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Thanos had noticed it a while ago, but he hasn't bothered to point it out yet, even though it was really starting to get onto his nerves - the way Namgyu was staring daggers into his back.
It was lights out, so Namgyu probably couldn't even see him properly, but that didn't seem to stop him. Thanos tried to ignore him, hoping that he'd eventually get bored enough to mind his own business, but when about half an hour had already passed, he started to get annoyed.
He rolled around to face the other, and sure enough, Namgyu was watching him from one of the higher bunks.
"What," Thanos said, staring back at the vague outline of the other.
Namgyu didn't answer for a while, carefully weighing his response options. "Can't sleep," he finally answered.
"So you're staring at me instead?"
"I was waiting for you to fall asleep so I can steal some drugs from you."
Thanos scoffed. It was hard to tell whether he was joking or not, but even if he was being honest, it didn't explain why he had to stare for so long. "Yeah, I'm not giving you any now."
Namgyu clicked his tongue, obviously displeased. But instead of leaving it at that and trying to get some sleep, he climbed out of his bunk and went over to Thanos.
"What are you doing?" Thanos asked as Namgyu started to climb into his bed.
"Getting some drugs."
"I told you you're not getting any."
Namgyu sat down on his bed, and Thanos propped himself up. "Why not?"
"I've given you enough, man. I still want some for myself."
"Dude, just one."
Namgyu leaned forward and reached for the cross around Thanos' neck, but he was quick to cover it up with his hand. "What's wrong with you?"
Namgyu didn't stop and continued to try and get ahold of the cross, struggling to attempt to pry open the others hand, which was holding onto the cross for dear life.
Thanos tried pushing him away, but he recoiled and fell onto his back, causing Namgyu to follow him and land right on top of him, enclosing him with his hands on either side of his head. They paused for a bit to stare at each other with mortified looks, but when Thanos unconsciously loosened his grip for a second, Namgyu took the opportunity to continue to force his hands open. Thanos tried to push the other away and take control of the situation, but Namgyu didn't back down and did everything in his power to gain the upper hand.
They continued grunting and rolling around and pushing each other - it probably looking more like an amateurish attempt at wrestling, rather than a serious fight over drugs between two addicts - which woke up a few player beside them who then started looking around in fear that a fight had broken out.
Namgyu has somehow found himself on top of Thanos again, and Thanos was trying to keep the other away by pushing against his shoulder to prevent his torso from getting closer, but his hand started to slip, and before he knew it he had lost his grip and Namgyu came rushing forward with force, ending with their lips accidentally crashing together.
They both went quiet, and Namgyu quickly scrambled to get off Thanos, staring at him with wide eyes. The other did the same, his pulse high and mind hazy.
After what felt like hours of silence, and a million words exchange by just staring at each other, Thanos decide to "fuck it" and said what they were both thinking.
"I really want to kiss you right now," he whispered, the fact that someone could possibly hear them almost not mattering in the moment.
"Same," Namgyu replied.
That's how they ended up making out, all the unspoken words and tension finally finding a way out. All their morals disappeared immediately as Thanos snuck his tongue inside the other's mouth, Namgyu reacting by practically melting onto him. It was sloppy and not trained at all, but neither of them cared; they were too busy with living in the moment.
They would have continued for who knows how long, if it weren't for some random guy above them to interrupt them by saying: "Hey, can you please do this somewhere else? Some of us are trying to sleep!"
They quickly went apart, embarrassed, and hoping that neither he or anyone else had seen them.
Namgyu carefully got up and snuck back to his bed, making sure not to be noticed and completely forgetting why he had left in the first place.
It took a while for Thanos to calm down, which he did while still clutching his cross as if it was the only source of comfort in the world. He opened it to see the same amount of pills as the last time he had checked and closed it again with a sigh.
But that's when he realised something.
"Shit, we weren't even high."