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I pace in my room. I don’t know how long I have been here, but it seems too long. Time doesn’t exist here, making it all the more confusing.
The room is white, with not a single spot of darkness in sight. Occasionally, my hair will fall upon a surface and taint it, but that is easily amended. On one side of the room. there is a vanity, with all of my belongings tucked away in the drawers. On the other side, a closet, with every single kind of clothing I could ever need. I wonder why I have them, when I never change anyway. No need, when you are in the space between consciousness and time.
The large bed in the centre of the room seems pointless. An elephant in the room, a behemoth which does not belong. It had belonged, before, but now it seemed corrupted, the comfort turned on its head and twisted and woven mindlessly like ivy around the room. All this, over a single idea. Before that, I would have described this bed as perfect. A sanctuary, almost. A home . But it cannot be, anymore.
And I sink down into the sheets, drowning in a feeling I have never known so deep.