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2024-06-14
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2024-06-14
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Dear Diary

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23.04.2013

Dear Diary,

I haven't written in a while, I guess, not sure if it was because I was busy (with nothing) or because I didn't want to bother writing on a stupid notebook.

What I wanted to say was -

I think I want to die.

In which, Dazai writes down his thoughtsand feelings(rarely) about certain things .

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(See the end of the work for notes.)

Chapter 1: Prologue

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19.06.20212

 

Dear Diary,

 

Today was a simple and leisurely Wednesday, but it was also my birthday. How unfortunate.

Instead of celebrating, I decided to spend it in my home - a small, run-down shipping container with little to no ventilation or airflow that is . Not exactly comfortable, but it works, I guess.

I could never really  understand the concept of birthdays, or the point of celebrating my own birth. It all feels so tiring, as if there's no reason to celebrate.Furthermore, I have never found meaning in the idea of "birthdays" or the supposed joy of growing older. To me, the  only purpose of that day is to remind me that I am still  a living corpse with no real place in society. Life has never given me anything positive to care about neither any reverence  for it ; instead, only drags me around to  face new, unpleasantand bothersomes issues every single day.

 

Perhaps I'm just complaining...