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I'm just like a maggot and worse then an addict, i wish i could hate you but im obsessed with every single piece of you, just like a maggot craving flesh, i crave for your love, and just like i am, i wish i could hate her, but shes an angel and you dont deserve anything less then that, but im selfish and i want it to be me instead of her..
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"Hey! Katsuki!" A red haired shouted from the distance with a phone in hand, it was kirishima, and when he was close he started speaking again.
"Did you see? Izuku and ochako are getting married!"
Married. You're kidding?
"What.?"
"Yeah izuku posted it!" Showing the screen to bakugou, which had enough proof to conclude it was true.
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Why would he show it so happily, whats so good about his dream being crushed like this? He knows he should be happy but, he hasn't been "happy" ever since they told everyone they have been dating.
The amount repressed guilt and sorrow felt heavy on his heart, but he keeps on repressing it untill work is over. All he can do now is look at them moving on, while he is stuck in his childish dream, his regret and everything he couldn't change, if only he could hate them, but he can't, all he feels is empty, he knows he can't just get over him, it would feel like cheating, he went to a point of doing crazy shit like DYING for him, why is he so immature, of course they would get married, izuku doesn't like him like that anymore, yet for bakugou still feels like hes the love of his life, hell, his heart blew up for him once, and it felt like it could do it twice.
When he finally touched floor and got out of his mind he noticed he wasnt where he was supposed to, and doesnt know how he got here.. all he remember is coming to this forest to take a break, but that tuned into this. He found himself on a rather nostalgic place, legs and hands all wet. suddenly the world feels bigger, or maybe he feels smaller..? After processing what his eyes were seeing he decides to look up, only for his eyes met some small hand and a blurry, young and worried face. Seems like they wanna help him get up from the lake.
Oh.
OH.