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It’s been several years now since the two rekindled and yet still Sasuke can’t believe the first thing that holds his morning gaze and tired eyes is Naruto Uzumaki. The man he had pushed away for so long that moments like these almost seem like a desperate illusion. If he was to rub his eyes hard enough he would be back in that place, that numbed vacancy where no light could breach. Well, except for one particular loser. A flame which wouldn’t be blown away if you just blew it. A flame which could be consumed by a hurricane and yet it would still remain, burning with anticipation. His stupid spark which chose to endure any efforts of being cast away.
Sasuke thought about it a lot, how determined Naruto had been to bring him back no matter what cold words were spat at him. Threats of killing him, bonds which were now severed, so much voiced and yet so little effect. It was almost frustrating, no, it was extremely frustrating. How could someone so pure be stuck on a guy like that?
Back then, Sasuke thought Naruto was just being selfish and deluded. Maybe he was just projecting his unwanted feelings but he didn’t really feel guilty with the knowledge of Naruto chasing after him. I mean, was he supposed to? It’s not like he asked him to, he didn’t ask for any of it. Of course now, he’s just beyond grateful that he did stay.
It wasn’t a case of finding Naruto’s attachment to him infuriating, even though he buried it so deep inside him, he found it a distant comfort. It was purely the fact he couldn’t grasp his reasoning behind it. Sasuke likes to understand things, after being unaware of so much, he demands clarity, and this was something which was not clear to him.
Even though he can’t help but battle with those feelings, Naruto likes to constantly remind him not to worry about it so much. Love and hate are the two strongest emotions, ones which can dictate a persons existence. The hatred which consumed Sasuke was simply overrun by love, so there’s no need to look further into it. After all, you should never try to find a reason for somebody’s love.
Love, what a euphoric feeling to have. To know there’s a person in this distasteful world who accepts every part of you, someone who adores every inch of your being. Sasuke’s sure he never wants to let go of that warmth, he’ll clutch onto it forever even if someday it gets torn away from him. After almost killing each other, he’s sure there’s nothing now that could break that connection, it was that one bond he never truly severed.
He’s quickly brought out of his morning thoughts when blue orbs make contact with his train of ought, a slight blush forming on pale cheeks. “Just how long have you been watching me, huh?” Naruto mumbled out, small drool formed at the corner of his lips. Sasuke just found it endearing. “Can’t help it, you look so peaceful when you’re sleeping, quieter too..” He muttered under a breath while reaching out to wipe the drool from his mouth. Naruto held onto his gesture and traced gentle circles to his skin.
Sasuke leaned in (only slightly seen as how close there were already) and gave his forehead a soft kiss, then allowing himself to bury his face into the crook of his neck and peppering him with even more. Mornings were always his favourite time of day to be with Naruto, they could smother each other with affection and console another with tender words. The day hadn’t begun and so they could forget about everything just for those small moments and embrace the company they share.
“You’re more touchy this morning, did something happen?” Naruto asked but with no sign of complaint in his tone. Sasuke pulled away to meet his gaze again, Naruto’s eyes were fuller now, i guess smothering him with kisses while still half asleep had something to do with that. “No, it’s nothing at all, i’m just happy.” And that was no lie, even though he would still find himself caught up in the past he never let it deteriorate what they had. He truly was happy now, if he’s more affectionate it’s only because he can be.
Naruto smiled lightly to his words and brought his hand to cup his left cheek, lightly stroking the skin. He then connected their lips together and held onto of their many morning kisses. Sasuke deepened it while limbs intertwined, they eventually parted while sharing that same desire of wanting more, maybe later, Sasuke thought.
“I love you.” Naruto voiced while wrapping his arm over Sasuke’s shoulder so his hand could surface the back of his head, playing with strands of soft inky hair.
“I love you too, thank you for everything.” Sasuke closed his eyes once again, leaning into the touch.
It was January and they were facing a harsh winter yet Sasuke had never felt warmer, the flame which kept so close to him constantly burning. There was the early rush of noise along with the morning dew and yet still, i feel tranquility with you.