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1. but i am living, still by t78ori

   Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games), Star Wars - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   04 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Cal Kestis & Trilla Suduri | Second Sister
   • Cere Junda & Trilla Suduri | Second Sister
   • BD-1 & Cal Kestis
   • Cal Kestis & Merrin
   • Cal Kestis
   • Trilla Suduri | Second Sister
   • Cere Junda
   • BD-1 (Star Wars)
   • Merrin the Nightsister (Star Wars)
   • Masana Tide | Ninth Sister
   • Grand Inquisitor (Star Wars)
   • Anakin Skywalker | Darth Vader
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • from basically the prologue of J:FO
   • Inquisitor Cal Kestis
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Psychological Torture
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Dreams and Nightmares
   • Needles
   • Imperial Inquisitors (Star Wars)
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Found Family
   • Cere Junda is doing her best
   • Planet Nur | Location of Fortress Inquisitorius (Star Wars)
   • despite the above warnings its not actually that grimdark
   • the process of finding your found family when ur all awful and traumatised
   • slow burn but its enemies to coworkers
   • Cal Kestis Needs a Hug
   • Cere Junda Needs a Hug
   • the healing power of friendship
   • no beta we die like... well... nay... i shan't say

   Summary

   Choice.

   Cal chokes, a breathless laugh. “You want me to join you? Me?”

   The Inquisitor doesn’t seem to find it as funny as Cal does. “And why is that so unbelievable, young one? Your hate is impressive. Your fear already rules you. You are one of us already, even if you don’t accept it yet.”

   “Black isn’t really my colour.”

    

   (Or: The Second Sister captures Cal on Bracca, and Cal Kestis cements his place in the history books as the worst Inquisitor to ever do it. He keeps helping the rebels, and befriending droids. It’s embarrassing, really.)

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