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2 best friends of a girl who struggles with mental health challenges end’s her life. She saw her life and believed it was meaningless.
One of the friends who was one of her first friends cried remembering how the girl had taken her out of her comfort zone and was the only person at that time to talk to her. She laughed remembering the jokes they shared together and how the girl seemed happy and full of life. They had opposite tastes but similar at the same time, they apparently had the attitude anytime one of their parents said something similar that the other girl did.
The second girl was hurt, the girl had broken their promise not wanting to hold on anymore, she cried realizing that the girl struggling was not only struggling but slowly killing herself in a way so others could be angry at her after she died. She had lots of memories to smile at but didn't realize that maybe some of those moments were a cry for help rather than a light hearted memory.
Both girls knew each other and met a couple times but now instead of having a friend in common they have the feeling of dread and pain realizing that the friend wanted so much more than just a little bit of their time. The girl wanted them as someone who could comfort the pain and try to heal the scars instead of just telling the girl to stop and never checking back and hearing and seeing the scar healed but never saw more forming around the healed ones.
The girl was happy her life was over and could look back on all the happy times instead of worrying over past and current pains. She looked at her best friends and felt sad for leaving them but she believed that she was nothing to them. The girl cried after realizing how much she loved them and how they helped her more than anything but she did not deserve to be cried over.
The 2 best friends' hearts felt heavy knowing they could have probably helped more and told someone instead of trying to fix the girl themselves.
They all lost something but gained something at the same time, the girl lost her friends but gained the fact of how much they cared about her, the best friends lost her but gained the knowledge of her pain.