Work Text:
Yang Jungwon, Employee of the month for 5 months straight, always complimented, always hard working, always early and never late or with a hair out of place…
His presence was strong and it was starting to annoy Jay, who couldn’t help but feel outshined by him.
They worked at the same company, had the same duties, shared the same boss, yet, Jungwon was always the noticed one…
Jay was tired of being a second choice, of not being listened to…, he was sure that if Jungwon disappeared, he would have been the successful one, maybe it was all in his head, however, he was willing to do anything to take his place, see his career crumble.., even if it meant using violence…
traffic noises coming from outside were audible inside the modern building..
Jay greeted a couple of colleagues as he sped up his walking pace, continuously checking the watch he had on his wrist, a black briefcase in his left hand.
it was exactly 8:00AM the hallway that led to the section he worked in, was almost empty, the foggy glass door showed no person’s silhouette. Jay was confident that he could be very early this time and finally get a compliment from his boss.. ..until..
he opened the door, and his hopes fell through the floor..
Jungwon was there, already printing papers, wearing his dark blue ironed office clothes…his blonde hair was shiny and combed as always..
Jay stood there for a moment, staring at him full of jealousy, asking himself how it was possible.
“sorry” a person then suddenly said, walking past him that was blocking the entrance.., too busy looking at Jungwon,
That was enough to make him snap back into reality and find his seat..
The printer that was behind him, went silent, Jungwon had stopped using it, so Jay mentally prepared himself for when he had to walk back to his desk..
..A nice scent followed after the blondie walked towards his place, sitting then on his chair, his desk was facing jay’s.
There was something about him.., he looked like he had never struggled before and that, triggered in Jay a strange desire to ruin him, see him in trouble, pain..
he observed him, writing and working on his computer, unbothered.., his long lashes fluttered as his big eyes looked down at what he was doing while Jay, was instead staring at him, peeking out of the big PC he had in front of himself..
The more he looked, the more he realized that he was actually obsessed with him.., strong twinges of jealousy stirred within him each time he glanced towards Jungwon, he was deeply bothered by the fact that he always seemed to be in the spotlight, attracting useless compliments from their boss like moths to a flame
They had something to do though so Jay detached himself from all the raging thoughts and started working hard..
𝟑𝟎 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫...
His work was halfway done, Jay couldn’t feel his hands anymore from how much he typed, he needed to fix a couple of things but he was sure he did a great job..
The Boss was walking around the room, checking everyone’s works..
"That’s really great, I really want to see the finished product” the man commented after taking a look at Jungwon’s Computer.., his eyes sparkling with admiration.
“Thank you” the blonde replied with a little smile.., his dimples visible on his face
Jay felt a sharp sting in his chest, a mix of envy and frustration. his efforts often went unnoticed, overshadowed by Jungwon's charismatic presence, so he hoped that this time, he had something positive to tell him.
“Jay, are you working?” The Boss suddenly asked after seeing him distracted
“yes Sir, I am” he stated with confidence..,
he thought that he was about to walk there and check his work but he didn’t, he skipped him and moved to another one of his colleagues.
That was the straw that broke the camel’s back.., He worked just as hard if not harder than Jungwon and this was what he had to hear?
His mind started racing with inadequate thoughts, what was so great about his work? why did he compliment him again? And why wasn’t his work checked like his?
It was always like that.., Jay was never the noticed one because he was there, persistently present, he hated him so much..
Jungwon took a look at him before returning to work on the computer…, their eyes met for a moment and it was intimidating.
he said nothing, yet for Jay, that look meant vanity, it was as if he was enjoying the fact that once again, he had been called out by the boss and he didn’t..because he was better than everyone and never made mistakes.
Jay didn’t have to talk to him to let him know how he felt, it has been months since he had planned a revenge attack against him and he was just going to act without warning him. What he was feeling was a strong and silent type of hate, that filled him up and ate away his pride.
He didn’t want to be him he simply couldn’t stand seeing him, he wanted him to disappear.
While Jungwon was still working and writing things on various documents, he instead sat in silence, staring at him..
He found himself to analyze every interaction, questioning what he lacked that made his colleague so likable and appreciated. The bitterness of envy crept in, tainting his thoughts and clouding his judgment…, Jungwon needed to know what it felt like to struggle, to feel threatened.., he could no longer bear all this, he needed to do something about it.
𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑...
The day was winding down, the clock struck six and the office began to empty,, but for Jay, the end of the workday brought no solace. His mind was still clouded with resentment and obsession, his gaze constantly darting towards where Jungwon sat earlier, engrossed in his work, unaware of how much hate Jay’s heart held… a challenge that perhaps had only one player since Jungwon never seemed to register him as anything more than a name on a shared project document. It ate at Jay’s insides, a gnawing envy that twisted into something darker over the months.
He was alone in the office, his plan was the one to follow Jungwon inside the parking lot and attack him, he grabbed a pair of scissors from a pen holder and put them inside of one of his pockets..,, he wasn’t even sure he was going to succeed but he was determined and way too mad to give up..
(tw)
He was hiding behind a white truck outside of the building.
Jungwon got out of it, the sight of him bowing and smiling to a passing colleague ignited a fire inside Jay’s chest.., it was that kind of smile that could light up a whole room
He hated to see it..
Jay didn’t take his eyes off him, he observed him walking towards the grey and eerie parking lot, texting someone in the meantime..
With his heart pounding, he followed Jungwon, the muted sounds of footsteps and car engines creating a symphony of anonymity. The parking lot was barely lit, shadows stretching across the ground..
Jay kept a cautious distance, threading through parked cars, his mind racing with thoughts of confrontation. What would he say? How was he going to react? He wondered..
He advanced…
That slim silhouette of his was looking extremely tempting, he couldn’t wait to attack him.
Jay envisioned it for a moment: the surprise, the fear, the vulnerability in Jungwon’s eyes… and then, his victory, finally he could assert his existence.
He rounded the back of a car just in time to see Jungwon stop at his, it was parked neatly between two SUVs. A grim sense of inevitability grew within him. He pressed himself against the cold metal of a nearby vehicle, fighting against the surging waves of indecision.
Jungwon was oblivious…scrolling through his phone, invested in only God knew what.
He looked so relaxed…, Jay clenched his fists until his nails bit into his palms, his breath quickening. It felt personal, that calm..,Was it really that easy for Jungwon to be happy or chill? He never had problems while Jay lingered in the shadows, choking on jealousy and inadequacy.
Jungwon unlocked his car and before he could enter and maybe lock himself in, Jay surged forward, running towards him, emerging from the shadows like a predator drawn to its prey.
At the sound of angry footsteps, Jungwon turned, surprise washing over his face as he didn’t expect to see him there.., he seemed mad, however, he didn’t have enough time to register the situation… a strong punch hit his face before he could say something.., (it felt so freeing for Jay…) his phone fell on the cold ground with a weak thud.
The envious man took advantage of his imbalance to open the car’s door and with harshness, he held onto his suit and forced him inside of the vehicle.
“What are you doing?!” Jungwon asked, his voice trembling in confusion and fear made Jay’s heart race faster, a chaotic rhythm mirroring his fraying sanity..
Jungwon’s upper body was inside the car while his lower body was out of it, imposing strength as he didn’t want to get fully pushed in, “get in!” Jay exclaimed while he kept of pushing him..
“let go of me!” Jungwon protested.., his fear was giving Jay strength.
“stop it!” He uselessly protested again at the feeling of the man’s hands touching him all over.
the fact that he wasn’t as physically weak as he thought, bothered Jay a lot, so at that point, he pulled the sharp scissors out…
Jay positioned its tip under the boy’s throat, holding it steady just like a knife.., Jungwon stopped moving, he was too scared, his breath was faltering in his chest
“you talk too much” Jay commented with a slight smirk.
Jungwon tried his best to not move an inch, the scissors blades were too sharp and he could feel them pinching his skin with each of his nervous swallows..
Jay roughly forced Jungwon to lay face down on the passenger seat, holding him with all of his strength to not make him turn around, Jay was upon him, fueled by a mix of fury and adrenaline, he was quick to stop Jungwon from reaching for the car’s door handle.., this time, everything had to go his way.
Jay could have done everything by himself and be quick but no.., he wanted to humiliate him and enjoy every second of it..
“Pull down your pants” Jay ordered him as the scissors were still pushing against his delicate throat.
Jungwon didn’t want to die, he didn’t know what his colleague was capable of doing so he had no choice but to obey..
he hesitated for a moment, hoping that it was all part of his imagination… however, Jay shook him, strengthening the grip he had on the sharp tool, showing him he didn’t have time to waste. “I said pull down your fucking pants” he repeated, angry yet proud of having the boy he hated the most all scared under his grip.
“Okay, okay..” Jungwon said, scared.
The boy slowly reached for his own pants waistband, pulling them down along with his underwear, his hands shaking as his eyes started getting teary…
“Is this what you did for the Boss? Is this why you keep getting compliments?” Jay asked, cruelly
“Wha—“ Jungwon tried to talk
“shut up!” Jay raised his voice before pulling down his own pants with his free hand. Jungwon was frozen under him, sweating hot and cold..
“please don’t” Jungwon started crying, his voice got weaker. Jay didn’t see any reason why he should stop, in his mind, it was what he deserved.
Jay’s breath came in ragged gasps, his mind a blur of self-righteous indignation. “You think you’re better than everyone else, don’t you?” he spat, his words visceral and raw.
Jungwon shook his head, he was in shock as nothing similar has ever happened to him..
“You want to know what it feels like? To be in the shadow? Ignored? Hm?” Jay threatened him as with a hand, pinned the boy’s neck down the leather car seat..
“this is what it feels like—“ he stated while guiding his length inside Jungwon with his free hand..
Jay’s groans were covered by the boy’s sudden screams that enclosed all the pain he felt after being forcefully penetrated.., he didn’t wait for him to adjust or give him the time to process the situation, he went on and started thrusting into him, his screams and cries were loud inside the black vehicle,his body tense, he was jolting forward continuously, his face smeared against the seat that was slowly getting wet from his silent tears…, he was so careless and cold with his movements, completely driven by jealousy and anger. Jungwon’s body already keen on rejecting anything else that dared force itself inside yet this reaction only fueled Jay’s adrenaline..
The way his cock pounded his tight ass was extremely painful yet there was nothing he could do to stop it. He was so vain at work.., it felt so great for Jay to be on top of him, controlling him…
Jungwon was in pain, his rim stretched to its limit as his colleague’s girth wedged its way inside of him. He felt like it was splitting him in two, and no matter how much he wanted to he couldn't move..
He was shaking, wishing Jay could change his mind and let him go…,his entire body was flushed from rough sex and ached with the strain.. he had never felt such pain in his life, he struggled to breathe, the situation was nauseating
Jungwon’s grunts of pain made the scene sound even more raw
“Jay stop!” his weak words suddenly made him realize the gravity of his actions..
it was the first time he called his name after working together for so long…
soon after that, a feeling of guilt washed over Jay, he felt seen…but it was too late to go back, he didn’t want to listen to his remorse, he couldn’t. so he proceeded to pin him down with more strength, going even faster, it was as if everything around him was blurred, Jungwon’s cries were filling his ears, it was confusing, surreal. Jay was dissociating, his eyes wide open as he didn’t stop thrusting, he didn’t recognize himself either..
he moved one of his hands on top of the boy’s mouth, covering it with harshness. “Stop screaming” he scolded him..
he could see him uselessly squeezing the seat.. Jay was the reason of his pain.
Their skins meeting with each other in a dirty way, he wanted him to feel him and succeeded, he was so tight around him and he could feel how much he was destroying him with every thrust , he was proud to know that his cock was the first thing he has ever had up there…
Jungwon’s legs slightly parted, involuntarily making space for Jay that pleasured himself without his consent. he didn’t know why he was doing all that or what was the motive behind his attack but he let him win, he had no other choice.
He was so rough that he didn’t feel like screaming anymore.., he felt weak, his body became limp, his expression zoned out.., the weight of his body on top of him was making him let out heavy breathings that mixed with Jay’s ones..,
At the beginning, Jay was happy with how strong he felt while overpowering him, however, he was slowly starting to realize what he was really doing and it was sending him crazy.. “bastard” he offended him after all the times he made him feel invisible at work, popped up in his head. he fucked him with frustration, carelessness..
Those little waves of pleasure didn’t entirely cancel out the pain for Jungwon as Jay was too rough and dry.
he sadly knew that it was pointless to cry but he had to, there was no other way for his body to express pain, his mouth was still shut and had no more energy to scream or beg him to stop.
Jay slid an arm under his abdomen and pulled him into a slightly arched position, forcing his cock deeper inside. The way he struggled to let it slide fully in, made him get to the brink of coming in seconds.,
Jungwon couldn’t take it anymore..only silent tears flowing out of his big eyes, his mind went completely blank for a moment, just like a stormy night. After a second, he came back to his senses, it felt infinite, he could barely do or move anything and Jay’s thrusts knocked the air from his lungs… “shit” he grunted out, coming inside him as if he consented.
Jungwon was frozen and when Jay got off him, it felt like a relief…, but just when he thought it was over, he felt his arm wrap around his neck, pulling him in a chokehold
Jungwon’s hands instinctively clawed at his forearm, gasping for breath. Panic surged within him as he struggled against the tightening grip.
“No!” he choked out, the words barely escaping his lips.
”j- jay..” his voice was nothing but a weak breath.., Jungwon tried to get away from his grip but he was too strong, he gasped as the pressure wrapped around his throat, panicking as he struggled to break free. He wanted to cough but he couldn’t, he was choking on his own saliva…, Jay gritted his teeth while using all of his strength.
The Vehicle echoed with the sound of silence, heavy and oppressive, interrupted only by Jungwon’s desperate gasps. As Jay’s grip held firm, a flicker of hesitation crossed his features, but the rage and confusion quickly overpowered it, his mind didn’t allow him to stop squeezing..
He grunted, ignoring Jungwon’s wiggles and attempts to scratch his arm.., his brows furrowed, focused on taking his life
his vision began to blur, he blinked, trying to sharpen his sight..still, the edges of his world darkened as he fought for every ounce of breath, Jay just wouldn’t let go…,he was killing him.
In a final, desperate act, Jungwon’s hands fell limp, surrendering to the inevitable. The light in his eyes dimmed, and his head fell back down on the car seat after Jay finally released his hold, panting.., shock washed over him as he caught Jungwon’s unresponsive body.., however, a strange feeling of happiness began to rise inside him as he realized that finally, Jungwon wouldn’t have come to work tomorrow…
no one heard his screams or saw anything.., that’s what it felt like, to be ignored.