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Everything about this is wrong
That’s not Tsukusa…his voice face hair..everything about him physically is the same as when he left up that mountain.
No no but this isn’t Tsukusa not the Tsukusa that he had been friends with since they where little this thing is presenting as him
But why?…
Rui can’t even look at him it’s so wrong so disgusting…every action the way he speaks his voice it’s so wrong it’s his voice but it’s not him saying it…
But Tsukusa is my best friend I don’t want him to think I don’t want to be friends anymore
But that’s not him…god I sound crazy…am I going crazy?
I don’t like it not at all this isn’t tsukasa it’s all an act this isn’t the tsukasa before he went up the mountain…
Rui feels like he’s going to puke just thinking of the fact that if that thing isn’t tsukusa then the real tsukusa is probably dead
But I want tsukusa…
“Hey hey! Rui kun snap out of it come on know it’s so hot I wanna eat my ice cream already!” ‘Tsukusa’ chanted a bit fussy from the humid weather
Ah right they got ice cream
It’s been about a month in a half since that thing came back as his dear tsukasa
Tsukusa had said to him before he left up the mountain “I’ll be back soon Rui, I need to take care of some stuff, I’ll see you tomorrow!”
He didn’t come back for a week then
That thing was there, he isn’t tsukusa
“Hello earth to Rui kun!” Tsukusa looked a bit worried
“Are you upset with me or something just don’t ignore me please?” Tsukusa sounded a bit sad
“I’ve had this on my mind ever since you went missing tsukasa…” Rui started
“Ah well go ahead say it already?” Tsukasa said a bit desperate he did care about Rui liked him even,he wasn’t sure.
“You really are different from tsukasa…” Rui said immediately the atmosphere got tense.
“Huh?,what the heck?” ‘It’ sounded confused.
As Rui looked to the floor he could hear what sounded like a disgusting dripping noise
He looked up there he could see ‘tsukasa’ looking back at him hurt
Tsukusas face looked like their was eyes and maggots coming out of it all at the same time blending into a meaty flesh that was called ‘tsukusa’ it’s so horrible…
He knew what was happening with him that this wasn’t his Tsukusa but it somehow felt worse knowing that it was reality.
So he wasn’t crazy…
“My imitation was supposed to be perfect..”
that wasn’t tsukusas voice,it sounded distorted nothing like the happy cheery teasey voice Tsukusa had..not at all
“Ah” Rui was all he could say in the moment, seeing his best friends face like that he could feel the bile in his throat threatening to unleash its self all over
Tsukusas hands wrapped around rui’s body embracing him in a hug.
When was the last time tsukusa hugged him..?
“Please don’t tell a soul I’m begging you..” it was tsukusas voice again sweet old tsukusa…it’s horrible…
“For the first time I’m living as a human,for the first time I got to enjoy school friends and even Ice cream..who I am as a person and my body are both borrowed,but I really do love you Rui kun…” tsukasa said
“I really don’t want to have to kill you, please…” it sounded so genuine it was coming from his lips tsukusas lips
Was Rui panicking he swears he can hear himself gasping for air it’s all to much but…
Either way Tsukusa is already gone,so even if it’s fake I still want him to be with me
Rui can feel the hot water on his cheeks he was crying, god this is all so wrong.
“Okay tsukasa…it’s nice to see you” Rui said it’s ok all he needs is tsukasa even if it’s not the real one
I just don’t want to be alone…