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Bakugou katsuki has always wanted something. He is hungry for it. Sometimes even he cant tell what he wants.
Ever since he was born, he has been praised and has been called amazing by people. Could he even blame them? He has an amazing quirk. No one could be better then him. He was hungry for all the praise he was getting. He was hungry to be the best and be the number 1 hero like all might.
He was amazing in everything. No one in middle school could be better then him. Stupid deku trying to enter UA. Does he think hes better or something?
Why did deku even try to save him from the sludge villain?
Deku is probably looking down on him.
He was ganna show him how amazing he is. He doesnt care if he have to hurt him to show it.
Ever since deku got a quirk he has been getting stronger.
When deku told him he got his quirk from all might it made sense. But it just made his blood boil.
They both have admired all might the same. Why does deku get to be next to him? Why did deku get his quirk? Why did bakugou have to be the one to ruin all might. Maybe if he was better, maybe if he wouldn't have been kidnapped.
Why does deku even try to be better then him?
Does he think he will surpass him or something?
Deku is looking down on him.
Bakugou hates when people look down on him.
Bakugou is so hungry to prove him wrong.
When they were fighting shigiraki. He just couldnt leave deku fighting him on his own. Bakugou doesn't really know why, just like he doesnt know why he pushed deku out the way and why he took injury for him. And why when he woke from the hospital he tried going to dekus room first thing first. He was ganna kill that nerd If he was ganna die on him.
When Deku left UA. Alot of things changed. How dare he send all his classmates letters before leaving. How dare he send HIM letters before leaving. They were ganna bring deku back that's for sure. Maybe confessing to izuku how he never meant all the things he said up until now was not a bad choice after all.
in the last war against shigiraki. Bakugou has been through alot. He has died and came back. Before dying alot of thought hit him. He has always been hungry to be the best. He has always been hungry to be number 1 and to never be surpassed by anyone. He has always been hungry for something. He still is.
Not to be the best doe. Also not to be number 1 and to never be surpassed by anyone.
He isint sure what he is hungry for.
Izuku has surpassed him long ago. He doesnt really mind it like he would in the past.
Maybe competing with izuku Is the thing he wants. Aiming for number 1 doesnt feel right without izuku by his side.
Maybe izuku is the thing he wants.
The thing he needs.
Izuku Midoriya has always been something. Sometime even he isint sure what he is.
Ever since he was born, he has been something. He was a "deku" or so kacchan said it. He always wanted to be something else doe. Be a hero.
In middle school, kacchan always bullied him. Kacchan has an amazing quirk and can definitely become a great hero. He doesnt get why kacchan hates him for saving him from the sludge villain. Izuku doesnt mind it doe if it means kacchan survived.
When deku got his quirk and saved alot of people, he was for sure proud of himself. He finally became what he wanted to be. A hero. He made the name "deku" into something else and he finally became something.
When deku left UA and wrote letters to kacchan and the others, he didint expect to be fighting them, and them trying to convince him to come back to UA. What he expected less was kacchan confessing how sorry he was for everything he has done up until now. Maybe it wouldnt be that bad to come back.
During the last fight with shigiraki. Alot of things went down and he didn't expect to find kacchans lifeless body on the ground. Could anyone blame him for going insane towards shigiraki after that? Seeing kacchan alive again was a good type of surprise.
Saving shigiraki was something he wanted to do. Izuku didn't see, killing shigiraki as a way of saving him. Maybe he saved him or, maybe he was just a murder.
He always wanted to be something. But being called a murder wasnt one of them. Izuku wishes he could have saved shigiraki a different way.
After izuku lost One for all, he became something else. He became quirkless again. Seeing all his classmates surpass him hit him in both a good way and a bad way. Working as a teacher at UA for years wasn't as exciting as being a hero.
But when Kacchan suprised him with the best gift ever, a chance to become a hero again. How could he deny? kacchan holding out his hand and calling him deku was just the cherry on top.
Deku always wanted to be something. He didint wanna be called a murder and he didn't wanna be someone who cant help people. Him being able to be a hero again, especially alongside kacchan was something he definitely wanted to be.
Did he want something else, or someone else other then that?
Maybe.
But that can wait for now