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1. Lost Constellations--Will I ever find my home? by Ember_x_Mystery

   Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Other, Gen
   • Work in Progress

   03 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Isabeau/Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
   • Isabeau & Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
   • Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
   • Isabeau (In Stars And Time)
   • Mirabelle (In Stars And Time)
   • Odile (In Stars And Time)
   • Bonnie (In Stars And Time)
   • Mal Du Pays (In Stars And Time)
   • Siffrin Needs A Hug (In Stars And Time)
   • Siffrin Gets A Hug (In Stars and Time)
   • (But not for a while)
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Post-Canon
   • Depression
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Touch-Starved Siffrin (In Stars and Time)
   • Asexual Siffrin (In Stars and Time)
   • Trauma
   • Literally all the spoilers (all acts. Two Hats. Everything)
   • Siffrin Has Chronic Pain
   • Very detailed description of post-canon trauma. Literally so detailed.
   • Talking about the Bonnie-King event
   • Very very detailed post-canon exploration of trauma
   • Memory problems/memory loss

   Summary

   Following the break of the timeloops, Siffrin is hurting. He's gone through so much and it's not going to be easy to move past. They're not the same Sif that everyone else seems to remember. They don't even remember how they used to be. And... even if they do, their family specifically doesn't want them to put up those masks anymore.

   Who is he without the masks?

   Is he someone worth knowing?

   (I explore Siffrin's trauma from the time loops including his depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts. Eventually, he gets helped and opens up more to his family, but it's a long road to get there.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   54,214

   Chapters:

   6/?

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