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The wind were cold that night, as air fills your lungs, exhaling with a sigh of relief, you smiled as your eyes begin to wander along the dark blue sky which was beginning to darken, the sun was engulfed and the moon has appeared.
Your eyes were met with a pair of eyes that were beautiful as the night sky, shining, with a sparkle of hope in his eyes. Your hand cupped his cheeks as he let out a bitter smile.
“Dont give me that kind of smile , dokja.” As you pinched his cheek. He lets out a wince causing you to let out a chuckle.
Your head was positioned on his lap, using his thighs as a pillow. Being able to look at the sky and him at the same time, which was a great feeling. Both we’re comforting to say the least. You felt a chill run down your spine, causing you to squirm.
“Are you cold?” Dokja said, offering his coat as a blanket, you voluntarily took it as your body turned warm again. His white coat holds a lot of memories, after all its what makes your first encounter with him memorable.
His infinite dimension space coat is what’s makes you get closer to him. You surely we’re not a chatty person, but with him you felt no shame, there was also one time you commented on how he shouldn’t wear those coat since his beautiful snatched waist were hidden, which caused dokja to malfunction a little, hell you even tried to take his coat and hid it so he would have those waist exposed. Which ended up to be a failure since he was always on guard. You weren’t that wild but you did makes him flustered due to the constant praising his waist and his looks. You don’t even know how people call him ugly, like seriously you’re calling the KIM DOKJA ugly? Are you okay?, well that was until you heard lee jihye’s statement about how his facial harmony is questionable and kind of blurry. Which you were confused at first but you wont ask any further question. Atleast you can see his gorgeous face truly visible to your eyes.
“The moon is beautiful tonight, its shining so brightly” Dokja commented, receiving a hum reply from you.
“Its shining brightly, just like you dokja.” You stated, dokja turned his head down which is now facing you, he didn’t say anything as he looked at you with a pitiful expression. You gave him a weak smile, as tears starts forming from the corner of his eyes, as you felt a sharp pain on your insides, as blood started gushing out of your sides which was bleeding, staining his white coat.
“Ah… your white coat is stained now.. i’m sorry..” you held out your hands, which was now covered in blood, moving his coat to the sides, as you coughed out blood.
“Don’t- please don’t leave me” Dokja muttered as tears were now falling down his cheeks, all you can do is wipe his tears away with your blood stained hands, leaving a red stain on his cheeks. It wasn’t pleasant to look at, looking at the love of your life crying his heart out. You could feel your heart shattering, as your body went cold.
Not only dokja was sobbing, you were also in tears, you couldn’t accept you’ll have to leave his side this fast. But nothing can change the fact that you will and we’re going to die sooner or later. It’s a cannon event, and it’s inevitable even the protagonist wont be able to change the story line.
“Dokja, thank you and i truly love you.” is all you could mutter, a thank you and i love you might seem simple, but if you could, you would explain how his existence means a lot to you, his smile could brighten your whole day, his tears were enough to make your heartaches, every emotion you’ve seen him let out it meant a lot to you, all the memories you’ve made with him, all the laughters, the jokes, the romance, him, just the thought of Kim Dokja is enough to make you feel happy. You had a lot to say but time is running out, as your eyes felt heavy, and you vision start blurring, your ears we’re ringing as you heard dokja breaking down. Pulling your weakened body close to him, not giving a single care about having blood on him, especially your blood. Intertwining his hand with your hand , pulling it close to his chest.
Before your vision blackened, a shooting star appeared. Glowing and brightening the once dark sky, going at such a fast pace.
As you remembered in the past, You and Dokja wishing when a shooting star came across, before you were wishing for dokja’s happiness, but now seeing him completely broke down while holding your body. It hurts, it hurts more than dying.
“Please- dont close your eyes please.” Dokja begged, his face now has turned into a mess as tears were flowing down.
“I wish I would’ve been able to save you.” Those we’re what you heard from dokja before the darkness took over you. Eyes shutting close, as your hand that was intertwined with his has turned cold and pale, along with your face he truly loves. You we’re his star, that shine the brightest even in those days where he felt trapped in darkness, you shined over him and makes him feel the warmth, the feeling of love he has been yearning for since he was a kid.
‘I also wish to see the end to your story dokja, being by your side witnessing the ending to your story, No our story.’ Is what you wished deeply inside your heart for the last time.