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I hate you. I truly, truly hate you.
It’s something so easy to deny, to replace with other feelings and words. I myself have tried to call it obsession; but deep down in the pits of my guts, writhing and wretched, I hate you. It is nothing more than that and nothing less. No fathomable word could ever encapsulate how I feel about you as closely as hate does.
From every step you take, I watch and as I stare I can list off each and every way I hate you. Every thing that you do in each moment that brings me to hate you more. And without fail, that burning engulfing hate gets stronger and stronger. From the shoes you wear, to the pace and way in which you walk, even the way you look around anxiously knowing you are undeniably hated. I hate it. Anything that is you, I hate.
I wish to take all that connects to you, every thought and feeling you’ve ever had, every person who has even looked your way, every coin you have touched and every breath you have let out, I want to take it all and destroy it til it is more mangled and desolate than even the idea of those words. I want every inch of your presence so viscerally scrubbed from this earth that not another person will even have a name that you have ever thought of even in the context of someone else.
That is how much i hate you.