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1. i miss you, i'm sorry by spacefacecase

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   01 Jul 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
   • Sirius Black
   • Remus Lupin
   • James Potter
   • Peter Pettigrew
   • Post-Sirius Black's Prank on Severus Snape
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Depression
   • no beta we die like the main characters in a shakespearean tragedy
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Author Is Crashing Out
   • Author is sad and making it everyone else's problem

   Summary

   Six months. One hundred and eighty-two days. Four thousand-three hundred and eighty hours since that night. That fateful night where everything went wrong. The night Sirius Black had ruined everything.

   It's getting worse. He's at the end of his rope and his porcelain mask is cracking. Soon people will notice. Soon Remus will notice. But will he see the cracks in time?

   or...

   Sirius has been teetering the edge of life and death since the night of the Prank, hoping that edge would crumble under the weight of his devastation and let him just...fall.

   Remus, against his own will, notices.

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   English

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