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It's been three months. Three months, since he'd seen Magnus the last time. After Magnus broke up with him, he didn't do anything for a whole month besides texting him, waiting in front of his door and apologizing to him in every way he could imagine.
But then, one afternoon, when he just wanted to walk over to Magnus' again, Jace stopped him.
"Alec, this has to stop."
The boy stared at him with a confused look:" What do you mean?"
"You have to stop pining after Magnus." His look got a litte softer and he put a Hand on Alec's shoulder.
"I know, you love him. And that it's not easy. I get that... but while you're trying to get him back all the time, you're just hurting yourself even more."
He put a hand through his blonde hair, when he sah Alec's face with a look of hurt on it.
"I know, that's a bit harsh, but if he wanted you back... he would have called you back. He broke up with you Alec. It's time for you to start to get over it, and stop with the attempts of getting him back.
After that, Alec looked at him with sad blue eyes, before he finally nodded.
"Du you think...?" he asked.
"Huh?"
"Do you think, he just doesn't love me anymore?" Alec nearly choked on his own words, but after they were our, he felt a little bit better.
Jace slowly shook his head:" I... i don't know."
After that, Alec had stalked back an disappeared in his bedroom. There, he put on the ugliest clothes he could find, and spent the rest of the day in his bed with his laptop on his lap.
The next two months, he spent either there, in the library or in the kitchen. Besides the few timesm that Isabelle and Jace dragged him to some restaurants.
But then, one day, he came to the point, that he knew, that his life had to go on. Even without Magnus. He still missed him terribly, and his heart neraly ripped apart every time he thought of him. So he tried to ban Magnus from his thoughts, every time he realized, that he was in them.
While he was searching for one of his shirts Izzy must have stolen from him again, his eyes fell on her dressing table.
Well, when she steals from me, she won't have a problem with me doing the same, he thought, took the hairspray and her eyeliner, and returned to his room. A few seconds later he stood in front of his mirror and drew a thin line just above his eyelashes. He sighed when his hand was shaking and did the same with the other eye.
Frustrated, he put some of the hairspray in his hair, but couldn't think of anything else, then of how ridiculous he looked.
Then, for the first time in two months, he put on normal clothes. A pair of dark pants and a fitting dark blue shirt, which Magnus bought...
No.
A fitting dark blue shirt. Fullstop.
He took his black leather jacket from the chair and set off.
Just a little later he felt a little ridiculous. Okay. Very ridiculous. Even more ridiculous, wenn he entered the club and remembered 'Oh yeah. That's why i never wanted to go to clubs with Magn...'
No. Nope. No chance. And no Magnus.
'Come on,' he thought, 'It's not going to be that bad.'
He sat down at the bar, without noticing the eyes, that were on him, while he was moving. One moment, after he sat down, he felt something wet on his shirt.
"Shit! Sorry, i don't have the best balance. I'm really sorry."
Alec looked up with confused eyes and met green laughing ones.
And now, one month later, he was here. In a huge loft full of dancing people. With Jasper.
Earlier that evening he had knocked at Jaspers door, which was opened real quick. Alecsjaw dropped open, when he saw, that Jasper din't wear anything, but towel around his hips.
It was the first time, he saw him more or less naked, well they only knew each other for a month now, and Alec couldn't deny, that he was pretty flabbergasted. Jasper was nearly as good in shape as Alec himself.
Jasper noticed his staring and cleared his throat. Alec's eyes momentarily shot up to meet Jaspers, and he noticed, that a slight blush was creeping up Jaspers cheeks.
'Well, it was nice to once not be the one that blushed', he thought, but then he quickly remembered his 'No-Magnus-Rule'.
"Er." Jasper began, and drove through his wet hair. "I'm ready in a minute. Just need to get dressed."
"Sure. I'm early anyway."
Jasper shut the front door, and before he left for the bathroom, he put a sweet short kiss on Alec's lips. But Alec had other plans.
When Jasper wanted to pull back, he softly put a hand in his neck and deepened their kiss. The brown-haired boy made a suprised sound, but then he put his hands on Alec's hips. Alec's hand wandered down Jasper's naked torso and he notices how Jasper shivered under his touch and he had to smirk.
"You sure, that i should get dressed?" Jasper grinned against his lips and Alec smiled.
"You wanted to go to that party. So yeah. As disappointing as i think it is." he added and poutet, so that Jasper started to nibble lightly on his lip, before he disappeared in the bathroom with a little smirk.
A few minutes later he came back to the bedroom. Fully dressed.
"So? Do i look good enough, you don't have to be ashamed of me?" Jasper laughed and bit down on his lip, when he sah Alec lying on his bed.
"Always." Alec smiled, took his hand and pulled him down onto the bed.