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will we ever last?

Summary:

satoru is angry at randal for how much time he's been spending out of the dreamspace and threatens him with suicide.

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satoru had been alone in the dream space for quite some time. randal doesn't visit often anymore. satoru thinks that maybe randal doesn't even like him anymore. but that'd be crazy, right? i mean randal created him for a reason, right?

satoru was staring down at his box cutter in an empty classroom. he was thinking about randal, just like always. suddenly the door opens, satoru looks up quickly. it's randal, he's finally back! satoru shoves the box cutter into his pocket before running up to randal, squeezing him tightly. randal waits a few seconds before hugging him back. "I really missed you, randal." satoru spoke quietly into randal's shoulder as he hugged him tighter. randal lets out a quiet giggle. "I'm so glad he's back." satoru thought to himself before his gaze shifted up. great. sebastian is here too. how fucking great.

satoru slowly pulls away from randal. his eyes glaring at Sebastian. randal glances back at Sebastian. "you know sebbyyyy!! i needed my dearest pet to come here tooo!" randal grinned largely, wrapping an arm around sebastian's shoulder. sebastian stood there, staring back at satoru, he looked scared and uncomfortable as always.

satoru sighed before putting a small smile on his face, before tugging randal away quite roughly. "can we talk alone please?' he pleaded quietly into randal's ear. of course, randal nodded. they both walk into the empty classroom, satoru slamming the door on Sebastian.

satoru stands in front of randal for a moment before speaking quietly. "I thought it was going to be just us." he sounded a bit angry but tried to keep his composure. "its just sebby! its fine" randal spoke back, not noticing satoru's anger. the dark hair boy scoffed, "randal. do you not understand what I'm saying? i want him gone." he spoke, his voice raising a bit. randal stared at satoru, not saying a word. satoru spoke up again, "you left me here for months just to bring that stupid fuck back here? this is our place, not for some weirdo to destroy." randal argued back, "why are you getting so angry? it's not like Sebastian will get in the way of anything. i mean, we are just friends."

satoru paused, just friends? just fucking friends? he snapped out, "do you want me here or not?" he yelled at randal. satoru's hands go up to his own hair, pulling at it a bit. randal stares at his scarred and red hands. "I thought we agreed you'd stop doing that." randal spoke, referring to the cuts along satoru's hands. "I thought we agreed you'd stay here and love me and put in some fucking effort!" satoru yelled at randal, he's never even raised his voice at randal before. it felt like he didn't have control over himself, like his jealousy was eating him alive.

"it's clear you don't actually need me." satoru spoke, running out of the room. randal ran after him. sebastian watched as the two stormed out, staying quiet. randal chased satoru up to the rooftop, knowing what he was trying to pull off. satoru made it to the rooftop, randal right behind himself. satoru stood near the edge, tears streaming down his cheeks. "you don't actually need me for anything. you have Sebastian." he spoke, his voice shaking. randal stepped closer, satoru stepping closer to the edge. satoru closed his eyes, taking that last step.

randal grabbed onto saturo's waist and pulled him back roughly, knocking the two onto the ground. satoru slowly opened his eyes after a few seconds. "randal?-" he was cut off quickly. "I do need you. i really do." randal spoke quickly. "please don't ever try to leave me like that again." randal mumbled, his face buried into the back of satoru's shoulder. satoru's hands wrapped onto randal's, he nodded his head quickly. he turned to face randal, his hands firmly cupping onto randal's face. randal's eyes were teary, so were satoru's.

"I'm sorry." satoru whispers before kissing randal. he slowly pulled away after a few seconds, wrapping his arms around randal. "it's okay, I forgive you." randal mumbled back.