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I hate you.
I hate you until I rot and fall apart.
I hate you until the ground welcomes you six feet deep.
I hate you until the inpherno ends.
I HATE you.
"Hate" doesn't do justice to the sheer rage I feel just looking at you.
But, that hate is what holds me together.
My body would've succumb to the poison that plagues it long, long ago.
But I hate you.
I hate you too much to even think about dying before I watch you fall apart first.
Or so I thought that, anyway.
As time wears on, I can feel myself growing weaker.
The simpler tasks are growing hard and the hard tasks are becoming impossible.
This was your goal?
To let me feel this body collapse and corrode into nothing around me while you live your happily ever after?
I can't enjoy meaningless things anymore.
I can only hate you.
I hate you so much I can't depart from this world.
No matter how many times that wretched stinging, burning pain sneaks through my veins.
No matter how many times I look at you and feel the pain burn through myself once more.
No matter how many times I remember who I am, I would not even THINK to depart this world until you leave it first.
And yet, you're forcing me to do so.
How cruel.
I hate you.
I HATE you, Medkit.