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    Summary

    to love him is to dislike yourself,
    for loving him brings pain and delusion.
    one must dislike themselves in order to put themself through such killing torture.

    or,
    you are obsessed with him, but he is obsessed with someone else - and you are so painfully aware of everything that entails.

    (( AO3 deleted it, but it's back - rewritten, revised, and better than ever! ready for round 2? ))

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