'm all covered up, I'm one of the people Lord Kamisato trusts most. I have to remain two different people in order to assist Lady Caiome at best."

       "There's no one around," Arasthea said. "And I already know your face."

       Koshi looked at her between his lashes for a second, then returned to wiping her arm, with no intention of removing his mask or the large hood under which the wavy strands of hair wanted to escape, touching his forehead.

       When he finished wiping, Koshi took a roll of new white bandages from an inner pocket of his shirt. He quickly, but surely, unwrapped it, letting it cover Arasthea's hand. She didn't say anything, not knowing whether it was because of the silence surrounding them, which prevented her from making any sound, or the shock of how foolish the man before her must be to think that she actually needed bandages.

       "It's for appearances," he said, as if answering an unspoken question. His voice was deep, merging with the sound of the snow on the ground. "What do you think your patients would think if they saw those marks?"

       He was a mess, Arasthea thought. A mess of dark clothes and dark eyes and nothing more. So indifferent, with such a distant look that didn't bend, so stubborn that it gave the impression that he wasn't even alive, that he didn't even breathe, and that he only had a heart forged from ashes and black dirt from the Beyond.

       He spoke to her, but it seemed that neither he, nor she, nor anyone who could have been there understood his words. He spoke of the people around him, people who couldn't see him and shouldn't see him, but whom he saw all the time so he could hide from them.

       He was an utterly mess, she thought again as Koshi wrapped the bandage around her wrist, finally letting her be free to rise and leave, searching for a place where she, too, wanted to be alone, unseen by anyone.

       But instead, Arasthea let her hand dangle between them. Then she stretched her fingers, and the tips of them were so close to touching the mask that hid him. She wondered... if she could take off his mask, could she approach that faraway realm where his eyes hid?

       Mortals were useless, with lives too short to even be called life. Most of the time, they made it even shorter with their own hands. They were pale, and they paled in comparison to the endless time flowing beside those who lived forever. And yet... there was something about this mortal who wanted to hide from the fate of passing time.

       He breathed lightly, as if waiting patiently, looking at her fingers and at her, as if he couldn't resist even if he wanted to. And although Arasthea couldn't feel the cold or warmth of nature, she could feel his. A fragile warmth, a movement of the chest like that of a dead man...

       But the image before her, the object of her temporary fascination, shattered when Koshi rose up to his feet like a shadow rising with the sunset and took a step back. He made a stiff bow towards her and towards her hand still stretched out toward him.

       "Good night, miss," he wished her, then passed by her without making a sound, just as silently as he had approached her.

       Arasthea didn't look after him, but at her fingers stretched out toward nothing. Indeed, there was nothing there that she could touch. She was immortal. For her, there would always be an empty image where she looked.

       She looked at the bandage that wrapped around her hand. Indeed, mortals were useless. She gently clenched her fingers, then her hand. And yet, even hidden in the shadows, it was mortals who kept her in this world.

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       Caiome woke up from a deep and restful sleep, wrapped not only in the warmth of a body but also in the crispness of the winter morning air that sneaked into the room. She was greeted by a slightly overcast sky, yet with soft white clouds that didn't feel suffocating, and the faint crackling of embers still alive in the fireplace.

       She took a long breath, feeling the need to stretch, especially because her back seemed to have been in the same position for hours, hurting —and that wasn't the only reason—but she couldn't. She felt trapped in a cage of arms and body, closing her in from behind. She moved just a little, and the arms tightened around her. Ayato buried his face deeper into the curve of her neck, breathing slowly, rhythmically, both of them hidden under the covers.

       Caiome grinned slightly, rolling her eyes. She lifted her hand, starting to trace lines on his arm, then circles and triangles, drawing them chaotically just to disturb his sleep.

       With his legs tangled with hers, Ayato tightened his hold slightly and mumbled. The deep sound made Caiome arch her back instinctively—big mistake. More than that, the fact that they were both completely naked, pressed against each other, didn't help at all.

       With some effort, she turned over in his arms until her chest was fully against his, looking at him. Ayato was still asleep, holding her close, with no intention of opening his eyes. His hair was messy, completely unkempt, and his bangs fell over his forehead, his cheekbones and his cheeks in soft touches.

       Caiome gently raised her hand, running her finger over his eyelashes, making him frown, and the little crease between his brows was suddenly incredibly adorable.

       "Ayato," she whispered, but got no reaction.

       She slid her fingers under the strands of his hair, pushing his bangs aside so she could see his entire face and the small mole beneath his lower lip.

       "Ayato," she whispered again.

       He really didn't want to wake up.

       This man looked so innocent in his sleep, something completely contradictory, because last night he had been anything but innocent.

       Caiome lifted herself as much as she could, pressing a kiss to his mole and then to his jawline—she couldn't quite reach his lips, but perhaps that was precisely what made Ayato mumble something more audibly this time, half-opening his eyes as he searched for her.

       In the morning silence, in the winter's chill, and the comfort of the sheets, his eyes were no longer a deep purple but a blue-indigo wrapped in silvery silk, like a glass mirror reflecting the dark dawn.

       "What is it?" he asked slowly, his voice deep and heavy, like after a good, profound sleep.

       "Is this how you plan to welcome the new year? Lying in bed?" she smiled, to which Ayato couldn't help but smile back, a small, sleepy, comfortable smile.

       His arm rose to her shoulders, his fingertips tracing over her bare skin. "I think this is the best way to welcome the new year," he replied instead.

       "What to see... this was all I had to do to break Lord Kamisato."

       "All you had to do?" he asked, looking mockingly hurt.

       Then, as if suddenly filled with impulsive energy, he grabbed Caiome more securely in his arms and rolled over on the bed until he was above her, pressing kisses to her lips and then to her neck— not passionate kisses, but playful ones, as childlike as his gaze. Caiome burst into laughter.

       "Ayato, stop!" she pleaded between laughs, trying to shield herself with her hands, but Ayato broke through them easily, catching her wrists in his hands and pinning them to the bed.

       "You should pay dearly for what you just said," he declared.

       "But what did I say that was so bad to deserve these maniacal attacks on me? Haven't you tormented me enough last night? My back hurts so much I don't even think I could walk."

       Ayato lifted himself slightly above her, his hair falling like summer rain over her face, tickling her forehead and cheeks.

       "Now, don't play coy," he teased. "You seemed to enjoy it very much." He lowered himself over her neck, breathing calmly over her skin, but he didn't touch her, leaving her lingering in anticipation. "And you quite wanted more as well."

        Oh, Caiome knew exactly what he was doing, and when she realized he was just trying to play with her again to throw her words back at her, she puffed. "And you seemed like you couldn't get enough of me."

       Ayato smiled against her skin, looking into her eyes again. "You shouldn't think you can trick me like this, using such words. I can never get enough of you. So not only have you failed to offend me in any way, but you have actually just made me agree with you even more."

       Caiome narrowed her eyes, unable to answer.

       Oh, this man! Smiling at her like that, like he knew he ruled the world... a world he had promised to her just a few hours ago.

       Ayato slowly released her hands, sliding his arms under her, feeling the scars that ran across her shoulder and spine. Then he lowered himself gently, resting his head on her chest, breathing over the scar that now pulsed softly, in rhythm with her heart.

       Even though there was no part of her body that Ayato hadn't seen last night, hadn't touched or kissed, Caiome still felt that empty flutter in her stomach and the need to curl her toes. Perhaps she would never get rid of this feeling—not out of embarrassment, but quite the opposite. Because she allowed herself to be discovered with such depth that no one had ever known her before.

       "Besides," he whispered, "I really don't want to get out of bed. If I weren't obliged in any way, I would rot here, holding you like this."

       Caiome stared up at the high ceiling before letting her hands cup his shoulders, running her fingers through his soft hair, soothing him. Silence wrapped around them again, and Caiome closed her eyes, letting herself sink into this touch, into this closeness where no barriers existed between them—and hadn't for a long time, longer than she wanted to admit. She would surrender to him if it meant being touched by just one of his gazes.

       Love was a strange thing. It wasn't something you just felt in a moment, like fear, and it wasn't something that disappeared once your feet were firmly on the ground, like adrenaline. It wasn't something that came and went, like laughter and happiness, nor something that existed only in certain moments, like before sleep, when the body finally collapsed into the pillows, like peace.

       It was constant. It wasn't a feeling, but a state—something that never disappeared and had no intensity. Something you might not be aware of at every moment of the day, but for her, it was enough to hear his name from anyone's lips, carrying an immense weight that set him apart among billions of people, whether in this reality or in her own dreams.

       And when she looked at him, she felt everything return to her—the same gesture, the same gaze, the same constant, eternal state.

       For her, this love was like a mirror. Clear, mesmerizing, something in which she could see her entire world.

       But it was also fragile. And it needed to be protected because if you held the mirror too tightly in your arms, or if you let someone else touch it, it could break.

       And she needed to remember that as she looked up at the ceiling, feeling him fill her heart.

       Minutes of silence passed when, somewhere in the distance, the neighing of horses being led out for their daily exercises was heard. Which meant...

       "It's probably quite late," Caiome said. "I expected someone to come at least to call you for breakfast."

       "It was a long night," Ayato replied, showing no intention of moving. "Thoma probably thought I deserved a little extra rest, considering he received strict orders from someone important that I should be allowed to sleep at least eight hours."

       Caiome clicked her tongue, and Ayato looked at her from beneath his lashes, looking more like a little hamster with a full belly. "Everything is—"

       "...for my own good, I know."

       Caiome pinched his nose with two fingers. "You are so annoying when you do that. Let people finish their sentences."

       But Caiome couldn't even finish that sentence, as on the other side of the door, a prolonged, thin meow was heard, followed by some gentle scratches against the door. Ayato and Caiome looked at each other, then laughed.

       "It seems someone still remembers that you're Lord Kamisato," said Caiome, her laughter turning into a nearly sad smile. "You don't even get a break today, do you?"

       "Indeed, I am afraid I never do," he said after a long silence, during which Nai You's meowing still echoed persistently from the other side of the door, making him half-rise from the bed. "But you won't see me disappearing that quickly or for long today."

       Ayato finally got out of bed, at which point Caiome rolled onto her stomach, hugging the cold pillow and watching him as he took his robe and draped it over his back, tying it almost loosely over his chest. Ayato caught her gaze, seemingly reprimanding her for the way she looked at him with that satisfied smile on her face, and Caiome merely shrugged, smiling even wider.

       He was so beautiful, entirely beautiful. She couldn't stop.

       Ayato opened the door, looking at the cat who entered with what seemed like a dignified air, jumping onto the bed and trying to find a spot as close as possible to Caiome.

       "Just so you know," Ayato said to the cat, "the only reason I am letting you in is because you were making too much noise for anyone not to notice."

       Nai You seemed uninterested in the human's complaints about Caiome abandoning him. He just nestled somewhere next to her, and Caiome couldn't resist starting to pamper him, making the cat purr. At the end of the day, she was still going to choose him over the two-legged male.

       "It's just a cat," said Caiome, taking Nai You in her arms.

       "A very spoiled cat," Ayato said, sitting on the edge of the bed, draping an arm over her waist and resting it on the mattress, looking at her from above. "But I think it is my fault for letting you bring him in. Now he is trying to steal you all for himself."

        Caiome rolled her eyes, puffing. "Why are you beefing with a cat? It's beneath your dignity."

       "Because he is smart enough to know that he can get whatever he wants if he attracts enough attention," Ayato replied.

       "Then you must be the fool who got tricked if you let him inside just now, despite knowing this about him," Caiome laughed, and Ayato couldn't respond because she was right. He really was a fool.

       He leaned over, about to kiss her, when a knock at the door was heard, making him stop just inches away from her.

       "My lord?" Thoma's voice was heard. "Mrs. Mitsuko asked me to inform you that breakfast is ready. Are you awake?"

       "Yes," Ayato replied quickly. "Leave it in the office. I will eat later."

        "Alright," Thoma said. "I'll leave Caiome's as well." Then he left, his footsteps growing fainter.

       "It seems I'll see you leave soon after all," Caiome made a face.

       "Not quite," he said, getting out of bed. "I have something to do first, and you—" he grabbed her hand, pulling her gently after him—"you will come with me."

       By the time Caiome gathered the courage to get up from bed, Ayato was already in front of the closet, choosing some of the clothes she left in his bedroom and a lighter-coloured cloak, a pleasant pink like the warmth of spring.

       Caiome dressed slowly, while Ayato delayed putting on his own clothes, rather sitting aside, admiring her. Only when Caiome put on her pants and tied her short kimono at the waist did he decide to dress as well. Taking the two cloaks, he placed Caiome's over her shoulders, fastening it at the collar. He ran his fingers through her hair, styling it, and she let him do whatever he wished—after all, it was almost like a reward for her too, to let him have his way.

       Then Ayato put on his own cloak, took the wooden box from the table, and they left the bedroom, heading toward the gardens.

       "Where are we going?" she asked when Ayato seemed to be heading for the storage room of the estate.

       Ayato didn't answer, but simply entered, taking a ladder with one hand, while holding the box in the other. He led Caiome through the snow-cleared paths, as it shone in the light filtering through the clouds, forming mounds and covering the ground, protecting the flowers that would bloom when spring came.

       A gentle breeze blew, and it was cold, but not too chilly, and the guards patrolling and servants rushing from one place to another wondered what Lord Kamisato was doing with a ladder he was carrying with his own hands.

       In the end, Ayato stopped in the middle of the garden, under the cherry tree where Caiome had danced for him and for the guests from the banquet last spring, where she had hidden from others and from him at the same time, under which she rested, under which Ayato had stood and looked at it for a long time, just as he did when Caiome first saw him a few winters ago. 

       Ayato placed the ladder against the tree trunk.

       "After you," he said to Caiome, showing her the ladder.

       Caiome hesitated despite the smile on his lips. It wasn't hard to realize now what he wanted to do, especially holding that box in his hands. However, she wasn't sure if she should be here, or if those bells should even be hanging on the branches of the tree where other bells had been hung.

       But his gaze was persistent and confident, so Caiome grabbed the ladder and climbed, sitting on a thick branch. Ayato climbed after her and sat beside her, placing the box on his lap. He opened it, and the bells glimmered faintly due to the natural light reflected in the snow.

       "After my parents died, and after I took down all the portraits that only opened wounds instead of closing them, as I had hoped, I didn't dare to take out any bell and hang it on the branches," he said. "Not that I didn't think about it, it is just that things were so different, that it would have felt incomplete, it surely wouldn't have brought me the same feeling as before. And probably that is why I was even more afraid, because it wouldn't have even made me remember those moments fondly. So throughout all these years, I knew it would have only brought me suffering. It wouldn't even have been a tribute to them, no form of respect or even responsibility, like the offerings made in the funeral room or the rituals to commemorate their deaths. It was something I could choose not to do, so I didn't.
       I blamed it on the fact that I was too busy being Lord Kamisato, wanting to detach myself from everything I was before. I didn't want to hold onto such a past, such things that were no longer what I was supposed to be now, so I set aside not only my parents' portraits but also my own. I had to let go of the past, to look only to the future, so any moment that was no longer the present or future had to be forgotten. That's why not even the portraits after I became the head of the clan and commissioner are placed on the walls, not even on the one where all the lords were supposed to sit. I planned that the only time I would be seated among the others would be after I die, because probably only then would I consider that I fulfilled my duty, only after I did everything in my power to guard the nation."

       Ayato slowly raised his gaze to her. In his irises, there was a faint sadness, but more than that, his smile was sincere, and the brightness in his eyes was overwhelming.

       He wasn't sad, not truly, Caiome could tell that much.

       "That until you came along," he said. "I don't know how or what, and I don't know exactly what you did or when you provoked this change, but something feels different. The funeral room has always been a strict place, for anyone. For me and Ayaka, for my parents, for my parents' parents, and all the way to our first ancestors. I know it probably seemed stupid to you, and probably still does," he laughed softly, "just some walls adorned with ridiculous faces that I never even knew. We were taught that they must be respected because the past from then created the present now and we should be grateful.
       I placed my parents' portraits there and the tables for offerings in the same way, with gratitude. And every time we went in there, we brought all those offerings and bowed out of a sense of gratitude and respect. It was my duty. I didn't want to let anyone see it any other way, especially since, during that time, the clan had to be restored, to regain its influence, alliances, and the respect that was lost because my father didn't want to let the Commission fall into the hands of those who only meant harm. He died protecting that, and I wasn't going to, nor will I ever let that happen again. He died to leave this inheritance to me, and if I have to die to keep my inheritance and through it to protect others, then so be it. I will not carry hatred for that. That was the only way I had to look at their portraits, a son, an heir to carry on his father's duty."

       Ayato searched for her hand, slipping his bare fingers between hers, gently running his thumb over her palm, warming it. He breathed slowly, steam coming from his lips.

       "Then, one day, when I went in there to fulfill the same responsibility I had fulfilled for years, seeking once again the purpose of Lord Kamisato, I found you instead. There was a whole mess on my floors, with an entire handwritten script just as chaotic." Caiome chuckled, and Ayato gently squeezed her hand. "And you were sitting on the floor, in that entire mess, between their portraits, and suddenly, when I did the same bow as always, I no longer felt anything like I did when I was there. I looked at you, and it seemed like there was no duty to fulfill anymore. You looked like you were protected by them, like you just wanted to spend time there, like it was just a moment for you and them, even though you never knew them, and suddenly, I wanted the same thing. I was tired and thoughtful, and you looked so trivial, living stories of other people, deeply immersed in them... I dared to turn my back on my parents, sitting next to you, and that room, those walls, those portraits, they didn't feel the same after that. For a few minutes that I was there, all was quiet. You spoke to them like they were just people, living feelings that anyone experiences in daily life when there's no duty and no inheritance. And every time I went back there alone after that, when I could finally breathe, my thoughts turned only to you instead of them, and how I wished you were there. I don't know what I felt then for you, being somewhere at the border between the chaos you lived in and the order I lived in, but there wasn't a time I went in there without thinking about you."

       Ayato lowered his gaze to their hands and suddenly felt like he was offering and not offering too much of himself at the same time. He had never shared such thoughts with anyone, he had to maintain his strength, his status, his thinking in front of everyone, even in front of Ayaka. He felt like he was in a continuous fall, but he couldn't and didn't want to stop, not when it came to Caiome. He wanted to tell her, he wanted her to know and touch the deepest, unseen thread that wove him.

       He gently lifted her hand, placing it on his chest, seeking comfort in it.

       "I did suffer. For such a long time, going crazy because of my own mind. I felt exhausted so many times, but I kept going. There was no way I would've stopped. And despite all my intentions to forget everything, to continue my path, you kept bringing me back. You lived so much for others as well, seeking the sarastha to protect them from something so malevolent, but you lived for yourself at the same time. You didn't let anyone take from you what was yours and what made you, you.
       I felt conflicted in myself so many times about that. You found balance for yourself in everything around you, and your presence, your spirit, managed to reach everyone who surrounded you... my guards, my people, the organization, the civilians, and even me. I couldn't resist you. I don't know if it's because you had something I desperately needed, though I didn't know it, or just because there was no way to distance myself from you, even from afar if I had to... but I know for sure that you didn't let me forget anything. You were right, I was trying to be Lord Kamisato on one side, even when I was alone, and I was trying to hide Ayato on the other. But you managed to bring both into the same person, and what you reminded me of, from the day I found you in the funeral room, was no longer painful in any way. In place of the duty you erased like fog rising, in place of the simple, eternal gratitude of an heir that no longer knew anything else past that, there remained only this desire to be happy and to make others truly happy and to find happiness in whatever could offer it to me, past, present, or future. You said that in me, one cannot exist without the other, but that's not because both were already there from the beginning, but because you brought them back from where they have lost themselves. And I am at peace with that."

       He raised her hand, kissing it slowly, breathing gently over it, and closing his eyes, surrendering to a happiness he might not have felt every day, but one he would have wanted to recognize at any moment if someone had asked him if he was truly happy.

       "That is why," he said suddenly, more lively and with a burst of joy, "I am going to start this year with you and with these," he pointed to the bells.

       He gently released her hand and took the bell with the blue ribbon, a sapphire blue, intense, and handed it to her. Caiome took it gently between her fingers, and Ayato picked up the one with the red ribbon from the box.

       "You will hang that one, and I will hang this one," he said, setting the box aside, looking up for a suitable branch to hold them both. "Here," he said and raised his hands, letting the ribbon hang.

       He tied a small knot skilfully, while Caiome tied hers with a little more difficulty, making him laugh like the bells touched by their clappers. The wind wasn't blowing strongly, but the breeze from the ocean still touched them, making the ribbons float above the snow, among the branches of the cherry tree, and the tongues of the bells hit, with pleasant clinking sounds, resonating through the garden and returning to them, carried by the echo of the snow.

       The cranes shimmered when the bell swung, looking like they were about to come to life and would follow their flight to the sky, while the waves at their feet seemed to touch an imaginary shore, and the cherry petals touched them with their tips. In their swing above the earth and under the skeletal crown of the tree, the clinking seemed to bring everything to life.

       Caiome turned towards Ayato. He, with his head tilted back, eyes closed, and a small smile on his lips, looked at peace. He looked happy, probably living moments from the past and living the present at the same time.

       Caiome took his hand again and embraced his arm, resting her head on his shoulder, looking towards the horizon where the ocean met the sky and the clouds covering it, and where delicate snowflakes started to fall to the ground.

       She knew Ayato wouldn't have moments like this every day. She thought of the pressed flowers carefully kept by Yuna, flowers picked at specific moments, so rare but equally special. She thought of Kazashi's journals, where the moments written down were moments of quiet and nothing more.

        Ayato would live his life in the same way, with too few moments to experience this quiet. He was a concept of this duty he wanted to fulfill, and nothing would take him off this path. It was okay, because Caiome would be there for him no matter what, Tabai or not.

       But one thing was certain as far as she was concerned. She would make those moments of peace the thing he would hold onto the most, so that, in the end, the only regret Ayato would have would be that they didn't have more of them. And certainly, he would have no regret that she was the one who stood beside him, not only in moments like these but in all of them.

       "Give me your world," she finally said. "And I'll make the best out of it."

 

Chapter 105: Chapter 105 ~ The Brave Ones and the Feared Ones

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Chapter 105 ~ The Brave Ones and the Feared Ones

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       The message they had received from Inoue that morning during breakfast completely killed Caiome's appetite. Even though she hadn't managed to eat anything the day before, followed by the midnight fight and... umm, everything else, when she laid eyes on the food she felt ravenous, as if she could eat a whole pig. Then Koshi entered Ayato's office, and Caiome found herself putting the chopsticks down, moving away from the smell of the food that now made her stomach turn.

       The mercenaries' supply ship had indeed reached Akamine Bay, but Shimizu was not among the people. The soldiers working for Inoue ambushed them as soon as the ship docked, but before they could arrest them, the mercenaries bit their tongues and crushed poison pills between their teeth, dying instantly aboard the ship. This brought them back to square one.

       At least they managed to confiscate the crates of weapons and bring them before the Tenryou Commission as evidence, but all the items were clean, with no clues on them. Still, if such a large quantity could be transported on a single ship, it meant that Yoshimitsu—and Tabai as well—had many more resources.

       And then there were also the Gates that Caiome had to deal with...

       So no, she didn't feel hungry anymore.

       Besides, she knew very well that if a simple shipment was guarded by men ready to kill themselves without hesitation rather than be captured, what might Tabai's men do—if not the same?

       So now, in the middle of the day, Caiome found herself in the same hideout where she had personally interrogated Va'rak, staring thoughtfully at the three still-sleeping mercenaries tied to wooden chairs, just as Va'rak had been. She sighed deeply, put on her leather gloves, then grabbed the first one by the jaw and opened his mouth, digging her fingers between his teeth, searching.

        As expected, she pulled out from under his tongue a small, round white pill, which she crushed between her fingers; it turned to powder that dissolved the moment it touched the slightly damp floor.

       She did the same with the second one and the third one, and when she found the pill, the tribal suddenly opened his eyes, coughing from deep within his chest. When he saw Caiome, she pushed her fingers even deeper into his throat, still holding the pill between them, ready to shove it down if needed, and the tribal choked again. He tried to bite her hand, but couldn't do anything because of the way Caiome held his jaw open, pressing down on his jaw joint.

       "Sh, sh, sh," Caiome hissed, then smiled sweetly at him. "Happy New Year! How are you feeling this afternoon? A little tired, tense, maybe a bit scared that you won't get the chance to die before I ask you a few questions? I have to appreciate your loyalty, though, really. You used to be so easy to persuade to do whatever you wanted, and now you're such exemplary little puppies."

       She gently tilted his head, looking from side to side, then gave him a light jerk, like a mother tugging at her child's cheeks out of affection.

       Caiome pulled back, suddenly removing her hand from his mouth and scratching him with the material of her glove from the inside. The tribal coughed again, spitting saliva at her feet—saliva mixed with a pale, blood-tinged spot. Caiome crushed the pill and let it fall at her feet like the other two, then took off her gloves and threw them into a corner.

        She pulled up a chair, turned it around, and sat straddling it, resting her elbows on the backrest, staring at him in silence. She didn't know this man or his name—not like she'd known Va'rak, with whom she had a personal grudge for a long time. But the scars on his chest and face, the way he looked at her... it was clear he was one of Tabai's men.

       "So, now that there's no risk of you committing suicide before giving me what I want, how about we get down to business?" She raised her hands innocently. "I promise I won't do to you what I did to Va'rak. But I'm glad Tabai got my message—enough to bring his Gates  of Tohmil all the way here. A terribly weak Gate, which means two things: one, the phlogiston isn't strong enough; or two, he's not the one making the Gates. Who else did he teach to create them?"

       "You're not the only one capable of doing that, you know," the tribal replied. Unlike Va'rak, he seemed much calmer, more mentally stable. For now...

       "Capable of doing what?" Caiome asked.

       "Of opening the Gates."

       Caiome stared long at the tribal, intertwining her fingers. She then grabbed the backrest of the chair, leaned back and then forward again, like a restless child. Then she suddenly stopped.

       "Who told you that? Tabai?" she scoffed. "That I could open the Gates?"

       "Many of us were there the day Tabai burned your body with elemental power. And many of us know that when he did, he didn't just use his own firepower, but also phlogiston. Phlogiston that stayed in your skin and blood. That's why you can open and close the Gates. We're not as stupid as you think we are."

         Caiome sighed deeply, lowering her head for a few moments. Then she started chuckling—a chuckle that turned into a nervous, unamused laugh, strong and somewhat disturbing. She placed a hand over her eyes, rubbing her lashes, then looked back at the tribal.

       "Seems like you are. So this is what Tabai does? Tortures you with phlogiston and teaches you how to open the Gates?"

        The tribal frowned, as if he couldn't understand how Caiome reached that conclusion.

        "The one from last night doesn't even come close to what he's capable of, so it's obvious. But he must be thinking very carefully. A Gate like that would knock you unconscious for at least five days, so he can't teach all of you—otherwise, he'd be left without his precious soldiers in times of need. And knowing Tabai, Shimizu's soldiers are totally useless to him. So he must be keeping at least... three-quarters of you on standby in case of an ambush, right? Ayato was right, this waiting is making not just us anxious, but you too. So Tabai is slowly, slowly... unraveling. Is he afraid of Ayato... or of me? Or both? He can be such a maniac sometimes."

        Finally, Caiome stood up, pushing the chair aside. The other two started writhing in their bonds until they fully woke up.

       "Don't bother," Caiome said with contempt."Even with phlogiston, you need a strong conductor to allow you to create the Gates, a high concentration of it, therefore... Tabai is on Seirai Island, isn't he? I don't see a better place in Inazuma, and he couldn't have known that unless someone is his consultant, someone like Yoshimitsu, for example. That's why he's partnering with him, right? Tabai helps Yoshimitsu take Ayato out of power, since Ayato is a big obstacle in taking control over Inazuma, and Yoshimitsu helps Tabai with information on how things work in this society. And once Yoshimitsu was caught, he had to retreat into the ranks of the nobility. I don't know how it could all end well, honestly, considering he's already labelled a traitor," she spoke more to herself. "If the Tenryou Commission doesn't catch him, then the Raiden Shogun surely will execute him. But at the same time, Yoshimitsu seemed very confident in how things would unfold when he was brought before the Tri-Commission."

         Caiome turned toward the tribals, a wide smile spreading across her face, almost self-satisfied.

       "Surprised? I've done my homework on noble society quite thoroughly—so much so that I could almost pass as one of them. Oh, that would surely enrage Tabai." She placed her fingers under her chin, tapping her cheek lightly, seeming both thoughtful and playful at once. "Now how could I send him a message? Aha!" she said after a moment of silence, clearly having already thought it all through and now simply playing a role in front of her captives. "I could send one of you. But of course, given that you've ended up in my hands, Tabai would kill you before you could even open your mouth. I suppose that's why you chose to poison yourselves rather than face him again. And at the same time... I still need you. Who knows what other information I could extract from all three of you. But for now, I'll leave you in the hands of my subordinates. I have work to do with what you've served me on a silver platter."

       With that, she spun on her heel and skipped out of the small cabin, passing by the three Shuumatsuban members, including Koshi, who bowed their heads. A deliberate gesture, so the three tribals could see that just as Tabai had his mercenaries, Caiome had her own organization.
If until now they had searched the entire continent for her, thinking they were just hunters chasing a deer, now they were equals.

        Caiome was right—before, Tabai's mercenaries could easily be convinced to go off track. Many of the chaotic schemes Caiome had orchestrated were due to her sharp tongue, promising rewards. The group of mercenaries she killed—the act that had drawn Tabai's wrath and led to her being tortured with phlogiston—were killed because she had convinced them to take a different route than the one Tabai had ordered. And many of the captive children had been freed because Caiome had distracted the mercenaries away.

       The day Caiome had killed almost Tabai's entire group, burying them in the cave that had long been their hideout and home, was supposed to be a day when the tribals went hunting. But Caiome, with her honeyed voice and the fire in her eyes, convinced Tabai to revoke the order and stay under the mountain, words that masked fury and betrayal.

       And yet now, knowing that Tabai's tribals could open the Gates, everything became more uncertain. Of course, not everyone could do it. Many of them would burn from the inside out once phlogiston entered their veins. Caiome had seen such scenes before, when Tabai had tried the experiment again after scarring her and realized she could now open the Gates and connect ahtuun across distances with no consequence. But all his test subjects had died in agony, turning to ash.

        Caiome then believed it was because of Arasthea. The bond they shared was divine, a contract that could only be broken by the death of one of them. But Arasthea was always aware of her powers, whether acting intentionally or instinctively, and Caiome never felt that she had been helped to resist the phlogiston's effects.

       Then again, opening a Gate and closing one were entirely different matters. Even if Caiome could do it, she had to admit her ability couldn't compare to Tabai's, who had a Pyro vision and elemental manipulation, whereas Caiome had Anemo.

        "Is Ayato still in the city?" she asked Mitsuko, who helped her remove her cloak.

        Mitsuko nodded slightly, placing the cloak on the chair while Caiome threw herself onto Ayato's bed, rolling from side to side on its soft surface. She had forgotten to take off her boots, just as she had promised Mrs. Nakamura—but hey, at least they were relatively clean.

        Now that the New Year's festival was over, he had to sign the documents for space usage on the main alley and other official duties related to it. Also, many international partners had been present during the festival and now wanted to propose new contracts for the future.

       "Mmm," Caiome mumbled.

        Of course, she thought. While Caiome coordinated the Shuumatsuban members before the ambush, Ayato had to be with those international partners—partnerships he inherited from the Kanjou Commission—guiding them through the theoretical plan of the festival before letting them see firsthand its effect on both local and foreign audiences.

       She couldn't understand how Ayato could face both politics and alliances, as well as this silent war that remained hidden only due to his influence. If not for him, Tabai would have launched a war in the heart of Inazuma just to try and kill Caiome. He probably would have charged straight at the Tenryou Commission's soldiers, taking out the authorities first before wreaking havoc.

        Not only that... Ayato had been doing this for over fifteen years. And he had learned it was his duty even earlier than that.

       "Fine," she told herself, then jumped to her feet, catching Mitsuko off guard.

       If Ayato had to face meetings with such important partners for Inazuma's future, then Caiome had to do her part too. She had promised him that very morning she'd do everything possible to shape the world he wanted, right? She couldn't do that by lazing in bed.

         And if she couldn't handle his political matters because she had no idea how, she could at least handle the organization. She flopped onto the floor cushion at his desk and spread out all the detailed maps of Inazuma, starting to think. Now that Tabai's tribals could open the Gates, Tabai most likely thought he could bring Caiome closer while also opening a path for Yoshimitsu to create the civil war that Watanabe also wanted. But he couldn't open them around human settlements—such decisions would be too sudden, too impactful, and would immediately raise alarms.

        Yoshimitsu's goal was clear: first dissolve the three Commissions, then take over governance himself.

        An hour later, Caiome sent her orders through another Shuumatsuban: based on her chosen locations, they were to keep a sharp eye out for any suspicious activity. And since the war between her and Tabai wasn't the only conflict the organization had to monitor, Caiome had to lead other separate investigations too.

       "Have you seen Arasthea around today?" she suddenly asked Koshi after setting all the files aside.

       "Most likely in her room," said Koshi solemnly, standing by the door, his face half-covered.

        "You sound pretty sure of yourself," Caiome mumbled, leaning on her elbow at the desk.

        "Miss Arasthea went out this morning and returned a while later with a basket full of herbs."

         "It's scary how you can pay attention to so many things happening in this residence," she commented.

         "I'm not the only one, my lady. The other Shuumatsuban are constantly watching the perimeter, especially with you being here."

        "Oh, right," she said. "Ayato still asks you to follow me around whenever I go somewhere."

        "Yes, my lady."

        "Well then," she finally stood up from the table and, passing by him, said, "I have to see Arasthea for a bit." Then she stopped at the door, turning to Koshi with a slightly nervous smile on her face. "Could you... wait here?"

       "Lord Kamisato has asked me to always stay by your side, and my intentions are no different, my lady."

       "I'm sure you can stay a floor or two away."

       But Koshi followed her anyway, keeping five steps behind.

       "Or at least in a different room?" she threw over her shoulder, but Koshi didn't stop following her up the stairs, his eyes fixed on her as if Caiome might disappear if he so much as blinked.

       She started walking faster, then took quicker steps, but she couldn't outrun Koshi—his legs were longer than hers, and he had the agility typical of his organization. After all, he was Ayato's right hand and the first to hear his orders directly.

        When she reached Arasthea's room, Caiome opened the door quickly, making Arasthea jump and almost drop a vial from her hand. She turned to Koshi, blocking his way.

        "I need to speak with her," said Caiome.

        "There's nothing you could discuss with her that I shouldn't know about, my lady," came his immediate reply.

        "Some things, you know, need to be kept away from your ears," Caiome retorted. "Aren't you the one who said you owe me loyalty and all that?"

        "That's true, my lady, but I'm still part of the organization, and for now, Lord Kamisato's orders come first."

        "But he's not here right now."

        "That hasn't stopped us before, my lady."

        That was true, Caiome thought, almost letting herself fall against the doorframe. Even if she slammed the sliding door in his face, Koshi would find a way to sneak in through the window or eavesdrop anyway.

       "It's personal stuff," she said. "Women's stuff. I think you can stay out of it."

        Koshi said nothing for a few moments, then glanced into the room. Arasthea was seated at the massive table in the middle, filled with vials, jars, tinctures, and creams. Herbs—stems and leaves—were everywhere: on shelves, hanging from walls, or placed in boxes along the edges. He lingered for a moment, observing her emotionless expression as she returned her attention to the herbs she was grinding.

       Then Koshi looked back at Caiome. "Very well. But I'll stay nearby."

       Caiome didn't even bother saying thank you before closing the door, slamming it exactly as she wanted, as if trying to get rid of him quickly.

       "Seriously, I don't know why they're so obsessed with staying this close to me," she put her hands on her hips, still staring at the now-closed door. "He could keep a little distance instead of taking my entire soul."

       Arasthea rolled her eyes, continuing to grind the herbs in the pestle.

       "Maybe because that's how you trained them," she replied uninterested and somehow mean.

       "Or maybe because Ayato never gives me a moment of peace. Anyway, what are you working on here?"

       Arasthea frowned, looking at her. Caiome smiled, somewhat innocently and delicately, as if she were genuinely interested, though she knew exactly what Arasthea was doing.

       "Work," she said, rising from her chair.

       She went to a shelf, took a small bottle with a pinkish gel-like liquid inside, and placed it on the table. Then she turned back, searching for a jar of glass.

       The room, originally a bedroom, had been turned by Arasthea into her personal lab. The bed was gone—she didn't need sleep—and the wardrobe had been replaced by bookshelves, nightstands, and cabinets holding all her remedies and herbs. Ayato had provided her with all the necessary equipment and containers for her work—a sort of thank-you for everything she did during the epidemic. And whenever she needed more resources, Arasthea only had to send a simple order under the Kamisato family's name.

        And oh, how she had taken advantage of that, considering the last time she had a space of her own was before Caiome left Natlan after nearly killing Tabai.

      "So, what personal things do you need to discuss with me?" she finally said while sorting through the jars. "If you're just bored, I'll tell you now, I don't have time for your whining, so get out."

        "Who bit you by the ass this morning?" Caiome mumbled, starting to run her fingers over the bundles of dried herbs. She picked a small leaf between her fingers, rubbing it until it turned to dust. "You've seemed tense ever since last night when we got back from the city."

        "Sorry that seeing the Gates here again doesn't calm me down in the slightest," she threw over her shoulder. "Anyway," she sighed. "What do you want? Do you feel like an abandoned puppy now that your lord is away?"

        "About that," Caiome pressed her lips and fingers together, crushing a few more leaves into powder on the corner of the table. "Do you think you could make me a tea...?"

       "Tea?" Arasthea frowned. "Surprising to hear that from you, but can't you ask your maid?"

       "A... contraceptive tea," Caiome added, squinting.

        Arasthea blinked a few times at her, then let out a deep sigh.

       "Finally!" she exclaimed, putting all the jars aside.

       "What?" Caiome asked.

       "Do you know how long I've witnessed all that tension between the two of you? I expected you to get rid of that frustration ages ago, but oh well. Better late than never."

       "Wait a second—"

      "I was starting to worry," she continued, rummaging through shelves full of little boxes.

       "Worry about what? It hasn't even been that long since—"

       "Don't argue with me," Arasthea snapped from behind a cabinet door. "He's just too respectful, and you're just too dumb."

        Caiome didn't feel like arguing anymore, waiting in silence until Arasthea pulled out two same-sized boxes. She opened the top one first, took out a small pouch, and tossed it to Caiome, who barely managed to catch it.

       "Considering the burning passion between you two," she said sarcastically, clearly annoyed with the situation itself, "that's for emergencies. Eat a leaf and swallow it."

       Caiome obeyed in silence, grimacing at the first bite and almost wanting to spit it out.

      "Why is it so bitter?"

      "To me, getting pregnant by mistake seems just as bitter and lasts much longer, so stop complaining and eat it."

       Then she handed her the second box.

       "And these are for daily use, assuming you won't stop here. Two leaves per teacup within 24 hours. Better give them to your maid, otherwise I have a feeling you'll forget. It's okay to skip a day, but you must drink it the next morning. We still have to keep track of it, so whenever you feel the tea getting sweeter, add one leaf, otherwise your body will start getting accustomed to it and it won't have effect. Clear?"

       Caiome still couldn't get rid of the bitter taste on her tongue, which made her mouth pucker. Oh, she certainly wouldn't forget her tea if it meant having to eat another one of those leaves.

       "Clear."

       "Great. Now get out. I still have work to do."

       Caiome frowned as Arasthea sat back down in her chair. "Aren't you going to ask me anything else?"

       "Is it any of my business?" she said.

       "Well, no, but—"

       "Then I don't see why I should ask. What you two do behind closed doors is your business. Maybe your eyes have opened in some way, but I think his were open all along. I have no doubt he's capable enough to do his job and teach you how to do yours."

       "You know what?" Caiome clutched the box tighter. "You're right. I'm not going to talk to you about it." She turned on her heel, but just as she took the first step, she looked back at Arasthea. "Think you could give me something for my back?"

       Arasthea sighed loudly.

      "Never mind," Caiome said in retreat, walking out of the room.

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       A little later that day, Caiome felt like she couldn't wait any longer for the Shuumatsuban members' reports regarding the locations she had sent them to, so she joined them. The first location, somewhere east-northeast of Fort Fujitou, had nothing special—no Gate for Caiome to close and not even scorch marks suggesting a Gate had ever existed there.

       Instead, one of the Shuumatsuban found a piece of red cloth blown by the winter wind among some short bush branches, half-covered in snow, fluttering. The edges were frayed and burned, blackened. When Caiome picked it up and brought it to her nose, it smelled of fire, ash, and flesh. Then the cloth began to crumble until all that remained in her hand was a piece the size of three of her fingers.

       The second location was a bit farther west, where the ghost ship was thought to have passed before disappearing toward the southern routes. Here, they found nothing—no trace, no scrap of fabric, no sign of any possible corpse. However, in a more sheltered patch of land hidden behind a row of trees, there was a sheet of ice that simply seemed out of place. It had an odd shape, no clear edges, but was large enough to be compared to the Gate made on the ship's deck on New Year's night.

       Most likely, they had tried to open a Gate here, but the blood inscription was incorrect, so they erased their tracks, washing away the clues.

       And the last location was on one of the small islands east of Watatsumi Island.

       "Should we investigate further, my lady?" asked Koshi beside her, his face covered to shield himself from the cold.

       Caiome remained silent, thoughtful, her hand brushing the inside of the black cloak she wore, which the same biting wind fluttered. It was the same wind that painted her cheeks rosy. Strangely, this made her eyes stand out even more, along with the tears collecting on her lashes from the cold.

       She knew they could have slipped into Sangonomiya Kokomi's territory without being seen, but for some reason, due to some anxiety settling in her body, Caiome simply shook her head.

       "No. We should go home and talk to Ayato first. I'm sure he wouldn't want us to do too much without him, and he already has a lot on his plate. We don't need to worry him on top of that."

       Koshi stood still while Lady Caiome turned on her heel, looking for the nearest teleportation point to return home. It was strange to see Lady Caiome backing away from this investigation entirely. Especially when evening was falling and everything was growing darker—when she usually became more active, more involved, the shadows dancing across her face like clouds passing over the moon.

       Koshi knew he would probably never learn how she thought or what was going on in her head at certain times. Not that it was his business. But with Lord Kamisato, he had learned over time. He had come to understand his orders before they were even given and to act accordingly. With Lady Caiome, although he had known her for almost a year, constantly at her side, observing her actions and movements, he couldn't figure her out.

       He shouldn't have tried, he thought. It was one thing to pick up habits and guess what they would do, naturally, like with Lord Kamisato. But to want, as a subordinate, to do this intentionally was certainly inappropriate.

       And because of that, just like Lady Caiome, he too felt anxious. He would never admit it, to anyone, especially not to his superiors or to Miss Arasthea, but he, too, could become uneasy.

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        Ayato came home a few hours later. Since it had been more of an official visit to the city, accompanied by his guards, he had to ride Hakumai instead of using teleportation points, which made the journey longer and made him more restless. He was tired; the meetings had dragged on too long for his liking, the guests had been far too interested, and Ayato couldn't help but occasionally lose himself in the little notes secretly passed to him by his Shuumatsuban members.

       There were the Gates, and there was also the message from Lady Inoue that they had failed to capture Shimizu and hadn't found anything to lead them to him—a clue that he might be in league with Yoshimitsu. Then Caiome decided to go herself to investigate the Gates...

       Caiome...

       He had left in such a hurry after breakfast that he'd only managed to kiss her temple before Mitsuko brought him his cloak and he left. He had left her pensive and worried, even though just moments before he'd promised he wouldn't leave so early that day. And he had also promised he'd return earlier.

       And precisely because he hadn't been able to keep that promise, he felt even more tired, more lost, anticipating his return home that now weighed heavily on his chest and squeezed his heart. He didn't even bother to personally take Hakumai to the stables, leaving him in the grooms' care, his steps hastening toward the house. The lights in his bedroom were on, and through the closed windows, he saw a shadow passing from one side to the other, and then disappearing.

        Ayato inhaled sharply and, with quick steps, removing his cloak and gloves as he walked, made his way to the upper floors, ignoring the servants who greeted him or the snow he tracked onto the floor—something that would certainly upset Mrs. Nakamura, even if she wouldn't say anything to his face.

       He climbed the stairs and entered the bedroom, and Caiome suddenly looked up at him. She was kneeling at the table by the fireplace where a fire was burning, fingers among some of his documents, looking absent. Ayato closed the doors behind him and seemed to finally breathe again as Caiome stood up and said his name so beautifully—somehow unexpectedly, somehow softly, somehow with joy. Clearly surprised, even though, as he suspected, Caiome had been waiting for him.

       Ayato let his cloak and gloves fall from his arm onto the floor, and his steps were just as quick as he approached her and, cupping her cheeks in his palms, kissed her deeply, feeling that only now, by touching her, his body relaxed and the tension in his chest vanished, freeing his heart.

       Caiome instinctively wrapped her arms around his waist, slipping her hands under his wool coat and clutching at his shirt as Ayato leaned further into her, not only seeming impatient, but truly passionate as he gently parted her lips, sending a hollow jolt through her stomach as he slipped inside.

        Although he had just come in from the cold, his skin felt warm, and his breath between her lips felt hot, making her ears flush and her knees tremble, unsteady enough that she leaned into him, pressing her chest against his as much as she could.

        Finally, Ayato gently pulled away from her, as if he'd finally remembered to let her breathe for a few seconds. His hair was tousled, falling over his forehead and cheekbones, and his eyes looked darkened, focused, yet easily distracted.

        "Hello, love," he said in a whisper, between Caiome's deep breaths and the movement of her chest as it begged for oxygen.

        Caiome opened her mouth to ask if he was okay, but Ayato took advantage of it to lean in again and kiss her once more, holding her by the nape of the neck and caressing her cheeks at the same time. Their knees bumped, and Caiome found herself stepping backward—not to make space, but guided by his body—until her back pressed against the wall, half resting on the wood, half catching onto one of the tapestries.

        Caiome inhaled sharply and let out a soft moan when his leg moved between hers, also pressing lightly against her abdomen, while his hands slid gently down her ribs toward her back, embracing her completely. Her arms rested on his shoulders, while her fingers slipped into his hair, tilting her head slightly so Ayato could kiss her more deeply, as he seemed to desire.

       Of course, she had kept sending him notes from every investigation site, including the one she hadn't explored because it was on Sangonomiya Kokomi's territory—something she shouldn't have worried about, as Ayato had replied. And they still had to discuss where Shimizu could be found—he had vanished from the face of the earth since the day before—especially since that morning Ayato had rushed out after receiving Inoue's message. She had to tell him what those attempts to open the Gates of Tohmil might mean.

        But the moment Ayato held her tighter in his arms, pulling her against him and feeling her heartbeat so strongly through her chest, Caiome forgot all of that and realized the unrest built up throughout the day was slowly beginning to fade now that he was in front of her and she could feel his touch, hear his breath, and listen to his heart.

       And soon she realized she didn't even need words from him. She didn't need his kiss, nor what they had shared the night before, or what they were about to share in the next few hours. She didn't even need his embrace. She only needed to feel him close to her, because the moment she saw him enter the bedroom, her heart sank, and suddenly her world wasn't so tangled anymore, as if she had finally found her way out of dark, blocked tunnels.

        Ayato pulled away from the kiss just as gently as the previous one, leaning against the wall behind her, his forehead resting against hers, breathing unevenly.

       "I've missed you," he managed to whisper. "A lot... It felt like time just wouldn't pass."

       It was incredibly contradictory, he thought. How he wished time would pass faster when he wasn't with her—and how he wished it would stop entirely when he held her in his arms, breathing her in.

       Caiome slid her fingers along the back of his neck in a soft, shivering touch, her nails barely grazing his skin as she slipped her hands under his thick coat.

       "I've missed you too," she whispered just as softly, and Ayato kissed her again as his fingers found the hem of her shirt, slipping beneath it slowly.

        Caiome didn't need words. She didn't want to think about anything. Not today. It was enough... it was perfect to have Ayato beside her. And she would've given anything for other thoughts not to try and fight that, for this feeling to drown them out. She would've given anything for this to be the only thing that consumed her, not another battle raging in her head and heart.

 

Chapter 106: Chapter 106 ~ The Withered Crown and the Fearless Death

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Chapter 106 ~ The Withered Crown and the Fearless Death

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       It was unusually early in the morning when Koshi, standing    somewhere on the edge of the first-floor roof of the manor, watched Lord Kamisato and Lady Caiome as they stepped through the wooden arches and walked along the snow-cleared paths. At that hour, the only ones nearby were the guards who had been on night watch and were soon to be replaced by the day shift. They stood at a considerable distance, and their eyes seemed not to touch the two.

       Her arm was linked with Lord Kamisato's, while his other hand, gloved, gently covered hers—bare and slightly reddened from the cold. The sky was a pleasant grey, but it hadn’t snowed overnight as it had in recent days. Her hair was slightly tousled, left to fall freely over her shoulders and flutter gently, while Lord Kamisato wore a peaceful smile, though it wouldn’t last long. He would leave a little while later.

       And Lady Caiome would spend yet another day awaiting the results of the investigation. At least, from what Koshi knew, they were headed to Watatsumi Island, but if they found nothing, Lady Caiome would be consumed again by the anxiety that gnawed at her.

       Watching them quietly, like a shadow no one saw, hiding in the grey dawn darkness where no one would think to look for him, Koshi’s gaze wandered beyond the walls of the residence, toward a white spectre slipping through the snow mounds and vanishing up the mountain. Koshi rose slowly to his feet, searching further with his eyes, hidden behind his mask, but the ghost had vanished, and in the air rang the chime of jade and silver bracelets that hung around her bare calves.

       Koshi looked once more toward Lord Kamisato and Lady Caiome, who laughed softly. Lord Kamisato leaned in and whispered something in her ear, something even the wind couldn’t carry, and her cheeks flushed slightly, smiling now with a touch of shyness. It wasn’t the kind of expression one had when hearing something forbidden, but rather something unexpected, surprising... yet pleasant.

       Perhaps Lord Kamisato had told her he loved her, Koshi thought. Often, when someone even mentioned something remotely like that—whether Lord Kamisato or anyone else—Lady Caiome had that same reaction.

       Then Koshi looked again toward the place where he had seen Arasthea disappear. She had left no trace behind. It was as if she had never been there. No one noticed when she left, and no one noticed when she returned. But Koshi had already learned the silence Arasthea carried when she slipped out of the residence.

       Slowly, his steps crossed the edge of the roof, leaving behind Lady Caiome’s laughter as he followed the mountain path.

       He walked slowly, keeping a considerable distance from Arasthea. Lady Caiome might have heard his heartbeat or breathing, but Miss Arasthea could feel the presence of life itself—the essence of one's nature and energy flowing through their veins and beyond the body, into the surroundings.

      She stepped just as slowly, as if she were floating, the soft chime echoing in the snow with every step deeper into the mountain. Her hair flowed in white waves, and every movement of hers was a ripple of something that barely existed. Koshi had never seen her wear anything but white unless she changed her appearance to remain unnoticed. Even now, he wasn't sure if she wore clothes or wrapped herself in light.

       There was nothing alive around them—just tree trunks, dry and grey rocks, thorny shrubs, and a penetrating silence shattered by each movement. Only her gaze, sharp and cold like the snow, brought any colour into the scene.

      Arasthea stopped at one point and knelt beside a small pile of dry, thin, pale beige bushes. They were slender but tough, and she only needed to grasp them with her fingertips for them to break. She started gathering twigs, placing them on her arm, pricking her, and Koshi watched from behind, hidden under his cloak. He didn’t dare come any closer, not even when Arasthea ran out of space to stack the twigs.

       She stood up and walked on. She didn’t look like she was searching for a path, it was as if she knew exactly where she was going and was merely taking a stroll. They climbed higher, and the air became heavier and colder. Arasthea wasn’t bothered, stepping steadily through the snow. Koshi, however, started to tremble, but paid it no mind.

       Eventually, Arasthea sat on a rock. The wind had swept the snow off of it overnight, making it the perfect spot. She sat on the edge, legs dangling, and laid the twigs in her lap. She picked up a few and started to weave them. The more she wove, the more she added, and the weave grew longer.

       Koshi had no idea what it was supposed to become. He only watched her fingers—slim and skilled—knowing exactly what to do, how tight to press, how gently to let go, which way to turn and intertwine them so the weave would be smooth, perfect. Her gaze was focused but thoughtful. Her lips were gently closed, and her body seemed motionless.

       She didn’t make a sound. And there was no heartbeat except his own.

       Koshi made the mistake of stepping forward, and that made Arasthea turn her gaze toward him, freezing him in place. Strands of hair brushed her cheek, and for a second, they took on a rosy tint, as if her body had finally realized the cold. She looked at him for a long time, not frowning, not even slightly questioning, with no particular reaction. She just looked.

       And in his life, Koshi had never felt more exposed than in that moment.

       He was never meant to be seen. That was his nature—something he had been taught even before he could remember anything. That was how he lived. And now, he had done nothing more than look, yet suddenly felt stripped of everything he had learned and practiced for more than twenty years.

       Arasthea raised her fingers, brushing them across her cheek and tucking her hair behind her ear. She then turned her gaze away, tilting her head and looking down at her weaving. Her fingers no longer moved the same way, now that she knew someone was watching.

       "Let me guess," she said at last, the cold air carrying her words to him, just as cold. "Lord Kamisato and Lady Caiome are on a romantic date, so they don’t need you right now."

       "My job is to assist Lady Caiome whenever she needs me," he said, though he wasn’t sure Arasthea had even heard him. Or cared.

       "And if she needed you right now, while you’re here?"

       "It’s still early. Hard to believe, but even I get free time."

       Arasthea smiled, but it looked more like a mocking smirk, as if she'd just heard a joke. "And your free time involves stalking people in the mountains?"

       "It’s just a walk," he said.

       "While following someone," she pressed.

       "I wasn’t following you," he denied solemnly, standing with his hands behind his back, like he was reporting to someone.

       "Then what would you call this?" Arasthea continued weaving.

       "It’s a dangerous mountain," said Koshi. "I just wanted to make sure you’re safe and don’t lose your way back home."

        Arasthea seemed more inclined to flinch, and when she looked at him again, her gaze was sharp. "Who do you think you're talking to?" she said, seeming offended.

       "To Miss Arasthea," came his instant reply, which left Arasthea with her lips slightly parted, staring at his almost vacant gaze, so... chilling and infuriating.

       She jerked suddenly toward her weaving, waving her hand. “Go away,” she said, but her fingers trembled on the braid, and one of the twigs slipped beyond any chance of being caught again. Now she had to undo half the work to place it back because she’d lost the tension.

       But Koshi didn’t leave. On the contrary, he stepped even closer to her... then another step... and another, until he felt the hardness of the rock beneath his shoes. He sat down gently beside her, one leg folded under him, the other over the edge of the rock, without making a sound, without even seeming to breathe, while Arasthea tried to ignore him, angrily unravelling the braid. In the meantime, the twigs started to fray.

      Koshi reached out his hand, blocking Arasthea’s view of the braid, and she mumbled and nearly hit herself in the legs with it as she dropped it in her lap. She turned to Koshi, but he wasn’t looking at her, he was looking at her hands. He wasn’t wearing gloves, so it felt almost burning for Arasthea to feel the warmth of his skin brushing across her palms as he slipped his fingers in and took the braid from her arms.

      He pulled it toward him, letting it rest on his knees, and started to undo the twigs more slowly, more carefully, with a maddening calm hidden behind the mask that covered everything but his eyes, and the hood that hid his hair. A few strands slipped from beneath it, just like the night he had bandaged her arm to hide the wounds caused by the camazotz.

       His brown eyes had taken on a blackish-grey hue, lost in shadows, while he rebuilt the braid and handed it back to Arasthea.

      Arasthea nearly snatched it without even saying thank you. She started braiding again, and this time Koshi didn’t shy away from staring at her intently, nor did he care about the frustrated expression on her face.

      A long silence settled between them.

      “Why won’t you just leave already?” Arasthea asked. “I thought I made it pretty clear I don’t want you around me. And this is definitely not a time when I want to be disturbed, or even accompanied. Can’t you read the atmosphere? Or do you only act on orders from your superiors?”

       “I can act without orders from my superiors,” he said. “That’s precisely why I’m here.”

      The response seemed to irritate her even more, but at least her weaving became slower and more carefully done. 

      “I can take care of myself, thank you very much,” she threw back sarcastically.

      “I know,” he said.

       “Then why...” Arasthea puffed in frustration. “Whatever. It doesn’t matter anymore. No matter what I say, you’ll just contradict me and get even more stubborn.”

        She went quiet again, pensive, somehow detached from the fact that Koshi was sitting right next to her, watching her closely, as if trying to memorize her finger movements and all the expressions crossing her face. The longer he stayed, the more tolerable his presence became to her, and soon she didn’t even realize he was still there.

       “What are you doing?” he asked, when his curiosity overcame his usual silence.

       “Weaving,” she said simply, and the braid started to take a circular shape of dry, dead grass and without any particular beauty, as if she were trying to make it look like a crown.

       “Why?”

       “Because I want to.”

        Koshi looked again at the small crown. “You don’t seem pleased with it.”

       “That’s because someone won’t shut up and is disturbing me.”

        Koshi didn’t know much about spirits or gods or immortal beings. But his whole life had been about observing, about knowing, about reading people, about knowing when to intervene and when not to, being calculated, measuring situations, reading thoughts, reactions, words, lies, and truths. If Arasthea, having spent so much time around humans as she said, was even a little like what Koshi already knew...

       “Are you mourning?” he asked, and Arasthea, staring at the crown, froze. The strands tightened around her fingers.

       “I am,” she finally said.

       “Who?”

       “Does it matter?” she sighed. “You didn’t know him anyway. He lived and died before the fates even began planning your destiny, so it’s of little interest to you.”

       Koshi looked at the braid. “Is this how you grieve, you spirits of nature? Weaving crowns from whatever you can find?”

       “No. It’s just something we used to enjoy doing a long time ago. Nothing beautiful about it, but it’s something. Mine and his from seven hundred years ago.”

       Koshi suddenly felt as if his body left him behind, leaving only a huge emptiness in its place. Arasthea tied the two ends, forming a circle too large for her head—so it had to be for him, whoever she was talking about.

      She looked at the crown and gently closed her eyes. She might’ve cried if Koshi hadn’t been there.

       It was an eternal sorrow—Koshi could tell at least that much. Just as he knew Arasthea mourned the loss of Kandra, and after having seen her nearly lose Lady Caiome as well. Koshi had been there all the while when Arasthea took care of her, healing her. She scolded her, but her gaze was focused, as if holding something fragile in her hands she didn’t want to let disappear. She cared more than she would ever admit.

       Koshi took a few twigs and started to work with them, while Arasthea turned toward him, curious. Koshi made a bow, then shaped it into petals, and from the rest of the petals he made a short stem. The little flower looked crooked and twisted, with twigs broken in places, but he still held it out to Arasthea. She simply looked at it.

       Koshi took the crown from her hands and threaded the stem through the braids. Then he made another just as quickly and placed it on the crown as well.

       “That’s surprising,” said Arasthea. “To think you can do something like that.”

       “This is my token to you,” Koshi said, handing the crown back to her, not spectacularly more beautiful, but fuller, "in exchange for your mourning."

       Arasthea took the crown in her hands, knowing he would to like it, and laid it in her lap, running her fingers over the dried flowers.

       “I had a brother a long time ago. We were both born from the same tree trunk. The roots went so deep into the earth that they could touch the other side of existence—that’s where I come from. And the branches were so tall they could touch the sky, and no bird, no cloud, no mountain ever reached their peaks—that’s where he was born. We used to love traveling together; finding the most beautiful flowers and making the most beautiful crowns. He was made of light, and laughter, and life. He used to adorn the branches of the tree with crowns of hope and webs of dreams, bracelets of songs and music and rings of strength and passion. And he used to rest at the tree’s roots, sleeping for hours and listening to the stories of the leaves and the wind. He found beauty in everything. He loved everything... Truly everything. Even things like this,” she pointed at the braided crown in her hands. “He even loved people. But then the tree got sick, just like the whole land, like all the people, and so did the two of us. And the only way to live was for one to sacrifice the place they were born from. I didn’t know that, living in the depths of the earth, but he knew, with the wisdom of the sky. He cut the branches to restore the roots of the tree and save the land that had dried out and the illness that had spread everywhere.
       When I woke up from my sickness, the first and last time I was ever sick, he was already dead. He died alone and scared, saving everyone else, but he died happy along with his branches, because he protected something he loved dearly. I hated him for it, and I still do, just as I hate Kandra for dying to save Caiome, and just as I hate Caiome for almost dying for everyone else in this land. If they would ask of you, you would die for them too. Everyone has someone or something to die for, so...”

       “So?” Koshi asked.

       Arasthea lifted her eyes slightly toward him, and even though he had never seen such an expression on her face before, Koshi understood quickly that something had broken inside her.

       “...so where does that put me?” she asked. "Everyone is dying eventually, sooner or later, and it’s such a pathetic thing to watch others cling to a drop of hope, overrun by fear and despair."

       Should he have told her that she too, when Lady Caiome faced the camazotz venom in the tunnels and slept for three days, was overtaken by the same fear as she changed her bandages and listened to the soft, fragile beat of her heart?

      He decided not to tell her.

      “Are you afraid of it? Of death?” Koshi asked instead.

      “What about you? Would you be scared if you were asked to die?”

       Koshi gently shook his head, and Arasthea couldn’t believe that answer. He saw it, so he reached again for the crown of dried grass and flowers.

      “I’m not afraid of what lies beyond death. I’d only be afraid of what I’d leave behind when I’m gone, knowing I couldn’t do anything about it. But as long as everything will be fine for those I left behind, it’s alright. I’m not scared.”

       Koshi lifted the crown and placed it on her head. As he suspected, it was too big for her, hanging slightly down the back. Neither the flowers nor the dried grass were in any way beautiful, or particularly fitting for her, but when Arasthea looked up at him with wide eyes, as if she couldn’t understand what he was saying, everything seemed to come alive again, glowing.

       “It looks better here,” he said. “It’s getting late. I should return before Lord Kamisato leaves. I shouldn’t leave Lady Caiome alone.”

      Koshi braced his palm and foot against the rock to get up, but Arasthea, without even knowing what she was doing, suddenly reached out for him, clutching his cloak in her fist and stopping him. Surprised, she clenched her teeth, and Koshi, even more shocked, caught her bare wrist, letting her lean on him.

      Arasthea glared at him, her jaw tight, lips pressed together. Her grip trembled slightly, cold like the air that touched her skin and the snow settling on her legs. She wanted to say something—anything—it didn’t matter.

      Take me with you... the words echoed in her mind like a distant prayer. Show me how to die fearlessly.

       He lived in the shadows and had no name, nothing to define him, and yet—even though she had lived for so much longer than him—it was as if she knew nothing, and he knew everything. He understood this world, and she didn’t, stumbling over every little feeling that crossed her path.

      And he saw it in the way that, every morning, she slipped away and vanished, as if she couldn’t face anyone or anything, not even Caiome. The two of them had been alone for so long, alone but together, and that was all they knew. But Caiome had started to learn things Arasthea hadn’t... and somehow, that overwhelmed her.

      Arasthea couldn’t speak, and his touch, a warm touch from a body that lived with so little. made her realize that there were things she could never have for herself.

       She slowly unclenched her fist and withdrew her fingers.

      “Sorry,” she said simply, letting her gaze fall back to the rock beneath her. “You should go, indeed.”

       “Are you planning to stay here longer?”

       “Don’t concern yourself with this.”

        Koshi sat back down as he had before. “I can stay a little longer. We could go back together.”

       Arasthea didn’t object, pulling her knees to her chest and hugging them. She rested her head on them, gazing at the horizon, where the ocean met the sky and the clouds were starting to disperse. And when she grew tired of staring into distant places, she tilted her head to the side.

        Koshi didn’t take off his mask or his hood, but it was astonishing how Arasthea could still see the moment any muscle in his face moved. And how sometimes, when he swallowed, he moved the fingers of his right hand, like a tic. Sometimes he moved his lips without saying anything and without even intending to. It was as if he were playing with her, teasing her exaggerated attention toward him, attention she had also given him a few nights ago when he got up and left first. But now, he stayed.

       He didn’t take off his mask or his hood...

       Maybe next time, Arasthea thought.

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       When Caiome and Ayato had returned to their bedroom – because for the past few weeks, that’s what it had become, with Caiome only sleeping in her own room on rare occasions – Mitsuko was just leaving, wearing a subtle smile as she wished them good morning a bit too cheerfully. She tried not to make it obvious, just like many of Ayato’s staff did, yet still sneaking glances at them. 

       "Do you have any idea what that was about?" Ayato asked as he closed the door behind him.

       The first thing Caiome noticed upon entering – because it was something unfamiliar – was the teacup on the small table by the fireplace, which could only be hers, since Ayato always took his medicine before going out for a walk.

        "Absolutely no idea," she shrugged and sat down at the table without even taking off her cloak, picking up the cup between her fingers.

       The liquid was nearly black, and the porcelain was hot, and Caiome could already taste the bitterness. It wasn’t like she had a choice, anyway. She lifted the cup and took a sip. Just as she expected, it was completely bitter, making her grimace and even shiver. And she had to drink this without a bit of sugar?

        She heard Ayato chuckling somewhere in front of her as he changed into a more elegant coat, light blue with silver embroidery on the sleeves and hem. His accessories were in a small nearby box, which he quickly grabbed, then ran a hand through his hair, fixing it as if it had just been brushed. There was a playful glint in his eyes.

       "Is that the tea Arasthea gave you?" he asked.

       "Hm?" Caiome replied, then frowned. "Who told you? Mitsuko?"

       Ayato fastened his coat buttons and tied the small cords into bows, then walked over to Caiome. He sat beside her and embraced her completely, leaning over her and planting kisses somewhere between her cheek and jaw, short and firm kisses, as if he couldn’t stop feeling the softness of her skin against his lips, reliving the moment over and over.

        "Of course I know," he said, his face buried in her shoulder and hair, inhaling deeply, just as he had done all night without getting enough. "Not from Mitsuko."

       Then...

       "Koshi eavesdropped?!" she said, grabbing him by the shoulders and trying to straighten him up to look him in the eyes, demanding answers.

       Ayato looked at her with a sly, almost feline smile and shook his head slightly. "I have to admit, Arasthea works fast, considering that was something I asked her to do, like a favour," he said, straightening his back and sliding his hand under hers, kissing its back, still holding her around the waist with the other arm.

       It took Caiome a few seconds to understand what he meant. No wonder Arasthea already had boxes of herbs prepared... and she hadn’t told her anything, neither that she already knew, nor that Ayato had come to her earlier and shamelessly asked for help.

       Caiome grabbed a thin strand of Ayato’s hair and tugged it playfully. "Why do you do things behind my back? I can handle it myself. It’s not something you need to trouble yourself with."

       Ayato ran his lips gently over her fingers, not quite a kiss, more like a game. "It is as much for me as it is for you, my love."

       Caiome seemed to pout. "Anyway, shouldn’t you be going? You said you have an important meeting."

       "Don’t you think I should stay another five minutes?"

       "Just to watch me choke on this poison?" she pointed at the cup. "You can go peacefully."

       Ayato gently twisted her hand, catching the back of her palm with his fingers. He leaned closer, pressing her palm to his chest. His voice, once filled with childlike joy, turned into a whisper, almost seductive.

       "Seems like you are already getting bored of me? I thought I was better than that."

        Getting bored of him? she frowned. If it were up to her, she wouldn’t let him leave that bed, let alone that room!

       "Hmph," she huffed. "I just don’t want you getting so clingy you forget your duties."

       "Of course, of course."

       "Or your midday tea."

       "That goes without saying."

       Caiome shot him a look. "Stop it," she mumbled.

       "Stop what?"

       "Looking at me like that. You still have this habit."

       "Looking at you how?"

       How could she even describe it? Sometimes it was as if she was seeing the old Ayato. When his lashes fluttered and he gave her that fox-like smile, staring at her so intensely it made her feel like she was caught in his traps all over again. Of course, now it was easier to escape, but at the same time she felt a shiver inside her that made her stomach feel empty. And especially when she remembered some of his looks in more passionate contexts... it made her blood boil, though she couldn’t tell whether it was in a good or bad way.

       Ugh, this man...

       Caiome narrowed her eyes at him. "I think you’re being expected," she finally said, and Ayato chuckled.

       He kissed her lightly on the lips, gazing at her through his lashes. "Alright," he said. "You just make sure you drink that."

       Then he stood up with the same grace as always – movements that Caiome still watched as if she wanted to drink him in with her eyes – then threw his cloak over his shoulders and, with a loving look and a small smile, Ayato left the bedroom.

       Caiome nearly banged her head against the table, trying to calm down. Why could he be so... so calm, playing games like that, while she, at the mere memory of certain moments, felt her ears burning and her heart pounding, even when he wasn’t in the same room?

        Was it perhaps because of all the times Ayato had needed to keep calm that now nothing could shake that composed and controlled aura of his? Of course, there were moments – but not ones Caiome intentionally triggered. She could never believe that she had the same effect on him as he had on her.

       She gripped the cup and downed the tea, as if the bitter taste could calm her. It didn’t have the desired effect, but at least her mouth tightened so much that the desperate craving for a sweet biscuit made her forget about Ayato for a few seconds.

        Then she took her cloak, called Koshi to her with nothing more than the whisper of his name into the air, and teleported to Watatsumi Island together with Arasthea.

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        Unlike the other two locations, here Caiome could clearly see the scorched marks of the Gate in the ground. They weren’t complete, faded in some places, as if the blood with phlogiston hadn’t burned enough. Thus, it wasn’t a complete Gate, but it was nearly acceptable, which was no solution for Caiome.

       There were no remnants of anything nearby, as in the other two places, but there was a strange feeling coming from the scorched marks. Not as strong as the ones Tabai left behind, but somewhere nearby – which, again, was a bad sign. And something else, foreign, charged with energy and power. Caiome’s conclusion was starting to form more clearly: this energy, the tayiōhi birds kept here and not near Tabai, the ghost ships that appeared and disappeared along the sea routes...

       She had to take a short research trip to Seirai Island.

       Arasthea was staring at her intently once Caiome stood up, the tips of her fingers stained with scorched earth and dried blood mixed with dried lava. She recognized that look on her face — as if she knew she was close to a turning point, and now decisions and plans were coming. Arasthea had never liked her plans. They were dangerous and poorly thought out... at least, from her point of view.

       She sighed at last. "I’d like to see how you’ll get past Ayato to let you go to Seirai," she mumbled eventually. "If you suspect Tabai is hiding there, it won’t be easy to make all the preparations."

       "That won’t be necessary," Caiome shrugged. "I’ll go alone."

       "You really think that’s going to be possible, considering his personality? He’ll probably start preparing for war."

        "He can’t do that as long as we don’t have more information," Caiome replied, turning on her heel, looking for the nearest teleport point.

       "And you think he’ll send you?" Arasthea followed her. "Considering Tabai’s obsession with you, he might just kill you the moment he sees you."

       "It won’t come to that. Tabai and I won’t even meet," Caiome shook her head, with Koshi following close behind. "I’m going there as a little spy, not to pick a fight."

        "Unless, of course, you're planning to drop a mountain on them, for real this time," Arasthea rolled her eyes. Caiome was silent for several long seconds, making Arasthea flinch. "You’re not actually thinking of doing that, are you?" she asked.

        "Of course not," she said, waving her hand dramatically. "Especially if Tabai isn’t there."

        "Even if Tabai is there, you have to consider that if he dies before anything else, he’s probably got hidden plans and extra orders sent to his dogs."

       Of course Caiome had thought of that. If he dies in battle, direct or indirect, and if the weeds still survive, who knows what other plans Tabai might’ve put in motion as revenge. What if, in case of his premature death, he’s hidden other Gates in Inazuma that would activate with the blood of others? Or if Yoshimitsu hired more mercenaries to create chaos in case his plans were ruined? What if many civilians and innocent people would be harmed in the process?

       Ugh, it was downright exhausting to have to tread so carefully. In her time, confrontations were more direct. But now there were so many things she had to consider. Especially since she still felt Koshi’s eyes in the back of her neck.

       Caiome turned to him, folding her arms. "And what do you have to say?"

      Koshi blinked a few times. "Nothing," he said from behind the mask. "I agree with you and Miss Arasthea, my lady."

       "Ihim," Caiome mumbled, turning slowly on her heel. "Surprising to see you two agreeing on something."

       Because at the same time, she couldn’t shake the feeling of a tense atmosphere. Ever since Caiome and Koshi had gone to Arasthea’s room and called her to come with them, something had felt tense in the air. The glances between the two had been long, but without saying anything specific. Was there even anything to be said? Or were there so many things that no one knew where to begin?

        Whatever was between them, Caiome was very curious. She wouldn’t get anything out of Arasthea — too stubborn and annoying — but from Koshi... maybe...

        What was she even thinking? It had taken her months to get Koshi to express even a single objective opinion on anything and stop acting like a useful tool for her. Getting him to talk about personal things? That would take years.

        Just like the day before, in Ayato’s absence, Caiome started to grow restless and especially anxious. Mostly because Arasthea was actually right. How was she supposed to tell Ayato she wanted to go to Seirai Island, where their main enemy was supposedly hiding, and alone on top of that?

        She tried to prepare her speech — a speech that turned into the usual, with the same arguments as always, to the point where she was getting bored of her own words, which wouldn’t work on him anymore anyway. She knew Tabai best — and Ayato would say that wasn’t important if it was just a reconnaissance mission. She knew their organizational style well — and Ayato would say it was just as pointless to rely on that, since recently they'd been going in circles because they didn’t know what thread to follow. She knew the tribals’ abilities — and he would say that now that they might be able to open Gates, she could be attacked in a conflict, which wouldn’t be easy to resolve.

        Caiome hated how well she had come to know his counterarguments, even hearing his voice and tone in her head as she tried to lie to herself that she could still convince him.

        She just had to catch him in a good mood.

       And be in one herself, too.

       She spent half the afternoon with Thoma, helped Mizuki clean the weapons while encouraging him to talk to her, sparred with Kouta and Daisuke, and then helped Ayaka choose an outfit for an event the next day, which she had to attend on behalf of the Kamisato family. None of that really helped her forget or shake the feeling of anxiety, but at least she wasn’t in the bedroom biting her nails.

        She wanted to go into the city after Ayato, but Koshi told her he’d be back soon, and there was no point. She tried to sneak past him anyway, but Koshi was right — Ayato arrived home just a few minutes later.

        And he was frowning. And his face was slightly darkened. He didn’t seem outright angry, but something clearly displeased him, especially from the way he took off his cloak once he got into the bedroom.

        Caiome leaned against the door with her hands behind her, pressed between her back and the wooden frame. Ayato undressed silently, laying his coat on the folding screen painted with mountains, pine trees, and cranes flying among cherry blossom branches.

        "What happened?" she asked softly, and Ayato sat on the edge of the bed.

        "Objectively speaking, nothing important," he said.

        He tried to smile, but their eye contact was too brief for Caiome to believe it. She took small steps toward him, climbed the bed and knelt beside him.

        "Alright. Then subjectively speaking?"

       Ayato undid the bows of the small ties on his long wristbands almost blindly, exhaling in a different kind of half-laugh. This time, his gaze actually seemed amused.

       "Why do you look like that?"

        "Like what?" she asked.

        "Humble," he said. "Like you have never done anything wrong, like you are innocent, and like you do not have the power to ask for every thought from my mind. You pretend you do not know all that, when in fact you know very well what you are doing."

       Caiome frowned slightly, flinching as if the words had caught her off guard. "That’s not true," she shook her head. "I don’t do it on purpose."

       Ayato took off his wristbvands, almost tossing them onto the nightstand on his side of the bed. There was quite some time since they didn't deserve the proper attention from him anymore, certainly not more attention than the way he turned to Caiome, gently holding her chin between two fingers and kissing her firmly.

        "That makes it even worse, love," he said.

       Caiome mumbled into his short kiss, pulling back slightly, stopping him. "You still haven’t told me what this is about."

        Ayato didn’t look pleased about that, but Caiome probably wouldn’t kiss him again unless he told her. He straightened up again, this time unbuttoning the cuffs of his shirt. He didn’t seem as quick or controlled as he had been when removing the wristbands.

       "I had a small meeting, if you can call it that, with the other members of my family," he said, making Caiome blink fast.

        In the nine months she had known Ayato, Caiome had never heard him talk about his extended family — apart from a few lessons regarding heirs and other such things, back when she wasn't a Shuumatsuban yet. All the more reason why Caiome had never cared about them, except when it came to Uncle Shōichiro, who wasn’t just an uncle, but also a grandfather to a four-year-old boy. The boy wasn’t much affected during the epidemic, and Caiome never interacted with him directly, but she knew of him. Uncle Shōichiro had come to her personally to thank her for something Caiome barely remembered doing.

        Other than that, the rest of the family members were all adults, and Caiome had never had any reason to ask about them or reach out to them. Honestly, she didn’t even know if the other members of Ayato’s family knew who she was, whether they had seen her or just heard about her, considering how popular she had become lately, for better or worse.

        "With your family?"

       "Indeed," Ayato replied as if it were truly unimportant, just like he said.

       Caiome felt her stomach tighten. Too many rumours about Ayato’s possible marriage had surfaced lately, and pretty much everyone in Inazuma had been disappointed to hear that Lord Kamisato had no intention of marrying the daughter of the Kobayashi family. And what other reason besides that would warrant such a formal meeting with other family members, when that kind of gathering usually happened over a cup of tea?

        And gods knew they'd have plenty to say about that subject.

        Caiome cleared her throat. "So what exactly did they want?"

        "Well, you know that my father died at the beginning of September, and my mother six months after him. Since we couldn’t hold the anniversary memorial for him because of the epidemic, we agreed, along with the Kamisato side of the family, to hold it together with my mother’s, in mid-February. The problem is that it would have taken place during the Seizetsu no ki period, a string of festivals and temple visits for the gods and local spirits, which forbids the organization of other events, including weddings or funerary anniversaries. Seizetsu no ki falls on a different period every year, settled on New Year's night by the temple and then made public to the civilians. So, we have to reschedule the anniversary of my parents’ death once again."

        "Oh," Caiome said, suddenly feeling more at ease. Then she realized that wasn’t the most appropriate or empathetic reaction to the subject — they were talking about his dead parents, for all the gods’ sake! "I mean," she added, "when do you plan all of this?"

       "Next week," he said simply.

       "And how long is this period when you're not allowed to do... all that stuff?"

       Ayato chuckled lightly, more like a snort. Caiome was still kneeling beside him, her hands on her thighs, playing with the hem of her kimono shirt. She still had a lot to learn about the cultural aspects of Inazuma, but Ayato didn’t mind the curiosity in her eyes and the sparkle that danced there when she looked at him so cluelessly.

       "Three weeks. Plus one week prior for preparations, which obviously have to be organized..."

      "...by the Yashiro Commission."

       "Indeed."

        Caiome smirked, displeased. "You haven’t mentioned any of this until now. The preparations and these festivals, I mean."

        "Well, last year, the Seizetsu no ki took place around the same time, so I assumed it wouldn't be the same again this year — same season, I mean. I thought Lady Guuji Yae would inform us that we would be expected to hold the rites in spring at the earliest, but in reality, it is the local spirits and gods who decide. Not Lady Yae. She is just the messenger, the intermediary between us and the divine, so it is not really up to us."

        "Ah."

        "But it will be fine. Ayaka already knows how to plan everything, and I will just be the one giving official approval — for activities, pilgrimages, temple services, and so on." Ayato chuckled while untying his fur-lined boots. "That is probably why Lady Yae thinks I have gotten a bit lazy lately, ever since Ayaka came of age and can do everything legally in my place."

        Caiome cleared her throat, coughing into her fist — a totally subtle and natural gesture, of course...

       "Is there... something I can help with?"

       What on earth made her ask that all of a sudden? She still had to tell Ayato that she needed to go to Seirai Island on a solo mission. Technically, she didn’t have time for this — for festivals that, compared to the danger ahead, were nothing. And as he said himself, he didn’t have anything important to do.

       But Caiome also couldn’t ignore the fact that, if she wasn’t careful, Ayato could end up sick again: Seizetsu no ki, his parents’ memorial, the organization, Tabai, and whatever else was eating up his time lately. Most civilians were still celebrating the New Year, and he’d been in meetings since the very first morning of the year.

       And she also couldn’t ignore the fact that, when the rumour that Ayato was courting Yuriko spread, the maid had mentioned that Ayaka had too much work to do and couldn't travel like she wished to, weighed down by the family’s responsibilities. Sure, Caiome couldn’t help all that much, definitely not enough to give Ayaka a few vacation days, but at least a little...

        Ayato glanced up at her from below, tugging at the rest of the laces until the boots rested beside the edge of the bed. He leaned toward her, wrapping his arms around her, supporting himself with the heels of his palms on the mattress. Their noses and lips nearly touched. Ayato looked playful; Caiome looked serious.

       "I thought we had agreed it was enough that you are here, with me, far away from Tabai at least for now."

       Caiome put a hand on his face to keep him from kissing her, trying to buy his way in with romantic tricks. "Not even close," she said.

       She had pulled all of them into her world and the fate that had followed her relentlessly because of her poor decisions. Ayato and the others had let her become part of their world in spite of all that — so yes, Caiome was going to get involved as much as she could.

       Ayato took her wrist in his hand, moving it away from his face, pretending to be thoughtful as he stared at the ceiling.

       “Well, let us see. You are running an entire investigation concerning a very dangerous man who doesn’t only threaten you, but all of Inazuma because he has allied with a traitor wanted not just by the Shuumatsuban, but also by royal decree; you manage to oversee a large part of the smaller, individual investigations, which means less work for me; you still find time to personally train my guards, which you seem to greatly enjoy...”

        “It’s just something to kill time with.”

        “...and you manage to take care of me down to the smallest detail, as if I might die once I step outside the door.”

        “Not doing that would stress me more than actually doing it.”

         Ayato finally smiled, seizing the perfect opportunity to quickly kiss her. “I think you really are doing enough.”

         He leaned over her gently until she laid back on the mattress, sinking into the sheets. He guided her hand to his shoulder, led it across his back, and laid her entire arm around him as he embraced her.

        “But if it would make you feel better, you can ask Ayaka to let you handle a few pilgrimage itinerary discussions with Lady Yae. I know how much you adore her.” The sarcasm was obvious.

       Caiome didn’t get the chance to say she agreed before Ayato kissed her again.

      Some time later, Caiome lay in bed, covered up to her chest with the blanket, while Ayato sat propped on his elbows beside her, looking down at her, his fingers brushing through the strands of hair tucked behind her ear, both naked and cozy.

       His eyes had a peaceful, yet slightly distant look in them, as if he was thinking about something completely different, while Caiome watched him from below, her arms tucked under her pillow. She wanted to ask him something, anything, but the rhythm in which he stroked her cheek was so calm that she didn’t dare disturb him, and he looked so at peace with himself. It was rare to see Ayato truly like this, and she never had the heart to interrupt him.

        “I apologize if I have been too persistent these past few days,” he said at one point, his whisper dissolving into the dim light of the flickering fireplace.

       Caiome blinked, surprised to hear him speak. “Persistent? About what?”

       “This scenery? This image of you next to me. I can not help myself, but then it seems I am being too selfish.”

       Ah... that’s what he was worried about now? It wasn’t like she ever wanted him to stop. Sometimes he did seem more restrained, when it looked like he was holding onto her for too long, like he couldn’t find an ending, but now that she heard him say it out loud... Caiome almost felt annoyed.

        She propped herself up as well and gave him a gentle shove on the bare shoulder, making him fall back as much as he could, his shoulders and head resting against the headboard and his back pressing into the pillows beneath him. Caiome skilfully positioned herself somewhere on his thighs, somewhere on his waist, or somewhere in between.

       “With all due respect, my lord,” she said with an irritated smile, “shut that beautiful mouth of yours.”

        More time passed before they finally had to get up, get dressed, and go down for dinner. Mitsuko, as usual, brought their food into Ayato’s office where they would likely remain until midnight—it was their business what they did there.

       Only, Ayato and Caiome had barely stepped onto the first floor when they heard the entrance doors slam open against the walls, followed by a ragged voice, gasping breaths, and heavy footsteps hitting the wood. Caiome and Ayato looked at each other before heading toward the living room, but just as they turned the corner, Mrs. Nakamura crashed into them, grabbing Ayato’s shirt before her legs gave out entirely.

        “My lord,” she said, repeating it through heavy breaths.

       Mrs. Nakamura collapsed downward, and Ayato followed, holding her by the arms. Caiome crouched beside them, grabbing Mrs. Nakamura’s arm as well. She was trembling, and her grip was tight enough to tear fabric if pulled too hard. Her face was twisted, her eyes wide and wet with tears that stained her cheeks—desperate and terrified.

       “My lord, please, I beg of you, help me,” she finally said.

       “I will hear you out,” Ayato told her, placing a hand on her shoulder, kneeling in front of her while Mrs. Nakamura fully dropped to the floor. “But first, you need to calm down and tell me what happened.”

        “My daughter...” she said with a trembling voice, looking from him to Caiome and back again. Her lips shook just as badly, barely managing to speak. “I can’t find my daughter. She’s been missing since New Year’s night and no one, no one, knows where she is. They’ve taken my daughter, I know they’ve taken her.”

       “Who?” Ayato asked.

       Mrs. Nakamura shook her head. “I don’t know who, but I know she’s been taken, just like all the others before her. Please, help me find her. The Tenryou Commission can’t help me in any way, so please, my lord, I beg you...”

       But she couldn’t speak anymore. She started to sob uncontrollably and collapsed into herself.

       Oh, Caiome was really going to kill someone this time. 

 

Notes:

First of all, I finally managed to post a new chapter. I've had way too much to do lately.

But let’s talk about the chapter. Yes, I was feeling very romantic when it came to these two... couples?... here. Koshi and Arasthea aren’t exactly a couple, but let’s be honest… we all know where this is heading. And then... I was planning for Caiome to meet the rest of Ayato’s family (I warned you from the beginning that my man has other family members and MANY, I could add) in the extra chapters after the main storyline of the fan-fiction ends (there aren’t that many events left to go through, and we’re getting close to the end). Yes, I intend to do *that* cliché — the one I’m tired of but still love every time — the noble man and the girl who doesn’t fit the high-society standards (even if it doesn’t seem all that strict in the game). But hey, if you think about it, this kind of trope can be interpreted even from the title, so not my fault for falling into the trap.

Besides that, some time ago I had a conversation with a friend about the fact that, unlike in the beginning, there’s no longer any conflict between Caiome and Ayato. So let’s talk about it, in case anyone else has been thinking the same thing until now.

They are full-grown adults who fell in love with the right person for them. They’ve changed up to a certain point, but not *because* of each other — rather, by becoming better people for themselves and *for* each other at the same time. On the other hand, conflicts between characters who end up a couple are usually based on a difference in ideologies, in the most rational scenario, which isn’t the case for these two: regarding Tabai, they share the same opinion and the same goal; regarding the Inazuma, Ayato has always aimed to protect it, and Caiome grew attached to it over time — especially since the epidemic — hence the same ideology about protecting the nation. Therefore, I have no reason to create a conflict between them, and anything I might come up with would be stupid. The only thing that could create some conflict between them is their protective side towards the other one, which, let's be honest, they do it out of love, not because they would hate the other's opinion about how to handle something. Again, they are full-grown adults in a romantic relationship with the right person, someone who wouldn't make them doubt their choice. Yes, I do enjoy healthy relationships.

That’s about it. I don’t know how long it’ll take until I write the next chapter, but I’m not giving up on the story, don’t worry. I have waaay too many ideas for side stories as well.

Chapter 107: Chapter 107 ~ The New Year's Mystery and the Little Potter

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       It took Ayato a while to calm Mrs. Nakamura down enough to guide her into one of the salons. He gently sat her down on a chair while she still clung tightly to his clothes, trembling all over. Her gaze seemed distant and unfocused, and Caiome could see the way she was dissociating from the people around her.

       Mitsuko quickly made her a calming cup of tea. Mrs. Nakamura couldn’t let go of Ayato right away—it took a few whispered words to make her realize that Mitsuko and Lord Kamisato were still in front of her, waiting. Caiome stood a few steps back, alongside Koshi. There was no need to overwhelm her, especially considering how pale she looked, as if she couldn’t even breathe properly.

        Mitsuko was the one who eventually took her hand and placed the teacup in her palm, wrapping her fingers around it. And only at the warmth of the cup did Mrs. Nakamura seem to start pulling herself together.

        “It’s alright,” Ayato said when the trembling seemed to subside. “Can you tell me exactly what happened?”

        Mrs. Nakamura nodded slightly, pulling back her other hand and wrapping it around the cup. She was just starting to realize how impolitely she had grabbed at her lord’s clothes. Her hair had fallen from its usual perfect bun, a few strands draping over her hunched shoulders, and all of a sudden, Mrs. Nakamura looked smaller and more fragile.

       She no longer had the stature of the lady who used to scold and hit Caiome with a rag for leaving muddy footprints around the house or who would sharply criticize her whenever something wasn’t done right; she was no longer the woman who dictated the flow of everything in the entire estate, ensuring every detail was in perfect order, building the Kamisato family’s reputation.

        She was just a worried mother, desperate to find her child.

       She took a deep breath, reminding herself she had to breathe.

       “Himeko was always the kind of person who couldn’t sit still. She’d go away for days and come back with some new discovery or project, or something else entirely, so it’s not unusual for her to be absent. But always, always,” she insisted, gripping the teacup tightly, “every day, every morning, she sends me a letter telling me she’s alright. That she’s eating properly. That she’s taking care of herself and staying safe from bad weather and danger. That she’ll come home.”

       Her slender fingers traced the rim of the teacup, though she didn’t seem to have any intention of taking a sip. She was still trembling. Her clothing was thin, and Caiome couldn’t tell whether the shaking was from the cold or fear—maybe both.

        She turned to the fireplace, poking the fire that made the wood crackle, and with every crackle, Mrs. Nakamura flinched slightly.

       “She didn’t want to stay home for New Year’s,” Mrs. Nakamura continued. “She said she had an incredible opportunity that night and that she couldn’t miss it—something about the moonlight, the position of the stars—I couldn’t keep up. I didn’t listen all the way through because I didn’t want to hear about another one of her adventures. I was well aware of all the recent disappearance cases, and even though all the civilians came back safely, I didn’t want her to leave unaccompanied. It was New Year’s, no one wanted to take a security job for her. We had a terrible fight. I thought I’d made her understand. But Himeko still left. Even so, she kept sending letters—on the morning of New Year’s Eve, on New Year’s Day, even after that. But this morning, I didn’t receive anything. Not even a note.”

        She took a deep breath, nearly choking, and her eyes turned red, on the verge of tears. But she quickly composed herself.

        “I went to the Tenryou Commission, to the authorities, I explained the entire situation, but there’s nothing they can do. They told me there’s no evidence to suggest that Himeko was kidnapped, mostly because everyone knows her, everyone knows how she disappears without notice and comes back the same way. I told them about the letters, but they didn’t consider that solid evidence either. One missing letter doesn’t prove someone’s absence. I asked them at least to look through the previous letters, maybe find a clue, but they said they couldn’t identify anything. On top of that, the 24-hour rule doesn’t even apply in Himeko’s case because of her occupation. I searched everywhere around here, asked everyone if they’d heard anything about her, until I came here, my lord.”

       Mrs. Nakamura looked up at Ayato, gripping the teacup so tightly her knuckles turned white, and her lip started to tremble.

       “I believe you’re the only one who can help me now. Himeko always takes her messenger pigeons with her. There’s no way she wouldn’t send a letter. Please, my lord, help me find my daughter. I’ll do anything, whatever you ask of me, I’ll give you my whole life, just help me find her.”

       Ayato took her fragile hands in his. “There is no need for such words,” he said, his voice gentle, almost a whisper, the voice Caiome knew all too well in her own moments of distress. “Regardless of the reason, of the needs, of what you’d give up, no matter what happened, I would still help you, you know that well. You are one of my people, and so is Miss Himeko, and it is my duty to keep you both safe. So you don’t need to beg me. But first, I need you to calm down and trust me, alright?”

       Mrs. Nakamura nodded slowly. “Anything you need, my lord.”

       “The letters Miss Himeko sent you... Do you have them with you?”

       Mrs. Nakamura nodded quickly, and setting the teacup down on the small table next to her, she pulled out three opened envelopes from the wide sleeve of her kimono. Ayato took them gently, as if he might startle her.

       “Good. We will take it from here.”

       “But—”

       Caiome finally stepped forward, standing behind Ayato, and Mrs. Nakamura looked up at her. There was something strange in the way Caiome’s expression and demeanour changed as she looked down at her. Her reddish eyes were no longer playful or mischievous, there was none of the girl who used to make her days difficult.

       “It’s already clear enough that we’ll do everything in our power to find Himeko,” she said. “You know both of us very well, especially Ayato, if you chose to come to us. So you know he’s more than capable of helping you. And I can also promise that I won’t stop until I find Himeko.”

       “But for that,” Ayato continued, “we will need Mitsuko to take care of you, to help you rest, and Miss Arasthea will stay by your side until we decide what to do next. If we have any questions or doubts, we will come to you. And if we find out anything, no matter how small, we will let you know.”

       Mrs. Nakamura opened her mouth to say something, but she felt her strength leave her. And in the end, there really was nothing more she could do. It was no longer up to her, and there was nothing else she could contribute with.

       So she simply nodded softly.

       “I thought I sensed some tension down here,” Caiome suddenly heard Arasthea speak, making her turn quickly toward her. She was standing by the entrance door, the only bright white figure in the shadows of the winter evening and the reddish firelight. “Do you need me?”

       “Yes,” said Caiome, helping Mrs. Nakamura to her feet, holding her by one arm, while Mitsuko supported her by the other. “Help her calm down. And maybe something to help her sleep, too.”

       “I don’t want to sleep,” Mrs. Nakamura shook her head.

       “Well, you can’t stay up the entire night either,” Caiome replied, then let out a soft sigh. “I know very well what it feels like for someone to disappear and to be so desperate that you can’t find peace. I’ve felt it too many times by now and I’ve felt it even after I arrived here. We’re exactly the same. And Ayato knows that too,” she added, glancing briefly at him before turning back to Mrs. Nakamura. “And that’s exactly why we’ll do everything we can to find Himeko. But we can’t do that if we’re also worrying about you.”

        Mrs. Nakamura was silent for a few seconds. She, too, looked at Lord Kamisato and recalled the few days when Caiome had gone missing. It had happened on a mid-winter day, right in the middle of an investigation at the stone quarry. Caiome had taken the role of Kamisato family representative, as the matter involved Yashiro Commission territory. After a battle with a creature—of which only remnants were later found—she had disappeared.

       Lord Kamisato had acted like a madman during those few days. Desperate, he hadn’t slept a single hour, never stayed in one place, his eyes were red and swollen, and he was restless. He wouldn’t listen to anyone—not her, not Mitsuko, not Thoma, not even Lady Ayaka. Anyone who tried to approach him and calm him down was immediately driven off with sharp words Mrs. Nakamura had never imagined coming from his mouth.

       Ayato made everyone feel like they weren’t doing enough to find her, while simultaneously blaming himself.

       “You’re right,” she finally said. “I’ll go rest.”

       Caiome tried to smile, though she knew it looked terrible. In the end, Mrs. Nakamura left the salon, leaving only Caiome, Ayato, and Koshi behind.

       Ayato had already taken the three letters out of their envelopes and started reading them. Caiome stood beside him, reading over his shoulder, but everything seemed... so normal.

       My dear, beautiful and gorgeous mother, the first letter started.

       I sincerely apologize for having to leave in secret and for only being able to send you a letter, but you must understand how important this is for me. There will never be another night like this to accomplish what I intend—this is a discovery far too great for my future. This knowledge is so much more than I could have asked for. But don’t worry, I’ll be back in a few days and, as usual, I’ll keep sending you letters telling you what I’m doing and how everything is going.

       Right now I’m between the Yūyō Hills, and I must admit, the map is giving me a bit of trouble, but I’m confident that by tomorrow night, when the clock strikes midnight, I’ll find the cave I’ve been talking about these past few weeks. It’s not as cold as I expected, probably thanks to the protection from the surrounding geography, and I’ve brought enough food and medicine just in case. Everything is as well-planned as any other investigation I’ve done, so please don’t worry too much about me.

       If it’ll make you feel better, I’ll send you a letter tonight too, once I’ve found the cave entrance or at least a place to shelter from any possible storm.

       With love, Himeko.

       “Yūyō Hills?” Caiome asked. “Isn’t that on Yashiori Island?”

       “Yes,” Ayato replied. “Somewhere in the southeast. It’s a relatively weather-safe area, as the wind currents are not too strong and it doesn’t have wide open spaces, but because of the narrow cliffs, it can be just as dangerous.”

       “Ugh,” said Caiome. “What was Himeko even doing there in the first place—especially now?”

       Ayato sighed and sat on the edge of the table where Mrs. Nakamura had been, where the steaming teacup still remained. The letter was still in his fingers as he stared at it, analysing the words, but there wasn’t much to extract.

       “Do you remember what I told you about the conflict between Watatsumi Island and the rest of Inazuma, led by the Tenryou and Kanjou Commissions?”

       Caiome nodded. “The one where your father secretly opposed the Shogun. But what does that have to do with Himeko? Or with her disappearance?”

       “Not with her disappearance exactly, but with the fact that Himeko’s father was caught in that conflict as well.” Ayato set the letter down. “The Nakamura family was a low-ranking noble family very loyal to the Kamisato family for over 150 years, and Nakamura Akimitsu was no exception. In fact, he was so close to our family that, even though he wasn’t part of the Shuumatsuban, he knew of its existence. He was my father’s closest confidant. But because of his courage and loyalty, Lord Akimitsu died on the shores of Watatsumi Island. Miss Himeko had just been born. Her father was still on the front lines and never got to see her before the attack happened. His death struck my father as a tragedy, and his health worsened after that. Naturally, I took responsibility for Miss Himeko and her education. The best teachers, the best academies, the best studies. She and Ayaka studied together for a while until clan duties and Himeko’s passion for archaeology and history led them down separate paths. Over time, Miss Himeko joined the Circle for the Study of Magical and Elemental Artifacts, and ever since, she has been on a constant mission to uncover as much as possible. The Circle, of course, is supported by various investors from noble families, not just those within the Yashiro Commission, but such research is authorized by the Commission... by me. Just like Asahi went to Tsurumi Island to research the soil.”

       “So that’s why you didn’t want Mrs. Nakamura hanging around? You already knew what this was about?”

       Ayato nodded. 

       “Miss Himeko came to me three years in a row to get approval for this research, but too many factors kept me from allowing it. First of all, she is Ayaka’s age, so at the time, she was still a minor. I couldn’t sign off on a project for someone who hadn’t even turned eighteen. She could have joined as a participant or assistant, but that would have meant she wouldn’t have received full credit if she made the discovery she believed in, so she chose to wait until she came of age. Once that happened, the Vision Hunt Decree, the conflict between the Shogun and the Resistance broke out, and circumstances didn’t allow her to leave. Finally, she came back to me last November, asking for approval. She told me everything—about how, under the moonlight on New Year’s, there is a cave that reveals itself only once a year.”

       “And did you sign it?”

       Ayato shook his head. “She wanted to go alone. Her argument was that the larger the research team, the more dangerous it would be, since the area was expected to be limited in space. I told her I couldn’t agree to that. And from what I can see now, it seems she decided to take the risk and go on her own.”

       “Without permission,” Caiome said.

       Ayato opened the second letter. In it, Himeko simply reassured her mother that everything was fine, that she had found shelter and hadn’t fallen ill, that she was healthy and would successfully complete her research—that she would return home as the most skilled researcher in all of Inazuman history, or perhaps even more famous than that.

       “Do you happen to know the exact location she went to? We should first assume she just had some sort of accident. If she really left spontaneously, without telling anyone, then Shimizu couldn’t have known where she was in order to carry out his idiotic plans and kidnap her, just to bring her back to the city, to her mother, later.”

       “There is just one small problem,” said Ayato. “Miss Himeko and Lady Inoue are good friends. Even though Lady Inoue is younger than Miss Himeko, they share the same interest in this type of research. Her departure may have seemed impulsive to us and to Lady Nakamura, but Miss Himeko had weeks to plan it. It wouldn’t be surprising if she had told Lady Inoue about her plans.”

       “So what? Inoue doesn’t trust Shimizu anyway. If they’re such good friends, Inoue wouldn’t go and tell him what Himeko was planning just to help him somehow.”

       “That is possible. But, according to the organization’s reports from the last few weeks, Lord Shimizu was often seen around both Lady Inoue and Miss Himeko. It wouldn’t be surprising if Miss Himeko had mentioned something about her plans in front of Shimizu. We can’t rely on the idea that Himeko knew Lady Inoue didn’t trust Shimizu, or that she wouldn’t have said anything.”

       Caiome groaned and sighed at the same time. “Talking about bad timing and circumstances... So now what?”

       Ayato opened the third letter. “Here, she says that at the time of writing the letter, Miss Himeko was at the base of the Kigin Cliffs. When she showed me her research route, she said she didn’t know the exact location of the cave, but it was somewhere near there.”

       “Good,” said Caiome. “Then we’ll search there first.” She looked outside at the darkening sky. “Though... it might be a bit complicated. Besides, we can’t go in a large group, we’d draw too much attention. And like you said yourself, the more people, the more dangerous it becomes. But even so... if we have to assume Himeko really was kidnapped by Shimizu’s people, and Tabai’s mercenaries too...”

       “The mission will take place at first light,” said Ayato, repacking the letters and placing them back in the envelopes. He turned to Koshi. “Prepare the Shuumatsuban, only three jonin members. Don’t let too many others in the organization find out. Let them focus on their own investigations into Tabai and the Gates.”

        Koshi, who had been silent until then, bowed his head and disappeared into the night, while Ayato turned to Caiome.

       “As for us, we should rest as much as we can.”

       Caiome frowned. “You’re coming too?”

       “Of course,” he said as he walked past her thoughtfully, eyes down, pacing toward the half-open salon door. “If it is about Lady Nakamura and Miss Himeko, there is nothing that would stop me from helping them personally.”

       Caiome rushed to catch up with him, following him down the manor’s halls toward the stairs leading to the upper floor, to the bedroom. “I mean... I understand the determination, but don’t you have other things to do? You said Ayaka has to handle that... uh... festival of yours that’s forcing you to hold the funeral anniversary early, so you’ll have to deal with that yourself. We don’t know how long it’ll take to find Himeko... I can just go with Koshi. I meant it when I promised I’d do everything I could to bring her back, even if I have to kill Shimizu with my own hands.”

       Ayato shook his head slightly.

       “And not just that...” Caiome grabbed his arm, stopping him. “What if something happens here and the organization needs you?”

       To that, Ayato just smiled. “Ayaka is here, and she knows everything she needs to about the investigations.”

       Caiome frowned. She didn’t remember Ayato ever saying that Ayaka would be involved in any of the organization’s investigations. Or maybe he had mentioned it, and she just didn’t pay attention.

       “Besides, I feel the same way you do,” he continued. “How would you react if I told you not to go?”

       Caiome rolled her eyes, stomped her foot, and dropped her head like a scolded child. “I’d go anyway.”

       “I am glad we agree on that.”

       Caiome let out a loud sigh and turned toward the hallway—but only took a few steps before noticing something that seemed out of place. A family portrait hanging on the wall showed the Kamisato family: Kazashi and Yuna on the sides, and in the middle, a very young Ayaka on her mother’s side, while on the father’s side stood Ayato, no older than eleven.

       Caiome frowned. “That’s new,” she said, pointing at the painting. “Why is it here? I saw it in your parents’ bedroom.”

       “Well,” said Ayato, looking at the portrait, then down at Caiome, “I was just following some very good advice. And I was getting bored of how the house looked with the same paintings as always. Besides,” he gestured to the interior of the mansion, “it is not exactly in plain sight, so I don’t need to worry. I thought it would make the place feel a little more alive.”

       But Caiome didn’t answer. She ran her fingers across the painting, touching the hem of Yuna’s kimono, but nothing more to not scratch or damage the painting.

       Leaving the painting behind, the two climbed the stairs to the upper floor, and suddenly, Caiome felt like she couldn’t quite breathe, as if someone had taken the air from her lungs for a second. Ayato didn’t notice, but Caiome felt her body grow warmer than usual.

       Yeah, it really had been a while.

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       Since it was much easier to reach Yashiori Island through teleportation, Ayato and Caiome agreed to meet the other Shuumatsuban members in the south of the island—a group made up of Ayato, Caiome, and four other jonin, including Koshi. Just enough for a research mission, but not too many to attract attention.

       Hidden near the beach, at an hour when the sun had not yet risen, dressed in black garments that covered them completely, except for their eyes, the six of them went over the plan one last time before both Caiome and Ayato let their elemental energy surround the others, ready to teleport.

       Caiome took her pill in the morning, the pill that was meant to lessen the effects of the sarasthuza. It was never the ideal treatment, but at least it stopped the fever from hitting too hard or making her feel too weak. In truth, they weren’t pills specifically made for sarasthuza, but something to strengthen her and her body. Powerful pills that might’ve crushed someone else’s heart in other circumstances.

       Caiome thought it was the pill making her feel like something was following her during the discussion with the jonin. She figured she was probably hallucinating.

       But she felt it very clearly the moment her elemental power surrounded not just four jonin, but also a fifth body, and once they were teleported, that fifth body landed face-first in the damp sand, right in the middle of the group, at their feet.

       Everyone blinked at the young soldier who dropped his spear, while the sword at his hip jabbed him in the ribs due to how he had fallen on his stomach.

       Caiome could recognize that mess of black hair flung in every direction, and she had seen that fall too many times during guard training not to know it was Mizuki who had just nearly bitten her boot.

       “What the...” she started, as Mizuki got up on his knees, rubbing his forehead slightly scratched by the roughness of the sand. Caiome kicked him in the leg.

       “Mizuki!” she shouted, making him flinch even more.

       Mizuki looked up, face-to-face with an angry Caiome, her eyes burning, and a frowning Lord Kamisato. He had never seen both of them looking at him like that before — at least, not at the same time. He gave a nervous laugh.

       “Hi,” he said, waving.

       “Hi?!” Caiome snapped. “What do you mean ‘hi’? You should be telling me what you’re doing here, not just ‘hi’.”

       Mizuki stood up, brushing the sand off his clothes. “You’ll have to forgive me, my lord, but I must insist on coming with you.”

       Caiome shoved him lightly in the shoulder. “Are you planning to ignore me?”

       Mizuki quickly grabbed his shoulder, rubbing it. “I’m not ignoring you,” he said. “It’s just that, given the situation, I think it’s easier to talk to Lord Kamisato than to you. At least I don’t think he’d hit me... ouch...”

       “No shit,” Caiome laughed. “Go home.”

       “No,” Mizuki replied. He turned to Lord Kamisato. “I heard that Mrs. Nakamura’s daughter went missing. I know her, so I can’t just sit back and do nothing if there’s something I can do. I want to help.”

       “Mizuki, we have an entire organization that could’ve helped us if we needed more people,” Caiome said. “Experienced people. Do you even know where we’re going? And besides, how do you know all this? How did you know when we were leaving and where we were meeting?”

       “I... spied.”

       “Who taught you how to spy?” she asked, hands on her hips.

       “You...?” Mizuki frowned, as if the answer was painfully obvious. Caiome stood there with her mouth slightly open. She looked at the jonin, who were all staring back with expressions that said, really?

       “I didn’t teach you so you could use it against me,” she snapped, grabbing him by the arm. “Come on, I’m taking you home.”

       Mizuki pulled away from her grip. “No!” he said. “Like I said, I want to help. I...”

       “All right, let us all calm down,” Ayato said, stepping between them before Caiome could grab Mizuki by the head and snap his neck. He turned to the young soldier. “Mizuki, I understand why you want to be here, but Caiome is right, there are enough of us for this, and you don’t have field experience. You would only make things more difficult.”

       He had to make Mizuki back off somehow. Mizuki knew about the organization’s existence, but not specifically about Tabai or Shimizu.

       “You don’t understand,” Mizuki shook his head. “Himeko is... my friend. I have just as much reason to be here as anyone else.”

       “Then so would Lady Inoue,” Ayato replied, “and Mrs. Nakamura, and anyone else who knows her and considers her a friend — or even more than that, right?”

       Mizuki froze for a good few seconds. “I’m aware of the disadvantages I could bring to the mission,” he said, all eyes now on him. “I might compromise everything. I’ve been thinking about that all night. And still, I’m here because I need to be. I really need to,” he insisted.

       Something in his tone made Caiome frown, arms crossed. Mizuki had always looked childish. No matter how serious the situation or the discussion, there was always something about him that made him seem as young as he was — probably a year or two younger than Caiome. Even when it came to the hardships at home, to Uta, to his father whose leg had to be amputated, Mizuki never quite seemed like he belonged in such serious circumstances.

       But now... something was different. A small desperation hidden behind his blue eyes; a raw determination in his voice; a strong resolve in the way he stood in front of Lord Kamisato, contradicting him.

       “Can you give me one clear reason why?” Ayato asked, and Mizuki paused, thinking.

       Then he muttered quietly. “Well, she talked to me about her projects a lot, I could help in that regard. And more than that... you, my lord, would’ve done the same if it had been Caiome instead of Miss Himeko. So...”

       Ah... that was it.

       Caiome looked at Ayato, and Ayato gave a small shrug, as if smiling beneath his mask. Caiome rolled her eyes. Ayato turned back to Mizuki.

       “Very well,” he finally said, and Mizuki couldn’t hide his smile. “But you will have to stay out of any danger. And you don’t leave our side, not even for a second. Understood?”

       Mizuki nodded quickly. “Of course, my lord!”

       Ayato gave him a pat on the shoulder. “Let us go.”

       Caiome looked at Mizuki. “You are so dead when we get back home.”

       “I think I can take that risk.”

       Caiome snorted, walking up to Ayato. “Why’d you let him come? It would've taken me a few seconds to take him home and get back. He shouldn’t be here.”

       “And neither should you,” Ayato said, casting her a sidelong glance. “You have a fever. Sarasthuza?”

       Caiome quickly looked away. “I’m fine. I took a pill, and I have them with me anyway.”

       “I know,” he said. “Arasthea told me. That is the only reason I didn’t say anything and let you come with me.”

       “Well, that’s new, coming from you. Normally, you wouldn’t have let me.”

       “Well, I couldn’t let us miss another chance to go on a mission together,” he gave her a smile under his mask, though her face showed she didn’t buy it. It didn’t sound like something he’d say. “Besides, I thought about the same thing. If I were in your place, what would I have done? I would have come, of course. And it is safer for you to be with me than to sneak around me, isn’t it?”

       “Maybe,” she said, lifting her chin. Caiome glanced back at Mizuki, who had sat beside Koshi, likely trying to feel more at ease. They walked shoulder to shoulder. She turned back to Ayato. “So, you knew?”

       “Knew what?”

       “That Mizuki is head over heels for Mrs. Nakamura’s daughter?”

       “Does Mizuki look like the most subtle person to you?”

       “No, but he...” she glanced again at Mizuki, who was trying to chat with Koshi. The jonin’s replies were short and to the point, if he even replied at all. “Doesn’t matter,” she sighed. “I think I was just surprised by the way he stood up to you. He didn’t seem to care much about the consequences.”

       Ayato just smiled. “In that case, I am glad.”

       “That’s his mistake, you know,” Caiome shot back.

       “Not for that.”

       “Then for what?”

      “Because you have such good friends. It makes me feel more at ease."

       Caiome just frowned at him, but didn’t have time to say anything else as they all approached the rocks at the edge of the shoreline.

       Beaten by the sea’s waves and the strong wind, the rocks had taken on an almost smooth appearance—cut in some places, eroded in the middle—and in the heart of winter and the morning chill, covered in a thin layer of snow and ice here and there, the rocks looked truly terrifying. And when Caiome looked at them, she wondered how someone like Himeko had the monstrous courage to walk among them alone.

       The group advanced, and Caiome felt obligated to keep turning around to keep an eye on Mizuki. A few times, Mizuki slipped, and Koshi caught him by the arm each time, supporting him. Once or twice, to stop him from falling and hitting his head against a rock, Caiome sent a gust of wind to catch him in invisible arms and place him back on his feet.

       Each time, Mizuki thanked her with a goofy smile on his face. Each time, Caiome told him he should’ve gone home. And each time, Mizuki threw a sarcastic remark her way, just like he was used to doing when it was just the two of them. He no longer seemed uncomfortable around the others. Probably because, with everyone dressed the same—except for him—they all seemed to have the same status in his eyes.

       And the fact that Caiome was first his friend, then everything else—her role beside Lord Kamisato and the fact that the lord was now her boyfriend—meant Mizuki didn’t seem as cautious now that they were away from society’s eyes.

       They had walked a long time among the rocks, guided by a map Himeko had given Ayato when she came to present her research project. And Caiome kept wondering, again and again, how Himeko had the courage to come here alone. They had stopped a few times and made a fire to eat by, then kept walking until they reached the point where Himeko should have arrived by nightfall.

       "Alright," said Caiome, "but if this cave she was looking for only opens on New Year’s Eve, how can we find it now? And more importantly, what if she got stuck in there?"

       "It doesn’t work like that," Mizuki frowned. "Himeko told me about her plans. The cave can’t be opened from the outside, but it can from the inside."

       "The problem is that we are on this side," said Ayato, looking toward the rocks that were starting to sink into the mountain. Their surface was no longer smooth, but jagged—cold and slippery.

        Mizuki approached Lord Kamisato, reaching for the map. "May I?"

       Ayato simply handed him the map. Mizuki took it, eyes on the ground and only half paying attention to his own steps as he moved away from the group, slipping past the other jonin. He walked ten steps, looked up at the rocks, then back at the map, and descended a few steps, again examining the stone walls.

       Caiome leaned toward Ayato. "I know we agreed to look for Himeko first where she said she was going, but what if this is really a waste of time? What if she’s not here and Shimizu kidnapped her and took her somewhere completely different?"

       "If that were the case, Shimizu would have released her by now and brought her back to the city. That is why we have to assume she is still here."

       "But Mizuki said the entrance can be opened from the inside. If Himeko actually found the cave on New Year’s Eve and found what she was looking for and wasn’t taken by Shimizu, don’t you think she’d have come back by now?"

       "Accidents can happen anywhere," Mizuki chimed in, approaching them again, and Caiome suddenly felt like a child caught hiding a secret from her mother. "Even if she did or didn’t find what she was looking for, something could’ve happened inside the cave. Although... unlikely, knowing her. And anyway, who is this Shimizu? Are you talking about Lord Shimizu Ryouta?"

       Maybe Caiome should have brought him up at a different time.

       "Uh..." Caiome mumbled. "Taken as in... rescued," she quickly corrected herself, since Mizuki just shrugged. He had heard of the people kidnapped by bandits and later found and rescued by Lord Shimizu.

       "Here!" Mizuki suddenly called, looking at a narrow crack in the stone wall.

       "What is that?" asked Ayato.

       "Himeko told me the easiest way to find the entrance is on New Year’s Eve, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t another back entrance that doesn’t depend on magical stuff, or whatever she calls it."

       "Then why was she so insistent on doing this trip specifically on New Year’s Eve?" asked Caiome.

       "She’s a researcher. It makes sense that she’d want to go through all the steps," Mizuki said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world and Caiome was just dumb. "She should be around here somewhere. This crack in the rocks is just a clue. Though we don’t know what’s beyond the shortcut or how to open it. I mean, Himeko didn’t say anything about it needing some special power, but also not that it could be opened by brute force."

       "There’s a draft coming from here," Caiome said, moving closer to the crack in the rock. "Just let me try," she grinned.

       "How about you don’t?" said Ayato, stopping her with an arm in front of her. "We don’t want to bring the whole mountain down on us."

       Caiome sulked. "I was just saying..."

       "My lord," came Koshi’s voice from behind them, making both of them turn toward him. "The sky’s clouding over. There might be a storm, and it’s getting dark."

       Ayato nodded.

       "But..." Mizuki said, gripping the map more tightly between his fingers. "Himeko’s inside, alone, probably hurt. We can’t just—"

       "How do we find and open this entrance?" Caiome interrupted.

       Mizuki clenched his jaw, quickly scanning the area around him. He knew he had to hurry if he didn’t want to be left out. Koshi’s warning wasn’t about giving up on opening the entrance—it was about rushing so they could take shelter inside.

       He quickly laid the map on one of the nearby boulders, then pulled out another map, while Caiome, taking a torch from one of the jonin, came closer to help him see better. The second map was a star chart laid out in diagrams.

       "I thought you said Himeko didn’t mention anything mystical," she said.

       "It’s not mystical," Ayato said, looking over Caiome’s shoulder at the star chart.

       "Lord Kamisato is right. It’s more about positioning. It’s just... if stars are involved, something has to be calculated, and I don’t know how. I mean, what exactly is supposed to be calculated? I just know that the second entrance should open somewhere in alignment with these stars here," he pointed. "But there are so many, I don’t know what it means. And Himeko didn’t know either, at least not when she told me about them."

       "This could get tricky," said Ayato. "It is too cloudy to determine the stars’ latitude or the parallax angle. Their perpendicular axis to the Earth's surface changes every day, so it would take us time to find it. We would need not only a clear sky but also some specific data."

       “Yeah, if it’s about altitude, it should be the sum of apparent height and the contribution of horizontal components.”

       “It does what?” Caiome asked.

       “You really need a math teacher,” Ayato told her, making her shoot him a scowl.

       Then the two of them went back to discussing mathematical things related to the sky, the position of stars, and something about arcseconds. Caiome looked at Koshi, and Koshi looked at Caiome—neither of them having any idea what to do. Neither of them seemed to understand even half of what Mizuki and Ayato knew. Well, with Ayato, it seemed normal for him to ramble about mathematical equations, but Caiome had never heard Mizuki talk like that before.

       “Should we try to stop them?” Caiome said.

       “I don’t think we should interrupt,” Koshi replied. “They seem very... invested in the conversation.”

       “Would you ever have thought your lord Kamisato would be trading thoughts on stars and math with one of his guards?”

       “Probably not, if it weren’t for the current circumstances.”

       At one point, Mizuki glanced back at the two of them, making them both straighten up, thinking he might need one of them. But Mizuki just turned back to Ayato.

       “I don’t think either of them would be much help,” Mizuki said.

       “Now that’s just rude,” Caiome mumbled.

       “Well,” said Koshi, “I really don’t think we have any kind of special training for this.”

       “Doesn’t it make you feel useless?” Caiome teased him, since Koshi always said his sole purpose in life was to be useful to Lord Kamisato. Which is why Koshi actually threw a sideways glance at his lady.

       Eventually, Caiome leaned on the boulder where the maps were spread, staring in boredom at the two sheets of paper laid side by side—especially the stars Mizuki had circled with his finger. Koshi stood beside her, back straight, appearing just as curious. Then both of them frowned. First at the maps, then at each other, then back at the maps.

       “Hey, guys?” Caiome called out, making Mizuki and Ayato—who seemed quite comfortable in their discussion—look up at her and Koshi. “These stars... aren't they the Little Potter constellation?”

       “Excuse me?” Mizuki said.

       “The Little Potter,” Caiome repeated, while everyone blinked at her. “No one’s ever heard of the Little Potter?”

       Koshi raised his hand. Caiome grabbed it and pushed it down, as if to say she already knew he knew, from the look he’d given earlier. Ayato and Mizuki looked at each other.

       Caiome placed her finger on the map, drawing lines between eight stars arranged in a zig-zag, forming an arc across the sky, each star marking an intersection between two lines.

       “It’s a constellation that appears in the middle of winter. A folk name from areas that aren’t heavily populated. It’s used as a navigation point in the desert.” She half-turned, pointing to a path shaped like that arc with rounded corners. “And that path just happens to look a lo~ot like the shape of the constellation.”

        Ayato and Mizuki blinked at her.

       “Well,” Mizuki said, gathering the two maps from the small boulder, “how about we go and check it out?”

       Caiome shook her head, letting Mizuki pass by her, then Koshi, then the other jonin, with Ayato coming last.

       “You really need a culture teacher,” she threw at him with a smile.

       The irony, of course, being that Ayato was the Yashiro Commissioner—the one in charge of cultural affairs.

        “In my defense, if this constellation is mostly used in the desert in such small groups of people, how would I even know about it? You learn through your entire life. And besides, it is dark.”

       Caiome just patted him on the shoulder, amused. “Sure, let’s go with that.”

 

Chapter 108: Chapter 108 ~ The Underground and the Underwater

Notes:

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       Continuing down the path, Mizuki was the first to reach the base of another cluster of rocks. However, unlike the place they had come from, here there were no cracks or anything that could guide them further. Mizuki looked again at the two maps, but he couldn't find a single clue to hold on to.

       "It should be here..." he mumbled to himself, while Caiome and Ayato, along with the other jonin, stood behind him waiting.

       A slightly stronger wind blew through the trees and bushes covering the base of the rocks, and Caiome tensed and wrapped her cloak more tightly around herself when the sharp, cold air hit her neck. Ayato gently took the torch from her hand and, removing his own cloak with one hand, placed it over her shoulders.

       Caiome tried to thank him but only ended up coughing into her palm, her knees trembling slightly. Now that the symptoms had returned, she felt weaker, and thus couldn't handle the cold as well as she normally could.

       "I'm fine," she waved her hand.

       Koshi came up beside her, flanking her from the other side to shield her from the cold as best he could. Leaving her in his care, Ayato approached the rock alongside Mizuki, studying it intently.

       "If we don't find a way in within the next ten minutes, we'll need to find another shelter and continue tomorrow at dawn when the wind dies down," he said, looking up the rock wall.

       Mizuki suddenly turned toward him, gripping the map tightly.

       "But... Himeko..."

       Ayato looked down at him from the corner of his eye with a sharp, probing gaze. Mizuki looked back at Caiome, who was now trying to refuse Koshi's cloak, already resembling a puffed-up penguin. He had noticed how Caiome coughed and spat blood into the snow at least every twenty minutes and trembled occasionally, yet never slowed anyone down.

        Yes, Himeko was in danger, but Caiome was weakened too. And knowing her personality, no one could ever convince her to go back home.

       But if Mizuki wasn't willing to give up searching for Himeko now, and at the same time wanted to take care of Caiome, he had to find a way in.

       He turned toward the rock and tried to recall everything Himeko had told him about it. They didn't see each other often, especially recently when the atmosphere in the estate seemed tensed for some reason. Every evening, after his work shift, Mizuki would go into the city for some shopping, and Himeko—what a coincidence—would be just leaving her extra classes and research work.

       They usually met in Hanamizaka, did some shopping together, and then Mizuki would walk her home before heading to his own house in the small village near the city. Every day, Himeko showed him her notes. It didn't seem like something personal, Himeko spoke with such enthusiasm to anyone who would listen. She wasn't doing it just for Mizuki, and he knew that well.

        But it was hard not to at least imagine, sometimes, that maybe she did tell him more than she would've told someone else. That she showed him the notes she had worked on so carefully. He had known Himeko for a long time, and she had always been like that. Mizuki had always wanted to accompany her on her research trips, but his responsibilities toward his family always held him back—something he could never give up. That's just how things were.

       Maybe he would've remembered more of what she told him if he hadn't been constantly distracted by her laughter and contagious excitement.

       He looked at the star map. Himeko hadn't told him anything except about the stars. Himeko took risks, but she always had an emergency plan, another way out, something to save her if needed. It had to be something related to the stars, to the constellation Caiome had mentioned.

       Mizuki looked at the rock again, and in the shadows cast by the torch Lord Kamisato held near the cliffs, eight spots appeared darker than the rest. Quickly folding the maps and stuffing them into his pocket, Mizuki placed his hands on the rock, tracing the darker spots, which surprisingly resembled the constellation. But what could he do with them? How could he use them?

       The cave opened on New Year's by natural, mystical means, as Himeko had told him—something she was so excited about. But if Himeko was still inside and hadn't used the second exit, it meant there was something she couldn't do. Mizuki turned to Lord Kamisato. At his waist, glowing faintly in his belt, was a blue light.

       "My lord," he said, getting Ayato's attention. "Your Vision. Can you use some elemental energy here?" He pointed in the center of the constellation that Ayato could now see too.

       Handing Mizuki the torch, Ayato placed one hand on the rock's surface, and a bluish-white light slipped through his fingers. The eight spots began to glow, and a sound of cracking stone echoed from within. Dust rose into the cold night air as the eight points connected via cracks, and the rock split open to the side—a gap not very tall or wide, but enough for a person to squeeze through one at a time.

       Inside was darkness, and a heavy air hit Caiome even from that distance.

       "We should take shelter inside," Ayato said, entering first, with Mizuki close behind holding the torch. "Be careful," he told those behind him, "we don't know what we might find in here."

        Mizuki hoped it wasn't anything too dangerous.

       Other torches were lit, and the group advanced through a hallway slightly wider than the entrance. Mizuki walked behind Ayato, while Caiome was surrounded by the four jonin, moving just as slowly. The darkness was definitely stronger than the torchlight, making her frown at every step and grow dizzy for a few seconds before recovering and moving on.

       A few times she clung to Koshi's arm, but most of the time she hugged herself, pinching her skin under her sleeves. The air was damp, and puddles dotted the path. She stepped in most of them without noticing, soaking her boots. After the third such accident, Koshi took it upon himself to pull her away from the puddles, the two of them now walking shoulder to shoulder.

       Eventually, the narrow hallway opened into a not-too-large circular stone chamber, darker than the rest of the path but suitable for a break.

       "We'll rest here," Ayato said, looking around before turning to Caiome.

       He removed his gloves, placing a hand on her forehead. She didn't seem to have a fever anymore, but she was warm enough for him to halt the cave exploration for now.

       "Are you alright?" he asked, and Caiome nodded.

       "I think I need to sit down for a bit."

        Ayato nodded as Koshi laid out a few blankets on a patch of dry ground, and Caiome sat down. She pulled a small cloth pouch from her backpack, took a pill, split it in half, and popped it into her mouth, swallowing it.

       Mizuki looked at her. He couldn't blame her, to be honest. When he had first learned about the symptoms of sarasthuza, which Caiome lived with daily, the epidemic had just passed. She had slept nearly a week back then, crying blood, and he had often been the one to turn her on her side so she wouldn't choke during unconscious coughing fits. Later, Arasthea had told him this would happen again many times, though not so severely that she'd sleep for days.

       Still, Mizuki didn't see that as good news. Lady Ayaka had told him the short story—after much insistence—about how Caiome first encountered sarasthuza and how she had known what to do from the start, and how for over ten years now, she had tracked it relentlessly.

       Honestly, that girl really should've stayed home if she knew she was sick.

       But it's not like he could force her to go home. Besides, her reaction, the way she almost collapsed onto the blankets Koshi had laid out, was understandable. She had walked over twelve hours nonstop through winter cold, over rocks and through bushes, and she was still doing better than he was, considering how many times she had saved him from slipping on the rocks.

        Mizuki looked around. "I should scout ahead a little," he announced.

       "You're not going anywhere," Caiome told him from where she sat. "It's dangerous, and you're just as tired as the rest of us."
  
        "Now that we're inside, there's no reason for me to stop here," Mizuki insisted. "I'm not asking anyone to come with me, and I won't go far anyway. Just a few—"

       "Mizuki," Caiome snapped, then burst into a fit of coughing, clenching her fist. Ayato knelt beside her, gently rubbing her back. When the coughing passed, Caiome raised a hand to signal she was okay. "We came here as six, with you seven, for a reason," she looked back at him. "None of us knows what lies beyond here, maybe even the reason why Himeko hasn't returned yet. No one here is going to let you go alone, and if you try, I'll knock you out myself."

       Mizuki gripped the torch. "You didn't used to say things like that," he mumbled.

      Caiome leaned back against the wall of the chamber. 

       "It's not just me anymore. Maybe you don't feel tired now because you're with us, because you have someone keeping your adrenaline up, but the moment you go into that darkness alone, you'll start to feel it. You'll get lost, and you won't think clearly. If I didn't know these risks, do you think I wouldn't have come alone? Or that we wouldn't have sent someone else instead of ourselves to find Himeko? Ayato only let you join us on the condition you wouldn't go anywhere without us. And we're trying to look after you, so sit down and sleep a few hours. Eat something. Or just sit and stare at the ceiling, but don't make me stay up just to keep an eye on you."

       Mizuki sulked. He really didn't want to make Caiome, sick as she was, stay awake for him. So he sat down next to her on the blankets like a scolded child, knees to his chest and arms crossed over them, and Caiome ruffled his hair while the other jonin and Ayato started setting up the small camp.

       "Shouldn't you have more faith in Himeko?" she asked once she'd had enough of petting him like a younger brother.

       "What do you mean?" he asked.

       "Let's see..." she said, pretending to think. "You came after us because you believed that through her discoveries you'd find her. You didn't hesitate when it came to the stars and the constellatio, you knew what to look for before even coming in here. So I assumed you trusted Himeko enough to know where to start, right?"

       Mizuki just turned his head away from her, cheeks warming despite the cold in the cave. A fire lit in the middle of the chamber, first flickering, then casting shadows on the high walls and illuminating the dark silhouettes of the Shuumatsuban members. In one corner, Lord Kamisato's purple eyes glowed like two gemstones, occasionally glancing toward him and Caiome before turning away, adjusting his cuffs like he was searching for something under them.

       Caiome giggled beside him. "How did I not know you had this massive crush on Mrs. Nakamura's daughter? I've never heard you talk about her."

       "Caiome, I saw how you tried to pull strings with Kouta and his crush on Lady Emiko. Believe me, I didn't want you doing the same thing to me."

       Caiome bumped into him. "But come on, haven't you seen how much progress Kouta has made? He talks to her more now when they meet, right?"

       "Well, at least I'm past the stage where I can say more than a few sentences at once and not be embarrassed to walk her home, it's just that..."

       Caiome leaned almost completely on him, making Mizuki lean forward, annoyed by how she was trying to dig his entire soul out. He gritted his teeth, slipping out from under her, and Caiome nearly fell to the stone floor, hitting her elbow.

       "Have you even seen Himeko?" he asked.

       "No, I don't think so," Caiome replied. "Or if I did, I wouldn't have known she was Mrs. Nakamura's daughter. Why?"

       "Well, once you meet her, you'll understand why I never wanted to talk to you about her. Ever."

       "I feel insulted," Caiome mumbled. "To not even know about my friends' girlfriend."

       "She's not my girlfriend," Mizuki said quickly. "Besides, it's not like you're not the same. You never told me you were in love with Lord Kamisato."

       Caiome jolted upright, pointing a finger at Mizuki. "These are very different situations," she said.

       "Different how?"

       "Well, Ayato is... Ayato. He was my supreme enemy until... actually, I don't remember until when, but you get the point."

       Mizuki looked at her, unimpressed. "Oh yeah," he mumbled under his breath, "because your arch-nemesis leaves those marks on your neck."

       Caiome felt like one of the cave rocks had just smacked her in the head. She turned to him, quickly covering his mouth. "You're not supposed to know about that!"

       "Well, I do have eyes," he mumbled through her fingers, "and you usually forget things really fast when you get comfortable visiting me in the armoury, like, I don't know, maybe you should try covering up more?"

       "Besides that! You're not supposed to know stuff like this at all !Like, generally speaking!"

       Mizuki looked at her like he was asking if she really thought he was stupid. He grabbed her wrists and pulled her hands away from his face.

       "I'm two years younger than you. I know enough."

       "And anyway, Ayato is the Yashiro Commissioner. He's a high-ranking noble, so honestly, I'm closer to Kouta's situation than yours. How could I tell you that? I haven't told anyone else either, if that makes you feel any better."

       "Himeko's part of the nobility too."

       "I thought it was easier to marry someone of lower noble rank than higher. You're a soldier. Technically, you're well-suited for her."

       Mizuki turned away from her again, embarrassed. "Who said I was thinking about that when it comes to Miss Himeko, anyway?"

       "Now she's Miss Himeko?" Caiome said.

       "But seriously, why would you be interested in marriage rules between commoners and nobles?"

       This time it was Caiome who turned away from Mizuki, making him stare at her long and hard—and very, very silently—before finally exploding.

       "What the hell is going on between you two?!"

       Caiome quickly covered his mouth again. "Nothing, nothing! Really, nothing! Not what you're thinking, I swear!"

       "Then..." Mizuki narrowed his eyes, a mischievous grin spreading across his lips, one just like the one Caiome wore whenever she found something to tease him with. "Then what exactly is going on in that little head of yours that you've already thought that far ahead?"

       "I wasn't thinking about anything in particular," she said with a shrug, suddenly acting all aloof. "It was just a passing thought when that rumour was going around about Ayato getting engaged to Kobayashi Yuriko, that's all."

       Mizuki leaned on his hand, watching her from beneath his lashes with the same smile. "Really?" he dragged out the word, and even in the dim light of the room, he could see Caiome suddenly become flustered. "And because of this jealousy toward Lady Yuriko, you didn't once think that maybe you'd want to—"

       "It's way too early for thoughts like that," Caiome quickly cut him off, trying to make him stop talking. "Besides, don't you think it would be harder for me than for anyone else? At least you and Kouta are distinguished soldiers... Well, at least Kouta is."

       "Thanks..."

       "But you both work for a prestigious family, you've got manners and education, you know, academic stuff and all that. I would've never understood any of that talk you and Ayato had about stars and formulas and maths, and if that's not enough, you're of common rank and still know all those things. I'm still at the beginning of the road, so yes, it's too early to express any thoughts I might have."

       Mizuki opened his mouth to say something, but Lord Kamisato was already approaching them with a food package in hand, making Caiome suddenly smile widely when he crouched in front of her.

       "What are you two talking about?" Lord Kamisato asked as he handed her the food.

       And Mizuki, who thought the whole room must've overheard their conversation, realized that everyone else had probably been too busy with their own tasks to pay attention to the two of them and their, frankly, trivial discussion.

       "You know, this and that," Caiome answered, and the way Lord Kamisato smiled back at her made Mizuki suspect he might be taking the bait.

       "I see." Lord Kamisato brushed his hand over Caiome's forehead, checking her temperature. "It's starting to go down."

       "Thank Arasthea's crazy ideas for that," she said, opening the food package and reaching directly for the rice balls. "She keeps bragging about how perfect her pills are, even if they're mostly made of poisons you wouldn't want to ingest on their own, nope, not at all."

       Lord Kamisato just gave her a gentle smile. "Are you cold?"

       Caiome shook her head. "I just needed a break, that's all. At least I'm not crying blood."

       "Indeed, I am happy about that too."

       Mizuki almost wanted to turn his back on them, because the look Lord Kamisato gave Caiome was so intense, it seemed like he wanted to kiss her, even if just on the forehead. But before Mizuki could do that, Lord Kamisato was already telling Caiome to lie down and sleep after she ate, then went off to talk with Koshi, who just nodded along, listening.

       The two didn't resume their conversation—too busy eating now—and after Mizuki gathered the now-empty food packages, Caiome had already fallen asleep against the wall. Mizuki just sighed, looking around. The Shuumatsuban members were taking shifts on watch, so he had no chance of sneaking off to go find Himeko.

       So he fell asleep beside Caiome.

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       When he woke up, Caiome, Lord Kamisato, and the other Shuumatsuban were already on their feet, packing up their small camp. Mizuki jolted awake, suddenly remembering where he was and scolding himself for probably having slept far too long.

       "How long did I sleep?" he quickly stood up, and Caiome looked him over curiously from head to toe.

       "I think we were here for only four hours, definitely not the whole night."

       Mizuki looked relieved. Not that he had wanted to stay even those four hours, but at least it was better than the entire night. Probably, without realizing it, he had been really tired.

       Packing their things as well, the group continued the expedition. This time Mizuki took the lead, insisting that Lord Kamisato not do it, followed closely by the latter, with Caiome walking behind them. Koshi came next, still feeling responsible for making sure Caiome didn't step into any cave puddles, and finally, the three jonin, who didn't make a sound as they walked.

       Caiome didn't know how long they had been walking—maybe an hour, maybe two, maybe five. Every now and then, she would stop, making the whole group stop with her, and only the weight of their stares pushed her to keep going. Because Mizuki was right: even if her perception of things had changed, making her responsible not just for herself but for an entire team during missions—not that it was the case now with Ayato present—she still wanted to find Himeko.

       So yes, she could accept stopping for the others to rest in case of future dangers. But she didn't want anyone to stop specifically for her when there were more important things to be done.

       The air was getting harder and harder to breathe, and not just for her. Mizuki, probably the one with the least experience among them, was getting dizzy at times, but kept walking, just like everyone else. An air current passed by them though, the only thing that reassured Caiome there was a way out if needed.

       But it wasn't the stifling atmosphere that made Caiome stop at one point, looking around, but a subtle smell—a choking, sharp scent that she knew wasn't just her imagination. Smoke? Most likely, which meant they were near a fire.

       "Hold on," she said, and everyone stopped at her request, watching her curiously.

       It definitely smelled like smoke, but not like burning wood, more like...

       Caiome nearly snatched the torch from Mizuki's hand, starting to walk quickly, then breaking into a run. She heard her name called by Ayato and Mizuki, and also by Koshi, but nothing was more important than picking up her pace.

       Up ahead, she saw a flicker of orange, then a streak, then heard voices—two, male and female, both young. And the closer Caiome got to the turn, the more the smell became stronger and more familiar. She had smelled it too many times when she sat next to Tabai, when the ground was burned by the phlogiston in their blood.

       Once the cave chamber opened up before her, Caiome didn't look at the source of the voices, but at the ground, where there was a circular Gate of Tohmil, larger than any she'd seen so far in Inazuma. The inscription glowed faintly, barely flickering, but the ground and stones beneath it were completely scorched.

       It was hard to tell if the Gate was meant to be opened or had just closed, and Caiome couldn't risk it. If she placed her blood on the inscription, either outcome could happen. Besides... what was a Gate of Tohmil doing here?

       "Caiome!" she heard her name when Mizuki entered behind her.

       Caiome looked at him, but his eyes, initially on her, shifted to someone else, and only then did she remember they weren't alone. She turned toward the two voices, and the girl wore such a delighted expression, her face glowing, that Caiome frowned.

       She understood now why Mizuki was so head over heels for this girl. Or at least, at first glance, because Himeko was one of the most beautiful women Caiome had ever seen. Her hair fell in soft curls, a shade of pale pink mixed with the faded orange of a sunset, and her dark eyes—probably from the lack of light—shone with joy, optimism, and maybe... 

       "Mizuki!" the girl exclaimed, quickly stepping across the inscription as if it meant nothing and throwing herself into Mizuki's arms, nearly knocking him into Lord Kamisato. "You have no idea how happy I am to see you. Oh, by all the gods, I have so much to tell you and show you!"

       Mizuki stood frozen with his hands in the air until he realized that, yes, the one who had just thrown herself on him was Himeko. Slowly, shyly, relieved, he placed his hands on her waist, careful not to seem too forward.

       "Wait," said Himeko, grabbing his shoulders, pushing him slightly back, studying him closely, frowning. "Why are you here? How did you get here?" Then Himeko looked around at everyone who had entered after him, and Ayato finally removed the tenugui from his face.

       Himeko froze when she saw Ayato's face.

       "My lord..." she mumbled, not knowing whether to let go of Mizuki or bow, so she did both, which looked rather awkward, but also endearing in her clumsiness. "What are you..." Himeko looked until her gaze landed on Caiome, "...doing here?"

       Caiome sighed loudly. Himeko didn't seem hurt, dehydrated, or starving.

       "Well, considering your mother's worries about your departure," Ayato said, "we came to take you back home. She told us she hadn't received any messages from you by pigeon, so she feared you had been kidnapped."

        "Kidnapped?" Himeko took a step back. "No, not at all. It's just that... If you've made it here, that means you know..." She turned to Mizuki, looking up at him, and Mizuki suddenly looked deeply embarrassed. "You managed to bring them here? Otherwise, they wouldn't have known..."

       Mizuki rubbed the back of his neck. "I lent them some of your notes. Lord Kamisato is right," he quickly added, "we were all worried about you. When your letters stopped arriving in the city—"

       "It's not that," said Himeko quickly. "It's just that... once I entered, I couldn't leave." She turned to Ayato. "I had prepared a letter in advance for my mother, but if I had left to send it, I wouldn't have been able to come back in. At least not through the main entrance. And I couldn't use the side entrance, since I don't have a Vision, meaning no elemental power to open it. I didn't tell you this," she turned to Mizuki, "I found out about it a few hours before leaving what this was all about..."

       "Oh, uh," Mizuki mumbled.

       "He figured it out on his own," Ayato cut in, and Himeko looked slightly confused at first, before her expression shifted into something resembling pride.

       "Seriously?"

       "And it seems Mizuki has an extraordinary grasp of astronomy. I think you should give him some advanced lessons in your free time. Maybe one day he will like that more than guarding my empty gardens."

       "That's what I keep telling him," Himeko said excitedly. "Oh, not about your gardens, my lord, but all the others."

       "You shouldn't rely on that," Mizuki said. "Himeko just makes everything sound easy to understand."

       "All the more reason for her to teach you further."

       Caiome turned back to the chamber. A large, airy, circular room, so big that she couldn't make out its end, which was hidden in darkness. In the middle, the inscription still glowed, and along the edges there were all sorts of wooden crates, weapons, bedding, and sacks of grain. Caiome frowned. These were definitely not brought by Himeko.

       From the corner of her eye, Caiome saw a figure rise from behind the crates, and the confused face of Lord Shimizu emerged from the shadows and the flickering flames of a small fire at his feet. At that moment, something clicked hard in her mind...

       Himeko... Shimizu... The Gate of Tohmil...

       Caiome grabbed the hilt of her sword and drew it with a sharp sound. Using the currents of her Vision, she flew toward Shimizu, grabbed him by the collar, and slammed him into a stack of crates, making them—and him—shake, as she placed the blade to his throat.

       "What are you doing here?"

       Shimizu raised his hands quickly, seemingly trembling, glancing nervously at the sword glowing in shades of red.

       "Wait, wait, this must be a misunderstanding."

       "A misunderstanding?" she repeated as the others turned toward her and rushed over. "Himeko is missing, there's a Gate of Tohmil drawn in the middle of the room, there are supplies all around, and most importantly, you're here. You, who might know exactly where Himeko went?"

       "Gate of Tohmil...?" he mumbled. "What..."

       "What did you intend to do with her?" Caiome pushed him back into the crates, the blade drawing a thin red line across his throat.

       She no longer cared that Shimizu was a lord, not now, not when they were standing at the place that could lead everything back to him. Not when he was likely the one who brought Himeko here and kept her captive, causing pain to Mrs. Nakamura.

       "Wait, Miss Caiome!" she heard Himeko, and a second later, the girl stood near the edge of the sword's blade, hands raised, as if she were the one being threatened. "Whatever you might think right now about Lord Shimizu, he hasn't done anything wrong. He came here with me."

       "Damn right he did," Caiome growled, grabbing Shimizu's collar tighter, making him gasp.

       "No, no, I mean... He came with me."

       "Don't tell me he's also head over heels in love with you."

       "What?!" Shimizu exclaimed, seeming to regain some courage. "No! Not at all. I have a fiancée, you know."

       "Yeah, sure, Inoue seems so happy to be marrying you."

       "Miss Caiome, Inoue's the one who sent him with me," said Himeko, and Caiome clenched her jaw as she turned to look at her.

       "You didn't mention that in your letters to your mother, you said you came alone."

       "For the same reason you assumed," Himeko said quickly. "If a lord came here alone with me, they'd think exactly what you just accused him of. Imagine what that would look like to society."

       "I couldn't care less about your society," Caiome said. "She could've sent a guardian with you, or anyone else, if she cared so much about your safety."

        "That would've been even worse," Himeko insisted. "Please, Miss Caiome, lower your sword. I assure you, I can vouch for him. He meant me no harm. We're friends."

       Caiome snorted. "Friends? Did you ask your friend what he's doing behind everyone's backs? Behind his friend's back and his fiancée's? He's affiliated with a traitor."

       "A traitor?" Shimizu repeated. "What are you talking about?"

       "Where is Yoshimitsu?"

       "I don't know," Shimizu replied quickly. "I've been looking for him since the trial."

       "Where's Tabai?" Caiome snapped.

       Shimizu blinked, frowning. "Who?"

       "Don't play dumb with me," Caiome said, her blade's tip pressing against the wood behind Shimizu. One push and it would slice through his neck. "There's a Gate of Tohmil right there, in our midst, and you—"

       "You know what that is?" Himeko asked, seeming to forget that Caiome still had her sword at her so-called friend's throat.

       "I really don't know what you're talking about, Miss Caiome," Shimizu said, grabbing her wrist as the air started to leave his lungs.

       Ayato stepped in, placing his hand over her own hand, the one holding the sword. Caiome glanced at him briefly. His look said it all.

      "Caiome, let go."

       "But—"

       "He is with us. He is not going anywhere anyway. We will find out what we need to know, but you need to let him breathe first."

       Caiome blinked fast, then realized how her Vision was pulsing at her waist, how air currents were suffocating Shimizu's lungs. She let go abruptly, and Shimizu had to grab the crates behind him to avoid collapsing in front of everyone. Looking up, he met Lord Kamisato's gaze, who stared down at him with crossed arms.

       "We can't stay here," Caiome said, gesturing behind them. "That inscription," she turned to Himeko, "was it already here when you arrived?"

       Himeko nodded. "I don't know what it is. Since I got here, it just flickers and does nothing else. I can't erase it, and I haven't found anything that could tell me how to activate it."

       "Good," said Caiome. "But that doesn't mean it hasn't already been opened. While you were here, was there any threat, any creature, anything that made you feel in danger?"

       Himeko shook her head cautiously.

       "What about those supplies?" Ayato asked. "The crates, weapons, sacks...?"

       "They were already here."

       "We need to go," Caiome said again, turning halfway.

       "Now?" asked Himeko. "But there's still so much to discover here."

       "My lady," came Koshi's voice from somewhere in the background.

       "And I'm sure you can return later, when we're sure there's no danger to you or anyone else," Caiome replied, in a sharper tone than usual, as Mizuki noticed. "I promised to bring you back to your mother, Ayato too, and even Mizuki came all the way here to find you and bring you home. And as far as I know, you don't even have permission to be here, do you?"

       Himeko flinched and stepped back, looking at Ayato. "Well..." she laughed nervously.

      "As for Lord Shimizu," Caiome said, "he's coming with us too."

      "My lady..."

      "On what grounds are you taking me as a hostage?" Shimizu said, placing his cloak back over his shoulders. "I already told you, I'm not affiliated with any traitor. I have no idea what that is," he pointed to the floor's inscription, "nor this Tabai you keep mentioning."

       "Very convincing."

       "My lady!"

       "What?" snapped Caiome, turning sharply toward Koshi.

       But Koshi wasn't looking at her—he was staring upward, into the darkness... where small stones were falling to the floor, along with clouds of dust, and something was scraping against the stone walls, like a knife. Before any of them could react, Caiome heard Ayato's voice:

        "Dodge!"

        Ayato lunged toward Himeko, Koshi grabbed Shimizu, and Caiome yanked Mizuki several meters back, rolling on the ground and getting covered in dust just as the floor trembled beneath them and a thick curtain of dust, along with a high-pitched shriek, echoed through the entire chamber, bouncing back with force.

        Please don't be a camaztoz, Caiome prayed silently.

       Coughing and spitting blood, Caiome looked up at a pair of huge, bulging golden eyes that stared at her hungrily. The dust started to clear, revealing a massive, enormous body with eight legs on each side. It shimmered in shades of black and purple, and its fangs and forked tongue, hanging out, were focused solely on Caiome.

        She brought her hand to her nose, from which black blood was dripping onto her lips.

       "Great," she mumbled.

       "What is that?" Mizuki asked, drawing his katana from his hip and taking a defensive stance.

       "Honestly? I have no idea," Caiome shook her head.

       The creature lunged at her, and Caiome only had enough time to push Mizuki to the side before leaping in the opposite direction, dodging the sharp fangs that snapped fiercely. She raised her sword, wrapped in slicing air currents, but only managed to scratch the creature on the side of its head before it retreated.

       Then the creature raised its head and shrieked as a stream of water struck it directly on its left side. Ayato's sword, shimmering in shades of blue, gleamed as brightly as his Vision when he rose on waves and launched himself at the spider-like creature. It turned toward him, and Caiome took the opportunity to dash underneath it, slashing the ligaments at its joints.

       On the other side, Koshi saw her and drew his own blade, following her lead. The creature shrieked with every slash, and a wave of water slammed into its mouth, seeming to drown it before it collapsed backward, then onto its stomach. Flailing, it began kicking its legs wildly, forcing everyone to dodge out of its path, destroying crates and scattering grain everywhere. It struck the stone walls, causing them to crack, and the space became increasingly chaotic and cramped due to the creature's frenzy.

       But it never stood a chance.

       Caiome balanced on the tip of her foot and launched herself above it, landing on the creature's back. She dodged a swinging leg that passed over her head, trying to knock her off, while Ayato's attacks from below served as a distraction. Caiome gripped the creature's striped skin and tiny hairs, pulling herself up. Flying over it would've been too risky, given the speed of its legs...

       ...and the fact that, in her current condition, flying was the last thing Caiome should do.

       But that didn't mean she wasn't agile on her own two feet. Pulling herself up, Caiome climbed swiftly, clutching her sword tightly until she reached the back of its neck. Flipping the sword in her hand and letting her Vision form sharp blades around it, she stabbed with full force.

       The creature screamed again and bucked, sending Caiome tumbling to one side, rolling across one of its now-paralyzed legs. She hit her back and ribs against the spider's hard skin before landing directly into Mizuki's arms. Quickly getting to her feet, Caiome grabbed Mizuki and pulled him backward as the creature turned toward them.

       She gathered wind at her fingertips—but where to strike? The soft neck was the easiest target, but to reach it, she'd have to get either above or beneath it again.

       Dust rose into the air once more, and the floor was soaked from Ayato's Hydro powers, both making it nearly impossible to see—especially with the darkness broken only by the inscription still glowing beneath the water.

       What if another danger emerged from that inscription?

       Caiome frowned.

       The inscription... it was underwater...

       "Go," Mizuki said from beside her. "I'll help you."

       "What?"

       "You have to reach... whatever that thing is, right?" he said, now holding a long, sharp spear in his hands. "I'll distract it."

       "Mizuki—"

       "Duck!"

       Caiome instinctively threw herself to the side, the creature's fangs missing her by inches. From the other side, she saw Mizuki not only stab the spear into the creature's eye, but also thrust it through its throat and into the stone floor.

       Seizing the moment, Caiome sprinted beneath the creature's body. Leaning backward, she slid under it, pressing her palm against its rough, jagged skin, which left her with multiple cuts from which black blood started to flow. She stopped only when she reached the glowing inscription, pressing her palm against its surface.

       The inscription tasted her blood and started to shine brighter until it became just a black patch, hidden beneath water of absolute clarity. Caiome inhaled and exhaled deeply, and only the creature's screams and its movement above her forced her to crawl back, soaked to the skin and trembling.

       Ayato grabbed her by the arms and pulled her up forcefully, pulling her toward him. Reaching out with one hand, then sweeping it sideways, the water around their feet gathered into swirling pools. In the next moment, it rose into sharp water spears that pierced the creature's body, mixing with black blood and lymph.

       The creature thrashed once more, then collapsed to the ground, and the water spears vanished.

       Caiome gasped heavily until everything went deadly silent, clinging to Ayato's clothes. "You could've done that earlier, you know?" she said.

       "When?" Ayato replied, breathing just the same. "When I was trying not to get stabbed or when you were running all over its back?"

       Caiome just answered with a random "yes," which didn't really mean anything, then moved away from Ayato, searching for the others. "Is everyone alright?" she shouted across the room.

       "We're here," came Mizuki's reply, leaning against one of the three jonin. On the other side, Himeko was holding his arm.

       "Are you hurt?" Caiome asked.

       "Just a little bump," Himeko replied. "He hit himself with the handle of the spear."

       Caiome let out an amused sigh and looked around. "Where are Shimizu and Koshi?"

       From a more distant corner, Caiome saw a hand rise from a pile of broken wood, then Shimizu and Koshi appeared. Shimizu brushed the box debris off himself.

       "We're here," he announced, and Caiome clicked her tongue.

       Wouldn't it have been better if he died?

       Koshi curled up on one side, trying to get up as the rest of the group moved toward them. Himeko quickly examined Shimizu, who reassured her he was fine. Apparently, the creature had nearly stabbed him with one of its legs, but Koshi had pulled him out of the way.

       "The bad part," Shimizu said, brushing off his clothes, "is that it hit both of us with the side of its leg and sent us into a pile of... whatever that junk is," he gestured angrily.

       "You should've been unconscious," Caiome mumbled, and Shimizu clicked his tongue.

       "I don't know why you don't like me, Miss Caiome, but I assure—"

       "My lady..." Koshi's muffled voice cut in.

        Everyone turned and looked down at him.

       Propped up on one arm, trying to support himself while half-leaning against the wall behind him, Koshi coughed violently—louder than Ayato had heard Caiome cough in the past 24 hours. Blood seeped between his fingers and through the tenugui mask, dripping onto the stone floor—not black, coagulated blood, but a bright red.

       He lost balance and slumped sideways, first hitting the wall with his shoulder, then sliding down until only his shoulder blades held him up. A thick piece of wood pierced through the right side of his abdomen, making his muscles twitch with every labored breath he took through the tenugui. Most of his shirt was stained red, and within seconds, Koshi was lying in a pool of his own hot blood.

       Caiome gasped and dropped to her knees beside him, Ayato on the other side. Koshi clenched his teeth and eyes shut as even the vibrations from their movements caused him pain. He could hear his heart pounding in his chest, but he couldn't feel it. He heard the rush of blood in his ears, but his body was too numb to sense it leaking from himself and soaking his hands.

       He vaguely heard voices... Lady Caiome calling to him, and Lord Kamisato shouting his name—or something that sounded like it—but nothing more. He tried focusing on what mattered: steady breathing, weak pressure on the wound, stopping the bleeding. But it was too much. Even in his semi-conscious state, he knew exactly where the wooden spike had stabbed him. Every time his body shifted in the dust and gravel, the spike moved and sliced deeper.

       He couldn't feel his legs. He had tried to move them, to push himself up and keep the wound off the ground, but he felt paralyzed from the waist down.

       He took another deep breath, and the sharp pain in his abdomen felt like a blade cutting through flesh. He felt someone pull his mask down, but didn't know who. Breathing became a little easier, but his lungs didn't seem to register that they were supposed to take in oxygen.

       Koshi choked, tasting iron flooding his tongue and slipping between his teeth as he spat it out.

       He felt a jolt—maybe someone had touched him, he couldn't tell—but he knew in that moment he wanted to scream. His body curled involuntarily at the waist, a hand wrapping around his shoulders, at least stopping the ground from jarring the wooden spike deeper. He managed to glance down, and for a moment, he saw more clearly...

       He leaned his head back, shivering from a creeping coldness that made him tremble and flinch. He felt tired, too tired to even whisper Lord Kamisato's or Lady Caiome's name.

       Then he was jolted again.

       He heard Lady Caiome telling him not to close his eyes, to not even dare to do so.

       Ah, Lady Caiome truly had a powerful voice when she was angry, and the grip on his arm felt just as strong as the gaping hole in his abdomen.

       But he still tilted his head back.

       Caiome grabbed his arm tighter, shaking it. Ayato supported his back and shoulders as much as he could while Caiome tried to apply pressure around the wound, around the wooden spike. But the more she pressed to stop the bleeding, the worse it seemed to get, as it pierced through both sides of him, and the spike was as thick as her palm.

       They couldn't tie him with anything, since everything around them was surely contaminated with dirt and the spider-creature's lymph. And the pool of blood beneath her knees kept getting larger...

       "We need to call Arasthea," Ayato said abruptly, slipping his arm under Koshi's head, who was keeping his eyes half-open, as if he knew he had to stay awake, but couldn't.

       Caiome nodded frantically and fumbled for the seal shaped like the Dendro Vision with trembling hands. The seal slipped and rolled on the ground. Caiome didn't manage to finish pronouncing Arasthea's name, because she appeared in a beam of light, a frown on her face; apparently, she'd been doing something very important back at the estate and had just been interrupted.

       "Do you really have to summon me for every—"

       Her gaze immediately dropped to the ground, to Caiome and Ayato kneeling in the dirt, rocks, and blood, while an almost-unconscious Koshi rested in their arms. Her eyes took in more in a few seconds than most could in hours: the way his muscles refused to respond; how his lungs wouldn't breathe; how his heart no longer received blood to pump; how his threads of life were slowly fading...

 

Notes:

I know what you are all thinking... that this is a cliché... But mind you, this is my way of showing love. It's my love language, you guys. And this chapter is for all Koshi lovers out there, including me, hahaha!

Did I mean to post this chapter today? No.
Are there so many unnecessary things in this chapter? Absolutely.
But did I love writing them? Definitely.

Chapter 109: Chapter 109 ~ The Heavy Dreams and the Reason to Live

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       Arasthea dropped to her knees beside Koshi, nearly shoving Caiome aside.

       "Turn him on his side," she told Ayato, pushing on Koshi's back herself.

       Ayato tried to roll Koshi onto his arm and knee, and more blood spurted from the wound when Arasthea grabbed the black shirt's fabric and tore it apart. Koshi grumbled and tensed even more, grabbing whatever he could in his fist, clenching on Lord Kamisato's arm. The spike had pierced his abdomen closer to the ribs than the hip, which Arasthea couldn't tell if that was better or worse, given the thickness of the wooden stake. Around the wound, the skin was red and purple, bruised, and filthy, and Arasthea suddenly felt a pit in her stomach. 

       Something she has never felt in a very long time...

       She took a quick breath, leaning over Koshi, running her hand across his forehead and catching his curls between her fingers, curls that now seemed darker because of the wetness. Koshi was cold-sweating and starting to shiver, especially at her touch on his bare skin, which had turned pale, almost bluish. His pulse was weak, struggling between consciousness and unconsciousness, and Arasthea suddenly became aware of the cold surrounding them all in the absence of fire.

       "He's going into hypothermic shock," she said, more to herself.

       She looked around. Just trash. Then at the others around her.

       "This is everyone?"

       "Yes," Ayato replied quickly.

       Arasthea pressed two fingers together and drew a few lines in the air until they took on a golden shape inside a circle. The circle expanded, turned sideways, then split in two: one hovered above them, the other below, and before anyone could blink, they vanished and reappeared in a room that Caiome knew all too well. They were in the room Ayato had given to Arasthea, back at the estate.

       Arasthea jumped to her feet, starting to sweep everything off the large, wide table from the middle of the room. Caiome followed, smashing a few bowls in the process.

       "Since you're the cleanest one here," she told Ayato, "you're staying. Everyone else, out." She looked at Mizuki. "Call Thoma and Hirotatsu. We'll need physical strength."

       Mizuki nodded and rushed out the door, while Shimizu and Himeko were led out by the three jonin.

      "What about me?" Caiome stepped in front of her.

       "You're dirty, you still have symptoms of sarasthuza and spit blood like crazy. There's no way I'm letting you near him."

       Caiome couldn't argue. If she, by any chance, coughed blood around his open wound, they couldn't know what effects would have that on him. The virus transmitted through the air was on thing that couldn't apply to her, but blood mixing with another blood was different. She just looked at Ayato, then Koshi, clenched her jaw, spun on her heel, and left the room.

       Arasthea cleared the table entirely, placed her hand above it, then jerked it quickly. A faint, dull white glow spread and transformed into a piece of cloth that laid itself across the surface.

       "Help me lift him up," she said to Ayato, who already had a better grip on Koshi's shoulders, while Arasthea grabbed his waist and legs.

        They laid him down on the table on his left side as gently as possible, but Koshi groaned in pain, a sharp, short scream, and tensed up, causing more blood to spurt from around the wooden spike and stain the cloth below him in a deep red. Arasthea pushed Ayato aside a few steps and, with the same swift motion of her joined fingers, summoned a glowing rectangle that hovered above Koshi.

       "It'll keep him stable until we remove the spike," Arasthea said. "Take off your upper clothes and wash your hands there," she pointed to a basin in the corner, and Ayato complied.

       He pulled his shirt off and threw it in a corner of the room, stood in front of the basin, and plunged more than half his arms in, scrubbing and soaping them until the water turned a pinkish colour.

       Arasthea approached Koshi again, placing her hand on his forehead. She leaned toward him, grabbing his wrist. His pulse was growing weaker, and the tremors had reached his muscles. His fingers were limp, and his eyes had rolled back slightly.

       Arasthea ran her fingers through his hair, and his head fell to his back, though he couldn't turn his whole body with it. Arasthea moved closer to him, trying to look past his half-closed, fluttering eyelids. She could feel his ragged breath hitting her cheeks and the fierce heat burning her skin.

       "Koshi?" she asked softly. "Can you hear me? Can you open your eyes?"

       There was a deadly calm in her voice, a penetrating steadiness in how she examined his body. Her hand found his cheek—pale, colorless—while the other rested on his shoulder.

       "Koshi?" she called again, moving her face in front of his eyes, hoping, just hoping he might look at her. "Can you hear me? Koshi!"

       This time, Koshi managed, for just a second, to open his eyes a little wider, their dark hue turning into a milky white. They looked lost and confused. For that single second, Koshi seemed to find her and somehow recognize her, but his eyelids started closing again. 

       His lips trembled in a tormented whisper, so soft, so lifeless. 

       "Aras..." 

       Maybe he would have wanted to call her by her name, but he was too weak to do so. 

       "It's okay," she said, checking his pulse at his neck, still using that expressionless tone, though her fingers clenched around his shoulder. "You'll be fine."

       Which was a big lie, because she couldn't say anything with certainty. Arasthea was a force of nature, a spirit of healing, born from life's very source, from the roots of living things. But a mortal body was fragile—far too fragile—so easy to destroy, and so hard to heal.

       She leaned toward him and turned her head slightly, pressing her temple against his forehead, breathing slowly. She could feel the threads of his life passing through her hands and sinking into her vision, into her body. She had felt these threads many times before, even with just two mornings before when he followed her along the mountain paths.

       Back then, the threads were soft, gentle, flowing through his chest and mind, keeping him functioning. With every word he spoke, the energy threads vibrated, and Arasthea could feel them even when Koshi was silent.

      Now, the threads were stretched to the brink, ready to snap at the slightest wrong move. If she dared to touch them, they would break.

      Arasthea pulled back from the table as Ayato turned toward her, and at that moment, the door opened again, and Thoma and captain Hirotatsu entered. They nearly bumped into each other as they looked at Koshi, half-undressed, lying on the table, surrounded by a pale light.

       "Wash up," Arasthea ordered shortly, pinning her hair up with a pin.

       She turned to two cupboards and started pulling out brass instruments, ceramic bowls, and bottles. From another drawer, she took out gauze and bandages, and her hands were shaking while trying to set them all on the stand. When was the last time she had felt this uncertainty in her? 

       She wrapped several pieces of gauze, grabbed one bottle, and poured the liquid over the cloth. She didn't care that the pungent-smelling liquid dripped onto the floor and her feet.

       Ayato felt the smell from meters away. Rice vinegar and water.

       Arasthea set the bottle down, grabbed another, and handed it to Ayato. "Give it to him to drink. Force him if you have to."

        Ayato removed the cap, hit by a strong smell of fermented alcohol and something else he couldn't identify right away. "This is a mixture of...?"

       "Opium," Arasthea tossed over her shoulder. "I have to cut around the spike before pulling it out, and it will hurt him like hell. Better for him to be drugged, even if it's just a little." 

       Ayato nodded and, lifting Koshi's head gently, he pressed the bottle to his lips and poured. Koshi choked and coughed violently, spitting out alcohol and blood. Ayato let him calm down a bit, then forced more into his mouth.

       All the while, Arasthea set the vinegar-soaked bandages aside and started grinding a few leaves with water, creating a liquid paste that smelled just as strong.

       She brought the bandages and bowl to the table, standing in front of Koshi that started whimpering in pain. Thoma and Hirotatsu had finished washing and approached the table as well, while Arasthea examined the wound and the spike lodged in his body.

       By all the gods... how was she going to pull it out without killing him?

       She swallowed hard and shook her head. She needed to focus.

       "Hirotatsu, hold his legs," she commanded the captain, who immediately went to the other end of the table, while Arasthea called Thoma to Koshi's waist, wrapping his arm over him to keep him from moving. "My lord, you will need to hold his chest. Put your arm under his, but don't put your full weight on him, or you'll crush his organs and break his ribs. With your other hand, hold his head in place. If he pulls away from my grip in any way, he could tear his tissues and stab his internal organs."

        Once all three were positioned as Arasthea had instructed, she lifted the bowl with the herbal liquid and just prayed Koshi wouldn't react as badly as she feared he would. She poured the liquid over the wound, around the spike, and Koshi let out a sharp scream as his body tensed violently. He tried to move his legs and his upper torso, but the suffocating strength was pressing down on him against the table. He started breathing fast, and Arasthea could hear his heartbeats aggressively hitting his chest. His lungs were starting to fail him.
 
        She poured the same liquid on the wound at his back, then started dabbing it with a cloth soaked in water and rice vinegar, which didn't cause as harsh a reaction in Koshi, probably because he was already too numb to feel anything by this point. That was until Arasthea got to the truly complicated part.

        Following the energy threads, Arasthea managed to locate the exact place where the spike had pierced him, somewhere higher up toward the ribcage.

       "Six centimeters wide, two centimeters thick," she mumbled to herself, like a chant, "14.32 centimeters outside the epigastric region, 13.21 outside the renal region. Internally, it spans 18.53 centimeters. Oblique position, pierced abdominal muscles, tissues, grazed the upper part of the liver."

        Arasthea placed a finger on the piece of wood, as close as possible to Koshi's body, and with a swift motion, a the chunk of slightly over 14 centimeters fell onto the table. Raising her hands, positioning her fingers above the still-bleeding wound, Arasthea cast a look at the three in the room, as if silently warning them to brace for the worst.

        Then she looked at Koshi—the way he tried to move his head slightly but couldn't due to Lord Kamisato's hand, the way his knuckles were white from gripping the table's edge, and the way he whimpered softly through parted lips, shaking, clinging to every little thing that could keep him alive in his desperate state.

       Arasthea felt that pit in her stomach again when one thought crossed her mind, just one simple thought: that she might not manage to close the wound before Koshi entered another shock and truly died.

       She felt her hands shaking again and clenched so hard that her skin tickled, then opened them again, turning back to the wound. She took a deep breath and moved her fingers, and from them emerged threads of shining golden light, pleasant, seeming to dance as they made their way toward the wound. The first thread entered gently, but at the second, Koshi flinched, and Ayato pressed down on him to keep him from moving. At the third thread, Thoma tightened his grip as well, and at the fourth, Koshi's leg jolted violently.

       His breathing became ragged, feeling, even now, in his unconsciousness, something sharp moving inside his body, and his heart beating wildly. He knew he was clinging to something, whatever it was, something he needed to hold onto to avoid falling asleep.

       That was the first thing you had to make sure of in a situation like this—that you didn't lose consciousness.

        Something stabbed terribly in his abdomen, making him growl through clenched teeth that nearly cracked in his mouth.

        But then, everything became light, like a gentle touch, like a feather brushing against his skin. He tasted iron in his mouth, and alcohol, and felt lighter, as if floating. He felt numb. He definitely still couldn't feel his legs, and time seemed to pass over him as gently as a dreamless night.

        He mustn't fall asleep.

       He wanted to, but he mustn't. He couldn't. He had to cling to anything that kept him here, in this world. Anything. 

        Like the first day Lord Kamisato Kazashi found him by the roadside on that rainy day; how he picked him up in his arms because Koshi couldn't walk, since his bones were shattered, and brought him to his estate. The day he first met Lord Kamisato, asking to duel him after learning to wield a katana. He learned quickly, and Lord Kamisato, being shorter than him, couldn't even reach Koshi's forearm with the tip of his blade.

        He learned to spy, to sneak, to remain hidden in the shadows; he learned to become one with them; he learned to be like a walking dead man roaming the streets and forests. He received a name. The teachers praised him, although Koshi never seemed able to say thank you. He didn't know how and he didn't understand why he should receive those praises since this was something he had to do, not an achievement that could make someone proud. 

       He attended the funeral of Lord Kamisato Kazashi and Lady Kamisato Yuna. He became Lord Kamisato's right hand. He completed so many missions and saved so many people and ensured peace in Inazuma, even from the backgrounds, somewhere where no one knew him and nobosy should ever come to know him.

        Then Lady Caiome appeared out of nowhere and stole anything she wanted from the Kamisato estate. He felt ashamed then, that his instincts hadn't surpassed Lord Kamisato's—that it was his lord who told him they needed to catch that thief disguised as a saviour. Then the epidemic happened, then Tabai, then Lady Caiome saved him from the camazotz, and he swore to protect her, an oath of loyalty for which he would give his life if needed, since she was the one to save his.

        Lady Caiome treated him like a friend, like someone trustworthy—no differently than Lord Kamisato treated him, or how Lord Kamisato Kazashi had once treated him as well. She was fun and dynamic. He felt closer to her. She liked to joke around. Maybe he could joke around too. They had gone shopping, they brought offerings at small hokora shrines, drank tea together, played shogi together, somehow plotted against Lord Kamisato, and felt so fun. Even though Lord Kamisato knew the entire time about their scheming. They did missions together and laughed from time to time, mostly Lady Caiome than him, but he still felt a little bit joyful as well.

        And among all these moments, there was something else... another face... a strong presence that made him more self-aware than he should've been. More than he should have ever allowed himself to be. Even in Lady Caiome's presence, he was still just that—a shadow, a ghost, an extension of her and of Lord Kamisato. But she was light, and a shadow either became stronger in the light, or disappeared entirely.

        He heard a laugh in his ears, a mocking one, but a happy one in the same time. He heard a voice, singing from a tree in the winter, through the snowflakes, looking at the moon. He saw a pair of curious eyes and something that felt like shyness. He saw golden blood staining her white skin, and there was no pain in her as she reached her hand to him, like she was calling him towards her. But there was pain on that mountain as she was weaving dried leaves, even though she didn't cry. He felt her heavy that day, that early morning as they stood next to each other, as the wind passed by them, as he put the crown in her hair.

        She was beautiful... and he was a madman. 

        Koshi didn't know what he wanted to do, what he was supposed to do, when he was around her. Everything he'd ever learned vanished completely—his silence, his steps, his retention, his very nature. The more he stayed near her, the more he felt himself getting lost. 

        Koshi managed to half-open his eyes, inhaling sharply. A hand gently rested on his forehead, a soft, kind, tender touch. Her eyes shined like the Sun, and any dark dream that had begun to overtake him slowly started to fade.

        "Arasth..." he tried to mumble.

        "Shh," she whispered close to him, making him shiver. "It's going to hurt a little, just for a second. Keep yourself tight."

        Yes, he told himself. Of course. He had to stay strong. It was almost over. He could hear her in his mind... urging him, encouraging him, calling his name... whispering it softly, like a summon.

         Arasthea sat behind Koshi on the other side of the table, between Ayato and Thoma, looking at the piece of wood still embedded in his body. She placed one hand on his skin, and with the other, firmly gripped the spike. She gritted her teeth, swallowed hard, and started to pull—slowly, gently, so she wouldn't tear more tissues. Koshi screamed, Ayato, Thoma, and Hirotatsu held him as best as they could, and as Arasthea pulled the piece of wood, she noticed how many fragments were missing from the spike.

         It took several minutes to extract it without further damage. She left it on the table and pressed a bandage over the puncture site, stopping the bleeding just in time, quick enough to grab Koshi by the arm and slowly turn him onto his back. The grimace on his face was the only thing that let Arasthea know he was still conscious, though... very tired.

        "Is it done?" asked Thoma.

        "No," said Arasthea, shaking her head slightly. "There are missing wood fragments. A few splinters are still lodged in his muscles. Some might have reached the intercostal area. It won't be as painful, but you'll still need to hold him."

        Then Arasthea stretched her fingers above him again, and the golden threads started to work once more. One by one, the splinters were extracted and placed on the table. It was a long process, but kept under control, a process that started to drain Arasthea of energy, though at least her heart no longer skipped at every sound Koshi let out through his lips.

        Once all the splinters were removed, the golden threads started stitching tissues and muscles on the inside. Later, with her own fingers, using black thread and a curved needle, Arasthea sewed up his skin. She made another herbal paste, one that seemed warm on its own, spread it on the front and back wound as gently as possible, then covered it. Ayato helped her wrap the gauze bandages around Koshi's body. They changed his clothes, dressed him up, and laid him in her bed. 

        "He's stable now," Arasthea said, once again brushing his forehead. "He'll have a fever for a few days and be bedridden for longer than that, but at least he's not dead. Go rest. And tell that fool of a girl to stop sitting at the door like she's been doing for the past six hours," she tossed at Ayato, who just nodded, cast one last glance at Koshi, covered up to his neck, and left.

         Once alone in the room, Arasthea felt the strength leave her knees, and she barely managed to kneel beside the bed, resting her arms on the mattress. Her fingers brushed the blanket, and she felt Koshi breathing slowly, now with hot skin and a steady heartbeat. The silence hit her like a cold wind that took out her breath, and her body started to give out. She felt numb and weak, which was ironic. 

        She bent her arms, touching her hair still tied up with the tips of her finger. She still felt the threads that cut through his flesh like she cut it with her bare hands, every little drop of blood that stained them, every flinch of his body, every sound and scream. She felt suffocated. And exhausted. And tired. And as if something was missing. Maybe a sliver of courage. Maybe something to stop her from fearing death.

        Her heart clenched inside her chest, relieved, and the numbness took over her again. 

        She stretched her hands again, touching his arm covered by the blanket. Her forearms where passing over his, feeling under the touch the blood running through his veins. She didn't look at his face, but even through the blanket she could feel his pulse, listening to his heartbeat—rhythmic, strong—and the threads of energy floating through his body, faint, but stable.

        She wasn't exactly tired, not physically. It was almost impossible for her to become like that, or maybe it required her to use a lot of her powers that weren't necessary right now, since they were useless. It was a different kind of exhaustion.

         And so, for the first time in hundreds of years, Arasthea fell asleep kneeling on the floor, her forehead against the mattress, beside a mortal man.

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      Just as Ayato expected, Caiome was sitting on the floor beside the door, waiting, standing up in a blink the moment Ayato closed the door behind him. She was clean and somewhat rested, but it was clear she had gone numb sitting on the floor in front of the room during the past few hours while the entire procedure took place.

       "He is all right," Ayato told her. "A few complications, but he is alive."

       "Thank the gods," she sighed, pressing her palms against her eyes.

       "Arasthea won't let you see him anytime soon, though."

       "That doesn't matter, as long as he's okay," she said, grabbing his arm. "Let's get you washed up and let you rest a bit."

       "Lord Shimizu?"

       "He's resting in one of the guest rooms. He yelled through the entire house demanding an explanation. I'm surprised you didn't hear him."

       Caiome clicked her tongue. Well, it's not like Ayato and the others didn't have other problems to deal with. Arasthea had thrown her out of the room as soon as they arrived, and Caiome insisted on staying by the door in case something happened – even though she couldn't have helped in any way. Maybe sarasthuza couldn't be transmitted like it had during the epidemic, since its symptoms weren't signs of the virus itself but a condition her body entered occasionally when it felt vulnerable.

       But if her blood had splashed even near Koshi by accident, it would've infected him entirely. Sure, Koshi was an adult, but the reason adults weren't affected by sarasthuza was because of their strong immune systems. At that moment, Koshi was anything but strong, barely able to stay conscious.

        So yes, it would've been a very bad idea for her to be in the room with him.

       Only Mitsuko and Ayaka had managed to convince her to take a bath, and Mizuki had sat with her in the hallway for a few hours, now clean himself, waiting. Caiome had fallen asleep for an hour or two in the hall, but no one dared to wake her up or move her to a bed. Mizuki had fallen asleep too. They had tried to have a conversation to encourage each other, but those quickly faded into silence.

       It was as if both of them felt guilty for something that wasn't their fault, and they didn't know how to reassure each other that it wasn't true. But Caiome could think of a good reason why she might feel guilty even for that.

       Caiome held tighter to Ayato's arm, guiding him toward the stairs leading down to the first floor, but from around the corner appeared one of the three jonin, bowing to both of them.

       "My lord, Lord Shimizu is urgently requesting you to come down to the sitting room."

       "Tell him to wait a bit longer," Caiome replied sharply. "The least he can do for all the trouble—"

      Ayato placed his hand over hers, a gentle touch, though his tense gaze remained on the jonin.

       "We will be right there."

       The jonin nodded, turned, and left.

       "Ayato, you're tired," said Caiome. "Shimizu can wait. He's not lacking anything, he just needs to sit and—"

       Ayato tilted his head slightly. "You think that is enough to stop me? Besides, all I did was keep Koshi still. I am quite fine. We should worry about more important things."

       "This," she gestured toward him, "isn't unimportant."

       "And besides," he leaned slightly toward her, nudging her temple gently with his forehead, "I would rest better if I could get rid of this kind of worry."

       Caiome didn't resist. She had been in many situations where she did things just to calm herself down and move away from a state of anxiety. She could only assume Ayato felt the same, if not believe his stubborn words.

       "Fine," she mumbled. "But at least let's get a shirt on you."

       Ayato only managed to change clothes before heading down to the salon where Lord Shimizu was sitting in a very comfortable chair, holding a cup of hot tea. It was already near midday, as they had left the cave where they found Himeko at dawn, and then came the entire procedure with Koshi...

       He couldn't say he felt much different from how Caiome had said she felt. He was tired, hungry, felt dehydrated no matter how much water he drank—which was ironic for someone with a Vision like his. He tried to focus on how Koshi was in worse shape and that he shouldn't complain, as Koshi had fought for hours for his life. Ayato had only kept him still on the table so he wouldn't move.

       More exhausting than holding him still was the way Ayato had feared every second for what might happen next, while Arasthea worked with focus, consistency, slowly but surely. Ayato trusted her, but the fear had dug deep roots inside him, and not even now, after witnessing Arasthea lay Koshi in bed and saying he'd be fine, had it fully left him.

       So Ayato just threw a "good afternoon" at Lord Shimizu and, grabbing a chair to place in front of him, sat down slowly. On the chair beside Shimizu sat Himeko, who clearly felt responsible for the mess, while Caiome stood nearby. Ayato's gaze was lost, tired, and serious, crossing one leg over the other, resting his jaw on his fist, looking at Shimizu from under his lashes.

       "I understand you want some explanations," Ayato said passively, and Lord Shimizu frowned.

        "That is what I have been saying since I got here hours ago. I don't think—"

       Ayato tapped his fingers on the arm of the chair. "I must apologize that my priority was the life of my subordinate, who, as I recall, ended up in this condition because he saved your life, Lord Shimizu."

       Shimizu clenched his teeth. "And I deeply appreciate the sacrifice, but—"

       "He's not dead for you to mention any sacrifice," Caiome snapped back.

       "And I will do what's right and show him my gratitude," Shimizu insisted, looking at her with a kind of authentic desperation, as if he was already being asked for too much, for something he knew he had to do. "You've misunderstood me, my intentions, and everything about my involvement... whatever it is you think of me, but I truly am grateful to him and I don't want him to lose his life for me. That would be immoral and—"

       Caiome scoffed, and Shimizu shut his mouth.

       "What do you want from me?" he turned to Ayato. "I've already told you how I ended up with Himeko in the cave, and no, I have no idea where Lord Yoshimitsu is or who this Tabai is or what those inscriptions Miss Caiome mentioned are. I don't even understand how I got lumped in with them."

       "Then let me explain," said Ayato. "A few months ago, after the death of Watanabe Goichi, a series of civilian disappearances began. These people wouldn't remain missing for long before being rescued by soldiers under the name of the Shimizu family and the clan's head. These disappearances occurred repeatedly until they formed a clear pattern: civilians would vanish in the middle of a well-known routine according to family, neighbours, or friends, and on the third day, they would be found and brought back home, miraculously saved."

       Shimizu swallowed hard. "I understand the suspicions, but it's not what it looks like."

       Ayato raised an eyebrow.

       "It's just that... I hired some mercenaries to do this for me, it's true."

       Himeko held her breath for a few seconds, and Caiome shot her a glance. Her eyes, now catching the shade of dried autumn leaves, yet still shining, stared at Shimizu.

       "But they weren't kidnappings, not really. Actually, you can't even legally call them kidnappings. I was the one who approached each of them individually, offering a kind of job for two or three days. All they had to do was stay inside the camp perimeter and do some cooking or, I don't know, clean the soldiers' armoury, then I'd bring them back home."

       "The civilians stated they had been kidnapped," said Ayato.

       "I..." Shimizu mumbled, then lowered his head, and Caiome couldn't tell if he did it because he felt ashamed in front of Himeko or because he truly should've felt ashamed for his lack of principle. "I bribed them to say that to the authorities," he continued.

       "Why?" Himeko was the one who asked, her voice soft and surprised.

       "You should know better than anyone, Miss Himeko. For Inoue," he said to the other two.

       "How would that help Lady Inoue?" Ayato asked.

       "Isn't it obvious?" Shimizu insisted. "You know very well, my lord, the situation of her family, the way her father is retreating more and more from society each day, and with him dies his influence. If I want to marry Lady Inoue, I must first offer her some kind of security, someone she can rely on in case of conflict—not only between clans but between the Commissions as well. I'm not saying I intend to be the one to start such a conflict, Heaven forbid, but she doesn't have that kind of assurance. Inoue doesn't trust anyone, not even me, and I know that. I know she doesn't love me either and sees me only as some kind of escape, but that's perfectly fine with me as long as I can help her in any way. It's true," he emphasized the words. "I thought that if I could get more families on my side from the Tenryou Commission, someone who'd support me because of my accomplishments, I could show Inoue that she can rely on me."

       "By lying," Caiome concluded.

       "Miss Caiome, I don't think there's a single noble in high society who hasn't heard of your close relationship with Lord Kamisato, something I know is more than it appears, even if no one says it out loud. That was his choice, he chose you, and knowing Lord Kamisato, he wouldn't have done it without knowing the truth about you."

       "What truth?" Caiome cut him off.

       "You can hide behind your role as the lord's bodyguard, but the truth is no one really knows anything about you. And, considering you mentioned that the sarasthuza epidemic happened only once, in a forgotten village in the Sumeru desert, it's not hard to figure out you're not from around here."

       Shimizu leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees—an unlordly posture, but he didn't seem to care now that he was speaking the whole truth.

       "The fact that you mentioned this journey of yours through Teyvat ruined whatever image Lord Kamisato tried to build of you. Then he showed he keeps you by his side because of your skills, something I can agree with. My nephew was among the children you saved, so I will never doubt you and will always be grateful, but at the same time, I'm not naïve enough to think that at some point, you haven't probably done worse things than me, being lying, stealing or killing."

       He turned to Ayato.

       "We're all the same, aren't we? I bribe these people, and they accept it either because they need it or just because they like the idea of money. Because it's easy for them to spread false rumours. Lord Ayato knows this very well, he's lived among nobles his entire life, and you, Miss Caiome, know it too, from the rumour about his supposed engagement to Lady Yuriko. It starts from nothing, and it's so easy to pass along. I just used that. And you can verify my words by asking each of the civilians supposedly kidnapped and later rescued by me. It's a small number of people who know the truth. You can say you come on my behalf, for all I care right now."

      Caiome and Ayato exchanged a look.

      Ayato could have given his whole life to protect Inazuma. But Caiome wondered how he could protect it the way he wanted if a big part of the harm came from the people themselves: nobles who bought authority and influence, civilians who let themselves be influenced by them.

       Of course, there were still those who truly deserved to be protected. But it was hard to tell who and when, especially when things like this happened constantly. That's why Ayato limited himself to a general kind of protection, against senseless threats, the kind that could destroy everyday life and the nation's peace. After all, he was only human. He couldn't read minds or intentions and couldn't keep everyone in the nation under surveillance.

       Ayato almost called out for Koshi before remembering Koshi was on the top floor, unconscious and wounded.

       "We will," he finally said. "But we still need to discuss your connection with Yoshimitsu. Your arguments during the trial before the Shogun had some gaps we tried to fill in, and later we concluded that this investigation you supposedly led didn't seem to have happened the way you claimed. It sounded more like a story."

       "That's because I wasn't the one who captured Yoshimitsu. Or rather, I wasn't the one who truly led the investigation. I was only present at certain points I was sent to by one of the mercenaries I hired many months ago."

       "Was he from Natlan?" Caiome asked quickly, and Shimizu blinked.

       "Excuse me?"

       "The one who gave you the leads—was he from Natlan? Did he have burn marks on his hands, dark-haired, tall...?"

       "Uh, yes... and... he had a scar on his chest, like from a thin blade. Wore red clothes and all that... talked oddly."

      Caiome sighed loudly. "Var'ak," she told Ayato. "Itto told us he used to hang around Nazuchi Beach back when I went with Sara to investigate the place. Tabai must've planned that as a small part of their staged act. And if the cave can be opened from the side using a Vision, then they must've used that place to train mercenaries to open the Gates. That would explain the weapons, the food, and everything else."

       "Wait," said Shimizu. "So this Tabai... I don't understand..."

       "You need to understand," Caiome snapped back at him, "that whether you meant to or not, yes, you aligned yourself with a traitor and walked straight into their plan, if what you just said is true. In short, they used you like a puppet. You hired Tabai's mercenaries because they were the most convenient, something Tabai probably predicted long ago if he had Yoshimitsu's help and information from him about noble ties, gossip, even Lady Inoue's family situation and your intent to marry her. Yoshimitsu read you perfectly and used you."

       "But I didn't mean for that to happen, I swear," Shimizu insisted.

       Ayato let out a long sigh. "I don't think it matters anymore what you meant to do, Lord Shimizu. It is about what has already been done."

       "Then... what can we do?"

       "We?" Caiome raised an eyebrow. "What do you want to do? You're already labelled a traitor through association."

       Shimizu quickly stood up, followed by Himeko, who just felt she needed to be on her feet too, adrenaline from the conversation already overtaking her. "But I didn't know. And more than that, if this is going to affect Inoue too, I at least want to... I don't know, make it less dangerous. Maybe the fact that we haven't married yet can still save her, but she is still my fiancée. Or... well, not really. It's more like an arrangement. I can be taken away or even executed, but she... her family... If that happens to me, I won't be able to protect her anymore."

       Ayato finally stood up from the chair as well. "That doesn't need to worry you, if you truly care for her and those aren't just words."

       "What do you mean?"

       "If it comes to that, Lady Inoue will be under the protection of the Yashiro Commission. And that way, I will keep my promise to her."

       "I don't think—"

       "Lady Inoue didn't rely solely on her alliance with your family. You said it yourself: she doesn't trust anyone, not even you. So it wouldn't have made sense for you to be her only backup plan."

       Shimizu lowered his head. That was true...

       "I understand. In that case, I think I can only ask one thing of you, my lord. Please take care of her."

       "Ryouta..." Himeko whispered, then suddenly turned to Caiome and Ayato. "My lord, this will be a personal request. Isn't there any way to fix this? I know it might sound absurd, but once you check with the other civilians, it must be obvious Ryouta had no conscious intent to be part of this. I've known him and Inoue for years. I can vouch for him."

       "Miss Himeko, things like this reach a much more complicated level," said Ayato. "Don't question my desire for things to be made right, but in some situations—"

       "Please," Himeko insisted. "It's clear to me you're working independently from the Tenryou Commission regarding this investigation, considering no one knew about this Tabai, or the mercenaries from Natlan. If Ryouta can help with the investigation, if you work together, can't that pardon him, even partially?"

       Caiome scoffed. "How come she is the one pleading for you, instead of your so-called soon-to-be wife?"

       "I think that at least confirms that Inoue doesn't trust me," Shimizu said.

       "We already knew that," Caiome threw back. "Nothing surprising."

       Ayato remained silent for several long seconds before speaking again.

       "Alright," he said, making everyone turn suddenly toward him, even Caiome, who looked the most shocked of them all. "I will try to find a way for that. In the meantime, no one can know you were with Miss Himeko; and these cases of disappearance must stop. It should be enough what you pretended to have done so far. That will also enhance Lady Inoue's safety. But I need you to tell us everything you know about the mercenaries and about Yoshimitsu."

       Shimizu let out a sigh of relief, and Himeko smiled widely, thanking him repeatedly with a few bows. The only one who didn't seem pleased was Caiome, who clenched her fists by her sides.

       "Go home. Contact me if those mercenaries come into contact with you again. If not, just wait for me to reach out to you and don't stand out in any way. Just lay low for a while," was all Ayato said to the two of them before turning on his heels and leaving the sitting room.

       Caiome shot Shimizu only a single glance, scoffed, and exited as well, following Ayato, who was already unfastening the cuffs of his coat and shirt, as well as the thin cords crossing his chest to open his overcoat.

       By the time they reached the bedroom, Ayato was already taking off his coat and tossing it onto the bed, then sat on the edge of it, staring down, exhausted. His bangs covered his cheekbones and forehead, and he rubbed his reddened eyes with the tips of his fingers.

       Caiome quietly closed the door behind her, leaning against its frame. "Do you really believe everything Shimizu said?" she asked.

       Ayato took a deep breath. "For the most part," he replied.

       "You really think he loves Inoue and that everything he does is for her? That he'd really accept being thrown in prison or even, I don't know, executed, just to know she's safe under your protection? That's what makes him a supposed traitor?"

        Ayato took a few long seconds, then leaned down to unlace his winter boots.

       "Yeah, I do," he answered briefly.

       Caiome couldn't believe it, so she just looked around the room, trying to find the words. Then she seemed to suddenly remember when Mizuki slipped past them during the teleportation, and it took only one answer from him to convince Ayato to let him come along.

       She looked back at Ayato again. He wasn't looking at her, placing his boots by the bed, slowly unbuttoning his shirt while staring at the closed windows.

       "Is this because of me?" she asked softly.

       Ayato continued undoing his shirt, pulling it off. "Why would it be because of you?" he asked.

       "Don't pretend you don't know what I mean," she scolded. "You know exactly what I'm talking about."

       Ayato finally stood up from the bed, setting his shirt on one of the tall chairs, picking up his nightshirt. Since Caiome had started sleeping in the same room with him, Ayato rarely bothered to put it on.

       "I don't do anything because of you. I do it because I understand how he feels."

       "You're nothing like Shimizu," she said, stepping forward.

       "In terms of motives," he replied, changing his pants too. "His goals and methods started with Lady Inoue. Mine started with Inazuma and its people. But I can agree with him on one thing: we are all the same. The only difference between me and him is that he still doesn't know everything I have done. You have seen much of it. I know you would agree with him. Still, he hasn't truly hurt anyone, not really."

       Caiome clenched her teeth, shaking her head. "That's not fair at all," she mumbled. "To put yourself on the same level as him just because..."

       Finally, Ayato lifted his gaze to her. "Just because what?"

       Caiome let her shoulders fall, suddenly feeling too worn out to carry on the argument. And yet, looking at him, she didn't hold back.

       "You told me not even a week ago that you were giving me this world of yours. And I promised myself I'd make the best of it. I have nothing to help you with other than my own principles, my own drive and ambition. I thought that, at least for a while, that would be enough. But even with so little, I already feel like I'm making it all crumble just by being here. You only let Mizuki come with us because he asked you what would you have done if I was in Himeko's place. And now Shimizu says he just wants to protect Inoue, despite..." Caiome swallowed hard, looking away for a moment. "Is your love for me the reason you hesitate to expose Shimizu? You shouldn't! Because if that's the reason, then..."

       Ayato slowly stepped toward her in small, deliberate steps that made Caiome gulp and look like she wanted to avoid him as much as possible. But he still came to stand in front of her and gave her a small smile. He lifted his hands and cupped her face.

       "You are not ruining anything," he said, caressing her cheeks, looking into the spark in her eyes. Then his hands lowered into an embrace around her waist. He let his forehead rest on her shoulder, and Caiome felt his heart beating slowly, rhythmically, gently. "I am tired, Caiome. I know my purpose, I carry it out, but sometimes I am so exhausted. You are one of the few things keeping me here, among everyone, you know that, don't you? That makes me go on. That makes me find a little shred of happiness in more things than just a game behind the curtain, no matter how well it turns out in the end. People don't know what I do, but you do. And every time I turn to you, I tell myself it is all truly worth it, and I have no doubt left. You make me want to live more than this. So yes, I would do anything for you. I would do what Shimizu would for Inoue, or Mizuki for Himeko. I love you, and you are everything to me. So please, don't judge me for it, or for my heart."

       Caiome said nothing. Slowly, she raised her arms, placing them on his shoulders and pulling him closer. Even the light slipping through the closed windows suddenly turned dim, and the two of them started to slip into a tired, peaceful, dreamy atmosphere.

       "I think Tabai is on Seirai Island," she said after long seconds. "I have to go there, to see what I can find out about his plans."

       "I have figured," he said, still nestled against her chest.

       "Alone."

       Ayato clenched his teeth.

       "It's for the best," she continued. "If Tabai wants to fight using the Gates of Tohmil, then I must do the same."

       "After the funeral commemoration," Ayato said, finally rising and looking at her. "First, we must ensure the Tenryou Commission won't get involved or discover anything about this." He ran a finger across her forehead, tucking a strand behind her ear. "Then, if necessary, we will prepare properly. And you will take Arasthea with you. If anything happens, I don't want any delays like with Koshi. It will be easier with her."

       Caiome nodded lightly.

 

Chapter 110: Chapter 110 ~ The Name and the One She Called

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Chapter 110 ~ The Name and the One She Called

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        The first thing Koshi felt when he woke up was intense nausea and a massive headache. That was probably why he woke up in the first place—he could no longer endure that numbness, not even in sleep. Then he felt suffocated by the heat, by the many layers covering his skin, pressing on his chest and crowding his mouth and nose, so that when he breathed in, it felt like he was pulling in the same warm air he had just exhaled.

       He was dizzy, and if he closed his eyes, it got even worse. He hadn't been drunk many times in his life—he could count on one hand how often he go drunk—but the feeling now was exactly the same. If he closed his eyes, it felt like he was on a boat in the middle of the sea during a storm.

       But he knew that ceiling. Well, almost all the ceilings in Lord Kamisato's mansion looked the same, and he didn't recognize this one specifically, but the pungent smell of herbs, the sweet one of creams and tinctures, and the soft light entering the room were the ones that made him realize he definitely wasn't in the infirmary of one of the organization's hideouts.

       To be honest, he didn't even remember what it smelled like in such an infirmary, as he was rarely taken there; he usually treated most of his wounds himself. Only through the process of elimination, like with the ceiling, did he figure out where he was.

       The dizziness started to fade, but the nausea and headache remained. And once he opened his eyes and realized he was indeed awake, an immense pressure, then a sharp pain, cut through the right side of his abdomen.

       Oh, right, he thought, starting to remember the moment when the wooden spike pierced his back, the uncontrollable trembling, the pounding heart, the agony he endured until he started to dream... and then the gentle caresses on his forehead and the words he still heard whispered in his mind.

       Koshi moved his hand, blindly feeling around the painful area, which turned out to be a big mistake. A wave of pain hit his body, making him hiss. There was no chance he could get up in that state.

       Suddenly, a cheerful face with a smile appeared above him, with a pair of sparkling red eyes.

       "Hey, look who woke up!" Lady Caiome's voice rang out, and her loud tone worsened his headache. "You are quite the heavy sleeper, you knew that, right?"

       "My lady?" he mumbled.

       "In the flesh. How do you feel? I've been in your place way too many times to count, so I think I'm highly relatable. Dizziness? Nausea? Pain?"

       Should he tell her that her enthusiasm was causing him pain?

       "No, not really. What about you?"

       Caiome blinked a few times, confused, before realizing what he meant. "The sarasthuza symptoms have passed, otherwise Arasthea wouldn't have let me stay even on the other side of the door, let alone this close to you," she laughed.

       "But... so fast?"

       "Well, it wasn't exactly fast, it's just that you slept too long. Counting the hours that Arasthea, Ayato, and the others spent extracting the spike, you've been out for about two days."

       "Two days?" he frowned, starting to wiggle his fingers, trying to shake off the numbness.

       Caiome nodded. "The whole intervention took them more than six hours, and probably even after that, you weren't doing great. Until last night, Arasthea hadn't even stitched the entire wound, in case of an infection that needed to swim out, so maybe that's what made you even more tired afterwards, no matter how fast she worked."

       Koshi frowned. He'd been stitched last night? He didn't remember anything, only long dreams that faded like visions, leaving room for sleep to take over everything, including his mind and subconscious.

       "I think she drugged you pretty good," Caiome mumbled, noticing the frown on his face. "That, plus the exhaustion and sleep... it makes sense you didn't feel anything."

       Ah, Koshi thought. That's why he felt so hungover.

       He tried to gather his strength, turning onto his side, and Lady Caiome came immediately to help, supporting his back and shoulders in his pathetic attempt to prop himself up on an elbow. But at least he felt better now that he wasn't staring up at the ceiling, when the blood rushed back to his head and threatened to burst out through his nose.

       "Here, let me help you."

       Koshi didn't want to let Lady Caiome help him with anything. Normally, he should be the one helping her with anything he could; but right now, his arms were weak, and it felt like there wasn't a drop of strength left in his body. He propped himself on his hand and bent his abdomen, which made him groan as the pressure aggravated the wound. But once it passed, he finally felt like he could breathe again.

       "What happened to Lord Shimizu? Does Lord Kamisato need me for anything?" he asked, and Lady Caiome clicked her tongue.

       "You should focus on healing, not on such matters. Everything's fine, nothing we can't handle, me and your lord. How about taking a break for yourself, okay?"

       "But—"

       "We're fine," she insisted. "I know the situation sucks, but how's it feel to stay in bed past the hour you're supposed to start working? Pretty cool, huh? I don't think you've ever had a vacation where you just laze around," she winked, just as the room door opened and Arasthea walked in.

       "I don't think you could call it a vacation or lazing around when I just stitched up a hole in his abdomen," she threw out with extreme boredom and a sharp, annoyed glare, catching both of them by surprise.

       Koshi wasn't sure why Lady Caiome suddenly took a step back from his bed, straightening her back like a child caught doing something wrong. And he had no idea what Lady Caiome might've done that was 'wrong' regarding him.

       But what really surprised Koshi was how Arasthea's hair was tied up in a bun with a simple wooden hairpin, no gems, no precious metals, nothing that said she lived in Lord Kamisato's mansion. A few wavy strands framed her face, making it look sharper and more elegant. And instead of her usual white clothes, she wore a short, dark blue kimono that covered her thighs, paired with long black pants. The short heels of her tall boots tapped lightly on the wooden floor as she entered the room with a tray holding a steaming bowl from where it came a relatively sweet scent, like soup.

       He didn't remember ever seeing Arasthea with her natural hair up. Nor did she ever wear casual clothes when appearing in her natural form.

       "Stop breathing on him and step aside," she said sharply, and Caiome pouted.

       "You said it was safe for me to be near him."

       "Not because of the symptoms," she replied, placing the tray on a table filled with herbs, papers, notebooks, test tubes, jars, and vials, "but because you're annoying. You're so fidgety, I feel like you're going to make him faint if you keep moving around him. Are you some kind of bee in the middle of springtime?"

       "Why did I ever think she'd be kinder now?" Lady Caiome mumbled to herself. "I didn't know it was normal for a doctor to make a scene in front of her patient."

       Arasthea looked unimpressed. "Get out," she threw over her shoulder, and Lady Caiome pouted even more, standing her ground.

       "But I just got here," she complained. "I don't think I've even been here half an hour before he woke up, while everyone else sat here for hours."

       "I'm about to get him naked to change his bandages. Want to be here for that?"

       Lady Caiome gave her a typical grin. "Can I hold your scissors?"

       "Out," Arasthea said, turning back to the table where she started sorting through the bandages.

       Lady Caiome rolled her eyes, turning to Koshi. "Petty doctor you've got there. I'll come back later to keep you company, okay?"

       Koshi nodded slightly. "Thank you. I appreciate it."

       Lady Caiome gently touched his shoulder, as if to encourage him, then turned to Arasthea, stuck out her tongue at her, and walked out of the room.

       Arasthea shook her head, standing with her hands on her hips. "That girl..." She looked at Koshi. "What about you?"

       Koshi blinked a few times, as if just realizing she was talking to him. "What about me?"

       Arasthea sighed. "Never mind," then turned back to the room.

       She quickly washed her hands in a small basin in the corner of the bedroom, dried them with a clean towel, then turned to the bandages on the table. On another wooden tray, she picked up gauze, strips, a pair of scissors, a small bottle, and a white ceramic jar, and came over to Koshi, sitting on the edge of the bed facing him. She placed the tray beside his hip, and Koshi could see that the lid of the jar was engraved with names of antiseptic plants: charcoal powder, angelica root powder, ash mixed with alcohol.

       Arasthea didn't wait, nor did she give him any warning, as she leaned toward him and started untying his shirt, loosening the bow at his chest. The closeness made her feel swallowed up by his frame. Koshi was taller than pretty much anyone here. He had a pretty subtle muscular build, not to obvious, strong enough that you could feel it under touch, but his height gave him a slender appearance. Because of that, while standing or even sitting at his level on the bed, Arasthea barely stood out, completely hidden by him.

       And from up there, where he looked down at her, she was... If he leaned just a little more toward her, if he stretched his arms out on either side of her, he could have wrapped her up completely and kept the world from ever seeing her again.

       Arasthea took the scissors and gently tugged at the bandages wrapped around his torso, starting to cut. "Dizziness, persistent pain in a specific area?"

       "No," he answered, his words muffled by the sound of the scissors.

       "Nausea is perfectly normal. Your autonomic nervous system was under intense stimulation, so your body responds to acute pain." She spoke slowly, methodically, like a doctor simply presenting the facts to her patient, and her movements were agile as she peeled the bandages off his body, letting them fall behind him. "You lost a lot of blood, which led to low blood pressure and reduced oxygen to the brain. I gave you a lot... a lot of opium and fermented alcohol, and you went through prolonged physical shock. And you haven't eaten in more than 48 hours, but we'll need to take it slow with that."

       "I understand."

       Arasthea gave him a brief glance through her white lashes, like snow had settled on her eyes, then returned to the now-exposed skin. She grabbed the edge of the bandage covering his wound, and Koshi braced himself—he always thought bandages stuck to wounds and would hurt coming off.

       But Arasthea pulled it off without hesitation, and he didn't feel a thing, there was nothing left to hurt. When she turned the bandage over, a clean greenish ointment was still visible on it.

       "No sign of abscess," she said, "which means the drainage was done properly. Turn a little that way," she pointed to the right, and Koshi obeyed, shifting slightly to the right. Arasthea also removed the bandage on his back, breathing warm air over the stitched wound. "This looks even better."

       She lightly pressed the area with a finger, and Koshi slightly clenched his teeth, not knowing if it was from pain—which couldn't be, because she didn't touch anywhere near the wound—or simply because he was taken by surprise at how easily she touched him.

       "Does it hurt here?"

       Koshi shook his head, then cleared his throat. "No."

       Well, she was a doctor. It was her job to check him up.

       "Alright, let's let it breathe a bit."

       She gently took his arm, signalling for him to turn back toward her. His shirt slipped down over his shoulders, past his elbows, leaving him nearly half-naked in front of her. As expected, she didn't even blink when she started at him, inspecting the front wound and the red area surrounding it. She pressed gently with her finger, and Koshi instinctively flinched.

       "Does it hurt here?"

       "No."

       Arasthea lifted her gaze to him, holding his. His eyes, although no longer clouded with shock, confusion, and adrenaline, still looked dull, exhausted, and fragile, glistening as if he might cry—but probably they were just dry and trying to compensate.

       She looked him directly in the eye as she touched him again, pressing gently. "What about here?"

       Koshi shook his head.

       "Here?"

       "No."

       "You're lying," she snapped, pulling her hand away. "Do you still think I'm stupid?"

       Koshi looked away, and Arasthea clicked her tongue, silently scolding him.

       "I can see more than most. Every time you feel pain, the energy threads in your body tremble and ripple. On top of that," she shrugged, lowering her eyes, "your left eye twitches a bit... when you lie, that is... Anyway, your abdomen has hardened slightly near the wound, but nothing to worry about. It'll go down, but I'll need to change the bandages every three hours at most, so I'm not letting you sleep too long."

       "Then why don't you sedate me again?" he said, and Arasthea almost flinched, her hands on the bandages. She didn't know if his tone was sharp on purpose or if he was just tired.

       "Feeling hungover?"

       Koshi tilted his head slightly. "A bit.""

       "It's from the alcohol I gave you last night when I stitched you. It'll pass," she said, opening the jar and the bottle, and Koshi was hit by a strong scent.

       Arasthea poured a little liquid from the bottle onto one of the bandages, then leaned close to the wound, laying it gently on top. Koshi gripped the sheet tightly in his fist, and Arasthea started to dab softly. After a few seconds, Koshi only felt a discomfort and the smell of sage, wormwood, thyme, and shiso, herbs that cleaned the wound before she applied another dose of ointment.

       She set down the bottle, picked up the jar, and with her fingertips, scooped up the greenish ointment, spreading it on the wound. This made Koshi flinch harder and let out a surprised grunt from his throat, exhaling deeply. But Arasthea continued, seemingly ignoring him, and when she reached the lower edge of the wound, Koshi grabbed her wrist, eyes squeezed shut.

       "It hurts," he mumbled through clenched teeth. "Gently..."

       Arasthea looked at her wrist completely enclosed in his hand and the way his thumb rested in the middle of her palm. The pressure was mild, but his skin was hot. 

       "I thought you were tougher than that," she said almost in a mocking laugh, "considering you stayed half-conscious the whole time I was pulling out that spike."

       "All six hours?" he asked, finally gathering the courage to let go of her hand.

       Arasthea nodded slightly, picking up more ointment and covering the back wound. Koshi slowly turned to the side again, and this time barely felt the coldness of the ointment or the moment she covered it. Straightening up again, Arasthea grabbed the gauze strips and unrolled them, laying them across his abdomen. Koshi leaned back on his hands, supporting himself and giving to Arasthea full access to his torso.

       "Well, you did start mumbling a few words at one point," she said, "but it was probably because of the opium. Your lord forced it down your throat, otherwise you probably would've died from the pain rather than the spike, so..."

       Arasthea moved quickly, gently tightening the gauze around him, and occasionally, when she paused to adjust the strip's direction, Koshi could feel every one of her fingers brushing against his skin. When she passed the gauze behind him, Arasthea leaned further over him to pass the roll from one hand to the other, and every time, he felt her breath against his chest. Sometimes his stomach felt hollow, but he blamed it on not eating for two days; since he was a coward to admit otherwise...

       And he was supposed to go through this every three hours?

       "What did I say?" he asked quietly when Arasthea split the gauze in half to tie it above the front wound.

       "Nothing too important," she shrugged. "Something about rain, a funeral, a hokora shrine at the side of the road. I was too focused on pulling that spike out of you to really pay attention to your mumbling."

       Which wasn't entirely true—Arasthea always stayed focused on everything happening around her.

       "I see," Koshi replied.

       He didn't really remember any of that, to be honest, so everything Arasthea told him could've been true or a lie. Not that it really mattered anyway.

       Arasthea took the wooden tray and got up from the bed, leaving the space she occupied now empty. But Koshi lifted his gaze, watching her—how she gently set the tray down on the table, how she spun around a few times, looking for something. Then she mumbled something Koshi didn't understand. Maybe it wasn't even in a language he knew, since it sometimes happened that he heard Arasthea speaking in her own words and sounds. Mostly when she was angry or frustrated; probably she was cursing her guts out. 

       It was slightly amusing to watch her flitting about from side to side while he slowly pulled his shirt back on, tying it loosely at the front.

       Eventually, Arasthea took the tray with the bowl of soup from the table and sat back down next to him, this time a bit closer, her hip touching his, separated only by the blanket still covering him. She placed the tray on her knees, holding only the bowl in her hands, starting to play with the spoon in it, cooling it. The smell of chicken and faint medicinal spices wafted through the air—likely meant to strengthen the body and promote healing, the same kind of soup Lord Kamisato used to eat when his health had worsened.

       Arasthea took a spoonful of soup and raised it to her lips, blowing gently over it. When she turned toward Koshi, he leaned back, caught off guard by the look in her eyes.

       "I can... I can eat by myself," he said.

       Arasthea raised her eyebrows. "Is that so?" she said, then placed the bowl back on the tray. She picked it up and handed it to him. "Here, then. Try to hold it."

       Koshi shot her a quick glance before reaching for the tray. He held one side, Arasthea the other. As she let go, the strength in his fingers betrayed him, and the tray tipped to the side. Arasthea caught it quickly, but a few drops of soup splashed out, forming a small puddle on the tray.

       "Yeah, sure, you can totally eat by yourself," she snorted sarcastically, then took the tray from his hands, grabbed the bowl off it, and resumed stirring. "You are such a mess the way you are right now, I don't need you to get burns all over your hands too."

       She lifted the spoon again, gently blew over it, and offered it to Koshi, who—may the gods bear witness—would have rather starved. But Arasthea insisted, so he leaned slightly toward her, parting his lips just enough to sip the soup from the spoon. But Arasthea nearly shoved the whole spoon in his mouth, lifting it so Koshi had to raise his head.

       "Up, up, up," she said, and Koshi hunched slightly and placed his hand under his chin as Arasthea took back the spoon. "There you go. Wasn't so hard, was it?"

       Koshi didn't find the image in front of him all that strange. During the epidemic, when he had just met her, Arasthea was almost always by the children's and elderly's side in Kujou Kamaji's mansion, whenever she wasn't conducting her research on the sarasta flower. And when the patients' families couldn't be there, Arasthea was the one who gave each a glass of water, food, wiped their foreheads, and covered them with blankets, urging them to rest.

       It was just this specific image that felt strange—him being the one in bed, wounded and bandaged, while she sat beside him. He had never considered this possibility, as there was a deep rift between them, a distance too wide for either of them to cross—or even want to. It was purely by chance that they ended up in this situation, and Koshi understood every aspect of it.

       He couldn't be moved to any infirmary in the organization's hideouts. And he couldn't be placed in a guest room, as not many at the residence knew his face, so he had to remain hidden. No one ever entered Miss Arasthea's room because she had a personality that kept everything to herself: very stern, very sharp, no one ever got past what she allowed them to see. No one was supposed to disturb her, so no one should be around when she worked.

       Arasthea lifted the spoon again, blew gently on the soup, and held it out to him. This time, Koshi was more cooperative.

       "Don't take it the wrong way," she said while stirring the soup again, picking out small pieces of chicken. "You're just weak, that's why it feels like your body won't obey you. I'm just here to make things easier. You're going to have a tough time... staying in this bed and in this room, so..."

       "But I didn't say anything about you," he said before she could force another spoonful into his mouth.

       "You're staring way too hard at me," she mumbled.

       Koshi chewed the chicken and swallowed. "That's not why. I was just thinking about something else."

       "Like what?"

       "That..."

       Koshi quickly studied her—her gaze fixed on the soup, the way the spoon moved through it; her fingers wrapped around the bowl; her upright, solemn posture; her knees pressed together supporting the wooden tray; and her kimono rising slightly around her neck. The long ends of her wavy, white strands brushed gently against her jaw, while the shorter ones lightly covered her forehead like butterfly wings. Now that he looked more closely, there was a soft braid atop her head like a crown, and the wooden hairpin, though modest, appeared to be masterfully carved.

       Her eyes looked sharper, her nose smaller, her cheeks fuller and slightly pale, and her lips were precisely shaped— she looked just like a painting.

       Koshi gently raised his hand, brushing the tips of her bangs near her jaw with his fingers.

       "That I've never seen you with your hair up."

       The spoon stopped in the soup, and Arasthea seemed to grit her teeth as she lifted her gaze to him. She looked mildly irritated and curious at the same time. Then she raised the spoon and shoved it into his mouth, no longer caring about the food's temperature. Koshi coughed, choking, and Arasthea looked like she wanted to smash the bowl over his head.

       "Just eat your food," she snapped.

       "But... I didn't even say something bad... It was just a statement."

       "Well... Nobody asked for that statement."

       "You asked."

       "Then maybe you should've ignored me," she said, offering another spoonful, her pace becoming slightly quicker.

       "You don't like being ignored," he replied.

       "That is not something you should concern yourself with."

       Honestly, who could ever truly understand her?

       Arasthea simply continued feeding him in silence, and when he had finished nearly the whole bowl, she took a napkin, quickly wiped the corners of his mouth—Koshi barely even realized what was happening—then stood up and placed the wooden tray back on the table. She started gathering the bandages, herbs, and jars, cleaning up and placing everything into their boxes.

       "You should go to sleep now," Arasthea said, her back still to him. "You still have a bit of a fever, and you need to regain your strength if you want to heal faster."

       If he leaned back slightly, Koshi could see Arasthea collecting the items from the table, placing each one blindly—or instinctively—back where it belonged. Shifting slightly on the mattress, Koshi leaned back until his spine rested against the headboard, his shoulder blades against the wall behind him. The window beside him was closed, curtains drawn, but a soft light seeped through the warm orange fabric, like a sunset.

       On the windowsill sat three tiny stone pots, each holding a sprig of bay leaf.

       He let his head fall back against the wall, watching Arasthea mostly through his lower lashes. His wavy hair tickled his forehead and neck, but he lacked the strength to brush it away. The warm soup made him drowsy, and the ointment Arasthea had applied to his wounds gave him a calmness he hadn't felt until now considering all he'd done so far was sleep.

       Her fingers moved over the jars and bundles of herbs as if she wasn't even touching them. They were thin, pale, and deft—just like when she applied the ointment to his wounds and bandaged him. Her eyes moved quickly over the table, as if she couldn't afford a break... or as if something was pushing her from behind.

       The wide sleeves of her kimono were rolled up to her shoulders—underneath, Arasthea wore a dark blouse that made her appear thinner but also gave her shoulders, shoulder blades, and arms a sharper contour. The opening at the back was wide, revealing the rounded shape of her ribs toward her back.

       Arasthea turned her head slightly to the right, quickly grabbing a small bottle. She opened it, smelled it, closed it again, then placed it in a wooden box separate from all the others. She lingered with her hand on the bottle's neck before turning her head back toward the table, lowering it.

       "I can feel you staring at me," she mumbled.

       "I have nothing else to stare at," Koshi replied softly.

       "Then you should close your eyes. Should I sneak some sleeping powder into your soup next time?"

       Koshi only managed to lift the corner of his lips. Maybe he smiled—he couldn't tell, nor could he tell by her reaction.

       "It suits you," he said.

       "It suits me what?" she asked.

       "Your hair. The clothes..." He closed his eyes slowly, then opened them again. "You've worn them before, in the city, this type of clothing, but it didn't feel like you. You looked different."

       "That's because I didn't want to attract attention. Caiome did that for everyone already. And you..."

       "I... what?"

       Arasthea looked at the opposite wall, fidgeting with her fingers, then gathered the last herb bundles and sticks, placing them in the box before sliding it to the edge of the table.

       "I'm feeling generous today," she turned to him suddenly. "Do you have anything else to say before I force you to sleep? In case you haven't noticed, I'm the one who makes Caiome's powders she loves playing with so much."

       "That's dangerous," he mumbled back, somehow singing the words, playfully.

       "Exactly. So..."

       Koshi tilted his head slightly to the side, and now it felt like he could see her more clearly. Suddenly, her expression didn't seem as tense or angry. It was as if Koshi had managed to scratch beneath the surface. She had nowhere to run now, not when she was supposed to be taking care of him. So it didn't really matter what he said.

       "You know my name."

       Arasthea frowned, flinching slightly, and something about the way she curled her lips upward—sarcastically, in her usual way—made him think she found it amusing.

       "You really think I'm so incompetent that I wouldn't know what everyone calls you?"

       "That's the thing," he mumbled. "You never called my name before."

       Her eyes flicked quickly across his chest, then down to the ground, then back at him.

       "You called my name two days ago," he continued. "Repeatedly. You asked me if I could hear you, if I could see you. I could... barely."

       "Yes, I've noticed," she said. "You knew it was me."

       "It's hard not to know when it's you," he replied, and Arasthea clicked her tongue.

       She stepped closer, placing her hand on his forehead, brushing his curls back, and Koshi leaned his head into her touch, looking up at her.

       "Just as I thought. You're delirious from the fever. You're burning up."

       "It's from the soup," he contradicted her, and Arasthea looked into his eyes. "If it were from the fever, I'd be in shock, and you wouldn't just be checking my temperature."

       Arasthea pulled away, grabbing a cloth bag from the nearby chair and slinging it over her shoulder.

       "Seriously, go to sleep. You're not doing anyone any favours by rambling nonsense while half-conscious."

       Koshi frowned. "Where are you going?"

       "To buy some ginger, angelica, licorice root, and astragalus." She glanced at him over her shoulder. "I meant it when I said I'd make you a sleep-inducing tea. I'm not a fan of opium and I don't want to risk an overdose, so I'll use something gentler. Once the painkiller wears off, your wound is going to start hurting even without touching it. So I suggest you sleep now while you still can."

       She opened the door, grabbing the edge of it, then suddenly turned back toward him.

       "I mean it. Doctor's orders."

       Then she slammed the door behind her, and Koshi was hit by silence so sudden it made his head ache.

       He raised his hands to cover his eyes, pressing the heels of his palms into them until yellow and blue spots danced against the darkness. He inhaled deeply and exhaled even deeper, his body growing heavier and heavier.

       He shouldn't be here, in this bed. He should be beside Lord Kamisato, finding out what had happened to Lord Shimizu and Miss Himeko. It seemed like Lady Caiome had no intention of telling him, and Lord Kamisato probably wasn't going to visit that day. If he couldn't get answers from them, maybe...

       He wasn't supposed to be in her bed, in her room, surrounded by all her things. There didn't seem to be anything particularly personal around, but Koshi still felt like he was invading her privacy. Arasthea didn't seem to mind, but then again, he was one of her patients. Besides Lady Caiome and Lord Kamisato, and her occasional sharp comments toward others, Arasthea never refused a patient, a case, or a chance to demonstrate her innate, natural healing talents.

       He tightened his grip on the blanket, then scooted forward and lay back. He no longer felt dizzy or nauseous; the pain in his abdomen was dulled, light enough that he could close his eyes—which was pathetic, considering he had only woken up half an hour ago. And the bed felt small now, even though he hadn't had a problem with it before.

       Would it take her long to come back?

       If she placed an order for ginger and licorice, it would take too long to reach the estate. The fastest way was for her to go into the city and buy them from a boutique. As for angelica and astragalus, those were among the herbs Arasthea preferred to pick herself from the greenhouses.

       She'd be back in three hours, maybe not sooner than that.

       Better that way. If there was a chance she might return earlier, Koshi wouldn't have been able to close an eye. So he shut both and waited for sleep to take him, though it took... a while.

       Surrounded by the scent of herbs, wrapped in the sheets, he wasn't sure if that was what kept him awake for so long... or what finally made him fall asleep.

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       "And then he said he'd let me go to the island after the funeral anniversary," mumbled Caiome, kicking at a speck of dust that had settled on the wooden threshold of the armoury.

       As usual, Mizuki was sitting at the table in the middle, diligently polishing every dagger, every spear, and every piece of armour until they shone even under the shadow of the clouds covering the daytime sky.

       He glanced at her through his lashes, then turned back to dipping the cotton cloth into solution and gently dabbing the dagger he held in his hand.

       "And why is that such a bad thing?" he asked at last, after more than half an hour in which Caiome had mostly talked to herself, complaining about... well, just about anything she thought worth whining about. "He said he'll let you go once it all passes, and you'll feel all the better for it."

       Caiome clicked her tongue, turning away from the view of the garden. The air was cold but refreshing for a winter afternoon, which was why Mizuki had left the door open.

       "It's not about sarasthuza, I've already gotten over that. And I don't think you really see the problem. I'll only go after the funeral anniversary. Do you even know what that means?"

       Mizuki shrugged. He honestly had no idea why Caiome was so upset about. She had just barged into the armoury and started talking without even greeting him or asking how he was. Then again, they saw each other every day, so maybe it wasn't really necessary. Still...

        "He wants me there, at the rituals, in the funeral hall, with the others," she went on, tapping her foot lightly.

       "I imagine so," said Mizuki. "What I can't understand is why that's such a big deal for you. I thought you liked the former lord and lady Kamisato."

       "I do," she insisted, pacing back and forth across the room. In one corner, a modest flame burned in the fireplace, though the warmth it gave off was pointless with the door still open.  "And I want to be there, only..."

       Mizuki finally set the dagger aside when Caiome sat on the chair next to him, taking one of the still-sheathed swords in her hands. She drew it halfway out, gazing into the blade, her own reflection staring back at her. Mizuki nearly sighed, resting his chin in his palm.

       "I think I know what this is about," he said. "It would be the first time you'd officially meet them, and they will be pretty much the whole family, right?" He grinned in a way that made Caiome frown at him, maybe even want to smack him across the table. 'Who would have thought that the great Miss Caiome, second-in-command of the Shuumatsuban, and Lord Kamisato's bodyguard and lover, could be nervous about meeting a few aunts, uncles, and cousins.

       This time, Caiome really did kick him in the shin under the table. Mizuki flinched, banging his knee against the table as well, which made Caiome snort almost smugly.

       "I'm not afraid of anything. I already know Uncle Shōichiro and Uncle Yūji. How hard can it be with the others?"

       "You've only met Lord Kazumi Yūji once, standing near him, and that was when you painted Lord Kamisato's face, basically embarrassing him in front of them. Other than that, you've only seen him at Lord Kamisato's meetings, where you embarrassed yourself. Not exactly a worthy impression, if you ask me."

       Caiome rolled her eyes. "At least Uncle Shōichiro likes me," she mumbled.

       "Alright," Mizuki sighed, "you're not afraid of any of them, nor are you nervous. Then why are you so upset that Lord Kamisato wants you there with him? It's the anniversary of his parents' death, and you're his lover. Emotionally speaking, it makes sense he wants you by his side. And you wouldn't really want to skip it either, so it's a win–win situation."

        Caiome stared at the sword for a long moment, then slid it back into its sheath, if only to avoid seeing her own reflection. She let out another long sigh, slumping onto the table, running her hands through the neatly lined-up, sheathed daggers.

       "When I first came here, I looked at all those portraits in the funeral hall and thought they were just imaginary figures..." she began. "I never met them, so they weren't that important to me. But now that I'm about to meet all the people related to father and mother, I'm realizing there are far more than I imagined, that they hold influence, that they were born into a world I'll don't think I will ever really understand."

       "So that's it?" said Mizuki. "You're afraid of what they'll think of you?"

       "Not exactly." She shook her head. "I don't really care, as long as Ayato likes me, it doesn't affect me. But I wouldn't want it to affect him."

       "And what could you possibly do about that?" Mizuki shrugged. "Nobles are all like that. If they are displeased with you, they will do anything to show it. But anyway, it's not like you'd break up with Lord Kamisato for the sake of his public image. If you cared that much, you'd have polished yourself up a long time ago."

       "It's not like Ayato would let me break up with him."

       "So then?"

       "Hmm," mumbled Caiome, staring at the faintly flickering flames in the fireplace.

       With a flick of her hand, the door swung shut, and the fire began to burn more strongly, the wood cracking. She glanced sideways at Mizuki, who had gone back to polishing daggers, lining them up neatly one by one.

       "Until now, they were just names on paper," Caiome said again. "I didn't care about them as long as they had nothing to do with our work, as long as they weren't a threat to Ayato and the rest. But now I realize I don't actually know anything about them."

       "Ah," Mizuki said at last. "So you're not afraid of their opinion of you, you're anxious because you know nothing about them? Makes sense, given that it's your lover's family. Lord Kamisato's grandfather, Lord Kamisato Touya, had two more younger brothers and three younger sisters, so the family tree branched out into quite a few other families. It would be rather shameful if the supposed lover of the clan head didn't even know that much."

       Caiome kicked him again under the table. "You don't have to mock me in that sarcastic tone," she said sharply.

       "If it annoys you so much, why do you keep coming to me?"

       Caiome sulked, folding her arms. "Who else should I go to? I thought you were my friend."

       "You've got plenty of friends here who could help more than me when it comes to noble families, you know."

       "Well, Ayato would just tell me not to worry about anything, Mrs. Nakamura would lecture me for hours about family lineages, Mitsuko would try to subtly follow Ayato's orders while lecturing me as well... Of course, she wouldn't threaten to hit me with a wet rag like Mrs. Nakamura does. Thoma would get overly talkative, and Ayaka would probably run straight to Ayato and tell him everything, and then I'd never hear the end of it."

       "What about Miss Arasthea?"

       "She'd laugh at me until she rolled on the floor."

       Mizuki shook his head slightly. "I wish I could help, but aside from knowing about Lady Yuna's brothers and Lord Kazashi's younger sister, I don't know where the rest of them are or which families they married into. They don't visit often, and most of the time I'm here, in the back, in the armoury."

       Caiome sprawled across the table even more like a cat, her expression turning truly hopeless. Mizuki sighed again, setting the dagger on the table.

       "Well, there are a few people who never leave Lord Kamisato's side and who, in short, are obligated to know all of this. And their discretion is pretty much the most important rule... And as it happens, the one closest to Lord Kamisato and the clan in general is upstairs, on the second floor of the mansion."

       Caiome looked at Mizuki, then suddenly sprang up with a bright smile and jumped off the chair.

       "You're a genius," she said.

       "I'm actually surprised you didn't think of that yourself by now."

       "I promise I'll put in a good word for you with Himeko, hm?" Caiome teased.

       "Don't you dare!"

       But Caiome had already closed the door behind her, and Mizuki let out a long sigh as he sat back down. He could never win when it came to her.

 

Chapter 111: Chapter 111 ~ The Glass and the Ice

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       “And then he said he’d let me go to the island after the funeral anniversary,” mumbled Caiome as she stroked Nai You behind the ears.

       Something felt strange to her, as if this had already happened once before...

       Holding him in her arms, resting against her chest and arm, the cat began to purr, rolling from one side to the other, happy to receive so much attention from the one who had given him such a comfortable life in the mansion of such a wealthy man. He was fed, washed, and cared for, his fur clean, and anyone who passed by couldn’t resist scratching him under the chin — except for that woman who hadn’t wanted to take him in here, but couldn’t oppose her lord’s wishes.

       Arasthea sat in silence at her table, not paying too much attention to Caiome, working on one of her mixtures of herbs and tinctures that spread a cool, fresh scent. Unlike her, Koshi — though he had woken up barely twenty minutes ago and was still sitting pinned to his bed — listened to her intently.

       He was probably just happy that someone had finally asked for his help, even if all he had to do was listen, Caiome thought.

       “The whole family will be coming.”

       Arasthea snorted, not at all subtly, drawing both their attention. On her lips was a mocking smile, clearly amused by the situation.

       Both Caiome and Koshi looked at her. Caiome frowned — though she had expected that kind of reaction from her — while Koshi simply stared, as if waiting for an explanation that refused to come.

       Arasthea lifted her gaze from the table, looking first at Caiome, then at Koshi.

        “What?” she said. “Maybe it’s not funny to you two, but to me it surely is, seeing Caiome getting anxious over something so trivial compared to everything else going on. Oh, unless, of course,” she added, batting her eyelashes, “it’s so important to you because you see yourself as the future Lady Kamisato.”

       Caiome rolled her eyes, turning to Koshi with a desperate plea for help. Nai You started playing with the collar of her leather jacket, lined with deer fur on the inside.

       “And that’s precisely why she has all the more reason to start setting some rules for her future home,” said Koshi, clearing his throat, while Arasthea raised her eyebrows at him. Koshi cast her a simple glance, and though his expression seemed neutral, his look reached her, and his words carried a gentle teasing tone. “If Lady Caiome were to become Lady Kamisato, she could take your little laboratory and move you into a closet or the cellar.”

       Arasthea clicked her tongue, and Caiome burst out laughing.

       “I mean,” she shrugged, starting to pet Nai You again, “Koshi’s right, you know. And anyway, that’s not the reason. I don’t have any expectations from him, especially considering we don’t know how this whole story with Tabai will end.”

       Arasthea frowned at her, while Koshi waited silently.

       “I was just thinking about a few scenarios — ways Tabai might manage to escape if we ever cornered him. He’s got a lot of connections throughout Teyvat. Why do you think the organization is everywhere? We have no idea where he might find a way out. But that wasn’t the point of this discussion, was it? Can you help me?” she asked Koshi pleadingly, as Nai You squirmed in her arms.

       Agile as ever, the cat jumped to the floor, then onto Koshi’s bed, making himself comfortable beside his hip.

        “It’s true that I need to know all of Lord Kamisato’s family ties and all connections that could lead back to him,” said Koshi, “but, if I may, my lady... why don’t you ask him directly? Or Lady Ayaka?”

       “That’s exactly what Mizuki said five minutes ago,” she pouted, then let out a long sigh. “I know I’ll regret saying this in front of Arasthea—” Arasthea rolled her eyes, adding more powders into her creamy mixture — “but I have to be honest with you. If I tell Ayato that, he’ll think I have too many expectations about this relationship. I don’t want him to think that I’ve ever even imagined that... you know. What we were talking about earlier...”

       “But you have imagined it,” Arasthea insisted.

       “And he doesn’t need to know that,” Caiome shot back quickly. “Besides, every time that thought crossed my mind, it was only so I could dismiss it entirely. I’m not exactly an expert in Inazuman culture yet, but I’ve learned a few expressions, one of them being ‘don’t get drunk on cold water.’ Meaning, I don’t want to delude myself in any way.”

        Koshi let a small, gallant, almost subtle smile appear on his lips, though his gaze was both sympathetic and faintly amused, in an innocent and gentle way. Arasthea threw him a brief glance before returning to the bowl she was absentmindedly stirring, holding it on her knees with her mind elsewhere.

       “I understand,” he finally said. “My lady, I must be equally honest and admit that I’m not very skilled at giving this sort of advice.” He tilted his head slightly. “And I can probably say the same about Miss Arasthea...”

       Arasthea clicked her tongue again, almost dropping the pestle into the stone bowl.

       “But if you truly wish to learn more about the other branches of the Kamisato family, I can certainly help with that.”

      Caiome hopped from one foot to the other in delight, then sat down on the edge of Koshi’s bed, beside his knee, her own raised knee brushing against his thigh. Arasthea watched the two of them, noting how Nai You nestled between Caiome and Koshi. The cat rolled onto his back, paws in the air, and while Caiome never stopped petting his belly, Koshi started to scratch under his chin.

       The distance between their hands was very small, and Koshi still wore that gentle, welcoming smile.

       Arasthea huffed and turned her back to them, continuing her work in silence, pretending not to care.

       But she didn’t stay like that for long, sneaking glances at them from the corner of her eye. She could see their expressions even while facing the opposite wall, judging by their voices. Koshi spoke steadily, like a teacher lecturing a student, and even when Caiome wrinkled her nose and made sarcastic remarks about certain extended family members, Koshi never scolded her. He waited patiently, never adding extra comments unless they served to offer new information or additional explanations.

       From time to time, Caiome made jokes, and Koshi, though he likely didn’t want to laugh, couldn’t help but smile. Arasthea saw him laugh only once — a deep, restrained laugh, but genuine. For that brief second, his eyes seemed to shine brighter, and that was exactly why Arasthea set the stone bowl down on the table, stood up from her chair, and went to one of the cupboards, turning her back on the two of them.

       She lost track of all the names Koshi kept mentioning, but each time he said one, his tone was exactly the same — steady, detached, as if those people weren’t alive, as if they weren’t even people.

       She glanced at him occasionally. Though his hand was still petting the cat, making him appear affectionate on the outside, the monotony in his voice made him seem distant from everything and everyone in that room. He had always been that way, she thought.

       And Arasthea herself had had to hide from people for quite some time, together with Caiome. The fact that the sarasthuza epidemic had been the only thing that made Caiome confess the truth about herself to Ayato and the others was the perfect example of how extreme conditions had to be before she could open up.

       But Koshi, as he was now, seemed to have it in his nature to hide and let nothing truly cling to him.

       Eventually, Caiome got up from the bed, thanked Koshi wholeheartedly, and ran off to help with the last preparations for the funeral anniversary the next day. The cat leapt off the bed and immediately ran after her, meowing.

       Only then did Arasthea sit back down in front of an alchemical burner. She turned the handle, and from its centre burst a strong, bluish flame. She placed a transparent glass vessel on the open ring, letting it heat before pouring in the leaves she had been crushing and grinding for the past ten minutes.

       She clenched her teeth lightly as she set the stone bowl a bit farther away on the table, then picked up a jar of soft honey.

       “I can feel you staring at me,” she mumbled finally.

       She glanced quickly out of the corner of her eye at Koshi, who was still sitting upright against the wall behind him. Suddenly, Arasthea thought the bed looked far too small and narrow for him. He never bothered to fix his hair — it was usually tousled anyway, whether he was on duty or not — he still had faint dark circles under his eyes, and his gaze looked tired and lost. He sat slightly hunched, the blanket gathered around his waist.

       Koshi let a half-smile escape the corner of his lips before losing it again. He rested his head against the wall.

       “What are you doing there?” he asked, nodding toward the burner.

       Arasthea poured a spoonful of honey into the glass, then added a bit of water, which started to boil almost immediately.

       “A decoction of mint leaf,” she mumbled to herself, starting to stir gently with a wooden spoon. It only took a few seconds for the mixture to turn slightly creamy. “It calms fever, cough, and the sharp pain that follows shock.” She glanced briefly at him, then set the spoon back in its holder above a plate. “I used almost all of it on you, I need to make more.”

       “Mmm,” said Koshi, nodding slightly. “Didn’t expect to see you using one of those,” he gestured lightly toward the burner.

       “There are plenty of divinities who use mechanisms crafted by humans. For the most part, it’s the divinities themselves who teach humans how to build them. I personally know quite a few such immortal personalities. Besides, it’s much more comfortable to do everything here where no one can see me, rather than outside, setting fire to logs in the middle of your lord’s garden.”

       Koshi let out a quiet chuckle. “You said all that as if you were trying to justify yourself somehow.”

       “I don’t justify myself to anyone, especially not to you,” she shot back, dropping crumbs of a dull brown root into the glass, one that looked extremely bitter to the taste. She started to stir again, absently.

       “Of course,” said Koshi. “You’ve got a lot to do.” He nodded toward all the plants spread across the table and around the room. “Mind if I help?”

       “Help me?” she scoffed, a nearly arrogant smile curling on her lips. “You still don’t know who you’re standing before? This is just—”

       “I know,” he interrupted her.

       Arasthea blinked at him several times, forgetting what she had meant to say.

       “In front of whom I stand, that is,” he continued. “I’m just bored. You’re always keeping an eye on me, it’s not like I could run off anywhere. But I’m bored.” He stretched a hand toward her. “I could pick up a few leaves.”

       Well, obviously. Over the past few days, Koshi was only left alone when he was asleep. Arasthea didn’t exactly feel obliged to watch over him. When Koshi was awake, she stayed in the room with him only while she worked on her medicines. The rest of the time, Caiome kept him company, Thoma visited him, as did Ayaka and a few of his colleagues, most of them updating him on the organization’s activities.

       It was much more comfortable for her to stay there while Koshi slept, then change his bandages, and let someone else take over. It felt strangely heavy to be in the same room with him — just the two of them, as now.

       He looked at her with tired yet bright eyes, a soft, pleasant shade, one Arasthea had rarely seen in all the centuries she had lived.

       As if under a spell, Arasthea stood up from her chair, took one of the bundles of green sprigs from the corner of a small table, and handed them to him, somehow frustrated, along with a bowl and a cloth.

       “Only the leaves, without the petiole,” she said shortly. “Don’t tear the leaves, or they’ll lose their properties. Just detach them from the stem.”

       Koshi let out a small, almost surprised but self-satisfied smile, then gently took the bundle from her hand. His fingers brushed hers — a warm, human touch against cold, immortal skin that was hard to endure.

       “Thank you.”

       Arasthea quickly pulled her hand back, swallowing hard, and sat down again. She poured a little more water into the glass and started stirring absently, eyes fixed on it.

       Koshi set the sprigs in his lap, taking them one by one. He started to pick up the fresh leaves, placing them in the bowl, while the bare stems he laid on the cloth beside his leg. Arasthea lifted her eyes toward him secretly. He worked slowly but surely, running the stems through his fingers as if he were blessing them before stripping them — as though, deep inside, he was performing a ritual. With each leaf, Koshi bent his long fingers, pulling carefully so as not to tear them.

       He was quiet and focused, almost ceremonial. His features seemed sharper, his cheeks more hollow, his lips slightly fuller, and his eyelashes longer, framing the glimmer in his eyes. The wavy strands of his hair fell across his forehead and behind his ears. He breathed softly, soundlessly, imperceptibly.

       He always went unnoticed. No one ever knew if he was there or not. But lately, he seemed a little different. She didn’t know if it was because her nature forced her to sense every living being, or if it was something else entirely, but Arasthea always seemed aware of his presence.

       Koshi raised his gaze slightly toward her, lips slightly parted.

       Arasthea looked away, setting the wooden spoon back into its holder.

       Seriously, what was it with him? He was just a mortal like all the others... Why couldn’t she keep her eyes off him? It wasn’t like he played any extraordinary role in her life — far from it.
And maybe that was exactly why she was so curious about him.

       She looked at him again. Koshi was watching his own hands at work. Every now and then, he wrinkled his nose. A few times, he rubbed a finger under it, and Arasthea grinned. A few seconds passed before Koshi suddenly sneezed hard, sending the empty stems tumbling off the bed and nearly knocking the bowl from his lap.

       Arasthea burst out laughing, making Koshi flinch. 

       He had heard her laugh before — that mocking, arrogant laugh, filled with the weight of her immortal years. But never like this. This laugh was pure, light, amused in an honest way, as if she were living a brief fragment of happiness, beyond the barrier of her immortality.

       She tilted her head slightly, the long strands of her bangs falling to brush her lips. Her hair was tied up in a bun with a simple carved wooden hairpin. She hadn’t seemed to wear it any other way since Koshi had been in her room. But maybe she always wore it like that, though that was hard to believe.

       Their eyes met, and Arasthea pressed her lips together, looking back down at the creamy medicine still simmering on the fire, releasing a fresh yet faintly sweet scent.

       Koshi only smiled softly and went back to stripping the stems of leaves.

       When he finished, Arasthea simply took the bowl from in front of him and handed him a bunch of king’s flower.

       “Just the blossoms,” she said, sounding more like she was giving orders.

       Koshi simply untied the bundle and started picking them up as before — just as slowly, as if afraid that once he finished, Arasthea would forbid him from helping any further. And even so, for Arasthea, time seemed to pass too quickly while she waited for the creamy liquid in the glass to thin.

       She handed him a bunch of basil next — at his insistence — then sage, then marigold. Koshi thanked her each time, and Arasthea couldn’t quite understand why. Why was he so pleased when all she did was make him work? Maybe just because he wasn’t bored anymore?

       That was absurd. Sometimes even Arasthea got bored of picking up leaves and found something else to do regarding her medicines and treatments. But Koshi worked steadily, without complaint, without asking for something else to do. Maybe it really was better for him to keep himself busy than to sit staring at the ceiling. For Arasthea, it was certainly better than feeling his gaze on her every time she was in the room, searching for something to occupy himself with.

       “You’re so content with this,” Arasthea mumbled, as she dropped a small pouch of dried chamomile flowers into his hand, letting him select only the flower heads and discard the rest.

       “With what?”

       “With doing whatever I give you to do.” She turned back to her chair. The tonic was nearly ready, turning a greenish-golden colour, as soft as fresh honey. “Then again, I suppose you’re used to that — following your lord’s orders, I mean.”

       Koshi just shrugged and opened the pouch, pouring chamomile into his palm. The scent was strong but pleasant. “Is this an order then?” he asked.

       “You’re the one who asked,” Arasthea shot back, almost offended. “I didn’t give you anything to do.”

       “So, is this the same as when I carry out Lord Kamisato’s duties?”

       “You only look like it,” she said, glancing at the glass in which she started stirring again. The tonic spread beautifully across the wooden spoon, glistening.

       “Because I want to do a good job.”

       Arasthea rolled her eyes. “It’s not exactly hard work to pluck a few leaves.”

       “For you, it seems that way.”

       Arasthea gave him a sidelong look. “What do you mean?”

       Koshi stared down at the chamomile in his hand. It was tricky to pick such tiny blossoms from his own palm — his hands and fingers were just a bit too large for such delicate work. Arasthea’s fingers were thin, fine, and nimble. Koshi wasn’t used to this sort of work, except in extreme situations; the organization already had its own doctors and healers.

       “I’ve been doing this for hundreds of years,” she said. “Trust me, nothing I do here is hard for me.”

       “That’s not... what I meant,” he mumbled under his breath.

       “Then what?”

       Koshi just lowered his head, as if wanting to hide.

       “Why are you silent now?” she pressed. “Hey!”

       But Koshi didn’t answer again, leaving her to tap her foot in frustration while she poured the tonic into ceramic bottles, sulking, her cheeks slightly red.

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       Mrs. Nakamura couldn’t take it anymore. It was beyond her strength to manage all the preparations under Lady Ayaka and Lord Kamisato’s supervision, guide every servant and worker individually for the funeral anniversary and deal with Caiome at the same time. She had followed her around all afternoon, commenting and asking questions that either had no place or whose answers were far too long for Mrs. Nakamura to give. Especially when, every now and then, an unpleasant situation came up, to which Caiome would respond with a sarcastic remark, subtly mocking the nobles’ way of life.

       Honestly, to Mrs. Nakamura it was beyond comprehension how Caiome, despite being head over heels in love with Lord Kamisat, could make fun of such things. Or rather, she couldn’t believe how, although these things were very, very important to Lord Kamisato — such anniversaries being the foundation of the cultural branch the Yashiro Commission led — he only seemed amused watching everything from his office window.

       At one point, Caiome noticed she was being watched and waved at him. Lord Kamisato waved back before his attention was likely drawn to a visitor entering his office. Caiome seemed to blush, tucking her hair behind her ear, trying to look away. Perhaps that was the moment she realized that maybe Lord Kamisato had been watching her the entire time.

       Mrs. Nakamura snorted and shook her head.

       Young people in love...

       She wasn’t unfamiliar with such signs, she had once been in love herself, and still was, even if her husband had died many years ago. She also had a young daughter who, in her opinion, was in love too. But Himeko knew how to hide it when others were around, so Mrs. Nakamura had no idea who the boy was.

       “I think you should focus more on hiding that dreamy look and those flushed cheeks than on driving me insane,” Mrs. Nakamura said to Caiome, who gave her a sharp look, but not really an unfriendly one.

       “I thought you had to check the offerings for tomorrow,” Caiome huffed, rolling her eyes.

       Mrs. Nakamura just smiled, shrugged, straightened her back, and took the path toward the back entrance of the mansion.

       Caiome was truly easy to tease when it came to things beyond her control, like Lord Kamisato.

       And so was Lord Kamisato, for that matter, but Mrs. Nakamura would never dare tease her superior. The only teasing she’d ever witnessed came from Mitsuko, and she hadn’t seen Lord Kamisato blush like that since he was a child, before he inherited his duties as head of the clan and commissioner from his father.

       “Care to join then?” Mrs. Nakamura asked, and Caiome came bouncing toward her like a happy deer.

       Preparations lasted late into the night. Caiome retired by sunset, and Mrs. Nakamura heard from Mitsuko that she skipped dinner and hid away in her room—her own room, not Lord Kamisato’s—doing who knows what. She wouldn’t even let Mitsuko in with a cup of tea, speaking to her only through the crack in the door.

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       Although the funeral anniversary was scheduled around noon, Caiome woke up at dawn. In truth, she barely slept at all, tossing and turning until she finally gave up and went for a walk in the night. Then she returned, checked the funeral hall to make sure everything was as it should be—according to what Mrs. Nakamura and Mitsuko had told her, since she had little idea what was going on—and tried again to sleep until daybreak.

       She dressed in her ceremonial clothes which she bought from the city with Thoma helping her: plain black garments without accessories, with a very dark blue obi. Two hours later, Mitsuko helped her braid her hair and tie it into a low ponytail. A simple wooden hairpin, no ornaments, no jewellery, no makeup—and Caiome silently thanked whoever established such rules for a funeral anniversary, for obvious reasons.

       Lord Kamisato will return with Lady Guuji Yae when it's the time for the ceremony, Mitsuko told her after fixing her hair.

       Caiome simply thanked her, trying to appear calm until Mitsuko left the room. But as soon as the door closed, she nearly threw herself beside the bed and pulled out all the papers she’d hidden underneath—notes containing everything Koshi had told her about his extended family.

       She knew the main family and the close relatives. Kazashi had a younger sister married into the Kazumi family, with whom she had a son. And of course, on Yuna’s side, there were her older brothers, Uncle Hide and Uncle Shōichiro, who had two sons — Ayato’s first cousins. One of them had a son of his own.

       But no matter how much she tried, no matter how hard she studied—taking advantage of Ayato’s absence overnight—she couldn’t memorize the distant relatives: second cousins, the brothers and sisters of Ayato’s grandparents, uncles, and so on... She felt like banging her head against every wall.

       What was the name of the great-uncle married to the granddaughter of his grandfather’s brother? Hise? Himaki? Something in between? And what about the granddaughter of his grandmother’s sister? The one who’d been tricked into marriage but ended up profiting from it by playing the fool until the perfect moment... And the second cousin who rebelled against the family, left for a five-year voyage, and returned a decorated man?

       And all of them were coming today...

       She tried to calm herself down. After all, no one expected her to know any of this. Koshi had already assured her of that, and he knew perfectly well how these things worked. She had no blood ties or family name among them. She wasn’t supposed to know anything.

       Caiome pressed the papers to her head.

       But what if that was exactly why things would be harder for her, because she didn’t know?

       She hated studying these family trees just as much as she’d hated reading that history book about the organization months ago.

       So somehow, she ended up again in Koshi’s room.

       “You have to help me,” she whined, and Arasthea started laughing.

       Koshi gave her a mildly reproachful look that clearly meant don’t laugh at Lady Caiome, and Arasthea only shrugged. “But we spent so much time yesterday. You said you understood everything, my lady.”

       “I did,” she insisted. “At the time,” she mumbled under her breath, then whined again, throwing herself on the bed, across his legs.

       Arasthea flinched as she snapped at her, “Get off him.”

       “Leave me alone,” Caiome shot back. “We won’t have a memorial today, we’ll have a funeral instead.”

       “It’s no one’s fault that this stuff bores you. How is it you remember all their dramas but not their names?”

       “I never cared about names when I heard drama in the city,” Caiome mumbled into the mattress.

       “You’re hopeless,” Arasthea sighed, shaking her head. She met Koshi’s calm but insistent gaze.  “What?” she said, folding her arms. “I’m just telling the truth.”

       “You should learn to say it more gently, truth or not,” he told her.

       “I don’t need lessons from a mortal,” she rolled her eyes.

       “What am I going to do?” Caiome groaned again, the air between them thickening with chaotic emotions.

       “My lady, I believe you should calm down,” Koshi finally said, turning back to her.

       “But I can’t!”

       “If you ask me, you’re overreacting and trying to learn things you don’t need right now. No one will expect you to know anything.”

       Caiome jumped up. “Nobles are all snakes,” she said. “With a few exceptions,” she added quickly. “They’ll find any excuse to trip me up just because I’m in a relationship with the head of the family. You know what that means for them? A relationship means I’m a candidate for something they don’t want.”

       “My lady... I don’t think they see it as that kind of relationship,” Koshi mumbled . “I didn’t want to tell you yesterday, but...”

        Caiome blinked several times. “What do you mean?”

       “Uh...”

       Arasthea moved closer to Koshi's shoulder, crossing her arms over her chest, her face showing all her less-than-kind thoughts about Caiome.

       “It means that no one in the lord’s family considers you more than a child’s fling,” she said, clicking her tongue. “Hot news, kiddo, you don’t have noble blood. To them, you’d be a mistress at best. And mistresses don’t get involved or hold any authority in the family. They’re only relevant if the lady of the house can’t have children and the duty falls on them.”

       “Oh,” Caiome mumbled. “That’s... true.” She buried her face in her hands.

       Arasthea snorted again, but Koshi’s intense stare burned into her. “What?”

       “I said gently.”

       “I thought by now you’d realized that with Caiome, gentle doesn’t work. You’re more to blame for not telling her from the start in your gentle way.”

       “You could at least say something kind among all the horrible things you threw at her.”

       “You always tell the truth like it’s a report, detached and clinical. Why can't I do the same?”

       Koshi tried to speak, but Caiome interrupted him.

       “Don’t bother, it’s true anyway,” she sighed. “Honestly, I always thought they’d criticize me, but I never considered they simply wouldn’t care.” She stood abruptly, tilting her head back, rubbing her neck as she paced the room. “I’m so stupid, guys. If I’d talked to Ayato about this from the beginning, he probably would’ve told me exactly what I needed to know.”

       “Well, it’s your fault,” Arasthea said, then let out a long sigh.

       An upset Caiome was more annoying than an energetic Caiome clinging to her all day. So Arasthea grabbed her by the shoulders, turned her around, and sat her down on a chair.

       “But that doesn’t mean that if they won’t even look at you, you can’t make them look at you. You don’t have much chance of being noticed during the ceremony, but after that... when you all sit down for the meal...”

       “What do you mean?”

       “Your lord has many family members.” She turned toward Koshi. “And at the table, everything will be quite crowded. You’re not allowed to stand out too much with your outfit or appearance, but that doesn’t mean you can’t at least seem refined.”

       She pulled out a small pink bottle from a wall cabinet and showed it to Caiome with a wicked smile.

       “Do you want me to drug them so they’ll like me?” Caiome asked.

       Arasthea clicked her tongue, glancing quickly at Koshi and then back.

       “Would you stop making me look like the villain? It’s perfume, you idiot.” She opened the bottle, covered the opening with her hand, and poured a little liquid onto her finger. Then she dabbed it lightly behind Caiome’s ears. “You know very well that the world of nobles revolves around subtleties. Yes, today is theoretically an unfortunate occasion, but don’t tell me that all the women won’t try to show off how rich they are, from what Koshi told us about them. They have dignity, yes, but they certainly don’t roll around at someone’s feet just because they’re a little restless as you are right now.”

       Arasthea put the bottle back into the cabinet.

       “Besides that, being a lover, mistress or wife of the Lord Kamisato, you’re still second-in-command of the organization every Kamisato family member knows about, right? They might have expectations of you, but more on that side of things than about their family drama. And, as I think Lord Kamisato’s right hand here present can confirm, you make a hell of a good job, so I think you’re safe with them.”

        “That is true,” said Koshi, coming to her aid.

        Arasthea nodded, placing her hands on Caiome’s shoulders, shaking her a bit.

        “More so, are you really that pathetic to think so little of yourself? Where’s the girl who didn’t give a damn about what others thought? Are the words, expectations, and opinions of a few nobles really so powerful that they make you roll around on the carpet in despair?”

        “Uh... no?” said Caiome.

       “Then wake up to reality and get over it. You’re Caiome. You saved them from the sarasthuza, and even if they don’t know it now, you do a lot more for them. The Shuumatsuban missions, the hunt for Tabai, you took Ubisake and Watanabe off their shoulders, you prevented a civil war, and you’re even putting a little order among the nobles, starting with Shimizu and his lies. If you ask me, they should be the ones fidgeting in your presence.”

       “B-but...”

       Arasthea lifted her from the chair and started pushing her toward the door.

       “So I suggest you find Mrs. Nakamura and act according to your own merits, not according to the words of people you don’t even know, and who don’t know you personally either.”

       Caiome didn’t have time to say anything before Arasthea slammed the door in her face. She clapped her hands together, as if shaking off dust, then turned almost blindly toward the rest of the room.

       “For all the gods, that girl... For someone who’s killed nobles in the past, she really cares too much about these ones.”

       Turning fully, it was inevitable that she locked eyes with Koshi. His face carried a small smile and a look that gleamed, like the eyes of deer or swallows when you feed them and they seem to thank you silently.

       Arasthea froze, hands mid-air, clasping them together. “What?”

       Koshi tilted his head slightly to the side. “You don’t want to admit it, but you really care about Lady Caiome, don’t you?”

       “Do you have a fever again?” she mumbled, walking past him and starting to pull out bottles and jars of ingredients — she had to make another batch of pills for Caiome and her symptoms, for when they would flare up again.

       It would take her more than a day, and she wouldn’t enjoy the chaos of people rushing around the residence, but at least it meant neither Caiome, nor Ayato, nor anyone else would come into her room asking for help.

       Koshi followed her with his eyes. “You always do that.”

       “Do what?”

       “Answer rudely, laugh at everyone, act like nothing measures up to your level, and that everything we mortals do is just stupid.”

       “Well, Caiome’s fuss over such a small thing is insignificant.”

       “It’s a normal thing.”

       “It’s a normal thing for you,” she said, taking her seat at the table, facing Koshi but looking at all the jars spread out before her. She set the burner back in place, took a wooden bowl, and started sprinkling leaves, flowers, and some suspicious powders that Koshi didn’t ask about. “It shouldn’t be normal for her.”

       “She’s just in love. She wants to make a good impression.”

       “If being in love means ending up in that state, then—”

       Arasthea pressed her lips together.

       “Then...?” Koshi insisted.

       “Then it’s complete nonsense,” she said, but the way she said it didn’t sound at all like that’s what she meant.

        A heavy silence settled between them, broken only by the clinking of wooden spoons and ceramic jars, and the rustle of bed sheets as Koshi ran his hand over them. He started to feel too warm, but it wasn’t fever. It was as if the air he breathed refused to fill his lungs.

       “Have you ever been like that?” he asked.

       “Like what?” Arasthea replied, staring into her glass beaker, carefully measuring the amount of shimmering powders in the grey winter light.

       Koshi nearly swallowed hard. He shouldn’t have brought this up with her. The blanket felt heavier on his legs, and he started to feel restless himself, as though his body wanted to leave without his mind’s consent.

       “In love...” he added softly.

       Arasthea’s hand froze above the beaker, then she let the crushed, dried leaves fall over the pale dust.

       “Immortal entities don’t need love—especially not romantic love—to live. We have our own life and our own world, and even if we slip among humans now and then, we still live by our own rules. It’s actually uncommon for us to fall in love, let alone marry. Marriage binds an immortal’s heart forever to a single person. Once that person dies, the entity closes its heart. So, no. I haven’t. It’s not in my nature to think of such things, much less to consider them.”

       “I see...” he said.

       His stomach tightened as he tried to move again, muscles twitching. It was so rare for him to stay sitting for more than half an hour—unless he was asleep, of course—so being stuck in bed this long because of his wound was even worse.

       Finally, unable to stand it any longer, he threw the blanket off his legs, propped himself up on his hands, and slowly slid toward the edge of the bed. He swung his legs over the side, catching Arasthea’s attention—she flinched when she saw his toes touch the floor. He was barefoot, and the floor was cold.

       “What are you doing?” she asked quickly, circling around the table.

       Koshi let his full soles touch the floor. “I’m getting up,” he said simply.

       “You can’t,” she insisted. “It hasn’t even been seven days yet—”

       “If I stay one more second in this bed, I’ll suffocate, so...”

       Arasthea took a big step toward him, grabbing his shoulders and gently pushing him back—or at least preventing him from rising.

       “You’re still sensitive. If you’re not careful, your wounds might open again, or worse, cause internal bleeding.”

       Koshi looked up at her, a few strands of his hair falling back, the outside light making his eyes sparkle. “That’s assuming I’d been treated and stitched up by a normal doctor, something you’re most definitely not.”

       He caught her wrists in his hands, careful not to touch her skin. They were so slender he could wrap them entirely in his palms, and they felt cold even through the fabric of her clothes, the fitted blouse and short kimono she wore over it.

       “I didn’t think you were so critical and distrustful of your own abilities.”

       “I’m not,” she snapped back sharply, her gaze hardening with a cruel demeanour. “That’s why I know better than you—”

       “But what about what I need?”

       He slowly lowered her hands and leaned in slightly, trying to meet her gaze better beyond the white strands of hair that fell and brushed against her cheeks in passing. His fingers tightened gently around her hands, a soft, weak grip, just like in the past few days, when all he did was sleep, wake up, eat, look around, and fall back asleep, feeling more like a ghost than a living person.

       Her hands were now caught between them, and if she had tried to stretch out her fingers, she could almost have touched his chest, where his heart was beating hard.

       “If I stay still for too long, my blood circulation will be affected, and so will my muscles. I might lose the ability to walk, or worse, to carry out my duties once I recover. I’m still a Shuumatsuban. What if I start having hallucinations because of the opium you keep hiding in my teas and soups?”

        Arasthea clenched her teeth, her jaw tightening. Looking at him with that deep frown but without saying anything—which only proved how right he was—Koshi nearly smirked at the battle he had just won.

       “Just a few steps,” he added. “Up to the window.”

       Arasthea stepped back, freeing her wrists from his hands. The distance to the window was short. He shouldn’t have to exert too much effort.

       “Fine,” she mumbled over her shoulder.

       She took position to his left, on the side opposite his wound, and grabbed his arm.

       “I’ll help you.”

       Koshi blinked a few times, trying to pull away. “I don’t think I need it.”

       “Are you telling me you can stand up on your own after sitting for so long? You’ll collapse the moment you leave this bed. Besides, you’re my patient. Whether I like it or not, I have to help you. Come on...”

       Koshi gritted his teeth slightly but didn’t argue further. It felt like a kind of compromise—she would let him get up if he allowed her to assist.

       Leaning one fist on the mattress and half lifting his arm with Arasthea’s support, Koshi slowly pushed himself up. His legs went numb instantly, and a sharp pain stabbed through his back—but it faded almost as quickly. His breathing became short and uneven, his body hunched forward. Something in his spine and abdomen kept him from straightening up, and the wound started to throb and sting.

       “Maybe you should sit back down,” Arasthea mumbled, and Koshi barely managed to glance at her.

       Her eyes were scanning him quickly, and he knew that in that moment she was assessing him entirely—in every way she had once taken pride in. She could feel him completely, see every strand of energy and vitality trembling within him. Her brow was furrowed, but she didn’t look arrogant or irritated anymore.

       Koshi almost let out a laugh. “I’m fine. Just a bit numb.”

       Arasthea didn’t seem convinced, but truth be told, she knew it wasn’t good to let him sit back down either. If he gave up even a single step, his body really might sink into total stagnation, and his muscles would waste away. Still, every movement he made cause his expression to tighten further under the weight of pain.

       Arasthea looked down at how she was holding his arm. The grip between them wasn’t suitable for this. Koshi had no crutch—which would have been dangerous anyway, given how close the wound was to the right side of his torso—and he couldn’t put all his weight on her either. Being so much taller than her made him unstable.

       So Arasthea guided his arm around her shoulders, her hands now on his back and abdomen, supporting him. His muscles were soft, and a wave of heat hit her suddenly, as if a flame had burst in front of her.

       “It should be better like this,” she mumbled.

       Koshi leaned a bit more against her and started to walk. He took one step, bending his knees. His left side felt heavier than the right, his heartbeat loud as he tried to keep it steady. He blamed the pain coursing through his muscles.

       He took another step, and his thigh brushed her leg, his hip met hers. It was as if he could feel every touch, every small motion, the way his his clothes rubbed against hers. He clenched his teeth and shut his eyes briefly, trying to steady himself.

       “You okay?” she asked, tightening her hold behind him, careful not to touch his wound.

       “Mm-hm,” he hummed, nodding slightly, then let out a small laugh. “Still getting used to it.”

       He definitely wasn’t talking about walking.

       He took two more steps, but his direction was no longer toward the window, it was to the opposite side of the room, moving along the length of the table. He had to focus on walking—a thing he never thought possible to struggle with, considering he was a Shuumatsuban. By all the gods watching over him! He had to find the right rhythm for his breathing, to relax, to stop thinking about the pain.

       He’d been in this situation before... many years ago, relearning to walk, to jump, to run. He’d managed then; he had to manage now as well.

       He passed the middle of the table. Just a little farther, to the end and back to the bed... at least that much.

       He stepped with his right foot, and pain shot through him like a sharp arrow, making him tense, twist sideways, and slip. Arasthea caught him from one side, but the way she pulled him toward her made his feet tangle, and this time he fell to the left. He took his hand off her shoulders, catching himself on the table, his palm crushing some leaves beneath it.

       He bent forward until his body was pressed almost entirely against hers, pinning her between himself and the edge of the table. She felt the surface digging lightly into her back as she tried to create space between them while still holding him up. One of her hands was now on his chest, the other had slipped to his hip. She could hear his breathing and feel it vibrate against her skin, and his curls brushed against the exposed skin of her neck.

       “Are you all right?” she asked quickly. “Come on, you should sit down.”

       She started to push him gently by the chest to straighten him, but Koshi caught her hand, his fingers touching her wrist and her bare palm.

       “I don’t want to sit,” he managed to whisper.

       He could wrap around her completely, he realized. He could envelop her entirely. She felt cold, but also right, as if she could bend herself to his body. If he surrounded her completely, would her body take the shape of his embrace?

       “Please, stay still,” he whispered. “Just for a bit.”

       Arasthea clenched her jaw, suddenly struck by something she couldn’t understand—the way he breathed when he whispered those words, the way his voice seemed to crack as it trembled in front of her, the way his vital strands tightened and strained. She could feel the pressure of his fingers in her palm—a weak, trembling grip. He couldn’t keep his arm lifted much longer.

       He seemed so easy to break right now. That’s what people like him did. They broke. They shattered before her. They were weak and so, so, so fragile.

       But it was also strange that, just as he couldn’t move, neither could she.

       Koshi shifted, trying to straighten his back. He managed only to bring his face above hers, breathing through slightly parted lips. His gaze looked unfocused, the light in his eyes sharpened by the strain, and his chest brushed against hers lightly—like the prick of a needle grazing skin. Arasthea realized he was trying to control himself, to steady his breathing, to manage the way his body reacted each time another wave of pain surged through him.

       But he also seemed lost in something right in front of him.

       Maybe he had started hallucinating, because the way he was looking at her was utterly unearthly, completely unlike him. He looked at her as if what stood before him was both an illusion and reality at the same time—as if he were walking somewhere between the two. His eyes studied her quickly, and Arasthea expected to hear any moment a word whispered from his lips, his face showing as if he wanted to say a million things at once and yet didn’t know what he should say.

       He was a mess. An absolute, irrevocable, complete, utter, perfect chaos.

       But if he was like that, then what was she?

       Koshi let go of her hand, his fingers lingering as they brushed over hers. He wanted to put her down, to lean on the table, to hold her captive there, to not let her leave. Numbness spread through his entire arm, starting to drop him to the floor and keep him there. But instead, he lifted his hand, threading it through and over the white strands of hair that framed her cheeks.

        He brushed their backs across her face, then slid them underneath, and finally, his fingertips found her skin. White skin, firm, cold to the eye, seemingly as cold as her hands. But how wrong he was. She was soft... and warm.

       He cupped her entire cheek. He could have stretched his fingers just a little more and reached the back of her neck. There was something dark that seemed to swallow his touch, as he watched his hand starting to mold itself to the shape of her face.

       She was looking at him.

       She didn’t say a word as his palm completely covered her. Gods, she was so perfectly shaped to fit in his hands, like something precious made of glass and ice.

       She didn’t move. She didn’t even flinch. She was simply waiting for him. Her eyes lowered slightly, then rose back to meet his.

       Suddenly, the door opened, and Thoma appeared in the doorway, his eyes on a sheet of paper.

       “I’m sorry to bother you both, but Lord Kamisato wanted to—”

       Thoma stopped when he looked up at the two of them.

       Koshi pulled his hand away from her cheek at once, as if burned by hot iron, and swayed slightly on his feet. Arasthea had nowhere to jump—if she moved too quickly, she could have knocked Koshi down completely, as unsteady as he already was. So all she did was turn her gaze away from him, hiding behind her curtain of hair.

       “...I’m so sorry,” Thoma said quickly. “I didn’t mean to... interrupt... anything.”

       Arasthea slipped quietly through the space now open between the table and Koshi. She cleared her throat, regaining her usual frown, and grabbed the first jar of herbs she could find.

       “What does your lord want?”

       Thoma opened his mouth slightly, glancing between her and Koshi—who was now leaning with both hands on the table, staring at the crushed dry leaves beneath his palms.

       “Oh, uh... a Shuumatsuban member brought him a report, but he’s very busy with today’s memorial ceremony. He thought this would be the perfect chance for Koshi to get out of that state of...”

       Well, Thoma definitely hadn’t found Koshi in the state Lord Kamisato had referred to.

       “Stagnation he has been in?” Koshi finished his sentence for him.

       Thoma couldn’t tell if his words sounded the same as always, or if there was a hint of frustration and reproach in them.

       “Yeah. That one.”

       “Well then,” Arasthea said suddenly, grabbing a large bowl and circling around the table on the opposite side from Koshi, “I need to go gather fresh snow, so he’s all yours. Just help him back to bed before he faints, all right?”

       Then she slipped past Thoma and closed the door behind her.

       Thoma looked over his shoulder for a long moment, then turned back to Koshi. “Again, I’m sorry about the...” —he gestured toward the room.

       “Don’t fret over it,” Koshi said with something like a sigh. “It was nothing anyway. What can I help with?”

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       Arasthea burst through the back doors, letting the cold air slap her face like the back of a hand. She nearly threw the bowl into the snow that stretched beneath the platform, but after closing the doors, all she did was hide herself in one corner and crouch down. She wrapped her arms around her knees and rested her head against them, curling up completely.

       What the hell was that?!

       The way he leaned over her, the way he pinned her between his body and the table, the way he looked at her, examined her; the way he touched her—stroking her hair, her skin, the way he held her. The way her chest tightened, and how, for one brief second—a second that seemed to stop along with her—she couldn’t breathe.

       He touched her like it was nothing!

       She covered her head with her arms, her elbows bent, her fingers tangling in her own hair until they touched the skin of her neck. Her body shivered as she remembered the way he had breathed against her skin.

       What was wrong with him?!

       He was just a mortal, someone who could have been dying, too. He was nothing like her, existed on the complete opposite end of everything, from somewhere he shouldn’t have even been able to reach her. There was supposed to be a clear barrier between them. What gave him the right—or the power—to cross it as if it meant nothing, as if he could destroy her with a single look?

       Her chest clenched, and her heart—her poor, little, immortal heart—hurt.

       What the hell was wrong with her too?!

       He was nothing. Nothing.

       Then why did everything feel so intense? Why did she feel anything at all? She never felt. Her heart never felt anything. So what...

       All the gods above, what was happening?

 

Notes:

After a long time, longer than I have intended, I finally finished this chapter as well. If it would have been a chapter with action, for sure it wouldn't have taken me that long, but since it's one based on feelings more... I had to make sure I had the best mood for it, hahaha.

Chapter 112: Chapter 112 ~ The Dead and the Bones

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       Caiome had to admit that Arasthea's words didn't make her feel better in any way, no matter how right she probably was. On the contrary, perhaps because they were true, they only made her feel even more distant than she already felt. And that was an entirely unpleasant sensation. If it weren't for Ayato's family, she wouldn't have cared about them at all, to be honest.

       She took a deep breath, following Ayaka in silence to the front courtyard where they were to wait for Ayato, who didn't take long to arrive. Dressed in the same tones as everyone else, and very similar to Ayaka, he wore black garments embroidered with the family crest on his chest, sleeves, and back, stitched with white thread. His hair was braided on one side, looking far more solemn than usual with the lack of ornaments — just like Ayaka — both covered with black winter cloaks.

       Yae Miko followed beside him, dressed in white this time, throwing a smile toward Caiome when she approached.

       "Oh, you're still around."

       Caiome crossed her arms over her chest. "Why wouldn't I be?"

       "I just thought this was a private family event, that's all," she shrugged lightly.

       Caiome could see in the fox's expression that she was only teasing her one way or another, not speaking with any real malice — yet somehow only she could feel those words cutting into her skin. Of course it should have been a private event attended only by family and a select few close attendees.

       "Miss Guji Yae," said Ayato with an almost encouraging smile, "Caiome can be considered one of the closest to the family."

       "Considering the rumours I've heard around the shrine, that seems to be the case."

       "Rumours?" Caiome frowned. "What rumours?"

       The last time she heard that word, she didn't appreciate what she found out.

       "Rumours about how Lord Kamisato is a swindler giving false hope to young ladies," Yae replied with a nearly mischievous smile. "So, tell me—" she turned toward Ayato "—who are you planning to marry after all? I must prepare in advance for such a rare occasion."

       "We'll discuss details another time," was all Ayato replied.

       "Of course, because the bride is just a minor detail," Yae said, voice soaked in amused sarcasm.

       Ayato turned toward the entrance of the estate, gesturing for Yae Miko to follow. "If you would allow me to lead you to the funeral chamber... The guests should begin to arrive soon."

       "Yes, yes," Yae waved dismissively.

       Ayato began walking toward the mansion. At some point Thoma appeared briefly, only to disappear just as fast after exchanging a few words with the Kamisato lord.

       Meanwhile, Yae's sharp eyes fell once again on Caiome, who was strangely quiet in her presence, walking behind the siblings beside her—something the shrine maiden clearly didn't enjoy. 

       Eventually, she decided to tease her more.

       "I thought you'd be more persistent when it comes to your curiosity," she said, and Caiome seemed to jolt, looking suddenly at Yae with wide eyes. It was clear she hadn't been mentally present for the last few seconds.

       "What?" she asked, voice a bit too soft for Yae's taste.

       Caiome was usually someone she could easily provoke, which made her fascinating. And in return, Caiome could just as easily tease Yae Miko. That was the kind of relationship they had, especially since they didn't see each other often, but perhaps that dynamic made everything a bit more special.

       Yae frowned slightly, though more in a pitying way. "About the bride, of course...?"

       "Oh, that. Why would I worry?" she laughed. "Besides, why do you care so much who the bride is? I thought you only handled ceremonies."

       "Sometimes I involve myself in political matters if they affect the nation on a larger scale."

       "And you believe Ayato's marriage would affect Inazuma that much?"

       "Well, you've been at his side constantly for months now. Surely you've learned something about the kind of influence he holds."

       That was true...

      "Besides, I will be the one performing the ceremony for you. I should be speaking with the bride more, shouldn't I?"

       Caiome shot her a glare. "What rumours then?"

       Yae let out a soft laugh, quiet enough not to draw attention. "I knew you wouldn't resist. But relax, nothing important. Just a bit of entertainment from the public."

       "But—"

       "Oh look, we're here," Yae interrupted as the funeral chamber doors opened.

       Later, while Yae prepared the necessary items for the ceremony, Ayato and Ayaka returned to the mansion entrance to greet family members, each dressed in their finest, even for such a mourning occasion. The expensive perfumes and clothing styles were exactly as Arasthea predicted: subtle, but unmistakably noble.

       Now seeing them with her own eyes, Caiome started to recognize a few of them, though not their names. Learning over thirty names along with matching faces wasn't easy.

       She recognized Ayato's aunt—his father's sister—alongside Kazumi Yuuji, who had visited the estate several times. She deduced the identity of their son and his wife based on proximity and resemblance, traits the Kamisato family shared. Two boys, likely twins, stood impatiently beside their mother, shifting from foot to foot, probably Ayato's cousins' children. If Ayato hadn't postponed marriage for the sake of his duties, he likely could have had children of his own by now.

       Then came Ayato's father's cousins, one woman married into the Hideaki family, with three children and four grandchildren; another into the Tsukasa family, whose daughter-in-law was clearly pregnant. The rest had children younger than Ayato, so society's pressure hadn't caught up to them yet.

       And all of them behaved exactly as Koshi warned they would. Caiome wasn't standing beside Ayato or Ayaka, but as a responsible bodyguard, she stood exactly three steps away—visible enough that no one could pretend she wasn't there.

      And yet they all did. They greeted the heads of the house, then took their partner's arm and followed the servants toward the funeral chamber.

       Not that Caiome expected anything else, but still. She could easily guess what rumours Yae meant, that Lord Kamisato was giving false hope because the engagement with Yuriko had fallen apart, implying there must have been some hidden reason preventing the alliance between the Yashiro Commission and the Kobayashi family. And if anyone connected that with the disappearance of the Kentaro family after the tea party incident, where horrible accusations were thrown at her...

       It was impossible that Ayato's extended family didn't recognize her, even if only as the woman who made everything possible during the epidemic.

       So yes, Arasthea and Koshi had been right: no one looked at her because she wasn't important to them. As for her position as second-in-command in the organization, not all the people present were part of the original Kamisato bloodline, so they wouldn't and couldn't speak freely about it. And honestly, even if it were only them, Caiome doubted they would; operations weren't their business, not now, not ever, as long as Ayato was head of the family and the organization.

       In conclusion, Caiome was nobody.

       But that didn't mean she would be discouraged. If these nobles didn't hover over her, all the better. Wouldn't be their business anyway, right?

       "Hello, my dear."

       Caiome almost flinched when someone stopped in front of her. At first she saw only shoes—she had stopped paying attention to every noble walking past—but then she recognized the voice. She snapped her gaze upward, meeting a pair of friendly eyes.

       "Uncle Shoichiro," she greeted with a smile, as if relieved to finally see someone familiar. "Ayato told me you might not make it. The date changed suddenly and you were supposed to be traveling."

       "I couldn't miss my sister's and brother-in-law's ceremony. Even so," he said, resting a gentle hand over that of the woman beside him, tall, slim, holding onto his arm, "my wife would have come. Caiome, this is Hana, daughter of the Yuzuru family, my wife. My dear, this is Caiome."

       Hana smiled broadly, the lines in her cheeks becoming more prominent. "A pleasure," she said with a short bow—it was noble etiquette; her status did not permit bowing more deeply to someone without noble blood. The gesture was purely a greeting.

       She didn't need to mention she already knew who she was, not after Caiome had overheard Ayato's discussion with Uncle Shoichiro about the Kobayashi family and had seen her in the courtyard of the Tetsuya estate.

       "Hi," Caiome waved awkwardly, only afterward remembering she should have bowed as well, but her body didn't respond fast enough before Uncle Shoichiro started speaking again.

       It was fine, Uncle Shoichiro knew well enough she wasn't from Inazuma and didn't share their customs, being nothing more than a wanderer.

       "My brother, Hide. My sons, Ryosuke and Takeshi, their wives, and my grandson."

       Caiome greeted each one individually, then her gaze dropped to a little boy no older than four clinging to Ryosuke's leg, Shoichiro's eldest son. His hair was light and wavy, and his eyes large, shining brown, like a deer's. He stared up at Caiome almost fearfully when she waved, then hid behind his father again.

       "You'll have to excuse him," Ryosuke said. "He's usually very shy." He patted the boy on the back. "Come on, Katsu, be polite."

       But the boy only hid more.

       "It's alright," Caiome said. "Kids his age don't like me much anyway."

       "I doubt that," Shoichiro responded.

       "No, really, I mean—"

       "I agree with you, Uncle," Ayato's voice sounded suddenly beside her, and Caiome took a step sideways as if avoiding an invisible trap unfolding before her.

       She shot him a glare, but Ayato only smiled charmingly.

       "On the contrary, she is quite good at teaching them. When I took her to Tamagise Island, she trained spies to follow me around during my work."

       "That did not happen!" Caiome snapped. "They were playing! I didn't train them to do anything!"

       "And Miss Himawari progressed quite well with her swordsmanship lessons."

       "You can hardly call it swordsmanship lessons," Caiome mumbled.

       "And, from what I heard, she even managed to teach a bit of herbal medicine."

       "That was my sister's book, I only read it from it. Can we stop talking about this?"

       She certainly did not want to think about Daichi right now, not here, not in this context.

       Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Shoichiro's grandson staring at her with huge eyes, fists clenched tightly in his father's clothing, as if now he wasn't just shy, but terrified of her. Had she spoken too loudly? She tended to do that when arguing.

       Before she could apologize, the boy let go of his father and instead clung to Ayato's leg, on the opposite side from Caiome, hiding completely behind him. Ayato rested a hand on his head and ruffled his hair gently.

       "It's alright, she is not that scary most of the time," he said. "Feed her on time and she is very obedient."

       Caiome smacked his arm with the back of her hand. "Don't tell a child that. He'll think I'm some kind of beast."

       Ayato ignored her and bent slightly toward the boy. "Hello, young master Katsuro. How has your day been so far?"

      Still gripping his robe, the boy looked up at him with flushed cheeks and bright eyes. "Hello, uncle."

       Caiome felt something in her chest crack.

       "Katsu, you should address him as Lord Kamisato," his mother corrected.

       "It's alright, he is still a child," Ayato replied. "Do not put pressure on him."

       "Well," Shoichiro said with a smile directed at both of them, "the ceremony is about to begin. We should go take our seats, shouldn't we? Katsuro, come along."

       "Alright, grandpa," the boy mumbled, grabbing his mother's hand.

        Before leaving, he turned back to wave at Ayato, who waved in return. When Ayato shifted his gaze left, Caiome stood there—arms crossed, eyebrow raised, a meaningful smile tugging her mouth.

        "What?"

        "Oh, it's nothing... uncle," she said sweetly. "You seem to like children, and every child likes you. I'm just wondering why you haven't married sooner and why there aren't a dozen children running through the estate already."

       "Well," he said, teasing, "I met you less than a year ago. Such intentions would be wildly improper so soon."

       Caiome's eyes widened, her face and ears heating instantly. She snapped her gaze away, and Ayato chuckled softly beside her.

       "My apologies. I did not mean to make you uncomfortable."

       "I wasn't talking about me," she shot back. "It could have been anyone else."

       "Are we starting this again?" he asked, amused.

       Caiome turned to argue, but froze when she realized Ayato had leaned down so close their noses nearly touched. He could have stolen a kiss in passing if he wanted.

       "Please stop making scenarios in your head," he whispered.

       Caiome clenched her jaw. "Don't you have a ceremony to oversee?"

       Ayato laughed under his breath and straightened. "I do, but we are still missing someone."

       "That is because you are still as ignorant as you are tall when it comes to this specific family member," came a sharp female voice from behind.

       Both Ayato and Caiome turned toward the entrance.

       Just crossing the threshold, a woman past fifty was greeted immediately by Ayato, who approached her with the same refined courtesy shown to the others. Caiome stayed where she was — three steps behind — now the only three people in the hallway. Thankfully, considering the timing, the woman couldn't have seen the moment Ayato leaned close to her... right?

       "Aunt Misaki," Ayato said with a respectful bow. Technically, as head of the family, he outranked her.

       The woman inclined her head only slightly. Her movements weren't robotic, but they seemed ingrained in her bones. She was refined and elegant like the other noblewomen Caiome had seen earlier, yet something about her was different.

       Her hair was of an intense black, pulled into an intricate braided bun. She had long lashes, sharp features, and dark eyes. Though her wrinkles suggested fragility, her posture radiated strength—her back straight, her fingers steady. She wore layered tones of deep grey and dark blue, a little taller than Caiome, more graceful, narrower at the waist. Considering her age, she must've been one of Ayato's grandfather's sisters.

       "I am glad you could come," Ayato said.

       "Well, it is my duty as a member of the Kamisato family and the nobility," she answered, glancing around. "More than that, it has been quite some time since I last stepped inside the estate. I was curious whether anything had changed."

       Caiome frowned slightly. Everyone else simply complimented the house, no one sounded curious if something wasn't good enough. The woman's tone was sharp and honest, reminding Caiome of Arasthea.

       "This way," Ayato said. "I am sure you still remember the way to the funeral hall."

       "Hmph." She lifted her chin and turned toward the hall, and Caiome instinctively stepped back, though she wasn't blocking the way.

       But as she moved past her, Lady Misaki stopped, right in front of her and stared at her, expression unreadable, but clearly not friendly. Caiome stared back.

       "Oh, what a sight," she said, voice singing, looking her up and down. "I must admit, I thought you'd be... more impressive."

       "What?" Caiome said.

       "Aunt Misaki," Ayato interjected sternly, no longer polite.

       "Oh, relax, I'm not harming her," Misaki said with a dismissive flick. "I was merely curious, considering she follows you everywhere and carries such important responsibilities."

       "I am only Lord Kamisato's bodyguard," Caiome replied, just as Thoma and Ayaka had trained her to respond if questioned. "I am simply doing my duty."

       "You may say that," the lady mused, "but you should not answer with 'what' when someone makes an observation about you."

       "You called me blunt."

       Lady Misaki looked her over again. "Hunched posture. Furrowed brows. Restless. Crooked legs. A finger broken in the past. Tell me, did you injure your shoulder once?"

       "I—"

       "You could have done better than that," Lady Misaki threw over her shoulder at Ayato.

       "Hey!" Caiome snapped.

       "Loud, ignorant, and completely unaware of when to or not to interfere," Lady Misaki continued.

       "What—"

       "Not 'what,'" Misaki cut her off.

       "Lady Misaki, that is enough," Ayato said, placing his arm between Caiome and his aunt, looking down at her. "I did not invite you here so you could criticize my employees for any reason, least of all Miss Caiome, who serves as my right hand. I invited you out of respect for my parents and because it is my duty. Try following social norms yourself."

       "If you intend to argue with me, at least use the correct terminology, Lord Kamisato. She is not just an employee. I may be older than everyone here, but I am hardly as oblivious or ignorant as they pretend to be, just to avoid facing the truth. Including you."

       She turned her attention to Caiome.

       "I'm merely trying to educate her briefly, considering that next year she may be the one expected to greet me at the door." She gave a light bow in acknowledgement. "I'll see you later, Miss Caiome."

       Then she turned sharply on her heel and disappeared down the halls of the estate, clearly knowing her way to the funeral hall.

       "What's her problem?" Caiome mumbled.

       "I apologize," Ayato said. "Aunt Misaki has always been... harsh."

       "Isn't she the one who lost her husband and son ten years ago?" Caiome asked. "If she's lonely, that's not my fault. And you're neither a fool nor ignorant. I don't care if she's old, I'll kick her ass."

       "Not in public," Ayato sighed.

       "And what did she mean about greeting her next year? I did greet her today, didn't I? She was the one who picked a fight with me."

        Ayato gently took her by the shoulders and pressed a kiss to the top of her head.

       "We will talk about it later, alright? Let us go."

       As they headed toward the funeral room, the family members moved aside to let Ayato pass to the front where his parents' portraits rested. Yae Miko was already kneeling, prepared to begin the ceremony. Not even now, when she and Ayato entered side by side, did any member or former member of the Kamisato clan look at her. Or rather, they tried very hard not to.

       The only one staring directly at her was Lady Misaki. Caiome rolled her eyes once she felt scrutinized again—Misaki looked as though she were cataloguing every flaw.

       So when they reached the front, Caiome stepped to the side. She had no wish to be the centre of attention, not for these people, especially if they all thought what Ayato's great-aunt implied. At least Misaki was bold enough to say things aloud. The others didn't matter anyway. None of them had any influence over Ayato, otherwise he wouldn't have been the only one running not just the Commission, but the entire clan on his own terms.

       But when she tried to slip farther away to find a place in a distant corner, Ayato caught her hand. Caiome looked up at him, suddenly too aware of all the eyes on her. If they hadn't looked before, now she might as well have been the main attraction.

       "Stay with me," Ayato whispered.

       "But..."

       She glanced over her shoulder—many were now watching how Ayato threaded his fingers through hers.

       She had been right, most of them avoided acknowledging her even while being painfully aware of her existence and her relationship with Ayato, exactly as Misaki had pointed out. And he also wasn't lying when he said he didn't care what they thought. So why should she?

       She should've gone to him days ago and said everything she'd been thinking about his family. If she had, she wouldn't be this anxious from this morning or the days before.

       "Alright," she whispered with a small smile, and they sat beside each other on the floor, in front of the portraits and behind Yae Miko as she began.

       Incense was lit, water poured, and Caiome tried her best to follow the others' deep bows. Yae Miko recited prayers and read names Caiome couldn't understand, officially transitioning Ayato's parents from deceased to guardians of the household on the seventeenth anniversary of their passing.

       She didn't fully understand the ritual, but maybe, with time...

       Her knees were already numb in the heavy silence and thick incense when Thoma suddenly appeared beside her.

       "I have something huge to tell you," he whispered.

       "Is it about the Shuumatsuban?" she whispered back.

       "No... not exactly."

       She turned to him. "In that case, shouldn't you be following ceremony etiquette? You were the one lecturing me all week about staying silent during the ritual."

       "So you don't want to hear how Koshi and Miss Arasthea were this close to kissing when I walked into her room?"

       "What?!" Caiome blurted louder than planned, drawing stares. She pressed her lips together and leaned closer. "What...?"

       "I'm just as shocked as you."

       "Oh, I knew something was going on, I just couldn't prove it until now."

       Caiome fell silent when someone cleared their throat behind her. Through the heads of the others, she saw Lady Misaki glaring. Caiome glared right back.

       "I absolutely need to talk to them," she whispered.

       "Good luck. Miss Arasthea ran the second she saw me."

       "We probably won't see her for days."

       Misaki cleared her throat again, louder this time, and Caiome felt like she was about to get hit with something in the head.

       "We'll talk later," she whispered.

       After the ceremony, the family gathered for the meal, and although Caiome was seated almost forcefully beside Ayato as she had been earlier, no one spoke to her nor looked her way. And the more they ignored her, the more Misaki stared, barely touching her food.

       Caiome fought the urge to jab a chopstick in the woman's eye just to make her stop staring. She was too focused, studying every move Caiome made. Thankfully, Ayato occasionally drew her attention away with small conversation, and she silently thanked Ayaka as well. But neither could babysit her constantly, not with that many guests.

       Eventually, Caiome stood.

       "Where are you going?" Ayato asked, grabbing her hand beneath the table before she could leave.

       "I've been unavailable for Sora and the other Shuumatsuban for too long," she whispered back. "I need to check if any messages came in."

       Ayato nodded slightly. "Alright. Be back soon."

       She nodded, feeling Misaki's gaze stab her again, along with a few others, especially Uncle Shoichiro and his family, who were the only ones without hostile intentions toward her.

       Slipping into the halls, Caiome exited through the back doors, hit immediately by the harsh winter air. She sighed in relief. She had done nothing but sit, kneel, and eat, yet she felt exhausted, as if most of the guests weren't people at all, but energy vampires.

        "Fukuro," she mumbled at last.

        A young man dressed in black appeared beside her. "Yes, miss?"

       "Any updates on any current cases?"

       "No, miss. Everything remains stable."

       A shame — she needed something active to focus on.

       "I see," she sighed. "Where are the others?"

       "Positioned around the perimeter. Lord Kamisato ordered tighter security due to the ceremony and number of nobles present."

       "Good. Well done, everyone."

       Fukuro bowed and vanished.

       Caiome searched for any excuse not to return. The inside felt too warm, too heavy... but if she stayed out too long, Ayato would worry and send someone to check up on her, drawing even more attention.

        So she finally went back. The room was quiet and orderly, exactly as she expected, but still felt strange. As she circled the table, she noticed at the far end, half-hidden under the table, sitting in Ayato's lap, Shoichiro's young grandson nibbling a cookie, carefully trying not to drop a single crumb.

        Ayato seemed engaged in a conversation with his cousin, Ryosuke, occasionally poking the child in his arms in the ribs, making him laugh and play with his hands.

       Caiome sat down in her own seat, drawing the attention of the two men toward her. Katsuro flinched when Caiome sat beside him, shifting to the other side of Ayato. It looked like he wanted to run into his father's arms, but even at his age he knew that if he did, he would disturb the other guests, so he sat on his uncle's lap as far away from Caiome as possible.

       "Everything alright?" Ayato asked her, and Caiome nodded.

       "Mhm. Nothing special."

       Caiome reached across the table and grabbed one of the biscuits that Katsuro was eating so carefully, afraid of appearing disrespectful. She bit into it with appetite while Katsuro stared at her with wide eyes. The woman in front of him didn't seem to care about the crumbs falling onto the table, which was strange, because his mother had always told him to be tidy and careful even about small things like that.

       "I like these biscuits too," Caiome said.

       "I don't like them," he sulked.

       "Katsuro, you should answer politely."

       "So what do you like?" Caiome cut Ryosuke off.

       Katsuro frowned at her, as if studying her, though not in the same way Misaki had earlier. Then he abruptly turned his head the other way, clinging to Ayato.

       "I like uncle."

       "Yeah, I can see that," Caiome said. "But want me to tell you a secret?"

       Katsuro turned back toward her mechanically, looking at least a little curious. This girl had to be okay if she was sitting next to his father and uncle, right?

       "I'll give you a honey cookie if you come here," Caiome told him.

       "Mother and father told me not to take sweets from strangers," he said, lifting his chin.

       "Katsuro!" his father scolded him. "Miss Caiome is Lord Kamisato's personal guard, she's not a stranger."

       "I'll give you two honey cookies," Caiome added.

       "Do you really think bribing a child is the best method?" Ayato laughed.

       "At least he knows what bribing is?" Caiome shrugged. "How about three?"

       Katsuro looked at her curiously, then climbed from one of his uncle's knees to the other.

       "You said you like uncle Ayato, right?" Caiome asked.

       Katsuro nodded. "He's always nice to me."

       Caiome leaned toward him, covering her mouth with her hand and whispering into his ear. "I like him very much too. Actually, I love him very, very, very much. But it has to stay just between us." She pulled back a little and almost burst out laughing when she saw his ears turning red. "Can you keep the secret?"

       Katsuro stared at her, blinking rapidly, then looked at Ayato, then back at her.

       "Uncle Ayato would be very upset if you couldn't keep it," Caiome added.

       "Okay, okay, I'll keep it."

       Caiome held out her pinky. "Scout's honor?"

       Katsuro stared at her finger, clearly feeling pressured to hook his own around it, but in the end he did it — for his uncle's sake. "I promise."

       "Now we're secret buds," Caiome said. "We have to stay loyal to each other, alright?"

       Katsuro nodded and resumed eating his biscuits.

       Caiome again felt eyes on her, but instead of Misaki as she expected, she found Ayato watching her just as intently.

       "What?" she mumbled.

       "I should add bribery to the list of things you teach children," he said.

       Caiome clicked her tongue, resting her chin in her palm. "Very funny."

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       Caiome stood just as she had in the beginning, off to the side, when the guests began to leave. Lady Misaki didn't speak to her again, she only gave her a sharp, short glance while making a short and seemingly disinterested bow. Caiome didn't greet her at all but, oh, well...

       Then Ayato went to speak with Yae Miko about... the Commission in general, Caiome assumed, and she did not stay for that. Instead, she went back up to the bedroom. She changed her clothes, putting aside the elegant ones and slipping into the Shuumatsuban uniform. She pulled the hood over her face, mask in place, and strapped her sword at her waist just as Ayato finally entered the room.

       He instantly noticed her outfit, the solemn and mysterious look she now had, and he didn't need to ask where she intended to go.

       "You said after the funeral ceremony," was all Caiome said, while the sun began to set beyond the horizon facing the islands.

       Ayato nodded as he began unbuttoning the cuffs of his ceremonial clothes. He approached her slowly, his steps making Caiome instinctively take one backwards. His expression was somewhat unreadable, certainly displeased, and rightfully so. He didn't want her going alone. More accurately, he didn't want her going without him, but Caiome was right. Too many people would get in the way.

       "Just be careful," he whispered. "Please."

       Caiome let a small smile slip. "I've got Arasthea with me. How else do you think I'd reach the island so fast?" she laughed softly.

       She placed a hand on his shoulder, rising on her toes to place a kiss on his cheek through the mask. Ayato would've pulled her into a hug, but Caiome stepped away quickly, heading toward the open window waiting for her. She gripped the frame and crouched on the ledge.

       "Try not to miss me too much for a few hours, okay?"

       Ayato sighed, crossing his arms as Caiome let herself drop from the other side of the window. For several long seconds, he simply stood there, staring at the mountains beyond the estate walls and the grey, clouded sky. It was cold today...

       Caiome landed on a gust of wind, jumping down behind the tall wall where not many could see her. Hidden behind one of her disguises, with black hair and grey eyes, dressed in black, Arasthea waited for her in a corner, looking irritated.

       "What took you so long?" she grumbled. "Did your boyfriend suddenly change his mind?"

       "Not at all," Caiome scoffed. "He just wished me luck and worried about me a bit, as any boyfriend should."

       Arasthea rolled her eyes and turned on her heel, heading toward the mountain path to find a secluded place from which to teleport all the way to Seirai Island.

       "That shows a great lack of trust."

       "What are you talking about? Ayato trusts me."

       They slipped beside walls and behind trees to avoid being seen by any random guard, until they reached the rocks leading toward the mountain path.

       "Not in you," Arasthea clicked her tongue as if offended. "In me. Who does he think I am? A circus amateur?"

        They turned onto a narrower path among the rocks until the scenery shifted from forest to a rocky plateau overlooking the ocean.

        "Speaking of boyfriends..." Caiome began. "Thoma told me something interesting happened today."

       "That he finally stopped hiding from Ayaka?" Arasthea mocked. "That boy is pathetic only when he's near her. I feel sorry for him. And for her."

       They grabbed the edge of the rocks and dropped gently into a narrow, dark cave, well hidden from anyone's view.

       "I don't even know... Are they both idiots, or just pretending? If they're pretending, then they're even more idiotic and surprisingly good actors."

       "Actually," Caiome said, "as much as I'd love to talk with you about them because gods know how long it's been since I last gossiped about Thoma, I meant something else."

       Arasthea started scanning the cave, perhaps looking for a wider and less damp wall, while Caiome dusted off her hands.

       "How was the kiss with Koshi?"

       Arasthea froze, then burst into a mocking laugh. She shot Caiome a dark, unsubtle glare. "That is such a stupid question it barely deserves an answer."

       Caiome crossed her arms, lifting an eyebrow. Arasthea turned back to the stone wall, examining it.

       "I don't know what Thoma saw, but it was nothing like that. How could you insult me like that? Your little puppy is just a mortal. I would never even look in his direction. He was simply stupid enough to want to get out of bed. I was just helping him, as a good doctor should."

       "And he suddenly fell mouth-first into your mouth?" Caiome teased.

       "He wasn't even that close!" Arasthea snapped back. "And you weren't even there, so could you stop? I thought you learned the difference between misinformation and truth. Thoma could say anything and you'd believe him? Or are you just looking for something to annoy me with?"

       "Trust me, I could annoy you with anything else without dragging poor Koshi into this. Though," Caiome nudged a pebble with her foot, "I can't say I haven't noticed a certain tension between you two."

       Arasthea only rolled her eyes and decided to ignore her. She placed two fingers against the stone wall, drawing symbols she had drawn only days before when she took Koshi out of the cave where he had been stabbed. When the inscription was complete, it started glowing in shades of gold and white.

       The two passed through the inscription, and their surroundings shifted from a dark, damp cave into a beach trapped between cliffs, isolated from the rest of the island. Caiome quickly scanned the area, but there was no sign that anyone had been there — no supplies, no weapons, no small camps, no footprints in the sand.

       Years had passed since Caiome left Natlan, letting the mountain crumble over Tabai's tribe, believing she had killed them all. But that didn't mean she didn't remember how to find the entrance: a lonely stone placed in the sand, a dried bush buried near the ocean water, twigs arranged parallel to the shore.

       It wasn't long before the first tribesmen appeared, forcing the two to hide behind rocks. Soon after, they started spotting the guards, those who watched to ensure nothing reached the island. No ship unknown to them, no outsider pretending to be part of the tribe.

       They circled nearly half the island before they found a tuft of dried leaves trying to hide among the stiff winter reeds. Caiome crouched and grabbed the blanket made of leaves fused together, pushing it aside and uncovering an entrance carved into the earth, a hole made of stone and rock.

       Arasthea went in first, descending the metal ladder. Caiome followed, pulling the leaf cover back into place as she had found it. They climbed down slowly. Caiome could hear voices in the distance, echoing from the twisting underground tunnels, a cacophony of sounds, laughter, screams, and flames throwing wild shadows across the halls they walked.

       Following the wall's edge, they emerged into a tall chamber surrounded by firelight, alcohol, and the suffocating smell of heat and ash. Thick ribbons of smoke rose from pits in the ground. Groups of tribesmen were scattered throughout the room surrounded by crates, weapons, roasting meat, barrels of water, wine, and endlessly flowing ale. In several corners, tribesmen fought hand-to-hand either for bets or simply out of arrogance and pride. Blood spilled from their mouths and noses, eyes bruised, bodies torn, yet it seemed to be their version of ecstasy.

       Suddenly, Caiome felt as though she had never left Natlan. Just like back then, the tribesmen lived in a constant frenzy of death and dance, fighting and jesting, laughing and uncaring about anything they did.

       Scanning the room, Caiome did not see Tabai anywhere, not hidden among the tribesmen fighting for his entertainment, nor on the fur-covered stones where scantily dressed women now lounged, waiting for their leader, drunk and half-conscious because of the wine cups dangling from their hands.

       But somewhere behind them, a familiar figure stood. It had been a long time since Caiome last saw Yoshimitsu, yet he stood out among the others. While the others were swallowed by chaos, Yoshimitsu sat on a large stone, elbows on his knees, rubbing his hands together. His gaze stayed fixed on the floor.

       "He definitely doesn't look like the arrogant man I saw at the trial in Tenshukaku," Caiome mumbled. "I wouldn't be surprised if he's here against his will... trembling at what Tabai will do to him if he disobeys."

       But Arasthea didn't answer, only let out a long breath that turned into a strained gasp.

       "Caiome..." she whispered, drawing her attention.

       Caiome looked at her first, her face pale even under the dim firelight. Then she followed her gaze to another corner of the chamber, where another group stood in a circle. In its middle was a single woman who collapsed to her knees, clawing at her clothes, ripping them apart while screaming for someone to bring cold water.

       "It burns! It burns! It burns!" she shrieked, but no one moved, everyone watching with twisted fascination.

       Her skin reddened, sweating, then her flesh started to melt. Her screams went unheard by everyone except Yoshimitsu, who finally lifted his gaze from the ground and stared in horror at what unfolded before him. The woman started to bleed excessively, and the blood itself ignite, disappearing into flames before it ever touched the ground.

       Eventually, her screams were cut off abruptly, death overtaking her and leaving her collapsed before the others, none of whom moved.

       But that was not why Arasthea had called Caiome's name. Death was far too common for the two of them to so much as blink anymore.

       It was the inscription beneath the woman that mattered.

       An inscription that started to burn the moment the one who created it died. But instead of turning into scorched dirt and black ash, the runes shifted into a glowing pearly white.

       "Bone dust..." Caiome whispered, swallowing hard.

       Tabai truly had gone mad...

       There were three kinds of the Gates of Tohmil: those built underwater, easy to close for those with phlogiston in their blood; those built on the earth, harder to seal and draining anyone who touched them; and finally, the Gates built from bone, requiring the same sacrifice to close as they did to open.

       "The bones must come from someone who had phlogiston in their veins and marrow," Arasthea mumbled, though Caiome wished she hadn't. She already knew exactly what such Gates meant.

       It was suddenly obvious why, in all their searching across the islands, Caiome hadn't found a single corpse. Tabai wasn't just infusing phlogiston into veins, he was forcing it into bones, so that when they died, he could tear them apart, grind their remains into dust, and forge stronger, larger, more powerful Gates.

       The tribesmen could never have built something like that, not with their limited knowledge. That was why so many were dying, pushed by Tabai.

       Caiome looked at Arasthea, and their silent thoughts aligned.

       Tabai didn't want to open more Gates.

       He wanted to open one — a single Gate. One belonging only to him.

       Two tribesmen lifted the dead woman and carried her past Yoshimitsu, who looked sick at the smell of burning flesh, disappearing into another stone chamber on the opposite side.

       Caiome pinch Arasthea, and the two slipped back the way they came. Caiome moved fast, climbing the ladder quickly. She pushed aside the leaf covering, and this time Arasthea replaced it. Caiome barely registered the moment she stepped through the teleportation rune, back into the cave where earlier she had been laughing and teasing Arasthea about Koshi.

        She crossed to the opposite wall as if intending to smash her skull against it, but instead she punched it with her fist. Her skin split and bruised, leaving streaks of blood behind. Dust and gravel mixed with the droplets that gathered at her feet.

       She pressed her other hand to the wall, bowing her head and squeezing her eyes shut.

       Arasthea took a hesitant step toward her. "Caiome..."

       Caiome inhaled deeply, exhaling just as long. "Not a word to Ayato about this," she said instead.

       "But—"

       "Do you want me to make a deal with you over it?" Caiome snapped, only half turning her head. Her voice vibrated with force, and Arasthea stepped back instantly. "You can't force me to make one, but I can force you do it, on my own terms."

       No, Arasthea didn't want to make a deal with Caiome.

       "Then... what should he know?" Arasthea asked quietly.

       Caiome pushed herself away from the wall, staring up toward the crack in the cave ceiling. The sky outside had grown fully dark. She couldn't return home this early.

       "That Tabai is preparing a bigger Gate. A stronger one. And that eventually... we'll need to ask Raiden Ei for help."

       "Beelzebub can't close a Gate."

       "No. Of course not. She'll do what she must, keep the rest of Inazuma safe. Who knows what Tabai plans to drag out of the hell beneath the earth."

       Which meant only one thing...

       Arasthea gave a stiff, reluctant nod.