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Jean found it hard to sleep the first time he agreed to sleep with both his partners.
You and Vincent had fallen asleep rather quickly, each on one side of him, snuggling close.
He had agreed to this arrangement, not thinking much of it. It was normal for lovers to sleep together, besides you were only sleeping, and he had already slept alone with you, although not with Vincent yet.
But now, between the two of you, he couldn’t help but think.
That you loved him was still a surprise. How could such angels like you care so much for a monster like him? How could you feel so safe and comfortable in his arms like this?
Not that he could say anything. He had allowed you to get close. To sneak your way into his heart.
Your love for him still filled him with such warmth that sometimes it burned. His heart felt so full whenever he was with you that it ached, almost as if it could burst.
He still wished to hide sometimes, but you were there when he did. You dragged him into your radiant light, enveloped him with your warmth. You were like the sun, chasing away the night, until he was warm himself.
This was the happiness he had long ago given up on having.
His eyes burned as he gently pulled you even closer.
All his life, he never realized how much he longed for this warmth. This was like a dream, but it was real. He was loved.
He looked at Vincent on one side, then at you on the other, feeling his cheeks starting to become wet. To his surprise, you reached out, whipping away a tear.
“Are you okay? If it’s too much, we can go back to our rooms.”
Your worry and consideration only warmed his heart further. But these were tears of happiness.
Jean couldn’t find his words, overwhelmed with happiness. He shook his head, smiling at you.
“We will be happy to be here as long as you allow us.” Vincent leaned closer, caressing his cheek, and Jean hugged both of you. “Whenever you need us.”
“Je t’aime, mes anges.” Was the first words he managed to whisper, kissing each of you.
You had tears in your eyes too, and the two of you hugged him back.
It was the first time he had managed to tell you he loved you, wasn’t it? He had struggled with his feelings, even after you confessed yours. After he started to let you get closer.
But saying these words made him feel like he was finally free of doubt and fear.
“Thank you for bringing light and warmth into my life.” He whispered.
“Always. Because we love you too.”