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Scared my love, you’ll go. Spend my love, heart broke. So my love don’t show, scared my love you’ll go.
Nobody was going to care.
Nobody was going to care if he just disappeared for one night, right?
His dad was gone. He passed in the night a few days after he and Derek were engaged and he didn’t know what to think.
He wasn’t a child anymore, but he was an orphan.
His head was full of bad thoughts, like the fact that both his parents were dead- both taken from him while he was sleeping.
The doctor’s son- Liam Dunbar- comforted him when he was told in the hospital lobby.
Too good to be good for me, to bad that’s all I need.
Stiles’ head was in a bad place.
He wanted to grab the bottle of pills from his bedside table and take them all in one gulp.
Derek wasn’t in town.
He picked up his phone and sent Derek a text.
i love you. im sorry
for what?
for what im about to do
He walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of vodka and the bottle of pills.
im calling 911.
dont.
Stiles ran his hands through his hair as he heard the sirens go off around him.
Derek had called the police.
His mind was reeling, and all he could think about was how he needed to talk to his dad but he couldn't because he was gone- and Deputy Parrish was knocking on his door.
“Stiles?” He said, and he could hear his breathing in the doorway.
“Yeah.” He muttered.
“You’re a great kid, okay? And your dad was so, so, so, proud of you. I’m coming in, alright?”
Stiles mumbled a quiet yes.
“Stiles. I hope you’re okay. I know you aren’t, for the reason that Derek called 911 was because you weren’t okay. Have you told him that your dad passed?”
Stiles shook his head.
“You need to. You guys are engaged, he needs to know what’s going on with you.”
“I know. But I can’t tell him. He’s at a reunion thing for some old band he was in during his high school years.”
“Your health should be more important to him.
So I take a sip, wait ‘til it hits. Got that liquid guilt on my lips, I’m drunk on you.
stiles, are you okay now?
no.
a little better?
less on the verge of suicide.
stiles
what happened?
why did you almost attempt suicide?
my dad
he’s gone
and i dont know what to do
i cant handle having no parents
he never got to have grandkids or see me get married or anything at all
im so sorry
im getting the first flight out
love you