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1. What If I am not here anymore? by Merlin13 (WarlockMerlin)

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   19 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley/Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz's Parents (9-1-1 TV)
   • Ravi Panikkar
   • Bobby Nash
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Emotionally Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Worried Maddie Buckley
   • Worried Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump

   Summary

   read the tags. This is a dark fanfic about Bucks thoughts after Seoson 8 Episode10 after Eddie left him.
   For now its just angst and hurt. I try to update soon.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,960

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Comments:

   3

   Kudos:

   28

   Bookmarks:

   5

   Hits:

   750