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1. when the red on the palette reminds me of your lips by firslvttywaist

   Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021) RPF  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan/Yok (Not Me TV 2021)
   • First Kanaphan Puitrakul/Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
   • Dan Danai Ratchapakdee/Yok
   • Sean/White (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Eugene/Namo (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Yok (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Yok's Mother (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Black (Not Me TV 2021)
   • White (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Sean (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Gram (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Gumpa (Not Me TV 2021)
   • Dan Danai Ratchapakdee
   • Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
   • Original Characters
   • Strangers to Lovers
   • Theatre
   • Blow Jobs
   • Mutual Masturbation
   • Mutual Pining
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Bad Flirting
   • Cheating (not the main couple)
   • yok loves artistic references
   • khaotung is a lover boy
   • Dan is a kinda of a dick
   • PTSD
   • Mental Health Discussions
   • khaotung is yok's muse
   • yok reads the song of achilles and think about khaotung
   • English Is Not The Author's First Language
   • unintentional slowburn
   • Sleep Deprivation
   • Gaslighting
   • Sleep disorders

   Summary

   Yok is struggling to complete his final year at university, feeling left behind compared to his old friends from the ROL gang, all while being stuck in a relationship he’s no longer sure he can endure.

   Everything changes when Yok is forced to complete extracurricular hours to graduate, assigned to paint the sets for a play based on The Song of Achilles.

   "You are half of my soul, as the poets say," Khaotung whispered, melting against Yok’s lips before kissing him again, the sweet taste of menthol cigarette imprinting itself onto his brain.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   41,355

   Chapters:

   6/6

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   119

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