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My respected hyung

Summary:

5 times where raebin thought he's being discreet in showing his affection and love towards his respected hyung ( secretly crush), park moondae

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Late-Night Studio Session

*Raebin's Perspective*

It was nearly midnight, and the studio was bathed in a soft, golden glow from the dimmed lights. Park Moondae was hunched over the mixing console, his brow furrowed in concentration as he adjusted the levels of the latest track. Raebin sat on the couch behind him, pretending to review some lyrics on his tablet but mostly stealing glances at Moondae.

Moondae's focus was absolute, his fingers dancing over the controls with precision. Raebin admired the way Moondae's eyes sparkled when he was in his element, how his passion for music made him even more attractive. Trying to be discreet, Raebin cleared his throat and spoke up, "Hyung, do you need any help with that?"

Moondae shook his head without looking up, murmuring, "No, I'm almost done here. Thanks, though."

Raebin nodded, feeling a twinge of disappointment but also relief that he could continue watching without interruption. He was whipped, completely mesmerized by Moondae's dedication and talent. Raebin's heart fluttered every time Moondae made a particularly inspired adjustment, and he couldn't help but smile whenever Moondae hummed along to the melody.

In an attempt to be useful, Raebin fetched a bottle of water from the mini-fridge and placed it silently beside Moondae. He knew Moondae often forgot to stay hydrated during long sessions. When Moondae finally noticed, he glanced up, giving Raebin a brief but warm smile. "Thanks, Raebin."

Raebin's heart soared at that simple acknowledgment. "Anytime, hyung," he replied softly, trying to keep the elation out of his voice. For Raebin, just being close to Moondae in moments like these was enough to make him feel content.

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Birthday Surprise

*Raebin's Perspective*

Moondae's birthday was approaching, and Raebin had spent weeks planning the perfect surprise. He knew Moondae wasn't one for grand gestures, so he opted for something more intimate and thoughtful. Raebin enlisted the help of their fellow group members to keep Moondae occupied while he prepared.

On the evening of Moondae's birthday, Raebin transformed the practice room into a cozy, makeshift celebration space. He strung up fairy lights, set out Moondae's favorite snacks, and placed a small, beautifully decorated cake on the center table. As a final touch, he laid out a photo album filled with candid shots of their journey together, capturing moments that showcased Moondae's hard work and their growing bond.

When Moondae entered the room, guided by their excited group mates, his eyes widened in surprise. Raebin stood nervously by the table, hoping his efforts would be well-received. "Happy birthday, hyung," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Moondae's face softened, a genuine smile spreading across his features. "You did all this, Raebin?"

Raebin nodded, feeling a blush creep up his neck. "I just wanted to do something special for you. You deserve it."

Moondae walked over, his eyes taking in the details of the room. He picked up the photo album and flipped through it, his smile growing with each page. "This is amazing, Raebin. Thank you."

Seeing Moondae happy was all Raebin needed. He tried to downplay his excitement, but the adoration in his eyes was evident. "I'm glad you like it, hyung."

They spent the evening talking and reminiscing, and Raebin couldn't help but feel closer to Moondae. Though he never explicitly confessed his feelings, Raebin's affection was clear in every gesture and word.

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The Comforting Gesture

*Raebin's Perspective*

The group had just finished a grueling dance practice, and Moondae looked exhausted. His usually vibrant energy seemed drained, and Raebin couldn't stand seeing him like that. As the others dispersed to grab water or take a break, Raebin approached Moondae, who was sitting against the mirrored wall, his eyes closed.

"Hyung," Raebin said softly, crouching down beside him. "You okay?"

Moondae opened his eyes and gave a small nod. "Just tired. It was a tough practice."

Raebin hesitated for a moment, then reached out and gently placed a hand on Moondae's shoulder. "You've been working really hard. Maybe you should take it easy for a bit."

Moondae looked at him, a hint of gratitude in his eyes. "I'll be fine, Raebin. Thanks for worrying."

Raebin's heart ached at Moondae's resilience, and he wished he could do more to ease his burden. Without thinking, he took a deep breath and offered, "How about a shoulder massage? It might help you relax."

Moondae seemed taken aback but didn't refuse. "Sure, if you don't mind."

Raebin moved behind Moondae, his hands trembling slightly as he began to massage his shoulders. He focused on the tension he felt under his fingers, trying to provide relief. As he worked, he couldn't help but marvel at how close they were, feeling the warmth of Moondae's body through his shirt.

"Is this okay, hyung?" Raebin asked, his voice barely audible.

Moondae sighed contentedly. "Yeah, it's perfect. You're really good at this."

Raebin's heart swelled with pride. "I'm glad."

For Raebin, the moment was intimate and precious. Though he tried to keep his feelings hidden, the tenderness in his touch spoke volumes. He was hopelessly in love with Moondae, and these small acts of care were his way of showing it.

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The Hidden Note

*Raebin's Perspective*

Raebin had always been good with words, and he often used that talent to express his feelings in a way that Moondae wouldn't easily notice. One day, while the group was busy preparing for a variety show appearance, Raebin slipped a small, folded note into Moondae's bag.

The note read: "Hyung, you inspire me every day. Your dedication and kindness are unmatched, and I'm grateful to be by your side. Keep shining, always. - Your biggest fan."

Raebin knew Moondae wouldn't find the note immediately, but the thought of him discovering it later made Raebin's heart race. He imagined Moondae's reaction, hoping it would bring a smile to his face.

Later that night, when everyone had returned to their dorms, Raebin anxiously waited for any sign that Moondae had found the note. He kept his phone close, half-expecting a message, but nothing came. Trying to distract himself, he worked on some lyrics, but his mind kept drifting back to Moondae.

The next day, during breakfast, Moondae approached Raebin with a curious expression. He held the note between his fingers, and Raebin's heart skipped a beat.

"Raebin, did you write this?" Moondae asked, his tone gentle but probing.

Raebin felt a wave of panic but managed to keep his composure. "Uh, yeah, hyung. I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you."

Moondae's face softened, and he gave Raebin a small, sincere smile. "Thank you. It means a lot to me."

Raebin's chest tightened with emotion. "You're welcome, hyung. You deserve it."

Though it was a simple exchange, it held immense significance for Raebin. He had managed to express his feelings without revealing too much, and seeing Moondae's positive reaction was enough to make his heart soar.

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The Impromptu Serenade

*Raebin's Perspective*

One evening, the group gathered in the practice room for a casual jam session. They often did this to unwind, playing around with different instruments and melodies. Raebin, who was proficient with the guitar, found himself strumming softly as the others chatted and laughed.

Moondae was sitting nearby, listening intently to the music. Raebin couldn't help but be drawn to him, his fingers moving instinctively to a tune he had composed in secret, inspired by his feelings for Moondae. The melody was tender and heartfelt, conveying emotions Raebin couldn't put into words.

As he played, Raebin's eyes occasionally met Moondae's, and he saw something in his hyung's gaze that made his heart race. Encouraged, Raebin began to sing softly, the lyrics a thinly veiled confession of his admiration and love. He hoped the words would resonate with Moondae, even if he didn't realize their true meaning.

When the song ended, the room fell silent, and Raebin felt a rush of nervousness. Confessing his feelings through the song, but in the moment, it felt right.

Moondae was the first to break the silence, his eyes still locked on Raebin. "That was beautiful, Raebin. Did you create it yourself?"

Raebin nodded, his heart pounding in his chest. "Yeah, I did. It's... it's about someone who means a lot to me."

Moondae's expression softened, and he gave Raebin a warm smile. "You have a real talent for capturing emotion in your music. I'm sure whoever inspired that song would be touched."

Raebin's throat tightened with emotion. "Thanks, hyung. That means a lot coming from you."

The others in the room started clapping and complimenting Raebin on his performance, breaking the intense moment between him and Moondae. Raebin smiled and accepted their praise, but his mind was still focused on Moondae's reaction. It was subtle, but Raebin felt a connection, a moment of understanding that he cherished deeply.

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Bonus: Moondae's Reciprocation

*Moondae's Perspective*

Moondae had always noticed Raebin's quiet gestures of affection, even if Raebin thought he was being discreet. Over time, Moondae had come to appreciate these moments, feeling a warmth and comfort in Raebin's presence. He had begun to realize that his feelings for Raebin were deeper than mere friendship or brotherly affection.

One evening, after another long practice session, Moondae decided it was time to show Raebin how he felt. He waited until they were alone in the dorm's common room, the others having retired to their rooms for the night. Moondae took a deep breath and approached Raebin, who was sitting on the couch, lost in thought.

"Raebin," Moondae began, his voice soft but steady. "Can we talk for a minute?"

Raebin looked up, surprised but nodded. "Of course, hyung. What's up?"

Moondae sat down beside him, close enough to feel the warmth radiating from Raebin. "I've been thinking a lot lately about everything you've done for me. The late-night studio sessions, the birthday surprise, the massages, the notes... even that beautiful song you played. You've always been there for me, and I want you to know how much that means to me."

Raebin's eyes widened, and he looked both hopeful and nervous. "Hyung, you don't have to thank me. I just... I care about you."

Moondae smiled and reached out, taking Raebin's hand in his. "I know. And I care about you too, Raebin. More than you might realize."

Raebin's breath hitched, his eyes searching Moondae's for any hint of misunderstanding. "Hyung, what are you saying?"

Moondae squeezed Raebin's hand gently, his gaze unwavering. "I'm saying that I feel the same way. I've seen all the little things you've done, and they've touched my heart. I've come to realize that I'm in love with you, Raebin."

For a moment, Raebin was speechless, his mind racing to process Moondae's words. Then, a slow, radiant smile spread across his face. "Hyung, I... I love you too. I've loved you for so long."

Moondae felt a surge of relief and happiness, and without another word, he leaned in and kissed Raebin, a gentle, tender kiss that conveyed everything he couldn't put into words. When they finally pulled apart, both were breathless and smiling.

Raebin's eyes were bright with unshed tears. "Hyung, this feels like a dream."

Moondae chuckled softly, resting his forehead against Raebin's. "It's not a dream, Raebin. It's real. And I'm so glad it is."

They sat together, holding each other, feeling the joy and warmth of their mutual love. For Raebin, it was the culmination of all his discreet gestures and hidden affections. For Moondae, it was the beginning of a new chapter with the person who had always been by his side.

And in that moment, under the soft glow of the dorm lights, they both knew that they had found something truly special.