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Chapter 1
Broken
The light filters through the leaves, golden blades slicing the green, but it can’t reach me.
I walk among the trees like a shadow searching for itself. Every branch breaking underfoot is an echo of what I’ve lost, a cry that reminds me of who I’ve become. Clarke Griffin, the savior of all and the nothingness of myself. The air smells of damp earth and silence, and in that silence lurk ghosts. Of them. Of her.
I shouldn’t think of her, and yet here she is. Lexa. Her name is a knife I no longer know how to pull out. I hate her. I love her. There’s no word for what I feel. There’s only the forest, my heart beating like war drums, my breath unraveling in a dissonant rhythm.
And then I see her.
She stands still, as if the world around her were carved from stone and not made of wind. Her figure is a painting I cannot erase, the black of her eyes burns me more than fire. Lexa. Not a ghost, not a memory. Flesh and bone and betrayal.
“Clarke.” Her voice is a taut string, every letter a weapon aimed at me.
I don’t answer. Words die in my throat, like seeds that have never known light. I want to strike her, I want to hold her. I want to run. But her hands are empty, and for the first time, I notice her eyes are too.
She doesn’t look at me like a commander. She doesn’t look at me like someone who broke my heart. She looks at me as if she’s broken too, a shadow wandering through the trees, searching for something she’ll never find.
And in that moment, I realize betrayal isn’t a boundary, but a bridge. That we’re two lost souls in the same forest, two lines that will never cross, yet continue walking beside each other, not knowing how to stop.
