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I’m cold
He’s such a nuisance
Stay away from him
It’s freezing
What’s with that hair
His eyes are even worse
And I feel so numb
Nobody else would take him
The noose tied to my neck
Pulling me further down the void
And if I let this darkness submerge me
Would anyone care…
Gross.
Their words cannot scathe me
I cannot allow that
No one can hate me more than I do
That kick was crazy
You’re really flexible huh?
But when you grab my neck and rip me out of the void
How am I supposed to ask you to let me be consumed
You haven’t given up on others yet. You don’t have to…
At the very least, I’m willing to face you head-on.
So, please look up and face us too.
Let me be consumed
Let me be liberated from the mockery of life
What worth do I possess to make glance my side
A handshake
I just gotta grab his hand right?
I’m not gonna punch him back or smack him away
Touch is a fire burning through my soul
This strange sensation
I crave for it but resent it just the same
Touching something or someone not related to fighting
Feels really weird
And if I hold any longer
I’ll burn down to the bone
Aww gosh! You are so sweet! What a good boy!
Please stop before I ruin myself beyond repair
Scars take too long to heal
And I am tired of ripping them open
Sakura. That uniform looks so good on you.
I’m counting on you.
I never learned to swim
But I’m skilled at drowning
I was raised in suffocation
My lungs don’t know how to hold air
My body feels light. It’s easy to breathe
How have you bewitched my body
What is this light blooming in my chest
I’m getting hung on this feeling
Please don’t let me fall again
(Why does it feel so warm)
I never knew a place like this existed…
Are you warm enough to
Melt the ores and fill up the cracks on my skin
And mend the scars I never thought could be healed
This is it. I want to be here
Am I not going to be decapitated
For daring to want
Are dreams not for those deserving of love
To talk to someone with your fists… You have to face the person…
And have a desire to know more about them
Am I deserving of dreams…?
Please lean on us a little more
Please don’t hold me
My hands are too filthy for your pure ones
Don’t soil your soul caring for mine
Please share some of your burdens with us!
You are really important to me Sakura-san!
And if I rip open the wounds
Would you still say you love me
The way you claim you do
Sakura-chan, that was really mean
I gotta say… There ain’t no virtue in that
I feel insulted
If I look up again
Will your eyes still gaze into mine
Will it still hold that warmth like the first time
It doesn’t matter how socially awkward you are, or what pain you can be!
You still charge straight into any trouble just to protect your friends!
You’re really cool for it too!
We seriously like you for who you are!
And if I ask
Will you
Hold my hand
Till your warmth
Burns me down to ashes
The human body is a lot warmer than I thought
I never want to be cold again