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1. What should I do? I hate and I love... by aboredhyperfixator

   Fandoms: Diabolik Lovers  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   10 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Mukami Azusa & Mukami Kou & Mukami Ruki & Mukami Yuuma
   • Mukami Ruki/Sakamaki Reiji
   • Komori Yui/Sakamaki Ayato
   • Mukami Kou
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Sakamaki Ayato
   • Sakamaki Reiji
   • Mukami Yuuma
   • Mukami Ruki
   • Mukami Azusa
   • Sakamaki Laito
   • Komori Yui
   • Sakamaki Shuu
   • Sakamaki Subaru
   • Sakamaki Kanato
   • Sakamaki Brothers
   • Mukami Brothers
   • Kino (Diabolik Lovers)
   • Tsukinami Shin
   • Tsukinami Carla
   • Tsukinami Brothers
   • Alternate Universe - OMORI Fusion
   • Implied Relationships
   • Past Character Death
   • Threats of Violence
   • Angst
   • kou is depressed
   • ruki is dead
   • azusa is having a mental crisis
   • deliquent yuma
   • My First AO3 Post
   • I'm Bad At Tagging
   • the angst is real
   • characters might be slightly out of character here
   • implied Mukami Ruki/Sakamaki Reiji relationship
   • yes the title is a houseki no kuni reference
   • things will be a lil different
   • no beta we die like ruki in this story

   Summary

   "Everything will be okay... It's not your fault..."

   Ruki has committed "suicide", and the Mukamis aren't taking this change so well,

   Yuma became a deliquent,

   Kou's shut himself in his room,

   And Azusa was all alone, struggling with the guilt,

   They all missed Ruki so so much...

   But Kou finally comes out for the first time in years, What will happen to his relationship with his brothers, most importantly,

   How will he tell the truth..?

   or

   kou comes out of his room after 4 years and tries to repair his relationship with his brothers

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,666

   Chapters:

   8/?

   Comments:

   8

   Kudos:

   22

   Hits:

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