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"Mommy, can I have extra syrup, please?" Lily asked eagerly. Her hands were already sticky from devouring the first one, her smile wide and unfiltered.
"Of course, my love," Stacey replied, glancing at her as she reached for the syrup bottle. She tilted it carefully, her brow furrowing as she controlled the flow. Moments like these with her daughter—the simple, quiet ones—were what kept her grounded. "There, just enough to keep you from sticking to the walls."
Lily giggled, her laugh infectious, and Stacey found herself smiling despite the early hour. It was Saturday morning, and she could still feel the remnants of fatigue from the team-building event she attended for work the day before.
"Don’t forget the napkin, anak," Aiah said as she walked in, hair damp from a shower, her steps brisk but her tone soft. Stacey inhaled subtly, catching the familiar rich, warm scent of Aiah's perfume. It was comforting and grounding, like Aiah herself. She moved with an effortless precision, wiping Lily’s sticky chin with a napkin. Aiah always had this way about her—quiet but meticulous, the kind of person who made everything seem under control.
Aiah’s gaze lingered on Stacey for a moment longer than necessary. There was an ease to the way Stacey laughed with Lily, a lightness that Aiah had always admired. It wasn’t something she’d grown up seeing in her own home, where everything felt calculated and measured. Watching them now, she felt a pang of something she couldn’t quite name—longing, maybe, or gratitude that Stacey had built something so different from the world they came from.
The dining nook caught the morning light perfectly, casting soft rays across the table and highlighting Lily’s usual uncontainable energy. The city’s faint hum outside provided a comforting rhythm to their breakfast, but inside, the world felt paused, encased in this moment.
"Can I make a pancake next time po?" Lily asked, her mouth full of pancakes, her brown eyes gleaming with determination.
Stacey exchanged a look with Aiah, who settled on the chair beside Lily. "What do you think, Mama? Are we ready for that kind of chaos?"
Aiah’s lips curved upward, affectionately pinching Lily’s cheeks. "If Lily can get through coloring without spilling everything, she might be ready for pancakes. Maybe."
"I can! I promise!" Lily exclaimed, bouncing in her chair.
Stacey ruffled Lily’s hair, laughing at the way her daughter’s enthusiasm radiated. "Sige, anak. Next Saturday, you’re in charge of breakfast. But just so you know, I’m wearing a helmet."
Aiah shook her head with amusement, watching the scene unfold. Stacey had a way with Lily—an ease she admired but didn’t often voice. As Lily babbled on about pancakes and coloring, Stacey exchanged a glance with Aiah. In that moment, she was reminded of how often their daughter bridged the gap between them, her presence softening the edges of the arrangement that had once felt so forced. For all the chaos she brought, Lily had a way of making their house feel like a home.
After breakfast, the house had quieted. Lily was engrossed in her Barbie dolls in the living room, humming a tune as she arranged them into neat little rows.
In the kitchen, Stacey and Aiah moved through the familiar routine of cleaning up. It was a silent rhythm they’d perfected over the years: Stacey washed, Aiah dried.
"You’ve got the parent-teacher meeting on Wednesday, right?" Stacey asked, passing a clean plate to Aiah.
"Yes," Aiah replied, carefully placing the plate on the rack. "Mrs. Cruz wants to talk about Lily’s reading progress. She’s doing well, but there’s room for improvement."
Stacey nodded, her expression thoughtful. "Let me know what time it is. I’ll try to make it if the quarterly reports don’t run over."
"I’ll text you," Aiah said, glancing at Stacey briefly. There was a flicker of something unreadable in her eyes, but she quickly returned her focus to drying.
Stacey hesitated. Despite living together for six years, her wife’s calm demeanor often made her hard to read. Stacey had grown attuned to the subtle shifts in her expressions over the years. Was she tired? Annoyed? Or just... existing?
Stacey studied her wife for a brief moment, catching the slight downturn of her lips and the way her shoulders seemed just a bit more tense than usual. Aiah always moved like she had everything under control, but over time, Stacey had learned to notice the cracks—little things that made her wonder if Aiah ever felt trapped in this life they’d built together.
"She’s been trying to read by herself more," Stacey said, breaking the silence. "Last night, she wanted to read to me, but she stumbled over a few words. She got frustrated but didn’t give up."
"She’s determined," Aiah said, her voice softening. "Just like you."
Stacey chuckled quietly, shaking her head. "And stubborn. Just like you."
That evening, Lily darted into the living room, clutching her favorite storybook. "Bedtime storytime! We haven’t done this in a while," she pouted, climbing onto Stacey’s lap without waiting for an invitation as the latter swiftly moved her laptop beside her.
"Careful, anak," Aiah said, languidly trailing behind her. "You’re going to knock Mommy over one of these days."
Stacey chuckled, affectionately wrapping her arms around Lily to steady her. "She’d need to eat a few more pancakes to manage that."
Aiah settled into the armchair nearby, her presence calm and steady. "What’s tonight’s story?"
"‘The Little Princess’!" Lily happily announced, smiling widely at her mom in front of her.
Stacey’s brow arched. "Oh, going for the classics tonight, are we?"
"Yup! It’s my favorite," Lily chimed in, her smile widening. "And I know it's your favorite too, Mommy!"
Stacey’s eyes softened with warmth, a fond smile tugging at her lips. "It is," she confirmed, her voice gentle. "This story's always been special to me." She opened the book, her fingers grazing the pages she knew so well, and her voice took on a soft, lilting quality as she began to read.
Meanwhile, Aiah’s eyes lingered on Stacey’s face, noting the way her expressions shifted with each line she read. She had always admired how natural Stacey was with their daughter.
Lily’s giggles filled the room as Stacey animated the voices in the story. When she stumbled over a French phrase, Aiah stepped in smoothly, her pronunciation flawless.
"Show-off," Stacey muttered under her breath, a playful tone in her voice, but deep inside, the subtle elegance of Aiah's grace only made her find her more attractive—though she quickly suppressed the feeling, not wanting to let it show.
A quiet laugh escaped Aiah, her eyes glinting with amusement. "I can't help it if I know a little French."
When the story ended, Lily’s eyes were heavy with sleep. Aiah gathered her in her arms, pressing a kiss to her temple. "Time for bed, my love."
Lily murmured sleepily, "I love you, Mama. I love you, Mommy."
Stacey leaned up to brush her lips against Lily’s forehead. "We love you too, Lily." She glanced up at Aiah just to find the latter already staring at her with intensity. They both looked away.
It was a fleeting moment of connection, one that neither acknowledged aloud but both felt deeply over the years they were forced to be together.
Flashback:
The boardroom was cold, its opulence almost suffocating. The polished mahogany table stretched long enough to seat an empire’s worth of power players. Stacey sat stiffly, her hands gripping the edge of the table. Her posture was rigid, but the Chanel specs covering her eyes gave her an air of defiance—an intimidating mask to shield her vulnerability. She didn’t want to be here.
Across from her, Aiah mirrored her tension. Two years older than Stacey, her jaw was tight, her shoulders squared in a way that tried to project composure but betrayed her unease. She wore a dark blazer over a simple blouse, her professional appearance carefully maintained despite the subtle tension in her posture.
The first meeting between them, yet their fates were already sealed: betrothed within the week and expected to create an heir through IVF soon after.
“This arrangement is mutually beneficial,” Aiah’s father declared, his tone cool and precise, as though they were discussing the merger of companies instead of lives.
“And ensures financial stability for both families,” Stacey’s father added with a practiced authority, his words laden with a finality that discouraged resistance. His gaze was unwavering, fixed on Stacey as if daring her to object.
Stacey clenched her jaw. She hated the way he could reduce her to a mere tool for business. As far back as she could remember, her father’s life had always been about control—after her mother’s departure, it had been just the two of them, a constant reminder of how she could never measure up to his rigid expectations. She’d never been enough in his eyes, and this arrangement felt like another way of cementing that truth.
Aiah’s father was no different. Aiah, raised in the shadow of her father’s expectations and the looming responsibility of running his empire alone, understood the weight that came with every decision he made. His high standards, coupled with the absence of her mother, had always been a source of tension. She’d always been expected to carry on, but never allowed to truly choose how.
“This is insane. We don’t even know each other.” Stacey’s voice cut through the room, sharp and defiant. Her anger simmered just beneath the surface, but she was careful to temper it—she knew from experience how her father could respond to disobedience.
Her father’s cold gaze flicked to her. “Perhaps you’d like to explain to the board why you’re still living off my accounts, wasting your time at clubs and parties instead of making something of yourself. Or would you rather I start pulling funding for those…hobbies?”
Stacey exhaled sharply, her cheeks flushing. She hated that he always held her lifestyle over her head. It was true—she had been careless, partying and avoiding responsibility for years. But that didn’t mean she wanted this.
“You’ll learn to make it work,” her father continued dismissively, his focus already shifting to his phone. The discussion, as far as he was concerned, was over.
Aiah stayed silent, her hands clasped tightly in her lap beneath the table. She had known this was coming; her father had hinted at it for months in veiled conversations about legacy and responsibility. Love, or the lack thereof, wasn’t a factor in decisions like these.
Her eyes flicked toward Stacey. They were strangers, yes, but at that moment, they both knew they were trapped. Neither had a choice.
“This will benefit everyone,” Aiah’s father continued, his voice cutting through the silence. But as he spoke, his tone softened just slightly when his gaze shifted to Aiah. He didn’t say it aloud, but his expectations for her were clear: do what’s necessary, as he had always done.
“You’re an MBA graduate. You understand how partnerships work,” he added, looking at her as if this was no different than a business deal. Aiah swallowed the frustration rising in her throat. She had worked hard to carve her space in the company, but it always came back to family expectations.
“And Stacey,” her own father interjected, “you’ll be taking on a more formal role in the company after this arrangement. It’s time you start contributing to what you’ll one day inherit.”
Stacey’s lips tightened, but she didn’t reply. She knew arguing wouldn’t get her anywhere. Her father’s will was absolute.
The room felt stifling, oppressive. Stacey’s fingers, adorned with pink acrylic nails, dug into the edge of the table, her jaw clenched. She hated this—the lack of agency, the cold indifference of her father’s logic. But what infuriated her even more was the realization that no amount of rebellion would change his mind.
Aiah glanced at her father, whose attention was already on his assistant reviewing paperwork. She understood his methods too well—efficiency, control, appearances. He would never admit it, but she knew he cared in his own rigid, detached way. This was his version of ensuring her future.
They didn’t know each other then, but in that brief moment of silent rebellion and resignation, their eyes. A fleeting glance, yet it spoke volumes: they both understood one thing— their lives were no longer their own.
Once Lily was asleep in her room, Aiah returned to the armchair, passively scrolling through her emails. Stacey was sprawled across the couch, her laptop closed but still within reach. Her body ached from a day of overseeing the company’s budgeting plans, a responsibility she’d once scoffed at. She glanced at her reflection in the dark TV screen, hardly recognizing the person she’d become—a far cry from the carefree girl who thrived under strobe lights and booming music.
Her gaze drifted to Aiah, who was relaxed but focused, her phone glowing faintly in her hands. Stacey tilted her head slightly, studying her wife. Aiah’s quiet strength had been a constant, even when everything else felt uncertain.
“Do you ever think about how we got here?” Stacey asked, her voice breaking the companionable silence.
Aiah didn’t look up immediately. She powered off her phone, setting it on the side table. “What do you mean?”
“This,” Stacey gestured vaguely around the room. “The marriage, the house, our Lily. It’s not exactly what you expected, is it?”
Aiah’s gaze softened, her shoulders relaxing further. “No, it’s not.” She paused, the faintest smile tugging at her lips. “But, hindi ko pinagsisisihan. Not for a second.”
Stacey nodded, her lips pressing into a thin line. “Neither do I.” It was the truth. Despite everything, Lily had become her anchor. And Aiah—her constant. Though their relationship didn’t fit into any traditional mold, Stacey found herself unwilling to imagine life without them.
She closed her laptop, stretching out her tired limbs. “I’m heading to bed.”
Aiah glanced up, a faint smile still lingering. “Me too.”
Stacey hesitated, the weight of the unspoken words hanging in the air. “Do you want to check on her with me?”
Aiah nodded, her gaze steady. “Sure.”
They walked to Lily’s room, their steps soft on the hardwood floors. Stacey gently pushed the door open, her breath catching as she took in their daughter’s peaceful face. Lily’s small hand clutched the blue stuffed puppy Aiah had given her on her last birthday.
“She’s the best thing to come out of all of this,” Stacey murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
“She is,” Aiah replied softly, pride and love evident in her tone.
They lingered for a moment, their shoulders brushing lightly. For Stacey, the silence between them was weighted, not heavy but charged with unspoken emotions. When they finally parted ways for their separate bedrooms, Stacey paused, glancing back at Aiah’s retreating figure.
She wondered, not for the first time, if this was all their relationship would ever be—a quiet companionship, grounded in their shared love for Lily but restrained by the fear of bridging something more.
Aiah felt it too. As she closed the door to her room, she sighed, her thoughts drifting to the complexities of their life together. Love for Lily was undeniable, but the love they might have for each other remained tangled in expectations and unsaid words.
The next morning was like usual. The lingering energy of a family finding its rhythm was everywhere—in Lily’s scattered crayons, the faint aroma of freshly brewed coffee, and the soft hum of Stacey’s laptop as she worked by the kitchen island.
Stacey’s sharp features were illuminated by the blue glow of her screen. A steaming mug of coffee sat untouched beside her, the occasional buzz of her phone a background distraction. She briefly glanced at the notifications—invites to parties, group chats brimming with late-night plans—but dismissed them with a swipe. Her pre-marriage self would have been the life of those parties, the one who stayed until the music faded and the lights came on. Now, her priorities were crystal clear: work, Lily, and maybe—just maybe—her wife.
Lily sprawled across the kitchen floor, crayons and construction paper scattered around her like a creative explosion. Aiah, dressed in an expensive YSL business suit, knelt beside her, her long fingers deftly folding a square of paper. Aiah had to leave for work soon, but she wanted to spend her morning with her daughter.
“Like this, anak,” Aiah said softly, guiding Lily’s smaller hands. Her voice carried a calm assurance that always seemed to ground the chaos around her.
Lily held up her creation with a frown. “Is it supposed to look like a triangle, Mama?”
Aiah tilted her head, pretending to study it seriously. “It’s a very special butterfly. It flies in straight lines.”
Lily’s giggles echoed through the room, and Stacey looked away from her screen, her lips twitching into a smile. “Are we raising an artist or an engineer?”
“Both!” Lily declared, puffing out her chest proudly. “Mama says I can do anything if I try hard enough!”
Aiah smiled tenderly, eyes memorizing her daughter’s face. She never failed to be amazed at how Lily captured a mix of both her and Stacey’s features, despite her being a result of an IVF.
“That’s true,” Stacey replied from her seat, her gaze lingering on Aiah. The sight of her wife gently teaching their daughter tugged at something deep within her—a mix of admiration and longing she couldn’t quite put into words. Aiah’s calm precision balanced Stacey’s sharper edges, and though Stacey would never admit it, she found herself leaning into that balance more often than not.
By evening, the three of them were nestled on the couch. It had been a tiring day: Aiah successfully secured four new investors for their company while Stacey worked from home. Lily was sandwiched between her moms as a cartoon animation played on the television. For Aiah and Stacey, domestic moments like these were what they grew to hold very dear.
The screen displayed a family, captivating Lily’s wide-eyed attention.
“Why don’t you ever act like that?” Lily asked suddenly, breaking the comfortable silence.
“Like what, my love?” Stacey raised her brows, brushing a strand of hair from Lily’s face.
“Like that family,” Lily innocently pointed at the big screen. “Milo’s parents hug and kiss a lot, like you do to me when you give me hugs and kisses.”
Stacey’s chest tightened at the question, her hand faltering as she smoothed back Lily’s hair. She glanced at Aiah, who sat impossibly still, her jaw tight despite the warm smile she gave their daughter.
“Families are different, anak. We don’t always have to act the same to love each other,” Aiah said gently, her voice steady even as something unspoken flickered in her eyes.
Lily nodded, seemingly satisfied with the answer, but Stacey felt the weight of the question linger. Her eyes drifted toward Aiah, catching the flicker of hesitation in her wife’s expression. Aiah glanced back at her, their gazes locking for a moment, an unspoken exchange passing between them.
Once Lily was tucked into bed, Stacey and Aiah met in the kitchen for their nightly routine. The clinking of plates and the rush of water filled the silence, the soft hum of the faucet almost too loud in the stillness. But this time, it wasn’t the kind of easy quiet that usually settled between them. The air felt thicker, charged with the weight of unspoken words. Aiah moved slowly, deliberately, as though giving Stacey space to speak, but neither of them broke the fragile quiet that held them there, caught between the familiar comfort of their routine and the tension that lingered like a shadow.
“She’s been asking more questions lately,” Aiah started, her voice soft but pointed as she dried a plate, her brow furrowed. “Like about... us.”
Stacey gave a small, noncommittal hum, focusing on rinsing a cup. “She’s at that age,” she replied, her tone carefully neutral as she passed the wet cup to Aiah. The way her fingers brushed Aiah’s hand was a small gesture, but it felt somehow distant, even to her.
Aiah turned to meet Stacey’s eyes, her gaze steady but filled with concern. “She deserves answers, though.” Her voice was quiet, but there was an urgency in it. "Not just answers, but the right ones."
Stacey’s response came almost too quickly, as if she’d rehearsed it, or maybe just wanted to avoid the conversation. “And she gets them.” Her voice was firm, meeting Aiah’s gaze with a defiance that wasn’t there a moment ago.
Aiah sighed, setting the cup down with more force than necessary. Despite her cold persona, she knew family was more than just showing up. It was genuine connection, effort, and love—even the parts you didn’t speak aloud. She ran a hand through her hair, her usual composure slipping slightly.
“I’m not saying we’re doing anything wrong,” Aiah added, her words now measured, softer. They finished up the dishwashing task, the rhythmic motion of drying the last plates only amplifying the space between them. “I just... sometimes I wonder what she’s learning from us, without us realizing it.” She hesitated, then looked at Stacey. “She watches everything we do. What if she’s picking up on things we never intended to teach her?”
Stacey’s eyes flickered away for a moment, as if looking for an escape in the steam rising from the sink. “I don’t know what you mean,” she muttered, drying her hands with a little more force than necessary. But Aiah wasn’t giving up.
“I mean,” Aiah pressed, trying again, “it’s the norm for parents to display public affection, right? What if Lily wonders why she’s never seen us do that stuff?” She let the question linger in the air, unsure if she was reaching too far or asking the wrong thing, but needing to ask nonetheless.
Stacey stiffened slightly, her jaw tightening, but she didn’t look up. “We’re teaching her that family means showing up. Every day. No matter what.” Her voice softened toward the end, almost as if she were reassuring herself.
Aiah’s eyes softened too, but a shadow of doubt lingered. “Yeah. We are,” she murmured. But the words didn’t seem to have the weight they needed, and Aiah’s mind wandered to the moments of disconnect between them that she had been trying to ignore.
Stacey caught the undertone, the crack in Aiah’s usually steady resolve, but she chose not to comment. For now, she let it slide, the distance between them somehow both palpable and invisible. “Matutulog na ako,” Stacey said after a long silence, breaking the moment.
Aiah nodded, but her thoughts lingered as she watched Stacey’s retreating figure. Despite her attempt at reassurance, something wasn’t sitting right. Were they really enough for Lily? Was their quiet bond—sometimes tense, sometimes unspoken—enough to teach Lily what family truly was?