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1. Will I be known and loved? by Lightbluedevil

   Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Xiao Xingchen/Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei
   • A-Qing & Xiao Xingchen
   • A-Qing & Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei
   • Xiao Xingchen
   • Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei
   • A-Qing (Modao Zushi)
   • Original Characters
   • Past Song Lan | Song Zichen/Xiao Xingchen
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Yi City Arc Fix-It (Modao Zushi)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Getting Together
   • Codependency
   • Obsessive Behavior
   • Psychopathology & Sociopathy
   • Warning: Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei
   • Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei is Bad at Feelings
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Moral Dilemmas
   • Blood and Injury
   • housewife xue yang
   • Top Xiao Xingchen
   • Bottom Xue Yang | Xue Chengmei
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • sequel will be songxuexiao
   • Chronic Pain
   • Nightmares

   Summary

   Xue Yang rushed to his daozhang’s side to examine his wounds. There was a long slash from his collarbone - way too close to his neck - down to his chest. It wasn't too deep but the blood kept spilling out at an alarming rate. Xue Yang cursed and started to transfer what little spiritual energy he could. It wasn’t exactly in his strengths, to heal someone, but Xiao Xingchen was not. allowed. to. die.

   Or

   Something goes wrong on a night hunt that leaves Xiao Xingchen injured, Xue Yang has to reconsider the priorities in his revenge plan, because that's still what he wants. Right? So why does the sight of blood on those white robes make him feel so unwell?

   Series

   • Part 1 of You, lost and lonely

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   English

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