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"Standing next to you~~~"
Everyone in the Mikrokosmos Live Music Lounge clapped and cheered after our band, Whalien52, finished our last song for the night.
I smiled at our audience and more men and women screamed.
"Thank you everyone!! Enjoy the night."
I removed my guitar strap and put my guitar in my guitar case. My bandmates, Yoongi is putting away his keyboard, Hobi is putting his bass guitar on a case while Namjoon just put his drum sticks on his bag.
"You guys did great!!" Jimin who is watching with the audience came to us.
"Thank you Babe!" Namjoon hugged Jimin. They have been dating since our freshman year in University. We are now on our Senior Year.
Every Friday and Saturday night, our band plays on this Live Music Bar.
After putting my guitar on the backseat of my car, I returned inside to have a drink with bandmates/friends. They are already sitting on one of the tables at the corner of the Bar.
Hobi is leaning to Yoongi and Jimin is sitting on Namjoon's lap. Lovely couples. I suddenly missed my Seokjinnie. I sighed and sat beside Yoongi.
"Hey Kook! we already ordered our drinks. We did not order food because we are still full but if you want, you can order." Namjoon said.
"No, It's okay I am still full." I get one shot glass from
the table and drink it.
"JK, where is Jin? I did not know he is not going to watch tonight. I felt alone in the crowd earlier." Jimin asked me.
"Oh. he did not tell you? He said he could not come because he need to accompany his Mom to the airport. They will get his Mom's friend from the airport."
"He mentioned it to me but I did not know that it was today." Jimin pouted.
"JK, may I ask you something?" Yoongi asked me with firm tone. It only means that he is very serious on what he will ask.
"What is it?"
"I wonder what is the real score between you and Jin? Are you guys finally dating?"
"I am also curious with your answer JK." Hobi added.
Now the four of them are looking at me, expectantly.
I did not expect that he will ask me about this. I actually did not know how to answer.
"I-I don't know." my throat felt dry so I drink another shot.
"Why do you not know?" Jimin asked with furrowed brows.
"So, you both still don't have any labels with your relationship? I thought you and Jin are already dating the way you both acted. Sometimes you both act the sweetest in our friend group when in reality, Me and Hobi, Joon and Jimin are the ones who are in a relationship." Yoongi told me.
" That's right! You and Jin always made sure to eat together during lunch, You are overprotective of Jin, you are always bringing him to his home after class. You cuddle and hold hands!!" Jimin added.
I can't disagree because that is all true. I do all of the things they mentioned.
"Do you even love him? You have been doing couple things for three years." Namjoon looked straight to my eyes.
"Ofcourse I love my Seokjin!" I answered truthfully. I have been in love with him since our sophomore year.
"Then, what's stopping you from confessing to him and adding a label to your relationship?"
"I really don't know how to answer that. I have always thought that we already have a mutual understanding of what we feel for each other."
"What if he's just waiting for you to ask him? What if he thinks that you are just doing it in a friendly manner or platonically and not romantically?" Hobi added and suddenly felt nervous if that was real.
"Kook, just an advice I think you should confess and put a label in your relationship the soonest you can. What if he met someone that is willing to put a label on a relationship. You should act fast, you will never know what will happen. Protect what is yours."
"Alright. I'll do it on Monday when I come to his house when we go together to the University." I am determined to make him mine.
"I think everyone in our University that knows the both you, thinks that you and Jin are already dating. I even heard one of my classmate said that you are a cute couple. You are always wearing a black ensemble and Jin wearing fluffy and pastel clothes." Hobi commented.
"That's right. If the student's know that you are not really in a relationship, I bet a lot of people will come after Jin. He's smart, handsome and kind."
I glared at Jimin when he said that.
"That will not happen Jimin! Seokjin is only mine."
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When I got home, I immediately showered and wear my shorts. I don't wear a top when sleeping. I went to my bed and opened my phone. My lockscreen is a picture of me and Jin when we went to climb a mountain together. I miss him already. I decided to text him.
Me:
Hey, you still awake?
Did you get home from the airport safely?
Jinnie 💕:
Yes. I am already home.
How about you Kookie? Sorry I missed your gig. 🥺
Me:
I have also arrived at my home.
Don't worry about it Jinnie.
I understand your situation but I still missed you.
Jinnie💕:
here is a selca for you.
btw, I missed you too.
Me:
Why are you so cute baby?
here's selca for you too.
Jinnie💕:
😡😡😡😡😡😡
Me:
Why are you angry baby?
Jinnie💕:
Why are you naked?
Me:
Jinnie, you know I always sleep without a top.
Jinnie💕:
Right. you don't easily get cold.
While I easily get cold.
I feel so tired and sleepy but I want to
talk with you more.
Me:
Jinnie, you should sleep now if you
are feeling tired now. We can just
continue our talk tomorrow morning.
I'll just be here when you wake up.
Jinnie💕:
Okay. Thank you Kookie.
Goodnight! Dream of me.
Me:
Goodnight baby! See you tomorrow.
I have been calling him baby, since our sophomore year. Jin is already used to me calling him sweet names. I am confident that Jin feels the same way I do.
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I planned to confess today so I wear my nicest clothes. Everything is in black but I loved it. I styled my hair which shows my forehead and sprayed the perfume that Jin told me that he likes on me.
I am getting ready to go to Jin's house when my phone rang indicating that someone texted me. I smiled when I saw the notification is from Jin.
My smiled turned to frown when I read his message.
"Good Morning Kookie! You don't need to bring me to the University today. Sorry for not mentioning it earlier. I will see you at the campus."
This is the first time that it happened. I don't feel good about this but I need to think positive. I'm gonna trust my heart right now.
"Alright. See you later Jinnie." I replied to his message.
I arrived at the university earlier than usual because I did not go to Jin's house like I usually do everyday for three years. Walking at the campus without Jin by my side feels weird.
I decided to sit on a bench under a tree. This is my and Jin's favorite place to hang out. The gate is visible from this seat so I'll just wait for Jin to arrive.
Jimin and Namjoon saw me sitting on the bench so they came to me.
"Good Morning JK! It is unusual to see you here alone at this time. Where is Jin?" Jimin asked while sitting beside me.
"I am waiting for him here. He messaged me that I don't need to go to their house earlier."
"Oh. That's new. Did he tell you the reason?" Namjoon asked this time.
"I know right. He also did not tell me the reason."
While talking to Namjoon and Jimin, we heard some commotion.
"OMG. The new guy is so hot!"
"He is so handsome too and his sense of fashion is top tier."
"He and Jin look good together."
"Why all the handsome ones are gay."
"Maybe Jin and Jungkook already broke up. It is sad but the new guy is really hot and handsome."
We heard the people talking and suddenly got curious what they are talking about. Me and Jin broke up? I wonder how they got that idea.
I got my phone from my bag to text Jin but I was distracted when I heard Jimin gasped and gripped my arm.
"OMG. Jungkook look!!!"
I looked where he is looking at. I was shocked and almost dropped my phone on the ground.
"What the fuck."
There I saw Jin near the gate he is smiling widely. I would appreciate his smile in a different situation but this time he is smiling sweetly at someone else. He is smiling to a handsome guy with a boxy smile.
The guy has his arm around Jin's shoulders and they are talking and smiling to each other sweetly like they are in their own world.
I want to remove his arms from my Jinnie and I want to wipe those boxy smile. I am very jealous right now.
"If looks could kill, the handsome guy is already six feet under the ground." Namjoon commented.
"Kook, I told you, you should have put a label in your relationship. Now look, he's with someone else." Jimin said.
"Shut up Jimin." I told him but he just rolled his eye at me.
Jin and the guy arrived at the bench where we are sitting.
"Oh. Kookie, your here. Good morning Jimin, Namjoon."
Jinnie greeted and waved at us.
The new guy faked coughed. Jinnie turned to him and pulled the guy on his arms. My Jinnie is clinging to his arm.
I kept glaring to the guy.
"Guys, I want to introduce Taehyung.
Voo, these are Jimin , Namjoon and Jungkook."
Voo?!!!! he calls him with endearment? Fuck. He even called me Jungkook not Kookie.
I need to speak to Jin. I can't let this happen.
"Jinnie~" I was cut off when the bell rang.
"Oh. Sorry guys but we need to go. I need to bring Taehyung to the Dean's office. I'll talk to you later.
Voo, let's go." he hold Taehyung's hand and pulled him to the direction of Dean's office.
"Fuck fuck fuck. I need to do something." I mumbled.
"It is better to talk to Jin." Namjoon tapped my back.
"We also need to go JK. See you later and goodluck." Jimin said.
I kept glaring at Jin and Taehyung's back until I can't see them anymore. I really need to do something, I can't see my baby smiling so sweetly with another man.
It's already lunch time. I am excited to see Jinnie. He all I can think about during my classes. I went to Jin's class like I usually do because we always eat our lunch together. I saw his classmates going out of their room so I waited for him to come out. It's been 5 minutes and he's still not coming out. I decided to open the door but I only saw his professor inside.
"Do you need something?" the professor asked.
"Ah. No. Sorry Sir." I bowed a little and closed the door.
I wonder where is he. Why did he not tell me that we are not going to eat together. I get my phone from my pocket to text him and started walking but I bumped into someone.
"Sorry."
"Sorry I was not looking. Oh it's you Jungkook."
"Hey Mingyu, you and Jin have the same class earlier right? Did he attend the class?"
"Yes. He's even sitting beside our new classmate Taehyung."
Oh.
"I see. Do you happen to know where they went?"
"I was sitting behind them and I heard that they are excited to go and eat at the cafeteria together." Mingyu shrugged his shoulder.
"Okay. Thank you Mingyu!"
"No worries Man." he tapped my back and went ahead.
I am feeling sad and I think I am going insane.
All the traffic in my head's going crazy but I am gonna trust my heart right now. Jin loves me too.
I need to see Jin and speak with him.
And if it's better to bet on us, then I'll double down.
And if I am wrong, I'll just bury my head deep underground.
I gotta know.
I rushed to the cafeteria to confront Jin.
As I enter, I saw Jin sitting beside Taehyung. I am facing their backs. My hands turned into fist. My tongue is poking my cheeks. I need to calm down.
I saw that Taehyung guy leaning into Jin and put his thumb on my Jin's lips to wipe some sauce then put his thumb on his mouth. This is my last straw.
I went to them and pull Jin's hand on mine to stand.
"Kookie?"
Everyone in the cafeteria is looking at us but I ignored them.
I pulled Jin with me and guide him to the back of our college building.
"Kookie? What's wrong? Where are we going?" I did not answer him and continued to walk.
"Hey Kookie~~~" he's whining and I can't resist my Jinnie.
"Just follow me Jinnie, please?" I look at him with pleading eyes.
"Fine." he pouted but I intertwined our fingers and led him to back of the building.
"Why are we here Kookie?" Jin asked with pout and his hands on his waist. Why is he so cute? I want to keep him in my pocket. I shake my head, this is not the time. I need to focus on my goal.
"Why are you not answering me?" he glared at me but he looked like an angry hamster.
I took a deep breathe and look at his eyes seriously.
"Jin-ah, Kim Seokjin, Jinnie, my yeobo, I am in love with you. I love you so much"
He is just staring at me with wide eyes and mouth slightly open. I continued to speak what is on my mind.
"Something about you, do you feel the way I do?
Everytime I am with you it felt so magical, like there's magic in the room. Tell me, do you feel it too?"
"I have love you since our sophomore year and It's my fault that I have never confessed properly and put a label on our relationship. I am going crazy when I think about you with other men."
"And I gotta know, Are thinking about us? Are you also feeling the rush?
And are you falling in love with me? Say yes or no."
I know I rambled a lot but I am feeling a lot of emotions right now. All I know is I want Jin to be mine for real.
Jin suddenly has tears forming in his eyes. My heart hurt seeing him like that.
"Oh my Jinnie, why are you crying? Sorry if I pressured you. You don't need to answer me baby. " I cup his face on my hands and wipe his tears with my thumb. I can't see him like this. I kissed his forehead.
"You stupid Kookie!" he sniffled and he hit my chest with cotton tip fist.
"Sorry Jinnie." I hugged him and rest my chin on his shoulders.
"No." he whispered but I heard it.
"What No?"
"No. I am not falling in love with you." my heart break when I heard his answer. My heart feels like it is being squeezed. I just tighten my hug on him.
Am I too late. I don't want to cry but I can't help it.
A tear streamed down my face and I sniffled.
"Are you crying? Why are you crying" Jin wants to release our hug but I did not let go. I don't want him to see my crying face.
"You answered no, but I understand. I need to respect your answer."
"I told you no because I am not falling in love with you. I- "
"You don't need to rub it on my face Jinnie." I sniffled again.
"Kookie, please let me finish. I told you No because I have already fallen in love with you too a long time ago. I love you too Jungkook-ah, my Kookie. So stop crying now, you crybaby."
I pull away from our hug to stare at Jinnie.
"Let me be your boyfriend Kim Seokjin. Please say yes."
"If it is you, the answer will always be yes." he gave me his breadcheeks smile.
"I love you Jinnie." I cup his face with my hands and kissed his forehead then his nose, cheeks and chin.
I look at his lips then at his eyes and asked him,
"May I?"
His face and ears are in red hue but he nodded at me.
"Yes."
I leaned down and captured his lips with mine. His lips feels so soft and tasted like his strawberry lipbalm. He kissed me back. It was not rushed, it was slow and gentle but with passion, full of love.
We pull away from our kiss but I kissed his forehead again then hugged him.
"Jinnie, I want to tell you something."
"What is it?"
"I don't like the way that Taehyung guy is clinging at you. He even touched your lips earlier at the Cafeteria. I really wanted to punch him earlier for touching what's mine. What is mine is mine. You even call him Voo." I ranted and I know I sound childish but I don't really like that guy.
Jin just laughed at me.
I released our hug to look at him.
"Why are you laughing?"
"Are you jealous Kookie?" he asked while still giggling.
"And If I am?" I pushed Jin at the wall and caged him with my arms. I poked my cheek with my tongue. I am really jealous.
"Kookie, you don't need to be jealous. Taehyung is my cousin. His name is Kim Taehyung. My father and his father are brothers." So I became jealous with his cousin.
He pecked my lips then smiled at me.
"You look hot when you are mad and jealous but stop it already."
"Stop being cute Jinnie." I leaned down and kissed him again. We kissed again and again.
Jin tapped my back and we pulled away.
"Kookie we need to get back. My next class is starting soon and you haven't eaten your lunch. Let's go, we can continue later." he winked at me then pulled my hand to walk.
My Jinnie is naughty.
"Yes. We should continue this later because I still need to punish you." I told him with a smirk.
He stopped walking and then looked at me with furrowed brows. "Why are you going to punish me? I did nothing!"
"You did something."
"No I did not." He pouted at me.
"Yes you have. Remember, you went to the cafeteria without informing me. I waited outside your classroom and I even opened the door of your room because you were not coming out. I even received a glare from your professor. I only knew you were in the cafeteria with your Voo when I bumped into Mingyu."
"Oh."
"Now you remembered." I smirked at him again.
"Sorry Kookie. Taehyung is just very excited to go to the cafeteria because he said he was very hungry. I forgot to inform you."
"It's okay Jinnie, just be ready with your punishment later."
"Kookie~~~~" he whined and I just laughed at his cuteness.
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"Ughhh, Kook-ahh"
Jin moaned when he reached another orgasm. I already lost count on how many times we did it tonight.
"Jungkookie, aren't you tired yet?" Jin asked with his eyes half open.
"No, Baby. Let's do it one more time. If I could I would love to fuck you seven days a week."
He slapped my back "What did you say?"
"I'll be loving you right, seven days a week." I smirked at him.
I captured his lips into mine. It is more passionate than we did earlier. He told me earlier that he's tired but he is still kissing me back with the same passion. I bit his plump lips and he groaned. I licked his lips and he let me insert my tongue on his mouth. I sucked his tongue and he moaned loudly.
While he is distracted I insert my length into him in one go. He pulled away from our kiss and dig his nails into my back.
"Fuck. Jeon Jungkook!"
"Gladly, babe." I smiled at him teasingly and thrusted harder into him.
"I-I will surely not be a-able to walk tomorrow!!" he gritted his teeth.
"Don't worry I'll carry you everywhere you want to go."
"Ughhh I-I hate you. You musclepig." he moaned.
"No. You love me~~" I singsong.
"Kookie~~"
"Love you my yeobo." I kissed his forehead.
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