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Amidst all these thoughts, I feel unwell.
Blinding light brings pain to my eyes, I must tell.
Can you believe I wish the sun would burst?
Doesn't sound logical, but soon you'll see, I'm coerced.
Everyone, please understand, no one deserves to die.
Far from my intentions, it's the truth, not a lie.
Great desire to stop the sun's blinding rays.
Harming people must cease, ending these painful days.
In the sunlight, I suffer, though not vampire-like.
Just pale-skinned, no craving for blood to strike.
Keenly, the sun hurts my head, pounding with might.
Like a throbbing heartbeat, it lasts in light and night.
Maybe exploding the sun isn't the proper quest.
No fun, my head pounding when I run with the rest.
Obstructing the sun, perhaps that's the way.
Perhaps a blanket, shielding Earth, come what may.
Questions remain, what if the blanket fails?
Riddled with holes, it won't prevail.
Surely, blowing up the earth seems extreme.
Torn between thoughts, it's like a fevered dream.
Understandably, a feeling tells me it's wrong.
Vehemently, I ignore it, longing for the sun to be gone.
What if my desires are misguided, I don't care.
Xenophobic thoughts, and irrationality, are in the air.
Yearning for the sun's explosion, despite the doubts.
Zealously, I crave darkness, no matter who shouts.