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THE WORD "FAG" IS ONLY USED BECAUSE THIS IS LITERALY IN 1974! EVEN IF YOU WANT TO THINK THEY WER EPRIGRESIVE, THEY WERE NOT!
It Hurt so much. Is felt so wrong. I shoud'v listend to Papa. He Had told me so many Times Not to Go into the forest.. but it looked so nice..
I hadn't even See the Werwolf that Had been rumored to roam the forest, eventhough i shoud've been watching Out for him. Now i knew it wasn't a rumor, because His claws were sucked into my arm..
He looked like- Like it was fun for him.. Like it was a Game..
I don't know what happend.. but i woke Up in the Hospital..
I was now a Werwolf..
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A couple years passed since i transformed into a Werwolf, and it was horrible. I felt horrible during it and felt horrible because of my parents.. they Always argued because of me.. they argued about more Kids.. they argued about the fact that they coudn't endanger a Baby Like that..
They talked about me Like i was a Problem.. but- i guess.. that is true..
I am.. a Monster..
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When i walked Up to the talking hat, i expected it to say slytherin.. i expected it to confirm my worst fears.. but the hat spoke.. and it was gryffindor! Maybe im Not a Monster afterall..
Maybe..
But then, right after the feast, Professor Dumbledore and Madam pomfrey told me about the plan for me for the full moon, and my Dreams we're crushed.
How coud a not-monster Talk about being brought away from a school regularly.in Order to Not harm children?
That coud only be a Monster..
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I Had foudn Friends.. good ones.. they even became animagi to Hang Out with me as a Werwolf! Aperantly im a quiet nice Werwolf after the First few hours. Wich is fair, because the transformation Hurts Like a butt.
They're so amazing!
There's James, He Has a crush on Evans, and everyone knows it and we Like to teaser him about it. And He's really good at quiditch! He's even in the school Team! He Had such a cool animagus, it's a stag! Soon cool!
Then there's Peter, he's kinda annoying, but we know Nobody really Likes him, so we want to make him feel Like Part of a group. But He also became an animagus! Isn't that cool?! It's a Rat!
Then there's- well.. there's Sirius.. but- well- He is a friend.. but i want him Go be more.. i want him to be with me.. Like.. in a Love relathionship.. Like it is betwen a Woman and a man.. but He won't feel the Same.. and even If He did, i'd be too much of a Problem, with the whole werwolf Thing.. and im already a Werwolf, i can't be a fag too, If i was, i coud Just end it all right now anyway.
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I never expected anything Else.
Nobody will hire me because im a Werwolf.
But my Friends Support me with a Bit of Cash Here and there, and i often stay with Sirius in His Apartment.
James and Lily are expectimg a Baby. I Just Hope He who must Not be named won't find them.
I really do.
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Their little Boy woud be 6 now..
And they'd be 26.. but they ever only Made It to 21..
Im all alone now..
James is dead, killed by Voldemort..
Sirius is in azkaban for Killing Peter..
Sirius was a death Eater.. He told Voldemort where James and Lilly were and then killed Peter..
Surey i still have people who Support me, aspecialy from the Order of the Phoenix.. but Not ever as Close, or even really Close at all..