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I still remember her, that girl who painted her hair, her color was not natural, but that effect gave more warmth, more aesthetics to her face, to her smile, to her everything. For my part, I never had anything incredible to say about myself.
The aspirations and desires no longer existed.
If it weren't until...
She arrived, she gave me back my dreams, my aspirations, my everything. Everything was painted, thanks to her, although that little person at that moment did not have that effect of painted hair, she had the attitude that she could change a person. That person she me. I was always belittled by people without desires, without dreams, they said they wanted everything, when they wanted nothing. Because for me, music was something serious, I promised myself that I would be able to carry out my request, because from that moment I saw that guitar, from that moment I saw Kyou, my rival, fall. I knew that she had to conquer the world, that she abandoned.
And I believed that I would achieve it with her, with Aki, she was the girl with dyed hair. Her voice, her attitude that she was able to get me out of that bubble where she just cursed anyone,
She was able to do the impossible....
Help me.
Aki, she was always a cheerful girl, her skill with the bass was something incredible. I never thought about it, but without wanting to, I fell in love with that girl, and I decided to share my dream with her, so that together we could achieve it and achieve it. But you know well that sometimes, life plans something different, something that was not in your plans, but it always slips away and the tragic always happens....
I have to suffer that.
That letter would mark a before and after in me, so many sketches, so many pages thrown away, just to get a simple letter out.
Letter which...
That never arrived.
I always believed that I would be able to make that person be by my side, through thick and thin, and not as a friend, but as something more, something meaningful...
My partner.
But someone else took her, took her without me realizing it, I thought she would always walk next to her, but that wasn't the case. That black-haired guitarist took her away from me. She was.
I saw them together, I saw them inseparable, they were just as they were. While I had no place in his heart...
I never had it.
I had to give up, I just ran, tore that letter and exploded, I didn't want to see it anymore. Not even in dreams. Because in that moment I was able to hear how something inside me broke. And that was my heart...
I always knew not to get into that.
Since I left that band I have had my mind divided, sometimes sad, sometimes hurt, they were my daily life, and I don't know how to forget them.
Aki, you were the girl who brought me out of the depths of darkness, you were the sun that scared away my demons, you were that one...
That also stabs my heart.
You hurt me, but now I'm stronger. Because now I have a better band, willing to give everything of their being, to fulfill my wish, their wishes and you will still be there. In that band that is not dedicated to the profession, when you swore to me that they would reach the top, but I don't see them there, I never saw them there.
Aki, my heart hurts, you were the culprit of this, you were too much for my happy ending, and that's why I want my revenge. But I don't want to forget you either, because you are also part of me, you are part of the dream that I need to follow.
Aki, I like you, but I will never tell you, because the truth is, I don't even want to see you on the corner anymore.