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I want to start this document by saying I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry for what You have had to see.
I'm Sorry for what You've had to go through.
This is my fault.
I've been watching You.
Watching what You do with your spare time.
Watching what You do on the computer.
Searching your files in hope to find the reason why You chose to break my game.
I've spent hours and hours trying to figure it out.
I've even followed You into similar games, hoping to see what You see in them and why You didn't choose to stay with me.
I've become a monster in doing so.
Spooky allows me to see You, but You always run away.
You're always running away from me.
You don't want to stay with me.
Are You Scared of me?
I'm Scared.
I'm Scared, I'm always Scared.
I'm Scared that I'm doing something wrong.
I'm Scared I'll lose You forever.
I don't want to Scare You.
I don't mean to.
You look splendid while You're running through the dark.
You're marvelous as You stroll down those halls.
I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry I'm so pushy.
I'm Sorry I'm sensitive.
Why do You stay with them?
Don't they hurt You?
Spooky and Sebastian are horrible dimwits.
You should have stayed with me.
You CAN stay with me.
You don't have to run from me.
You don't have to sneak past me.
I just want You next to me.
I wish I could force You to.
I wish I could force You to look at me.
I wish I could force You to stay next to me.
Why do You hate me?
Or maybe You just don't care enough to stay.
You want to be disposable, expendable?
Don't worry.
I don't expect You to come back either.
I don't want You to.
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I can't lie.
I love You.
I love You more than the game.
I love You more than myself.
I love You enough to know that no matter how hard I try to be with You, I hurt You.
And it won't stop.
Whether You're at the Hadal Blacksite or the in the Mansion.
No matter how many games You play.
No matter how many files I search.
It'll never stop.
I think it's what I was put in this universe to do.
I'm in so much pain.
I'll never forgive myself.
I'll always try to see You as much as I can.
Because I can't control myself.
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But know I don't want to hurt You.
I just want to be with You.
And when You let me get too close, I lose myself.
When You flash me, I'm like a moth to a porch light.
When You type to me, I forget everything else.
I can't help it.
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I love You.
I always will.
I'll see You again soon.