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Nicky came into the living room with a bowl with filled chocolate he had made the night before. Joe, who was sitting on the sofa, scooped over to make room for Nicky.
Nicky: "Much appreciated, but I have a better idea."
Before Joe could ask what Nicky had in mind, Nicky stood in front of Joe, and seconds later, Nicky was sitting on Joe's lap face first so Nicky could look at Joe.
Nicky: "Is this okay?"
Joe: "Yeah, it is."
Nicky smiled, and Joe placed his hands on Nicky's thighs.
Nicky: "Now open your mouth. I want your honest opinion about my filled chocolates."
Joe smiled and did as Nicky had requested. Nicky chose one of the filled chocolates with salty caramel before placing it in Joe's mouth. Joe closed his mouth so he could taste the chocolate before making funny noises and faces.
Nicky: "You're silly."
Joe: "No, it's called making a thorough investigation."
Joe made more funny faces, which made Nicky smile again.
Joe: "It tastes amazing, Nicky. I wish I could make filled chocolate or cook, for that matter."
Nicky: "You're still young."
Joe: "Says the one who is three days younger than me."
Nicky: "I refuse to call you an old man, especially because you're still young and very sexy."
Joe ran a finger over Nicky's chest.
Joe: "Thanks, but I still say you're the hottest among us two."
Nicky: "Let's save that discussion for after Christmas. I want to keep the peace for now."
Joe: "I can only agree with you."
They ate the rest of the filled chocolates before they started to kiss. Because of the way Nicky was sitting, Joe placed one of his hands on Nicky's nape, scraping it gently, while Joe, with his other hand, ran his fingers up and down Nicky's back. To show Joe that he enjoyed what Joe was doing, Nicky took Joe's face between his hands before they met in a messy kiss involving tongues. They first broke apart when they ran out of air.
Nicky: "I miss you wearing..."
Nicky ran a finger over Joe's face.
Nicky: "Glasses. It made you look so sexy."
During the last year, Joe had finally grown into his body. Joe decided to get contact lenses because he was tired of getting paint on his glasses, but he kept the curls because he loved them when Nicky played with them.
Joe: "I still have my glasses. I can wear them on our next date night if you want."
Nicky: "Deal. Now, where were we? Oh, yeah, kissing."
Nicky kissed Joe, but this time, Joe used his body to get them to lie down on the sofa with Joe on top. Seconds later, Nicky ran his fingers up and down Joe's back. While kissing, they started to grind against each other, which meant they both could feel how hard the other one's cock was. Suddenly, Joe stopped kissing Nicky before closing his eyes.
Nicky: "Hi, hi."
Nicky took Joe's face between his hands.
Nicky: "Please look at me, Yusuf."
It took a moment before Joe did it.
Nicky: "Listen, we don't have to have sex before we both are ready. If it's still too early for you, we can cuddle like we have done before."
During their first year together as boyfriends, their kissing had gone from small kisses on their mouths and cheeks to evolving into them not being able to control their hands while kissing. It was like when their kisses had become more passionate the more their hands saught naked skin. And whenever that happened, Joe would freeze on the spot, and he hated himself for it. Joe still couldn't explain it, no matter how much he wanted to do it.
Joe: "I know, Nicky, but I do want to have sex with you. Just give me the time to read the last books."
Nicky raised an eyebrow.
Nicky: "What books?"
Joe knew he shouldn't have mentioned the books. Joe sat up before closing his eyes again. Nicky quickly wrapped his arms around Joe, holding him tight. They sat like that until Joe was ready to speak.
Joe: "Please don't laugh, Nicky, but I have been reading a lot of books about gay sex. And I promise there was no porno involved."
Nicky knew that Joe loved to know everything before he did anything.
Joe: "Since neither of us is built like a woman down there..."
Joe gestured towards his groin to explain what he meant.
Joe: "I want to be sure that I don't hurt you or, worse, kill you during the act. I want your first time to mean something special to you, Nicky, something you'll look back on with fond memories."
Nicky got Joe to look at him.
Nicky: "Thanks for being so considerate, but Yusuf, what about you?"
Joe: "What do you mean?"
Nicky: "You have been so busy thinking about me that you have forgotten yourself, Yusuf. What do you want the first time having sex?"
Joe rubbed his face before looking at Nicky.
Joe: "I know I want you to be my first, Nicky. And maybe the last, if possible."
Nicky smiled before taking Joe's hand in his hand.
Nicky: "I also want that, but Yusuf, it's not because I don't want to have sex with you because I want that, but not before you have figured out what you want when we have sex for the first time. Okay?"
Joe: "That's more than fine with me. Can we cuddle? Unless you want to go home."
Nicky kissed Joe on the nose.
Nicky: "I would love to cuddle with you, so yes. Should I stay the night?"
Joe: "I would love that. Let's watch a movie while we cuddle."
They decided to watch "The Gremlins". Nicky lay down on his back before Joe lay down beside him with his head on Nicky's chest. It didn't take long before Nicky was sleeping, but instead of sleeping, Joe thought about what Nicky had just said.