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This evening Hyunjin still busy with her job as model. Even before they married, Hyunjin and Jisung already have the deal to keep working and still taking care of their family. They agree to compromise if any of them busy on their job. Just like today when Hyunjin have so many photo shoot, so Jisung step up in charge for everything. Since the morning he prepared the breakfast, drove the kids to school and Hyunjin on the studio then he went to his work place.
Same in the evening, after pick up the kids Jisung intentionally bringing them to studio where Hyunjin doing the photoshoot right now. It's not the first time Jisung seeing his wife in full style but he wonder who is it for? and then Hyunjin stand next to Sunwoo the rising star model. It's silly to get heat up over such things, specially when himself also Sunwoo's friend. Sometimes it's not them but himself is the problem. Seeing his wife standing with a handsome man in same level eyes, its triggering his imposter syndrome. The feeling that he's not worth at all for Hyunjin because Hyunjin is a goddes and everything that nice but Jisung just a loser who couldn't even be taller from his freaking own wife.
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It's not like she didn't notice, Hyunjin can always sense if somethings bothering her husband but as time goes she learn to respect him and the art of waiting. Call her a victim of poet, lately to sharpening her own sense to art medium, she threw herself into books of poem before sleep. So yeah, she try to wait until her man bring himself to speak.
Somehow, it's been days. Hyunjin not that busy anymore and now it's her husband who is getting busy and spent more times in studio at night cause the idol he produces getting a comeback in range of an album. He's already busy in a day to take over his family business and night with his sidekick. Hyunjin believes that his husband knows what he is doing but Jisung still so quiet and haven't really talk lately. She knows the jobs could be overwhelming so she try what she could do to cheer up her husband, also Chan not talking much yet the little one keeps look to the couch where his father usually sit at. Then this evening she packs the dinner and bring it all, together with her kids to the studio.
"appa!" Chan shouting and extending both his hands, asking for a lift
Jisung smile immidiately to see his family coming. He bring Chan into his arm, hugging his baby tightly then tickling his chest a bit. They laugh together and Chan loves to shoves his head into his fathers chest. It feels warm and fuzy, also he loves his father smells, which make the maknae feel sleepy aright away. That just how much he missed his fathers comfort.
"Channie, you have to eat first before sleep" Chan couldn't help, his eyes too drowsy but he still nodding to his mom
then some chuckles voices coming from surround them, for a moment they thought it's only gonna be them in the waiting room, but it's studio where Jisung is working, of course he is not alone, there some other workers as well
"oh my gosh,, isn't your maknae the cutest"
Hyunjin eyes can't stop following every women workers who's getting closer to her sleepy maknae in her husband embrace
She wonder why she never realise that all of this time her husband working with so many cute and pretty women? Isnt't this a bit dangerous?
Then someone knocking the door, Jisung raise from his seat to open the door. The girlband who will do recording is coming and give their greets to Jisung, also wooing Chan who still in his arms.
"oh my! Producer nim, i don't know your son so cute"
while Changbin also can't stop staring at all the members, he definately will speak a lot about this tomorrow at school. Bet all of his friend will jealous. Hyunjin, herself can't deny how pretty and cute those girls band and she is not young any more, seeing how sparkling her husband and her eldest's eyes somehow give her an anger feeling.
the girls band also politely greets Hyunjin and Changbin. The eldest so immerse to their beauty forgeting Iyen for awhile, very occupied at taking lots of pictures
"oh your wife so pretty producer-nim" yet Hyunjin couldn't even bring herself to smile, she regreting her choice to come although seeing Chan got his comfort with his dad, guess still worth the pain
Despite the hectic situation, Changbin smirking, he could see how fiercy his moms eyes and the way his dad keeps looking away. He is so sure that this time sooner for the first time he will get to watch his parents fighting. Everybody keep saying that his mom such an angel and comparing to his auty Minho, obviously his mom into the side of calm, shy and subtle but little fid they know how fierce his mom can be. When Hyunjin angry, she could be a comparison to devil.
"bet you prefer to stay here all night, abandoning your own family" Hyunjin didn't put her tone high, she still looks so classy but she makes sure every word hit to whom it get address to which her own husband. She makes if like huss but it did hook Jisung right away. That eyebrow of Jisung moving immidiately, like how his wife ssy such things? For all of gjis years he's been doing the work and nothing come out, also they have a deal to not fight in front their kids. Jisung got it that Hyunjin attentionally do it so Jisung couldn't talk back cause he is so sure that Changbin can feel the tensed between the two of them. That's just how much Jisung loves his kids, never once he feel like all their kids just a kid but he always loves, respect and acknowlegde them, even when Chan mostly confuse to describe his feeling.
After some seconds pass, Jisung faces get softer, he smiles a little but warm to his wife also look at his eldest, "i'm sorry, appa will try do better" then he reach out to his wife, leaving a peck at her forehead. He also pulling Changbin closer to his arm, embrassing him with a gentle rub on his back. Changbin can't deny the love his father pour for him, never once Jisung step back or giving any less attention to him, despite him being busy. Once again Changbin in awe with his father acts.
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They are still sleeping together, Hyunjin knows what she did really wrong but she yet on the act, like not care at all while Jisung stay calm, like put up a show for their children. He also didn't even willing to try to speak to Hyunjin because he's not even sure about his own feeling right now.
Next day despite busy schedule on the studio, Jisung pull all of it aside, giving his responsible for the other. After finishing work at the office, he pick up the kids and straight to the home. He still hugging Hyunjin and kissing her cheek softly when she greet them on the door as usual. After change, Jisung go to his maknae room since the teacher said Chan a bit different lately, like he is too calm from his usual. Perhaps what he did yesterday not enough for the little one.
Before dinner, when Jisung mostly helping his wife or have some times together but now he get in to Chan's room, lay down on the small bed, peaking at his son who still drawing with his crayon.
"Channie is more busy than appa~" Jisung teasing his little son with playful tone
Chan's hand stop drawing and his eyes turn a bit, peeking at his dad who looking at him with ugly face then the boy laughing. Jisung open his arm so wide, asking for a hug. Obviously, Chan run right away to his father. They hugging and laughing together.
"omma is missing you a lot appa" Chan whispering to Jisung while use his tiny hand to cover his mouth when he say the words to his father
"really?" Jisung asking in teasing tone with his aegyo to match his son
Then Chan put his both hands to cup his father's face, the boy looking so serious and nodding his head
"omma took your square shirt from me, she is wearing it" Chan can't hide his emotion, he's pouting but for Jisung his son just look even cuter as ever
"so what appa should do then?" Jisung asking for advice
Chan freezing, pointing his index finger to his forehead and thinking hard
"i think you should kiss her"
"and why is it?" Jisung winking try to look so curious
"because yesterday I miss you a lot and you kiss me and.. and i feel better appa" Chan trying to explain with his cutes littke hands gestures, actually Jisung trying hard to not squeeze his son cause he is just getting cuter
"okay then I have to go to omma now" and Chan nodding excitedly
"but before that appa will mooochh..." then Jisung give Channie lots of kiss around his face until the little one giggling so hard
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Jisung come quietly from the back, putting his hand through his wife's waist, around hold her softly in his arm while the woman standing preparing the food on the kitchen. No one around them.
"I should come to you first, I just feel stupid you know"
Hyunjin didn't speak but she's waiting let her man talk
"it just when I see him standing besides you, He got everything I couldn't. Like how you two looks so georgeous together. I just can't" Jisung hold his breath, "it's so stupid cause it shouldn't be matter! You are mine and always, i just hate that imposter feeling. We chose each other and we know what we doing. You always mine"
Hyunjin think she could speak but the tears falling down instead, it burns her eyes so she close it tightsm press her eyes a bit harder which makes Jisung panics. He turns around to face his wife, wipe her tears carefully
"i'm sorry honey" he talk so gentle like making a pledge
"no,," Hyunjin trying to hold her tears, "i'm just the worst" she trying hold it more, squeeze her hands into a fist, cause she didn't want the kids hearing her crying over stupid thing
"you always trying your best but I intentionally make the fight last night over my own jealousy. I always hate it when those little girls stand close to you. I keep reminding myself that you are mine ans how much you love me but i'm just a giant woman who can't get love! while they looks so cute and pretty and- and they call you oppa. And they always around you all this time"
Jisung holds her even tighter, despite their marriage over years, such jealousy still be a thing between them but also in the same time it shows how much they love each other
"i can't help to think how much i'm a worse in law than Minho. She is pretty and good at cooking, she is shorter than Seungmin. You must be want to be same.." she keeps crying and crying the more Jisung rub her back
"oh my gosh I love my giants woman. You have no idea how much i proud of you when your long legs walk into those fashion show. I love that you taller than me, that's makes me want you even more" and finally Jisung filling Hyunjin's face with lots of kiss as his son advice
then slowly the tears stop, Hyunjin could smile again. She looks so pretty despite her puffy eyes. Jisung gently wiping all the tears marks from her face, make sure her eyes dry
"i guess we both just stupid and thst's why we match together!" he whispering with naughty tone to tickling his wife's ear
"No! You stupid Jisung, don't bring me along!" Hyunjin walk backwards trying to get out from Jisung arm
But before that Jisung pulling her hands faster, throw their body together into the nearest sofa
"yes, i'm so stupid! I'm stupid in love with my own freaking pretty wifey" and Jisung give her face full of kiss again
"Channie want to kiss omma tooo" the maknae whinnjng from the stairs, he's so annoyed cause his legs so short and the stairs too high, he can't run faster while Changbin already run ahead giving his mom a peck on the cheeks
"hyung wait! Channie should be first" and then Chan pouting again
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and in the night Changbin once again learn about love
why he has to wait for his parents fight while he enjoying more the lovey dovey stupid in love his parents always do