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It all went to me by the start of April. Marked by the announcement I saw on my phone screen. My thoughts were flooded with
This is a lie, right?
This can't be real, right?
No way it is true.
But it was true.
"You're my friend."
Yes, you're my friend. So please, take my hand. I've got nowhere to go now since you're gone. If only we were able to love each other back then.
The flashback that's stuck in my head repeats again. The time I realized our time to part has come. You said you were going to blow up your office, I wanted to stop the time. You just sat there and joked about it. Your laugh was totally pleasing. Please, just look at me and me only.
The flashback that's stuck in my head repeats again. That night, the sound of the buzzing cicadas was filling the room. The thought that you'd never come back pains me. I broke the matching keychains we used to have, in hope to forget about the memories. They were too much for me.
The thought of the man with pale white skin still haunts me. I find myself wanting to be possessed by him so much it brings me to tears. Anything just so I could meet him again.
Anything.
Ah, I don't know what to do anymore.
What's happened to me?
I'm sorry, Taka.
Maybe I'll join you.
Suha stared blankly at the view in front of him. A shore beautifully blue shaded pictured in his point of view. In spite the sight, his mind is muddled. So empty yet so noisy. His instincts went crazy and made him step forward as the crossing signal rang.
The train ran towards him.
With things like this,
won't we be able to love each other now, Taka?