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Tom knew that he made a good decision changing his profession. Not that being a police oficer was bad or anything, it totally wasn’t but it wasn’t something he thought he was meant to do. Truth be told, he didn’t even apply for that job. His agency where he worked as a spy felt bad enough after his incident that they sent his recommendation to the nearest police station. So Tom had to accept it not to be jobless.
And for almost 3 years it was going really well. He fulfilled his dream of using his skills and strength to protect others and could eat any amount of donuts a man could dream of. And if it wasn’t for his job, he would never adopt Gabs. That little white-grey devil was the biggest reason for him to come back home as soon as possible.
But after the last action he decided this job might be too much for his already damaged mentality. It was supposed to be an ordinary day. But when he and Johnson caught a drunk driver Tom was caught in a crossfire. Johnson started hitting that man so hard that Tom was scared he would kill him. Tom tried to interfere but got a few more marks on his already scarred face for next few weeks. And the first thing he did after leaving the hospital was hand in his resignation.
That way Tom became a lifeguard. He always loved swimming and and ended medical courses. In summer he was looking over people on the beach, when it was colder on a local swimming pool. He also got to train young kids who just began their adventure with water. Those kids treated him like their mentor and after he told them how he got his scars saving the others he was called a superhero. He didn’t think of himself as one but it gave him enough confidence boost.
Yes, working as a lifeguard had more positives than police oficer but there was one not so small issue. The salary.
As a police oficer Tom earned enough for everything he needed and even had enough to save a little. Now, he was barely making the cut and last winter he had to borrow money from his savings to buy a new winter coat. Unfortunately, rents in Toronto were pretty high and with his therapy sessions also not being cheap, Tom was in a bit of a trouble.
That was until his therapist gave him an idea. Tom’s house had one room that he hardly ever use so he could rent it, get some money and meet someone new. Tom thought of it for a bit but when his bill came he decided it was worth giving a shot.
Next day he called his mum to help him create an online offer and she was happy to do so. She even managed to find a day to come over to help Tom get his house to perfectly clean state. She also advised him that he is the owner of the house so he should only opt for somebody that he likes. And also recommended him to make a potential candidate sign that if Tom wanted to kick them out he could, without having to wait month for court to find him a new place to stay in. Tom got really excited that he would easily find someone to live with. Poor boy didn’t know yet what are people’s standards these days.
First was a guy that said on a phone call he was just beginning his first year at the University and that his parents would pay so Tom had nothing to worry about. Maybe Tom didn’t, but that guy thought he had to. Once he saw Tom he suddenly got tensed. While Tom was guiding him through a house he noticed that the guy was only looking at him which made Tom uncomfortable as he knew what was racing on his mind. His scars.
”You look like a drug addict who got cut because he didn’t pay his debt on time”. That was the line the guy used to alert he wasn’t interested in Tom’s offer anymore. Tom wanted to yell at him for being so insensitive but only clenched his fists and told him to go away.
Next opportunity came two days later. It was a woman in her thirties, well-dressed, probably businesswoman. And everything was going poorly from the beginning. She complained that the room was too small, that it wasn’t sound proof and she needed a perfect silence as she was working for a company remotely. She complained about Tom’s cups in Minions. Tom got them from his mum when he was in elementary school and he thought everything tasted better from them. Next point of complaint was Tom’s job. If he was paying more attention in school he would have a better job she said. That would be enough to make Tom end this pointless discussion but next thing that happened made him boil inside.
His cat woke up from a sofa and when lady saw it she tried to froce Tom to get rid off the cat if she were to live there. Before Tom reacted Gabs hissed at the lady and she kicked Gabs in response. This was enough to remove the lady from his house by force. No one was doing harm to his ”daughter” and she helped Tom too much in his depressive phases to get rid off her for someone who din’t even respect him.
Next day someone new came over. Guy who just opened his car shop. For the first time he had a good conversation with someone who replied to his offer. After going through the entire house two boys spent their time talking about man stuff: cars, hockey, football, gym workouts. Tom had a good time so he was surprised to see Gabs not being happy at all. She never minded when one of his colleagues came over so what’s different now? Well, Tom was about to find out.
”So, Tom I was thinking that we should go to club this Friday. Gotta invite some babes to our new kingdom. What do you say?”. The guy asked him, thinking that maybe with Tom’s body structure he would have an easier time to get a girl. They would meet two besties, Tom would take one and he wil get the other one.
”Sorry, but I prefer guys.” Tom replied and in a moment a content of coke’s can was all over his hair.
”I DID NOT agree to live with a fucking faggot under one roof. You’ve been thinking how to get into my bed since the start of the conversation!” The man was shouting and even tried to punch Tom but Tom stopped him and with a brute force threw him out of his house. After taking few breaths his body started to shake. As many bad people as he met in his life, this was the first time someone was straight up homophobic towards him. Tom never said there weren’t any reasons to dislike but intolerance was something he wasn’t going to accept.
The next day a young girl came over. Everyhting was going well until she noticed Tom’s medicine on the kitchen table. She said to be a medicine student so she recognized the brand and immediately knew that Tom was suffering from mental issues.
”I’m sorry but I can’t live with someone with mental problems. My distant cousin has ones and from the stories I heard I don’t want to involve myself with it. I’m really sorry, but you also should have told me earlier.” With that she left and Tom was just standing there, trying to process everything that happened not just today but over all these days.
That night when Tom got himself under a blanket he finally let few tears slide his cheek. He didn’t cry often but he finally felt these past few days taking a toll on him. He was lost in his thought until Gabs lied on his chest.
”So what did we learn? I am a hideous drug addict, faggot, have bad taste and I’m a psychopath. Good thing that atleast you don’t seem bothered by it kitty.” Tom was trying to sound like he was joking but truth was, he really felt like people had this opinion of him. And the only thing he did was being himself. Maybe it was time to give up and start looking for another job. But then Gabs would have to wait even longer for him to come back home. After breathing loudly Tom decides to postpone thinking about it till tomorrow.
Tom was thankful that next day he was free from work as he still felt down by what he heard. He took his equipment and started exercising to get his mind off of past days. As he was in his last series of push-ups he heard a bell. He was surprised as no one contacted him anymore with the free room.
At the door he saw a guy with blue hair, a bit smaller than him. Tom had to admit, he was kinda cute.
”Really sorry for not calling earlier but I was so busy. I hope the offer is still available. My name is Jake.” Jake extended his hand and Tom shook it.
”I’m Tom. Really nice to meet you. Let me show you around. Altough I didn’t expect anyone today so I didn’t clean everything.” Tom tried to explain himself as last days taught him he should give as much information at the beginning as possible. He took his equipment that was all over the room and wiped his forehead from sweat when Gabs decided to see the new guest.
”No worries. OMG, what a cute cat.” Gabs was already smelling Jake and even wrapped her tail around his leg. This gave Tom a bit more hope.
”So this is a room just for you. Look around if you like it.” Jake was looking around and Tom was trying to figure out what was going through his mind. The room was pretty simple. One bed, table with multiple cupboards and a big wardrobe.
”This is perfect. I’ll take it.”
”Wait, not so fast. First I’ll have to get to know you and then we’ll have to do all the paperwork. As much as it pains me, if something goes wrong I’ll have to be brutal.” With that said Tom made both of them a tea.
”So tell me a little bit about yourself Jake.”
”What’s there to say? One of my friends found this offer and thought it would suit me. I work remotely. I’m involved in wedding planning so you don’t have to worry about payments on time.” Jake said laughing lightly. Tom listened but he had to be honest with Jake. He should know what he’s signing for.
”Listen, over the last few days people were… critical about me so I need to tell you a few things because I want to be honest with you.” Tom started altough he made a pause. Getting off these things from his chest wasn’t easy at all.
”First, I suffer from PTSD. You can probably guess why looking at my face. There is a possibility I’ll wake up in the middle of the night screaming. If it’s too much for you I’ll understand.”
”If you can stand my BPD ass then I’ll return the favour.”
”I also prefer men. Hopefully that doesn’t make you uncomfortable.”
”Well, that makes the two of us I guess.” Jake laughed and Tom reciprocated.
”I can also be childish or dumb, so I’ll probably annoy you.”
”If you mean like you’ve been behaving so far I can say it has its charm.” Tom couldn’t help but smile hearing that. As bad as it sounds, maybe only someone with problems could really understand him.
”I’m really sorry if anyone made you feel bad about these things. Especially the sexuality. My parents are homophobic so I know what if feels like when someone judges you about something you can’t change.”
For the first time Jake got sad. Tom couldn’t watch his smile fade so he hugged him.
”Let’s make a deal. We’ll see for some time how we feel living together and if I like the way it goes we’ll be roommates, is that okay?” Jake just nodded and hugged Tom, burrying his head in his chest.
After the conversation Tom helped Jake get all his stuff to his room. As it was getting late they both wished each other good night and went to sleep.
Next day Tom went to his job. There was this thought in his mind that Jake might rob his house in the meantime but since his cat seemed to like Jake, the chances of that happening were really small.
Returning home, a delicious smell of dinner got inside Tom’s nostrils. He welcomed Gabs and looked around to see the house much cleaner than usual.
”I’ve made some dinner. Cooking for one person doesn’t pay off so I made one for you as well.” Jake greeted him with a plate of sphagetti.
”I guess I won’t be mad about me.” Tom laughed before sitting beside the table. While eating Tom talked briefly about his day at work (nothing interesting really happened). After the dinner Jake proposed they watch a movie together. Tom wanted to make a comment about Jake being a little ”too nice”, but eventually decided to move along.
It turned out they both like cheesy soap operas from 90-s and reality TV shows like ”Race to the place”. Under one blanket and with a cat between them they spent the rest of the afternoon, until Jake started yawning and decided it was time for him to go sleep.
Next few days were equally peaceful. Tom and Jake met after Tom went back from his work and usually spent time together watching movies, going to park to fish or just talking about themselves. Tom really felt a lot lighter after these few days. He came back home for a delicious dinner, clean house and Gabs wasn’t so lonely anymore. Tom was growing to the decision of letting Jake stay in. He didn’t know yet that this night was about to be a big test for their relation.
That night Tom had one of his nightmares yet again. Ropes around his body disabled his from moving. He was once again staring at that mafia boss. After refusing once again to tell anything he got a knife from his pocket. A sharp steel was moving through his skin. Only pain, blood and wish someone ended his suffering. That awful smell of blood streaming down his face, arms and chest. That feeling he was about to die tortured and no one would be sad. Metal was racing around his skin until it was close to his heart, trying slowly to push through.
With that he woke up with a loud scream, trying his best to calm his breaths. He touched scars on his cheek and felt they were pulsing. His body was shaking. He wanted to move but he felt some weird pressure on his body forcing him to stay in bed. He still felt between 2 realities until he heard someone unlocking the door.
”Tom, what’s going on?” Asked Jake, visibly worried after hearing loud noises. He put his hand on Tom’s shoulder, thinking of a way to help him.
”I told you this would happen. If you don’t want to deal with it anymore you can leave. I’ll accept that. It might be too difficult for anyone and me going through difficult times doesn't excuse me being a burden.” Tom said, trying to push Jake away from his problems. But instead, Jake got himself under Tom’s blanket and hugged him tightly.
”Maybe it’ll help if you don’t stay alone this night.” Jake said, preparing to go to sleep. Tom wanted to protest but he didn’t have any strength at the moment so he let Jake sleep with him in one bed. And for the rest of the night Tom didn’t have any nightmare, rather a good dream about him and Jake slaying dragons and saving the city.
That night was enough of a prove for Tom to make an agreement with Jake and let him stay. With that Tom had to adjust to new reality, where some new problems arrived.Turns out just having someone around didn’t make their traumas completely disappear.
Jake, for instance, had massive self-destructive tendencies. Whenever he messed up, like burning chicken or slip a glass and break it he would immediately go on to call himself names, thinking he’s the worst and almost ripping his hair off. Tom usually hugged Jake until he calmed down and reassured him many times that everything was okay until Jake composed himself. Because for Jake it was hard to tell himself that his mistakes doesn't make him useless. That's what he always heard, that's what he remembered so how can he forgive himself? But for Tom he tried again and again.
Meanwhile Tom had the opposite problem. Whenever a problem occured he would close the door and just wait for it to disappear. Jake had too persistently reach out to Tom in order to get him to talk about his issues. Since Tom had to move out often he never really had anyone to really confess his feelings. But with Jake he tried little by little to open up and be honest with himself.
Of course, they weren’t only dealing with each other’s problems. Most of their time they were just having fun around each other. Tom also got to meet Jake’s friends. Despite being shy at first, everyone welcomed him as their new ”big daddy”.
One time Tom and Jake went together to a chinese restaurant that Tom loved. Before leaving the house Tom looked at himself at the mirror for the last time.
”Are you sure this shirt looks good?” Tom asked and Jake just stared at him and unbottened the top 2 buttons.
”Now it’s perfect.” With a little laughter they both left and spent their time seeing how much they can stuff inside. And it was that night that Tom started to realize he was falling for Jake. Because now matter how many bricks the wall he put up have, Jake always managed to take them all. He saw his for something more than just a failure. For the first time Tom didn’t feel like he screwed something up. He felt butterflies in his stomach thinking about Jake and he was blushing while they were hugging. For the first time Tom imagined himself in a relationship with someone.
But as always, there had to be some problems. Tom had absolutely zero love experience. He hasn’t even kssed a guy before. And after hearing a lot of stories about Jake’s toxic ex he knew Jake would have higher standards now. Why would he choose him over literally anyone else who didn't have a big emotional baggage with him? He made a comment about Tom being good-looking every once in a while but Tom always interpreted it as Jake just being nice to him or just having a bit too much pity for him.
This didn’t mean that moving on would be easy for Tom. One day he came back home earlier. Jake didn’t greet him and his room was locked. Tom didn’t want to invade his privacy so he went and also locked himself in the room. Thinking about Jake for a longer time made him realize that he was hard. He changed his jeans for more loose trousers and then took them off to his knees along with bis boxers.
He grabbed his phone and started looking for blue-haired guys online. Maybe it wad disgusting to jerk himself thinking about someone in the next room but Tom couldn’t help him. He didn’t really know how his first time with Jake would suppose to look like but he guessed it was high time to create a vision.
Scrolling down his phone he noticed someone had a similar goofy Minion cups to his. But then he realized that wasn’t a coincidence. That looked like his room! He was a bit ashamed to pay to see the onlyfans of „”watermelon twink” but he preffered to be sure.
He was hoping it was just some stupid joke but unfortunately he saw Jake streaming from his room. He had a carnival mask on his face and… nothing else on him. He was choking on a dildo and his fingers were stacked in his hole. Tom’s face was now scarlett from embarassment, feeling harder than ever before.
”What do you think about that turns you on so much?” Someone said a few dollars donation with that question. Tom looked to see that the donation counter was at over 500 dollars.
”Oh, it has to be my roommate. He’s just the sexiest man alive. I mean, he’s the reason why I started to have a scar kink in the first place.” Jake responded, making Tom feel uncomfortable.
Soon, someone asked to see his picture and Jake showed the photo where they were hugging between two swans in the park. Tom thought this was already bad enough. But then someone asked for a photo where he would be less clothed and offered a lot of money. Tom was sure Jake would refuse but instead Jake showed a photo when they were together on a beach. And needless to say Tom was just in his swimsuit.
”He would be so cute if not for that scars ewwwwwww”
”Look at his bulge in that tight swimsuit”
”I would pay all money I have to smash his level 10 gyatt”
”I heard about guys having cake but he has a whole ass bakery”
”He just looks so fuckable”
”I can hear the echo after I gave him a slap. Hopefully he’s as tight as I think”
”Do you think he tops or bottoms?”
Those were all comments that Tom heard. After few moments he came out of pure shame. When he closed his eyes he could feel those perverts trying to touch him, thinking of him as nothing more than a sexual object. Tom wanted to cry at the moment. After years of therapy trying to accept his own image it was destroyed again in just few moments.
”I read your comments people and all i have to say is rel.” Jake said and with that Tom turned off the stream and threw his phone on the floor. He decided to go shower, feeling so dirty after all of that.
Later Jake saw Tom not really eating too much of dinner, which was unusual of him.
”Tom, I see that something is wrong. Are you feeling alright?”
”I uhm… I’m just feeling sick. I’m sorry.” Tom lied but he looked so miserable that Jake believed him.
”Go to bed, I’ll get some medicine. And if you need me then call me ,okay?” Tom just nodded, trying to leave to his room as soon as possible. He was so kind to him after letting those creeps pay money to make a scenarios of how they'll finish him.
That night he barely had any sleep. He was really upset. Using him like that was not something Tom thought would happen. Maybe he was wrong about Jake. Maybe it was time to confront Jake and ask him to leave.
Next day Tom couldn’t focus on his job. His mind was racing with events of yesterday. He nervously looked at the clock to see minutes slowly passing, marching the end of his shift. He couldn’t run from this problem. He had to face and it terrified him.
Coming back home Tom felt a big pressure on his chest. He felt a huge guldge in his throat when he heard Jake welcoming him for dinner. Tom swallowed hard telling himself to wait until they ate dinner.
”Is there something wrong Tom? You’ve been unusually quiet. If you’re still not feeling well maybe you should see a doctor.” Jake said with a worry. Tom didn’t know whether it was genuine or Jake was playing with him again. He didn’t know anything anymore.
”How was your work recently?” Tom asked and saw a bit of fear on Jake’s face.
”We’ve signed a big contract recently. It is more hectic now but with a bigger work comes a bigger payoff. And don't worry. I still have enough time to prepare dinner for my big hero.” Jake laughed but Tom had nothing to laugh about. He was preparing in his mind how to continue it.
”So that’s the reason why you didn’t greet me yesterday when I came back home.” Tom said, a bit harsher than he wanted.
”Sorry for that but work is work. Why are you so invested in my job all of a sudden?” Jake asked and Tom felt something boiling inside him and slammed his fists into the table, scaring Jake off.
”Because I know you’re lying to my face! Does a name watermelon twink ring a bell to you?” Jake was so shocked that he couldn’t say a word.
”I know that you earn money by sucking fake dicks on cameras in front of thousand perverts! Is this how wedding planning looks these days?” Tom started shouting, unable to control himself.
”Tom, you really do not understand.” Jake tried to reason with him but Tom was too angry at the moment.
”What the fuck do I not understand? That I live with a prostiture under one roof? How many of these guys did you bring and fuck with under my blankets?”
”For your information, with zero. And you’re clearly not in state to reason with. I’ll be back in few hours when you calm down.” Jake responded, trying to leave the house but Tom’s strong arm took his arm forcing him to stay.
”Let go Tom, it hurts.”
”And you know what hurts me? That you showed these people my picture in swimsuit, let them monologue about how much they want to fuck me. And you agreed to this. You even insisted on them to continue just to get more money. And now I feel like I was raped. Is this what you wanted? Do you want me now to take off my clothes so you can fuck me? Or better. Maybe record it for those perverts and earn good money. Who cares what that guy thinks? Right?” Tom was yelling, he almost fell his throat being sore.
”I’m really sorry Tom.” Jake said, not looking in Tom’s eyes. He felt tears in his eyes. It was a mix of guilt and fear of Tom being aggressive towards him.
”I worked so hard to rebuild my body image and you ruined it in few seconds. You fucking disgust me.”
And then something neither of them expected happened. Tom punched Jake in the face so hard he fell on the floor. Jake was too shocked to feel pain. He just saw few bloodrops on the floor and then looked in the mirror to see his nose being broken. Before Tom could say anything Jake grabbed a tissue and then left, slamming the door.
Tom was devastated. He sat on the floor, hugging his knees and started crying. He was mad at himself for letting his emotions get the best of him. Seeing Jake’s blood on his hands he thought about his father physically abusing him. Maybe Tom was much more similar to him than he thought.
After some time he heard a bell. He looked to see James outside. Prepared for the Brazilian to punch him, he prepared himself for attack and opened the door.
”Listen Tom, we have to talk.” James said, throwing a can of beer to Tom.
”Jake came to us with a broken nose and told us you did it. But he didn’t explain how it happened. What you did was terrible but I’m just surprised it happened in the first place. I want to hear your part of the story.” James started, wanting the conversation to go on as much of a neutral territory as possible.
”Maybe I’m just an aggressive asshole like my father.” Tom replied, looking sideways.
”We know that’s not true Tom. I remembered when that 2 homophobes attacked us in park with metal bats and you beat them up by yourself to protect us. You wouldn’t hurt Jake unless you had a reason and I want to hear it. I don’t want to see your conflict. It’s been less than an hour and you both already look like miserable mess.” James said, trying to encourage Tom to spit it out.
”He was using my room as a studio to parade naked in front of cameras and get money.” James widened his eyes hearing that.
”Jake once admitted while drunk that he earned money this way but he promised he would stop it. I didn’t think he would lie like that Altough, looking at how far the things have gone, I don’t think it is a full story.”
”He also showed this perverts my photo and encouraged them to comment how they’ll fuck me. I just felt so disgusted by it. I really couldn’t control myself. I was so mad, I was yelling at him until I felt I needed to let go of my frustrations. I ddin't want to hurt him.” James put a hand on Tom’s shoulder.
”I’m calling Jake to come here right now. You 2 need to talk this out. Jake told us how important you are to him so he probably also had his reasons. I've learned that nothing is just white or just black. But if you want to fight this, you need to communicate.”
With that James forced Jake to come over and when he did yelled at him for lying to his friends. Not wanting to hear his explanations he told him to explain himself to Tom and left.
”Tom, I’m really sorry about all of this.” Jake began, beating himself up in his mind for doing something so stupid.
”I should be the one to apologize. I broke your nose. I’m dangerous.”
”Don’t talk bullshit Tom. I did something stupid and paid the price for it.”
”Why did you do that? Was it so hard for you to find a job? I’d help even if you told me at the beginning. I understand you had a difficult past, both of us had but why do something like that? Don’t you feel ashamed of yourself?”
”It’s not like that. The truth is I started my streams after my ex broke up with me. He cheated on me because he said I was terrible in bed. I started to read a lot about this stuff to the point where I was invested. And then I started it to see if I became better. I wanted to end this but it was an easy way to earn money. I just wanted to do few more streams, get enough money and invite you to Madrid like you wanted and then find a new job.”
”Then why did you lie to these people that I turn you on? Why did you show them my photo?”
”I wasn’t lying Tom. I really think you’re the most beautiful man inside and outside. At that moment I was really thinking about how good you look. I was feeling so horny that it didn’t cross my mind then how much I hurt your privacy. I’m really sorry Tom. I promise I’ll delete my account today. I love you Tom. You’re the first person since my grandma died that really made my life feel meaningful again.”
Feeling he lost his voice Jake told him what his instincts told him and pressed his lips against Tom’s. Tom was surprised but melted into the kiss.
”I also love you Jake. I don’t know if I’m good enough for you but I also love you.”
”You’re more than I could ever ask for.” Tom felt so touched by those words that now he kissed Jake. After a little brawl of their tongues Tom managed to break through. Jake wrapped his arms around his neck to push him closer.
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3 month later
Tom was currently in Madrid with Jake. Their vacation were slowly coming to an end. Tom was standing on the balcony, admiring the city.
„”What are you doing big buddy?” Jake came to behind him to hug him.
”Just thinking about life. How much this holiday was a celebration of my first ever relationship.” Tom replied and then saw a smirk on Jake’s face.
”I have a way we could fully celebrate that.” And with that he took Tom’s hand and both boys disappeared behind the doors.
Jake pushed Tom onto the bed and climbed on top of him. Kissing him with nothing but lust as he unbottoned Tom’s shirt.
”I’m going to make you feel really good. Don’t worry about a thing.” With that he kissed him roughly and put his hand on his asscheek, altough this time he noticed some hesistation on Tom’s side.
”What’s wrong Tom? Tell me everything.” Jake said with a worry in his voice.
”I…uhm…well…I… I thought I’d like to be a top.” Tom said with a shy face and seeing Jake surprised by that he started to further explain himself.
”Of course if you don’t want it I will shut up and let you do as you please. Sorry for ruining the mood.” Tom felt bad about adding his problems even now but Jake’s kiss calmed him down for a moment.
”I’m perfectly fine with that. Why would you think I’d force you into submission?”
”Well, it’s that I’m inexperienced. I’ve never done this and you have a knowledge. You’re also the one flirting with me while I’m oblivious. You’re the one who inititaties the kiss. Besides, all these people were going crazy about me being bottom and you agreed with them so I thought you wanted and I was mentally preparing myself but I don’t want it. Atleast not yet. Hope you understand.”
”Of course, Tom. This is our relations. And sex involves two people both of which are equally important. If you want to top then don’t think about any comments and do what you think will make you happy.”
”Thank you so much.”
”Can I also have one request for you?” Jake asked and Tom nodded.
”For this moment stop thinking. Just let your instinct guide you. If something’s wrong I’ll tell but until then I want you to do what you desire.”
With that Tom kissed Jake roughly, completely dominating him. Tom didn’t know where the sudden confidence boost came from but it didn’t matter. He climbed on top of Jake and both boys took each other’s shirts. Tom kissed him again, licking his teeth, then going to his neck, kissing, sucking, finding a spot where his skin would be the most sensitive. Jake moaned loudly, causing Tom to suck deeper into delicate flesh.
Going down he planted kisses on his stomach. He went on his chest, then stomach, then rib to end on Jake’s little nipples. Feeling Tom’s tongue on his skin he started to bend. Tom unzipped his shorts and took his as well. Now they were just in his boxers.
Altough a bit nervous Tom took off Jake’s underwear. Not like it was the first time he saw him naked. Tom lifted him to roll him on his stomach and spread his cheeks. His wet tongue pressing against Jake’s anus.
Jake felt his body going numb when he felt Tom’s wet tongue breaking through a rim of muscles, licking a wet stripe and making his way into his needy hole. With unbeliebvable speed he started smashing Jake’s hole, pressing as hard as he could. That combined with his hot breath and warmth of his wet tongue was driving Jake crazy.
”I wish I could see you do it.” Jake said and Tom rolled him on his back again. Now Tom was on his knees, lifting Jake’s legs up, spreading his cheeks again. Seeing Tom’s horny face as he spit into his hole Jake started moaning loudly. Tom started smashing Jake’s hole again, now swirling his tongue so he could drill into his tender hole. It continued for maybe a minute but Jake just begged him for mercy.
”You have any lube?”
”The lowest cupboard.” With that Tom grabbed the bottle, laughing that it was a watermelon flavour. Putting it on his fingers he put his first finger inside Jake.
Jake almost screamed. Tom’s fingers were much thicker than his. His hole became tighter on Tom’s finger. Waiting for a few minutes he started circling it around, slowly making place for a second one, soon even the third. With that Tom let go of Jake and pressed his erection, still hidden in the underwear, against him.
”Can I pleasure you now?” Jake asked and Tom couldn’t say not to that. He lied on his back and let Jake spread his legs. Soon he felt his underwear being taken off. Now completely naked, vulnerable, defensless he still felt good.
Jake started licking his nipples, making Tom’s breaths tougher. Jake seeing that sacked harder and then started planting wet kisses down his abs to finally take his erection in his hand.
Tom felt Jake’s tongue wrap around his tip, pressing against delicate flesh. Tom felt his heart wanting to escape his chest. Jake moved down to his shaft, seeing Tom’s dick get thicker. Jake started bobbing his head. One time almost taking his penis out to then take more of his flesh inside his mouth the next time. Jake felt so horny feeling Tom’s dick cover his entire mouth. Tom had a really big one, he had to admit.
Jake was licking Tom’s member for few more minutes until it was whole covered in Jake's saliva. Tom decided it was too much for him. Now they changed positions and Tom’s dick was now near Jake’s entrance.
Jake gasped when Tom’s tip pushed inside him. Tom didn’t really know that much if he was doing okay but decided to let go of all his doubts just for this night. As he pushed himself deeper, moving his hips at faster pace Jake shouted in pain.
”I’m so sorry Jake. Didn’t mean to.”
”I know but you’re really big. It might take a moment before I adjust to your size.”
With that Tom slowly pushed himself into Jake until Jake suddenly felt pleasure and begged Tom to go faster. Tom got a great speed so Jake had a challenge adjusting himself to Tom’s pace. That was even harder feeling Tom’s penis beating his walls, pushing himself into his prostate, touching every needy nerve of his insides.
Tom was surprised to feel how soft Jake was inside. Searching on orgasm he increased his speed to max, licking Jake’s neck meanwhile, driving Jake crazy. After few more pushes both of them came at the same time, with an explosion of cum around them.
”You were absolutely amazing Tom. Altough how I’ll walk tomorrow is beyond me.” Jake said kissing Tom on his forehead. Tom made a happy puppy face and both boys went to sleep, holding their hands together.