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POV: Kirishima
As always, I'm laying in bed, deeply in thought. No, not about if I am gonna become the Number 2 Hero, as one might think. No, I am thinking of a certain someone... Bakugo Katsuki
Yes, me Eijiro Kirishima am crushing on my Best Friend! Only about a week ago I admitted this to myself, when the whole class played a game we call " Truth or wake up Mr. Aizawa". Ofcourse this damn Coke bottle had to point at me and ofcourse it had to be Minetas turn and ofcourse he had to ask if I had a crush on someone. That was the first time I had to really think about that and then it hit me. I am madly in love with Bakugo, I obviously didn't tell him the truth. Instead I told him that I didn't crush on anyone. As you can imagine, nothings been the same it was before.
These depressing thoughts where pulling me down, so I decided to ask Bakugo if he was in the mood to train with me. I dragged myself to my closet and threw on my usual training sweatpants and some random black muscle shirt. I was out on the hallway in less than a second when suddenly Denki walked around a corner. „Hey Bro!" he greeted me loudly like usual, „ Do you wanna chill in the common room with me?" „Nah Bro, I was just about to ask Bakugo if he's in the mood to train with me. You can train with us if you want." I explained the situation. He dismissed me, telling me he already planned on meeting up with Shinsou. We said our goodbyes and I watched him go down the stairs to the common room. I wonder what's up with Shinsou, he seems more of the introverted type which is the complete opposite of Denki who is an energy ball. I shook my head, deciding that it didn't really matter anyways.
After taking another few steps, I was already standing in front of Katsukis door and knocked. Without waiting for an answer, I opened the door. The moment I walked inside the room I saw an horrible picture in front of me. It made my heart break into a million pieces. Baku and Uraraka were sitting on his bed passionately kissing one another. BAKUGO WAS KISSING URARAKA?! The Moment Bakugo realised I was standing in the middle of his room, he started screaming: „ KIRISHIMAA?! GET OUT! I AM WARNING YOU, YOU SON OF A BÏTCH!!" I was so frightened that I immediately slammed the door shut, forgetting I was still standing inside the Room. My heart was pounding loudly and I felt tears filling my eyes. Frozen in place, I watched a bright red Uraraka, looking at me in a mixture of disbelief and emberassement. I blinked two times before my furious best friend stood up from the bed and shoved me out of the door. „DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO SHOW YOUR FACE IN MY ROOM AGAIN!" he yelled at me before shutting, well more throwing the door shut, locking it and leaving me standing alone in the hallway, like a dog who lost it's owner . My head was spinning and my ears were ringing loudly. The world started to blurr and I was starting to feel sick. I stumbled down the hallway to my room, almost not beeing able to open the door. I let myself fall into my bed and closed my eyes. The events that happened only a few minutes ago started to replay over and over again in my head. Like a horror movie. I couldn't handle them so I opened my eyelids again, now starring at the blank ceiling and taking the silence of my room,which usually felt soothing, now just overwhelmingly lonely, in. I sighed. My body felt really heavy and I finally let myself cry a little bit. „You're stupid Kirishima! Really really stupid l" I silently sobbed to myself while hot tears streamed down my face onto my sheet. I shouldn't be sad. I punched the bed in frustration . Obviously he isn't gay or something. Shït, I promised not to cry when Bakugo gets a girlfriend. Cause isn't crying really unmanly? My head was spinning with thoughts.
But it hurts.. It really hurts to know you'll never have a chance...