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Hi Kudo-kun, I already know that you won’t expect this letter on your table tonight, but I tried to meet you in these days and you were busy and we couldn’t find a moment to meet each other.
I loved you, Shinichi kudo, but now it’s time for me to go.
I have to, I will always have a place for you in my heart, and honestly, it doesn’t matter that I won’t be in yours.
Everything I wanted was to see you happy and I know that she makes you happy. My feelings for you are scripted in a lot of letters like these, letters that I don't mean to show you.
You have my heart, my soul, I tremble every time I see you.
I am glad you have someone you love so unconditionally and that girl seems to love you truly.
I wish I will be so lucky to find one day this gentle, kind of love.
I wish to find someone that could look at me and say “ I want to spend the rest of my life with you “ or typical phrases like “ I adore you and with you I feel like at home”.
I can’t stay here and watching you be with her, I hope you'll understand me.
It's okay , I just need to restart, to find myself, to find the courage to love myself.
I can’t exprime how much I am grateful Kudo-Kun, you gave me so much and I wish you the best things of the world.
Best regards,
Miyano Shiho