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The sound of writing came from the Commander room even when nightfall was approaching. The man with dark hair was surrounded by paper work as he couldn't finish it before, because he was on a mission requester by the emperor.
The man sighed as he look outside at the falling sun. As he watch the sun fall he couldn't help but think of a certain blonde hair man. Kishiar la orr.
...
His eyes darken as he thought about him. No. He shouldn't think of him. He shouldn't.
Yudrein clenched his fingers around his pen. He looked at his paperwork but couldn't focus. All he could think about was his face on that night.
His face, why did he looked at him like that? Like Kishiar has been waiting for Yuder to kill him.
His pale face as his red beautiful eyes creased as a bitter smile appears on his face. As Yuder tried to convince him to surrender so that he could live.
Because Yuder believed in him.
He didn't want to kill him.
That night after his death, he got more questions than answers.
Everytime Yudrein tired to get answers from Kishiar, he would always avoid it.
He hates it.
If he just talked to me. If he had just said anything. If he didn't abandoned the Cavalry so easily. If he didn't abandoned me so easily. I would not have...
...
No. He would have still killed him. No matter what.Yudrein felted a bitter cold hatred grow inside of him. Yudrein eyes harden as he stare at the commander desk. Would he have still killed him? He didn't know.
His chest felted heavy. He felt empty. He could not help but have an inexplicable yearning for Kishiar. Such stupid feelings.
Yudrein massage his temples as he felt a headache coming on. No more thinking about useless things.He is dead now. He didn't matter anymore. He was gone.
But he felt a heavy weight on his chest again,he ignored it.
He let out a sigh as he finally focus on his paperwork.
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A knock on the commander door could be heard as the sun finally rose from the dark night. Yudrein was finally done with the paperwork as he heard the knock. His eyes harden as he did not want to deal with any visitors.
"Hey, it's me you brat." Enon voice called through the door. "I'm coming in. I know you are in there."
As the door open a man with gray hair and yellow eyes appeared.
"Oh. Hyung, What are you doing here?" Yudrein furrowed his brow slightly as he hasn't been expecting Enon. He doesn't really come out of the 7th district.
Enon face being to turn into a frown as he saw Yudrein eye bags, and the mountain of paperwork on his desk.
"Tsk. I knew it."
"Huh? Hyung what do you mean?"
"You are thinking about that stupid man again"
Yudrein eyes widened as he stares at Enon. Someone that didn't know Yudrein wouldn't see his surprised expression in his very blank face he usually have.
Enon sighed as he looked at Yudrein. He took a bite out of the lemon he stole from the Cavalry kitchen.
"You always have that stupid look on your face when you think about him."
Yudrein furrowed his brow slightly. "Why are you here, Hyung?" He asked again. Enon did not look impress as he looked at Yudrein very judgemental.
"Have you look at yourself? You look like a mess." Enon said very scrutiny. With anyone else they would have thought Enon was making fun of Yudrein.
But Yudrein could tell he was just concerned for him. Enon eyes looking at him anxious.
"I'm fine. I'm used to this by now, hyung." Yudrein tone being very calm. Enon scrunch his eyes to look at Yudrein.
"Uh huh..." He sigh again as he rubbed his temples.
"That stupid man." Enon looked at the ground angrily. "I will never forgive that man for giving you this responsibility." Enon muttered.
Yudrein clenched his hands, he look at Enon not knowing what to say.
"Well whatever, come on you need some sleep." Enon walked over to the nearby closed door as he ate the lemon he stole.
Yudrein look at Enon very dumbfounded because Enon has never came to the Cavalry at all and was acting where he knew his bedroom was.
'Enon, intuitive never fail to impress me.'
"Come on and hurry up you moron!"
Yudrein rolls his eyes as he walks over.
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"So you are going to watch over me?" Yudrein looked at Enon dumbly as he laid on his bed.
"Well duh? I can't trust you not to overworked yourself." Enon look at him angrily before going back to reading the book he brought with him.
Yudrein rolled over to his side as he try to fall asleep.
But suddenly...
*Growls*
Enon blinks as he looks over towards Yudrein. "Hah.. maybe that why you can't fall asleep." Enon coughing to cover up a laugh.
Yudrein glares at him and roll his eyes.
"Yuder, how long have you not eaten food though?" Enon look at him questioning, his laughter stopping.
Yudrein shrugs "Yesterday" Enon comes closer to gently pinch Yuder cheek.
"Augh of course,You stupid moron."
Enon let go of Yudrein cheek as he gets up. "I'm going to go make something if you move or do anything. You will regret it." Enon threatened with a strict voice as he look at Yudein annoying.
Yudrein just nod his head at him.
"Also here" Enon suddenly pulled out a lemon candy from his pockets.
Yudrein slowly blink at him confused.
"Are you going to take it or not?" Enon look at him with embarrassed eyes.
A few minutes of silence fill the room.
Then a short laugh came out of Yudrein.
Enon just threw the candy at Yudrein after he heard the laugh.Looking away seeming regretting pulling out the candy for him.
And with that, Enon goes out of Yudrein bedroom.
Yudrein open up the candy package and felt the citrus flavor on his tongue.
His eyes closed as he felt tiredness finally come over him.