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The weight in my chest gets heavier with each breath I take
Hadn’t I stopped breathing ?
Hadn’t you known I know everything?
I watch my chest fall and rise back up
A breaking heart beating itself up
So close yet so far
So loving yet bizarre
Stuffed with secrets you are.
I pick up your razor that I hide
Rip the skin stuffed with lies
To reveal your eyes
To reveal your disguise
To reveal you inside.
You’re lost and can’t be denied
For I have tried
to guide myself to hide
From the truth I’m terrified
I ask myself why
The secrets that you hide
From your teary eyes to mine
I think about you and I
I deny and retry to believe your lie
I close my eyes
I can’t see
I can’t hear
I can’t feel
None of what I saw is true
It was all a lie
I laugh to myself, how crazy am I ?
To think you would lie!
You are real.