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Sakura had just finished listening to Chaewon's cover of "Until I found you" .But she was sad for some reason. Chaewon had always sing with much emotion in the song and with her angelic voice, the outcome is ways more than just good to listen.
And she really like Chaewon singing.And also Chaewon.Look!How can she not! An angelic face with an angelic voice and that damn BODY!!!! She has said about the crush things for chaewon since Iz*one days and yet the girl didn't take to heart..well,although I did say like a joke.But that's not her problem!Which idol would actually confess seriously in live and also to the member in the same group!!And that stupid cheeta didn't even doubt the way I act around her.
So she had given up since long ago and wanted to buried the feeling after parting with the girl cuz she thought there would be no chance to meet unless the girl come to Japan or she go to Korea.But who knows they would be in the same group again!Should she be thankful?Is this really something she should thanks?I don't think so tho.Not when the girl start to depend on her and be clingy to her since she is the only unnie of her in the group.Don't take wrong!She loves her dependness and clingyness but her heart can't stay calm!
That fool didn't realize and giving me heart attack almost eveyday!!Calling me cute and hug.Look at me with those affectionate eyes.Sometimes she thought the girl also has feelings for her but no way...the girl has been always like that.Love to act cute to her unnie (she didn't admit tho) since Iz*one days especially with Eunbi unnie,Hyewon and Yena(maybe?).
Enough with that and back to the point.Yes,she was feeling sad somehow after listening to the girl's cover of "until I found you".She just feel Chaewon has someone in her mind when she was singing.Does the girl has someone she like?Or was she just immersed in the song?
Ahh!!! That's making her crazy! She may be giving up the ideas of being together but that doesn't mean she has given up the feelings for her.The feelings are still there(stronger as time goes by) and she can't easily accept the fact the girl has someone she like!!!No way!!!
This can't be keep going as she'll be distracted and noticed by the girl.Maybe she can just ask the girl and she is her only unnie,so she'll tell me,right?And it can be that she was just too immersed in the song...
"Unnie..what are you doing?"
"Ouch" Sakura get suprised by the voice that she drop her phone on the face as she was lying down on the sofa.
"You scared me.." Sakura said and glare at the other.
"Haha..well,what are you watching that you get that suprised?" the girl giggles and ask playfully.
Sakura rolls her eyes and said
"I was just watching your covers at 'Begin again'! "
"Oh! I thought you was watching some unexplainable things..." Chaewon jokes and sit down at the edge of the sofa.Sakura look up with the eyes saying 'seriously?' .Chaewon laugh it off and said
" you only watch it now?"
"Why?" Sakura ask with confuse look.
"I thought you would watched it as soon as it came out" Chaewon said sullenly.
'Here she goes again' Sakura thought to herself.
"I am sorry, I was busy and forgot" Said Sakura while sighing.The girl was pretending and just wanted to be dramatic. She got infected by Yena as they were seeing so often.Although she knows it was an acting but she goes along.As long as the girl is happy,giving up her images of a real "T" is nothing.
"Humph" Chaewon just humph and said nothing.But you could see her ears turn pink if you look closely.
You should know that sakura is not someone who would easily apologize if it was unrsaonable.But she would easily accept defeat and plays along despite of knowing it was an act if it was her.And not even Eunchae (who's literally Sakura's daughter)can get this treatment.Chaewon like the fact that she is the exception.
As the older girl is her only unnie in Le sserafim,she depend on her and be clingy to her.You should know that she is not that clingy with other,well..maybe a little.But with her kkura unnie,the feeling is different.She likes hugging the girl,likes to make the girl laugh,likes to annoy her.Love to piss her off and for the information,kkura unnie never get angry at her.The older girl acted like she was cuz she knew she did intentionly.
And she got addicted to her.The sakura who makes her feel cofidend,sakura who makes sure she didn't get stressed out because of her leader position,sakura who always pay attention to her.Whenever she needed her,she would be right beside her.Sakura rarely said affection words instead she will show with actions.And when sakura spoil her like she would give eveything to her,she knows she goes beyond just addicted.
She love her!She shouldn't...but what can she do!?Feelings are uncontrolable.She tried really hard not to obvious.Although sakura wouldn't be angry at her if she find out,but they were be distanted...she doesn't like that.At least she can hug her unnie as mush as she like right now.It's not that she didn't thought about sakura also feel the same,but,what if not?She don't dare to risk the relationship she has right now.
"So,What do you want me to do?"
Chaewon get out of her thoughs as sakura asked her while looking with that soft eyes she love.
"Well you do everything I asked?"
'Maybe I should take a step to masure the water?' Chaewon said in her mind as she began greedy.