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Composition Book: K. Rui

Summary:

Following an instance of Rui's parents finding out he still cuts himself, Rui's mom asks him to write his thoughts in a journal in exchange for keeping him out of the psych ward.

Notes:

hi... sorry for not posting anything for months :(

for immersions sake i will only leave notes like these at the first and last entry, just to keep it feeling like an actual journal.

lots of things that rui does to himself/others/happens to him are from my own experience. and i am going to put him through a LOT!!!! so please take care of yourself while reading and exit out if its too much

this story does NOT follow canon very closey

expect multiple chapters to come out with each update.

READ THE TAGS FOR TRIGGER WARNINGS! THEY UPDATE WITH EVERY CHAPTER

thank you for reading this, means a lot :) feel free to comment. much love <3

Chapter 1: 3.26

Chapter Text

I got caught.

Father found the bloody tissues I hadn’t disposed of and he forced my sleeves up. He yelled and mother had to tear him away from me.

That’s not so bad, it could've been much worse. But two days later, mother pushes this journal into my chest and makes me promise to get her if the wound is too deep. I said the words, I didn’t mean them. She tells me to write in this journal and she’ll make sure I don’t go to another psych ward.

I’m not taking a chance with that. I’m not going back.

So I’m stuck between these pages until I run out of room? I guess? I don’t know, she didn’t set any requirements.

…Am I supposed to sign off a diary? Whatever.

Till Tomorrow,

K. Rui