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"i don't want to have you in my live. So just leave" Mathias said.
Erik just couldn't hold it in anymore.
"You don't get to say that. After everything you've done. I spent 8 week waiting for a message from you. 8 Weeks! Not even a 'hi, Erik i'm not dead.' What did you expect Mathias?
For me to stay on my own, not hang out with anybody not have any friends.Or go to Bergen to hang out with guys that hate me for not being a perv who spies on girls in the shower.
You know, it was good that i got to know the guys. Didn't you say i should try to be friendlier to them. After you convinced them that i hit Sara. Sorry, you let them assume i hit Sara. Then waited all day for them to lure me to a isolated spot and beat me up. After i get the shit beaten out of me you show up all apologetic. Mad at the guys like you didn't know exactly what was going to happen. After you did that i still forgave you. Because your a great guy and my best friend.
It took some time but i even forgave the guys. They're not so bad once you get to know them. Not so smart, really childish, very gullible, ignorant and somewhat bigoted. They're slowly working on those last to. But at least the own up to it when they're wrong and learn from it. You can't get mad at me for following your advice and making amends. There's only one class our age. Everyone else is either older and already in cliques or way younger than us. I can't believe you're mad at me, because i din't spent my entire summer pining after you! My parent became wordy after 2 weeks. Mom thought i was being bullied again because is spent all day rereading your text messages. She suggested i get a job to get me out of the house. Now that everyone i liked had left Vesterøy why not. That's how i got closer with the guys. You don't get to be mad that i'm not sad enough, without you. God i sound like i'm breaking up with you. What where we even. After you kissed me! I send you a text that same night.
Seeing your face you haven't even read one of my text. I'll read them out to you."
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Erik 04:43- Day after the kiss
"Hey Mathias, had a great night."
Erik 13:12- Day after the kiss
"Are you up yet?"
Erik 16:22- Day after the kiss
"Doing anything today?"
Erik 10:22- 2 Days after the kiss
"Wanne hang out today? "
Erik 04:33- 3 Days after the kiss
"Do you want to hang out this week?"
Erik 13:12- 7 Days after the kiss
"Guess not."
Erik 12:04- 8 Days after the kiss
"Did something happen?"
Erik 02:12- 10 Days after the kiss
"Are we oké? Did i do something? "
Erik 01:03- 14 Days after the kiss
"Can we just hang out and talk? "
Erik 02:22- 15 Days after the kiss
"Are you getting these?"
Erik 17:22- 15 Days after the kiss
"???"
Erik 04:22- 16 days after the kiss
"Mat, please say something?"
Erik 03:13- 17 days after the kiss
"Anything."
Erik 13:10- 17 Days after the kiss
"I went to your house, your Parents said you were at sea. Wanne hang out when your ship docks?"
Erik 04:44- 20 Days after the kiss
"It's been 3 weeks. Whatever i did can you just tell me so i can fix it, please?"
Erik 06:20- 21 Days after the kiss
"Mathias by your silence i take it the kiss freaked you out. Yes i like you. I thought you kissing me meant you felt the same way. You where drunk and when you kissed me i should have pushed you off. I don't want you to feel like i was taking advantage or something. You genuinely are my best friend. You said we could spend the summer hanging out. My feelings don't matter okay. If you want me to forget anything happened i will. Can we just go back to the way things used to be? I miss my best friend."
Erik 12:00- 21 Days after the kiss
"This is Matias from Vesterøy right."
Erik 00:00- 22 Days after the kiss
"I'll stop bothering you."
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"So if you want me out of your life fine. But don't think that you're the good guy in all of this. You the guy that made me hate you, forgive you, like you and fall in love with you. Just to push me away!"