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denial of love

Summary:

um stella is in denial of her love for petra. lol.

Notes:

this might be kinda trash

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Stella stood at the edge of the cliff, the wind whipping her blonde hair into a frenzy. Below her, the land of Beacontown stretched out in a picturesque panorama. She clutched her cape tighter around her shoulders, trying to dispel the sudden chill that had nothing to do with the weather. It was Petra. Always Petra.

Stella had spent countless nights convincing herself that she despised the fearless warrior. Petra, with her effortless charm and infuriating smirk, was everything Stella had vowed to hate. But the more she tried to detest her, the more Petra’s rugged beauty and relentless spirit crept into her thoughts.

“You look like you’re brooding, Stella,” came a familiar, teasing voice from behind her.

Stella whipped around, her heart leaping to her throat. There stood Petra, her iron sword slung casually over her shoulder, a smirk playing on her lips.

“What do you want, Petra?” Stella snapped, crossing her arms over her chest.

Petra sauntered closer, her eyes twinkling with amusement. “Oh, just checking to see if the mighty Stella is plotting her next scheme.”

Stella rolled her eyes. “As if it’s any of your business.”

“Everything you do is my business,” Petra replied, her voice dropping to a low, almost seductive tone.

Stella’s breath hitched, but she quickly masked it with a scoff. “You’re delusional.”

Petra leaned in, her face inches from Stella’s. “Am I?”

Stella’s heart pounded in her chest. She could smell the faint scent of iron and earth on Petra, mixed with something uniquely hers. It was intoxicating. Stella clenched her fists, willing herself to stay calm.

“You wish,” she said, though her voice lacked the usual venom.

Petra chuckled, a warm, melodic sound that sent shivers down Stella’s spine. “You know, Stella, for someone who claims to hate me, you spend an awful lot of time thinking about me.”

Stella’s cheeks flushed. “I do not!”

“Sure, sure,” Petra said, leaning back with a grin. “Whatever helps you sleep at night.”

Stella’s mind raced. How did Petra always manage to get under her skin? Why did she let her? She hated her. Didn’t she?

“I don’t have time for this,” Stella muttered, turning away.

Petra reached out and grabbed her wrist, her touch surprisingly gentle. “Hey, wait.”

Stella froze, her pulse quickening. She turned back, meeting Petra’s gaze. There was something different in her eyes, something softer.

“What?” Stella whispered, her voice trembling.

Petra’s expression softened. “Why do you hate me so much, Stella?”

Stella blinked, taken aback by the sincerity in Petra’s voice. She had always thought Petra enjoyed their banter, that it was all a game to her. But now, looking into her eyes, Stella saw something else—something real.

“I… I don’t hate you,” Stella admitted, her voice barely audible.

Petra’s grip on her wrist tightened slightly. “Then what is it?”

Stella took a deep breath, her resolve crumbling. “I don’t know,” she said honestly. “You make me feel things I don’t understand.”

Petra’s smirk returned, but it was softer, almost affectionate. “Maybe you don’t have to understand them. Maybe you just have to feel them.”

Stella’s heart skipped a beat. For a moment, she allowed herself to be vulnerable, to let down her walls. She stepped closer to Petra, their faces inches apart.

“Maybe,” she whispered.

Petra’s eyes sparkled with a mixture of mischief and something deeper. “Good,” she said softly, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to Stella’s forehead. “Because I’m not going anywhere.”

As Petra pulled away, Stella felt a warmth spread through her chest. Maybe, just maybe, she didn’t hate Petra after all. Maybe she was falling in love.

 

The days following Stella’s unexpected admission were filled with a strange, almost electric tension. Beacontown bustled with its usual activity, but for Stella and Petra, it felt like they were moving through a world apart from the rest.

Stella found herself seeking out Petra more often than she liked to admit. She rationalized it as keeping an eye on her rival, but deep down, she knew there was more to it. Every time she saw Petra’s smile or heard her laughter, something inside her softened, despite her best efforts to resist.

One afternoon, as the sun cast long shadows across the cobblestone streets, Stella spotted Petra near the town square. She was surrounded by a group of children, regaling them with tales of her latest adventures. Stella stood at a distance, watching as Petra’s eyes sparkled with enthusiasm. It was impossible not to be drawn to her.

As the children dispersed, Petra looked up and caught Stella’s gaze. Her expression shifted to a knowing smirk, and she beckoned Stella over with a playful wave.

“Come to join the fan club?” Petra teased as Stella approached.

“Hardly,” Stella replied, though her lips twitched into a reluctant smile. “I was just passing by.”

“Sure you were,” Petra said, stepping closer. “You know, Stella, you’re not as good at hiding your feelings as you think you are.”

Stella huffed, crossing her arms defensively. “And what feelings would those be?”

Petra leaned in, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. “The ones that make your cheeks turn that lovely shade of pink.”

Stella felt her face heat up, and she looked away, trying to compose herself. “You’re insufferable.”

“And yet, you can’t seem to stay away from me,” Petra pointed out, her tone light and teasing.

Stella glared at her, though there was no real malice in her eyes. “Maybe I just enjoy the challenge of putting you in your place.”

Petra laughed, a sound that sent a shiver down Stella’s spine. “Keep telling yourself that.”

Before Stella could retort, Petra’s expression turned serious. She reached out and gently took Stella’s hand, her thumb brushing over her knuckles. The simple touch sent a jolt of electricity through Stella’s body.

“Stella,” Petra said softly, “why do you fight this so hard?”

Stella swallowed, her heart pounding in her chest. She looked down at their joined hands, feeling the warmth of Petra’s skin against her own. It was disconcerting how much she craved that touch.

“I… I’m scared,” Stella admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.

Petra’s grip tightened slightly. “Of what?”

Stella took a deep breath, meeting Petra’s gaze. “Of getting hurt. Of losing control. Of feeling something I can’t handle.”

Petra’s eyes softened, and she took a step closer, closing the distance between them. “You don’t have to be scared, Stella. I’m not going to hurt you.”

Stella searched Petra’s eyes, finding only sincerity and warmth. It was both comforting and terrifying. She wanted to believe her, wanted to let go of the fear that had held her back for so long.

“Promise?” Stella asked, her voice trembling.

Petra smiled, a genuine, heartfelt smile that made Stella’s heart skip a beat. “I promise.”

In that moment, Stella felt something inside her shift. The walls she had built around her heart began to crumble, replaced by a fragile but growing trust. She took a step forward, closing the remaining distance between them, and rested her forehead against Petra’s.

“Okay,” Stella whispered.

Petra’s arms wrapped around her, pulling her into a gentle embrace. Stella let herself relax into the warmth of Petra’s embrace, feeling a sense of peace she hadn’t known she was missing.

As they stood there, wrapped in each other’s arms, Stella realized that maybe falling in love wasn’t so terrifying after all. Maybe, with Petra by her side, she could finally let go of her fears and embrace the feelings she had tried so hard to deny.

 

Weeks passed, and Beacontown thrived under the warm glow of summer. Stella and Petra’s relationship evolved in ways that neither had anticipated. They found a comfortable rhythm, balancing their usual banter with moments of genuine connection. Yet, Stella still wrestled with the unfamiliar vulnerability that came with opening her heart to Petra.

One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, casting the town in hues of gold and pink, Stella found herself standing outside Petra’s modest house. She took a deep breath, willing herself to calm the nerves that had taken residence in her chest.

Before she could second-guess her decision, Petra opened the door, her expression lighting up at the sight of Stella. “Hey there, stranger,” she greeted warmly. “Come on in.”

Stella stepped inside, taking in the cozy, lived-in space. Petra’s house was filled with mementos from her adventures, each item telling a story of bravery and excitement. It was a stark contrast to Stella’s own meticulously organized quarters.

“Want something to drink?” Petra offered, heading towards the kitchen.

“Sure,” Stella replied, her voice betraying her nerves.

Petra returned with two mugs of steaming tea, handing one to Stella before settling down on the couch. She patted the spot next to her, and Stella hesitated for a moment before sitting down, feeling the warmth of Petra’s presence beside her.

“So, what’s on your mind?” Petra asked, her tone gentle and patient.

Stella stared into her mug, gathering her thoughts. “I’ve been thinking,” she began slowly, “about us.”

Petra’s expression softened. “Yeah?”

Stella nodded, finally looking up to meet Petra’s gaze. “I’ve never been good at this, you know. Letting someone in. Trusting someone with my heart.”

Petra reached out, placing a reassuring hand on Stella’s knee. “You’re doing just fine, Stella. It’s not easy, but you’re trying. That’s what matters.”

Stella felt a lump form in her throat. “I’m scared, Petra. I’m scared of messing this up, of hurting you, or getting hurt myself.”

Petra’s thumb gently stroked Stella’s knee. “I know. But you don’t have to do this alone. We’ll figure it out together.”

Stella took a deep breath, feeling the tension slowly melt away. She set her mug down and shifted closer to Petra, allowing herself to lean into the comforting warmth of her embrace.

“Do you ever wonder how we got here?” Stella asked softly. “How we went from rivals to… this?”

Petra chuckled, wrapping an arm around Stella’s shoulders. “Life’s funny that way, isn’t it? I guess sometimes the people who challenge us the most are the ones who end up meaning the most.”

Stella smiled, resting her head against Petra’s shoulder. “You always know what to say.”

Petra tilted her head to rest against Stella’s, her voice a gentle murmur. “Only because I care about you.”

They sat in comfortable silence for a while, the only sound being the soft crackle of the fireplace. Stella felt a sense of peace she had never known, a feeling of belonging that was new and wonderful.

“I’ve been thinking,” Petra said after a while, her voice thoughtful. “Maybe we should go on an adventure together. Just the two of us.”

Stella looked up, intrigued. “An adventure?”

“Yeah,” Petra said, her eyes sparkling with excitement. “There’s this ancient temple I’ve heard about. Supposedly, it holds some pretty amazing treasures. What do you say?”

Stella’s heart raced at the thought. An adventure with Petra sounded both thrilling and terrifying. But as she looked into Petra’s eyes, filled with enthusiasm and affection, she knew she couldn’t say no.

“Alright,” Stella said, a smile spreading across her face. “Let’s do it.”

Petra grinned, pulling Stella closer. “It’s a date.”

As the night wore on, they talked and laughed, planning their adventure and sharing stories. For the first time in a long time, Stella felt truly happy. She knew the journey ahead would be filled with challenges, but with Petra by her side, she was ready to face whatever came their way.

Stella leaned in, capturing Petra’s lips in a tender kiss. It was a promise, a declaration of her commitment to this new, uncharted path they were walking together. And as Petra kissed her back, Stella knew that no matter what the future held, they would face it together, hand in hand.